HIM - Killing Loneliness (Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 28 окт 2009
  • © 2006 WMG
    Killing Loneliness (Video)
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  • @gend.107
    @gend.107 3 года назад +707

    HIM is my comfort band. After all these years this song just makes me feel so many emotions!

    • @tara9282
      @tara9282 2 года назад +10

      Comfort band sounds so cool 🥺 and it's also mine too

    • @johannajohansson7937
      @johannajohansson7937 2 года назад +4

      Yes I agree to that too 🧡

    • @ooodIbooo
      @ooodIbooo 2 года назад +7

      Almost an entire adolescence and romantic escapades spent in the pleasant embrace of this magical band

    • @frostazaththyrn1367
      @frostazaththyrn1367 2 года назад +1

      Another band i suggest is My Dying Bride very similar too HIM

    • @minamontoya1586
      @minamontoya1586 Год назад +1

      So glad I'm not the only one!

  • @vernonhuffman2311
    @vernonhuffman2311 3 года назад +617

    Ville wrote this song after talking to why Brandon Novak does so much heroin and terrible drugs and Novak said "I'm just killing my loneliness." This song is about drug addiction for those of you out of the loop.

    • @therealjulez7886
      @therealjulez7886 3 года назад +18

      yup i actually got brandon's book "streets of baltimore" and novak signed it for me.

    • @replynotificationsdisabled
      @replynotificationsdisabled 3 года назад +55

      Music and its lyrics are subjective/perspective; open to interpretation.

    • @alvarodejesusconchassalina8845
      @alvarodejesusconchassalina8845 3 года назад +17

      and you can really feel the loneliness in the entire song

    • @aineodubhthaigh2055
      @aineodubhthaigh2055 2 года назад +18

      @Teddy Flood, I like how you meet so many really intelligent and wise people under each Valo’s video.
      Ville helps people through his songs
      .. and Good people ALWAYS UNDERSRAND 🧸🎁🗝

    • @oneguy8466
      @oneguy8466 2 года назад +16

      The dark embrace of addiction and the reasoning behind it. Heroin was Never my addiction but killing loneliness was my reason or excuse.

  • @Snooky094
    @Snooky094 Год назад +437

    2006: "Wow this song is amazing!"
    2023: "Wow this song is amazing!"
    3040: "Wow this song is amazing!"

  • @wickedgame8964
    @wickedgame8964 4 года назад +1057

    2020 HIM forever!♥️♥️♥️

  • @oneguy8466
    @oneguy8466 4 года назад +454

    I like this song so much I got killing loneliness tattooed on my backarms in old English lettering.. and I'm 54 years old!!!

    • @woundedsanity
      @woundedsanity 4 года назад +22

      You are awesome!

    • @follower4540
      @follower4540 3 года назад +13

      You're awesome, 2020 still watching, still suffering from loneliness from Russia.

    • @TheAnna7
      @TheAnna7 3 года назад +5

      Wow would love to see

    • @aracelymedina9930
      @aracelymedina9930 3 года назад +4

      Hell yeah dude 👌🏼

    • @miahi2356
      @miahi2356 2 года назад +1

      You are INCRIDBLE!!!!!!!

  • @syahiraatika
    @syahiraatika 3 месяца назад +8

    still give me the same feelings in 2024. Never got bored

  • @user-dc8xt2tt6c
    @user-dc8xt2tt6c 4 месяца назад +31

    Эти песни на века. Фанател от хима в школе, помню как купил их диск дарк лайт и переслушивал по многу раз. Теперь мне 32 года и я еще больше полюбил эту прекрасную музыку. Спасибо, Вилли!

    • @qwertyfena8971
      @qwertyfena8971 2 месяца назад

      Поддерживаю)) я четко помню день когда покупала их диск 🖤🖤🖤

    • @dakota_lestrange
      @dakota_lestrange 2 месяца назад

      🥹 все как и у меня

    • @natashabagramshina3481
      @natashabagramshina3481 Месяц назад

      Молодцы ребята❤🎉😊

    • @realShortcut
      @realShortcut 6 дней назад

      dude 45 old im, him still rocks.

  • @MarsNeedsWomen
    @MarsNeedsWomen 11 месяцев назад +36

    Still gives me goosebumps!

