No need to apologize for your absence or for getting emotional while recalling the events. I am so sorry you had to go through this. The care you received at the hospital was awful. Thank you for being strong enough to share your story with us. Praying for you and your family during this difficult time.
I totally feel for you. We went to the best hotshot ultrasound doctor in Boston and was horrified. She walked in and said your baby is dead and walked out. My husband chased her out in the hall and told her she had no business treating me like that. I was devastated. Why do doctors have to be so cold and heartless? Hugs and prayers to you. This is an awful journey.
That is horrible, with one of my miscarriages one doctor told me that why was I faking a pregnancy because I want to be pregnant so bad. The appointment was to confirm pregnancy I had multiple positive pregnancy test different brands and I had to push for blood work, because the in office test was negative and I was so confused. So I made a big scene when she talked to me like that and reported it. So like two days later that same Nurse practitioner called and said that yes I was pregnant but it’s probably a miscarriage because of low hcg and she tried apologizing and I said oh so now u want to put your tail in between your ass huh? And she tried to explain herself and I said save it you 🤬 you could never know my body more than me and go to hell. So yeah that’s only one of them. I had 7 losses and trust me I have stories. I’m so sorry you went thru that.
There are definitely some doctors who are heartless. One of my losses needed a d&c, and the doctor treated the process of telling me that I was losing the baby poorly to asking why I needed a confirmation ultrasound? I reviewed him and his poor treatment of me. When I came back to the office with my rainbow baby 2 years later, he was being let go due to so many complaints.
I felt a lump in my throat watching this and cried with you. I am so very furious at those hospital staff for their lack of empathy and their incompetence with communicating with you. I'm so very sorry for your loss, your pain, and your suffering. Sending lots of love and comfort down your way. I'm going to have deep prayer for you for healing, comfort, love, and for your family. You do not need to apologize. ❤🙏
I am so sorry. Idk if I can watch this whole video because of my trauma from losing my first baby. But I did want to say, I’m so sorry. One thing that helped me was naming my baby, I keep the name to myself and close to my heart.
Crying like a baby watching this because I know exactly how you feel and what u went through I had a my 1st pregnancy ever ended in a miscarriage on 16/12/22 Then one on the 30/3/23 everything is just so fresh that pain never goes away 😭😭 our time will come ❤
Taunya, my heart goes out to you and your family. ❤️ I am sorry for what happened and for the poor treatment from the doctor/medical team. Your strength through it all shows just how much God has His hands over your life! May joy and a testimony come in the morning in Jesus' name! 🙏🏾
So sorry for your loss. The journey to infertility is one he'll of a journey. Had miscarriage number 5 recently so I give my sincerest empathy for your loss
Omg, Taunya! The way I weeped with you, sis!!! 😢 My heart broke for you guys. And I am so angry about the care, or lack thereof, you received at the hospital as well. Bedside manner matters! Now, you'll always have that awful memory with you; and you're already dealing with so much. That staff should be ashamed of themselves! You should capture everyone's thoughts about this and file a formal complaint and let us all support you by adding it to your submission. The medical board needs to be aware of how poorly they are treating people, and it is NOT ok. We got your back! I'm praying mightily for you. Your strength is beyond admirable. You are a true warrior. Please give yourself grace and time to grieve. Maybe you can even do some type of ceremony to honor your babies because they were here and they are miracles. I believe that when we have so many trials and tests, God is preparing us for breakthrough, blessings and divine favor. So, you just get ready because HE is about to pour into you! You will get double favor for all your trouble. God can not lie, and He is forever faithful - your babies are coming. May God continue to bless and strengthen you. When the hard days come, look to hills, for that is where your help comes. Prayers for your husband. He is healed, in Jesus' name. Prayers for Lux. He is blessed and destined for excellence & greatness. You got this! Sending a big hug, love, and many prayers. Love you, sister on Christ. Our babies are coming! As I minister to you, I minister to myself. Praise is what WE do. Have an amazing day. ❤❤❤
Wow, I’m so sorry to hear this. I had a miscarriage in February a few days after finding out about it. I thought of you last month and I just prayed for your pregnancy. Take your time. This is really hard but God is close to broken-hearted.
Definitely praying with you! I had a miscarriage at 16 weeks and 3 days and traumatic experience in March and I have been waiting on your updates because you have been so inspiring sharing your journey and knowing that I have been struggling with some of the same things. I absolutely love your vulnerability and thank you so much for sharing ❤! I know there are not much words that anyone can say to comfort you for the loss of your angels but I pray for you in this very moment! I am praying that we both experience healthy pregnancies and babies soon! Sending so much love 💕
Heart broken for you. The ER I was in the doctor said my baby had no heart beat and I started sobbing and he legit ran away, ran away. I didn’t even get to ask him questions. I’m so sorry they treated you the way they did.
Am so truly sorry for how life has been treating you lately...i promise you it will come to pass..it might take longer than you really want but it will happen for both you and your husband.i can feel you also went for my HSG test results just to be told my tubes are blocked..i cried the whole day but even knowing its hard i know it will pass just a matter of time 😢 sending you healing 🙏
😢 So sorry this happened to you and your family. My mom went through a very similar situation when she was younger. But God had the last say and she had 3 kids after that. You're very strong. Praying for you. ❤️🙏🏽
No need to apologize Love. it's ok to cry and let it all out. that hospital should be close down for how they mistreated you and your family. I had a miscarriage at 14 weeks in march 3, 2023 and it was a boy. The hospital was ok. I wasn't sure what to expect. Im so sorry for what happened to you and your family.
I feel your pain. I was set to have twins and lost one. Nobody told me I was having twins but I had a miscarriage and I felt something wasn’t right and demanded for ultrasound and they found a heartbeat 🙏🏾. Thankful my lil one still active in my belly. But they didn’t document or inform me of the twin and stop reporting on it it still was saying I was having twins. Very important to advocate for ourselves. Pray for u
Oh I'm so sorry you have to experience this loss and all the what ifs. Sending you so many prayers and virtual hugs. I lost my girl at 12w due to genetic anomalies and it's just a whirlwind of grief. No need to apologize for being human. Praying God brings peace to your family.
