Why is everyone saying that the profits from this book should go to the victims families? She doesn't owe the victims family anything. This book doesn't talk about the crimes. It's about finding out the man who raised her and who she trusted turned out to be a monster. It's about how she had to learn to cope and live with it.
Ummm because their deaths are the only reason this crumb (her father) even has any notoriety at all. If didn’t do what he did people would still be alive. She wouldent have wrote a book and there would be no profit at all to talk about. Idk say what you like about what she should do with the money. I honestly don’t care what she chose to do with it. I don’t think if I was in her situation I would go looking for attention (not saying she is but I mean of course she’s gonna get attention it’s interesting) I think I would sort of grieve or deal with my issues away from the spotlight or media.
Totally agree y is everyone saying that the money should go to the victims did she kill anyone no she one's no one anything it's not even about them or the victims but about her personal struggle tto deal with tthis people is so unfair she put in all the hard work but someone else must be paid no way she has a life and all the money she put into it must go back to her God is just and fair .
She's a victim herself. Try finding out your beloved father killed 10 woman including 2 CHILDREN! I would be pretty messed up, but people don't realize, that for her, it's a traumatic event, people need to get off her back and be more sympathetic towards her and what she has been through.
Exactly. The two daughters of the notorious 40 year serial killer / serial rapist called the "Golden State Killer" disowned him. They haven't gone to visit him in his jail cell x two years. This BTK lady says "hes still my father." Thats sick.
@@sanfrancisco9661 Your father is your father no matter what. It doesn't mean she loves him or likes him. It just means he is her father and nothing she can do can change that even if she wishes she had another dad.
He would've gotten away with it until genetic genealogy started to be used in criminal cases. Honestly, if his case had still been unsolved in 2016 or 2017 it wouldn't surprise me if the Wichita police or KBI would've been more amenable to the idea of using the technology to crack his case before Detective Holes and Contra Costa County finally bit with the East Area Rapist/Golden State Killer case.
@@mayte_j4008 As far as it goes, he did a commendable job to de-escalate for a whole decade. It shows an almost unprecedented level of self control (for a serial killer) especially as he wasn't getting any professional help. I don't think he gets enough credit for that.
“How much she’d thrown me under the bus,” Radar wrote about his daughters book! She doesn’t have to throw you under the bus, you did that all by yourself! She’s an innocent victim; he selfishly made his family a lower priority than his desire to act out disturbing sexually deviant behavior & murder. He never gave a thought to how his family would be impacted if he were caught, nor did he likely care.
If I've learned anything from serial killer documentaries, it's that when you hear someone say, "He's a boy scout leader and an active member of his church." that should IMMEDIATELY be setting off warning bells.
When my dad was 4 years old his mother was murdered by a serial killer. He had a really bad childhood. Dad struggled with close relationships his entire life. My brother's and I felt the pain of his loss growing up because he was damaged so much by her murder.
I"m so very sorry this happened to you and your family, nothing happens in a vaccum, as we get older we realize that almost everything we do affects someone else. The trauma I've experienced affects my son every day in the parenting decisions I make, not all of them very good because I'm always running away from something... Trauma runs in families, new studies are showing that it's almost in the DNA when you're born-your body knows the trauma your grandfather and father experienced they say. It's over my pay grade to understand. I hope you've found a measure of peace in life. Best to you, Be safe.
i would like to suggest that you begin to read the Bible daily, beginning with the Gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke and John) and continuing with the Epistles. And then, the Psalms of the Old Testament. Memorize verses and you will find great healing will take place in your mind. I will keep you and your family in prayer.
He thought his daughters book was about reaching out to families to help them understand family members who have “crime” problems. So he still thinks it’s all about him. Narcissist and psychopath.
He is the source of all of it, It was his decisions that made the situation, he might be narcissistic when saying what he said, but there is some truth to it. I'm talking about nurture vs nature, personality disorders, and whatever else that promotes this kind of behavior. I know he didn't say it but those are the problems that cause the majority of these situations to happen.
I think Kerri deserves any profits that she can make for all of the pain, suffering, and life altering trauma that she’s had to endure! Not to mention that she’s made it her life’s work to help authorities find answers and solve cold cases that could be related to her father, and that she works on tirelessly for FREE! She’s an absolute hero!! 🙏🏼
I have a hard time watching a lot of true crime documentaries, t.v. shows, and things like this because of how they do that. It's already interesting, there is not need to make it so dramatic and tasteless.
Why the fuck would you watch a report on a serial killer then? Would Spongebob narrate? It's a production and requires proper mood. Some of you are beyond stupid.
what trauma? her dad treated her like a daughter her whole life obviously. It wasnt until she was well an adult she even found out he was a murderer so what childhoold trauma did she recieve?
There would be no book without 10 murder victims. Shes not a celebrity....no one would buy the book if she was just some woman writing about her trauma... shes cashing in on her psycho dads crimes....talk about doing anything for your 15 minutes. Pathetic. Distastful....but who really cares... i wouldnt wipe my arse with her book. She'll have another shot though.... How about a reality show where she gets to live at the prison and talk to daddy about his crimes? Im a serial killer get me out of here. Talk about cheap and nasty.
@@actionparkmedia6484 i agree. No one would know who she was if she didnt put it out there. By all accounts Daddy was a normal citizen while he wasnt raping and killing. How dare she talk trauma... how about the families of the brutally murdered???? So distastful. No innocent victims, no book.
It was interesting to say the least! To be honest I hadn't done my research on him prior to seeing that portrayal so perhaps I am biased. Speaking of which, I liked Tarantino's Once Upon a time In Hollywood portrayal of Charlie's Girls. But that's another story lol
This caught me by surprise in the comments. Is it only me or were you also a little disappointed with season 2? Wasn’t the same as season 1 not enough interviewing and getting to know the killers, only 1 episode on Manson if I recall and also Holden wasn’t able to use his expertise to solve many murders nor have any interesting exchanges in interviews. Just my opinion along with some other small things. Although I am very much looking forward to the coming seasons especially with BTK on the horizon. I do love how they’ve introduced him from season 1 and continued that through season 2.
@@harrisonkanellos6481 season 2 was different, they decrypted well how difficult it was to catch the ATL child murderer, and even when he was caught they convicted him for only two of the 30 murders that happened at the time. The politics of ATL about race and how it slowed the investigation was also on point. To know how a serial killer function is one thing and it was the theme of the 1st season, but to catch him is an whole different story and the season 2 depicted it well.
@@Yo-er6no Yes, I remember that, but I did not remember he was only convicted for the "adults". (I put that in quotes because I think they were physically adults, but had less mature minds? Not sure.) 18 murders of young children are still not solved. In Atlanta, Georgia.
@katherine harvey she IS a victim. People forget that the families of the perpetrators suffer too. Imagine how much hate this family must have gotten and probably still gets because of this man. Plus people like to point fingers and make dumb accusations like a common one is "the family should have suspected something" etc. Plus not to mention this family has also essentially lost someone too, sure they can write letters and phone but they lost the person they thought they knew. Imagine finding out a close family turned out to be a serial killer. It would be absolutely devastating and you would carry guilt for the rest of your life. There's a reason why many families of high profile cases end up changing their names.
@Mikey moo that is very true, I don't know really how to feel about it because it's such a rare situation. I'm not entirely comfortable with my original comment but all I can think of is anyone that can get some kind of positivity out of such horror can only be a good thing. What I would say is that definitely a proportion of the profits should go to the victims families.
@Mikey moo i wouldnt mind. His family suffered too. Not in the same way as the victim's family but theyre paying the consequences too. They will always have that guilt of what he did and thinking they should have known but didnt. It's not just the victims that suffer.
I cried when I saw her on Dr. Phil. People's comments below are very grateful and harsh! She's not trying to make it all about her, but this is her story and her perspective! She did apologize to the families for the horror her dad caused, but really it wasn't hers to apologize for. She didn't do it! All she's trying to do is explain what it felt like to be the child of a serial killer. My heart goes out to her and to the victims families. Alot to live with all the way around.
Some people tend to pass guilt by association to the family members of killers failing to realize that, while not in the same way, the killer has also victimized his own family by what was done. This man here has even bragged about the feeling of power and control it gave him that his wife and kids feared the btk killer not knowing it was him. All you can do is what you posted and hope that people will see the whole pitcher instead of just what they want. These families did not ask for these things to happen yet have to live with it daily. Until reading so many of the comments made about the wife, I honestly had not realized that so many are trying to place blaim on the entire families that most of the didn't even know themselves. They trusted their spouses and rightly so, otherwise why was they ever married to begin with.
In not one interview has she expressed concern or pity for others. Thats the reason I feel she is a narcissist. Think about it. If your father was him, you would not want to have anything to do with it. She is all about herself.
I read her book. She and her brother & mother suffered so much over this. You can almost feel her pain in the book. Carry is a really good person. Sending her much love & prayers from Ohio. God bless her.
So would you like to read my book on my pain growing up? It is horrible worse than what she's experienced by tenfold. Or I could be making it up because after all a writer is just someone that fantasizes in a book. You have no idea and neither do I of what she really felt or what really happened. I believe in a way she is a a victim but I do also believe that's some of the profit should go to doing something nice for the victims that her father did Slaughter. She will still have enough to buy a house and a Ferrari
@@bubbasmith7312 Who cares what you think! She's JUST AS INNOCENT as the murdered victims! Why are y'all so dumb!? What tf could she do to help? Y'all act like being related to a POS makes you a bad person. You can't help who your parents are. If one of the survivors wrote a book, would they owe the dead victims money??
