Battling Depression & Keeping A Large Collection Of Reptiles

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  • Опубликовано: 7 окт 2023
  • Today, I talk about my battle with depression as I keep a large collection of reptiles. This is my story of why I have been missing in action for several months.
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  • @masonsmonsters
    @masonsmonsters 8 месяцев назад +28

    YOU GOT THIS!!!!!!! THE COME BACK IS ALWAYS GREATER THAN THE SET BACK!!!

  • @gizzy20001
    @gizzy20001 8 месяцев назад +2

    The local reptile community is here for you, take your time, do what you gotta do for your own mental health.

  • @johnhughes1731
    @johnhughes1731 8 месяцев назад +9

    Dude! I SEE YOU! I want you to know that you have so much value! I watch you all the time,As a kid I had a zoo in my bedroom! And watching you at 53 I have 4 pacmans, 1 crested gecko and the new journey begins!

  • @lostInExotics
    @lostInExotics 8 месяцев назад +11

    This video showed up on my recommendations and Wow first off, I’m sorry you had to go through all that. It must’ve been one hell of a roller coaster ride and it must’ve been tough. I’m glad you’re here and decided to better yourself. That takes a lot of strength! I’ve been in a similar situation as you where things just kept going wrong but then there would come a day where you think it’s going to get better but turns out life still keeps going down. It felt like all you will ever see now is the bottom. I’ve contemplated su*c*de but I came across this quote from the bible, ”For when I am weak, then I am strong”. This struck a chord in me and I hung onto it because I realized once you hit rock bottom in life, the only way is up. Because when you are at your lowest lows, you will be humbled, you will be challenged and these will help you come up on top. Stay strong!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      It has been a really tough year and tough to make this video. But I honestly feel pretty good afterwards as it was a really good way top vent out! Thank you for the blessings!

  • @surfpanther
    @surfpanther 8 месяцев назад +8

    Well....whatever you do to fight depression....stay consistant! I have crinic neck/back pain....depression...panic attacks....just keep breathin... its good you didnt overwhelm yourself with your animals....

    • @TVelodrome
      @TVelodrome 8 месяцев назад

      Consistency 🤘

  • @jennytillery6408
    @jennytillery6408 8 месяцев назад +10

    Your channel was recommended to watch and I'm glad I did. Your story in my opinion is similar to Brain Barczyk when his anxiety was so bad. Depression is rough. Every day is another layer of pain. I suffer with several chronic illnesses - fibromyalgia, arthritis, etc.. and get the pain aspect. I can't help but wonder if anyone has ever mentioned fibro to you. I rely on my faith, the right meds and I use imagery to cope with pain. I have to choose to laugh everyday. You will be in my prayers.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +2

      Thank you so much for blessings! Brian is one of a kind man! I love how he seems to keep it always positive even in the hardest times in life! I should take a note or two from him!

    • @jennytillery6408
      @jennytillery6408 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@mightymorphingreptiles I don't know him, but if you were to reach out to him or Jay, I fully believe they would be there for support since they walk the same journey. My ex had debilitating depression and one of my kids suffers from it and PTSD so I understand. Walk in positivity, kneel in prayer.

  • @jbsbloodsandbugs4072
    @jbsbloodsandbugs4072 8 месяцев назад +3

    It’s really easy to get caught up in adding animals in your collection to bring you happiness (which they absolutely do!) BUT when those bad days come it makes it that much more overwhelming to take care of them and then you start beating yourself up feeling like you’re a bad keeper when in reality, this makes you a good keeper because you are concerned of their well being. Take it one day at a time, one step at a time. Take care of the most important tasks first. The other things that can wait can be done another day. Sending you a big Texas hug 😊

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +2

      It easy to get caught up in it. I always knew that and when i was in "complete control" of my life I had the time and energy to do so to my standards! But everything in life is a lesson and I learned one when "What happens If I fall ill?" Thank you for taking the time to listen and write me

    • @iiCustomize
      @iiCustomize 8 месяцев назад +1

      Man its so crazy to read this coming from someone else. Ive dealt with this for years thinking i was bad so i rehomed my entire collection and just recently got another snake due to being happier with life but dang i beat myself up for years thinking i was alone and it was only me who couldnt find the energy to care. Thank you for this!

  • @wildgrowthnature
    @wildgrowthnature 8 месяцев назад +2

    Keep your head up bro. It’s not about how hard you get knocked down. It’s about getting back up and it’s OK if things change, if goals have to be adjusted. Prioritize, adapt, overcome. You got this.

