🕚TIMESTAMPS🕝 Intro: (0:00) Pile Selection: (0:25) Pile 1 🤍(Double Terminated Tibetan Quartz)🤍: (03:20) Pile 2 🖤(Raw Obsidian)🖤: (01:14:28) Pile 3 🩷(Kunzite)🩷: (02:27:01) Hello, beautiful humans! 😊 Today's reading is a deep dive reading into what's currently going on in the connection on your mind (or that Spirit wants you to be aware of currently). We will be exploring their feelings: both surface and the deeper, hidden ones. **SPECIAL NOTE**: We will have an extended today, if you're interested! It will be circling the possible future of this connection based on the transformation each of you are undergoing. We will look at how the dynamic between you two will change, channeled messages from your person and Divine Guidance for you! **Pile One Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/908855446 **Pile Two Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/908922760 **Pile Three Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/909140454 This reading is lengthy, and I understand that many will not have time to devote to watching it in one sitting. That's okay! You can always like and bookmark the video, or change the playback speed to be faster to make this more enjoyable and digestible for you. Keep in mind it is a general reading so not everything will resonate. Please only take what resonates and leave the rest. Know that you have free-will always and that you are never tied to any specific outcome. 💛 Remember to trust your intuition and that Spirit led you here for a reason! 🪷 If you enjoy this reading I would love it if you would like, comment and subscribe! 🥰 Thank you so much for being here and allowing tarot readers to create and channel messages for you beautiful souls. 🔮
This is the first time I've commented on one of your videos. (I'm very shy). Let me tell you, synchronizations are wild. I have not seen the video yet. I will, but before that, I want to tell you something. I've been feeling a bit down because of a situation I'm currently in. Then, early on, I remembered you, and checked your channel in search of guidance. You had not uploaded a new video just yet. Then, I come back to you YT a few minutes later, and I see that you are back with a new one! It's like, the universe and you had heard me. Hopefully, I will find a message for me. Thanks a lot for everything! You're such a beautiful human being with an amazing energy and joyous soul. I feel very safe when I watch your videos. Again, thank you so much for everything! I promise to comment more often. ✨
The exact same thing happened to me that's crazy 😮 so glad you felt safe to share on here, I agree this feels like a safe space for sure. Sending peace and love to you❤
Awwww! I'm so happy that this feels like a safe space for you! Thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable. I am sending you so much love and healing energy! 💛
Pile 1 here and I rented the extended… literally just what I needed to hear for guidance. Thank you for being such a beautiful soul and channel of Divine Spirit 💚💚💚
Pile 3. I swear, every pile I pick, you always pick up the former trauma. Thank you for seeing me. I struggle with CPTSD too. You hit so many points on the head, it's nuts. Its almost hard where to start. I really liked this guy in high school. He was one of the few people who always respected my boundaries and always created whatever space I needed. The draw was very mutual. He was using really heavily at the time, but when we'd hang out, he'd want to be sober. He had got clean, we started hanging out more, then I ran. He looked at me like I was precious, and I didn't want him to see my trauma and not look at me like that anymore. (Being with him felt really good, but it felt dirty because of my own issues.) I pretty much ghosted him. He quickly got a new girlfriend, and I wasn't interested in competing, so I never chased. He and I were not good for each other at that time, he used, I was starting to use, and I had a lot of trauma I wasn't willing to acknowledge. It was weird, because for years after, I'd have these really intense dreams with him...and sometimes they were super personal. (I'd see fights, drama, and sometimes happiness from the perspective of a fly on the wall.) It made me feel really weird, because I really didn't want anything to do with him. We were both in other relationships, in different states, and I didn't typically think of him much. We'd both married different people,l. I ended up having a daughter with my ex. Fast forward to 17 years later, his brother came in town and wanted me to meet up with them. As soon as I saw my guy, he locked on and not long after was like, "I always felt like we had something, but you just disappeared." We talked, and it was crazy because he still looked at me like he used to--like I was precious. I'm more comfortable with my trauma now, so I shared some of it, and it hasn't changed the way he looked at me. We've been together for a year and a half now, and it's crazy how healthy this is. The crazy thing is, he shared that he'd relapsed years prior, and when he was drying out, he'd regularly hallucinate I was with him...and that even though we hadn't talked for years, he'd randomly have dreams about me too. He's not someone who believes in the spiritual/supernatural stuff, so he's admitted that our connection has confused him a lot.
Pile 3 . The reading was so intense that it brought me to a point of breaking down. I felt heard. Have watched the extended version as well. I couldn't relate more about being in this anxious energy and comparing myself to each and everyone around me. Thank you for the chanelled message and guidance❤
for pile two the energy check was so insanely mirrored for me that i almost could not tell which side was supposed to be me and which was supposed to be him
I was in pile one and what I thought was so interesting is that I compose music for the piano, and I composed a piece for both of us that I titled The Dolphin and the Mermaid. He is my dolphin and he sees me as his siren or mermaid. So, interestingly in how I view him the dolphin was the first card. So thank you for that confirmation. He has often told me I turned his world upside down in the best way. He is not the same person he was and he has grown and evolved so much in all respects. He was always amazing, but he tells me I accept him and allow and support his dreams and his true self that he has never experienced.
Pile 3.. Wow.. It resonates with me but it's all in the past.. I know I am still in the process of healing and I definitely don't wanna come back anymore.. I learned from it..
When people get triggered by empathy it means that they still need to do so much healing. It’s just a figment of their trauma that’s buried deep inside. Thanks for your empathy and I do have similar empathy towards you for whatever you’ve gone through. I believe you deserved so much better. Love! 💕
I picked pile 3 and it made me cry… a lot. I was shocked by how accurate it was. You are so talented at channeling messages. I feel like this was healing to hear - thank you!!
