And you’re just silently crying because your so done trying and you know nothing you say or do will fix you or him and you wish you had never met because you didn’t know it would hurt so bad to do the right thing.
time heals everything. i haven't move on from my ex and it's been 2 years since it happened. but im okay today. yeah, i still love her but i manage to let things happen how it wants. trust the process, follow the flows. don't force yourself to move on, its not how it works. take time. head up and appreciate everything around you. have a good day sis
Ik how u feel and I’m so sorry you are going through this. It kinda feels like the worlds gonna end when you don’t have the person you love and adore the most next to you, but I promise that ur gonna find someone even better. U will heal. Time will let u heal.
this really feels like this person you thought was your soulmate just broke up with you and you have no courage to say anything so you just start slowly crying
For some reason this is bringing back nostalgia of when me and my friend Presley used to have fun with each other. She passed away on my birthday 2 years ago. She was hit by a train on the train tracks our parents always told us to stay away from when we would play. But this brings back the good memories so thank you
ramona don’t be sorry! It was a lesson to everyone and her life was lived well. This song brought back the good times and that’s what I need right now so thank you❤️
Question you don’t have to answer but did she do it on purpose or was it on accident sorry if it’s a little touchy I understand if you don’t wanna answer❤️
Are you happy now? I really hope you are. I haven’t talked to you in a long time but I want you to know that I still care about you. I’m still deeply in love with you, but you’re with someone else- AND that’s okay! I only ever wanted you to be happy! And if you didn’t find that happiness with me then you found it with someone else, that’s fine, I can deal with that. Just- don’t forget about me? Okay? Edit: I’ve moved on and found someone new :) they’ve changed my life entirely and I really hope they stay with me for the longest time ever, it’s been a blessing being by her side, and although I still feel alone; my world isn’t grey. It’s finally colorful.
I feel this so bad T-T I know what it feels like to fall in love with someone and to just mess it up because ur so dumb and stupid and then never talk to them again ... a year has passed now, it does get better I promise
weird how quickly you can get attached to someone. You tell them everything about yourself, about everything you went through only to go back to just being friends and nothing more. You find yourself lost in translation, where did you go wrong and what you could’ve done to change the outcome. But sometimes words are better left unsaid, cause maybe I’ll hear something that’ll hurt more. The uncertainty stings, but so do other things in my life. I’m used to people coming and going, people saying things that are true but still hurt. Getting replaced and getting left behind, it’s all part of who I’ve tried running away from. In the end, I end up running into myself time and time again. No matter what I do or what I say, maybe I am meant to love someone more than they love me. I really wish you would’ve stayed longer than you did, but I don’t blame you for keeping your distance. I’m not the easiest person, that’s why I keep my distance from other people, too. I think we were meant to be, but time is not in our favor though I wish it was.
you know, I could tell the moment you were planning on leaving. I can pinpoint the day. I wish I knew what happened, if it had to do with me or if there was something I could have done to be there for you more. Ily, I know I got ahead of myself. It’s okay now, though. Because the distance has defined things that I couldn’t understand.
Girl, I really feel you, really understand what you're going through. And I'm so sorry, really wish you the best and hope you feel better about this in time. Recently I was thinking about the same stuff, about how quickly we can get attached to someone and then the relationship just ends. And you opened yourself to that person, you were best friends, were in love, knew everything about each other, and suddenly things just ended. I fell in love with him so fast, felt like he was my best friend, and he said to me that he felt the same way, things were great. But he was lying about everything, he was just using me and had a girlfriend, I was just the side girl he wanted to fuck and mess the feelings. And I can't help but to wonder why this always happens, everytime I start a connection with someone, we become best friends, I fall in love with them, and in the end I'm always the one who gets hurt. This is so fucking exhausting, it's always the same, and I'm so tired. I'm so fucking tired of this.
Laura Affonso I’m sorry about what you’re going through, too. No one should ever have to be in a position like that :(( just know that you’re gonna be glad one day that all those past relationships never worked out because otherwise you wouldn’t have found the person that’s meant for you. It doesn’t make it less awful, doesn’t make it less painful. But it gives you hope that one day you’ll meet a person who’ll make you feel like you were never hard to love, and you were never asking for too much.
i feel sorry for both of you, wish you all the best. recently, i lost the one i love the most. i never thought that she will end it, i just told her that recently we didnt spend much time together, and that i miss her so much, miss spending time with her. but yes, we cant force love. i wish i didnt tell her that, so maybe we are still together, but i think it would hurt both of us even more. i dont blame her, i just wish i tried harder, i keep telling myself that she deserves better but deep down i wish that i am the one for her. i love her, im still hoping that someday she will come to me and say that its time to start again.
Ive never realized how my friends were my source of happiness and sadness until now. My bestfriend started to hangout with other friends more, i feel like he has forgotten about me. He never invites me to anything anymore and has no idea how that hurts. We’re a trio, 3 bestfriends, i love them so much. Jo and I are always left out. We, this week, asked if we could do something all together friday (with other friends), they all said “idk” or “no”, and now Xavier (our bestfriend) is hanging out with our friends at his house. He never asked if we wanted to go. Or never cared to asked the times before. What hurts even more is that he often makes plans in front of me without including me. I feel lonely.
You deserve better than that. I know it hurts but you need to know you deserve better. I think it's okay to distance yourself from people like that, even if you love them.
Hey guys i dont know if you’ll see this but.. ive started school not too long ago. This video got recommended to me again on sept 12 at 12:40 am. I was playing with some of my friend earlier. I just want to say thank you for the kind words. Honestly im doing so much better then when i wrote this comment. I have some new friends and i became closer to my old bestfriend again. Ive been doing so good and i think i took things way too personal
Hey , im sorry you’re going through this and how it makes you feel :( . You seem like a rlly nice friend, but this is part of growing up . You lose friends and make new ones that are even better so dont get discouraged. Sometimes it’s even okay to be your own friend :)) goodluck with everything luv
Elio and oliver were meant for eachother but oliver took advantage of that. In the sense where oliver is now middle aged has children and has been married for 20 years.He reflects on that summer and realize that he shouldn't have left but now can't go back,So he has that thought at the back of his head,And its won't go away.
He didnt take advantage. Yes they were in love but soon he had to break his bubble and come back to reality, he had his entire life in usa, he couldnt juat throw that away, as much as media romanticizes that kind of love, its very very hard to leave your entire life for one person
i’ve been more and more scared of losing my boyfriend because his mental health is degrading slowly. i’ve tried to help him as much as i can, but he won’t tell his mom. on top of his anxiety, his dad passed 5 months ago. i’m worried about him, it’s even worse since it’s long distance, this song makes me scared to lose him.
hey can i know ways you help your bf and show him you’re there for him? my bf has depression and i’m not exactly sure how i can help be there for him bc he’s also really closed off!!
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Everybody: listening this masterpiece and comment their true stories Me: imaginating a whole situation in the rain with Timothée Chalamet who doesn't want to leave me "So sorry my dude, but you're to famous, and i'm like a toad"
she's bisexual, falling for EVERYONE. she's convinced i'm straight (i never talk about my feelings or sexuality) and would never like me either way. i think i'm in love with her but i have to keep my mouth shut or it will ruin our friendship and just the thought alone breaks my heart.
back when I was into my straight friend. she and her boyfriend got together at the time. it was when I wasn't sure about my sexuality. I realized that I liked her somewhere along the way... i am bisexual. Im still a teenager. This was when I was fourteen. and I won't use the word love as I do not think I can quite comprehend the... amount of love that is supposed to be put into 'love'. Its such a powerful word.
