the “why not me” part is what everyone can relate to in their own special little way. that’s what’s so special about mitski’s music. literally everybody can feel it in some way
I relate to it because I've been waiting pretty damn long and painfully for someone that I can freely express myself to that also has a decent sense of humor lol
pov: you hang out with your friends all having a good time. But deep down you know you're only a simple replacement for someone else. They leave you out most of the time and talk about people you don't know in front of you and when you ask who they where they never answer you. You know your an outcast even in your so called friend group. You try your best to make them like you and they act like they do. But they never start conversations, they never compliment you, they never walk by your side. why can't they just treat me like a friend or just leave me?
literally, i'm always the person who texts first, none of them ever message me first unless they want something from me, or want me to do something with them bc everyone else said no...
I CAN RELATE TO THIS AND IT HURTS. They only want to talk to me when they want to flirt and that's pretty much it. I feel like a stepstool and it's been going on for months.
POV: Ever since you dated and got attached, you've been continuously looking for more partners to fill in the gaps, as most of the relationships last a year or more, thinking they're "the one" but being disproven as one after the other, they all slowly leave. You find yourself alone, you think you're unloveable. "Maybe I was the problem this whole time?" You can see all your partners' toxic traits, but you're worried you're overexaggerating theirs and underexaggerating yours. "Maybe it's best to live alone." But deep down, all you ever wanted was for someone to stay, someone to finally choose you above all; You just want someone to keep you company...
its hard being the friend that they only talk to when theres no one else online, to only be hung out with if someone else isnt available. its hard being the replacment.
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When you start to feel out of place in your friend group slowly being replaced, slowly being forgotten, slowly losing my friends, the people who I thought I could be around and have fun with but I’ve realized that friends are a free trail of fun and once it’s over you can’t go back, had to enjoy it while it last-😞😔
I mean, he has a life too but a relationship works both ways. He could at least just send you a text here and there instead of completely ignoring you🤷♀️
Her voice just tickles my brain, spreading all the memories out, happy and sad. It's like she's gently opening my brain and letting me forget everything outside of my mind. The way her voice is soft and smooth, and calming. I love it
If shifting is real I wouldn’t want to shift in dr because all the killing and there is a chance of you getting killed but you can just write in the script that stuff didn’t happen so I guess that’s fine or you can just say you survive-
The “why not me” part is relatable to me because I don’t have as many friends as others and I can’t be outgoing like others. My younger sister literally outshines me in everything except for my only “talents” singing and drawing my sister knows everyone and is really loud and outgoing and she can make friends easily.
It's 1:30 in the morning rn. And then there's me crying on my bed while listening to this and thinking abt old/ex friends that replaced me and told me I did everything wrong without noticing they did.. I feel betrayed and useless.. :/
Pov:you have a big crush on this guy but he has a girlfriend and it's been a month you've waited for him to break up.After he broke up with her gf,you decided to confess but then it was too late bc he has a new one.
Because I feel more broke with melody then with lyrics 1:11 that melody till the end hits me always Can you make 1 hour or half hour with that melody please 💙
almost every teen my age gets to have fun, hang out with friends, go to parties. why not me. I feel so suffocated and caged in my house. I am missing out on so much. my time is running out.
the 'why not me' part reminds me of my mom and my older brother she loves him more than me and she knows that I know that she even treats him better than me , she used to hit me when I was kid and telling me to do things I don't want to do she was not letting me eat because she thinks I'm getting fat but when I see the way she treats my brother i get jealous of him she gives him everything I always ask myself what did I do to make her treat me like that sorry for my bad English it's not my first language anyways you're video is awesome keep going pls
When she says "Why not me?.." Everyone's mind: Messages with Ex,Old friends,when they hurts you, when they makes you cry, when u waiting their apologize but u never have it ?.. Right? Everyday u are thinking they/he/she was said "We are here always for u we are supporting you every time! İf u happy or not we will make you ♡" But no. Theyre not.They just made you cry,mad angry. And they teached to you don't need to love everyone too much because when they break up with you ur heart will be like a rainy desert. But sometimes we need to don't care everyone peoples says bad things because they want make mad u . Just smile
Here's just a random person on the internet venting, don't mind me This song makes me think of my 2 best friends. They are way closer to each other than me and they have memories of things the two of them did, and sometimes I feel like they wouldn't mind it much if i left the group. Not to mention they are at the same school and I am at a different one, all alone. They also live next to eachother, while I live far away from them. I wish I had someone I could vent to, but I'm too shy to talk about this with my new classmates about this.
