Few things I learned and recommend to my Pisces Saturn people: 1- your sensitivity is your power embrace it! But also learn how to control it… fast cars with no breaks are dangerous… 2-follow your intuition and don’t try to justify people’s nonsense and events. if it feels like your being used or manipulated don’t allow it learn how to say NO! 3-surround yourself with reliable people. Don’t give access to everyone. 4-learn about spirituality,religion, prayers,cleansing rituals.. you will be amazing at this! 5-Saturn is about structure and Pisces is the chaos and the loss of structure… find the balance within… things are not happening to you, they are happening for you. Mind over matter. 6-don’t isolate for too long and don’t over share yourself! 7-Saturn and earth are limiting and you are a limitless being… you think you have a lot of time… on a soul level yes, but not here on earth stop wasting your time with nonsense invest your time in good habits, set goals and find mentors! 8-your imagination is out of this world… you can manifest things very easily! Learn how to imagine good things instead of bad things. Your prayers and affirmations are super powerful! 9-don’t take things personally and at the same time learn how to stand up for yourself!
I've just collected the last piece of the puzzle I've been trying to solve since god knows when. Saturn in pisces, the root of all my problems starting with social anxiety to cherophobia to foreboding disaster to depression to chaos to loneliness to complete weakness. An unknown problem I've been trying to solve for years.......finally solved...
7th house pisces 🤦🏽♀️ I’ve never seen what good love or healthy love looks like 🤷🏽♀️ I’m trying to love myself more. To heal to grow and understand myself better.
You hit the nail on the head. It was crazy. When you were explaining that we are smart individuals, yet we have this great need for structure and almost feel like we want someone to just tell them what to do. All these feelings just clicked. When I feel like I'm drowning in my 'chaos'... for example, earlier this year I was circling on what to do this year, I need a career/job goal. I had no idea. I took a year out to have fun and travel last year but it is time to get serious. Until someone suggested to further my travel to study hospitality. I just literally wanted a jesus figure to touch me on the forehead and say 'This is what you are born to do, go on and do it' .... So once I had a goal and gained structure I could relax more and focus. For now... Thank you so much Alyssa, this video was great.
Wow, this is exactly what I wished for years of my life, the Jesus figure to help me enlighten my goal and mission in life. Still waiting but happy you could find yours
Some things were very true. I did raise myself, I do feel like an old soul and that I'm running out of time, and I used to collect bratz dolls when i was younger lol There are some things I didn't really have a connection to but for the most part there is some truths. I do get people giving me all this responsibility and higher expectations from me because they think I'm smart enough and mature enough to handle it but they don't understand I was never given a hand to lead me the way in life and I still wish for and look for someone to lead me the way. And I feel like I can't do it alone but no ones here to help me, and I'm running out of time so that's where my fear is. v-v Ugh darn you saturn in pisces! And thank you alyssa (:
***** OMG I also have played role-playing videogames since young and cannot stop! I still play stardoll (which sounds corny I know) and Runescape. lol And sorry to hear about losing jobs and being rejected! I also have had no success in finding a stable job and I am anticipating an acception letter from a university I dream of going to! -fingers crossed- D: we are all so alike haha #thestruggle
Lilly BunnyButtPie I know how you feel! Just because someone is capable doesn't mean we don't want to be babied sometimes. I sometimes feel like people think I'm stronger than i truly am
Saturn in Pisces here . I can relate to a lot of the things you said . You're right about the control issues and the fear of getting hurt . I'm constantly on edge waiting for someone to fuck me over because it's happened so many times , it probably doesn't help that I have a moon and Venus in Scorpio . The thing about parenting is also true I grew up without a father figure and my mom taught me to be mature at a very young age so in a way I raised myself by watching the world around me . Ive been through shit . Bad shit . And I've had to learn to suck it up , roll with the punches and be brave Just like you said . Thank you Alyssa for all the videos you put out for me and everyone else . They've helped me better understand myself and the energy that I possess which makes like easier to deal with .
@AshleyLynn Girl omg can i sit with u and hug you for hours? I'm literally crying i have the same placements as you, Venus conjunct pluto in Scorpio saturn pisces but moon in Taurus, never knew my father, my mother has mental probs and never really showed me love and support, i also had to learn the hard way through depression, abusive boyfriends, trauma, anxiety etc, i'm now on meds and they saved me thankgod. Idk my chart is full of heavy shit and sometimes i just get sad by realising all the stuf i'm going through, but seeing these comments? Damn, made me smile through the tears, we are so damn strong! And not alone! Love ❤️
Not being a "good" person does not directly imply being a bad person, Saturn in Pisces is simply inactive, it does nothing, and doing nothing does not make it bad, IT CANNOT BE BAD, because Pisces has dissolved Saturn and Saturn has meaning of malice (among the many meanings of saturn)
Satuen in Pisces Saturn- father figure, challenges you Pisces- chaos, Control issues, afraid because of lack of structure, lack of structure leaded by lack of ,worries about people being horrible to each other, paralyzed by fear often, Pisces in Saturn dates people older because they want structure.. they grow up very very quickly, so they can try to get structure They want structure, needs to be controlled, People treat you like you’re more wise, give you responsibilities, Parents grow you up so they don’t worry about being seen as bad, Pisces is madness, it’s chaos, it’s insane Saturn in place wants you to be brave, make choices, and make choices Satuen doesn’t want you to be scared. Shit happens. Don’t shut off your emotions or sensibility. Shot happens. You move on. You get back in the horse. And you keep kicking, churn the fucking milk into butter. Be brave, dare to have a dream, work hard on your goal and develop worth ethic . Make life your bitch Do not be afraid Do not hurt others Look inside of yourself Deal with saturns lessons You could be a very bad mean person You had a lesson and granted it’s hard Be brave even though shit happens After that happens you can help people We want control, We don’t understand, There is so much filth and shit, You don’t have to be better than them... don’t be a mean person... How should you be better... balance it out. Learn how to save yourself Be your own fairy god mother Pick yourself out of the ashes Work hard Face your fears Even if the scarier things are inside Learn humility and grace Learn how to girly be happy Don’t blame people you’re not a victim Yes you have been a victim to bad people plsces You’re not a victim Don’t label yourself as one You’re not alone You’re all going through the same thing together
This is so true. My parents get divorced when I was 4, keep saying they are my friends since I was a kid. My dad used to say "my daughter doesn't need relationships. She lives for her career" and I got trapped in this situation for so long. I thought it was cool, but when I grow up, I srsly feel like I was fooled lol. Especially when I started to have my own opinions, my parents actually weren't happy about it. Now I make my own money and make sure I make my own life decisions. I do treat them like friends now.
Watched this in 2020. Saturn will be entering Aquarius in March and then after it will be Pisces and I'm here, just...preparing. 90s babies, we're gonna get thru this game called LIFE. Thank you Alyssa
Well that is true...I am constantly in fear of something that actually doesn't exist and it feels like whole creation is collapsing on me and I'm in the middle of it :(..And when I start to be a control freak that is when my self-destructive tendencies arise...I am just trying to be strong but it's so damn hard. I hope there will be a time when I won't have to worry about anything and I'll be brave enough to do everything.