  • @SamFT
    @SamFT 4 года назад +130

    It's been about 15 yrs since I discovered HIM, and I am still madly in love with Ville Valo. That guy is the real deal, and this is one of the greatest bands of all time, just look at the amount of talent here, the feeling, the quality. HIM has ended but their legacy will live. And Ville, dude, I will forever keep you in my heart

    • @catherine520
      @catherine520 Год назад +11

      This comment gave me goosebumps!! They’re reuniting for another tour in 2023 & I’ll BE THERE!

    • @user-kr9zp4qo9h
      @user-kr9zp4qo9h 6 месяцев назад +1

      ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @user-kr9zp4qo9h
      @user-kr9zp4qo9h 6 месяцев назад +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @alonsonomad74
      @alonsonomad74 5 месяцев назад

      Really?! Wow!!!

  • @just_ordinaryguy2329
    @just_ordinaryguy2329 3 года назад +282

    Aloha everyone ,stay safe and enjoy in this 2021:)

  • @gosick442
    @gosick442 8 лет назад +125

    That fucking smile at 2:53 kills me every time

    • @Angelicax8
      @Angelicax8 8 лет назад +18

      Back in the day I screenshoted it and it was my wallpaper for a while /=)

    • @amandaethereal9425
      @amandaethereal9425 Год назад

      It's more of a creepy grin, but ok... 🤨

    • @jelenasavic6561
      @jelenasavic6561 Месяц назад

      That's some crazy joker smile

  • @teamsleep211
    @teamsleep211 2 года назад +30

    2022 Waiting for a reunion. AMAZING STILL TO THIS DAY.

  • @monstermoonproductions6035
    @monstermoonproductions6035 Год назад +59

    It's 4am, can't sleep, laying in bed with a brilliant full moon illuminating all and everything, with this absolute gem on my earphones!

    • @Metalpazallteway
      @Metalpazallteway Год назад +4

      Dame it's 5:12 am, Florida US

    • @zestymagic1679
      @zestymagic1679 Год назад +4

      Ville Valo would be proud

    • @kingkrysen
      @kingkrysen 9 месяцев назад

      Sounds like a perfect gothic mood and morning 💜🖤💜🖤

    • @briannahriordan9948
      @briannahriordan9948 2 месяца назад

      😅 5 am here enjoying villes sweet vocals

  • @Sebastian-117
    @Sebastian-117 2 года назад +41

    i usually don't comment on music videos or think too deep on things but why does this video provoke a strong emotional response from me that i cant even describe?

    • @Maven0666
      @Maven0666 9 месяцев назад +4

      That’s how the modern day Vilking people affect other people. If you read the translations to their language,they are no bs blunt. Not romanticised like the Romantic languages are. I’m glad you feel this song cause a lot of us were trying not to die when it came out. Thank you.

    • @Julia-yk6lj
      @Julia-yk6lj 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@Maven0666what

    • @HardWorkingFamilyMan
      @HardWorkingFamilyMan 9 месяцев назад

      Cause u r horny dude

  • @FB12887
    @FB12887 Год назад +15

    First saw them when me and my best friend were only 17 years old. now both we are 35. listening to him makes us feel like a teenager again when the trouble of beeing a adult where lightyears away. thank you HIM. Loved u back then, still loving you now.

    • @d-fens3055
      @d-fens3055 Год назад

      Well said! I feel the same

    • @wford8987
      @wford8987 Год назад

      @@d-fens3055 We're rolling back prices back to 1965.

  • @Games-du5bk
    @Games-du5bk 2 дня назад +1

    Пам'ятаю як в нашому маленькому місті на Донбасі усі фанатіли від цєї групи, особливо дівчата

  • @1mucocele
    @1mucocele Год назад +5

    I remember this song, jesus!! Right now i have mi wife, my partner and i'm complete and happy. But i'll never forget how does it feel to be alone with my demons. Dark times for sure. This song help me a lot in crucial moments.

    • @AspyreFGC
      @AspyreFGC 9 месяцев назад +1

      Same here. Glad things are better for you now :)

  • @sephoroith92
    @sephoroith92 13 лет назад +19

    I agree Ville's got an amazing voice. Listening to HIM is sometimes like reading a dark novel no matter what the songs about.

