الحمدلله على سلامتكم وسلامة البيبي ... آسيا انتي مأجورة على كل هالتعب وربي يطرح فيهم البر والبركة ... وطبيعي جدا انج تحسين بهالتعب خاصة مع تقارب اعمار اطفالج الله يحفظهم ... اوافقج الرأي بان اصعب شي انج تشوفين ضناج يتألم وانتي مب قادرة تساعدينه .. كأم لأربعة اطفال حياتي مسلسل درامي يومي ومستمتعة فيه لأن تتخلله فواصل فكاهية وذكريات جميلة
I actually paused the video a few times to have a good cry because my 2 months old daughter was put under anesthesia for a gland drainage and I try not to think about it as that was the most nerve wrecking and devastating thing that ever happened to me. Watching your tiny human being in pain and being unable to help them is the worst thing that could happen to any parent. Thanks to the amazing doctors and nurses out there who help parents cope with such situations. My daughter's surgeon was like the most amazing person at that time as he held us together and was there every step of the way to help and guide us. Thank you for sharing this experience. Sending lots of happy vibes and positive thoughts your way!
I literally burst into tears when you began saying Noah was throwing up green bile poor precious baby thank God everything and everyone is ok now ❤️ God bless
The feeling can not be put into words watching your baby lifeless when they should have thriving . My second son did similar thing he didn't feed well very sleepy , subhnaAllah how breastmilk can show signs of alarm bells . Sadly my story wasn't a happy ending my son had a sever heart condition and even though he had a successful surgery sadly he lived only for two months. Alhamdulillah everything happens for a reason . May Allah make your children health and happy and with long life. X
Unless you experience a dramatic event with a newborn . People Walahi don't understand even mothers with healthy children . This bring on a short term anxiety. Yes as Muslim we believe in what God wills and test and trials. But we are human we have emotions especially when in early post natal, those emotion can over take our mind, life and makes us live us on the edge. IA only for a short while. How much we take normality for grant until it's take Away from us X
Ascia made me cry, you made me weep! to loose your baby after going through the pain of pregnancy is one thing, to loose him after getting to hold him for a couple of months is a different level of pain! but mama your boy is flying happily in his almighty heavens, he skipped the pain of living in this ugly world straight to heaven!
I burst into tears when you started to cry. Inshallah life with 2 kids gets better for you. You, Ahmed, Noah, and Adam will be in my prayers 🙏🏾 love you!!!
I'm so glad that your bubba is ok, and don't you ever apologise for saying its hard for you! Everyone has their own experience in motherhood, and no one should judge each other on personal experiences of their journey in motherhood. May Allah bless you and your family my sister :)
Alhamduillah Ascia, it sounded like a Mother's worst nightmare leaving her child in hospital after seeing him throw up bile :( Sending blessings to your family in your time of distress. God bless you, Ahmed and your children 👨👩👦👦 Peace and Love
not a mother yet, but i'm so thankful for your videos, finally a woman showing the real part of life,,, fears, hardships & good times,,, reality ... hope Noah stays in good health inshallah ,,, Hugs to him & Adam xxx
I love love looove your spirit and courage. Talking about something so harsh to millions of persons and still able to smile and joke. Pure inspiration.
you inspire and teach me allot to be a good mum every time you make a mummy video ,, Noah is so lucky to have a strong mom like you and supporting dad like Ahmad ,, alhamdullah he is better now ,, much LOVE
Ahhh you got me crying! Glad that everything is going well now alhamdolilah. Hope he keeps getting better & better inshaAllah. How other people feel about them having 2+ children doesn't take your right to feel the way you feel whether you've been through this or not. Thank you for sharing!!💐
Ahhh I am just getting so emotional for you. My second son Issa was born not too soon before your second little one. I can only imagine!!! Im holding my little Issa now :( Alhumdulillah
hearing you say that its hard to follow your son in ambulance make me feel bad for making fun of my mom couple of months ago when i was involved in car accident and broke some bone and was unconscious my mom and dad had to follow the ambulance till the hospital by the time i woke up i saw my mom crying like a baby and i remember joking about her been overdramatic ! i feel bad for her ! i'll go apologise now ! all love to all moms out there
Ascia, salamualeikum Alhamdulillah baby Noa is doing well. I can relate to your ordeal, quite a lot, albeit for different reasons. My thirds baby girl (and the last) was induced at 38 weeks. During my 35 week ultrasound they found a growth on her right ovary. At birth they performed an emergency biopsy of the growth/tumor on my baby girl. She was risked away after a moment of holding her. Eventually she would be roughy back to breastfeed. At that time, we were I formed the growth/tumor was benign but had grown so much hat it was not only sitting on her right ovary, it had completely twisted itself around it and the ovary was in danger of bursting in her little body. So they had no choice but to perform surgery to remove both, the tumor and her ovary. I spent a week doing as you did, pimping every 2.5 hours and spending only minutes at a time in the neo natal icu, watching her in an incubator with all sorts of tubes for iv's in her. Her veins on her arms were so small that they had no choice but to use the veins in her head. alhamdulillah she recovered beyond our expectations and today is mashallah such a joy in our lives. But listening to your story made me relive each minute of the ordeal and brought me to tears and also reminded me of how blessed I am as a mom Alhamdulillah and how beautiful it is to bear that title which comes w it's share of fears, tears and insufferable amount of guilt from day one. And I wouldn't have any other way. May Allah Swt bless you and your beautiful family. Much love
Having a kid that depends on you for everything is stressful PERIOD. And you care sooo much and are so bonded to your children hence why you feel so overwhelmed. Don't listen to haters and negative people! You are doing a great job and you are an amazing person! keep up the good work!