  • @grantcnd9935
    @grantcnd9935 8 месяцев назад +8

    I'm so sorry for all that you have been through. It's has been a crazy year!! I personally know how hard it is the fight mental issues! KEEP FIGHTING!! There will be a light at the end of the tunnel!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Thanks for understand and the blessings! It’s embarrassing to make this video but in the end I do feel better!

  • @CALIFASgarcia
    @CALIFASgarcia 8 месяцев назад +3

    This is just a bump in the road keep ur head up it will all work out 👍💯

  • @chasetopham3630
    @chasetopham3630 Месяц назад

    Everyone has there up and downs my man you aren’t alone! Keep doing what you love! You have taught a lot of people how to do everything from breeding insects up to caring and loving animals as much as you do! Keep your head up you got this! 💪🏽🤙🏼

  • @serrincroft7771
    @serrincroft7771 8 месяцев назад +1

    Really glad to see a video from you again, although I wish it was under better circumstances. I was just telling my girlfriend the other day of a small tattoo that I want to get, which is of a semi colon. It generally represents suicide awareness, but it also in my opinion represents those of us that have struggled with mental health. When bad things happen, or a heavy depression comes, that it isn’t a period-or end to our story, but merely a semi colon- signifying our life goes on, and things will get better. We will be happy again. I’m glad to hear that you are taking steps to lighten the stress you have on yourself, but also that you aren’t leaving the hobby. Take care, brother!

  • @DoorsToHideBehind156
    @DoorsToHideBehind156 8 месяцев назад +1

    Man.. Hearing everything you've gone through is too much for any person. We all can feel it in our daily lives but when you put into account the social media aspect of it having to make videos and rely on the revenue ontop of that it quickly crumbles. I'm really sorry to hear the setbacks upon setbacks you've had. It's a lot on anybody man. You aren't a failure. You need to prioritize your life on what can bring the most income for you to survive rn. We will still be here to support you in RUclips. When you're able to. Thank you for making this video to let us know everything that's been going on.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Hey appreciate you taking the time to write me and show me some blessings.
      However, I do feel like the statement that I “rely” on RUclips revenue is truly a misguided thought. Yes I do make some money on it but it’s so minuscule to my actual bills, and I just make some extra and it’s mainly go into help feeding the animals. I mean look at my numbers there is no way I could rely on it, and for the time I put in it it’s truly working for chump change. It’s a hobby of mine at this point. Trust me I wish I could rely on it.
      I made this video because I felt it was an important update to why I disappeared and that it felt good to vent out! Again thank you for taking the time to watch and for the blessings!

  • @nicholasoliveria1661
    @nicholasoliveria1661 8 месяцев назад +1

    Man I seen you today in PACNWRS in Hillsboro Oregon today and it was surreal. I watch you all the time. Thank you for what you do.

  • @bmg3535
    @bmg3535 8 месяцев назад

    Brother I’m also gonna be praying for you too. That a miracle happens for you that you get healed.

  • @SarahRosaEsq
    @SarahRosaEsq 12 дней назад

    Aww I wanna give you a hug! Happens to the best of us. Hang in there and make sure you do what you love, even if you have to a little less often. What comes is better than what came before ❤

  • @OAE_Productions
    @OAE_Productions 8 месяцев назад +1

    i have had serious struggles with mental health as well and reptiles like my bearded dragon saved my life the day you were saved by god in that accident proves your here for a reason praying for you man

  • @Meezis4
    @Meezis4 7 месяцев назад

    Listen man, I know it’s hard right now but there’s an old saying that goes like this,
    “Hard times can be the greatest teachers”
    whenever I go through a hard time I try & look at it as a lesson I needed to learn at the time

  • @nicky25294
    @nicky25294 8 месяцев назад +1

    Hope you feel well soon 🙏🏻 it can suck at times 😢

  • @mikemcallister4926
    @mikemcallister4926 8 месяцев назад +2

    We are here for you man! Let me know if you need any help!

  • @bizzmoneyb
    @bizzmoneyb 8 месяцев назад +2

    holy sh-t!! WTF?!
    when it rains it pours!! its not your fault!
    just keep pushin bro!! be patient!! i've been down for a long time and still down. keep your head up!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I'ma keep on pushing! I'll make 2024 shine much brighter than 2023

  • @chloedijkmans4945
    @chloedijkmans4945 4 месяца назад +1

    This was so validating and raw. Thank you ❤️

  • @marcoanders572
    @marcoanders572 8 месяцев назад +1

    I have no smart words... but good luck for you from Germany! Your video gave me courage and hope in my situation... thanks! You are a fighter, you will make it...!

  • @themistyrainforest
    @themistyrainforest 8 месяцев назад +1

    I can relate to a lot of your story. Keep your head up man. I love seeing all your gtps and the other reptile content. Routing for you! keep pushing though!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Thanks for taking the time to listen and I wish you didn't relate to me as in I want you to have it better than me! I'll keep pushin and with time i'll be the best me again!

