If I lose Me, then I lost You... If I Lost Me, then I lost Too... If It Cost me, Than It Cost You... Diamond Flooded Crucifix, Still Never Crossed you Even through the Pain and the Hurt, I was Thoughtful Including all the Stains and the Dirt, that I've brought You Still Stayed Resourceful... Still Stayed Remorseful.... Everything Is Temporary, Even if it Haunts You Legendary, Bad Days, Even When we Comfortable Secondary, Blast, Had Us Grieving, as the Trouble Grew Still Stayed Around, I Believed, I could Humble you Still Played Around, I'm Deceived, I could Double You Wonder Woman, Class, without the Sleeves and the "W" Wonder if I last, through The Needs, when the Summers Thru I could feel the Breeze through the Leaves, When you coming Through So Even if you Leave, I perceived, what you want is True ....What's Good for Me, ain't Good for you It's Good for Me, once I Seen, How you Want Me to.
Drug addiction has risen Sick of blaming and using you my co dependent Not to mention we tryna raise a baby and both suffer from depression it's depressing But thats my life and I would never turn away from my blessing I can admit that I've made mistakes I guess that's what it takes We need to sperate just one of life's lessons I can never feel less than You make me feel less than that I still manage to smile cause I been blessed with rap
Sometimes I wish I never woke up, i wish I never smoked drugs, i just wish I would have spoke up, In the hopes that you wouldn't go but I've grown up , you wouldn't know, what i couldnt show but the roads rough, When you alone they show you no love, it feels like I'm being ripped apart and my bones crushed, I feel shit, how i let this shit in our home but, You know what it's like when your mother dont wanna know ya, I send this one to anybody out who's drove up, and seen this shit for them selfs, you know if you know bra, Its something else this shitll control your state of mind, I take the blame and I'm ashamed but this mistake is mine, i think that fate is blind, or maybe I should take my time, somedays i wake i hate my self, ive tried to take my life, I've tried a couple times like overdoses hate my life, they ask me why all the time I reply my state of mine, but as to why still i rise i believe and still i write, still i fight, for the how the fuck i feel inside, it hurts me how but I'm not burning out I'm still alive, feeling dead on the inner but my sinner pride, i can't explain it just try to maintain it heal in time, Real the line, get real with life, and I'll kill this time See I don't wanna die, from a high that I'm chasing? Nah I just wanna life, that I don't gotta try escaping A life that I don't stay inside, and hide cuz I'm ashamed an, and people proud Im kicking habits can't see I replaced them, and don't ask me how I'm coping cuz I'm broken I don't say shit, said my heart is open dark its hopeless hoping someone saves it, In the past I've shown it, laughed and thrown it harder then I've gave it, at times I wish my mind could just erase it, just like my mates did, i didn't no that in my home i let so many snakes in, I really thought that we was down for life was I mistaken, my kindess taken, my time replace once I was breaking, my mind was racing, Where were you when it was life that i was tryna take then
Whatever you see in my eyes You see in my heart I told you from the start Quit all the chatting Continue with the snapping Your cheeks is what I continue clapping Like my hands The momentum piles When you coming down the isle No groceries Can't get enough of these nurseries Reading to baby Va'lon As I wrap him in my arms Keep him out of harm Some things are beyond what I can say They'll remain scarred You was waiting for the ring, that raised my alarm My heart beating like stop the yard..
you say you wanna change of pace, I Say I wanna leave this place, I I don't even wanna hang around if you ain't found a reason say you love me to my face , I know you never really had a backbone stormin out the house and then you back home ask you why you're with me but you act dumb I know that you been hurting but you act tough we fight, we make up, and thats all that we do call up your friends they feel sorry for you light up a blunt you say I'm the issue run and come right back and say I miss you Yeah I miss you too but this relationship’s toxic pull yourself together pick it up the only option know you been through all of this before that's why you cautious messin up the weekend girl I do this often you tell me that i'm never gonna change thats funny cause you always been the same I think that were both to blame i think that we just been playing this game for too long try to say it's all me but were both wrong you the one that's getting high so we get along I think that were better off moving on I think that we’re better off moving on you say wanna change of pace, I Say I wanna leave this place, I I don't even wanna hang around if you ain't found a reason that you love me say it to my face and I'll go away yeah not much left to say hope you found your place I know that I found mine I'll be okay you say you're movin im moving on too loosening my grip what am I holdin on to sure it's immature couldn’t care less about you remembered who I am I forgot about you forgot who I was when I was with you
Love with her was my addiction After a heart break I need some healing I'm not understanding what I'm feeling Back tracing all my comments And feelings Thinking we're did I go wrong What did I do to you for u to lose Feelings ? Sick of u blaming me for my insecurities , When you the one that brought this on to me Ll I was told these streets don't love you Thats why I stayed off them corners Search for love in girl who want it. Love is something else One minute u feel like u winning The next u fighting and fusing Finally over time you end it . Car in park Doors unlocked It's time for u to go No hug not even A sign of hope It's the end of the/this road
Rumours start flying, people see me runnin. Friends threatening to backstab, that shit got me buzzin. When you think I'm gone, come back like the second comin.¨ Soon imma go crazy, Ill Minds like Hopsin.