Choose pile 2 and everything resonated, love the way you interpreted with such depth and loving energy. It helped me feel calm and relaxed. Thank you so much for giving your gift it is helping others❤
Pile 1: this is the most specifically accurate reading I’ve found so far. I’m intrigued by the colour pink thing…. I was wearing pink flowers when we met for the first time.
Pile 3. So much resonated. He is a Leo, I am a Pisces 🐟🐟🐟 I pulled back my energy when he decided to ghost me and not respond to me. It's been about a month now. If he wanted to reconcile and was sincere, I would be so happy, but he has to be invested. I do love him and yes, he is younger than I am. Yes, I love the dark and the light...contrast must exist. I felt the love between us, I still love him. He was in player energy. I found it very interesting that you talked about "the bright and shiny new thing." In my mind, I kept thinking that is what he was looking for because he cycles with the whole ghosting thing.
You have such an amazing vocabulary! I literally saved like 4 words from this video alone. You’re healing and improving my life in multiple ways, sending you lots of gratitude 🙏🏼
Pile 1 here! Spot 👏🏼 on 👏🏼 queen 👏🏼 Every card was SOOOO resonate! I appreciate your divine connection and willingness to channel these energies and messages! Many blessings to you, my love! Love and light! 🥰😇🫶🏼
Usually I take all tarot readings with a pinch of salt because they’re so general but the energy check in pile 3 was exactly my situation down to his favourite colour and my zodiac sign! I have withdrawn my energy slightly in response to him becoming distant and he’s rushed back for attention. I am sad it’s not going to go anywhere but it’s confirmed what I already knew deep down. Keep sharing your gifts!
I chose pile 3 and I breathed a huge breath for the first time in a long time. Everything I've been feeling and acting upon came together in one beautiful reading. 1000% accurate
Can I just tell you…. You Rock! Not only was this reading soooo on point, your delivery and compassionate energy flows through. I also want to say that I hope to reach a space where there is no more sadness attached to letting go of a part of something or someone that brings consistent sadness or pain. It is only when I let go of the pain that I can make room for healing and happiness and joy … allowing Them to heal and grow is the only way we can have an opportunity to connect… thank you so much for sharing your gifts ❤
I chose pile 1 and am a Libra sun, Aries rising, Virgo moon, Scorpio Venus, and Leo north node. I am also a tiger in Chinese astrology. Although I am a very nurturing, compassionate, and passionate person, I evidently give off a pretty strong energy because I’ve had several people who I’ve become friends with said they found me intimidating until they got to know me. It’s so interesting that you identified characteristics that I believe I possess after I wrote the above. I am very eclectic and broad; fierce and gentle. I have both sides. Maybe it comes from having all elements in my 4 top energies. He is a Scorpio, I don’t know his other aspects. But he is a supervisor and we met at work. Dolphin is my number 1 Spirit animal ever since I was very young. I had a very deep knowing of him from the first time that our eyes met at work. It was something that I’d never experienced before. Our inner children are so happy when we’re in person. We are both intuitive and we communicate telepathically and intuitively. I am spiritual. He is not. So yes, he was very overwhelmed early on in our relationship and he ran. I’ve always seen into him and know that he is a healer. He doesn’t see this in himself yet, but he’s coming around a little to spirituality. I definitely can see dolphin energy and owl energy in him. Lol He does have a very slimy mother who is narcissistic and has been demeaning and abusive to him all of his life. He comes from a Southern Baptist family that he’s been questioning. He protects and takes care of his whole family. This exhausts him and leaves very little time for himself and us. His family, being very conservative Christian; and me not being that at all- they do not like me and his mother has demanded that he not see me. Of course he does, but I intuitively believe he’s sneaking around and hiding this from her. She’s 88 and not in great health so I think he thinks this won’t be for long. This pile resonates so much. I don’t have any particular success - I do have two grad degrees which was a huge accomplishment, but I left teaching because I didn’t fit into the educational culture. Now I work manufacturing like Scorpio. He has said several times that he doesn’t deserve me, have anything to offer, and that I could do much better. He’s wrong. He says I’m unlike and unique like no one else he’s ever met. Not exactly sure what he meant. We have had a few false starts, but are magnetically drawn to each other and the synchronicities that have happened for us cannot be denied. Huge Harry Potter here! It’s unbelievable how this pile speaks to me about us.
Thank you for another soothing reading 🧡💜💖💚 Pile 3: very accurate…! I have many 8th house placements (even though I am a ♉️) and my person of interest has a lot of ♏️ in his chart. I am quite mysterious hehe and yes, I am increasingly focusing 🧘🏻♀️ on me and releasing my people-pleasing ways 🌞
Pile 1 Super accurate. Especially the King of pentacles following me around. But thankfully I don't feel like it's that deep when it comes to them hiding from their feelings. I feel like they are finally starting to face and look at their shadow and feelings. And trusting their intuition and spirit. I really want to thank you for your reading and the energy check. I always love the clarity and perspective you provide through your channeling. Thank you and your guides for your work❤
I haven’t felt good about spying on my soulmates energy. But the way you speak feels more loving. It has helped me to be more patient and loving and understanding of him and to keep my mouth shut more and listen to the signals that he is already sending me and feeling. It’s such a helpful service you have for the soulmate journey.
