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another year on the road, another beer all alone, i can't console my soul - after all i hear on the phone, can't even share in the cheer, i feel the tear's in ur tone, im wishin i was there sayin' - 'can't believe that u grown', and so i groan - as i grind - knowing all of these loans, will slowly grind down in time so that i can come home, daddy's lil clone askin' father christmas, can u bring my father home to be apart o xmas, cause i miss him so, and all his hugs and kisses, momma cry's alone while she washes up the dishes, i know your watchin from a far - dispite the distance, so i hope u flyin home for xmas, i know i promised momma no more mischief, while im sleepin, huggin on your pictures, thinkin bout the moments you were with us, knowing how much u really miss us.... chorus: dear father christmas.... i hope you find the time to read my wish list, though i know it maybe too ambitious, im thinkin' bout my momma, looking at the distance, thinkin about my father, and time's long persistance, tryin not to be insistant, but my wish is my father flying home for xmas.... time can't change the circumstances, or give you all the answers, only hopes to wait for second chances, tryna cope and manage while the anguish gettin' worse, holy God only knows our future on this earth, for what it's worth, i turn my pain 'n' pray to jesus, pray to lead us, when the way that's laid is bleakest, give us hope on chistmas day and make us all believers, and never leave us, cause we all need a father, for safe harbour, cause we all need a momma, for grace 'n' kharma, as a kid causing drama, but at the heart - a feels good to be apart - a, family - even with the family saga, to cherish with Ona ....
Respect and dignity The last thing i left behind was an enemy And when i look back i look at me I say damn look at everything u took from me I guess there really isnt any good in me
0:13 *hums* 0:27 Hey Things will be okay Someday ... All we’ve heard Are simple words ... These keys will play Listen, to what they say Hey 0:54 I’m drinking (smoking) Yeah been thinking (choking) I can’t stop My dreaming Please Let me ... Free Wanna go But I can't leave No, I can't leave 1:22 Man I’m trying to feel, something but I can’t The plan was to make something of myself But I stand, underground There’s no one around No one around 1:50 I’m going home Going home To a place, that I once known I’m going home Going home To a place, where I once grown (x2) 2:43 *hums* 2:58 Can’t believe I once said That it’s all just in my head It’s all in my head But ... Here we go again Thought we’d spend forever That the day would never end But instead I’m forever, stuck in my head Stuck in my bed Stuck, without a place to go So I’m going home Going home To a place, that I once known I’m going home Going home To a place, where I once grown I’m going home Going home Home
0:55 livings not as easy as expected yeah, chaos all around me, im so reckless always drowning in my thoughts feeling helpless always tempted by the smoke that make me breathless man i wish this high was endless got me frozen in time, make me senseless wishing i could dream again hoping i don’t lose my friends i been feeling kinda distant feeling like a thorn in their side and i been reminiscing bout the times when i laughed so hard, i would cry you guys always made me feel alive and this the only way i know how to say i ain’t been okay i don’t need no more shame and i know all my mistakes, please don’t rub em in my face lately i been feeling out of place, getting spaced out, thinking bout the pain but at the end of the day, its only me to blame what a shame i took living as a game
i love the beat it makes me feel like all the stuff around me is going down but i’m going up like i’m becoming happy in a world so dark but what from i’ve seen from my eyes every little thing in this world brings pain with a new path
I often come back to this beat trying to write a verse to it. I always end up listening through. One day I’ll have something good enough for this one 🤞🏼
How in the fuck does this make you wanna silent cry in the rain? With no lyrics?!? Dude, I am a huge fan of your work. Thank you for what you do. Fr fr.
God had to take you back, he told me that for you he had bigger plans, now im always looking at the clouds, hoping that you're looking back down You never judged me from my background- You wanted me around- Took me with to campgrounds- Now its time to make you proud, I only see you in my dreams now- Wakin up without a smile- Really changed my lifestyle, Growin up a juvenile- Got locked up- for a while- My mindstate is versatile- Freestyle until im senile
Deliverance 0:20 This sin in my mouth is tasteless. My actions have gotten me feeling Basic. I’m tired of tracing the source of my insecurities. I’m tired of experiencing paralysis by analysis. I’m tired of this need to feel ubiquitous. I’m sick from all this self hating. My soul is eroding away. My conscious is fading to grey. All these responsibilities yet I choose to delay. I’m tired of slapping You in the face. Abusing Your grace. Mocking Your name. Digging my own grave. Torturing Your kindness. Call you My Highness yet continue to live in blindness. Tell You to get me off this cross yet won’t work with You as The Boss. Yeshua, You paid it all. From The Fall you picking us up every time we stall. Yet here I am wanting it all. Never counting the cost. Acting more depraved than The Lost. I just can’t take this anymore. Becoming Deformed by living in how I perform. Caught up in the storm yet never getting transformed. Apollos, destroy this pride. I’m tired of hiding amongst The Deniers. These Vampires. Amongst the Cowardly, the Self Indulgent, the Entitled. The Gossipers, the Complainers, the Betrayers. This feels like a knife in my soul. Swirling around the Lake of Fire and I have no control. Too much effort to end it amongst the lows. Not gonna meddle with Your foes. I’ve chosen them cause I don’t feel bold. Have I sold my soul? Adultery with this world. Making this planet my side chick. Hypocrite to all the positive encouragement. Limited on a creative inference. Much too dense on speaking simple sentences. Repetitive on the effects of this earth’s sedatives. Walk into a room and no one notices. Speak convictions and no one listens. Give a word of encouragement and they still feel indifferent. I’m just spent. Stuck in my sins and I won’t relent… Father, do You want to look in my eyes after I want to gouge them? Will You shake my hand of fellowship after all this self imprisonment? This is my proclamation of emancipation. I felt the sorrow of my sin. Now I desire that I let You in. This will forever be my song of Deliverance. With the wings of an eagle I will ascend over this generation’s way of thinking. My foot will never be sinking because my thinking will always be increasing. I will stand in the present of Your throne. Amongst the guilty I will not throw a stone. When I’m commissioned I will walk as You walked. I will talk as You talked. Power will be grounded in the humility of knowing You as my Maker. The Faker will be exposed for how he betrayed Your nature. The Naysayers will remain quiet. The Defiant will keep hiding. I choose to continue abiding! Apart of Your Vine, filled with Your wine. Consume Your presence as my essence. I associate with The Lion of Judah and I’m apart of His pride. Lamb led to slaughter so that I can go farther. Loved by a Father who sees me proper. I refuse to deny His presence that resides inside. Take away these distractions that cause me to betray. Silence these voices that cause me to parlay. Lead me to green pastures and may my soul forever there stay.