I'm sure her mother suffered the most and all this effects her more than anyone else in the family still to even this day, but don't think it was as bad for the kids with them being grown on their own since eighteen yrs old with families of their own when he was arrested... Now if she or her brother was a much younger more vulnerable age when he was caught like thirteen and being raised with it, that would be devastating and some serious suffering... She seems like a good person, glad to see her doing well and hope the mother can find some kind of way to live again...
This man simply gives me the creeps. The prison he is in is roughly 25 miles from our farm here in Kansas. When I have to run cattle to the salebarn in El Dorado there, just passing by that prison weirds me out. I'm so deeply sorry for this young lady. But more importantly, I am more sorry for [all] the families he DESTROYED. To this day, many years later......... what he did to those families is something those families will forever live with. I'm so sorry for all those who lost loved ones.
Pen or Sword, which one? I live near there too out in the country. But, I use it for gardening & all my pets! I have jersey cows, goats, ducks, chickens & more! I've been to London, NY, Madrid, Paris, Sydney, Los Angeles & big cities all over the world but I wouldn't trade my peaceful, breezy, bird singing, sky gazing slice of paradise for any crowded metropolis anywhere :)
He creeps me out and I live miles away. I also feel for his murder victims and family I don't wish her ill but don't want her to get rich off of her father murdering people.
Yes, because Republicans NEVER like to play the victim! They never have the annual “war on Christmas”/ white Christians are so persecuted in the US mantra either!
We can't choose who our parents are, my mother was manic bipolar who self medicated with alcohol and heroine, my father was a Vietnam veteran who was also an alcoholic and heroine addict. I wouldn't change any of it, it's made me strong in my values, it's motivated me to be better, to help those who don't get the help they need.
Just want to say.....I've read some of the comments below. I don't understand why anyone would want to say cruel things to the daughter. Do you not think she's been through enough hell???? My god, people, please try to have some compassion for her. Yes, of course, the people murdered and their families suffered tremendously..... no one is denying that. But does that mean the daughter can't share her story??? PTSD.....I'm sure that's the understatement of the year as far as the repercussions this girl has suffered and will continue to suffer for the rest of her life. I can't even fathom. And, neither can you. Mother Theresa said it best..... "Be Kind Whenever Possible. It is ALWAYS possible."
She has a perspective that few people on the planet have. Serial killers fascinate us and her father is one of the most infamous. She’s had to overcome unimaginable grief, shame, survivors guilt, etc. She deserves to write a book about HER experience. It’s HER story. Imagine the effect that has on her daily life. She shouldn’t have bashed people for writing books but at the same time she has a intimate relationship with the killer. Idk shits crazy
Screw all the haters, her family are victims as well. I have nothing but respect for her and none of this is her fault. She didn’t deserve this shame that haunts her, but it’s the cards she was dealt.
Ok, but how many books does she need to keep putting out. What is left to say after the first one. And now she is questioning if Brian Koberger learned from the woman who wrote the book about her father, and took her class. Well there you have it. Her along with everyone else who give attention to these narcissists. Since she hasn't given any profit towards any victim assistance etc, hopefully she has some class and helped her mother and brother who have suffered in silence. But I wonder if they would even accept it
Her dad was caught 20 years ago and she was grown up not a little kid, I’m sure it was shocking but how long can you milk being a victim for. She’s still living off being his daughter. She enjoys the attention and spotlight, she’s definitely her fathers daughter. The money she has been made should have been donated to the real victims. Most serial killers family members stay silent for a reason, it’s painful and they don’t want to talk about it. This woman just has made it her whole personality.
I’m the sister of a child molester and I know it isn’t the same but like you said in the end he’s still your father my brother is still my brother. It’s so sad being related to someone that’s done heinous acts. My family was broken. Please know this it’s nothing you did wrong. It’s them they have something majorly wrong with them. My heart goes out to you and your family.
I'm a victim of sexual abuse at the hands of a family member. I was just molested this person tried for 3 years to kill me. They tortured me and even though I'm now grown I have never gotten over the abuse. I live with the memories of it and knowing I survived all of it.
I’d think you & his daughter would have a lot in common. 😞 At least your internal struggle. And I’m really sorry this is your reality. I imagine it’s a before & after type of life. I wish you peace 🙏🏼
In her own way she is a victim she's one of the victims that lived, and it's true she doesn't owe anything to the victims or their families but as a decent human being it would be nice of her to take some of her profits and have miniature gravestones made that goes right next to the real gravestone saying something about them something that the families want to put on many years later. It would just be the Humane thing to do. But if she just wants to sit there and keep all the profit she's going to look bad to a lot of people. For all we know she could have known her father was a killer. For all we know she could have played part in it. For all we know she could be completely 100% happy her dad went to jail but for all we know this could have scarred her more than anything this could have mess with her so bad that she is not the same person she was supposed to be. All I'm saying is I just be Humane of her
You do realize everyone ages and one day you too will age but you won't have accomplished 1/2 of what most "Boomers" did in their lives you all are pathetic with your mocking loser lives. and no I'm not a boomer, I just can't stand all you condescending morons that sit online and mock people because you think just because people are older they are useless.
I don't think you're using your imagination then. What if it's a bus that has steam rollers for tires? Or dull field mower that then has steam roller as its back tires & a bus on top. Though personally I don't really care what happens to the guy, I don't really wish him harm cause it's not really going to do shit, long as he isn't out killing people the situation is fine.
I'm_cooler_than_you _1 ...true...but love is about feelings of admiration, respect, cherishing characters qualities, trust, ...none of those things exist about this serial killer. The daughter is just a mix of sperm and egg. She owes her father nothing. He is an evil ghost with no soul. Let go and grow.
I read Kerri’s book, it is a very good read, she gives a fair description of life growing up with her father, she was more than fair about him. I highly recommend her book.
She has literally nothing to say, her creepy murderous father had stop killing when he had kids, police aprehended him when kids are adults. Nothing to see here except a creepy looking woman who's the spitting image of that monster crying crocodile tears intead of opening a fund for the victims. selfish to a fault ! but then again she's her father's daughter.
If my dad did what he did you wouldn't even know what I look like. I'd be embarrassed and if someone knew he was my dad and they asked me about him I wouldn't even address it.
@I’m 42 years old woman even more irrelevant input. I thought we were addressing how the daughter of an actual serial killer has chosen to handle it, not subjective hypotheticals involving unrelated life stories from random youtubers. Really, who cares "what you WOULD have done IF only..."
Oh I'm glad he got caught. It's just incredible what you think is private. I mean, Apple won't help authorities unlock phones but your medical records can be shared. Odd
Texas Tea I’m A-OK with that. Related to a criminal, that’s THEIR choice. If you don’t want the government in your business, don’t be related to a criminal. Blame the criminals because the innocent don’t have to worry.
@@kathrynwitte3398 Kathryn....really? That's your response? "then dont be related to a criminal." Tell me please, how can people prevent that? How could BTK's daughter prevent being related to her father? That is the silliest thing I've read in a while: "dont be related to a criminal" 😒 I'm glad they caught him....i just think it's interesting HOW they caught him: through a court order to get gis daughter's pap smear results.
She absolutely deserves the profits from her own book. It’s HER story. SHE was a victim as well. Imagine what she went through finding out her father did these things.
This is the American way of turning any drama into cash, nothing new. If it was therapeutic for her to write the book she should have at least donated all the proceeds to some kind of real victims of crime not profit of it. Had she not done that I’d have sympathy for her but I guess she’s selfish. She poses herself as the biggest victim of all the BTK’s deeds when all the other families are on equal footing. I do understand her trauma but monetizing it this way is insensitive IMO. But then again, this is not anything new in America. She did as she saw around her after all.
What a horrendous experience for Kerri to know that her father destroyed so many people’s lives and left the relatives shattered. I am so very sorry for the experience you have been dealt. What courage you have shown to grab the nettle. Keep well and strong, brave girl.
@@yourmom6833 Well...I think there were two cousins on the West Coast that worked as a team ...killing people. I knew a man who was very sadistic with kids and raised a son that he practically never let out of his sight who grew up to be just as sadistic . Personality wise...they seemed like clones of each other. I think partly how strong a sense of self or who you are and how much another, more dominating , manipulative personality could control and influence the behavior , thoughts and feelings of another... they are in close contact with. The young man I knew...became just like his father...in all ways. I wouldn't be surprised if Ted Bundy's father figure had some pretty dark secrets himself ...that if were brought to light...he would of "Paid the Piper" too. Same with Jeffery Dalmer. That prison interview was creepy ...with them together. It was as if the father didn't get caught but his son wasn't so lucky. Listen closely and watch the body language ... yuk
Seriously he looks like a normal person that is what a serial killer look like. I think the more normal they look, the more they try to make thselves look innocent, time to worry. Most men that are looking for a trick are not innocent and they feel no reason to make u feel comfortable, but if someone wants to make a prostitute feel comfy, WORRY
i was 3 comments shy of being the 666th commenter. my wee wee is 3 inches short of 6.66 inches long. 3x666, squared by the root of 666 to the 3rd power = knuckleheadery!
BTK was very smart but also dumb. He asked the police if they could trace a floppy disk (they could) and they said no. He thought cops couldn't lie so he sent the floppy disk. He may have never been caught if not for that.
