HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose (Lyrics)(I can't let you go) ft Z
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- Опубликовано: 21 авг 2024
- ♫ HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose ft Z
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⏯ Lyrics:
Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
Fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bros stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But here I am, still fucking up
I'll drink my weight in beer though, I
Know that you hate me and I hate me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me and it wasn't going through
I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too
But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasing our memories
If only you loved me like you love smoking weed
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
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Thank you for watching :)
2.5 years of sobriety and now I’m currently setting at 11 days of sobriety from a month long relapse.. We fall but we must get back up! Don’t stay down! Get back up 💪🏼💪🏼💯
Hope you’re still kicking ass
We all stumble. The thing is that you didn't let it keep you down
Hope you’re going strong. I’m not. I fucked up yet again. Do it for both of us.
@@ginaabraham8949I’ll do it with you not for you! We are all holding each other, you’re never alone. I filled those rehab forms out today and I’m ready to let go of it and scream ENOUGH! Do it with me, do it for you! We all fuck up, girl you gotta get bk up and go…. Don’t stay there!!!! Holding your hand from the U.K. x
Every day sober counts. 🎉
I’m struggling so hard with alcoholism and I don’t want to let my kids see me like this. This song breaks my heart. Idk what to do
Seek help, I promise your kids will thank you so much. Wishing you the best, sobriety makes life s much better trust me. Me and my partner are recovering alcoholics and life is so much better sober
Fight for your sobriety. It’s hard I know I’ve been through it. Seek help it’s totally worth it. God bless you on your journey. You’ll be in my thoughts and prayers!
Im in the same boat... Got a 2 year old and a 8 month old... I think it's time to set the alcohol aside brother.. we got dad dutys now and they need us
Thank you everyone you all are so kind
Sending love and hope positive vibes I hope you get better I know the struggle is real ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I've had this song on repeat for 3 days now. I swear this hits SO close to home that it's unreal... Watching a loved one OD and have to be brought back two different times is the scariest thing I've ever witnessed..
I can’t imagine what you’ve been through 💔 Watched my soul mate (my ex husband) die from effects of needle use and heavy alcohol consumption. It’s why I left him and it’s what killed him. I can’t let him go. Even though I’ve moved on and remarried.. He’s always at the back of my mind.
@@No_Pancake_Mix_ you too friend ❤️
Ik how it feels and I am truly so so sorry. I found my "dad" overdosing and had to save his life. Im very sorry.
@@user-qv2xy8rj8n I appreciate your sympathies
My father let go I'm lost understanding I'm scared of life
My parents are addicts, as much as it hurts I will never let them go you only get one mum and dad I’m thank ful they are mine❤️
I envy your parents🥺
It sounds like they love you ❤. My addict parents werent loveable. In praying they get the help they need babe
Ooooh... It's healthy to let them go if it's harming you. You can't choose your parents but family's what you make it. You're worth being sober for. Don't settle
This song cuts deep because both of my parents are still in the worst of their addiction. I have about 45 days clean, this song makes me emotional two ways. It makes me think about my parents and the pain I feel.. even more so it makes me think about baby daughter and the pain I don’t want her to ever feel… being an addict, is one of the hardest things of my life, but it’s even harder watching it happen to someone you love
Scream crying this in the car is my form of therapy.
Same
Same goes for me to
I yell this about my shit father
Literally doing this right now
😢
Aww I’m sorry love 💗
This song hits hard. I’ve been sober since September 24th 2014 and I’m blessed for my sobriety. My biggest regret in life is how I did my family especially my mother. I will never be able to make up for the pain i caused her.
It’s the other way around for me
I'm proud of you.
I feel this too. Just remind her how much you love her ❤
This song is so beautiful, I cant help but keep coming back to it. I’ve never been able to express my grief and explain how I feel about my dads death.. and this is exactly it. You nailed it man.
❤i feel you on this
It's all for my son. It's all for you baby. It's all for you.
