life update? imposter syndrome

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  • Опубликовано: 14 дек 2024

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  • @xtaulisx2087
    @xtaulisx2087 3 года назад +3264

    as someone who was listening when emergency intercom was "radio is dead," youre doing fucking amazing, and thats not me gassing you up. the podcast is literally the perfect format for you and drew to communicate how truly funny the both of you are, especially together. and the fact that youre gonna be switching up your youtube content makes me, and im sure many others, excited because if youre making content that you enjoy, that means its authentic, so your big brain can bless us with great content :)

  • @greenslopgamer5709
    @greenslopgamer5709 3 года назад +878

    I think that enya would be a good radio host, i mean with her niche taste of music and the audience that she already has I think it would be nothing but successful and already if she implements the talking points on the podcast. I hope she goes for it lols

  • @anna9253
    @anna9253 3 года назад +445

    i’m not a podcast person but holy shit emergency intercom is something i looked forward to every week.
    seriously post vids when u feel motivated instead of just feeling like ur just post for the sake of posting . your are entertaining no matter what u post or do and you’ll always will have our support

  • @caitlynisabella444
    @caitlynisabella444 3 года назад +538

    enya bae idk if you directly will see this, but you literally saved my life. i found you when you were still in high school, still in miami and i am so grateful that i did. you have helped me become the person i am today. you make me feel so much better about being weird or different or even depressed. i love you enya thank you for everything mama

    • @Josh-dp6iu
      @Josh-dp6iu 3 года назад +35

      I found her in high school too. I think she’s too worried ab being a “comedian” or “funny” but I also liked her solely for the fact that her content was different. She made me more comfortable being myself as well.

    • @fioralauren7077
      @fioralauren7077 3 года назад +16

      i wanna reply bc i found her in seventh grade and her videos and career path has helped me SOO much when it comes to me accepting that i want to persue art. i watch her not going to college video all the time bc i relate so much. i hope she knows how proud we are of ourselves partly bc of her

    • @elianaoren8317
      @elianaoren8317 3 года назад +2

      fr same i grew up w her

    • @GNICHO
      @GNICHO 3 года назад

      @@Josh-dp6iu yas the weird insecure gifted kids who are finally going to therapy

    • @swans7618
      @swans7618 3 года назад +1

      I relate so hard to this Enya doesnt even know how much she has helped us

  • @mar1ssa777
    @mar1ssa777 3 года назад +551

    ive been a silent viewer for years like literally barely becoming a teen and im almost 18 and I found myself enjoying ur content a lot more when you’re just doing you if that makes sense, not forcing a character of who u want people to see you as to keep a certain reputation. I think once u start doing what feels better for u most people will adjust and enjoy it. I hope u know we’ll always support u! Take it easy on urself ur still so young ❤️❤️

    • @fioralauren7077
      @fioralauren7077 3 года назад +16

      ahhh i relate so much. i’m 17 rn and approaching graduation and her san francisco vlogs and things like that are always what i go back to. (i wish u luck in senior year and stuff btw)

    • @mar1ssa777
      @mar1ssa777 3 года назад +7

      @@fioralauren7077 same! i look back on her old pics and rmbr when she posted those and how mature I was then to now and realize how much time flys it’s crazy. (Thank u bae I hope everything goes good for u as well proud of u)

  • @trashboat6728
    @trashboat6728 3 года назад +331

    don’t apologize for not posting as much or being secretive about your life, friends, family and experiences! it’s okay to set boundaries with us :-)

  • @Trollenskii
    @Trollenskii 3 года назад +167

    it's okay to separate your 'true self' and 'comedy self' in 2 different types of content because we understand that both of them are who you truly are as a person. the podcast is so funny and a lot of us look forward to it because of how ridiculous and fun it is at the end of a hard week... but what really matters is that you yourself finds it fulfilling and I think recognizing that is the most important part in transitioning your content into vlogs here. thanks for being truthful and vulnerable with us!