@@garyortolano7374 Yeah! I don't know about that. If that was the case then he wouldn't have even asked if it could be traced. I think he would've much rather continued killing people then sitting in jail/prison.
He was NOT a smart serial killer he was very sloppy and disorganized. He left his fingerprints and seminal fluid everywhere, personal items (dropped hats, stockings, etc) He was caught TWICE by his wife dressed up in women's underwear, trussed up like a turkey and hanging by a noose, once in the bedroom and once in the hallway with a camera set up ready to take a pic of himself like that. She threatened to divorce him the second time. I honestly don't know how she wasn't suspicious with several murders already in the area bound similarly to his preferred get up she witnessed him in. She also found a poem he had written to one of his victims with her name in the poem.
6:04 She should donate all proceeds to the victim's families and/or join/open a victim's advocacy group dedicated to counseling survivor's of such crimes. Otherwise I have to believe that she's in it purely for financial gain. I don't know.
I keep asking why? WHY? Why do men who go bald on top keep all the hair on the sides, like nothing happened? It's like someone chopped off the top of their heads, but then their bald head grew back. It looks ridiculous and It. Needs. To. Stop.
Gosh, blessings and peace to you. I'm not a son of a serial killer, but I am the only known survivor of serial killer Gary Gilmore. A total horror story for me. I can still smell him, see him, and hear his voice. He held me captive for 1 hour before letting me go. The FBI and Oregon state police said I was the luckiest 18 year old that night. I DID play on Gilmores obviously " loser" mentality. I played him off as I was a nobody, therefore that was the reason I didn't have access to a floor safe at the gas station he attacked me at. He could relate to that I was told. 1976. Good luck to you. Wish you the best.
If you are telling the truth, and your post does feel truthful, wow!!!... you certainly had some luck with you that day despite the tragedy and horrible experience you had. I hope that you are well, many would feel survivor's guilt etc... they shouldn't but they do... Something like that never leaves you I'm sure!!! Take good care of yourself!!!
@@sixchiensblancs Thank you. It's a truth I wish wasn't a reality. I really think btk daughter has much more of a shock than my brush with a killer. My incident is over and done with. Hers has got to be overwhelming. Poor thing.
He apparently loved his daughter despite being his victims worst nightmare. I hope Kerrys PTSD and depression will subside. She lost her father in a manner that no one should ever lose a loved one.. Unfortunately there are victims that had a much worse fate than Kerry. I wish you all the best Kerry.
Being in a cell 23 hours a day with 1 hour to go into a dog run is no joke. It is a grim existence even for a psychopath like this A hole. He would likely welcome being attacked in general population to escape his lonely and miserable existence.
@@frankreynolds7404 he's actually right. I've worked in a prison environment and the threat of solitary is often the one thing that will chill them out immediately, because it is psychological torment. And for this evil fuck he deserves every bit of misery he gets.
thankyou, she seems a lil messed up herself in her fathers crimes somehow shes the victim thats a stretch , now she profits off her fathers crimes as disguised as a self help book?
@@brucewettin you need to think about the mind fuck thinking you were with a normal person your whole life... Also it's common for abuse cocoons to think it's normal because it's all they know until they work through it in therapy or live in another environment. Maybe psychological torture too? Psychopaths are great at it.
Brutal. I can't imagine what it was like for his victims or his daughter. The deceased victims suffering has ended but for those still living and closest to this man their suffering continues.
Just read her book, she doesn’t seem him as a murderer that’s her father she has fond and sometimes scary memories with, if I was her and find out my dad was a serial killer... it would crush my world like it did her
Okay she is not guilty of anything and can do whatever she wants. But one thing is clear, to stay incognito, not to be recognized as daughter of a vicious serial killer and psychopath is not that complicated. Change your name and move as far away as possible. When one is a child authorities should help with this. I am sure at the time of Rader's trial there was already some sort of victim protection or support in the US.
A. v. K. She could ghost write it and do it that way but I don’t know what it’s like to be in her shoes . I can see where the need for addressing the fact that the people who thought they knew someone are victims of a moral crime a lie of omission and she’s not the first and won’t be the last but sad thing is no- one will forget Dennis Rader but the victims names many in a lot of these cases are forgotten . She should address the pain they went through Also and tread carefully . It’s complicated she could have set up a support group for people who have been left behind by monsters or criminals that would be more noble but I ain’t in a position to judge her. She also could have stayed hidden you are right about that for sure .
I'm glad he was caught but the fact that they used DNA through a medical procedure and it wasn't his is disturbing. That's some big brother level shit.
Catching a maniac is worth the privacy issue. Look at the 40 year Golden State Killer case. FORTY years of serial rapes, murders, taunting victims.... I'd pull a trigger on that guy myself except that keeping him in his small jail cage is the best revenge for him.
@@sanfrancisco9661 well if you're from California I'd expect you to think that way. You just don't get it kid. One day they'll use the shit to frame people for things they didn't do.
@@dontdiscriminatehateeveryo9263 - Don't talk to idiots like that about privacy and civil rights, this is the type of person who will literally give up EVERYTHING if it means their "trustworthy government" can keep him/her/zee/za/LMAO, a little safer... These people are far more dangerous than the "serial killers" they're afraid of...
I'm GLAD they did what they did. Imagine if that was your mother, wife, sister or grandmother, or your innocent child.... that thing tortured to death.......you'd want justice at any cost
Yeah, when she was an incorporeal soul waiting for a body he was already poking her and going "this one...this one will be the one I will raise. I will raise her with love like any normal father, and she will live happily while I murder countless others, so that one day when she finds out she will realize that it was my plan all along to make her the "Child of a Serial Killer!"...mawhahaha!!....lol, *face palm*
His daughter has every right to keep the profits from her book. She is a victim. She lost everything because of him. She has been in therapy for years and has PTSD. She deserves all the profits from her book!
I saw the two-part episode of BTK on "Very Scary People". This man is one of the most pathological, unremorseful human beings ever. Worst of all, he fed off our common stereotypes. The monster hid in plain sight. Many people still would never suspect a church leader, middle-class family man living in the suberbs of being a sadistic serial killer. To our knowledge, he never was abused as a child etc. like some other ruthless killers like The Night Stalker and The Co-Ed Killer. Just plain evil.
Yeah, the cops probably suspected a single white male that's a loner with a menial job as the killer. Because how could a married family man, and a church leader no less, be capable of such an atrocity!? Single people are stigmatized and marginalized and this case gives testimony to that.
My father died on December 1. He was a very abusive person and I’ll leave it at that. I can understand how this young lady can still love him which I’m sure she does because after everything that happened to me and my siblings and my biological mother I still love my dad.
Bubbles Butterfly see? I understand that. You can’t just switch it off. It’s complicated. And why shouldn’t she make any money off a book about her own experience. I don’t get people’s outrage over this? She is a victim. In a different way. But she isn’t the cause of this. And she’s not telling the other victims’ stories and trying to profit. It’s her story. It’s very cathartic to write. For many. Poor her. And I’m sorry for what you endured.
I’ve got mixed feelings on her book. While I feel bad for what she has gone through, I can’t wrap my head around the reason for the book. It does feel self serving. I hope she will find peace
Telling your story can be therapeutic and make you feel less alone. It's common for victims to blame themselves and feel like everyone thinks they deserve it like the abuser usually drills into the victims head. Every comment she reads here every letter she gets she'll heal. It takes you out of hiding in shame like you had a target on your back. I never understood until I was in it. But hearing other people say this is what happens is how I knew to fight it and not let myself believe it and ask for help over time.
I see your point, but in the end, are we bad people for thinking of ourselves once in a while? I adore my dad and can't imagine what it would be like to experience this. Not a lot of people can. I think this is the kind of situation where we can give someone a break.
His family aren't fucking victims They never suffered physically The knew something was up but never did anything It's not fair that his daughter is alive while the women he killed are buried We need to make him feel what they felt
From what I saw it seems like she lived a happy normal life and loved her dad until he was arrested she had no clue he was that evil. She wasn’t abused before she was born she had a good dad growing up, I think she’s traumatized by the news and this is her way of coping with that because she still can’t accept it.
Right? And says she has survived unimaginable things. Uhhh, like what? I thought he was a good dad until all this came to light? Guess I'd have to read the book to find out, too bad I'm not into reading.
She basically implies she still loves him as a father and if you disagree you'll be blocked. Oh yes so traumatized. I'm sure she's wiping her tears with all the money she made profiting off 10 dead victims.
THis is really confusing. I just watched another interview where she went on and on about how close her and her dad were as she was growing up. She says they would plant flowers and built a tree house together . She would tell her mom she would rather go fishing with dad instead of going shopping at the mall. Now she was abused !
I think it’s safe to consider that finding out your father, who seemed “normal”, murdered and tortured people might cause a little trauma. Don’t you:? I’m also confident the media and public harassed the family. Imagine the magnitude of self inflicted shame as well.
Kerri~~~he is still your dad, and it is natural (if rare) that you still love him. His sins are his, not yours. I think you are brave and honest to come forward with this. I think your book is brave, and necessary. (We all want to know how to spot serial killers, and if anyone can give insights as to how to do this, it is you.) But above all else, what I want you to know from one human being to another, is this; no matter what his sine, they are not yours.
the thing with her perspective is that she will never stop being related and having important memories with him. She knows who he is, but still it must be hard af to be that intimately related to someone who ended up being a wolf in sheep's clothing. She has to deal with that conflicting reality and what it means for her as her daughter every day. That doesn't mean she feels anything positive about his dad's actions or who he is as a person; however, that fact cannot erase whatever she went through with him personally before finding out and its impact on her. It's complex
Her, bravery is unbelievable. My god always help her find her way.. She desurves every penny she gets from her book!!! she too was a victim!! Bless her mother too.. It had to be unbearably horrifying and over night your hole life gone ...
