You guys always make me feel so much better about everything in life. It’s so nice seeing other people relate and have the EXACT same issues I do. I love seeing every one support each other in the comments, it really warms my heart and makes me think there might be hope for the world 😭 I wish we would all go start our own country together 🥲 you guys are the best and I wish I could get to know every one of you in real life and support you the way you support me and to give you my thanks and appreciation 🖤🌈
I know exactly how you feel. I've literally shut the world out and live in my bubble. People that do things like that need to be Deleted! Should be sent into a black hole or something I also wish people were better and cared more.. It's really sad to still se so many bad people out there. Why don't you go to Canada?
Why would someone bully you? You’re cool AF. Remember, people will try and hurt you when you’re doing good. Do you girl, we like you just as you are. 🌈💖💥
I think people are just miserable so they take it out on others but it just makes me so sad they Are hurting and feel the need to lash out like that 😭🖤
@@AkaAislinn the life of an empath is hard, but it also helps us show others a better way. You’re strong and good and you can lead by example. People like you can make change happen! 🌈💖
@@AkaAislinn also, I just have to say, there are tons of people doing what you do, but you’re original, not another remix. THAT Aislinn is going to bring out fear and feelings of inadequacy in some, and that comes out in the form of hate. You bring me hope that women can still be themselves and that my dear is beautiful 😉
I'm from Chicago and I literally asked my mom, "what if we moved to a country like denmark?" And I was seriously contemplating life in another country. You are a sweet and empathetic person.
I feel safer since me moved to Canada. After the San Bernardino California and then the school shooting in 2017 Stoneman Douglas high school high school in Florida. They started having the kids do mass shooting drills. At the time my girls were in kindergarten and first grade and my son was in 6th. I'm thankful we don't have to deal with that here.
You're so welcomed here! It is so safe here, no mass shooting has never happened here🤞🏼. And the news doesn't make a big deal off the shootings in USA. So I doesn't encourage others or make people afraid 🇩🇰
I like when you talk about mental health, it helps me to get a different view on how people deal with it. I struggle sometimes and have been going through some stuff as of lately and really enjoy being able to hear other people. Your videos are honestly very helpful and a great distraction. I love them
I feel it on the anxiety from mass shootings, just so many public things like that happening every day its so hard to not focus in on it and dwell and feel some type of way all of the time...I appreciate you for sharing it because it makes me and Im sure a lot of people feel not so alone and understood and not so jaded on it. Thanks for being there for us and letting us be there for you too 💙💙
I totally feel you with the anxiety around mass shootings. My university sent an email about preparations for mass shootings and it sent me into a full panic. Doesn't help that this past year has just been covid panic *sigh*
Agreed. This sounds like something my school would help to expand information on. I’ve found (even at 28) that schools are so much more information accomplished at dealing with the struggles of the pandemic and the social injustices occurring. Maybe that’s just certain schools, but I’m thankful for those accepting and inclusive schools!! 💜💕❤️
When I had 9 cats a mouse came in...i heard frantic squeaking..ran into kitchen to see a very loud peed off mouse stood on back legs yelling at 9 terrified cats ...yup..all just watching it with no clue what it was and why it was yelling...i scooped mouse up and he didn't care..vry brave lil dude! I popped him outside and he never returned lol my cats are lazy rapscallions x
Aww poor thing. I had a mouse on my counter run back and forth back and forth confused. Then it stopped stood on its hind legs and jumped straight at me and landed on the floor. It came for me I couldn’t believe it. I was just standing there watching it. I’m glad someone else witnessed it. I’m telling you these animals are changing.
One time one of my cats found baby mice. Let’s just say “she loved them to pieces” 😥 but just the other week she found an adult mouse after looking funny at my bathroom for a few days. I found her staking around the washing basket and behind was a mouse. We tag team chased it back into the bathroom and when it ran in the shower she grabbed it and gave it to me. Dropped him about 100m from the house and he didn’t come back. He probably was eaten by a snake or owl but that one isn’t on me 😅 I like to think he’s out there making babies and spreading the word not to enter my house.
Omg how cute he caught him for u like, “ here mom this is for u.” ☺️❤️ I live in Colorado and these mass shootings have also been tough on me. I am so anxious going to the grocery store I try to get them delivered as often as I can. I had literally just left the Walmart that had a shooter in Thornton a couple years ago. I haven’t been to the movies since the Aurora shooting here either.😔
You should feel very proud of yourself for getting yourself calm. I am so glad you opened your self up. You are beautiful and it's ok to have not ok days.
Screw anybody that bully’s you or is mean!!!! People who do that are unhappy with themselves! I feel so much of what you are saying to my core. And you talking about it helps me. You are awesome. I love your videos. Thank you so much ☺️!
The oil is literally a life saver because every time I have gone to bleach my hair the breakage was intense so I would end up losing a lot of hair and with recently having black box dye along with brown it’s protected and lifted really nicely !!! Left me a little shook.
I know that you said you don't want to talk about this anymore, but I really feel you and what you said. Expressing your fears an struggles makes me feel much better and "normal" since I've been experiencing something similar to what you described. Thank for sharing your feelings with us.
Who the hell would ever bully you? You’re like the sweetest person and your hair dying videos are informative and relaxing. It’s crazy that there’s so many people out there without a life 😞
I am a grandmother of a 13 year old that started me watching you. You are such a brave wonderful woman that I am so proud of for sharing such personal feelings. Thank you. We love you and your videos.
I’ve been platinum for like 10 years (done professionally in a salon I can’t bleach my own hair have tried few times and failed miserably each time) and have always used Wella blondor bleach to bleach my roots which works really well at lifting in one try (I have light/medium level 6/7 brown hair) but it always ALWAYS burns my scalp. Like leaves chemical burns. I’m so gonna try this Schwarzkopf blond me the bond enforcing has me sold this will be perfect for my hair I’m ordering ASAP 😌❤️
Girl I feel your same struggle with paranoia. I’ve been diagnosed with paranoia since 14. I didn’t leave my room besides the bathroom and kitchen for 2 years. The only thing that got me better was going to an everyday intensive outpatient therapy. It was really a lot at first but now I’m able to be around more than just one person without wanting to flee the situation. You got this! There is always a better life to live once you can find the right help for you ❤️
I'm so glad that someone is finally talking about this. I too suffer from social anxiety, and have trust issues with people, also paranoia of being killed and/or shot, especially now. It is harder for me to go places, I have worked on it a lot. I do best when stores aren't very busy and my anxiety is also much lower. It makes me really sad that this is the world we live in. I still have hope that this could change in the future, it really needs to! Our world needs to become a safe, and happier place to live in!
