Shania é poço cheio de complicações psicológicas. Ela, desde menina, sempre se cobrou muito e a cobrança ela carregou no decorrer de sua vida. Na fase esplendorosa de sua vida , ela, intimamente, não estava bem, como afirmou. Era tortura interna constante. Bem casada, rica, no meio do glamour, vivenciando sucesso esplêndido, mesmo assim ela se cobrava e se martirizava. E não desabafava com ninguém, nem com o próprio marido. E nessa angústia existencial ela seguia a vida, sorrindo, aparentemente feliz. Esse seu projeto de reconstituição psicológica, fazendo com que ela até chorasse mais livremente, foi muito importante. Continua casada com o Fred, voltou a cantar e aos palcos e, certamente, deve ter espantado muitos dos seus fantasmas. Deve estar mais solta, cobrando-se muito menos. Na vida a gente se cobra, mas não pode ser uma cobrança que, mesmo que nos queira fazer melhor criatura, nos aprisione, nos deixe refém de situações que, mesmo que quiséssemos, não podemos mais resolver. São, nas mais das vezes, fatos consumados. Às vezes a gente se cobra: ah, poderia fazer isto ou aquilo e não fiz. Se fosse hoje faria tal coisa. E não é mais possível. Já me cobrei nesse sentido, hoje não me cobro mais, senão acaba me martirizando. O importante é ser sempre otimista, fazer o que puder ser feito da melhor forma possível e seguir em frente , buscando sempre renovar-se, viver bem o presente.
Foi muito bom ler seu comentário. Eu sempre me cobrei e ainda me cobro em ser sempre o melhor que posso. Buscar a perfeição em tudo e o tempo todo. Mas sinto que não é possível. Venho aos poucos tentando normalizar, mas nem sempre consigo. Mas é um percurso. Obrigado. Ler me ajudou.
Eilleen, your sister Carrie is an angel....just like you....such a special person. You are both so lucky to have each other. Carrie & Fred have done you wonderfully proud. They have been your rock through all of this journey. Such fantastic support, always there for you. Carrie of course lived through what you lived through but the betrayal of your marriage is something you & I share. I know exactly how you are feeling & how it is so hard to forgive, forget & let those demons go. Memories you just can't erase but so wish you could. It just comes down to managing it as best you can. I still have my bad days nearly 14 years on. My first marriage was also for 14 years. You have done very well all these years later. You are now living a life you so deserve. Be at peace with your beautiful man. Laugh loud, laugh long, laugh often. Love you Eilleen Regina Edwards/Twain. John from NZ :)
I love you Shania you are beautiful in side out. You are a Rock star. Your so incredibly beautiful and talented. My inspiration you are and the Queen of music ❤
She had a lot of mess going on at that time. Her sister helps her a lot. Glad she has help, I miss her. I hope she gets therapy, has helped me a lot with the mess growing.
Shania Twain você é especial, mesmo com tanta dificuldade que passou, na vida. Você é mulher especial guerreira, todos os fãs adora suas músicas e seu jeito de vida. Adoro
It seems to me that Shania Twain has spent a lifetime burying her emotions she put them in a box never dealing with the heartbreaks life seems to deliver upon us. A psychologist can help navigate through all this. Jumping out of a plane is easier than dealing with how a person really feels. I know I've been there done that. Everyone struggles, Everyone has pain. The key is to feel n except n work through our feelings.
I appreciate these videos because Shaina put herself out there. The struggle is real! But she has done more than anyone one of us we were imagine. I feel like her bad days will always be better than our good days.
That's right God is in control, not us. Emotions, unforgiveness, and not allowing yourself to cry out can literally affect your health. Jesus loves you Shania and wants to heal your heart, mind, body and soul. Let God fill your heart with HIS love! "Fear not, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
She is one beautiful strong women , to know how to put her Heart ❤️ out there. She is adorable such a beauty beyond beauty. Beautiful voice. The devil will try to destroy your gifts, but you will stand tall, Because your heart wants healing. What was done to you was straight from Hell. But your hurt you share will heal others. The husband you have now adores you completely, and you adore him completely , your true soul mate. You win because all things work for good for thoses who love the Lord. Nicole kidman went to the same experience, but she found her soul mate Keith. Your heart is so very good. Sing my song bird God gave you that gift. Thanks for sharing the walls are falling down . Your free like a butterfly.