Ohhhh mama.... You have been on my mind and I have been patiently waiting on an update. When I saw your video I got so excited and then while reading the title my stomach sank. I am so sorry for the way you and your babies were handled at that hospital. Please don't apologize. Take all the time you need and we will be here. I will be praying for your family. I have been going through so much myself so thank you for being vulnerable and brave...
I’m so sorry 😞🙏 I had so many losses and for me the most traumatic was my ectopic pregnancy knowing that I had to kill my baby with medications killed me. Baby heart beating but it couldn’t survive. Not to mention I also had d&c and then almost two months with weekly blood work and seeing positive hag until zero sent me into a deep depression and questioning my faith. That was in 2014 and still hurts and I also was treated horribly I have so many stories man I understand
I just want to say God is so good! He has you & your family wrapped in His loving arms. Don’t give up faith & stay strong. We love you all & want nothing but the best for you 🙏🏽✨🕊🤍
Wow, My prayers are with you. I'm so so sorry for all you're going through. Life can be so unfair. Your family is warm, loving, supportive, and nurturing. I hope things turn around and you have good news from here on out. The strength you're showing thru all of this pain is amazing. I hope those awful hospital personnel watch this. They shouldn't be allowed to continue treating people like trash. They should be reprimanded. They should be retrained. People can be so evil. I'm so so sorry for your losses, babies, pet, husbands health, and your health. Take all the time you need to get through all of this. I'm glad you have love and support from your husband and extended family. Lux has wonderful parents. And one day, he'll be an awesome big brother. I don't know how much comfort you can get from strangers on U Tube, but please know my heart and prayers go out to you. ❤ ❤ ❤
I am so sorry about your babies. You've been thru ALOT in a very short time and I've been there more than once so I can honestly say that I understand and I appreciate you for sharing your journey. I'm an still trusting God to bless my womb with my rainbow baby or babies (miscarried twins in almost 2 yrs ago) & Singleton 3 mos ago. I'm praying for us both that God will keep us encouraged until he gives us the desires of our heart. God bless YOU + LUX + HUBBY too ❤️😘
I'm so sorry for your loss. This is not how a patient should be treated!! I had ectopic pregnancy, and the doctor who performed my surgery came in the next day to explain everything to me and what they found. She told me my left and right tubes had a lot of scar tissue and would not be able to get pregnancy on my own. I will need to do IVF. But God said!!! 4 years later . I got pregnant with my rainbow baby. I wish you speedy healing. You will have everything your heart desires! God bless!
I’ve dealt with infertility for years and I know it’s not easy. On top of that the other things that you are dealing with I can only imagine. Praying God grants you peace and know that his hands are on you and your family. Look to him in every and through every situation ❤🙏🏽
im sorry you had to go through that coming from a healthcare worker and someone that has gone through two ectopics i would never talk to any patient like that. I am sorry for your loss momma
Sending all the prayers for you all. Take a step back in the storm, be thankful for what you do have and cry and vent as much as you need to. Know that God has you all. I am so so sorry.
I know miscarriage is hard I had a miscarriage earlier this year in February 25th 2023 i was about 7-8 weeks along... It was hard now I've had 2 cycles since then who ever said it's easier to conceive I'm convinced... But I hope we get pregnant soon!!! Sorry for your loss but I've figured I would let you know my story as well I have Three girls and one boy so far we are on the TTC JOURNEY again for baby #5
I’m so sorry you experienced this! You are so loved and admired. Don’t apologize for your timing, your feelings or your process. I’ve had a similar experience… the ER is the worst- complete trauma! But like you I asked questions and advocated for myself. You’re in my prayers and God is good! Thank you for sharing your story!
I just subscribed to your channel watching your video! It made me cry and broke my heart listening to how those doctors treated you while you was going through that! It’s unbelievable how some doctors can be so uncaring but call themselves doctors. You deserved soooo much better! I’m gonna pray for you and I hope you never have to go through something like that again! 💔🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 Sending you lots of love and hugs! 🫶🏽💕
😩 oh my goodness Taunya. Im terribly sorry & sad to hear this . I hate you had to have that poor experience with the hospital staff. Our healthcare system / providers really need to do better and go through more training for bedside manner / empathy and the like . It’s ridiculous. 😢 praying for your healing and both of your health. I sincerely hope you all get through this and have a better 2023. Hang in there girlie. I know it’s a lot but take it easy and keep doing you . I’ll be here for whatever posts/vlogs you give us. Happy you all got to spend time with family and enjoy Lux’s bday !!! Take care and thanks for the update . 😊💜
I’m so sorry you experienced that! I had a miscarriage and I had a horrible experience in the ER. Now that I am a graduate VN and moving to RN school I wish a doctor would talk to me like that! If you ever feel disrespected or not cared ask for another provider. Don’t be afraid to hand them their ass and they are gonna talk mess but so what! That’s disgusting for her to even discuss that with you and I hope you filled out an ice form. Military town personnel can be very cold.. because they see so many people. Please speak up for yourself next time!! ❤
Hey Taunya! ❤ First and foremost, my deepest condolences to you both😢 I watched as i was driving and I cried right along with you😢😢. This is definitely not easy at all -- y'all have been through so so much this year already and yet you are here being vulnerable and transparent with us all, which takes some type of strength and courage to even share when you when you dont even have to. Continued prayers for you and the family and already claiming a much better rest of the year for you all, praying for answers, praying for positive results and outcomes! Much love and many hugs to you! I appreciate you sharing your journey with us all ❤ Truly, May God bless you all abundantly❤ So glad to hear all the wonderful updates concerning Lux! God is so good! Also, glad ro hear you are enrolled back into school, you're an inspiration, I need to go ahead and go for it and stop being fearful that I cannot handle it with 2 children lol. Sorry to make this a long response!
