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  • Beabadoobee - Tired
    Patched Up
    Out Now - dirtyhit.lnk.to...
    You haven't been good for long
    Is it the sound of your own thoughts
    That always keeps you up at night?
    Maybe it's time to say goodbye
    'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
    You haven't felt right for days
    Is it the fact you never say
    What comes in your mind that day?
    Maybe it's time to shut away
    'Cause I've never really felt okay
    'Cause I've been eating less all day
    To give my brain some extra space to think
    'Bout all the things to do to help
    Distract me from the rude of heart

Комментарии • 3,3 тыс.

  • @ilayda9607
    @ilayda9607 4 года назад +2660

    this song really understands me.

  • @anasakurai2585
    @anasakurai2585 4 года назад +6497

    If you’re reading this, I believe in you. Take a break, and relax. If you can’t give yourself a normal break, give yourself a mental break. It’ll be worth it. I‘m so proud of you.

    • @-n-navigatore1052
      @-n-navigatore1052 3 года назад +20

      Thanks bro

    • @rockstarsaintt306
      @rockstarsaintt306 3 года назад +14

      thank you 💕

    • @shulah304
      @shulah304 3 года назад +8

      Hi how do i give myself a mental break thanks

    • @shulah304
      @shulah304 3 года назад +5

      @yayya ajjxjn heeyyy thank you so much🥰

    • @EastCoastSucks777
      @EastCoastSucks777 3 года назад +9

      How do you have time to break, all I can do is work and if I don't I get get beat. There is no end to this cycle

  • @rymakesmusic
    @rymakesmusic 2 года назад +1186

    it’s not like i *want* to die, it’s more like i wouldn’t mind

  • @vanishinngpoint
    @vanishinngpoint 2 года назад +3862

    When the song started playing on Heartstopper, I immediately started crying.

  • @moon.benjee
    @moon.benjee 5 лет назад +3113

    🖤🌹 Dealing with insomnia and overthinking, and this song is soul touching

    • @crashplanet197
      @crashplanet197 4 года назад +21

      Hope you be okay😄

    • @Moodymanager
      @Moodymanager 4 года назад +17

      I Hope You Get Well & Healthy !! God Bless You

    • @moon.benjee
      @moon.benjee 4 года назад +8

      @@crashplanet197 thank you so much, it hasn't gotten any better, but it hasn't gotten any worse, so that's a good thing☺️

    • @moon.benjee
      @moon.benjee 4 года назад +4

      @@Moodymanager God bless you too!

    • @skiddoodle7935
      @skiddoodle7935 4 года назад +6

      Bruh, insomnia be hitting at times, I understand that mah dude. Stay healthy, stay strong. :)

  • @kahlian
    @kahlian 2 года назад +179

    this song feels like a hug i've needed for so long

    • @MarieSese-d6y
      @MarieSese-d6y Месяц назад +1

      Same thougts. I'm glad I found this song. Just saw it on now a my day of my fb friend.

  • @annininiee
    @annininiee 5 лет назад +789

    Hearing this wanna make me just crawl up to my bed and just do nothing ..

    • @addy1459
      @addy1459 4 года назад +20

      this song made me cry for 4 hours 👍update it was 6 hours

    • @lilylarson1474
      @lilylarson1474 3 года назад +2

      same

    • @trippykitty9157
      @trippykitty9157 3 года назад +8

      this song made me feel better about spending all day in bed too sad to eat or do anything

    • @_gabka_2410
      @_gabka_2410 3 года назад +7

      I’m literally doing this right now and it’s not a good sign

    • @sittisubaedahbeddu.s4171
      @sittisubaedahbeddu.s4171 3 года назад +1

      thats me rn

  • @mai-pq4ln
    @mai-pq4ln 4 года назад +960

    Imagine, there are people outside who are always happy and have protective family and friends...

    • @pajianti
      @pajianti 4 года назад +26

      i could never

    • @tpwklol8599
      @tpwklol8599 4 года назад +3

      Well, that’s me.

    • @Imabaddieikima10
      @Imabaddieikima10 4 года назад +6

      tpwk lol can I switch lives with you?

    • @tpwklol8599
      @tpwklol8599 4 года назад +1

      BBQ Chicken sure

    • @amelia-dd2hu
      @amelia-dd2hu 3 года назад +33

      and have their dream body, can wear bathing suits without being insecure. couldn’t be me.

  • @YIPPEE21
    @YIPPEE21 2 года назад +708

    When this song started playing on Heartstopper, my heart cracked.

    • @haleyjohnson2857
      @haleyjohnson2857 2 года назад +16

      my heat fr stopped

    • @avendom57
      @avendom57 2 года назад +3

      @@haleyjohnson2857 😭😭😭

    • @vane8833
      @vane8833 2 года назад +3

      Same

    • @krillinz6407
      @krillinz6407 2 года назад +3

      Never heard the song before then and it just made me so sad somehow lol

    • @Qcrissy
      @Qcrissy 2 года назад

      ur such a local

  • @blondead22
    @blondead22 3 года назад +754

    i dont wanna go back to doing online school again, the stress is gonna come back :(

    • @fmega3039
      @fmega3039 3 года назад +1

      What grade are you in? :(

    • @blondead22
      @blondead22 3 года назад +20

      @@fmega3039 im in 8th grade :/ ik its not as hard as high school i understand the struggles too, not comparing them

    • @emeliasofea
      @emeliasofea 3 года назад +8

      @@blondead22 its okay i never really like school.for me its just push me to my limit. Im glad I graduated n now i have to go through adult phase😭

    • @jascharaizel1211
      @jascharaizel1211 3 года назад +5

      Same, it's depressing and frustrating with my family and school.

    • @ew.3422
      @ew.3422 3 года назад +3

      hey i hope youre okay love even though thiswas 5 montjs ago

  • @iamplvto8183
    @iamplvto8183 5 лет назад +6779

    We’re all tired down here boys

  • @dash1nq
    @dash1nq 2 года назад +167

    This song really says that we all need a break but we can’t take a break.

