Hey! The Lord truly loves you!! First thing is to Repent; then ask the Lord to enlarge your capacity for the word and intimacy with Him. I literally prayed that today and TALK ABOUT A FAST ANSWERED PRAY! 🙌🏾😫
Girl talk to YESHUA for YOURSELF! Why do you think you need someone else to talk to HIM for you? Wouldn’t you know what to say BETTER than STRANGERS who do NOT know you👽
17 yo girl here. Gave my life to Jesus last year and He saved me from many things, including pornograpy and homosexuality. Recently fell back into it and I lost tht fire I had for Him. Seeking Him is also a struggle
16 y/o here. I remember in Septemeber 2023 I gave my life to God. Before then, I knew God but I didnt fully understand the concept of eternal life scripture - well, you know, the whole 9 yards.Until I repented once.I was going well...until December 16 2023. Thats when everything came crashing down. After that, I had slowly went back into the life of maladaptive daydreaming, lust, anger, and so on. Till date, I cant tell you how much videos I have seen of them telling me about biblical prophecies and repentance. (2nd moon, Star of Jacob, etc) And I always scroll, knowing in my heart that its wrong and I should turn back. I'll admit thag sometimes I feel so stagnant to move. My issue is: I know that time is running. I sometimes feel the urge to stop me from doing all that wrong, but I dont. I fear that if I give my life the second time, I'll be too foolish & weak and fall back again. I also have a guilty pleasure that I dont wanna leave my stupid and sinful way, but at the same time, I need God's direction. I hope my experience helps you know that you arent alone. Somehow, someway, you will get out. Its a season we will both escape. Its just like the 4 seasons of the year. I wish you well.
It's a struggle yes!!! because the devil doesn't want you get closer to God. The devil would be dumped someday, he knows this and he's got strategies to make people stray away from God's path. Have the mindset it's a fight, that moment you realize you've fallen back to your vomit, ask God for forgiveness. Sis it happens to everyone, don't live in your guilt, don't believe the lies of the devil. He'll always whisper to you that God will never forgive you
It like u were talking out me same age as well as the pornography and recently fell into the same the in the last year and have had a struggle getting back with God but sometimes ik he's there make sure you have ur prayer life in order and read your word 😭 we're in this together
You are so right about the small compromises leading to sin, I was so on fire for two years God led me out of a life of sexual immortality and bc of my disobedience to his voice. I started to fornicate again. I stopped that but now I’m struggling with masturbation😭 it’s like dang I cannot win but this video help to show me that I’m not condemned. God bless you sis ❤️
Surrnder all to God , go on a fast and repent for that masturbation, ask God to help you and deliver you.. You need to stop listening to secular music( if you listen to it), stop watching things that make you lustful.. I struggled with masturbation too God delivered me through a song by Pastor Victoria Orenze , she was praying and worshipping in that song I was sitting in a chair sewing ( as a taylor) I just started weeping and weeping i fell to the floor and weeped like I lost a loved one, it came off i never masturbated since that encounter, God had me delete all secular music cause most of it promotes lust and it becomes an open door for those spirits
I went back into smoking and found myself constantly asking God for forgiveness but would continue to smoke after I repented and I'm so sad bc ik God does not want me doing this but my flesh is weak! but I will change my ways I just need God more than ever and I don't want him to look the other way on me .. I love God and I know he love me too.
Your flesh is not weak. It is strong and demanding. You must out it to death. Bring it under submission to the Spirit. Strengthen your spirit man and you will be able to subdue your fleshly desires. How do you do this? Fill it with spirit food, the manna from heaven the Living Word if God. Read it, study it, meditate on it and practice it. Keep doing this over and over again and at the same time starve your fleshly desires say no to it no matter the tantrum it throws. Do this and the Lord will help you.
This is what has been happening to me, I literally got saved last year 2022. So I’m still a babe in Christ. And I’ve been backsliding and I don’t want to. I haven’t wanted to read or pray. And I’ve been having thoughts like “I don’t care about God” “None of this matters” and so on. I stopped going to church. I haven’t gone back to drugs or alcohol or any of that. It’s more of a behavior thing. ☹️ I don’t wanna do this I wanna be close to God again.❤️ I feel like I’ve fallen into legalism and religion. And feeling super sad☹️
It's a real thing that happens! First thing is to repent then pray that God will enlarge your capacity for the word and intimacy with Him. I literally prayed that for the first time today. AND TALK ABOUT ANSWERED PRAYERS QUICKLY!!!
@@itsDaniRenee thank you so much💕🙏 I think I struggle with religious OCD and I think that also kinda contributed to my backsliding. Because when you deal with that it’s like constantly questioning your worth and like if you’re capable of living up to Gods standards and it creates this perfectionist mindset and I’ve been struggling with that. But I just wanna thank you for your testimony and I will definitely do what you said!
I realized today my greatest sin and how I was never living in God’s will for my life. The conviction hurts. I am truly repentant. And I am back to sitting down and learning to not live in my flesh and understand fully it’s not my will but God’s will for my life.
Girl, you are speaking to my spirit. This is almost exactly the path I took. I was so focused on the outer sin and not slipping vs just resting in grace, that fear became the reason I fell back. I begged him to deliver me, but once I fell, it was a million times harder because I took that mercy for granted thinking I could always go back. He took literally everything to bring me down and the more down I got, the more I turned to sin to numb the shame. Repentance is not a given, it is a GIFT. There might not be another chance, so that is what I am learning.