I am so sorry for your experience with the Doctors and medical team. I’m sorry for your loss and Thankyou so much for sharing your journey. May God continue to bless you with faith and order your steps. I Thankyou for your transparency and for your positivity as well.
Taunya you have been on my mind heavy the past month. So sorry for your losses and for the way you were treated. Praying for you!! Take your time Momma!!!! 🤍🤍
I’m at work watching this video and I’m about to be in tears 😢 my heart goes out to you and I’m so sorry. I understand your pain as I’m going through the same thing. Us black women really have to find the right providers cause most of them don’t care about us.
I’m so sorry 😔. I had my ectopic in august 2022…different kind of traumatic experience. I’m praying for you to find some peace and healing mentally, spiritually and emotionally. Your husband as well ❤️
❤️❤️❤️ I’m so sorry that you’ve went through this. 🙏🏾 praying for many healthy happy babies in your future and safe deliveries for you and your babies.
Sorry sis …I heart is hurting for you and ur family during this time💔 Prayers for you love, Keep trying when ur ready 🤍 Right now I have a 2 year daughter and omg she’s too busy and I am currently 15 weeks 3 days now 💕 with another girl…Yep a girl mom, I wanted a boy, but hey it’s cool…Stay prayed up love, you got this 🙏🏾💪🏾🫶🏾
Omg. Nooo you were pregnant with twins? I'm extremely sorry for your loss. It's a shame that those unprofessional, rude, and ignorant doctors and nurses treated you that way. Please file a complaint against them. Take your time Taunya and grieve. You've had many losses back to back. I hope you find a grief therapist who can help you during this difficult time. Once again I'm so sorry you're going through this.
I'm crying with you...I just found your video while scrolling on RUclips. Im so sorry for what you and your family have gone through. I understand your pain first hand as I'm also walking through the same pain and loss (mine happened two months ago too and I also lost a tube and both babies 💔) Please stay encouraged in the Lord Jesus Christ. Repent of your sins, ask Jesus for forgiveness of every and any sins and cry out to Him. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3) And keep pleading the Blood of Jesus Christ of Nazareth over your health & declaring Exodus 23:26 over your womb & reproductive organs. This test will turn into a testimony in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Let's keep our eyes on Jesus Much love and hugs to you❤🤗
I’m so sorry to hear this! I too experienced a traumatic miscarriage this past January at 16 w 5 d which led to me hemorrhaging and almost dying. This is tough. I just want to send hugs! And we will get through this. I hope that all of your desires are fulfilled.
Shalom go you my sister. I never really comment on youtube videos but thus one caughf me. I saw this on my feed and my mouth dropped Because I was following your journey and was so excited for you all. After hearing what you went through I was furious watching g this video. Prayers for your health and your family. We're you able to report them to the medical disciplinary board??? REVELATIONS 21:4 and God shall 2ipe away all the tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying,neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
Omg Taunya I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much seeing you cry made me want to cry I don’t even know where to start Firstly I’m Disgusted in the treatment you received from that damn hospital they should be shamed !! Hearing how they treated you made me so damn mad . Im So sorry for the loss of your twin babies and the loss of your fur baby I’m Praying for your strength everything is going to be ok . I know it may not seem likeIt right now but this all will pass and Things are going to turn around for you guys . Im sending the biggest virtual hugs your way . Take all the time You need to rest and heal you owe us nothing . Im So sorry for everything again wishing you all of the best . You will be in my Prayers repetitively 😢❤🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you so much for the love, hugs, encouragement, and prayers. I really appreciate it! I know things will get better for us and I am literally managing one day at a time.
@@LoveTaunya as you should mama that’s a lot to deal with your strength is admirable be patient with yourself and again take all the time You need we are here for you 💕🙏🏾
I’m so sorry, that just crushed me to hear the medical team would approach you that way. I’m a medical provider dealing with infertility and I can’t imagine.
The way you were treated really breaks my heart. I worked in a ER not too far from Memphis and became a bereavement counselor for situations just like this. It’s very unfortunate that providers are allowed to handle these situations with absolutely no compassion.
So very sorry about your loss & your whole experience! Awful just awful! I know how insensitive Doctors or any staff can be Sadly I’ve dealt with this as well! I pray you & your family find the strength & support to get through this!
I am praying for you! There is no need your you to apologize for your emotions/tears! You’re going through a lot right now but I pray that all gets better and that there is definitely a rainbow after your storm.
Sorry for your losses. You don't have to apologize for anything. Your frustrations and need to be cared for properly is important and valid. I pray that you all get your rainbow baby or babies soon. There are a number of people who are in a family that I used to watch with the blood clotting issue that require medication right away after finding out they were pregnant, it caused a number of them miscarriages before finding out. May Allah(God) heal you and give you the answers you need so the next pregnancy will be successful no matter what.
This is heart breaking. I am truly sorry for your loss. Unfortunately these doctors can be heartless and they think every person thinks a baby, their baby, is "just a fetus".
❤I am so sorry for the loss of your babies and your tube. Apologies are owed to you from the emotionally incompetent hospital staff. Please know you and your family are being prayed over. God is in control. Big big hugs❤
I cried with you watching this video. I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry you had a horrible experience at the hospital. I pray that you get answers for your health concerns and that you are healed. I pray for your comfort and peace.
First off you are such a strong woman with all you went through I hate that doctor in the ER treated you like that that’s crazy no empathy at all 😢 that hospital is trash they are so unprofessional
I am deeply sorry for your losses. I also apologize for the poor bedside manners in the emergency room. Since 2020 ER and hospital staff have been very dismissive and bullies because they can blame it on virus protocol. I would also like to apologize because you and your husband"s symptoms sound like you have been injured by the covid vaccine. I started with heart inflammation from my vaccine in 2021 and in 2022 i also found out I had a blood clot in my calf. I am healthy and active with no previous underlying conditions. I keep hearing about new sudden onset of heart conditions, and clotting issues in healthy young people. Sending you love!