Absolutely therapeutic and also a huge eye opener that we are all not alone. Each and every one of us should keep pushing to do better for the future generations. Break those generational curses. My dad was a very abusive alcoholic and yet to me he was still my hero because I didn’t know better. Now I’m a disabled vet with ptsd and I am still doing better then my father because I choose not to be an addict. Not to be a drunk. He overdosed when I was pretty young and I wish he would have taken my life and not his own. That’s what stops me from doing it to my two sons. They need there father and not in the way I was raised. But a father who can be better a father who can be present. If I can do it anyone can. It’s it’s artist like this guy who helps us all think deeply on that pain to heal through it. Thank you 🙏
Love it I’m 46 yr old recovering addict 18mnths clean. Took my whole adult life then my marriage. Song just hits a spot for me
My whole life I looked around me and almost every person was on some kind of substance. Keep your families safe now because this world is about tearing you all apart. Don’t let the system of things win. First they corrupt your mind, without your mind you cannot protect yourself or your families. Have god in your life and make sure your serving the right one for there are many gods. I am first hand to see how generations of substance can destroy family and friends to where I grew up alone. Don’t let your kids grow up alone, that isn’t right.
My husband is a recovering addict. He was addicted for years before me and he was addicted for five years while we were together two years ago he took the step to get the help he needed. The biggest step is knowing you need the help and reaching out and getting the help, you are struggling reach out. We want you to get help. You will recover, they do recover 😊
Watching all the tiktoks broke me. I lost my husband to an od and I barely saved myself. Finally, I have my family back around me. Pure catharsis. Thank you Av.
99 days sober today. The love of my life is still out there. She refused to go to treatment with me. They say you make the best memories with the people you love the most and it's the hardest thing when that person becomes a memory. What scares me the most is memories eventually fade. I just don't want her to fade away
It has been 6 years since I've overdosed but my mother came in just in time to save me. It was not easy that day as it was my nieces baby shower and my kids were in the next room crying telling me they loved me but I was lost in sorrow to hear them. I hated myself so much and thought if I'd leave this world it would be better off without me but that wasn't the case. My family needed me! Here I am fighting everyday to never get to that point again. I just hope I broke the cycle so my kiddos will never have to go through what I went through. If they do they know they can talk to me.
Please those that are going through a hard time, reach out to anyone you can truly trust. Don't lose faith. Keep fighting. We need you here. 💖🙏
What a great song. I wish drugs and alcohol didn't exist at all. How different my life could have been
"I know that you hate me and I hate me too. I can't get over what I did to you" 😔
This is the lyric that hits me hard. Everyone who’s been an addict knows/ and everyone’s who’s loved one knows the other parts of this song. This song just speaks to all of us.
It hits so hard I try and try and I can't quit I just want to end it@@kristenbruce8262
If you like those lyrics listen to hate me by blue October
i told myself i didnt like this song but here i am fucking crying at 12 41 pm on a sunday
Fucking same 😭
It will be well
It's hard but we often don't like what heals us or makes us feel.
I Lost my dad to alcohol and 2 brothers to heroin. This song hits different with my own battles now ❤
Adderall had a hold on me. Days of heart palpitations and no sleep, ignoring responsibilities and the people I love. I thought I'd never get out of it. 4 years sober and its the best thing that ever happened to me
Listening to this song as an addict, in recovery, for the 1000th time; this hits so much different looking at it in the perspective of some one who hated them selves so much, they tried to drown their sorrows in copious amounts of drugs and alcohol, to the extent of losing everything, everyone, but my sense of self lingered. Its always been there. My self worth, that devil on my left, and angel on my right. Part of me always longed to take the righteous path. Part of me always craved chaos.
Could have written this myself. Congrats on your 1000th try. You got this!
I broke the cycle. My son will never ever know this pain.
Me too!!
I lost my sister a year ago to a fentanyl overdose. This hit pretty hard, because I told her that I was scared for her life since her habits were nothing to take lightly. A week later she ended up overdosing and didn't receive medical attention in an ideal timeframe to safe her from oxygen deprivation to her brain. Anyway, as she laid in a coma that was induced for the next two weeks. My family and myself had to acknowledge and accept that the right decision would be to let her go. Despite the fact thats obviously not what we wanted...but its not about what we wanted in this situation , was it? I knew that every moment was precious up until her last breathe. I think about her everyday and it's a wound that won't actually heal the way we'd prefer things to heal. It's like a scar, but the ones on the outside are easier to accept versus the scars inside in my opinion.
