What have the artists said about the song? Sorority Noise vocalist/guitarist Cam Boucher shared: This song is about having a friend pass away and still keeping them fondly in your mind to the point where you show up to their house forgetting that they’re no longer there. It’s about struggling to keep up with the people you love when you’re away and how to be/how it feels to not be there for them when they need you most.
the bit with the guy with the bag over his head at the airport was the single most powerful thing i've witnessed all year. that is exactly what having a panic attack in public is like but nobody can see it.
I agree. Also probably helps that this song has the same chord progression as "the quiet things no one ever knows" by brand new. Helps to give off that vibe that brand new has/had. Sorority noise put out the album of the year in my opinion.
I don't know anything about music from a technical standpoint, but Quiet Things is my favorite Brand New song and No Halo is one of my current favorites, I'm sure it's no coincidence.
I actually make it a point to walk past my old friends' houses that i lost touch with so that maybe one day they'll be sitting on their stoop or coming out the door and they'll notice me walking by and we'll get to talking and become friends again but I'll never directly reach out because who knows if they even want me around anymore, I mean I figure that's why we stopped talking in the first place but who knows
Reach out, if its one thing I learned the last year is everyone gets busy, when your free never lines up and you just end up drifting to people who have the same hours free as you do. Some of the best times to be had can come from catching up with a old freind.
You know... There is nothing to lose if you reach out. If they don't want you it will automatically drift away, but if it's meant to last you might regret not taking that chance. So reach out.
I just realized the lady driving circles in the parking lot is the same lady who killed herself with carbon monoxide. Such a sad video. But such a well delivered message. Well done Sorority Noise, I cannot stop crying
no one ever talks about how many people die around you in your 20s. Ive lost 3 friends so far. and far more family members. it's a sobering moment when you stop and think about it.
Lance Haggard I’m right there with you man, I’ve lost three friends over the past couple years and currently loosing my grandparents. It hurts beyond belief to think about the potential and life that was lost when someone passes at a young age.
I just wanna say, years later after my freshman year of highschool... I was really depressed and suicidal. Id have times where i almost died by ending my life and that shit wasn't fun. Sorority noise helped me through it all and id remember playing this song at 5 to 6 am in the morning before my zero hour and itd be dark af outside and just that atmosphere with this song playing was almost haunting, a feeling ill never forget. Thank you Cam and sorority noise, in a way... You guys kinda saved my life
For some reason the first 2 times I saw this video it didn't really hit me, and then the third time I watched it I just started openly weeping in my cubicle at work.
My friend took his life about 3 years ago this time of year. Still wicked tough. I thought I made peace with it until recently. This winter has been a different beast. This song hits a little too close to home. Such a good song, cheers guys
@@belafontelife9781 some things needed to be shouted out to the ether. I miss my buddy, sorry if that bothered you. He was a great dude and sorely missed.
LYRICS: This last week I slept 8 hours total, I barely sleep Maybe that's why I've been weak The same things that plague you still plaguing me God called you to fulfill a vacancy I tried to see why it wasn't me So I didn't show up to your funeral But I showed up to your house And I didn't move a muscle I was quiet as a mouse And I swore I saw you in there But I was looking at myself I'm placing bets against myself And honestly I'm a mess With the car engulfed in flames I am a wreck Things I should have said through call or text Just really been so busy and I regret Cause if there's no rest for the wicked I'm as evil as it gets Thing I should have said So I didn't show up to your funeral But I showed up to your house And I didn't move a muscle I was quiet as a mouse And I swore I saw you in there But I was looking at myself So when you show up to my funeral Will you be wearing white or black And I know the voice is in you It's the energy I lack So if there's a race to heaven I will surely come in last And if there's a race to heaven I will always come in last
That’s a rough place to be I decided to be sober for 8 months and it’s the hardest things I’ve ever done. That release is a beautiful feeling but take pride in the fact you decided to take that step. If nothing else I believe in you friend. It’s a process you can do it!
@@rogermendez7266 back into rehab to get off the methadone they put me on when I first commented here. I'll go away. I'll leave this city. Fuck it all. I will be healthy and I will rule my life.
Stopped listening to this type of music years ago, but there's something about the combination of the song and imagery that's insanely powerful, and I can't stop watching.
@@GoodfellasX21 yo sometimes you can't jam this hell it's hard for me to listen to this because of my mental state and what I would do to myself you don't have to be so mean just because they stop listening to it
I love how the vocals for this song have both a quieter, more normal speaking track and a harsher, more emotional track. It shows how people dealing with grief can seem fine on the outside, but on the jnside, they're screaming. I just lost my Dad last month and this song is helping me deal with it, knowing I'm not alone in my grief.
