You might not get as many views as you deserve but you talk so much sense and you are wonderfully articulate and obviously have a really good heart Vix. From someone who went from cutting as a teenager to heroin for 12 years to just kill this 'pain' I couldn't understand, with everything from suicide attempts and spells in a mental hospital and rehab I been there and done it. I'm 37 now and yeah it's still a battle to not be consumed by the horrible black cloud but without a doubt expressing yourself in whatever creative way you can, telling yourself it won't last forever, talking about it and exercise have been lifesavers for me. I'm glad I decided to look you up! I hope you are doing well and in good form ☺ all best from 🇮🇪 P. S I have to say you look absolutely incredible, I mean really something else. Whatever is your secret it's working! ☺
Aw… that’s so lovely! 😊 Thank you very much for your kind words. I guess I’ve never really pushed the views and likes thing much! I do private life coaching, reiki, mindfulness etc though. I’m so sorry you’ve been through such a lot, but it sounds like you’ve pushed through and are managing now. I do hope so. There’s still so much life left to live and change and grow! Trust me; I know! 🌸 Hugs 🤗
@@ViXVoX wow thank you so much for a really lovely reply. That's made my day. Oh I've been homeless and in prison and someone close to me died in my arms. I used to inject heroin and feel like I was just like everyone else then. The big hole in me like a clenched fist in my chest would relax. But all I was doing was masking it. I mean heroin is just a brand name for diaceytlmorphine. I've a degree in English so I devour books and I write to release anxiety or tension. I actually have a heart tattooed on my calf with words removed and they say 'I hurt myself to get pain out' a lyric Richie Edwards wrote. I love how open, succinct and relatable you are when you speak about this stuff. I had reiki a few times and definitely felt the benefits from it. Sometimes I have to put a song on to distract me or spend my money so its still a battle. But I go to counselling twice a month and really try be as fit as I can and get that rush that way. I went through a bad breakup recently (found out she was cheating on me LOADS.. while we were in Belfast on a lil holiday) and it was and is difficult at times to give in and say 'eff it' but I go for a cycle or play with my cats(I've 3)or write or listen to music and try focus on the moment to help it pass. Please keep making videos Vix! The world needs awesome people like you in it. Especially these days. You are so cool btw ☺ 👍
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You might not get as many views as you deserve but you talk so much sense and you are wonderfully articulate and obviously have a really good heart Vix. From someone who went from cutting as a teenager to heroin for 12 years to just kill this 'pain' I couldn't understand, with everything from suicide attempts and spells in a mental hospital and rehab I been there and done it. I'm 37 now and yeah it's still a battle to not be consumed by the horrible black cloud but without a doubt expressing yourself in whatever creative way you can, telling yourself it won't last forever, talking about it and exercise have been lifesavers for me.
I'm glad I decided to look you up! I hope you are doing well and in good form ☺ all best from 🇮🇪
P. S I have to say you look absolutely incredible, I mean really something else. Whatever is your secret it's working! ☺
Aw… that’s so lovely! 😊 Thank you very much for your kind words. I guess I’ve never really pushed the views and likes thing much! I do private life coaching, reiki, mindfulness etc though.
I’m so sorry you’ve been through such a lot, but it sounds like you’ve pushed through and are managing now. I do hope so. There’s still so much life left to live and change and grow! Trust me; I know! 🌸
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@@ViXVoX wow thank you so much for a really lovely reply. That's made my day. Oh I've been homeless and in prison and someone close to me died in my arms. I used to inject heroin and feel like I was just like everyone else then. The big hole in me like a clenched fist in my chest would relax. But all I was doing was masking it. I mean heroin is just a brand name for diaceytlmorphine. I've a degree in English so I devour books and I write to release anxiety or tension. I actually have a heart tattooed on my calf with words removed and they say 'I hurt myself to get pain out' a lyric Richie Edwards wrote.
I love how open, succinct and relatable you are when you speak about this stuff. I had reiki a few times and definitely felt the benefits from it. Sometimes I have to put a song on to distract me or spend my money so its still a battle. But I go to counselling twice a month and really try be as fit as I can and get that rush that way. I went through a bad breakup recently (found out she was cheating on me LOADS.. while we were in Belfast on a lil holiday) and it was and is difficult at times to give in and say 'eff it' but I go for a cycle or play with my cats(I've 3)or write or listen to music and try focus on the moment to help it pass.
Please keep making videos Vix! The world needs awesome people like you in it. Especially these days. You are so cool btw ☺ 👍