  • @rodrigog4959
    @rodrigog4959 2 года назад +114

    Mi grupo favorito desde que tengo 15 años, ahora tengo 33 ❤

    • @waterp2202
      @waterp2202 Год назад +2

      Taste 🤌

    • @lesterrodd59
      @lesterrodd59 Год назад +2

      Igualmente, son lo máximo

    • @perpetua111vv
      @perpetua111vv Год назад

      yo tengo 21 los conozco desde los 18 😊

    • @alexissalvadornazariolopez3003
      @alexissalvadornazariolopez3003 Год назад +2

      Yo tengo 30 años próximamente a cumplir 31 años y puedo decir que fui afortunado en verlos en vivo aquí en México 🇲🇽

    • @yamiljimenez9082
      @yamiljimenez9082 Год назад +1

      Soy fans de HIM VILLE v. Desde los 11 años y tengo 33

  • @arnoscholz5115
    @arnoscholz5115 3 года назад +16

    2021 Have tears in my eyes..... This will never die

  • @gmnmusik2610
    @gmnmusik2610 3 года назад +80

    2020 and I´m still killing loneliness

  • @megasalesxus1435
    @megasalesxus1435 10 месяцев назад +9

    La melancolía e irá que refleja en su máxima deprimencia me hace recordar aquel 2006 donde era niño y un sentimiento de tristeza tan bonito me despertaba en un sábado las 7 de la mañana y era está canción en MTV. Cómo me encantaba ese sentimiento aunado a esa voz de ville valo

  • @queeniequeni
    @queeniequeni 8 лет назад +469

    you have no idea how long I've been searching for that music video...I forgot which song, which band,...I'm so happy right now haha :')

    • @TheChillingSquatch
      @TheChillingSquatch 8 лет назад +11

      Great song. :)

    • @ValoPoe
      @ValoPoe 7 лет назад +11

      Great band :')

    • @colebromstad87
      @colebromstad87 5 лет назад +1

      Had the same realization. Definitely made me smile!!

    • @boyugao3694
      @boyugao3694 4 года назад +2

      Qué suerte, yo también tengo el sentimiento cuando he buscado un video de una canción 😄

    • @nikitomag09
      @nikitomag09 3 года назад +1

      it happened to me with espen lind - lucky for you

  • @user-hi1re4gc6d
    @user-hi1re4gc6d Год назад +19

    Клип и песня - Абсолютный шедевр

  • @saintvlxx4729
    @saintvlxx4729 5 лет назад +8

    Y’all remember the MySpace days ? When him was big ! Man thanks to my brothers for showing me real music and the gothic subculture 🖤🖤🖤

  • @melissacortez-bingham1750
    @melissacortez-bingham1750 6 месяцев назад +2

    2023 and still obsessed with this band 🖤

  • @sashasundhir1165
    @sashasundhir1165 4 года назад +144

    It’s 2019 and I’m still listening to HIM

    • @bellank18
      @bellank18 4 года назад +1

      Always 👌

    • @IvanBlaBlaBla
      @IvanBlaBlaBla 4 года назад +3

      you're a hero. Let's applause him.

    • @zdania1
      @zdania1 4 года назад +1

      2020 :)

    • @follower4540
      @follower4540 3 года назад +1

      2020 still watching, still suffering from loneliness from Russia.

  • @dinisgds
    @dinisgds 9 лет назад +358

    Memories, sharp as daggers
    Pierce into the flesh of today
    Suicide of love took away all that matters
    And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart
    With the venomous kiss you gave me
    I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
    With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
    Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
    I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
    I'm killing loneliness
    Nailed to the cross, together
    As solitude begs us to stay
    Disappear in the lie forever
    And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war
    With the venomous kiss you gave me
    I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
    With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
    Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
    I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
    I'm killing loneliness
    Killing loneliness
    With the venomous kiss you gave me
    I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
    With the warmth of your arms you saved me

  • @AsenaKar
    @AsenaKar 9 лет назад +89

    after 8 years, im still in love with this guy:D:D

  • @violet-fox
    @violet-fox 2 года назад +2

    Saw this live when they did their dark light tour. I saw them twice (2005 & 2006) with my mom. I miss her so much. I miss these days. Heartagrams on everything .!!! Xo.