Omg, ever since covid started I've had this anxiety with going to stores too, that I never had before, but I started listening music while shopping it's helped me a lot too!
You are loved. Your heart is pure and I love you for that. Keep in mind that it’s only a very small percentage of people on this earth that are so damaged that they could take another life. For the most part, humans are kind or neutral.
Thank you for being vulnerable about how the mass shootings really affect you. I suffer from agoraphobia and mass shootings always really shake me up too. Thanks for helping me feel less alone.
I am so glad you talked about your social anxiety! it made me feel less alone. I went into a depression last week because my fam was watching that new ocean doc, I accidentally watched the worst part thinking I was strong that day. I was seriously fucked up after, sometimes you have to know the limits you have and protect yourself.
Yup I watched that too. It’s so hard to try and stay informed and advocate while having mental illness. I will destroy my mind if it means I’m knowledgeable and can try to help other people and the world but maybe I shouldn’t do that anymore 😑🖤
@@AkaAislinn I think the average person needs to see explicit imagery to have it “sink in” but I think I should stick to the reading material lol love you sweetie hope you’re having a good day!
I just like to think of it like this... I don't need to view something traumatic or subject myself to that to care about it. I know I care so why consume content like that? Its basically trauma porn anyways. Not sure what doc you're talking about since I haven't heard about it but yeah idk.. I have never watched Dont Mess With Cats or that orca doc either for the same reason. Gotta protect yourself..
Even though we dont know eachother, your words have impacted me because I have anxiety as well. As much as the world seems to suck, if you stick with people who love and support you, it will become brighter 💜💙💚💛🧡❤
Girl every time I watch your videos and you talk about you health it makes me feel reassured. I love that you are strong and it makes me want to take what you show and apply it to my mental health. Thank you so much for all your content. I’m also very sorry that some people are rude to you it’s uncalled for. But so you know you help a lot of people as well and the ones you help we appreciate it. Thank you
You’re such a strong person! It really helps to have someone that is a public figure talk about mental health struggles because it does help those of us who struggle as well. I admire you so much 💕
Normally I never comment on any videos in fact this is my first! But I had to, to thank you for speaking out about mental health and mass shootings. Its been an issue for me for years to the point where all I focus on are exits and nothing else. It's so sad to know its become the norm.
When I get high anxiety, I throw up and it sucks. I have bad social anxiety and one time when I went to visit my ex-boyfriend, I got so anxious and threw up in his neighbors yard😂😂 He still doesnt know cause I covered it with snow😂😂😂😂
I love videos with wells T18. Apparently people use it without looking up toners and always fail, but now I get to see my favorite RUclipsr use it! I love this channel🟣🔵🟣🔵🟣
I appreciate you talking about your mental health. I’ve barely left my house in the last year, so it’s really relatable. But I get not wanting to give the internet jerks fuel. 💚
Girl you don’t know how good it feels to find someone that UNDERSTANDS EXACTLY WHAT YOU’RE GOING THROUGH !!!! Everything related to your mental health is stuff that I also deal with on the daily and is such a struggle but thanks to ppl like you it gets easier to deal with :) love u and your videos !!!!
Hey Aislinn, I understand your anxiety. I was nearly a shut-in and trips to the grocery store would cause me to spiral into an anxiety attack, my younger sister would have to coach me and calm me down enough to finish the shopping so I could drive us home. I sought therapy and made drastic routine changes to help myself. Everyone's journey is different and I hope that you're soon able to leave your home with peace of mind. You are a lovely human being. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us.
I usually don’t comment but your story of anxiety resonated with me for some reason. I’ve been dealing with anxiety super bad and everything goin on in the world doesn’t help. I completely understand how you react to these situations. Recently my twin sister was raped by my roommate and I have to live with the man because of circumstances. I am so frustrated with my situation and I know your situation isn’t the same but being scared in certain spaces has been a real struggle so I truly wish the best for you. It really does feel like evil wins but I hope we can all overcome our issues and I hope you overcome your anxiety aislinn
Hello. I just wanted you to know that you have my respect for talking about your mental health and opening up about your thoughts and feeling abou the shootings. I really hope that the they will fix the gun problems in your country. I really love to watch your videos. ♥️
I totally understand and sympathise with the anxiety you are feeling. For about 25 years I have suffered various anxieties and panic attacks when in public spaces and I have never really been able to fully deal with it apart from using avoidance of trigger situations. Obviously the Lockdowns have forced us all to stay home and I have to admit I am not coping well with the thought of having to go back out there now restrictions are lifting. Thank you for always being open and honest about your struggles with MH. It certainly makes me feel less alone and I’m sure there’s many other who would say the same ❤️💪🏼
Hello I just wanted to say thank you and I love your videos especially your mental health updates. You have help me so much this year. I lost my husband last year and just seeing you be so brave as to tell people how your are doing and dealing with things has help me so much. You are fun to watch and give great advise on hair and doing my hair in fun colors with the knowledge you bring has help me feel joy. Keep putting your self out their to us. It helps those of us who need to see that their are others dealing with these issues.
I transport kids to psychiatric hospitals and wish that I could show them some of your videos about how you deal with your mental health issues. You are an inspiration and so brave to share yourself so candidly and publicly. Don't listen to the haters! If they're going to be so negative, why are they even watching your videos? Only people that want to get hair tips or that love you for who you are should watch your videos! ✌️🌈
That just shows you has sooooo much compassion for everyone! I love you and wish you were my friend in real life ! You are an amazing person please believe and know that ! Anxiety sucks I know a lot of ppl who have that and talking is great to help .
21:00 I live in El Paso Texas and I will NEVER FORGET the way the air outside felt that day. I still have yet to go to that particular Walmart. As soon as you started talking about this it hit home and then when you said El Paso I broke out in goosebumps. It gets better but that day will haunt me forever.