To his daughter I hope some day you can find and live at peace. It’s not your fault. We as children are not responsible for any of our ancestors mistakes in life. I think everyone appreciates your story and don’t blame your self.
Over 20 years ago Martin Bryant killed 35 people and maimed 23 within the hour. His mother, deeply ashamed and deeply heartbroken virtually disappeared from the face of the earth apart from a couple of rare media interviews. She knew all too well that there was very little that she could have said or done to ease the suffering of the victims’ families. She suffered with the families and she suffered in silence.
His eyes are so evil and empty. Can you even begin to imagine the things he's watched happen through those eyes?? He will burn in Hell for all eternity.
I must say, the Lord has used Kerri to bring healing in me!!! So I thank Mrs Rawson for speaking out and addressing trauma and the power of suicide that is associated with abuse from an abuser.
I think she shows amazing courage. People vilified her and her mother as a result of her father. Leave her alone and have some compassion for her trauma. She didn’t ask for any of this.
@Sabrina Dugan why would you want him to live until 150? He is eating free food, sleeping in a free warm bed, taking free showers. It's free to him but do you know who is paying for his free meals? US!! Our tax money is providing for this bastard every day!!
Ya i recall in another video about him he mentioned that he doesnt expect to live much longer because he's lost weight and his health has gone downhill since being incarcerated.
His daughter says in several interviews she had a picture perfect childhood so how now is she saying she survived violence and abusebut She was grown up when he was arrested and conviction!!!
Why is everyone saying that the profits from this book should go to the victims families? She doesn't owe the victims family anything. This book doesn't talk about the crimes. It's about finding out the man who raised her and who she trusted turned out to be a monster. It's about how she had to learn to cope and live with it.
Right? They can write their own book.
kattdaddy2112 I completely agree with you! 👍
Ummm because their deaths are the only reason this crumb (her father) even has any notoriety at all. If didn’t do what he did people would still be alive. She wouldent have wrote a book and there would be no profit at all to talk about. Idk say what you like about what she should do with the money. I honestly don’t care what she chose to do with it. I don’t think if I was in her situation I would go looking for attention (not saying she is but I mean of course she’s gonna get attention it’s interesting) I think I would sort of grieve or deal with my issues away from the spotlight or media.
Totally agree y is everyone saying that the money should go to the victims did she kill anyone no she one's no one anything it's not even about them or the victims but about her personal struggle tto deal with tthis people is so unfair she put in all the hard work but someone else must be paid no way she has a life and all the money she put into it must go back to her God is just and fair .
She's a victim herself. Try finding out your beloved father killed 10 woman including 2 CHILDREN! I would be pretty messed up, but people don't realize, that for her, it's a traumatic event, people need to get off her back and be more sympathetic towards her and what she has been through.
“How much she throws me under the bus” um what? You killed ten people. You threw yourself under the bus.
Exactly. The two daughters of the notorious 40 year serial killer / serial rapist called the "Golden State Killer" disowned him. They haven't gone to visit him in his jail cell x two years. This BTK lady says "hes still my father." Thats sick.
@@sanfrancisco9661 Because he's still her father, you might be angry, he's a monster, but that's how it is
@@sanfrancisco9661 Your father is your father no matter what. It doesn't mean she loves him or likes him. It just means he is her father and nothing she can do can change that even if she wishes she had another dad.
Narco-paranoia. Thats who he is.
She's a victory too
She has a right to tell her story
Amazing how this dude would have gotten away had he not been such a narcissist. He wanted the limelight again which is why he came out of retirement.
If he wasn't such a narcissist he wouldn't have committed the crimes in the first place
He would've gotten away with it until genetic genealogy started to be used in criminal cases. Honestly, if his case had still been unsolved in 2016 or 2017 it wouldn't surprise me if the Wichita police or KBI would've been more amenable to the idea of using the technology to crack his case before Detective Holes and Contra Costa County finally bit with the East Area Rapist/Golden State Killer case.
They are never on retirement.
@@mayte_j4008 As far as it goes, he did a commendable job to de-escalate for a whole decade. It shows an almost unprecedented level of self control (for a serial killer) especially as he wasn't getting any professional help. I don't think he gets enough credit for that.
@@nodiggity9472 agreed.
“How much she’d thrown me under the bus,” Radar wrote about his daughters book! She doesn’t have to throw you under the bus, you did that all by yourself! She’s an innocent victim; he selfishly made his family a lower priority than his desire to act out disturbing sexually deviant behavior & murder. He never gave a thought to how his family would be impacted if he were caught, nor did he likely care.
He really said that? How dare he
Has he been classified Psychopathic, Narcissist?
It's all about him, everyone else is a tool to be used, they don't really register as actual people.
@@normastone1044 you seem to think it's a choice that these people make. People like Mr Rader lack impulse control and empathy.
@@blktarockstar818
Serial killers like Dennis Rader do lack empathy, but his crimes were meticulously planned, not impulsive.
The guy narrating his letter makes me cringe, like he's trying too hard to sound creepy.
“Have you read my book?”
@Kyle Mortensen I seen addicts with the runs. Complete opposite of constipated
Sounds like a robot lol
And the background music was also a horrible it was cringing
no I'm pretty sure that's BTK's voice
If I've learned anything from serial killer documentaries, it's that when you hear someone say, "He's a boy scout leader and an active member of his church." that should IMMEDIATELY be setting off warning bells.
Hahaha i was thinking the same thing!
Which other serial killers answer to that profile?
"He was an ordinary guy" is a good indicator of a serial killer too.
There's no such thing as an ordinary guy.
@@luigiprovencher damn right!
I love that he believed the police when they told him they couldn't trace the floppy
Matt Hannel I know what a fucking dingbat
I honestly don’t understand how you do trace a floppy.
@@SilkandScrooge There is something called meta data. From that they can trace back to the creator.
Shows what a deluded ego can do.
What an idiot lol
My twin brother, his wife and 2 children were murdered.
God bless this unfortunate woman.
It sure wasn't her fault.
Peace, sister.
Peace.
I'm so sorry about your loss 😢
What were their names, if you don't mind sharing?
@@VogtTD your a prick
My love is with them
My Deepest Condolences to you and your Family.
When my dad was 4 years old his mother was murdered by a serial killer. He had a really bad childhood. Dad struggled with close relationships his entire life. My brother's and I felt the pain of his loss growing up because he was damaged so much by her murder.
I can understand your reaction.
I'm not trying to be insensitive, but can I ask for more information? Like which serial killer? What's your Gramma's name? Can I research this?
Really bad luck.. for you guys and your father. I hope life deals you better cards at this point in time.
I"m so very sorry this happened to you and your family, nothing happens in a vaccum, as we get older we realize that almost everything we do affects someone else. The trauma I've experienced affects my son every day in the parenting decisions I make, not all of them very good because I'm always running away from something... Trauma runs in families, new studies are showing that it's almost in the DNA when you're born-your body knows the trauma your grandfather and father experienced they say. It's over my pay grade to understand. I hope you've found a measure of peace in life. Best to you, Be safe.
i would like to suggest that you begin to read the Bible daily, beginning with the Gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke and John) and continuing with the Epistles. And then, the Psalms of the Old Testament. Memorize verses and you will find great healing will take place in your mind. I will keep you and your family in prayer.
He thought his daughters book was about reaching out to families to help them understand family members who have “crime” problems. So he still thinks it’s all about him. Narcissist and psychopath.
Did he even read her book?
He is the source of all of it, It was his decisions that made the situation, he might be narcissistic when saying what he said, but there is some truth to it. I'm talking about nurture vs nature, personality disorders, and whatever else that promotes this kind of behavior. I know he didn't say it but those are the problems that cause the majority of these situations to happen.
He's one sick puppy.
And that she’s going to ‘throw him under the bus’
The delusion is huge in this one.
BTK: The movie Starring: Jack Nicholson as Dennis Rader.
Kurtwood Smith is a better choice
Yes I love that !!!!
George costanza as denis Rader...
Too old now maybe leo dicap
The witches of Eastwick hair
I think Kerri deserves any profits that she can make for all of the pain, suffering, and life altering trauma that she’s had to endure! Not to mention that she’s made it her life’s work to help authorities find answers and solve cold cases that could be related to her father, and that she works on tirelessly for FREE! She’s an absolute hero!! 🙏🏼
She works with other cases too on serial killers
What trauma? Nothing happened to her?
At least she is a life i don’t feel sorry for him or any of his family
The apple doesn't far from the tree. It's all about her and giving him more attention
Stupid danger music, and creepy voice reading his letter. All for the hype. Makes me sick.
It's entertainment
I have a hard time watching a lot of true crime documentaries, t.v. shows, and things like this because of how they do that. It's already interesting, there is not need to make it so dramatic and tasteless.
MORE EXPLOSIONS
Why the fuck would you watch a report on a serial killer then? Would Spongebob narrate? It's a production and requires proper mood. Some of you are beyond stupid.
@@TMWill-fi5fy They can simply have the woman narrating quote what he says, but instead they hire a voice actor to do 'creepy voice'.