  • @kylecorn5056
    @kylecorn5056 8 месяцев назад

    Been following your stuff for a while. All I'm gonna say: take this a day at a time.
    I'm so sorry to hear about what you've gone through, both in regards to your collection and in your home life.
    Depression sucks. No other way to put it. Makes you feel like you're drowning with no way to get out.
    Try to take things slow. Day by day. I know it's hard, and it's gonna be that way for a while, but eventually you'll find your footing. Wishing you the best man.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Thank you for the blessings man! It is really hard and definetly will take time! Really appreciate you taking the time to write me!

  • @theviceisright
    @theviceisright 8 месяцев назад

    I stumbled upon a feeder cricket video from you, I’m currently trying to save a leopard gecko that was severely neglected. I understand how you feel, and wish I could give you a hug. Mental health is an everyday battle, but you’re make more light & impact than you realize. Pls know you’re not alone, chin up my friend 💐🫶🏼

  • @mrfigure7086
    @mrfigure7086 8 месяцев назад +2

    Thanks for the videos! Keep it up! I just found your channel and love your content! Don’t stop. Keep moving forward.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I just want to say thank you so much! You didnt have to bless me with a donation but Ireally appreciate that and blessings brotha!

  • @eli936t
    @eli936t 8 месяцев назад +1

    we love you dude please keep it up you make so many of our lives better. you aren’t failing because you make our days so much better. hope it gets better for you ❤

  • @tyliful
    @tyliful 8 месяцев назад

    sorry to hear about your difficulties. hang in there and keep moving forward. glad to see you back.

  • @ejbingusreactions
    @ejbingusreactions 5 месяцев назад

    What's going on man? I love your channel. I'm now breeding my own super worms. Hornworms, milworms and crickets. And I've learned a lot from you and I love your channel. I also on big retics Hold your Head up brother you got a lot of people out here that support you

  • @AsgardExotics
    @AsgardExotics 8 месяцев назад

    Keep your head up brother, missed seein ya at the supershows. I deal with depression too and know about those hard days with the animals. Keep your head up and push through, i try to look at depression like its a season and i know it will pass at the end of the day. My sister in law moved to Vancouver, ill shoot you a message when i go visit!

  • @GioLanni
    @GioLanni 8 месяцев назад +1

    Keep your head up bro!🙏🏻❤️

  • @lorishantler8399
    @lorishantler8399 8 месяцев назад +1

    U got this you have amazing energy

  • @Saygoodgnigth
    @Saygoodgnigth 8 месяцев назад +1

    Dont give up man!!❤

  • @KarenCruse-mc8ys
    @KarenCruse-mc8ys 8 месяцев назад

    I just stumbled upon this video and had to watch. I usually don’t give videos this much of my time but you’re so well spoken even while you’re going through this trial. You’ve given me something to think about and some courage to face my own trials. I also have pet reptiles and have considered finding homes for them but I just can’t right now. I’ve put so much time into taking care of them and I don’t want to lose them. I hope you post more videos.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Thank you for the blessings! I understand how you're feeling though it is really hard to let go of animals. I felt guilty of it so much with personal pets but it was best for the animals at this time as I couldn't be the best me that they deserved at this time.

  • @FreshDesignLLC
    @FreshDesignLLC 8 месяцев назад

    I’ve been watching even before 1k subs, and I gotta say keep fighting brother, the setback is part of the journey we are here for you take care man!

  • @dawnyurske5864
    @dawnyurske5864 Месяц назад

    O my gosh I feel so bad for you. I to suffer from depression and take a lot of medication for several things. I wish I could help you, I really do. Don't give up.

  • @alberto2alvarez14
    @alberto2alvarez14 4 месяца назад

    Big respect I'm going through it and I find it wild how it's so true I just recently got in to dart frogs it makes me feel like I'm worth something I can actually accomplish something.

  • @chelle2424241
    @chelle2424241 8 месяцев назад +1

    Praying for you Ryan… U got this ❤🙏

  • @tipping_scales
    @tipping_scales 8 месяцев назад

    Hey Ryan, this definitely spoke to me as someone who's dealt/is dealing with similar struggles and trying to stay positive. I don't know if I've ever commented on your channel but I've always loved your content and awesome edits. It really does feel like when it rains it pours a lot of times. I'm not superstitious but I always think, oh bad things come in 3s, but then it becomes 6s and 9s and 12s and you just think, when does it end? But it does end. That being pushed into a corner/ bottom of the barrel feeling is such a powerful motivator, and working out does make such a big difference. Keeping you in my thoughts man. You got this. We all fail but you'll come back. History is proof of it

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Yeah it can be real hard times to stay positive when it pours! A good friend once told me that sometime you need to be able to look back and how far you come and appreciate the things you have in life now!
      I appreciate the kind words

  • @bluezs111
    @bluezs111 6 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing

  • @janchmelik5709
    @janchmelik5709 8 месяцев назад

    You are doing good, i support your decision, be happy is very important, your job, old videos will be always there. You done more than others for pet beginners🎉.