Also. I'm at 26:50 and that day that's exactly what I had to do. I texted everyone I loved and made sure they were safe and then I gave my boyfriend my phone and he wouldn't let me on it unless my mom text me
Unfortunately there is some people that have a horrible ugly side. We can't control what they do or say. But don't ever let them make u feel like you can't do you. I love your honesty and how genuine you are its what keeps me coming back. I love you and u have no idea how much u help people. your videos are my escape like a comfort blanket when I'm feeling crappy. So Thank you for being there for us thank you for being the fabulous you ❤🌈 x
I'm a 38 yo mom of 3. I suffer from alot of mental health issues. And your vids always make me smile. I suffer from alot of the same things... but you will find as you get older your mental reserves help alot more. It's a balancing act daily but you got this. ❤
WHO IS BULLYING YOU?! I'll Care Bear Stare them into healing from their evil for you!!!!! I wish people would just be nice. 😭 Also I work at Walmart and also have a huge fear of shootings. We have to watch a video on active shooters every now and then and every time my heart races into another dimension. I wish people could use their negative emotions in another way instead of hurting others and channel it into something else. You're beautiful and please keep being yourself and stay weird! I love your videos and I love how real you are! Ps. One of my favorite toners is Redken Shades 9V, 9B, and clear for a beautiful silvery white toner! Not sure if you've never tried it or not! It's what I use before I color my hair since it's a gentle toner on my scalp after lightener. I'm always shook at how amazing you are at doing your own hair! I'm a stylist and I just can't attempt my own roots. 😅 But I can totally do my own color! Just terrified of overlapping bleach. You're amazing!!!!
You are a wonderful person! Don’t let anyone put you down. I love your videos and your personality. You are amazing. We all have fears and anxiety. It’s okay to deal with what you’re going through your way. You are so sweet and empathetic. I feel for you truly! ❤️❤️
My cats would bring us little “presents” all the time. 😂😂 It makes me really happy how careful and gentle you were with the little cutie. My family were always so cruel when we had mice, but anyway I loved the mouse story. So wholesome 🥺❤️
I can really relate to the spiraling and overthinking about things im powerless over. I appreciate you sharing that. Much love. Love will conquer evil.
I never comment on any videos I watch, but I had to. You're so relatable, so honest, transparent with your feelings, and it's appreciated. Keep doing you 🙌🏻🖤
I love that you talked about adulting with regards to ordering matching jewelry for all your piercings. I like all my metals to match too, so I recently invested in rose gold jewelry for all my piercings and made sure they were made of material i could tolerate (i have skin sensitivity/allergies) and now I feel so put together and pretty.
You are gorgeous and successful and sometimes people try to find something to complain about just because they are jealous or unhappy in life. Stay strong ! ♡ you are amazing
I only started watching your videos about a couple months ago, but I have really enjoyed your content! Like so many people have said before, you're an amazing, creative, loving, talented, empathetic person and I am so sorry for all the bullies out there taking their insecurities out on you. I also wanted to say that I completely understand your fears of shootings. I live just about 3 miles from the shooting that happened here in Georgia, it happened close to where I used to work and I have family that was friends with one of the victims. I cried a lot that night and I haven't really felt the same since drving on that road. Thank you for continuing to share loveable content and we all completely understand that sometimes, it is just not a good day to film. We love you
Okay, the mouse story cracked me up. Thank you for sharing it. I also can totally relate with the anxiety after shootings. You aren't alone in that. Seriously, I love how real you are. I wish I could just give you a hug with these struggles.
I feel this so much! I struggle so badly with anxiety daily! I hate leaving my house I start to get angry if I have to go out and be in the public because of it. I don’t ever want you to feel like you can’t talk about these things. It really breaks my heart to see you upset’ 💕
Ok, your mouse story had me DYING! I used to throw up (or almost throw up) in grocery store parking lots because I was so terrified of leaving my house for anything. I didn't have a specific fear, my anxiety would just go from 0-100 if I had to go out in public, so part of my progress was just building up exposure. But I don't even know how I could have done that if I'd had something so horrifically violent to specifically be afraid of that I was always fixated on. I'm incredibly proud of your progress, regardless of how it's been set back, and impressed that you're determined to gain back control over your fear so soon after a triggered event. You've got this
You are the only person that has given me the strength to start a youtube channel! I hope u find peace with your anxiety, it is not a fun or easy thing to talk about with loved ones especially on the internet. We love you!! ❤ 🤍 💙 🧡 🖤
You are so amazing and I love watching you. Don't let anyone get you down. I know how you feel and I truly understand how how you feel. I was bullied most of my life and till this day it still bothers me. Just remember that you are amazing and never let anyone get you down and all keep your head up high in pride never in fear. You are amazing and the best and congratulations on hitting 199 on your weight loss am so very proud of you and you are gorgeous and amazing and don't you ever forget that!!
OMG Aislinn, thank you for everything you give me & all of us & for sharing yourself & your beauty, your knowledge, & always, but most especially this day, your awesome wonder-full heart!!!!!!!💜💜💜
YES!!! I used T35 Wella Color charm toner over lightened but stubborn IroIro pinks and lavender and leaving it in for 20 mins nearly took it all out. Not totally, but if I wanted to go green over it now it would work.Thanks for the suggestion.
I usually am a sucker for your hair videos, but in this one I didn't pay attention at all at you bleaching the hair as I was listening and applauding all the heavy truths you were spitting. (P.s: Glad you are doing okay with you mental health👐🏼)
I know this video is 3 yrs old, i am with you. People judge so quickly, just do you! You are kind and you can't let morons sitting on their phone making nasty comments, screw the cowards. Again I believe be true to thyself, we have to let it slide and realize there are more good than bad people in the world ❤
I currently live in El Paso and took me about 9 months to be able to go to Walmart by myself... I did not want to take my kids to Walmart either I was so paranoid for so long too and still am some days. I love how open and honest you are about your feelings, it really helps me feel like I am not alone in these fears and anxiety attacks I feel. Thank you so much for your content I love you! You're my bestie and you don't even know it!
Bullying is not okay in any way shape or form & I am sorry people have been shitty to you lately because you are super awesome, I love your channel and you don’t deserve it. ❤️
Very big of you to talk about your mental health. I have OCD with intrusive thoughts 💭. I also have anxiety and anytime I hear about mass shootings or apocalyptic discussions, I get so scared and fear day to day life so I have to try and tune it out and stay away. I have tough skin like you too but things can affect me to the core. I admire you and praise you for being brave enough to share with everyone. People are always going to be judge mental unfortunately but I’m sure most are just hurting deep down and choose to portray it by hurting others instead of embracing love. God bless you and your family. I love watching you and you just seem like such a caring person. ❤️
Also, whatever lights you turned off made the clarity of the video look really great! It literally looks like you’re sitting in front of me telling tales of hallucinating stove cats 🐀👁🐈
I 100% agree with you. I wish some people were nicer. I don’t understand how people think its ok to be mean to others, especially people they don’t know. What gives them the right to do that? Drives me nuts!! Why can’t everyone be friends and be nice to one another. There is enough crap in this world, why do they need to add to it?!! But hun, this is your account, so you should be posting whatever you want too. I find it very refreshing that you are open about the good and the bad. More people should be open as it will show others that its ok not to be ok. But, I do understand why some people can’t be open as they’ll get hate and bullied. Love your videos and I’m always excited to see what your will do next. Keep being awesome and definitely STAY WEIRD!! Love, Natalie (from the UK) xxx
Really enjoyed this video. The mouse story was pretty funny, but I also like that you bring awareness to mental health issues. Also, your bleached hair looks fab!