  • @marcast3131
    @marcast3131 8 лет назад +52

    This song. This video. Brings back so many memories. Feeling old right about now

    • @sparticuzj19
      @sparticuzj19 5 лет назад +1

      mar cast your not the only one, I was madly in love with the most beautiful girl in school for years. I still can’t get her out of my head.

    • @silverwolfe9735
      @silverwolfe9735 5 лет назад

      SAME I feel old af now... thanks RUclips recommended

  • @krov_oseni
    @krov_oseni 4 года назад +11

    Отличные декорации, съёмка, сюжет, хорошая игра актёров, правильно подобранные костюмы, в купе с музыкой, которую хочешь слушать весь день - создают эффект присутствия, веришь во всё это и хочется ещё и ещё!

    • @follower4540
      @follower4540 3 года назад +1

      2020 still watching, still suffering from loneliness from Russia.

  • @cesarzapata9619
    @cesarzapata9619 9 месяцев назад +5

    this beautiful song is part of my life HIM

  • @alibaalibaba
    @alibaalibaba 10 месяцев назад +2

    I Do the same everyday hoping that one day I'll be someone more truthness...🖤

  • @TheCass0wary
    @TheCass0wary 11 дней назад

    will I ever not love this song? 35 now and honestly - still hits so hard, film clip and all!

  • @GiuliaLovegood
    @GiuliaLovegood 12 лет назад +141

    and this,ladies and gentlemens, is only how every girl reacts while listening HIM for the very first time

  • @helmsley777
    @helmsley777 13 лет назад +3

    If you wanna get all your non HIM lover friends to get hooked with HIM's music... this is the perfect song for baptising 'em!!! works like a charm n absolutely foolproof!!! X-D

  • @bonydamian9701
    @bonydamian9701 7 лет назад +199

    Soy mexicano 🇲🇽 arriva latinos si la escuchamos esta canción !

  • @stevenburns5124
    @stevenburns5124 3 года назад +9

    It’s 2020, the world has totally gone to shit, pain and suffering everywhere. Then the memory of this song and a quick blast through helps me take a breath and remember, suffering and loneliness are only temporary for us all. One way or another.

  • @christiancaballero8153
    @christiancaballero8153 4 года назад +21

    I'm not a HIM fan, but definitely love how that song sounds... Can repeat it many times

  • @user-ot9by5bv7k
    @user-ot9by5bv7k 5 месяцев назад +3

    Божественно! Линде очень красив, Вилле Вало - тоже талантливый и красивый!

  • @allenbelcalstark6244
    @allenbelcalstark6244 3 года назад +1

    2021 anyone? If you're here is 'cause you can't you live without HIM yet... 🖤🖤🖤

  • @yourdestinymaykeepyouwarm8119
    @yourdestinymaykeepyouwarm8119 Год назад +4

    Песня супер! Как я могла о ней не знатьдо2023 😱

  • @chiizugirl
    @chiizugirl Год назад +1

    Killing loneliness & long live with HIM / V.V 🖤❤🖤❤

  • @ladystrange4769
    @ladystrange4769 3 года назад +4

    I like both videos for different reasons. BUT I swear that anything HIM is one of my favorite things in life 💜🖤🤍💜🖤🤍

  • @LadyVonKarnstein
    @LadyVonKarnstein 12 лет назад +29

    Man, do I know how that blonde innocent woman feels when he whispers against her ear. Let's say it's not that innocent anymore. And the wild look Ville shares with us at 2:53.
    Pure Catharsis!

  • @alieviolet2116
    @alieviolet2116 Год назад +2

    If there is any band that I can turn on and let my brain melt away it's HIM. I just loose myself in their music. No stress or worries, just lay back and drift away to an alternate plane where nothing is everything and none of it matters.

  • @lifeofgosha3720
    @lifeofgosha3720 2 месяца назад +3

    Спасибо Вилле за хорошую музыку! ❤

  • @annkatdoesit2640
    @annkatdoesit2640 4 года назад +4

    HIM helped me through my teen ages. and those beyond.
    thank you

  • @Specnaz19917806
    @Specnaz19917806 9 лет назад +103

    esta canción me trae mucha nostalgia... yo la escuché hace 10 años... por allá en abril de 2005... estaba yo en segundaria.... me trae mucha nostalgia de verdad....

