I’ve feeling I’m in a “God slump” these days. If you could pray that I continue to seek Him and feel His presence, I would really appreciate it! Thank you for all you do❤️ Your passion for sharing Him is truly inspiring❤️
I had a blessings jar, every time God answered a prayer I would write it on a piece of paper and put it in the jar. Whether it was a small thing or something huge, I could go back when I was struggling and read all that God has done for me and read all of the answered prayers. I also think it's important because we tend to forget sometimes and it's great to have a reminder. Unfortunately, my jar broke so right now they're in my drawer. But no matter what you put them in, seeing it will be a constant reminder of God's love and 💗🙏 faithfulness. Madi, I just discovered your RUclips channel recently and your words have really touched me. I loved hearing the whole story about how you got on The Bachelor and that even though you didn't want to do it you felt God was leading you that way. Now you know that it was to have this ministry. You are gifted speaker and wise beyond your years. I truly believe that you will bring many young people to Christ. May God bless you and your ministry. 🙏💗🙏
Thank you for being faithful Madi, so I actually attended the Highlands Church when I was in Officer Training School in Birmingham, so cool that that is your church, small world
Such a needed message! I have been suffering from health issues for the last 2 years and they have been getting progressively worse and there is no conclusive diagnosis. I am a junior in college so this makes my studies very difficult. Please pray for strength and wisdom for myself as well as the doctors in this time💕
I'm praying for you! Remember in God, we have resurrection power living inside of us and God says, "We are more than conquerors through Christ who loved us." God is more powerful than all!
you are very brave, a non-conformist, a trail blazer... God bless you, uphold you, protect you, carry you through every threshold in your life. Keep making a difference and BE the blessing you were born to be.
Sharing this video with two of my closest friends who I just prayed over last night. They’ve been feeling a lot of insecurity surrounding their prayer life in public lately and could really hear this too 🙌💗
I love how open you are and how God has truly given you a gift to encourage people! You really encourage me to be like that and just talk to God because he is our living creator! And our father who loves us, who cares for us, who is with us and never leaves us ever! Prayer is so powerful!! Thanks for this video! :)
If you can, I pray against spiritual warfare for myself & continually growing into a deeper, stronger, & more powerful relationship with God. I also pray for my family! Ilysm & this vid helped a lot!
Thank you, Madi! I love how raw you are and the encouragement you bring in these videos 💛! I thank the Lord for women like you inspiring me and others! The things that you share (especially about praying in your head) are so similar to me! I look forward to my notifications of your new videos! Again, thank you for being you, my sweet sister in Christ 💗!
Thank you so much for making this video Madi!! I need prayer for clarity about where God wants me to be. I have a hard time making decisions, and I just want to know for certain what God wants me to do. I will be keeping you in prayer as well!! Thank you!!
This was such a beautiful confirmation to me. I love your personality, Madi and just your openness and faith in our great God. Prayer is my favorite. I am so grateful for God's Holy Spirit that helps us to pray through even when we are not sure what to pray or how to pray. Our Father in heaven is perfect in every way. I'm so thankful to know Him. May our great God continue to bless and keep you, my gorgeous sis in Christ. Please say a prayer for a financial breakthrough for me. Thank you so much, in advance. I give God all the glory and thank Him for allowing me to listen to this wonderful message.
what a great video. i love that you are using your platform to share about God and what He is doing in your life. what a bold and courageous thing to do to witness to people when the world doesnt always like to hear these things. i am praying for God to restore my marriage. my husband and i have not always put God first in our marriage and it has definitely caused issues. i pray that He can heal our relationship and my husband will take the divorce option off the table.
Heyy Madison ❤️❤️ I’m praying for God to give me clairity and direction over my life, I’m in a unique season of my life where I don’t have a job right now because I’m focus on this buisness as a fashion photographer but I’m not winning any income or money but I feel God is preparing me a place for me but I still need prayer for the strength and clairity I need 🙏🏼
Awesome video on prayer! Thanks so much for sharing these videos! Would love for you to do a video on weakness and how God uses our weaknesses for His glory. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10
I have a prayer request. I’m just seeing this video now but it was really helpful with what I am struggling with. I need prayer to just feel God’s peace and presence with me every single day… and that He will heal my body and mind. I’ve been dealing with many different health issues that affect my day to day life and I just feel like I barely get through the days… but I do have faith that this will improve. It’s just so hard to keep staying strong and pushing forward. Pray for God’s strength and healing!