    • @Blue_Butterfly22
      @Blue_Butterfly22 6 месяцев назад +2

      Bye it's been two years and that comment is still so relevant

  • @TheBeeChild
    @TheBeeChild 3 года назад +1489

    This song made me cry because it made me realize how “tired” I am.

    • @athena3765
      @athena3765 3 года назад +16

      Hello there, I know how you feel. Life is seriously getting tiring right now,but trust me things really do get better. The future is bright and full with surprises . Don't give up

    • @jaylarodriguez6620
      @jaylarodriguez6620 2 года назад +3

      Same

    • @2arcc170
      @2arcc170 2 года назад +13

      life feels so boring like i wanna go out with ppl and enjoy like i did when i was a kid

    • @pneukkj
      @pneukkj 2 года назад +1

      fr.

    • @ezwbje2
      @ezwbje2 2 года назад +2

      are you ok?

  • @marissadepayva1065
    @marissadepayva1065 3 года назад +364

    i’m loosing myself. i look in the mirror and don’t recognize what i see staring back at me. i really don’t know what i have become. i hate it. i hate not knowing who i am. i miss when times were simpler. my grades are the lowest they have ever been, and i have no motivation to do anything. i know this is not who i am, but i don’t know what to do to stop myself from becoming someone i despise. i procrastinate everything and can barely get up to do simple everyday things. i get stressed knowing that i have a laundry list of things that would actually benefit my well being if i completed them, but i can never bring myself to ever finish one simple task. i’m so fucking tired. tried of this cycle of stress and loss. i don’t know what else to do.

    • @illysions129
      @illysions129 3 года назад +14

      hey, I hope you're ok. I've been in a similar place, and I just want to tell you that everything is going to be ok. I know you probably get that a lot, but I truly mean it. I don't know if you need to hear this but. You are amazing, you are worth everything, don't give up. and you are loved, even if just by a stranger on the internet. It's all gonna be okay. Someday. Maybe not now, maybe not even soon, but good times are ahead, I promise. Life is tough, but so are you, you're going to be okay. I hope everything has gotten better but if not, I'm here if you have no one else to talk to. I will listen no matter what it's about, I'm here.

    • @lifeofalexa2483
      @lifeofalexa2483 3 года назад +4

      I pray to god to you you can do this :)

    • @Lylu.0986qu
      @Lylu.0986qu 3 года назад +1

      I swear we all try so hard and are gift is are parenst being mad at us for not getting a good grade and just run to are room and cry and do homework and comparing us to kids that get good grades...

    • @sahanaabdulmanan8332
      @sahanaabdulmanan8332 3 года назад

      keep faithingg

    • @brunomiguel6156
      @brunomiguel6156 3 года назад

      Keep fighting

  • @brooke__tv3112
    @brooke__tv3112 2 года назад +132

    Was watching heartstopper, then thought how many people came to this song after that one episode :) hope you guys are enjoying/enjoyed it :p

  • @eeviromppanen1530
    @eeviromppanen1530 3 года назад +946

    i just can’t listen to all the shouting and arguing. my parents keep telling me ”get out of your room!” ”go do something!” but my room is the only space that i can be without getting anxious in 5 fucking minutes. i know this sounds like a small thing and it is, i just need to vent. i’m just so *tired*
    edit: tysm for the likes omg-

    • @ok-xl2oh
      @ok-xl2oh 3 года назад +23

      its not a 'small thing' your struggles are important and deserve to be heard, im going through the same thing its a constant loop, everyday is the same thing, my parents never got along and were forced into marriage so they dont actually love each other, but its not about me rn, i love you, and hope the best for you right now, and in the future, take care.

    • @eeviromppanen1530
      @eeviromppanen1530 3 года назад +1

      @@ok-xl2oh thank you so much for this comment❤️

    • @shokuluv
      @shokuluv 3 года назад +4

      I can relate to that. But it’ll hopefully be better soon

    • @ang930
      @ang930 3 года назад +1

      sending u love

    • @juiceflavored5346
      @juiceflavored5346 3 года назад +1

      im so sorry you are going through this. you will get through this, you can do it. i believe in you. you can be strong. youve made it so far, you got this.

  • @anniethomps
    @anniethomps 5 лет назад +382

    Lyrics:
    You haven't been good for long
    Is it the sound of your own thoughts
    That always keeps you up at night?
    Maybe it's time to say goodbye
    'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
    You haven't felt right for days
    Is it the fact you never say
    What comes in your mind that day?
    Maybe it's time to shut away
    'Cause I've never really felt okay
    'Cause I've been eating less all day
    To give my brain some extra space to think
    'Bout all the things to do to help
    Distract me from the rude of heart

