The Truth About Winning the Lottery (my story)

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  • Опубликовано: 28 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 6 тыс.

  • @hanak0s_t0ilet36
    @hanak0s_t0ilet36 3 года назад +7803

    I started crying when she said “I’m just going to have to be okay by not being the person I wanted to be”

    • @francescagrignon5049
      @francescagrignon5049 3 года назад +126

      Same. That really hit home.

    • @marshmallowpop5541
      @marshmallowpop5541 3 года назад +15

      @@colbyyy.1007 you’re probably ungrateful and bratty💀💀

    • @colbyyy.1007
      @colbyyy.1007 3 года назад +1

      @@marshmallowpop5541 i text on wrong video and also i was just like sayin that she shows off the money a lot im the furthest thing from ungrateful

    • @tiffanyalexander2348
      @tiffanyalexander2348 3 года назад +37

      I'm crying too just hearing that. That's 100% how I feel right now

    • @maiapicinich8153
      @maiapicinich8153 3 года назад +10

      I read this comment right when she said that 😧🖐🏼

  • @rowni
    @rowni 3 года назад +8134

    Im so genuinely touched when she says she won the lottery, she meant us, her fans/subscribers 😭 you def won all our hearts Amber!!

    • @exposedin4k113
      @exposedin4k113 3 года назад +5

      Fr

    • @lll888
      @lll888 3 года назад +86

      Nah she meant she clickbaited us all into thinking she won the lottery. dont play lol

    • @tashaneuhaus
      @tashaneuhaus 3 года назад +21

      Come on it’s fake
      She’s a true sales woman
      Think about it

    • @roxyglitterqueen6339
      @roxyglitterqueen6339 3 года назад +6

      Agree with you there I absolutely love watching Amber's videos she is such a genuine loyal beautiful angel and a inspiration to so many people in the world love her to bits won my heart to watching her first video nd helped me to start doing more videos so I am trying to build my channel up and watching ambers videos help me but sometimes I have those days like what if I don't get enough people watching but it does take a long time doesn't happen over night x

    • @cocavango9873
      @cocavango9873 3 года назад +11

      I absolutely agree my first time watching her made me stuck like glue lol she is such a beautiful soul & with just a smile lights up your whole day the inspirational quotes she gives makes me think where i wanna be in 10 years shes has taught me to never give up on my dreams & to keep going & one day i believe i will be wealthy enough to walk in a store & be able to buy the things that i truly want & be able to repay my mother for everything she has done for me even tho ik i can never repay her for what she did in a lifetime but i can contribute to that

  • @lobiieesguerra4284
    @lobiieesguerra4284 3 года назад +1841

    "I'm just gonna have to be okay with never being who I thought I'd be." That hit hard. :(

    • @jessmakeupart1459
      @jessmakeupart1459 3 года назад +17

      Yeah - me starting adult life - I felt that

    • @marijast5337
      @marijast5337 3 года назад +22

      Tbh, thats basically most grown ups lives, and its really... kinda fine. Id wanna be famous and shit rich too as a writer... but i am just really happy i can pay the bills and there is a few people that read me. I dont know, im one of those realistic persons who arent heartbroken by "i am not living my dream" 🤷🏼‍♀️ dream a more realistic dream darling and all will be just fine... ofc, if u win the lottery, go be a princess!!! :)

    • @wab090391
      @wab090391 3 года назад +6

      Look up Amanda Palmers song "In My Mind", really puts a quote like this in perspective ;)

    • @arts6944
      @arts6944 3 года назад +3

      Instantly started crying.... I need therapy

    • @ChristineSmileyFace
      @ChristineSmileyFace 3 года назад +3

      This is going to become my new mantra.

  • @Cocohue777
    @Cocohue777 3 года назад +1330

    She’s like the successful aunt who encourages and inspire you to work hard for your future 😭💕

    • @amberdel8005
      @amberdel8005 2 года назад +5

      I want to be that person : )

    • @Roxiiiioooooooolo
      @Roxiiiioooooooolo 2 года назад +2

      I’m not even successful but I always want to inspire people as an aunt to never regret who you are as a person bc living and existing is hard but you just being you is all you need to make you happy

  • @maddienassirian619
    @maddienassirian619 3 года назад +1614

    I feel so lucky to have watched her since the beginning. She’s the realest youtuber on this platform

    • @chocolatedepresso4658
      @chocolatedepresso4658 3 года назад +2

      Same. Ive been here for a while, and Im glad I was able to see her journey 🥺

    • @federicabo3298
      @federicabo3298 3 года назад +1

      Same!!

    • @Jkjoannaki
      @Jkjoannaki 3 года назад +1

      @@586abi hahahaha

    • @okkansas3687
      @okkansas3687 3 года назад +4

      Crazy, I started watching her at like 20K. I miss the videos she used to make but if she still made those videos she wouldn't be genuine anymore because her life HAS changed. It'd be kinda gross for her to keep doing broke bitch videos when that's not who she is anymore.
      She blew up really quick tho and I do wish she'd address that. It has never seemed 100% organic. She went to college for communication and I remember one of her very early videos was featured as a RUclips ad. Somewhere in the journey she got a A. Lucky break B. Pushed by someone else C. Hacked the system herself. That said I'm not begrudging her her success, I like how she's grown and what she's done. For all the toxic social media personalities she's a breath of fresh air

    • @sabrinablack1138
      @sabrinablack1138 3 года назад +2

      Exactly I remember when she first started filming and I used to watch her videos and she was so thrifty but most of all she just had this beautiful bubbly personality and that's what people are drawn to. And even now with all the success Amber is still the same person but like she said you just have access to more than things that you always hoped and prayed for

  • @lilyloski9922
    @lilyloski9922 3 года назад +2092

    Amber should honestly be everyone’s role model. She definitely is a kind and honest humble individual ✨❤️❤️

  • @nofretetecleopatra425
    @nofretetecleopatra425 3 года назад +2355

    Amber is a really good example for a person who makes her dreams come true, such an inspiration love u❤️

    • @OnlyKnowsGod
      @OnlyKnowsGod 3 года назад +7

      Correction. Amber didn't make her dreams come true. We did. Without us subscribing she would be poor. Her life so far wasn't in her hands it was in ours.

