having an existential crisis because my fish died.

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  • Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024

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  • @taylorndean
    @taylorndean  5 лет назад +18968

    he’s getting a viking funeral he’s a king I love him forever

    • @anjalichanani8496
      @anjalichanani8496 5 лет назад +331

      The legend will live on

    • @samandcolbyx2701
      @samandcolbyx2701 5 лет назад +166

      Taylor Nicole Dean Remember we are here for you

    • @DPIII1
      @DPIII1 5 лет назад +58

      That's very fitting, your an amazing mom 🤩😎👍!!!

    • @sxynnnie14
      @sxynnnie14 5 лет назад +59

      Why cheese though he is like the main fish of the channel no!

    • @mich5124
      @mich5124 5 лет назад +29

      We all do 💖💖💖

  • @hellogoditsmesatan7169
    @hellogoditsmesatan7169 5 лет назад +1567

    First Stan Lee and now Cheese. This is the worst week ever.

    • @YourActualChild
      @YourActualChild 5 лет назад +12

      ChaoticDucky why can I only like a comment once????

    • @rivers9515
      @rivers9515 5 лет назад +13

      Don't forget mango a while ago

    • @qraee
      @qraee 5 лет назад +3

      It’s been a terrible week 😩

    • @kristinabowers820
      @kristinabowers820 5 лет назад +15

      conspiracy theory, Cheese is actually Stan Lee 🙄🙄🙄

    • @shrekscumslut1341
      @shrekscumslut1341 5 лет назад +2

      For me it's more
      Stan Lee ,Edawn leaving cube and Pentagon,Cheese one of my mares passed many stuff ruined my week! And everybody's here!

  • @robeyhines8149
    @robeyhines8149 5 лет назад +469

    Cheese and Zazu are finally back together again. Rest in peace to the internet's fish king... We love you

    • @bendystraw976
      @bendystraw976 5 лет назад +12

      Wait zazu died!?

    • @robeyhines8149
      @robeyhines8149 5 лет назад +8

      @@bendystraw976 sadly yes, she posted about it on her Instagram.. :(

    • @siopao6720
      @siopao6720 5 лет назад +5

      Robey Hines ZAZU TOO?? WTF 😭😭

    • @maxwest164
      @maxwest164 5 лет назад +1

      😭😭

    • @eliexotic212
      @eliexotic212 5 лет назад +1

      Omg :( this

  • @saigefuller4594
    @saigefuller4594 4 года назад +323

    I'm now just finding out that cheese died and it's almost been 2 years 😭

    • @shannonmcbee9701
      @shannonmcbee9701 4 года назад +4

      i just found this out to

    • @stephaniem.422
      @stephaniem.422 4 года назад +4

      I just found out about this NOW

    • @loonayaka
      @loonayaka 4 года назад +4

      I JUST FOUND THIS OUT TOO

    • @roberte.o.speedwagon5882
      @roberte.o.speedwagon5882 4 года назад +1

      Same, i just saw a Tik Tok with a Cowfish and it reminded me of cheese and then i found out that he died :(

    • @lizzi3849
      @lizzi3849 4 года назад +1

      me too😭

  • @sierrakay9619
    @sierrakay9619 5 лет назад +494

    HES NOT EVEN MY PET AND IM CRYING. I STARTED BALLING WHEN SHE FINALLY SAID “cheese died” !!!

  • @alyssaluhr3415
    @alyssaluhr3415 5 лет назад +230

    She kept saying that she was crying over "a fish" but Cheese was not just "a fish", he is a god, an amazing fish, your own son and a piece of your family and our family 💞💞
    R.I.P Cheese💞😘😔 🙏

    • @alyssaluhr3415
      @alyssaluhr3415 5 лет назад

      @Daniel Hernandez aka 6ix9ine oh sorry

  • @sourcherryscones9645
    @sourcherryscones9645 5 лет назад +123

    Never in my life did I think I would cry over the death of someone else’s fish. We love you and we’ll miss you so much Cheese

  • @Hannah-dw8nz
    @Hannah-dw8nz 5 лет назад +1094

    You made over 1 and a half million people cry over a fish...
    I applaud you

    • @starry.030
      @starry.030 5 лет назад +10

      This video doesnt even have 1 million views?