    • @margo5907
      @margo5907 3 года назад +7

      thankyoy

    • @jadedie3089
      @jadedie3089 3 года назад +4

      thanks you

    • @ichaangl5154
      @ichaangl5154 4 месяца назад +2

      thankyouu

    • @shanec1200
      @shanec1200 20 дней назад +1

      Bless this song on my lowest level and darkest hours, for finding the words, for making me feel my sisters in loss of control, a kinship with having less power. The lyrics and the rythm grant me the permission to feel small when the towering hurdles seem all but too impossible to overcome and I can never seem to find the exit door but rather only am allowed bjt glimpse out of a window when I’m all but zapped of my last will to wander forward, so I remain to stay in place a little while longer to reserve my strength before I continue to shrink in motivations when I can’t even imagine a way out yet I struggle to keep the intentions as they seem as fast to leave me alone with the ever growing still reluctance in my own hurting soul.
      I do so wonder when I stop stumbling through each unfortunate situation and peice back together a renewed desire to keep going through nothing new and ponder when I’ll again feel whole.
      Under the pseudonym YT account of that by premature error of my late younger sister left behind for me and treasured, but not to any measure I would trade in an instant to have back a connection such as the one we shared, a sisterhood so treasured.
      so Ill continue to add onto your algorithm, intertwined our fates as it were, I remain grateful you came into my life and shared my love for expressing moments, reveling in as much our sharing holidays and hardly any ever being empty when you made each and every one special and while I appreciate those now more so hallowed memories we had to learn from or acted as eachother mentor with some ever still the hardships we were forced to weather, the shared struggles as well as the inside jokes too long a series to ever share with any other.
      I just wanted to ramble on as you always say I do, in a prose that is just short of taking me through for being in my delivery room.
      You always said “one day at a time” well it’s been well past a year now and one shy of your very own, we were celebrating the birth of my first and only child.
      It’s just too much to conceive let alone believe that, I’d be so lost not even one year following his own that I’d lose you shorter and the history into your last, and not shy one day past his 1st birthday followed up by your own, I had no idea the same while celebrating the birthday you both shared shared 24 hours later would be the ending of your start, and my heart would never know that where I gained his trusting smile on his face looking up at me, I would never or see,
      The coming hurt or breathing into the ache of continuing echo where you’d never answer back from an echoing void or the soft sound of the tears I shed in joy for this one little boy, would also encapsulate the most unbearable pain I’ve ever known when it was yours I’d never have another one of your own, I couldn’t have known, and now bitterness is replaced by all the promises of sharing his life and the beauty he brings isn’t paled in light but must outshine the darkness that lingers just past the reminiscing that comes with have to watch him grow alone. One day at a time, but the thought lingers on, as I dust off the nostalgia I’m writing on; brought back up as it does in finding a passage you wrote, the responsibility I hold to keeping safe a shirt we once fought over that i can’t bring myself to even wear now because still smells of you, or a ratty worn stuffed animal you held onto close going into surgery as a child, or even my feelings rigidness that overtakes my senses and aches me to my bones if someone ever attempted an accidental disposal of even just one of any left behind 100s of notes, because even if it feels like just yesterday we last spoke, I know still it’s been over a year, and I fear losing any hope when I still must carry on because there’s nothing wrong with me still being his mom, it’s just that you said we’d always be waiting when the other sister needed her, at home, and that’s just a hope I have to eventually get let go of, but until that time, I still do.
      Your older sister misses you, I know I can’t always revisit this because it poses an issue and an investment of discarding endless tissues, but your deeply beloved nephew will know that it’s true, and I promise that I’ll fill in the memory of you.
      You’re still here with me right?
      Remain my wings and my eyes.
      Be his guardian Angel and the secrets I hold heavy to me chest, my crying muffled by your pillows, where laughter is replaced by sorrow, just let my son borrow your light, and maybe than I can heal and in time, maybe than… I’ll stop speaking to myself in praying aloud to you that continue to go unanswered well into the latest hours and probably well after at night.
      What was you resided in me.
      I miss when it was us 3.
      No it’s only me… and that’s hurts.
      Clearly .
      ~I have to not think like i some times do…. Wishing at the worst possible timing, you had rolled over and taken me with you.
      ~Chelsea
      ~a poem I just wrote right now, August 17, 2024,
      12 on the dot on some idle Saturday afternoon, I sit quietly revisiting dialogues of the past, tragically in your bedroom.
      Edit: sorry, I had to get rid of your bed, but your dog whimpered an entire week and still to this day and probably for years moving forward will never let me forget it. That, in turn by doing so, it cemented for her, as I consider while I pet her fur even now, your existence or rather cast the finalized reality that, you really are never coming back.

  • @myeggyweggy
    @myeggyweggy Год назад +73

    I remember listening to this song in early 2021 and then multiple times in September 2021 when things were getting bad. Thank you Bea, for being my comforter ❤️

  • @haesa_2073
    @haesa_2073 5 лет назад +2470

    Lyrics
    For peeps who loves singing along with the song ♥
    You haven't been good, for long
    Isn't the sound ? Of your own thoughts
    That always keeps you up at night
    Maybe it's time to say goodbye
    Cuz' i'm getting pretty fucking tired
    ~~~~~
    You haven't felt right, for days
    Is it the fact, you never said
    what comes in your mind that day
    maybe it's time to shut away
    Cuz i never really felt okay~
    ~~~~~
    Cuz i've been eating less all day
    To give my brain some extra space to think
    'Bout all the things to do to help
    Distract me from the rude of heart

    • @sierraminor3311
      @sierraminor3311 5 лет назад +15

      Haesa _ Thank you!! ❤️

    • @dylanmasterson9865
      @dylanmasterson9865 5 лет назад +21

      Is it the fact you never say* 😃👍

    • @brynnc5345
      @brynnc5345 3 года назад +7

      ily

    • @maggierayy
      @maggierayy 3 года назад +3

      i just wanna know what she’s saying at 1:00 it kinda sounds like “home by noon” or maybe “how bout you” (??)

    • @haijjong
      @haijjong 3 года назад +10

      @@maggierayy i think shes just saying bum bum bum lol

  • @rihannadarlene
    @rihannadarlene 3 года назад +1170

    Life is like a piano, the white keys resemble happiness and the black keys resemble sadness. You need both of them to make music. To everyone, life is one of the most beautiful thing you can experience. Don’t give up 💘

  • @kikiiyuu
    @kikiiyuu 2 года назад +114

    dont be sad. dont think youre fat, skinny, ugly. no matter how you look like, im pretty sure theres somebody out there that loves you. if there is nobody who loves you right now? then love yourself. i dont care if you look fat, skinny, hideous, youre still perfect. you dont need to follow the beauty standards, just be yourself.