Shit I got you in my mind And the feeling is great Just to spend a day Has me feeling some typa way There are no words To explain You see I was broke down And ready to be thrown away You put me back together Piece by piece You never gave up Even when I thought I was done The past 8 months I had to much fun You are the reason That I’m doing this Making myself better Just prove to you That love I got for you Isn’t on that fuck shit Im tired of these hoes Always going around like hot shit tearing everything Down like they name is Ralph I built an empire Just for you So take care of it I’ve always had your back sense the day we met Just to spend a day Got me feeling some typa way As if I made to Broadway
heartbroken too many words spoken guess I shouldn't have been so open felt like I had once chance feels like i used my last token write my songs cause its the only thing im gone cope with lately i've been feeling so hopeless we really gotta start helping out the homeless cause we all don't get the same opportunities when i think about the word us i think about you and me i thought about it so stupidly but the way you treat me i call that cruelty stupid me i thought we were a possibility i offer my pity then you keep on hitting me so now i give up now im really done used to stick with you thought i was ur #1 nowadays i wonder about shooting myself with a gun yall having fun but really im not having fun i used to put in all my effort for anyone you know ur special cause i wouldn't just do this for anyone you got me so blind, the way you talk i wish i could just hit rewind cause girl i got a lot of time just for you i live every day thinking about the things that we could do funny me i thought it was me and you not everything turns out to be true i don't even know if ur with another dude if you are im busting him he gon lose a tooth but i won't do that if im just hurting you im in pain what else am i supposed to do u make me feel this way i don't wanna wind up losing you you see us as just friends i wish that could end if we get into an argument who knows maybe we could make amends im tired of being stuck like this yeah my life sucks call that a life crisis i might just end this how can someone be so relentless my life is barricaded with fences i guess you want me gone and i know there's so many fish in the pond life is like chess to you every guy is a king and im just a pawn I've been in pain for so long that's why i decided to write this song i don't know if you got the message love every guy guess im the only one you mess with you got what you wanted right you only treated me this way so you could see someone take their life i should've known how someone can do you wrong don't wanna be friends we could never get along after whats happened to me i got family and friends they still don't believe in me you hate me alright i know that you meant it should've told me in the first place i would've got the message is it funny to see people waste all their effort? cause im not like anyone of you yall so reckless how someone can break someone this much it's impressive.... yes i wrote this all by myself enjoy
"I LOST IT" "WHEN I TOLD MYSELF MY MIND TRULY IS A BLESSING AND IF YOU ASK ME HOW I'LL EASILY SAY" "THAT MY 5 SENCES I WAS BORN WITH I MASTERD ON HOW TO USE THEM ALL AT THE SAME TIME TO WRITE THE BIBLES WAY" JJM
A couple of prescriptions a couple of addictions, a couple bad choices, a couple I inflicted, a couple didn't see coming, couple didn't listen, couple wish I did and a couple wish i didn't, i was tryna run, I was done I was dumb wasn't thinking, i was having fun, Never once seen this shit, thought that I missed this, of course I'm a mis fit, i was on crash course conforming to thus shit, i dont even who i was back then anymore, all i knows that's I miss him, all i knows that this isn't him, i dont no what drove it but I'm hopless I'm fixing things That's how quick that you can lose your self ? I was living my dreams out doing well, Like I hadn't already made it out of he'll, never rode nobody made it out my self, Didn't need No hands didn't need No help, Didn't need No man, no plans, but my self, As quick as it come , is as quick as it fell, The shit be so dumb, that I'm kicking my self, How many times do they talk, how many times do they walk, how many times is it all, nothing more than just some bullshit or a man with a thought, but aint got the balls to go tell you what that man really thought, Some stupid shit got out of hand, I'm throwing hands at em all, it's almost like they comfortable like you planning was fall, Like yeah they planning to call, the phone it never rung it use to ring but before, i felt sting of it all, from poor to rich back to poor, You dug a ditch couldn't crawl, nobody missed you at all, but nobody missed you on tour, they always was with you before, Some shit that make me feel like a dick, I gave all the real i could give, but they was realing you in, like when them dealers would ring, how the fuck I blew 120thousand on this, how the fuck someone you trusted be a coward like this, I'm in a hospital I overdosed I through the towel in, i nearly died whilst you was at the house and rounding the shit, just incase the cops would come no one would found all the shit, Instead you stole 2 fucking 7 thousand then skipped, the last money to my name I lost the house took a hit, dying on a hospital bed I woke out of the shit, to make it worse left me with depts 100 thousand and shit, Homeless broken and now about to get flipped, all my music got deleted, all accounts now at zip, girl left me for somebody else, my family are pissed, Everything i ever owned just dissapearred on me quick, i hid my car worth 30thousand still don't no where that is, one way ticket to brissy had to go for abit, with 5$ in my pocket 2 ciggys no shit, i finally starting blowing up I got my moment and missed, Hook Nobody knows how i feel, so don't tell me how to go about it still, nobody knows and I hope nobody down that hill, and the person that you were can't be found in you still, After you downed all them pills, you was drowning it kills, 100s and 100s and still Still can't work it out but it's real, Nobody knows how, what comes around it goes around, and what's comes up must go down, i just didn't know I end up on my own now Verse 2 There aint no sympathy plea, simple way to explain it, it wasnt simply me, it doesnt matter now i heard just what they thinking of me, from turn backs tryna turn back now things are sweet, that's not how it should be, So fuck them it's how it'll leave, my own mother told me to fuaaah I aint about to go speak, breaks my heart but how it'll be back up in the streets again with no way out what a dream, with only one way to survive but how cuz now that you fiended, you just got clean, only thing you know is self destruct its how that you ease, that dream of being a rappers further an further to reach, i dedicated over half my life I worked to just be, didn't leave school for no trade to get or no uni degree, then it started coming true just like I new that it be, to much money to quick to much I was booming in streams, State to state, shit was real catching plans every week, but i guess I was weak, and all the deaths that I've seen brother murdered at 16, cousins doing life in jail with no room to be freed, a few friends in a few out and few never been, a few turning to using drugs a few never fiended, my homie boh like an older brother that dude was my G, he fucked up with some dude, and said oi dude I'll be sweet, he's been missing for two years this February will be, i miss you heaps and I just wish that your in peace where you be, I wish you told me I would do what ever needed to be, what if I could saved your life I'll never know but it's been, hard with out you here beside me but I see you dreams No hard feelings in Adelaide i forgive you be free I forgive you be free
When i lost to the system, I thought it was over. Just like turning the page when the book is over. They throw u in da cell and forget about your life🕢🗣🙏
I wont lie i think about u alot Ur on my mind 24/7 it wont stop I wish it would But i just cant See you with a new guy When I still wish i was ur man Tbh,Tell me, do u still care Cause theres moments Where i wish u were there No Love isnt fair Heartbreaks never seem to break even How u say that u love me But have someone new by the weekend Im just speaking This shit is what crowds my mind Its hard to see u in public And still act like i am fine Still telling these lies Hoping one day they come true Just cause id rather hurt myself Then to ever hurt you And thats true Thats nothing short of a fact All my friends call u names But its hard not to have ur back And now they think i changed Love is just a game And after all the pain I guess u can say Nothing will ever the same When u say my name Man that shit sound so bitter sweet Ur soft voice On the phone Its just something that makes my week It fucks with my sleep To think Thats no more If i had one wish In this life It would be to have more Time Just to tell u what i feel deep inside But ill express through my music Yeah just gimme time
Could it be u callin me down from these clouds that all these clowns put me on I’m feelin really down I drank this crown to drown my sorrow not really knowing if ima be hea tomorrow maybe not even gon make it to finish this bottle, shawty yeah she like a model she built lika coke bottle😍 buhh is she gon be hea tomorrow I look at this bottle n say man Fuk tmm Fuk a model don wanna hear no ones sorrow...
