I got pregnant while on the pill and had an abortion over twenty years ago when I was young. I somehow knew that if I went through with the pregnancy, terrible things would happen. There was an unbearable amount of guilt. A few months later, I came home late and after curfew (and I was just about to be engaged to my fiance), when my father pulled out his shotgun and aimed it at my face. He said if I ever came home pregnant, he would kill me. I was ready to die. He never knew. Was all the guilt I was carrying attracting this event into my reality? Was I meant to face my fears/family/inner demons through this? There was and is still a part of me taking the responsability to preserve my own life. The energy that lingers can be a guide for me. My capacity to forgive everyone involved, including myself, has expanded beyond what I thought was possible... and here I am blessed beyond words and able to listen to all the perspectives around. I am grateful for it all.
So beautiful 🥰🙏 this hits home in a profound way. ... and helps with my recent circumstances and situation. I love you all, thank you for being here 🥰🙏🌹
Yes hard decision to make. After ending up in the hospital once almost dead from the abuser terrified to bring an innocent soul into this world to repeat the same patterns I was fighting yes the choice was made. Now I have taken responsibility for my choice and know that in this healing process I am sending that Amanda so much love. I chose my life. To live and help others get out before it gets to that. Thank you for your perspective ❤ I see now to all the times have aborted a direction and totally have hauled ass the other direction now that I have went and studied these situations I can see like the eagle. To where now I recognize the origin and see it it’s just with different faces. I’m thankful to be presented it with some of these again so I can heal them properly
@@AliciaMarie1177 thanks for that first time I have gotten that out and I guess what better way than to tell a bunch of strangers 😍 You know the old saying wish I knew now what I didn’t back then yep
I am typing with my thumb 😅but need to share. Your singing and words are so powerful for me. Your soul tone feels like it resonates so deeply in my DNA..So deeply activating and healing. Truly words cannot capture how deep of an impact your teachings have on my Life. Planting so many seeds…and reawakening so many seeds I planted long ago. Your healing events in Egypt 2.22.22 contributed to my awakening. Thank you and thank you to All that contributed. I participated in the 11.11.22 Capilla del Monte healing events❤ I know in my heart that your wisdom is helping me Heal and reconnect to so many more parts of my multidimensional self. As a Pisces, You helped restore magic to my Life -and many others…Thank you for choosing to be here in this moment in time and space. And for being a part of my Journey in the Cosmos. Ater Tumti🌹Yo Soy♥️ Amor Vincit Omnia🌹🌈🌹🦄🧚🏼♂️🐲
Love the code for today, I feel having reached that state of detatchment, nice to hear it 🧡🧡 Thank you for everything 🙏🏻 thank you for this beautiful healing song 🧡🧡
Thank you, Matias..this was so deeply powerful and Beautiful at the same time..Yes, we are responsible for Life for all choices we have once taken..But if we knew better, we will do better.. next time.. No blame, no shame, just recognize what happens. If we did at a young age for example a ''mistake'' whether it was an abortion of any kind....forgive first for yourself and ask forgiveness for lifestreams, whose opportunities this time to come embodiment were taken away and then free yourself any guilt and give freedom to these lifestreams, so they can move on...just let them go.. I'm talking about all of this to myself as well.. What a Divine song at the end of this Day's alignment..It was like a balsam for our souls .. 💚🌹💜 I Am so Grateful. ❤🙏💟
Hi Matias, Thank you for this video. I understand the esotheric aspect of the meaning of abortion; the lack of responsibility on every level. If you are running away from something that wants to arise, a seed that wants to be created, your lacking responsibility from the self. But i have a hard time understanding it on the physical gestation abortion. If a soul wants to come and live, but the mother and father who is living aren’t ready or doesn’t want the soul because parts of them are too scared, too hurt, or a general lach of unsafety in the environment, in the relationship; what is the best way to look at this level of abortion? Is the responsibility of the self, Aligning all parts that have contradictory desires how we/she/he became a resonance to this pregnancy, and choosing how to proceed with responsibility? Because i don’t understand what you are explaining in terms of how to proceed when a seed (an gestation, a project, a desire, a need) is wanting to come to fruition, but we run away from it so we create a perceptual reality, a distortion or a fragmentated part. I assume that you say that you need to look the seed, the creation in the eye and find the understanding of the situation. But do you have tools to do that? I use parts work for this to figure out what internal realities are alive in me, subconscious, unconscious and conscious. What is your technique?