Your prayer and sermon at Lakewood really Really touched me. Im glad i didnt miss that it. Looking forward to more from you. Please continue to shine on and inspire us all. ❤️❤️ 🙏🏼
I have a prayer request! I’m 26 weeks pregnant, and am nervous for a smooth delivery and rest of my pregnancy. I also have been struggling in my prayer life to God during this trimester. I don’t know why it’s so easy for me to spend time on other things, but difficult to discipline my time for God during this pregnancy. I used to be much more diligent.
Father Lord, we wanna thank you for the person behind the screen of this account that there pregnancy and labor were smooth, that they are happy and healthy with their baby, and there’s nothing she would change to make anything better, Father Lord we want to Thank you That you will be there for her even when she falls, that you will be there for her to pick her up and help her soar, even as the seasons of her life change, I know in my heart you will always be there for her, so Father Lord by ending this prayer we want to Thank you that at the end of the day we will notice The Answer to this prayer, We love and have faith that you can do ALL things IMPOSSIBLE, In your son’s Mighty Name we pray Amen!💗💞✝️
Not only is prayer important but praying and asking God to bless your enemies is so important! The first time I've ever prayed for my enemy was in 4th grade to my teacher. She was friends with my friend's mom and every time I was talking to my friend I would be called out and not her. Each semester we would have an awards ceremony and even though our grades were the same and my participation was more I was in 2nd place and my friend was 1st place. When I prayed for my teacher and my friend a prayer of blessing, it changed the way that I viewed them. Each time I saw them I would not be reminded of this unfair treatment. If I was reminded, I knew I need to keep praying for them. The 2nd semester I was tied with her for 1st place! When we follow God's way we are filled with true peace and joy. We need to stop trying to resolve conflict our own ways!! We must follow God's ways. If we trust God then we trust his Commandments. I am now 25 y/o and I still follow this way of praying for those I have conflict with such as my coworkers/boss, roommates, parents, etc. The first time you ever pray this way it is hard, no joke. It gets easier over time. You think that person doesn't deserve the blessings and you do! But did you forget that God is a JUST God? He will determine who is deserving of the blessings. God will also open your eyes up to whether or not you are at fault for any of the conflict. A lot of times our ego/pride blinds us from seeing who is actually at fault. When we see what is our fault we must repent for it. Whenever we follow God's commandments, we experience peace and joy. Our unforgiveness is what is stealing our peace and joy. The purpose of us praying for our enemies is to lessen our ego/pride daily so there is less of us and more of Him. Here's how to pray and ask God to bless those you have tension with/are jealous of/hate: --Ask God for strength to pray that prayer. --Ask God that all the blessings He would have blessed you with would be given to that particular person and it be overflowing. --Ask God to bless that person in their finances, health, family/relationships, work, etc. Ask God that every aspect of their life would prosper. --Ask God that all the things that person desires will be given to him/her even if it is disadvantageous to you ----Only ask God to BLESS and not curse or for God to change that person Each time you are reminded of that person/situation, keep praying again and again blessing over them. I pray that for anyone who reads this comment will give it at least a 2 week trial. it is worth it if you want to experience peace and joy in your life and to see what God will do. Even if it isn't your fault for what happened, when you pray and ask God to bless that person, know that God is fair and just and he will give the blessings to those who deserve it. When we ask God to bless those we don't get along with, we see the situation through God's perspective and no longer our own.
Thank you Madi for this inspirational video I needed this but most of all I have a prayer request, i'm closing a difficult chapter in my life right now and just need all the prayers I can get ♥️🙏🏽
Hey Maddie, Thank you for sharing your wisdom and seeing how powerful your relationship with Jesus is soo encouraging!! Prayer: -For close a community. I dont have any Christian friends that live around me and I’m starting to feel bery lonely.