Every moment of this life we're living is truly a rare gift. Remind yourself, and I'll try to do the same, that someone in this world loves and cares for you in a way that not too many living beings (as far as we're concerned) get to experience life and love the way we comprehend it. Whoever that person may be, that person deserves the best us. I have so many memories of reading comments like the one I'm writing right now and kinda fuckin hate that I've found myself commenting to no one really and simply using this as a coping mechanism/tool if you will. Nonetheless this message is for you Camille. I miss you and want to send the reminder that as long as you remain in my heart and thoughts then no one is ever truly gone.
Love your little brother John
Oh but how many of us. Alone. Thank you for this.
Never has a song described my whole life before, loving someone who loves drugs more is a brutal pain, I love and miss you dad 🩵
Sober after 36 years Letts goooo , if your struggling u can do it. My last one was funny sober . God is amazing
Sober since September 2011. This song reminds me of everyone I've ever tried to love.
Man this song. 😢
I've been clean for 16 months. My dad died 2 months ago from drink. Soon as I heard this I broke down 😢❤
Sorry man
As much as i resent my father for leaving us bc of his addiction, he will always be missed and have a place in my heart. He gave me memories i will never forget, but there was still so many to make and so much of my life for him to see. I miss him lots sometimes
Loving an addict is the hardest thing I have ever done.
Reminds me of me when I used, and my dad died of suicide when I was 8. This hits hard to me. I'm sitting here crying because I can relate to this song.
Realest song ever ... I sing it all day ... 😢 This song needs to be out in the world
Gonna listen to this till I stop crying ❤ being the hero hits hard ❤❤
I know that you hate me, I hate me too. I cant get over what I did to you .
Mom, im sorry for all the pain that ive caused you, I know every day you pray to have your daughter back again.
To my kids, mommy is so sorry that you feel like ive given up. No matter the circumstances I could never give up on you boys. I promise to do better.
& To my grandma, im so sorry . I know that you worry every day that your going to get a call that im gone. I know that you dont want to relive that type of pain again like you did with Cassie.
To my family, I love you. & I promise ill do better ❤
The man made a fine piece of art. How did he know that sounds like most of my life
This song is very related to what happened to me I’m 12 and my dad died in august 19 2022 my dad walked out of life in 2018 he took a lot of drugs and would smoke weed all the time and I didn’t realize what he was doing when I was younger but now I understand what he was doing I never knew why he would take drugs but I just know he was hurt and there wasn’t a way for him to get help my dad was a good dad but once he walked out my life I hated him but now I understand why he js didn’t want me to see him all messed up it’s sad knowing I couldn’t help him because I was young but I wish he was still here taking care of me I wish he got help to become a dad again sadly. A few weeks before he died I tried calling but he didn’t answer he was living on the streets so that’s why he didn’t pick up when he died he died on a train track because a train hit him he was holding a bible in his hands when he died I think he was trying to get help.
His death was on the news search up Jose antopia death august 19 2022 and you’ll find it
So many prayers to you! I’m 28 now but I lost my dad at 15. He was an alcoholic my whole life and that’s what killed him. It took me a long time to understand that he did love me more than he loved the whiskey. It took me a long time to understand his hurt and pain. The reason he chose to drink in the first place. You seem to already know that your dad was hurting and that’s why he turned to drugs. Addiction is miserable. I’ve been there myself, after swearing I’d never turn into my father. I chose drugs vs alcohol but addiction is addiction. That’s what made me understand what he was going through. It’s still so hard for me to wrap my head around him not being able to quit for his children. Like I did. But I believe I’m stronger than he was and his hurt was maybe worse than mine.
Stay strong love. Try your hardest not to turn to substances to numb your pain. It may numb it for a moment but it just hurts more when you’re sober. It’s not worth it, not even once.
@@HaleyL95 tysm🤍
I’m so sorry for your loss. It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Please know that you are loved, and someday everything will be ok. It’s important to remember that your parents love you very much, and every child is precious in God’s eyes! What happens to our parents is never, ever, ever our faults. Ever. And no matter what, you can go forward and create your own life and be happy. Sending hugs and prayers!