  • @heavyaf_deuce3791
    @heavyaf_deuce3791 7 месяцев назад

    Hey brother i know word from a stranger means nothing in the real world but you got this just know that you have friends that you have made in the community reach out to them broski its hard but i know you can do this your passion comes through harcore. So keep pushin bro you got this in whatever you choose to do. Stay mighty bro.

  • @theresawootton1384
    @theresawootton1384 8 месяцев назад

    you got this dont give up

  • @JB136A
    @JB136A 8 месяцев назад

    Hope you get better man, depression can really hit hard. I’ll be praying for you brother, you got this! Keep fighting the good fight

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      It has been really hard! I'm still grateful for everything I have and accomplished just sometimes I let these get to me heavily!

    • @JB136A
      @JB136A 8 месяцев назад

      I’m sorry man, sometimes it really does take over, but you got this! We’re all rooting and praying for you! Take as much time as you need for your health brother, that matters most

  • @darvannitschke1249
    @darvannitschke1249 8 месяцев назад

    Your not a failure your getting stronger 💪

  • @franklinj480
    @franklinj480 8 месяцев назад

    stay strong brother, you aren't alone

  • @StretcherJockey
    @StretcherJockey 8 месяцев назад

    These beautiful animals are with us through the good and the bad and so it’s only fair that we are there for them through the bad and the good. I know it’s easier said than done but hope that helps

  • @Gaia111
    @Gaia111 8 месяцев назад

    Don’t you ever feel like a looser for failing! Climbing and falling is part of everyone’s life. The universe sometimes works on ways that we might miss judged as “bad luck” but the truth of is that no matter what we accomplish in terms of goals and materials possession, non of that will make you feel complete and at peace. The universe is making you ask the question of who you are like you said and the answer lays inside you! Start doing meditation to get the answers. RUclips has great guided meditations. All the treasures are inside of you. ❤️🐍🦁🌞🌍

  • @annaarmold7482
    @annaarmold7482 8 месяцев назад

    U got this 🎉🎉🎉. Couple days ago I got my banana iguana I knew I need one after seeing your video so thank u. They are amazing Hope u will do update on yours soon. Remember take one day at the time and keep your head high. It will get better

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I'm so glad I inspired you to adopt one of the best pet iguanas ever! I love em so much! You will definitely see more of them here soon as I do have banana pectinata video coming up[ soon!

  • @CrazyDogLadySky
    @CrazyDogLadySky 8 месяцев назад

    I understand what your going through (mostly.) I have a smaller amount of animals than you but more than most single ppl. Lots of rescues that i take in and rehabilitate with my own money. Currently trying to keep a veiled chameleon alive that i recieved a couple weeks ago (to give an idea on how bad it is, he has a body score of 2 out of 9 and is blind so has to be force fed. There was no one else reaching out to take him on so i told the family i will do my best, even though i have never had a chameleon.) All of this by myself, working 2 jobs, paying rent and bills. Thankfully one job is at a vet clinic so i can afford care a bit more. But i have a heart condition (pacemaker that i am 100% dependent on and an artificial heart valve.) Recently i saw my doctors and they are wanting to push my surgery off as long as possible (i have to replace my valve every 7 to 15 years) because my surgery is much riskier than normal. My depression has kicked in due to the thought of dying young (i am 34), worrying about when i do go to surgery who will take care of the animals, worrying about how to make enough money to keep everyone fed and medicated, and working so much that i am tired all the time. I do know it is all on me for taking on so much, but, like you, i love animals and i love to help. I am only writting this so you know your not alone. And so anyone else going through depression know they are not alone. If we can all be here for one another, even with encouraging words, that helps. I truly hope things get better for you soon. Sending all good vibes!

  • @Me_1983-
    @Me_1983- 8 месяцев назад

    I hope you read my comment. It's seasonal depression time on top of everything else for most all of us that struggle. I understand all too well everything you said. I had to cut way back in my collection this year to only what makes me absolutely fulfilled bc with all my depression I was getting crazy burnout and I wasn't keeping my reptiles to the standard I have held myself to for so long. Hang in there, I'm so proud of you. You got this 💪 💚 if you want to talk further I'm here to share my story and the things that have helped. Gentle hugs 🫂

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much for listening and write me it is hard, and until I can love myself and stabilize my life I can't be the best for this many animals at once!