I am a new graduate so this is my first time going out in the “real world” so I would really appreciate if you could pray with me that the right job opportunities will come to me and that God will open doors for me and that I would be patient and wait on Him to send me the right job where He wants me to be…thank you in advance for your prayers ☺️🙏🏽
madi, thank you! it’s been a rough start to my week, but your video has been so encouraging yet again for me. praying to get back in realignment with Jesus. In Jesus’ Name 🤍 also, for a video idea, i would love to watch you play a basketball game of “horse” or “knock out” with any special guests you had in mind 😊🏀
For your nexted video could you talk about how to deal with a family member who dose not believe in God, or Jesus. And what you should do for them, or how to build a relationship the time.
I could always use some prayers. And word has it, that is your specialty. So, please pray for me. God will know what it's all about. Thank you and best wishes, Lord-Jesus-Christ dot
I need prayer 🙏🙏🙏request for my Aunt Donna Griffiths & for prayer request for her Daughter Ashlan Griffiths please and thank you so so much for praying🙏🙏🙏for them they need lots of healing prayer
Hello I'm Stephanie. I have a prayer request. February of last year, my Boyfriend Brian had broken up with me after 14 years. He said was mainly because of communication problems. And that was true. I was too nervous and afraid to talk to him over the last two years of our relationship. I was afraid to talk about what was on my mind and afraid what he might think. Then I would get clouded with irritation and rudeness sometimes towards him because i was nervous and was selfish always having him make the first move with affection. I was jealous and wishing I was open and outgoing towards him and others in a loving a bold way out of love. Also since we were living together, I felt it was time to get married and I wanted to talk about Jesus and what the Bible says about fornication and cohabitation. And it seemed he wasn't interested and it caused no peace in my heart to be able to approach him with these discussions and I felt I always had to tippy toe around the topic. Including more on saving sex before marriage and about Jesus. The only time I would bring it up is when he would initiate sex or being at his friends our because his friends were open people and it made me open to talk about these things in front of him. He admitted there one day that he struggled with faith and believing in Jesus while we were at his friends, but he never told me. And he was also hurt because I was open to his friends instead if him becauseI was supposed to be his best friend. Which hurt me when he told me after he broke up with me. And the other factor was since he struggled with faith and believing. He said he couldn't follow me and wasn't we're I'm at. And ever since then I've been pondering why would one person in the relationship falls out of love with the other after many many years? After all the memories and experiences and mild stones and seasons of life we've gone through. And my ex couldn't rough it out with me and couldn't fight for the relationship if he loved me. Which I believe when he would tell me and when I asked him. After 14 years and counting I thought we would get through everything together and be together forever. (Could it be a spiritual thing in his heart and that he's outside of Christ that he couldn't love me?) And he felt that I should do something with my life to get married. But I'll admit there was procrastination in my life on what to do in my life that left me discouraged and lazy. Everything hurt him and was stressed over time and eventually lead to him separating from me. We had little contact during our separation although he still cared and loves me. But was not in love with me anymore. Which was devastating to me. But I was trying to slowly reconcile with him by taking the first step in starting over with small talks to him and seeing if our relationship could possibly grow again but he told me to don't get my hopes up because he doesn't know if we'll get back together and if the "in love" with me will come back. and I struggled with patience and trying to make something work that was already damage. And he eventually ended all contact so he'd won't hurt me. He said we weren't in the place of love and happiness because I've changed and wanted to do things the right way and he understood why. But he said he couldn't follow me and wasn't where I'm at. I've heard the Gospel many times but I struggle with the belief that God has chosen me. and my lack following Jesus and afraid to. Although we're broken up. So can your ministry pray for us? I'm still sad about this. And lonely. I still miss and love him. And I pray and ask to pray for God to bring us together in a new relationship that would honor him. If it's not his will, pray he will give me peace in my heart to move on to boldly follow him and trust him with my life. And if, not yet, pray for patience and not to take his blessing for granted. I don't want him to live his life not know Jesus and me too. And I did share the Gospel with him a few times and pray it would take effect. Thank you for what you ministry team does for the glory of God and your time. God bless.