عجبني هذا الفيديو خصوصا انه مثل ستوري تايم لان احس بيّن شخصيتج الحقيقية اكثر من سناباتج 👍🏻 I will translate this bc i know how much you suck at Arabic(no hate just a fact😅): i liked this video especially how it's like a story time ( which you should make more) bc it shows your true personality more than your snapchat story's did Ps: Btw I didn't use punctuations bc i hate it so much bc I don't know how to use it and when to use it
My son is 2 weeks old and we had a NICU episode. Started with his left eye being all gunky and sticky. They treated him as an isolation case with possible systemic viral infection which can be bad if he had it not just for him but for those around him and other newborns. He went through multiple cannulas put in and multiple blood tests and other probes. Spent 10 days plus 2 days induction in hospital where I had baby blues. Not as intense as your story but I really feel you. Hats off to all mothers out there. Soldier on mama, you are doing great. :)
hi ascia..my baby was born at 33 weeks and spent 24 days in the nicu...was the hardest thing to leave her there everyday!but alhmdla she's a healthy 5 month old now...love your videos..
I remembered your vlog when I had my baby 3 weeks ago and they took him in the ICU. When I I watched your vlog I felt ur feelings but going through it actually made me know exactly how hear broken you were
I admire your strength and patience, don't care about what people tell or ask you, they haven't experienced what you've been through.. Keep it up. You're amazing and i love you!
omg you are just like me, ever since i gave birth anything got to do with my baby's health i end up crying despite doing my best not to cry. i could even sense it you were about to cry when you started talking about the green bile. motherhood and what it does to us is just amazing.
Hey don't stress about feeling what you are feeling. You don't have to apologize about anything. This was your experience and it's special to you so just keep it that way. I have a 2 month old and he is my first and I think it's very hard sometimes taking care of a creature that doesn't tell you what's wrong. All the best wishes to you and your family. Allah bless you all with health, cuz thats what really matters.
I totally get what you went through. No mom should go through this. My baby was in the incubator at the hospital for 2 months and it was definitely the most difficult thing I have done my entire life. * Virtual hugs to youuu*. I enjoy your mommy videos. Keep dooing them.
God, having 2 is never easy, especially in the beginning 😩 I remember crying every night after having my second baby when they finally got to sleep. Ughhh so hard. BTW, you have a really beautiful voice ❤️ love you.
dear Acia...i m glad that noah is fine hamdoulilah. I was in the same situation 2 years and half ego but It didn t end well and My son is now handicap for his entire life...hamdoulilah for all...this is the god wish and we just can say hamdoulihah. when you cried...i felt every emotion that you had...i still do cry with the same way you do when i remember this dramatical day/nigh. SANA mother of two boys : Jad 5 and half years old and little Omar 2 years and 9 months .
not a mum and yet my eyes got teary. May god bless you and your beautiful family now and always. Stay the positive unique social media influence we r in dire need for
You just made me cry! Im 14 days postpartum and my premature babygirl stayed in the NICU for a while. Im a FTM I know how hard it is. Sending love and kisses 😘
You are the sweetest and most down to earth person I follow. I was crying myself while hearing your story and you are such a strong women and an inspiration for so many around the world. Adam & Noah are so blessed with a mom like you and a father like Ahmad. God bless your little family mA3 You've truly inspired me on so many levels and I would love to meet you one day inshAllah ( Ps: I'm from Belgium) and last but not least Allah yahfed 3ayalek ameen. I love you, I love you, I love you
I cried so hard when you started crying. Had my baby admitted for the treatment of jaundice, and it was the worst night. Alhamdulillah he's healthy and doing well now.
(As mother )YOU were strong enough to handled all those hard moments and passed through them , AND you are STRONG enough to shared them with us . May Allah bless your soul, your babies and your family. #So_ _much_respect_to_all_mothers_around_the_world ♡ ♡
I love you Ascia.. Allah ydeem 3lekom el 3afya 7beebti.. It's normal for babies to have colics.. N you're doing great mama.. So adorable remembering you before Adam n Noah ❤️.. I work with babies at a government hospital in Abu Dhabi.. I cried seeing you cry.. Mamas are given this miraculous strength from god when it comes to the wellbeing of their babies ❤️
Oh this so emotional! I nearly lost my first child during and after birth. It wasn't as 'dramatic' as every one says it but it's intense, feels like the end of the world, and you feel helpless. But at the end of the day it's your child which u had connected to you for 9 months in my case 32 weeks... I was crying watching the video. You have every right to be emotional or 'dramatic'. It's hard when your children grow up together but it gets easier as they grow in that manner but stressful and they are becoming another character which you don't have control over lol. The bringing up gets easier but the handling gets harder but they are the greatest gift given to women of motherhood so we are also given patience Insha Allah . Stay strong. I'm a new follower I have 4 children , first 3 aged 12,10,& 8 and then we had a Likle surprise 8 years later and we now have a 6 month old. 2 daughters 2 boys الحمدلله.