@@sebastianhernandezlara5065 i got new friends actually :D i realized that my other friendship with the 2 girls was kinda toxic so i got myself some new friends and im happy that i did so :)
Reminds me of how I’ve only had one long lasting healthy friendship because in the other friendships I’ve either been slowly replaced, we just stopped talking, or our parents don’t get along - anyone can vent in the replies if they’d like ❤️
POV: You are jealous. You feel selfish. Stupid. Idiotic. Two of your friends make you feel left out. You hear echoed cries of you begging them to let you talk and play with them, but they wont budge. They laugh and giggle, you hiding behind yourself on mute, crying and listening to their enjoyment. ..Why..Not me?
This song make me remember my broken friendship, one started to misbehave and it was nothing like her, one was a fake friend, one was left out and my bestfriend started to hang out with other people. Just because I moved away..
No cuz im literally so sad rn i get screamed at for things i cannot control and im always compared to everyone else and this might have just made my day better
this song makes me so sad cause it reminds me how many times ive been so easily replaced or set behind for someone else, whether it was friendships or relationships. i hate it so much. why cant i ever be the first choice ? is there something wrong with me ?? even if i change myself to benefit them they still leave me.
( I am trying so hard not to cry writing this ). This song always reminds me of my dog, Chopper. He was my everything. He helped me get through the hardest things. He was like my brother knowing I've had him since I was born. He sadly passed away last year before or after my birthday. I feel like it was all my fault. Now, I know you might be thinking "why do you think it is your fault?" Well, here it is summed up: My dog Chopper was an energetic dog, and I loved that about him. One day he was very energetic. He was chewing on our plastic slide in the backyard so I told my parents, but because he was so much like my brother, now it feels like I was telling on him. I soon did the same thing after he ripped up my hat. Soon my parents told me that they were going to take him to a place which would put him in a better place, and me being only nine, I asked: "What does that mean?" My mum said that meant he would go to heaven, so I soon figured out that they we're putting him to sleep. I was nodding my head and holding back tears ( which I am letting out as I write this ). I remember I spent the rest of the afternoon with him, crying and playing with him. I thought that I would get to come in the morning with them, but I didn't. I remember my last words said to him were: "Goodnight, I love you." Now that I think of it, I really meant goodnight. I took up a piece of the torn up hat he ripped and put it in my room. My parents told me they put him to sleep because he was old, which was probably a cover up. I soon lost that ripped hat which I figured my mum would have probably thrown out, thinking it was rubbish. It is now my duty to remember him, because at any moment I could forget about him. I tell myself I need to remember him as long as possible so I know what to ask for when I go to heaven. It's hard. My life has changed so much since he left. I figured a way to remember him is that after I pray every night I would say goodnight to him. I tell him all about my day and tel him how much I love him. I don't care if I look stupid or if he doesn't even hear, I just need to remember him. Sometimes I cry my heart out in this song and ride around my bike in the backyard in the same spot I did with him and stop at the "why not me?" part. This is because I remember when I always stopped riding my bike for a bit he would jump up on my lap and lay there for a bit. During the time I do that nowadays I always think: "Why not me? Why not take me? I just want him back. My life is horrible without him. How much longer can I last without him until the point I can't take it? Just, why not me?!" If you reached the end, thank you for reading. It matters a lot that some people know what I went through and might have felt like this before too. It's very unlikely that Chopper will see this from heaven, but if he does I'd like him to know: I love you. I miss you. I feel like I'm the only one who remembers you. I'll see you soon, I know it. I'll try my hardest not to forget you. Seeing you again is one of the only things I can look forward too. I'll talk to you soon.
