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  • Опубликовано: 21 окт 2024

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  • @noahroth2992
    @noahroth2992 3 года назад +38

    This was my depression song from long ago, from an era where I was worse than I am now. I was in love with a girl who I had no reason being, and though I never made moves, it left me broken, feeling helpless. This song was what simultaneously kept me moving but told me its real. Reminded me that I don't belong in this weird cowboy town. I belong where I need to be. Somewhere else.
    I'm better now. I've moved on from her. I'm going to the Netherlands, a far better place than the place I am right now. I've been hurt more, by forest fires and employers who don't care about employees. I just brush it off now, and move on towards the land of orange, of promise, of the Netherlands. I listen now only to see how far I've come, how much better I am.
    What the hell am I doing here? Moving on.
    From my old life, leaving most behind, but taking with me the spirit of the Kettle Valley Railway and the Coquihalla.
    I.
    Fight.
    On.

    • @philgoode5661
      @philgoode5661 3 года назад +4

      I am also in depression brother & took comfort in your words that although it doesnt feel like it right now; the battle is far from lost & I am still here to fight. The battle is only over when you wont fight anymore. You reminded me of something my mother used to have on the wall which gave me strength. This is not mine but I quote:
      Desiderata - (desired things)
      GO PLACIDLY amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
      Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.
      Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
      Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
      Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.
      Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
      Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
      Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
      Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.
      And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
      By Max Ehrmann © 1927
      Hope this helps brother & to any who feel lost. You are not lost. You are finding your way. There's a difference.

    • @lagitamaoa9155
      @lagitamaoa9155 3 года назад +3

      @@philgoode5661 I found this song 10 years too late. I am addicted to it. Best wishes to you two! I have to admit that this song reminds of a girl that liked me and I liked her as well. I ruined it because I was too shy and she must habve thought that I didnt want her or that I already have a girlfriend (which was also the case...). But I am glad that I gathered these experiences. It's called life :-))

  • @ericwoods6705
    @ericwoods6705 8 лет назад +65

    It's so nice to no that there's a reason it was so hard to say goodbye... Miss you Zyzz, forever mirin' :')

    • @KalleLagerlof
      @KalleLagerlof 6 лет назад +1

      Eric Woods cringe

    • @TherealArthaslickkin
      @TherealArthaslickkin 6 лет назад +9

      funny how you say cringe, yet your YT channel is full of it lmao

    • @KalleLagerlof
      @KalleLagerlof 6 лет назад

      @@TherealArthaslickkin naaw... Do you also miss zyzz? How cute

    • @TherealArthaslickkin
      @TherealArthaslickkin 6 лет назад +1

      kallebaah0 nah lol missing something is gay, just pointing out ur hypocrisy

    • @Taanstafl12
      @Taanstafl12 3 года назад

      I'd be butthurt about Zyzz too if I spent my life working out and still had no sex appeal. Cringe.

  • @camo5517
    @camo5517 Год назад +3

    ⭐️maybe full lyric
    So lay me down,
    Awake, no sound,
    And I dream about you.
    In worlds far away,
    Can't remember, can't forget,
    Let the street lights guide you.
    And I'll take you there,
    Set you free, let you go,
    Then come back to me.
    And here's where I wait,
    Counting hours and the days,
    I can't tear myself away.
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell, why have you left again
    Car doors are frozen, no one left around
    Did I do something wrong
    This path you've chosen
    The way back home, is always far from you
    For every answer, there's no reason why
    No chance to hide
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell, why have you left again
    Car doors are frozen, no one left around
    Did I do something wrong
    This path you answer, there's no reason why
    No chance to hide
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell, why have you left again
    Car doors are frozen, no one left around
    Did I do something wrong
    What's never spoken, words washed away
    forgotten out to sea
    these endless moments
    they fall from me and swept away
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell, why have you left again
    Car doors are frozen, no one left around
    Did I do something wrong
    What's never spoken, words washed away
    forgotten out to sea
    these endless moments
    they fall from me and swept away
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?

  • @camo5517
    @camo5517 Год назад +3

    So lay me down,
    Awake, no sound,
    And I dream about you.
    In worlds far away,
    Can't remember, can't forget,
    Let the street lights guide you.
    And I'll take you there,
    Set you free, let you go,
    Then come back to me.
    And here's where I wait,
    Counting hours and the days,
    I can't tear myself away.
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell
    Why have you left again?
    Car doors are frozen
    No one left around
    Did I do something wrong?
    This path you've chosen
    The way back home
    Is always far from you
    For every answer
    There's no reason why
    No chance to hide
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell
    Why have you left again?
    Car doors are frozen
    No one left around
    Did I do something wrong?
    This path you answer
    There's no reason why
    No chance to hide
    Feeling broken
    No time to tell
    Why have you left again?
    Car doors are frozen
    No one left around
    Did I do something wrong?
    What's never spoken
    Words washed away
    Forgotten, out to sea
    These endless moments
    They fall from me
    And swept away
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?
    What the hell am I doing here?