  • @keirabrown7723
    @keirabrown7723 3 месяца назад +3

    i come back to this video frequently because its so grounding to see a creator on here being so vulnerable about their emotions, as well as feeling like this a lot as a creative. thank u sm enya

  • @consstancce
    @consstancce 3 года назад +406

    perfect timing bae was about to have a breakdown

  • @mazzie5017
    @mazzie5017 3 года назад +3101

    the podcast is pure art and if that is the only thing you focus on right now it will be okay and will be bliss

  • @AlliVera
    @AlliVera 3 года назад +172

    This rant is soo relatable, the fucking pressure to be consistent but the time span you have to create something to remain consistent can crush your creativity process but girllll you are actually doing sooo good. The podcast is bomb & even tho you're not crazy consistent on here, we've seen you grow & have so many amazing opportunities elsewhere, like that marc jacobs shoot y'all did, & celine?! You're on fireeee & your creativity is unlimited so whenever you're ready, we're ready ❤ Quality over quantity always

  • @andrewvaldovinos6977
    @andrewvaldovinos6977 3 года назад +135

    Her Devon Lee Carlson vlog era is here ladies, strap In!!!

  • @queenwizzard1853
    @queenwizzard1853 3 года назад +54

    I genuinely wish you could see yourself through our eyes enya. You’re incredible. I understand not feeling you’re doing enough but you’re the reason someone out there was inspired to start comedy / make a channel on RUclips. You’re the reason someone out there has taken an interest in fashion. You’re the reason someone out there is having a better day because you uploaded.

  • @antiochiaadtaurum3786
    @antiochiaadtaurum3786 3 года назад +341

    Ernie, there is a book, originally titled ‘prisoners of childhood’ (in German), but now called ‘The Drama of The Gifted Child’. Will you read it? Or listen to it? It’s on RUclips as an audiobook. It’s by the author Alice Miller. I wouldn’t suggest it if I thought it was anything other than complete fire. It’s complete fire
    (If you haven’t happened upon it already)

  • @lindseyrem
    @lindseyrem 3 года назад +49

    will legitimately watch anything u post ok xox

  • @mazzie5017
    @mazzie5017 3 года назад +2341

    when creating art or content, you know it should come from heart and that’s exactly what you do because it shows through your videos . as you said it shouldn’t really feel like a job or a job you start to hate. this is why I watch ur videos even if it’s just a montage of the most random shit, it connects and resonates with me because it’s genuine. Create and post whatever you want, you are amazing at whatever you do and I’ll be here to watch.

    • @vgg2004
      @vgg2004 3 года назад +4

      PREAAAACH

    • @FUNKY_BUTTLOVIN
      @FUNKY_BUTTLOVIN 3 года назад +9

      yeahh i followed twitch streams more than anything and it's something i have definitely noticed, once it becomes a job, something is lost. but to some extent, what can people who are doing it for a living do? idk
      the platform itself definitely lost a LOT once streaming became something people could easily monetize though... there were the normie streamers who all made money from sponsors, then a handful of great creators that some people just loves and threw money at for that reason
      people put in all this effort and love into things, streams that they just did that were great , it's just gone now, but it was a very cool and special time while it lasted

  • @sam-ko6vu
    @sam-ko6vu 3 года назад +115

    i hope you find that balance and happiness with yourself and your content, enya. we will always be here cheering you on

  • @femmedumonde1
    @femmedumonde1 2 года назад +46

    drew and enya literally make me feel so seen as a young neurodivergent person nowadays. when i need to escape i can go watch their videos. yall give us a space of relaxation by being yourselves.

  • @mariek.7665
    @mariek.7665 3 года назад +63

    missed you, i hope you can figure things out in a way you can feel completely fulfilled. take care ily

  • @user-jz5uy3ri6k
    @user-jz5uy3ri6k 3 года назад +56

    Enya you are doing so good. You’re leaving such a big impact on a community that appreciates both your humor and your honesty. Don’t be so hard on yourself because you never fail to bring new creative (artistic) and funny content into everything you do. And we appreciate your openness about
    imposter syndrome and taking the initiave to shift you to work because that is something that many of us are afraid to do.