I've been in the same situation, and yes as you said the most difficult thing happened in my life... Alhamdulilah it is over.. God bless mom and babies who have health related problems
wow, hearing you telling this story brought back so much memories about when my first child got an infection at 11 days old...., i went through roughly the same kind of experience, except i had the chance to have a room with my baby in the neonatal section. i live in france, and in this hospital they have 2 rooms available, and it just so happened that one them was empty. so i stayed there for 10 days, at first not in the same room, he was isolated as well, and when he started to get better, they let me have him next to me. He took off his IV twice, the first one on the top of the head (since he was shaved), and the second one on the arm... I kinda delt with all of this quite ok, but when i gave birth to my second child (who was perfectly healthy), i couldnt stand watching doctors taking care of her, like all the exams they do on their first 3 days, the blood test they have to run etc... i would just burst into tears just seeing a needle near her, even when she wasnt crying or anything. so i empatize deeply with you. im glad noah's good now, hamdoulilah. Take care!
Congrats on a peaceful labor and delivery! and I'm so sorry to hear what happened with Noha but glad that he's well now. Can I ask if you felt any pain with the epidural that you had or was it only feeling the baby pushing? I'm pregnant with my first child and pretty freaked out about delivery!
I'm sorry you had to go through that, and thank you for sharing your experience. I'm expecting a baby boy in March Inshallah and your videos have been a great help! They've also been a nice boost in confidence for me, so thank you.
I just put myself in your shoes and cried and cried, il probably melt into one giant ball of tears,but then again as a mum you get your shit together and keep it going. sending love and love
الحمدلله على السلامه ومبروك ماياكم، والله يعطيچ الصحه والعافيه مع الطفل الثاني، بصراحه تأثرت معاچ على قصة نوح ويارب ماتشوفينهامره ثانيه، حيل متخوفه من الطفل الثاني ومومستعده حق مسؤليه أكبر بصراحه وايد خايفه بس بالنهايه لازم يكون عندي طفل ثاني ماراح أقدر ءأجل الموضوع أكثر، ياريت إذا عندچ نصايح وأفكار تشاركينا فيها عن وجود الطفل الثاني وزيادة المسؤوليه على الأم. وفي أمنيه ياريت تتحقق إن تنقلين المواضيع للغه العربيه 🌹
Life with two kids is Dramatic and then there you are juggling a job and your side tasks.. so nothing is wrong with being frustrated especially when they have such a small age gap between them... you'll look back at this and Thank God you went thro every moment of it anyways its worth the struggle xox Bless your Little Fam
I remember when by brother came to the world we were told he had no left leg(which was so scary). His birth was in a government hospital and the nurses there were just so messed up. I was surprised to hear you had a wonderful experience at a government hospital in comparison to our experience. Well long story short, it turns out he had fibular hemimelia( idk if i spelt that correctly), which just means he has a short and crooked leg. Imagine just how terrifying it was to hear he had no leg at all to having a leg. We all just burst in tears when we heard he actually had a leg. From then on we never went to a government hospital for any of his treatments and actually treated his leg with one of the best doctors and founder of a lengthening device specifically for people with this disease.
Ascia I never comment but just wanted to say tbat your strength and dedication as a mum is beautiful and inspiring. Well done to you for your commitment to breastfeeding Noah through all the upheaval...I'm sure it made a huge diffence in his health. All the best xx
Watching this had me so emotional. I'm breastfeeding as I'm watching this and just looking at my son and thinking of that happening is just awful. Lhamdillah everything turned out to be fine. You're a strong mama and Noah is a beautiful little boy xx
Wow, people moaning that you're making life with 2 seem dramatic need a slap. I have 3 young children, 1, 2 and 4 years old and I consider myself a VERY strong, organised and tolerant person, but it's DAMN TOUGH even at the best of times. Its getting easier now that they are getting a bit older and more independent but looking after young kids is no easy task. I love them to bits but sometimes I'm amazed that I'm still functioning. So don't pay any attention to anyone who criticises you ❤️
Watching this while I put my baby girl to sleep after she vomited twice on me and the bed! She is just 2 weeks younger than Noah and to watch you cry made me cry for various reasons, it could be the lack of sleep and the fact that I'm a first time mommy! But I also had a traumatic labor and delivery experience that ended up in a C section. Stay strong Ascia
you remind me when my 19 months baby having his first cramp:( he was having fever 38,5 and i was sitting with my father so he suggested to put him in a warm water 💦 i put him for 5 minutes only then he started tremble i took him directly covering his body with towels at this time he cramped i wasn't able to speak just trying to think he gonna be ok put he lost his consciousness :( i grabbed him to the car without putting my hijab on screaming on the driver to go faster to the ambulance center in our neighborhood and they transferred us to the ambulance and lead us to the hospital this experience was the hardest in my howl life i can't stop crying while watching you telling your baby story may god bless our family all ❤
Awww May Allah reward you for your patience. That's really hard to go thru. 💔I teared up when you were talking about it. May Allah grant Noah shifa and good health. Stay strong and loveee you a lot! 💖💖💖💖 I wanna be a nurse in the near future inshallah so this just made me want to do it even more. ❤❤❤
SO much respect for you ❤ I'm so glad that both you and the baby are ok! You're so inspirational and strong and not to mention an amazing mother. So don't let anyone tell you otherwise!!