You took the words out of my mouth! I was very much born into chaos and felt like I've had to be an adult since I was about 5. Even strange that you said "Madison can take care of herself" my mom almost named me Madison :) but I have noticed the older I get I try to avoid uncomfortable situations even though I know how brave I CAN be. I also know I'm destined to do something in the arts but I do find myself trying to just escape reality and fearing failure even success lol! I really am so scared of everything and I can cry just thinking how much evil there is in the world! I think people born with this placement are really special we can use this high sensitivity to better the world! Oh yeah and my poppa has called me an old soul since the day I dropped out my mom! Lol
Took me a while to watch this video, I was so scared haha.... and it did scare me haha... all you said is very accurate. I feel so old and have a huge need to run away from everything all the time. I feel guilty for everything and am always scared I'll make bad decisions so I procastinate a lot. Also, I'm with a guy 21 years older... and I'm terribly scared even to think what I'd do if I were on my own. But I'm working on it!
Yes!! My mom was young and just wanted to party and dad was uninvolved so I was raised mostly by my grandparents. I’ve always felt like I did not belong on this planet.
i thought this was just accurate until i reached the last three minutes of it, and after she talked about always having to keep the lights off, i knew she was literally speaking to my entire life lol alyssa you are so talented!
I just cried to this too. I have recently in the past year, gone deep inside of myself to heal my wounds. This spoke to me on a very deep level. Thank You for this video. It was Beautiful
You probably won't see this but thankyou. I've noticed in your videos aswell as being funny and telling us about our placements in a way you are supportive, you understand & you give advice. Don't ever stop making videos because you were made for this
Crazy! The rest of my chart is so brave (Aries Moon). As a child I felt like I had multiple personalities when this fear would come out of left field. I’m an “older” Saturn Pisces 5th house & the positive side is that once you learn these lessons you will have a better handle on fear than most anyone you know. Hang in there dreamers. Keep learning & soon you will understand what others have been projecting onto you. ❤️
@LillyMaeLive Hey I have a Saturn Pisces in 5th house too! Did you go through your return yet and may I ask what your experience and lessons were from it?
I have Saturn Pisces 4th House opposing my Virgo Midheaven. I grew up literally "without parents" or family structure, meaning I had to learn everything on my own. Just when I was 3, I was left by my parents (because they had a travel job) so my grandparents could take care of me. Then I reunited with my parents when I was 6. Even then, my parents "assumed" that I know everything but in reality I feared growing up. Now that I'm all grown up, my parents (and these adults in the Pluto Virgo generation) criticizes me and puts so much burdens on me. Everybody looks at me as if I'm some kind of a wise old man, but I hate it. Trined with my Moon/Mercury/Venus Cancer 8th House and Jupiter/Pluto Scorpio 12th House, I was able to survive my wretched past by escaping reality (see Alyssa? it's a Pisces thing) and expressing myself aesthetically by being artistic. I go to extremes of desiring to be "perfect" and having the best of things, but with meaning (be it clothing, accessories, creativity, etc.) Oh and since you said Pisces is the "trash can" of the zodiac, my Virgo MC synthesizes those trash into valuable treasure and puts it on a display case for the public to see. I'm very grateful of Saturn Pisces opposing my Virgo MC, it really "carves" out my personality... thanks Alyssa! Much love
That is so interesting. I have it just the opposite. My IC is in Virgo with Pluto conj.. Uranus in the 4th house, and my Saturn (rx) is conj. Kiron in the 10th conj. my MC. I am so lost when it comes to career! ... I have grown into a real 'homey', and at my later age I just don't care for all that what's going on out there. I just wish I could find the money to really make myself a home where everything is to my liking! Heck! ... I have been drawing up floor-plans of houses, large and small, and I literally live in them (in my dreams) so to escape the stupid world out there. My Saturn trines my Neptune in SCO 5th house, and also has a wider conj. to my Asc. in Cancer. My planets actually for a rectangle when you consider my TAU Moon as well. I feel that I wasn't really recognized as a child, that no-one cared about my deep rooted artistic abilities. I have found out during Saturn return in my early 30thies. A few years later, becoming a mom, there was no more time to really get 'out there', life had it for me that I had to turn into a total hermit, due to lack of support babysitter wise and so forth ... Now after a whole decade, I don't want to take part in the every day homogenized life. It's just too crazy and 'fake' for me. I turned to the 'deeper things in life' and as a Scorpio Sun that also means that the world as is, and as I was able to truly observe it (because of having been cut of to be a intrinsic part in it) I have developed a sense of 'all this isn't for me', and that I sill have to find a way to make ends meet for survival, and it seems these days and years gone by where it's getting harder and harder. My health has taken toll because of all the stress and worry about it, yet my environment just does not show me the way of 'how to'! .... Feeling devastated. ... Good for you that you were able to pull yourself together from a young age.... like I said my houses are just the opposite way around than yours. ... feeling bummed out! :-(
Heyy, I also have Saturn Pisces in the 4th house. Mines is squaring my Virgo Midheaven. My parents were distant growing up as well but with a different story. Anyway, I found it really interesting that we have a similar house system. I'm searching for people that are even more like me to talk to to try and understand this all. If your interested or even see this, lets talk :) Thank you for sharing your story :)
Once every couple of months, I come back here. I re-listen to this. I have my Pisces sun conjunct my Pisces Saturn, 2 degree orb. I have an IC in Aries. I have Pisces and Virgo intercepted. I have moon opposite Pluto, 4 degree orb. I'm learning that I just... I took on too much. I was expected to take care of everything myself so I did. My mom wanted me to be strong and independent. I was a child. I needed a mom emotionally. I was too afraid to go to her when I was bullied, self-harming, anxious. I was afraid of being a failure to her. And she hated when I was weak. She hated when I failed. The push was good in some ways, and I love my mom. But god I have so much pain from growing up, I'm still learning how to take care of it. I needed help, but I felt (and was told) that I was pathetic if I asked for it, or if I cried. I am sharing this in part because I think it suits the video so well, and I learn from others experiences. I hope someone finds this comment useful. Thanks for the video, Alyssa.
LOVE this video Alyssa and can definitely relate....good belly laughs! :) I spawned from the older pool of Saturn in Pisces though...1965....and yes, born into a family challenged with chaos, confusion and fear....the mantra throughout my life has been "breathe in Peace, breathe out Fear" :) Saturn is a fantastic teacher!
Hola fellow Leo ascendants, Saturn in Pisces in the 8th House makes us want to avoid "other people's responsibilities" that keeps coming to us. Sooner or later we eventually have to deal with them, and that will truly free us.
Great video! Saturn in Pisces here, and it's on my MC. "Famous" for hiding since '65. lol! You mentioned feeling, "Old" while young, and I did. The good news is I also aged much slower than my older and younger peers. In fact, I got more child-like after age 32. I'd never want to be young again. It was hard work, but this growing older is wonderful! It's worth it, very much.
I'm born March 16 1995, not to sure if this included me, but I felt like you were talking to me, actually began to cry. I feel like I don't understand how people, even most close to me can find things that can potentially hurt people easy. I write. But I'm not English so afraid of failing, so I live in my head. I suffer from anxiety and want to save everyone from hurt, and truthfully don't really count my feelings as a priority because I know that I'll be okay but I can't say that for someone else, I do martyr myself however. I would love to know a site where I can find out about moon signs etc, but I feel very close to my sun sign. Thanks so much.. I really want to embrace what you said.