  • @Hellometoworld
    @Hellometoworld 3 года назад +115

    The podcast is honestly one of the most exciting parts of my weeks at this point like I fucking love listening to you guys talk about literally anything and it makes my day 💜✨ ILLY YOU GUYS

  • @jesse1881
    @jesse1881 3 года назад +660

    She’s crying and y’all are cracking jokes

    • @jesse1881
      @jesse1881 3 года назад +53

      @@majaie and so does she but she’s actually being serious for once like what is not computing

    • @ljepotica6073
      @ljepotica6073 3 года назад +4

      @@majaie 😐

    • @contourbae
      @contourbae 3 года назад +8

      @@jesse1881 YASSS ANA U TELL THEM SLAYY

    • @kiannanewton1006
      @kiannanewton1006 3 года назад +21

      Bruh i cried with her tham made me so sad☠

    • @eterna1flame
      @eterna1flame 3 года назад +4

      Not
      Really . But so is she

  • @julieperrone3045
    @julieperrone3045 3 года назад +20

    i can’t imagine the push & pull of wanting to reserve some privacy in this digital age with wanting to engage ur audience in an authentic way. a type of balancing act that people and specifically comedians of the past never had to deal with in this way. i believe in you, your abilities, and your journey of getting there. ur heart knows the way :P thank you for sharing enya, u gutsy bae
    (seriously tho this video made my stummy ache go away)

  • @bbypinkcherry
    @bbypinkcherry 3 года назад +19

    i’m a longtime supporter and listened to the podcast for the first time and you can tell that that’s your element. if youtube is too stressful, then take your time and focus on the thing that gives you that fulfillment without too much stress. and if youtube turns out to just not be it, then that’s okay. you’re doing SO SO well, enya. you’re such a hard worker and you deserve all that comes for you. your endeavors should always be genuine and when they are, all your fruits will show regardless.

  • @alyx2781
    @alyx2781 3 года назад +31

    This mercury retrograde seems to be effecting everyone in this way of just making these heavy realizations about where we are and how hard we are on ourselves as humans. I related so much to this video and have been feeling so overwhelmed by my own inner critic as well. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable 💜

  • @porcupinesauce
    @porcupinesauce 3 года назад +34

    i do enjoy watching u and ur friends because i DO have an emotional attachment to you guys. the way you can have an emotional attachment to art or architecture or a piece of clothing. you can be invested in something even if the designer of that work has no idea who you are. thats how i feel about your content and why i will always watch it and support whatever you do, however much you do, and whenever you do it.

  • @nataliasikora7867
    @nataliasikora7867 3 года назад +18

    The podcast genuinely makes me laugh out loud. I look forward to it every week. I just want you to know that even if you don't feel fully fulfilled by it, it definitely makes a difference for others. I relate to never being satisfied with myself though. It's mainly just my insecurities and desperately trying to please my parents. But I'm working on just appreciating what I've already achieved

  • @dreamg0url
    @dreamg0url 3 года назад +51

    Enya, I think you're the most creative funny person ever. I love everything you put out and if you don't feel happy with it that is okay but I want to let you know that everything you make brings me joy. You always seem to post videos that comfort me in the times where I need it the most and though you may not feel it that is special. You'll successsful in whatever way you want to be don't doubt yourself. I love you truly and don't feel obligated to post content always put yourself first

  • @senyaa6280
    @senyaa6280 3 года назад +14

    IMO I don’t think I need to have any emotional connection to you and ur friends (besides watching y’all on the internet) to enjoy y’all’s sentiment and beautifully placed clips and vids. Whether it be montages or crazy fun videos with a lot of context I’m always going to appreciate and love the stuff you put out because yes, you are a content creator but also Enya ur a creative. You make and produce so many things (designs, merch, personal vids, etc.) and I hate to see you boil urself down to just some “content creator” bc ur truly amazing and talented and deserve the recognition more than anyone else. Ur the blueprint Enya ! Ofc take the time you need to figure what you wanna produce to help ur peace of mind but understand you’ve always been the first to do it, and so effortlessly too. Much love and I hope you find what ur looking for in your content

  • @sofiag2170
    @sofiag2170 3 года назад +8

    emergency intercom is truly a highlight of my week, it's my favorite media of the week lol

  • @stupidevie
    @stupidevie 3 года назад +14

    i am so proud of you enya, i am so greatful for you and im so happy youre being this vulnerable. your content, no matter what it is, always maKes my week a thousand million billion times better. I LOVE YOU