    • @nofretetecleopatra425
      @nofretetecleopatra425 3 года назад +34

      @@OnlyKnowsGod true but she still started making videos, without her doing this we couldn't subscribe to her channel, but u got a good point. I still feel it's wonderful to help a person to reach their dreams, what we do :)

  • @YoGabbaOG
    @YoGabbaOG 2 года назад +398

    I hate when people say “money can’t buy you happiness” this definitely did , love you Amber❤️

    • @protect_provide8031
      @protect_provide8031 2 года назад +9

      While I don't think money can buy true happiness it does absolutely objectively can provide the resources to spearhead one there much much quicker I think of it like this a poor person who's having a mental crisis can't take off 6 months of work for Spiritual Journey and healing a poor person isn't going to have the resources for mental health any unhappiness is made worse by poverty depression anxiety loneliness are only made worse when your shelter slash food is not secure anyone who says it does not is objectively

    • @shizukanaxx
      @shizukanaxx 2 года назад

      Me too

    • @shawnmichaels4805
      @shawnmichaels4805 2 года назад +1

      @@protect_provide8031 what the helll true happiness mean then.

    • @protect_provide8031
      @protect_provide8031 2 года назад +4

      @@shawnmichaels4805 true happiness is being content and antifragile. Wholly at ease. A chronic state of an organic pleasure. It's a higher state of mind. Doesn't mean life isn't hard, it means you have agency

    • @shawnmichaels4805
      @shawnmichaels4805 2 года назад +1

      @@protect_provide8031 Awsome, I would love to meet a homeless person going hungry and not on any drugs or someone going through some kind of financial debt to see if they have true happiness. If I ever get to meet one, it will be my first encounter so I will be ready to take a snapshot of that person. Those are a rare species of humans that are hard to find.

  • @malakhaider6167
    @malakhaider6167 3 года назад +378

    Please don’t hate on her she’s just celebrating that she made it after believing in herself

  • @picklegirl007
    @picklegirl007 3 года назад +681

    “Tomorrow could be the best day of your life, don’t miss it!” - Amber
    Now THAT is a quote we all need after the year we all had! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @lucy9500
    @lucy9500 3 года назад +612

    I feel like no one talks about their lows because a lot of people if not most find them embarrassing . So they only talk about their highs . So to hear you be so real about your struggles and even saying "yeah I had to return a box of cereal one time" "I lied to my sister so many times because of how broke I was" ? I truly appreciate that and how real you were . And you of course ♡ I think you are one of the best people winning the lottery could have happened to .

  • @sierradestinyy
    @sierradestinyy 3 года назад +1000

    “I’m just gonna have to be okay with never being who I thought I’d be” I’m literally in that situation rn 😭😭😭😭

  • @tanu1372
    @tanu1372 3 года назад +714

    “I am just gonna have to be ok with never being who I thought I will be”.... Felt that. I have that feeling almost every day 🥺

    • @sxcpaants
      @sxcpaants 3 года назад +5

      We got this!!!

    • @tanu1372
      @tanu1372 3 года назад

      @@sxcpaants ❤️yeess

    • @AnimeMoonFox
      @AnimeMoonFox 3 года назад +6

      Same girl, but we keep moving forward and trying to get closer to our dreams❤... i got to admit tho..m it did bring tears to my eyes 🙈

    • @tanu1372
      @tanu1372 3 года назад +2

      @@AnimeMoonFox we gonna get through this ✨❤️

    • @nairferreira6752
      @nairferreira6752 3 года назад +1

      Me too

  • @MsMurd3rA
    @MsMurd3rA 3 года назад +706

    That hit hard when she said “ I’m just going to have to be ok with not being who I thought I was going to be.” 😢

    • @macaylareilly254
      @macaylareilly254 3 года назад

      You basically just copied off someone messaged 😂😂😂

    • @MsMurd3rA
      @MsMurd3rA 3 года назад +17

      @@macaylareilly254 Oh no you are mistaken. A lot of people probably thought this as well. I commented what I felt. I'm not out here trying to have the most liked post or copy a comment. lol aint no competition for comments. "So you basically just assumed"

    • @jogirl836
      @jogirl836 3 года назад +5

      @ Macayla Reilly really? U can’t be serious. Do u know how many people are going to say that because it hit them hard just like it did her? U sound crazy. No one has to copy that lol. 🤦‍♀️

  • @hannahleaha_
    @hannahleaha_ 3 года назад +181

    "Invest in something that brings you closer to your dreams." This quote is going to be written everywhere for me.

  • @auroralinnthbe
    @auroralinnthbe 3 года назад +193

    I rewatch this video when I have a hard time, just to remind myself that my dreams matter and only I can make them happen. Right now I feel like giving up on everything, but Amber gives me a push in the back and gives me the motivation back. Thank you for sharing your journey. xo

  • @MISSYANYI
    @MISSYANYI 3 года назад +438

    I honestly just appreciate how real you are about literally everything. Never change your amazing personality 🤍

  • @veronicaenierga5430
    @veronicaenierga5430 3 года назад +367

    “You don’t forget what it’s like to live in sadness.” I needed to hear that. It’s humbling and real.

  • @Georgiagirl8123
    @Georgiagirl8123 3 года назад +255

    So crazy I remember watching her when she first started out and to see where she is now. She is the Amber we came to love and shes so down to earth and inspiring and that's why you cant help but love her. She is a reminder that if you work hard your wildest dreams can come true

    • @alexmtz1866
      @alexmtz1866 3 года назад +2

      Ikr sometimes I feel like she growing up so fast🥲💔♥️

  • @annafaithlifestyle
    @annafaithlifestyle 3 года назад +504

    This seriously just sparked an ambition in me I had lost. Thank you.

  • @KarliMarie
    @KarliMarie 3 года назад +895

    “What if it doesn’t come true? Ah, but what if it does”. Literally crying into my apple juice right now. I always keep that in my head when things seem out of reach. I have been making videos for over 5 years now and I haven’t gotten where I would like to yet but it’s okay. If you give up you will never get to where you wanted to be anyway. So keep on going. Things can really happen overnight. Be ready for it guys💗 thanks for being so inspirational Amber❤️

    • @maguettekandji7162
      @maguettekandji7162 3 года назад +20

      I gave a look at your channel and I have some tips if you want. 1) Focus on a niche (lifestyle, beauty etc.) 2) Know your demographics and your fanbase (What does your target look like? What do they like? Which videos have the most engagement?) 3) Develop a strategy (plan your yt videos and stay consistent, develop a fanbase on other social medias, post more stories and lives, engage more with your fans)

    • @KarliMarie
      @KarliMarie 3 года назад +6

      @@maguettekandji7162 Thanks so much for the tips! 💕💕✨

    • @zenafaber3498
      @zenafaber3498 3 года назад +13

      I’m praying your channel grows and you get everything you want in life.

