Vent Tiktok Compilation #25

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  • Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024
  • Vent Tiktok Compilation Part 25
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Комментарии • 125

  • @luhvrk4rl
    @luhvrk4rl 6 месяцев назад +30

    Whatever youre going through, i can promise, it will be okay. Everything will work out how its meant to, and you will come out the other side. You are strong, and youve got this. No matter how bad it gets, you have to hang in there; for us. Im so proud of you

    • @Lexiii-p6h
      @Lexiii-p6h 14 дней назад

      Wish my parents or anyone say this to me

  • @KurO_playz_J-fan
    @KurO_playz_J-fan 6 месяцев назад +190

    The fact no parents are watching this, just sad kids/young adults.

    • @dilayavuz-oe1un
      @dilayavuz-oe1un 6 месяцев назад +5

      Real

    • @KurO_playz_J-fan
      @KurO_playz_J-fan 6 месяцев назад +5

      @Leyl._blossom if you lost interest in things you like to do, or feel empty often/you lost a lot of emotion/happiness then your depressed
      You don’t have to tell them if you don’t think they will listen to you or you just generally don’t trust them, online therapy or venting can help a bit

    • @_S0URBUGZ
      @_S0URBUGZ 6 месяцев назад +1

      The saddest thing saying that is usually adults especially parents are the ones who bottle it up the most

    • @PaulineKummerman-eo3eb
      @PaulineKummerman-eo3eb Месяц назад +1

      Fr Fr my mom is a know it all but I guess not anymore bc she doesn’t know I’m Depressed and her boyfriend says that some people like me fake mental illnesses and it’s not faking my mental illness I’ve been diagnosed by my doctor and everyone else around me I’m sad and gloomy every day I hate going outside of the house if I go outside of the house and just sit in the backyard for five seconds on a cloudy day so yeah I am not faking a mental illness sorry if it sounds like I am faking it but I’m not

  • @HarlequinS1mp
    @HarlequinS1mp 6 месяцев назад +34

    How's everyone ???
    Vent here if needed

    • @Larishhhh
      @Larishhhh 6 месяцев назад +4

      im feel like shit..

    • @PLUTOnolongeraplanet
      @PLUTOnolongeraplanet 6 месяцев назад +1

      Together we can make this only a dream:)

    • @My_dearest2
      @My_dearest2 6 месяцев назад +4

      It's getting so bad that whenever I look at the mirror I don't even recognise myself. I feel like I need to rip my skin off.

    • @iirise
      @iirise  6 месяцев назад +5

      @@My_dearest2 you are amazing

    • @DddEee-bx7fb
      @DddEee-bx7fb 6 месяцев назад +3

      Not here to vent but . Everyone here is a functioning member of society and remember" there's the good and bad in life" stay safe

  • @Raseberryloli
    @Raseberryloli 6 месяцев назад +4

    Vent
    I try too hard so people can like me, i try to hard to be myself but i dont even know who i am anymore. I hate my life choices i wish could just tell somebody why but... I cant. i see what my friends think of me i hear what they say about me but i just cant ever bring myself to stop being there with them. 6:33.
    I just cant bring myself to do the shit i want to do.
    Sometimes i sit with them and just stare at the wall, thinking. They just wouldnt stop talking. They would snap in my face and make me think about everything when i dont want to. I hate them so much, i hate my life so much, i hate myself so much... When people ask me if im okay... I just gotta bottle it all up and say im okay when im really dying to leave the room.

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад +1

      Try not to bottle things up, it will make things worse. Let it out, start fresh, and I’m sure your beautiful! Don’t take shit from other people. And if your friends are fake, you don’t necessarily need them. Yes it’s better to have them but sometimes it isn’t. Please do get better soon, lots of love ❤❤