Pick a tree out in the forest If I cut it down, no one will notice but me It’s life, the way it goes You’re with the one you love And then you find yourself all alone So see me in the dark, shooting stars, at the park on the bench where you said that you loved me, I still don’t believe it Tis the season But I don’t know the reason Flicker in the light, by my side, every time I’ll still say it back but you don’t think I mean it Guess it’s my turn for leaving I’m flying home for Christmas That’s the path I’ve chose You got yours and I’ve got mine But we’re both still holding on I’m flying home for Christmas I’m getting shit faced and fucking up my mind Slowly we’re dying, the angels baptizing with the sinners and the saints God knows I’ve lost my way
00:20 Ey, estoy buscándome a mi misma Abrazame hasta que se haga de dia Se que duele mucho, oh yo lo se... Nos paraliza una sonrisa El pasado es otro bucle que hipnotiza Nos fuimos perdiendo ya no me ves... 00:50 Es loco, es loco como pasa el tiempo Camino con la linterna para ver que tengo dentro Estoy intentando entenderme pero nunca lo he podido hacer... Otra noche donde ese miedo me invade Nos asusta cada vez que nos sentimos vulnerables Es genial ese talento que tengo de desaparecer 1:17 Ey, de desaparecer Cuando me agarra el miedo se apodera de mi ser No quiero lastimarte sé que eso lo sabes, mi amor... Ahora lo podemos ver Todos estamos roto por la culpa del ayer ¿Por que no te acercas? ¿por que no te dejas querer? mi amor... 1:47 Ey, estoy buscándome a mi misma Abrazame hasta que se haga de dia Se que duele mucho, oh yo lo se... Nos paraliza una sonrisa El pasado es otro bucle que hipnotiza Nos fuimos perdiendo ya no me ves... ---- 2:40 Nuestra mente es una zona de peligro Un lugar donde nada tiene sentido Nos asusta con lo que tiene escondido, ey Nuestra mente es nuestro peor enemigo Siempre intento vencerlo pero nunca lo consigo Me da miedo que eso logre terminar conmigo, lo se 3:08 Ey, olvidando esa voz La que rompió en pedazos mi preciado corazón Todos esos pedazos estan pegandose para vos... Y esto es todo lo que soy Una chica insegura que lidia con su dolor Sigo estando en un duelo pero igual todo mi amor te doy... 2:37 Ey, estoy buscándome a mi misma Abrazame hasta que se haga de dia Se que duele mucho, oh yo lo se... Nos paraliza una sonrisa El pasado es otro bucle que hipnotiza Nos fuimos perdiendo ya no me ves...
0:00 hey mom, hey dad just wish I had you back that's all I want for Christmas when I was small never thought how much i'd miss this warm bedrooms and a cozy kitchen dad in the bedroom tv flicking mom annoying me by giving me some kisses damn I thought it was so insignificant I was just lost in the midst of it wishing it away now I just wish I had the chance to say I'd take it all back if I could spend another decade under your roof I really had something to lose was stubborn with nothing to prove I would climb the tallest mountain just to watch you move you don't have to say anything your presence is enough a present even if I'm not to touch a small glimpse of you, is that so much? to ask for, the past just keeps passing more love, your third born.
I've been scrolling through beats for hours, this one just hit different. You can really feel the life and soul you put into in this beat. Well done this is truly art my friend.
Refrain introductif: (00:26) X1 Mais où seras tu ? Entends tu « mes je t’aimes » ? J’ai le coeur perdu Pendant le temps d’un poème Mais où seras tu ? J’ai le coeur perdu Couplet unique: (00:55) Perdu parmi les mots qu’on me jette T y arriveras pas ça c’est claires et net Coeur pleins de désirs faut bosser pour y arriver Mais la musique c’est toute ma vie Tu peux le voir dans mes pupilles Des fois je m endors tard la nuit Dans le noir je rêve que j’y arrive Mon rêve de gosse je veux le réaliser Autour de moi personne me rivalise Autour de toi je la vois partout Je sais que je vaux mieux que ça (oh non) Ne le dis pas à mes ren-pa Cette mélodie est faite pour moi Laisse moi te prouver Je ne fais que prier J’arrive en paix Je ne fais que briller Une promesse dans le blanc des yeux Une caresse qui ramène les cieux Je sais que j y arriverais pas sans eux Je ferais du mieux que je peux Pendant le temps d’un poème Je lui répéterais que je l’aime Et Même si elle ne m’entend pas Dites lui que je suis faites pour ça Refrain final: (02:18) X2 Mais où seras tu ? Entends tu « mes je t’aimes » ? J’ai le coeur perdu Pendant le temps d’un poème
I was just sitting here freestyling randomly, not really trying, just having a good time with it, and got a lot of shit of my mind, I had a few goods bars, and I felt good at the end. It was like meditation. Thank you for helping me decompress from the bull shit that is life. Yes I'm sometimes. (I'm high leave me alone)
I knew this lady who was special in every way She didn’t speak my language but we still communicated okay Miles and miles away from you but them summers man dreams did come true Your old brick house hotter than a sauna in the summer in the middle of a dessert Damn times flies it’s been years since I’ve seen your eyes Thank you for coming to me in my dream when you died You held me and I cried I know it was a dream but I swear In that moment you were alive I could feel the vibe Rest in paradise forever we will be together in another lifetime love you grandma
I didn't get much as a kid, but I'm still thankful for what all they gave me, I didn't get much recognition but I still love even when those show hate to me, I'm still considerate when people choose to be a prick, look up at the sky and ask God why I get given all the shit, while the other kids get privilege and love from their family who's rich, Santa asks me what I want for my Christmas gift, I told him "I don't want materialistic things" I said "just give me wings" so I can finally know what it's like to be free, away from all the kids who were mean, and spoke down on me, I know I'll make it if I just believe, maybe then everything will finally be okay, I was told if I left then my family would be left in dismay, but being grounded is overrated anyway, I never really felt like I was meant to stay, so therefore I'll be selfish just this once and fly away, but I'll leave behind a note to all those that deserve to be thanked, those that helped me with my grand escape!