Shania darling Shakespeare write “ What’s done cannot be undone “ get up and keep going . As I mentioned you look after yourself and honestly I pray for you. Darling the war is never over sometimes we stumble over little things . I love you dearly ❤️💋👄💘Francis
Can I go through traumatic experience Cowboys Greg give Shania always support and cares Southern Ontario Niagara Falls boys grey wishes you the best hugs and kisses Cowboy Greg
I am shocked that you are not angry at your husband like you are with your friend. He did same thing she did yet you don't have any blame on him. He could have said stop no.. but he did not.
another reason I pretty sure they like shipped me out to TX, Once at Wild Mountain, Shelly and I where Down Hill Skis, We always took the scenic Route, Well I was Coming Down The Hill, Suddenly I am coming up on the left side about maybe 100 feet away, and Noticed Trees Down in one area, The area seemed Icy So I went into Hockey Formation, Cause I was coming up on the edge fast, I did not want to go over the edge, I did not feel like dying TODAY, So I Force my self to fall on my left side full body, and put my 5 feet Heart Skis That I rented, into Hockey Digging and cutting into the ice area With ever thing I had With The Left Edge of Both Skis, I Told Shelly every step cause I really thought I was Going Over the Edge. So I Had Stopped like maybe Rate at the Edge, like WOW .So I Looked down The Cliff, and the whole side of the mount had a Avalanche, Me of coarse Not afraid of Hights, Looked over the edge and Notice a Large Cave, I mean LIke Big, and it was black behind the ice, Then I Step Back, and I find myself standing rate over the head of a Woolly Mamoth, at the time was not sure what it was but told shelly we probably need a digging out crew as I qas at the edge. Well at this time, Jane starts coming down the hill along with the rest of them, some guys stopped them from coming down and kept the hill cleared.. What I did know and Just found out after all these years, it was Carrie Barth, part of the Street gang, SO GOT GOT RIPPED OF
Está ótimo. Emocionante. Porém quero mudar de assunto e a reportagem não para . Já fiz tudo para desligar o Why Not e não consigo. Fica ativado. Atrapalha eu ouvir outras músicas.
Any one That Knows Me, I Love Going to the Dallas Science museum all the time, More so During The State Fair, Brad, Jeff, Jane, Judy, Kids etc, You all been to the Dallas one Cause I Took you there, These guys acted like they did not even want be there. and when I got To Mn, Againest My Will, I Still wanted to see the museum, I Was Stopped to not go
@@doriswiesike1417 in my own way it did. It was related to a memory. Her voice is great and has a strong message. Alot of songs have different meaning to different people of all types. So for me it was related. I would love to see her in concert if she still sings. Very creative
I do not know where to even start, , Not sure Why you Are so Angry with me, and Yah I Agree That Growing Up Feeling Hated, Ugly, for One Thing my Teeth where so badly out of aliment, I Did not Like Looking at my self or even did not like my Picture Taken, I don't Know What to Say Cause The Bullies I Grow With Would Tell Stories Just to Trash up my Back ground and Others in my path, so I am not Sure What You Been Told, But I Tell You one Thing.. One of the Reasons I left is that I did not deserve to work there any more, I really Felt That I Wrong You, And You Did so Much for me with Trust. At the burger King in Fridley after done for the night, there would be four of us, and one of them had and Idea .if I Remember Correctly It Was Security, and Been accepted to be a Police officer, so he Told Me, Well there were Two others, I do not Remember who there were, anyways They wanted to play Reg Just Card Poker, They Caught me with my Guard down so all my Fault. anyways so I had no Change, But I Did Have 1s and 5s, anyways we played maybe four times, not sure, even knowing this guy is security, First time I would Go to The Safe And Buy a roll of Nickels. For 2 Dollars, I figured you ask me why the coin count was off And my plan Was to tell you what I did, the second time I Bought a Roll of Dimes, (Keep in mine There Was No Drinking or anything like that there on your BK) That I Remember. But I don't Think so) The Third time, I Did not Really want to Play , They ask if we all could play poker, so Without ? I Did Take a Roll of Nickels,, The Forth Night I Took a Roll of Dimes.. Got home And Felt really bad, so that's when I Decided to look else where, If I Took any more then that Probably not much though, I am Pretty Sure That is all I Took.