  • @lili-fk9rs
    @lili-fk9rs 3 года назад +6

    i cant believe i’ve watched you grow up and become the person you are (: i truly enjoy you as a content creator ,if it wasn’t for you and drew i wouldn’t be as funny as i am today . y’all have truly influenced my personality and my life sm. i hope yk how proud we are of you

  • @Katie-lr1fw
    @Katie-lr1fw 3 года назад +2

    home footage / crappy camcorder footage feels so much more real and authentic and cosy and warm I love it

  • @brownbagofpaper
    @brownbagofpaper 3 года назад +18

    Listening to Enya talk all make me feel better because I can't believe I can relate to her so much

  • @gabiga3272
    @gabiga3272 3 года назад +12

    your content is art and it's so genuine that's why we love it. you're literally such a great comedian and realistically we are looking forward to any content as long as making it keeps you happy and healthy

  • @bellar7936
    @bellar7936 3 года назад +61

    I think there is a lot of charm in the montage style content, even if you aren't cracking jokes all the time. Whatever you share is interesting because of the authenticity of it, sharing when and what you want.

  • @mischiefen
    @mischiefen 3 года назад +7

    the fact that your explaining yourself is very relatable/vulnerable. so proud 1000/10 ready for new content. you literally slayed the house down and have been making me laugh since vine

  • @amelia-cm4vx
    @amelia-cm4vx 3 года назад +16

    the way ur the blueprint across so many tenets of internet culture and dont give yourself enough recognition for it! I

  • @evanachan9584
    @evanachan9584 3 года назад +7

    I’ve tried listening to podcasts before but never got into. Emergency Intercom is what kindled my bond with podcasts and I listen to them 24/7 now. That being said, I have still yet to find a podcast as good as yours and Drew’s. The chemistry you guys have is currently unmatchable and the way you guys go randomly from topic to topic is so entertaining. It sounds lame but listening to Emergency Intercom is like having 2 funny as fuck friends. I’m part of a very organic and funny conversation and it brings me so much joy. So sappy to say! But i’m saying this so you know important this shit is to me! Thanks! luv u

  • @dove8633
    @dove8633 3 года назад +10

    you’re doing so. so. so well enya we are so proud of you and appreciative of your endless creativity and humor no matter how much of it you share. we love u

  • @reimu3572
    @reimu3572 3 года назад +9

    being positive towards yourself can be tough as shit but it’s never out of the question. you really got this. we’re proud of you and whatever you want to put out, if you’re passionate, it will show!

  • @idkpaulina
    @idkpaulina 3 года назад +6

    honestly you're one of the few people i'll watch no matter what they upload because it brings me so much comfort, even in podcast episodes i feel like a lot of us connect with you and Drew a lot, i personally feel very inspired by you guys always. public diary type of videos are one of my favorite genres here and it's probably because i get bored sometimes of the overly produced perfectly planned out content (not saying it's bad, kudos to them), so i lean towards chill vlogs and ppl-pouring-their-heart-out-like-we're-on-facetime type of content :-) ily 🥺

  • @allisonv1647
    @allisonv1647 3 года назад +1

    I relate so much to when you said that you don't feel like you aren't doing your best but trust me you are even if you don't see it. I've watched your videos for a while now and I'm really proud of you and how far you've come ! But you really should start doing more things that truly make you happy such as changing up your content , it's who you are , don't feel like you're limited to doing something !

  • @ry5551
    @ry5551 3 года назад +8

    yess, that’s the exact kinda content i’d love to see from you.

  • @g_alexx8986
    @g_alexx8986 3 года назад +13

    i genuinely cant believe how much love I have for his woman , made me tear up girl wtf

  • @Mark.mp3
    @Mark.mp3 3 года назад +4

    I've been with you Enya since the very beginning. I just wanna say how incredibly proud I am of you. I know it might not mean much because we can be our own worst critic, but just know that you have already done so much! You've made sooo many people laugh. And with that, you've helped them escape the pain that they may be going through.