World on my shoulders This for my city Now I am older I finally understand What be my purpose now Dearly departed Heavenly hearted Am I a martyr For generations This ain’t my ceiling now Since I was a younging All I want to do Is make my mumma proud in my feelings hard to write this Harder to speak on it I’m being honest Too much on my conscious
It’s hard to make em proud When inner demons screaming out loud Don’t know who to trust like Stan Beamon Afraid to trust for fear of treason - betrayal I’d rather lay low They say if I go The way of Kurt Kobain, I won’t get a halo So I guess I’m headed to the gallows Watching over head like sparrows Today is enough to worry about - never mind tomorrow Why would I share it when you laughed at my sorrow? I ain’t have anyone to lean on - do you have a shoulder I can borrow? Soul living in squalor, if you felt it, gimme a holler
Told people promises that they broke Pockets empty, gas on E, but I still have high hopes No direction just going with the flow Land of the free just not free to think whatever I want So I sit alone I write this songs Such sad songs I know I did wrong Check my journal, I’ve been wrote my wrongs I make friends out of stones Pressure is what defines me Blood diamond I can feel the reaper after me Musical chairs I guess I should go to the back to find a seat Sorry I came in late Never thought you would ever wait for me Just waiting for my death patiently Finally I can find ease Let my soul be peace Pushing pounds on the clutch, if I crash now who will give a f Heart so divided I can’t even get a hard up like Ray J im so tied up Coping in the shadows with these drugs, if I need your help ever you will just pull the plug, no phone call back from the man up above, thanks for the tough love Salvation Army as a jit all I know is tough love Finally when a warrior has enough he will throw his arms to the ground and let you have the final blow No evening the score My dying wish is that I don’t come back on this globe
Rough Draft [Verse 1] Slowly but surely growth is the human antidote, on a journey, I'm moving, sloth is my spirit animal, (scoffs) late blooming, evolution assuming, revolution resuming with Resumes even when I'm gone, camera rolls, camcorders, thus camera phones, if life is what you make it, prerecorded then pan along, fast forward where I ramble on, grammatically at a prone angle, I managed from long statements, the distance from wrong places, an Amazon, always humid, the air and all, eyes sweating cause.. man, I swear this song, takes me back when Easy Mac was on, makes me stammer some, upbeat, the piano's home, got the right keys, I hear his voice in the background hum, so subtle, it's camouflage, or maybe I'm just rambling, wish he was outside doing random shit, instead of lonely shenanigans, left alone like a mannequin, check on your strong friends every man has their damages, rest in peace to Layne Staley, Alice lost in the chain again, reunited Mike Starr, hope Heaven Angels aren't changeling, since you... Died
@@MattsWrightUSUALLY Thanks bro, I actually am no lie, lost so many family to this Covid things just out of wack. Thanks for your comment man. Still pushing through
Dude what the fuck that was insane fire. If you ever wanna make that shit a reality on this beat hit me up. Rome FreeMan on facebook. I think the way i was reading that verse was how the flow was built but either way its fucckin slick. I def wanna collab with you on this beat
I wrote to this, and the direction that the beat lead me to, was to speak about my Mother ironically around Mother's Day. And I showed it to her on that day, and she said it was her favorite song and my best song up to date. To be fair, she's only heard about 3 songs out of the +1000 songs I've written lol But when momma says it's her favorite, you gotta respect it. JustDan, that piano melody with the church organ really strikes the right CHORD and makes an artist want to say something heartfelt and profound. It's not a beat one can slack on, you really brought it home with this piece.
[Verse One:] Guess striding wasn't as easy as expected, You took my heart and I couldn't be resurrected, And look now I head off, look where I'm headed, Yeah we've not been connected, I'm sorry if you were at all offended, I swear it wasn't you I neglected, [Verse Two:] I guess when we first moved we thought life was easy, But turns out that we were absolutely wrong completely, Then the disagreements settled in when you said you didn't need me, And the constant threats and regrets hurt can't you see? Yet you had a better earning job, whilst I had no money, I'm not religious but god please change my destiny, Turns out that it was just too hard to agree to disagree, And turns out that I've made myself a new number one enemy. My headlights go off in another direction, I thought that our love was a true perfection, I'm telling this from my POV, my perception, Because I'm the one who's right, I forgot to mention, Now I look at my reflection and break the mirror with tension, With all my aggression coming from no attention, Guess this will be having to be settled in a court session, Now once again I go off in another direction, directions. [Verse Three:] Targets and hateful words spit the venom, I hunt for heaven but never got closer until seven, When the sunset sleeps and my mind rattles, I struggle with my wealth and all of my IRL battles, It feels like that I come from different channels, When all I'm hoping for is a succession in for both examples, This love was just a shambles, I guess we just had enough of all of the bloody scandals. Toxic animosity and being stuck too high up in the tree, Once again I'm borrowing and loaning money, can't you see that I'm sorry? Now my minds turning to a tumble and I love nobody, I thought life had happy endings but this one doesn't, Was this all an accident? Is my damage permanent? Once again guessing, guessing that I'll have to wait until judgement. I know this ain't relevant but I am intelligent, And also I plead non-guilty and innocent, how is it not evident? [Verse Four:] I've been searching for any open corridors, I've been hunting for any open Auditors, As I write my anthems and rap them in front of millions, As soon as I start cashing and bagging now she comes crawling, Yet my dumbass accepted her as a present, I was too blind to see, I thought I was just being kind. I was too dumb to just leave this all behind, Then the she left again, with all of my profits, doesn't it just remind? Now I've been framed as the scum, what have I become? Public enemy number one, I'm the public's victim. Wisdom, fucked up systems and turning to religion, But I couldn't find my way too god, wishing heaven was real, I just can't conceal my thrills and chills within these walls, This whole experience has been so surreal yet so painful. Everyone just says that I've been so fucking ungrateful. [Verse Five:] I'll let games prevent my progression, I'll let experiences stop my affection, I'll let sins regret my protection, I'll let god know that I'm no dedication, I'll let friends know that I'm on medication, I'll let the world know my motherfucking frustration. I'll show them all my imagination, I'll show them all my daydreams. [Outro:] Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydream, Daydreams, Daydreams, Daydreams, Daydreams, [P.S. Please don't steal lyrics, but if your trying to come up with a flow then feel free to rap to this whilst doing so. 😃😃😃😃]
I felt left out, Everywhere i go i zone out, Earth and space stuck in between, Loving you will be a pain unforeseen, But still i wont pass out, Too many joints start to looking something else, Life had no meaning if living without no test, Giving up every single morning go lay back to my bed cant get enough rest, I know youre the best, But how i could be the one for you, Tell me that i have the chances in this life, So much passion need to be all out to strive, Im missing out all the moment we sat in the car day to night drive, Cant sleep actually thinking about life always woke up at 5,
You can't conceal the pain And expect to heal the pain You can't change nothing And wonder why things are still the same So many overdoses, people dying in vain Way out of my mind, insane couldn't define In communion with the way beyond Gotta be strong, but feel scrawny I gotta shine Stop focusing on my own shadow like Punxsutawney Need to learn my lessons As I watch my whole life wither and lessen Wondering, "is there more for me?"