Shania what you need is Jesus even the man in the church and never once heard of the mention of Jesus and God but ask the lord to come into your heart, Profess your sins , believe Jesus died on the cross for your sins and thou Shalt be saved read John 3:16 read this in the Bible
Fear is made to be FACED!!!! SAYS JUSTICE ANGELS 💎💠🙏🙏🔥🙏🦄🦄💘🌅🔥💥✨🔥🔥💥 DJ.DEB.USA. (**SUPERLAWYERS SUPERMODELS AND LEGAL ADVOCATES XOXOXO LOVE YOU 😘 SHANIA TWAIN 💛💚💙🔥🙏🦄🦄💘🌅🔥 9/11/2020
While working at that BK in Fridley, Working With Michael was a Problem for me, I got the feeling he did not like me but wanted my Job, He Seems Like He Would Never go above and beyond, I found him to be lazy, and rarely Talked to me and Would eat rate at the mikes by the regs To me It Seemed Like when he Worked, More and more employees, would show up, see I was have a Problem with him cause he was not that concerned, with Him using a lot of Man Hours, More Then that was Scheduled, Or Just Remembered, the last 2 night of playing poker, Brad Olson Was Over Our Check book, and he Gave me no cash,, I thought being married that both names go in the same checking, and thought the man was in charge of that, was I Wrong, Back To Mike, One Night was So bad he had so many people in there, front and in the back towards the front, that I would Have to Fit Thought, Then I asked Him Why are all these people he. he said he hired then as I see him close to drive though eating a burger, and dripping ketchup on his shirt, Me Thinking I thought we eat where Customers could not see us., During his Shift he would do nothing and keep bring in new hires so he said, it was like more would show up crowding me out, I am Say again, it was Like he was trying to push me out.. This was the 1st time at work of having this feeling of being over run, it was so wrong and I did not get a chance to tell you.. Just to let you know not all of this happened tell after the review, after that is when he crowed me out physically, so with me taken money, Note If I had Stayed I would of Paid It Back But every thing happen so FAST, Like I said I meant to pay it back, but mike push me OUT< WITH ALOT OF OTHERS hanging around he call new hires, When he worked He never Leaned a hand in anything, and it was So So Disorganized that it even Confused The hell out of me to check that he was ok before I leave.. Sometimes I would Stay Longer To Help him out cause of the mess, after this is when he brought in a lot of new hires, Not Kidding Like 20 to 30 of then, with him going though the crowed, I felt Like I had no Choice, cause He Made it Sound Like he was Brown nosing you a lot making his way to you that he was working closer to you then me.. I did not Know It Was A Competition. What Happened to Team Work, He Made me Feel like I did not belong there any more..i am thinking if I was able to stay I would of But mike?. It Was Like Brad getting me away just to move to TX, I only took one Tri at School when I look at the Trail and every thing these people from Regent Been Following me for awhile and get there hands in every job and Trashed my Rep and Credit, It was Like I Was There Paycheck, including Husband, I think they where Planned too keep a tight rope around me to keep Quite, Note I checked into getting my teeth fix in TX, Was told they would have to Brake my Jaws and wire my mouth shut and would need to drink out of a straw, They figured I would Be so Desperate, that I would do it, cause of my life with bad teeth. I Said NO, I really did know of the rumors flying behind me..
