Pile 2: Since I was born I was taught that feeling any difficult emotions was a bad thing or I was a bad child. Now at 38yrs old I’ve built a safe space for my inner child to feel all of the emotions that she had suppressed. I can see and feel the light and it feels amazing. I’ve learned to not project and see others just as who they are. Thank you so much for this reading and validating a lot of what I’ve been growing through 💜🙏🏼💫 Thank you Lexi!
@@jenleigh342 I’m so glad it helps you! 💜💫🙏🏼 One of the biggest experiences through my healing journey is knowing that I’m not alone. Finding a community like this and Lexi creating this platform for us to release and just feel is so magical! 💫⭐️
Thank you Lexi❤️ I picked pile 2, I'm actually discovering how much pain and injustice I had in my childhood and have my actual relationship with my boyfriend. He doesn't give me space to be myself, just like all the people I have had before. I was always criticized for who I am, and others always pretended to take care of them even when I had depression (or right now that there are a lots of things that aren't working in my life, emotional triggers too). Three years ago I thought all of this was my fault, now I am very angry and I really want to focus on my self, close the relationship with my bf and change everything about my life. Now I want a life created by me and only by me, not by others.
@@bohemianirene1256 Morena God is with you. Please find out all the help available to you (secretly). This is what I did. I had no family support or any other support. I was guided by the spirits to call domestic violence helpline and women's refuge. I did that and they gave me ideas for safe exit. I was prepared to leave but was still terrified and nervous. I asked help from spirits and then an incident happened where police had to intervene ( I was not harmed) and I asked them to help me get out safely. It was the police who secretly took me out to a safe place. Please don't give up hope. Ask for help from God and act on it safely. Sending you lots of love and light my dear ❤️🙏
Pile 2: I'm crying at how much it resonated. I feel so sad and lonely right now. Your words really helped. Thank you so much for your beautiful work. ❤
Pile 2......so many things to process thank you for pointing me in a direction. I was sooooo confused. I see what i must do now, thanks to you and spirit. GOD bless you for all that you do and share with people every day. ❤
Pile 2 here~ thank you thank you thank you Lexi 🙏💛 truly. I've been kind of stuck ruminating over my ex for months now. I tolerated a lot of disrespect, betrayal and humiliation as a kid & it was the same situation with my ex. But I could see the good in him and kept excusing it, normalizing it yk. But listening to you, I had an epiphany lol! I think I was projecting onto him the same feeling of attachment and feeling 'stuck with them', like I couldn't leave, that I'd felt with my mom. I am so incredibly grateful that I'm an adult and able to make decisions for myself now - yk I cried over being able to buy myself an ice cream? So embarrassing 😂 but I was truly thrilled by that freedom, and I'm excited by the prospect of eventually being able to not feel a sense of loss if I don't have my ex in my life. I feel closer to closing out this cycle with him now. Thank you again hun!!
I can’t even begin to explain how group 2 was so spot on for me and what I am going through at this time. It’s like a (very painful) nail was hit on the head. I am sending my upmost gratitude to you Lexi for bringing through what I needed. The tears flowed and now I have a better explanation and understanding of what’s going on. Truly thankful, thank you 🙏🧡🌷
Pile2 I have a lot that I've been working on. I've been triggered by this coworker and it's bring up feeling from my childhood. My grandparent picked me apart nothing I did was good enough. No matter how much I worktried to get her attention for her to listen to me like her other kid she was watching she wouldn't. It was like I couldn't be seen. I worked time and time and time again trying to get her out in that same energy. I only would get a fraction. I want to be seen heard and this situation I'm constantly having to bend over for her in order for her to like me. And yes I've realized I DONT need to do that. If she doesn't like me it shouldn't verify if I like me or my worth. I'm worth all the energy I put out. Thank you lexi for letting me cry. The moment you said I could I did. ❤
Pile 2: I'm really trying to keep my composure, but I don't know how much longer I can keep this up for. It feels like everything I'm doing is backfiring, every wound I'm trying to heal keeps reopening, every energetic cord I cut keeps reforming. I just hope that we all have the strength to make it through this, holding onto the philosophy that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
Thank you - pile 2 resonated so much with what I’m currently going through and literally snapped from a situation that triggered me to see my inner child and childhood trauma 🤍☺️
Pile 3: I have been crying for 3 days now and I know I feel everything all at once but I can't seem to figure out why exactly. Then you talked about that it's time to relax a bit and I realised how busy I have been
pile 2: i've been feeling off and burnt out for a while. this month i just started to get out of it, but now it's the processing of emotions. so it's been a rocky ride. and yeah 2 people did trigger some inner turmoil and it's felt like a lack of respect. feeling overwhelmed, misunderstood, like they aren't trying to understand. was taken back to my inner wounded child. waves of anger 100 percent. but i recently realized it's because i am overextending myself to others when i need to focus on my energy and what i want in life. they can get over it. although with one person it's not like that, they just said something that triggered that same sore spot more to where i got really upset. it's not easy, but i know i need to feel it to heal it.