Lookin back at all who wished me better Now back down At a downed bottle of booze A bloody sweater I swore to myself I couldn’t hate her And that I Would soon feel better Now memories fadin My vision hd Sittin contemplating Will I pull the trigger? My minds straight But my fingers hesitatin Is there a Satin in hell Sitting and waiting Let’s start in 0’4 “R-a-y” Written on a hospital door To 2019 Me crying on another hospital floor Lookin my mom in her eyes Watching her life fade away Knowing I couldn’t change shit Even if I tried What if it was me instead who Fuckin died Never to realize All the blessings in my mind She gave me in disguise Teaching me to be a man And a good guy To try as hard as I can Always tell the truth Cuz it’s harder on yourself Livin a lie Missing my niggas that died Wishin I could make things right And make amends With my flaws Mistakes and demons And just try again Livin a sin Idk where the moon stops And the day begins Ridin high noon I’ll be dead soon My times running out Times ticking away Like the faucet water When you’re stuck in a drought One minute you’re swimming To the next floating in a cloud It’s hard to feel proud When you only feel happy Taking puffs and smoking loud Surround is my sound Missing myself No longer my home town Memories fadin Pendulum swinging Minimum of hating Myself Wether I die to a gun Or the drugs I keep on my shelf Id trade my life And abandon my health To put someone first Other than myself If only they knew the pain that I felt Even worse the hurt that I’ve dealt Like a bad hand And now I’m being defined As what bitches be calling a man In reality I just wanna Fuckin try again
chorus/intro love and loss losing, its torture holding on think of our future x2 take it all just need you for longer opened up just wanted to be yours v1 oh how your love leaves me falling down touching me deeply then lifting off these things i say i swear i mean it oh never been more serious than now freely devoted to you seizing the moments with you Feeling love sick I’m spinning around Im wishing you hold me I’m wanting you now Never been here like this I feel so obsessed Only need you with me Just forget all the rest
Take me up into the sky we can hangout like a couple of doves that took flight wake me up when you say goodbye otherwise I’m a sitting duck without you by my side Take me down into a dive we can hangout after class like a school of fish that’s corny shit but you have to laugh because clown fish are suppose to be funny right? Ah shit, how time has passed I might close my eyes and relax my ride floats in bright skies so abstract All I can think about is you That why I’m coming home for Christmas To hold you tight at last
0:32 Take me to paradise (10sec pause) i just want to go home let my in this bitch uh let me grab a swisher lighter please grab the weed throw it in this mixture couldn’t do it but im fluid leaking thru the fixture and im brighter then that smile that is lit up on your picture how the hell ive missed but i cant be silent why you be so quiet why we be Bias cant we just put are different aside an and be on it everyone loves us as equals lets be honest let my in this bitch uh let me grab a swisher lighter please grab the weed throw it in this mixture couldn’t do it but im fluid leaking thru the fixture and im brighter then that smile that is lit up on your picture how the hell ive missed but i cant be silent why you be so quiet why we be Bias cant we just put are different aside an and be on it everyone loves us as equals lets be honest
I’m flying home tonight It’s a one way flight And I ain’t coming back Before you ask No you can’t come with me There’s so much to do with out me I know you’ll do great things I know you’ll be amazing
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Flying Home For Christmas...
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[FREE] Mac Miller Type Beat | "Flying Home For Christmas"
yo man this beat was most dope.
I even made a song with it.
you can check it on my channel I gave u credit ofcourse :)
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Hey seriously man between all the beats I'm about to purchase from you. Message me a social so I can dm you I need a producer and I cannot say this with more sincerity you are the best producer on the platform, hell that I've ever heard. Please hmu I've got like 30 something songs off of your beats to show you. 🙏
another year on the road,
another beer all alone,
i can't console my soul - after all i hear on the phone,
can't even share in the cheer,
i feel the tear's in ur tone,
im wishin i was there sayin' - 'can't believe that u grown',
and so i groan - as i grind - knowing all of these loans,
will slowly grind down in time so that i can come home,
daddy's lil clone askin' father christmas,
can u bring my father home to be apart o xmas,
cause i miss him so, and all his hugs and kisses,
momma cry's alone while she washes up the dishes,
i know your watchin from a far - dispite the distance,
so i hope u flyin home for xmas,
i know i promised momma no more mischief,
while im sleepin, huggin on your pictures,
thinkin bout the moments you were with us,
knowing how much u really miss us....
chorus:
dear father christmas....
i hope you find the time to read my wish list,
though i know it maybe too ambitious,
im thinkin' bout my momma,
looking at the distance,
thinkin about my father,
and time's long persistance,
tryin not to be insistant,
but my wish is my father flying home for xmas....
time can't change the circumstances,
or give you all the answers,
only hopes to wait for second chances,
tryna cope and manage while the anguish gettin' worse,
holy God only knows our future on this earth,
for what it's worth,
i turn my pain 'n' pray to jesus,
pray to lead us,
when the way that's laid is bleakest,
give us hope on chistmas day and make us all believers,
and never leave us, cause we all need a father,
for safe harbour,
cause we all need a momma,
for grace 'n' kharma,
as a kid causing drama,
but at the heart - a
feels good to be apart - a,
family - even with the family saga,
to cherish with Ona ....
Please make this a song
Yeah, make this a song
Felt that
This is what it means to be brave. That was very brave
Respect and dignity
The last thing i left behind was an enemy
And when i look back i look at me
I say damn look at everything u took from me
I guess there really isnt any good in me
This one is special.
No for real
A few seconds in and I knew it was amazing. 🔥 So soulful
It really is❤️😪
No other way to explain it
It's very unique and it almost gives you a feeling like it's been on a song before like a very influential and important song.
0:13
*hums*
0:27
Hey
Things will be okay
Someday ...
All we’ve heard
Are simple words ...
These keys will play
Listen, to what they say
Hey
0:54
I’m drinking (smoking)
Yeah been thinking (choking)
I can’t stop
My dreaming
Please
Let me ...
Free
Wanna go
But I can't leave
No, I can't leave
1:22
Man
I’m trying to feel, something but I can’t
The plan was to make something of myself
But I stand, underground
There’s no one around
No one around
1:50
I’m going home
Going home
To a place, that I once known
I’m going home
Going home
To a place, where I once grown
(x2)
2:43
*hums*
2:58
Can’t believe I once said
That it’s all just in my head
It’s all in my head
But ...