I'm so sorry. No child should have to bear that pain. Please make sure you talk to someone about your grief because you deserve to be here too.
My condolences 😢
one of my aunts unfortunately passed ... she just couldn't leave drugs alone me and her used to sing this song together I can't listen to it without crying but I love this song so much
my fav song as of right now ❤
How come Life is strange literally has my download list lol 😱😳 Been listening to Julia and Angus Stone and Daughter for years 🤣😝👍 Its good somebody else noticed these artists..my faith in humanity is coming back!!
If your reading this just hold on don’t give up you are important stay strong just know it will eventually get better and that you are loved and if nobody has told you that you where made perfectly you are perfect
This song has helped me so much with a parent who is battling addiction
You hit a nerve with this one soooo proud of you making this song... healing...very❤..thank you ❤..bless everyone struggling with addiction or loving someone who's an addict..I feel like I'm singing to my drug if choice,to myself and my demon's 😢
This reminds me of someone I cared about that absolutely loved drugs and just wasn’t there for me and now she’s disappeared out of my life period. This song reminds me of that person all the way!
This song hits hard.
This song is amazing couldn’t help but cry
I've spent my entire life hating my mom because she chose her addiction over me. I saw her being carried away in an ambulance and in the hospital on life support so many times as a kid, and it fkd me up. Walking up to multiple cr@ck houses trying to find her because she was missing for days at a time when i was 10-12 years old. Going through s3xual abuse because she left me and my sister with anyone who would take us so she could go get h!gh.
Pills, cr@ck, m3th, alcohol... She loved it all.
I've heard that shes clean now. But I've been no contact for 4 years. My 3 children don't know her. And i don't want them to. And it makes me hate myself. I'll spend the rest of my life on psych meds and in therapy for my CPTSD that can never be undone. I just wanted her to love me more.
I understand ❤
If only I loved myself like I love getting high.
Sorry family.
I had to walk away from my husband of 20 years He is an amazingly kind person but always altered and hiding. I was alone in a house full of people. Kissed him one day and said, "I want to be best friends with your next wife."😢 Never looked back. But i miss us in our younger years.
Omg my daughter shared this song with me I got clean and sober when she was 10 she 18 now and I got clean for her and I caused so much damage I hope she knows I love her more than anything now I didn't love myself before if you struggling with addiction get help there's always hope God bless all his children 🙏
15 years of sobriety and out of prison. Life is much easier and wish and pray for all that have the same disease 🤙
I lost my mum the same week you lost your dad so this song really hits hard ❤❤
What fucks me up the most is knowing he don't really got family and wanting to just start inviting him to family events and make him apart of our family
I've been hearing this all over tiktok
The guy that does the "broke bf" videos
This is so good
The way this song just fucked me up…. in so many ways..😞😔
Same
I've never cried over a song like this before. This just killed me. Forever on my playlist
This hit so hard
Me to 😢
I wish there was an Alcoholic only version...because the verse from the other person POV is how I feel.😢
Awesome song. Felt so much
My hunny bunny this is a good song
My brother ended his own life a week ago today because he couldn't fight his demons screaming this song every single day rest easy r kid love you forever see you again one day xxxxx
I wish I could have been enough! Drugs will always be what he put in front of me no matter what…
So many of my loved ones overdosed, and I really wish I can scream this to their face
This song right here is the one.
I needed this song in my life atm 🙏🏽 thank you so much
Wow.. this song .. so much reminds me of my story ❤love it.