    • @Katie-rb7mp
      @Katie-rb7mp 5 лет назад +5

      Yea she did is there a problem?

    • @yvettem9627
      @yvettem9627 5 лет назад +1

      @@starry.030 Now it has 773K views and 55k likes

    • @raymondjacque6594
      @raymondjacque6594 4 года назад +2

      Birb_ Soup well ya true but hey who knows combined with
      Instagram
      Twitter
      RUclips
      Any other platform
      So ya maybe I guess she might have made a solid million

    • @bluebaby3074
      @bluebaby3074 4 года назад

      Haha i know i cried so much 😭😭

  • @kingizzachode5155
    @kingizzachode5155 5 лет назад +583

    Baby, cow fish in general don’t do well in captivity, he had a gorgeous life, he was personable and the epitome of what fish owners pride their fish in. My koi I had for 5 years, always loved to beg for food, when I put my feet in the pond he would nibble on me. To my horror he beached himself quite recently. I was fine for the first 2 days until I passed by my pond and didn’t see him come crashing to the surface, or anything. It broke me, my unnatural and special bond with an animal. He was a silent companion who’s mere presence consoled my bruised existence. Taylor, you are not alone.
    As I watched the drama unfold on your channel, and “evidence” pop up against you, I can’t help but find some of it to be quite condemning. Taylor I’m sorry that you feel low mentally, nobody deserves to receive such cruel comments. However In saying that, the number of animals you have is astronomical for the average human to be taking care of. I think that you need to work on yourself professionally rather than use your animals as a coping mechanism. I was a follower of you for quite a few years, but now I’m sadly leaving, hope things work out baby.

  • @miahammond3285
    @miahammond3285 5 лет назад +144

    Chesse is not just a fish, he is a family member.

    • @natnat7411
      @natnat7411 5 лет назад +3

      HES A KING

    • @QuattroPogjeena
      @QuattroPogjeena 5 лет назад

      ...true... But he's also a fush

    • @natnat7411
      @natnat7411 5 лет назад

      That’s cold hearted

    • @QuattroPogjeena
      @QuattroPogjeena 5 лет назад

      @@natnat7411... It's also a fact.
      I felt the same connection with my horse. He could open doors. He'd steal our groceries, he'd drink alcohol, he'd eat cake, he'd watch TV and more. I had him fit nearly all of my childhood. He was apart of my family, but he was also a horse. He wasn't a human being.

  • @tykzr
    @tykzr 5 лет назад +309

    Cheese is probably up there eating seaweed.

  • @christinadenton987
    @christinadenton987 5 лет назад +1729

    I watch this 3 months after cheeses dies I'm legit crying

  • @katieulicki7941
    @katieulicki7941 5 лет назад +143

    Cheese is swimming in the best tank the angels could find.
    We're here for you, Taylor! 💕

  • @teemo7714
    @teemo7714 5 лет назад +324

    Maybe Cheese died because he missed Zazu so much that he decided to go and see him in fish heaven

    • @taylorndean
      @taylorndean  5 лет назад +32

      Jim Gao 😭😭😭😭

    • @dillonknoff7945
      @dillonknoff7945 5 лет назад +1

      wait zazus dead

    • @paytonanthony9251
      @paytonanthony9251 5 лет назад

      Taylor Nicole Dean Taylor I want to say that we’re here for you. I know ur going thru some stuff right now. but we’re always here for you. Also your not annoying or ugly, I’m so sorry for what has happened :c ❤️ you and cheese have inspired me so much. Thank you.

    • @ratking5899
      @ratking5899 5 лет назад

      I think so

    • @miahhamidovic4300
      @miahhamidovic4300 5 лет назад

      Jim Gao omg 😭❤️

  • @natlynne9406
    @natlynne9406 5 лет назад +834

    Cheesus died for our sins
    We love you, Cheese

  • @catbunnz
    @catbunnz 5 лет назад +1699

    Cheese was a very beautiful baby 🧀 He will definitely be missed
    (Edit) Wow. 1.4K. Never was expecting that. But I hope that Cheese is doing well wherever he is 🤗

    • @picklekoon4892
      @picklekoon4892 5 лет назад

      Yes.