Here we go again
Thought we’d spend forever
That the day would never end
But instead
I’m forever, stuck in my head
Stuck in my bed
Stuck, without a place to go
So
I’m going home
Going home
To a place, that I once known
I’m going home
Going home
To a place, where I once grown
I’m going home
Going home
Home
That hook is from an actual country song
@@lukefigueroa7525 what song? I don't listen to country
can i use some of this to make a song
@@Guapebk go for it mate
0:55
livings not as easy as expected
yeah, chaos all around me, im so reckless
always drowning in my thoughts feeling helpless
always tempted by the smoke that make me breathless
man i wish this high was endless
got me frozen in time, make me senseless
wishing i could dream again
hoping i don’t lose my friends
i been feeling kinda distant
feeling like a thorn in their side
and i been reminiscing bout the times when i laughed so hard, i would cry
you guys always made me feel alive
and this the only way i know how to say
i ain’t been okay
i don’t need no more shame and i know all my mistakes, please don’t rub em in my face
lately i been feeling out of place, getting spaced out, thinking bout the pain
but at the end of the day, its only me to blame
what a shame
i took living as a game
Damnn
Amazing dude
Friends said “we’re here for you”
I replied, “so why ain’t I hear from you?”
Chringe
@@dayz_numbered8007 lol go take that shit energy somewhere else
i love the beat it makes me feel like all the stuff around me is going down but i’m going up like i’m becoming happy in a world so dark but what from i’ve seen from my eyes every little thing in this world brings pain with a new path
Please write poetry
you okay bro?
2 years in and this beat still gets to me
Same dawg found ts in high school, gem been collecting dust for ages 😭
Man sometimes you just got that thing that hits you in the inside.
Thanks for the feelings you put in your songs
My pathetic me rest in this song. A melancholy memory of how I was, full of love and a caring person. Damn, Life really changes u a lot.
Sending you love brother
Life can change us, it certainly has affected me, but our actions can change our lives and the lives of others for the better
Hearing this song again after 1 year makes me feel peace now, I'm a better person now, I learned the lessons life taught me
I often come back to this beat trying to write a verse to it. I always end up listening through. One day I’ll have something good enough for this one 🤞🏼
How in the fuck does this make you wanna silent cry in the rain? With no lyrics?!?
Dude, I am a huge fan of your work. Thank you for what you do. Fr fr.
Maybe it's a bit of an exaggeration, but you've just started to become my favorite beatmaker. I'm addicted to a lot of your beats.
Appreciate that🙏
God had to take you back, he told me that for you he had bigger plans, now im always looking at the clouds, hoping that you're looking back down
You never judged me from my background-
You wanted me around-
Took me with to campgrounds-
Now its time to make you proud,
I only see you in my dreams now-
Wakin up without a smile-
Really changed my lifestyle,
Growin up a juvenile-
Got locked up- for a while-
My mindstate is versatile-
Freestyle until im senile
Bruhhh! This is some real magic… 🙌🏼🥶
I don't rap. I just listen. 100% a banger 🔥
dude your so fire
Appreciate it as always brotha!
Love From Saginaw MI
when the beat dropped i smiled
Deliverance 0:20
This sin in my mouth is tasteless.
My actions have gotten me feeling Basic.
I’m tired of tracing the source of my insecurities.
I’m tired of experiencing paralysis by analysis.
I’m tired of this need to feel ubiquitous.
I’m sick from all this self hating.
My soul is eroding away.
My conscious is fading to grey.
All these responsibilities yet I choose to delay.
I’m tired of slapping You in the face.
Abusing Your grace.
Mocking Your name.
Digging my own grave.
Torturing Your kindness.
Call you My Highness yet continue to live in blindness.
Tell You to get me off this cross yet won’t work with
You as The Boss.
Yeshua, You paid it all.
From The Fall you picking us up every time we stall.
Yet here I am wanting it all.
Never counting the cost.
Acting more depraved than The Lost.
I just can’t take this anymore.
Becoming Deformed by living in how I perform.
Caught up in the storm yet never getting transformed.
Apollos, destroy this pride.
I’m tired of hiding amongst The Deniers.
These Vampires.
Amongst the Cowardly, the Self Indulgent, the Entitled.
The Gossipers, the Complainers, the Betrayers.
This feels like a knife in my soul.
Swirling around the Lake of Fire and I have no control.
Too much effort to end it amongst the lows.
Not gonna meddle with Your foes.
I’ve chosen them cause I don’t feel bold.
Have I sold my soul?
Adultery with this world.
Making this planet my side chick.
Hypocrite to all the positive encouragement.
Limited on a creative inference.
Much too dense on speaking simple sentences.
Repetitive on the effects of this earth’s sedatives.
Walk into a room and no one notices.
Speak convictions and no one listens.
Give a word of encouragement and they still feel indifferent.
I’m just spent.
Stuck in my sins and I won’t relent…
Father, do You want to look in my eyes after I want to gouge them?
Will You shake my hand of fellowship after all this self imprisonment?
This is my proclamation of emancipation.
I felt the sorrow of my sin.
Now I desire that I let You in.
This will forever be my song of Deliverance.
With the wings of an eagle I will ascend over this generation’s way of thinking.
My foot will never be sinking because my thinking will always be increasing.
I will stand in the present of Your throne.
Amongst the guilty I will not throw a stone.
When I’m commissioned I will walk as You walked.
I will talk as You talked.
Power will be grounded in the humility of knowing You as my Maker.
The Faker will be exposed for how he betrayed Your nature.
The Naysayers will remain quiet.
The Defiant will keep hiding.
I choose to continue abiding!
Apart of Your Vine, filled with Your wine.
Consume Your presence as my essence.
I associate with The Lion of Judah and I’m apart of His pride.
Lamb led to slaughter so that I can go farther.
Loved by a Father who sees me proper.
I refuse to deny His presence that resides inside.
Take away these distractions that cause me to betray.
Silence these voices that cause me to parlay.
Lead me to green pastures and may my soul forever there stay.
Underrated comment this was good
praise yahshua
That piano, I'm crying 😭
The soul in this...
00:50 is a good start for the song
Pick a tree out in the forest
If I cut it down, no one will notice
but me
It’s life, the way it goes
You’re with the one you love
And then you find yourself all alone
So see me in the dark, shooting stars, at the park on the bench where you said that you loved me, I still don’t believe it
Tis the season
But I don’t know the reason
Flicker in the light, by my side, every time
I’ll still say it back but you don’t think I mean it
Guess it’s my turn for leaving
I’m flying home for Christmas
That’s the path I’ve chose
You got yours and I’ve got mine
But we’re both still holding on
I’m flying home for Christmas
I’m getting shit faced and fucking up my mind
Slowly we’re dying, the angels baptizing with the sinners and the saints
God knows I’ve lost my way
Yo this actually makes me feel something... You know what youre doing G keep the fire comin ! 🔥
Ohhh this one got me thinking about my son. I’m about to start writin sumn heavy to this one
you put some soul into this. one of my favorite beats of all time
Just cried freestyling 🙏💙
00:20
Ey, estoy buscándome a mi misma
Abrazame hasta que se haga de dia
Se que duele mucho, oh yo lo se...