we all got that sombody thats special, tell you the truth you a blessing,back then i learned my lesson. tired of these niggas steady flexing, toss em up no ranch dressing, im in the room wit ya bby momma undressing, bout to make another bby on the dresser, now we flexing, no txting, bby girl im sexing, i wana get with you, let u know this the real me and you are you, i remember back in school, the dirty thangs we use to do, so leme juss b witchu, i miss that shit, ima show you me so all u gotta do is show me you, hot room but we stay cool, i rly miss youuu. the dreams i have we need to make it true*
The lights dont dim like they use to This gone take some getting use to/ they say you aren't alive til you've loved, well I think your more alive on drugs/
I miss my homie who fell to addiction, if I had one wish I’d be wishing, you never off but a better high is what you were looking for certain, when you searching for the devil the devil be lurking, it’s a small price lost focus of living life and had no purpose. I was there to try to get you up not down, Then all of a sudden I moved outta state hit you on the phone telling you remember I’ll always be around, I remember then days up late let my bro know life’s a game play your cards right and never fold
I was waiting for the day when I would finally die, sleeping on them church boardwalks I couldn't cry, I asked the shelter for a bed and they couldn't provide Texting close friends and family they wouldn't reply, No sheets I would sleep with the wood on my side, that junk hurted I was cursed since I slid out my moms, I threw my life away young and I couldn't deny, Won't be surprised if God told me I wouldn't survive washed up no hope I'm not emotional I keep my mouth closed and keep my thoughts to myself constant stress from all the cards I was dealt, I can't even trust a therapist whos offering to help, a confessions a conviction so I talk to myself, I was in my room for months crying praying to God, That my mistakes won't have me locked up, arrested and charged, Smoking weed to ease the stress because I needed to cope Watching loved ones fold when I needed them most
I always hoped that we could have a bond cuz I aint have one with my mom and I aint have one with my pop, I grew up and I seen a lot, Suiicide lines what I called, I ain't ignore it But I ain't have insurance so help, I can't afford it, This is why I stick to myself, sitting planning my death, maybe jail is better off than these tests, the world hates you at your worst and holds you close at your best, thats why I waited for the day a priest would lay me to rest
I can't escape myself, I swear I use to hate others could i'd hate myself, I remember looking at my reflection I was disgusted, then I remembered i'm only human and then I loved it,
When I lost it all you up and left with everything Got me sending you the text saying "you my everything" You just hit me back saying you moved onto better things I gave you my all so tell me what do "better" mean You only made shit worse when you were supposed to better me Got me thinking bout you when I'm sipping on the Hennessy I used to sip on you like this, tell me, he do you like this? Tell me when the last time you had a nigga do like this
It’s that time in my life I gotta delete ye dem pictures That I kept Just in case I really missed ya I remember being in love Being on cloud nine The world felt so good Life never felt so nice When I lost it all You up and left with everything Got me sending text saying Your my everything You just hit me back saying You moved onto better things I gave you my all so what does better mean You only made shot worse when You were supposed to better me Better each other But what does double standers mean? I didn’t lose the battle But the battle made me Made into a woman That can sub stain an injury A broken heart That has hope to be
Ugh just one question, why was you messing? With my emotions, the times i was holding, my heart you had stolen, you thought i was joking, but one day i was hoping. That you see how broken, im hopeless, people start to notice, i lose focus, my demons are my worst opponent when their roaming, through my dome and, i just seem to lose hope, as i grow, i know when i was down low, no one picked me up, but dont wish me luck, when you see me going up, dont show me love, cut the fake shit, i know where i stand i am not a basic, you said what you said and you meant it lets face it, i have hope one day that i am gone make it, i got the key let me tell you its all in the patience.
Life's a bitch in this doggy world I'm tryna prevale without the sights of cell Still I'm clapping cells Line sick like sicklecell I'm afraid of loving Only time will tell
Diss to my father I grew up without a father nigga Thats why i dont smile good Cause i was raised in a fucked up childhood I really needed u dad during my dumb days you know that young phase When all u know is gun play I'll admit it i missed you when i was growing up ..but I bet you'll miss me when im blowing up Youll be Going nuts like I'm proud of you man! I believed in you and never doubted you man! You Stupid nigga! I wish u stayed But Thats a dream that'll never see But now a dead beat dad is some thing ill never be From day one I promised my son that'll never leave So Shout out to my dad for making me a better me Can you imagine what this pain feels like Its the type of pain to make you hate yo life And since you replied your father also wasn't there Then whats the fuckin point to create me right I wrote this verse as a message to let my father know that since he wasnt around i was molested I wrote this verse as a lesson to my father to let his ass know that I was Affected. - too emotional cant finish smh
I really feel for a hoe I can’t believe myself🤦🏾♂️, Always treated u good I gotta treat myself, I watched my grandfather die I couldn’t even help😔, Watched my lil sister cry imagine how she felt, All that shit I been through made a nigga strong💪🏾, Remember they turned off the heat man them niggas wrong, I remember too 💭 , It was winter too ❄️ Either you live and you learn or it injures you, Told myself fuck a bitch stick to the plan, What part of getting out the hood don’t u understand❓, I don’t do it for the fame I do it for the fam, Told my niggas no more games it’s time to be a man💯, If I don’t make it out then my family suffer, Give me one shot I promise I won’t need another☝🏾, You see my brother it’s expected we defeat each other My brain power ain’t got shit to do with my pigment color🧠 -Ej
Tryna compose my self ... But it's hard when your lost and you don't really know your self ... Feel like I owe my self That's can I made a promise and i broke it why the fuck can't I control my self...