This is soo my story I am saving this video 😢 it was just two weeks back when I was like " how did you take such a big fall" to myself. All I want is to serve Jesus
Wow, what a total grace! Your testimony is so motivating for me to run to Christ and cleave to the cross. My heart is cold and stony, but im encouraged knowing that Christ waits with outstretched arms, for us to humble ourselves and come to Him so that he can perform his miraculous work in us. How profound is it that the God of all things delights in saving sinners, not just unto future glory but life abundant today. Wild!
Wow! God led me to Tiphani Covered By God ministry also in May! Definitely a blessing for the body of Christ, and this generation 🙏🏾🙌🏽❤️ I’ve backslide a few times in the past, just a year ago was the last time, but a year ago when the Lord snatched me up, I felt the fear of the Lord, and that it was life of death. God us faithful 🥹
When i fell away it was like i was a dry desert . You are right , it is a slow and more difficult journey back. I still dont have that sense of desire or complete connection like i did for so long.
I get it! Because I was def there, our flesh is always in war with our spirit! The first thing to do is repent and then ask the Lord to give you a desire for Him again! I believe if you continue to pray that He will!
Please peay for me. I have backslid for months and my heart is hardened and has been aching and this has been the worst months of my life. The joy I once had gone put of the window because of my fleshly desires.
I literally JUST went through this exact same thing sis!! Down to even uprooting myself and planting myself in the DMV area! WOW. Just wow!! God is good though and I’ve spent the last week coming back to Him. He is a restorer.
I backslid for 14 years. All my progress gone. All those years lost. Don't backslide. You will have to climb all the way back. And every year you lose will be gone forever.
dont think like that and dont pay attention to the years thats what will make you condemn yourself the only thing you can control and do is to make an effort to try again
@@blessedupshea5593 I lost a lot of family and money because of it. Humiliated myself too. Now that I'm sober those memories playback on repeat. Backsliding has real hurt and permanent consequences. Some people end up in prison. I am picking up the pieces but it's very painful and I'm just warning others that backsliding can destroy your life
@@Keke-vs7gm I'm far behind other men my age. My fun didn't build anything and I can't ever get that time back. But thanks. I'm actually living in a motel now and trusting my vehicle to get me to a 12 hour shift job. Don't backslide
Hey man,I backslid for years and made many mistakes and wasted many years. I just accepted my own laziness and regret it beyond words. You're not alone in this, I want to return to God but some days I feel hopeless and condemned
Thank you for this amazing video and there is an abundance from which I can relate. I gave my life to Christ and was saved in 2020, however I easily backslid back into sin and made some awful mistakes. Within the past few months The Holy Ghost has been piercing my heart convicting me in various areas and I have fully repented and have begged and prayed for Jesus Christ to forgive me a wretched sinner. Like you, there were small steps of disobedience that The Holy Ghost revealed to me such as not having an active prayer life and being immersed into The Word drawing Christ further into my life. Previously I also did not have a fear and reverence for The Lord, however I absolutely do now. I am praising The Lord in times of joy and challenges. I have an unbelieving wife and my faith and desire to be obedient to Christ has caused many challenges, yet I pray for her every day. There is nothing to great for our God. I truly appreciate this video and prayer Sister in Christ. I also will be praying for you in your continued journey to serve Christ.
I've only recently started my journey with Christ, as of maybe January this year, and i was doing really good for a long time, and i felt in my heart that i was growing closer to him, but somehow I've seemed to fall away a couple times and just cant seem to get back on track. so I'm really trying to actively put God first in my life, and i just want to thank you for the video, as i found it really helpful and relatable, so thank you.
Im going through the same situation as you I went to visit my family last week and I literally lost the fire for God and I'm now struggling to pray and read the word I dont even know what to do 😢
Hey! Just like the Prodigal son, there is no such thing is too far gone as long as you're still living. Repent and truly surrender back to the Lord! He will draw near to you if you draw near to Him! I just prayed for you!
WOW. I Just want to say thank you sister in Christ for sharing this! Our stories are somewhat simmilar. I was born again in 2019 and I went 4 years and just back slid hard!!! You are right repentance! I had Jesus come to me and tell me I was forgiven and loved and He is my Father. It changed me forever. I left a lifestyle of homosexuality and so much more. Recently this past June 4 years later! Kid you not. I moved from Tennessee to Chicago did not have peace did it thinking God was calling.. long story story short I got back into some sexual sins.. I was terrified amd just now feeling His presence again and coming back. It's been 4 months of this. It is SO much worse backsliding then just sinning before you know Him. Please pray for me. Please. I am asking for Him to bring me full force to do His will. Yes Lord please Keep me. Please not to ever go backwards again. Also what do you think about the Catholic church? I was born into it. I was saved though in 2019 through the Bibke and Hoky Spirit. I don't know what church He wants me in. I need more fellowship and a big true family in Christ. Please JESUS hear my prayers. Thank you and God bless you again for sharing your testimony. Ross here. Your brother in Christ. This gave me SO much hope because I thought how could I after 4 years!!! I was seeing is this normal etc. Then I hear your testimony and before you said 4 yesrs I knew that was what you were going to say. Then when you said that I felt Holy Spirt saying this is for you Ross LISTEN to her testimony. You will be on fire again. Be obedient. Repent.... Thank you JESUS
Wowww! I just prayed for you!!! I agree that YOU WILL BE ON FIRE FOR THE LORD!! And He will use you to bring many people out of the homosexual lifestyle!!! Because He loves you!!! I don't have much suggestions on churches except to find a BIBLE TEACHING church. I also prayed God will lead you to where He wants you planted and bring people in your life who's on fire for God to walk along side you! The Lord loves you so much! Thanks for sharing!!!