  • @imanakira1946
    @imanakira1946 4 года назад +608

    We are gonna get okay , we going through this all together so stay with me okay ? Our time of happines will come its time to learn to love yourself its time to accept the past...its time to look forward always push yourself up dont be your own enemy I know you can do it bc I believe in you youre much stronger than you think
    You deserve it to be Happy
    Youre Worth it
    And if you say nobody cares, I CARE IM HERE I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU. YEAH YOU, YOURE BEAUTIFUL AND A GOOD SOUL IM PROUD OF YOU...keep going youre not alone

    • @ineffablejourn5143
      @ineffablejourn5143 3 года назад +13

      thank you for this

    • @-karma-763
      @-karma-763 3 года назад +6

      i don’t even know if i’m any of those things, it’s getting bad again, like really bad

    • @imanakira1946
      @imanakira1946 3 года назад +1

      @@ineffablejourn5143 thank you for being here

    • @imanakira1946
      @imanakira1946 3 года назад +2

      @@-karma-763 I wanna hug you right now. Pls dont leave lets talk If you want to we can write on insta. I will be there for you

    • @ineffablejourn5143
      @ineffablejourn5143 3 года назад +2

      @@imanakira1946 thank u sm it means a lot :)

  • @ghostie9462
    @ghostie9462 5 лет назад +927

    holy shit it’s on 13 reasons why
    i was just watching the second episode and thought i heard a familiar voice :~D

    • @chaexic1939
      @chaexic1939 5 лет назад +10

      ghostie • same

    • @princesspizzacrust
      @princesspizzacrust 5 лет назад +6

      me tOooOo

    • @JensKafe
      @JensKafe 5 лет назад +16

      Me too, it’s freaky cause I listen to music while I watch shows and if you want to started playing but then I heard her voice on the tv 😅

    • @alecsdeleon4095
      @alecsdeleon4095 5 лет назад +3

      same

    • @gigglymaggie
      @gigglymaggie 5 лет назад +5

      Omg samee!!! I paused the show to make sure haha

  • @Toadsmario2473
    @Toadsmario2473 2 года назад +52

    Sometimes i wish everyone would forget about me so i could just go away forever. it sounds selfish but sometimes i feel like im being held back from being free, but also its probably for the better

    • @yuritwee
      @yuritwee 2 года назад +8

      I totally get what you mean. i wish nobody knew me so i dont disappoint or hurt them when i cant take it anymore :l

  • @syriaalasad4105
    @syriaalasad4105 5 лет назад +484

    This is in the 2nd episode in 13 reasons why and it didn’t get mentioned in the list of songs involved. This should get the fucking appreciation and recognition it deserves

    • @piaperdita7496
      @piaperdita7496 5 лет назад +19

      SYRIA Alasad Literally, as soon as I heard a few lyrics from this song on that episode, I paused the show and went straight to RUclips to find it.

    • @meganduncanson16
      @meganduncanson16 5 лет назад +5

      Omg even if it wasn't mentioned (which it quite clearly should have been) I'm so proud ♥

    • @Rin-qs1fw
      @Rin-qs1fw 4 года назад +3

      i saw it in the subtitles lol i don't know what you guys mean.

    • @sittisubaedahbeddu.s4171
      @sittisubaedahbeddu.s4171 3 года назад +2

      ok i'll watch 13 reasons why

    • @sheadrewer1727
      @sheadrewer1727 3 года назад

      wait it is? no wayyy

  • @rupertprice2368
    @rupertprice2368 5 лет назад +3499

    I know I am going to sound like a 40 year old facebook mum, but the music that is popular today disappoints me. Seeing people like Billie Eilish at number one makes me feel happy that music has meaning once again, not just about sex, money and actual talent. If Beabadoobee ever makes it to the top, then that will surely be a sign that music is becoming good again, idc what it sounds like, but words with a good message and true meaning is what makes a song good. A lot of popular music today is just written so that someone can say that they wrote a song. Thank you Bea, your songs are truly amazing and a blessing, you are so underrated and I can't wait to see you at the top xxx

    • @darks1zzl317
      @darks1zzl317 5 лет назад +124

      Rupert 199 honestly I thought the same thing. Music isn’t music anymore nowadays and Bea music is just wonderful and just pleasing to listen too

    • @MegaMikey
      @MegaMikey 5 лет назад +2

      31k

    • @specs4307
      @specs4307 5 лет назад +110

      lmao I love Billie but half of her songs off her newer album is about sex, I feel like your gonna be disappointed to what she becomes, the music industry is a shitty place and your already starting to see Billie being that same old edgy pop singer - ignore this kinda

    • @panicatmybrain5933
      @panicatmybrain5933 5 лет назад +20

      @@specs4307 ???

    • @BudOnTheLeaves
      @BudOnTheLeaves 5 лет назад +12

      Pop music has never been good

  • @Toothbrush07
    @Toothbrush07 3 месяца назад +14

    Man I really want a hug

    • @Alisha_293
      @Alisha_293 3 месяца назад +2

      *virtual hug*

    • @ehpo9771
      @ehpo9771 26 дней назад

      *insert hug

    • @nuts_a72
      @nuts_a72 10 дней назад

      A virtual hug has been sent to you (>^○^)> ♡
      Hope you have a good dayy!

  • @kaz2822
    @kaz2822 3 года назад +175

    Can school be over already..I’m so drained because of it. I can’t anymore, school is the main reason why I’m feeling like complete shit I just really can’t anymore I want to cry it out but I can’t

  • @vkflake8086
    @vkflake8086 4 года назад +983

    This song hits different when ur sobbing to it in ur pitch dark room alone @ 1 am ✨💅 💅 🌟

    • @nightandday7704
      @nightandday7704 3 года назад +11

      ill play it when i do that today

    • @ohlxla1118
      @ohlxla1118 3 года назад +4

      me right now

    • @margo5907
      @margo5907 3 года назад

      2am

    • @ihatekiwi4167
      @ihatekiwi4167 3 года назад +10

      i wish i could live this feeling but my parents are too strict for that they don't allow me to play with my phone only for three hours just in the weekends and they wont allow me to take my devices to my bed and dad kicked mom out of their room so now she sleeps with me and i hate her in the world the most she always makes fun of me for being oversized i am not really that fat she wants me to be super perfect and always get good grades and when my dad hurts me and my siblings for reasons i noticed kids normally don't get punished for my mom does not help me at all and says its my fault i was gonna do it last month but i thought i am not even ready to face god i am so scared of my sins and yet i can stop from them i don't know what to do anymore but hide and hope no one would find me i really wish my parents cared about me not what i did and will do