Awww, well I am so happy that I can help you on this journey in the form of bringing some peace and clarity. I'm sending you so much love on your path together. Thank you for letting me read for you and sharing your energy with me. I appreciate you! 💛
Every single word is spot on. It’s like you were me describing this situation. What a confirmation of my intuition. Bless you❤ I’m so glad this reading found me. Pile 1 by the way
I love how lengthy and in-depth your readings are, very spot on. I appreciate your tarot readings 💕 ty for taking the time to make these videos for us. Sending you love ❤️
Pile 3 was so accurate and told me a lot of the same things I’ve heard before; he’s scared of his feelings, super logical and if we were to get together we would have a lot of difficulties (we are total opposite sister signs, from different countries and cultures, work together etc). And I am a big distraction to him from his college work so it’s easier to run away. I know all of this already but sometimes I check in on this connection just for fun. But one thing I didn’t think about was you said he was scared of being a rebound for me. When we met I was engaged to somebody else and that didn’t work out (it had been a bad relationship for a long time). I confessed my feelings about 4 months after my break up and I didn’t think anything of it because I had been ready to leave that relationship for a long time (and even had a crush on the guy in the reading before my break up). But of course he doesn’t know all of that! No wonder he’s running scared 😂 I probably sound like an idiot because that should have been obvious to me but I’ve been over my ex for so long it didn’t register lol Anyway long story short you brought some clarity to my situation and now it makes even more sense why he’s running haha, we’ll see if he ever comes back but if not lesson learnt! Thank you as always Lotus your readings always speak to me and give me a unique perspective on situations I’ve asked tarot about so many times haha I appreciate you and your work! ❤️
Awwww! I'm so happy that my readings can bring you any sort of clarity. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even speaking coherently or putting up anything that resembles "cogent," haha. It makes me so happy to hear someone getting so much out of these readings. I appreciate you and am sending you tons of love! 💛
Hey fellow being soul !!.. It's been a long time since you have posted something.... I want to remind that even uf you take that break for yourself , never be guilty about it oky .. You are allowed to do everything for yourself... You do have someone around the corner of world who appreciate every inch of you ❤❤ If anyone hasn't told for long time , you ARE WORTHY AND MAGICAL ✨🌳 Stay safe and healthy
You are correct no movement in your direction. This is how it feels! I want a person who cannot. Live without me. So know this is what it is. I have moved on from all this.
Thank you so much for the reading, and lengthy videos. Hope you're taking a lot of rest and rejuvenating yourself. Please, don't neglect your own need for a break from making content every once in a while when and if you feel tou need it. ❤ We'll always be here waiting.
this was the most accurate reading i’ve ever watched. wow. pile 3, im a sagittarius he’s a scorpio, i cut things off recently, he has had so much emotional things go on and he didn’t seem to care. we also started around christmas time, and he seemed to want me to chase him as well. hes also put me through a lot of shit, and i needed to put my foot down.
Pile 2, right on the spot! I’m a Gemini sun, Virgo moon and Sagittarius rising! It fit perfectly with me, and with our connection. Thank you lovely for the reading, it helped me quite a lot, keep up with your good work ✨🖤
I am Saggitarius sun Venus in Scorpio taurus moon and Capricorn ascending. You are very good. I listened to this then and was woken up to this again tonight. Resonating with pile 1 so much
Pile 2. It was swapped and I was the bunny! But you described my feelings so accurately that it made me cry. Just feeling understood like that moved me. And you have such a beautiful bright energy. ❤
pile 2: if i needed more confirmation that this is me, right as you talked about being a "star" i was holding the star card from one of my one decks. hermes got me set up here!
6 to 7 months ago you made a reading that is completly linked to this one. At least for me. And Everything you said in reading n°1 litteraly came out last night when I was on the Phone with that person... just wow ! Thank you for sharing your gift.
Wow pile one is so accurate for me, what are the odds you would know we are both empath (intuitive) and the fact you know that he likes to help people, and we have a mirror emergy
This may be the first of your readings that I have seen/heard, but this specific reading kept popping up in my feed and I have been drawn to pile 3 every time I have seen your thumbnail. This was soooooooo completely accurate, I can’t even tell you! Like every single word and the depth of your reading was amazing. You’re so gifted! You read her like you know her and our relationship. The problem is that her 3D self is so egoic that she actually doesn’t think she did anything wrong and therefore has never been willing to take accountability for anything, and so that is essentially why we aren’t together. No accountability and therefore she will not fix anything or self-reflect, and yet, she wants the relationship back. Make that make sense. It never will to me. Thank you! ❤ And also, you’re super eloquent and you have a beautiful voice!
Happy to hear your calming voice! Keep your head up through your dark night of soul. Sending good energy your way. Pile 1 main here, and you are spot on.....
Pile 2 - I'm speechless. My best friend/ counterpart maybe? (Pisces sun, Virgo moon) has been going through some stuff, last year he threw himself in a whirlwind romance that damaged a lot of things, and now that's unravelled too. He's an introvert and a stoic; he's opened up about some of this, but not as deeply as this reading. Man, I don't think I've ever teared up during an energy check. With the choices that he's made that blew up in his face... I think he doesn't trust *himself*? There's a lot of mirroring in our connection though. Addictive personalities included 🫠 In any case, what matters to me is that we are together, be it as best friends or spouses. 🩷🩷 (Sorry about the leacherousness, he loves puns and innuendo 😅 And we had a... fling? a couple of years ago, and let me tell you 🔥🔥🔥)
Ichose the clear crystal because its so importantt t o see clearlyYou read so gently and about the control which ive not ment to control others just myself.Not the first time to hear this.Love isnt aways on time.Definatly Gods guidance is needed.Thankyou so very much.
I really really love your energy! You give away a very dearly , friendly & a kind of protective energy for your viewers! Thank you so much for all the time and energy you put into bringing us these channelled messages! God bless ❤🙏✨🧿
I don’t get it. Literally dead on about distance and mental health etc all of it. I can’t believe these aren’t personal readings. I’m waiting for her to email me back for my reading.
Pile 1 - only just less than 7 mins in and, I'm Pisces sun, aries rising and sag moon here, so lots of fire and water in my chart. Already feeling like this is going to be my reading. My first time listening to you. Esotarot's channel brought me here. Xx
Pile 3 : very true ! Just recently I wanted to connect with a new person I might be connected too in addition to be more focused on my daily life. We currently are separated for work but he felt I was being more distanced from him, as he got to know it spiritually he became very possessive and insecure that I might leave him (which wasn’t the case). I had to explain myself and apologies because In fact he’s always with me energetically (I think he’s obsessed) and I’m with him too but sometimes I just want to leave him alone and focus on something else.