I've been struggling with suicide since I was 10 years old, I'm 25 now and it still hasn't left me, I doubt it ever will. I just don't speak about it with my loved ones anymore, I get tired of them worrying. I went down a rabbit hole of old songs from "15 year old me" tonight and I found this one, for the first time. I've never heard of this band either. There was a specific part of this song that made me bust out in tears. I remembered why I stopped listening to this kind of music, but at the same time it feels good to let it out of my system for once. This song is a piece of art and evokes strong emotions.
this is now the 2nd video of his work that I've really enjoyed, After The Party by The Menzingers is my favorite video that came out this year and now I have a #2 with this one, Kyle has a lot of talent, he knows how to make a music video.
This has to be one of the saddest songs I've ever heard. It depicts the absence of someone and their death so beautifully. I feel like this song is one that will stick with me forever. It makes me think of my family and how short life really is.
Hope that coma didn’t do too much damage to her in the long term, my older brother lost his ability to control his right leg for the most part 5 years ago but he made it and we laugh about it now
Never saw them, in the bar right now, I listen to this song every once in a while since I had a break down crying to it in the Denver airport on my birthday. I live in jersey, so the alienation was peak
I discovered this song right after I learned about my friend Trevor passing. I just saw him last week. I felt like I heard this song for a reason. And this video describes the affect of the situation in such an amazing way. Rest In Peace Trevor
I used to watch and listen to this on repeat when I was going through some serious heartbreak. I thought she was the one and I would never ever recover. I thought she was my soulmate. Someone I had always yearned for. She wasn't. This song helped me to grieve so much. And now I'm fine. Took a while to forget her, but it worked. Gtfo, meet new people, make new friends, ideally change your whole environment lol love you
I found this song a few years ago and it would always make me cry every time I listened to it. No real reason other than the general sadness/message of the song. My mom passed away just this last February and now this song makes me cry even more. Cause it pulls out that sadness I have for the loss of her. I find great emotional release with this song, it’s therapeutic. Thank you Sorority Noise for helping me release the emotions I’d otherwise suppress. Music is healing.
my friend died a few days earlier...this song hits like a truck every time i hear it but it reminds me the time we used to share music...i miss him so much and this makes me thing so much of him, even writting this my chest hurts.
As i've watched this music video more and more I think I've been able to pin point what sets it apart from others. 1. The complete lack of the person that committed suicide 2. What I interpret as the contrast between how we act outwardly, inwardly, and how we wish we could react outwardly.
This last week I slept 8 hours total, I barely sleep Maybe that's why I've been weak The same things that plague you still plaguing me God called you to fulfill a vacancy I tried to see why it wasn't me So I didn't show up to your funeral But I showed up to your house And I didn't move a muscle I was quiet as a mouse And I swore I saw you in there But I was looking at myself I'm placing bets against myself And honestly I'm a mess With the car engulfed in flames I am a wreck Things I should have said through call or text I've just really been so busy and I regret Cause if there's no rest for the wicked I'm as evil as it gets So I didn't show up to your funeral But I showed up to your house And I didn't move a muscle I was quiet as a mouse And I swore I saw you in there But I was looking at myself So when you show up to my funeral Will you be wearing white or black? And I know the force is in you It's the energy I lack So if there's a race to heaven I will surely come in last And if there's a race to heaven I will always come in last
I have an interpretation of this that I think fits well: basically, all the little vignettes of the people show what they feel on the inside, but in the video they express it on the outside. This goes for Cam too. He sees the bodies in body bags because his mind is on his dead friends. Interesting concept but I think it works. And the reason why the people don't react like in 0:44 and 1:50 is because these are internal emotions. Only we, the audience, and the character expressing it can see the emotions. Deep shit. And I could be totally wrong but this makes sense to me.
clockWorks10 I have a similar interpretation, but divide the vignettes into 3 categories; how we express inwardly, outwardly, and how we wish we could express outwardly but for whatever reason don't. Most of them can fall in multiple categories.
Can I just say that I believe in you, I believe in the youth and the younger generation! I fully believe you guys are going to save the world, heal the planet, and usher in a new age of higher consciousness. I just know it, with every fiber of my being and on a cellular level... I have always known it. I've felt it coming for years. The world is changing, our realities are shifting, our consciousness as a whole is ascending, and I believe I'm going to get to see it in my lifetime. I know I'm also an important part of it, coz we all are. The pain we experience here has a purpose, or at least it used to, but it's no longer going to be necessary in the new reality we're creating together. Reading all of the comments to these newer songs I have been listening to fills me with hope and so much courage, it connects me to all of you. Starseeds, indigo's, whatever you want to call yourself: this is your confirmation, this message is for you. I love you and am grateful that you specifically exist. Your being here, and you reading this, is no coincidence. The world needs you and your specific light. So shine your light and be your most authentic self above all else, you are perfect exactly as you are. Whatever you are striving to be just know that you are already that, the most high. You have an important mission here and the world needs you desperately. So when you inevitably feel so lost, look into your heart and find yourself and know the truth that you are not alone. Remember you chose this, your being here is not an accident. And so it is. ❤️💛💚💙💜 Ps. Never trust the government kiddies lol
having been diagnosed with manic depression at 19 Using" was the first song I heard on audiotree and was so thankful for the words spoken before they played it after some recent deaths/suicides amongst my friends at 22 now I think this video moved the sinking in my chest , to a lump in my throat and now tears thanks guys
This song hits hard for me. I've lost so many friends to addiction, and now I'm sobbing in my bedroom alone. The funeral imagery, the deaths, the emotional outbursts, the pain, the religion, this video hits so close to home I can't help but cry.