Oh my god. .. I'm actually crying right now. Thank you so much for posting this video. I cannot express how true everything was and is. I've begun doing some soul searching recently, and this video is like the missing piece of the puzzle, so thank you :')
i know a 5 years old child with pisces saturn....she is unwanted second girl in house.....she feels pain of animals plants and thinks about pollution even in this tender age and me too is very sensitive to nature
Going through my 4h saturn return right now and it's so hard and so literal. I was even homeless since saturn transitioned to Pisces. As a libra stellium, it's so hard to try to keep the peace amongst chaos. The more I try to get controll of the chaos it gets worse. When I let the chaos continue and just ignore it, it triggers my autism bad. It's like I'm stuck in a loop. I have a 12h Scorpio stellium that's adding so much more intensity to this saturn transit than I can handle. Trying to take care of a sick parent while that parent is causing, intentionally or not, the chaos. I can't wait till this is over 😩
thank you so much Alyssa… i always resonate with your words so much. My 5th house saturn in pisces and my three cancer placements + scorpio rising hearing you telling me to be brave 🫣🫣🫣
Watching this as I kind of prepare for my Saturn return in a few months and this was amazing- what you said about no longer being afraid really stuck with me, and I will carry that through this chapter!
I like older guys too, very true, and the telling you what to do thing very true, but at the same time I hate when people tell me what to do so I am going both ways
Having Pisces Saturn in exact conjunction with Ascendant, this is story of my life 101/100. My 1st house Saturn transit started few months ago and I'm already aware that if I don't structure myself in next 1.5 years or two, I will suffer greatly.
Alyssa your readings are always superb- clear language and real mature discussion. Editing is well-done also- great comedic timing. Every video of yours has left me in stitches at least ONCE, Saturn included. lol I watch your vids that have nothing to do with me because you're insightful and HILARIOUS! I've never see someone do both at once. I've noticed that you refer to Saturn as a "father figure", to which I agree but I've found in my evolutions that in it's deepest/highest levels, it is a She, the ultimate Mother of Form. I first thought about this when I noticed the parallel between the Moon's orbit and Saturn's orbit- both 29 1/2. It seems that Saturn, as well as every other heavenly body, has a few layers and depending on a person's level of understanding it operates through that form/guise. The first layer is definitely Male/Masculine. Thanks again....
I have Saturn in Pisces and I’m dating an older man who also has Saturn in Pisces 😂 we are soul mates 🙏🏼 we are both musicians & artists. I have lots of Leo and Scorpio & Aquarius so I can put my Saturn in Pisces to good use. 😈
Thank you for this description, there is a lot of truth in what you say. Especially about being intelligent and being ''afraid'' in a certain way or shy if you will, yet smart enough to be autonomous. By the way you are really pretty and really insightful, keep up the videos. :)
I am a Lunar Virgo with a Saturn in Pisces, and I have to tell you that every single word you said in this video hit me so emotionally that I cannot describe. Thank you so much for posting this.
Alyssa, my Saturn is in Pisces and you explained my life to a tee. Couldn't have been better. I actually kinda teared up too.. my life has been rough and challenging, but this video is what I needed to hear. Thank YOU.
i'm a scorpio sun, leo moon, with a saturn in my 12th house. this really opened my mind and helped me figure out a huge chunk of the way that I am. Everything you mentioned was so shockingly accurate, and i'm just so thankful and motivated to open a new self repairing chapter in my life. My Saturn is in taurus as well and thanks to you I finally realize that I have to give myself what I need, be brave, and good will follow, and I will. Thank you so much
I needed to hear this. I need to save it and listen to it when I’m in the depths of my anxieties and depression which at this point I believe it’s mostly due to this Saturn placement and the extreme fears and constant need to retreat and isolate to feel safe and secure. I have moon in my 12th as well 😔
Although I was born in 1980 As an "elder"Pisces, Feb. 25th,it's unreal how you nailed this energy that's driving me nucking futs ! You are dead on thank you!
Such a good description Alyssa! You always word things just right. I have saturn in pisces. I'm also a gemini sun with moon in aries and a scorpio rising girl. "Chaos" is putting it lightly haha
can i sit with u guys in the comments and have a group hug for hours? I'm literally crying and having a hard time realising all this, i have, Venus conjunct pluto in Scorpio saturn pisces but moon in Taurus, never knew my father, my mother has mental probs and never really showed me love and support, i also had to learn the hard way through depression, abusive boyfriends, trauma, anxiety etc, and it's like every body just assumes that it's normal and that i still need to smile through all those stuff i've been through, i was learned to always put on a mask, i'm now on meds and they saved me from suicidal episodes thankgod. Idk my chart is full of heavy shit and sometimes i just get sad by realising all the stuf i'm going through, but seeing these comments? Damn, made me smile through the tears, we are so damn strong! And not alone! Love ❤️
So funny!! I know this is 10 years ago, but it started such a brutal season of my life. With a triple Pisces, borderline/NPD woman who was pretending to be on the spiritual path and in recovery when we met. For the first six months, I just couldn’t believe what was happening, I realize now that I was in complete shock and cognitive dissonance. Kept trying to, participate in the relationship, make it work. But as anyone knows who has dealt with narcissist, functional relating is not part of the repertoire. All they want is to abuse. Steal, kill and destroy.. I know this video is from 10 years ago, but fits perfectly. Some of the craziness started in 2014, but really went into high gear in 2015 when I met her. And now, so much of my worldview and life have been ripped out and shown to me for what they really were. Had a lot of inklings and intuition about this stuff, for many years… But now I see clearly. How and why. And all the psychopathy and sociopath that is just completely common in our culture in the US and many western/industrial cultures. Especially in politics, high level business, etc. … our cultures actually often encourage and reward many of these behaviors.
Thank you so much for this reading, I’m so sad I found this video today, this is so helpful to find the ongoing problems we deal as a Saturn in Pisces 5th house, I’ve always been a practical individual who knew I don’t have to be the good person, but kindness and compassion always wins, I’ve learned nothing compares being kind and generous, it helps us spiritually too, My spiritual guides has helped me be stable and find myself in the time of chaos, my social anxiety is crazy, even if I know I’m the most confident person in the room, It’s a mixture of stable ground and anxious mind, it’s been the hardest in my teenage days and early 20’s, having a dysfunctional family has worsen it, but nonetheless It has helped me understand we all got our lessons and hardships, I wouldn’t want it any easier now. I’m sailing in my good karma with faith, I’m so proud of myself, and aware of the my own downfalls. I donot think I’m a victim anymore, Lastly lots of love to you, You have a great energy to be doing this for us. Glory 🙏🏼
I'm a Gemini with Pisces Saturn and well I will say I do feel that some things in my life are out of my control and all over the place but I want to try and get my life going in the right direction so just hoping things go well in the future
thank you for this🖤 i have this placement in my fourth house and i would rather be on the other side of the earth than face my fears regarding my family, or the fear of having a serious relationship. your words are very helpful.
Loved this Alyssa and thank you!! I am an older Saturn in Pisces native, born 1966...during the Uranus/Pluto conjunction, so being born into chaos- heck yeah!! I believe the period for Saturn in Pisces before the 90s was 1964-1967 going out of Pisces for awhile during that time.
I am freaking out over how cool the Saturn chart is! It was getting to be a pian in the balls remembering everyone's placement. Super awesome, thank you!
12th house saturn must make us sappy because I cried along with many others lol! Not at all trying to be over the top but myself along with others with this placement seem to had been abused as kids... And my lovely saturn return brought with it a flood of repressed memories. I literally woke up mentally ill all of the sudden... It's mostly better now. But now my whole life is in chaos and I have to put it back together. I feel saturn in the 12th is basically PTSD?