hell u made me wanna cry,i hope that everything in your life will be ok,and i know that Chopper will always be in your heart,he is looking for u from the heaven dont forget him
Am I the only one who was in good mood and then started reading this and just started crying?…..By the way I am so sorry for your loss and I am positive that Chopper saw this from heaven and is happy that you still remember him ☺️ Rest In Peace, Chopper 🪦 🌹 🐶 Losing one of my dogs in one of my biggest fears. I can’t even imagine what you went through and what may still be going through. I am so,so,so sorry for loss. have an amazing day! Ily! ❤️ 💕 💗 🥰🌹
‘Why not me’ hits hard and reminds me when I was in middle school, I saw my crush hanging out with other girls and being all flirty (couple goals) him not noticing me at all even when I was being polite thank you for this hears and kins misa and mikasa
Im bout to hurt alot of fellow shifters hearts..... *Running with your comfort character in a field, only to turn around, blink and wake up back in your cr*
This isn’t bad. Everyone knows fiction is fiction. The important is the experience, it doesn’t matter if it’s fiction or real, if you find happiness or satisfaction with your life and is able to keep going forward, it’s fine.
i just started crying.. my comfort character has been what’s getting me by since i met him in february. he’s been pulling me out of a lot of dark places… i just wish he could be real, and i could see his face in front of me…just once, even for just a minute…
My story in this song isnt about a lover but my wet nurse, she was with me since i was only 11 days, she practically raised me but ofcourse she couldnt stay with me longer and had another job so we got separated. Since she had been with me for so long, she didnt have a kid and by the way she text me. She acts like a mother, she always mentions that she was there when i was a baby.
Reminds me of when I was with this group of people who I considered my friends, but actually left me alone in dark places and were never there for me even though I was there for them.
The "why not me" part reminds me of my hamster that died (1 month ago) and yes it was my fault I tried everything to save him and he still died and I am already suicidal and depressed and my mom just says "I know you wanted him dead" and this song was playing while I was trying to save him so anytime I hear "why not me" it just makes me feel like I wish I died or got hurt instead of him and it hurts so bad..
The part where it says "I know who you pretend I am" reminds me of when my parents are yelling and i'm cuddling my pillow, pretending its Twisty from American Horror story TwT (For context, he's a comfort character)
@@kermitcraft8472 oh am sorry for reminding you of that :( also sorry for your loss (also I believe your a good person you do not deserve to perish at an early age but everyone leaves this world one day )
quackity sighed as he saw the buildings in the distance; a bunch of mushrooms and pretty places. there was laughs and there was lights, but he wasn't invited to it. they forgot about him, and he forgot about them - or at least wished to, because he wasnt able to do it at all.
Why not me and somebody else..He's been my childhood bestfriend since 8 years now and I'm love with him since 1 year now I had the balls to finally confess but no he prefer a blond girl named Chloe that he just met 1 month ago!! That's so fun,life is funny sometimes to make unfair things..I feel like we're not friends anymore,just strangers with memories,but I'm the only one remembering them..
Man...this happened to me 3 years ago, and he was always hitting me at school, hurting me in games, and then he met another girl, and he kept hurting me emotionally, and physically, then I went home crying that day I cried so much...
@@Pedro.editsx I'm sorry you had to feel like this :(( Keep your head up,just always think about him in a negative way,and then you'll forget him! I'm telling you this because,not so long ago,I wanted to tell him I didn't have feelings anymore for him,but,my heart blocked me,because it wasn't the truth..So then he started mocking me,and we had an arhument,then he deleted me,and I blocked him.
@@kermitcraft8472 First I'm really sorry for your loss...And second.No.You do not deserve to die at least,not now.If you had to die earlier,you would have died.But God has decided it was his time to go...Even if it's not fair for you..❤🙏🏼
@@d.nillofficialmusic Explaination: This story starts when two people get together and have a baby named Ava, her dad and mother split up and Ava stays with her mother. Ava finally gets to the age where she can go to school and make friends and enemies and maybe even meet her soulmate, so she goes to school for a few years and meets a boy she loves but he cheats twice leaving her heartbroken but understanding so they become friends. Now here is something I missed Ava was a very bad child and she broke up with this boy ‘Euan’ to many times for very harsh reasons. By year 3/4 she starts having some feelings towards a girl named georgia and telks her big brother lee and aventually comes out to her mother as bi and ace. When she reaches Year 5 at the age of ten a group of boys start to constantly bully her. The boys include: Kaleb, max, noah, eden, and EUAN. She goes on in her life with off and on relationships and becomes friends with her bullies (sort of). Until she finds out her grandfather has been sent to hospital and his cancer he had wich was very mild had gotten deadly. By the end of july her grandfather dies during her summer holiday around about when she is meant to go back to school in 3-4 weeks leaving her heartbroken once again. She begins to have sad thoughts and thinking ‘why not me’ ‘why did I not die instead’…
can we *please* appreciate how this human being created a 1 hour song without adds?please?