    • @mesa1968
      @mesa1968 5 лет назад +3

      He may seem ridiculous that she is crying over a fish but you have to love your animals but when you love them you Connect with them so hard.Animals need love,love is strong

    • @boujee_bree9525
      @boujee_bree9525 5 лет назад

      @@szmoey a cowfish

    • @marlenebarboza2933
      @marlenebarboza2933 4 года назад

      •SakuraEdits• rio

  • @J1ntu
    @J1ntu 5 лет назад +157

    The autopsy would definitely make sense

  • @dadsgonehelp3668
    @dadsgonehelp3668 5 лет назад +179

    Cheese is reunited with Zazu again❤️ Rest In Peace cheese, swim high baby❤️❤️

  • @earlyenvironmental4796
    @earlyenvironmental4796 5 лет назад +288

    I'm sure cheese is in a better place now where he can eat as much of zazu's food as he wants
    Rest in peace little guy every one loves you 😚

    • @JMSayler
      @JMSayler 5 лет назад +4

      Oh my God this comment just made me burst out in tears again. What are these feelings we all have for a fish!?

    • @-L.S
      @-L.S 5 лет назад +7

      true Zazu is dead too so wherever he is Cheese has gone there too and is still stealing food from him lol

    • @blueworldsapart9940
      @blueworldsapart9940 5 лет назад

      Early Environmental I was still crying and when I saw this I kids laughed and cried more

    • @deepabalaramachandrana3939
      @deepabalaramachandrana3939 5 лет назад

      Early Environmental that’s really nice

  • @Mickeyking.16
    @Mickeyking.16 5 лет назад +212

    when I saw the tittle I immediately thought of cheese. I don't know why i did.
    Cheese will always be right next to you. Every step of your way. And he will alway be right next to us. Every step of our way. We all love him. We love his moldiness and he is never safe. We will ALWAYS remember him! HE IS OUR KING!

    • @movielord911
      @movielord911 5 лет назад +2

      Autumn Leaf i said the same thing i first thought of cheese. Had so much personality too. I feel her pain deeply

    • @joannebarry1281
      @joannebarry1281 5 лет назад +1

      So did I poor little guy

  • @StickmanA
    @StickmanA 5 лет назад +319

    All I could think was "please don't be cheese". It was cheese. We are going to be okay.

    • @whiteifan
      @whiteifan 5 лет назад

      Sameeee =(((((((

    • @xxlunarxxxx3clipsexx282
      @xxlunarxxxx3clipsexx282 5 лет назад +1

      Poor cheese

    • @pip1611
      @pip1611 5 лет назад

      Same 😔

    • @cr5551
      @cr5551 5 лет назад

      Yeah I thought this video was about sazu who died recently I never thought of cheese at all

  • @TinyWench
    @TinyWench 5 лет назад +228

    Cheese was an amazing fish and you don’t have to feel stupid about crying over your fish , you took really good care of him and he loved you he will have a special place in our hearts along with narla , kovu , gus and many others we love you Taylor and do not feel alone we will help you get through this
    💖💖💖💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🧀🐮🐠🧀

  • @Astrolionking
    @Astrolionking 5 лет назад +314

    RIP Cheese. You gave him a good life so at least he died with a good home and family.

    • @seavee141
      @seavee141 5 лет назад +3

      actually he didn't have a good life, she neglected him and basically killed him...get educated

    • @honeywoffl1665
      @honeywoffl1665 5 лет назад +2

      @@seavee141 what is wrong with you

    • @seavee141
      @seavee141 5 лет назад +2

      @@honeywoffl1665 nothing, she actually killed him because she neglected him by not feeding him the proper food...he basically died of starvation

    • @aly7214
      @aly7214 5 лет назад +1

      Sobbing

    • @nibordiabla7493
      @nibordiabla7493 5 лет назад +4

      @@seavee141 How do you know this. Do you personally know her and did you witness this neglect? If not than this is a very irresponsible comment designed intentionally to hurt her which is pretty disgusting.