Man, the last time I heard this song years ago I generally got a little sad, now listening to it a few years after a close friend passed away I understand why it made me so depressed at the time.
Oh my god..That was just...There aren’t words. Too much emotion shown for words. Too much than you would think could fit in moving pictures, words, and notes of music. I couldn’t look away
This is my current favorite song. I hope I don’t over listen to it but usually I don’t do that so I should be good. I just discovered this band yesterday and they are pretty awesome.
My friend killed himself on Saturday. I won’t go into too much into detail so I don’t have to cry but it’s hard. And I finally feel this song for what it is now. “And if there’s a race to heaven, I will always come in last.” I get that now.. I feel it... it hard. I hope Lincoln’s happy now.
Best. Video. Ever. Is there a word for "beyond powerful"? Because this is so much more than anything I could have hoped for....completely speechless. Knowing loss, and knowing depression and anxiety, This speaks to me. One of my favorite moments in life was watching this incredible band perform live. They stuck with me. They have the most unbelievably raw performance. Seriously. A whole new meaning to "leaving it all on the stage". Great job guys. Please never stop giving us your heart. We will cherish it forever.
[tw: grief, loss, suicide, illness] I lost both of my childhood friends. The first one was due to cancer when I was 12 (he was 14). I couldn't attend his funeral because I lived out of state at the time. It was very heartbreaking for me and my other childhood friend. Then at 19, I lost the other childhood friend to suicide (he was 17). I attended his funeral. I had to sort through a lot of guilt because I had moved out of the city we grew up in and had no idea what was going on in his life at the time. I stare at their homes (one of the houses is behind my parents while the other is to the side and I can see both of them from my backyard) every time I go visit my parents. This whole song hits close to home, but the last few lines shatter my heart every time. "So if there's a race to heaven I will surely come in last And if there's a race to heaven I will always come in last"
You left without a sound. All curled up in your bed. I went to your funeral and nobody played the part. You deserved better. Brother, you deserved better.
I mean, you were a chaos upon this temperate land. Exploding with passion. How it was to find you so passive. Defeated, ultimately. We should have fought more. We should've fought for our lives. I wish you could've heard good words. The ones that took you from this moment to the next. Just enough to keep you from yourself. You could've shined, man! It's these demons that plague us. I'll kill them for us. Let's do this, brother! ❤
@@donknotts85 I was thinking about my dead cousin when I thought to comment here. Not another song of theirs 😅 I was and have been dealing with alcoholism since that time. He overdosed on something (we think). Nobody on my side of the family really knows. They found him dead in his room when they started to smell his corpse. My uncle dropped by one day. Real hard ass dude. Stepped in the house and said something's not right. He checked all the rooms and found him while everyone in the house played stupid. Like they couldn't have known. It's a lot looking back on our families and how they treated his death and funeral. So I connect with the struggles that kill us both. I only wish I could've shared it with him. I've a sister, was raised by women. He was a brother to me. This song just hits that fucking nail, ya'know..
Christian Perez I am a cop in the metro Detroit area and unfortunately I’ve discovered people deceased in that manner more time than I care to remember. Fortunate that I haven’t had to experience it with a family member. I don’t know you or did not know your cousin obviously, but I would think your cousin would want the best for you and for you to stay strong. If you need someone to vent to in order to put the bottle down, let me know and I will send you my contact info.
We need to live for the ones that don't live anymore or never had the chance to. Besides that, Thrash is one hell of a director, his videos are always so rich in detail! The feelings of grief, loss, angst, anxiety and mourning the video shows beautifully represent the general feeling of the song.
I wanted to kill myself so bad months ago. Worse period in my life and I had so much friends and family calling me everyday cause they could just feel how close to the end I was. I wasn’t even thinking of how it would effect my 8 year old son I just wanted it all to stop. I heard this song and watched this video during that time and everything about it resonated every single thing I was feeling and it made me realize I’m not the only person that’s ever felt this way and people make it through this. This was the day before I was gonna sit in my car in the garage and leave it running. Now I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. I got with the love of my life, got a new house, a new dog. I can’t imagine if I had missed out on the life I’m living on this day. Thank you so much.
Theres nothing more emo then, getting better. All the sad songs stop to hit because they just bring you down to that place your working out of. And way later you completley forget about it. Your out living your life, things are going on, and then bam. This song just shows up after 4 years and stops everything for a few minutes, and you cant help but be greatful for what youve been able to actually pull off in this thing we call life. Thats fucking emo.