Oh wow, this felt like a personal reading😮 you're amazing🧡 thank you for putting all the work, love, your beautiful energy and compassion into all of your readings🙏🏻
Hi, this is the first time I’ve ever seen your channel and I decided to check it out. First can I say I appreciate you saying I’m sorry, I don’t understand how somebody would have a problem with it. You seem like a very kind and gentle soul. And I’m sorry for everything that you had to go through. I had to stop the video at about seven minutes in. I picked pile 3 and I do meditate before I choose. Every single word you have said is true. I’m not exaggerating every single thing. I’m not trying to be melodramatic, but ever since childhood through my adulthood it just seems to be a string of traumatic events. And I don’t give up I keep going, because what else can I do. i’m Sagittarius, and he is Aries. I did feel we were perfect for each other, I knew it and something did happen, and I did pull back a few days ago and we are going through a little separation. I’m listening to you describe my life and boyfriend exactly. 😮 Thank you for this interesting reading. I’ve subscribed!
BEYOND THE BEYOND w/pile 2. thank you. whatever does or does not happen (its mostly been nothing throughout the time we met, but I don't want to rant about the bizarre connection), but you said a number of very specific things in this pile that concretely confirmed. 🎯🎯
Pile 1: it makes sense we have worked together 3 years ago but lost contact only to find eachoter online again. We went for a drink 2 days ago and I did not expect it to have such an effect on me. I am stepping very much into my divine feminine energy and as he is an aquarius men(scorpio moon) and I'm a gemini woman ( with aquarius moon) I don't think it's weird that there are some "careful intrests"
This is the first I've come across your channel and I'm so glad I did! Reading really resonated, including the fact that you're an Avatar the last Airbender fan! Am watching Legends of Korra right now and so that felt (among many other synchronicities) felt like a sign to be here!
3:12:05 "maybe pile 2 is worth watching for you, that could be your future person" and i startled like : wawww i choose pile 2 for my husband reading and pile 3 for someone from the past 😅. You are truly amazing 👏 ❤️ thank you very much! ❤❤❤
Your intro in pile 4 really hit home. I respect and admire your vulnerability and honesty. If, in the past, I ever said those words that you said some viewers commented to you... they were not in a mean spirit. And I will try to honor and remember to not repeat them to you, at least not in this venue. If we knew each other better... I would probably be less cautious; but like I said, I want to respect and honor your wishes, your boundaries. I view you as a highly caring person, taken on much in life; which I don't really have a detailed clue about; but I FEEL it in your voice, and on through you Community page. It takes guts to keep going. I've dealt with PTSD, DEEP DEPRESSION, and EXTREME ANXIETY. Someone who battles that? Yeah... that's a warrior. Know you are badass, Taylor. I took a sabbatical to get my head and heart straight, came back when I felt more centered. When I wasn't coming from a more needy type place. Life is funny... how it keeps handing us the same essence of lessons, but changes the form. Sometimes we catch on; and sometimes we don't. I get the feeling that you do and are doing so more and more as you gain in maturity.
Thank you so much for #1, crazy accurate as always! Fun fact: I’m a tiger in Chinese Astro, in my chart the most abundant element is water and then fire. High priestess resonated because I’ve talked to him about it and yes, overall, it gets very frustrating lmao. Thank you Taylor 💖
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🕚TIMESTAMPS🕝
Intro: (0:00)
Pile Selection: (0:25)
Pile 1 🤍(Double Terminated Tibetan Quartz)🤍: (03:20)
Pile 2 🖤(Raw Obsidian)🖤: (01:14:28)
Pile 3 🩷(Kunzite)🩷: (02:27:01)
Hello, beautiful humans! 😊 Today's reading is a deep dive reading into what's currently going on in the connection on your mind (or that Spirit wants you to be aware of currently). We will be exploring their feelings: both surface and the deeper, hidden ones.
**SPECIAL NOTE**: We will have an extended today, if you're interested! It will be circling the possible future of this connection based on the transformation each of you are undergoing. We will look at how the dynamic between you two will change, channeled messages from your person and Divine Guidance for you!
**Pile One Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/908855446
**Pile Two Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/908922760
**Pile Three Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/909140454
This reading is lengthy, and I understand that many will not have time to devote to watching it in one sitting. That's okay! You can always like and bookmark the video, or change the playback speed to be faster to make this more enjoyable and digestible for you.
Keep in mind it is a general reading so not everything will resonate. Please only take what resonates and leave the rest. Know that you have free-will always and that you are never tied to any specific outcome. 💛
Remember to trust your intuition and that Spirit led you here for a reason! 🪷
If you enjoy this reading I would love it if you would like, comment and subscribe! 🥰 Thank you so much for being here and allowing tarot readers to create and channel messages for you beautiful souls. 🔮
1:41:27 way to go, that's some history lesson for this channel 😂❤❤❤❤. Love you so much ❤❤
I am appalled that people don’t like “I’m so sorry what you’re going through”. I need that energy and I appreciate it deeply. Thank you so much
This is the first time I've commented on one of your videos. (I'm very shy). Let me tell you, synchronizations are wild. I have not seen the video yet. I will, but before that, I want to tell you something. I've been feeling a bit down because of a situation I'm currently in. Then, early on, I remembered you, and checked your channel in search of guidance. You had not uploaded a new video just yet. Then, I come back to you YT a few minutes later, and I see that you are back with a new one! It's like, the universe and you had heard me. Hopefully, I will find a message for me. Thanks a lot for everything! You're such a beautiful human being with an amazing energy and joyous soul. I feel very safe when I watch your videos. Again, thank you so much for everything! I promise to comment more often. ✨
The exact same thing happened to me that's crazy 😮 so glad you felt safe to share on here, I agree this feels like a safe space for sure. Sending peace and love to you❤
Awwww! I'm so happy that this feels like a safe space for you! Thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable. I am sending you so much love and healing energy! 💛
Pile 1 here and I rented the extended… literally just what I needed to hear for guidance. Thank you for being such a beautiful soul and channel of Divine Spirit 💚💚💚
Pile 3. I swear, every pile I pick, you always pick up the former trauma. Thank you for seeing me. I struggle with CPTSD too.