Of course,when you upload this I was at my best friends house. -_- as soon as I got home I started watching this You explain everything so perfectly, I never come away from your videos confused, you're the best! I'm definitely feeling this now, bc I'm looking for a job and I've never been so scared, I just need to get over it lol hope you have an awesome week :D
God I fucking hate everything about this placement. I'm a capricorn sun and Saturn in pisces happens to be my most powerful placement in my chart. It seems to bring with it only problems like it makes you inadequate in social situations, thoughts are constantly in haze, you're reclusive, afraid and having it also makes time feel like it's constantly just passing by, virtually nonexistent, all days are just empty and hallow. I also find myself unable to relate to many of the piscean traits, negative or postive, but this is maybe due to my other signs in the chart. I dislike caring about someone, I don't feel like i'm very compassionate and I'm annoyed when I daydream for too long. Maybe for somebody these are beneficial characteristics but I feel like I've been beter off haveing saturn in sagittarius or some other sign. Even this comment took me so long to write, edit etc The video is nice though
Thank you, thank you, thank you. This really makes so much sense to me. And your video has been a huge help in my life. Funny thing is I just watched it, and I am planning out what your gracious words could have changed in my past. And present. And all that it will dramatically change in my future. Thank you so much
Wow. I love most of your videos, but this was the most relevant thing I’ve ever heard in my life. I have a Saturn in Pisces, Pisces ascendant and two Pisces parents and this was ridiculously spot on. Thank you
laughed so hard when you said it was an emotional saturn. you went into that reeeoooeororo space that you always go to when you talk about pisces. so cute. hm my moon is conjunct my saturn so my emotions are grounded in chaos. saturn is like the bitch in the jag who's supposed to be giving me a ride but every time i get close to get in the car they drive away a little bit making me run to the car before they drive off again so i end up walking the whole way. i really hope this is my last life because i feel so old. i am ready to die whenever as long as it is for something good. everything in this video hit home. you are so talented alyssa. question- what do you think will be of the world during my saturn return? will i feel less restricted or crave even more structured chaos?
Thank you I really found this video beneficial to myself my fear comes from within feel like at times , I'm my own worst enemy my sexual orientation feels like a handicap I've been criticized, had violent hate crimes toward me beatings from people ending up in the hospital I should celebrate it and know they are people who love me I'm very self aware and I know it's in on going issue for me I'm trying to confront my fear I'm a naturally bright extroverted person but my fear of being neglected and judged stifles me I'm 21 I'm still young and this video really helped me thank you Alyssa. I'm a gemini with a Taurus rising and a cancer moon with a Pisces Saturn Venus-Aries Mars-leo Jupiter-libra
I feel the same way. My biggest problem is my fear of being judged and treated unfairly, so much so that I find being in public almost unbearable, and what doesn't help is my sexual orientation makes it so much harder talking to people I like in real life just adding to my nerve wracking anxiety, and past abusive interactions with the gender I like makes me think every single one of them will do the same to me, yet for whatever reason I like the gender regardless. I just am glad I kind of have a decent support system to help me through it.
I'm 40 and I was so confused about Saturn and Neptune. Now I understand that it goes by dates Pisces in Saturn. Saturn in Pisces Dates. February 14th 1935, to April 25th 1937. October 17th 1937, to January 14th, 1938. March 23rd, 1964, to September 16th, 1964. December 16th, 1964, to March 3rd, 1967. May 21st, 1993, to June 30th, 1993. January 28th, 1994, to April 7th, 1996. March 7th, 2023, to May 24th, 2025. September 1st, 2025, to February 13th, 2026. Thank you for your video, made me understand a lot more. I'm just now learning about this stuff and I honestly relate so much to Saturn. But, my birthday is Feb 26th 2982
Thank you for how you handle Virgo in this, every sign has it's problems and seeing it treated with respect warms my heart :) ... I love astrology for helping us understand these things. It helped me realize having no air planets and one water planet makes it hard for me to express my feelings without pissing people off, (and maybe Pluto square Ascendant too lol).
No wonder why it’s hard to date people my age. No one ever wants to give me a chance because they’ve all been hurt since they all have Saturn in Pisces. I’m born in ‘94 and I have this placement too. Maybe I should find someone who’s born before 1994 and after 1996. Thanks!
Thank you so much for this, I literally cried so much because this is to a T how I feel, and definitely the old side of things, I hate to my core seeing suffering going on in the world and it being on a global scale and I can only do so much as a human being to help stop it. We all need to come together, to try and combat it as a whole so people don't suffer, starve or go without 🥺 xxx
Hey Alyssa, I thought it might be fun idea if later on you could a series explaining how each zodiac act when theyre drunk? I saw a tumblr link about it and thought it would be way more accurate and entertaining if you talked about it lol . Idk just a thought =)
Lol yea like that =P. I'm a Virgo and I don't drink often but when I do, I don't really get drunk just buzzed my body makes me sweat it out or pee it out. But the 2-3 times I DID get drunk I was basically myself just more annoying....very talkative and talking about my whole life hahah
Few things I learned and recommend to my Pisces Saturn people:
1- your sensitivity is your power embrace it! But also learn how to control it… fast cars with no breaks are dangerous…
2-follow your intuition and don’t try to justify people’s nonsense and events. if it feels like your being used or manipulated don’t allow it learn how to say NO!
3-surround yourself with reliable people. Don’t give access to everyone.
4-learn about spirituality,religion, prayers,cleansing rituals.. you will be amazing at this!
5-Saturn is about structure and Pisces is the chaos and the loss of structure… find the balance within… things are not happening to you, they are happening for you. Mind over matter.
6-don’t isolate for too long and don’t over share yourself!
7-Saturn and earth are limiting and you are a limitless being… you think you have a lot of time… on a soul level yes, but not here on earth stop wasting your time with nonsense invest your time in good habits, set goals and find mentors!
8-your imagination is out of this world… you can manifest things very easily! Learn how to imagine good things instead of bad things. Your prayers and affirmations are super powerful!
9-don’t take things personally and at the same time learn how to stand up for yourself!
Honestly you are an angel for sharing this wisdom ❤
@@judylewis13 you are welcome 🤗 we both are amazing ❤️🙏 *cyber high five*
good advice! really resonate with all of it
9 💫 i'm aligned with that #, so thank you for this. Currently in my first Saturn return as a 28yr old woman & it is SCREAMING at me. Hugs 🫂
That shit was too real.
I feel like everyone in needs comments needs to team up in a support group lol.
I agree! This hit so hard and it would be nice to have someone to talk to that would just get it.
Definitely
Hell yea
I have saturn in pisces and I cried listening to this. Thank you. Thank you a lot.
Same!
+crystalstar927 me too
me too
crystalstar927 same
same here. Very very true...
I've just collected the last piece of the puzzle I've been trying to solve since god knows when. Saturn in pisces, the root of all my problems starting with social anxiety to cherophobia to foreboding disaster to depression to chaos to loneliness to complete weakness. An unknown problem I've been trying to solve for years.......finally solved...
KnucklesForSkull same here bro my Saturn is in Pisces are time to be great ♓️🖤♊️
Love to both of you! That stuff is intense.
Same 🙏
Lool, parents not wanting to raise their kids and teachers not wanting to do the parents jobs for them. I so identify with that. Bloody hated school.
That's literally the problem in public schools now. I see waayyy too often
Same
"Let's say you're praying for Bravery, does God just give you Bravery? Or does he give you reasons to be Brave?" ....yes.yes.yes. #preach
I swear pisces in Saturn is what holds me back sometimes
7th house pisces 🤦🏽♀️ I’ve never seen what good love or healthy love looks like 🤷🏽♀️ I’m trying to love myself more. To heal to grow and understand myself better.