I'll never love again. My walls are too tall, too thick, too strong. I let someone in once. I trusted them with the damage and the trauma and all of my issues. I was already broken, but I wanted to save them from the same fate. I was blinded by my love and didn't see the swords they were driving into my heart. I let them see the patchwork of porcelain, barely resembling what it was originally, and they threw it down a cliff, forcing me to watch my heart shatter into millions of pieces. It is beyond repair and the waves of time has crushed them against the cliff side until finally, they have turned into dust. I'm afraid and alone, and I can never love again. I no longer have the ability to feel so strongly for another person. I came into this world alone, and so too will I leave.
'I came into this world alone, and so too I will leave' that sentence is so beautiful. I don't know what's happening in your life, but I hope that everything turns out good, and the pain will ease. Take care of yourself
You know what, this happens to many people, it happen to me, and i understand what you have been through, your pain. But we are humans, and no matter how much we try, we can't live without love.
I never liked a boy like this and I never had a boy like me like this either. The feelings so weird just when I think of his texts my heart rate goes sky high. Thinking about his eyes, his laugh, his energy gives me life. I doubted that anyone would ever like me like this. He doesn’t understand how long I liked him and him returning his feelings to me Is such an amazing feeling. I’m so glad he told me how he feels because god knows how long I would’ve waited. I never wanted to kiss someone ever.. then I met him and it’s like I fight the urge to just touch his lips. I knew if I kept trying and just kept being myself he’d like me I just didn’t expect it to actually work. I don’t know maybe next time I see him I’ll just.. kiss him.
Grace T I really did love him, think I still do. I did think he was special, but when you love someone so much you will imagine things and make things how you want them to be instead of taking what’s real. It wasn’t real I don’t think any of it was. I just remember the night at his house we were sleeping and he held my hand just laying there, touching my hand I know something was real just not love at least for him I think I was truly in love, but nothing lasts forever especially love.
B r u h I'm so stupid I thought visions of Gideon was going to be pictures of Gideon from gravity falls I thought this was going to be some sad, funny, thing of Gideon edits or something smh, but I mean this is good too lol. 💀💀💀
he really broke my heart. i see him in my dreams as we are a happy couple or hes saying sorry. recently i lost a close friend of mine. i saw him in the funeral but i couldnt talk to him. after all these years i saw him for the first time and my heart skipped a beat. i wanted to talk to him cuz life is short. i really wanted to say something to him. now im sad cuz he didn't cared about me, l know that and i have that sadness in my heart.
i just realized that loss is the opposite of love. i always thought it was weird that people thought love and hate were opposites, but i never realized why. you cannot have loss without love the same way you can’t have light without darkness. when you lose something, no matter how small or dumb you think it is, it means you loved it. and when you love something, you know that you’re going to lose it at some point. also, loss and love are both *experiences* more than emotions.
I saw a comment of someone requesting this on the one u made for "somebody else" and u liking the comment, so I got curious and scrolled through the rest of your videos to see if you had actually made it because it is one of my favorite songs in existence. When I saw that u had actually made the video, I started tearing up a bit while listening to it, not only because the song is so beautifully made but also because I was so touched by your commitment and kindness towards your subscribers. Thank you so much for your work, i am so grateful I stumbled upon your channel when I needed it.
The freaking wholesomeness and unity in this comment section paired with this song that I’ve never heard before but is nice is making me cry guys where’s this unity and support when we need it on a world wide level?
i’ve always been one of the “popular girls”, i hang out with them but really i feel numb and empty because i’m just a filler friend. i’m not the pretty one or the funny one or the sporty one i’m just me and i hate that so much...nobody really sees me and my one best friend had to move away so i’m stuck in this small town unseen and alone,
One Day you can move away too Dont get stuck in small town There is a lot of people in the world and there are definitely people that would love you just as you are. Or you can work on yourself, try different things and find out what type of person you are 🌞 ( Im sorry for my english 😆 hope you understand what Im trying to say)
i hope you’re happy now. you left me in so much pain, but eventually i realized you were always causing the pain. i’ve never lived my life so drama free and honestly, it feels great. when i was with you, it was emotionally draining to be around you because there was always something to complain about. when i want to think about happy times i think about times we were together and something really funny happened, but i remember that in the back of my mind i always thought that i didn’t belong. honestly, thank you for being there for 12 years, but i’m not sorry that you’re gone, because now i think i’m living my life to the best of my ability. so thank you for letting me find out my true friends and letting me find my true self.
you know that feeling when you know you'll never stop loving each other. we broke up but it wasn't under circumstances we had any control over but i'm realizing how much i truly loved him and it hurts,,, it feels like no one saw me like he did, he made me feel like the only person in the world, almost like he was the only person who truly loved me as i was. it feels like my heart is being ripped out every minute and i'm trying to manage but every time i close my eyes it feels like he's here but ik he's not and it hurst so much more
I have a stray cat that comes in my neighborhood and I go out everyday Despite the weather to see her and she makes me feel wanted even tho she’s just a cat she’s my everything and I can imagine this song playing while visiting her
For those of you scrolling the comments and crying--please drink some water! Crying really dehydrates you! Be sure to get some sleep and don't dwell too much on the past. You are loved more than you will ever know!
she really wanted to be free to make her own choices and all i could do was watch her go. i miss everything about her, to the way she smelled to her little nose twitch she would do when she would think something was weird. i thought if did everything right she would stay but in the end i just wasn’t what she wanted anymore.
Wow, she was you lucky, but if she felt that way was because you were we’re not meant to be together, it hurts and it sucks but In the future you will meet your soulmate and that girl will take part of the past, and you will be grateful of that decision you took, everything happens for a reason, good luck❤️
we watched the sunset from a school roof in the summer and i loved every second of it with him. getting off the roof some metal cut my wrist and now i have a scar. he left me for another girl and seeing the scar brings back so many memories and i cry when i see it. and i’ll have to see it for the rest of my life.
i ended things despite my love , i still care for her . but i did it for the best of us both . we need a fresh start and i did it to give her the best chance she can have .
listening to this has reminded me of when i was younger kind of like my childhood disappearing and all the memories i had with my father. how they happened so fast but are now overrun with the bad.
it’s weird looking back thinking about old memories even if they were small it’s just weird thinking how it went from that to now as soon as i got into that relationship i felt like i had found myself i was becoming a better person i was always so happy with him and now it’s like i lost myself again but this time even more hurt and idk what to do anymore it’s been like this for so long i feel like it’s just always going to stay this way from now on it’s really done and over with igz
i knew you for such a short time, but still you affected my life so much and changed me. falling out of love hurted so bad and sometimes i still think about where you are now and what you're doing. the experience i had there was one of the best things in my life and i'll never ever forget it.