You are one of the extremely-very-few people that make youtube better. Bullies are just sad people. Angry people is sad people. You do you. Love you and your rants
Gurll, I live for you. Knowing people are rude and hurtful, just makes my heart hurt. Just know We are all here for YOU and we love you lady ! Much love, alwaysss. Xoxo
You give me all the good vibes! Legit went on a weight loss journey because of you! Lost 20 in a few months! Thank you for everything you do! Love you and hope to get to your status on YT! Love your makeup and hair! Stay weird!
I relate to your anxiety so much. After the Pulse shooting I couldn't even walk my dogs, and then Vegas. They seem never ending here. I would have extreme panic attacks and get dizzy and nearly pass out. I'm also mortified of break ins and struggle to sleep at night as well. Its comforting (although shitty) knowing that other people can relate!
If you have a problem with mice coming in your house you can put peppermint oil soaked sponges in your vents and spray the oil in places they like to hide and it will keep them away because the smell will suffocate them
I’ve been following you for awhile, and never knew you were a Virgo with social anxiety. I’m also a Virgo and have bad social anxiety. You are so beautiful, and I love hearing your stories and watching your videos. So glad I found you when starting my hair journey. I know this video was 3 years ago but I just found it looking for videos on how to bleach my hair. We had a mass shooting here in Maine not long ago, in the city I just moved away from, in places I would normally have been if I were still in that city. I had a really difficult time with it for awhile after also. So I totally get you.
As an Australian you’re more than welcome here haha I think it’s so great and important that you do share how you’re feeling and doing mentally.. your videos are always the ones I go to when I’m come back down from panic attacks or I can’t sleep from my anxiety and I want to thank you coz your channel always feels like a safe space to be not okay 💜💙💚💛❤️
The internet bullying is so toxic. I've had my fair share of that over the years - I still go through it - and it really sucks. :( I'm sorry that you're going through that; it's so unnecessary. The bullies are the ones with the real issues and while it's important to remember that, it doesn't make the fact that they impose their own suffering on anyone else acceptable. I hope that that gets better for you soon. 🖤
I'm so proud of you that you shared your weight online. I do not have the courage to do that at all. And the fact that you're trying to make yourself healthier and setting goals and losing weight is fantastic. You are an amazing human! Thank you so much for sharing that it makes me feel braver about things like that. Love your content!
Your story touches so close to how my life is. I have severe anxiety issues as well and will work myself up to the point of getting sick. I recently lost my brother and shortly after that, lost my mom. I had a complete nervous breakdown and have been working on coping skills for that and my anxiety/paranoia. The thoughts of something happening take over and it is literally the only thing you can think about. I’m sure this is what you experience when going to the store. Something that I have found that has worked well in calming me down is meditation. I will just put on meditation music and gradually my thoughts and my racing heart both start to slow down. It also helps when I put it on at night. I turn it on and it keeps my thoughts from wondering and helps me get some sleep. I appreciate you sharing your story. So many people deal with this all the time. It makes me angry for you to know that people have been bullying you on here. I subscribed to your channel a while back. Not only because I love your hair videos, I absolutely love your personality and how free you seem to be you no matter what others may think. You can absolutely tell you have a kind heart and soul. Don’t let anyone take that from you. Keep doing you and keep your head up and don’t let anyone knock you down. Again, thank you for your RUclips videos. I guarantee you are admirable to more than just myself. Those who are hateful to you must be missing something in their life. Some people are just so miserable that they’re not ever going to be happy until they bring others down with them. I feel sorry for people like that. It takes a lot more to be a genuine, kind person than to be hateful. You keep doing you. You have enough love coming your way to outweigh the hate! 💚
I remember a few years ago there was a shooting at the garlic festival here in California I was suppose to go that weekend but I took a trip to San Diego instead. It’s just crazy to think I was literally suppose to be there
This is one of my more enjoyed videos by you. I love the content you talk about its so relevant in this day and age and to me personally and it did turn out nice.
You guys always make me feel so much better about everything in life. It’s so nice seeing other people relate and have the EXACT same issues I do. I love seeing every one support each other in the comments, it really warms my heart and makes me think there might be hope for the world 😭 I wish we would all go start our own country together 🥲 you guys are the best and I wish I could get to know every one of you in real life and support you the way you support me and to give you my thanks and appreciation 🖤🌈
We love you more! Stay weird 👽
I know exactly how you feel. I've literally shut the world out and live in my bubble. People that do things like that need to be Deleted! Should be sent into a black hole or something
I also wish people were better and cared more.. It's really sad to still se so many bad people out there.
Why don't you go to Canada?
We looooveeee you to!!! 👏👏🥰🥰
Thank you so much for talking about your paranoia situation. Much love from Massachusetts
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Why would someone bully you? You’re cool AF. Remember, people will try and hurt you when you’re doing good. Do you girl, we like you just as you are. 🌈💖💥
I think people are just miserable so they take it out on others but it just makes me so sad they Are hurting and feel the need to lash out like that 😭🖤
@@AkaAislinn the life of an empath is hard, but it also helps us show others a better way. You’re strong and good and you can lead by example. People like you can make change happen! 🌈💖
@@AkaAislinn also, I just have to say, there are tons of people doing what you do, but you’re original, not another remix. THAT Aislinn is going to bring out fear and feelings of inadequacy in some, and that comes out in the form of hate. You bring me hope that women can still be themselves and that my dear is beautiful 😉
Like her?!? WE LOVE A RAINBOW QUEEN 🌈🖤👑
@@amandasinger5745 word. I do too. I be using them emojis. 😎😊😘
Way more invested in this mouse story than I should be😂😂🤷🏻♀️
We love mice 🥰🐭
Hahaha the cats tho!😹😻
I liked this comment but when I saw your name is Kat, I loved it xD
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Same
If you need a break then do it. Your fans will still be here and love you
No I’m doing okay 🥰 I wouldn’t let them stop me, that’s what they want 🖤🖤
I'm from Chicago and I literally asked my mom, "what if we moved to a country like denmark?" And I was seriously contemplating life in another country. You are a sweet and empathetic person.
Thank you 🖤🖤
I feel safer since me moved to Canada. After the San Bernardino California and then the school shooting in 2017 Stoneman Douglas high school high school in Florida. They started having the kids do mass shooting drills. At the time my girls were in kindergarten and first grade and my son was in 6th. I'm thankful we don't have to deal with that here.