    • @KarliMarie
      @KarliMarie 3 года назад +3

      @@zenafaber3498 Awe thank you so much that is very kind of you 😭💗💗I’m praying the same for you 💕your kindness is so very appreciated💗

    • @reneefusco4470
      @reneefusco4470 3 года назад +4

      I'm subbing be brave babe this is my advice dont lissen to haters there always will be one if your checking your comments and you see a hater scroll till you cant see the comment anymore ❤

  • @claxiiii
    @claxiiii 3 года назад +410

    I’m seriously crying. This brings me a message on a personal level.

    • @samm169
      @samm169 3 года назад +3

      111 likes

  • @meganelaine387
    @meganelaine387 3 года назад +204

    I’m so happy for you, Amber. I really feel like you’re one of the few youtubers who hasn’t changed much with the success - you seem a bit calmer, a bit more mature, but you still have the same sparkle and the same enthusiasm for where you are. I hope you keep going forward, you are so fun and so full of life!!

  • @PlanetMarss
    @PlanetMarss 3 года назад +265

    This video kind of changed my life 🥺 I’m somebody who holds really tight to my dreams even when everyone else tries to tell me I need a reality check. You just never know the plans that God has for your life ❤️

    • @PlanetMarss
      @PlanetMarss 3 года назад +6

      @NeonTitz thank you so much baby 💗 I must admit sometimes I struggle when the fear of failure creeps in, but then stuff like this happens and I’m reminded all over again to focus. Thank you so much for your comment 💕 you just helped bring me back to myself

  • @valeriegarcia5239
    @valeriegarcia5239 3 года назад +212

    I literally love Amber soo much. As boujie as she is, she is the most humblest and grateful influencer I have ever came across. She is a literal angel.

  • @jisuskitty
    @jisuskitty 3 года назад +358

    hi amber! my mom and i struggled with money and a roof over our heads in 2019 and escaped a monster (my father) and now my mom and i are happy and not broke or homeless anymore 🥺 you make me feel so much better amber, i’ve truly been watching you for so many years now and i grew up with you 💗

    • @maddyzorko2958
      @maddyzorko2958 3 года назад +14

      I am so sorry u had to deal with that! I am so glad that u guys are doing better!

    • @francescagrignon5049
      @francescagrignon5049 3 года назад +13

      I’m so happy you made it through the storm. Now you are stronger, and have the power to deal with whatever else life throws your way. Remember that!

    • @hamster1959
      @hamster1959 3 года назад +3

      proud of u guys and so happy to hear youre doing better :)

    • @sharnya8332
      @sharnya8332 3 года назад +5

      Too many of us a similar story, ishki and I did the same in 2017.

    • @xoxo_maya23
      @xoxo_maya23 3 года назад +3

      I hope you guys are safe now god bless you

  • @lalamartelo
    @lalamartelo 3 года назад +466

    You can't imagine how much I needed this today. I'm trying to switch jobs as my boss is abusive and constantly puts me down and "punishes me" often for things that were out of my control. Last week I came to the conclusion that I would have to just bow my head and accept the abuse as it is. Then, he yelled at me for being sick and it kinda was the last straw. During the whole weekend I've been debating if I should seek for new job opportunities, get into a Master's degree or just plainly quit. This video made me realize that I need to take a leap to make my situation better, and although I don't plan on quitting as of today beceause of financial security and all, I am now determined to not let my dreams die and to stop setteling for a job a don't enjoy doing with and abusive boss that makes it 10x worse.
    So thank you

    • @margaritamartinez6413
      @margaritamartinez6413 3 года назад +14

      Hi sorry your Boss doesn't appreciate or respect you. Do better prayer is very helpful too. God Bless you and your family

    • @TheBayBlonde
      @TheBayBlonde 3 года назад +15

      Follow your heart and pursue what you love. Do not let family, friends, or the fear of the unknown stand in your way. As someone who changed careers after college to find fulfillment finally in life, I relate to the struggle you are currently going through. As the world begins to go back to normal and jobs move online or begin to hire again, consider interviewing and quitting. Been there done that and I have never looked back. 😉 Good luck. You've got this.👍

    • @sereneholsclaw
      @sereneholsclaw 3 года назад +9

      I'm literally in this exact situation. Best of luck to you. I hope you achieve your dreams and goals.

    • @kitty8105
      @kitty8105 3 года назад +11

      Hello, I was in that same position two years ago. Worked multiples part time/minimum wage jobs, some were very good, well paying jobs apwith great managers but there was this one place I worked at where I was treated SO BAD by my managers. I would be yelled at in front of customers for things out of my control, left alone to run the store or to walk by myself (as a young teenager at the time too) to get supplies across the street. One day I gave a big F*** you to them and left to go back to school, and now I only have a year left from getting my masters in Finance. 😊
      I would say just go for your dreams, whether that be just finding a new job or going back to school. I did have to save a lot to go back, so the suffering ended up being worth it now that I got back into school, debt free at that, with a way better paying job in the near future. 😊

    • @victoriamckenzie9979
      @victoriamckenzie9979 3 года назад +8

      dont take that shit girl!!!! your mental health is so much more important than any job, please don't debate that (I need to take my own advice 😭) Whether you get a new, better job, go to school, or just quit, it will be better and your happiness will be so worth it

  • @TheDesertDaffodil
    @TheDesertDaffodil 2 года назад +44

    "Invest in something that will bring you closer to your dreams" I needed to hear this, thank you for inspiring us Amber

  • @addisonhooke2626
    @addisonhooke2626 3 года назад +472

    this made me cry, i’m 14 and worrying about having enough money to do the things i want to do in this world. But watching this video gives me a lot of relief. thank you for that amber

    • @mjmjmj8911
      @mjmjmj8911 3 года назад +26

      The world is in your hands babe, never think a dream is too big. What you do today will impact your future. You got this love!

    • @SnapszDuhh
      @SnapszDuhh 3 года назад +10

      You are very young. You will get there.