He knew... I told him. Three years went by and we never talked about it. Everyone assumed I still had a crush on him... they weren’t wrong. But I had to pretend that I didn’t... because every time someone would bring it up he would be so embarrassed. It pained me to see him like that. It once got to the point where we got into a huge argument that lasted months. We’ve been through a lot together. I’ve always surrounded myself with him because I couldn’t just leave him. I’ll always love him. But he never returned my feelings. We’ve graduated... I lost contact and now we’re going into Highschool. I hope he is doing alright. Dear (his name), I still love you. I will always be by your side. You might not see me, or hear me. But I’ll be there. I be there because my love for you is never ending. Some may say that I’m too young to know what love is... that I haven’t lived long enough to feel it. But they’re wrong. Everytime I looked at you I see the future. You’re happy with a wife and kids and although it aches to see you happy without me... at least you’re happy. I wouldn’t settle for anything less. I’ve seen you in multiple relationships, I’ve helped you cope with them ending as well. You’re heart broken but... you never took the time to think about how I felt when never gave me a chance... but it’s okay... I know you are going through a tough time right now... but don’t cry, because I’m here for you. It’s my fault, I should’ve been there sooner, but it’s alright now because I’m here... my love for you is something I can barely describe. When you feel it one day... you’ll understand... but for now just be patient with me. Love Lianna. P.S. I’m never going to stop loving you ❤️
he has a girlfriend now even after all we did together. he is lying to himself and to the world, breaking my heart in the process. i can't look back at the times we had without hurting. "is it a video"
This song always reminds me of my best friend that passed away last year Next month it will be a year without him We used to hang around his house, buy ice cream, sing to each other and I can still remember the last time I saw him, posing to a picture after our meal, walking to his home and him singing to me I started listening to that song a lot more because of that moment I feel like 5 years were not enough I have never fallen in love so hard I could die for the person, so I think he was the closest thing I had to a soul mate I miss him so much...
i’m afraid i’m going to forget it all, that i’m going to forget the sound of your laugh and what your hair smells like and how your eyes looked when you laugh. i loved you. and you couldn’t give me what i needed. and i couldn’t give you what you needed. im trying desperately to keep these memories
this is a song you would listen to when everything becomes too unclear. when the distances burns and shimmers and destroys but you can’t let go. a song with a beat too soft but with meaning too deep that heals your shattered heart and glue it together. i don’t know how to describe the feeling it brings me, hurt and comfort at the same time? i don’t know how to put it into words
hearing this while writing my last letter to him. it's hard to let someone go, while you still love them. but he hurt me too much, and it's time to go.
i love all these videos so much omg. listening to sad music with headphones is one of my coping mechanisms and these sad edits are calming for me🥺 thank u
Oh how to miss her and yet she seems to be perfectly fine after the breakup. Not upset and goes to show the love she showed you to someone else almost instantly
Okay, hear me out.. You just broke up with your toxic significant other and you start to realize that what you called “love” was little mind games and manipulation. You suddenly feel sick and you start crying. Not just single tears but, covering your mouth so you don’t wake up your parents crying. You get up and look in the mirror, not knowing who you see anymore. You start getting that sick feeling all over again. Is it because you saw yourself or is it the fact that you only saw yourself with them?
I haven't seen my only love for seven years. He never was mine, but I always was his, though he had no idea about it. Sometimes I dream about telling him everything, but I know that I will never dare. My biggest fear is that I probably have already forgotten who he really is, and have feelings only for his image in my mind. However, I still remember the way he smiles, his voice, our arguments. We were so-called frenemies: he used to tease me because of my devotion to the studies, and I enjoyed pointing to his arrogance and boastfulness. But he was so charming that I loved every single second of those fights. I remember everything.
i wish i didn’t let you go that easily. i wish i didn’t give up on us. i‘m still thinking about you, every single day. i miss you. i miss us. i miss staying up til 4 am talking to you. i miss your voice and your cute smile. i miss being loved by you so much. you gave me the feeling of being loved, safe and wanted. you made me feel so secure about everything, you were my reason to not give up in myself.
My feelings for him hasn’t died. Even though I tell myself so many damn times that I’m over him. He only sees me as a friend. That’s it. I find myself curling in my bed sad and depressed almost every night. Doubting that our friendship is real. And that he’s only being nice and is gonna leave me when he gets bored.
We met in the summer of 2016, i fell inlove pretty fast. I know you did as well. You were my first serious relationship. I was 14, she was the same age. We were kids but I remember everything. All our little moments, happy or sad ones. How we slept in different beds because our mums didn't know we were together, and how much we wanted to be close as we slept but were too scared our mums would surprise us haha... how we took so many ugly pictures together but still loved them all. How good your drawings were. How much we talked and laughed together. How we laughed at each others during sex cause it was both our firsts. How i we were scared to loose each other.... But damn, we were kids. So innocent. Had no idea how it would hurt to loose you. You left me at the end of the summer. We went our separate ways for a while but we always had a good relationship. Asked ourselves how we were doing once in a while. Became bestfriends. Then got back together again. It went like this during 3 years. You were always leaving then coming back and each times i thought it was gonna work out for real this time. Love really does make you do stupid things. You broke my heart for the last time in 2019. Now i was the one who decided to stop contacting you. My best friend and everyone around me were seeing what you were doing to me. I decided it had to stop at once. You were okay with it, didn't try to convince me to stay. We didn't contact for 2 years. I was hearing from you through my besfriend, she was still talking with you. I always missed you. I never stopped loving you. I still do. I even dreamt about you last night which was the first time in a long time. I wonder if you still think about me. The last time i saw you was a few months back, at my besfriends house, cause you were roomates (i know its sounds wierd, but its actually really complicated). I saw you had someone new in you life, i saw you were happy with him. I told you that i was never gonna stop loving you. I'll never have feelings like this for anyone. You didn't say anything, just kept staring at the fire infront of you. My best friend told me that you never told your new boyfriend about us. Well, i suppose our story is burried deep into you and you don't want it to emerge. I can't really think of a reason for that though. Now its been 5 years since i first met you. And i honestly feel like it was in another life. I feel like our story never happened, that it was just a fantasy. But still i miss you. I don't think I'll ever stop missing you. I love you.
life gives us the lessons we need, to become the person we are supposed to be. Hope u are doing good and thank u for posting this comment, it made me think of my summer 2016 and I actually had pretty similar situations hahaha
you know the first time you texted me back i thought "don't be stupid this time it's never going to happen, it never does" long story short that's exactly what happened and even tho to me it felt like there was something i wander if for you i was just some other girl you met but then i think about all those conversations how i felt a smile on my face from all your notifications and to be honest i don't think that if i were just some other girl you met you would tell me all those things or maybe i'm so naive that i thought that this time was the right time sometimes i wander "maybe it's the right person at the wrong time" but i don't wanna wait and yeah i still think about it, about you, i still listen to songs that remind me if you and i still listen to one of your favorite artists because it reminds me of you...maybe i should stop i probably should let go but it's your fault why would you make me believe all those things and then just like that...strangers again I'm not sure that's all i want to say see i think sometimes silence is a better option, maybe not in this case, but i would love to just sit there for a moment with you and only hear your breathing i don't know it's so strange as much as i feel hurt, stupid and hopeless i don't think i hate you don't think i could
what hurt even more than the unrequited love was the betrayal of our friendship, the betrayal of my trust. that was the part that i never quite managed to get over, even now i think of you as a ghost always haunting my memories, always tinted in the golden glow of a setting sun. you were a dear friend once.