TYSM
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also me: *facts man like its amazing*
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This human is superior 🙏🏼
Well yes, however I don't think this video was eligible for ad's either way.
the “why not me” part is what everyone can relate to in their own special little way. that’s what’s so special about mitski’s music. literally everybody can feel it in some way
i relate to it because my crush likes someone else
I relate to it because I've been waiting pretty damn long and painfully for someone that I can freely express myself to that also has a decent sense of humor lol
I relate to it because of Katie, my friend!
It was back at grade 2.
THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT I SWEAR IVE SEEN YOU ON PINTEREST
This reminds me of when my friends made me feel replaced.
u ok?
Wait i saw u on google maps u commented on something bout danganronpa i think
@@m3safe OH YEAH IT WAS ME HAHA
@@m3safe google maps?
@Red Guy eh?
The "why not me part" reminds me of always being the friend who walks behind my two other friends because there's no longer room for three
oof yea, or having to walk in the grass
me too:(
I have chances to walk with 1 of them but i let the other one go cause idw her to hate me since shes more attached to my other friend
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
ohhhhhhhh thats a callout to me lmaoo
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pov: you hang out with your friends all having a good time. But deep down you know you're only a simple replacement for someone else. They leave you out most of the time and talk about people you don't know in front of you and when you ask who they where they never answer you. You know your an outcast even in your so called friend group. You try your best to make them like you and they act like they do. But they never start conversations, they never compliment you, they never walk by your side. why can't they just treat me like a friend or just leave me?
literally, i'm always the person who texts first, none of them ever message me first unless they want something from me, or want me to do something with them bc everyone else said no...
I can relate. 😀
I CAN RELATE TO THIS AND IT HURTS. They only want to talk to me when they want to flirt and that's pretty much it. I feel like a stepstool and it's been going on for months.
I can relate
relating to this rn, and i really wish i wasnt
Im kinda starting to like this
for so long i just couldn’t bring myself to like this song but it’s growing on me 😭
Same i have been playing it for 3 day
omg same
I clicked for danganronpa and mitski, not dissapointed. Thank you 🛐
“I know who you pretend I am” makes sense in different ways to different people and I appreciate that
me masking as an autistic child:
YES. JUST YES. THANK YOU.
NP ALSO I LUV UR PFP
Hey i was wondering if u could do a loop of 1:49 in the actual song.
POV: Ever since you dated and got attached, you've been continuously looking for more partners to fill in the gaps, as most of the relationships last a year or more, thinking they're "the one" but being disproven as one after the other, they all slowly leave. You find yourself alone, you think you're unloveable. "Maybe I was the problem this whole time?" You can see all your partners' toxic traits, but you're worried you're overexaggerating theirs and underexaggerating yours. "Maybe it's best to live alone." But deep down, all you ever wanted was for someone to stay, someone to finally choose you above all; You just want someone to keep you company...
I don't like how I can relate to this..
getting a lil to specific now..
...huh...
How did you know-
me who is aroace:
its hard being the friend that they only talk to when theres no one else online, to only be hung out with if someone else isnt available. its hard being the replacment.
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2) THANK YOU FOR GRABBING THE DR FANDOM!
3) YOU ARE AMAZING YOU DESERVE WAY MANY MORE LIKES VIEWS AND EVERYTHING ELSE!!
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Speaking of dr fandom, when i was young (maybe 8?) Then I knew what was danganronpa-
So i clicked on this and said
"Is this the girl who died?"