Every single frame of this video mixed with every single note of this song create together something really beautiful and sad at the same time. Love you guys since the day one. Sooner or later I really hope to watch you live here in Ireland
What have the artists said about the song?
Sorority Noise vocalist/guitarist Cam Boucher shared:
This song is about having a friend pass away and still keeping them fondly in your mind to the point where you show up to their house forgetting that they’re no longer there. It’s about struggling to keep up with the people you love when you’re away and how to be/how it feels to not be there for them when they need you most.
im not crying you're crying
I'm not crying, you are crying.
Oof. Gut punch. 😮
Both love and hate you for telling me that, before it was a cool song and now it's a really cool song but also very fucking sad
There are days I want to call my mom show her a song I heard or finished a book she recommended me.
the bit with the guy with the bag over his head at the airport was the single most powerful thing i've witnessed all year.
that is exactly what having a panic attack in public is like but nobody can see it.
i agree
Mine aren't like that
I can't hold it in
i love you, wanna talk about it?
it is basma It's the same way except I cry a LOT
thank u :)
it is basma oh I forgot to mention you have a playlist and I love it
that last chorus is at the 'Brand New' tier of chilling emo choruses.
Well said
EXACTLY
I agree. Also probably helps that this song has the same chord progression as "the quiet things no one ever knows" by brand new. Helps to give off that vibe that brand new has/had. Sorority noise put out the album of the year in my opinion.
I don't know anything about music from a technical standpoint, but Quiet Things is my favorite Brand New song and No Halo is one of my current favorites, I'm sure it's no coincidence.
AHX this comment aged like 2006 milk
This is even better than I remember
It really is a masterpiece of a song, especially with the video
Honestly. I've been feeling the same.
Still one of the best.
Your videos are awesome
*It is by far my favorite punk song*
I actually make it a point to walk past my old friends' houses that i lost touch with so that maybe one day they'll be sitting on their stoop or coming out the door and they'll notice me walking by and we'll get to talking and become friends again but I'll never directly reach out because who knows if they even want me around anymore, I mean I figure that's why we stopped talking in the first place but who knows
Reach out, if its one thing I learned the last year is everyone gets busy, when your free never lines up and you just end up drifting to people who have the same hours free as you do. Some of the best times to be had can come from catching up with a old freind.
You know... There is nothing to lose if you reach out. If they don't want you it will automatically drift away, but if it's meant to last you might regret not taking that chance. So reach out.
It cant hurt to try dude. I wish you both the best
I just realized the lady driving circles in the parking lot is the same lady who killed herself with carbon monoxide. Such a sad video. But such a well delivered message. Well done Sorority Noise, I cannot stop crying
Project Lemshki and the young lady in the passenger seat of the self driving car is her grand daughter.
no one ever talks about how many people die around you in your 20s. Ive lost 3 friends so far. and far more family members. it's a sobering moment when you stop and think about it.
Lance Haggard I’m right there with you man, I’ve lost three friends over the past couple years and currently loosing my grandparents. It hurts beyond belief to think about the potential and life that was lost when someone passes at a young age.
I lost my cousin. I miss her soooo much
I almost lost my girlfriend a couple times now. I feel you.
I'm 25 and I've been to more funerals of my friends than I have to weddings. 7 funerals 1 wedding.
20s are the worst age, and year apparently
I just wanna say, years later after my freshman year of highschool... I was really depressed and suicidal. Id have times where i almost died by ending my life and that shit wasn't fun. Sorority noise helped me through it all and id remember playing this song at 5 to 6 am in the morning before my zero hour and itd be dark af outside and just that atmosphere with this song playing was almost haunting, a feeling ill never forget. Thank you Cam and sorority noise, in a way... You guys kinda saved my life
Hey homie, thanks for sharing your story. I'm glad you're still here
i'm not crying, you're crying
We are all crying
True
I am crying
I just have something in my eyes...
For some reason the first 2 times I saw this video it didn't really hit me, and then the third time I watched it I just started openly weeping in my cubicle at work.
My friend took his life about 3 years ago this time of year. Still wicked tough. I thought I made peace with it until recently. This winter has been a different beast. This song hits a little too close to home. Such a good song, cheers guys
dark days the band is called pup give it a listen.
Jason Artim.
I will stay alive and fix the things I've broken, for you.
You deserved so much more brother.
I miss you.
Bro, I don’t think he’s browsing RUclips….
@@belafontelife9781 some things needed to be shouted out to the ether. I miss my buddy, sorry if that bothered you. He was a great dude and sorely missed.
@@idufalalot oh don’t be sorry. It was only “clapping at the end of a movie” annoying, perfectly within bounds.