  • @daleshelden8394
    @daleshelden8394 2 года назад +2

    Aloha from Kentucky!

  • @doganbirol13
    @doganbirol13 3 года назад +2

    We were bunch of rock music fans with dark styles in my teens. We used to drink tons of beer at night in a public park area and listen to Muse, HIM, Rammstein or Children of Bodom mostly. A friend group of two guys and two girls... I'm one of the guys, and the other guy is still my best friend. It's been more than 10 years, hard to believe.

  • @crnwalker
    @crnwalker 9 лет назад +56

    I loved and still love this song so much. I was like 13 or something when it came out. I'm now nearly 23. I remember jamming to this kind of music on my ipod while all of the other girls were into freaking High School Musical. *vomits*

  • @sergiduque5210
    @sergiduque5210 5 лет назад +16

    Me encataba Him hace 20 años y aún me encanta!!! Lástima que no haya música así ahora...

  • @winternight8917
    @winternight8917 5 лет назад +2

    In 2006 I was 14 yo... it seems like yesterday. ☺ still love Him.

  • @lesterrodd59
    @lesterrodd59 Год назад +1

    2022 HERE I AM, This is brings me so many emotions, memories

  • @toniaevi5952
    @toniaevi5952 4 года назад +4

    Το θυμάμαι λες και βγήκε χτες αυτό το τραγούδι και τώρα δεν υπάρχουν καν σαν συγκρότημα 😢

  • @ronnierbalan9453
    @ronnierbalan9453 5 лет назад +44

    2019 put your hands up!

  • @sid.kot.
    @sid.kot. 27 дней назад

    Как же жаль, что нет больше концертов. Было время, мы в Чехию летали, чтоб сходить на концерт.

  • @jadedavidson7321
    @jadedavidson7321 4 года назад +11

    It's 2020 and I'm still listening to HIM ❤️
    At 2.53.... Wow. That's the reason I always look for this video 😛

  • @onbeingawildflower
    @onbeingawildflower 10 месяцев назад +5

    This is still one of the most perfect songs ever made... and an amazing video to go with it.

  • @poisonjacky5308
    @poisonjacky5308 8 лет назад +10

    Perfect band, perfect song. This is my favourite.

    • @metubeusercom
      @metubeusercom 8 лет назад

      mine too. we have so much in common :*

  • @kristidaigle4296
    @kristidaigle4296 2 года назад +1

    Thinking of my dark angel tonight! I love you Alicia forever. I'm killing loneliness when I think of you on these hard nights. R.I.P. 🌹🖤

  • @VictorLovegood44
    @VictorLovegood44 2 года назад +2

    This Song Never Becomes Obsolete, It's Like An Extremely Well Written Book About True Love & Loneliness. 💜 💀 🌹

  • @milanprochazka5927
    @milanprochazka5927 Год назад +3

    Super!!

  • @Beatriz-sc6gt
    @Beatriz-sc6gt 5 лет назад +317

    *2019 Alguém?!*

  • @JuciyLucy
    @JuciyLucy 7 лет назад +126

    I would spend all my money there....kinda ironic really as listening to Him kills my loneliness.

    • @takotaberu
      @takotaberu 5 лет назад +1

      His talent is priceless

    • @jexotic1470
      @jexotic1470 4 года назад

      @@dootdoot94xo44 both of you are so pretty!!

    • @wescollins2981
      @wescollins2981 4 года назад

      @@dootdoot94xo44 yes you are stunningly beautiful

    • @lucyferhell3379
      @lucyferhell3379 3 года назад

      👿👿

  • @Tori_777V
    @Tori_777V Год назад +4

    2023❤

  • @kmkniu1869
    @kmkniu1869 3 года назад +3

    LOVE METAL FOREVER!!! Still salty about both myself and Ville being in hospital for their Hollywood gig. Now I won't see them live and I'm still in mourning.