I'm so sorry that you've had to go through all of this. I'm just praying for you that day by day you'll make it through this grief and that you and your family will find peace and that reasons to celebrate will find you. ❤
I am so sorry you had to go through this! I’m praying for you all ❤ I had a similar experience with medical staff when I was experiencing a miscarriage. You’re such a strong woman Taunya❤
Hey Taunya I hope you read this. I am so sorry for your loss and I believe me when I say this; I completely know how you feel because I went through the exact same thing. I had an ectopic pregnancy beginning last year and I had twins too. One in the uterus and the other in my right tube ( exactly like yours). My right tube was removed and some days after my laparoscopy, I lost the 2nd baby. I have pcos too and I’m battling secondary infertility just like you and my first baby was conceived naturally. I’m grateful I have her and I believe our rainbow babies will come at the right time. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel, hold on to that 🤗
Don't ever apologize for feeling your feelings. You have to feel what you're going through, talk through it, & it will be easier for you to heal. May God watch over you & your family & give you the peace & understanding that you need.
Hi Taunya, sorry for your loss and pray that all is well. Can you share what the young lady said that she tried and it worked for her. You was supposed to put it on the screen. Thank you!
Hi Taunya, I'm brand new to your channel but just wanted to wish you all the best after an horrific start to your year. That hospital deserves serious complaints to be made, at the very least. I really hope you found the right therapist to process everything with, it has been such a lot. Also hope you are close to a diagnosis on your health issues if you haven't got one already, and I hope school is going well! One day at a time is the only way to deal with times like this and you deserve to take a looong minute to recover, physically and emotionally. Sending love to you and the family 💕
I CAME AROSS YOUR RUclips VIDEO SO SORRY HEARING ABOUT YOUR LOSS OF YOUR BABY I HATE HEARING ABOUT HEARING DISCERNMENT OF THAT DOCTOF RUDE SEND PRAYERS WILL CONTINUE TO ORAY❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY‼️
Taunya, this video had me sobbing. God bless you and your family. I am so very sorry for your losses, but please remember that weeping endures for night, and joy comes in the morning. Your joy is coming and it’s it will be all worth while! You deserve! Your baby is coming. Hang in there! I’ll continue praying for y’all! ♥️
Jesus. I’m so so so sorry that you had to endure such treatment during such time of uncertainty. I’m praying for your continued strength and peace after such trauma. Thank you for graciously sharing your story with us. Please don’t ever apologize for sharing your truth no matter how long it takes for you to do so💕
Oh my goodness… my heart is breaking for you listening to this story. That’s so awful and I hope you file a complaint! Treatment like this is abuse in my eyes. Sending you love and hope in processing this grief and pain. ❤️
Hi Taunya, My condolences. I know all to well what this is like. I too also experienced a heterotopic pregnancy and was able to go through surgery (which was extremely painful) and I was able to have the baby in my uterus after they removed the tubal pregnancy. I hate to hear all you went through with the hospitals horrid bedside manner. They need to be reported and especially that doctor. I know you will come out on the other side. But I know you have to grieve and will eventually be able to come out on the other side stronger than ever!
I am trying for number 2 and having a hard time. I know this video is old but I’m binge watching your channel. I cannot finish this video . My stomach is in knots. I am so sorry you had this experience with these awful people. It’s infuriating!
Taunya, my heart aches for you. I cried watching this & I cannot imagine the hurt you have been feeling. You have been such an inspiration and huge encouragement to me since August 2020 when I found out about my infertility issues. I pray that you are able to find a therapist that can help you walk through this horrible season. I cannot believe those doctors were so insensitive and honestly, down-right RUDE, to you and your husband. It's sad that there are doctors like that out there caring for people in such vulnerable states. It breaks my heart you had to go through that. Aside from all of this, you are a light and an inspiration to us all. Please NEVER apologize for getting emotional. Those emotions are valid and you feel them how you need to. Thank you for sharing the good, the bad, and the ugly with us always. I pray that God blesses you guys in more ways than you can count and I pray 2023 gets better for you all! Prayers for your husband's health issues as well. BIG HUGS!!!!!!!
No need to apologize for your absence or for getting emotional while recalling the events. I am so sorry you had to go through this. The care you received at the hospital was awful. Thank you for being strong enough to share your story with us. Praying for you and your family during this difficult time.
Thank you for understanding and for your prayers
I totally feel for you. We went to the best hotshot ultrasound doctor in Boston and was horrified. She walked in and said your baby is dead and walked out. My husband chased her out in the hall and told her she had no business treating me like that. I was devastated. Why do doctors have to be so cold and heartless? Hugs and prayers to you. This is an awful journey.
That is horrible, with one of my miscarriages one doctor told me that why was I faking a pregnancy because I want to be pregnant so bad. The appointment was to confirm pregnancy I had multiple positive pregnancy test different brands and I had to push for blood work, because the in office test was negative and I was so confused. So I made a big scene when she talked to me like that and reported it. So like two days later that same Nurse practitioner called and said that yes I was pregnant but it’s probably a miscarriage because of low hcg and she tried apologizing and I said oh so now u want to put your tail in between your ass huh? And she tried to explain herself and I said save it you 🤬 you could never know my body more than me and go to hell. So yeah that’s only one of them. I had 7 losses and trust me I have stories. I’m so sorry you went thru that.
There are definitely some doctors who are heartless. One of my losses needed a d&c, and the doctor treated the process of telling me that I was losing the baby poorly to asking why I needed a confirmation ultrasound? I reviewed him and his poor treatment of me. When I came back to the office with my rainbow baby 2 years later, he was being let go due to so many complaints.
@@aro4781 wow what an 🤬 I really can’t believe how there are doctors or medical professionals that are heartless
I felt a lump in my throat watching this and cried with you. I am so very furious at those hospital staff for their lack of empathy and their incompetence with communicating with you. I'm so very sorry for your loss, your pain, and your suffering. Sending lots of love and comfort down your way. I'm going to have deep prayer for you for healing, comfort, love, and for your family. You do not need to apologize. ❤🙏
My deepest apologies. May God put His healing hands over you and the family. ❤🙏🏾❤️
Thank you so much ❤️
I am so sorry. Idk if I can watch this whole video because of my trauma from losing my first baby. But I did want to say, I’m so sorry. One thing that helped me was naming my baby, I keep the name to myself and close to my heart.