@@itsDaniRenee Hi Dani, I just wanted to say thank you again so much for praying for me. To be honest, I'm holding on to your testimony dearly and realizing it's not too late. Just so you know once again how grateful I am to hear what you shared, and know that I myself, after falling like this after 4 years; I still can come back. This guy keeps trying hard to pull me back, he claims to be Christian but is bad news.. I pray for him but need to absolutely need to get away from him for good. Keep going forward with whatever and wherever the Holy Spirit leads you. He spoke SO deeply through you to me. You had a HUGE impact on a complete stranger. So anyway.. God bless you once again. Stay strong and endure to the end. If I never get to thank you here on earth I definitely plan on it in Heaven, in JESUS'S might name!! Happy Thanksgiving btw
Please pray for me. I totally Dont even recognize myself anymore. I got delivered literally 2 months ago from all my sins and now I back deep in them..i feel like I can't even look nor lean on God to take me out of this whole I dug myself Into cause I'm so ashamed..
@@lilmimi_ I destroyed my life looking for reason to lust. Lust was my god. No one could teach me. I was stuborn. I wanted to my own will. I didnt be in hell. I can feel it in mh blood. I am condememnd. I did so many stupied things. So many. I studied teology. I wanted to see does God exist. In books. To find evidance. We grow in time that is evil. Cold love. Weak faith. My sin wanted me to surve him. I get mad. Create idea to help people to overcome sinfull nature by knowlage. Tw show. Prophet and vice. Just to press a buttom. I needed minute to become popular vice prophet. Weed and alcohol and wild sex. Blinded all the time. I love sin. With all my heart. Satan used my mouth to control people minds. I become real wizard. My mouth become magic. Lizards and snakes. Possesion. God mercy hit my heart in last moment. And I saw that I become evil. Manipulative. I was naive. I was blind. I was dead. I just wanted to make my father proud. I just wanted to help. To be usefull to God. To be the best for God and his glory. Sin is darkness. And who sin he is blind. Please. Take your understanding of God's will seriusly. It is your destiny in this life. And in eternity. God need your heart. It is not church metters. It is not tradition. It is your opportunity. God is real. And his love can fix everything. This time is everything we have. Love God and his will more then anyone or anything. God is Father. He knows. He desurves. It is truth. I am 30 years old and I did so much stupied things that I am afraid to remeber my past life. It is better not to know. It is better not to see. It is better to killmyself. I dont want to afraid you. Looking in your picture I see your desires and influence of world. Please sister. World is your enemy. You will see. Christians are not chriatians if they are not holy. Holy to God. I dont know what to expect of my life. My sin made my name useless. I become a fool.
I have backslidden in past and I have been getting close to God recently. Reading bible, praying and worshipping God but not yet fully experience Him like i used to when I first got saved. Since I have been getting close to God I wanted to fast. Whenever I fast at the beginning it’s all good but after few hours I feel mentally and spiritually drained even more. Feeling even more drained in fast than just doing daily devotion without fast. It feels like I fell into this cycle 😔 Did it happen to you? Or it’s just me. Hope to get a reply from you
Thank you for sharing your story Sister. I would also like to edify all women by sharing this so that we may all honour our God. ”But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God. Every man praying or prophesying, having his head covered, dishonoureth his head. But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven. For if the woman be not covered, let her also be shorn: but if it be a shame for a woman to be shorn or shaven, let her be covered. For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, forasmuch as he is the image and glory of God: but the woman is the glory of the man.“ 1 Corinthians 11:3-7 KJV. 🙏🏽
Whenever things dont go well for me i go back to overeating & oversleeping which is a sin i am trying to break others i decided i wont go back like drinking, sex & stuff but overeating i would even break a fast if i am angry & oversleeping which makes you a "sluggard"
I'm going through this currently Im overeating and too much social media and sleeping a lot I have neglected God because I'm going through a lot, I'm here wondering how I can get out of this
Could you prayer I was supposed to go into the wilderness but completely bottled it through cowardice im not were i need to be and im praying that i can get back to where i need to be. Im still in church in the moment but i dont like the position im in im in a different place were God wants me and it weighs me down so heavy i just want the relationship i had with Christ i had to begin with
Hey James! I just prayed! I hear the Lord saying to return to your first love (Jesus). This happens best in your intentional time with Him at home. Start with setting aside time everyday where you will pray, hear and read God's word. As you do it daily, that time will increase on its own. There's an intentional step we have to take to return to Jesus, but He promises as we draw near to Him, He will draw near unto us!!! God bless!!