You're so welcomed here! It is so safe here, no mass shooting has never happened here🤞🏼. And the news doesn't make a big deal off the shootings in USA. So I doesn't encourage others or make people afraid 🇩🇰
Denmark is great and safe 😅 coming from a danish person 💝
@@micherx3 yes I hear it's wonderful 👏 how I wish to be you lol
I like when you talk about mental health, it helps me to get a different view on how people deal with it. I struggle sometimes and have been going through some stuff as of lately and really enjoy being able to hear other people. Your videos are honestly very helpful and a great distraction. I love them
I’m so glad they can help in some way 🖤🖤
The fact that you used the t-18, and brad mondo in the same video.... 🤣🙌🏼🤣 the universe just brings them together
Also, your self-talk is soooo powerful!! I am happy to hear you are exercising this as a tool to help you navigate your fears and anxiety 🤍✨
I feel it on the anxiety from mass shootings, just so many public things like that happening every day its so hard to not focus in on it and dwell and feel some type of way all of the time...I appreciate you for sharing it because it makes me and Im sure a lot of people feel not so alone and understood and not so jaded on it. Thanks for being there for us and letting us be there for you too 💙💙
😭 you’re sweet 🖤🖤
I am a teacher and mass shooting give me so much anxiety. It's such a problem that continues and is so awful.
I totally feel you with the anxiety around mass shootings. My university sent an email about preparations for mass shootings and it sent me into a full panic. Doesn't help that this past year has just been covid panic *sigh*
It seems to never end 😞🖤
Agreed. This sounds like something my school would help to expand information on. I’ve found (even at 28) that schools are so much more information accomplished at dealing with the struggles of the pandemic and the social injustices occurring. Maybe that’s just certain schools, but I’m thankful for those accepting and inclusive schools!! 💜💕❤️
I enjoy these types of videos a lot, just sitting down listening to what you talk about. I put it on when I do my makeup or clean :)
Yes! I love watching these types of videos too 🥰
Lol I was just folding laundry watching this
@@alwaysandforever3260, ayyy I'm doing the same too!
When I had 9 cats a mouse came in...i heard frantic squeaking..ran into kitchen to see a very loud peed off mouse stood on back legs yelling at 9 terrified cats ...yup..all just watching it with no clue what it was and why it was yelling...i scooped mouse up and he didn't care..vry brave lil dude! I popped him outside and he never returned lol my cats are lazy rapscallions x
I love cats! They are the best 🥰🥰
@@AkaAislinn they can also be major idiots lol currently got a 15kg maine coons with the zoomies!xx
Aww poor thing. I had a mouse on my counter run back and forth back and forth confused. Then it stopped stood on its hind legs and jumped straight at me and landed on the floor. It came for me I couldn’t believe it. I was just standing there watching it. I’m glad someone else witnessed it. I’m telling you these animals are changing.
One time one of my cats found baby mice. Let’s just say “she loved them to pieces” 😥 but just the other week she found an adult mouse after looking funny at my bathroom for a few days. I found her staking around the washing basket and behind was a mouse. We tag team chased it back into the bathroom and when it ran in the shower she grabbed it and gave it to me. Dropped him about 100m from the house and he didn’t come back. He probably was eaten by a snake or owl but that one isn’t on me 😅 I like to think he’s out there making babies and spreading the word not to enter my house.
@@evelynvslife I need a cat desperately. My mothers cat used to line up all the mice in a perfect row for them. As presents. 😂
That iroiro pink is insane!! I used it before. It's great if you want to be pink for life!!
Omg how cute he caught him for u like, “ here mom this is for u.” ☺️❤️
I live in Colorado and these mass shootings have also been tough on me. I am so anxious going to the grocery store I try to get them delivered as often as I can. I had literally just left the Walmart that had a shooter in Thornton a couple years ago. I haven’t been to the movies since the Aurora shooting here either.😔
You should feel very proud of yourself for getting yourself calm. I am so glad you opened your self up. You are beautiful and it's ok to have not ok days.
Thank you so much 💕
Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow RAINBOW HAIRRRRRR IS COMING BACKKKKKK😁😁😁🌈
Screw anybody that bully’s you or is mean!!!! People who do that are unhappy with themselves! I feel so much of what you are saying to my core. And you talking about it helps me. You are awesome. I love your videos. Thank you so much ☺️!
The oil is literally a life saver because every time I have gone to bleach my hair the breakage was intense so I would end up losing a lot of hair and with recently having black box dye along with brown it’s protected and lifted really nicely !!! Left me a little shook.
I know that you said you don't want to talk about this anymore, but I really feel you and what you said. Expressing your fears an struggles makes me feel much better and "normal" since I've been experiencing something similar to what you described.
Thank for sharing your feelings with us.
Who the hell would ever bully you? You’re like the sweetest person and your hair dying videos are informative and relaxing. It’s crazy that there’s so many people out there without a life 😞
I am a grandmother of a 13 year old that started me watching you. You are such a brave wonderful woman that I am so proud of for sharing such personal feelings. Thank you. We love you and your videos.
I’ve been platinum for like 10 years (done professionally in a salon I can’t bleach my own hair have tried few times and failed miserably each time) and have always used Wella blondor bleach to bleach my roots which works really well at lifting in one try (I have light/medium level 6/7 brown hair) but it always ALWAYS burns my scalp. Like leaves chemical burns. I’m so gonna try this Schwarzkopf blond me the bond enforcing has me sold this will be perfect for my hair I’m ordering ASAP 😌❤️
Girl I feel your same struggle with paranoia. I’ve been diagnosed with paranoia since 14. I didn’t leave my room besides the bathroom and kitchen for 2 years. The only thing that got me better was going to an everyday intensive outpatient therapy. It was really a lot at first but now I’m able to be around more than just one person without wanting to flee the situation. You got this! There is always a better life to live once you can find the right help for you ❤️
I'm so glad that someone is finally talking about this. I too suffer from social anxiety, and have trust issues with people, also paranoia of being killed and/or shot, especially now. It is harder for me to go places, I have worked on it a lot. I do best when stores aren't very busy and my anxiety is also much lower. It makes me really sad that this is the world we live in. I still have hope that this could change in the future, it really needs to! Our world needs to become a safe, and happier place to live in!
Omg, ever since covid started I've had this anxiety with going to stores too, that I never had before, but I started listening music while shopping it's helped me a lot too!