I wish you and your little family all the best. May Allaah ta3aalaa strengthen you and heal your little boy. I know how you must be feeling right now and how hard it must be for you as a mom. You will get used to it in shaa2 Allaah but that feeling will never disappear no matter how old they will be, that's the Fitrah and the love of a mother :)
This exact same thing happened to my son. It was a one off green vomit but we had to transfer from a private birthing unit back to the womens hospital where I gave birth to him. He was admitted to the NICU and stayed for 3 nights. They did an X-ray on him to make sure his insides weren't twisted and luckily nothing was wrong and they never actually told us why it happened. It was an awful time seeing him so tiny and in an incubator, I didn't handle it very well but happy to say he's now almost 4 months old, sleeping through for the last 2 months and growing super fast. Such an awful experience especially when you think everything is perfect and going well, then boom something goes wrong. I hope your little man is doing well now :)
so happy for you and your boys ♡ you look so good right now :) and dont worry about people talking shit, having a baby is a BIG DEAL! and you got through it twice so you rock! lml Wish you the best ♡♡♡♡♡
Hi Ascia! First, الحمدلله على سلامتك وسلامة نوح ❤️ Second, I give birth to my first child on Dec 21, 2016! Three weeks apart from your delivery. I had a similar experience, where my baby had a brownish/ red vomit after breast feeding her for the first time! They took her to intensive care and has been there for 3 nights! Thankfully she didn't need any surgery but they give her antibiotic for couple days to make sure everything is okay! It's really hard to see your baby in a cubical and be helpless. 💔 Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤️
I weighed 790g at birth and I was also throwing up bile due to intestinal issues. I stayed in an incubator for 2 months and now I'm 22, super strong, healthy and happy! Allah is great. Moms of premature babies- have hope!
Not a mum, not married, not even in a relationship.. still enjoy ur mummy videos! xD.. Glad everything is fine with little Noah hamdollah!
Aminafied same!!i just find these video so entertaining and somewhat educational
Aminafied same!!!
ممكن تتكلمي عربي او تحطي ترجمة عربي للي بيحبوا يتابعوكي 😍
الحمدلله على سلامتكم وسلامة البيبي ... آسيا انتي مأجورة على كل هالتعب وربي يطرح فيهم البر والبركة ... وطبيعي جدا انج تحسين بهالتعب خاصة مع تقارب اعمار اطفالج الله يحفظهم ... اوافقج الرأي بان اصعب شي انج تشوفين ضناج يتألم وانتي مب قادرة تساعدينه .. كأم لأربعة اطفال حياتي مسلسل درامي يومي ومستمتعة فيه لأن تتخلله فواصل فكاهية وذكريات جميلة
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I actually paused the video a few times to have a good cry because my 2 months old daughter was put under anesthesia for a gland drainage and I try not to think about it as that was the most nerve wrecking and devastating thing that ever happened to me.
Watching your tiny human being in pain and being unable to help them is the worst thing that could happen to any parent.
Thanks to the amazing doctors and nurses out there who help parents cope with such situations. My daughter's surgeon was like the most amazing person at that time as he held us together and was there every step of the way to help and guide us.
Thank you for sharing this experience. Sending lots of happy vibes and positive thoughts your way!
I literally burst into tears when you began saying Noah was throwing up green bile poor precious baby thank God everything and everyone is ok now ❤️ God bless
so much respect to you for opening up in this video. wow its so surreal!! bless your soul and thank you for this honestly
The feeling can not be put into words watching your baby lifeless when they should have thriving . My second son did similar thing he didn't feed well very sleepy , subhnaAllah how breastmilk can show signs of alarm bells . Sadly my story wasn't a happy ending my son had a sever heart condition and even though he had a successful surgery sadly he lived only for two months. Alhamdulillah everything happens for a reason . May Allah make your children health and happy and with long life. X
Unless you experience a dramatic event with a newborn . People Walahi don't understand even mothers with healthy children . This bring on a short term anxiety. Yes as Muslim we believe in what God wills and test and trials. But we are human we have emotions especially when in early post natal, those emotion can over take our mind, life and makes us live us on the edge. IA only for a short while. How much we take normality for grant until it's take Away from us X
Umm Zak im so sorry for your loss! may alla give u the patience and comfort
Ascia made me cry, you made me weep! to loose your baby after going through the pain of pregnancy is one thing, to loose him after getting to hold him for a couple of months is a different level of pain! but mama your boy is flying happily in his almighty heavens, he skipped the pain of living in this ugly world straight to heaven!