I totally lost Him. For a while i almost stopped zeeking. I havent gone back to old sins or old lifestyle, but dont feel connected. Though i get bursts of wanting to evangelise. I dont even know if i can repent anymore.
Please people dont put these youtube personalities on a high pedestal ..some content creators are wolves in sheep clothing rather the personalities know it or not..God has always been there for me but i followed" conscious communities "on youtube..i had no discernment..i followed the "truth seekers "...ive spent half of my life rebelling..Dont put God on the backburner and there is no higher truth but the LORD..there is no better life than a life with the Most High 🙏
Do you remember who the devotional was by? I've starting looking and I I have 2 daughters graduating from college 5/24 and 5/25, I would love to get a devotional like that as part of their graduation gift.
Heyy, is it normal for me not to be on fire for God? I be trying to read my bible and pray but I never been on fire for God nor have I ever felt close to him and it’s very frustrating idk what to do I pray to have a closer relationship with him but my prayers don’t seem to work. Now I’m drifting away from him and idk what to do 🥺, it’s like when I try to read my Bible I get bored quickly or I don’t understand it so I just stop, idk what it is 🥺.
I totally understand where you are. Do you have a local church and are you in a small group? Or do you have Christian community? For me, being around people who are on fire for God ignites something in me.
@@Itssvalorie ohh okay, yea, I would suggest finding a church home that teaches the Bible and has young adult community that you can meet and do life with. We weren't meant to do this walk alone, we're soooo much better with like minded community!
Start with reading Romans to see what the Bible calls sin. Pray that the Holy Ghost will empower you to change. Keep praying and keep reading the word. Cut out all secular music and entertainment. If you fill yourself with things of the Lord you will start to draw near to Him and you will desire to sin less and less the closer you get to Him. Hopefully this is really practical and that it helps!
Can you share how you came back to God slowly after the sin broke your heart in August? Like you started reading bible more or praying more? I wanna know
I was led to a ministry called covered by God, it's a teaching and fasting ministry. We were also on a weekly fast of really renewing our relationship with the Lord. It was called The Year of the bride fast. I thought I was preparing to be a wife but God was preparing to be His bride again
@@itsDaniRenee so while getting closer to God. Have you ever felt like you are not getting closer to God and not feel his presence? I’m a backslidden Christian. I’m trying to get back to God but sometimes I feel hopeless
@@joelwilliam7295 God said in His word if you draw near to Me, I will draw near to you. so by faith (even if it doesn't feel like it, He cannot lie) so when you really press in, He is near to you, and continue to seek Him and you will absolutely find Him. Remember its a faith walk so its not going to come with the 5 senses all the time (touch, feel, see, hear, smell) Stay encouraged!! He loves you!
Well when you start disobeying you do not know where you will end eventually. It is wise to not not find out by trying to continue in obedience. But i hope you have been able to overcome this?
I've drifted away from God, please pray for me. I miss the relationship i used to have with him 😢
Hey! The Lord truly loves you!! First thing is to Repent; then ask the Lord to enlarge your capacity for the word and intimacy with Him. I literally prayed that today and TALK ABOUT A FAST ANSWERED PRAY! 🙌🏾😫
Same
Consecrate yourself by relating in scripture.
Girl talk to YESHUA for YOURSELF! Why do you think you need someone else to talk to HIM for you? Wouldn’t you know what to say BETTER than STRANGERS who do NOT know you👽
Same sis same 💔
17 yo girl here. Gave my life to Jesus last year and He saved me from many things, including pornograpy and homosexuality. Recently fell back into it and I lost tht fire I had for Him. Seeking Him is also a struggle
16 y/o here. I remember in Septemeber 2023 I gave my life to God. Before then, I knew God but I didnt fully understand the concept of eternal life scripture - well, you know, the whole 9 yards.Until I repented once.I was going well...until December 16 2023. Thats when everything came crashing down. After that, I had slowly went back into the life of maladaptive daydreaming, lust, anger, and so on.
Till date, I cant tell you how much videos I have seen of them telling me about biblical prophecies and repentance. (2nd moon, Star of Jacob, etc) And I always scroll, knowing in my heart that its wrong and I should turn back. I'll admit thag sometimes I feel so stagnant to move. My issue is:
I know that time is running.
I sometimes feel the urge to stop me from doing all that wrong, but I dont.
I fear that if I give my life the second time, I'll be too foolish & weak and fall back again.
I also have a guilty pleasure that I dont wanna leave my stupid and sinful way, but at the same time, I need God's direction.
I hope my experience helps you know that you arent alone. Somehow, someway, you will get out.
Its a season we will both escape. Its just like the 4 seasons of the year. I wish you well.
It's a struggle yes!!! because the devil doesn't want you get closer to God.
The devil would be dumped someday, he knows this and he's got strategies to make people stray away from God's path.
Have the mindset it's a fight, that moment you realize you've fallen back to your vomit, ask God for forgiveness.