LYRICS:
This last week
I slept 8 hours total, I barely sleep
Maybe that's why I've been weak
The same things that plague you still plaguing me
God called you to fulfill a vacancy
I tried to see why it wasn't me
So I didn't show up to your funeral
But I showed up to your house
And I didn't move a muscle
I was quiet as a mouse
And I swore I saw you in there
But I was looking at myself
I'm placing bets against myself
And honestly I'm a mess
With the car engulfed in flames
I am a wreck
Things I should have said through call or text
Just really been so busy and I regret
Cause if there's no rest for the wicked
I'm as evil as it gets
Thing I should have said
So I didn't show up to your funeral
But I showed up to your house
And I didn't move a muscle
I was quiet as a mouse
And I swore I saw you in there
But I was looking at myself
So when you show up to my funeral
Will you be wearing white or black
And I know the voice is in you
It's the energy I lack
So if there's a race to heaven
I will surely come in last
And if there's a race to heaven
I will always come in last
thank you sm
"and if there's no rest for the wicked, then I'm as evil as it gets" is a lyric that has always resonated with me for some reason.
I'm in rehab since four days now. This video finally made me cry for the first time in like four years.
That’s a rough place to be I decided to be sober for 8 months and it’s the hardest things I’ve ever done. That release is a beautiful feeling but take pride in the fact you decided to take that step. If nothing else I believe in you friend. It’s a process you can do it!
@@Antmcleod95 thanks man. You're a nice dude.
@@HerrStrenner how are you doing?
Hope you’re doing better now. You had to have felt rough that first week. Glad this music/music video spoke volumes to you too ✌️
@@rogermendez7266 back into rehab to get off the methadone they put me on when I first commented here. I'll go away. I'll leave this city. Fuck it all. I will be healthy and I will rule my life.
Stopped listening to this type of music years ago, but there's something about the combination of the song and imagery that's insanely powerful, and I can't stop watching.
Shouldn't you be mad at bojack?
You stopped listening to real music? Sorry you've been driven to the mindless mainstream bs
@@GoodfellasX21 what a weirdly presumptuous comment. You know there’s more genres than emo and mainstream pop, right?
@@GoodfellasX21 yo sometimes you can't jam this hell it's hard for me to listen to this because of my mental state and what I would do to myself you don't have to be so mean just because they stop listening to it
@@GoodfellasX21 You're so fucking insufferable
The camera shot at 1:37 is one of the most beautiful pieces of cinematography I've ever seen
did you mean 1:36 ??
well played
this is probably kinda dumb and obvious but if you like that vibe you should watch the virgin suicides or even lost in translation
That scene made me really sad. It communicates loneliness pretty well. Really powerful!
that 2 second scene is the most striking and sad
this song was already touchy to listen to but after this video i need to spend a few hours regaining my composure
Smoothskin
Is it too late to join you?
This is the 1000th time I've watched this tbh
I think ill take walk past my buddies old house. miss him
(G)old
I love how the vocals for this song have both a quieter, more normal speaking track and a harsher, more emotional track. It shows how people dealing with grief can seem fine on the outside, but on the jnside, they're screaming. I just lost my Dad last month and this song is helping me deal with it, knowing I'm not alone in my grief.
Holy shit that was amazing
will you be reviewing "you arent as ____ as you think"??
I did the week it came out lol
ARTV hi Jon 👋
ARTV yo! Artv! Give deja entendu a full 5/5 would you please?
I came here because of your Top 50 Best Songs of 2017 video
I've been struggling with suicide since I was 10 years old, I'm 25 now and it still hasn't left me, I doubt it ever will. I just don't speak about it with my loved ones anymore, I get tired of them worrying. I went down a rabbit hole of old songs from "15 year old me" tonight and I found this one, for the first time. I've never heard of this band either. There was a specific part of this song that made me bust out in tears. I remembered why I stopped listening to this kind of music, but at the same time it feels good to let it out of my system for once. This song is a piece of art and evokes strong emotions.
which part was it? glad you got to let it out stay strong
kyle thrash is one talented dude
big fan of the shadynasty prof pic :)
hahaha hell yeah
this is now the 2nd video of his work that I've really enjoyed, After The Party by The Menzingers is my favorite video that came out this year and now I have a #2 with this one, Kyle has a lot of talent, he knows how to make a music video.
this video came out the same day i learned a friend of mine passed away. i've listened to it almost non-stop. thank you, sorority noise
I'm in the exact same position as you man, just learned my friend committed suicide and then this came out. Hope you're okay.
Yeah, that was what it was for my friend too. It's a rough time so I appreciate it, man. I hope you're doing as well as you can right now too.
Cloud Wolf this is so beautiful, two complete strangers wishing the best for each other
Had a friend take their life this week. This song has been going through my head ever since I heard the news.
This has to be one of the saddest songs I've ever heard. It depicts the absence of someone and their death so beautifully. I feel like this song is one that will stick with me forever. It makes me think of my family and how short life really is.