I was about 10 when I see my big cousin die yeah that shit happen right up infront of my eyes , it left me tramitized all this pain feel like I would survive but it wasn’t
why we can't have justice in America in leave peace Dk king spoke to me so I had venison I had dream that one day we go make it its in my DNA how I got warp up wen I'm just send me to haven so i can be bless
When I lost you I got drunk asf became somebody else a ghost a lost soul I didnt know wtf I was gonna do it seems like one big nightmare been fighting this darkness tryna take me away to my resting place I feel death the nothingness calling my name cuz I'm hella hollow on the inside ever since you walked away I never gotta tell you how much you mean to me your everything I believe in now that your gone I feel like a real devil I feel like I'm losing my mind and I wont be fine why did you leave me to die here all by myself I truely feel like a real ghost i just wanna be me again feel normal so imma erase my past memories and pretend you never existed I'm done feeling this way I'm destroying the monster inside and awakening my inner light
As i sit an reminiscent How long will it take to get The Rent or the money they paying for this hit Well this is dope Straight drop Aint no Retaining on this hit
I remember when lost it Now I pull up in a new boss whip Just to TOSS IT So what's the best explanation to explain I LOST IT Probably a real fast robbery EITHER GANGSTAS KILLERS OR THE MOB MY G
We can get it popin ho what u waitin for Diamonds on my necklace and my teeth i got os to blo Os to smoke hoes geekin on that loud ready to buss it on me then Buss it for me Made mtself a boss got my hustle on Put muscle on used to Pullup on yo blok hit a heavy stain Give me clothes give me food i needed everything Like im off the lean nigga i cant feel anything And i got a full clip red to bus everything And that had a scope on it and had a beam Muzzle on that bitch wont hear that heavy sing Pulled up on a oppa soon as he became Hit his ass den hit his x Movin all insane I explain Its a dirty game sum us choose to play and sum of us born that way no sorta typa warnin that shit would even goin that way Imagine i was 4 1 point the only thing i thought was playin til that day that got took away and then i had experienced pain
It’s that time in my life I gotta delete ye dem pictures That I kept Just in case I really missed ya I remember being in love Being on cloud nine The world felt so good Life never felt so nice When I lost it all You up and left with everything Got me sending text saying Your my everything You just hit me back saying You moved onto better things I gave you my all so what does better mean You only made shot worse when You were supposed to better me Better each other But what does double standers mean? I didn’t lose the battle But the battle made me Made into a woman That can sub stain an injury A broken heart That has hope to be
I ride with a glissy Incase things get sticky My gun shape like mickey Remenber i was dead brocke For a hunnet ill give u a buck fithy Bt i lost it all When i lost it all
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One of the best beats I've ever heard
listen to cee major warm up sessions he fucking kills it real talk
Mj Music if u can see my Playlist sure u will find more hot beats not mine but all hot rap tracks lotta lists
Mj Music exactly
Same
Mj Music soundcloud.com/pimping-craccn/she-dont-need-nobody
I'm rooting for you KUR,The passion the realness don't ever lose it keep grinding working hard,Philly Hometown boi representin. 🎵🎶
What's his IG?
I ain't gonna lie but this be touching my heart and soul every time I listen to it. This is what I appreciate the most about music😌
This beat is life
If I lose Me, then I lost You...
If I Lost Me, then I lost Too...
If It Cost me, Than It Cost You...
Diamond Flooded Crucifix, Still Never Crossed you
Even through the Pain and the Hurt, I was Thoughtful
Including all the Stains and the Dirt, that I've brought You
Still Stayed Resourceful...
Still Stayed Remorseful....
Everything Is Temporary, Even if it Haunts You
Legendary, Bad Days, Even When we Comfortable
Secondary, Blast, Had Us Grieving, as the Trouble Grew
Still Stayed Around, I Believed, I could Humble you
Still Played Around, I'm Deceived, I could Double You
Wonder Woman, Class, without the Sleeves and the "W"
Wonder if I last, through The Needs, when the Summers Thru
I could feel the Breeze through the Leaves, When you coming Through
So Even if you Leave, I perceived, what you want is True
....What's Good for Me, ain't Good for you
It's Good for Me, once I Seen, How you Want Me to.
Drug addiction has risen
Sick of blaming and using you my co dependent
Not to mention we tryna raise a baby and both suffer from depression it's depressing
But thats my life and
I would never turn away from my blessing
I can admit that I've made mistakes
I guess that's what it takes
We need to sperate
just one of life's lessons
I can never feel less than
You make me feel less than that
I still manage to smile cause I been blessed with rap
Danielle Mcclenton this🔥🔥#reallifemusic
Danielle Mcclenton barssss
You got tracks? We can colab. ?
Danielle Mcclenton snap 👌🏾
Danielle im feeling the authenticy. Bars bars bars. Stay positive keep on hustling.
lil snupe would’ve killed this RIP
real shit
Literally
Hell yeah 🙏🏾🔥
🙁🥺
Still play snupe in 2022 💪🏽 them mixtapes is some classics
I have been waiting for this!!!!