Pile 3 more than pile 2. That's because I'm already at the point where I let people present who they are, without projecting onto them what I want them to be. And now I'm trying new things and doing things for myself. The feeling is precious and undescribable, so I'm happy for whoever resonated with pile 3. And for those who resonate to pile 2, it feels lonely, you will lose hope at some point. But the comeback is so strong and important, you will feel grateful for the process. Love you Lexi, thank you for your support and hyping up, love the community you built up! ❤❤❤
I started to cry a little when you said it's okay to and vent in the comments. I have adhd, I struggle with regulating my emotions and have rejection sensitive dysphoria. On monday, couldn't hold in how I was feeling like usually and had an emotional outburst of crying but on the inside I'm screaming and was thinking of destructive behaviors due RSD I'm crying again now thinking back. I always think I need to earn love and it never seems enough I always try to like and accept people fully but I feel rejected, used, and I'm tired of it. I started to believe that I'm not met to be with people and should isolate myself altogether, feel unheard a lot too. Pile 2 I appreciate the reading Lexi it means lot❤. I don't know how to heal this but thank you so much.
it is strange how accurate it is. I've found this reading now, literally 5 minutes after I had the revelation, at a very deep level that the solution to all the struggles I am caught in is to simply not struggle anymore, regardless how justified is my position in the conflict (I picked no. 3). Thank you and Merry Christmas!❤️🌟
Whooohoo! We share a liking for the same fragrance, awww. They are delicious! Group 3: I claim inner peace, learning,and growing! Thanks for all you do!
Pile2 omg the song channelled.i love it.. And when you said this is a safe space it felt like u openned a positive beautiful grid for real so amen to that..Also the fact that you've chosen Blindspot deck is cherry on top for this healing reading it's like minutes spent with a pro psychologist you do it so well thank you Lexi, we got this pile2
Lexi, thank you for being you. Pile 2.. I just needed that love and understanding extended to me right now so badly. It's been a very tough few years and I've been through so much and healed and grown, but it has been the hardest time of my life. I thought I had come so far and then these heavy deep emotions surfaced and I've been feeling very drained and hopeless. I just want peace and stability. I've got some gnarly astro transits topping it all off, so that's been fun lol. I appreciate you so much. Thank you for this light and validation. x
Pile 1 &3… it’s so spot on 😢 I’ve realised lately that I’m literally waiting and expecting for something “bad” to happen. Even to other people, in small little ways. And I keep flipping it and saying “no only good things are happening for me” etc. using the law of assumption is working really well for me- but it’s feels so strange to not have anything to “work” on in myself internally like I’ve been doing for the past 5-7 years 😅 Thank you ❤❤
38:12 - ’it is not a punishment - it is you being protected in that shell 🐚 until you see it differently and are able to see people without those glasses on and then you are able to welcome in people who are just like you - and see them for what they are and not project who you are on the inside on to other people’ Yes - that is where I am currently healing within my inner child right now ❤️🩹 I’m so happy this is coming to light finally
Pile 2. Hits so, so hard. My mum died just after I turned 20. Leaving myself and my younger 3 siblings with my dad. He's always been cold to me. I've never understood why. I wasn't a bad child. I can say that 100%. Never a problem, always tried. Tried so bloody hard. He preferred my sisters. Youngest he found funny and endearing. She could get anything from him. The middle sister was quite a tomboy so he played boys games etc with her. The sister closest to my age, he'd go to football matches with and took her to the cinema. He never gave me anything. I was like some kind of thorn or irritant. Anyway, I grew into an adult and several times He's needed help and stupid old me helped him. Bought him a car and he's never given a penny back, let him stay at my house for a year when I had a newborn and no extra space (and the sister he took to football had a spare room and she wouldn't take him in.) I've lent him money when I've had very little myself. And I could go on. Anyway, recently I had a milestone birthday. (40.) Nothing. I heard nothing from him. Not even a Happy Birthday text. Nothing. I felt so upset. My husband doesn't understand why. He says I shouldn't allow it to hurt me. My sister (the one that went to football again) has her birthday a month after mine. I'm Cancer, she's Leo. She rang me and said Dad had been at hers over the weekend of her birthday. I was just speechless. He lives in the same town as me, she lives about 90 miles away. He went to see her. He didn't even text me. I'm so broken. But most of all I'm angry at myself. Why do I feel the need for him to love me? Why do I keep trying to get him to love me when I know deep down he never will? I feel totally Pathetic. Thank you for the reading. Xxx❤