You hit so many points on the head, it's nuts. Its almost hard where to start. I really liked this guy in high school. He was one of the few people who always respected my boundaries and always created whatever space I needed. The draw was very mutual. He was using really heavily at the time, but when we'd hang out, he'd want to be sober. He had got clean, we started hanging out more, then I ran. He looked at me like I was precious, and I didn't want him to see my trauma and not look at me like that anymore. (Being with him felt really good, but it felt dirty because of my own issues.) I pretty much ghosted him. He quickly got a new girlfriend, and I wasn't interested in competing, so I never chased. He and I were not good for each other at that time, he used, I was starting to use, and I had a lot of trauma I wasn't willing to acknowledge.
It was weird, because for years after, I'd have these really intense dreams with him...and sometimes they were super personal. (I'd see fights, drama, and sometimes happiness from the perspective of a fly on the wall.) It made me feel really weird, because I really didn't want anything to do with him. We were both in other relationships, in different states, and I didn't typically think of him much. We'd both married different people,l. I ended up having a daughter with my ex.
Fast forward to 17 years later, his brother came in town and wanted me to meet up with them. As soon as I saw my guy, he locked on and not long after was like, "I always felt like we had something, but you just disappeared." We talked, and it was crazy because he still looked at me like he used to--like I was precious. I'm more comfortable with my trauma now, so I shared some of it, and it hasn't changed the way he looked at me. We've been together for a year and a half now, and it's crazy how healthy this is.
The crazy thing is, he shared that he'd relapsed years prior, and when he was drying out, he'd regularly hallucinate I was with him...and that even though we hadn't talked for years, he'd randomly have dreams about me too. He's not someone who believes in the spiritual/supernatural stuff, so he's admitted that our connection has confused him a lot.
Pile 3 . The reading was so intense that it brought me to a point of breaking down. I felt heard. Have watched the extended version as well. I couldn't relate more about being in this anxious energy and comparing myself to each and everyone around me. Thank you for the chanelled message and guidance❤
for pile two the energy check was so insanely mirrored for me that i almost could not tell which side was supposed to be me and which was supposed to be him
I was in pile one and what I thought was so interesting is that I compose music for the piano, and I composed a piece for both of us that I titled The Dolphin and the Mermaid. He is my dolphin and he sees me as his siren or mermaid. So, interestingly in how I view him the dolphin was the first card. So thank you for that confirmation. He has often told me I turned his world upside down in the best way. He is not the same person he was and he has grown and evolved so much in all respects. He was always amazing, but he tells me I accept him and allow and support his dreams and his true self that he has never experienced.
Thank you for coming back! I missed your soothing voice and your really in depth readings. You're very calming. 🩵
Pile 3.. Wow.. It resonates with me but it's all in the past.. I know I am still in the process of healing and I definitely don't wanna come back anymore.. I learned from it..
When people get triggered by empathy it means that they still need to do so much healing. It’s just a figment of their trauma that’s buried deep inside.
Thanks for your empathy and I do have similar empathy towards you for whatever you’ve gone through. I believe you deserved so much better. Love! 💕
I picked pile 3 and it made me cry… a lot. I was shocked by how accurate it was. You are so talented at channeling messages. I feel like this was healing to hear - thank you!!
Pile 2. So lovely.. I don't have a person that I'm aware of but I see a Taylor update and I click. Hope you're well ❤
Pile 1- omg. This is the clarity and insight I’ve been searching for!!!! Thank you so so so much :)
Choose pile 2 and everything resonated, love the way you interpreted with such depth and loving energy. It helped me feel calm and relaxed. Thank you so much for giving your gift it is helping others❤
Thank you for coming back!
Pile 1: this is the most specifically accurate reading I’ve found so far. I’m intrigued by the colour pink thing….
I was wearing pink flowers when we met for the first time.
Pile 3. So much resonated. He is a Leo, I am a Pisces 🐟🐟🐟
I pulled back my energy when he decided to ghost me and not respond to me. It's been about a month now. If he wanted to reconcile and was sincere, I would be so happy, but he has to be invested. I do love him and yes, he is younger than I am. Yes, I love the dark and the light...contrast must exist. I felt the love between us, I still love him. He was in player energy.
I found it very interesting that you talked about "the bright and shiny new thing." In my mind, I kept thinking that is what he was looking for because he cycles with the whole ghosting thing.
You have such an amazing vocabulary! I literally saved like 4 words from this video alone. You’re healing and improving my life in multiple ways, sending you lots of gratitude 🙏🏼
Loads of love for hooman to get through the rough patch. Lots of hugs too from me and my cat 🐈🐈⬛🐈
Pile 1 here! Spot 👏🏼 on 👏🏼 queen 👏🏼
Every card was SOOOO resonate! I appreciate your divine connection and willingness to channel these energies and messages! Many blessings to you, my love! Love and light! 🥰😇🫶🏼
Usually I take all tarot readings with a pinch of salt because they’re so general but the energy check in pile 3 was exactly my situation down to his favourite colour and my zodiac sign! I have withdrawn my energy slightly in response to him becoming distant and he’s rushed back for attention. I am sad it’s not going to go anywhere but it’s confirmed what I already knew deep down. Keep sharing your gifts!