    • @lizzieidk655
      @lizzieidk655 3 года назад +3

      @@ihatekiwi4167 im so sorry you have to experience this :( you're not alone and if you ever need someone to talk with, im here :)

  • @normalguycraig
    @normalguycraig 2 года назад +246

    this song hits even harder for me now that it was in heartstopper

    • @ambersworld69
      @ambersworld69 2 года назад +1

      fr

    • @yfayded3272
      @yfayded3272 2 года назад

      Whats the timestamp and episode

    • @moss7238
      @moss7238 2 года назад

      @@yfayded3272 episode 7 i believe and idk the time stamp

    • @yfayded3272
      @yfayded3272 2 года назад

      @@moss7238 yeh i found it

    • @Kai-ro7pe
      @Kai-ro7pe 2 месяца назад

      I’m here Cuase I noticed it was in heart stopper lol im rewatching it

  • @addy1459
    @addy1459 4 года назад +3897

    i just want somebody to ask me if i’m okay

    • @Mel-wq5in
      @Mel-wq5in 3 года назад +118

      How you doing? Doing okay?

    • @lizzieidk655
      @lizzieidk655 3 года назад +51

      @@davidulmer716LMAO that made me laugh

    • @kurumimad5744
      @kurumimad5744 3 года назад +30

      @@davidulmer716 made my day my guy

    • @abigaildzakpasu1789
      @abigaildzakpasu1789 3 года назад +12

      @@marianagaeta1100 I’m sorry but did u just ask if they drank water😩

    • @izzy5043
      @izzy5043 3 года назад +13

      U ok ?🥺

  • @fumezfan5504
    @fumezfan5504 3 года назад +9535

    At this point I think we’re all just suicidal kids telling eachother not to do it😀

  • @yumeko_5591
    @yumeko_5591 Год назад +57

    This only applies to people who still have people that they love:
    As a person who lost their uncle by suicide, it has impacted my family forever. We will never heal. Still brings tears to my eyes even though it’s been 5 years.
    Please don’t end your lives yourself. For the sake of those you love. Because I promise you, after you’re gone in such a sad way, they will never ever be truly happy again. Please keep going.

  • @angieneil2558
    @angieneil2558 3 года назад +357

    i’m tired of reliving everyday. it’s all the same.

    • @cemreyasar5642
      @cemreyasar5642 3 года назад +4

      I'm really sorry you're going through this, but I genuinely hope you're feeling better. Please take care of yourself okay? 💖

    • @jadedie3089
      @jadedie3089 3 года назад +2

      take of yourself love

    • @kirabeauregard6171
      @kirabeauregard6171 3 года назад +2

      exactly I'm scared of waking up because I know it'll just be the exact same and I'm tired of it

    • @esteevanmoerzeke6203
      @esteevanmoerzeke6203 3 года назад

      you'll get trough this. ur strong!

    • @kokupedia
      @kokupedia 2 года назад

      for real tho

  • @RX500
    @RX500 5 лет назад +145

    I love how sparkly the beat is

  • @bububonnie4530
    @bububonnie4530 3 года назад +4

    i miss my teenager life. Being adult its really hard. honestly im tired. A lot of things that push me, i don’t even know my self. i don’t know who i am now. i miss my life before corona, i miss how happy i am when i met my friends, hang out and enjoy the life. I really really miss my teenager life.

  • @loonyslutz
    @loonyslutz 3 года назад +52

    I'm Tired
    Parents: Then go take a nap
    No, I'm *tired*

  • @mariahogann
    @mariahogann 3 года назад +148

    "cus I've been eating less all day to give my brain to give my brain some extra space to think" that line hit hard

  • @miloluvsrain7859
    @miloluvsrain7859 2 года назад +9

    I have dealt with insomnia since 3rd grade and depression since 5th grade
    and panic attacks and anxiety for so long and it's so hard for me to express my feelings at all

    • @bri8417
      @bri8417 Год назад

      I hope your doing better.❤

  • @andie480
    @andie480 5 лет назад +96

    uhh hi this song makes me feel like twirling around in a flower field with the sun shining on me while i realize that there’s good in the world just sayin

  • @ayuso8471
    @ayuso8471 3 года назад +68

    good job waking up today,, im proud of you

  • @bluchappell6725
    @bluchappell6725 2 года назад +23

    Heartstopper is amazing, the music makes it better too.

  • @user-wn4sc9fd7q
    @user-wn4sc9fd7q 4 года назад +7820

    it’s getting bad, really bad

    • @ubeyelliott6348
      @ubeyelliott6348 4 года назад +162

      Are you doing better?

    • @farha4296
      @farha4296 4 года назад +119

      Just have hope and try your best to stay positive, everything will be fine dude :( ❤️

    • @carmen-bo1rm
      @carmen-bo1rm 4 года назад +58

      stay safe

    • @imanakira1946
      @imanakira1946 4 года назад +24

      @@farha4296 and you are you okay ?🥺

    • @imanakira1946
      @imanakira1946 4 года назад +35

      Hey how are you ? I hope youre okay ik its hard but the time of happines will come okay ? So stay with me we going through this together I promise. I wish I could hug you right now

  • @reeebvc
    @reeebvc 5 лет назад +95

    A lot of this reminds me of Cavetown, especially that backing! And I love Cavetown!

    • @weenusfranklin2752
      @weenusfranklin2752 3 года назад +4

      Banana bread is really underrated and it’s my favorite song from them •^•

  • @CamGlamorous
    @CamGlamorous 2 года назад +16

    “Don't let anyone make you disappear Charlie.”