Im so sorry for your loss 😢
So sorry for your loss :(
ليتك وضعتي ترجمة عربية لأني احب سوالفك .. منقهرة اني مافهمت معظم الاشياء
I burst into tears when you started to cry. Inshallah life with 2 kids gets better for you. You, Ahmed, Noah, and Adam will be in my prayers 🙏🏾 love you!!!
I'm so glad that your bubba is ok, and don't you ever apologise for saying its hard for you! Everyone has their own experience in motherhood, and no one should judge each other on personal experiences of their journey in motherhood. May Allah bless you and your family my sister :)
I find Ascia video really therapeutic to watch.
الحمدلله على سلامتكم،، و سلامه آدم ونوح كل شئ صعب بالبدايه مع الايام والنظام يتعدل ربي يطرح فيهم البركه ❤ اول حمل دعواتكم
وش ذا مافهمت شي😓فين الترجمه
Alhamduillah Ascia, it sounded like a Mother's worst nightmare leaving her child in hospital after seeing him throw up bile :( Sending blessings to your family in your time of distress. God bless you, Ahmed and your children 👨👩👦👦
Peace and Love
I am very proud of you and your strength. I am so sorry you had to go through that but I'm glad Noah is okay.
So much love and duaas babe! Very inspiring to hear even as a single lady like myself, with no kiddies (yet iA). xx
وأنا كمان عرفتها من قنات عمر .. ويا لييييت لو تنزل ترجمه ع الاقل
not a mother yet, but i'm so thankful for your videos, finally a woman showing the real part of life,,, fears, hardships & good times,,, reality ... hope Noah stays in good health inshallah ,,, Hugs to him & Adam xxx
I love love looove your spirit and courage. Talking about something so harsh to millions of persons and still able to smile and joke. Pure inspiration.
you inspire and teach me allot to be a good mum every time you make a mummy video ,, Noah is so lucky to have a strong mom like you and supporting dad like Ahmad ,, alhamdullah he is better now ,, much LOVE
Ahhh you got me crying! Glad that everything is going well now alhamdolilah. Hope he keeps getting better & better inshaAllah.
How other people feel about them having 2+ children doesn't take your right to feel the way you feel whether you've been through this or not.
Thank you for sharing!!💐
Ahhh I am just getting so emotional for you. My second son Issa was born not too soon before your second little one. I can only imagine!!! Im holding my little Issa now :( Alhumdulillah
hearing you say that its hard to follow your son in ambulance make me feel bad for making fun of my mom couple of months ago when i was involved in car accident and broke some bone and was unconscious my mom and dad had to follow the ambulance till the hospital by the time i woke up i saw my mom crying like a baby and i remember joking about her been overdramatic ! i feel bad for her ! i'll go apologise now ! all love to all moms out there
You're very strong, people go through half of this and do lot more drama. Keep going you great mama !!!
i teared up! i wish ur babies have a healthy happy life
All the worry must have been worth it, every time you see his beautiful face! Alhumdulilah 😘
Oh ascia ❤ love your mom videos. You are so strong!
You're a beautiful person inside and out. I love how honest, humble and brave you are❤️great mother 💕
Ascia, salamualeikum Alhamdulillah baby Noa is doing well. I can relate to your ordeal, quite a lot, albeit for different reasons. My thirds baby girl (and the last) was induced at 38 weeks. During my 35 week ultrasound they found a growth on her right ovary. At birth they performed an emergency biopsy of the growth/tumor on my baby girl. She was risked away after a moment of holding her. Eventually she would be roughy back to breastfeed. At that time, we were I formed the growth/tumor was benign but had grown so much hat it was not only sitting on her right ovary, it had completely twisted itself around it and the ovary was in danger of bursting in her little body. So they had no choice but to perform surgery to remove both, the tumor and her ovary. I spent a week doing as you did, pimping every 2.5 hours and spending only minutes at a time in the neo natal icu, watching her in an incubator with all sorts of tubes for iv's in her. Her veins on her arms were so small that they had no choice but to use the veins in her head. alhamdulillah she recovered beyond our expectations and today is mashallah such a joy in our lives. But listening to your story made me relive each minute of the ordeal and brought me to tears and also reminded me of how blessed I am as a mom Alhamdulillah and how beautiful it is to bear that title which comes w it's share of fears, tears and insufferable amount of guilt from day one. And I wouldn't have any other way. May Allah Swt bless you and your beautiful family. Much love
Wow poor little thing that must have been so hard for 💔
You areee soooooo inspiring. I love you from day1. I pray Noah gets better and Allah makes it easy on you and your family.
Having a kid that depends on you for everything is stressful PERIOD. And you care sooo much and are so bonded to your children hence why you feel so overwhelmed. Don't listen to haters and negative people! You are doing a great job and you are an amazing person! keep up the good work!
God bless you Ascia I really love you and so proud of you as a Kuwaity girl, blogger and Mom
عجبني هذا الفيديو خصوصا انه مثل ستوري تايم لان احس بيّن شخصيتج الحقيقية اكثر من سناباتج 👍🏻
I will translate this bc i know how much you suck at Arabic(no hate just a fact😅): i liked this video especially how it's like a story time ( which you should make more) bc it shows your true personality more than your snapchat story's did
Ps: Btw I didn't use punctuations bc i hate it so much bc I don't know how to use it and when to use it
My son is 2 weeks old and we had a NICU episode. Started with his left eye being all gunky and sticky. They treated him as an isolation case with possible systemic viral infection which can be bad if he had it not just for him but for those around him and other newborns. He went through multiple cannulas put in and multiple blood tests and other probes.