  • @juanjoseespinozaflores8720
    @juanjoseespinozaflores8720 4 года назад +4

    Who is listening this uplifting track during COV? I am...☺️☺️☺️☺️👍

  • @charlenepalmer7653
    @charlenepalmer7653 6 лет назад +15

    Words cant describe how this great track makes me feel in side. But I would have to say this tune takes me there to the place where love lives...

  • @ibratraceur
    @ibratraceur 5 лет назад +13

    We are all making it brah ! 2019 still in our hearts

    • @guacarnaco
      @guacarnaco 5 лет назад +1

      Indeed !! Wonderfull song which brights at night as an ilussion that nerver ends !!

    • @lordsachit2397
      @lordsachit2397 2 года назад +1

      Still mirin' brah ?

    • @Jason_Van_Stone
      @Jason_Van_Stone Год назад

      2023

  • @Onio40
    @Onio40 3 года назад +3

    Uplifting A Higher Level of Music !

    • @lordsachit2397
      @lordsachit2397 2 года назад +1

      For those at a higher intellectual plane than the commoners . Keep mirin' brahh !

  • @ecien4225
    @ecien4225 5 лет назад +11

    Fuarrrrk , fucking beautifull

  • @alanstarkie2001
    @alanstarkie2001 5 лет назад +7

    I only just realised that I've been listening to the most profound love song... describes the human condition, we yearn for a connection but somehow it's just out of our grasp.

  • @kayharker712
    @kayharker712 7 лет назад +8

    Today I found myself filled with a sense of resolution. My despair of yesterday had practically evaporated now that I had a plan. No more private wailing and gnashing of teeth for me. No sir, now I’m going to wail loudly and publicly. I’m going to make a difference! I’m going to matter.
    I board my green EcoTractor™ and begin my Tractor Drive across America to Raise Awareness and Show How Much I Care Tour™. After spray painting, “Corporate Profits Club Baby Seals” on my EcoTractor™, I’m on my way in spite of the blinding smoke and choking fumes.

  • @azure9256
    @azure9256 6 лет назад +11

    I'm heartbroken, every word that she says is true for me atm😔. This music makes me cry, I listen to it every day, once I've stopped crying i know I have gotten over it 😓

    • @kirillromanov7255
      @kirillromanov7255 6 лет назад +2

      Hey, I dont know if it still matters to you, but you`ll get over it. We all finally get over and move on. Never forget the moment when you`ll find out that you`re free from the painful past. People come and go, music and smile on your face when you listen to it stays forever.

    • @airshowsorted9793
      @airshowsorted9793 6 лет назад +2

      never stop crying, it shows you are human. the sentiment of this song is so basic but epically beautiful. it puts a tear in my eyes. hope time helps you heal.

    • @airshowsorted9793
      @airshowsorted9793 6 лет назад +1

      its deep

    • @CondensedBeef
      @CondensedBeef 6 лет назад +1

      Trust me, I've felt this way, 2 months down the road i've found a girl who would do anything for me, when you're sad, remind yourself that you're beautiful. Because you really are.

    • @Matty94
      @Matty94 4 года назад +1

      @@kirillromanov7255 not all pain and suffering can heal itself, trust me.

  • @ornikel
    @ornikel 9 месяцев назад

    What's the name of the track at the end? That sounds amazing!

  • @liamoko
    @liamoko Год назад

    One of the better cycling tunes....

  • @queenb11618
    @queenb11618 4 года назад +2

    I ask myself this question every day....beautiful track !

    • @arminvan9606
      @arminvan9606 4 года назад +1

      have u found the answer?

    • @queenb11618
      @queenb11618 4 года назад

      @@arminvan9606 no , I will never do ....but thanks for asking

    • @richardtaylor2379
      @richardtaylor2379 3 года назад +1

      Can't stop listening to this tune 🙌 ACE

  • @ryan6991
    @ryan6991 5 лет назад +6

    forever mirin

  • @44WiLL44
    @44WiLL44 11 лет назад +4

    Thankyou for putting them together

  • @whoknows3564
    @whoknows3564 4 года назад +3

    ...always remember

  • @merranthompson9096
    @merranthompson9096 6 лет назад +9

    There is a God and he loves all of his children and he has a plan for all of us.