    • @SickAndTired422
      @SickAndTired422 3 года назад +15

      Don’t forget to get off social media and go out into the sunlight. The phone brainwashes us to worry. The blue light is bad for your brain. You have your entire life ahead! Just work hard at what you want, and if you don’t get there the first time don’t give up!

    • @bryannamarie7539
      @bryannamarie7539 3 года назад +8

      Trust me , life is hard and your gonna struggle badly like most of us but you'll get through it. Work hard and become successful.

    • @cici39177
      @cici39177 3 года назад +2

      Everyone struggles just remember in those times.....itll make it SO much more worth it in the end.

  • @SamiLoft
    @SamiLoft 3 года назад +792

    The chills 🥺 that’s so crazy you deserve every part of this

  • @ily_Lily186
    @ily_Lily186 3 года назад +2989

    She went from having 10 dollars to having a piano she can’t even play lol

    • @surya9557
      @surya9557 3 года назад +28

      100% sure we all can relate to the piano part lol

    • @irenec1565
      @irenec1565 3 года назад +24

      ​@Me Smith That has nothing to do with brightness or inteligence LMAO. She bought it as a decoration item because she likes it and she can. We all have useless stuff in our homes or buy things we end up not using

    • @bethaneyreid390
      @bethaneyreid390 3 года назад +2

      😄😄😄

    • @loveshell6945
      @loveshell6945 3 года назад +3

      She’s got plenty of time left to learn. 💗

    • @loveshell6945
      @loveshell6945 3 года назад +1

      @Me Smith I mean, why not?! 🥳 Live and let live.

  • @katrinaadamsbotts6988
    @katrinaadamsbotts6988 3 года назад +117

    I am a 39 year old mom and my oldest daughter is a Leo and she's about to turn 21, buying her first home soon and she's very driven and BEAUTIFUL just like you Amber!!! My Katelyn Sorg will be where you are....one day!!! I believe that 100%! This video is amazing and I'm so proud of you Amber!! Congratulations!! You deserve it!!

  • @biancamae799
    @biancamae799 3 года назад +2103

    "Money can't buy you happiness"
    Uhmm I'd rather be sad while drinking a cup of tea in front of the eiffel tower than be sad in my room

    • @Sophie-rl5dx
      @Sophie-rl5dx 3 года назад +40

      That’s so true lmao

    • @avantikaoberoi3083
      @avantikaoberoi3083 3 года назад +13

      Haha absolutely

    • @kenziederby291
      @kenziederby291 3 года назад +59

      you’ll truly understand the meaning of the phrase when you have something that’s worth more than money could buy

    • @biancamae799
      @biancamae799 3 года назад +72

      @@kenziederby291 exactly lmao there are things that can't be bought with money that's why I'd rather be depressed but rich than to be depressed and poor 😌😌

    • @kaivianhines7890
      @kaivianhines7890 3 года назад +8

      @@kenziederby291 I’d take the money still, expensive stores will be calling my name✨

  • @Vareetha
    @Vareetha 3 года назад +371

    You are the most deserving RUclipsr I’ve ever watched of all that you have. Every time I watch you, I get giddy watching you have all the things you have and how much you actually appreciate your subscribers. I relate to you so much, and thank you for sharing your life with us. You are so humble and deserve the world. Also, I’m from Thailand, thank you for not riding the elephant when you went there. That kinda won me over after seeing so many inconsiderate RUclipsrs visit my home country. 😂❤️ Love you!

  • @xchasingthefallx
    @xchasingthefallx 3 года назад +165

    You deserve every penny. Your channel has helped me personally and I'm sure it helped so many others. You taught me to be confident in myself and you always have the greatest advice. You bring a smile on my face by just being yourself. You're like the bigger sister I never had.

  • @kallherjo
    @kallherjo 2 года назад +23

    Saved this video last year and everytime I feel like giving up I just go back and watch it. I honestly relate too much with this and seeing Amber being actually open and genuine on having gone through struggles gives me hope. Love this lady🫂❤️✨

  • @Ashley_Luxescape
    @Ashley_Luxescape 3 года назад +677

    Money doesn’t change you, it changes who and what you have access to .
    Amber Schol 2021

    • @thealexus226
      @thealexus226 3 года назад +1

      Money doesn’t change you, if changes who and what you have access to. 🙏🏾🤑

    • @petermungai76
      @petermungai76 2 года назад +2

      Money just reveals who you are & the people around you.

  • @kealeyparrish4951
    @kealeyparrish4951 3 года назад +430

    Amber you didn’t win the lottery, you worked for the lottery and I think that’s more magical. 💕 so happy for your journey.

    • @Lyrics88811
      @Lyrics88811 3 года назад +3

      Oh my gosh so true. I feel like breaking down for you/Amber!!🤧😢

    • @Lyrics88811
      @Lyrics88811 3 года назад +3

      You go girl! You are my role model.❤🤗

    • @Lyrics88811
      @Lyrics88811 3 года назад +2

      Life is priceless.❤

  • @sarahibby3315
    @sarahibby3315 3 года назад +274

    " don't take the tiny everyday jackpots in life for granted because those are the big ones"
    I needed this

  • @rechiestrada5479
    @rechiestrada5479 3 года назад +32

    I know you'll probably never read this Amber but when i'm at my lowest point I came across this video. "I'm just gonna have to be okay with never be who I thought i'd be" line resonated with me. And it gave me the courage to take my exams to move and work in another country it's too early to say but i'll be having my final job interview this month. So thank you! Hoping for the best! May we all keep winning our personal loterries. ❤

  • @owarped9357
    @owarped9357 3 года назад +583

    I still feel bad that she wasn't able to be an octopus...

  • @belle.bethany1691
    @belle.bethany1691 3 года назад +945

    And they say manifesting isn't real....

    • @Arcobalenojaja
      @Arcobalenojaja 3 года назад +7

      Amen sis

    • @ivettenatalia96
      @ivettenatalia96 3 года назад +4

      was literally thinking about that

    • @kaileyoldham4353
      @kaileyoldham4353 3 года назад +58

      She didn't manifest, she prayed to God

    • @BriannaDaniels178
      @BriannaDaniels178 3 года назад

      Ouuhhweee. It is so real.