I have a prayer request, I need peace over my heart and mind as I am going through a very difficult breakup. I want to draw near to God i want to give my life to him and finally try to walk with him and let him be in control. Thank u for these videos madi 🤍
I’ve feeling I’m in a “God slump” these days. If you could pray that I continue to seek Him and feel His presence, I would really appreciate it! Thank you for all you do❤️ Your passion for sharing Him is truly inspiring❤️
Me too!
I had a blessings jar, every time God answered a prayer I would write it on a piece of paper and put it in the jar. Whether it was a small thing or something huge, I could go back when I was struggling and read all that God has done for me and read all of the answered prayers. I also think it's important because we tend to forget sometimes and it's great to have a reminder. Unfortunately, my jar broke so right now they're in my drawer. But no matter what you put them in, seeing it will be a constant reminder of God's love and 💗🙏 faithfulness.
Madi, I just discovered your RUclips channel recently and your words have really touched me. I loved hearing the whole story about how you got on The Bachelor and that even though you didn't want to do it you felt God was leading you that way. Now you know that it was to have this ministry.
You are gifted speaker and wise beyond your years. I truly believe that you will bring many young people to Christ. May God bless you and your ministry. 🙏💗🙏
Love the part that God's answers to our prayers does not always look the way we expect it. 🙏🏿
Pray for life direction 🙏🏿
For God's generosity towards those impacted by the Marshall Fires, specifically their need of vacuums and tools.
Thank you for being faithful Madi, so I actually attended the Highlands Church when I was in Officer Training School in Birmingham, so cool that that is your church, small world
I’m so glad Madi Monday’s are back
Such a needed message! I have been suffering from health issues for the last 2 years and they have been getting progressively worse and there is no conclusive diagnosis. I am a junior in college so this makes my studies very difficult. Please pray for strength and wisdom for myself as well as the doctors in this time💕
Praying for you!!:)
I'm praying for you! Remember in God, we have resurrection power living inside of us and God says, "We are more than conquerors through Christ who loved us." God is more powerful than all!
you are very brave, a non-conformist, a trail blazer... God bless you, uphold you, protect you, carry you through every threshold in your life. Keep making a difference and BE the blessing you were born to be.
Sharing this video with two of my closest friends who I just prayed over last night. They’ve been feeling a lot of insecurity surrounding their prayer life in public lately and could really hear this too 🙌💗
I love how open you are and how God has truly given you a gift to encourage people! You really encourage me to be like that and just talk to God because he is our living creator! And our father who loves us, who cares for us, who is with us and never leaves us ever! Prayer is so powerful!! Thanks for this video! :)
If you can, I pray against spiritual warfare for myself & continually growing into a deeper, stronger, & more powerful relationship with God. I also pray for my family! Ilysm & this vid helped a lot!
Thank you, Madi! I love how raw you are and the encouragement you bring in these videos 💛! I thank the Lord for women like you inspiring me and others! The things that you share (especially about praying in your head) are so similar to me! I look forward to my notifications of your new videos! Again, thank you for being you, my sweet sister in Christ 💗!
To God Be the Glory Amen
Amazing video you shared. You are an inspiration. Please pray for my future success, strength, health, wisdom, encouragement. Thank you.
Thank you so much for making this video Madi!! I need prayer for clarity about where God wants me to be. I have a hard time making decisions, and I just want to know for certain what God wants me to do. I will be keeping you in prayer as well!! Thank you!!
This was such a beautiful confirmation to me. I love your personality, Madi and just your openness and faith in our great God. Prayer is my favorite. I am so grateful for God's Holy Spirit that helps us to pray through even when we are not sure what to pray or how to pray. Our Father in heaven is perfect in every way. I'm so thankful to know Him. May our great God continue to bless and keep you, my gorgeous sis in Christ. Please say a prayer for a financial breakthrough for me. Thank you so much, in advance. I give God all the glory and thank Him for allowing me to listen to this wonderful message.