Today I realized I don’t have a “best day ever” not because there’s too many to choose from, I just genuinely can’t think of a single amazing day. I’m so terrified that I’m losing my teenage years. I have soooo many dreams and ideas in my head of what I wish I could do but I just feel like I can’t because of my anxiety. And you know how everyone’s like “I found my people” but I don’t know if I ever will. I just wish I had friends who would look at the stars and dance on the beach and talk about the things they’re scared off with me.
this comment section is so beautiful. Everyone sharing little important things about their life and I just feel so small when I read them. You all look like main characters and I get to read a tiny bit of your wonderful stories. I love it. I love you.
got broken up with by my soulmate yesterday and now im here. i feel like elio. not ready to say goodbye. at all. never thought the "goodbye" would actually come. neither of us did anything wrong, i guess it was just the wrong time.... the most right person in the whole world yet wrong time. still so in love with her and i dont think this feeling will ever go away. i dont think the butterflies that fill up my stomach or the chills and goosebumps you give me will ever go away. i dont think the feeling of home you give me will ever go away. i dont think my rapid heartbeat or the way my hearts skips because of you will ever go away. i dont think the electricity that goes through my body whenever you'd say my name will ever go away. i feel lost. i feel like i've not only lost my other half but also myself. never in my life have i wanted or loved someone more. it's you. it has always been you and it'll always be you. you were my best friend, you were there when no one else was. i could be having the worst day ever and you'd make it the best one with just one ''hi''. you're the only one who just ''gets me''. i dont know what my life will now look like now that you're gone. the thought of not talking to you ever again scares me. the though of not knowing if you're even alive or how your day went terrifies me to my core and makes my heart sink. i had dreams of us marrying and spending the rest of our lives together, you did too and said it multiple times. i imagined us being like 90 and laughing at everything we did when we were young. now im here, listening to a song from the soundtrack of a movie you recommended me to watch which later became my all-time favourite movie...and feeling every syllable, and remembering all the things we said to each other despite the distance as im wiping my tears. as elio says to oliver "i dont want you to go"....i dont want you to go either. i want you for life. we'll try in another lifetime ok? thank you for the happiest time of my life, sofia. wouldn't trade it for the world. nothing/no one will ever take your place. my heart is all yours. i hope you find someone that makes you feel the same way you make me feel. thank you to anyone who took out of their time to read this, i really appreciate it. im here for you if you ever need anything. as you said "forever and always.'' "𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭" EDIT !!! (jan 27th) : you guys......she came back a few days ago and we're now back together. i couldn't be happier. eveything will be alright and you can take this as an example/proof.
wow i ´m sorry but i am also in a feeling like it’s this real,bc i never been in love or something else so when i heard/read people story i am just like i hope someday it will be me
@@angelthallot5719 i completely understand this, i used to feel the exact same way before i realized i was in love. love/falling in love must be the most beautiful feeling one can experience. just having someone that is your home is a wonderful feeling; having someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with and go through anything life throws at you is incredible; having someone that loves and accepts you for YOU despite your flaws which they actually find perfect; having someone that you would do anything for and they would do anything for you too is marvellous. you dont need to hurry with falling in love, take your time, there isn't "age you have to fall in love" or anything like this. take your time, the right person will come into your life when you least expect it. i wish you all the best and i am here if you need anyhing.
this what our breakup felt like to me, we were long distance and i went to visit her but then she broke up with me to focus on herself and when she walked w me back to the bus home i said well work this out but little did i know 10 months later we havent. this reminds me of the ride back home i was ugly crying rewinding myself every part of every memory weve ever made. i love her w all my heart and i hope she can finally be where she wants to be in life cause she deserves every bit of hapiness there is on earth. and i hope she misses me as much as i miss her
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crying wasn't in my plans today
same 😔💞
Bruhhh saAAme
❤
ı have to study but it comes always ıdk
well..a little surprise tears are important:D
im sorry but the part “is it a video? is it a video?” i can really imagine my mom asking that when we take long pictures
Dude I was crying nd u made me laugh🥺😂❤
Comments don’t usually make me laugh out loud but this was the exception😂😂😂
i cantttttt
Gosh! You!!! 😂😂😂😂
Sis-......😂
I was sad.Then I accidentaly read the title as “visions of pigeon”...that made me laugh.Being dumb has it’s pros tbh :D
I was on the urge of crying but I saw this and laughed so thank you 😌
LMFAOOO
Being dumb has its pros*
and i read your comment as pisions of vigeon
It even rhymes, that’s the best part
this reminded me of when i was looking out the window and my ex boyfriend was driving me home late at night after we decided to break up.
Okay wow...
Do u wanna talk?
And you’re just silently crying because your so done trying and you know nothing you say or do will fix you or him and you wish you had never met because you didn’t know it would hurt so bad to do the right thing.
I don’t even know you or how that played out but reading this made me wanna cry
this hits homeeeeeeeee
everytime i hear this song, my hearts sinks and starts beating faster. i still love her and i miss her everyday
Hey sis, keep your head up, itll get better
time heals everything. i haven't move on from my ex and it's been 2 years since it happened. but im okay today. yeah, i still love her but i manage to let things happen how it wants. trust the process, follow the flows. don't force yourself to move on, its not how it works. take time. head up and appreciate everything around you. have a good day sis
Heh we got the same name👁👅👁🧚♀️🤯✨😤✌️
devurll leflame literally feel the same thank you❤️
Ik how u feel and I’m so sorry you are going through this. It kinda feels like the worlds gonna end when you don’t have the person you love and adore the most next to you, but I promise that ur gonna find someone even better. U will heal. Time will let u heal.
this really feels like this person you thought was your soulmate just broke up with you and you have no courage to say anything so you just start slowly crying
DKSKFKSKFKSKKCSK STOP IT omg
funny how i was in this situation a few days ago
@@PH1L0PH0B1C you okay?
@@Nolongerapresidentcandidate far from it but I'm slowly healin
@@PH1L0PH0B1C you'll get through this ❤️ stay safe
For some reason this is bringing back nostalgia of when me and my friend Presley used to have fun with each other. She passed away on my birthday 2 years ago. She was hit by a train on the train tracks our parents always told us to stay away from when we would play. But this brings back the good memories so thank you
i’m so sorry 🥺❤️
ramona don’t be sorry! It was a lesson to everyone and her life was lived well. This song brought back the good times and that’s what I need right now so thank you❤️
you’re so strong for going through that. i’m sure she’s looking down on you and smiling now. hope life treats you well, stranger :)
Question you don’t have to answer but did she do it on purpose or was it on accident sorry if it’s a little touchy I understand if you don’t wanna answer❤️
Fly High Presley 🕊 you may you Rest In Peace❤️
Are you happy now? I really hope you are. I haven’t talked to you in a long time but I want you to know that I still care about you. I’m still deeply in love with you, but you’re with someone else- AND that’s okay! I only ever wanted you to be happy! And if you didn’t find that happiness with me then you found it with someone else, that’s fine, I can deal with that. Just- don’t forget about me? Okay?
Edit: I’ve moved on and found someone new :) they’ve changed my life entirely and I really hope they stay with me for the longest time ever, it’s been a blessing being by her side, and although I still feel alone; my world isn’t grey. It’s finally colorful.
Damn...
I feel this so bad T-T I know what it feels like to fall in love with someone and to just mess it up because ur so dumb and stupid and then never talk to them again ... a year has passed now, it does get better I promise
This hit me
This punch me right on my heart
is this a quote
Elio.. Elio.. Elio..
Oliver..
I remember everything..
stop it stop it stop it. stop right now.