This was just so spot on and aligned with what I’ve been going through. I feel calm about it. More like I’m observing it all happening and coming up to be purged for my highest good. I don’t feel to resist it. There’s been a lot of crying but necessarily much emotion attached to it. Thanks Lexi, this felt so healing to hear ❤
pile 2 today, now i understand these emotions. as the end of reading was coming i felt like i was climbing out of that shell as i realised how and what the shell was. the shell is now billions of fragments that will feed the earth. thanks again
Pile 1, Pyrite, I'm being called to root into the physical because I've been very focused on the spiritual lately, had my epiphany which was something that finally clicked about the Law of Attraction. Now it's time to focus on the physical body because I'm 36 weeks pregnant and about to give birth to our first baby🥰🩷 Oh and yes, I own my own business with my husband and weve been trying to expand....its time ⏲️
😊 I’m this was a great topic. I feel so lethargic and restless. I’m confused, anxious, angry at times… purging from the past. So heavy and it seems it never ends.
Loved and resonated with Piles 2 and 3. Thank you so much Lexi. To risk a cliche, you are a bright shining light. I am older and I could have used your brilliant advice when I was a teen and in my 20s or even my 30s. Everyone who is young, you are SO LUCKY to have access to this wisdom so early. I hear that more younger women are looking for the resl deal in relationships. Good to know. Thank you Lexi for sharing your wisdom. Mwah!❤😊
Pile 2: wow I’m always shocked at how much your videos resonate with my soul!! Thank you Lexi because you made me feel so seen, heard and understood! This is exactly what I’ve even working through and like you said the emotions are not pretty! But from a spiritual perspective it is rather beautiful that I’m able to give myself a safe space to feel all the emotions I never felt safe enough to feel growing up…thank you for confirming exactly what I’m going through right now 🫂🤍
Oh my god yes...i am chilling now but still wondering what i need to do, or challenge myself into but...seems like i need to just have fun and...that's it, to do what i like to do..😊😊😊
Holy shit this girl! U made complete sense of what im going through since i got up today!!! I thought it was PMS! Lol but its true! Everything u said! Im in my room rn. And the tears. Thx u
Lavender pile 💜 thank you Lexi .. that was so beautifully transported and it made me understand even more how important it is to live it slow so I can grow
Pile 2. I just got done doing a journaling session with mother isis before finding this video, I pulling some cards and sat in nature next to a fire. Everything ur talking about was brought up and how trauma is trapping parts of myself. Things are indeed rly heavy right now when they shouldn't be, I've made it out of a bad neighborhood, cut the toxic out of my life, left those horrible guys, married a wonderful man with a loving family. but I'm struggling to b the person I was to the toxic ppl, I was the sweetest lil thing to everyone who was mean to me. Now, I'm too myself too much, quiet, sarcastic, stubborn, suspicious ECT.. Healings tough, a lot comes up. Almost too much sometimes..just gotta keep swimming. Ty Lexi ❤
I'm tired of heavy and hard life lessons. I just wish I could believe that they'll end but, with everything going on in my life right now, it would take a miracle for the hardness to end. Thank you for the message though🙏❤ it's a nice dream😊
Pile 2…. I have those cards too I was so drawn to them and am absolutely in love with them. Now it makes sense I definitely was not seeing that my relationship right now is triggering my inner child but as soon as you said it it clicked. Now I understand why I am feeling this way. Thank you! I needed that
Lexi! Thank You for this reading! Pile 2, i felt the purging cause my body needs extra rest these past few weeks, ive been really low, barely making it through the day, with altered sleeping cycles, ansiety, brain fog, even some physical conditions got worst... my head was all over the place so i couldnt figure out what was being purged😅 i'm working on everything You mentioned, this really helps to validate the process. i'm trying out journaling and its been great to let the emotions flow also Reiki 🙌🤗. Thank you so much! 😘❤️
Pile 2 & 3. So accurate 🌟 thank you SO much! This was very eye opening for me. My higher self / subconscious knew, but my conscious self hearing this message is powerful. 🥹🩵✨
Number 2 this is 100% what I have been experiencing. Thank you for your light.🎉🎉🎉 I have been working on my inner child, so this is a confirmation that healing is taking place❤
The first time a therapist told me the whole story on childhood wounds and family dysfunctions having some explanations for the pain was so alluring that for some time I was actually convinced it was "my parents fault" as if they could actually choose to do better than what they could and than what was already quite above average. I fell straight into her costly sessions paid by my parents and kept listening to the whole brainwashing, the pain wasn't going away, it was just rising and intoxicating my family relationships to the therapist gain. Truth is, relational dysfunction is systemic and until we will collectively see the damage that scapegoating does to each and everyone of us and what it actually means to have choice in this world and in this economy, no "I deserve better" will ever be enough to cope with reality.