Damn. Dead ass had to release my pain on this beat. Cried rapping about all my defeats, I wanted the keys to the street
This my favorite instrumental ever
Sometimes I wish I never woke up, i wish I never smoked drugs, i just wish I would have spoke up,
In the hopes that you wouldn't go but I've grown up , you wouldn't know, what i couldnt show but the roads rough, When you alone they show you no love, it feels like I'm being ripped apart and my bones crushed,
I feel shit, how i let this shit in our home but,
You know what it's like when your mother dont wanna know ya,
I send this one to anybody out who's drove up, and seen this shit for them selfs, you know if you know bra,
Its something else this shitll control your state of mind,
I take the blame and I'm ashamed but this mistake is mine, i think that fate is blind, or maybe I should take my time, somedays i wake i hate my self, ive tried to take my life, I've tried a couple times like overdoses hate my life, they ask me why all the time I reply my state of mine, but as to why still i rise i believe and still i write, still i fight, for the how the fuck i feel inside, it hurts me how but I'm not burning out I'm still alive, feeling dead on the inner but my sinner pride, i can't explain it just try to maintain it heal in time,
Real the line, get real with life, and I'll kill this time
See I don't wanna die, from a high that I'm chasing?
Nah I just wanna life, that I don't gotta try escaping
A life that I don't stay inside, and hide cuz I'm ashamed an, and people proud Im kicking habits can't see I replaced them, and don't ask me how I'm coping cuz I'm broken I don't say shit, said my heart is open dark its hopeless hoping someone saves it,
In the past I've shown it, laughed and thrown it harder then I've gave it,
at times I wish my mind could just erase it, just like my mates did, i didn't no that in my home i let so many snakes in, I really thought that we was down for life was I mistaken, my kindess taken, my time replace once I was breaking, my mind was racing,
Where were you when it was life that i was tryna take then
" You put me in the picture but its nothing to reality. Tryna live them moments I ain't tryna be the one to dream. " - DonTheMfnProphet
Whatever you see in my eyes
You see in my heart
I told you from the start
Quit all the chatting
Continue with the snapping
Your cheeks is what I continue clapping
Like my hands
The momentum piles
When you coming down the isle
No groceries
Can't get enough of these nurseries
Reading to baby Va'lon
As I wrap him in my arms
Keep him out of harm
Some things are beyond what I can say
They'll remain scarred
You was waiting for the ring, that raised my alarm
My heart beating like stop the yard..
yeooooo i wanted this beat for the longest thank u
I'm in lovr with this bout to go off
kur bodied this jawn
This shit deserves an award or something
🔥With all do respect i gotta hop on this🔥
you say you wanna change of pace, I
Say I wanna leave this place, I
I don't even wanna hang around if
you ain't found a reason say
you love me to my face , I
know you never really had a backbone
stormin out the house and then you back home
ask you why you're with me but you act dumb
I know that you been hurting but you act tough
we fight, we make up, and thats all that we do
call up your friends they feel sorry for you
light up a blunt you say I'm the issue
run and come right back and say I miss you
Yeah I miss you too but this relationship’s toxic
pull yourself together pick it up the only option
know you been through all of this before that's why you cautious
messin up the weekend girl I do this often
you tell me that i'm never gonna change
thats funny cause you always been the same
I think that were both to blame
i think that we just been playing this game for too long
try to say it's all me but were both wrong
you the one that's getting high so we get along
I think that were better off moving on
I think that we’re better off moving on
you say wanna change of pace, I
Say I wanna leave this place, I
I don't even wanna hang around if
you ain't found a reason that
you love me say it to my face
and I'll go away yeah
not much left to say
hope you found your place
I know that I found mine I'll be okay
you say you're movin im moving on too
loosening my grip what am I holdin on to
sure it's immature couldn’t care less about you
remembered who I am I forgot about you
forgot who I was when I was with you
Good Benji can i use this
Good work bro 🙏🙏
Love with her was my addiction
After a heart break
I need some healing
I'm not understanding what I'm feeling
Back tracing all my comments
And feelings
Thinking we're did I go wrong
What did I do to you
for u to lose Feelings ?
Sick of u blaming me for my insecurities ,
When you the one that brought this on to me
Ll
I was told these streets don't love you
Thats why I stayed off them corners
Search for love in girl who want it.
Love is something else
One minute u feel like u winning
The next u fighting and fusing
Finally over time you end it .
Car in park
Doors unlocked
It's time for u to go
No hug not even
A sign of hope
It's the end of the/this road
Good hard shii I should prolly put u on
Bready Boi get back at bro u killed it bro🔥💪🏽💯
BIG TRACK HAD TO EAT THIS FREE STYLE KING SHOCKER DARMESS THE PRESENT RAS FACTOR WINNER 1 LOVE
Philly,NY sound for sure
dis beat is collllldddd
this beat is so 🔥🔥🔥
Life's movie play no pauses
Don't think they recording
Focus on your moment my cup
Staying pouring raw emotions
beautiful
Rumours start flying, people see me runnin.
Friends threatening to backstab, that shit got me buzzin.
When you think I'm gone, come back like the second comin.¨
Soon imma go crazy, Ill Minds like Hopsin.
thank u hip instrumentals
Shit I got you in my mind
And the feeling is great
Just to spend a day
Has me feeling some typa way
There are no words
To explain
You see I was broke down
And ready to be thrown away
You put me back together
Piece by piece
You never gave up
Even when I thought
I was done
The past 8 months
I had to much fun
You are the reason
That I’m doing this
Making myself better
Just prove to you
That love I got for you
Isn’t on that fuck shit
Im tired of these hoes
Always going around
like hot shit
tearing everything
Down like they name is Ralph
I built an empire
Just for you
So take care of it
I’ve always had your back sense the day we met
Just to spend a day
Got me feeling some typa way
As if I made to Broadway
heartbroken too many words spoken
guess I shouldn't have been so open
felt like I had once chance feels like i used my last token
write my songs cause its the only thing im gone cope with
lately i've been feeling so hopeless
we really gotta start helping out the homeless
cause we all don't get the same opportunities
when i think about the word us i think about you and me
i thought about it so stupidly
but the way you treat me i call that cruelty
stupid me i thought we were a possibility
i offer my pity then you keep on hitting me
so now i give up now im really done
used to stick with you thought i was ur #1
nowadays i wonder about shooting myself with a gun
yall having fun but really im not having fun
i used to put in all my effort for anyone
you know ur special cause i wouldn't just do this for anyone
you got me so blind, the way you talk i wish i could just hit rewind
cause girl i got a lot of time just for you
i live every day thinking about the things that we could do
funny me i thought it was me and you
not everything turns out to be true
i don't even know if ur with another dude
if you are im busting him he gon lose a tooth
but i won't do that if im just hurting you
im in pain what else am i supposed to do
u make me feel this way i don't wanna wind up losing you
you see us as just friends i wish that could end
if we get into an argument who knows maybe we could make amends
im tired of being stuck like this
yeah my life sucks call that a life crisis
i might just end this
how can someone be so relentless
my life is barricaded with fences
i guess you want me gone
and i know there's so many fish in the pond
life is like chess to you
every guy is a king and im just a pawn
I've been in pain for so long
that's why i decided to write this song
i don't know if you got the message
love every guy guess im the only one you mess with
you got what you wanted right
you only treated me this way so you could see someone take their life
i should've known how someone can do you wrong
don't wanna be friends we could never get along
after whats happened to me
i got family and friends
they still don't believe in me
you hate me alright i know that you meant it
should've told me in the first place i would've got the message
is it funny to see people waste all their effort?