  • @oldcoffeestain
    @oldcoffeestain 5 лет назад +137

    I just tweeted this but I hope you can find peace in knowing that Zazu and Cheese can finally fight over seaweed again 💛

    • @danagatto8292
      @danagatto8292 5 лет назад +5

      sweet ophelia this made me smile a little after crying over Cheese

    • @its_maddo2476
      @its_maddo2476 5 лет назад +3

      why is this comment the one that made me cry

    • @kieras6249
      @kieras6249 5 лет назад +1

      Awwwww❤️❤️😭😭😭😭

    • @Whskeyy
      @Whskeyy 5 лет назад +1

      Why did this comment make me cry?? 😂😂😭😭😭

    • @deadchannel7155
      @deadchannel7155 5 лет назад

      Poor Taylor poor poor Taylor.

  • @nolasocc4552
    @nolasocc4552 5 лет назад +343

    I decided that I wanted to be a marine biologist because of cheese 😢

    • @jivert1258
      @jivert1258 5 лет назад +1

      Scoutieface 77 🤨

    • @PJ-nz9hz
      @PJ-nz9hz 5 лет назад

      Jivert 1 what do you mean 😡

  • @jinxreaper_6623
    @jinxreaper_6623 5 лет назад +1345

    Me: crying my eyes out
    My mom: what’s wrong?
    Me: CHEESE DIEDDDDDD 😭😭😭😭
    My mom: No cheese is still alive
    Me: REALLY?
    My mom: its in the refrigerator
    Me: goes back to crying

  • @jl6039
    @jl6039 5 лет назад +280

    *Cheese 🧀 was not a fish. He was a special cheese. Every cheese in the community was jealous of how sweet Cheese was. His sweetness always touch every one here through the screen. Cheese 🧀 our king:*
    👑
    🧀 *

  • @sauceobtainer2849
    @sauceobtainer2849 5 лет назад +152

    Saw it was about a fish and she was crying. Knew that Cheese was gone. 😖

  • @uface77
    @uface77 5 лет назад +88

    Cheese made my wife and I laugh through some very tough times. Thank you for sharing him with us and thank you also for sharing your grief, it’s so hard to express the kind of absence that a pet leaves. But they are your family, thank you for always allowing us to enjoy time with cheese and for always being willing to share the rest of your family with us as well. Please don’t feel the need to justify your feelings or muddle over the guilt of his loss, all you need to focus on now it how your feelings affect you, this loss will be harder for you to process then it will ever be for anyone who was a big fan of his. I know he was just a fish but he was your fish and he gave you comfort and you loved him and that loss is real, thank you for being open about it, I’m sure it helped more people then you know.

  • @andreafernandez3186
    @andreafernandez3186 5 лет назад +233

    She was in withdrawal while filming this, she was sick... When I first watched this and she said "Before I emotionally shut off" I knew something was up. I was a heroin addict myself, and I just watched this video when it was freshly posted & knew. I'm so happy you're sober now Taylor, you are so worth it. No one understands addiction until your really balls deep in it, nothing else takes higher priority more than that drug. Heroin is powerful. I'm only 19, I've been clean for 7 months now and I feel absolutely amazing.(although I am going through severe post depression it doesn't matter, this pain is worth it over that pain) But there will always be a mark on me, engraved in me from it. No matter how many days, months, years past, it will always stay with you, I just have to learn to make it a positive thing and help others through it. Taylor, if you see this, I'm here for you, you can now help so many people who are struggling with addiction because you have such a huge influence. NEVER look back, it may feel like it gives you everything, but in reality it gives you NOTHING and leaves you feeling even emptier than before. Love you💕

    • @reneeleese
      @reneeleese 5 лет назад +9

      Andrea Fernandez I’m also an addict
      And when I’m with withdrawal there’s no way I’ll do anything never mind film a video

    • @andreafernandez3186
      @andreafernandez3186 5 лет назад +7

      @@reneeleese there's different stages of withdrawal, I understand what you mean because it's hard to even talk when you're in deep withdrawal. She wasn't that deep into withdrawal at this point.

    • @lunarmoon3493
      @lunarmoon3493 5 лет назад +7

      Right as she said before I emotionally shut off I read your comment and the part saying what she said lol

    • @TheEmeraldMenOfficial
      @TheEmeraldMenOfficial 2 года назад

      @@andreafernandez3186 Thank you. Despite knowing her past I wouldn’t have known this. Hope you’re still doing well!