In the Book memory of a foetus it is said that yes there is a contract between the foetus and the mother, the foetus wants to experiment matter but is not ready to come to birth for a life, and the mother unconsciously does not want to keep that child or have something to learn. As I commit to the fact that we chose our parents for the lessons to learn and wounds to heal, it could make sense. And as there is free will, non judgement, and equanimity, abortion should be as well part of our universe? I do not know one single person who did it without feeling a deep sense of responsibility and pain, nevertheless it was their best choice option at this moment. talking about physical abortion and not as abortion as a general concept. Thank you again for all your wisdom and sharings 🙏🏻🙏🏻✨
Hey Matias - loving your work, thank you. I heard you talk about gender / gender expression in an interview with Aubrey, but it was obvious he didn't really get what you were saying. Would you dedicate some time and energy to clearing this up for us from your point of view? There's so much hurt happening through misunderstanding. With love, Dru x
Matias, When a man has a vasectomy or a woman has their Fallopian tubes tied, do these procedures, have any negative or distortion effects on a human's connection to the ether or the life force of creation? Is there a cosmic disconnect from the body to the cosmos or are we still connected?
Hey Matias, Hey brothers, Hey sisters I take responsibility for the abortions I have made. The lives I have denied, my partner had two abortions before our son was born. I influenced her decision heavily on these abortions. I did not realise the impact this would have on the life that chose to be with us. I denied them life, breath, love. I did not realise the impact this had on her and consequently our relationship. As soon as we found out she was pregnant with our son, her love for me changed. From being in love, caring and kind to me for 7years before our son, she pronounced her hate for me and separated our boy from me when he was just over a year old - this was the most difficult time in my life. 🙏 Matias, I felt her, I see now, the suffering for a mother to have her child aborted, why she felt the way she did after our boy towards me. Why she took him from me. I ask for forgiveness, I will try and forgive myself, may those two soul I denied life forgive me 🙏✨🧡
Thank you very much for what you shared. I have a question :) Do you think sometimes, the soul is going through abortion, because, she cames also to educate the parents? Thanks for everything. I do it every day and really feel the transfer ❤️
My mother was forced to marry someone she didn’t want, he r*ped her and she got pregnant. She couldn’t run to parents because they’re the ones who forced her… so she escaped and ran to my dad who was in love with her since high school. He told her that he doesn’t want to raise another man’s baby and she had an abortion. Two months later she got pregnant with me. And I’m some kind of miracle oopsie because she had an iud, she took birth control and they used a condom… (they told me these details to make me feel special I guess lol)…. So if she didn’t abort I wouldn’t be born… so I’m glad she did
Abortion never entered my Consiousness during 3 unplanned pregnancies with an abusive man. Somehow I knew it was divine plan. We all survived and I now have a clear conscience. I've lost friends from depression and drug abuse after they chose to terminate a child. Just the facts.
Amends* is a subject ive been thinking about asking about- As i awaken i feel massive guilt for things I have done, ramifications in people i have unconsciously set in motion, as i awaken i sense more and more of these and remains one of my biggest roadblocks - Today i had a break thru, sensing a new depth of how all of this is the greater scheme and sensing that what lays beyond and acquiring this higher level of awareness all is in the path- like maybe for them they will be in the same POV or similar emotions as me one day ( cause i feel like as you awaken the universe people start to project more and more on you and when your just trying to figure things out, its impossible to keep up with it all- for me when i was more unconscious i had a very strong *strong tunnel vision on, I knew to keep my head down and not get wrapped up in things that didn't feel for me, but my heart wasn't open and i heart a lot of people)(so tho the tunnel vision helped me get where i am it also was the reason i really hurt people) - Your way of pushing forward to the new relationship with the universe through different forms is how i have been doing it too, and I do love this. But i want to make sure that with my life i do all i can to work with making amends the best way i know how - Ok what i get here is*Education* Homage to the origin of things and working for that balance - this helps * Amends I will be working my whole life to make sure that i fulfill all that i can in the best way i know how
The Hermetic Principals bring so many other responsibilities to a Big Subject that has So Many facets, Aspects and Connotations Already Thankyou Matias. 12:12 on the Clock interestingly Matias I need to get in touch with the Elementals if you can help Advice Me Gracias My name Google if Appropriate
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I got pregnant while on the pill and had an abortion over twenty years ago when I was young. I somehow knew that if I went through with the pregnancy, terrible things would happen. There was an unbearable amount of guilt. A few months later, I came home late and after curfew (and I was just about to be engaged to my fiance), when my father pulled out his shotgun and aimed it at my face. He said if I ever came home pregnant, he would kill me. I was ready to die. He never knew. Was all the guilt I was carrying attracting this event into my reality? Was I meant to face my fears/family/inner demons through this? There was and is still a part of me taking the responsability to preserve my own life. The energy that lingers can be a guide for me. My capacity to forgive everyone involved, including myself, has expanded beyond what I thought was possible... and here I am blessed beyond words and able to listen to all the perspectives around. I am grateful for it all.