  • @daeganmoorse9787
    @daeganmoorse9787 3 года назад +4

    I've watched you and drew for 5 years. I've always gotten excited to see a vlog from one of you. There hasn't been a video I didn't laugh at. We love you and support you enya! The podcast, the show, your videos... I love it all! Do what you want. When I had bad days I would go to watch your vlogs to feel better and it always worked :)

  • @jayh3561
    @jayh3561 3 года назад +8

    Relate so much, you’re not alone and you have so many people who really do support and care for you. I hope you can find the fulfillment you really want in your stuff. I love it all!!!

  • @Kayla-hw6ys
    @Kayla-hw6ys 3 года назад +1

    Enyaaaaaa, angel

  • @thoughtless-fractales
    @thoughtless-fractales 3 года назад +155

    sydnrome,,, ur literally funny even when ur not trying and have shaped like all our humor. now ur in ur artist era n it’s gonna b so cool to grow with u dude. excited to get vlogs bc idk if im the only one but i play Dana’s vlogs while working on art shiet n it makes getting into the headspace so nice. also LOVEEE the podcast n can’t wait to see whatever else u got under ur hats (instead of up ur sleeve idk)

    • @lyalya6860
      @lyalya6860 3 года назад +1

      sydnrome.. syd n Rome..

    • @thoughtless-fractales
      @thoughtless-fractales 3 года назад +2

      @Daniel Garrett yes!! @danababy . if u enjoy aesthetically pleasing funny vlogs of just friends doing friend shit shes got a really great channel n i think it would b great for enya to make that switch to her type of content. def check her out.

  • @vulgarversace
    @vulgarversace 3 года назад +2

    dana and josh r so underrated!!! love u sm enya x

  • @planetearthblues8346
    @planetearthblues8346 3 года назад +3

    Really excited for the new content!! As a visual artist going to art school I totally get the imposter syndrome, being surrounded by talented ass people and breaking your back trying to be authentic and create stuff you're proud of is super hard. At the end of the day, making something that you enjoy and also doesn't break you to create is the best thing to do

  • @annie-tk4iv
    @annie-tk4iv 3 года назад +1

    anything you make i’d watch girl. no matter what you make do what inspires you and comes from your heart! that’s what’s important. proud of you enya

  • @paulineorbeta
    @paulineorbeta 3 года назад +7

    pretty sure there are many people who have some sort of attachment to u lmao .u are one of the few youtubers who ive been consistently watch/kept up with for yearssss. ur personality is so genuine and magnetic and so is ur relationship with ur friends . do whatever u wanna do, there will be people who will still be interested

  • @ShilohBoca
    @ShilohBoca 3 года назад +14

    Been following you for years and the older videos being carefree were amazing. Maybe you pretended to be but the outcome was a feel good. I keep going back to those videos and i get so much good vibes from them. Maybe you want to include other people and that changes what you want to express. You're a great presence in front of the camera

  • @saheerees4715
    @saheerees4715 3 года назад +5

    We love you Enya and we'll support you no matter what path you take . You've given us so much already and we're so grateful . it's okay that you've outgrown your past content, I think you're idea on just filming wholesome moments is great . We just wanna see you have a good time , you deserve it (:❤️

  • @lunacy118
    @lunacy118 3 года назад +4

    we are meant to seek out further in our life!!!!! pure raw up and downs but i hope you really get to a point where you feel most comfortable within yourself and happiness all served.

  • @user-gv4pj4mp9o
    @user-gv4pj4mp9o 3 года назад +6

    enya !! ive been keeping up with you since i was 14, i’m 19 now and i’m still always so excited about your content. i hope you figure out what works best for you

  • @cereza5983
    @cereza5983 3 года назад +10

    I love how hearing you n drew talk and just hearing about your life. Regardless I really enjoy how you express yourself and it always comes down to your comedy. Please read all these lovely comments (not forcing ) but they literally say everything I think too :(

    • @eterna1flame
      @eterna1flame 3 года назад +2

      Picturing her reading all these sweet comments makes me 🥺

  • @rubirue436
    @rubirue436 3 года назад +5

    Her health matters the most and to do what makes her happy should make all of her subscribers happy to. Even if you aren’t happy with what she is going to post in the future, it probably isn’t for ur happiness it’s for hers.