cause im not like anyone of you
yall so reckless
how someone can break someone this much it's impressive....
yes i wrote this all by myself enjoy
Love these sort of beats anymore like these about let me know please
Some producers like xane otb, maybe older g herbo sampled type beats too
"I LOST IT"
"WHEN I TOLD MYSELF MY MIND TRULY IS A BLESSING AND IF YOU ASK ME HOW I'LL EASILY SAY"
"THAT MY 5 SENCES I WAS BORN WITH I MASTERD ON HOW TO USE THEM ALL AT THE SAME TIME TO WRITE THE BIBLES WAY"
JJM
A couple of prescriptions a couple of addictions, a couple bad choices, a couple I inflicted, a couple didn't see coming, couple didn't listen, couple wish I did and a couple wish i didn't, i was tryna run, I was done I was dumb wasn't thinking, i was having fun,
Never once seen this shit, thought that I missed this, of course I'm a mis fit, i was on crash course conforming to thus shit, i dont even who i was back then anymore, all i knows that's I miss him, all i knows that this isn't him, i dont no what drove it but I'm hopless I'm fixing things
That's how quick that you can lose your self ? I was living my dreams out doing well,
Like I hadn't already made it out of he'll, never rode nobody made it out my self,
Didn't need No hands didn't need No help,
Didn't need No man, no plans, but my self,
As quick as it come , is as quick as it fell,
The shit be so dumb, that I'm kicking my self,
How many times do they talk, how many times do they walk, how many times is it all, nothing more than just some bullshit or a man with a thought, but aint got the balls to go tell you what that man really thought,
Some stupid shit got out of hand, I'm throwing hands at em all, it's almost like they comfortable like you planning was fall,
Like yeah they planning to call, the phone it never rung it use to ring but before, i felt sting of it all, from poor to rich back to poor,
You dug a ditch couldn't crawl, nobody missed you at all, but nobody missed you on tour, they always was with you before,
Some shit that make me feel like a dick,
I gave all the real i could give, but they was realing you in, like when them dealers would ring, how the fuck I blew 120thousand on this, how the fuck someone you trusted be a coward like this, I'm in a hospital I overdosed I through the towel in, i nearly died whilst you was at the house and rounding the shit, just incase the cops would come no one would found all the shit,
Instead you stole 2 fucking 7 thousand then skipped, the last money to my name I lost the house took a hit, dying on a hospital bed I woke out of the shit, to make it worse left me with depts 100 thousand and shit,
Homeless broken and now about to get flipped, all my music got deleted, all accounts now at zip, girl left me for somebody else, my family are pissed,
Everything i ever owned just dissapearred on me quick, i hid my car worth 30thousand still don't no where that is, one way ticket to brissy had to go for abit, with 5$ in my pocket 2 ciggys no shit, i finally starting blowing up I got my moment and missed,
Hook
Nobody knows how i feel, so don't tell me how to go about it still, nobody knows and I hope nobody down that hill, and the person that you were can't be found in you still,
After you downed all them pills, you was drowning it kills, 100s and 100s and still
Still can't work it out but it's real,
Nobody knows how, what comes around it goes around, and what's comes up must go down, i just didn't know I end up on my own now
Verse 2
There aint no sympathy plea, simple way to explain it, it wasnt simply me, it doesnt matter now i heard just what they thinking of me, from turn backs tryna turn back now things are sweet, that's not how it should be,
So fuck them it's how it'll leave, my own mother told me to fuaaah I aint about to go speak, breaks my heart but how it'll be
back up in the streets again with no way out what a dream, with only one way to survive but how cuz now that you fiended, you just got clean, only thing you know is self destruct its how that you ease, that dream of being a rappers further an further to reach, i dedicated over half my life I worked to just be, didn't leave school for no trade to get or no uni degree, then it started coming true just like I new that it be, to much money to quick to much I was booming in streams,
State to state, shit was real catching plans every week, but i guess I was weak, and all the deaths that I've seen brother murdered at 16, cousins doing life in jail with no room to be freed, a few friends in a few out and few never been, a few turning to using drugs a few never fiended, my homie boh like an older brother that dude was my G, he fucked up with some dude, and said oi dude I'll be sweet, he's been missing for two years this February will be, i miss you heaps and I just wish that your in peace where you be,
I wish you told me I would do what ever needed to be, what if I could saved your life I'll never know but it's been, hard with out you here beside me but I see you dreams
No hard feelings in Adelaide i forgive you be free
I forgive you be free
This is the instrumental used for OJ1 - Style & Pattern Freestyle
Aye Kur! ‼️🔥
Best beat ever
I was told to dig deep
ND you'll seek in the truth
It's true liar's get weak when you speak the proof
go on soundcloud bout to make heat with dis🔥🔥🔥
Fiendin , these zpxannys are hurtin my brain ,
This beat is *Lit*
reminds of this girl I love so much but don’t love me and show the same energy damn man…
Neek Bucks walked on this beat it’s his no 🧢
Bryson Tiller-Right My Wrongs
Bryson tiller sampled the original song as well
When i lost to the system, I thought it was over. Just like turning the page when the book is over. They throw u in da cell and forget about your life🕢🗣🙏
love you
I wont lie i think about u alot
Ur on my mind 24/7 it wont stop
I wish it would
But i just cant
See you with a new guy
When I still wish i was ur man
Tbh,Tell me, do u still care
Cause theres moments
Where i wish u were there
No Love isnt fair
Heartbreaks never seem to break even
How u say that u love me
But have someone new by the weekend
Im just speaking
This shit is what crowds my mind
Its hard to see u in public
And still act like i am fine
Still telling these lies
Hoping one day they come true
Just cause id rather hurt myself
Then to ever hurt you
And thats true
Thats nothing short of a fact
All my friends call u names
But its hard not to have ur back
And now they think i changed
Love is just a game
And after all the pain
I guess u can say
Nothing will ever the same
When u say my name
Man that shit sound so bitter sweet
Ur soft voice On the phone
Its just something that makes my week
It fucks with my sleep
To think
Thats no more
If i had one wish
In this life
It would be to have more
Time
Just to tell u what i feel deep inside
But ill express through my music
Yeah just gimme time
Could it be u callin me down from these clouds that all these clowns put me on I’m feelin really down I drank this crown to drown my sorrow not really knowing if ima be hea tomorrow maybe not even gon make it to finish this bottle, shawty yeah she like a model she built lika coke bottle😍 buhh is she gon be hea tomorrow I look at this bottle n say man Fuk tmm Fuk a model don wanna hear no ones sorrow...