Sis it happens to everyone, don't live in your guilt, don't believe the lies of the devil. He'll always whisper to you that God will never forgive you
It like u were talking out me same age as well as the pornography and recently fell into the same the in the last year and have had a struggle getting back with God but sometimes ik he's there make sure you have ur prayer life in order and read your word 😭 we're in this together
You are so right about the small compromises leading to sin, I was so on fire for two years God led me out of a life of sexual immortality and bc of my disobedience to his voice. I started to fornicate again. I stopped that but now I’m struggling with masturbation😭 it’s like dang I cannot win but this video help to show me that I’m not condemned. God bless you sis ❤️
Surrnder all to God , go on a fast and repent for that masturbation, ask God to help you and deliver you.. You need to stop listening to secular music( if you listen to it), stop watching things that make you lustful.. I struggled with masturbation too God delivered me through a song by Pastor Victoria Orenze , she was praying and worshipping in that song I was sitting in a chair sewing ( as a taylor) I just started weeping and weeping i fell to the floor and weeped like I lost a loved one, it came off i never masturbated since that encounter, God had me delete all secular music cause most of it promotes lust and it becomes an open door for those spirits
You’re right you can’t win. He has won it already. Always rest in that. This is coming from a major former backslider (myself)
I went back into smoking and found myself constantly asking God for forgiveness but would continue to smoke after I repented and I'm so sad bc ik God does not want me doing this but my flesh is weak! but I will change my ways I just need God more than ever and I don't want him to look the other way on me .. I love God and I know he love me too.
2 Chronicles 7:14
She said she’s struggling with just that!7 she knows it’s a sin already but she struggles to let go
I’m currently going through the same thing I even fasted and stopped and then went right back I’m so saddened by it I’m still pushing through
Your flesh is not weak. It is strong and demanding. You must out it to death. Bring it under submission to the Spirit.
Strengthen your spirit man and you will be able to subdue your fleshly desires.
How do you do this? Fill it with spirit food, the manna from heaven the Living Word if God.
Read it, study it, meditate on it and practice it. Keep doing this over and over again and at the same time starve your fleshly desires say no to it no matter the tantrum it throws.
Do this and the Lord will help you.
@@chantildonovan6314How is this going?
This is what has been happening to me, I literally got saved last year 2022. So I’m still a babe in Christ. And I’ve been backsliding and I don’t want to. I haven’t wanted to read or pray. And I’ve been having thoughts like “I don’t care about God” “None of this matters” and so on. I stopped going to church. I haven’t gone back to drugs or alcohol or any of that. It’s more of a behavior thing. ☹️ I don’t wanna do this I wanna be close to God again.❤️ I feel like I’ve fallen into legalism and religion. And feeling super sad☹️
It's a real thing that happens! First thing is to repent then pray that God will enlarge your capacity for the word and intimacy with Him. I literally prayed that for the first time today. AND TALK ABOUT ANSWERED PRAYERS QUICKLY!!!
The Lord loves you!! And He will welcome you back just like the story of the prodigal son! Luke 15:11-32
@@itsDaniRenee thank you so much💕🙏 I think I struggle with religious OCD and I think that also kinda contributed to my backsliding. Because when you deal with that it’s like constantly questioning your worth and like if you’re capable of living up to Gods standards and it creates this perfectionist mindset and I’ve been struggling with that. But I just wanna thank you for your testimony and I will definitely do what you said!
Ive been struggling to pray these past months. please pray for me, I lost my passion desire and fire for God
I realized today my greatest sin and how I was never living in God’s will for my life. The conviction hurts. I am truly repentant. And I am back to sitting down and learning to not live in my flesh and understand fully it’s not my will but God’s will for my life.
2 Chronicles 7:14
Girl, you are speaking to my spirit. This is almost exactly the path I took. I was so focused on the outer sin and not slipping vs just resting in grace, that fear became the reason I fell back. I begged him to deliver me, but once I fell, it was a million times harder because I took that mercy for granted thinking I could always go back. He took literally everything to bring me down and the more down I got, the more I turned to sin to numb the shame. Repentance is not a given, it is a GIFT. There might not be another chance, so that is what I am learning.
The dangerous. ";Oh. Ill do it tomorrow"😮
Amen.Thank you.
Ive started the small compromises I'm so grateful I came across this video thank you for the warning!
Praise God!! 🙌🏾
Please make sure that you don’t get comfortable in sin
This is soo my story I am saving this video 😢 it was just two weeks back when I was like " how did you take such a big fall" to myself.
All I want is to serve Jesus
2 Chronicles 7:14
Hi. Its been a month since this reply.
I hope all is well now.
Wow, what a total grace! Your testimony is so motivating for me to run to Christ and cleave to the cross. My heart is cold and stony, but im encouraged knowing that Christ waits with outstretched arms, for us to humble ourselves and come to Him so that he can perform his miraculous work in us. How profound is it that the God of all things delights in saving sinners, not just unto future glory but life abundant today. Wild!
Girl I don't know where you went but thank you for this content.I really don't wanna go back to the life I was living.
Thank you for your realness. I could relate to everything you said, but I’m getting back to Him.❤
It is a month now.
How is this going?
Wow! God led me to Tiphani Covered By God ministry also in May! Definitely a blessing for the body of Christ, and this generation 🙏🏾🙌🏽❤️
I’ve backslide a few times in the past, just a year ago was the last time, but a year ago when the Lord snatched me up, I felt the fear of the Lord, and that it was life of death. God us faithful 🥹
When i fell away it was like i was a dry desert . You are right , it is a slow and more difficult journey back. I still dont have that sense of desire or complete connection like i did for so long.