I have this placement and I can relate so much xxx
You hit the nail on the head. It was crazy. When you were explaining that we are smart individuals, yet we have this great need for structure and almost feel like we want someone to just tell them what to do. All these feelings just clicked. When I feel like I'm drowning in my 'chaos'... for example, earlier this year I was circling on what to do this year, I need a career/job goal. I had no idea. I took a year out to have fun and travel last year but it is time to get serious. Until someone suggested to further my travel to study hospitality. I just literally wanted a jesus figure to touch me on the forehead and say 'This is what you are born to do, go on and do it' .... So once I had a goal and gained structure I could relax more and focus. For now... Thank you so much Alyssa, this video was great.
Wow, this is exactly what I wished for years of my life, the Jesus figure to help me enlighten my goal and mission in life. Still waiting but happy you could find yours
Some things were very true. I did raise myself, I do feel like an old soul and that I'm running out of time, and I used to collect bratz dolls when i was younger lol There are some things I didn't really have a connection to but for the most part there is some truths. I do get people giving me all this responsibility and higher expectations from me because they think I'm smart enough and mature enough to handle it but they don't understand I was never given a hand to lead me the way in life and I still wish for and look for someone to lead me the way. And I feel like I can't do it alone but no ones here to help me, and I'm running out of time so that's where my fear is. v-v Ugh darn you saturn in pisces! And thank you alyssa (:
I feel the same, but let's be inspired by what she said and not live in fear
I can relate so much with that!
***** OMG I also have played role-playing videogames since young and cannot stop! I still play stardoll (which sounds corny I know) and Runescape. lol And sorry to hear about losing jobs and being rejected! I also have had no success in finding a stable job and I am anticipating an acception letter from a university I dream of going to! -fingers crossed- D: we are all so alike haha #thestruggle
LOL yay someone else who's like me! and Thank you so much :D I hope for the best of luck to you too on life vuv
Lilly BunnyButtPie I know how you feel! Just because someone is capable doesn't mean we don't want to be babied sometimes. I sometimes feel like people think I'm stronger than i truly am
Saturn in Pisces here . I can relate to a lot of the things you said . You're right about the control issues and the fear of getting hurt . I'm constantly on edge waiting for someone to fuck me over because it's happened so many times , it probably doesn't help that I have a moon and Venus in Scorpio . The thing about parenting is also true I grew up without a father figure and my mom taught me to be mature at a very young age so in a way I raised myself by watching the world around me . Ive been through shit . Bad shit . And I've had to learn to suck it up , roll with the punches and be brave Just like you said . Thank you Alyssa for all the videos you put out for me and everyone else . They've helped me better understand myself and the energy that I possess which makes like easier to deal with .
Ashley Lynn hey girl do you know if moon in Scorpio is prone to have bouts of sadness?! My sun is fire but my moon is Scorpio like yours
@AshleyLynn Girl omg can i sit with u and hug you for hours? I'm literally crying i have the same placements as you, Venus conjunct pluto in Scorpio saturn pisces but moon in Taurus, never knew my father, my mother has mental probs and never really showed me love and support, i also had to learn the hard way through depression, abusive boyfriends, trauma, anxiety etc, i'm now on meds and they saved me thankgod. Idk my chart is full of heavy shit and sometimes i just get sad by realising all the stuf i'm going through, but seeing these comments? Damn, made me smile through the tears, we are so damn strong! And not alone! Love ❤️
You said my experience perfectly. I also have moon in picises , and that just clouds it up even more. Ugh, move on to the next realm already
Not being a "good" person does not directly imply being a bad person, Saturn in Pisces is simply inactive, it does nothing, and doing nothing does not make it bad, IT CANNOT BE BAD, because Pisces has dissolved Saturn and Saturn has meaning of malice (among the many meanings of saturn)
I'm a Scorpio with a Saturn in Pisces. Now I know why I get so stressed out and miserable sometimes.
By sometimes, you mean everytime. I know that feeling my fellow scorpion :)
it's horrible and too overwhelming at times :(
+whitejesusbaby that's not the way to deal with things. Don't let life make you cynical. I've found meditation really helps :)
***** Why? What were the costs for your strengths?
I'm also a Scorpio born on 11/11 with Saturn in Pisces. Also a Twin Flame which is the most painful thing anyone can go through I think.
Satuen in Pisces
Saturn- father figure, challenges you
Pisces- chaos,
Control issues, afraid because of lack of structure, lack of structure leaded by lack of ,worries about people being horrible to each other, paralyzed by fear often,
Pisces in Saturn dates people older because they want structure..
they grow up very very quickly, so they can try to get structure
They want structure, needs to be controlled,
People treat you like you’re more wise, give you responsibilities,
Parents grow you up so they don’t worry about being seen as bad,
Pisces is madness, it’s chaos, it’s insane
Saturn in place wants you to be brave, make choices, and make choices
Satuen doesn’t want you to be scared. Shit happens. Don’t shut off your emotions or sensibility. Shot happens.
You move on. You get back in the horse. And you keep kicking, churn the fucking milk into butter.
Be brave, dare to have a dream, work hard on your goal and develop worth ethic .
Make life your bitch
Do not be afraid
Do not hurt others
Look inside of yourself
Deal with saturns lessons
You could be a very bad mean person
You had a lesson and granted it’s hard
Be brave even though shit happens
After that happens you can help people
We want control,
We don’t understand,
There is so much filth and shit,
You don’t have to be better than them...
don’t be a mean person...
How should you be better...
balance it out.
Learn how to save yourself
Be your own fairy god mother
Pick yourself out of the ashes
Work hard
Face your fears
Even if the scarier things are inside
Learn humility and grace
Learn how to girly be happy
Don’t blame people you’re not a victim
Yes you have been a victim to bad people plsces
You’re not a victim
Don’t label yourself as one
You’re not alone
You’re all going through the same thing together
I NEEDED this!!! This recharged my soul. So on point and guided. Thank you ☀️💕
This is so true. My parents get divorced when I was 4, keep saying they are my friends since I was a kid. My dad used to say "my daughter doesn't need relationships. She lives for her career" and I got trapped in this situation for so long. I thought it was cool, but when I grow up, I srsly feel like I was fooled lol. Especially when I started to have my own opinions, my parents actually weren't happy about it. Now I make my own money and make sure I make my own life decisions. I do treat them like friends now.
Watched this in 2020. Saturn will be entering Aquarius in March and then after it will be Pisces and I'm here, just...preparing. 90s babies, we're gonna get thru this game called LIFE. Thank you Alyssa
Well that is true...I am constantly in fear of something that actually doesn't exist and it feels like whole creation is collapsing on me and I'm in the middle of it :(..And when I start to be a control freak that is when my self-destructive tendencies arise...I am just trying to be strong but it's so damn hard. I hope there will be a time when I won't have to worry about anything and I'll be brave enough to do everything.
star123753 Watch : infinite waters ( diving deep), his videos have healed me!
Wow I literally started tearing. This was so true well at least for me.
You took the words out of my mouth! I was very much born into chaos and felt like I've had to be an adult since I was about 5. Even strange that you said "Madison can take care of herself" my mom almost named me Madison :) but I have noticed the older I get I try to avoid uncomfortable situations even though I know how brave I CAN be. I also know I'm destined to do something in the arts but I do find myself trying to just escape reality and fearing failure even success lol! I really am so scared of everything and I can cry just thinking how much evil there is in the world! I think people born with this placement are really special we can use this high sensitivity to better the world! Oh yeah and my poppa has called me an old soul since the day I dropped out my mom! Lol
You know what you're talking about, the "you feel like you don't have to be a good person" point is what really got me
this is scary accurate omg
I know right! I get into counter strike 😂
Took me a while to watch this video, I was so scared haha.... and it did scare me haha... all you said is very accurate. I feel so old and have a huge need to run away from everything all the time. I feel guilty for everything and am always scared I'll make bad decisions so I procastinate a lot.