  • @harrypapadopoulos8564
    @harrypapadopoulos8564 5 лет назад +324

    Taylor, we all loved cheese and we hope that he will rest in peace in the fish heaven. I once had a goldfish called splodge, he was very inquisitive and he would always come to the top of the tank and nibble on my finger. When he died I was devastated he was so special to me so I get how you are feeling even though cheeses death is probably more significant than my goldfish but I still loved splodge so much and it was really difficult for me. It's been a few months since splodges death and I know it seems really hard at the moment but over time I promise it will get better. Rest in peace cheese, you will always have a place in everyone's hearts❤️

    • @perawebb8910
      @perawebb8910 5 лет назад +2

      No offence but it sounds funny when you say "rest in peace cheese" but still you are VERY right
      RIP cheese😥

    • @sabrinag4805
      @sabrinag4805 5 лет назад +1

      I had a betta fish name Finly, he was black and blue. I love him so much, after having him for two years he started staying at the bottom of his tank and didn't move for the whole day. Some times he wouldn't even eat I gave me a lot of Anxiety and depression because he was suffering, i tired to tell people and they didn't belive me. I left for vacation for a week, i got a message from the person that was talking care of my house said " this morning i came into yoyr room and saw Gary (My snail) ate Finly. Finly died ". He lived 3 years.

    • @lolllol9286
      @lolllol9286 5 лет назад

      I know my beta fish died and I loved him so much his name was Frankie bob edwards and even tho that’s a.weird name but I loved him so much

    • @harrypapadopoulos8564
      @harrypapadopoulos8564 5 лет назад

      Pera Webb haha yeah

  • @rottenandinsane
    @rottenandinsane 5 лет назад +96

    Miley Cyrus- Pablow the Blowfish.
    She wrote this song about her fish that died. I hope you find this helpful ❤️

  • @ok-kv2pm
    @ok-kv2pm 5 лет назад +194

    i respect that you uploaded this, because losing a pet will always be the most horrible thing to go through, and we can all connect here. And it's not stupid to cry over a fish; you loved him. I had my bunny Tilly for only 10 days before she died, but i felt that strong connection you talked about and it still hurts now. Animals are wonderful things, they can make you feel loved and happy, and I know Cheese's little fish heart felt the same- you cared for him so well Taylor, and I know he had a great life with you.
    "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." -Dr Seuss

    • @katstarr
      @katstarr 5 лет назад +4

      o k I honestly feel you. My English bulldog puppy was alive for 9 days. He was born sick. I tried everything to keep him alive. But he ended up dying at night. My family didn't shed a tear and I cried for days. Tbh I still miss him so much. He wouldn't eat or poop. He died of dehydration.

    • @aryanastonks1879
      @aryanastonks1879 5 лет назад +1

      o k did you really quote dr seus

    • @ok-kv2pm
      @ok-kv2pm 5 лет назад +3

      @Aryana loves Pugs21 i don’t understand what’s wrong with that? it’s a good quote.

    • @ok-kv2pm
      @ok-kv2pm 5 лет назад +2

      +Kitty Cat yeah man, i found it was so hard because i had so many things i wanted to do with her and never got the chance to.

  • @kyleesmith9874
    @kyleesmith9874 5 лет назад +93

    I’m pretty sure we all felt like Cheese was our friends, R.I.P. Cheese, you will FOREVER be missed ♥️

  • @moorrum6686
    @moorrum6686 5 лет назад +182

    Legends never die.... Really sorry for your loss Taylor

  • @TristanLeeCurtis
    @TristanLeeCurtis 5 лет назад +127

    I just learned about this....CHEESE DIED ON MY BRITHDAY AND NOW IM SAD FIRST CHEESE NOW PLUNGER BOI

  • @zarathompson579
    @zarathompson579 5 лет назад +84

    Cheese was just a little joy wasn't he? He left a impact on a lot of people, he has done more with his life than a lot of people.
    The videos you made with that little guy made me have a genuine interest in fish, now they are more than just something to look at to me. Now I have a couple bettas that I rescued who I have given their own little personalities. Like Hades, the flirty stuck up one who is just interested in flaunting himself to his neighbor Niko the shy little swimmer who loves to eat.
    I have lost quite a few animals, dogs, cats, rabbits, but the hardest one was my budgie Sky, she hated me and wanted nothing to do with me. I would let her out so she could explore but handling her really stressed her out. She went through a lot of trauma in her last home so she was terrified of people. (She got stuck in a glue trap) When I got her she had a band on her foot, from what I read it said that if it really bothers them then they will rip it off. One day she tried and it got tied around her toes and cut off the circulation to her whole foot. The vet said that there was nothing I could do but give her love and pain meds until her time was up. (Not enough blood for her to get it amputated.) I did that for about a week until one day I woke up and I checked on her and she had buried herself in the fleece and had passed away. That last week I had her we really bonded, she knew I was trying to help her or something. Caring for her like that made me grow this weird attachment to that tiny little screeching thing. That was 4 months ago.. and it still feels like yesterday.
    Stay strong Taylor, that is what cheese would want.