Cooper Rogers can I feature?
trash
head in my head
grand plans of being the man
making a stand
she didn't see
all she needed was me
now I'm free chasing the dream.... this tune bangs
we all got that sombody thats special, tell you the truth you a blessing,back then i learned my lesson. tired of these niggas steady flexing, toss em up no ranch dressing, im in the room wit ya bby momma undressing, bout to make another bby on the dresser, now we flexing, no txting, bby girl im sexing, i wana get with you, let u know this the real me and you are you, i remember back in school, the dirty thangs we use to do, so leme juss b witchu, i miss that shit, ima show you me so all u gotta do is show me you, hot room but we stay cool, i rly miss youuu. the dreams i have we need to make it true*
The lights dont dim like they use to
This gone take some getting use to/ they say you aren't alive til you've loved, well I think your more alive on drugs/
Perry Blaise soundcloud.com/pimping-craccn/she-dont-need-nobody
I love this 👌🏽👌🏽 vibes ..
I miss my homie who fell to addiction, if I had one wish I’d be wishing, you never off
but a better high is what you were looking for certain, when you searching for the devil the devil be lurking, it’s a small price lost focus of living life and had no purpose.
I was there to try to get you up not down,
Then all of a sudden I moved outta state hit you on the phone telling you remember I’ll always be around, I remember then days up late let my bro know life’s a game play your cards right and never fold
Dam
🤝
Thanks for this👍😎
Raw beat
FINALLY!
i love it 😍
I was waiting for the day when I would finally die,
sleeping on them church boardwalks I couldn't cry,
I asked the shelter for a bed and they couldn't provide
Texting close friends and family they wouldn't reply,
No sheets I would sleep with the wood on my side,
that junk hurted I was cursed since I slid out my moms,
I threw my life away young and I couldn't deny,
Won't be surprised if God told me I wouldn't survive
washed up no hope I'm not emotional I keep my mouth closed and keep my thoughts to myself
constant stress from all the cards I was dealt,
I can't even trust a therapist whos offering to help,
a confessions a conviction so I talk to myself,
I was in my room for months crying praying to God,
That my mistakes won't have me locked up, arrested and charged,
Smoking weed to ease the stress because I needed to cope
Watching loved ones fold when I needed them most
I always hoped that we could have a bond cuz I aint have one with my mom and I aint have one with my pop, I grew up and I seen a lot,
Suiicide lines what I called, I ain't ignore it
But I ain't have insurance so help, I can't afford it,
This is why I stick to myself, sitting planning my death, maybe jail is better off than these tests,
the world hates you at your worst and holds you close at your best, thats why I waited for the day a priest would lay me to rest
I can't escape myself, I swear I use to hate others could i'd hate myself, I remember looking at my reflection I was disgusted, then I remembered i'm only human and then I loved it,
Oj1 shut this beatdown
When I lost it all you up and left with everything
Got me sending you the text saying "you my everything"
You just hit me back saying you moved onto better things
I gave you my all so tell me what do "better" mean
You only made shit worse when you were supposed to better me
Got me thinking bout you when I'm sipping on the Hennessy
I used to sip on you like this, tell me, he do you like this?
Tell me when the last time you had a nigga do like this
Jaidyn Jones touched me man ❤️😕
It’s that time in my life
I gotta delete ye dem pictures
That I kept
Just in case I really missed ya
I remember being in love
Being on cloud nine
The world felt so good
Life never felt so nice
When I lost it all
You up and left with everything
Got me sending text saying
Your my everything
You just hit me back saying
You moved onto better things
I gave you my all so what does better mean
You only made shot worse when
You were supposed to better me
Better each other
But what does double standers mean?
I didn’t lose the battle
But the battle made me
Made into a woman
That can sub stain an injury
A broken heart
That has hope to be
Styles p killed it ⚰️
Jaquan Davis he will
Edot went kuu on this
Ugh just one question, why was you messing? With my emotions, the times i was holding, my heart you had stolen, you thought i was joking, but one day i was hoping. That you see how broken, im hopeless, people start to notice, i lose focus, my demons are my worst opponent when their roaming, through my dome and, i just seem to lose hope, as i grow, i know when i was down low, no one picked me up, but dont wish me luck, when you see me going up, dont show me love, cut the fake shit, i know where i stand i am not a basic, you said what you said and you meant it lets face it, i have hope one day that i am gone make it, i got the key let me tell you its all in the patience.