Also, I'm with a guy 21 years older... and I'm terribly scared even to think what I'd do if I were on my own.
But I'm working on it!
I’m watching this 6 years after you made this. Wow thank you.. it really resonates as I’m turning 27 this year. Thank you for the advice
Yes!! My mom was young and just wanted to party and dad was uninvolved so I was raised mostly by my grandparents. I’ve always felt like I did not belong on this planet.
i thought this was just accurate until i reached the last three minutes of it, and after she talked about always having to keep the lights off, i knew she was literally speaking to my entire life lol alyssa you are so talented!
I just cried to this too. I have recently in the past year, gone deep inside of myself to heal my wounds. This spoke to me on a very deep level. Thank You for this video. It was Beautiful
It's terrible that my sun is Virgo and my Saturn is Pisces, and how accurate this is... is flawless.
You probably won't see this but thankyou. I've noticed in your videos aswell as being funny and telling us about our placements in a way you are supportive, you understand & you give advice. Don't ever stop making videos because you were made for this
Crazy! The rest of my chart is so brave (Aries Moon). As a child I felt like I had multiple personalities when this fear would come out of left field. I’m an “older” Saturn Pisces 5th house & the positive side is that once you learn these lessons you will have a better handle on fear than most anyone you know. Hang in there dreamers. Keep learning & soon you will understand what others have been projecting onto you. ❤️
@LillyMaeLive Hey I have a Saturn Pisces in 5th house too! Did you go through your return yet and may I ask what your experience and lessons were from it?
I have Saturn Pisces 4th House opposing my Virgo Midheaven. I grew up literally "without parents" or family structure, meaning I had to learn everything on my own. Just when I was 3, I was left by my parents (because they had a travel job) so my grandparents could take care of me. Then I reunited with my parents when I was 6. Even then, my parents "assumed" that I know everything but in reality I feared growing up. Now that I'm all grown up, my parents (and these adults in the Pluto Virgo generation) criticizes me and puts so much burdens on me. Everybody looks at me as if I'm some kind of a wise old man, but I hate it. Trined with my Moon/Mercury/Venus Cancer 8th House and Jupiter/Pluto Scorpio 12th House, I was able to survive my wretched past by escaping reality (see Alyssa? it's a Pisces thing) and expressing myself aesthetically by being artistic. I go to extremes of desiring to be "perfect" and having the best of things, but with meaning (be it clothing, accessories, creativity, etc.) Oh and since you said Pisces is the "trash can" of the zodiac, my Virgo MC synthesizes those trash into valuable treasure and puts it on a display case for the public to see. I'm very grateful of Saturn Pisces opposing my Virgo MC, it really "carves" out my personality...
thanks Alyssa! Much love
That is so interesting. I have it just the opposite. My IC is in Virgo with Pluto conj.. Uranus in the 4th house, and my Saturn (rx) is conj. Kiron in the 10th conj. my MC. I am so lost when it comes to career! ... I have grown into a real 'homey', and at my later age I just don't care for all that what's going on out there. I just wish I could find the money to really make myself a home where everything is to my liking! Heck! ... I have been drawing up floor-plans of houses, large and small, and I literally live in them (in my dreams) so to escape the stupid world out there.
My Saturn trines my Neptune in SCO 5th house, and also has a wider conj. to my Asc. in Cancer. My planets actually for a rectangle when you consider my TAU Moon as well. I feel that I wasn't really recognized as a child, that no-one cared about my deep rooted artistic abilities. I have found out during Saturn return in my early 30thies. A few years later, becoming a mom, there was no more time to really get 'out there', life had it for me that I had to turn into a total hermit, due to lack of support babysitter wise and so forth ... Now after a whole decade, I don't want to take part in the every day homogenized life. It's just too crazy and 'fake' for me. I turned to the 'deeper things in life' and as a Scorpio Sun that also means that the world as is, and as I was able to truly observe it (because of having been cut of to be a intrinsic part in it) I have developed a sense of 'all this isn't for me', and that I sill have to find a way to make ends meet for survival, and it seems these days and years gone by where it's getting harder and harder.
My health has taken toll because of all the stress and worry about it, yet my environment just does not show me the way of 'how to'! .... Feeling devastated. ... Good for you that you were able to pull yourself together from a young age.... like I said my houses are just the opposite way around than yours.
... feeling bummed out! :-(
Heyy, I also have Saturn Pisces in the 4th house. Mines is squaring my Virgo Midheaven. My parents were distant growing up as well but with a different story. Anyway, I found it really interesting that we have a similar house system. I'm searching for people that are even more like me to talk to to try and understand this all. If your interested or even see this, lets talk :) Thank you for sharing your story :)
Once every couple of months, I come back here. I re-listen to this. I have my Pisces sun conjunct my Pisces Saturn, 2 degree orb. I have an IC in Aries. I have Pisces and Virgo intercepted. I have moon opposite Pluto, 4 degree orb.
I'm learning that I just... I took on too much. I was expected to take care of everything myself so I did. My mom wanted me to be strong and independent. I was a child. I needed a mom emotionally. I was too afraid to go to her when I was bullied, self-harming, anxious. I was afraid of being a failure to her. And she hated when I was weak. She hated when I failed. The push was good in some ways, and I love my mom. But god I have so much pain from growing up, I'm still learning how to take care of it. I needed help, but I felt (and was told) that I was pathetic if I asked for it, or if I cried.
I am sharing this in part because I think it suits the video so well, and I learn from others experiences. I hope someone finds this comment useful.
Thanks for the video, Alyssa.
LOVE this video Alyssa and can definitely relate....good belly laughs! :) I spawned from the older pool of Saturn in Pisces though...1965....and yes, born into a family challenged with chaos, confusion and fear....the mantra throughout my life has been "breathe in Peace, breathe out Fear" :) Saturn is a fantastic teacher!
I have Saturn in Pisces - my eighth house..... It's tough I'm not going to lie.
Hola fellow Leo ascendants, Saturn in Pisces in the 8th House makes us want to avoid "other people's responsibilities" that keeps coming to us. Sooner or later we eventually have to deal with them, and that will truly free us.
Great video! Saturn in Pisces here, and it's on my MC. "Famous" for hiding since '65. lol! You mentioned feeling, "Old" while young, and I did. The good news is I also aged much slower than my older and younger peers. In fact, I got more child-like after age 32. I'd never want to be young again. It was hard work, but this growing older is wonderful! It's worth it, very much.
Omg I feel like this, getting more playful and fun, as I get older, more creative and such xx
I'm born March 16 1995, not to sure if this included me, but I felt like you were talking to me, actually began to cry. I feel like I don't understand how people, even most close to me can find things that can potentially hurt people easy. I write. But I'm not English so afraid of failing, so I live in my head. I suffer from anxiety and want to save everyone from hurt, and truthfully don't really count my feelings as a priority because I know that I'll be okay but I can't say that for someone else, I do martyr myself however.
I would love to know a site where I can find out about moon signs etc, but I feel very close to my sun sign.
Thanks so much.. I really want to embrace what you said.