Spent 10 days plus 2 days induction in hospital where I had baby blues.
Not as intense as your story but I really feel you. Hats off to all mothers out there. Soldier on mama, you are doing great. :)
hi ascia..my baby was born at 33 weeks and spent 24 days in the nicu...was the hardest thing to leave her there everyday!but alhmdla she's a healthy 5 month old now...love your videos..
Your boys are super lucky to have such a strong mama!
I remembered your vlog when I had my baby 3 weeks ago and they took him in the ICU. When I I watched your vlog I felt ur feelings but going through it actually made me know exactly how hear broken you were
الحمدلله على سلامتك وسلامة البيبي , الله يحفظكم من كل شر يارب
Stay strong you're a great mama !!
I totally cried. Best wishes from Toronto
May Allah make it easy for u and u r family.. It's takes a lot to open up about something like dis.... And u truly r one amazing mumma mashallah
its gonna be ok ascia , I cried with you . I cant imagine being in this situation ماتشوفون شر يارب ❤️❤️
I admire your strength and patience, don't care about what people tell or ask you, they haven't experienced what you've been through.. Keep it up. You're amazing and i love you!
omg you are just like me, ever since i gave birth anything got to do with my baby's health i end up crying despite doing my best not to cry. i could even sense it you were about to cry when you started talking about the green bile. motherhood and what it does to us is just amazing.
Alhamdullah your baby is in your arms now and you and Ahmed are strong parents having to go through this. May Allah bless your family 🙏🏻💜
Hey don't stress about feeling what you are feeling. You don't have to apologize about anything. This was your experience and it's special to you so just keep it that way. I have a 2 month old and he is my first and I think it's very hard sometimes taking care of a creature that doesn't tell you what's wrong. All the best wishes to you and your family. Allah bless you all with health, cuz thats what really matters.
I totally get what you went through. No mom should go through this. My baby was in the incubator at the hospital for 2 months and it was definitely the most difficult thing I have done my entire life. * Virtual hugs to youuu*. I enjoy your mommy videos. Keep dooing them.
omg this is so emotional i nearly cried. this is one of the many reasons i respect mum's so much, and top of that they love their kids so much
God, having 2 is never easy, especially in the beginning 😩 I remember crying every night after having my second baby when they finally got to sleep. Ughhh so hard. BTW, you have a really beautiful voice ❤️ love you.
alhamdullah everything went well and now that you're surrounded by two lil angels, may god keeps an eye on all of U. X
i feel u😔last week was sooo hard for me 😔😔💔 يارب لا تعيد هالايام علينا آمييين
dear Acia...i m glad that noah is fine hamdoulilah. I was in the same situation 2 years and half ego but It didn t end well and My son is now handicap for his entire life...hamdoulilah for all...this is the god wish and we just can say hamdoulihah. when you cried...i felt every emotion that you had...i still do cry with the same way you do when i remember this dramatical day/nigh. SANA mother of two boys : Jad 5 and half years old and little Omar 2 years and 9 months .
I swear women are so incredible. Stay strong mama! 💪❤
i cried watching this. secondhand cries. lol
not a mum and yet my eyes got teary. May god bless you and your beautiful family now and always. Stay the positive unique social media influence we r in dire need for
You just made me cry! Im 14 days postpartum and my premature babygirl stayed in the NICU for a while. Im a FTM I know how hard it is. Sending love and kisses 😘
Naba j inshallah she gets well and healthy ❤
This story made me cry😭 I'm so happy Noah's fine InshaAllah Allah gives you ease ❤❤❤
May Allah shower you with blessings. I enjoy following you on social media platforms
You are the sweetest and most down to earth person I follow. I was crying myself while hearing your story and you are such a strong women and an inspiration for so many around the world. Adam & Noah are so blessed with a mom like you and a father like Ahmad. God bless your little family mA3 You've truly inspired me on so many levels and I would love to meet you one day inshAllah ( Ps: I'm from Belgium) and last but not least Allah yahfed 3ayalek ameen. I love you, I love you, I love you
proud of you as a young hardworking successful mom
I cried watching this you're so strong Ascia , I'm not a mother yet but I look up to you a lot❤️
I cried so hard when you started crying. Had my baby admitted for the treatment of jaundice, and it was the worst night. Alhamdulillah he's healthy and doing well now.