ok back to BK, During Mikes Review, you Gave me a 500,00 Check as a bonus, Well with brad over the check book and new what bank, where I did not, He Took it, And then Got him self to the dentist, he was very expensive with his teeth, kept the budget like no money.. when I was staying in Andover cause I no where to Go and these guys are not fun, Trying to Remember here. There was a Time Brad was not in my Life,, standing there with shelly miller, Told me to ask brad if we could borrow a TV for The Rented House With Shelly and Denise Miller, in Fridley, While Shelly and I where Talking, What I did not know that Brad was coming up behind me.. I was Doing No Drugs, But Drank a lot and more with Shelly, In Short, I Hook up With Brad and Married him, mainly I was Left with no Choice. While being married to brad, This street gang or what ever they are, not i am getting up set remembering this anyway While Married to Brad 1st one, Second one Jeff, Whats odd, is these street people or what ever kept in touch with both of them always, and never me, Matter fact, When they was an issue between us they would always call there Mothers and never really said much too me not one time did they contact me, ever ever except maybe three times in 20 years. not kidding..
Shania é poço cheio de complicações psicológicas. Ela, desde menina, sempre se cobrou muito e a cobrança ela carregou no decorrer de sua vida. Na fase esplendorosa de sua vida , ela, intimamente, não estava bem, como afirmou. Era tortura interna constante. Bem casada, rica, no meio do glamour, vivenciando sucesso esplêndido, mesmo assim ela se cobrava e se martirizava. E não desabafava com ninguém, nem com o próprio marido. E nessa angústia existencial ela seguia a vida, sorrindo, aparentemente feliz. Esse seu projeto de reconstituição psicológica, fazendo com que ela até chorasse mais livremente, foi muito importante. Continua casada com o Fred, voltou a cantar e aos palcos e, certamente, deve ter espantado muitos dos seus fantasmas. Deve estar mais solta, cobrando-se muito menos. Na vida a gente se cobra, mas não pode ser uma cobrança que, mesmo que nos queira fazer melhor criatura, nos aprisione, nos deixe refém de situações que, mesmo que quiséssemos, não podemos mais resolver. São, nas mais das vezes, fatos consumados. Às vezes a gente se cobra: ah, poderia fazer isto ou aquilo e não fiz. Se fosse hoje faria tal coisa. E não é mais possível. Já me cobrei nesse sentido, hoje não me cobro mais, senão acaba me martirizando. O importante é ser sempre otimista, fazer o que puder ser feito da melhor forma possível e seguir em frente , buscando sempre renovar-se, viver bem o presente.
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Foi muito bom ler seu comentário. Eu sempre me cobrei e ainda me cobro em ser sempre o melhor que posso. Buscar a perfeição em tudo e o tempo todo. Mas sinto que não é possível. Venho aos poucos tentando normalizar, mas nem sempre consigo. Mas é um percurso. Obrigado. Ler me ajudou.
When you love you let go .and forgive. And let go .let God
Eilleen, your sister Carrie is an angel....just like you....such a special person. You are both so lucky to have each other. Carrie & Fred have done you wonderfully proud. They have been your rock through all of this journey. Such fantastic support, always there for you. Carrie of course lived through what you lived through but the betrayal of your marriage is something you & I share. I know exactly how you are feeling & how it is so hard to forgive, forget & let those demons go. Memories you just can't erase but so wish you could. It just comes down to managing it as best you can. I still have my bad days nearly 14 years on. My first marriage was also for 14 years. You have done very well all these years later. You are now living a life you so deserve. Be at peace with your beautiful man. Laugh loud, laugh long, laugh often. Love you Eilleen Regina Edwards/Twain. John from NZ :)
John Wilson sorry
I love you Shania you are beautiful in side out. You are a Rock star. Your so incredibly beautiful and talented. My inspiration you are and the Queen of music ❤
Quanto mais à conhecemos...mais à amamos!!! Além de um grande talento...é um ser humano lindo não só por fora...mas principalmente por dentro!!! S2
She had a lot of mess going on at that time. Her sister helps her a lot. Glad she has help, I miss her. I hope she gets therapy, has helped me a lot with the mess growing.