  • @krystallelopez4535
    @krystallelopez4535 3 года назад +2

    i love your mind and the content you create enya. i'm down to see whatever you have in store. i understand that as a creative person youre extremely critical of your work and every single move you make because you want everything you do to be great. so im excited for you to get to a place where you dig what youre doing on this channel

  • @Lena-st8mg
    @Lena-st8mg 3 года назад +50

    WELCOME BACK BESTIE

  • @georgia_lucass
    @georgia_lucass 3 года назад +1

    i have listened to every episode of the podcast the day it comes out and I'm so glad you're enjoying it, it feels like the perfect format for you and drew!! please don't pump out content you don't like just because you feel like you have to bae. we love you and literally post whatever you want whenever you want, we'll be here to watch it

  • @666.paisley3
    @666.paisley3 3 года назад +20

    you don’t have to pour yourself out on the internet if you don’t want to, if you want to keep your emotions more guarded that’s completely ok. we’ll still watch you and we’ll still relate to you. being relatable doesn’t have to mean being vulnerable, i love your video called “we are losing our minds help” because it’s more relatable than other youtubers who have unrealistic lifestyles like having a mansion at 19, it’s just a vlog of normal daily tasks and it’s refreshing to watch someone who i look up to just doing normal things
    💖💖💖

  • @Death2Caitlin
    @Death2Caitlin 3 года назад

    you have always been a big inspiration and the only constant for me through media from early teens to now almost 20. i find it hard to explain how watching your content whether it be emtionally focused or comedic has always been a safe place for me. in my eyes you are so much more than a "youtuber". i adore your art style and capabilities to create despite what hardships you feel. ive never felt let down or angry at your activity as a youre a 'do whatever the fuck you want' kinda person. obviously my perception is very very limited to what you have shown of yourself online but honestly ive never been able to listen to podcasts until you and drew. im in awe of the beautiful and kind enya that i see on here. do whatever you need to make you feel like the best you can be and im certain we'll always be around. youre a god ! gotta get my shrine refreshed and updated to mourn the death of the bangs of enya. infinite love

  • @chuusouls
    @chuusouls 3 года назад +4

    we love you ernie

    • @destinymena5163
      @destinymena5163 3 года назад +1

      enya consumer and chuu stan? Hiiiii

    • @chuusouls
      @chuusouls 3 года назад +1

      @@destinymena5163 pURRR lesbians for chuu AND enya!!

    • @destinymena5163
      @destinymena5163 3 года назад +1

      @@chuusouls i wanna get into Loona!! do you have song recs?

    • @chuusouls
      @chuusouls 3 года назад

      @@destinymena5163 loona had 12 predebut singles by the members so i definitely recommend checking those out!! they have styles for everyone! my personal faves are kim lip’s eclipse and yves’ day-1

  • @marinataylor9372
    @marinataylor9372 3 года назад +2

    yasss danas videos are my favorite im so excited to see ur new content!!

  • @chomp_5412
    @chomp_5412 3 года назад +4

    We love you enya

  • @gistoleurmom1040
    @gistoleurmom1040 3 года назад +1

    i think def from the people that have been here long, or like something that goes with many ccs and long term fans, expectations and that "fulfillment" die, ive been watching you and drew for a while and in the most like parasocial way (lol) like i feel like everthing is always chill now, the podcast and like drews more chill like day , playlist, vlogs , literally can brighten my day just as much as a staged out planned out ass video,,,, you guys are some of the most genuinely funny ever , also give yourself pat on back for posting even if it was just update/talking !!!!!!!!

  • @estheryupanqui466
    @estheryupanqui466 3 года назад +7

    Babe- u literally have everything u need to “succeed” (wtvr that means in your standards) under all the noise know that ur capable of great things because ur true to yourself. Your pride your creativity-u have a strong sense of self and it’s literally why we love you. You can post the randomest things but ppl will still eat it because its true to you 🤍