    • @Arcobalenojaja
      @Arcobalenojaja 3 года назад +21

      @@kaileyoldham4353 actually she manifested by doing vision boards, u can check her videos bout that

  • @GabrielaDey
    @GabrielaDey 3 года назад +358

    “My dreams have died”.. wow this is exactly how I feel right now. I was always a dreamy child too and have so many goals and lately I just feel so unmotivated and hopeless

    • @mesooofrugal
      @mesooofrugal 3 года назад +24

      Girl dont give up keep finding a way. I felt exactly like this a few years ago. I said "maybe its okay to live a mediocre life". My dream was to have time freedom. And I finally found a way recently. You can do it !

    • @GabrielaDey
      @GabrielaDey 3 года назад +7

      @@mesooofrugal yess you’re so right!! Thank you for the encouragement. Definitely doing the inner work to find inspiration and pushing myself. 💜

    • @TOLupe-ty6jb
      @TOLupe-ty6jb 3 года назад +6

      I have let my controlling parents keep me from going after my wants needs goals and dreams in life! It hurts to watch other people live life to the fullest.

    • @mesooofrugal
      @mesooofrugal 3 года назад +5

      @@TOLupe-ty6jb that was me. I had a strict tiger mom. Sad to say it the only way I for freedom was to move out. I have a video about it if your are interested. Its been 6 month and its the best decision ever. You can do it too !

    • @Cocohue777
      @Cocohue777 3 года назад +2

      You make / chase new dreams 😊

  • @limegreenlemonaid
    @limegreenlemonaid Год назад +1

    Dude, you're definitely from some dystopian galaxy, and ily. My wildest dreams don't mirror yours, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you for believing in them. I'm so glad that your life is both priceful and priceless. 💛💜🖤

  • @Ayeemay
    @Ayeemay 3 года назад +34

    you have alot of talent when it comes to stories like this, and the "deeper" things, like you have an incredibly inspirtational way of telling these stories. I really think that this is kind of what you're meant to do is tell these kinds of stories. I watched you from the beginning when you were putting contact paper on your floors and always loved how positive and bubbly you were and it helped me so much, and so does this. Obviously do whatever it is you want, but when it comes to THESE kinds of videos, they're above all the rest of any other youtuber. They're honest and coming from the heart and soul. More people need to see them

    • @AmberScholl
      @AmberScholl  3 года назад +11

      this is so sweet and means so so much to me. thank you ♥️

  • @silentlywithering
    @silentlywithering 3 года назад +137

    most youtubers are really feeling uncomfortable, showing their luxury they've got through youtube, but you do it in such a beautiful way, you're not hiding that you're owning money now, you're celebrating it - and you are doing it with such an happy, peaceful way, that i'm feeling so happy for you ♥

  • @tipennya
    @tipennya 3 года назад +659

    You said "An Unrelatable Video"
    I am a Black, 50 year old woman on Disability and assistance, with a child not much younger than yourself.
    We couldn't be more "Unrelatable"!
    THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST VIDEOS I'VE EVER SEEN HERE!!
    Thank you for sharing your story. Encouragement comes in many unexpected ways. You are an inspiration - raw and real.
    Continued Prosperity to You

    • @paranormalsoulcircle3176
      @paranormalsoulcircle3176 3 года назад +9

      I am sick and on Dissabilty and preparing to losing my Moldy unsafe basement apartment in about a month from now , to going even worse: living in a tent with my Dog and losing the little that Iam grateful for

    • @Michellecuebas
      @Michellecuebas 3 года назад

      @@paranormalsoulcircle3176 Pop. I yuy

    • @donnat4650
      @donnat4650 3 года назад +2

      I hope things get better for you

    • @queenofthorns4053
      @queenofthorns4053 3 года назад +1

      I love your comment!!

  • @normac9931
    @normac9931 3 года назад +15

    Youve remained as humble as ever and that speaks volumes. I subbed a few years ago~ attracted to your sparkling personality. You are such an uplifting soul~ i truly feel you did actually find your place in this world! And imo it couldnt have happened to a better person.
    Thank you for sharing this with us~ thank you for being YOU!
    I love your content and wish you much more success! Thank you Amber !! ❤❤❤

  • @ASecretSound
    @ASecretSound 3 года назад +297

    There is always room for an Amber in everyone’s life, if we all had one friend like her we’d have won the life lottery too

    • @cheyennehinton-pryde7888
      @cheyennehinton-pryde7888 3 года назад +5

      That is such a nice comment

    • @ASecretSound
      @ASecretSound 3 года назад

      @@cheyennehinton-pryde7888 ah thanks it’s true though can you imagine how lovely a friend she is

    • @cheyennehinton-pryde7888
      @cheyennehinton-pryde7888 3 года назад +1

      @@ASecretSound she feels like a friend that would just light up your life.

    • @ASecretSound
      @ASecretSound 3 года назад

      @@cheyennehinton-pryde7888 100%!

  • @brinneyfyfe
    @brinneyfyfe 3 года назад +489

    “But what if it doesn’t come true? Ah, but what if it does..”

  • @alexsandrasorto5477
    @alexsandrasorto5477 3 года назад +78

    i really loved the fact that Amber showed the roof and was like “this is the place where I prayed to God on my hands and knees” and it’s like to see her come so far just wow

  • @donalee2023
    @donalee2023 2 года назад +1

    As I sit in my car… with $0.00 in my bank account and a 1/4 tank of gas, no job, drowning in debt… storage, phone, car payment, car ins… and I came across this… as I am about to lose everything… I am 3-4 months behind on storage, 2 car payments behind, deferred payment on my my phone, and no car ins… with 75c in my hand… you are just so precious and inspiring. Trying to keep the faith and stay positive through it all… in sadness a lot these days. Thank you for your positivity, you are adorable 😊 ❤️ So glad I found you and your channel

  • @oOcandiegirlOo
    @oOcandiegirlOo 3 года назад +30

    This literally is so humbling because it shows that you don’t have to be born successful as long as you push yourself to be.. I’ve been trying to start a business recently and I’ve been thinking about everything I need to do to do it and having a toddler and a baby and working full time with my husband not getting a chance to do anything for myself is hard, but I push every day.. there were times that I wanted to give up on my business cause I felt like it was stupid and pointless but this video made me feel like I need to keep going, I’m passionate about it and I just wanted to share this with you. Thank you for being so inspiring! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @peacherry8195
    @peacherry8195 3 года назад +59

    Amber released this video at the right time where I’m so breaking down about my unsure goal with only $10 for the rest of the February. But I’m thankful that my parents still support me for the food and a roof to stay.