Nos paraliza una sonrisa
El pasado es otro bucle que hipnotiza
Nos fuimos perdiendo ya no me ves...
00:50
Es loco, es loco como pasa el tiempo
Camino con la linterna para ver que tengo dentro
Estoy intentando entenderme pero nunca lo he podido hacer...
Otra noche donde ese miedo me invade
Nos asusta cada vez que nos sentimos vulnerables
Es genial ese talento que tengo de desaparecer
1:17
Ey, de desaparecer
Cuando me agarra el miedo se apodera de mi ser
No quiero lastimarte sé que eso lo sabes, mi amor...
Ahora lo podemos ver
Todos estamos roto por la culpa del ayer
¿Por que no te acercas? ¿por que no te dejas querer? mi amor...
1:47
Ey, estoy buscándome a mi misma
Abrazame hasta que se haga de dia
Se que duele mucho, oh yo lo se...
Nos paraliza una sonrisa
El pasado es otro bucle que hipnotiza
Nos fuimos perdiendo ya no me ves...
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2:40
Nuestra mente es una zona de peligro
Un lugar donde nada tiene sentido
Nos asusta con lo que tiene escondido, ey
Nuestra mente es nuestro peor enemigo
Siempre intento vencerlo pero nunca lo consigo
Me da miedo que eso logre terminar conmigo, lo se
3:08
Ey, olvidando esa voz
La que rompió en pedazos mi preciado corazón
Todos esos pedazos estan pegandose para vos...
Y esto es todo lo que soy
Una chica insegura que lidia con su dolor
Sigo estando en un duelo pero igual todo mi amor te doy...
2:37
Ey, estoy buscándome a mi misma
Abrazame hasta que se haga de dia
Se que duele mucho, oh yo lo se...
Nos paraliza una sonrisa
El pasado es otro bucle que hipnotiza
Nos fuimos perdiendo ya no me ves...
Fua, sarpado, muy bueno
@@manuiu ay muchas gracias 🖤
buenisimo me encanto yo hice un estribillo hermoso para esta cancion
reminds me of the beatles!! beautiful
Thank you!
Dudeeeee what a beatiful sample my god
0:00
hey mom, hey dad
just wish I had you back
that's all I want for Christmas
when I was small never thought how much i'd miss this
warm bedrooms and a cozy kitchen
dad in the bedroom tv flicking
mom annoying me by giving me some kisses
damn I thought it was so insignificant
I was just lost in the midst of it
wishing it away
now I just wish I had the chance to say
I'd take it all back if I could
spend another decade under your roof
I really had something to lose
was stubborn with nothing to prove
I would climb the tallest mountain just to watch you move
you don't have to say anything
your presence is enough
a present even if I'm not to touch
a small glimpse of you, is that so much?
to ask for, the past just keeps passing more
love, your third born.
This was truly so beautiful
keep going
@@elyvn1343 Thank you.
I cried to this bro
@@p2faded496 that means a lot my man.
Beautiful!
This beat is blessed.
Amen
The beginning reminded me of my grandma playing piano on a Sunday
I've been scrolling through beats for hours, this one just hit different. You can really feel the life and soul you put into in this beat. Well done this is truly art my friend.
One of my favorites by you so far 🍾🤩
Refrain introductif: (00:26)
X1
Mais où seras tu ?
Entends tu « mes je t’aimes » ?
J’ai le coeur perdu
Pendant le temps d’un poème
Mais où seras tu ?
J’ai le coeur perdu
Couplet unique: (00:55)
Perdu parmi les mots qu’on me jette
T y arriveras pas ça c’est claires et net
Coeur pleins de désirs faut bosser pour y arriver
Mais la musique c’est toute ma vie
Tu peux le voir dans mes pupilles
Des fois je m endors tard la nuit
Dans le noir je rêve que j’y arrive
Mon rêve de gosse je veux le réaliser
Autour de moi personne me rivalise
Autour de toi je la vois partout
Je sais que je vaux mieux que ça (oh non)
Ne le dis pas à mes ren-pa
Cette mélodie est faite pour moi
Laisse moi te prouver
Je ne fais que prier
J’arrive en paix
Je ne fais que briller
Une promesse dans le blanc des yeux
Une caresse qui ramène les cieux
Je sais que j y arriverais pas sans eux
Je ferais du mieux que je peux
Pendant le temps d’un poème
Je lui répéterais que je l’aime
Et Même si elle ne m’entend pas
Dites lui que je suis faites pour ça
Refrain final: (02:18)
X2
Mais où seras tu ?
Entends tu « mes je t’aimes » ?
J’ai le coeur perdu
Pendant le temps d’un poème
I was just sitting here freestyling randomly, not really trying, just having a good time with it, and got a lot of shit of my mind, I had a few goods bars, and I felt good at the end. It was like meditation. Thank you for helping me decompress from the bull shit that is life. Yes I'm sometimes. (I'm high leave me alone)
I feel that, hahah 💜
I knew this lady who was special in every way
She didn’t speak my language but we still communicated okay
Miles and miles away from you but them summers man dreams did come true
Your old brick house hotter than a sauna in the summer in the middle of a dessert
Damn times flies it’s been years since I’ve seen your eyes
Thank you for coming to me in my dream when you died
You held me and I cried
I know it was a dream but I swear In that moment you were alive
I could feel the vibe
Rest in paradise forever we will be together in another lifetime
love you grandma
GooD
job kade
i very love this vibe !!! i gonna try something with this :) tysm !!!
hard bro
yo dawg, im feelin this beat.
I didn't get much as a kid, but I'm still thankful for what all they gave me, I didn't get much recognition but I still love even when those show hate to me, I'm still considerate when people choose to be a prick, look up at the sky and ask God why I get given all the shit, while the other kids get privilege and love from their family who's rich, Santa asks me what I want for my Christmas gift, I told him "I don't want materialistic things" I said "just give me wings" so I can finally know what it's like to be free, away from all the kids who were mean, and spoke down on me, I know I'll make it if I just believe, maybe then everything will finally be okay, I was told if I left then my family would be left in dismay, but being grounded is overrated anyway, I never really felt like I was meant to stay, so therefore I'll be selfish just this once and fly away, but I'll leave behind a note to all those that deserve to be thanked, those that helped me with my grand escape!