  • @Amelia-xj1qj
    @Amelia-xj1qj 3 месяца назад +1

    Vent‼️
    My father lives in a different country and I can only see him two months every year. This summer I didn’t see him because he didn’t have enough my money to buy my plane ticket and every day I think of him. Whenever I am with him it feels like I’m in my childhood again. He makes me feel loved, even though I only lived with him five years my whole life I feel safe around him. I don’t tell him my problems cause I’m not comfortable enough to that but I still love him. My mom and her boyfriend don’t make me feel loved only sometimes. They always pay attention to my older brother. I was at the lowest time of my life a few months ago. I was distancing myself stayed in my room and didn’t reply to any of my texts and my brother just slept all day for only two days and my mom worried about him. I don’t mind her doing that but what about me you know. Like take care of him of course I worried about him too but couldn’t she notice me too? But I did cry to her and she told me”I’ve noticed you distance yourself now” and the next day she asked if it was ok and I said yes bc what’s she gonna do if I say no. But then that day and lit today she yells at me everything for the tiny reasons. I wish she could notice that I feel pain too

  • @iluvmz
    @iluvmz 4 месяца назад +1

    Vent.
    He came back into my life after 5 months and I realized I became depressed my grade dropped A's to D's I started missing school. I ghosted everyone. and I don't know if it's because of him or because I just can't stop thinking about last year. I was so depressed last year and now it's coming. I keep relapsinh after 7 months and I can't go a day being sober

  • @lanie9562
    @lanie9562 6 месяцев назад

    4:49 same . I’m just so stuck in time and I don’t know what or how to feel. The thing that makes me feel alive is sh and I just could do it at anytime now. I miss it so much. And I’m on my longest streak which is 4 months but that’s nothing

  • @rantaroamami2005
    @rantaroamami2005 6 месяцев назад +6

    i want to break my 9 month sh free streak.

    • @AlyssaKathryn28
      @AlyssaKathryn28 6 месяцев назад

      I’m here if you wanna vent I’ll listen

    • @-moth_berry-
      @-moth_berry- 6 месяцев назад

      Please don’t your doing so well if you need to talk there are people who will want to hear

    • @iirise
      @iirise  6 месяцев назад

      dont do that you are doing well im proud of you :)

  • @lyrra0
    @lyrra0 Месяц назад

    hi guys. just venting here. in 7th i was stalked by a friend of mine who liked me. i felt like a fucking toy. he shared around my address. in 8th, my bsf and i had an argument and she put sanitiser in my water bottle as a ‘joke’. i can’t feel anything towards anyone. like what the fuck am i even feeling? i dont even know who to lean on. i’d rather just fall atp. it didnt get better for me. i know people say its supposed to make me stronger but i think i deserved better. i literally told that girl that as long as im here, no one could hurt her. and i fulfilled that promise. what the fuck am i? i studied my fucking ass off for these exams and i scored so low. i dont even know how to find the will to study anymore. dear god, the world would be a better place if mine didn’t exist. regards, just a girl.

  • @Izzy-gg9kd
    @Izzy-gg9kd 6 месяцев назад +1

    sorry for the vent, but i dont trust anywhere else.
    my dad died early last year from taking his own life, thats put me through alot and i cant take it anymore. he was the rock keeping me together. i feel like distancing myself from everyhting and everyone. there isnt one thing on this earth that makes me happy anymore, im there, putting on a fake persona and hoping for the best outcome. i dont even know who i am anymore, what happened to that little girl who was oblivious to her drunk dad and guilt tripping mum? what happened to the girl everyone loved?

    • @DddEee-bx7fb
      @DddEee-bx7fb 5 месяцев назад

      Hope your ok your father is still with you

    • @Izzy-gg9kd
      @Izzy-gg9kd 5 месяцев назад

      @@DddEee-bx7fb it truly doesnt feel that way.

    • @DddEee-bx7fb
      @DddEee-bx7fb 5 месяцев назад

      @@Izzy-gg9kd it's okay to be sad and depressed because of a situation like this just remember that everything is ok probably you should do the same things your dad did or find a friend that's just like your dad

    • @Izzy-gg9kd
      @Izzy-gg9kd 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@DddEee-bx7fb i don't think i can do most. things i did with my dad anymore, i find it too difficult. thank you for your kind words

  • @YourMom-zn7ly
    @YourMom-zn7ly 6 месяцев назад +1

    Out of nowhere my bf stopped being physical. It’s what I need in a relationship and we used to thrive off of it. He just stopped and says I’m being too clingy or that I say ily too much. He won’t even look at me when I say ily and gets mad when I want to hold his hand. I just don’t know what to do