I chose pile 3 and I breathed a huge breath for the first time in a long time. Everything I've been feeling and acting upon came together in one beautiful reading. 1000% accurate
Can I just tell you…. You Rock! Not only was this reading soooo on point, your delivery and compassionate energy flows through. I also want to say that I hope to reach a space where there is no more sadness attached to letting go of a part of something or someone that brings consistent sadness or pain. It is only when I let go of the pain that I can make room for healing and happiness and joy … allowing Them to heal and grow is the only way we can have an opportunity to connect… thank you so much for sharing your gifts ❤
I chose pile 1 and am a Libra sun, Aries rising, Virgo moon, Scorpio Venus, and Leo north node. I am also a tiger in Chinese astrology. Although I am a very nurturing, compassionate, and passionate person, I evidently give off a pretty strong energy because I’ve had several people who I’ve become friends with said they found me intimidating until they got to know me. It’s so interesting that you identified characteristics that I believe I possess after I wrote the above. I am very eclectic and broad; fierce and gentle. I have both sides. Maybe it comes from having all elements in my 4 top energies. He is a Scorpio, I don’t know his other aspects. But he is a supervisor and we met at work. Dolphin is my number 1 Spirit animal ever since I was very young. I had a very deep knowing of him from the first time that our eyes met at work. It was something that I’d never experienced before. Our inner children are so happy when we’re in person. We are both intuitive and we communicate telepathically and intuitively. I am spiritual. He is not. So yes, he was very overwhelmed early on in our relationship and he ran. I’ve always seen into him and know that he is a healer. He doesn’t see this in himself yet, but he’s coming around a little to spirituality. I definitely can see dolphin energy and owl energy in him. Lol He does have a very slimy mother who is narcissistic and has been demeaning and abusive to him all of his life. He comes from a Southern Baptist family that he’s been questioning. He protects and takes care of his whole family. This exhausts him and leaves very little time for himself and us. His family, being very conservative Christian; and me not being that at all- they do not like me and his mother has demanded that he not see me. Of course he does, but I intuitively believe he’s sneaking around and hiding this from her. She’s 88 and not in great health so I think he thinks this won’t be for long. This pile resonates so much. I don’t have any particular success - I do have two grad degrees which was a huge accomplishment, but I left teaching because I didn’t fit into the educational culture. Now I work manufacturing like Scorpio. He has said several times that he doesn’t deserve me, have anything to offer, and that I could do much better. He’s wrong. He says I’m unlike and unique like no one else he’s ever met. Not exactly sure what he meant. We have had a few false starts, but are magnetically drawn to each other and the synchronicities that have happened for us cannot be denied. Huge Harry Potter here! It’s unbelievable how this pile speaks to me about us.
Thank you for another soothing reading 🧡💜💖💚 Pile 3: very accurate…! I have many 8th house placements (even though I am a ♉️) and my person of interest has a lot of ♏️ in his chart. I am quite mysterious hehe and yes, I am increasingly focusing 🧘🏻♀️ on me and releasing my people-pleasing ways 🌞
Pile 2. Thank you. ❤ The extended resonates as well. I am glad you're back. Missed you.
4:42 am this reading was soooo correct of what is going on in my life . ❤
CRAZY how accurate you are only reading the first 3 cards. You’re so talented. Wow thank you ❤❤
Awww, thank you so much! I appreciate you! 💛
Oh wow im so early! Hope you have an amazing day/week! I love your readings, theyre always so accurate ❤
Awww, thank you so much! I hope this one brings you clarity, too. I'm sending you so much love! 💛
the pile 1 hits hard, leo and scorpio, all the things match, even colour 😳 they way we are now as well.
You are such a good soul, your words are truly healing and you make a difference in this world ❤
Pile 1
Super accurate. Especially the King of pentacles following me around. But thankfully I don't feel like it's that deep when it comes to them hiding from their feelings. I feel like they are finally starting to face and look at their shadow and feelings. And trusting their intuition and spirit.
I really want to thank you for your reading and the energy check. I always love the clarity and perspective you provide through your channeling.
Thank you and your guides for your work❤
I haven’t felt good about spying on my soulmates energy. But the way you speak feels more loving.
It has helped me to be more patient and loving and understanding of him and to keep my mouth shut more and listen to the signals that he is already sending me and feeling. It’s such a helpful service you have for the soulmate journey.
Awww, well I am so happy that I can help you on this journey in the form of bringing some peace and clarity. I'm sending you so much love on your path together. Thank you for letting me read for you and sharing your energy with me. I appreciate you! 💛
Every single word is spot on. It’s like you were me describing this situation. What a confirmation of my intuition. Bless you❤ I’m so glad this reading found me. Pile 1 by the way
I love how lengthy and in-depth your readings are, very spot on. I appreciate your tarot readings 💕 ty for taking the time to make these videos for us. Sending you love ❤️
Pile 3 was so accurate and told me a lot of the same things I’ve heard before; he’s scared of his feelings, super logical and if we were to get together we would have a lot of difficulties (we are total opposite sister signs, from different countries and cultures, work together etc). And I am a big distraction to him from his college work so it’s easier to run away. I know all of this already but sometimes I check in on this connection just for fun.
But one thing I didn’t think about was you said he was scared of being a rebound for me. When we met I was engaged to somebody else and that didn’t work out (it had been a bad relationship for a long time). I confessed my feelings about 4 months after my break up and I didn’t think anything of it because I had been ready to leave that relationship for a long time (and even had a crush on the guy in the reading before my break up). But of course he doesn’t know all of that! No wonder he’s running scared 😂 I probably sound like an idiot because that should have been obvious to me but I’ve been over my ex for so long it didn’t register lol
Anyway long story short you brought some clarity to my situation and now it makes even more sense why he’s running haha, we’ll see if he ever comes back but if not lesson learnt!
Thank you as always Lotus your readings always speak to me and give me a unique perspective on situations I’ve asked tarot about so many times haha I appreciate you and your work! ❤️
Awwww! I'm so happy that my readings can bring you any sort of clarity. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even speaking coherently or putting up anything that resembles "cogent," haha. It makes me so happy to hear someone getting so much out of these readings. I appreciate you and am sending you tons of love! 💛
Pile #1 Excellent Reading! Thank You!
