She wasn't perfect. She had her flaws. And yet, in her imperfections, she was beautiful, amazing... She was such a wonderful person, nice, kind, always ready to help others... She was too good for this world. All she ever wanted, was to leave behind herself the past and the pain, a life non easier, but where she could smile more... I can't express how much I miss her, her smile, her voice, her laugh, her scent, how much I curse myself for not having been enough supportive for her. It's pointless and maybe stupid, but I simply can't stop wondering what I could have done to be more helpful, how things could be now. But I suppose it's truly pointless at this point. She's gone, and she'll never come back. I should keep moving forward, knowing that it was her choice and I've tried my best to be close to her. Yet, I can't help but feel a little bit guilty. Like, I should, i could, have done more. One thing is clear, tough: I'll NEVER forget her. NEVER. Her memory will always live in my mind, in my heart, till the last of my days. No matter how it will ends. She'll be there... Always... And I hope that there, among the stars, she found the peace she was searching so desperately. Goodbye my love. I promise you I'll keep pushing forward, I'll keep fighting, even for you. I owe you that. You deserved more. May one day our souls will be allowed to dance again together. Till then, goodbye ❤
I’m going through it as well brother felt like I should’ve done more. I was that guy that didn’t believe in love. She taught me how to take care of myself and how to care for myself. She showed me that I was important. Paid attention to me and loved me. I had my walls up due to previous heartbreaks that I had.before I knew it I was in love her Dad died last year and I was aware she Was depressed. I did everything to be there by her side and then right before I switched to harsh demanding job that I needed moral support for she left me that was on Easter of this year it’s been almost 3 months and I’m still asking myself every day. What could I have done different? I feel like I lost a lot of my life and the woman of my dreams. I know I gotta move on but these days are hard every time I get 90% done with my job and I’m motivated to go home, but then I realize I have no reason to go back home and now I’m just out of a purpose I’m 22 and I know I’m young, but I feel like I’m having a midlife crisis an identity crisis My goals are right now is to find something that anchors me down to this reality to keep me going to give me purpose. I want to give this job all I got and if that doesn’t work, it may be time to exit stage left. I have nothing left, no purpose no drive not even a person to share my current success with every day. It feels like it’s just raining. My only shelter from the rain is the numbing sensation of a couple of drinks I don’t abuse them but I use them when that rain turns into a thunderstorm I apologize if I inconvenienced some of you
There are nights that I'll put both headphones in at 2 am and just stare up at the stars thinking about life and reflecting on the marks that stain my soul.
After a brief but struggling fight, the young man felt exhauseted, and felt like his body was slightly but seemingly giving up his body to rest for a bit. But as if it was a creepingly visit, it felt like if death was just a few if not a meter or two away from him, while playing it's intrument, he felt as such: The first plucking was inmidiatedly-and-audibly unnerving, slightly catacombic as one would say. The second one was less petrifying, but still making sure he knew who he was letting in for a visit, despite not asking it for it. The third one was comforting, as if death was giving out the sign of not to disturb the very moment it came to visit the young man. The fourth one was significantly less unnerving, as if it death was in a serious tone despite not even saying a whisper. The following ones and so on were comforting, even so to say enjoyable, as death was trying to give the following message to the young lad, as he interpreted the music as such: "thou life is but just the start of what you will experience with thou body and mind. Regrets thou must not have at the moment... thrive on, for thou moment is not even remotely close yet, think wise..." That young lad is, even if not noticeable, still trying to go through his daily basis, despite thinking he could do the worse to anyone, even his own family, he may not believe he is remotely close of what certain indiviudals do these days, for he is seeing the perspective of a world he rules and forms: his body, mind and soul. Don't lose your way and identify your inner evil for yourself, expunge it, make an expurgation on your mind and soul periodically, and never let the masses make you think otherwise.