The fire ceremony brought tears to my eyes, it was beautiful. Thank you Shania.
Shania Twain você é especial, mesmo com tanta dificuldade que passou, na vida. Você é mulher especial guerreira, todos os fãs adora suas músicas e seu jeito de vida. Adoro
It seems to me that Shania Twain has spent a lifetime burying her emotions she put them in a box never dealing with the heartbreaks life seems to deliver upon us. A psychologist can help navigate through all this. Jumping out of a plane is easier than dealing with how a person really feels. I know I've been there done that. Everyone struggles, Everyone has pain. The key is to feel n except n work through our feelings.
I appreciate these videos because Shaina put herself out there. The struggle is real! But she has done more than anyone one of us we were imagine. I feel like her bad days will always be better than our good days.
That's right God is in control, not us. Emotions, unforgiveness, and not allowing yourself to cry out can literally affect your health. Jesus loves you Shania and wants to heal your heart, mind, body and soul. Let God fill your heart with HIS love! "Fear not, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
Thank you for being brave enough to put this out publicly. I have learned so much watching this.
A beautiful place to climb and sing!
She is one beautiful strong women , to know how to put her Heart ❤️ out there. She is adorable such a beauty beyond beauty. Beautiful voice. The devil will try to destroy your gifts, but you will stand tall, Because your heart wants healing. What was done to you was straight from Hell. But your hurt you share will heal others. The husband you have now adores you completely, and you adore him completely , your true soul mate. You win because all things work for good for thoses who love the Lord.
Nicole kidman went to the same experience, but she found her soul mate Keith.
Your heart is so very good. Sing my song bird God gave you that gift. Thanks for sharing the walls are falling down . Your free like a butterfly.
“Son of a B....”
“Stop laughing you stupid bird” hahah Shania is so funny and so iconic 😂😂😂
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I wonder, did Mutt give her the confidence to perform and sing her heart out? Now, without him, she is lost.
SHANIA TWAIN has GREAT OUTDOOR INTUITION
So glad Shania had her sister, ultimate best friend, to walk with her through some of this !!!!
This part made me cry!
Shania darling Shakespeare write “ What’s done cannot be undone “ get up and keep going .
As I mentioned you look after yourself and honestly I pray for you.
Darling the war is never over sometimes we stumble over little things .
I love you dearly ❤️💋👄💘Francis
10:42 See Cory for god sakes of course that’s somethings house! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Maravilhoso!
God~Jesus Christ~ the ultimate Rock !! Love the new song Shania !!!!!
maybe it’s more difficult for a songwriter/singer than just a singer to overcome that kind of problem
What a strange feeling to know my confidence is so rock hard next to Eilleen / Shania whose self confidence was shattered wrongly.
Can I go through traumatic experience Cowboys Greg give Shania always support and cares Southern Ontario Niagara Falls boys grey wishes you the best hugs and kisses Cowboy Greg
I am shocked that you are not angry at your husband like you are with your friend. He did same thing she did yet you don't have any blame on him. He could have said stop no.. but he did not.
I love her!!
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“Stop laughing you stupid bird”
Well Done!
I would have been freaked out about spiders in those cracks!!!!