My friend committed suicide February 1st... He struggled with addiction and alcoholism. He started doing good for himself and no idea where this came from. We thought he was going to be okay... I forgive you Ryan Meahl but I can't let you go. I love you bro. RIP
Rip my Yasmin , I hope you’re out of pain , it wasn’t your fault and it’s ok xx
“Know that you hate me , I hate me too “ 💔
I can’t even say how much this song makes me feel feelings I hate feeling lol
Always with the ice coffee over here too
I was a heavy pot head before the military, after I joined i started drinking, then I started popping pills again, after a while i went back to what I knew and ended up getting discharged before i hit Sgt. I lived with the love of my life, she smoked too so it was ok at first...then she noticed i wasn't smoking for fun but i was dependant on it, I would sell my stuff just to get another dub. I would drink uncontrollably and pop pills just to not be sober. She ended up leaving me and now I'm lost. I stopped drinking and smoking and popping, i hope we can fix things but my bipolar mixed with the substances made me say some pretty dark shit to her. Dont let this stuff control you, im not going to be a hypocrite and say don't do it at all, but know your limits and don't constantly past them, its a dark place in this gutter
This song hits mad hard.. coming from a 15 year old whos parents love drugs more then their own kid..
I talk to him and he's amazing he voice and songs ❤️
My brother is a addict so I listen to this.
My fkn fave!!! ❤
This hit home so hard, I left my wife of 11 years 5 years ago and got clean. She’s still on opiate maintenance and seeing her crushes me but I’ll never go back
Drugs have fucked my life up my mum's dead and partner dead I can't live without him and listening to this song helps as he died of overdose on spice I was cleen off gear and crack and drink his birthday and are 16year anniversary is coming up on sat an I just want to overdose to be with him 😢😢😢❤
As I can't live in this world without him 😢😢
I’m sorry, just no that you’re mom, loves you, and you’re partner, just no that he is watching over you now, and you will see him soon, ❤ pls take care of yourself, I understand how you fill my dad is on drugs I haven’t heard from him I don’t no were he is idk if he is ok, all I no os it’s not safe to do with him,
@@Gray-gray291 thanks for your comment means allot to me right now 🥰
Lost my little brother to a OD a year ago, i miss him every single day.
one of my best friends is slowly turning to addiction because shes struggling so much. it hurts seeing her turn into someone shes not :( fck addiction
I walked in on my now ex boyfriend overdosed on his floor blue. Narcaned him twice. Still says he didn’t relapse…I just can’t
You lose faith with every pill I take 😞😞😞😞
I just wish my uncle would get sober bro.
I love him so much but fentanyl got the best of him. It hurts to see him this way.
Crying in a dark closet playing this song while everybody in the world is doing something
Today is the 10th anniversary of finding my late bf body from an OD. And this is song is exactly how I feel
Crying to this atm, my dad just passed from an od
Apparently I wasn't good enough for you. Had to have someone else as well. If we weren't seeing each other or even together in your eyes; then why lie about it?! Thanks for letting me put my trust in you & then making me look like a fool & shattering my heart. This is why I never trust anyone. Thanks for being exactly what I'm used to even though I stupidly thought you were different.
This song hits hard for me lost 3 close pppl in 2021 to pills 😢
Currently bawling my eyes out cause I'm the fk up. I need to get sober from alcohol.
im trying to get sober again and it’s just weed but I want my life back and I hope I can love the people in my life more than the feeling I get when I get high
as a person that had a active addict father. this is exactly how us loved ones feel. i know fighting addiction is so difficult but remember we’re all here for u and we hurt just like u🤍🤍
I'm 14 but this isn't about either of my parents its my auntie it was a year yesterday of her not being here and I miss her so much it hurt she od and I sat at her grave blasting this song wishing she could hear it but ik she can't fly hight auntie 🕊🕊🕊
I want to hear this on my Owen ears from my almost 6 year old, 5 year olds point of view.
Who I just got custody back of, ex addict and I'm an alcoholic.
She sleeps in bed with me sometimes... And wakes up crying saying "don't take my mommy" and I try to comfort her. But it doesn't work.
It makes me cry bro
says it all
Good song 🎵 👌
Ugly crying rn💔😭😭
Yes
I miss you odin ezra❤
I miss you Sheridan...... God damn fucking drugs.. wish I could have been strong enough for you...😢
Coming back and reading this sober.. whoo, fuck man. Still fucking miss her. I know that you hate me and I hate me too... fml. Love you sheridan!!!!!! I will always love you!!!!!
never thought i would feel so heard until I heard this song
“My dads dead” lost my dad he was drunk and decided to walk on the road became a hit and run