This is superb
honestly the progression is top
World on my shoulders
This for my city
Now I am older
I finally understand
What be my purpose now
Dearly departed
Heavenly hearted
Am I a martyr
For generations
This ain’t my ceiling now
Since I was a younging
All I want to do
Is make my mumma proud
in my feelings
hard to write this
Harder to speak on it
I’m being honest
Too much on my conscious
Make her proud broski
It’s hard to make em proud
When inner demons screaming out loud
Don’t know who to trust like Stan Beamon
Afraid to trust for fear of treason - betrayal
I’d rather lay low
They say if I go
The way of Kurt Kobain, I won’t get a halo
So I guess I’m headed to the gallows
Watching over head like sparrows
Today is enough to worry about - never mind tomorrow
Why would I share it when you laughed at my sorrow?
I ain’t have anyone to lean on - do you have a shoulder I can borrow?
Soul living in squalor, if you felt it, gimme a holler
My boy, this one is magical.
You are just the best man! Keep up the fantastic work!:)
Thank you brother
Timeless
Masterpiece !
Told people promises that they broke
Pockets empty, gas on E, but I still have high hopes
No direction just going with the flow
Land of the free just not free to think whatever I want
So
I sit alone
I write this songs
Such sad songs
I know I did wrong
Check my journal, I’ve been wrote my wrongs
I make friends out of stones
Pressure is what defines me
Blood diamond I can feel the reaper after me
Musical chairs
I guess I should go to the back to find a seat
Sorry I came in late
Never thought you would ever wait for me
Just waiting for my death patiently
Finally I can find ease
Let my soul be peace
Pushing pounds on the clutch, if I crash now who will give a f
Heart so divided I can’t even get a hard up like Ray J im so tied up
Coping in the shadows with these drugs, if I need your help ever you will just pull the plug, no phone call back from the man up above, thanks for the tough love
Salvation Army as a jit all I know is tough love
Finally when a warrior has enough he will throw his arms to the ground and let you have the final blow
No evening the score
My dying wish is that I don’t come back on this globe
Crazzy 💥💥💣
Agreed. This track is special. It causes something to happen upstairs if you’re a writer. Think its inspirational
What a beautiful melody
Love the melodic feel on this beat! Seriously, this beat is a vibe! 🔥🔥
Probably half of my mixtape will be just your beats. Thanks for helping kickstart my rise to superstardom.
This is dope i been listening to this everyday for the past week
El Mejor Beat Maker.
missed my christmas flight, writing to this tonight.
This is beautiful dude
wow. Got the chills. Great job bro
this beat is poetry and magic
This is a Beautiful creation thank you.
great beat!
Mac would be proud of this one 🕊️✨🖤
goated beat
Appreciate that brother!
Love it, a really good work bro !!
Rough Draft
[Verse 1]
Slowly but surely growth is the human antidote,
on a journey, I'm moving, sloth is my spirit animal, (scoffs) late blooming, evolution assuming, revolution resuming with Resumes even when I'm gone, camera rolls, camcorders, thus camera phones, if life is what you make it, prerecorded then pan along, fast forward where I ramble on, grammatically at a prone angle, I managed from long statements, the distance from wrong places, an Amazon, always humid, the air and all, eyes sweating cause.. man, I swear this song, takes me back when Easy Mac was on, makes me stammer some, upbeat, the piano's home, got the right keys, I hear his voice in the background hum, so subtle, it's camouflage, or maybe I'm just rambling, wish he was outside doing random shit, instead of lonely shenanigans, left alone like a mannequin, check on your strong friends every man has their damages, rest in peace to Layne Staley, Alice lost in the chain again, reunited Mike Starr, hope Heaven Angels aren't changeling, since you... Died
I read that first line and just thought the song "Not Everybody grows" by Marlon Craft. Hope you not too down in your thoughts G. Stay up.
@@MattsWrightUSUALLY Thanks bro, I actually am no lie, lost so many family to this Covid things just out of wack. Thanks for your comment man. Still pushing through
Dude what the fuck that was insane fire. If you ever wanna make that shit a reality on this beat hit me up. Rome FreeMan on facebook. I think the way i was reading that verse was how the flow was built but either way its fucckin slick. I def wanna collab with you on this beat
Also my condolences but you even had me crying sayin your lines out loud. You got soul
Fkn master piece .
I'm flying right now! Love this
Thanks! Happy New Year
@@justdanbeats Happy New Year bro!
This is so fire
I wrote to this, and the direction that the beat lead me to, was to speak about my Mother ironically around Mother's Day. And I showed it to her on that day, and she said it was her favorite song and my best song up to date. To be fair, she's only heard about 3 songs out of the +1000 songs I've written lol But when momma says it's her favorite, you gotta respect it. JustDan, that piano melody with the church organ really strikes the right CHORD and makes an artist want to say something heartfelt and profound. It's not a beat one can slack on, you really brought it home with this piece.
Smooth 🔥👍
One Love🙌🏼
this is a fckn dope beat
[Verse One:]
Guess striding wasn't as easy as expected,
You took my heart and I couldn't be resurrected,
And look now I head off, look where I'm headed,
Yeah we've not been connected,
I'm sorry if you were at all offended,
I swear it wasn't you I neglected,
[Verse Two:]
I guess when we first moved we thought life was easy,
But turns out that we were absolutely wrong completely,
Then the disagreements settled in when you said you didn't need me,
And the constant threats and regrets hurt can't you see?
Yet you had a better earning job, whilst I had no money,
I'm not religious but god please change my destiny,
Turns out that it was just too hard to agree to disagree,
And turns out that I've made myself a new number one enemy.
My headlights go off in another direction,
I thought that our love was a true perfection,
I'm telling this from my POV, my perception,
Because I'm the one who's right, I forgot to mention,
Now I look at my reflection and break the mirror with tension,
With all my aggression coming from no attention,
Guess this will be having to be settled in a court session,
Now once again I go off in another direction, directions.
[Verse Three:]
Targets and hateful words spit the venom,
I hunt for heaven but never got closer until seven,
When the sunset sleeps and my mind rattles,
I struggle with my wealth and all of my IRL battles,
It feels like that I come from different channels,
When all I'm hoping for is a succession in for both examples,
This love was just a shambles,
I guess we just had enough of all of the bloody scandals.
Toxic animosity and being stuck too high up in the tree,
Once again I'm borrowing and loaning money, can't you see that I'm sorry?
Now my minds turning to a tumble and I love nobody,
I thought life had happy endings but this one doesn't,
Was this all an accident? Is my damage permanent?
Once again guessing, guessing that I'll have to wait until judgement.
I know this ain't relevant but I am intelligent,
And also I plead non-guilty and innocent, how is it not evident?
[Verse Four:]
I've been searching for any open corridors,
I've been hunting for any open Auditors,
As I write my anthems and rap them in front of millions,
As soon as I start cashing and bagging now she comes crawling,
Yet my dumbass accepted her as a present,
I was too blind to see, I thought I was just being kind.
