MiKoPan - My Confessions

(Verse 1)
It’s past two AM, and my thoughts start to race,
The echoes in my mind leave me breathless, I brace
Drifting through memories, like ghosts on the run,
Recalling late nights spent thinking I wasn’t done
(Pre-Chorus)
But now all those moments feel heavy like lead,
I’m lost in the stories of all the things left unsaid.
This darkness call me back, and I’m losing my fight,
In my midnight confessions, I’m just a shadow in the light
(Chorus)
Late nights are the worst, they bring out my flaws,
Twisted in silence, battling inner wars.
If this is my life, then I scream for relief,
But all that I find is the weight of belief.
Late nights get the best of me, drowning my dreams,
Suicide whispers, or so it seems
(Verse 2)
I stare at the ceiling, count the cracks in the paint,
Wondering if change can arise from this faint.
Now I'm hostile to joy, feeling broken inside, feeling alone.
I’m scrolling through photos on a cracked smartphone
(Pre-Chorus)
Every smile reminds me how far I’ve grown.
But I’m not that person, just a shadow of me,
Can't help but question if this is my destiny
(Chorus)
Late nights are the worst, they bring out my flaws,
Twisted in silence, battling inner wars.
If this is my life, then I scream for relief,
But all that I find is the weight of belief.
Late nights get the best of me, drowning my dreams,
Suicide whispers, or so it seems.
(Verse 3)
And I reach out my hands, desperate for love,
But I push it away like a hand in a glove.
I dig through the trash for the drugs I can find,
Searching for solace in the mess of my mind.
When I think of success, it feels far from my grasp,
Like sand through my fingers, I just can’t hold fast.
I’m staring at shadows, they’re all I can see,
Feeling so cursed, like I'm lost at sea
(Pre-Chorus)
Oh, late nights are the worst for me, I swear it’s true,
They twist my heart with whispers, show me shades of blue.
If this is all that I wanted, can’t you see?
I’m stuck in a dream where I’m a prisoner of me
(Chorus)
Late nights are the worst, they bring out my flaws,
Twisted in silence, battling inner wars.
If this is my life, then I scream for relief,
But all that I find is the weight of belief.
Late nights get the best of me, drowning my dreams,
Suicide whispers, or so it seems
(Bridge)
I’m scared to face the morning, feel my courage fade,
Digging through the trash, wishing I’d never strayed.
Every touch feels heavy, like I’m cursed with this fate,
Trying to be myself, but I just feel misplaced.
Thought success was just a step up from this pain,
But I’m drowning in regrets, like I’m stuck in the rain
(Outro)
So I pray to the stars, arms open so wide,
But hope feels like fiction, just a ghost that died.
I wish I could change, but I’m stuck in this shell,
Hard to help, when I’m battling my hell
Those nights are the worst, they drown out my light.
So here’s my late-night truth, feeling cursed and lost,
In this battle with myself, I’m the one who pays the cost.
(Chorus)
Late nights are the worst, they bring out my flaws,
Twisted in silence, battling inner wars.
If this is my life, then I scream for relief,
But all that I find is the weight of belief.
Late nights get the best of me, drowning my dreams,
Suicide whispers, or so it seems
(Outro)
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
Can't stand who I am ( I just can't)
(End)