if you know how many symbolism you put together in a pile that make sense to me, you would be amazed as well. listened five times. very soothing. Thank you for your work.
So my Guide basically says: Glimmers. Gotta catch em all. 🎉 Wonderful! Thank you, Lexi. Going to watch pile one next, because my subconscious has something to say there.
Ran to this video like a Bill was overdue 😂 🏃♀️
Love that ☺️🤣💛
Yup !
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Same fam. My head was like "LEXI LEXI LEXI. HERE WE GO YO WHATS DA WHATS DA SCENARIO, LEO?!"
“Just bc you have a lot of love to give doesn’t mean ppl should bleed you dry.” Preach 👏🏼👏🏼
Pile 2: Since I was born I was taught that feeling any difficult emotions was a bad thing or I was a bad child. Now at 38yrs old I’ve built a safe space for my inner child to feel all of the emotions that she had suppressed. I can see and feel the light and it feels amazing. I’ve learned to not project and see others just as who they are. Thank you so much for this reading and validating a lot of what I’ve been growing through 💜🙏🏼💫 Thank you Lexi!
Natali I can so relate to this!
@@jennavevestclaire Thank you! 💜💫 We are in this together!
@@sabrinarae4835 Thank you! 💜 We all felt this message profoundly! 🙏🏼💫
100 %...Thank you for sharing your own thoughts and experiences it helps so much! Pile 2 as well...😉😁
@@jenleigh342 I’m so glad it helps you! 💜💫🙏🏼 One of the biggest experiences through my healing journey is knowing that I’m not alone. Finding a community like this and Lexi creating this platform for us to release and just feel is so magical! 💫⭐️
Pile 3 - I have worked soooo hard on myself and my traumas the past few years. I am very ready for some happy lessons! 💛
“Nothing to report” just rest. And when you said no not the “ purge and rest. Just rest.” That hit home, lots of virgo in chart too. Thank you 🙏
Thank you Lexi❤️ I picked pile 2, I'm actually discovering how much pain and injustice I had in my childhood and have my actual relationship with my boyfriend. He doesn't give me space to be myself, just like all the people I have had before. I was always criticized for who I am, and others always pretended to take care of them even when I had depression (or right now that there are a lots of things that aren't working in my life, emotional triggers too). Three years ago I thought all of this was my fault, now I am very angry and I really want to focus on my self, close the relationship with my bf and change everything about my life. Now I want a life created by me and only by me, not by others.
Good luck with your healing. Was called to tell you to look into cptsd. Maybe it will resonate for you ❤
I'm struggling with this now too. I'm trying to leave a toxic relationship and my family is 1500 miles away.