Love it!! 🤍🙏🏼
what a great video. i love that you are using your platform to share about God and what He is doing in your life. what a bold and courageous thing to do to witness to people when the world doesnt always like to hear these things.
i am praying for God to restore my marriage. my husband and i have not always put God first in our marriage and it has definitely caused issues. i pray that He can heal our relationship and my husband will take the divorce option off the table.
Heyy Madison ❤️❤️ I’m praying for God to give me clairity and direction over my life, I’m in a unique season of my life where I don’t have a job right now because I’m focus on this buisness as a fashion photographer but I’m not winning any income or money but I feel God is preparing me a place for me but I still need prayer for the strength and clairity I need 🙏🏼
Girl I feel this 🙌🏻 I’m in a similar place except with social media management & content creation
Awesome video on prayer! Thanks so much for sharing these videos! Would love for you to do a video on weakness and how God uses our weaknesses for His glory. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10
Thank you so much for this video, Madi!!
Well said Madi, thank you for the encouragement and ways to start praying
Love this!
This video holds *so much power* . 🙌 I Ioved it Madi! *So much love for you!* 💗
I'm new too you're channel and I also love getting closer too god it helps me too be closer too the lord amen my lovely friend ❤🙏
So good Madi. 👍 ❤️🙌
Love this. Thanks for sharing 🤍
I have a prayer request. I’m just seeing this video now but it was really helpful with what I am struggling with. I need prayer to just feel God’s peace and presence with me every single day… and that He will heal my body and mind. I’ve been dealing with many different health issues that affect my day to day life and I just feel like I barely get through the days… but I do have faith that this will improve. It’s just so hard to keep staying strong and pushing forward. Pray for God’s strength and healing!
Your prayer and sermon at Lakewood really Really touched me. Im glad i didnt miss that it. Looking forward to more from you. Please continue to shine on and inspire us all. ❤️❤️ 🙏🏼
Hey Madi, i’m going through a very rough time in my life. if you could pray for encouragement for me i’d appreciate it
I like praying out loud too
I have a prayer request! I’m 26 weeks pregnant, and am nervous for a smooth delivery and rest of my pregnancy. I also have been struggling in my prayer life to God during this trimester. I don’t know why it’s so easy for me to spend time on other things, but difficult to discipline my time for God during this pregnancy. I used to be much more diligent.
Father Lord, we wanna thank you for the person behind the screen of this account that there pregnancy and labor were smooth, that they are happy and healthy with their baby, and there’s nothing she would change to make anything better, Father Lord we want to Thank you That you will be there for her even when she falls, that you will be there for her to pick her up and help her soar, even as the seasons of her life change, I know in my heart you will always be there for her, so Father Lord by ending this prayer we want to Thank you that at the end of the day we will notice The Answer to this prayer, We love and have faith that you can do ALL things IMPOSSIBLE, In your son’s Mighty Name we pray Amen!💗💞✝️
Not only is prayer important but praying and asking God to bless your enemies is so important!
The first time I've ever prayed for my enemy was in 4th grade to my teacher. She was friends with my friend's mom and every time I was talking to my friend I would be called out and not her. Each semester we would have an awards ceremony and even though our grades were the same and my participation was more I was in 2nd place and my friend was 1st place. When I prayed for my teacher and my friend a prayer of blessing, it changed the way that I viewed them. Each time I saw them I would not be reminded of this unfair treatment. If I was reminded, I knew I need to keep praying for them. The 2nd semester I was tied with her for 1st place! When we follow God's way we are filled with true peace and joy.
We need to stop trying to resolve conflict our own ways!! We must follow God's ways. If we trust God then we trust his Commandments.
I am now 25 y/o and I still follow this way of praying for those I have conflict with such as my coworkers/boss, roommates, parents, etc. The first time you ever pray this way it is hard, no joke. It gets easier over time. You think that person doesn't deserve the blessings and you do! But did you forget that God is a JUST God? He will determine who is deserving of the blessings. God will also open your eyes up to whether or not you are at fault for any of the conflict. A lot of times our ego/pride blinds us from seeing who is actually at fault. When we see what is our fault we must repent for it.