Oh my god. .. I'm actually crying right now. Thank you so much for posting this video. I cannot express how true everything was and is. I've begun doing some soul searching recently, and this video is like the missing piece of the puzzle, so thank you :')
Hurt people hurt people....I will get it printed on my shirt....that line is so deep😔😭
Thanks ❤️
i know a 5 years old child with pisces saturn....she is unwanted second girl in house.....she feels pain of animals plants and thinks about pollution even in this tender age and me too is very sensitive to nature
Catching this 8yrs later but still relevant as Saturn is heading into Pisces now 🤣♥️🤣
Going through my 4h saturn return right now and it's so hard and so literal. I was even homeless since saturn transitioned to Pisces.
As a libra stellium, it's so hard to try to keep the peace amongst chaos. The more I try to get controll of the chaos it gets worse. When I let the chaos continue and just ignore it, it triggers my autism bad.
It's like I'm stuck in a loop.
I have a 12h Scorpio stellium that's adding so much more intensity to this saturn transit than I can handle. Trying to take care of a sick parent while that parent is causing, intentionally or not, the chaos.
I can't wait till this is over 😩
thank you so much Alyssa… i always resonate with your words so much.
My 5th house saturn in pisces and my three cancer placements + scorpio rising hearing you telling me to be brave 🫣🫣🫣
Watching this as I kind of prepare for my Saturn return in a few months and this was amazing- what you said about no longer being afraid really stuck with me, and I will carry that through this chapter!
I like older guys too, very true, and the telling you what to do thing very true, but at the same time I hate when people tell me what to do
so I am going both ways
I have my Saturn in Pisces. I was looking for a video that I can resonate and THIS IS THE ONE. Thank you so much.
Having Pisces Saturn in exact conjunction with Ascendant, this is story of my life 101/100. My 1st house Saturn transit started few months ago and I'm already aware that if I don't structure myself in next 1.5 years or two, I will suffer greatly.
Listening to this again in 2023 ❤
I played music videos over and over again and it was miraculous in my life.
Oh, my Saturn is in Cancer, don't want to mislead anyone.
well, I have Saturn in Pisces and it's so hard and i've been through a lot but I always try my best to be fearless !
Alyssa your readings are always superb- clear language and real mature discussion. Editing is well-done also- great comedic timing. Every video of yours has left me in stitches at least ONCE, Saturn included. lol I watch your vids that have nothing to do with me because you're insightful and HILARIOUS! I've never see someone do both at once. I've noticed that you refer to Saturn as a "father figure", to which I agree but I've found in my evolutions that in it's deepest/highest levels, it is a She, the ultimate Mother of Form. I first thought about this when I noticed the parallel between the Moon's orbit and Saturn's orbit- both 29 1/2. It seems that Saturn, as well as every other heavenly body, has a few layers and depending on a person's level of understanding it operates through that form/guise. The first layer is definitely Male/Masculine. Thanks again....
I miss Alyssa's perspective on important placements like this.thank you 🙏
I have Saturn in Pisces and I’m dating an older man who also has Saturn in Pisces 😂 we are soul mates 🙏🏼 we are both musicians & artists. I have lots of Leo and Scorpio & Aquarius so I can put my Saturn in Pisces to good use. 😈
thanks alyssa
Thank you for this description, there is a lot of truth in what you say. Especially about being intelligent and being ''afraid'' in a certain way or shy if you will, yet smart enough to be autonomous. By the way you are really pretty and really insightful, keep up the videos. :)
Thank You. You may have just helped save my life. Thanks.
I am a Lunar Virgo with a Saturn in Pisces, and I have to tell you that every single word you said in this video hit me so emotionally that I cannot describe. Thank you so much for posting this.
yup, I totally blew my Saturn return. Love your videos, Alyssa.
Alyssa, my Saturn is in Pisces and you explained my life to a tee. Couldn't have been better. I actually kinda teared up too.. my life has been rough and challenging, but this video is what I needed to hear. Thank YOU.
this was amazing
You know, I don't have Saturn in Pisces but i think I really needed to hear that. That's a good lesson right there.
i'm a scorpio sun, leo moon, with a saturn in my 12th house. this really opened my mind and helped me figure out a huge chunk of the way that I am. Everything you mentioned was so shockingly accurate, and i'm just so thankful and motivated to open a new self repairing chapter in my life. My Saturn is in taurus as well and thanks to you I finally realize that I have to give myself what I need, be brave, and good will follow, and I will. Thank you so much
All these retrogrades brought me back here again . I need to hear this tonight , thank you Alyssa .
I needed to hear this. I need to save it and listen to it when I’m in the depths of my anxieties and depression which at this point I believe it’s mostly due to this Saturn placement and the extreme fears and constant need to retreat and isolate to feel safe and secure. I have moon in my 12th as well 😔
Although I was born in 1980 As an "elder"Pisces, Feb. 25th,it's unreal how you nailed this energy that's driving me nucking futs ! You are dead on thank you!
"Nothing good comes out of some one who doesn't have an opposition"❤❤
what minute?
Such a good description Alyssa! You always word things just right.
I have saturn in pisces. I'm also a gemini sun with moon in aries and a scorpio rising girl.
"Chaos" is putting it lightly haha
can i sit with u guys in the comments and have a group hug for hours? I'm literally crying and having a hard time realising all this, i have, Venus conjunct pluto in Scorpio saturn pisces but moon in Taurus, never knew my father, my mother has mental probs and never really showed me love and support, i also had to learn the hard way through depression, abusive boyfriends, trauma, anxiety etc, and it's like every body just assumes that it's normal and that i still need to smile through all those stuff i've been through, i was learned to always put on a mask, i'm now on meds and they saved me from suicidal episodes thankgod. Idk my chart is full of heavy shit and sometimes i just get sad by realising all the stuf i'm going through, but seeing these comments? Damn, made me smile through the tears, we are so damn strong! And not alone! Love ❤️
Sending love stay strong
So funny!! I know this is 10 years ago, but it started such a brutal season of my life. With a triple Pisces, borderline/NPD woman who was pretending to be on the spiritual path and in recovery when we met. For the first six months, I just couldn’t believe what was happening, I realize now that I was in complete shock and cognitive dissonance. Kept trying to, participate in the relationship, make it work. But as anyone knows who has dealt with narcissist, functional relating is not part of the repertoire. All they want is to abuse. Steal, kill and destroy.. I know this video is from 10 years ago, but fits perfectly. Some of the craziness started in 2014, but really went into high gear in 2015 when I met her. And now, so much of my worldview and life have been ripped out and shown to me for what they really were. Had a lot of inklings and intuition about this stuff, for many years… But now I see clearly. How and why. And all the psychopathy and sociopath that is just completely common in our culture in the US and many western/industrial cultures. Especially in politics, high level business, etc. … our cultures actually often encourage and reward many of these behaviors.
Thank you so much for this reading, I’m so sad I found this video today, this is so helpful to find the ongoing problems we deal as a Saturn in Pisces 5th house, I’ve always been a practical individual who knew I don’t have to be the good person, but kindness and compassion always wins, I’ve learned nothing compares being kind and generous, it helps us spiritually too, My spiritual guides has helped me be stable and find myself in the time of chaos, my social anxiety is crazy, even if I know I’m the most confident person in the room, It’s a mixture of stable ground and anxious mind, it’s been the hardest in my teenage days and early 20’s, having a dysfunctional family has worsen it, but nonetheless It has helped me understand we all got our lessons and hardships, I wouldn’t want it any easier now. I’m sailing in my good karma with faith, I’m so proud of myself, and aware of the my own downfalls. I donot think I’m a victim anymore, Lastly lots of love to you, You have a great energy to be doing this for us. Glory 🙏🏼
Hey I have a Saturn Pisces in 5th house too! What happened during your saturn return and may I ask what your experience and lessons were from it?