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад +1

      Try and communicate with him, sit down and have a small chat. Communication is key, and if he doesn’t cooperate then that’s his fault, yes you might love him and don’t wanna leave him but if he doesn’t put effort into a relationship and for someone as amazing as you, he isn’t worth it, lots of love❤❤

    • @Idixndisjdjrsidi
      @Idixndisjdjrsidi 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@L1las_l0v3who are you, i see so many of your comments, you help soo much❤❤❤

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад

      @@Idixndisjdjrsidi I’m just a guy giving out advice if I can, love, and support for those who need ❤️

  • @6RXAVE
    @6RXAVE 6 месяцев назад +88

    yk when you’re so happy during the day but you feel numb during the night

    • @Burnt_Eggz
      @Burnt_Eggz 6 месяцев назад +1

      The fact this hits hard for lots of people is relatable,

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад +3

      ITS THE OPPOSITE FOR ME-

  • @Bxchxnb3auty
    @Bxchxnb3auty 6 месяцев назад +37

    Everyday is the same, no one cares. And no one ever will

    • @Jellyfish-lo5zf
      @Jellyfish-lo5zf 6 месяцев назад +5

      I know how u feel 😕

    • @hannakamado
      @hannakamado 6 месяцев назад +4

      Don’t worry u r not alone even if we are in different countries or states we know how you feel

    • @Bxchxnb3auty
      @Bxchxnb3auty 6 месяцев назад +3

      @@hannakamado ty

    • @Islam_comes_first
      @Islam_comes_first 6 месяцев назад +4

      I care. I really do care for everyone and how they are feeling. I love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @CarGirl_7
    @CarGirl_7 6 месяцев назад +25

    Im actually really struggling at the moment. And for some reason these make me feel slightly better, cause i feel like others understand what I’m going through, and it makes me feel slightly more intact, loved, stable, and safe. But never completely, and even though that feeling is limited, i will do what i can to feel slightly better, even if this shit will never fix. At least i feel better in the moment.

    • @Lillyxxr
      @Lillyxxr 2 месяца назад +1

      dw im here for u even when I don’t trust me I’m here ilysm your the most prettiest person even what u do to yourself remember ily and god will to if your tired try to sleep if u can or u can trust me if it’s needed your able to vent to me and whoever says your ugly just remember theses ppl who love u and know your beautiful I’ll pray for everything for u to be happy and anything u want god will make it happen ilysm remember that I don’t got told that ever so ily have a wonder day ml okay? Love u🫶

    • @CarGirl_7
      @CarGirl_7 2 месяца назад +1

      @@Lillyxxr 🥹i really appreciate this❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

  • @LaurenElise13
    @LaurenElise13 6 месяцев назад +17

    Vent
    I live at home (Im 13) with two of my other siblings. Im the middle child so my older sister is always right because she's the oldest and my younger brother can get away with anything. Im constantly getting blamed for shit I didn't do and getting yelled at for my attitude and being 'rude'. Meanwhile they wonder why I spend all day in my room and take so long in the shower \ bathroom. I've resorted to sh and I honestly can't stop. I just relapsed after 2 days of being clean rn. I just can't do it anymore because I can't do anything right and everything I do is wrong. You might say I just can't take no for an answer and Im being dramatic but its more than that. Im getting talked about behind my back telling others how much better it is when I'm not there. I can't do it anymore. Its every fucking day. Eating is becoming a struggle. My best friend noticed I havent been eating and I feel so bad for her because I can't do anything about it. I almost passed out at school twice today and I honestly just might give in and kms.