  • @aurorarenzi3826
    @aurorarenzi3826 3 года назад +367

    I don’t believe that you “won the lottery”, cause you worked really hard for your dreams. It’s the time you spent on doing what you love, and the kindness and honesty that you’ve shown that brought you here, I wouldn’t have followed you back then if it wasn’t for it.
    And I’m so proud to say that I’ve been following you since the broke bitch tips, seeing you grow everyday inspires me to follow my dreams as well.
    Love you amber

    • @crystalwtube
      @crystalwtube 3 года назад +12

      There are ppl that work just as hard or harder, but don’t hv 10% of her success. I think she says that she “won the lottery” because we chose her. Her fans chose her. Again, plenty of youtubers working hard to get noticed, but millions have chosen her.

  • @pnattis
    @pnattis 2 года назад +27

    I know for a fact im never gonna reach my dreams, infact i am crying right now. When Amber said “I’m just gonna have to be okay with never being who I thought I’d be" i relalized that i was in that situation, but i just wish i had Ambers life. I love her sm, everyone probabally does. Shes such an inspiration, i wish that i was just strong enough like her.

    • @sunchokedyt
      @sunchokedyt 2 года назад

      i'm sitting here sobbing as well

    • @daniborn2bwild8
      @daniborn2bwild8 Год назад +3

      Oh but you are!!! You are stronger than you're giving yourself credit for🖤🖤🖤

    • @DX-d
      @DX-d Год назад

      @CLICKHERE11reported

  • @nicolelindsey6738
    @nicolelindsey6738 3 года назад +49

    I had to pause and cry over the line "im going to have to get used not being the person i wanted to be" because that's where i am at in life. I hope one day things change.

  • @leuleulemon
    @leuleulemon 3 года назад +167

    I used to be one of those people who didn't believe in vision boards or manifestation but Amber completely changed my perspective on mindset and positivity and how that relates to reaching your goals. Thank you Amber 💓

  • @mlizaaa
    @mlizaaa 3 года назад +157

    OMG Amber!!! This is a SIGN for me! When you said “invest in something that brings you closer to your dreams” I am taking that as a sign to start a small candle business! (I just thought of it this week and fell in love with the idea!) and now I can’t go to bed every night thinking about it I’m so excited! Although I don’t know anything about anything when it comes to business I’m going to go to college and start this business as well as work a side job cleaning houses... anyone else in kinda the same boat?

    • @natashamtila3035
      @natashamtila3035 3 года назад +6

      I wish you all the success. Continue dreaming because God will never limit you when He is limitless. I can't wait to support you when you start out

    • @AmberScholl
      @AmberScholl  3 года назад +31

      GO FOR IT GIRL CANT WAIT TO SEE THE CANDLES

    • @mlizaaa
      @mlizaaa 3 года назад +7

      @@natashamtila3035 OMG thank you so much girl!!!! Absolutely God will help me through all of my dreams and I’m really hoping to use some of the proceeds from the candles to give to charities for children because when I am successful, everyone will be successful ❤️❤️❤️

    • @mlizaaa
      @mlizaaa 3 года назад +6

      @@AmberScholl I would be seriously honored for you to receive the 1st PR package ❤️❤️

    • @blancaorozco1865
      @blancaorozco1865 3 года назад +2

      @@mlizaaa God bless you! and amen

  • @courtneycole5052
    @courtneycole5052 2 года назад +11

    This made me cry, I really need to see this today... ive been going through it and life has been so hard! It's incredible to see how far you've come on your journey and also how humble you've remained. You're so inspirational and I'm grateful to you and your videos.
    I honestly look forward to every single video and I watch them all, as I have done for the past 5 years.
    Its a joy to watch you grow and helps me in sooo many ways possible.
    You're amazing, you're a queen and I cannot wait to see what else you do in the next 5 years!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @funmithedressmaker
    @funmithedressmaker 3 года назад +259

    “You might find the destination on the journey” - Amber

  • @illonarosacairns1466
    @illonarosacairns1466 3 года назад +96

    She's honestly the most beautiful, authentic soul and I love her.
    I'm a broke af single mum and watching her just makes me so happy, she reminds me to never take anything for granted & to never give up.
    Thankyou Amber 🖤

  • @mikailaisawesome
    @mikailaisawesome 3 года назад +91

    This made me cry. I was homeless in 2019. I lived in my car. and it's been rough since then, but I'm happy I even have somewhere to stay now. I've been watching your videos for a while and I'm happy you were able to succeed to where you are now bc I knoooow how it feels to not have anything. No one deserves that. I hope somehow this can happen to me too ❤️ thank you for the inspiration, Amber. ✨

    • @royalty111
      @royalty111 3 года назад +5

      I know what its like not to have Anything too 😭 I’m grateful for everything

  • @MissaeiTV
    @MissaeiTV 3 года назад +86

    this video came at the perfect time. losing belief and hope in myself and been feeling so unmotivated lately so to think that I have the power to change it all around like you did, is so inspiring. Thanks for sharing, and can't wait to see you in person to thank you for how you've inspired me

  • @nikkimisfit6816
    @nikkimisfit6816 3 года назад +312

    I didn’t want to get out of bed today. This was so inspiring. I needed motivation to get back to chasing my dreams. Thank you, Amber💗

    • @zenafaber3498
      @zenafaber3498 3 года назад +5

      Even if you start at 3pm, doing a little something is better than nothing! ❤️

  • @KJ-tb4gn
    @KJ-tb4gn 3 года назад +81

    I still remember when I bought my first pair of heels I searched up 'how to walk in high heels' and your video came up - I loved your personality and loving vibes so much that I subscribed right away. I saw that at the time you had about 400,000 subs and I wanted to support your wonderful energy and I'm so glad I did because I'm happy to have seen you grow and to have grown in a way with you; you've helped me get through my days sometimes and motivated me to keep chasing my dreams

    • @joelle3343
      @joelle3343 3 года назад +1

      that's how I found her too!!