Crying like a baby watching this because I know exactly how you feel and what u went through I had a my 1st pregnancy ever ended in a miscarriage on 16/12/22 Then one on the 30/3/23 everything is just so fresh that pain never goes away 😭😭 our time will come ❤
Hugs and love to you❤️ I’m so sorry you’ve experienced this too. #ourbabiesarecoming ✨
I'm so sorry for you and your family. I'll be you and your family in my prayers.
@@shekeylawells6919 Thank you I appreciate it
Taunya, my heart goes out to you and your family. ❤️ I am sorry for what happened and for the poor treatment from the doctor/medical team. Your strength through it all shows just how much God has His hands over your life! May joy and a testimony come in the morning in Jesus' name! 🙏🏾
Thank you so much! ❤️
So sorry for your loss. The journey to infertility is one he'll of a journey. Had miscarriage number 5 recently so I give my sincerest empathy for your loss
Infertility is awful and takes so much from us! I’m sorry you’ve had to experience loss and I pray you’re healing too ❤️❤️
Omg, Taunya! The way I weeped with you, sis!!! 😢 My heart broke for you guys. And I am so angry about the care, or lack thereof, you received at the hospital as well. Bedside manner matters! Now, you'll always have that awful memory with you; and you're already dealing with so much. That staff should be ashamed of themselves! You should capture everyone's thoughts about this and file a formal complaint and let us all support you by adding it to your submission. The medical board needs to be aware of how poorly they are treating people, and it is NOT ok. We got your back!
I'm praying mightily for you. Your strength is beyond admirable. You are a true warrior. Please give yourself grace and time to grieve. Maybe you can even do some type of ceremony to honor your babies because they were here and they are miracles. I believe that when we have so many trials and tests, God is preparing us for breakthrough, blessings and divine favor. So, you just get ready because HE is about to pour into you! You will get double favor for all your trouble. God can not lie, and He is forever faithful - your babies are coming. May God continue to bless and strengthen you. When the hard days come, look to hills, for that is where your help comes. Prayers for your husband. He is healed, in Jesus' name. Prayers for Lux. He is blessed and destined for excellence & greatness. You got this! Sending a big hug, love, and many prayers. Love you, sister on Christ.
Our babies are coming! As I minister to you, I minister to myself. Praise is what WE do. Have an amazing day. ❤❤❤
Wow, I’m so sorry to hear this. I had a miscarriage in February a few days after finding out about it. I thought of you last month and I just prayed for your pregnancy. Take your time. This is really hard but God is close to broken-hearted.
Hugs to you! I am so sorry to hear that you've experienced the same heartbreak. Prayers to you and thank you for the love and support!
Definitely praying with you! I had a miscarriage at 16 weeks and 3 days and traumatic experience in March and I have been waiting on your updates because you have been so inspiring sharing your journey and knowing that I have been struggling with some of the same things. I absolutely love your vulnerability and thank you so much for sharing ❤! I know there are not much words that anyone can say to comfort you for the loss of your angels but I pray for you in this very moment! I am praying that we both experience healthy pregnancies and babies soon! Sending so much love 💕
Heart broken for you. The ER I was in the doctor said my baby had no heart beat and I started sobbing and he legit ran away, ran away. I didn’t even get to ask him questions. I’m so sorry they treated you the way they did.
Am so truly sorry for how life has been treating you lately...i promise you it will come to pass..it might take longer than you really want but it will happen for both you and your husband.i can feel you also went for my HSG test results just to be told my tubes are blocked..i cried the whole day but even knowing its hard i know it will pass just a matter of time 😢 sending you healing 🙏
😢 So sorry this happened to you and your family. My mom went through a very similar situation when she was younger. But God had the last say and she had 3 kids after that. You're very strong. Praying for you. ❤️🙏🏽
Thank you for the prayers!
No need to apologize Love. it's ok to cry and let it all out. that hospital should be close down for how they mistreated you and your family. I had a miscarriage at 14 weeks in march 3, 2023 and it was a boy. The hospital was ok. I wasn't sure what to expect. Im so sorry for what happened to you and your family.
Am so so sorry you went through this. This is heartbreaking. May God continue to give you strength.
Thank you I need all of the strength I can get these days
I’m so so sorry. My blood is boiling hearing how you were treated at the hospital
Are you freaking kidding me???!?! I would have went OFF on that doctor. I'm so sorry for your experience. Praying for answered prayers for y'all 🙏🏾❤
It was awful but they've been made aware of how unacceptable that experience was. Thank you for the prayers
I feel your pain. I was set to have twins and lost one. Nobody told me I was having twins but I had a miscarriage and I felt something wasn’t right and demanded for ultrasound and they found a heartbeat 🙏🏾. Thankful my lil one still active in my belly. But they didn’t document or inform me of the twin and stop reporting on it it still was saying I was having twins. Very important to advocate for ourselves. Pray for u
Oh I'm so sorry you have to experience this loss and all the what ifs. Sending you so many prayers and virtual hugs. I lost my girl at 12w due to genetic anomalies and it's just a whirlwind of grief. No need to apologize for being human. Praying God brings peace to your family.
I'm so so sorry for your lost, may God continue to encourage and bless you and your lovely family. I'm glad you're back. Love and blessings always. ❤❤
Thank you!❤️❤️
Ohhhh mama.... You have been on my mind and I have been patiently waiting on an update. When I saw your video I got so excited and then while reading the title my stomach sank. I am so sorry for the way you and your babies were handled at that hospital. Please don't apologize. Take all the time you need and we will be here. I will be praying for your family. I have been going through so much myself so thank you for being vulnerable and brave...
Report her to the hospital commander and also patient advocate. I’m sorry you went through this. I’m a military family as well.