  • @AR-uj5fe
    @AR-uj5fe 3 года назад +134

    For a long time I’ve felt myself going..mentally ill. It started from 11th grade, then onto 12th and now that I’m in college, I’ve become defensive at the wrong times, I cry every time I make a mistake, I cry out of frustration, and every day I wake up..I just feel tired. Around my family home, I’m not allowed to cry otherwise I’ll be judged or undermined. I’m not allowed to share my feelings otherwise I’ll be criticized for my way of thinking. I don’t really have friends I can share my feelings with and obviously not a lover that can comfort me. Most of the time I have a hard time making friends that I’ll become anxious if someone leaves me on read and or decides to block me from their stories. Something’s definitely wrong with me and I don’t understand why I feel this way.

    • @ehmwtf14
      @ehmwtf14 3 года назад

      Im so sorry for you, boo
      *hugs u*
      Youre awesome, sounds stupid because i dont know you irl but u really are
      Im proud of u

    • @catttoooo9727
      @catttoooo9727 3 года назад

      hi! i know how you feel and its hard to stay positive some times but your not alone. I hope your doing good and get through this sooner or later.

    • @eloweez8798
      @eloweez8798 3 года назад

      God I felt that. I'm lucky to have friends but I can never talk to them, I refuse to let myself open up, and if I try to bring out an issue w/ my family it never turns out good, they just undermine it and talk about it like something I said when I was a kid that they can now bring up for jokes. I'l sorry if you can't understand why you feel this way, and if you haven't already, maybe try to look into psychology things like a=a disorder or smthg (I think I feel like that because of adhd, for instance), and if it's not the right solutions then you'll find another eventually! But hey, we're gonna be okay. All of us.
      Sometimes it sucks because we're always told that opening up about our feelings solves everything and it just gets better when you do it, and then we try and we're left as the exceptions that confirm the rule (that's a french saying, idk if it exists in english?). And then our safe-space head bubble is cracked, it feels like we're just the person they see us as, they're right, we are who they see and not who we know. And that hurts really bad.
      But fuck them. Just fuck them. As much as we love them, they are wrong. We're gonna be okay because we deserve too, and it's not our responsability to spend hours explaining to them every personal detail about our mentak health so that they can stop downplaying us. It's not our fault if they can't accept that they may not know everything about us. SO fuck them, we might have to stay with them for a little longer still, but then we'll be fucking free. And safe. And happy. And validated. We're not alone, and we can do it! You can do it.

  • @clubsanzu
    @clubsanzu 3 года назад +74

    the "you haven't felt right for days, is it the fact you never say what comes in your mind that day" hits hard for me

  • @jjunatann
    @jjunatann 11 месяцев назад +13

    I was walking back home from school when this music played from my spotify smart shuffle. The song immediately hit my heart and made me realized how tired I am in life.

  • @danieladiaz9719
    @danieladiaz9719 5 лет назад +140

    Its 6:40 am does that matter? Course not because i need to listen to this sweet voice before i can go on with my life

  • @bandzbandzbandz42
    @bandzbandzbandz42 3 года назад +92

    i always come back to this song at my darkest moments :)

  • @sackboylvr
    @sackboylvr 2 года назад +41

    “He just said a really bad word”
    “Ah,I see Charlie’s a very special friend isn’t he?”

    “Yeah”

    • @k1uqd
      @k1uqd 2 года назад +1

      STOP 😭🙏

    • @namiijude
      @namiijude 2 года назад

      context

    • @Gigi_333
      @Gigi_333 2 года назад

      Im crying

    • @love_clo
      @love_clo 2 года назад

      @@namiijude it's from heartstopper on netflix

    • @namiijude
      @namiijude 2 года назад

      @@love_clo thanks, i just saw it

  • @atziriii
    @atziriii 5 лет назад +148

    LYRICS
    Verse 1]
    You haven't been good for a while
    Is it the sound of your own thoughts
    That always keeps you up at night?
    Maybe it's time to say goodbye
    'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
    [Verse 2]
    You haven't felt right for days
    Is it the fact you never say
    What comes in your mind that day?
    Maybe it's time to shut away
    'Cause I've never really felt okay
    [Verse 3]
    'Cause I've been eating less all day
    To give my brain some extra space to think
    'Bout all the things to do to help
    Distract me from the rude

  • @vvvinit
    @vvvinit 5 лет назад +61

    this song is used in 13 reasons why season 3 episode 2. a masterpiece

  • @f0tanka
    @f0tanka 2 года назад +7

    استمعتُ لمقطع قصير من هذه الاغنية لأول مرة قبل ساعة فقط.. واكتشفتُ beabadoobee🖤 هذا الصوت وهذه الكلمات والإيقاع.. كل شئ مثالي.

  • @lauren6047
    @lauren6047 3 года назад +196

    i just wanna sleep forever

    • @beeswrld5009
      @beeswrld5009 3 года назад +7

      me too :/

    • @dismaldice3045
      @dismaldice3045 2 года назад

      @@mimilassman9922 No offense, but why even type anything

    • @vijaymalapatil8867
      @vijaymalapatil8867 2 года назад

      Ur amazing and worth it and I love you! :]

    • @deprataone389
      @deprataone389 2 года назад

      Same here.

    • @teslaemployee4446
      @teslaemployee4446 2 года назад +1

      I want to leave but I'm too scared too leave this hell hole. I did self harm once and no one cares. I stopped still no one cares. I can't look in a mirror. I'm a disappointment and no one cares. I'm tired.

  • @il0vehvrts
    @il0vehvrts 3 года назад +198

    I'm tired. I am tired of my dad comparing me to other people and I really wish he knew that i am trying my best.. He always says my best isn't enough. He only cares about school and not how I truly feel or my mental health. It is disappointing that i know i cant throw my suicide note away because I'm gonna need it one of these days.. Have a nice day people 🙂

    • @ok-xl2oh
      @ok-xl2oh 3 года назад +6

      please dont, from what youre telling me i know youre trying so hard, and thats enough, please if u can get help, go for it, before its actually too late, and if you cant just write about it, or tell me. ill listen bc i understand how youre feeling bc im going thru the same thing. please dont give up yet.