Can we just appreciate other songs by mitski too and this is a masterpiece
I worship how you made a 1 hour loop. Thank you
kirumi 😍😍😍
kirumi >
kirumi :>
When you start to feel out of place in your friend group slowly being replaced, slowly being forgotten, slowly losing my friends, the people who I thought I could be around and have fun with but I’ve realized that friends are a free trail of fun and once it’s over you can’t go back, had to enjoy it while it last-😞😔
Listening to this while waiting for my boyfriend who has been ignoring me to play with his girl bsf for 3 hours
You deserve better. Leave him. I'd rather be the heartbreaker than the heartbroken.
Hon he doesnt deserve you
He has a life too
@@maymay92920 yes
I mean, he has a life too but a relationship works both ways. He could at least just send you a text here and there instead of completely ignoring you🤷♀️
Best people to ever exist to make this massive masterpiece
tis video needs 12 billion likes, it deserves moreeee
lmao more than the earths population
Her voice just tickles my brain, spreading all the memories out, happy and sad. It's like she's gently opening my brain and letting me forget everything outside of my mind. The way her voice is soft and smooth, and calming. I love it
Damn Four spitting facts right now
Four is a respectable mitski stan 😋
OHMYGOSH TYSM I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED A LOOP FOR THIS !!?!?£& sana di ka mamatay
kirumi + washing machine heart = *fuck yes.*
*YES*
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IKR
the part “Why not me?” reminds me of when you don’t Shifting to your DR yet 😭
shifting isn’t real you’re better off lucid dreaming
@@thornarts I believe, so just shut up
It’s real babesxx
you will shift! 111 222 333
If shifting is real I wouldn’t want to shift in dr because all the killing and there is a chance of you getting killed but you can just write in the script that stuff didn’t happen so I guess that’s fine or you can just say you survive-
The “why not me” part is relatable to me because I don’t have as many friends as others and I can’t be outgoing like others. My younger sister literally outshines me in everything except for my only “talents” singing and drawing my sister knows everyone and is really loud and outgoing and she can make friends easily.
The fact that it has no ads 🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐
It's 1:30 in the morning rn.
And then there's me crying on my bed while listening to this and thinking abt old/ex friends that replaced me and told me I did everything wrong without noticing they did..
I feel betrayed and useless.. :/
I hope you get better...
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
i'm related
“why not me”
“why.. not me”
the lyrics are so relatable.
😀
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everyone's talking about the "why not me part" but I hurt the most at "I know who you pretend I am"
Pov:you have a big crush on this guy but he has a girlfriend and it's been a month you've waited for him to break up.After he broke up with her gf,you decided to confess but then it was too late bc he has a new one.
doesnt make sense
the way this is literally happening to me rn. it hurts 😍🙏
catch feeling to what
@@hawassed OMG SAME BUT IT HAPPENED TO ME LIKE LAST YEAR
@@quesoissilly to the person?🤨‼️
Y'all this is so good ONG 😫
Because I feel more broke with melody then with lyrics
1:11 that melody till the end hits me always
Can you make 1 hour or half hour with that melody please 💙
almost every teen my age gets to have fun, hang out with friends, go to parties. why not me. I feel so suffocated and caged in my house. I am missing out on so much. my time is running out.