Girl, i have one baby and im losing it. Your doing amazing mama!! cyber hug and kisses 💛
(As mother )YOU were strong enough to handled all those hard moments and passed through them , AND you are STRONG enough to shared them with us . May Allah bless your soul, your babies and your family. #So_ _much_respect_to_all_mothers_around_the_world ♡ ♡
I love you Ascia.. Allah ydeem 3lekom el 3afya 7beebti.. It's normal for babies to have colics.. N you're doing great mama.. So adorable remembering you before Adam n Noah ❤️.. I work with babies at a government hospital in Abu Dhabi.. I cried seeing you cry.. Mamas are given this miraculous strength from god when it comes to the wellbeing of their babies ❤️
Oh this so emotional! I nearly lost my first child during and after birth. It wasn't as 'dramatic' as every one says it but it's intense, feels like the end of the world, and you feel helpless. But at the end of the day it's your child which u had connected to you for 9 months in my case 32 weeks... I was crying watching the video. You have every right to be emotional or 'dramatic'. It's hard when your children grow up together but it gets easier as they grow in that manner but stressful and they are becoming another character which you don't have control over lol. The bringing up gets easier but the handling gets harder but they are the greatest gift given to women of motherhood so we are also given patience Insha Allah . Stay strong. I'm a new follower I have 4 children , first 3 aged 12,10,& 8 and then we had a Likle surprise 8 years later and we now have a 6 month old. 2 daughters 2 boys الحمدلله.
I've been in the same situation, and yes as you said the most difficult thing happened in my life... Alhamdulilah it is over.. God bless mom and babies who have health related problems
You are so brave to be mother of 2 in a very young age mashallah, keep going, share more videos ...
wow, hearing you telling this story brought back so much memories about when my first child got an infection at 11 days old...., i went through roughly the same kind of experience, except i had the chance to have a room with my baby in the neonatal section. i live in france, and in this hospital they have 2 rooms available, and it just so happened that one them was empty. so i stayed there for 10 days, at first not in the same room, he was isolated as well, and when he started to get better, they let me have him next to me. He took off his IV twice, the first one on the top of the head (since he was shaved), and the second one on the arm... I kinda delt with all of this quite ok, but when i gave birth to my second child (who was perfectly healthy), i couldnt stand watching doctors taking care of her, like all the exams they do on their first 3 days, the blood test they have to run etc... i would just burst into tears just seeing a needle near her, even when she wasnt crying or anything. so i empatize deeply with you. im glad noah's good now, hamdoulilah. Take care!
Thank you so much for sharing this Story. I literally started to cry when I see your baby in the hospital. I'm so happy he is well now Alhamdulillah
Congrats on a peaceful labor and delivery! and I'm so sorry to hear what happened with Noha but glad that he's well now. Can I ask if you felt any pain with the epidural that you had or was it only feeling the baby pushing? I'm pregnant with my first child and pretty freaked out about delivery!
I'm sorry you had to go through that, and thank you for sharing your experience. I'm expecting a baby boy in March Inshallah and your videos have been a great help! They've also been a nice boost in confidence for me, so thank you.
I just put myself in your shoes and cried and cried, il probably melt into one giant ball of tears,but then again as a mum you get your shit together and keep it going. sending love and love
الحمدلله على السلامه ومبروك ماياكم، والله يعطيچ الصحه والعافيه مع الطفل الثاني، بصراحه تأثرت معاچ على قصة نوح ويارب ماتشوفينهامره ثانيه، حيل متخوفه من الطفل الثاني ومومستعده حق مسؤليه أكبر بصراحه وايد خايفه بس بالنهايه لازم يكون عندي طفل ثاني ماراح أقدر ءأجل الموضوع أكثر، ياريت إذا عندچ نصايح وأفكار تشاركينا فيها عن وجود الطفل الثاني وزيادة المسؤوليه على الأم.
وفي أمنيه ياريت تتحقق إن تنقلين المواضيع للغه العربيه 🌹
Life with two kids is Dramatic and then there you are juggling a job and your side tasks.. so nothing is wrong with being frustrated especially when they have such a small age gap between them... you'll look back at this and Thank God you went thro every moment of it anyways its worth the struggle xox Bless your Little Fam
I remember when by brother came to the world we were told he had no left leg(which was so scary). His birth was in a government hospital and the nurses there were just so messed up. I was surprised to hear you had a wonderful experience at a government hospital in comparison to our experience. Well long story short, it turns out he had fibular hemimelia( idk if i spelt that correctly), which just means he has a short and crooked leg. Imagine just how terrifying it was to hear he had no leg at all to having a leg. We all just burst in tears when we heard he actually had a leg. From then on we never went to a government hospital for any of his treatments and actually treated his leg with one of the best doctors and founder of a lengthening device specifically for people with this disease.