I just bleached my roots today! Thank you for giving me the confidence to do my own hair I feel amazing xx
You are loved. Your heart is pure and I love you for that. Keep in mind that it’s only a very small percentage of people on this earth that are so damaged that they could take another life. For the most part, humans are kind or neutral.
Thank you for being vulnerable about how the mass shootings really affect you. I suffer from agoraphobia and mass shootings always really shake me up too. Thanks for helping me feel less alone.
My heart goes out to you, Aislinn. You are strong, and brave. Thank you for sharing your story.
Please collab with Brad Mondo and use his hair dye to give him rainbow hair!!! 🌈
Omg I would die 😻😻😻😻😻
I am so glad you talked about your social anxiety! it made me feel less alone. I went into a depression last week because my fam was watching that new ocean doc, I accidentally watched the worst part thinking I was strong that day. I was seriously fucked up after, sometimes you have to know the limits you have and protect yourself.
Yup I watched that too. It’s so hard to try and stay informed and advocate while having mental illness. I will destroy my mind if it means I’m knowledgeable and can try to help other people and the world but maybe I shouldn’t do that anymore 😑🖤
@@AkaAislinn I think the average person needs to see explicit imagery to have it “sink in” but I think I should stick to the reading material lol love you sweetie hope you’re having a good day!
I just like to think of it like this... I don't need to view something traumatic or subject myself to that to care about it. I know I care so why consume content like that? Its basically trauma porn anyways. Not sure what doc you're talking about since I haven't heard about it but yeah idk.. I have never watched Dont Mess With Cats or that orca doc either for the same reason. Gotta protect yourself..
Even though we dont know eachother, your words have impacted me because I have anxiety as well. As much as the world seems to suck, if you stick with people who love and support you, it will become brighter 💜💙💚💛🧡❤
Very true 🖤🖤🌈
You are literally amazing and gorgeous! I’m proud of anyone who feels safe to share their struggles! It’s motivating! ❤️
Girl every time I watch your videos and you talk about you health it makes me feel reassured. I love that you are strong and it makes me want to take what you show and apply it to my mental health. Thank you so much for all your content.
I’m also very sorry that some people are rude to you it’s uncalled for. But so you know you help a lot of people as well and the ones you help we appreciate it. Thank you
You’re such a strong person! It really helps to have someone that is a public figure talk about mental health struggles because it does help those of us who struggle as well. I admire you so much 💕
Girl you owe nobody anything. You're beautiful. No worries
Normally I never comment on any videos in fact this is my first! But I had to, to thank you for speaking out about mental health and mass shootings. Its been an issue for me for years to the point where all I focus on are exits and nothing else. It's so sad to know its become the norm.
When I get high anxiety, I throw up and it sucks. I have bad social anxiety and one time when I went to visit my ex-boyfriend, I got so anxious and threw up in his neighbors yard😂😂 He still doesnt know cause I covered it with snow😂😂😂😂
Oh no 😭😂
Girl why do I have the same story only I hid it in the bushes 😂 😂 😂 😂
@@alyshaa2711 we are legends😂
Hahahaha
I have severe bipolar and you are so beautiful inside and out.
Please don't worry.
Love to you from the UK. 💖
I love videos with wells T18. Apparently people use it without looking up toners and always fail, but now I get to see my favorite RUclipsr use it! I love this channel🟣🔵🟣🔵🟣
I appreciate you talking about your mental health. I’ve barely left my house in the last year, so it’s really relatable. But I get not wanting to give the internet jerks fuel. 💚
Girl you don’t know how good it feels to find someone that UNDERSTANDS EXACTLY WHAT YOU’RE GOING THROUGH !!!! Everything related to your mental health is stuff that I also deal with on the daily and is such a struggle but thanks to ppl like you it gets easier to deal with :) love u and your videos !!!!
Hey Aislinn, I understand your anxiety. I was nearly a shut-in and trips to the grocery store would cause me to spiral into an anxiety attack, my younger sister would have to coach me and calm me down enough to finish the shopping so I could drive us home. I sought therapy and made drastic routine changes to help myself. Everyone's journey is different and I hope that you're soon able to leave your home with peace of mind. You are a lovely human being. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us.
I usually don’t comment but your story of anxiety resonated with me for some reason. I’ve been dealing with anxiety super bad and everything goin on in the world doesn’t help. I completely understand how you react to these situations. Recently my twin sister was raped by my roommate and I have to live with the man because of circumstances. I am so frustrated with my situation and I know your situation isn’t the same but being scared in certain spaces has been a real struggle so I truly wish the best for you. It really does feel like evil wins but I hope we can all overcome our issues and I hope you overcome your anxiety aislinn
I'm so sorry your sister went through that :(
im focused on that makeup look stunning!!
Hello. I just wanted you to know that you have my respect for talking about your mental health and opening up about your thoughts and feeling abou the shootings. I really hope that the they will fix the gun problems in your country.
I really love to watch your videos. ♥️
Thank you! Me too 💔
I loooove you and I loooove listening to you talk about YOU. It makes me happy that there’s another person out there that I can relate to. 💖
I totally understand and sympathise with the anxiety you are feeling. For about 25 years I have suffered various anxieties and panic attacks when in public spaces and I have never really been able to fully deal with it apart from using avoidance of trigger situations. Obviously the Lockdowns have forced us all to stay home and I have to admit I am not coping well with the thought of having to go back out there now restrictions are lifting. Thank you for always being open and honest about your struggles with MH. It certainly makes me feel less alone and I’m sure there’s many other who would say the same ❤️💪🏼
Hello I just wanted to say thank you and I love your videos especially your mental health updates. You have help me so much this year. I lost my husband last year and just seeing you be so brave as to tell people how your are doing and dealing with things has help me so much. You are fun to watch and give great advise on hair and doing my hair in fun colors with the knowledge you bring has help me feel joy. Keep putting your self out their to us. It helps those of us who need to see that their are others dealing with these issues.
I transport kids to psychiatric hospitals and wish that I could show them some of your videos about how you deal with your mental health issues. You are an inspiration and so brave to share yourself so candidly and publicly. Don't listen to the haters! If they're going to be so negative, why are they even watching your videos? Only people that want to get hair tips or that love you for who you are should watch your videos! ✌️🌈
That just shows you has sooooo much compassion for everyone! I love you and wish you were my friend in real life ! You are an amazing person please believe and know that ! Anxiety sucks I know a lot of ppl who have that and talking is great to help .
21:00 I live in El Paso Texas and I will NEVER FORGET the way the air outside felt that day. I still have yet to go to that particular Walmart. As soon as you started talking about this it hit home and then when you said El Paso I broke out in goosebumps. It gets better but that day will haunt me forever.