Same here! I hope you get out of that love🥺❤️
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
kirumi 🛐
me: *hugs pillow*
my pillow: "I Know Who You Pretend I Am"
the 'why not me' part reminds me of my mom and my older brother she loves him more than me and she knows that I know that she even treats him better than me , she used to hit me when I was kid and telling me to do things I don't want to do she was not letting me eat because she thinks I'm getting fat but when I see the way she treats my brother i get jealous of him she gives him everything I always ask myself what did I do to make her treat me like that
sorry for my bad English it's not my first language anyways you're video is awesome keep going pls
Wow, you literally have the same past as a murderer, that's pretty sad, hope you're alright
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead Oh alan how I wish I died
thnk you who made this
i adore you
thanks for no ads
I LOVE THIS SM TYSM
when everyone youve ever loved has picked someone over you in the end
Oml- the muffled makes it song like a old song, and so much better tysm- I will now cry to this everyday :')
Thank you for making this with no adds
I love this so muchhh i love this song and tysm for making it muffled and an hour xdd
You don't understand how much I love you for this, seriously
POV : your friend left you because he didn’t tell you he had depression but telling you about it
It made me cry because I remembered when I found out that my "friends" forgot about me :(
I can relate
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
When she says "Why not me?.." Everyone's mind: Messages with Ex,Old friends,when they hurts you, when they makes you cry, when u waiting their apologize but u never have it ?.. Right? Everyday u are thinking they/he/she was said "We are here always for u we are supporting you every time! İf u happy or not we will make you ♡" But no. Theyre not.They just made you cry,mad angry. And they teached to you don't need to love everyone too much because when they break up with you ur heart will be like a rainy desert. But sometimes we need to don't care everyone peoples says bad things because they want make mad u . Just smile
you became a psychic in a matter of 2 minutes typing this
They want make mad u LMFAO
Here's just a random person on the internet venting, don't mind me
This song makes me think of my 2 best friends. They are way closer to each other than me and they have memories of things the two of them did, and sometimes I feel like they wouldn't mind it much if i left the group. Not to mention they are at the same school and I am at a different one, all alone. They also live next to eachother, while I live far away from them.
I wish I had someone I could vent to, but I'm too shy to talk about this with my new classmates about this.
Hey! How is it going?
@@sebastianhernandezlara5065 i got new friends actually :D i realized that my other friendship with the 2 girls was kinda toxic so i got myself some new friends and im happy that i did so :)
@@sebastianhernandezlara5065 thank u for asking btw :D
@@ashlumi Nice to hear that!:) God bless you
Reminds me of how I’ve only had one long lasting healthy friendship because in the other friendships I’ve either been slowly replaced, we just stopped talking, or our parents don’t get along - anyone can vent in the replies if they’d like ❤️
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
POV: You are jealous. You feel selfish. Stupid. Idiotic. Two of your friends make you feel left out. You hear echoed cries of you begging them to let you talk and play with them, but they wont budge. They laugh and giggle, you hiding behind yourself on mute, crying and listening to their enjoyment.
..Why..Not me?
*w h y. N o t. M e . . .*
This song make me remember my broken friendship, one started to misbehave and it was nothing like her, one was a fake friend, one was left out and my bestfriend started to hang out with other people. Just because I moved away..
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
I‘m very thankful that you made this!
I really needed it
this is amazing! I love this sm good job!
No cuz im literally so sad rn i get screamed at for things i cannot control and im always compared to everyone else and this might have just made my day better
The “why not me” and the “I know who you pretend I am” hurt.
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This made me cry- but thank you so much :)
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this song makes me so sad cause it reminds me how many times ive been so easily replaced or set behind for someone else, whether it was friendships or relationships. i hate it so much. why cant i ever be the first choice ? is there something wrong with me ?? even if i change myself to benefit them they still leave me.
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
( I am trying so hard not to cry writing this ).
This song always reminds me of my dog, Chopper. He was my everything. He helped me get through the hardest things. He was like my brother knowing I've had him since I was born. He sadly passed away last year before or after my birthday. I feel like it was all my fault. Now, I know you might be thinking "why do you think it is your fault?" Well, here it is summed up:
My dog Chopper was an energetic dog, and I loved that about him. One day he was very energetic. He was chewing on our plastic slide in the backyard so I told my parents, but because he was so much like my brother, now it feels like I was telling on him. I soon did the same thing after he ripped up my hat. Soon my parents told me that they were going to take him to a place which would put him in a better place, and me being only nine, I asked:
"What does that mean?"
My mum said that meant he would go to heaven, so I soon figured out that they we're putting him to sleep. I was nodding my head and holding back tears ( which I am letting out as I write this ).
I remember I spent the rest of the afternoon with him, crying and playing with him. I thought that I would get to come in the morning with them, but I didn't. I remember my last words said to him were:
"Goodnight, I love you."