Ascia I never comment but just wanted to say tbat your strength and dedication as a mum is beautiful and inspiring. Well done to you for your commitment to breastfeeding Noah through all the upheaval...I'm sure it made a huge diffence in his health. All the best xx
Watching this had me so emotional. I'm breastfeeding as I'm watching this and just looking at my son and thinking of that happening is just awful. Lhamdillah everything turned out to be fine. You're a strong mama and Noah is a beautiful little boy xx
Strong mama 💪🏻💘💘💘god bless you and your family 👨👩👦👦
لا حول ولا قوة الا بالله... الله يعطيكم الصحة والعافيه... الحمدلله على سلامتكم💓
Wow, people moaning that you're making life with 2 seem dramatic need a slap. I have 3 young children, 1, 2 and 4 years old and I consider myself a VERY strong, organised and tolerant person, but it's DAMN TOUGH even at the best of times. Its getting easier now that they are getting a bit older and more independent but looking after young kids is no easy task. I love them to bits but sometimes I'm amazed that I'm still functioning. So don't pay any attention to anyone who criticises you ❤️
Watching this while I put my baby girl to sleep after she vomited twice on me and the bed! She is just 2 weeks younger than Noah and to watch you cry made me cry for various reasons, it could be the lack of sleep and the fact that I'm a first time mommy! But I also had a traumatic labor and delivery experience that ended up in a C section. Stay strong Ascia
Strong mama strong baby ... strong family 😘😘😘😘... Allah bless you ... I started crying with you 😂😂😂
New food channel ,what I ate today in Arabic 🌸🙋🙋🙋🙋🙋🙋🙋
you remind me when my 19 months baby having his first cramp:( he was having fever 38,5 and i was sitting with my father so he suggested to put him in a warm water 💦 i put him for 5 minutes only then he started tremble i took him directly covering his body with towels at this time he cramped i wasn't able to speak just trying to think he gonna be ok put he lost his consciousness :( i grabbed him to the car without putting my hijab on screaming on the driver to go faster to the ambulance center in our neighborhood and they transferred us to the ambulance and lead us to the hospital this experience was the hardest in my howl life i can't stop crying while watching you telling your baby story may god bless our family all ❤
im sorry to hear that but hope noah gets all well and healthy. and u too stay healthy :) got two kids as well.... good luck to both of us :)
You are like everything is weighing you down but you are still being yourself and so cool n chill about it
Gotta fake it 'till you make it I guess
The Hybrids - Ascia & Ahmad 😃 m so happy I got a reply from you 😍 you are such an inspiration always looking towards light love this about u
Awww May Allah reward you for your patience. That's really hard to go thru. 💔I teared up when you were talking about it. May Allah grant Noah shifa and good health. Stay strong and loveee you a lot! 💖💖💖💖 I wanna be a nurse in the near future inshallah so this just made me want to do it even more. ❤❤❤
18 weeks and my baby is still in neonatal intensive care ... I'm glad your boy is healthy ❤
SO much respect for you ❤ I'm so glad that both you and the baby are ok! You're so inspirational and strong and not to mention an amazing mother. So don't let anyone tell you otherwise!!
May Allah bless ur family ! Stay strong ASCIA
This is so emotional.
Alhamdulillah your baby is fine.
So happy little Noah is fine. May ur boys grow up to be just as strong and precious as you are. Such a lovely family ❤ regards
طيب انا كعربية غير متقنه للغه الانجليزيه ايش استفدت من محتوى الفيديو!!!؟ على الاقل حطي ترجمة على الاقل
Poor little baby 😢 .. al hamdulilallah he is okay now
I wish you and your little family all the best. May Allaah ta3aalaa strengthen you and heal your little boy. I know how you must be feeling right now and how hard it must be for you as a mom. You will get used to it in shaa2 Allaah but that feeling will never disappear no matter how old they will be, that's the Fitrah and the love of a mother :)
ياالله يا آسيا صحت معاك وضحكت معاك تجربتك أكيد ماكانت سهلة أنا كأم تأثرت وأنا أسمعها بس ! الله يعطيك الصحة والعافية ويخليك لهم.. ويحفظهم لك من كل شر
Hanoof Abdallah
ليش ايش فيه ولد اسيا
This exact same thing happened to my son. It was a one off green vomit but we had to transfer from a private birthing unit back to the womens hospital where I gave birth to him. He was admitted to the NICU and stayed for 3 nights. They did an X-ray on him to make sure his insides weren't twisted and luckily nothing was wrong and they never actually told us why it happened. It was an awful time seeing him so tiny and in an incubator, I didn't handle it very well but happy to say he's now almost 4 months old, sleeping through for the last 2 months and growing super fast. Such an awful experience especially when you think everything is perfect and going well, then boom something goes wrong. I hope your little man is doing well now :)
so happy for you and your boys ♡ you look so good right now :) and dont worry about people talking shit, having a baby is a BIG DEAL! and you got through it twice so you rock! lml Wish you the best ♡♡♡♡♡
Hi Ascia!
First, الحمدلله على سلامتك وسلامة نوح ❤️
Second, I give birth to my first child on Dec 21, 2016! Three weeks apart from your delivery. I had a similar experience, where my baby had a brownish/ red vomit after breast feeding her for the first time! They took her to intensive care and has been there for 3 nights! Thankfully she didn't need any surgery but they give her antibiotic for couple days to make sure everything is okay! It's really hard to see your baby in a cubical and be helpless. 💔 Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤️
I weighed 790g at birth and I was also throwing up bile due to intestinal issues. I stayed in an incubator for 2 months and now I'm 22, super strong, healthy and happy! Allah is great. Moms of premature babies- have hope!
am so sorry you went through that, your such an inspiration, your an amazing mother
سبحان الله مين كان يتخيل انها من تحكي قصص دينيه و محجبه و في ٢٠٢٠ تترك الحجاب و تسوي تاتو و تصير تسوي معاني تاتوها الله يهدي الجميع