    • @DddEee-bx7fb
      @DddEee-bx7fb 6 месяцев назад +3

      Kinda relatable hope you're okay and remember your parents still love you and they wish the very best for you

    • @Adora_Animated
      @Adora_Animated 6 месяцев назад +3

      Please stay here. I might not be in your shoes or fully understand what you’re going through but I promise someone will miss you if you’re gone. I fully believe you can make it through this. You’re not being dramatic in the slightest. Not everything you do is wrong and I’m sure if we ever met I’d absolutely adore you. it’ll work out. In the meantime please make sure you’re eating and staying healthy. Even if it’s something small. I wish you the best ❤

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад +2

      Hey! Just a reminder people do love ya! Hope you get better soon, learn ways to cope and that will help! Lots of love❤❤

    • @Isabel-rc7fg
      @Isabel-rc7fg 6 месяцев назад

      Stay here❤

  • @Gunzz2thabrain13
    @Gunzz2thabrain13 6 месяцев назад +8

    I failed my own mother. She abused me all my life and i still tried so hard for her. She was mad and i was crying at the kitchen table. "You want to kill yourself so bad? Then do it. Youve already ruined my life." She threw a box of my prescribed insulin in front of me and told me to kill myself in front of her with my siblings in the next room over. I tried so hard for everybody. Every time something good happens to me i ruin it. I am a failure.

    • @theywereroomates160
      @theywereroomates160 6 месяцев назад +2

      no your not a failure you are worth it you are desurving of love and i hope you feel better and remember people care about you so dont give up and try to keep going as best you can

    • @Lillyxxr
      @Lillyxxr 2 месяца назад

      dw im here for u even when I don’t trust me I’m here ilysm your the most beautiful person even what u do to yourself remember ily and god will to if your tired try to sleep if u can or u can trust me if it’s needed your able to vent to me and whoever says your ugly just remember theses ppl who love u and know your beautiful I’ll pray for everything for u to be happy and anything u want god will make it happen ilysm remember that I don’t got told that ever so ily have a wonder day ml

  • @PLUTOnolongeraplanet
    @PLUTOnolongeraplanet 6 месяцев назад +6

    Challenge: what’s something your scared of right now
    Me: I’m scared everyone will leave. No one has really stayed long enough to know the real me so I’m very scared especially now that I have a lover I actually love and everyday they tell me they love me and all I can really tell them is one day they won’t but they don’t believe me and I’m grateful they don’t hopefully this love won’t leave like everyone else :)

  • @thenumeronebatch
    @thenumeronebatch 6 месяцев назад +5

    I think I am disappointed in myself because I’m not a good kid and my parents are not even noticing that I’m not in a good mental state anymore so they think I’m just lazy but I’m just trying to stay alive rn and my mom always says if I didn’t wake you up you would just sleep your life away and not get anything done

  • @Strawberyycandy
    @Strawberyycandy 6 месяцев назад +10

    It like honestly sucks that my entire childhood is OVER FLOWING with trauma (it’s still going on)
    1: my parents divorced
    2: was homeless (idk if that counts but like couldn’t afford food)
    3: lived in a household where my mom had an addiction problem
    4: screaming every night
    5: it was a dangerous to come out of my room at night
    6: my mom would get hit
    7: got yelled at and was told that my dad was horrible
    8: got sa’d
    9: getting manipulated
    10: nobody every believing me
    11: getting told I was overreacting/“just on my period”
    12: getting manipulated part 2
    13: laughed at when having a meltdown
    14: just my grandparents
    15: getting hit so I’d get up in the morning
    16: sa part 2
    17: part 3
    18: part 4
    19: part 5
    20: my mom being ill and she could just die today or tomorrow
    21: learning how disgusting my moms side of the family is
    22: being told how my mom got sa’d
    23: being told “why does it matter if ___ comes?” He was the person to sa’d me
    24: had to see my cousin being sa’d
    There’s more btw

    • @Newromantic-wo2fl
      @Newromantic-wo2fl 6 месяцев назад +2

      I'm so so so sorry. You should not have had to go through that and it's so messed up. Look I don't know you, but if you need to talk to someone, I'm here. Things are gonna get better, okay?

    • @Newromantic-wo2fl
      @Newromantic-wo2fl 6 месяцев назад +1

      Are you able to call cps or the police?