You can do this. I can guarantee you that you will come out happy and confident. Go girl ❤
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Me too 😢😢😢😢
@@bohemianirene1256 Morena God is with you. Please find out all the help available to you (secretly). This is what I did. I had no family support or any other support. I was guided by the spirits to call domestic violence helpline and women's refuge. I did that and they gave me ideas for safe exit. I was prepared to leave but was still terrified and nervous. I asked help from spirits and then an incident happened where police had to intervene ( I was not harmed) and I asked them to help me get out safely. It was the police who secretly took me out to a safe place. Please don't give up hope. Ask for help from God and act on it safely. Sending you lots of love and light my dear ❤️🙏
Pile 2: I'm crying at how much it resonated. I feel so sad and lonely right now. Your words really helped. Thank you so much for your beautiful work. ❤
Thanks so much Lexi 🥹💗
#3 Dude! Omg. Just 5 minutes ago, I was listening to 'what was I made for', bawling my eyes out, needed a little cry sesh.
Pile 2. Spot on. Wise well being your years Lexi. ❤ happy belated birthday
Pile 2......so many things to process thank you for pointing me in a direction. I was sooooo confused. I see what i must do now, thanks to you and spirit. GOD bless you for all that you do and share with people every day. ❤
Pile 3, big time! Lavender has been a favourite of mine ever since I was a kid! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
Pile 2 here~ thank you thank you thank you Lexi 🙏💛 truly. I've been kind of stuck ruminating over my ex for months now. I tolerated a lot of disrespect, betrayal and humiliation as a kid & it was the same situation with my ex. But I could see the good in him and kept excusing it, normalizing it yk. But listening to you, I had an epiphany lol! I think I was projecting onto him the same feeling of attachment and feeling 'stuck with them', like I couldn't leave, that I'd felt with my mom. I am so incredibly grateful that I'm an adult and able to make decisions for myself now - yk I cried over being able to buy myself an ice cream? So embarrassing 😂 but I was truly thrilled by that freedom, and I'm excited by the prospect of eventually being able to not feel a sense of loss if I don't have my ex in my life. I feel closer to closing out this cycle with him now. Thank you again hun!!
I can’t even begin to explain how group 2 was so spot on for me and what I am going through at this time. It’s like a (very painful) nail was hit on the head. I am sending my upmost gratitude to you Lexi for bringing through what I needed. The tears flowed and now I have a better explanation and understanding of what’s going on. Truly thankful, thank you 🙏🧡🌷
Pile2 I have a lot that I've been working on. I've been triggered by this coworker and it's bring up feeling from my childhood. My grandparent picked me apart nothing I did was good enough. No matter how much I worktried to get her attention for her to listen to me like her other kid she was watching she wouldn't. It was like I couldn't be seen. I worked time and time and time again trying to get her out in that same energy. I only would get a fraction. I want to be seen heard and this situation I'm constantly having to bend over for her in order for her to like me. And yes I've realized I DONT need to do that. If she doesn't like me it shouldn't verify if I like me or my worth. I'm worth all the energy I put out. Thank you lexi for letting me cry. The moment you said I could I did. ❤
Pile 2: I'm really trying to keep my composure, but I don't know how much longer I can keep this up for. It feels like everything I'm doing is backfiring, every wound I'm trying to heal keeps reopening, every energetic cord I cut keeps reforming. I just hope that we all have the strength to make it through this, holding onto the philosophy that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
Thank you - pile 2 resonated so much with what I’m currently going through and literally snapped from a situation that triggered me to see my inner child and childhood trauma 🤍☺️
Pile 3: I have been crying for 3 days now and I know I feel everything all at once but I can't seem to figure out why exactly.
Then you talked about that it's time to relax a bit and I realised how busy I have been
pile 2: i've been feeling off and burnt out for a while. this month i just started to get out of it, but now it's the processing of emotions. so it's been a rocky ride. and yeah 2 people did trigger some inner turmoil and it's felt like a lack of respect. feeling overwhelmed, misunderstood, like they aren't trying to understand. was taken back to my inner wounded child. waves of anger 100 percent. but i recently realized it's because i am overextending myself to others when i need to focus on my energy and what i want in life. they can get over it. although with one person it's not like that, they just said something that triggered that same sore spot more to where i got really upset. it's not easy, but i know i need to feel it to heal it.
Pile 3 more than pile 2. That's because I'm already at the point where I let people present who they are, without projecting onto them what I want them to be. And now I'm trying new things and doing things for myself. The feeling is precious and undescribable, so I'm happy for whoever resonated with pile 3. And for those who resonate to pile 2, it feels lonely, you will lose hope at some point. But the comeback is so strong and important, you will feel grateful for the process.