So beautiful 🥰🙏 this hits home in a profound way. ... and helps with my recent circumstances and situation. I love you all, thank you for being here 🥰🙏🌹
❤️❤️🔥🙏 with endless love to all that exist and to accepting every decision without judgement 🙏❤️🔥❤️
Yes hard decision to make. After ending up in the hospital once almost dead from the abuser terrified to bring an innocent soul into this world to repeat the same patterns I was fighting yes the choice was made. Now I have taken responsibility for my choice and know that in this healing process I am sending that Amanda so much love. I chose my life. To live and help others get out before it gets to that. Thank you for your perspective ❤ I see now to all the times have aborted a direction and totally have hauled ass the other direction now that I have went and studied these situations I can see like the eagle. To where now I recognize the origin and see it it’s just with different faces. I’m thankful to be presented it with some of these again so I can heal them properly
Oh my, you're amazing and thank you for sharing. .. I almost did and backed out. .. your vulnerability is inspiring.
@@AliciaMarie1177 thanks for that first time I have gotten that out and I guess what better way than to tell a bunch of strangers 😍 You know the old saying wish I knew now what I didn’t back then yep
Your wise soul will continue guiding you to bring the peace you need to heal and seek.
I feel you calling your father home...as you call all of us home to self.✨💟🌏
I am typing with my thumb 😅but need to share. Your singing and words are so powerful for me. Your soul tone feels like it resonates so deeply in my DNA..So deeply activating and healing. Truly words cannot capture how deep of an impact your teachings have on my Life. Planting so many seeds…and reawakening so many seeds I planted long ago. Your healing events in Egypt 2.22.22 contributed to my awakening. Thank you and thank you to All that contributed. I participated in the 11.11.22 Capilla del Monte healing events❤ I know in my heart that your wisdom is helping me Heal and reconnect to so many more parts of my multidimensional self. As a Pisces, You helped restore magic to my Life -and many others…Thank you for choosing to be here in this moment in time and space. And for being a part of my Journey in the Cosmos. Ater Tumti🌹Yo Soy♥️ Amor Vincit Omnia🌹🌈🌹🦄🧚🏼♂️🐲
If we don’t face our creations they will follow us until we do 💞 great job as always. Blessings 🌈
We need you Matias,thank you for you arrived here for us.Thank you
The singing was so beautiful. ❤love
Love the code for today, I feel having reached that state of detatchment, nice to hear it 🧡🧡 Thank you for everything 🙏🏻
thank you for this beautiful healing song 🧡🧡
Life's experiences and trials are everyone's fault but no one is to blame
Thank you. 🙏
Thank you, Matias..this was so deeply powerful and Beautiful at the same time..Yes, we are responsible for Life for all choices we have once taken..But if we knew better, we will do better.. next time.. No blame, no shame, just recognize what happens. If we did at a young age for example a ''mistake'' whether it was an abortion of any kind....forgive first for yourself and ask forgiveness for lifestreams, whose opportunities this time to come embodiment were taken away and then free yourself any guilt and give freedom to these lifestreams, so they can move on...just let them go.. I'm talking about all of this to myself as well..
What a Divine song at the end of this Day's alignment..It was like a balsam for our souls .. 💚🌹💜
I Am so Grateful. ❤🙏💟
I love your magic voice stef wow. My yosoy responsibility for my project happiness in me and respect others to follow there true responsibility. 👍
I am GLAD.
THANK you.
Thank you Matias, so beautiful 💗
WOW.........very well put Mathias. I resonate
It's night time here, my bed clothing set, bed, pillows are the same red as T shirt of Matias, ❤
I think the most worse case is for human beings when they ''abort'' themselves from their True Self, their I AM, Who they Truly are..
Thank you,Matias!!🥹🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 You are incredible, love you so much!!!!!!
Hi Matias,
Thank you for this video.
I understand the esotheric aspect of the meaning of abortion; the lack of responsibility on every level. If you are running away from something that wants to arise, a seed that wants to be created, your lacking responsibility from the self.
But i have a hard time understanding it on the physical gestation abortion. If a soul wants to come and live, but the mother and father who is living aren’t ready or doesn’t want the soul because parts of them are too scared, too hurt, or a general lach of unsafety in the environment, in the relationship; what is the best way to look at this level of abortion?
Is the responsibility of the self, Aligning all parts that have contradictory desires how we/she/he became a resonance to this pregnancy, and choosing how to proceed with responsibility?
Because i don’t understand what you are explaining in terms of how to proceed when a seed (an gestation, a project, a desire, a need) is wanting to come to fruition, but we run away from it so we create a perceptual reality, a distortion or a fragmentated part.
I assume that you say that you need to look the seed, the creation in the eye and find the understanding of the situation.
But do you have tools to do that?
I use parts work for this to figure out what internal realities are alive in me, subconscious, unconscious and conscious.
What is your technique?