    • @Me_1983-
      @Me_1983- 8 месяцев назад

      @mightymorphingreptiles of course, I'm happy to listen, it's a very important message. So often we don't see other keepers talking about this and it leaves us only seeing the best most enthusiastic keeping which further drives our depression thinking we are alone. You aren't alone and many of us struggle, even in things that usually bring us so much joy. You are doing the right thing I feel by cutting back for now, allowing some grace for yourself to heal mentally and physically. You got this 💚

  • @winterblooded1345
    @winterblooded1345 8 месяцев назад

    Hey dude I had a similar battle. Luckily, before I started getting back into animals, I feel your pain dude. Try not to put so much stress on yourself. These things happen, your worst enemy is one's self. Especially with mental illness. Took my around 2 years to beat my attacks. You've got this dude , you've got this 🎉

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for taking the time to comment and listen! I'm trying to keep a better mindset to help me move forward!

  • @dawnyurske5864
    @dawnyurske5864 Месяц назад

    You are so amazing and I love your voice.

  • @lorycatey2507
    @lorycatey2507 8 месяцев назад

    It is hard but try to live in the day. Be thankful for what you still have. I am living , as I call it, on bonus time. Each day is a ride of life.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      I'm still very grateful for what I do have just sometimes it hard when it really pours down on you but i'ma just keep on pushing!

  • @Khris_1013
    @Khris_1013 8 месяцев назад

    We love you bro take care of yourself

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much for the blessings man!

    • @Khris_1013
      @Khris_1013 8 месяцев назад

      @@mightymorphingreptiles anytime bro I’ve been there just have to take it a day at a time

  • @emilysmith5464
    @emilysmith5464 8 месяцев назад

    I'm also in the PNW and feel you. One foot in front of the other sweets. One day at a time. One breath at a time.

  • @SylvirGeckoGaming
    @SylvirGeckoGaming 8 месяцев назад

    keep taking things one day at a time. you got this! Things will get better it just takes time sometimes. Let me know if you need anything in the mean time!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      appreciate the blessing brotha! As of now I feel like I made several good small steps since this video!

    • @SylvirGeckoGaming
      @SylvirGeckoGaming 8 месяцев назад

      @@mightymorphingreptiles glad to hear it. Things will be ok. I'm glad your able to try something new with your father. Just keep taking things as they come. Things are going to work out better then you expect. Just trust in the profess you've started. You got this. Also hope your back is feeling better soon too!

  • @coastal_chameleon4668
    @coastal_chameleon4668 8 месяцев назад

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you got this brotha !

  • @zade6288
    @zade6288 8 месяцев назад +1

    Stay strong dude. Take your Time and we will support you.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Thank you for the blessings and support it’ll get better in time!

  • @coleyyy
    @coleyyy 8 месяцев назад

    stay strong friend!

  • @chaliceflame1314
    @chaliceflame1314 8 месяцев назад

    Depression issues for me have been secondary to the chronic illness that I have lived with since childhood. Genital bleeding twice a month most of my life with lead to multiple other health complications such as fatigue issues, cold sensitively, reocuring internal pain and vision problems. As the bleeding got worse these last couple of years plus new mysterious health issues popping up out of seemingly no where, I did sometimes wonder if the animals would be better off being rehomed.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I hope a lot of your medical issues to improve overtime, and I’m sending prayers your way! Thank you for taking the time to write me

  • @CouncilsCritters
    @CouncilsCritters 8 месяцев назад

    Hey man, I know we have only met a couple of times at PACNWRS, but honestly, if you ever need help or even someone to help you shoot some videos let me know I am not far from you. I just got out of a deep depression and understand back pain so, seriously the offer is out there. Your house looks awesome after the upgrades, and I hope to see you at PACNWRS!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Apprecaite that man! I will; def be at the show this weekend! See ya then!

  • @LukeMcGuireoides
    @LukeMcGuireoides 8 месяцев назад

    I was wondering where you'd been. I feel your pain, dude. My crestie helps me with my depression, along with a buttload of bipolar meds. Stay strong.

    • @LukeMcGuireoides
      @LukeMcGuireoides 8 месяцев назад

      I would consider selling all but your most cherished pets and putting the money towards a healthcare specialist to pinpoint the cause of your pain issues and getting a great psychiatrist or psychologist. Your physical problems are possibly largely down to mental health issues. Once your health is up to par, that's what's most important, and your back on your feet then you can get back to the reptiles. You can do it, man!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Thank you for the blessings Luke! I have been seeing drs and ect. I took 3 different MRI’s this week and have damages in my neck and lower back! I will be getting steroid injections in my spine this month. I didn’t go full detail into everything as it would take way to much time. I will make small update throughout upcoming videos of it all. Thanks for taking the time to write me!