  • @sofbocci
    @sofbocci 3 года назад +1

    girl i feel the same way. I feel like I am a creative person but i spend too much time daydreaming of a successful destination before I even realistically start any huge step towards making unique pieces. I also am a person who dabbles with different creative mediums, I like to doodle little things, write and speak about my opinions, and I dream of making movies or creative animated or claymated vids. It is for sure harder to pick a direction to go in when you feel like you have the potential to do many things. My dream is to do multiple different things. If you can, I think you should try to stop comparing you now to your past vids at least for a while. I think the fact that you are in this limbo means you are ready to transform into someone at least partially new. Shed off that mantis shell and give yourself the space to let your mind wander with less judgment if possible. Try and follow what you are genuinely interested in these days and think about what the world is lacking. You are young, even at 30 you still should have more than half your life ahead of you. Try to let go of who you once were a bit. I think you are brilliant and funny and I believe you gonna do cool things. Sorry if i am not putting enough emphasis on potential mental health barriers those are just my thoughts. Love ya Enya

  • @venus-rq7ou
    @venus-rq7ou 3 года назад +4

    enya, i love you and i’m so proud of you. you’ve come along way and have made so many accomplishments that are worth recognizing. i have so much adoration for you and look up to you in so many ways. a lot of us who have watched you since the jump will always be here to support you and will continue to follow you on your journey as a creator. love u 4evs

  • @emilyjadebispo
    @emilyjadebispo 3 года назад +1

    God, as a creator myself it feels so validating hearing you talk about your imposter syndrome. I myself have really bad imposter syndrome and it affects my mental health so badly. I’m also almost 23 and I relate so much to everything you’ve said. You being on social media has helped me so so much. Thank you for everything. Thank you for making my laugh, making me feel understood, and for making me feel like I’m not alone. I love you so much.

  • @mariamoreno6039
    @mariamoreno6039 3 года назад +3

    enya, you crying broke my heart

  • @nyprince
    @nyprince 3 года назад +1

    even as somebody who just makes videos and music for fun i feel the exact same way when you said you want to be better and make content that will make you happy but you don't know how due to it feeling forced. and i understand a switch in content may be nerve-racking but i can promise you that we will watch your content no matter what enya, and as long as you're uploading something, we are happy. i subscribed to you in 2017 and i've loved every video ever since, especially the vlogs/montages and your podcast, so please, just make whatever content you feel will make you happy because we will watch it, don't worry about what others think, all that matters is you and your happiness!

  • @loverflm5216
    @loverflm5216 3 года назад +21

    Enya eres lo mejor, siempre me divierten tus vídeos, ya sea en el podcast o en tu canal, me alegras los días con tus historias, empecé a ver tus vídeos este año y fue lo mejor que pude hacer, se qué no vas a leer esto pero no importa jamdnajskz

  • @kaithlyn
    @kaithlyn 3 года назад

    imposter syndrome is so difficult to deal with but even just you talking about this someone i look up to and always have really helps me dealing with my own reality and i hope us supporting you even as you struggle to find what really fulfills you can be a bit of help in the process

  • @sabriyahlabiba1886
    @sabriyahlabiba1886 3 года назад +212

    I can’t believe we’re being fed today I was having such a bad month

    • @JJ-gp4mg
      @JJ-gp4mg 3 года назад +10

      I hope ur october gets better🫂

    • @kiannanewton1006
      @kiannanewton1006 3 года назад

      Tightt

    • @tahinaschwegler8112
      @tahinaschwegler8112 3 года назад +8

      If you’re not already watch their podcast it’s called emergency intercom and it genuinely makes my weeks better (one every Friday)

    • @sabriyahlabiba1886
      @sabriyahlabiba1886 3 года назад

      @@tahinaschwegler8112 I’ve been watching it!! I love it, I’ve just missed her videos

  • @jade5167
    @jade5167 2 года назад +1

    I found out abt the podcast from tiktok recently and I have not stopped listening and watching. I’ve started binging you and drews old videos and they are really entertaining, they make my day sm more enjoyable.

  • @sanashah8704
    @sanashah8704 3 года назад +4

    I love you enya and I hope you’re happy doing whatever you love. We’ll always support you!!

  • @Lnperez98
    @Lnperez98 3 года назад +1

    so many of us that are going thru this with you, you’re sharing with friends :)

  • @L.orenaaa
    @L.orenaaa 3 года назад +6

    I actually loved this video, super exited to see today’s version of you:) been with ya since senior year and now I’m a senior ahahahah!