Profits?! A lady writes a book about her trauma, she gets paid for it. Simple.
She has condemned people for doing the exact same thing in the past. I guess the need for attention runs in the family.
what trauma? her dad treated her like a daughter her whole life obviously. It wasnt until she was well an adult she even found out he was a murderer so what childhoold trauma did she recieve?
@@actionparkmedia6484 Her father is a piece of shit murderer...traumatizing
There would be no book without 10 murder victims. Shes not a celebrity....no one would buy the book if she was just some woman writing about her trauma... shes cashing in on her psycho dads crimes....talk about doing anything for your 15 minutes. Pathetic. Distastful....but who really cares... i wouldnt wipe my arse with her book. She'll have another shot though.... How about a reality show where she gets to live at the prison and talk to daddy about his crimes? Im a serial killer get me out of here. Talk about cheap and nasty.
@@actionparkmedia6484 i agree. No one would know who she was if she didnt put it out there. By all accounts Daddy was a normal citizen while he wasnt raping and killing. How dare she talk trauma... how about the families of the brutally murdered???? So distastful. No innocent victims, no book.
Who's here from MindHunter season 2 doing a little research on BTK?
Me... what did you think of the Charles Manson portrayal?
It was interesting to say the least! To be honest I hadn't done my research on him prior to seeing that portrayal so perhaps I am biased. Speaking of which, I liked Tarantino's Once Upon a time In Hollywood portrayal of Charlie's Girls. But that's another story lol
This caught me by surprise in the comments. Is it only me or were you also a little disappointed with season 2? Wasn’t the same as season 1 not enough interviewing and getting to know the killers, only 1 episode on Manson if I recall and also Holden wasn’t able to use his expertise to solve many murders nor have any interesting exchanges in interviews. Just my opinion along with some other small things. Although I am very much looking forward to the coming seasons especially with BTK on the horizon. I do love how they’ve introduced him from season 1 and continued that through season 2.
@@harrisonkanellos6481 season 2 was different, they decrypted well how difficult it was to catch the ATL child murderer, and even when he was caught they convicted him for only two of the 30 murders that happened at the time. The politics of ATL about race and how it slowed the investigation was also on point. To know how a serial killer function is one thing and it was the theme of the 1st season, but to catch him is an whole different story and the season 2 depicted it well.
@@Yo-er6no Yes, I remember that, but I did not remember he was only convicted for the "adults".
(I put that in quotes because I think they were physically adults, but had less mature minds? Not sure.)
18 murders of young children are still not solved.
In Atlanta, Georgia.
She deserves any profit to make the best life she can for her family. You can't choose your parent's.
@katherine harvey she IS a victim. People forget that the families of the perpetrators suffer too. Imagine how much hate this family must have gotten and probably still gets because of this man. Plus people like to point fingers and make dumb accusations like a common one is "the family should have suspected something" etc. Plus not to mention this family has also essentially lost someone too, sure they can write letters and phone but they lost the person they thought they knew. Imagine finding out a close family turned out to be a serial killer. It would be absolutely devastating and you would carry guilt for the rest of your life. There's a reason why many families of high profile cases end up changing their names.
@Mikey moo that is very true, I don't know really how to feel about it because it's such a rare situation. I'm not entirely comfortable with my original comment but all I can think of is anyone that can get some kind of positivity out of such horror can only be a good thing. What I would say is that definitely a proportion of the profits should go to the victims families.
@Mikey moo except her book isnt about the victims. It's about growing up with a serial killer and what the effects had on her.
@Mikey moo i wouldnt mind. His family suffered too. Not in the same way as the victim's family but theyre paying the consequences too. They will always have that guilt of what he did and thinking they should have known but didnt. It's not just the victims that suffer.
@Mikey moo If BTK hadn't been her father there wouldn't have been a book to write in the first place.
I cried when I saw her on Dr. Phil. People's comments below are very grateful and harsh! She's not trying to make it all about her, but this is her story and her perspective! She did apologize to the families for the horror her dad caused, but really it wasn't hers to apologize for. She didn't do it! All she's trying to do is explain what it felt like to be the child of a serial killer. My heart goes out to her and to the victims families. Alot to live with all the way around.
Some people tend to pass guilt by association to the family members of killers failing to realize that, while not in the same way, the killer has also victimized his own family by what was done. This man here has even bragged about the feeling of power and control it gave him that his wife and kids feared the btk killer not knowing it was him. All you can do is what you posted and hope that people will see the whole pitcher instead of just what they want. These families did not ask for these things to happen yet have to live with it daily. Until reading so many of the comments made about the wife, I honestly had not realized that so many are trying to place blaim on the entire families that most of the didn't even know themselves. They trusted their spouses and rightly so, otherwise why was they ever married to begin with.
In not one interview has she expressed concern or pity for others. Thats the reason I feel she is a narcissist. Think about it. If your father was him, you would not want to have anything to do with it. She is all about herself.
@@liligh It's genetic. She's gross.
@@liligh I agree. She also didn't give any of the profits from her book to the victim's family's.
Just the same as countries should not have to apologize to anyone now for colonialism as no one alive was involved
I read her book. She and her brother & mother suffered so much over this. You can almost feel her pain in the book. Carry is a really good person. Sending her much love & prayers from Ohio. God bless her.
So would you like to read my book on my pain growing up? It is horrible worse than what she's experienced by tenfold. Or I could be making it up because after all a writer is just someone that fantasizes in a book. You have no idea and neither do I of what she really felt or what really happened. I believe in a way she is a a victim but I do also believe that's some of the profit should go to doing something nice for the victims that her father did Slaughter. She will still have enough to buy a house and a Ferrari
@@bubbasmith7312 Who cares what you think! She's JUST AS INNOCENT as the murdered victims! Why are y'all so dumb!? What tf could she do to help? Y'all act like being related to a POS makes you a bad person. You can't help who your parents are.
If one of the survivors wrote a book, would they owe the dead victims money??
I'm sure her mother suffered the most and all this effects her more than anyone else in the family still to even this day, but don't think it was as bad for the kids with them being grown on their own since eighteen yrs old with families of their own when he was arrested... Now if she or her brother was a much younger more vulnerable age when he was caught like thirteen and being raised with it, that would be devastating and some serious suffering... She seems like a good person, glad to see her doing well and hope the mother can find some kind of way to live again...
@@shadeshiest22 They were raised with it, they just didn't know until later.
@@bubbasmith7312 he only stabbed one person, the rest were suffocated. thats not slaughter
This man simply gives me the creeps. The prison he is in is roughly 25 miles from our farm here in Kansas. When I have to run cattle to the salebarn in El Dorado there, just passing by that prison weirds me out. I'm so deeply sorry for this young lady. But more importantly, I am more sorry for [all] the families he DESTROYED. To this day, many years later.........
what he did to those families is something those families will forever live with. I'm so sorry for all those who lost loved ones.
Cindi Gordon you don't have to run cattle. Surely you're capable of making money in other ways than off the death of animals.
Pen or Sword, which one? I live near there too out in the country. But, I use it for gardening & all my pets! I have jersey cows, goats, ducks, chickens & more! I've been to London, NY, Madrid, Paris, Sydney, Los Angeles & big cities all over the world but I wouldn't trade my peaceful, breezy, bird singing, sky gazing slice of paradise for any crowded metropolis anywhere :)
@Pen or Sword, which one? not true about the crime. it happens in the county also
K It - Greatest comment ever. Keep fighting the good fight.
He creeps me out and I live miles away. I also feel for his murder victims and family I don't wish her ill but don't want her to get rich off of her father murdering people.
It's great she's using her life as a platform to help others.
"I was a victim before I was born." It's 2019. You'll fit in great here.
Chris Smith 😆😂😂
@Anonymous Person almost certain she votes democrat
LOL i love it
Anonymous Person what the fuck does politics have to do with this SMFH🤦🏽♀️
Yes, because Republicans NEVER like to play the victim!
They never have the annual “war on Christmas”/ white Christians are so persecuted in the US mantra either!
We can't choose who our parents are, my mother was manic bipolar who self medicated with alcohol and heroine, my father was a Vietnam veteran who was also an alcoholic and heroine addict.
I wouldn't change any of it, it's made me strong in my values, it's motivated me to be better, to help those who don't get the help they need.
Just want to say.....I've read some of the comments below. I don't understand why anyone would want to say cruel things to the daughter. Do you not think she's been through enough hell???? My god, people, please try to have some compassion for her. Yes, of course, the people murdered and their families suffered tremendously..... no one is denying that. But does that mean the daughter can't share her story??? PTSD.....I'm sure that's the understatement of the year as far as the repercussions this girl has suffered and will continue to suffer for the rest of her life. I can't even fathom. And, neither can you.
Mother Theresa said it best.....
"Be Kind Whenever Possible. It is ALWAYS possible."
Mother Teresa denied sick and dying people, including children, pain medication. Not the best person to base morality off of....
Stfu
Nathan H yet you’re outraged...see the irony?
Have you ever researched the true story of mother Theresa? It's not pretty
We're all just tired of fucking whiners.
She has a perspective that few people on the planet have. Serial killers fascinate us and her father is one of the most infamous. She’s had to overcome unimaginable grief, shame, survivors guilt, etc. She deserves to write a book about HER experience. It’s HER story. Imagine the effect that has on her daily life. She shouldn’t have bashed people for writing books but at the same time she has a intimate relationship with the killer. Idk shits crazy
Screw all the haters, her family are victims as well. I have nothing but respect for her and none of this is her fault. She didn’t deserve this shame that haunts her, but it’s the cards she was dealt.