    • @Strawberyycandy
      @Strawberyycandy 6 месяцев назад +2

      @@Newromantic-wo2fl im not living with my grandparents anymore because I told my mom what happened and now I’m living with her Thanks for caring though❤️

    • @Newromantic-wo2fl
      @Newromantic-wo2fl 6 месяцев назад +2

      @@Strawberyycandy I'm glad to hear that. I hope things will be better from now.💚

  • @Cloudy_lko21
    @Cloudy_lko21 6 месяцев назад +8

    I was having this conversation with a friend. We did a face for real, since we are online friends, they started to make fun of me, I know it was probably just a joke, but I really hurt to be honest, they don't know how insecure I am about my face and voice. It's make me think that I'm probably just gonna end up single my entire life

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад +2

      I’m sure you’ll find a partner, and I’m sure you look beautiful, don’t take shit from other people ok? It’s not worth the time or energy, lots of love ❤❤

  • @Leelor24
    @Leelor24 6 месяцев назад +6

    don’t think i don’t care deep down i do and deep down there’s a little kid that wants to get her old life back. i do care abt you i promise.

  • @dilayavuz-oe1un
    @dilayavuz-oe1un 6 месяцев назад +2

    So many views in only 1 day ,and these views are coming from depressed ,broken ,fucked up kids from different family's and struggles ,imagine ,what they've been through. I mean idk wtf you have been through ,ik you're not happy and struggling too w/ different problems and event which have been happening ,but dude ,can ypu imagine what they have been going through? Have you seen them cry while having a panic attack? Or looking at the mirror or Grades? Have you seen them cry on the floor ,looking for an escape in their life? Have you seen them writting Abt their day in their notes app? I've been asking too much ,ik this could be you ,can be you and i do not want you to become this ,i want you to become confident and great and cheering. I don't eant ypu to become like me ,i want you to have the life xou want to have.

  • @FRANNCESUNDERCOVER
    @FRANNCESUNDERCOVER 5 месяцев назад +1

    I was getting in a rlly good place at one point and then I went to school.

  • @Dusk_Of_The_Dawn84
    @Dusk_Of_The_Dawn84 6 месяцев назад +1

    Me trying not to cry so I don't wake up my family because why would I do that? They would probably just be mad at me, Why do I even write these? Why am I here? There is no point at all. I'm not abused, I just hate myself. That's all, I can't bring myself to love me.

  • @mkayyy999
    @mkayyy999 6 месяцев назад +2

    1:09 this guy is so pretty what 😭😭

  • @l-.peridotofthewoodz.-l
    @l-.peridotofthewoodz.-l 2 месяца назад +1

    my mom just yelled at me, im gonna go watch bfb to cheer myself up : ' (

  • @Donuts444
    @Donuts444 6 месяцев назад +1

    2:04 honestly same

  • @YOGURT-MILKSHAKE
    @YOGURT-MILKSHAKE 6 месяцев назад +2

    first time I've started to tear up in ages.

  • @silentwinters
    @silentwinters 6 месяцев назад +2

    trigger warning for alot of stuff.
    hi.
    im deadname.
    im an 11 yo girl who struggles with suicidal thoughts, self harm, and more.
    5 - 4 years ago, i made my first best friend at a park.
    that friend after 2 years of friendship replaced me and betrayed me.
    i blamed myself and got replacement issues, trust issues, and attatchment issues.
    later on, they framed me to be the bad guy and i woke up without any friends.
    before they did this, i made a friend named deadname.
    they ended up making false rumors about me and also turned everyone on me. one word that he said to me that’ll always stick with me, is “youre a nobody.”
    everyday is torture. i wake up to the same thing over and over again.
    wake up, listen to someone vent, cut myself, cry for an hour, shower, hide in the bathroom and cry more, then eat, then sleep. then overthink and cry more.
    i grew up to feel that my feelings arent valid, that i dont matter, that everyone hates me, that im always wrong, and that nobody will ever love me.
    then at my lowest, my mom told me it was my fault.
    im done.