Also. I'm at 26:50 and that day that's exactly what I had to do. I texted everyone I loved and made sure they were safe and then I gave my boyfriend my phone and he wouldn't let me on it unless my mom text me
Unfortunately there is some people that have a horrible ugly side. We can't control what they do or say. But don't ever let them make u feel like you can't do you. I love your honesty and how genuine you are its what keeps me coming back. I love you and u have no idea how much u help people. your videos are my escape like a comfort blanket when I'm feeling crappy. So Thank you for being there for us thank you for being the fabulous you ❤🌈 x
I'm a 38 yo mom of 3. I suffer from alot of mental health issues. And your vids always make me smile. I suffer from alot of the same things... but you will find as you get older your mental reserves help alot more. It's a balancing act daily but you got this. ❤
I agree with you love...people need to express love and not hate. With more people like you the world will get better
WHO IS BULLYING YOU?! I'll Care Bear Stare them into healing from their evil for you!!!!! I wish people would just be nice. 😭 Also I work at Walmart and also have a huge fear of shootings. We have to watch a video on active shooters every now and then and every time my heart races into another dimension. I wish people could use their negative emotions in another way instead of hurting others and channel it into something else.
You're beautiful and please keep being yourself and stay weird! I love your videos and I love how real you are!
Ps. One of my favorite toners is Redken Shades 9V, 9B, and clear for a beautiful silvery white toner! Not sure if you've never tried it or not! It's what I use before I color my hair since it's a gentle toner on my scalp after lightener.
I'm always shook at how amazing you are at doing your own hair! I'm a stylist and I just can't attempt my own roots. 😅 But I can totally do my own color! Just terrified of overlapping bleach. You're amazing!!!!
You are a wonderful person! Don’t let anyone put you down. I love your videos and your personality. You are amazing. We all have fears and anxiety. It’s okay to deal with what you’re going through your way. You are so sweet and empathetic. I feel for you truly! ❤️❤️
My cats would bring us little “presents” all the time. 😂😂 It makes me really happy how careful and gentle you were with the little cutie. My family were always so cruel when we had mice, but anyway I loved the mouse story. So wholesome 🥺❤️
I can really relate to the spiraling and overthinking about things im powerless over. I appreciate you sharing that. Much love. Love will conquer evil.
I never comment on any videos I watch, but I had to. You're so relatable, so honest, transparent with your feelings, and it's appreciated. Keep doing you 🙌🏻🖤
I love that you talked about adulting with regards to ordering matching jewelry for all your piercings. I like all my metals to match too, so I recently invested in rose gold jewelry for all my piercings and made sure they were made of material i could tolerate (i have skin sensitivity/allergies) and now I feel so put together and pretty.
I can't wait to see the xmondo colors on you!! I've heard nothing but good things about xmondo dye. It's next on my list to try 😃
I used them and my hair turned out great 🥰🌈🖤
You are gorgeous and successful and sometimes people try to find something to complain about just because they are jealous or unhappy in life. Stay strong ! ♡ you are amazing
I only started watching your videos about a couple months ago, but I have really enjoyed your content! Like so many people have said before, you're an amazing, creative, loving, talented, empathetic person and I am so sorry for all the bullies out there taking their insecurities out on you. I also wanted to say that I completely understand your fears of shootings. I live just about 3 miles from the shooting that happened here in Georgia, it happened close to where I used to work and I have family that was friends with one of the victims. I cried a lot that night and I haven't really felt the same since drving on that road. Thank you for continuing to share loveable content and we all completely understand that sometimes, it is just not a good day to film. We love you
Okay, the mouse story cracked me up. Thank you for sharing it.
I also can totally relate with the anxiety after shootings. You aren't alone in that.
Seriously, I love how real you are. I wish I could just give you a hug with these struggles.
I feel this so much! I struggle so badly with anxiety daily! I hate leaving my house I start to get angry if I have to go out and be in the public because of it. I don’t ever want you to feel like you can’t talk about these things. It really breaks my heart to see you upset’ 💕
That’s exactly how I feel too 🖤
@@AkaAislinn I hate that I get that way. I try so hard to stay calm but it doesn’t matter. 😞 I don’t mean to get angry or upset though....
Ok, your mouse story had me DYING!
I used to throw up (or almost throw up) in grocery store parking lots because I was so terrified of leaving my house for anything. I didn't have a specific fear, my anxiety would just go from 0-100 if I had to go out in public, so part of my progress was just building up exposure. But I don't even know how I could have done that if I'd had something so horrifically violent to specifically be afraid of that I was always fixated on. I'm incredibly proud of your progress, regardless of how it's been set back, and impressed that you're determined to gain back control over your fear so soon after a triggered event. You've got this
You are the only person that has given me the strength to start a youtube channel! I hope u find peace with your anxiety, it is not a fun or easy thing to talk about with loved ones especially on the internet. We love you!! ❤ 🤍 💙 🧡 🖤
You are so amazing and I love watching you. Don't let anyone get you down. I know how you feel and I truly understand how how you feel. I was bullied most of my life and till this day it still bothers me. Just remember that you are amazing and never let anyone get you down and all keep your head up high in pride never in fear. You are amazing and the best and congratulations on hitting 199 on your weight loss am so very proud of you and you are gorgeous and amazing and don't you ever forget that!!
OMG Aislinn, thank you for everything you give me & all of us & for sharing yourself & your beauty, your knowledge, & always, but most especially this day, your awesome wonder-full heart!!!!!!!💜💜💜
YES!!! I used T35 Wella Color charm toner over lightened but stubborn IroIro pinks and lavender and leaving it in for 20 mins nearly took it all out. Not totally, but if I wanted to go green over it now it would work.Thanks for the suggestion.
Also this mouse story made my day!! I am glad that he was able to live! Mice are adorable to me! 🖤🥰
I usually am a sucker for your hair videos, but in this one I didn't pay attention at all at you bleaching the hair as I was listening and applauding all the heavy truths you were spitting. (P.s: Glad you are doing okay with you mental health👐🏼)
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Aislinn: 3-5 miles!! Whoo road trip!!
Me, driving 20 miles to and from work 5 days a week: 😭 😭 😭
Me too 😂
I drive 50 miles to and from work 🙂
And that’s on living in CA
Mine was 25 with a sporty car and the amount I’d spend on fuel a week was crazy 🥲
you are such a beautifull person! the world needs more of these mindsets
I know this video is 3 yrs old, i am with you. People judge so quickly, just do you! You are kind and you can't let morons sitting on their phone making nasty comments, screw the cowards.