One last time , look me in the face , hold my gaze ... and call me by your name
Just Stop please
weird how quickly you can get attached to someone. You tell them everything about yourself, about everything you went through only to go back to just being friends and nothing more. You find yourself lost in translation, where did you go wrong and what you could’ve done to change the outcome. But sometimes words are better left unsaid, cause maybe I’ll hear something that’ll hurt more. The uncertainty stings, but so do other things in my life. I’m used to people coming and going, people saying things that are true but still hurt. Getting replaced and getting left behind, it’s all part of who I’ve tried running away from. In the end, I end up running into myself time and time again. No matter what I do or what I say, maybe I am meant to love someone more than they love me. I really wish you would’ve stayed longer than you did, but I don’t blame you for keeping your distance. I’m not the easiest person, that’s why I keep my distance from other people, too. I think we were meant to be, but time is not in our favor though I wish it was.
you know, I could tell the moment you were planning on leaving. I can pinpoint the day. I wish I knew what happened, if it had to do with me or if there was something I could have done to be there for you more. Ily, I know I got ahead of myself. It’s okay now, though. Because the distance has defined things that I couldn’t understand.
Girl, I really feel you, really understand what you're going through. And I'm so sorry, really wish you the best and hope you feel better about this in time. Recently I was thinking about the same stuff, about how quickly we can get attached to someone and then the relationship just ends. And you opened yourself to that person, you were best friends, were in love, knew everything about each other, and suddenly things just ended.
I fell in love with him so fast, felt like he was my best friend, and he said to me that he felt the same way, things were great. But he was lying about everything, he was just using me and had a girlfriend, I was just the side girl he wanted to fuck and mess the feelings. And I can't help but to wonder why this always happens, everytime I start a connection with someone, we become best friends, I fall in love with them, and in the end I'm always the one who gets hurt. This is so fucking exhausting, it's always the same, and I'm so tired. I'm so fucking tired of this.
Laura Affonso I’m sorry about what you’re going through, too. No one should ever have to be in a position like that :(( just know that you’re gonna be glad one day that all those past relationships never worked out because otherwise you wouldn’t have found the person that’s meant for you. It doesn’t make it less awful, doesn’t make it less painful. But it gives you hope that one day you’ll meet a person who’ll make you feel like you were never hard to love, and you were never asking for too much.
i feel sorry for both of you, wish you all the best. recently, i lost the one i love the most. i never thought that she will end it, i just told her that recently we didnt spend much time together, and that i miss her so much, miss spending time with her. but yes, we cant force love. i wish i didnt tell her that, so maybe we are still together, but i think it would hurt both of us even more. i dont blame her, i just wish i tried harder, i keep telling myself that she deserves better but deep down i wish that i am the one for her. i love her, im still hoping that someday she will come to me and say that its time to start again.
This made me cry this is exactly how I feel
He has a girlfriend now, but he was never mine . I was to afraid and lost my chance . Worst part he had no idea.
we out here living the same life, you are not alone :)
Girl same 😌
I took my chance, after her 2y relationship. But she has somebody else already..
Mine knew but he avoided me instead. We haven’t talk in 5 years.
same
Ive never realized how my friends were my source of happiness and sadness until now. My bestfriend started to hangout with other friends more, i feel like he has forgotten about me. He never invites me to anything anymore and has no idea how that hurts. We’re a trio, 3 bestfriends, i love them so much. Jo and I are always left out. We, this week, asked if we could do something all together friday (with other friends), they all said “idk” or “no”, and now Xavier (our bestfriend) is hanging out with our friends at his house. He never asked if we wanted to go. Or never cared to asked the times before. What hurts even more is that he often makes plans in front of me without including me. I feel lonely.
You deserve better than that. I know it hurts but you need to know you deserve better. I think it's okay to distance yourself from people like that, even if you love them.
Hey guys i dont know if you’ll see this but.. ive started school not too long ago.
This video got recommended to me again on sept 12 at 12:40 am. I was playing with some of my friend earlier.
I just want to say thank you for the kind words. Honestly im doing so much better then when i wrote this comment. I have some new friends and i became closer to my old bestfriend again. Ive been doing so good and i think i took things way too personal
CHLOE KHAM that’s amazing✨😌😼
CHLOE KHAM i’m so happy for you!!!
Hey , im sorry you’re going through this and how it makes you feel :( . You seem like a rlly nice friend, but this is part of growing up . You lose friends and make new ones that are even better so dont get discouraged. Sometimes it’s even okay to be your own friend :)) goodluck with everything luv
Elio and oliver were meant for eachother but oliver took advantage of that.
In the sense where oliver is now middle aged has children and has been married for 20 years.He reflects on that summer and realize that he shouldn't have left but now can't go back,So he has that thought at the back of his head,And its won't go away.
but you said this for what ? :’))
He didnt take advantage. Yes they were in love but soon he had to break his bubble and come back to reality, he had his entire life in usa, he couldnt juat throw that away, as much as media romanticizes that kind of love, its very very hard to leave your entire life for one person
BurgerQueen and they were in the 80’s, being in love with a same gender person wasn’t well seen
@@qquebita exactlyyy
well he did go back to Elio after all, he went back and they stayed together as it was meant to be
i’ve been more and more scared of losing my boyfriend because his mental health is degrading slowly. i’ve tried to help him as much as i can, but he won’t tell his mom. on top of his anxiety, his dad passed 5 months ago. i’m worried about him, it’s even worse since it’s long distance, this song makes me scared to lose him.
Are u guys still together?
hey i hope everything is ok, things will work out be strong
Sending love to you guys
Everything's gonna be ok
Keep fighting!!
hey can i know ways you help your bf and show him you’re there for him? my bf has depression and i’m not exactly sure how i can help be there for him bc he’s also really closed off!!
Don't give up on him
How can something so sad be this beautiful.....
because people find beauty in sadness when they’re hurting
lyrics: I have loved you for the last time
Is it a video? Is it a video?
I have touched you for the last time
Is it a video? Is it a video?
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? Is it a video?
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? Is it a video?
Is it a video?
I have loved you for the last time
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
And I have kissed you for the last time
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? (Is it a video?) Is it a video? (Is it a video?)
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Is it a video? (Is it a video?) Is it a video? (Is it a video?)
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon)
For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
Visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon
Visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon (is it a video?), visions of Gideon
(Is it a video?) (is it a video?) (is it a video?)
Those 8 dislikes are from Oliver's fiancé and her friends
Lmfao
Everybody: listening this masterpiece and comment their true stories
Me: imaginating a whole situation in the rain with Timothée Chalamet who doesn't want to leave me
"So sorry my dude, but you're to famous, and i'm like a toad"
this made me laugh so hard just as I was about to let some tears out
Hahahahah omg
LMFAOOO
I wanna be on your level 😭😂
Bro i was finally gonna be able to properly cry until i saw this i- 👁️👄👁️
She's Straight, falling for boys, I'm Bisexual and she has my heart, We're still bestfriends but I'm not ready to stop loving her, I can't.
felt
felt
felt
she's bisexual, falling for EVERYONE. she's convinced i'm straight (i never talk about my feelings or sexuality) and would never like me either way. i think i'm in love with her but i have to keep my mouth shut or it will ruin our friendship and just the thought alone breaks my heart.
back when I was into my straight friend. she and her boyfriend got together at the time. it was when I wasn't sure about my sexuality. I realized that I liked her somewhere along the way... i am bisexual. Im still a teenager. This was when I was fourteen. and I won't use the word love as I do not think I can quite comprehend the... amount of love that is supposed to be put into 'love'. Its such a powerful word.