I'm wishing you lots of love
Hope that coma didn’t do too much damage to her in the long term, my older brother lost his ability to control his right leg for the most part 5 years ago but he made it and we laugh about it now
I don't know what is better, the music video or the song..
Love the song, but it's clearly the video. Compare this to 99% of music videos, very few if any are this powerful.
I love your profile picture
Fabulous Killjoy No, I love you more than you can love his/her picture. Have a good existence.
Nice pfp
I doubt anyone will read this but I'm at the bar with this in my headphones. Seen them back in 2016, and I've loved them since
I read this, saw them back in 2016 and would do anything to see them back together again
Never saw them, in the bar right now, I listen to this song every once in a while since I had a break down crying to it in the Denver airport on my birthday. I live in jersey, so the alienation was peak
By chance, was it in Seattle with the band Citizen and the opening act was Great Grandpa
In my book you kick ass
I discovered this song right after I learned about my friend Trevor passing. I just saw him last week. I felt like I heard this song for a reason. And this video describes the affect of the situation in such an amazing way. Rest In Peace Trevor
I used to watch and listen to this on repeat when I was going through some serious heartbreak. I thought she was the one and I would never ever recover. I thought she was my soulmate. Someone I had always yearned for. She wasn't. This song helped me to grieve so much. And now I'm fine. Took a while to forget her, but it worked. Gtfo, meet new people, make new friends, ideally change your whole environment lol love you
1.6million people have seen this and I've yet to actually meet someone else who has heard them
Lawrence arms brought me here and I'm staying
@kermacide why kpop fans? i dont follow the news
@@arikowidtrash7074 because jisoo from blackpink had this song on her playlist
That ain't a lot, takes about 20mil. 200mil is near mainstream
This song says something in a way that no other song has ever been able to communicate.
I found this song a few years ago and it would always make me cry every time I listened to it. No real reason other than the general sadness/message of the song. My mom passed away just this last February and now this song makes me cry even more. Cause it pulls out that sadness I have for the loss of her. I find great emotional release with this song, it’s therapeutic. Thank you Sorority Noise for helping me release the emotions I’d otherwise suppress. Music is healing.
I always lose it when the guy with a bag over his head comes up. Chokes me up every single time. The feels in this whole video are just too real
my friend died a few days earlier...this song hits like a truck every time i hear it but it reminds me the time we used to share music...i miss him so much and this makes me thing so much of him, even writting this my chest hurts.
As i've watched this music video more and more I think I've been able to pin point what sets it apart from others.
1. The complete lack of the person that committed suicide
2. What I interpret as the contrast between how we act outwardly, inwardly, and how we wish we could react outwardly.
Every single shot in this, every single frame, every single detail, they're all impeccable.
I can't breathe everytime I watch this. Sorority Noise is a blessing undeserved .
This last week
I slept 8 hours total, I barely sleep
Maybe that's why I've been weak
The same things that plague you still plaguing me
God called you to fulfill a vacancy
I tried to see why it wasn't me
So I didn't show up to your funeral
But I showed up to your house
And I didn't move a muscle
I was quiet as a mouse
And I swore I saw you in there
But I was looking at myself
I'm placing bets against myself
And honestly I'm a mess
With the car engulfed in flames
I am a wreck
Things I should have said through call or text
I've just really been so busy and I regret
Cause if there's no rest for the wicked
I'm as evil as it gets
So I didn't show up to your funeral
But I showed up to your house
And I didn't move a muscle
I was quiet as a mouse
And I swore I saw you in there
But I was looking at myself
So when you show up to my funeral
Will you be wearing white or black?
And I know the force is in you
It's the energy I lack
So if there's a race to heaven
I will surely come in last
And if there's a race to heaven
I will always come in last
3 years and I still cry every time the little beat change at like 2:20 happens
Best music video I've seen in a long while.
Cam, If you're reading this.... Come back. The scene needs you. I need you.
Benjamin Hazard we all need him
Cam who? I lost a Cam as well...... this gave me chills to read this comment at 2:43 am.
@@bluur2 Cameron Boucher, the lead singer of Sorority Noise
@@kylerrandall2968 oh wow you were reaching out to him to come back to music haha. I was under the impression he was no longer with us
@@bluur2 yeah, the dude saved my life. like acutally. I want him to come back but i respect him wanting to take a break
this video justifies the power of the song
I fucking love you guys more and more with each album.
Red Foreman
I love them more and more every second of each song
"Cause if there's no rest for the wicked, I'm as evil as it gets" I love this line
I wonder what the budget for this video was. Whatever it was, it was worth it
I have an interpretation of this that I think fits well: basically, all the little vignettes of the people show what they feel on the inside, but in the video they express it on the outside. This goes for Cam too. He sees the bodies in body bags because his mind is on his dead friends. Interesting concept but I think it works. And the reason why the people don't react like in 0:44 and 1:50 is because these are internal emotions. Only we, the audience, and the character expressing it can see the emotions. Deep shit. And I could be totally wrong but this makes sense to me.
clockWorks10 I have a similar interpretation, but divide the vignettes into 3 categories; how we express inwardly, outwardly, and how we wish we could express outwardly but for whatever reason don't. Most of them can fall in multiple categories.