    • @iirise
      @iirise  6 месяцев назад +1

      you are so young you dont deserve any of this :( sending hugs to you

    • @Lillyxxr
      @Lillyxxr 2 месяца назад

      @@iiriseand I’m only 9…

  • @itsnotnihal
    @itsnotnihal 13 дней назад +1

    Ilysm

  • @Roni_Vecia
    @Roni_Vecia 6 месяцев назад +3

    Hello, this is a get-to-know-me by the way.
    My name is Jenny. In my video, I may appear happy, but I am profoundly sad all the time and often cry. Suppressing my tears only causes pain. When I try to express my feelings to someone, they dismiss them, saying I am too young to feel this way or accuse me of faking it Could someone express their love for me, just this once?❤‍🩹

    • @Rose-In-Wonderland
      @Rose-In-Wonderland 6 месяцев назад +2

      I know exactly how this feels, I want you to know that you are very valued and this comment actually made me feel a bit better, knowing that I'm not alone, you aren't faking it, you are trying your best, and you deserve so much love and support no matter what. I just want you to know that even if I am a stranger, I know for a fact you deserve the world ❤️

    • @Roni_Vecia
      @Roni_Vecia 6 месяцев назад +2

      tysm ily reading this made me cry so hard@@Rose-In-Wonderland ❤

  • @gloxz_.
    @gloxz_. 6 месяцев назад +1

    my bday is in 2 days march 21 and now i cant celebrate my birthday cuz my mom broke her leg and all i ever wanted was to have a party with friends bu t i cant have that cuz i cant party and i don even have friends. i was so exited last year for my birthday because this girl at school she is the fakest friend ever but b4 i knew that she invited me to the mall i was so happy right? so after school i rushed to my moms car and asked her if we could go to the mall with her. she screamed and said no i just cried the whole ride so when we got home she came to my room and gave me my gift i screamed the hell at her. since i have anger issues it turned into a big problem and i didnt party or anything and thats when i started to become depressed and december24 2023 i cut myslef for the first time. bsf left me march 3rd. and idk what gonna happen now. i wanna fucking die.

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад

      Happy early birthday gloxz! And that seems rough..I also have anger issues and ways I use to cope that might help can be music, a vent book, or even just destroying paper, don’t cut its real bad for you and it can lead to infections. Please do try these coping techniques, lots of love ❤❤

  • @jenniferfoshee9114
    @jenniferfoshee9114 5 месяцев назад +1

    0:35 all day😔

  • @KwanLee-mv3bq
    @KwanLee-mv3bq 19 минут назад

    Idk how my friend finds me pretty. We're not dating yet but we flirt and told each other that we like each other. I don't understand how she finds me hot. She deserves better. I'm not ment to be loved. I get angry when the smallest thing happens, I'm idk anymore. My mind is blank 24/7. all I ever think about is overdosing, death, anxiety. My mind is shutting down slowly. I can feeling it. It started off with forgetting how to write my own name, then forgetting my teachers names, then forgetting my classmates names, then forgetting my friends names, then forgetting how to write normal words, then forgetting meanings to words, forgetting how to breathe, forgetting how to feel pain, then forgetting how to balance, then forgetting how to stand without falling over. I mean, there's no point being alive anymore when I'm literally forgetting everything.

  • @Lexiii-p6h
    @Lexiii-p6h 14 дней назад

    The fact that all ppl watching these videos are suffering from is crazy and hope everyone is ok Ik mf and parents put us down but we’ve got these videos and comments they might help and xoxo y’all hope life gets better for us

  • @L1las_l0v3
    @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад

    For the people who like music for there escape, a band I recommend a lot that will really make you feel something is Nirvana. Kurt cobain the lead singer him self suffered alot and sadly took his own life, the bands music is one of a kind and has its own raw emotion that I absolutely love. Please do check the, out if you haven’t! They’re a grunge rock band and they’re great! Lots of love ❤❤

  • @mercuryz._planet
    @mercuryz._planet 6 месяцев назад

    It’s like nobody cares until you’re rich, pretty, or dead. What if I disappear? Will she care? Will they care? If i just wipe myself out of existence will everything be alright? Will i finally be at peace? People already hate me so y not jus hate myself? Im a disappointment to my family. Im a disappointment to myself. I hate everything about me, I hate how I look, I hate how I act I hate my personality I hate my body, I hate my lips, I hate my lips. I hate my nose, I hate my eyes, I hate how small my eyes are I wish my eyelashes were longer. I wish I had prettier hair and I just feel like when someone's late like me or love me and I can't love me like that they're just using me, and they just want that attention. Just so they could leave in the end. At the end of the day im crying my tears out until i have no more left, I was to SH but I can’t.