    • @hollydrury
      @hollydrury 3 года назад +2

      @@ok-xl2oh hey I keep seeing you in the comments, I hope you're okay too :)

    • @onyon4665
      @onyon4665 3 года назад +3

      its gonna be good soon, you've come so far and im proud of you, remember your best is more than enough, you can move out soon, you're going to have a better life, its not worth your life, sadness is temporary, you cant take back dying when you realize you dont want to die anymore, live for us please, live for the people you will be friends with in the future.

    • @Dvidi80085
      @Dvidi80085 3 года назад

      Wow, crazy to think other people are going through the same thing as me

    • @iamyou1059
      @iamyou1059 3 года назад

      ❤️❤️

  • @ghostgrrrrl1445
    @ghostgrrrrl1445 Год назад +9

    tired of having a smile on my face n trying to seem happy i’m deeply not okay. and now the loml left me. i’m so tired. i can’t sleep

  • @TheDeathframe
    @TheDeathframe 5 лет назад +200

    I've been really confused lately.
    At first, I thought it was just me, or a feeling that was creeping in on me.
    My relationship is fairly new, and its been a long while since opening my heart back up to someone,
    However, its funny:
    This feeling I have isnt from the pressures of relationship.
    These lyrics kind of just hit home for me and it's made my heart hurt a bit.
    At least now I know I'm not psycho for feeling how I feel.
    This song is titled "Tired," and thats it.
    I think I'm just tired.
    So I'm going to take some time off,
    And that's okay.
    Thank you for being you Bea. ❤

  • @shokuluv
    @shokuluv 3 года назад +213

    I’m getting so tired of this time we live in. It hurts me to see so many people depressed and no one doing anything about it! We need to do something about this because if we don’t, life will be so much worse than it is. Anyone reading this, I love you. This isn’t any normal comment, I truly care about you. I really, REALLY want to know how you’re doing.

    • @arohaa
      @arohaa 3 года назад +3

      Fr :( I’ve honestly never been more depressed in my life.

    • @shokuluv
      @shokuluv 3 года назад +2

      @@arohaa well anytime you need someone to talk to, I’m on RUclips a lot

    • @arohaa
      @arohaa 3 года назад +2

      @@shokuluv thank you :)

    • @shokuluv
      @shokuluv 3 года назад +2

      @@arohaa any time :)

    • @ok-xl2oh
      @ok-xl2oh 3 года назад +5

      im doing fucking terrible, school work is piling up and i cant stand it, ive been eating less and everyone's is worried about that, but rn thats the least of my worries, i just want someone to fucking notice how hard im trying i havent been the same since quarantine and no one has noticed, i make jokes about it bc thats a coping mechanism for me, still no one notices how im holding back tears while saying them.

  • @B3ll3dawn003
    @B3ll3dawn003 2 месяца назад +5

    Have you ever felt numb, like your hurting so bad you almost feel happy that there’s one way you know it can all go away. You hurt so bad u feel nothing, no happiness, no sadness, anger or fear, you just feel empty.

  • @anonymocha
    @anonymocha 3 года назад +35

    Reading the comment section hits too close to home. I feel comfort that others are feeling the same thing I am. At the same time, I'm sad for them. I want to hug everyone. I want to be hugged. I want to tell everyone it's going to be alright... I want to be told that it's going to be alright.

  • @newlysugar4541
    @newlysugar4541 3 года назад +80

    hello, everyone! i know things can get harder and harder each year but we can do this, you’ve come such a long way, what’s the point of giving up now? whether you see it or not you have so much potential and the fact i could see it through the screen says lots. you’re not alone in this, and never will be. you can get through this and i believe in you always. i love you so much and im so proud of you

  • @bedsidedepression5157
    @bedsidedepression5157 3 года назад +16

    This song really hits me because I’ve felt this way since a young age, nobody should have to go through the shit most of us deal with

  • @ihavenooriginalnameideas9036
    @ihavenooriginalnameideas9036 5 лет назад +78

    I juat randomly got one of her videos in my recommended and nownim binge listening to all her songs

  • @MsDes-yz9pi
    @MsDes-yz9pi 4 года назад +522

    As a black 13 year old girl living in America, I’m so fucking tired. Ghosts, demons, and monsters used to keep me up at night but the scariest monster that makes me afraid for my life is supposed to be the people who protect me. Why do I deserve to die because I was born this way.

    • @pajianti
      @pajianti 4 года назад +12

      im so sorry for you :')

    • @gemmacollins3542
      @gemmacollins3542 3 года назад +5

      it's okay

    • @evakings257
      @evakings257 3 года назад +27

      You don't deserve to die just cause you are you, never let anyone make u think that way

    • @momo-om3wv
      @momo-om3wv 3 года назад +9

      I’m so sorry my love.. please know that there’s a whole community that got your back. Stay safe, love yourself, and chin up!

    • @CashmirDavis05
      @CashmirDavis05 3 года назад +1

      Same goes for every race

  • @anushkamo-hung3762
    @anushkamo-hung3762 7 месяцев назад +3

    At this point I feel like I’m already dead long time ago
    Nothing disappoints me anymore
    I’ve accepted that my life was,is always like this and it will b continue forever like this

  • @Vindi.Builds
    @Vindi.Builds 3 года назад +57

    It's sad how nobody's crediting her for this masterpiece..

  • @MrSotzzki
    @MrSotzzki 5 лет назад +182

    This song makes me calm whenever i have a bad day or get stressed... 😊😊😊

  • @diiana.gs5
    @diiana.gs5 Год назад +6

    the memories this song brings. love n hate them 🙁

  • @prozskillz771
    @prozskillz771 3 года назад +38

    The comment section is suicidal people telling other suicidal people to not commit.

  • @ven9179
    @ven9179 3 года назад +14

    shes so underrated and for what 😩

  • @vinniez
    @vinniez 6 месяцев назад +2

    everytime i listen to this, i cried for no reason oml.

  • @yayayeye7659
    @yayayeye7659 5 лет назад +827

    *-You never really felt ok-*

  • @robertfrost8264
    @robertfrost8264 5 лет назад +175

    YOU'RE ALL BEAUTIFUL. I hope everyone has a good day today!!