  • @RandidlySquared
    @RandidlySquared 3 месяца назад

    Stop saying that you are failing! Quitting is failing. Any forward momentum, no matter how small or slow, is success. You are succeeding every day you breathe.

  • @bishoporchard5890
    @bishoporchard5890 8 месяцев назад

    Wow. You have been through a lot! One day at a time. Its so hard to get back on track when the hits keep coming. Seriously, Keep your breeders. Small scale. You can always rebuild. BTW LIFE HAPPENS. It does not mean your a failure. It means life hits you in the face and now you work through it and get better!

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      yeah it's been a rough year and will take time to bounce back. Even though it's been a hard lesson this year It'll help prep me more for the "what if this happens?"

  • @monikagrabbe510
    @monikagrabbe510 8 месяцев назад

    You're not failing at life. Life's a bitch. Things happen. I know it's hard. I struggle with severe trauma disorders as well as depression my whole life. There have been times there I thought to just end it all. But I have 6 beautiful snakes which I love dearly. They always kept me going. Always. Giving away some of your animals is a responsible thing to do even though it hurts. You did not fail them. So, please don't lose your love for these animals. In the end, animals in general, are our best friends. They'll never disappoint. Best wishes from Germany.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Thank you for the blessings Monika! Sending you prayers that your disorders fade out someday!🫶

  • @katharinejungkind356
    @katharinejungkind356 8 месяцев назад

    So sorry things are tough. Sometimes you have to step back from things that you enjoy - cut back, do less until you can start enjoying it again. Don't be afraid to aSk for help in whatever form that works

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      thank you katharine yeah it has all been tough times but I'll make sure to make a comeback in 2024

  • @Lharperreptiles
    @Lharperreptiles 8 месяцев назад

    Feel what ur going threw bro I'm going threw depression my self I just don't no how to express my feelings

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I hope you find a way to help you overcome depression as I know how hard it is. I really feel like that I can't talk about it alot to people inperson. So I guess this video was only really my way to vent out even though it was really hard too!

  • @TheOriginalThornne
    @TheOriginalThornne 6 месяцев назад

    I was hoping i could meet you. You see i am about to try to start my own breeding program. I was hoping for your advice. However you got this bro. I for one believe in you.

  • @uncannycanislupuslovlygzk7230
    @uncannycanislupuslovlygzk7230 8 месяцев назад

    Dude I feel you.

  • @devendoiel7383
    @devendoiel7383 8 месяцев назад

    You fight because you are a fighter. We have to win that is our only option

  • @CrzyDogmom
    @CrzyDogmom 8 месяцев назад

    And you aren't failing!!

  • @polaczekja
    @polaczekja 8 месяцев назад

    I i'm with you i have similar mental problem. But my life is for sure not that hard but i think i know what you strugling. So don't give up, make wideos and i will do my best too :)

  • @JavonDevv9000
    @JavonDevv9000 8 месяцев назад

    Theres good after the bad, Hope you feel better soon!!
    I have a suggestion to help you with breaking through, Hire a team to take care of the animals ?

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Appreciate the blessings! I have thought about that long and hard but at this time I felt this was the best decision till I stabilize things in my life.

    • @JavonDevv9000
      @JavonDevv9000 8 месяцев назад

      @@mightymorphingreptiles 👍👍👍👍

  • @d3m0nh8
    @d3m0nh8 8 месяцев назад

    man I know it's a kick to the teeth. At least you let your animals go to good homes. That's a major difference between you and someone who doesn't care. You are going to be fine. It's tough right now, but it's going to be fine. Good luck man.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      thank you, yeah it will just take time for me to pick myself back up, thank you for the blessings!

  • @lunarminx
    @lunarminx 8 месяцев назад

    Pare down your collection to your pain level, think of bad days and go down to that! I have spinal stenosis in three areas, arthritis nodes full spine, four herniated discs. Had a laminectomy that took away my leg numbness but not the pain as I've been fighting it for over seven years, fighting a progressive problem, the damage was done. After the laminectomy, L4 & L5 slipped, I just have a crappy spine as I have short pedicles too! Find most new homes and take care of you!

  • @OutsideEden
    @OutsideEden 8 месяцев назад

    Sucks Dude. in 2017 I was 10 days on life support 14 days in the ICU. It's almost 2024 and I am just starting to bounce back.