    • @brojuiceunderfoot5765
      @brojuiceunderfoot5765 5 лет назад

      Hehe you think God is a separate entity altogether don't you? The answer is always more obvious than one would believe. Peace!

    • @marktafoya2640
      @marktafoya2640 4 года назад +1

      As humans, we tend to complicate everything. We don’t know everything about our planet, yet somehow we know who created the entire universe and we know what He/She/It wants?? It’s perfectly fine to believe in something bigger then ourselves, but to think we know the answer to the universe is a futile pursuit. Why waste the life we have now, pursuing the “answer”? Our question may be answered once we pass from this world. Live in peace, harmony and ultimately LOVE. It may not be the answer to the universe, but it is the answer to a fulfilling life. What more could you want then that?

    • @stephencunliffe3879
      @stephencunliffe3879 3 года назад +2

      Praise the Lord, praise His Mighty Name

    • @DreamTrooper
      @DreamTrooper Год назад

      100% Isaiah 65:17-25

  • @ibratraceur
    @ibratraceur 3 года назад

    lovely song

  • @matthewthomas3344
    @matthewthomas3344 7 лет назад +6

    RIP CHESTER ,,,,,,

  • @tiberiusvasiniuc5096
    @tiberiusvasiniuc5096 Месяц назад

    👍👍👍

  • @TIMedWork
    @TIMedWork 11 лет назад +2

    It's the thought that counts. ;-)

  • @mjkittredge
    @mjkittredge 4 года назад +7

    every day when I look around the walls of my apartment I ask this question. What the hell am I doing here?

    • @arminvan9606
      @arminvan9606 4 года назад +2

      have u found the answer?

    • @zomgbat
      @zomgbat 4 года назад +2

      go somewhere high, life a rooftop bar or hill. bring a drink and play this song

    • @RZFitnessTV
      @RZFitnessTV 3 года назад

      @@zomgbat doing this now. feels

    • @patrickpoulsen1
      @patrickpoulsen1 3 года назад +3

      We are here to experience life in this material world. It is just temporary. We are all eternal. Currently we are just on a long journey. Enjoy the experience. There is nothing to fear or worry about.

  • @jackburns3815
    @jackburns3815 7 лет назад +7

    What the hell am I doing here?

  • @gaz4840
    @gaz4840 2 года назад

    I’m sure the photo is Lake Louise in Canada?

    • @AlexAdversity
      @AlexAdversity 8 месяцев назад

      Lake Moraine, Canada. Close!

  • @whoknows3564
    @whoknows3564 Год назад

    💖

  • @MontiPlonski
    @MontiPlonski 3 года назад

    Loooove it 💙💙💙

  • @jpcreavin92
    @jpcreavin92 Год назад

    Lake Moraine

  • @rontennis6569
    @rontennis6569 4 года назад +8

    Zyzzbrah

  • @danielgouman7149
    @danielgouman7149 3 года назад

    Nice

  • @Polypeckerhead
    @Polypeckerhead 6 лет назад +3

    Moraine lake , lake Louise Albert

    • @gaz4840
      @gaz4840 6 лет назад +1

      Lake Louise, view the lake but dont turn around, 2000 japanese tourists all taking selfies and a monster of a hotel that should never have been allowed to be built

  • @whitepearl8639
    @whitepearl8639 3 года назад

    NOBODYISMYNAME

  • @whitepearl8639
    @whitepearl8639 3 года назад

    peoplespeaktomuch...

  • @whitepearl8639
    @whitepearl8639 3 года назад

    whocares....

  • @HardstyleQdance
    @HardstyleQdance  11 лет назад +1

    Nothing :)

  • @whitepearl8639
    @whitepearl8639 3 года назад

    jaa..

  • @STarCRAFT4BRITS
    @STarCRAFT4BRITS 5 лет назад +2

    none of us are gonna make it. the spirit of zyzz died when azyzz passed away

    • @trainerchappo1233
      @trainerchappo1233 5 лет назад +8

      believe in yourself brah, you'll be in my prayers tonight. BK bless

    • @aesthetics4970
      @aesthetics4970 Год назад

      @@trainerchappo1233 praying for stranger... youre à King love u my brother

  • @VmsRs
    @VmsRs 2 года назад

    гениально absolutely genius😎