I'll never love again. My walls are too tall, too thick, too strong. I let someone in once. I trusted them with the damage and the trauma and all of my issues. I was already broken, but I wanted to save them from the same fate. I was blinded by my love and didn't see the swords they were driving into my heart. I let them see the patchwork of porcelain, barely resembling what it was originally, and they threw it down a cliff, forcing me to watch my heart shatter into millions of pieces. It is beyond repair and the waves of time has crushed them against the cliff side until finally, they have turned into dust. I'm afraid and alone, and I can never love again. I no longer have the ability to feel so strongly for another person. I came into this world alone, and so too will I leave.
I’m so sorry. It may take time, a long time. The right person will come into your life who loves all of you.
'I came into this world alone, and so too I will leave' that sentence is so beautiful. I don't know what's happening in your life, but I hope that everything turns out good, and the pain will ease. Take care of yourself
You know what, this happens to many people, it happen to me, and i understand what you have been through, your pain. But we are humans, and no matter how much we try, we can't live without love.
I never liked a boy like this and I never had a boy like me like this either. The feelings so weird just when I think of his texts my heart rate goes sky high. Thinking about his eyes, his laugh, his energy gives me life. I doubted that anyone would ever like me like this. He doesn’t understand how long I liked him and him returning his feelings to me Is such an amazing feeling. I’m so glad he told me how he feels because god knows how long I would’ve waited. I never wanted to kiss someone ever.. then I met him and it’s like I fight the urge to just touch his lips. I knew if I kept trying and just kept being myself he’d like me I just didn’t expect it to actually work. I don’t know maybe next time I see him I’ll just.. kiss him.
sweetie i think you’ve found a special one, congratulations 💕 i’m so so happy for you, and from the way you write i believe that you truly love him.
Grace T I really did love him, think I still do. I did think he was special, but when you love someone so much you will imagine things and make things how you want them to be instead of taking what’s real. It wasn’t real I don’t think any of it was. I just remember the night at his house we were sleeping and he held my hand just laying there, touching my hand I know something was real just not love at least for him I think I was truly in love, but nothing lasts forever especially love.
B r u h I'm so stupid I thought visions of Gideon was going to be pictures of Gideon from gravity falls
I thought this was going to be some sad, funny, thing of Gideon edits or something smh, but I mean this is good too lol.
💀💀💀
Omg intellectual I thought the same thing when I first heard this song but I’m glad to see I’m not the only clown here lmao
ME TOO LMAOO I WAS SO CONFUSED CAUSE I DIDNT SEE HIM ANYWHERE
I also thought about him
I just heard this song today and I couldn't take it seriously without having images of him flashing in my eyes everytime XD
im fucking cryinngg i was not expecting to read a comment like this LMAO
wow this hit me in the ✨feels✨
Visions of Gideon is already a heartbreaking song...and the edit makes it even more heartbreaking...*slowly aching inside*
nobody:
absolutely nobody:
me: crying more for the sad comments than for the song🙂
mood
he really broke my heart. i see him in my dreams as we are a happy couple or hes saying sorry. recently i lost a close friend of mine. i saw him in the funeral but i couldnt talk to him. after all these years i saw him for the first time and my heart skipped a beat. i wanted to talk to him cuz life is short. i really wanted to say something to him. now im sad cuz he didn't cared about me, l know that and i have that sadness in my heart.
The feelings it brings back from cmbyn hurt
i just realized that loss is the opposite of love. i always thought it was weird that people thought love and hate were opposites, but i never realized why. you cannot have loss without love the same way you can’t have light without darkness. when you lose something, no matter how small or dumb you think it is, it means you loved it. and when you love something, you know that you’re going to lose it at some point. also, loss and love are both *experiences* more than emotions.
I saw a comment of someone requesting this on the one u made for "somebody else" and u liking the comment, so I got curious and scrolled through the rest of your videos to see if you had actually made it because it is one of my favorite songs in existence. When I saw that u had actually made the video, I started tearing up a bit while listening to it, not only because the song is so beautifully made but also because I was so touched by your commitment and kindness towards your subscribers. Thank you so much for your work, i am so grateful I stumbled upon your channel when I needed it.
aw thank you so much
The freaking wholesomeness and unity in this comment section paired with this song that I’ve never heard before but is nice is making me cry guys where’s this unity and support when we need it on a world wide level?
this makes me think of elio and oliver and just ruins me. absolutely ruins me.
Dreamy Hazy Daisy trust me reading the book first fucking HURT, i cried at least 25 times. it broke me and changed me forever.
my heart’s aching 🥺😔❤️
i’ve always been one of the “popular girls”, i hang out with them but really i feel numb and empty because i’m just a filler friend. i’m not the pretty one or the funny one or the sporty one i’m just me and i hate that so much...nobody really sees me and my one best friend had to move away so i’m stuck in this small town unseen and alone,
you’re amazing and i’m glad you talked about it❤️i hope you feel better soon beautiful
One Day you can move away too
Dont get stuck in small town
There is a lot of people in the world and there are definitely people that would love you just as you are. Or you can work on yourself, try different things and find out what type of person you are 🌞
( Im sorry for my english 😆 hope you understand what Im trying to say)
These superficial things fade away with time. All things move away. So when you're no longer that popular girl, who will you be?
i hope you’re happy now. you left me in so much pain, but eventually i realized you were always causing the pain. i’ve never lived my life so drama free and honestly, it feels great. when i was with you, it was emotionally draining to be around you because there was always something to complain about. when i want to think about happy times i think about times we were together and something really funny happened, but i remember that in the back of my mind i always thought that i didn’t belong. honestly, thank you for being there for 12 years, but i’m not sorry that you’re gone, because now i think i’m living my life to the best of my ability. so thank you for letting me find out my true friends and letting me find my true self.
you know that feeling when you know you'll never stop loving each other. we broke up but it wasn't under circumstances we had any control over but i'm realizing how much i truly loved him and it hurts,,, it feels like no one saw me like he did, he made me feel like the only person in the world, almost like he was the only person who truly loved me as i was. it feels like my heart is being ripped out every minute and i'm trying to manage but every time i close my eyes it feels like he's here but ik he's not and it hurst so much more
Listening to this while reading the comments just makes u cry
I have a stray cat that comes in my neighborhood and I go out everyday Despite the weather to see her and she makes me feel wanted even tho she’s just a cat she’s my everything and I can imagine this song playing while visiting her
For those of you scrolling the comments and crying--please drink some water! Crying really dehydrates you! Be sure to get some sleep and don't dwell too much on the past.
You are loved more than you will ever know!
thank you
listening to this song and scrolling thru the comments- thanks y’all now i’m literally sobbing😀✨💕
a year ago i was crying listening to this song while thinking of her but rn what makes me cry it’s that i’m alone
she really wanted to be free to make her own choices and all i could do was watch her go. i miss everything about her, to the way she smelled to her little nose twitch she would do when she would think something was weird. i thought if did everything right she would stay but in the end i just wasn’t what she wanted anymore.