Ok, but how many books does she need to keep putting out. What is left to say after the first one. And now she is questioning if Brian Koberger learned from the woman who wrote the book about her father, and took her class. Well there you have it. Her along with everyone else who give attention to these narcissists. Since she hasn't given any profit towards any victim assistance etc, hopefully she has some class and helped her mother and brother who have suffered in silence. But I wonder if they would even accept it
She's a pathetic, narcissistic hustling rube, filling up her piggy bank😅.
Her dad was caught 20 years ago and she was grown up not a little kid, I’m sure it was shocking but how long can you milk being a victim for. She’s still living off being his daughter. She enjoys the attention and spotlight, she’s definitely her fathers daughter. The money she has been made should have been donated to the real victims. Most serial killers family members stay silent for a reason, it’s painful and they don’t want to talk about it. This woman just has made it her whole personality.
No she doesn't she cut contact and a restraining order yet he still is stalking and writing her
It's such a great thing this guy was finally caught and my heart does go out to his daughter you can't pick the family you're born into.
@some dude couldn't agree more
Leave her alone! This girl has lived her own hell.
It's well written he's a fool for letting his filthy perversion cost him his family....
Bless your liberal heart
Whoever's doing that voice should be investigated
zeke 11 lmao! Especially if the guy doing the voice is also playing the background music
Bahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
🙏😂
LMAO
Lol
I’m the sister of a child molester and I know it isn’t the same but like you said in the end he’s still your father my brother is still my brother. It’s so sad being related to someone that’s done heinous acts. My family was broken. Please know this it’s nothing you did wrong. It’s them they have something majorly wrong with them. My heart goes out to you and your family.
I'm a victim of sexual abuse at the hands of a family member. I was just molested this person tried for 3 years to kill me. They tortured me and even though I'm now grown I have never gotten over the abuse. I live with the memories of it and knowing I survived all of it.
@@patriciasmith5083you should write a book so i can mastrubate to it
I’d think you & his daughter would have a lot in common. 😞 At least your internal struggle.
And I’m really sorry this is your reality.
I imagine it’s a before & after type of life.
I wish you peace 🙏🏼
....yes. she absolutely DOES deserve the profits from HER book!
Yep
I agree
@Ross Piyan Twice pregnant
yea a relief anf some money for her. i agree
In her own way she is a victim she's one of the victims that lived, and it's true she doesn't owe anything to the victims or their families but as a decent human being it would be nice of her to take some of her profits and have miniature gravestones made that goes right next to the real gravestone saying something about them something that the families want to put on many years later. It would just be the Humane thing to do. But if she just wants to sit there and keep all the profit she's going to look bad to a lot of people. For all we know she could have known her father was a killer. For all we know she could have played part in it. For all we know she could be completely 100% happy her dad went to jail but for all we know this could have scarred her more than anything this could have mess with her so bad that she is not the same person she was supposed to be. All I'm saying is I just be Humane of her
He got caught in the most Boomer way possible.
Be honest
You do realize everyone ages and one day you too will age but you won't have accomplished 1/2 of what most "Boomers" did in their lives you all are pathetic with your mocking loser lives. and no I'm not a boomer, I just can't stand all you condescending morons that sit online and mock people because you think just because people are older they are useless.
R SR it’s a joke not a dick...don’t take it so hard
What stupid dickhead remark....This guy was a monster and all you can say boomer. Grow up dickhead.
Bryan Burke ok boomer
How far she throws you under the bus? Man! You are at such depths that no bus or thrower can reach you by a long mile!
I don't think you're using your imagination then. What if it's a bus that has steam rollers for tires? Or dull field mower that then has steam roller as its back tires & a bus on top. Though personally I don't really care what happens to the guy, I don't really wish him harm cause it's not really going to do shit, long as he isn't out killing people the situation is fine.
I just finished her first book. I cannot imagine how she keeps it together day to day. She’s a smart, resilient woman.
The voice reading the letter is ridiculous. BTK sounds very normal in real life.
Yeah I thought that was a little over the top too. It sounded like something you'd hear from a cliched anime villain or something. LOL!
Yes, cartoonish. One of the reasons the BTK & many other serial killers got away with their crimes for so long is because they seemed so normal.
Poor girl...u can choose your friends but not your family
Regardless, she shares his genes.
Poor people that died for no reason and poor kids that will never have a life becose of her scummy dad
You can pick your friends and you can pick your nose but you can't pick your friends nose!
I'm_cooler_than_you _1 ...true...but love is about feelings of admiration, respect, cherishing characters qualities, trust, ...none of those things exist about this serial killer.
The daughter is just a mix of sperm and egg. She owes her father nothing. He is an evil ghost with no soul. Let go and grow.
Actually, if you believe in Reincarnation, yes, we do choose our Family......
hope shes making a TONN of money - so she can finally buy herself somewhere nice to live away from the hate that must always be around her
I hope she donates the money to victims of murder and pedophilia.
@C U NEXT TUESDAY No speak engrish
I read Kerri’s book, it is a very good read, she gives a fair description of life growing up with her father, she was more than fair about him. I highly recommend her book.
@e Marie hi. Where could I find her book ????
You don’t know how to find a book?
You bum dosser
@@oldironsides4107 who are u referring to with this comment ??????????
@@oldironsides4107 I thought so. !!!!!!!!!!!
She has literally nothing to say, her creepy murderous father had stop killing when he had kids, police aprehended him when kids are adults. Nothing to see here except a creepy looking woman who's the spitting image of that monster crying crocodile tears intead of opening a fund for the victims. selfish to a fault ! but then again she's her father's daughter.
If my dad did what he did you wouldn't even know what I look like. I'd be embarrassed and if someone knew he was my dad and they asked me about him I wouldn't even address it.
Rite
That’s why we don’t know what his wife looks like...
Period! Obviously this is going to be how she makes a living. She is not employable now!
Valuable input.
@I’m 42 years old woman even more irrelevant input. I thought we were addressing how the daughter of an actual serial killer has chosen to handle it, not subjective hypotheticals involving unrelated life stories from random youtubers. Really, who cares "what you WOULD have done IF only..."
Not even your pap smears are safe from the government!😬
Well thanks to that this fucker is in jail and not killing people.
Or your therapists notes.
Oh I'm glad he got caught. It's just incredible what you think is private. I mean, Apple won't help authorities unlock phones but your medical records can be shared. Odd
Texas Tea I’m A-OK with that. Related to a criminal, that’s THEIR choice. If you don’t want the government in your business, don’t be related to a criminal. Blame the criminals because the innocent don’t have to worry.
@@kathrynwitte3398
Kathryn....really? That's your response? "then dont be related to a criminal."
Tell me please, how can people prevent that? How could BTK's daughter prevent being related to her father? That is the silliest thing I've read in a while: "dont be related to a criminal" 😒
I'm glad they caught him....i just think it's interesting HOW they caught him: through a court order to get gis daughter's pap smear results.
She absolutely deserves the profits from her own book. It’s HER story. SHE was a victim as well. Imagine what she went through finding out her father did these things.
This is the American way of turning any drama into cash, nothing new.
If it was therapeutic for her to write the book she should have at least donated all the proceeds to some kind of real victims of crime not profit of it. Had she not done that I’d have sympathy for her but I guess she’s selfish. She poses herself as the biggest victim of all the BTK’s deeds when all the other families are on equal footing. I do understand her trauma but monetizing it this way is insensitive IMO.
But then again, this is not anything new in America. She did as she saw around her after all.
@@maximix3531 well, publishing a book isn’t free, plus years of therapy have to be paid in someway I guess
Fuck that bitch,
You're delusional, this is very clearly a ploy to get money and nothing more.
@@chrisholderc2378 😂 I agree
My heart goes out to Dennis Raders daughter. It's not your fault. Continue to get help to heal. Prayers are with you.
Thats my opinion too
"(...)calling us media flash"
As they have his letters voiced by a deliberately perverse voice.
He's spot on about that.
I was going to say: well, he's an asshole, but he has eyes.
What a horrendous experience for Kerri to know that her father destroyed so many people’s lives and left the relatives shattered. I am so very sorry for the experience you have been dealt. What courage you have shown to grab the nettle. Keep well and strong, brave girl.
What's hard about it is they seemed a very close family and her and her dad spent time together fishing and being a family, it must devastate her.
I can’t even imagine being in her shoes. I pray for his victims, her and her Mom.
She has a god life until she knew whi his father was?
his daughter seems like a very nice girl, i hope she lives a happy life considering what she's been through
she's an adult
Can you imagine being her husband and trying to fall asleep at night but can't because your afraid you'll wake up DEAD !
Mr Wdpkr why? Is being a serial killer contagious or hereditary?? And I’m not sure how anyone can “wake up dead” 🤔
@@yourmom6833 I'm surprised you couldn't tell I was joking . You sure
are stupid !
@@yourmom6833 Well...I think there were two cousins on the West Coast that worked as a team ...killing people. I knew a man who was very sadistic with kids and raised a son that he practically never let out of his sight who grew up to be just as sadistic . Personality wise...they seemed like clones of each other. I think partly how strong a sense of self or who you are and how much another, more dominating , manipulative personality could control and influence the behavior , thoughts and feelings of another... they are in close contact with. The young man I knew...became just like his father...in all ways. I wouldn't be surprised if Ted Bundy's father figure had some pretty dark secrets himself ...that if were brought to light...he would of "Paid the Piper" too. Same with Jeffery Dalmer. That prison interview was creepy ...with them together. It was as if the father didn't get caught but his son wasn't so lucky. Listen closely and watch the body language ... yuk
he looks like PennyWise without the makeup and Red Hair. ewwwww.
crimson fire right*"!*!'