I get it! Because I was def there, our flesh is always in war with our spirit!
The first thing to do is repent and then ask the Lord to give you a desire for Him again! I believe if you continue to pray that He will!
“Keep me in the protection of obedience” ... 🙏 I like that
Thank you, sis. I needed this. I'm here, but I'm hurting because I want my fire back and the fear back, but I know it's gonna take time..
Glory to God.
We all have this testimony and finally, we have overcome...
I miss him so much I cry so much .. I miss his presence :(
He misses you too!! All you have to do is draw near to Him, and He will draw near unto you! God bless you!!
Thank you sister. For your testimony.
It's been 14 years since i backslided it really feels horrible. Am trying to go back on the right path.
Please peay for me. I have backslid for months and my heart is hardened and has been aching and this has been the worst months of my life. The joy I once had gone put of the window because of my fleshly desires.
I literally JUST went through this exact same thing sis!! Down to even uprooting myself and planting myself in the DMV area! WOW. Just wow!! God is good though and I’ve spent the last week coming back to Him. He is a restorer.
So good that the LORD brought you back.....HE IS AWESOME ❤
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I can relate so much. God bless you.
Thank you for sharing your testimony! Im so happy that the Lord completely restored you! Always stay focused on your walk! Hallelujah
I backslid for 14 years. All my progress gone. All those years lost. Don't backslide. You will have to climb all the way back. And every year you lose will be gone forever.
dont think like that and dont pay attention to the years thats what will make you condemn yourself the only thing you can control and do is to make an effort to try again
@@blessedupshea5593 I lost a lot of family and money because of it. Humiliated myself too. Now that I'm sober those memories playback on repeat. Backsliding has real hurt and permanent consequences. Some people end up in prison. I am picking up the pieces but it's very painful and I'm just warning others that backsliding can destroy your life
God will and can restore those years!
@@Keke-vs7gm I'm far behind other men my age. My fun didn't build anything and I can't ever get that time back. But thanks. I'm actually living in a motel now and trusting my vehicle to get me to a 12 hour shift job. Don't backslide
Hey man,I backslid for years and made many mistakes and wasted many years. I just accepted my own laziness and regret it beyond words. You're not alone in this, I want to return to God but some days I feel hopeless and condemned
Thank you for this amazing video and there is an abundance from which I can relate. I gave my life to Christ and was saved in 2020, however I easily backslid back into sin and made some awful mistakes. Within the past few months The Holy Ghost has been piercing my heart convicting me in various areas and I have fully repented and have begged and prayed for Jesus Christ to forgive me a wretched sinner. Like you, there were small steps of disobedience that The Holy Ghost revealed to me such as not having an active prayer life and being immersed into The Word drawing Christ further into my life. Previously I also did not have a fear and reverence for The Lord, however I absolutely do now. I am praising The Lord in times of joy and challenges. I have an unbelieving wife and my faith and desire to be obedient to Christ has caused many challenges, yet I pray for her every day. There is nothing to great for our God. I truly appreciate this video and prayer Sister in Christ. I also will be praying for you in your continued journey to serve Christ.
I've only recently started my journey with Christ, as of maybe January this year, and i was doing really good for a long time, and i felt in my heart that i was growing closer to him, but somehow I've seemed to fall away a couple times and just cant seem to get back on track. so I'm really trying to actively put God first in my life, and i just want to thank you for the video, as i found it really helpful and relatable, so thank you.
Im going through the same situation as you
I went to visit my family last week and I literally lost the fire for God and I'm now struggling to pray and read the word
I dont even know what to do 😢
Please keep me in your prayers I’m à backsliding mess
I can relate to almost all of this.Please Pray for me sister
2 Chronicles 7:14
Please pray for me. This my story and I on fired, was saved in 2015 and I backslid and I been a battle coming back it’s been tough
This was a wonderful encouragement. Thank you sister.
So glad I came across this video! Definitely relatable & very helpful❤️
Thank you for this video and the prayer at the end it was very helpful
I’m having such a hard time letting go of this friendship.. I feel paralysed by shame and guilt for being the one that walked away.
Praise the lord sister. Pls save me.pls help me. Im backslided christain. My humble request to you pls pray for me right now. Pls save. 🙏 pls 🙏
i feel like my heart is drifting *dangerously* away from God,
please i want to stop cursing the God, Jesus and it’s just so frequent
i need help
Hey! Just like the Prodigal son, there is no such thing is too far gone as long as you're still living.
Repent and truly surrender back to the Lord! He will draw near to you if you draw near to Him!
I just prayed for you!
Amen. That's a great prayer...thank you young lady.
I ran from the Lord for 2 years. Please pray for me.
Just prayed! Draw near to Him and He will draw near to you. No matter how far or long you've ran, He'll always welcome you back with open arms!
@@itsDaniRenee thank the lord for you sister. I really appreciate it!🙏🏽
WOW. I Just want to say thank you sister in Christ for sharing this! Our stories are somewhat simmilar. I was born again in 2019 and I went 4 years and just back slid hard!!! You are right repentance!
I had Jesus come to me and tell me I was forgiven and loved and He is my Father. It changed me forever. I left a lifestyle of homosexuality and so much more.