Now that I think of it, I really meant goodnight. I took up a piece of the torn up hat he ripped and put it in my room. My parents told me they put him to sleep because he was old, which was probably a cover up. I soon lost that ripped hat which I figured my mum would have probably thrown out, thinking it was rubbish. It is now my duty to remember him, because at any moment I could forget about him. I tell myself I need to remember him as long as possible so I know what to ask for when I go to heaven. It's hard. My life has changed so much since he left. I figured a way to remember him is that after I pray every night I would say goodnight to him. I tell him all about my day and tel him how much I love him. I don't care if I look stupid or if he doesn't even hear, I just need to remember him. Sometimes I cry my heart out in this song and ride around my bike in the backyard in the same spot I did with him and stop at the "why not me?" part. This is because I remember when I always stopped riding my bike for a bit he would jump up on my lap and lay there for a bit. During the time I do that nowadays I always think:
"Why not me? Why not take me? I just want him back. My life is horrible without him. How much longer can I last without him until the point I can't take it? Just, why not me?!"
If you reached the end, thank you for reading. It matters a lot that some people know what I went through and might have felt like this before too. It's very unlikely that Chopper will see this from heaven, but if he does I'd like him to know:
I love you. I miss you. I feel like I'm the only one who remembers you. I'll see you soon, I know it. I'll try my hardest not to forget you. Seeing you again is one of the only things I can look forward too. I'll talk to you soon.
hell u made me wanna cry,i hope that everything in your life will be ok,and i know that Chopper will always be in your heart,he is looking for u from the heaven dont forget him
@@ramen6766 Thank you. It means a lot.
Am I the only one who was in good mood and then started reading this and just started crying?…..By the way I am so sorry for your loss and I am positive that Chopper saw this from heaven and is happy that you still remember him ☺️
Rest In Peace, Chopper 🪦 🌹 🐶
Losing one of my dogs in one of my biggest fears. I can’t even imagine what you went through and what may still be going through. I am so,so,so sorry for loss.
have an amazing day! Ily! ❤️ 💕 💗 🥰🌹
‘Why not me’ hits hard and reminds me when I was in middle school, I saw my crush hanging out with other girls and being all flirty (couple goals) him not noticing me at all even when I was being polite thank you for this hears and kins misa and mikasa
Im bout to hurt alot of fellow shifters hearts.....
*Running with your comfort character in a field, only to turn around, blink and wake up back in your cr*
pain. :’)
This isn’t bad. Everyone knows fiction is fiction. The important is the experience, it doesn’t matter if it’s fiction or real, if you find happiness or satisfaction with your life and is able to keep going forward, it’s fine.
Honestly I’d just try to get back to sleeping
i just started crying.. my comfort character has been what’s getting me by since i met him in february. he’s been pulling me out of a lot of dark places… i just wish he could be real, and i could see his face in front of me…just once, even for just a minute…
ACK
*cries* /j
ahhh amazing
i'm gonna listen to this 10 hours a day
i will not regret it.
listening to this when you just want to cry but try to stay strong because you just have to.. or else everyone thinks you're weak.
love it thanks
My story in this song isnt about a lover but my wet nurse, she was with me since i was only 11 days, she practically raised me but ofcourse she couldnt stay with me longer and had another job so we got separated. Since she had been with me for so long, she didnt have a kid and by the way she text me. She acts like a mother, she always mentions that she was there when i was a baby.
The thing is.. She thinks of me as a daughter, i love it and all but
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead Oh alan how I wish I died
What kind of human make this PERFECT 1 LOOP VIDEO ITS SO GOOD
Am not hateing btw-
The whole song is best part
Reminds me of when I was with this group of people who I considered my friends, but actually left me alone in dark places and were never there for me even though I was there for them.
I love you so much I’ve been looking for a video like this for Ever
the fact that it says best part but it actually cuts out the best part is criminal xD
The "why not me" part reminds me of my hamster that died (1 month ago) and yes it was my fault I tried everything to save him and he still died and I am already suicidal and depressed and my mom just says "I know you wanted him dead" and this song was playing while I was trying to save him so anytime I hear "why not me" it just makes me feel like I wish I died or got hurt instead of him and it hurts so bad..
That is similar to what happened to me That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
@@kermitcraft8472 sorry about your grandfather
*_Kirumi's on the thumbnail, her birthday is on May 10th. The video was uploaded on May 10th._*
The part where it says "I know who you pretend I am" reminds me of when my parents are yelling and i'm cuddling my pillow, pretending its Twisty from American Horror story TwT (For context, he's a comfort character)
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
the whole song is the best part
i know this omfg
This is amazing. I absolutely love this song, I relate to it so much.