🔥🔥🔥🔥
#RestinPeace Bishop
yea kur!! PSP
this bihh rock
how do i buy this shit
Life's a bitch in this doggy world
I'm tryna prevale without the sights of cell
Still I'm clapping cells
Line sick like sicklecell
I'm afraid of loving
Only time will tell
this is code👏👏
Diss to my father
I grew up without a father nigga Thats why i dont smile good
Cause i was raised in a fucked up childhood
I really needed u dad during my dumb days you know that young phase
When all u know is gun play
I'll admit it i missed you when i was growing up
..but
I bet you'll miss me when im blowing up
Youll be Going nuts like I'm proud of you man!
I believed in you and never doubted you man!
You Stupid nigga!
I wish u stayed But Thats a dream that'll never see
But now a dead beat dad is some thing ill never be
From day one I promised my son that'll never leave
So Shout out to my dad for making me a better me
Can you imagine what this pain feels like
Its the type of pain to make you hate yo life
And since you replied your father also wasn't there
Then whats the fuckin point to create me right
I wrote this verse as a message to let my father know that since he wasnt around i was molested
I wrote this verse as a lesson to my father to let his ass know that I was Affected.
- too emotional cant finish smh
Styles p killed this beat!
This shit is fire bro
I really feel for a hoe I can’t believe myself🤦🏾♂️, Always treated u good I gotta treat myself,
I watched my grandfather die I couldn’t even help😔,
Watched my lil sister cry imagine how she felt, All that shit I been through made a nigga strong💪🏾,
Remember they turned off the heat man them niggas wrong,
I remember too 💭 ,
It was winter too ❄️
Either you live and you learn or it injures you,
Told myself fuck a bitch stick to the plan,
What part of getting out the hood don’t u understand❓,
I don’t do it for the fame I do it for the fam,
Told my niggas no more games it’s time to be a man💯,
If I don’t make it out then my family suffer,
Give me one shot I promise I won’t need another☝🏾,
You see my brother it’s expected we defeat each other
My brain power ain’t got shit to do with my pigment color🧠 -Ej
“Drake vibes 😭” ~ Saf Saf
Ayeeeee
Life get down on you sometimes you just got to pick yourself right back up
Tryna compose my self ...
But it's hard when your lost and you don't really know your self ...
Feel like I owe my self
That's can I made a promise and i broke it why the fuck can't I control my self...
Which uk rappers did asong on this beat?????? Plesse let me know
Remz - All Yours
Lil Herb 100 Days 100 Nights Instrumental??
Justin Michalcewiz real shit though
Make 100days 100nights
i have to jump on this
I was about 10 when I see my big cousin die yeah that shit happen right up infront of my eyes , it left me tramitized all this pain feel like I would survive but it wasn’t
Meek mill got to hop on this
Joe Dooley FACTS!🔥
Love
why we can't have justice in America
in leave peace
Dk king spoke to me
so I had venison I had dream that one day we go make it its in my DNA
how I got warp up wen I'm just send me to haven so i can be bless
When I lost you I got drunk asf became somebody else a ghost a lost soul I didnt know wtf I was gonna do it seems like one big nightmare been fighting this darkness tryna take me away to my resting place I feel death the nothingness calling my name cuz I'm hella hollow on the inside ever since you walked away I never gotta tell you how much you mean to me your everything I believe in now that your gone I feel like a real devil I feel like I'm losing my mind and I wont be fine why did you leave me to die here all by myself I truely feel like a real ghost i just wanna be me again feel normal so imma erase my past memories and pretend you never existed I'm done feeling this way I'm destroying the monster inside and awakening my inner light
As i sit an reminiscent
How long will it take to get
The Rent or the money they paying for this hit
Well this is dope Straight drop Aint no Retaining on this hit
What is she saying? I love it.. bout to write to it✍️
please do Blue C Note by 2 Chainz and Lil Wayne
This the one
Prodigy up n coming rapper Chicago
I remember when lost it
Now I pull up in a new boss whip
Just to TOSS IT
So what's the best explanation to explain I LOST IT
Probably a real fast robbery
EITHER GANGSTAS KILLERS OR THE MOB MY G
yo,this hot. soon as I heard it. I went looking for the video I'll make one bloodline Father and Son gospel hip- hop
Styles P killed this
We can get it popin ho what u waitin for
Diamonds on my necklace and my teeth i got os to blo
Os to smoke hoes geekin on that loud ready to buss it on me then
Buss it for me
Made mtself a boss got my hustle on
Put muscle on used to
Pullup on yo blok hit a heavy stain
Give me clothes give me food i needed everything
Like im off the lean nigga i cant feel anything
And i got a full clip red to bus everything
And that had a scope on it and had a beam
Muzzle on that bitch wont hear that heavy sing
Pulled up on a oppa soon as he became
Hit his ass den hit his x
Movin all insane
I explain
Its a dirty game sum us choose to play and sum of us born that way no sorta typa warnin that shit would even goin that way
Imagine i was 4 1 point the only thing i thought was playin til that day that got took away and then i had experienced pain
💯💯
It’s that time in my life
I gotta delete ye dem pictures
That I kept
Just in case I really missed ya
I remember being in love
Being on cloud nine
The world felt so good
Life never felt so nice
When I lost it all
You up and left with everything
Got me sending text saying
Your my everything
You just hit me back saying
You moved onto better things
I gave you my all so what does better mean
You only made shot worse when
You were supposed to better me
Better each other
But what does double standers mean?
I didn’t lose the battle
But the battle made me
Made into a woman
That can sub stain an injury
A broken heart
That has hope to be
do Kur- Have Nots Intrumental
TrillionAIREST facts
I ride with a glissy
Incase things get sticky
My gun shape like mickey
Remenber i was dead brocke
For a hunnet ill give u a buck fithy
Bt i lost it all
When i lost it all
🔥🔥🔥
How much is it to lease this track kur “when I lost it”????
I only trust j Cole with this beat
I can 100% see drake eating this
No kur did it best PERIOD
Could you trust me with it?
Lmao I said the same shit but Kur did go hard on dis
😂😂
dope