I was too dumb to just leave this all behind,
Then the she left again, with all of my profits, doesn't it just remind?
Now I've been framed as the scum, what have I become?
Public enemy number one, I'm the public's victim.
Wisdom, fucked up systems and turning to religion,
But I couldn't find my way too god, wishing heaven was real,
I just can't conceal my thrills and chills within these walls,
This whole experience has been so surreal yet so painful.
Everyone just says that I've been so fucking ungrateful.
[Verse Five:]
I'll let games prevent my progression,
I'll let experiences stop my affection,
I'll let sins regret my protection,
I'll let god know that I'm no dedication,
I'll let friends know that I'm on medication,
I'll let the world know my motherfucking frustration.
I'll show them all my imagination,
I'll show them all my daydreams.
[Outro:]
Daydream, Daydream,
Daydream, Daydream,
Daydream, Daydream,
Daydream, Daydream,
Daydream, Daydream,
Daydream, Daydream,
Daydreams, Daydreams,
Daydreams, Daydreams,
[P.S. Please don't steal lyrics, but if your trying
to come up with a flow then feel free to rap to
this whilst doing so. 😃😃😃😃]
Fire 🎉
Crazy bro
Beautiful work
Meditation feels good. Sunbathing in the hood
Lawd this is so rightouse for my soul
im flying too !!
You add violin it so good
Definitely a story beat
So beautiful as is, WELL DONE
Thanks 🙏
I felt left out,
Everywhere i go i zone out,
Earth and space stuck in between,
Loving you will be a pain unforeseen,
But still i wont pass out,
Too many joints start to looking something else,
Life had no meaning if living without no test,
Giving up every single morning go lay back to my bed cant get enough rest,
I know youre the best,
But how i could be the one for you,
Tell me that i have the chances in this life,
So much passion need to be all out to strive,
Im missing out all the moment we sat in the car day to night drive,
Cant sleep actually thinking about life always woke up at 5,
You can't conceal the pain
And expect to heal the pain
You can't change nothing
And wonder why things are still the same
So many overdoses, people dying in vain
Way out of my mind, insane couldn't define
In communion with the way beyond
Gotta be strong, but feel scrawny
I gotta shine
Stop focusing on my own shadow like Punxsutawney
Need to learn my lessons
As I watch my whole life wither and lessen
Wondering, "is there more for me?"
that shadow line is killer
This fire
Lookin back at all who wished me better
Now back down
At a downed bottle of booze
A bloody sweater
I swore to myself I couldn’t hate her
And that I
Would soon feel better
Now memories fadin
My vision hd
Sittin contemplating
Will I pull the trigger?
My minds straight
But my fingers hesitatin
Is there a Satin in hell
Sitting and waiting
Let’s start in 0’4
“R-a-y”
Written on a hospital door
To 2019
Me crying on another hospital floor
Lookin my mom in her eyes
Watching her life fade away
Knowing I couldn’t change shit
Even if I tried
What if it was me instead who
Fuckin died
Never to realize
All the blessings in my mind
She gave me in disguise
Teaching me to be a man
And a good guy
To try as hard as I can
Always tell the truth
Cuz it’s harder on yourself
Livin a lie
Missing my niggas that died
Wishin I could make things right
And make amends
With my flaws
Mistakes and demons
And just try again
Livin a sin
Idk where the moon stops
And the day begins
Ridin high noon
I’ll be dead soon
My times running out
Times ticking away
Like the faucet water
When you’re stuck in a drought
One minute you’re swimming
To the next floating in a cloud
It’s hard to feel proud
When you only feel happy
Taking puffs and smoking loud
Surround is my sound
Missing myself
No longer my home town
Memories fadin
Pendulum swinging
Minimum of hating
Myself
Wether I die to a gun
Or the drugs I keep on my shelf
Id trade my life
And abandon my health
To put someone first
Other than myself
If only they knew the pain that I felt
Even worse the hurt that I’ve dealt
Like a bad hand
And now I’m being defined
As what bitches be calling a man
In reality I just wanna Fuckin try again
you're going through a lot man. You got it. If no one is there for you, I will be there :). Nice bars
@ProdbyBarra cuz they’re trash
@ProdbyBarra didn’t even view it
Everyone knows that comment section promoters are trash
Caught a hell-of-a-vibe on this beat man.. (piano intro esp.) Well done 👏
Thanks brother
Saving souls RIP Mac ❤️💯😢
yo this is fire!! keep it up g
Dan!!!!! Beautiful
Thank you
love that this says free and then in the desc theres a link to buy
chorus/intro
love and loss
losing, its torture
holding on
think of our future
x2
take it all
just need you for longer
opened up
just wanted to be yours
v1
oh how your love leaves me falling down
touching me deeply then lifting off
these things i say i swear i mean it
oh never been more serious than now
freely devoted to you
seizing the moments with you
Feeling love sick I’m spinning around
Im wishing you hold me
I’m wanting you now
Never been here like this
I feel so obsessed
Only need you with me
Just forget all the rest
Take me up into the sky
we can hangout like a couple of doves that took flight
wake me up when you say goodbye otherwise I’m a sitting duck without you by my side
Take me down into a dive
we can hangout after class like a school of fish that’s corny shit but you have to laugh because clown fish are suppose to be funny right?
Ah shit, how time has passed
I might close my eyes and relax
my ride floats in bright skies so abstract
All I can think about is you
That why I’m coming home for Christmas
To hold you tight at last
vibey
I wish I was recording I’m crying after freestyling on this omg that would of been the emotional song of the year hahaha
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Take me to paradise (10sec pause) i just want to go home let my in this bitch uh let me grab a swisher lighter please grab the weed throw it in this mixture couldn’t do it but im fluid leaking thru the fixture and im brighter then that smile that is lit up on your picture how the hell ive missed but i cant be silent why you be so quiet why we be Bias cant we just put are different aside an and be on it everyone loves us as equals lets be honest
let my in this bitch uh let me grab a swisher lighter please grab the weed throw it in this mixture couldn’t do it but im fluid leaking thru the fixture and im brighter then that smile that is lit up on your picture how the hell ive missed but i cant be silent why you be so quiet why we be Bias cant we just put are different aside an and be on it everyone loves us as equals lets be honest
Sorry for no Abbreviations Punctuations. Pretty much anything it’s kind of a freestyle
Going to not try and double it up and make a song instead
Yup this is the one.
I’m flying home tonight
It’s a one way flight
And I ain’t coming back
Before you ask
No you can’t come with me
There’s so much to do with out me
I know you’ll do great things
I know you’ll be amazing
This make yuh wanna restart life
No bull shit man. This one is serious