Wow, she was you lucky, but if she felt that way was because you were we’re not meant to be together, it hurts and it sucks but In the future you will meet your soulmate and that girl will take part of the past, and you will be grateful of that decision you took, everything happens for a reason, good luck❤️
we watched the sunset from a school roof in the summer and i loved every second of it with him. getting off the roof some metal cut my wrist and now i have a scar. he left me for another girl and seeing the scar brings back so many memories and i cry when i see it. and i’ll have to see it for the rest of my life.
i always love your edits, especially since i’m going through a rough patch with my depression. keep up the great work!
i hope everything gets better !! 🥺❤️
ramona tysm 🥺❤️
i never realized how much comfort your touch gave me until i could no longer feel it. i miss you everyday
This is the type of song that would be in a sad edit that I’d cry to
time doesn’t heal anything. i still love him after 9 years.
Im still in love with him after 5 years i also thought time would pass it but it didnt
this is beautiful, thank you for creating this 🥺
can you do ‘i’m not a cynic’ by alec benjamin and make it more sad? btw i love your stuff it’s amazing
I’m so glad that there is no dislikes, this made me cry but the vibes were immaculate. Thank you!
i ended things despite my love , i still care for her . but i did it for the best of us both . we need a fresh start and i did it to give her the best chance she can have .
ive watched this one too many times.
listening to this has reminded me of when i was younger kind of like my childhood disappearing and all the memories i had with my father. how they happened so fast but are now overrun with the bad.
this song reminds me of our school trip to trieste and her :’)
it’s weird looking back thinking about old memories even if they were small it’s just weird thinking how it went from that to now as soon as i got into that relationship i felt like i had found myself i was becoming a better person i was always so happy with him and now it’s like i lost myself again but this time even more hurt and idk what to do anymore it’s been like this for so long i feel like it’s just always going to stay this way from now on it’s really done and over with igz
the amount of times I listened to this and cried alone in my room because of my parents...
i will never forget him
i knew you for such a short time, but still you affected my life so much and changed me. falling out of love hurted so bad and sometimes i still think about where you are now and what you're doing. the experience i had there was one of the best things in my life and i'll never ever forget it.
He knew... I told him. Three years went by and we never talked about it. Everyone assumed I still had a crush on him... they weren’t wrong. But I had to pretend that I didn’t... because every time someone would bring it up he would be so embarrassed. It pained me to see him like that. It once got to the point where we got into a huge argument that lasted months. We’ve been through a lot together. I’ve always surrounded myself with him because I couldn’t just leave him. I’ll always love him. But he never returned my feelings. We’ve graduated... I lost contact and now we’re going into Highschool. I hope he is doing alright.
Dear (his name),
I still love you. I will always be by your side. You might not see me, or hear me. But I’ll be there. I be there because my love for you is never ending. Some may say that I’m too young to know what love is... that I haven’t lived long enough to feel it. But they’re wrong. Everytime I looked at you I see the future. You’re happy with a wife and kids and although it aches to see you happy without me... at least you’re happy. I wouldn’t settle for anything less. I’ve seen you in multiple relationships, I’ve helped you cope with them ending as well. You’re heart broken but... you never took the time to think about how I felt when never gave me a chance... but it’s okay... I know you are going through a tough time right now... but don’t cry, because I’m here for you. It’s my fault, I should’ve been there sooner, but it’s alright now because I’m here... my love for you is something I can barely describe. When you feel it one day... you’ll understand... but for now just be patient with me.
Love Lianna.
P.S. I’m never going to stop loving you ❤️
he has a girlfriend now even after all we did together. he is lying to himself and to the world, breaking my heart in the process. i can't look back at the times we had without hurting. "is it a video"
omg! i freaking crying right nowwww
This song always reminds me of my best friend that passed away last year
Next month it will be a year without him
We used to hang around his house, buy ice cream, sing to each other and I can still remember the last time I saw him, posing to a picture after our meal, walking to his home and him singing to me
I started listening to that song a lot more because of that moment
I feel like 5 years were not enough
I have never fallen in love so hard I could die for the person, so I think he was the closest thing I had to a soul mate
I miss him so much...
This is exactly what a heartbreak sounds like
"cas, why does this feel like a goodbye?"
"because it is."
i hope you’re well, and i hope you’re finally happy. you deserve it all.
i’m afraid i’m going to forget it all, that i’m going to forget the sound of your laugh and what your hair smells like and how your eyes looked when you laugh. i loved you. and you couldn’t give me what i needed. and i couldn’t give you what you needed. im trying desperately to keep these memories
this is a song you would listen to when everything becomes too unclear. when the distances burns and shimmers and destroys but you can’t let go. a song with a beat too soft but with meaning too deep that heals your shattered heart and glue it together. i don’t know how to describe the feeling it brings me, hurt and comfort at the same time? i don’t know how to put it into words
yes.
I really love every songs in your channel keep it up ❤
this reminded me of my best friend who died bcs of suicide,so thank you :).rest well up there angel
hearing this while writing my last letter to him. it's hard to let someone go, while you still love them. but he hurt me too much, and it's time to go.
i love all these videos so much omg. listening to sad music with headphones is one of my coping mechanisms and these sad edits are calming for me🥺 thank u
I've liked him for 5 years, and he doesn't have a clue.
9 years and he still has no clue
2 years here
If you guys don’t tell them tf. Waiting all this time might as well take it to the Damm grave
Oh how to miss her and yet she seems to be perfectly fine after the breakup. Not upset and goes to show the love she showed you to someone else almost instantly
Okay, hear me out..
You just broke up with your toxic significant other and you start to realize that what you called “love” was little mind games and manipulation. You suddenly feel sick and you start crying. Not just single tears but, covering your mouth so you don’t wake up your parents crying. You get up and look in the mirror, not knowing who you see anymore. You start getting that sick feeling all over again. Is it because you saw yourself or is it the fact that you only saw yourself with them?
This makes me feel how I felt when my grandma passed sad but also kinda happy she was not suffering anymore
I haven't seen my only love for seven years. He never was mine, but I always was his, though he had no idea about it. Sometimes I dream about telling him everything, but I know that I will never dare. My biggest fear is that I probably have already forgotten who he really is, and have feelings only for his image in my mind.
However, I still remember the way he smiles, his voice, our arguments. We were so-called frenemies: he used to tease me because of my devotion to the studies, and I enjoyed pointing to his arrogance and boastfulness. But he was so charming that I loved every single second of those fights.
I remember everything.
when i think about him i cant move my body, im stuck in the moment forever. and yet, i feel the memories disappearing slowly
i wish i didn’t let you go that easily. i wish i didn’t give up on us. i‘m still thinking about you, every single day. i miss you. i miss us. i miss staying up til 4 am talking to you. i miss your voice and your cute smile. i miss being loved by you so much. you gave me the feeling of being loved, safe and wanted. you made me feel so secure about everything, you were my reason to not give up in myself.
i literally pray to the universe every day that he’ll come back to me
My heart broke when the song started
i’m happy he’s happy now but it still hurts like helllll :)
My feelings for him hasn’t died. Even though I tell myself so many damn times that I’m over him. He only sees me as a friend. That’s it. I find myself curling in my bed sad and depressed almost every night. Doubting that our friendship is real. And that he’s only being nice and is gonna leave me when he gets bored.
Your heart melted away like tears in the rain
this song make me feel sorry who've passed away and didn't live their life how they want.
This song reminds me of him, the one that never really went away. And deeply, in my deepest heart, it is still him
We met in the summer of 2016, i fell inlove pretty fast. I know you did as well. You were my first serious relationship. I was 14, she was the same age. We were kids but I remember everything. All our little moments, happy or sad ones. How we slept in different beds because our mums didn't know we were together, and how much we wanted to be close as we slept but were too scared our mums would surprise us haha... how we took so many ugly pictures together but still loved them all. How good your drawings were. How much we talked and laughed together. How we laughed at each others during sex cause it was both our firsts. How i we were scared to loose each other....