Recently this past June 4 years later! Kid you not. I moved from Tennessee to Chicago did not have peace did it thinking God was calling.. long story story short I got back into some sexual sins.. I was terrified amd just now feeling His presence again and coming back. It's been 4 months of this. It is SO much worse backsliding then just sinning before you know Him. Please pray for me. Please. I am asking for Him to bring me full force to do His will. Yes Lord please Keep me. Please not to ever go backwards again.
Also what do you think about the Catholic church? I was born into it. I was saved though in 2019 through the Bibke and Hoky Spirit. I don't know what church He wants me in. I need more fellowship and a big true family in Christ. Please JESUS hear my prayers. Thank you and God bless you again for sharing your testimony. Ross here. Your brother in Christ. This gave me SO much hope because I thought how could I after 4 years!!! I was seeing is this normal etc. Then I hear your testimony and before you said 4 yesrs I knew that was what you were going to say. Then when you said that I felt Holy Spirt saying this is for you Ross LISTEN to her testimony. You will be on fire again. Be obedient. Repent.... Thank you JESUS
Wowww! I just prayed for you!!! I agree that YOU WILL BE ON FIRE FOR THE LORD!! And He will use you to bring many people out of the homosexual lifestyle!!! Because He loves you!!!
I don't have much suggestions on churches except to find a BIBLE TEACHING church. I also prayed God will lead you to where He wants you planted and bring people in your life who's on fire for God to walk along side you!
The Lord loves you so much! Thanks for sharing!!!
@@itsDaniRenee
Hi Dani,
I just wanted to say thank you again so much for praying for me. To be honest, I'm holding on to your testimony dearly and realizing it's not too late. Just so you know once again how grateful I am to hear what you shared, and know that I myself, after falling like this after 4 years; I still can come back. This guy keeps trying hard to pull me back, he claims to be Christian but is bad news.. I pray for him but need to absolutely need to get away from him for good.
Keep going forward with whatever and wherever the Holy Spirit leads you. He spoke SO deeply through you to me. You had a HUGE impact on a complete stranger. So anyway.. God bless you once again. Stay strong and endure to the end. If I never get to thank you here on earth I definitely plan on it in Heaven, in JESUS'S might name!! Happy Thanksgiving btw
I literally just poured out my glass of wine..
Thank you for sharing!😢
Thanks for sharing!
Thank you for sharing. 💜
Thank you so much for this because I feel like this is happening to me!
Thank you for your vulnerability!
Thank you for posting this. God bless you.
Please pray for me to get my fire back and my health is bad please pray for me debbi God Bless
Please pray for me. I totally Dont even recognize myself anymore. I got delivered literally 2 months ago from all my sins and now I back deep in them..i feel like I can't even look nor lean on God to take me out of this whole I dug myself Into cause I'm so ashamed..
Dear sister. It is not about praying but also doing. You can be fruitful only if you do.
@@PRAVOPOKAJANJEPRAVAVERA your right. thank you
@@lilmimi_ I destroyed my life looking for reason to lust. Lust was my god. No one could teach me. I was stuborn. I wanted to my own will. I didnt be in hell. I can feel it in mh blood. I am condememnd. I did so many stupied things. So many.
I studied teology. I wanted to see does God exist. In books. To find evidance. We grow in time that is evil. Cold love. Weak faith.
My sin wanted me to surve him. I get mad. Create idea to help people to overcome sinfull nature by knowlage. Tw show. Prophet and vice. Just to press a buttom. I needed minute to become popular vice prophet. Weed and alcohol and wild sex. Blinded all the time.
I love sin. With all my heart.
Satan used my mouth to control people minds. I become real wizard. My mouth become magic. Lizards and snakes. Possesion.
God mercy hit my heart in last moment. And I saw that I become evil. Manipulative. I was naive. I was blind. I was dead. I just wanted to make my father proud.
I just wanted to help.
To be usefull to God.
To be the best for God and his glory.
Sin is darkness.
And who sin he is blind.
Please. Take your understanding of God's will seriusly. It is your destiny in this life. And in eternity.
God need your heart. It is not church metters. It is not tradition.
It is your opportunity.
God is real.
And his love can fix everything.
This time is everything we have.
Love God and his will more then anyone or anything.
God is Father. He knows. He desurves. It is truth.
I am 30 years old and I did so much stupied things that I am afraid to remeber my past life. It is better not to know. It is better not to see. It is better to killmyself.
I dont want to afraid you.
Looking in your picture I see your desires and influence of world.
Please sister. World is your enemy. You will see. Christians are not chriatians if they are not holy. Holy to God.
I dont know what to expect of my life. My sin made my name useless.
I become a fool.
I have backslidden in past and I have been getting close to God recently. Reading bible, praying and worshipping God but not yet fully experience Him like i used to when I first got saved. Since I have been getting close to God I wanted to fast. Whenever I fast at the beginning it’s all good but after few hours I feel mentally and spiritually drained even more. Feeling even more drained in fast than just doing daily devotion without fast. It feels like I fell into this cycle 😔 Did it happen to you? Or it’s just me. Hope to get a reply from you
Did you get an answer?