  • @justindeseranno3209
    @justindeseranno3209 8 месяцев назад

    You will get better bud

  • @Atomicqueen9
    @Atomicqueen9 8 месяцев назад

    Going through depression and keeping animals is hard. Will get through it tho🖤

  • @surfpanther
    @surfpanther 8 месяцев назад

    One last thing I'm going to say, depression can come in waves and with those waves of depression comes being interested in your hobbies at certain times and other times not being so interested. The times were you feel like giving up and you want to downsize your collection, tough it out and tell yourself you're going to wait three days before you make a decision

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Appreciate the blessings Ryan! I have thought long and hard about the downsizing quite a bit and it was a tough decision at this time I truly think this is the best for now! Always appreciate your insights and advice you’re always willing to give me!

  • @jaimehebner7516
    @jaimehebner7516 7 месяцев назад

    24 years ago after I had my first child, I went to my dad‘s retired chiropractor, so this guy was old-school and assuming by now he’s probably not even here anymore, but he told me never to use heat. He makes it feel better for the moment, but it is bad in the long run. He said always use ice on your back And chiropractors are the best doctors. I guess it’s controversial but that’s because there’s no money in healing and curing problems and chiropractors are more like nutritional list natural healing, but having body pains for the most part always leads to emotional and mental problems so as far as advice, I think you need to work on your physical Stress and everything else will fall into place back into place I should say …what month were you born?

  • @surfpanther
    @surfpanther 8 месяцев назад

    Well ill keep you in my prayers! Youll over come it! All the bullshit you deal with turns into wisdom!

  • @bradsbioactivebuilds
    @bradsbioactivebuilds 8 месяцев назад

    You got this bro! Glad to see you putting out a video, but take care of yourself 1st! I'm glad you're talking about it and starting the healing process! Hit me up if you need anything!
    #respect
    🤘💯🦎🐍🐢🐸🌱

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you bro bro! I’ll for sure reach out if I do! Appreciate the blessings!

  • @Stwinky
    @Stwinky 8 месяцев назад

    Sorry to hear you’re going through it man. I know we are perfect strangers, but if you ever want to shoot the sh*t HMU. Even if it’s just talking herps and keeping each other accountable

  • @fastbreak0822
    @fastbreak0822 8 месяцев назад

    Bro........
    You are a home owner......you have money coming in.....you are healthy enough to lift moderately heavy weights man......
    As we all should do......
    Focus on the what you do have rather than what you do not have and or have had in the past dude....
    Most people on the planet do not have much of anything financially ....
    They likely will never even have opportunity......
    From personal experience stick to the fundamentals as a baseline..
    Healthy diet....
    Cardio and body weight or weight training for some resistance .
    Sleep 9 hours daily average.....
    Healthy is true wealth my guy.....
    You also shared you are receiving a financial settlement from the accident ....
    You are lucky man.....
    It sucks to suffer...
    No one escapes this....
    Perception is reality.....
    Good vibes only obviously.....

  • @rustyshackleford7288
    @rustyshackleford7288 3 месяца назад

    😂❤🎉 every hobby and I love pets too.

  • @7gdog
    @7gdog 8 месяцев назад

    Ask and pray god for help and don’t give up I know is not easy but everything will be alright hold on tight 👍

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Everything will work out with time! Appreciate you taking the time to watch and listen!

  • @pastorbillychidester9309
    @pastorbillychidester9309 8 месяцев назад

    Hey man, thanks for sharing your heart and journey. My prayer for you is that you will find success in the animals, but you’ll find your meaning in the One who created you. I don’t know you may not believe in God or whatever but the One who created you-Jesus Christ-he is the one one where we find our meaning and fulfillment and Hope. When all of the things in this life fail or fall short and we still feel lost-and even when depression and the painful thoughts t don’t go away easily, we can have peace and hope in Jesus Christ. He died and brought forgiveness of our sins if we believe in Him and trust Him. He is calling you today so I pray you’ll come to Him. Be blessed 🙏

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      Thanks for taking the time to write me and the blessings as I really appreciate it!

