unexpected sharing, for sol 🌞
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- Опубликовано: 13 сен 2024
- Hey there, its jessie here :)
Welcome to my lil ol'channel. This is a work in progress... I have no idea how this will develop, all I know is that it will 😁
I welcome you to come along for the ride if this is your jam. I encourage open discussion, the sharing of wild and wonderful ideas, a different/new way of thinking, and shamless authenticity..
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Much love 💗💫
I received the tenderness. Thank you very much for sharing this. This channel is slowly shaping up to what it wants to become.
thank you, this is a 🔑 for me 🙏🥰💫
What peace and love and beauty. I'm without words and weeping with joy & gratitude.
❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🤍
thank you for sharing, all my love to you and Sol ❤🌞♥
😲🤗☺️ thank youuuuuuu 🩵👁👽
Without words - touched for sure - something very deep. Confirmed. You'll just keep trusting your [intuition?] more and more. 🥰💝🌟
Weird is like beauty - it's in the eye of the beholder.
Yes yes yes, another 🔑 💫👌 thank you
Your story was very useful - for you - for me - for those who get to see this.
I feel this story in deep in my bones. Thank you for sharing it
Thank you for feeling so deeply 🙌
Jessie, any words I think of saying to express what I'm present to while listening to you (and it kind of sort of doesn't matter what you're saying) just goes away from the experience of listening to/being with you. Your generosity is up-and-over-the-top. I bow deeply. ❤
I bow back, what an honour 🙏
Thank you so much for being so vulnerable to us strangers...
Thank you for receiving, really really 🙏
"Your are amazing. Keep up the great work!"
Thank you 💗
Thank you for sharing this. I just found your channel and I can’t tell you how much I’ve needed something authentic in this sea of wildly distorted media. You are inspiring me and I really appreciate that! Side note, what the hell did they give you to smoke? Lol
Thank you, this means a LOT. Also lol it was ashish from the mountains 😁
My goodness. That was absolutely amazing.
I want to say something but it’s just so special to see you talk. The power of your experience somehow touch me in a way I’m not used to. You’re an absolute gem and a dear gift to this world. I can’t even begin to imagine your vulnerability.
I think it’s amazing to create a space where me, a stranger, can say that I love you and know it’s 100% true.
I found you tonight and I really needed you man. You have no idea. I feel so blessed right now and I feel a little naked myself.
I am that kid whose light has always been asked to change and conform to the standards of the culture we find ourselves in. And after an awakening, I just can’t tell you how much your message resonates with me. And I guess I chose to share that here because of your intense vulnerability.
The way you talk to me, us, all of it, is so very intimate and captivating. Honestly and truly.
I just like the cut of your jib kid.
I just like the cut of your jib kid, is perhaps the best way to end such a meaningful share 😅
Dude, thank YOU, seriously, waking up to all your love today has meant so so much to me and at a very needed time , big appreciation right back 🙌💫🍀
@@heytherejessiehere awww geez this is so great to read. Thank you!
Last night was a very special night for me. It was the cracking at the end of a whip of a long series of synchronicities that involve some of my very most woo woo moments. It has to do with a dear friend who this plane lost 12 years ago. And I found that even in some of my closest of friends, they could not understand or believe what had happened. But I know you would.
One morning I was trying to muster the courage to get into work while sitting in my car, pumping myself up. I look over and I see just the outline of my friend sitting there beside me. And let me tell you, it wasn’t shame or guilt that I felt because maybe I don’t think of them as often as I should, but rather just intense sadness. And instead of being prepared to work, I had to be prepared to cry.
When something profound happens, all I know to do is to keep pulling on the thread, and hope that just maybe something terrifically magical will happen. And it did.
A dear new friend offered me tickets to a show of one of my favorite bands. And sitting in my car looking for songs to share so that they could properly discover the music, I felt overcome by the power of the connection to that friendship that even death has not ended. It was his favorite band. And I never asked him his favorite, but there was one specific song we used to jam soooo hard to. But it was pretty hard. Beautiful, but very hard rock. So I didn’t share it with my new friend.
My friend loved the new tracks, and officially loved modest mouse and couldn’t stop listening. An hour later she said that she had been pouring over it for an hour and she found her favorite. It was that song that I didn’t share. She somehow found an obscure track on an obscure album and it was her favorite… and so the synchronicity continued.
I decided to write a song about it because that’s what I do now. I write a song or a poem about it. It’s how I be. And I am deeply rooted in the most creative time of my life. His was the 19th song I’ve written since September, and it was a banger.
When my friend found out Jon was a projectionist she said I had to watch cinema paradiso. And so I did. Now Jon was an African American dude, but his middle name was Italian as his grandpa made dear friends in some terrible war with a Joseppi.
I turn on cinema Paradiso and bam. The first thing after the lion roars. Written and directed by Joseppi. I mean spelled different, as an Italian would. But holy shit.
The movie was brilliant, and the song was one of my best, and I had tickets to see them in concert. I felt like Jon brought them somehow.
That was some weeks ago. And last night, before RUclips shared you with me and I spent 2 hours just listening to anything and everything you had to share, was the show. And I was nervous.
I was nervous because what if the synchronicity ended with a wimper? What if they didn’t play this obscure song. What if jon didn’t make it? What if he was there and I couldn’t connect to him?
The show was great, and even though they have been performing for maybe 30 years, they brought it hard. And wouldn’t you fucking know it?! They closed with the song!!!! And extended it and reprised it and just leaned into it.
I have never in my life danced so hard or felt so connected to the music. And Jon was there. I felt him in my heart and he had a message.
That no matter what I wanted. No matter whether I accepted it, I bare the torch. My life goes on and it is my duty to live it to the fullest for those who can no longer. I know it sounds cliche, but I experienced that. It was truly ecstatic and so amazing. They dropped the mic and walked off stage. No encore.
So I wondered home and just had so so so much feeling and not sure what to do with it all. So I opened RUclips and there you were. It was your video on feeling and how special it is that we have that gift that society tries to demand that we hide and change. Fit into the mold. And it’s very strange but I felt so so so deeply connected to someone I had never met.
I watched your videos for hours as I came down from cloud nine, and by the end I just love you. It’s something that isn’t supposed to be. It’s too much to love someone you haven’t actually met. But it’s true. You are a spectacular unique specimen on this planet and I even though I’m quite sure you’re flawed, I just love you. And appreciate that for whatever reason you started sharing your poetry and unadulterated self with the world. So freaking cool.
I bid you farewell for now. Thank you for easing me from the clouds and into restful sleep last night. Thanks so much for taking the time to write back and maybe even read this tome.
With peace and love and sparkly magic, Justin.
@@jcrow62 justin you got me crying at the bus stop. I hardly ever wear makeup but I made an effort today's cause its my special day. Now it's all down my face, and I'm delighted
Everything everything about your story is what it means to be alive.
It's how we be 💗👌
Over the moon to have connected. Keep spreading the light 💫🔑🙌
@@heytherejessiehere ❤️☺️
I’m still here!🦉
Twit twoo?
Amen to crazy & genius being two sides of the same coin. @abi_51 yes, it is. I feel fortunate to have met Jessie in the earliest of days. What a gift.
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