Again I believe be true to thyself, we have to let it slide and realize there are more good than bad people in the world ❤
I currently live in El Paso and took me about 9 months to be able to go to Walmart by myself... I did not want to take my kids to Walmart either I was so paranoid for so long too and still am some days. I love how open and honest you are about your feelings, it really helps me feel like I am not alone in these fears and anxiety attacks I feel. Thank you so much for your content I love you! You're my bestie and you don't even know it!
Bullying is not okay in any way shape or form & I am sorry people have been shitty to you lately because you are super awesome, I love your channel and you don’t deserve it. ❤️
Thank you so much 🖤💚
Very big of you to talk about your mental health. I have OCD with intrusive thoughts 💭. I also have anxiety and anytime I hear about mass shootings or apocalyptic discussions, I get so scared and fear day to day life so I have to try and tune it out and stay away. I have tough skin like you too but things can affect me to the core. I admire you and praise you for being brave enough to share with everyone. People are always going to be judge mental unfortunately but I’m sure most are just hurting deep down and choose to portray it by hurting others instead of embracing love. God bless you and your family. I love watching you and you just seem like such a caring person. ❤️
I follow the bleaching tutorial and my hair always turns out great! Thanks for you being you. You’re awesome.
Also, whatever lights you turned off made the clarity of the video look really great! It literally looks like you’re sitting in front of me telling tales of hallucinating stove cats 🐀👁🐈
I’m so excited to see you try the brad mondo’s hair color!, I’m sure it’ll look amazing!!
I 100% agree with you. I wish some people were nicer. I don’t understand how people think its ok to be mean to others, especially people they don’t know. What gives them the right to do that? Drives me nuts!! Why can’t everyone be friends and be nice to one another. There is enough crap in this world, why do they need to add to it?!!
But hun, this is your account, so you should be posting whatever you want too. I find it very refreshing that you are open about the good and the bad. More people should be open as it will show others that its ok not to be ok. But, I do understand why some people can’t be open as they’ll get hate and bullied.
Love your videos and I’m always excited to see what your will do next. Keep being awesome and definitely STAY WEIRD!!
Love, Natalie (from the UK) xxx
Really enjoyed this video. The mouse story was pretty funny, but I also like that you bring awareness to mental health issues. Also, your bleached hair looks fab!
You are one of the extremely-very-few people that make youtube better.
Bullies are just sad people. Angry people is sad people. You do you.
Love you and your rants
Girl don‘t let other people bring you down!! Talk about whatever you want it‘s your channel✨💕💕💕
Love this comment.
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Gurll, I live for you. Knowing people are rude and hurtful, just makes my heart hurt. Just know We are all here for YOU and we love you lady ! Much love, alwaysss. Xoxo
You give me all the good vibes! Legit went on a weight loss journey because of you! Lost 20 in a few months! Thank you for everything you do! Love you and hope to get to your status on YT! Love your makeup and hair! Stay weird!
I relate to your anxiety so much. After the Pulse shooting I couldn't even walk my dogs, and then Vegas. They seem never ending here. I would have extreme panic attacks and get dizzy and nearly pass out. I'm also mortified of break ins and struggle to sleep at night as well. Its comforting (although shitty) knowing that other people can relate!
If you have a problem with mice coming in your house you can put peppermint oil soaked sponges in your vents and spray the oil in places they like to hide and it will keep them away because the smell will suffocate them
I’ve been following you for awhile, and never knew you were a Virgo with social anxiety. I’m also a Virgo and have bad social anxiety. You are so beautiful, and I love hearing your stories and watching your videos. So glad I found you when starting my hair journey. I know this video was 3 years ago but I just found it looking for videos on how to bleach my hair. We had a mass shooting here in Maine not long ago, in the city I just moved away from, in places I would normally have been if I were still in that city. I had a really difficult time with it for awhile after also. So I totally get you.
Omg. With the super faded colors toned, it almost looks iridescent! Beautiful!
As an Australian you’re more than welcome here haha
I think it’s so great and important that you do share how you’re feeling and doing mentally.. your videos are always the ones I go to when I’m come back down from panic attacks or I can’t sleep from my anxiety and I want to thank you coz your channel always feels like a safe space to be not okay 💜💙💚💛❤️
The internet bullying is so toxic. I've had my fair share of that over the years - I still go through it - and it really sucks. :( I'm sorry that you're going through that; it's so unnecessary.
The bullies are the ones with the real issues and while it's important to remember that, it doesn't make the fact that they impose their own suffering on anyone else acceptable. I hope that that gets better for you soon. 🖤
I'm so proud of you that you shared your weight online. I do not have the courage to do that at all. And the fact that you're trying to make yourself healthier and setting goals and losing weight is fantastic. You are an amazing human! Thank you so much for sharing that it makes me feel braver about things like that. Love your content!
Your story touches so close to how my life is. I have severe anxiety issues as well and will work myself up to the point of getting sick. I recently lost my brother and shortly after that, lost my mom. I had a complete nervous breakdown and have been working on coping skills for that and my anxiety/paranoia. The thoughts of something happening take over and it is literally the only thing you can think about. I’m sure this is what you experience when going to the store. Something that I have found that has worked well in calming me down is meditation. I will just put on meditation music and gradually my thoughts and my racing heart both start to slow down. It also helps when I put it on at night. I turn it on and it keeps my thoughts from wondering and helps me get some sleep. I appreciate you sharing your story. So many people deal with this all the time. It makes me angry for you to know that people have been bullying you on here. I subscribed to your channel a while back. Not only because I love your hair videos, I absolutely love your personality and how free you seem to be you no matter what others may think. You can absolutely tell you have a kind heart and soul. Don’t let anyone take that from you. Keep doing you and keep your head up and don’t let anyone knock you down. Again, thank you for your RUclips videos. I guarantee you are admirable to more than just myself. Those who are hateful to you must be missing something in their life. Some people are just so miserable that they’re not ever going to be happy until they bring others down with them. I feel sorry for people like that. It takes a lot more to be a genuine, kind person than to be hateful. You keep doing you. You have enough love coming your way to outweigh the hate! 💚
that story was so damn wholesome...livin his best country life
Saw the title and was like "YESSS the XMondo color showed up!" cant wait to see you work your magic with it!
I remember a few years ago there was a shooting at the garlic festival here in California I was suppose to go that weekend but I took a trip to San Diego instead. It’s just crazy to think I was literally suppose to be there
That looks so pretty. I've never toned my hair, it's amazing the difference that makes!
This is one of my more enjoyed videos by you. I love the content you talk about its so relevant in this day and age and to me personally and it did turn out nice.