And also kinda look like Trevor from gta 5 but a bit fatter
Seriously he looks like a normal person that is what a serial killer look like. I think the more normal they look, the more they try to make thselves look innocent, time to worry. Most men that are looking for a trick are not innocent and they feel no reason to make u feel comfortable, but if someone wants to make a prostitute feel comfy, WORRY
Dont lie u know he reminds you of your incest loving father and it makes all hot n bothered
i was 3 comments shy of being the 666th commenter. my wee wee is 3 inches short of 6.66 inches long. 3x666, squared by the root of 666 to the 3rd power = knuckleheadery!
The money from the book should go to the daughter!! SHE WROTE THE THING!
I feel for his family. I can’t imagine living with such a thing.
Man was a MONSTER, however I'm sure she had no idea. He fooled a lot of people.
BTK was very smart but also dumb. He asked the police if they could trace a floppy disk (they could) and they said no. He thought cops couldn't lie so he sent the floppy disk. He may have never been caught if not for that.
Very true lol
It was his son in law that he asked.
He wanted to be caught.He wanted the world to know what he did.It's called arrogance.
@@garyortolano7374 Yeah! I don't know about that. If that was the case then he wouldn't have even asked if it could be traced. I think he would've much rather continued killing people then sitting in jail/prison.
He was NOT a smart serial killer he was very sloppy and disorganized. He left his fingerprints and seminal fluid everywhere, personal items (dropped hats, stockings, etc) He was caught TWICE by his wife dressed up in women's underwear, trussed up like a turkey and hanging by a noose, once in the bedroom and once in the hallway with a camera set up ready to take a pic of himself like that. She threatened to divorce him the second time. I honestly don't know how she wasn't suspicious with several murders already in the area bound similarly to his preferred get up she witnessed him in. She also found a poem he had written to one of his victims with her name in the poem.
The look in his eyes doesn't belong to a "family man" tho.
I bet he cooked meth in his spare time in the middle of some desert.
6:00 ok what was the point of that!?
Lmao I missed my first view
Yeah. WTF!
He was so casual during his confessions and didn't regret a bit of the victims how can he be human?
Sachin Fulsunge stfu
Shows how less he cares/being inhuman?
6:04 She should donate all proceeds to the victim's families and/or join/open a victim's advocacy group dedicated to counseling survivor's of such crimes. Otherwise I have to believe that she's in it purely for financial gain. I don't know.
I agree
medgasguy she don’t owe them shit she didn’t kill anyone
What other reason would make her do that?
She can also keep all the money she earned if she wants.
Why should she be the one to donate money, why don't you?
What's with the joke animation at 5:59 ? Strange thing to see on a news show about a serial killer
If you're talking about when he is smacking his lips together, he actually did that in court.
Haha I’m dying over here
Yeah that was def weird to see on a straight news show
Ikr.. I said to myself..WTF??
@JSIN yeah he's real funny u dipshyt. U wouldn't b so cavalier about that if one of your family members had fallen victim to him
Wow. I can't even imagine being in her shoes. I'm glad she is standing tall. Glad she is still here. That could really break a person😢
I keep asking why? WHY?
Why do men who go bald on top keep all the hair on the sides, like nothing happened?
It's like someone chopped off the top of their heads, but then their bald head grew back. It looks ridiculous and It. Needs. To. Stop.
Looks like he had a fight (and lost) with a lawnmower!
TrueLies LOL the ring of honor
Lol, I thought you were going to say "why do people kill?" Or something like that lol
It's called male pattern baldness. Please stop the petty judgments.
😳😜😂😂😂😂😂😂
The thing is, dennis rader would’ve got away if he didn’t made his comeback
Gosh, blessings and peace to you. I'm not a son of a serial killer, but I am the only known survivor of serial killer Gary Gilmore. A total horror story for me. I can still smell him, see him, and hear his voice. He held me captive for 1 hour before letting me go. The FBI and Oregon state police said I was the luckiest 18 year old that night. I DID play on Gilmores obviously " loser" mentality. I played him off as I was a nobody, therefore that was the reason I didn't have access to a floor safe at the gas station he attacked me at. He could relate to that I was told. 1976. Good luck to you. Wish you the best.
Uh huh, okay _Hugh._
@Jesus Shuttlesworth
You don't know that, why bother commenting...
YOU are the attention seeker.
Ugly soul...
@@robbobbrah8953
Yeah because gigglebeard is a better avatar than Hugh... lol... not...
If you are telling the truth, and your post does feel truthful, wow!!!... you certainly had some luck with you that day despite the tragedy and horrible experience you had.
I hope that you are well, many would feel survivor's guilt etc... they shouldn't but they do...
Something like that never leaves you I'm sure!!!
Take good care of yourself!!!
@@sixchiensblancs Thank you. It's a truth I wish wasn't a reality. I really think btk daughter has much more of a shock than my brush with a killer. My incident is over and done with. Hers has got to be overwhelming. Poor thing.
The paradox of it all, “I shed a tear when my daughter got married.” Yet, you took how many lives? Did their lives not matter?... guess not.🙄
Exactly. I wonder what he'd say if asked how he'd feel if someone murdered his daughter.
He apparently loved his daughter despite being his victims worst nightmare. I hope Kerrys PTSD and depression will subside. She lost her father in a manner that no one should ever lose a loved one.. Unfortunately there are victims that had a much worse fate than Kerry. I wish you all the best Kerry.
Why not put btk in with the general population prisoners so a "accident " could happen !.
Being in a cell 23 hours a day with 1 hour to go into a dog run is no joke. It is a grim existence even for a psychopath like this A hole. He would likely welcome being attacked in general population to escape his lonely and miserable existence.
Besides, that would be a violation. Of his civil rights. Like it or not he still has a few left.
@@davidnoble480 Stfu dumbass
Yeah to someone else. He is a murderer.
@@frankreynolds7404 he's actually right. I've worked in a prison environment and the threat of solitary is often the one thing that will chill them out immediately, because it is psychological torment.
And for this evil fuck he deserves every bit of misery he gets.
You can’t pick your parents !!!
But you can choose not to cash out and profit off real tragedy. Shes disgusting in that sense. Had she not done that I’d feel for her
I don’t get why they were saying she was abused here when in other interviews she said he was a great father growing up.
thankyou, she seems a lil messed up herself in her fathers crimes somehow shes the victim thats a stretch , now she profits off her fathers crimes as disguised as a self help book?
@@brucewettin you need to think about the mind fuck thinking you were with a normal person your whole life... Also it's common for abuse cocoons to think it's normal because it's all they know until they work through it in therapy or live in another environment. Maybe psychological torture too? Psychopaths are great at it.
PS not sure my autocorrect could have been less correct. Lol
Just by looking at him gives me the creeps. Totally deranged look in his eyes and they never lie.
Im from wichita kansas and his name still comes up in history class till this day
Brutal. I can't imagine what it was like for his victims or his daughter. The deceased victims suffering has ended but for those still living and closest to this man their suffering continues.
Um... Their families?!!!
I grew up in wichita. That guy screwed us up for years
Just read her book, she doesn’t seem him as a murderer that’s her father she has fond and sometimes scary memories with, if I was her and find out my dad was a serial killer... it would crush my world like it did her
that must be a hell of a cognitive dissonance to come to terms with
I feel so sorry for her and at the same time thankful for her honesty.
Okay she is not guilty of anything and can do whatever she wants. But one thing is clear, to stay incognito, not to be recognized as daughter of a vicious serial killer and psychopath is not that complicated. Change your name and move as far away as possible. When one is a child authorities should help with this. I am sure at the time of Rader's trial there was already some sort of victim protection or support in the US.
A. v. K. She could ghost write it and do it that way but I don’t know what it’s like to be in her shoes . I can see where the need for addressing the fact that the people who thought they knew someone are victims of a moral crime a lie of omission and she’s not the first and won’t be the last but sad thing is no- one will forget Dennis Rader but the victims names many in a lot of these cases are forgotten . She should address the pain they went through Also and tread carefully . It’s complicated she could have set up a support group for people who have been left behind by monsters or criminals that would be more noble but I ain’t in a position to judge her. She also could have stayed hidden you are right about that for sure .
Poor girl has to live with what he has done. Feel sorry for her and her mother.
Agree.
I'm glad he was caught but the fact that they used DNA through a medical procedure and it wasn't his is disturbing. That's some big brother level shit.
Catching a maniac is worth the privacy issue. Look at the 40 year Golden State Killer case. FORTY years of serial rapes, murders, taunting victims.... I'd pull a trigger on that guy myself except that keeping him in his small jail cage is the best revenge for him.
@@sanfrancisco9661 well if you're from California I'd expect you to think that way. You just don't get it kid. One day they'll use the shit to frame people for things they didn't do.
I know that's how they caught "The Grim Sleeper", but he was a black dude lol, is that how they caught this dude, too? Cuz it doesn't sound right
@@dontdiscriminatehateeveryo9263 - Don't talk to idiots like that about privacy and civil rights, this is the type of person who will literally give up EVERYTHING if it means their "trustworthy government" can keep him/her/zee/za/LMAO, a little safer... These people are far more dangerous than the "serial killers" they're afraid of...