  • @kindlejyner8388
    @kindlejyner8388 2 года назад +3

    School makes me so tired. I know most of the best memories are made during school, but it makes me so tired. Mentally and physically

  • @1er1s
    @1er1s 4 года назад +53

    i just love how she keeps getting more and more popular. good luck bea, i cant wait to see where you go next.

  • @Meh-sn5kj
    @Meh-sn5kj 3 года назад +29

    The amount of people relating to this saddens me even more
    To anyone reading this, please hold on

  • @teagone
    @teagone Год назад +10

    Hearing this song on heartstopper made my heart stop.

  • @huutao3012
    @huutao3012 3 года назад +5

    i dont wanna live like this, I was doing so good in school and always stay healthy until 2020 came.

  • @rania7960
    @rania7960 3 года назад +35

    at this point life's children are just depressed kids who are actually happy on the outside but without people we are just emotionless....i cant even afford to cry anymore

  • @yrmom307
    @yrmom307 11 месяцев назад +2

    I recovered and for anyone that is struggling in life just know its a long road but the end it worth it even at the worst times you are strong.I been at the edge and i thought nobody loved me and i was close to dying but then I lived through it and i got stronger, and I improved and got my life better and right now im focusing on working on what my passion is, sometimes you gotta push yourself and get out there its always okay to ask for help please get help guys i love yall with my heart and i know yall are really amazing people with cool qualities or traits just don't let yourself take away from your happiness because you need you and dont give any shi about anyone who disrespects you, you are your own person don't let your spark go out.

  • @sarahporter3840
    @sarahporter3840 3 года назад +8

    Hey guys, I’ve been in the exact same place. There’s nothing more satisfying than getting better. Being happy for the first time, not crying one night, smiling at yourself in the mirror for real. Liking food again. Music gets better too. Hold out just a little longer

  • @antimadresar6969
    @antimadresar6969 4 года назад +34

    Listening this song at 3:23 am

  • @JohnnyCashesAwesomeFan
    @JohnnyCashesAwesomeFan Год назад +2

    I really feel like crying listening to this rn

  • @sm3llyb3cky52
    @sm3llyb3cky52 3 года назад +16

    this song is explaining perfectly what i’ve been feeling for the past 5 years

  • @morrriiii
    @morrriiii 3 года назад +9

    A lot of people here talk about how they are suicidal or depressed i juts wanna say that suicide is never an option there are so many people you can talk to like friends, teachers,(cant lie they are annoying though)childline or adultline (if thats even a thing) as well as family you have so much to live for and ending you life is an unforgivable as well as a act that cannot be undone. I believe in you, you have so much more to live for there are so many people who love and care for you don't take that away by taking away life you are so special and can be whatever you want. Its just you that doesn't see it.

  • @mosacanite4533
    @mosacanite4533 2 года назад +20

    Y’all know the saying “fake it till you make it” I can’t fake it no more 🧎🏾‍♂️

  • @rolemodel5449
    @rolemodel5449 5 лет назад +21

    Was in 13 reasons why I was listening and heard a familar song and sure enough it was her :) love that she is getting recognition now.

  • @stupidandsensitive
    @stupidandsensitive 3 года назад +5

    i remember back in middleschool in 9th grade, i sung this song infront of my class and i was at my truly lowest. i sing this song for a sign for help but no one noticed. now i'm in highscool and doing so good. i'm so thankful patched up comforts me the most days while others don't. thank you bea

  • @kurumimad5744
    @kurumimad5744 11 месяцев назад +5

    no other song except this make me breakdown the moment i hear it

  • @sarah-ge8bj
    @sarah-ge8bj 5 лет назад +40

    OH MY GOD THIS SONG IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE SONG SHES SO PERFECT N HER SONG IS Perfect AF damnnn i love ya :(

  • @bansheblue312
    @bansheblue312 Год назад +18

    Speaks to my soul, and to those who see this, I wish you the best! You deserve to feel happy and enjoy life!

  • @binhdang200
    @binhdang200 2 года назад +2

    when it came to the part " what comes in your mind that day ", it hits different when everyday you got that same mind

  • @taylorashlyn5282
    @taylorashlyn5282 3 года назад +9

    this is my favorite song by her

  • @Piknio_Studios
    @Piknio_Studios Год назад +9

    This song is way too underrated!! Love it

  • @meoowlody
    @meoowlody Год назад +7

    This was the first Bea song I listened to back in 2020 when things were getting bad. So glad to see her grow !

  • @cypidez
    @cypidez 3 года назад +15

    sad boi hours :( this comment section is wholesome tho :') everyone supporting one another and just vibing

  • @ferchips0243
    @ferchips0243 3 года назад +105

    if you’re reading this, please stay. i care for you, please try your best. keep pushing through, you’ve come this far and i’m so proud of you! i know you can keep doing this!

    • @samanthaa557
      @samanthaa557 3 года назад +1

      i love you

    • @hansenlaw6735
      @hansenlaw6735 2 года назад +1

      thank you :>

    • @jelo826
      @jelo826 2 года назад +1

      thank you :(

    • @meemoyesok2608
      @meemoyesok2608 2 года назад

      nope i've already made the decision i'll be gone in 9 days

    • @ferchips0243
      @ferchips0243 2 года назад

      @@meemoyesok2608 hey no, would you like to talk about it?

  • @struebrry
    @struebrry 4 месяца назад +3

    iʼm so exhausted, physically and mentally. i donʼt even know if i could make it through out this year. but whatever happens to me, i just wanted to say that iʼm sorry for everything, mom. i love you so much.

    • @Fortnitemaster85437
      @Fortnitemaster85437 Месяц назад

      Idk what your situation is but I hope you can find a way to keep going. If you end it , imagine how your mom would feel you would just pass that to your mom ending it isn’t the answer

  • @vi44an
    @vi44an 3 года назад +13

    i take 14 hour “naps” and still feel tired

    • @dde-
      @dde- 3 года назад +1

      same( ; _ ; )/~~~