She wasn't perfect. She had her flaws. And yet, in her imperfections, she was beautiful, amazing... She was such a wonderful person, nice, kind, always ready to help others... She was too good for this world. All she ever wanted, was to leave behind herself the past and the pain, a life non easier, but where she could smile more... I can't express how much I miss her, her smile, her voice, her laugh, her scent, how much I curse myself for not having been enough supportive for her. It's pointless and maybe stupid, but I simply can't stop wondering what I could have done to be more helpful, how things could be now. But I suppose it's truly pointless at this point. She's gone, and she'll never come back. I should keep moving forward, knowing that it was her choice and I've tried my best to be close to her. Yet, I can't help but feel a little bit guilty. Like, I should, i could, have done more. One thing is clear, tough: I'll NEVER forget her. NEVER. Her memory will always live in my mind, in my heart, till the last of my days. No matter how it will ends. She'll be there... Always... And I hope that there, among the stars, she found the peace she was searching so desperately. Goodbye my love. I promise you I'll keep pushing forward, I'll keep fighting, even for you. I owe you that. You deserved more. May one day our souls will be allowed to dance again together. Till then, goodbye ❤
I’m going through it as well brother felt like I should’ve done more. I was that guy that didn’t believe in love. She taught me how to take care of myself and how to care for myself. She showed me that I was important. Paid attention to me and loved me. I had my walls up due to previous heartbreaks that I had.before I knew it I was in love her Dad died last year and I was aware she Was depressed. I did everything to be there by her side and then right before I switched to harsh demanding job that I needed moral support for she left me that was on Easter of this year it’s been almost 3 months and I’m still asking myself every day. What could I have done different? I feel like I lost a lot of my life and the woman of my dreams. I know I gotta move on but these days are hard every time I get 90% done with my job and I’m motivated to go home, but then I realize I have no reason to go back home and now I’m just out of a purpose I’m 22 and I know I’m young, but I feel like I’m having a midlife crisis an identity crisis My goals are right now is to find something that anchors me down to this reality to keep me going to give me purpose. I want to give this job all I got and if that doesn’t work, it may be time to exit stage left. I have nothing left, no purpose no drive not even a person to share my current success with every day. It feels like it’s just raining. My only shelter from the rain is the numbing sensation of a couple of drinks I don’t abuse them but I use them when that rain turns into a thunderstorm I apologize if I inconvenienced some of you
Dude your songs are amazing
There are nights that I'll put both headphones in at 2 am and just stare up at the stars thinking about life and reflecting on the marks that stain my soul.
After a brief but struggling fight, the young man felt exhauseted, and felt like his body was slightly but seemingly giving up his body to rest for a bit. But as if it was a creepingly visit, it felt like if death was just a few if not a meter or two away from him, while playing it's intrument, he felt as such:
The first plucking was inmidiatedly-and-audibly unnerving, slightly catacombic as one would say.
The second one was less petrifying, but still making sure he knew who he was letting in for a visit, despite not asking it for it.
The third one was comforting, as if death was giving out the sign of not to disturb the very moment it came to visit the young man.
The fourth one was significantly less unnerving, as if it death was in a serious tone despite not even saying a whisper.
The following ones and so on were comforting, even so to say enjoyable, as death was trying to give the following message to the young lad, as he interpreted the music as such: "thou life is but just the start of what you will experience with thou body and mind. Regrets thou must not have at the moment... thrive on, for thou moment is not even remotely close yet, think wise..."
That young lad is, even if not noticeable, still trying to go through his daily basis, despite thinking he could do the worse to anyone, even his own family, he may not believe he is remotely close of what certain indiviudals do these days, for he is seeing the perspective of a world he rules and forms: his body, mind and soul.
Don't lose your way and identify your inner evil for yourself, expunge it, make an expurgation on your mind and soul periodically, and never let the masses make you think otherwise.
i don't know what i'm feeling listening this..
When you are joyous look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
man thq for making these songs 😭
Thanks for listening!
Your like the electronic version of "explosions in the sky"!
Just came across this style of music & I love it. This song is beautiful, haunting & somehow nostalgic 🥰
Écoutez ça le soir dans votre lit c’est une dinguerie
Please keep doing your songs, they hug my soul
love this one
I love it 😍😍
Beautifull
Thanks!
Amazing!
Love this music!😍😍😍😍😍
Literally cried when listened for the 1st time🥹
finaly i found this🖤
Gives me chills
I need 1 hour version
If you right click the video on computer or go to additional settings on phone there is an option to loop the video
Sarah’s song 🥺🥺
w song