Thank you for this reading! Very impressed by the accuracy and also the final messages!
Hey fellow being soul !!..
It's been a long time since you have posted something....
I want to remind that even uf you take that break for yourself , never be guilty about it oky ..
You are allowed to do everything for yourself...
You do have someone around the corner of world who appreciate every inch of you ❤❤
If anyone hasn't told for long time , you ARE WORTHY AND MAGICAL ✨🌳
Stay safe and healthy
You are correct no movement in your direction. This is how it feels! I want a person who cannot. Live without me. So know this is what it is. I have moved on from all this.
Thank you for you. I'm grateful you took time to care for yourself. Glad to share in your gifts again
Once again, I am soooo moved by how accurate your reading is. Thank you for your guidance and advice! 😊
Thank you so much for the reading, and lengthy videos. Hope you're taking a lot of rest and rejuvenating yourself. Please, don't neglect your own need for a break from making content every once in a while when and if you feel tou need it.
❤ We'll always be here waiting.
this was the most accurate reading i’ve ever watched. wow. pile 3, im a sagittarius he’s a scorpio, i cut things off recently, he has had so much emotional things go on and he didn’t seem to care. we also started around christmas time, and he seemed to want me to chase him as well. hes also put me through a lot of shit, and i needed to put my foot down.
Pile 3: Bawling at your intro, thank you!🙏🏾 Now listening to the rest.
Pile 2, right on the spot! I’m a Gemini sun, Virgo moon and Sagittarius rising! It fit perfectly with me, and with our connection. Thank you lovely for the reading, it helped me quite a lot, keep up with your good work ✨🖤
I love him. Love at first sight. Always waiting for him to come back.
pile 2, and it resonated so well. the mentioning of hozier and the other song closer was everything i needed to confirm whats going on.
I am Saggitarius sun Venus in Scorpio taurus moon and Capricorn ascending. You are very good. I listened to this then and was woken up to this again tonight. Resonating with pile 1 so much
Wow, pile 2 ~ this was incredibly spot on for me/us. ❤🎉💫
I never listen to pick a card, only Scorpio tarot. Loved this. You are so calming and channeled my energy. ♥️🙏
Pile 1 song: “She’s So High” by Tal Bachman! One of my favorite songs!!! I’ve been playing it on a loop for months ❤😂
Pile 2. It was swapped and I was the bunny! But you described my feelings so accurately that it made me cry. Just feeling understood like that moved me. And you have such a beautiful bright energy. ❤
You're amazing. Pile 1 resonated so deeply. Thank you.
Pile 3. This timeless reading is so so accurate. Thank you
EXACTLY!! 😊
Them: "...How did you get in here?! I've got bodyguards everywhere!..." 😊😊😊
First time finding your readings, pile 3 was the message I needed. Thank you so much🩵
Pile #1 Right on the $ once again girl 😮 it amazes me, thank you for what you do ❤❤❤
So glad! 💛 Thank you so much for watching! I appreciate you!
pile 2: if i needed more confirmation that this is me, right as you talked about being a "star" i was holding the star card from one of my one decks. hermes got me set up here!
6 to 7 months ago you made a reading that is completly linked to this one. At least for me. And Everything you said in reading n°1 litteraly came out last night when I was on the Phone with that person... just wow ! Thank you for sharing your gift.
From 13 and when you brought up ma kali is absurd. This reading is wildly synchronistic
wow this is the most accurate reading I've ever watched here on RUclips!!! Thank you
i missed u so muuuuchhh i’m so happy ur back!!
pile 3 - feeling comforted as always :,)
Pile 2. So deadass thank you!! Claim and trusting the process ❤
Wow pile one is so accurate for me, what are the odds you would know we are both empath (intuitive) and the fact you know that he likes to help people, and we have a mirror emergy
Your chat about recognizing pain and sympathy... sending you so much love back
This may be the first of your readings that I have seen/heard, but this specific reading kept popping up in my feed and I have been drawn to pile 3 every time I have seen your thumbnail. This was soooooooo completely accurate, I can’t even tell you! Like every single word and the depth of your reading was amazing. You’re so gifted! You read her like you know her and our relationship. The problem is that her 3D self is so egoic that she actually doesn’t think she did anything wrong and therefore has never been willing to take accountability for anything, and so that is essentially why we aren’t together. No accountability and therefore she will not fix anything or self-reflect, and yet, she wants the relationship back. Make that make sense. It never will to me. Thank you! ❤ And also, you’re super eloquent and you have a beautiful voice!
Happy to hear your calming voice! Keep your head up through your dark night of soul. Sending good energy your way. Pile 1 main here, and you are spot on.....
Wow - I can't thank you enough - so accurate - and felt like a personal reading. You're always so spot on - a simply amazing reading !!
Pile 2 - I'm speechless. My best friend/ counterpart maybe? (Pisces sun, Virgo moon) has been going through some stuff, last year he threw himself in a whirlwind romance that damaged a lot of things, and now that's unravelled too. He's an introvert and a stoic; he's opened up about some of this, but not as deeply as this reading. Man, I don't think I've ever teared up during an energy check.
With the choices that he's made that blew up in his face... I think he doesn't trust *himself*? There's a lot of mirroring in our connection though. Addictive personalities included 🫠
In any case, what matters to me is that we are together, be it as best friends or spouses. 🩷🩷
(Sorry about the leacherousness, he loves puns and innuendo 😅 And we had a... fling? a couple of years ago, and let me tell you 🔥🔥🔥)
So many synchronicities in pile 3 daaang I love it
Pile 3 def top notch. Ur super accurate omg love your readings 😭
Number 3 is even a closer reading! Thank you!❤
Ichose the clear crystal because its so importantt t o see clearlyYou read so gently and about the control which ive not ment to control others just myself.Not the first time to hear this.Love isnt aways on time.Definatly Gods guidance is needed.Thankyou so very much.