Whenever we follow God's commandments, we experience peace and joy. Our unforgiveness is what is stealing our peace and joy. The purpose of us praying for our enemies is to lessen our ego/pride daily so there is less of us and more of Him.
Here's how to pray and ask God to bless those you have tension with/are jealous of/hate:
--Ask God for strength to pray that prayer.
--Ask God that all the blessings He would have blessed you with would be given to that particular person and it be overflowing.
--Ask God to bless that person in their finances, health, family/relationships, work, etc. Ask God that every aspect of their life would prosper.
--Ask God that all the things that person desires will be given to him/her even if it is disadvantageous to you
----Only ask God to BLESS and not curse or for God to change that person
Each time you are reminded of that person/situation, keep praying again and again blessing over them.
I pray that for anyone who reads this comment will give it at least a 2 week trial. it is worth it if you want to experience peace and joy in your life and to see what God will do. Even if it isn't your fault for what happened, when you pray and ask God to bless that person, know that God is fair and just and he will give the blessings to those who deserve it. When we ask God to bless those we don't get along with, we see the situation through God's perspective and no longer our own.
The prayer journaling sounds like an interesting idea.
Thank you Madi for this inspirational video I needed this but most of all I have a prayer request, i'm closing a difficult chapter in my life right now and just need all the prayers I can get ♥️🙏🏽
Hey Maddie,
Thank you for sharing your wisdom and seeing how powerful your relationship with Jesus is soo encouraging!!
Prayer:
-For close a community. I dont have any Christian friends that live around me and I’m starting to feel bery lonely.
Madi, THANK YOU FOR THIS!
I am a new graduate so this is my first time going out in the “real world” so I would really appreciate if you could pray with me that the right job opportunities will come to me and that God will open doors for me and that I would be patient and wait on Him to send me the right job where He wants me to be…thank you in advance for your prayers ☺️🙏🏽
I'm in the same place so I relate. I'm praying for you!
@@sammiemerida7722 thank you, I will pray for you as well 🌸
@@deidremsibi571 Thanks sm!
madi, thank you! it’s been a rough start to my week, but your video has been so encouraging yet again for me. praying to get back in realignment with Jesus. In Jesus’ Name 🤍
also, for a video idea, i would love to watch you play a basketball game of “horse” or “knock out” with any special guests you had in mind 😊🏀
For your nexted video could you talk about how to deal with a family member who dose not believe in God, or Jesus. And what you should do for them, or how to build a relationship the time.
This was amazing 🤍🙏🏻
Wow was a great inspirational young woman of God! 💛Thank you for your encouragement.
Madi, thank you for this video and I definitely do pray some but not everyday.
I’m struggling through some problems involving my adult daughter. I’m very depressed and I really do need clarity in this situation.
prayers needed for my health
Thank you Madi
praying for you rn !
@@kendracopenhaver3191 Thank you so much Kendra, this made my day
Amen. Good word ~
I prayed for you too.
Hey madi!! I love this video!! A prayer request for me please is that God gives me meaningful friendships as I go off to college!!
Heyy Madi you are so inspirational and my prayer request is that you remove roadblocks that are hurting my dad! Your sister in Christ!
THis is a great message and I love it :) keep making more videos the youth needs to listen to more stuff like this :)
Amazing!
Madi I love you so much, because . you love Jesus. . you are the beloved daughter of God. You are so beautiful, in your Spirit, Soul and Flesh.
I could always use some prayers. And word has it, that is your specialty. So, please pray for me. God will know what it's all about. Thank you and best wishes, Lord-Jesus-Christ dot
hi love and prayers Godbless
Could you pray for me to just be closer to God and to really just trust him with my future plans! Thanks! How can I be praying for you?
Please pray for me so that I can get a job that would make me happy and honour Him at the same time 🙏🏼
Nice👍 thank you👨🌾 new friend🤝have a great day 💐
❤️❤️❤️❤️
Madi...random but what are your fav pens?