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I think it also has a lot to do with how people who are suicidal are screaming for help but noone pays attention to them
This is fucking beautiful. Greatest band ever + amazing music director = perfectness.
eeeeeehhhh
perfection*
Hum is the greatest band ever imo
holy shit i need to go lay down for 4 years after seeing this one
Can I just say that I believe in you, I believe in the youth and the younger generation! I fully believe you guys are going to save the world, heal the planet, and usher in a new age of higher consciousness. I just know it, with every fiber of my being and on a cellular level... I have always known it. I've felt it coming for years. The world is changing, our realities are shifting, our consciousness as a whole is ascending, and I believe I'm going to get to see it in my lifetime. I know I'm also an important part of it, coz we all are. The pain we experience here has a purpose, or at least it used to, but it's no longer going to be necessary in the new reality we're creating together. Reading all of the comments to these newer songs I have been listening to fills me with hope and so much courage, it connects me to all of you. Starseeds, indigo's, whatever you want to call yourself: this is your confirmation, this message is for you. I love you and am grateful that you specifically exist. Your being here, and you reading this, is no coincidence. The world needs you and your specific light. So shine your light and be your most authentic self above all else, you are perfect exactly as you are. Whatever you are striving to be just know that you are already that, the most high. You have an important mission here and the world needs you desperately. So when you inevitably feel so lost, look into your heart and find yourself and know the truth that you are not alone. Remember you chose this, your being here is not an accident. And so it is.
❤️💛💚💙💜
Ps. Never trust the government kiddies lol
having been diagnosed with manic depression at 19 Using" was the first song I heard on audiotree and was so thankful for the words spoken before they played it
after some recent deaths/suicides amongst my friends at 22 now
I think this video moved the sinking in my chest , to a lump in my throat and now tears
thanks guys
This song hits hard for me. I've lost so many friends to addiction, and now I'm sobbing in my bedroom alone. The funeral imagery, the deaths, the emotional outbursts, the pain, the religion, this video hits so close to home I can't help but cry.
this song and the video perfectly describe what a person with depression or anxiety or other things go through
I think is pretty cool that Jisoo has this on her playlist. I don’t really listen to K-Pop, but it’s nice seeing fans try out something new.
Man, the last time I heard this song years ago I generally got a little sad, now listening to it a few years after a close friend passed away I understand why it made me so depressed at the time.
happy birthday to this masterpiece!
As much as I hate it, the power of kpop stans is unmatched. This is definitely their most viewed song now.
This is so underrated.
Been listening to this song for years and never gettin tired of it
thank u jisoo, new song for my playlist
Oh my god..That was just...There aren’t words. Too much emotion shown for words. Too much than you would think could fit in moving pictures, words, and notes of music. I couldn’t look away
I haven't stopped watching this for days.
Zach Bee
Me neither
It's been 4 months
i remember exactly where i was in life when this song dropped, and ill never forget it
Me, too
This is 2017's the quiet things that no one ever knows, so good!
*_and if there's a race to heaven, I will always come in last_*
This is my current favorite song. I hope I don’t over listen to it but usually I don’t do that so I should be good. I just discovered this band yesterday and they are pretty awesome.
My friend killed himself on Saturday. I won’t go into too much into detail so I don’t have to cry but it’s hard. And I finally feel this song for what it is now. “And if there’s a race to heaven, I will always come in last.” I get that now.. I feel it... it hard. I hope Lincoln’s happy now.
TGBplays • sorry for your loss 😭 lost great roommate when this album came out so it helped me cope with all of it all !
You guys and your music are one of the two reasons I’m not dead yet
Best. Video. Ever. Is there a word for "beyond powerful"? Because this is so much more than anything I could have hoped for....completely speechless. Knowing loss, and knowing depression and anxiety, This speaks to me. One of my favorite moments in life was watching this incredible band perform live. They stuck with me. They have the most unbelievably raw performance. Seriously. A whole new meaning to "leaving it all on the stage". Great job guys. Please never stop giving us your heart. We will cherish it forever.
Wow the emotion in this song is so palpable. Nearly brought me to tears 🥺. I like it so much.
This music video carries an unbelievable aesthetic.
This is one of my favorite music videos ever. I love how dark and sad it is, yet it is still beautiful.
This is one of my favorite new songs. I love the vocals, lyrics, And the title of the album.
i come back to this song all the time and honestly it is definitely one of my favorites of all time
Jisoo has really unique taste 😳😍
we need more music like this
2021 sorority noise let's go
Nah now it's all about how wet your pussy is and other bullshit. Music has been dead in the mainstream for a long time
haven't seen this in 6 years. first shot and im in tears
Honestly couldn't have made a better music video....This was fantastic!! I had chills the whole time.