  • @Adarii555
    @Adarii555 7 лет назад +3

    this is where everything started to me, and here i am so many years after... with a broken heart

  • @danielhatter
    @danielhatter 3 года назад +9

    Killingg loneliness🖤🤟🏼🇫🇮

  • @memespisco...
    @memespisco... Год назад +1

    I loveddd

  • @ecampbell2711
    @ecampbell2711 8 лет назад +16

    after all these years I still listen to this song at least once a day! love it ♡

  • @cynthiaore8981
    @cynthiaore8981 3 года назад +8

    Todos y todas nos quedamos con la boca abierta cuando vemos la belleza de Valo, es de otro mundo, nieguenmelo 👀

  • @cadaverousghoul8008
    @cadaverousghoul8008 4 года назад +1

    So much nostalgia right now ugh, those were slightly better days.

  • @SimoneAKappes-rt2pe
    @SimoneAKappes-rt2pe Год назад +1

    I love this song

  • @nobodysprince
    @nobodysprince 12 лет назад +9

    Haven't heard this song in ages. It's absolutely amazing and beautiful.

  • @silviasunlight90
    @silviasunlight90 6 лет назад +12

    One of my favourite songs back in the days!

  • @jotunblodares9164
    @jotunblodares9164 4 года назад +2

    still brilliant, after all these years. Greetings from Greece - κομματαρα... ερωτικο, ατμοσφαιρικο. Γμτ

  • @nakatolive6591
    @nakatolive6591 2 года назад +1

    2021 HIM forever!

  • @paulinaarias9611
    @paulinaarias9611 3 года назад +4

    HIM Forever 2021♥️

  • @Azelluse
    @Azelluse 4 года назад +6

    18.08.2019 far east Russia, best song ever, song of my first love

  • @bilismouz
    @bilismouz Год назад +2

    2022 him never die!!

  • @martinlubbe4685
    @martinlubbe4685 Год назад +1

    always come here when my heart wanders into the long nights

  • @RandomGanker
    @RandomGanker 13 лет назад +4

    THroughout my life I've gone off bands and found bands I've liked. I first discovered HIM when I was about 13 or 14. I am 18 and I still think they are brilliant. I think people like them so much is because they're guitar rifts are amazing to listen to and their lyrics....wow don't get me started on the lyrics, simply amazing!

  • @melissagalindo2837
    @melissagalindo2837 2 года назад +6

    2021 still loving HIM!!! ❤

  • @Novatainnata
    @Novatainnata 9 месяцев назад +1

    classic song
    and 2023 = )

  • @rodeorockr9
    @rodeorockr9 Год назад +1

    How have I never known this video existed until 2023?!

  • @user-dv1mf4tt6h
    @user-dv1mf4tt6h 3 года назад +36

    That girl looks like Margot Robbie's older sister, and that makes music video even better😍

  • @goranlakic219
    @goranlakic219 3 года назад +6

    i miss girls that listen to well HIM, they were passionate

  • @lunalovefood1885
    @lunalovefood1885 Год назад +1

    2023 and still slappin!

  • @sb7271
    @sb7271 Год назад +4

    Fun fact: this song is about drug addiction

  • @melancholic_michael3006
    @melancholic_michael3006 5 лет назад +5

    I'm surprised that my family didn't notice my spooky self rocking out this 😂

  • @JesiErin
    @JesiErin Год назад +1

    The girl kissing the guy is totally my cohost Debra on Spark My Interest Podcast. I’ve known her 10 years and just found out today 😆 Cool video!

  • @michaelolmsted6257
    @michaelolmsted6257 Год назад +1

    RB3 turned me onto HIM. Great band.

  • @nustou103
    @nustou103 3 года назад +9

    Good work HIM!!!🤘🇺🇾

  • @davidlusk4619
    @davidlusk4619 2 года назад +8

    2021 and him is still one of the all time greatest bands to hit the global music industry

  • @danielhatter
    @danielhatter 3 года назад +1

    HIM 2021

  • @user-rb2le3ou6m
    @user-rb2le3ou6m 5 месяцев назад

    My best friend turned me on to this album and fell in love with it. Especially the night side of Eden.

  • @cheschatzdawicked3573
    @cheschatzdawicked3573 5 лет назад +9

    2019, yet still killing my loneliness! 😑🖤👊🏼🤘🏼