PILE 1 YOUR DEAD ONN IT THATS MY QUEEN
I really really love your energy! You give away a very dearly , friendly & a kind of protective energy for your viewers! Thank you so much for all the time and energy you put into bringing us these channelled messages! God bless ❤🙏✨🧿
Holy cow..pile 1 was scary accurate, like every detail. Thank you so much I feel a lot more peace about things
I don’t get it. Literally dead on about distance and mental health etc all of it. I can’t believe these aren’t personal readings. I’m waiting for her to email me back for my reading.
Pile 3
Felt like a personal reading. Scary accurate!
Pile 1 - only just less than 7 mins in and, I'm Pisces sun, aries rising and sag moon here, so lots of fire and water in my chart. Already feeling like this is going to be my reading. My first time listening to you. Esotarot's channel brought me here. Xx
Pile 3 : very true ! Just recently I wanted to connect with a new person I might be connected too in addition to be more focused on my daily life. We currently are separated for work but he felt I was being more distanced from him, as he got to know it spiritually he became very possessive and insecure that I might leave him (which wasn’t the case). I had to explain myself and apologies because In fact he’s always with me energetically (I think he’s obsessed) and I’m with him too but sometimes I just want to leave him alone and focus on something else.
Thank you so much. I am pile 1 all resonated so much and the readding is so healing
Oh wow, this felt like a personal reading😮 you're amazing🧡 thank you for putting all the work, love, your beautiful energy and compassion into all of your readings🙏🏻
Pile 3. Thank you❤
Thank you so much for watching. I appreciate you! 💛
This is a very deep
Reading about things happening in my life right now
Pile 1- you nailed it as usual lol. Thank you so much! Blessings ✨❤️
Pile 2 -he has a Pisces stellium opp my Virgo stellium and we’re both sag rising ❤ your energy checks are always dead on for me
Thankyou for giving me the closure i needed ❤
How cool, I was passed out and i wear a kunzite and i woke up to the kunzite reading and it resonated. Thank you 🙏🏻❤
I’ve never had so many jaw dropping moments before
Hi, this is the first time I’ve ever seen your channel and I decided to check it out. First can I say I appreciate you saying I’m sorry, I don’t understand how somebody would have a problem with it. You seem like a very kind and gentle soul. And I’m sorry for everything that you had to go through. I had to stop the video at about seven minutes in. I picked pile 3 and I do meditate before I choose. Every single word you have said is true. I’m not exaggerating every single thing. I’m not trying to be melodramatic, but ever since childhood through my adulthood it just seems to be a string of traumatic events. And I don’t give up I keep going, because what else can I do. i’m Sagittarius, and he is Aries. I did feel we were perfect for each other, I knew it and something did happen, and I did pull back a few days ago and we are going through a little separation. I’m listening to you describe my life and boyfriend exactly. 😮 Thank you for this interesting reading. I’ve subscribed!
BEYOND THE BEYOND w/pile 2. thank you. whatever does or does not happen (its mostly been nothing throughout the time we met, but I don't want to rant about the bizarre connection), but you said a number of very specific things in this pile that concretely confirmed. 🎯🎯
Awww, yay! I'm so glad that it resonated for you! Thank you so much for watching and sharing this with me. I appreciate you! 💛
Pile 2 🤯 what an accurate description of him! And I was laughing hard about the silver tongue and the other thing about it because it is so true 🤣
Pile 1: it makes sense we have worked together 3 years ago but lost contact only to find eachoter online again. We went for a drink 2 days ago and I did not expect it to have such an effect on me. I am stepping very much into my divine feminine energy and as he is an aquarius men(scorpio moon) and I'm a gemini woman ( with aquarius moon) I don't think it's weird that there are some "careful intrests"
Pile 2 Thank you so much for the amazing channeling message ♊♋ Love and Light 🙏🙏🙏
Great to see another of your readings Taylor (pile 2)❤😊
Awww, thank you so much for watching! I appreciate you. 💛
This is the first I've come across your channel and I'm so glad I did! Reading really resonated, including the fact that you're an Avatar the last Airbender fan! Am watching Legends of Korra right now and so that felt (among many other synchronicities) felt like a sign to be here!
3:12:05 "maybe pile 2 is worth watching for you, that could be your future person" and i startled like : wawww i choose pile 2 for my husband reading and pile 3 for someone from the past 😅. You are truly amazing 👏 ❤️ thank you very much! ❤❤❤
Sorry to hear about your latest experience of your dark night of the soul. Sending prayers your way.
Your intro in pile 4 really hit home. I respect and admire your vulnerability and honesty. If, in the past, I ever said those words that you said some viewers commented to you... they were not in a mean spirit. And I will try to honor and remember to not repeat them to you, at least not in this venue. If we knew each other better... I would probably be less cautious; but like I said, I want to respect and honor your wishes, your boundaries.
I view you as a highly caring person, taken on much in life; which I don't really have a detailed clue about; but I FEEL it in your voice, and on through you Community page. It takes guts to keep going. I've dealt with PTSD, DEEP DEPRESSION, and EXTREME ANXIETY. Someone who battles that? Yeah... that's a warrior.
Know you are badass, Taylor.
I took a sabbatical to get my head and heart straight, came back when I felt more centered. When I wasn't coming from a more needy type place.
Life is funny... how it keeps handing us the same essence of lessons, but changes the form. Sometimes we catch on; and sometimes we don't. I get the feeling that you do and are doing so more and more as you gain in maturity.
Thank you so much for #1, crazy accurate as always! Fun fact: I’m a tiger in Chinese Astro, in my chart the most abundant element is water and then fire. High priestess resonated because I’ve talked to him about it and yes, overall, it gets very frustrating lmao. Thank you Taylor 💖
Pile 2: such a beautiful, enlightening and accurate reading…thank you ❤