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Well done my dear, make up your mind and GI. Love you ❤️👄🌺Francis
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another reason I pretty sure they like shipped me out to TX, Once at Wild Mountain, Shelly and I where Down Hill Skis, We always took the scenic Route, Well I was Coming Down The Hill, Suddenly I am coming up on the left side about maybe 100 feet away, and Noticed Trees Down in one area, The area seemed Icy So I went into Hockey Formation, Cause I was coming up on the edge fast, I did not want to go over the edge, I did not feel like dying TODAY, So I Force my self to fall on my left side full body, and put my 5 feet Heart Skis That I rented, into Hockey Digging and cutting into the ice area With ever thing I had With The Left Edge of Both Skis, I Told Shelly every step cause I really thought I was Going Over the Edge. So I Had Stopped like maybe Rate at the Edge, like WOW .So I Looked down The Cliff, and the whole side of the mount had a Avalanche, Me of coarse Not afraid of Hights, Looked over the edge and Notice a Large Cave, I mean LIke Big, and it was black behind the ice, Then I Step Back, and I find myself standing rate over the head of a Woolly Mamoth, at the time was not sure what it was but told shelly we probably need a digging out crew as I qas at the edge. Well at this time, Jane starts coming down the hill along with the rest of them, some guys stopped them from coming down and kept the hill cleared.. What I did know and Just found out after all these years, it was Carrie Barth, part of the Street gang, SO GOT GOT RIPPED OF
She is so funny!
Está ótimo. Emocionante. Porém quero mudar de assunto e a reportagem não para . Já fiz tudo para desligar o Why Not e não consigo. Fica ativado. Atrapalha eu ouvir outras músicas.
Any one That Knows Me, I Love Going to the Dallas Science museum all the time, More so During The State Fair, Brad, Jeff, Jane, Judy, Kids etc, You all been to the Dallas one Cause I Took you there, These guys acted like they did not even want be there. and when I got To Mn, Againest My Will, I Still wanted to see the museum, I Was Stopped to not go
Sorry, but what does any of that have to do with Shania's story???
@@doriswiesike1417 in my own way it did. It was related to a memory. Her voice is great and has a strong message. Alot of songs have different meaning to different people of all types. So for me it was related. I would love to see her in concert if she still sings. Very creative
@@joannewalker5205 she came down took off that ole load down off this blues man
I do not know where to even start, , Not sure Why you Are so Angry with me, and Yah I Agree That Growing Up Feeling Hated, Ugly, for One Thing my Teeth where so badly out of aliment, I Did not Like Looking at my self or even did not like my Picture Taken, I don't Know What to Say Cause The Bullies I Grow With Would Tell Stories Just to Trash up my Back ground and Others in my path, so I am not Sure What You Been Told, But I Tell You one Thing.. One of the Reasons I left is that I did not deserve to work there any more, I really Felt That I Wrong You, And You Did so Much for me with Trust. At the burger King in Fridley after done for the night, there would be four of us, and one of them had and Idea .if I Remember Correctly It Was Security, and Been accepted to be a Police officer, so he Told Me, Well there were Two others, I do not Remember who there were, anyways They wanted to play Reg Just Card Poker, They Caught me with my Guard down so all my Fault. anyways so I had no Change, But I Did Have 1s and 5s, anyways we played maybe four times, not sure, even knowing this guy is security, First time I would Go to The Safe And Buy a roll of Nickels. For 2 Dollars, I figured you ask me why the coin count was off And my plan Was to tell you what I did, the second time I Bought a Roll of Dimes, (Keep in mine There Was No Drinking or anything like that there on your BK) That I Remember. But I don't Think so) The Third time, I Did not Really want to Play , They ask if we all could play poker, so Without ? I Did Take a Roll of Nickels,, The Forth Night I Took a Roll of Dimes.. Got home And Felt really bad, so that's when I Decided to look else where, If I Took any more then that Probably not much though, I am Pretty Sure That is all I Took.
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Shania what you need is Jesus even the man in the church and never once heard of the mention of Jesus and God but ask the lord to come into your heart, Profess your sins , believe Jesus died on the cross for your sins and thou Shalt be saved read John 3:16 read this in the Bible
Stick like glue
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Fear is made to be FACED!!!! SAYS JUSTICE ANGELS 💎💠🙏🙏🔥🙏🦄🦄💘🌅🔥💥✨🔥🔥💥 DJ.DEB.USA. (**SUPERLAWYERS SUPERMODELS AND LEGAL ADVOCATES XOXOXO LOVE YOU 😘 SHANIA TWAIN 💛💚💙🔥🙏🦄🦄💘🌅🔥 9/11/2020
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Shania's husband got bored with her. He wanted someone plain like Mary Ann
She probably never leaves his side. Shania was an independent woman. Men need adoration.