  • @Scorpiogrrly916
    @Scorpiogrrly916 8 месяцев назад

    Start a Patreon. I’d subscribe you’ve helped me a TON with your content on how to breed dubias and mealworms and Cham care. ❤

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I'm glad those videos have helped you with your journey! I do have a patreon and If you do want to support the channel you can for as lil as $1 a month, thank you!
      www.patreon.com/MightyMorphingReptiles

    • @Scorpiogrrly916
      @Scorpiogrrly916 4 месяца назад

      I feel like a terrible subscriber, I didn’t see you responded to me. ❤ I’m going to subscribe to your Patreon on the 1st (that’s when all my other subscriptions come out)
      My 13 year old son got me into reptile keeping when my husband moved out & I needed a distraction. We started off with 2 bearded dragons, a veiled Cham, two leopard geckos, and a crested gecko. Now our collection has almost 100 reptiles. I have a dubia colony, mealworm colony, and I’m trying to get these damn super worms to do something for me lol 😂 but your channel has helped me a lot. I’m battling depression, anxiety, and going through insane amounts of emotional and verbal abused from my soon to be exhusband. This is what gave me motivation to get out of bed, clean myself up for the day and enjoy life. Your viewers understand, you don’t have to explain cause a lot of us are in the same boat.

  • @Cornfed15
    @Cornfed15 8 месяцев назад

    Put your faith and trust in God even if you aren’t a believer ask God to show you he said knock and the door shall be open. God pulled me out of depression ask and you shall receive!

  • @bmg3535
    @bmg3535 8 месяцев назад

    Brother I definitely have to chime in, a min into the video. Reptiles are awesome no doubt I have some so I’m tracking I love ‘em. BUT Jesus is the ultimate solution to your depression problem. Jesus says in Matthew 11:28 Come to me all you who are heavy burden and I will give you rest… Matt 11:29 Jesus says Take my Yoke upon you… 11:30 Jesus says For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Again reptiles are awesome you know it and I know it but they aren’t the end all be all. Jesus the X in the equation that we are all looking for and it’s not until we add him to the mix that we will be complete. Jesus has a Big Plan and he wants you to be apart of it. But you have to be willing. Much love brother. 🦍🦍

  • @sheri1555
    @sheri1555 4 месяца назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @TVelodrome
    @TVelodrome 8 месяцев назад

    What come up must come down,
    We always say that in a hill struggle.
    Do you smoke weed? Either stop whit that or start with it, I can't tell 😅

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Lol no I used to smoke weed but I stopped when I started construction years ago!

    • @TVelodrome
      @TVelodrome 8 месяцев назад

      I see heh more power to ya 💪
      But you cud relax a bit one some meditation or something you seem streesed out af. 😁✌️

  • @freespiritedsoul68
    @freespiritedsoul68 5 месяцев назад

    Have you been checked for parasites? When we handle multi species of animals we are subject to many types of parasites. What you described, sounds exactly like parasites.
    That said, I have had parasites. I take ivermectin, not only for parasites, but viruses. I have gained my health back. I was so sick. Falling apart. I had a farm to take care of. No time to be sick. So I research non stop till I find a solution. I don't wait on a doctor. Ain't got time.
    Liquid 1% injectable ivermectin, taken orally. 1ml per 60lbs. Hope you find answers and your health.

    • @freespiritedsoul68
      @freespiritedsoul68 5 месяцев назад

      Physical therapy, yoga, meditation. Herbs, lots of herbs and pure minerals. Shilajit

  • @beachtrash1852
    @beachtrash1852 8 месяцев назад

    What city do you live in bro? Maybe I can help you. I have reptile experience and I'm semi retired so I don't need to make money. I'm actually a veteran and got hurt in Afghanistan so I'm still kind of young and have experienced my share of depression! I live in Orange County and I could tell by your videos that you are in SoCal. Hit me up if you need anything.

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад

      I appreciate the off but I live in washington! I sometimes go to the reptile super show though

  • @RoyalAnoles
    @RoyalAnoles 8 месяцев назад

    Well Rayn i guess If you stop posting for awhile I’m gonna end hitting u up bro
    Anyways do what you need to do my friend to be okay and your animal okay
    I’m Camren form AnoilysCritters I’ve been dealing with life myself my friend

    • @mightymorphingreptiles
      @mightymorphingreptiles  8 месяцев назад +1

      Appreciate the blessings Cameron! Can't wait to have a chance to see ya'll again someday
      at Arlington!

    • @RoyalAnoles
      @RoyalAnoles 8 месяцев назад

      @@mightymorphingreptiles can’t wait to you soon hopefully soon I’ll be able to travel the states and other countries
      We gotten the mint fire bellied toad and I keep diving deeper and deeper into anoles
      Anyways Rayn stay good and don’t over do it my friend

  • @codymartin2459
    @codymartin2459 8 месяцев назад

    A relationship with Jesus really helps. getting to know Him and the purpose of life. Look in to it bro it saved my life

  • @conniebechtelar
    @conniebechtelar 8 месяцев назад

    🎶 P r o m o s m

  • @Bigunce69
    @Bigunce69 6 месяцев назад

    Your mistake was quitting that construction job…breeding reptiles is not a sustainable quick-get-rich scheme. But I do hope things get better soon for ya