I’m so sorry 😞🙏 I had so many losses and for me the most traumatic was my ectopic pregnancy knowing that I had to kill my baby with medications killed me. Baby heart beating but it couldn’t survive. Not to mention I also had d&c and then almost two months with weekly blood work and seeing positive hag until zero sent me into a deep depression and questioning my faith. That was in 2014 and still hurts and I also was treated horribly I have so many stories man I understand
I appreciate how open you are! You’re doing great mama
Please give a follow-up to what your OB said about how you were treated and what if anything will be done.
I just want to say God is so good! He has you & your family wrapped in His loving arms. Don’t give up faith & stay strong. We love you all & want nothing but the best for you 🙏🏽✨🕊🤍
God is amazing and my faith is strong it’s just unfortunate that we had another loss ❤️ thank you for supporting!
I’m so sorry for your loss. Take the time that you guys need. I’ll still be here😊
Wow,
My prayers are with you. I'm so so sorry for all you're going through. Life can be so unfair. Your family is warm, loving, supportive, and nurturing. I hope things turn around and you have good news from here on out. The strength you're showing thru all of this pain is amazing. I hope those awful hospital personnel watch this. They shouldn't be allowed to continue treating people like trash. They should be reprimanded. They should be retrained. People can be so evil. I'm so so sorry for your losses, babies, pet, husbands health, and your health. Take all the time you need to get through all of this. I'm glad you have love and support from your husband and extended family. Lux has wonderful parents. And one day, he'll be an awesome big brother. I don't know how much comfort you can get from strangers on U Tube, but please know my heart and prayers go out to you. ❤ ❤ ❤
I am so sorry about your babies. You've been thru ALOT in a very short time and I've been there more than once so I can honestly say that I understand and I appreciate you for sharing your journey. I'm an still trusting God to bless my womb with my rainbow baby or babies (miscarried twins in almost 2 yrs ago) & Singleton 3 mos ago. I'm praying for us both that God will keep us encouraged until he gives us the desires of our heart. God bless YOU + LUX + HUBBY too ❤️😘
I'm so sorry for your loss. This is not how a patient should be treated!! I had ectopic pregnancy, and the doctor who performed my surgery came in the next day to explain everything to me and what they found. She told me my left and right tubes had a lot of scar tissue and would not be able to get pregnancy on my own. I will need to do IVF. But God said!!! 4 years later . I got pregnant with my rainbow baby. I wish you speedy healing. You will have everything your heart desires! God bless!
I’ve dealt with infertility for years and I know it’s not easy. On top of that the other things that you are dealing with I can only imagine. Praying God grants you peace and know that his hands are on you and your family. Look to him in every and through every situation ❤🙏🏽
Thank you for the encouragement and prayers
Sister, The lord is your strength. I am so sorry. Sending all my prayers to you! God bless you
im sorry you had to go through that coming from a healthcare worker and someone that has gone through two ectopics i would never talk to any patient like that. I am sorry for your loss momma
My heart is breaking for you babe im so so sorry watching this 🥺 take your time with grief its very complicated 😢
I'm taking it a day at a time because it really is a rollercoaster.
I’m sooo sorry! Miscarriage is hard enough but rude staff smh makes the trauma so much harder
Taunya, I am sorry that this happened. I am not far from you... we're practically neighbors. Let's connect when you're feeling up to it! Sending Hugs❤
Sending all the prayers for you all. Take a step back in the storm, be thankful for what you do have and cry and vent as much as you need to. Know that God has you all. I am so so sorry.
I know miscarriage is hard I had a miscarriage earlier this year in February 25th 2023 i was about 7-8 weeks along... It was hard now I've had 2 cycles since then who ever said it's easier to conceive I'm convinced... But I hope we get pregnant soon!!!
Sorry for your loss but I've figured I would let you know my story as well
I have Three girls and one boy so far we are on the TTC JOURNEY again for baby #5
I’m so sorry you experienced this! You are so loved and admired. Don’t apologize for your timing, your feelings or your process. I’ve had a similar experience… the ER is the worst- complete trauma! But like you I asked questions and advocated for myself. You’re in my prayers and God is good! Thank you for sharing your story!
Girl. So sorry for the treatment you received in the ER. Unacceptable. Feel free to make a complaint.
I definitely did make a complaint about it. They needed to know!
I just subscribed to your channel watching your video! It made me cry and broke my heart listening to how those doctors treated you while you was going through that! It’s unbelievable how some doctors can be so uncaring but call themselves doctors. You deserved soooo much better! I’m gonna pray for you and I hope you never have to go through something like that again! 💔🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 Sending you lots of love and hugs! 🫶🏽💕
😩 oh my goodness Taunya. Im terribly sorry & sad to hear this . I hate you had to have that poor experience with the hospital staff. Our healthcare system / providers really need to do better and go through more training for bedside manner / empathy and the like . It’s ridiculous. 😢 praying for your healing and both of your health. I sincerely hope you all get through this and have a better 2023. Hang in there girlie. I know it’s a lot but take it easy and keep doing you . I’ll be here for whatever posts/vlogs you give us. Happy you all got to spend time with family and enjoy Lux’s bday !!! Take care and thanks for the update . 😊💜
I’m so sorry you experienced that! I had a miscarriage and I had a horrible experience in the ER. Now that I am a graduate VN and moving to RN school I wish a doctor would talk to me like that! If you ever feel disrespected or not cared ask for another provider. Don’t be afraid to hand them their ass and they are gonna talk mess but so what! That’s disgusting for her to even discuss that with you and I hope you filled out an ice form. Military town personnel can be very cold.. because they see so many people. Please speak up for yourself next time!! ❤
We are praying for your health and Deon’s as well.