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So I am guessing at this time Shania doesn’t know yet she has lyme disease and that’s why she was losing her voice. Right?
While working at that BK in Fridley, Working With Michael was a Problem for me, I got the feeling he did not like me but wanted my Job, He Seems Like He Would Never go above and beyond, I found him to be lazy, and rarely Talked to me and Would eat rate at the mikes by the regs To me It Seemed Like when he Worked, More and more employees, would show up, see I was have a Problem with him cause he was not that concerned, with Him using a lot of Man Hours, More Then that was Scheduled, Or Just Remembered, the last 2 night of playing poker, Brad Olson Was Over Our Check book, and he Gave me no cash,, I thought being married that both names go in the same checking, and thought the man was in charge of that, was I Wrong, Back To Mike, One Night was So bad he had so many people in there, front and in the back towards the front, that I would Have to Fit Thought, Then I asked Him Why are all these people he. he said he hired then as I see him close to drive though eating a burger, and dripping ketchup on his shirt, Me Thinking I thought we eat where Customers could not see us., During his Shift he would do nothing and keep bring in new hires so he said, it was like more would show up crowding me out, I am Say again, it was Like he was trying to push me out.. This was the 1st time at work of having this feeling of being over run, it was so wrong and I did not get a chance to tell you.. Just to let you know not all of this happened tell after the review, after that is when he crowed me out physically, so with me taken money, Note If I had Stayed I would of Paid It Back But every thing happen so FAST, Like I said I meant to pay it back, but mike push me OUT< WITH ALOT OF OTHERS hanging around he call new hires, When he worked He never Leaned a hand in anything, and it was So So Disorganized that it even Confused The hell out of me to check that he was ok before I leave.. Sometimes I would Stay Longer To Help him out cause of the mess, after this is when he brought in a lot of new hires, Not Kidding Like 20 to 30 of then, with him going though the crowed, I felt Like I had no Choice, cause He Made it Sound Like he was Brown nosing you a lot making his way to you that he was working closer to you then me.. I did not Know It Was A Competition. What Happened to Team Work, He Made me Feel like I did not belong there any more..i am thinking if I was able to stay I would of But mike?. It Was Like Brad getting me away just to move to TX, I only took one Tri at School when I look at the Trail and every thing these people from Regent Been Following me for awhile and get there hands in every job and Trashed my Rep and Credit, It was Like I Was There Paycheck, including Husband, I think they where Planned too keep a tight rope around me to keep Quite, Note I checked into getting my teeth fix in TX, Was told they would have to Brake my Jaws and wire my mouth shut and would need to drink out of a straw, They figured I would Be so Desperate, that I would do it, cause of my life with bad teeth. I Said NO, I really did know of the rumors flying behind me..
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ok back to BK, During Mikes Review, you Gave me a 500,00 Check as a bonus, Well with brad over the check book and new what bank, where I did not, He Took it, And then Got him self to the dentist, he was very expensive with his teeth, kept the budget like no money.. when I was staying in Andover cause I no where to Go and these guys are not fun, Trying to Remember here. There was a Time Brad was not in my Life,, standing there with shelly miller, Told me to ask brad if we could borrow a TV for The Rented House With Shelly and Denise Miller, in Fridley, While Shelly and I where Talking, What I did not know that Brad was coming up behind me.. I was Doing No Drugs, But Drank a lot and more with Shelly, In Short, I Hook up With Brad and Married him, mainly I was Left with no Choice. While being married to brad, This street gang or what ever they are, not i am getting up set remembering this anyway While Married to Brad 1st one, Second one Jeff, Whats odd, is these street people or what ever kept in touch with both of them always, and never me, Matter fact, When they was an issue between us they would always call there Mothers and never really said much too me not one time did they contact me, ever ever except maybe three times in 20 years. not kidding..