Love you Lexi, thank you for your support and hyping up, love the community you built up! ❤❤❤
pile 3 here :) thank you so much! this is exactly what I needed to hear! sending light and love ❤🧡💛💚💙💜💖
Pile 2.... DEFINITELY. Wow! Ammmmmmazzzzzzing Reading, Therapist Lexi🥹♥️♥️
I started to cry a little when you said it's okay to and vent in the comments. I have adhd, I struggle with regulating my emotions and have rejection sensitive dysphoria. On monday, couldn't hold in how I was feeling like usually and had an emotional outburst of crying but on the inside I'm screaming and was thinking of destructive behaviors due RSD I'm crying again now thinking back. I always think I need to earn love and it never seems enough I always try to like and accept people fully but I feel rejected, used, and I'm tired of it. I started to believe that I'm not met to be with people and should isolate myself altogether, feel unheard a lot too.
Pile 2 I appreciate the reading Lexi it means lot❤. I don't know how to heal this but thank you so much.
Pile 3. This is so accurate, reassuring and comforting, I've just released so much pressure. Thank you Lexi xxx
it is strange how accurate it is. I've found this reading now, literally 5 minutes after I had the revelation, at a very deep level that the solution to all the struggles I am caught in is to simply not struggle anymore, regardless how justified is my position in the conflict (I picked no. 3). Thank you and Merry Christmas!❤️🌟
2 Feel into the “I deserve” emotion
Whooohoo! We share a liking for the same fragrance, awww. They are delicious! Group 3: I claim inner peace, learning,and growing! Thanks for all you do!
Pile 3, awww loved this! And spot on as usual! Thank you!🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Pile2 omg the song channelled.i love it.. And when you said this is a safe space it felt like u openned a positive beautiful grid for real so amen to that..Also the fact that you've chosen Blindspot deck is cherry on top for this healing reading it's like minutes spent with a pro psychologist you do it so well thank you Lexi, we got this pile2
Lexi, thank you for being you. Pile 2.. I just needed that love and understanding extended to me right now so badly. It's been a very tough few years and I've been through so much and healed and grown, but it has been the hardest time of my life. I thought I had come so far and then these heavy deep emotions surfaced and I've been feeling very drained and hopeless. I just want peace and stability. I've got some gnarly astro transits topping it all off, so that's been fun lol. I appreciate you so much. Thank you for this light and validation. x
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Pile 1 &3… it’s so spot on 😢 I’ve realised lately that I’m literally waiting and expecting for something “bad” to happen. Even to other people, in small little ways. And I keep flipping it and saying “no only good things are happening for me” etc. using the law of assumption is working really well for me- but it’s feels so strange to not have anything to “work” on in myself internally like I’ve been doing for the past 5-7 years 😅
Thank you ❤❤
38:12 - ’it is not a punishment - it is you being protected in that shell 🐚 until you see it differently and are able to see people without those glasses on and then you are able to welcome in people who are just like you - and see them for what they are and not project who you are on the inside on to other people’
Yes - that is where I am currently healing within my inner child right now ❤️🩹 I’m so happy this is coming to light finally
Pile 2.
Hits so, so hard.
My mum died just after I turned 20. Leaving myself and my younger 3 siblings with my dad.
He's always been cold to me. I've never understood why. I wasn't a bad child. I can say that 100%. Never a problem, always tried. Tried so bloody hard.
He preferred my sisters. Youngest he found funny and endearing. She could get anything from him. The middle sister was quite a tomboy so he played boys games etc with her. The sister closest to my age, he'd go to football matches with and took her to the cinema. He never gave me anything. I was like some kind of thorn or irritant.
Anyway, I grew into an adult and several times He's needed help and stupid old me helped him. Bought him a car and he's never given a penny back, let him stay at my house for a year when I had a newborn and no extra space (and the sister he took to football had a spare room and she wouldn't take him in.)
I've lent him money when I've had very little myself. And I could go on.
Anyway, recently I had a milestone birthday. (40.) Nothing. I heard nothing from him. Not even a Happy Birthday text. Nothing. I felt so upset. My husband doesn't understand why. He says I shouldn't allow it to hurt me.
My sister (the one that went to football again) has her birthday a month after mine. I'm Cancer, she's Leo. She rang me and said Dad had been at hers over the weekend of her birthday. I was just speechless. He lives in the same town as me, she lives about 90 miles away. He went to see her. He didn't even text me.