The song and the video STILL resonates. Amazing.
After 4 years I still get goosebumps when I listen to this song
[tw: grief, loss, suicide, illness]
I lost both of my childhood friends. The first one was due to cancer when I was 12 (he was 14). I couldn't attend his funeral because I lived out of state at the time. It was very heartbreaking for me and my other childhood friend. Then at 19, I lost the other childhood friend to suicide (he was 17). I attended his funeral. I had to sort through a lot of guilt because I had moved out of the city we grew up in and had no idea what was going on in his life at the time. I stare at their homes (one of the houses is behind my parents while the other is to the side and I can see both of them from my backyard) every time I go visit my parents.
This whole song hits close to home, but the last few lines shatter my heart every time.
"So if there's a race to heaven
I will surely come in last
And if there's a race to heaven
I will always come in last"
the most powerful song videoclipe of all times
As beautiful as this album is, listening to it now brings me back to arguably the worst years of my life.
You left without a sound. All curled up in your bed. I went to your funeral and nobody played the part. You deserved better. Brother, you deserved better.
I mean, you were a chaos upon this temperate land. Exploding with passion. How it was to find you so passive. Defeated, ultimately. We should have fought more. We should've fought for our lives. I wish you could've heard good words. The ones that took you from this moment to the next. Just enough to keep you from yourself. You could've shined, man! It's these demons that plague us. I'll kill them for us. Let's do this, brother! ❤
no idea who this is about, but peace be with them and with you 💚
I know this sounds ignorant, but are these lyrics from another song of theirs? I enjoyed reading this.
@@donknotts85 I was thinking about my dead cousin when I thought to comment here. Not another song of theirs 😅
I was and have been dealing with alcoholism since that time. He overdosed on something (we think). Nobody on my side of the family really knows. They found him dead in his room when they started to smell his corpse. My uncle dropped by one day. Real hard ass dude. Stepped in the house and said something's not right. He checked all the rooms and found him while everyone in the house played stupid. Like they couldn't have known. It's a lot looking back on our families and how they treated his death and funeral. So I connect with the struggles that kill us both. I only wish I could've shared it with him. I've a sister, was raised by women. He was a brother to me. This song just hits that fucking nail, ya'know..
Christian Perez I am a cop in the metro Detroit area and unfortunately I’ve discovered people deceased in that manner more time than I care to remember. Fortunate that I haven’t had to experience it with a family member. I don’t know you or did not know your cousin obviously, but I would think your cousin would want the best for you and for you to stay strong. If you need someone to vent to in order to put the bottle down, let me know and I will send you my contact info.
One of the most powerful small clips I've seen, still love you sorority noise hope you come back for us..
The girl in the mirror at 1:36 was a powerful statement that I missed the first couple times I saw this video
I've always enjoyed Sorority Noise since i heard them a few years ago, but this takes it to the next level. This was amazing. I still have goosebumps.
Fast paced and super relevant to the life we share
We need to live for the ones that don't live anymore or never had the chance to.
Besides that, Thrash is one hell of a director, his videos are always so rich in detail!
The feelings of grief, loss, angst, anxiety and mourning the video shows beautifully represent the general feeling of the song.
I wanted to kill myself so bad months ago. Worse period in my life and I had so much friends and family calling me everyday cause they could just feel how close to the end I was. I wasn’t even thinking of how it would effect my 8 year old son I just wanted it all to stop. I heard this song and watched this video during that time and everything about it resonated every single thing I was feeling and it made me realize I’m not the only person that’s ever felt this way and people make it through this. This was the day before I was gonna sit in my car in the garage and leave it running. Now I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. I got with the love of my life, got a new house, a new dog. I can’t imagine if I had missed out on the life I’m living on this day. Thank you so much.
Glad to hear you made it through that difficult time and are still with us. I for sure bet your son is to
*this gave me goosebumps*
Best music video of 2017 right here
Theres nothing more emo then, getting better. All the sad songs stop to hit because they just bring you down to that place your working out of. And way later you completley forget about it. Your out living your life, things are going on, and then bam. This song just shows up after 4 years and stops everything for a few minutes, and you cant help but be greatful for what youve been able to actually pull off in this thing we call life. Thats fucking emo.
I feel like this song needs to be a whole minute longer
I think it’s cool that an artist as Huge as Blackpink still appreciates the artistry that These guys gave us over 3 albums.
I miss you guys
"And if there's a race to heaven, I will always come in last"
Just thinking about that line. Damn.
Every single frame of this video mixed with every single note of this song create together something really beautiful and sad at the same time.
Love you guys since the day one.
Sooner or later I really hope to watch you live here in Ireland
This song Gives me goosebumps from start to finish
how did this not get to the top of mainstream charts??????
I can't believe it's only been 6 years
just popped up on spotify, the happiest little accident in my life, love you guys