Kirumi, i love u
Kirumi tojo is the best one ‹3
This is amazing like you make this amazing it's so relaxing and slow lol like I love it it's so amazing
wowowowowowowowowowow i love it sm THANK U
when they chose the person that didn't even like then back and they knew but they still chose them over you..
we're not good enough for them, are we?
@@i.2844 nah we god thought we deserved better that’s all😒😃tho it kinda hurt a lot
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
@@kermitcraft8472 oh am sorry for reminding you of that :( also sorry for your loss (also I believe your a good person you do not deserve to perish at an early age but everyone leaves this world one day )
*they
I needed this
Thankyou I was looking for this
Happy birthday kirumom!
This entire song is just sheeeshhhh it gives me Karlnapity vbes
same omg
Karlnapity 😖
quackity sighed as he saw the buildings in the distance; a bunch of mushrooms and pretty places. there was laughs and there was lights, but he wasn't invited to it. they forgot about him, and he forgot about them - or at least wished to, because he wasnt able to do it at all.
quackity lore got me feeling washing machine heart
@@salsmovingcafeteria *insert me crying*
KIRUMI 💔💔💔💔💔
I'm crying.
Dang, listening to this makes me feel like the forgotten crumb in the chip bag-
I have subscribe you babe... 😊❤️ goodluck for your channel
THIS IS UNDERRATED
I love this
kirumi is my kin
nice!
kinrumi
same! my super kins are Twogami, Kirumi and Sayaka/Toko
@@VeryGoodDad hello :)
Kirumi is best girl.
Can't change my mind🕺
"I know who you pretend I am"
"Why not me"
Damn this song is relatable
DANG BUDDY THIS IS SICKLY EPIC
also u okay?
Why not me and somebody else..He's been my childhood bestfriend since 8 years now and I'm love with him since 1 year now I had the balls to finally confess but no he prefer a blond girl named Chloe that he just met 1 month ago!! That's so fun,life is funny sometimes to make unfair things..I feel like we're not friends anymore,just strangers with memories,but I'm the only one remembering them..
Man...this happened to me 3 years ago, and he was always hitting me at school, hurting me in games, and then he met another girl, and he kept hurting me emotionally, and physically, then I went home crying that day I cried so much...
@@Pedro.editsx I'm sorry you had to feel like this :(( Keep your head up,just always think about him in a negative way,and then you'll forget him! I'm telling you this because,not so long ago,I wanted to tell him I didn't have feelings anymore for him,but,my heart blocked me,because it wasn't the truth..So then he started mocking me,and we had an arhument,then he deleted me,and I blocked him.
That part reminds me of my grandfathers death and how I wish I died instead
@@kermitcraft8472 First I'm really sorry for your loss...And second.No.You do not deserve to die at least,not now.If you had to die earlier,you would have died.But God has decided it was his time to go...Even if it's not fair for you..❤🙏🏼
@@d.nillofficialmusic Explaination:
This story starts when two people get together and have a baby named Ava, her dad and mother split up and Ava stays with her mother. Ava finally gets to the age where she can go to school and make friends and enemies and maybe even meet her soulmate, so she goes to school for a few years and meets a boy she loves but he cheats twice leaving her heartbroken but understanding so they become friends. Now here is something I missed Ava was a very bad child and she broke up with this boy ‘Euan’ to many times for very harsh reasons. By year 3/4 she starts having some feelings towards a girl named georgia and telks her big brother lee and aventually comes out to her mother as bi and ace. When she reaches Year 5 at the age of ten a group of boys start to constantly bully her. The boys include: Kaleb, max, noah, eden, and EUAN. She goes on in her life with off and on relationships and becomes friends with her bullies (sort of). Until she finds out her grandfather has been sent to hospital and his cancer he had wich was very mild had gotten deadly. By the end of july her grandfather dies during her summer holiday around about when she is meant to go back to school in 3-4 weeks leaving her heartbroken once again. She begins to have sad thoughts and thinking ‘why not me’ ‘why did I not die instead’…