I'm so broken. But most of all I'm angry at myself. Why do I feel the need for him to love me? Why do I keep trying to get him to love me when I know deep down he never will? I feel totally Pathetic.
Thank you for the reading. Xxx❤
This was just so spot on and aligned with what I’ve been going through. I feel calm about it. More like I’m observing it all happening and coming up to be purged for my highest good. I don’t feel to resist it. There’s been a lot of crying but necessarily much emotion attached to it. Thanks Lexi, this felt so healing to hear ❤
Pile 2, Spot on and so very helpful for me in order to clarify a present situationship. Many blessings to you and yours💗
Pile 3 😊 ...love this!🦋❤️🦋🌻💜🥰😇☀️
Thank you!🌻💜🌻
pile 2 today,
now i understand these emotions.
as the end of reading was coming i felt like i was climbing out of that shell as i realised how and what the shell was. the shell is now billions of fragments that will feed the earth.
thanks again
This is so beautiful… Thank you for sharing 💜💫⭐️🙏🏼
Pile 1, Pyrite, I'm being called to root into the physical because I've been very focused on the spiritual lately, had my epiphany which was something that finally clicked about the Law of Attraction. Now it's time to focus on the physical body because I'm 36 weeks pregnant and about to give birth to our first baby🥰🩷 Oh and yes, I own my own business with my husband and weve been trying to expand....its time ⏲️
Thank you so much, I really needed this right now. 🧿🫶🏻🪬
pile 1 is really confirming what I was feeling. thank you!
Pile 3 resonated so much to me!! Thank you 🙏 💜🌸
Extremely accurate your mental intelligence and ability to convey meaningful messages always impress me
Thank you love ❤❤❤
I chose pile 3 , I’m a Virgo and you’re right about the deodorant 😊
✨pile 2✨ 🥹🥹 love you Lexi x
Pile 3. That was nice. Thank you, Lexi
😊 I’m this was a great topic. I feel so lethargic and restless. I’m confused, anxious, angry at times… purging from the past. So heavy and it seems it never ends.
You are incredible Lexi! Just incredible. 🙏👏💕
Pile 3 - Thank you so much for this reading! 💜
Pile 2 & 3 were exactly what i needed to hear now. The medicine went down sweet like honey today, i appreciate you Lexi 🙏🏽❤️
Loved and resonated with Piles 2 and 3. Thank you so much Lexi. To risk a cliche, you are a bright shining light. I am older and I could have used your brilliant advice when I was a teen and in my 20s or even my 30s. Everyone who is young, you are SO LUCKY to have access to this wisdom so early. I hear that more younger women are looking for the resl deal in relationships. Good to know. Thank you Lexi for sharing your wisdom. Mwah!❤😊
Pile 2: wow I’m always shocked at how much your videos resonate with my soul!! Thank you Lexi because you made me feel so seen, heard and understood! This is exactly what I’ve even working through and like you said the emotions are not pretty! But from a spiritual perspective it is rather beautiful that I’m able to give myself a safe space to feel all the emotions I never felt safe enough to feel growing up…thank you for confirming exactly what I’m going through right now 🫂🤍
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Lexi...my god im feeling the pain. Pile 2. I have to pause and come back to watch. Its too much right now.
Oh my god yes...i am chilling now but still wondering what i need to do, or challenge myself into but...seems like i need to just have fun and...that's it, to do what i like to do..😊😊😊
Pile 3 ❤ resonated again!
Holy shit this girl! U made complete sense of what im going through since i got up today!!! I thought it was PMS! Lol but its true! Everything u said! Im in my room rn. And the tears. Thx u
This was spot on! Pile 1. Thank you so much❤️🙏
You are a marvelous reader, thank you. Bless you
Omg so resonated Lexi thank you so much for your wisdom!! 💗
Lavender pile 💜 thank you Lexi .. that was so beautifully transported and it made me understand even more how important it is to live it slow so I can grow
I just told myself to ground because a lot is going on. I think just praying and deep breathing will help. Thank ❤
Pile 3, thanks Lexi 🎉❤
Pile 2. I just got done doing a journaling session with mother isis before finding this video, I pulling some cards and sat in nature next to a fire.