In the Book memory of a foetus it is said that yes there is a contract between the foetus and the mother, the foetus wants to experiment matter but is not ready to come to birth for a life, and the mother unconsciously does not want to keep that child or have something to learn.
As I commit to the fact that we chose our parents for the lessons to learn and wounds to heal, it could make sense.
And as there is free will, non judgement, and equanimity, abortion should be as well part of our universe?
I do not know one single person who did it without feeling a deep sense of responsibility and pain, nevertheless it was their best choice option at this moment.
talking about physical abortion and not as abortion as a general concept.
Thank you again for all your wisdom and sharings 🙏🏻🙏🏻✨
Hey Matias - loving your work, thank you. I heard you talk about gender / gender expression in an interview with Aubrey, but it was obvious he didn't really get what you were saying. Would you dedicate some time and energy to clearing this up for us from your point of view? There's so much hurt happening through misunderstanding. With love, Dru x
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Matias, When a man has a vasectomy or a woman has their Fallopian tubes tied, do these procedures, have any negative or distortion effects on a human's connection to the ether or the life force of creation? Is there a cosmic disconnect from the body to the cosmos or are we still connected?
You have closed a gateway, you have not destroyed any life, do not worry! - editors opinion (Ruth)
@@Sudhama Thank you Ruth and have a great day! ☺
Hey Matias, Hey brothers, Hey sisters
I take responsibility for the abortions I have made. The lives I have denied, my partner had two abortions before our son was born. I influenced her decision heavily on these abortions.
I did not realise the impact this would have on the life that chose to be with us. I denied them life, breath, love.
I did not realise the impact this had on her and consequently our relationship. As soon as we found out she was pregnant with our son, her love for me changed. From being in love, caring and kind to me for 7years before our son, she pronounced her hate for me and separated our boy from me when he was just over a year old - this was the most difficult time in my life.
🙏 Matias, I felt her, I see now, the suffering for a mother to have her child aborted, why she felt the way she did after our boy towards me. Why she took him from me.
I ask for forgiveness, I will try and forgive myself, may those two soul I denied life forgive me 🙏✨🧡
What a powerful realization! Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻
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Woow thanks Matias 🙏❤️🙏
Craziness I am laying in a chair with a red blanket.
Good morning Matias 💚🕊️🙏
Beautiful ❤️ 🎵🎶
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Thank you very much for what you shared.
I have a question :)
Do you think sometimes, the soul is going through abortion, because, she cames also to educate the parents?
Thanks for everything. I do it every day and really feel the transfer ❤️
🦂❤️🌈
My mother was forced to marry someone she didn’t want, he r*ped her and she got pregnant. She couldn’t run to parents because they’re the ones who forced her… so she escaped and ran to my dad who was in love with her since high school. He told her that he doesn’t want to raise another man’s baby and she had an abortion. Two months later she got pregnant with me. And I’m some kind of miracle oopsie because she had an iud, she took birth control and they used a condom… (they told me these details to make me feel special I guess lol)…. So if she didn’t abort I wouldn’t be born… so I’m glad she did
Abortion never entered my Consiousness during 3 unplanned pregnancies with an abusive man. Somehow I knew it was divine plan. We all survived and I now have a clear conscience. I've lost friends from depression and drug abuse after they chose to terminate a child. Just the facts.
Amends* is a subject ive been thinking about asking about- As i awaken i feel massive guilt for things I have done, ramifications in people i have unconsciously set in motion, as i awaken i sense more and more of these and remains one of my biggest roadblocks - Today i had a break thru, sensing a new depth of how all of this is the greater scheme and sensing that what lays beyond and acquiring this higher level of awareness all is in the path- like maybe for them they will be in the same POV or similar emotions as me one day ( cause i feel like as you awaken the universe people start to project more and more on you and when your just trying to figure things out, its impossible to keep up with it all- for me when i was more unconscious i had a very strong *strong tunnel vision on, I knew to keep my head down and not get wrapped up in things that didn't feel for me, but my heart wasn't open and i heart a lot of people)(so tho the tunnel vision helped me get where i am it also was the reason i really hurt people) - Your way of pushing forward to the new relationship with the universe through different forms is how i have been doing it too, and I do love this. But i want to make sure that with my life i do all i can to work with making amends the best way i know how - Ok what i get here is*Education* Homage to the origin of things and working for that balance - this helps * Amends I will be working my whole life to make sure that i fulfill all that i can in the best way i know how
CHu “I Am times emptiness”
Hello!
its sad just a sad thing.
The Hermetic Principals bring so many other responsibilities to a Big Subject that has So Many facets, Aspects and Connotations Already Thankyou Matias. 12:12 on the Clock interestingly Matias I need to get in touch with the Elementals if you can help Advice Me Gracias My name Google if Appropriate
Bellísimo.Gracias