But damn, we were kids. So innocent. Had no idea how it would hurt to loose you. You left me at the end of the summer. We went our separate ways for a while but we always had a good relationship. Asked ourselves how we were doing once in a while. Became bestfriends. Then got back together again. It went like this during 3 years. You were always leaving then coming back and each times i thought it was gonna work out for real this time. Love really does make you do stupid things.
You broke my heart for the last time in 2019. Now i was the one who decided to stop contacting you. My best friend and everyone around me were seeing what you were doing to me. I decided it had to stop at once. You were okay with it, didn't try to convince me to stay. We didn't contact for 2 years. I was hearing from you through my besfriend, she was still talking with you. I always missed you. I never stopped loving you. I still do. I even dreamt about you last night which was the first time in a long time. I wonder if you still think about me.
The last time i saw you was a few months back, at my besfriends house, cause you were roomates (i know its sounds wierd, but its actually really complicated). I saw you had someone new in you life, i saw you were happy with him. I told you that i was never gonna stop loving you. I'll never have feelings like this for anyone. You didn't say anything, just kept staring at the fire infront of you. My best friend told me that you never told your new boyfriend about us. Well, i suppose our story is burried deep into you and you don't want it to emerge. I can't really think of a reason for that though.
Now its been 5 years since i first met you. And i honestly feel like it was in another life. I feel like our story never happened, that it was just a fantasy. But still i miss you. I don't think I'll ever stop missing you.
I love you.
life gives us the lessons we need, to become the person we are supposed to be. Hope u are doing good and thank u for posting this comment, it made me think of my summer 2016 and I actually had pretty similar situations hahaha
this is beautiful im melting in tears here
pray for me that i can make it out of this toxic relationship alive
wish you the best, leave an update if you want. i care :)
lilli-besma aww thank u so much❤️❤️ i'm fine
I listen to this and I can't unsee Ellio in the fireplace...💔
you know the first time you texted me back i thought "don't be stupid this time it's never going to happen, it never does" long story short that's exactly what happened
and even tho to me it felt like there was something i wander if for you i was just some other girl you met
but then i think about all those conversations how i felt a smile on my face from all your notifications
and to be honest i don't think that if i were just some other girl you met you would tell me all those things
or maybe i'm so naive that i thought that this time was the right time
sometimes i wander "maybe it's the right person at the wrong time" but i don't wanna wait
and yeah i still think about it, about you, i still listen to songs that remind me if you and i still listen to one of your favorite artists because it reminds me of you...maybe i should stop
i probably should let go
but it's your fault
why would you make me believe all those things and then just like that...strangers again
I'm not sure that's all i want to say
see i think sometimes silence is a better option, maybe not in this case, but i would love to just sit there for a moment with you and only hear your breathing
i don't know it's so strange
as much as i feel hurt, stupid and hopeless i don't think i hate you don't think i could
what hurt even more than the unrequited love was the betrayal of our friendship, the betrayal of my trust. that was the part that i never quite managed to get over, even now i think of you as a ghost always haunting my memories, always tinted in the golden glow of a setting sun. you were a dear friend once.
me reading comments of people
in actual relationships while i’m over here thinking about Levi Ackerman 👁👄👁
Today I realized I don’t have a “best day ever” not because there’s too many to choose from, I just genuinely can’t think of a single amazing day. I’m so terrified that I’m losing my teenage years. I have soooo many dreams and ideas in my head of what I wish I could do but I just feel like I can’t because of my anxiety. And you know how everyone’s like “I found my people” but I don’t know if I ever will. I just wish I had friends who would look at the stars and dance on the beach and talk about the things they’re scared off with me.
this song makes my heart ache :((
this song already makes me incredibly emotional but this version broke my heart. such strong emotions, i love sufjan🥺
He didn’t even say goodbye.. We just kinda drifted.
this comment section is so beautiful. Everyone sharing little important things about their life and I just feel so small when I read them. You all look like main characters and I get to read a tiny bit of your wonderful stories. I love it. I love you.
got broken up with by my soulmate yesterday and now im here. i feel like elio. not ready to say goodbye. at all. never thought the "goodbye" would actually come. neither of us did anything wrong, i guess it was just the wrong time.... the most right person in the whole world yet wrong time. still so in love with her and i dont think this feeling will ever go away. i dont think the butterflies that fill up my stomach or the chills and goosebumps you give me will ever go away. i dont think the feeling of home you give me will ever go away. i dont think my rapid heartbeat or the way my hearts skips because of you will ever go away. i dont think the electricity that goes through my body whenever you'd say my name will ever go away. i feel lost. i feel like i've not only lost my other half but also myself. never in my life have i wanted or loved someone more. it's you. it has always been you and it'll always be you. you were my best friend, you were there when no one else was. i could be having the worst day ever and you'd make it the best one with just one ''hi''. you're the only one who just ''gets me''. i dont know what my life will now look like now that you're gone. the thought of not talking to you ever again scares me. the though of not knowing if you're even alive or how your day went terrifies me to my core and makes my heart sink. i had dreams of us marrying and spending the rest of our lives together, you did too and said it multiple times. i imagined us being like 90 and laughing at everything we did when we were young. now im here, listening to a song from the soundtrack of a movie you recommended me to watch which later became my all-time favourite movie...and feeling every syllable, and remembering all the things we said to each other despite the distance as im wiping my tears. as elio says to oliver "i dont want you to go"....i dont want you to go either. i want you for life. we'll try in another lifetime ok? thank you for the happiest time of my life, sofia. wouldn't trade it for the world. nothing/no one will ever take your place. my heart is all yours. i hope you find someone that makes you feel the same way you make me feel. thank you to anyone who took out of their time to read this, i really appreciate it. im here for you if you ever need anything.
as you said "forever and always.''
"𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭"
EDIT !!! (jan 27th) :
you guys......she came back a few days ago and we're now back together. i couldn't be happier. eveything will be alright and you can take this as an example/proof.
wow i ´m sorry but i am also in a feeling like it’s this real,bc i never been in love or something else so when i heard/read people story i am just like i hope someday it will be me
@@angelthallot5719 i completely understand this, i used to feel the exact same way before i realized i was in love. love/falling in love must be the most beautiful feeling one can experience. just having someone that is your home is a wonderful feeling; having someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with and go through anything life throws at you is incredible; having someone that loves and accepts you for YOU despite your flaws which they actually find perfect; having someone that you would do anything for and they would do anything for you too is marvellous. you dont need to hurry with falling in love, take your time, there isn't "age you have to fall in love" or anything like this. take your time, the right person will come into your life when you least expect it. i wish you all the best and i am here if you need anyhing.
@@mushmoro4e thank you
i wish you the best too :))
this what our breakup felt like to me, we were long distance and i went to visit her but then she broke up with me to focus on herself and when she walked w me back to the bus home i said well work this out but little did i know 10 months later we havent. this reminds me of the ride back home i was ugly crying rewinding myself every part of every memory weve ever made. i love her w all my heart and i hope she can finally be where she wants to be in life cause she deserves every bit of hapiness there is on earth. and i hope she misses me as much as i miss her
i’m sobbing- thanks 😁
i expected us to end,but you could’ve spared my feelings,you know?