I'm GLAD they did what they did. Imagine if that was your mother, wife, sister or grandmother, or your innocent child.... that thing tortured to death.......you'd want justice at any cost
Did she say she suffered abuse from before she was born? 🤔
Yeah, when she was an incorporeal soul waiting for a body he was already poking her and going "this one...this one will be the one I will raise. I will raise her with love like any normal father, and she will live happily while I murder countless others, so that one day when she finds out she will realize that it was my plan all along to make her the "Child of a Serial Killer!"...mawhahaha!!....lol, *face palm*
Lol
She might have meant that Dennis abused her mother while she was pregnant with her
Of course
Stefanie Ella look in the mirror sweetheart- time to get that GED you’ve been putting off.
His daughter has every right to keep the profits from her book. She is a victim. She lost everything because of him. She has been in therapy for years and has PTSD. She deserves all the profits from her book!
I agree
I saw the two-part episode of BTK on "Very Scary People". This man is one of the most pathological, unremorseful human beings ever. Worst of all, he fed off our common stereotypes. The monster hid in plain sight. Many people still would never suspect a church leader, middle-class family man living in the suberbs of being a sadistic serial killer. To our knowledge, he never was abused as a child etc. like some other ruthless killers like The Night Stalker and The Co-Ed Killer. Just plain evil.
Yeah, the cops probably suspected a single white male that's a loner with a menial job as the killer. Because how could a married family man, and a church leader no less, be capable of such an atrocity!? Single people are stigmatized and marginalized and this case gives testimony to that.
Evil is only a function of his brain. He didn't choose to be neuro-divergent.
I feel so bad for her. I hope she realizes she isn’t responsible for her fathers actions!
My father died on December 1. He was a very abusive person and I’ll leave it at that. I can understand how this young lady can still love him which I’m sure she does because after everything that happened to me and my siblings and my biological mother I still love my dad.
Bubbles Butterfly see? I understand that. You can’t just switch it off. It’s complicated. And why shouldn’t she make any money off a book about her own experience. I don’t get people’s outrage over this? She is a victim. In a different way. But she isn’t the cause of this. And she’s not telling the other victims’ stories and trying to profit. It’s her story.
It’s very cathartic to write. For many. Poor her.
And I’m sorry for what you endured.
Is that why you have a fake name or is your name really bubbles?
You liked it.
Nah. Some people need to be cut out of your life if they earned it. Radar earned it. He betrayed her trust just about as much as can be betrayed.
Why can't the media just READ his letter without a narrative, opinion?
Media a LOT of times are not needed.
All the media is there for is to make you believe what they want you to believe and they’re doing a hell of a good job.
His daughter was a victim too.
I’ve got mixed feelings on her book. While I feel bad for what she has gone through, I can’t wrap my head around the reason for the book. It does feel self serving. I hope she will find peace
🤑
Telling your story can be therapeutic and make you feel less alone. It's common for victims to blame themselves and feel like everyone thinks they deserve it like the abuser usually drills into the victims head. Every comment she reads here every letter she gets she'll heal. It takes you out of hiding in shame like you had a target on your back. I never understood until I was in it. But hearing other people say this is what happens is how I knew to fight it and not let myself believe it and ask for help over time.
I see your point, but in the end, are we bad people for thinking of ourselves once in a while?
I adore my dad and can't imagine what it would be like to experience this. Not a lot of people can.
I think this is the kind of situation where we can give someone a break.
All those families including his own he destroyed. Completely obliterated. He left a wave of victims.
His family aren't fucking victims
They never suffered physically
The knew something was up but never did anything
It's not fair that his daughter is alive while the women he killed are buried
We need to make him feel what they felt
His family knew all along. They should be locked up for not reporting his ass. Accessory to murder.
From what I saw it seems like she lived a happy normal life and loved her dad until he was arrested she had no clue he was that evil. She wasn’t abused before she was born she had a good dad growing up, I think she’s traumatized by the news and this is her way of coping with that because she still can’t accept it.
She says she has ptsd from trauma in childhood.....but she said he was a great dad !!!??? I don’t get it
Right? And says she has survived unimaginable things. Uhhh, like what? I thought he was a good dad until all this came to light? Guess I'd have to read the book to find out, too bad I'm not into reading.
She basically implies she still loves him as a father and if you disagree you'll be blocked. Oh yes so traumatized. I'm sure she's wiping her tears with all the money she made profiting off 10 dead victims.
THis is really confusing. I just watched another interview where she went on and on about how close her and her dad were as she was growing up. She says they would plant flowers and built a tree house together . She would tell her mom she would rather go fishing with dad instead of going shopping at the mall. Now she was abused !
This is a good point worth pondering... I wonder if she meant after she learned of his crime?
Both can be true. Narcissist groom their victims and are Dr. Jekyl, Mr. Hyde types.
I think it’s safe to consider that finding out your father, who seemed “normal”, murdered and tortured people might cause a little trauma. Don’t you:? I’m also confident the media and public harassed the family. Imagine the magnitude of self inflicted shame as well.
Abuse is complicated. It's often a simmering thing, interspersed with moments that are somewhat happy.
Kerri~~~he is still your dad, and it is natural (if rare) that you still love him. His sins are his, not yours. I think you are brave and honest to come forward with this. I think your book is brave, and necessary. (We all want to know how to spot serial killers, and if anyone can give insights as to how to do this, it is you.) But above all else, what I want you to know from one human being to another, is this; no matter what his sine, they are not yours.
Any halfway normal person would be completely ashamed to be related to someone who got sexual thrills from torturing and murdering people.
I don't think she's proud of that tbh
the thing with her perspective is that she will never stop being related and having important memories with him. She knows who he is, but still it must be hard af to be that intimately related to someone who ended up being a wolf in sheep's clothing. She has to deal with that conflicting reality and what it means for her as her daughter every day. That doesn't mean she feels anything positive about his dad's actions or who he is as a person; however, that fact cannot erase whatever she went through with him personally before finding out and its impact on her. It's complex
Her, bravery is unbelievable. My god always help her find her way.. She desurves every penny she gets from her book!!! she too was a victim!! Bless her mother too.. It had to be unbearably horrifying and over night your hole life gone ...
Poor girl looks like her father
Evolutionary Advantage I don’t think she’s that bad she just needs to slim down and do her makeup a little differently
She's butt ugly
😂
And sounds like him when she talks..
Lmao
To his daughter I hope some day you can find and live at peace. It’s not your fault. We as children are not responsible for any of our ancestors mistakes in life. I think everyone appreciates your story and don’t blame your self.
agree so why are there people now being held responsible for colonialism ?
This poor girl. Being raised and loved by a sadistic killer. Awful for her
She didn't know.
And know she's selling their privet life to the world. Money lovers.
If you date her, don't bring her home crying.
I am sure that tragedy affected her health.
They do not love
“ when I was arrested ( main bread winner ) “ 😂😂😂😂 ok subtle brag
main bread basket
He was the pain in the ass dog catcher. He had a menial gov job with a tiny bit of power and loved it. As I remember.
Over 20 years ago Martin Bryant killed 35 people and maimed 23 within the hour. His mother, deeply ashamed and deeply heartbroken virtually disappeared from the face of the earth apart from a couple of rare media interviews. She knew all too well that there was very little that she could have said or done to ease the suffering of the victims’ families. She suffered with the families and she suffered in silence.
No he didnt. It was a setup to introduce gun laws in Australia and disarm the people of their guns and ammunition. Dont be a sheep.
Caleb Henrick You are speaking truth right there.
Caleb Henrick You are speaking truth right there.
Caleb Henrick Oh please!!! 😠
So You Think. Reading too many conspiracy theories!!
His eyes are so evil and empty. Can you even begin to imagine the things he's watched happen through those eyes?? He will burn in Hell for all eternity.
I must say, the Lord has used Kerri to bring healing in me!!! So I thank Mrs Rawson for speaking out and addressing trauma and the power of suicide that is associated with abuse from an abuser.
I think she shows amazing courage. People vilified her and her mother as a result of her father. Leave her alone and have some compassion for her trauma. She didn’t ask for any of this.
If she wanted to be left alone she wouldn't have published a book.. By writing the book she's inviting public response..
BTK looks like he's aged more than the 14 years that he's been in prison. I guess that's what happens when you go to Cave Land.
@Shiva ശിവ LOL. There are 72 year olds running marathons. People age differently. Age doesn't always work that way.
@Sabrina Dugan why would you want him to live until 150? He is eating free food, sleeping in a free warm bed, taking free showers. It's free to him but do you know who is paying for his free meals? US!! Our tax money is providing for this bastard every day!!
It's normal, especially in American prisons. You don't get the best food for keeping your body healthy and you probably don't sleep enough.
Ya i recall in another video about him he mentioned that he doesnt expect to live much longer because he's lost weight and his health has gone downhill since being incarcerated.
@@joegastly6166 it costs more money to execute someone than to keep someone locked up for life.
As usual, a comment section full of people who have to be morally correct. How quaint.
Eternal Dubbz I find her attractive
sick turrett I’m not sure about that .
Oh well aren't you the moral compass
His daughter says in several interviews she had a picture perfect childhood so how now is she saying she survived violence and abusebut She was grown up when he was arrested and conviction!!!
Yeah she just wants money. Acting like a victim. She inherited her father's narcissistic personality