Everything ur talking about was brought up and how trauma is trapping parts of myself. Things are indeed rly heavy right now when they shouldn't be, I've made it out of a bad neighborhood, cut the toxic out of my life, left those horrible guys, married a wonderful man with a loving family. but I'm struggling to b the person I was to the toxic ppl, I was the sweetest lil thing to everyone who was mean to me. Now, I'm too myself too much, quiet, sarcastic, stubborn, suspicious ECT..
Healings tough, a lot comes up. Almost too much sometimes..just gotta keep swimming.
Ty Lexi ❤
I'm tired of heavy and hard life lessons. I just wish I could believe that they'll end but, with everything going on in my life right now, it would take a miracle for the hardness to end. Thank you for the message though🙏❤ it's a nice dream😊
Feel the same
I asked my guides to guide me to the message from them that I needed to hear, and Pile 3 has really hit home. ✨
2 - oh, this is very much happening right now, lol. Not with a loved one but yeah.
Thanks. 😅
Pile 2…. I have those cards too I was so drawn to them and am absolutely in love with them.
Now it makes sense I definitely was not seeing that my relationship right now is triggering my inner child but as soon as you said it it clicked. Now I understand why I am feeling this way. Thank you! I needed that
This reading was incredible! Thank you!
Pile 2 & 3. Thank you lexi. ❤️
Pile 3. Thank you
Pile 3 resonates❤
pile 3 thank you sm!!!!!
Pile 3 is spot on right now! Thank you so much ❤
Thank you… A recent painful memory of the situation resurfaced and I’m going through the motions right now
Brilliant topic, please do this again in the future Lexi xxx
I felt drawn to piles #1 & #2 ❤ thank you for the messages❤
Lexi! Thank You for this reading! Pile 2, i felt the purging cause my body needs extra rest these past few weeks, ive been really low, barely making it through the day, with altered sleeping cycles, ansiety, brain fog, even some physical conditions got worst... my head was all over the place so i couldnt figure out what was being purged😅 i'm working on everything You mentioned, this really helps to validate the process. i'm trying out journaling and its been great to let the emotions flow also Reiki 🙌🤗. Thank you so much! 😘❤️
Thank you so much pile one.. might listen to pile one as well❤
1 ❤thank you 😘
Thank you so much Lexi. Pile 1 and 2 here. Girl you’re so on point, so sweet, just such a pleasure to be read by you. Thank you!!!!
Thank you Lexi!! This helped so much 😄
Pile 2 and Pile 3….spot on, timely per usual. You are are dear friend, Lexi, thank you.
😭❤️ Thank you for this message. Gosh I feel seen 👁. 🙏🏾Thank you thank you thank you 😊
Lexi, you should know how this video was perfectly timed ❤❤❤ thank you
Thank you for the reading ❤️ 🧿
Thank you Love 🙏
I love you for that, Lexi 😢❤
Thank you for your praceful,loving,nice,kind energy to us🙏💛💛💛
pile 1 i love the ocean tide visual analogy
Pile 2 & 3. So accurate 🌟 thank you SO much! This was very eye opening for me. My higher self / subconscious knew, but my conscious self hearing this message is powerful. 🥹🩵✨
Thank you sister 🦁🦁
Number 2 this is 100% what I have been experiencing. Thank you for your light.🎉🎉🎉 I have been working on my inner child, so this is a confirmation that healing is taking place❤
#2 Thank you sooo much Lexi!!! 🙏🏽❤️
The first time a therapist told me the whole story on childhood wounds and family dysfunctions having some explanations for the pain was so alluring that for some time I was actually convinced it was "my parents fault" as if they could actually choose to do better than what they could and than what was already quite above average. I fell straight into her costly sessions paid by my parents and kept listening to the whole brainwashing, the pain wasn't going away, it was just rising and intoxicating my family relationships to the therapist gain.
Truth is, relational dysfunction is systemic and until we will collectively see the damage that scapegoating does to each and everyone of us and what it actually means to have choice in this world and in this economy, no "I deserve better" will ever be enough to cope with reality.
pile 2! thank u!! starting to understand!!
if you know how many symbolism you put together in a pile that make sense to me, you would be amazed as well.
listened five times. very soothing.
Thank you for your work.
Pile 2 🥺😭
beautiful thank you
So my Guide basically says: Glimmers. Gotta catch em all. 🎉 Wonderful! Thank you, Lexi. Going to watch pile one next, because my subconscious has something to say there.
Pile 3: Amazing, thank you.
Truly so amazing! Blown away by how accurate this was.❤