  • @TIEGANKINGMAKEUP
    @TIEGANKINGMAKEUP 3 года назад +294

    the title may not be realistic literally, but everyone has the chance to win their lottery! today I had a snapchat memory from 4 years ago today when I created my makeup instagram account and yes it may have only been a selfie but I look at that and say wow, I have come so far from not knowing what to do with my life to today studying an amazing course and about to begin university in a course I am most passionate about and am starting up my own RUclips channel. it is because of people like amber and other role models online that I have gained the confidence and courage to become the person I want to be and to me, that is the beginning of my lottery life, happiness xo

  • @DaisyAndrews
    @DaisyAndrews 2 года назад +8

    the fact that u now have REAL marble floors and u are building ur dream home is even more proof that after this video…u still continued to grow and make ur dreams come to life. u are amazing amber

  • @ilianag2239
    @ilianag2239 3 года назад +62

    Amber you're the most amazing and kind person I've ever seen on the internet! You made ME a better person, I learned to accept myself and appreciate the things I have and the things that are coming my way. Thank you, you're a literal angel 🥰

  • @beckyh1802
    @beckyh1802 3 года назад +115

    “I’m just gonna have to be ok with never being who I though I would be” wow why you always making me cry girl 😭

  • @Itsletsalldobetter
    @Itsletsalldobetter 3 года назад +85

    From a dreamer with big dreams to a dreamer who's making her dreams come true. Truly the most magical glow up of all 💓

  • @brinafazzina6109
    @brinafazzina6109 2 года назад +6

    Thank you for making this💗 I just quit my factory job of working 7 days a week 12 hour shifts because my mental health. I feel so lost at the moment but this video really gave me a spark.

  • @Anonimous.space.artist
    @Anonimous.space.artist 3 года назад +133

    This honestly made me teary every couple of seconds.

  • @aijalouise
    @aijalouise 3 года назад +141

    I almost didn’t watch this because I didn’t want to feel even more like shit and envious of what I want and don’t have - but I ended up feeling more grateful for what I have and inspired to go after more

  • @ryanglitta2413
    @ryanglitta2413 3 года назад +55

    I was not expecting to be hit with feels right after breakfast, you’re a beautiful human being Amber, inside out, I love how you share your past experiences and not burry them and you’re proud with saying you had none and now you have some, its so cute, wish you all success and happiness

  • @imbrigita
    @imbrigita 3 года назад +1

    I CLAIM THIS ENERGY! Been working on my RUclips since 2017 but I know my time for my channel to grow will come because you are an example that nothing is impossible. 🥰

    • @canelaramirez4041
      @canelaramirez4041 3 года назад +1

      I believe in you love ✨

    • @imbrigita
      @imbrigita 3 года назад +1

      @@canelaramirez4041 thank you so much. 🥺♥️

  • @azareelarzate8584
    @azareelarzate8584 3 года назад +55

    She is literally the best friend everyone needs, so humble, honest, and just true to herself. ❤️

  • @bootata
    @bootata 3 года назад +135

    Omg this made me tear up, I’ve had a lot of dreams growing up but now that I’ve started working a full time job, everything became a lot tougher and I guess I lost sight of them. Watching Amber seriously makes me so happy in so many different ways. This video’s so inspiring, it makes me want to actually take that step to chase that dream :’) love you Amber (even though she probs won’t read this but oh well, it’s a step wink)

    • @krisztinaboros2025
      @krisztinaboros2025 3 года назад

      Never let your dreams die ❤

    • @batoldalia2496
      @batoldalia2496 3 года назад +3

      What if it doesn't come true, ah but what if it does :), never stop chasing your dreams

  • @Shabreya
    @Shabreya 3 года назад +52

    You’re my inspiration. I’m 20 and I feel as though I’m stuck in life but when I watch your videos it gives me hope. I’m very thankful for this video so inspirational and the fact that you’re so humble is amazing. Thank you so much.

    • @POYSSI
      @POYSSI 3 года назад +4

      You and me both. But we'll make...we just have to believe and never give up.

  • @noemi5791
    @noemi5791 3 года назад +240

    "Don't take the tiny everyday jackpots for granted" 😭

  • @-charlie-9804
    @-charlie-9804 3 года назад +159

    Can I just say, this made me feel so happy

    • @AmberScholl
      @AmberScholl  3 года назад +73

      u make me so happy

    • @katelyntoler6459
      @katelyntoler6459 3 года назад +3

      @@AmberScholl This made me want to cry. Please never change because I love seeing you as a princess. 😀

  • @ItsJordanx0x0
    @ItsJordanx0x0 3 года назад +35

    She’s right - the happiest and most magical things in life have no price tag - when I see my brother with my nephew, when I see their faces light up. No money can buy how grateful I feel for them.

  • @CayJay3
    @CayJay3 3 года назад +8

    This video is so well done. I feel so happy for you and your success. I truly feel the pain you felt and pray every day I find my destiny and my meaning besides being a stay at home mom. I never see friends I don’t get out of the house much and like you said I just know I’m meant for more and will one day. My kids are my life and I’m happy I have them but I worry about what happens when they’re older. Trying to find my purpose besides being a mama. You’re a beautiful person inside and out and that’s rare in this world especially since you haven’t changed. I’ve always said money doesn’t make you happy but it makes life easier for sure. Everyday is a struggle financially not only for me but for so many people and this video is heart warming. You deserve so much happiness and joy in life girl! Thank you for all your hard work on here.

  • @joahan111
    @joahan111 3 года назад +24

    “I just have to be okay with never being who I thought I would be” hit so hard, I’m struggling with somethings at the moment and I’m so scared that might prevent me for becoming the version of myself that I want to be. Thank you so much amber for opening up to us like this and how you never changed with us. This made me bawl so much you have no idea, this is such an amazing experience for you and for us to be apart of us. I love you tons

  • @alejandra7437
    @alejandra7437 3 года назад +178

    this made me wanna continue my studies, i was seriously considering dropping out. i promised myself i'm gonna make it and i am ✨

    • @stellabae2250
      @stellabae2250 3 года назад +7

      you got this!! good luck

    • @AmberScholl
      @AmberScholl  3 года назад +52

      WE R ALL CHEERING U ON

    • @alejandra7437
      @alejandra7437 3 года назад +3

      @@AmberScholl WHATTTT BAE THANK U FOR REPLYING!! I love you smuchhh, the light you bring to the world is unmatched😭🥰🥰

    • @alejandra7437
      @alejandra7437 3 года назад +4

      @@stellabae2250 and you too baby tysmmmmm omg🥰🥰🥰

    • @destiniromero5686
      @destiniromero5686 3 года назад

      You’re going to do great! I believe that you can do anything you want to do in life and I believe that your life is going to change for the better.