I need prayer 🙏🙏🙏request for my Aunt Donna Griffiths & for prayer request for her Daughter Ashlan Griffiths please and thank you so so much for praying🙏🙏🙏for them they need lots of healing prayer
I am pro life but I am Very religious and pray daily... do u think He thinks that is ok? Mom of 3 high risk pregnancies here fyi
Please pray for me
Hi Madi and Grant, Wishing you Happy Holidays. Thanks for sharing 🙏🙏🙏Much Blessings to you. ✝Lord-Jesus-Christ dot 🙏c🙏o🙏m
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Hello I'm Stephanie. I have a prayer request. February of last year, my Boyfriend Brian had broken up with me after 14 years. He said was mainly because of communication
problems. And that was true. I was too
nervous and afraid to talk to him over the
last two years of our relationship. I was
afraid to talk about what was on my mind
and afraid what he might think. Then I
would get clouded with irritation and rudeness sometimes towards him because i was nervous and was selfish always having him make the first move with affection. I was jealous and wishing I was open and outgoing towards him and others in a loving a bold way out of love. Also since we were living together, I felt it was time to get married and I wanted to talk about Jesus and what the Bible says about fornication and cohabitation. And it seemed he wasn't interested and it caused no peace in my heart to be able to approach him with these discussions and I felt I always had to tippy toe around the topic. Including more on saving sex before marriage and about Jesus. The only time I would bring it up is when he would initiate sex or being at his friends our because his friends were open people and it made me open to talk about these things in front of him. He admitted there one day that he struggled with faith and believing in Jesus while we were at his friends, but he never told me. And he was also hurt because I was open to his friends instead if him becauseI was supposed to be his best friend. Which hurt me when he told me after he broke up with me. And the other factor was since he struggled with faith and believing. He said he couldn't follow me and wasn't we're I'm at. And ever since then I've been pondering why would one person in the relationship falls out of love with the other after many many years? After all the memories and experiences and mild stones and seasons of life we've gone through. And my ex couldn't rough it out with me and couldn't fight for the relationship if he loved me. Which I believe when he would tell me and when I asked him. After 14 years and counting I thought we would get through everything together and be together forever. (Could it be a spiritual thing in his heart and that he's outside of Christ that he couldn't
love me?) And he felt that I should do something with my life to get married. But I'll admit there was procrastination in my life on what to do in my life that left me discouraged and lazy. Everything hurt him and was stressed over time and eventually lead to him separating from me. We had little contact during our separation although he still cared and loves me. But was not in love with me anymore. Which was devastating to me. But I was trying to slowly reconcile with him by taking the first step in starting over with small talks to him and seeing if our relationship could possibly grow again but he told me to don't get my hopes up because he doesn't know if we'll get back together and if the "in love" with me will come back. and I struggled with patience and trying to make something work that was already damage. And he eventually ended all contact so he'd won't hurt me. He said we weren't in the place of love and happiness because I've changed and wanted to do things the right way and he understood why. But he said he couldn't follow me and wasn't where I'm at. I've heard the Gospel many times but I struggle with the belief that God has chosen me. and my lack following Jesus and afraid to. Although we're broken up. So can your ministry pray for us?
I'm still sad about this. And lonely. I still miss and love him. And I pray and ask to pray for God to bring us together in a new relationship that would honor him. If it's not his will, pray he will give me peace in my heart to move on to boldly follow him and trust him with my life. And if, not yet, pray for patience and not to take his blessing for granted.
I don't want him to live his life not know Jesus and me too. And I did share the Gospel with him a few times and pray it would take effect. Thank you for what you ministry team does for the glory of God and your time. God bless.
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Singleness is not a gift. madi never faced rejection, etc
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God is not a male 😩 God is not human and especially is not male
If prayers worked there would be no dead people/
I have a prayer request, I need peace over my heart and mind as I am going through a very difficult breakup. I want to draw near to God i want to give my life to him and finally try to walk with him and let him be in control. Thank u for these videos madi 🤍
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