This was a blessing, thank you for sharing!🫶🏾🙏🏾
I’m struggling to stay on the path. I want to go back so bad
Thank you for sharing your story Sister. I would also like to edify all women by sharing this so that we may all honour our God. ”But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God. Every man praying or prophesying, having his head covered, dishonoureth his head. But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven. For if the woman be not covered, let her also be shorn: but if it be a shame for a woman to be shorn or shaven, let her be covered. For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, forasmuch as he is the image and glory of God: but the woman is the glory of the man.“
1 Corinthians 11:3-7 KJV. 🙏🏽
Whenever things dont go well for me i go back to overeating & oversleeping which is a sin i am trying to break others i decided i wont go back like drinking, sex & stuff but overeating i would even break a fast if i am angry & oversleeping which makes you a "sluggard"
I'm going through this currently
Im overeating and too much social media and sleeping a lot
I have neglected God because I'm going through a lot, I'm here wondering how I can get out of this
Fast and pray
2 Chronicles 7:14
Could you prayer I was supposed to go into the wilderness but completely bottled it through cowardice im not were i need to be and im praying that i can get back to where i need to be. Im still in church in the moment but i dont like the position im in im in a different place were God wants me and it weighs me down so heavy i just want the relationship i had with Christ i had to begin with
Hey James!
I just prayed! I hear the Lord saying to return to your first love (Jesus).
This happens best in your intentional time with Him at home. Start with setting aside time everyday where you will pray, hear and read God's word. As you do it daily, that time will increase on its own.
There's an intentional step we have to take to return to Jesus, but He promises as we draw near to Him, He will draw near unto us!!! God bless!!
Thank you for prayer it means so much! Please keep praying for me, every blessing
New here! I ❤your channel
Thanks
That's what I experienced now
I totally lost Him. For a while i almost stopped zeeking. I havent gone back to old sins or old lifestyle, but dont feel connected. Though i get bursts of wanting to evangelise. I dont even know if i can repent anymore.
2 Chronicles 7:14
Im dying..it feels like it
2 Chronicles 7:14
Thank you for this video i really needed it , can you please share the devotional book she gave you ?
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You're welcome!
Please people dont put these youtube personalities on a high pedestal ..some content creators are wolves in sheep clothing rather the personalities know it or not..God has always been there for me but i followed" conscious communities "on youtube..i had no discernment..i followed the "truth seekers "...ive spent half of my life rebelling..Dont put God on the backburner and there is no higher truth but the LORD..there is no better life than a life with the Most High 🙏
I wish I can contact her
Hi, what is the issue?
To return back to God or to contact her?
Do you remember who the devotional was by? I've starting looking and I I have 2 daughters graduating from college 5/24 and 5/25, I would love to get a devotional like that as part of their graduation gift.
Heyy, is it normal for me not to be on fire for God? I be trying to read my bible and pray but I never been on fire for God nor have I ever felt close to him and it’s very frustrating idk what to do I pray to have a closer relationship with him but my prayers don’t seem to work. Now I’m drifting away from him and idk what to do 🥺, it’s like when I try to read my Bible I get bored quickly or I don’t understand it so I just stop, idk what it is 🥺.
I totally understand where you are. Do you have a local church and are you in a small group? Or do you have Christian community? For me, being around people who are on fire for God ignites something in me.
I was going to my mom church with her but I stop going because I feel like I don’t belong there 🤦🏽♀️.
@@Itssvalorie ohh okay, yea, I would suggest finding a church home that teaches the Bible and has young adult community that you can meet and do life with. We weren't meant to do this walk alone, we're soooo much better with like minded community!
But I lost the Holy Spirit since autumn 2020.
How do u repent? Like true repentance coz I repent and go back to the same sin
Start with reading Romans to see what the Bible calls sin. Pray that the Holy Ghost will empower you to change. Keep praying and keep reading the word. Cut out all secular music and entertainment.
If you fill yourself with things of the Lord you will start to draw near to Him and you will desire to sin less and less the closer you get to Him.
Hopefully this is really practical and that it helps!
I was at millions too!!!
Ayeee!!!! It was lit!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Can you share how you came back to God slowly after the sin broke your heart in August? Like you started reading bible more or praying more? I wanna know
I was led to a ministry called covered by God, it's a teaching and fasting ministry. We were also on a weekly fast of really renewing our relationship with the Lord. It was called The Year of the bride fast. I thought I was preparing to be a wife but God was preparing to be His bride again
@@itsDaniRenee so while getting closer to God. Have you ever felt like you are not getting closer to God and not feel his presence? I’m a backslidden Christian. I’m trying to get back to God but sometimes I feel hopeless
@@joelwilliam7295 God said in His word if you draw near to Me, I will draw near to you. so by faith (even if it doesn't feel like it, He cannot lie) so when you really press in, He is near to you, and continue to seek Him and you will absolutely find Him. Remember its a faith walk so its not going to come with the 5 senses all the time (touch, feel, see, hear, smell)
Stay encouraged!! He loves you!
@@itsDaniRenee thank you
Were you fasting food? And for how long?
I did the year of the bride fast with covered by God. It was once a week for the whole year
I disobeyed God and got myself into Sexual sin
Well when you start disobeying you do not know where you will end eventually. It is wise to not not find out by trying to continue in obedience.
But i hope you have been able to overcome this?
Hello sister Pleaseeee!!!!!! Watch Makeup and vanity hell testimonies .