  • @dumbgenious1960
    @dumbgenious1960 3 года назад +73

    I don’t wanna be that person, but hearing her y’all about praying to god and seeing her now, like it just makes me really happy. I’m so happy for her

  • @chelsealondon6253
    @chelsealondon6253 2 года назад +5

    I truly love this . She is very humble about her winning the lotto , and gives a very positive outlook on life everyone needs right now . Never forget your dreams and don’t give up . One day we all may win the lotto as long as we buy a ticket .

  • @allthingsjuwey7347
    @allthingsjuwey7347 3 года назад +52

    "You might find that the winning ticket was in your heart all along"this literally gave me goosebumps.....amber as a person is whole inspiration♥️♥️♥️

  • @noshotsalloffense549
    @noshotsalloffense549 3 года назад +66

    Why did this break me out in tears? I’m not a famous RUclipsr, but became very successful in business and also started out with NOTHING, super broke. I live in LA now too. Similar journey, really touching ❤️ thank you for sharing !

  • @latashahardy257
    @latashahardy257 3 года назад +449

    I woke up at 3:33 am and this was on my timeline. I'm taking this as a sign. My someday is almost here.

  • @sydneymotto4366
    @sydneymotto4366 3 года назад +35

    I’m crying, thank you for making me feel like all of this lonely, late night work that I’m doing is going to be worth it. Thank you for taking away my guilt about choosing what is important for me!

    • @sementastic
      @sementastic 3 года назад +3

      Yes You go! It's just a phase. You're reaching there , its not that far!

  • @YMMNDZ
    @YMMNDZ 3 года назад +98

    "I'm just going to have to be okay with never being who I thought I'd be"
    I felt that 😔

    • @iramakhtar4070
      @iramakhtar4070 3 года назад +1

      I felt that but now things have completely changed around and I'm on my way up like i thought I could never but I manifested and preyed and I got. It just takes time. For some people life comes very easy but it came hard for me and so I value the experiences and things more than anything now more than ever becus I never had as a child.

  • @cherryblossom5528
    @cherryblossom5528 3 года назад +52

    "invest in something that brings you closer to your dreams" tbh I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT because I'm honestly doing nothing to make any of my dreams to come true...time to stop procrastinating and time to play my lottery's
    TY AMBER, you are honestly a ray of sunshine in all of our lives 💜

  • @katy_4971
    @katy_4971 2 года назад +3

    You deserve this more than anyone on this platform!! You've stayed you throughout and that is the most expensive gift you can ever have!
    I've worked so hard doing things I've never enjoyed and for once in my life I'm doing something for me! I'm working on a poetry collection and am exhibiting in an art exhibition, for once I actually feel like me!
    Dreams never die, they are always there some come true, some don't but all that matters is having them!
    That's so true about money! Money opens your life up so you can do things you never thought you could. But it's not everything.

  • @burpzs
    @burpzs 3 года назад +712

    How she opens the video: “so I didn’t win the lottery”

    • @Dream-rg1mp
      @Dream-rg1mp 3 года назад +56

      BUT SHE WON THE SUCCESS LOTTERY

    • @burpzs
      @burpzs 3 года назад

      @@Dream-rg1mp she did 🥰🥰

  • @heather123
    @heather123 3 года назад +231

    Why did this make me cry so much?! You’re so inspiring amber! Love watching your videos! So proud of how far you’ve come!! Can’t wait for more blessings to go your way!

    • @annleigh_
      @annleigh_ 3 года назад

      @Me Smith Get a life Smith.

    • @annleigh_
      @annleigh_ 3 года назад

      @Me Smith Boo hoo smith.

    • @annleigh_
      @annleigh_ 3 года назад

      @Me Smith Omg I didn't know that offended you so much! And I honestly don't care for likes don't assume people thoughts. I was only teasing. And why the hell does it have to do with the trans community? Jeez take a chill pill. And what's trolling?

    • @annleigh_
      @annleigh_ 3 года назад

      @Me Smith it was only 2 times not a 100 that's sick and annoying.

    • @annleigh_
      @annleigh_ 3 года назад

      @Me Smith I told you what to do? I I guess this my first time trolling sorry didn't mean too.😯😞

  • @LS-uc6kt
    @LS-uc6kt 3 года назад +70

    I've been unemployed for over a year now.. if I won the lottery, I'd be able to afford doctor appointments to help with my chronic health conditions and all of my physical disabilities. I don't even know what I'd do with the rest of it, traveling and buying material things that I want are so out of my reach I don't even think of it. I just want enough money for the bare minimum, to survive and be healthy and buy groceries and pay rent. I hope I win the lottery one day, somehow. I'd also love to repay my mom and give her the world for helping my now 25 year old self as much as she could. It'd be nice.. it's nice to fantasize about at least lol.

    • @MishaFrancis08
      @MishaFrancis08 3 года назад +10

      I wish that you get a stable source of income in the near future. Best of luck⚡️

  • @laurenbridges1484
    @laurenbridges1484 3 года назад +5

    I’m crying watching this! How inspirational and real is this video? I’m a doordash driver, trying to establish my small business in the mean time, and you INSPIRE me and show me it’s not always going to be like this. You are awesome Amber!

  • @Florecitademilcolores
    @Florecitademilcolores 3 года назад +959

    So who’s gonna tell her that she can still be an octopus if she sets her mind to it

    • @tjohal5432
      @tjohal5432 3 года назад +4

      hahahah lol

    • @annaroy8656
      @annaroy8656 3 года назад +2

      😂😂😂😂😂

    • @cixrarose0
      @cixrarose0 3 года назад +1

      😂

    • @Bbb.anana6
      @Bbb.anana6 3 года назад +2

      Lmao😂😂😂😂

    • @mizpinkdragon2857
      @mizpinkdragon2857 3 года назад +2

      She can be a trans octopus duh🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @kaih4967
    @kaih4967 3 года назад +92

    I went from living in a 3 bedroom house sharing the bedroom with my parents and two brothers while other people hosted the other two rooms. Now (same house) We have a beautiful kitchen extension and we live in a 8 bedroom house!!!!!!! with 4 bathrooms ! I have my own en suite and my rooms amazing. my desktop itself is £500 marble im so grateful. when i was 13 I used to cry everynight to sleep thinking why is my life so shit and now i’m 19 and im SO happy and i promise 100% everything gets better ❤️❤️❤️