Thank you so much ❤️
@@LoveTaunya you’re welcome
Sending so many prayers for you and your family. I can’t imagine being treated that way. 😢
You are a strong woman, God will bless your womb again.. What God cannot do does not exist
Hey Taunya! ❤ First and foremost, my deepest condolences to you both😢 I watched as i was driving and I cried right along with you😢😢. This is definitely not easy at all -- y'all have been through so so much this year already and yet you are here being vulnerable and transparent with us all, which takes some type of strength and courage to even share when you when you dont even have to. Continued prayers for you and the family and already claiming a much better rest of the year for you all, praying for answers, praying for positive results and outcomes! Much love and many hugs to you! I appreciate you sharing your journey with us all ❤ Truly, May God bless you all abundantly❤
So glad to hear all the wonderful updates concerning Lux! God is so good! Also, glad ro hear you are enrolled back into school, you're an inspiration, I need to go ahead and go for it and stop being fearful that I cannot handle it with 2 children lol. Sorry to make this a long response!
I am so sorry for your experience with the Doctors and medical team. I’m sorry for your loss and Thankyou so much for sharing your journey. May God continue to bless you with faith and order your steps. I Thankyou for your transparency and for your positivity as well.
Thank you!
Sorry for you loss. Will continue to keep you and your family in our prayers!
Taunya you have been on my mind heavy the past month. So sorry for your losses and for the way you were treated. Praying for you!! Take your time Momma!!!! 🤍🤍
I’m at work watching this video and I’m about to be in tears 😢 my heart goes out to you and I’m so sorry. I understand your pain as I’m going through the same thing. Us black women really have to find the right providers cause most of them don’t care about us.
I’m so sorry 😔. I had my ectopic in august 2022…different kind of traumatic experience. I’m praying for you to find some peace and healing mentally, spiritually and emotionally. Your husband as well ❤️
❤️❤️❤️ I’m so sorry that you’ve went through this. 🙏🏾 praying for many healthy happy babies in your future and safe deliveries for you and your babies.
I’m so sorry this happened. I know God has a plan for your family and I pray you’re blessed with your rainbow baby when you’re ready.
Sorry sis …I heart is hurting for you and ur family during this time💔 Prayers for you love, Keep trying when ur ready 🤍 Right now I have a 2 year daughter and omg she’s too busy and I am currently 15 weeks 3 days now 💕 with another girl…Yep a girl mom, I wanted a boy, but hey it’s cool…Stay prayed up love, you got this 🙏🏾💪🏾🫶🏾
Omg. Nooo you were pregnant with twins? I'm extremely sorry for your loss. It's a shame that those unprofessional, rude, and ignorant doctors and nurses treated you that way. Please file a complaint against them.
Take your time Taunya and grieve. You've had many losses back to back. I hope you find a grief therapist who can help you during this difficult time. Once again I'm so sorry you're going through this.
Whew, my heart broke😢 but I have Faith! I speak healing over you and your family🤍
I'm crying with you...I just found your video while scrolling on RUclips. Im so sorry for what you and your family have gone through. I understand your pain first hand as I'm also walking through the same pain and loss (mine happened two months ago too and I also lost a tube and both babies 💔)
Please stay encouraged in the Lord Jesus Christ. Repent of your sins, ask Jesus for forgiveness of every and any sins and cry out to Him. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3)
And keep pleading the Blood of Jesus Christ of Nazareth over your health & declaring Exodus 23:26 over your womb & reproductive organs.
This test will turn into a testimony in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Let's keep our eyes on Jesus
Much love and hugs to you❤🤗
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, my prayers are with you and your family.
Thank you for the prayers ❤️
I'm sorry you and your family, I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
I’m so sorry to hear this! I too experienced a traumatic miscarriage this past January at 16 w 5 d which led to me hemorrhaging and almost dying. This is tough. I just want to send hugs! And we will get through this. I hope that all of your desires are fulfilled.
Shalom go you my sister. I never really comment on youtube videos but thus one caughf me. I saw this on my feed and my mouth dropped Because I was following your journey and was so excited for you all. After hearing what you went through I was furious watching g this video. Prayers for your health and your family. We're you able to report them to the medical disciplinary board??? REVELATIONS 21:4 and God shall 2ipe away all the tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying,neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
Omg Taunya I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much seeing you cry made me want to cry I don’t even know where to start Firstly I’m Disgusted in the treatment you received from that damn hospital they should be shamed !! Hearing how they treated you made me so damn mad . Im So sorry for the loss of your twin babies and the loss of your fur baby I’m Praying for your strength everything is going to be ok . I know it may not seem likeIt right now but this all will pass and Things are going to turn around for you guys . Im sending the biggest virtual hugs your way . Take all the time You need to rest and heal you owe us nothing . Im So sorry for everything again wishing you all of the best . You will be in my Prayers repetitively 😢❤🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you so much for the love, hugs, encouragement, and prayers. I really appreciate it! I know things will get better for us and I am literally managing one day at a time.
@@LoveTaunya as you should mama that’s a lot to deal with your strength is admirable be patient with yourself and again take all the time You need we are here for you 💕🙏🏾
I’m so sorry, that just crushed me to hear the medical team would approach you that way. I’m a medical provider dealing with infertility and I can’t imagine.
The way you were treated really breaks my heart. I worked in a ER not too far from Memphis and became a bereavement counselor for situations just like this. It’s very unfortunate that providers are allowed to handle these situations with absolutely no compassion.
I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I pray God grants you with another pregnancy where you have a full term health baby
So very sorry about your loss & your whole experience! Awful just awful! I know how insensitive Doctors or any staff can be Sadly I’ve dealt with this as well! I pray you & your family find the strength & support to get through this!
I am praying for you! There is no need your you to apologize for your emotions/tears! You’re going through a lot right now but I pray that all gets better and that there is definitely a rainbow after your storm.
I can totally relate to everything you described. I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss and I’m praying for you and your family ❤
Sorry for your losses. You don't have to apologize for anything. Your frustrations and need to be cared for properly is important and valid. I pray that you all get your rainbow baby or babies soon. There are a number of people who are in a family that I used to watch with the blood clotting issue that require medication right away after finding out they were pregnant, it caused a number of them miscarriages before finding out. May Allah(God) heal you and give you the answers you need so the next pregnancy will be successful no matter what.
My heart goes out to you sweetheart, sending you all the 🤗🤗 the lord will comfort you.......