  • @Isabel-rc7fg
    @Isabel-rc7fg 6 месяцев назад

    Just know you’re not alone. I wanna die too. I don’t wanna be here. Everyday I just think about ending it. We will get through this together❤

  • @dh7m7
    @dh7m7 6 месяцев назад

    0:05 real
    1:04 real
    1:10 real
    1:59 real
    3:16 real
    3:22 real
    4:00 real
    4:33 real
    4:55 real
    5:00 real
    5:08 real
    5:47 real
    5:53 real
    6:10 real

  • @Almightyprimogem
    @Almightyprimogem 6 месяцев назад

    Reminder: Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste 🙂 You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain 🙁 you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it 🙂
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is 🙂.
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words 🙂
    Until tomorrow, my friend 🙂

  • @sigmarizzlermaddie65
    @sigmarizzlermaddie65 Месяц назад

    am i a brat or am i just a 12 year old girl with dreams of being a cosplayer

  • @Bella_sato
    @Bella_sato 25 дней назад

    And they made a whole word for it a whole community and no person who vents here parent knows about vent parents have ruined this generation and they tell us we do when they did it they wonder how little kids know how to curse while my parents yell at each cursing all the time

  • @xTruly.Johto.x
    @xTruly.Johto.x 6 месяцев назад

    Why am I feeling like this? I’m only in the 6th grade.

  • @Wxtermxlon_moon
    @Wxtermxlon_moon 6 месяцев назад

    i was eating ice for dinner just now and i got a cut in my mouth :'c

  • @umthatoneayano1694
    @umthatoneayano1694 6 месяцев назад

    Starting to vomit until my throat bleeds whenever i eat again

    • @L1las_l0v3
      @L1las_l0v3 6 месяцев назад

      You should get that checked out…but if it’s on purpose, don’t do that..that’s extremely bad for you and I promise you, that you amazing just the way you are, I hope you feel better soon, lots of love ❤❤

  • @Burnt_Eggz
    @Burnt_Eggz 6 месяцев назад +1

    Help. Im $h rn and i cant stop im getting addicted doing it on my shoulders and legs they sting. I've been doing this for 4 days. ( Im 12 btw)

    • @kayladiorr7214
      @kayladiorr7214 6 месяцев назад

      hi bby are you ok, I need help as well

    • @iirise
      @iirise  6 месяцев назад

      grab something when you feel like doing it and hold it take a deep breath i know its addicting but its harmful and not good for you :( it sucks to feel this way

    • @iirise
      @iirise  6 месяцев назад +1

      @@kayladiorr7214 everyone has different way to make them to stop, i used to distract myself when i wanted to do it busy myself and take a deep breath im free for months now you got this

    • @Burnt_Eggz
      @Burnt_Eggz 6 месяцев назад

      @@kayladiorr7214 no I'm not that okay right now I'm losing my mind. But can u tell me what's bothering you? I could help.

    • @Burnt_Eggz
      @Burnt_Eggz 6 месяцев назад

      @@iirise im scared if my mom finds out. Shes really really mean when i do something wrong. And i just did more today...i lost one of my r@zors..

  • @ems_sturniolosversion
    @ems_sturniolosversion 6 месяцев назад

    it hurts me that I have been watching these for 4 years.. I’m 13.

  • @RiverxSq856
    @RiverxSq856 6 месяцев назад

    I relate to most of these.

  • @hidingfrom_dawn..
    @hidingfrom_dawn.. 6 месяцев назад

    probably gonna attempt honestly.

  • @Random_playlist4you
    @Random_playlist4you 6 месяцев назад +3

    the thing is that even though girl are going through their lowest i see mostly boys/men going through it and society makes men think they have to hide their feeling but for these boy/men to show that they are going through it is sad but im proud of the irl/women and boy/men who are trying their hardest to stay alive