That was terrifyingly helpful. I was validation that I'm not alone and that's such a good feeling. Thank you 🙏🏾❤
oh saturn in pisces is a generational placement? i didn't know lol
for 2 and half years
Have this placement. Born in 96. Way too spot on ugh thank u for the reflections
I'm a Gemini with Pisces Saturn and well I will say I do feel that some things in my life are out of my control and all over the place but I want to try and get my life going in the right direction so just hoping things go well in the future
thank you for this🖤 i have this placement in my fourth house and i would rather be on the other side of the earth than face my fears regarding my family, or the fear of having a serious relationship. your words are very helpful.
I have Saturn in Aquarius in the 3rd house... But this video resonates way more with me. "Paralizing Fear" this is one of my lessons. It's time.
Loved this Alyssa and thank you!! I am an older Saturn in Pisces native, born 1966...during the Uranus/Pluto conjunction, so being born into chaos- heck yeah!! I believe the period for Saturn in Pisces before the 90s was 1964-1967 going out of Pisces for awhile during that time.
I am freaking out over how cool the Saturn chart is! It was getting to be a pian in the balls remembering everyone's placement. Super awesome, thank you!
Wow being such a generational placement I didn't think I would be able to resonate with what you say but it is so accurate.
I come back here when facing roadblocks.. cry everytime.. but pick myself up and keep going.
Thank you 🥺
12th house saturn must make us sappy because I cried along with many others lol! Not at all trying to be over the top but myself along with others with this placement seem to had been abused as kids... And my lovely saturn return brought with it a flood of repressed memories. I literally woke up mentally ill all of the sudden... It's mostly better now. But now my whole life is in chaos and I have to put it back together. I feel saturn in the 12th is basically PTSD?
HOLY SHIT
My name is Madison and literally the things you said are things that my family members have said about me. I felt so exposed.
Thank Alyssa your videos are so inspiring this one specially touched my heart, i have Saturn in Pisces, your words helped a lot! xo
Watching this now 8 years later. Boy did I have a lot more to learn
Of course,when you upload this I was at my best friends house. -_- as soon as I got home I started watching this
You explain everything so perfectly, I never come away from your videos confused, you're the best!
I'm definitely feeling this now, bc I'm looking for a job and I've never been so scared, I just need to get over it lol
hope you have an awesome week :D
This is so true...it's too much scary than u can ever imagined
God I fucking hate everything about this placement. I'm a capricorn sun and Saturn in pisces happens to be my most powerful placement in my chart. It seems to bring with it only problems like it makes you inadequate in social situations, thoughts are constantly in haze, you're reclusive, afraid and having it also makes time feel like it's constantly just passing by, virtually nonexistent, all days are just empty and hallow. I also find myself unable to relate to many of the piscean traits, negative or postive, but this is maybe due to my other signs in the chart. I dislike caring about someone, I don't feel like i'm very compassionate and I'm annoyed when I daydream for too long. Maybe for somebody these are beneficial characteristics but I feel like I've been beter off haveing saturn in sagittarius or some other sign. Even this comment took me so long to write, edit etc
The video is nice though
Thank you, thank you, thank you. This really makes so much sense to me. And your video has been a huge help in my life. Funny thing is I just watched it, and I am planning out what your gracious words could have changed in my past. And present. And all that it will dramatically change in my future. Thank you so much
thank you for uploading this today. Today was my last day of high school and you just made it better.
Wow. I love most of your videos, but this was the most relevant thing I’ve ever heard in my life. I have a Saturn in Pisces, Pisces ascendant and two Pisces parents and this was ridiculously spot on. Thank you
laughed so hard when you said it was an emotional saturn. you went into that reeeoooeororo space that you always go to when you talk about pisces. so cute. hm my moon is conjunct my saturn so my emotions are grounded in chaos. saturn is like the bitch in the jag who's supposed to be giving me a ride but every time i get close to get in the car they drive away a little bit making me run to the car before they drive off again so i end up walking the whole way. i really hope this is my last life because i feel so old. i am ready to die whenever as long as it is for something good. everything in this video hit home. you are so talented alyssa. question- what do you think will be of the world during my saturn return? will i feel less restricted or crave even more structured chaos?
so true about chaos
Yes my generation was so mean to each other!
I agree about everything basically lol
&two pisces parents too, I KNOW how it feels
Thank you I really found this video beneficial to myself my fear comes from within feel like at times , I'm my own worst enemy my sexual orientation feels like a handicap I've been criticized, had violent hate crimes toward me beatings from people ending up in the hospital I should celebrate it and know they are people who love me I'm very self aware and I know it's in on going issue for me I'm trying to confront my fear I'm a naturally bright extroverted person but my fear of being neglected and judged stifles me I'm 21 I'm still young and this video really helped me thank you Alyssa.
I'm a gemini with a Taurus rising and a cancer moon with a Pisces Saturn
Venus-Aries
Mars-leo
Jupiter-libra
I feel the same way. My biggest problem is my fear of being judged and treated unfairly, so much so that I find being in public almost unbearable, and what doesn't help is my sexual orientation makes it so much harder talking to people I like in real life just adding to my nerve wracking anxiety, and past abusive interactions with the gender I like makes me think every single one of them will do the same to me, yet for whatever reason I like the gender regardless. I just am glad I kind of have a decent support system to help me through it.
I'm 40 and I was so confused about Saturn and Neptune. Now I understand that it goes by dates Pisces in Saturn. Saturn in Pisces Dates.
February 14th 1935, to April 25th 1937.
October 17th 1937, to January 14th, 1938.
March 23rd, 1964, to September 16th, 1964.
December 16th, 1964, to March 3rd, 1967.
May 21st, 1993, to June 30th, 1993.
January 28th, 1994, to April 7th, 1996.
March 7th, 2023, to May 24th, 2025.
September 1st, 2025, to February 13th, 2026.
Thank you for your video, made me understand a lot more. I'm just now learning about this stuff and I honestly relate so much to Saturn. But, my birthday is Feb 26th 2982
Thank you for how you handle Virgo in this, every sign has it's problems and seeing it treated with respect warms my heart :) ... I love astrology for helping us understand these things. It helped me realize having no air planets and one water planet makes it hard for me to express my feelings without pissing people off, (and maybe Pluto square Ascendant too lol).
No wonder why it’s hard to date people my age. No one ever wants to give me a chance because they’ve all been hurt since they all have Saturn in Pisces. I’m born in ‘94 and I have this placement too. Maybe I should find someone who’s born before 1994 and after 1996. Thanks!
Thank you so much for this, I literally cried so much because this is to a T how I feel, and definitely the old side of things, I hate to my core seeing suffering going on in the world and it being on a global scale and I can only do so much as a human being to help stop it. We all need to come together, to try and combat it as a whole so people don't suffer, starve or go without 🥺 xxx
If your saturn is in Pisces you will definitely get this
this made me tear up, thank u for that alyssa
Hey Alyssa, I thought it might be fun idea if later on you could a series explaining how each zodiac act when theyre drunk? I saw a tumblr link about it and thought it would be way more accurate and entertaining if you talked about it lol .
Idk just a thought =)
Leo = when do they not? :D
Lol yea like that =P. I'm a Virgo and I don't drink often but when I do, I don't really get drunk just buzzed my body makes me sweat it out or pee it out. But the 2-3 times I DID get drunk I was basically myself just more annoying....very talkative and talking about my whole life hahah
me finding this during my saturn return… i really needed to hear it though. thanks alyssa
Moon and Saturn in Pisces 😅
Saturn Rx!
Yess
Same here
Same here. Even in venus for me.