  • @7471-s5o
    @7471-s5o 3 года назад +1

    i feel we find ourselves trapped in our minds & it’s difficult to not critique ourselves during those times. i’ve been following you since 2016 & i’ve always loved your montage/friend videos because they feel natural. you’re doing enough enya & you deserve to be affirmed in that 💘

  • @meownails3733
    @meownails3733 3 года назад +11

    azul being an icon in the back

  • @anthonymartinez8892
    @anthonymartinez8892 3 года назад

    your videos truly bring me happiness, like i’ve watched of your videos multiple time sic there’s nothing else like them, YOU’RE DOING GREAT

  • @pollypolly69
    @pollypolly69 3 года назад +3

    i love filming my friends as well, when i was in high school i would put all the clips together and post on my channel, all my friends loved and they’ll always go back and watch it to this day, and it is such a nostalgic thing to do ❤️😭😭

  • @BRWNmotherbrd
    @BRWNmotherbrd 3 года назад +2

    I just wanna say ty for everything you've done, i have been at my lowest this year and realized how lonely i am. I've watched the podcast countless times and love u guys a lot. Idk if it bad but you guys filled in that void and sorta healed me. We all love and appreciate everything you guys do

  • @slicclmao8366
    @slicclmao8366 3 года назад +3

    i can't wait for what you have in store for us enya. i love you mommy. just know that you're doing great. same thing with emergency intercom, you and drew are killing it.

  • @weirdchamp3787
    @weirdchamp3787 3 года назад

    enya, i love you so much. ive known about you for a few years but i haven’t really considered myself a fan until recently (which i’m upset about) but anyways. you make me feel safe and you’re the most relatable person that i know. your videos always make me feel better whether i laugh, cry, or just relax. i’m only 15 and i’m already scared that i growing up too fast and getting nervous about what to do with my life. i would love to do something creative like what you do but idek how to start. but you seriously make me so happy and i’m so glad that i call myself a fan now. you’re such a unique and beautiful person and i hope i can grow up to be like you. i’m ranting but seriously enya make what you want to no matter what we think. i’ll always try and make time for your art and you in general

  • @alexalopez702
    @alexalopez702 3 года назад +8

    I didn't even realize that she uploaded very few videos this year until she actually said something about it.

  • @lucyhtml
    @lucyhtml 3 года назад +1

    How did I not know about the podcast already?? Well, now I have to stay up until I have heard every second of it

  • @antoniarojas4840
    @antoniarojas4840 3 года назад +7

    i just wanna give her a hug

  • @cowboylikemel9410
    @cowboylikemel9410 3 года назад

    i’ve been following u for 5 years now and honestly ur still the biggest inspiration in my life, honest to god i love u enya

  • @samrodriguez987
    @samrodriguez987 3 года назад +5

    the hat is super gnarly and i love it all

  • @333shayla
    @333shayla 3 года назад

    the podcast is the only thing that brings me genuine joy. ily!!

  • @netiii
    @netiii 3 года назад +36

    I'm ashamed cause when I saw Imposter syndrome on the title I instinctively thought of Among Us even though I know what it is kill me

    • @c6ssie
      @c6ssie 3 года назад +1

      Chronically online thingsss💋

  • @digitalldenise
    @digitalldenise 3 года назад +1

    STOP IM GOING TO CRY, I wish you could see yourself through my eyes , you are so amazing bro )’;

  • @mortalprojections
    @mortalprojections 3 года назад +16

    This literally made me so emotional because i feel like i’ve really grown up with u 😭😭😭 but that video from 2019 is genuinely one of my favourite videos ever! & i loved that u brought up josh and dana ^___^ i’d really love 2 see something similar from u to be honest. but i rly hope ur ok and that ur happy with the videos ur gonna put out

  • @bandonkadonk
    @bandonkadonk 3 года назад +1

    i will watch whatever u make bc i love seeing you on screen and it makes me happy, you are so creative and i get inspired, ur podcast is so fun to listen cuz i get to see you and drew for so long just talking and it makes me feel less lonely ;* you do whatever makes u happy

  • @dr3amgirll_377
    @dr3amgirll_377 3 года назад +6

    My daily dose of enya