Thank you
This is heart breaking. I am truly sorry for your loss. Unfortunately these doctors can be heartless and they think every person thinks a baby, their baby, is "just a fetus".
❤I am so sorry for the loss of your babies and your tube. Apologies are owed to you from the emotionally incompetent hospital staff. Please know you and your family are being prayed over. God is in control. Big big hugs❤
I’m so sorry!! I hope that Dr is not a doctor for long!
I cried with you watching this video. I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry you had a horrible experience at the hospital. I pray that you get answers for your health concerns and that you are healed. I pray for your comfort and peace.
First off you are such a strong woman with all you went through I hate that doctor in the ER treated you like that that’s crazy no empathy at all 😢 that hospital is trash they are so unprofessional
I am deeply sorry for your losses. I also apologize for the poor bedside manners in the emergency room. Since 2020 ER and hospital staff have been very dismissive and bullies because they can blame it on virus protocol. I would also like to apologize because you and your husband"s symptoms sound like you have been injured by the covid vaccine. I started with heart inflammation from my vaccine in 2021 and in 2022 i also found out I had a blood clot in my calf. I am healthy and active with no previous underlying conditions. I keep hearing about new sudden onset of heart conditions, and clotting issues in healthy young people. Sending you love!
Lifting you up in prayer. You have a LOT going on...I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry that you've had to go through all of this. I'm just praying for you that day by day you'll make it through this grief and that you and your family will find peace and that reasons to celebrate will find you. ❤
I am so sorry you had to go through this! I’m praying for you all ❤ I had a similar experience with medical staff when I was experiencing a miscarriage. You’re such a strong woman Taunya❤
Hey Taunya
I hope you read this. I am so sorry for your loss and I believe me when I say this; I completely know how you feel because I went through the exact same thing. I had an ectopic pregnancy beginning last year and I had twins too. One in the uterus and the other in my right tube ( exactly like yours). My right tube was removed and some days after my laparoscopy, I lost the 2nd baby. I have pcos too and I’m battling secondary infertility just like you and my first baby was conceived naturally. I’m grateful I have her and I believe our rainbow babies will come at the right time. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel, hold on to that 🤗
Don't ever apologize for feeling your feelings. You have to feel what you're going through, talk through it, & it will be easier for you to heal. May God watch over you & your family & give you the peace & understanding that you need.
Hi Taunya, sorry for your loss and pray that all is well. Can you share what the young lady said that she tried and it worked for her. You was supposed to put it on the screen. Thank you!
Praying for you all! ❤
Thank you for being so transparent 💙💙💙
Always ❤️
I’m so sorry for your losses. I’ve been following you for awhile now. You’ve been through a lot.Stay strong ❤
Hi Taunya, I'm brand new to your channel but just wanted to wish you all the best after an horrific start to your year. That hospital deserves serious complaints to be made, at the very least. I really hope you found the right therapist to process everything with, it has been such a lot. Also hope you are close to a diagnosis on your health issues if you haven't got one already, and I hope school is going well! One day at a time is the only way to deal with times like this and you deserve to take a looong minute to recover, physically and emotionally. Sending love to you and the family 💕
I will always be here for you!!!!!! If you want to talk about anything!!!! I’m feeling so bad!!! ❤
I CAME AROSS YOUR RUclips VIDEO SO SORRY HEARING ABOUT YOUR LOSS OF YOUR BABY I HATE HEARING ABOUT HEARING DISCERNMENT OF THAT DOCTOF RUDE SEND PRAYERS WILL CONTINUE TO ORAY❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY‼️
I pray you are well. I have been wondering how you are doing. Lifting you and your family in prayer.
Taunya, this video had me sobbing. God bless you and your family. I am so very sorry for your losses, but please remember that weeping endures for night, and joy comes in the morning. Your joy is coming and it’s it will be all worth while! You deserve! Your baby is coming. Hang in there! I’ll continue praying for y’all! ♥️
Jesus. I’m so so so sorry that you had to endure such treatment during such time of uncertainty. I’m praying for your continued strength and peace after such trauma. Thank you for graciously sharing your story with us. Please don’t ever apologize for sharing your truth no matter how long it takes for you to do so💕
Oh my goodness… my heart is breaking for you listening to this story. That’s so awful and I hope you file a complaint! Treatment like this is abuse in my eyes. Sending you love and hope in processing this grief and pain. ❤️
Hi Taunya, My condolences. I know all to well what this is like. I too also experienced a heterotopic pregnancy and was able to go through surgery (which was extremely painful) and I was able to have the baby in my uterus after they removed the tubal pregnancy. I hate to hear all you went through with the hospitals horrid bedside manner. They need to be reported and especially that doctor. I know you will come out on the other side. But I know you have to grieve and will eventually be able to come out on the other side stronger than ever!
Oh wow I’m so so sorry. You are in my prayers. Praying for healing for you and your husband. 😢❤
Thank you so much ❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you had to experience this, I feel like this should be followed up on that’s not ok how they treated you
I am trying for number 2 and having a hard time. I know this video is old but I’m binge watching your channel. I cannot finish this video . My stomach is in knots. I am so sorry you had this experience with these awful people. It’s infuriating!
I'm praying for you and your family ...🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 please don't apologize for crying....
Taunya, my heart aches for you. I cried watching this & I cannot imagine the hurt you have been feeling. You have been such an inspiration and huge encouragement to me since August 2020 when I found out about my infertility issues. I pray that you are able to find a therapist that can help you walk through this horrible season. I cannot believe those doctors were so insensitive and honestly, down-right RUDE, to you and your husband. It's sad that there are doctors like that out there caring for people in such vulnerable states. It breaks my heart you had to go through that. Aside from all of this, you are a light and an inspiration to us all. Please NEVER apologize for getting emotional. Those emotions are valid and you feel them how you need to. Thank you for sharing the good, the bad, and the ugly with us always. I pray that God blesses you guys in more ways than you can count and I pray 2023 gets better for you all! Prayers for your husband's health issues as well. BIG HUGS!!!!!!!