  • @isabellawilliams4176
    @isabellawilliams4176 5 лет назад +219

    CHEESE WAS A WARRIOR,
    HE WAS NOT JUST YOUR FISH, HE WAS OUR FISH. THE WHOLE TAYLOR SQUADS FISH. I PRAY THAT HE SOMEHOW COMES BACK ALIVE. I PRAY THAT TAYLOR DOSENT CRY FOR HER WHOLE LIFE. I HAVE WATCHED HIM FROM DAY 1. I FEEL LIKE HIS AUNT. HE WASNT JUST ANY FISH. HE WAS A SMART FISH WHO NEW WHAT WAS GOING ON. MANY FISH JUST SWIM BUT CHEESE tried TO OBEY. HE LOVED TAYLOR AND TAYLOR LOVED HIM. I LOVE HIM.
    “Cheese was great”
    -Isabella Williams 2018

  • @Destinebigz
    @Destinebigz 5 лет назад +250

    🐄+🐠+🧀= our 👑
    Rip cheese, we will miss our great ruler
    🧀💛🧀💛🧀💛🧀💛

    • @Destinebigz
      @Destinebigz 5 лет назад

      How did i get so many likes

  • @erinb4237
    @erinb4237 5 лет назад +108

    Get the necropsy. You'll be glad to have the closure

  • @minion_mangaming3919
    @minion_mangaming3919 5 лет назад +46

    I left the channel for a little while and I came back and the best animal on this channel is gone😭The king himself Cheeze is gone I understand your pain

    • @emilytrzonkowski2667
      @emilytrzonkowski2667 5 лет назад +2

      Minion_ Man Gaming I did the same thing and now I’m in shock. I can’t believe he is gone!! :(

  • @mirandamessner4354
    @mirandamessner4354 5 лет назад +125

    First Stan Lee then Cheese?? The world is collapsing...😭

    • @jenniferann9888
      @jenniferann9888 5 лет назад +1

      Megara Frostalon AGREED 😭💔

    • @laurenrussi5917
      @laurenrussi5917 5 лет назад +1

      Megara Frostalon fr. this was the comment that really made me cry 😭

    • @phoenixross4864
      @phoenixross4864 5 лет назад

      True

    • @madci316
      @madci316 5 лет назад

      IKR it's so sad

    • @willow6079
      @willow6079 5 лет назад

      Ya plus everybody is breaking up and/or “taking a break and getting better for each other”

  • @angelbunlita
    @angelbunlita 5 лет назад +131

    Cheese was an amazing fish. He was a king, and he will be remembered forever. I know what it feels like to loose a pet. My dog, Max, died four years ago and it still hurts. I understand your pain, and it’s just so hard to loose a pet. May he rest peacefully and be happy forever in fish heaven.

    • @lastfebruary
      @lastfebruary 5 лет назад +3

      my dog whom was there for me my whole life died 2 years ago and i still remember her love.

    • @cammiewolfcamm5383
      @cammiewolfcamm5383 5 лет назад

      Fffffffff noooooo

    • @cammiewolfcamm5383
      @cammiewolfcamm5383 5 лет назад

      @@lastfebruary ztop I'm ceiling I'm so uppset huhhh

    • @angelbunlita
      @angelbunlita 5 лет назад

      Chloe Rose - I’m so sorry for your loss.. I hope you are feeling better. May that dog be remembered also. :>

  • @picklekoon4892
    @picklekoon4892 5 лет назад +45

    We love you cheese! We will never never forget you!🧀♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @ellawainwright5456
    @ellawainwright5456 5 лет назад +421

    he’s not even mine and I’m crying 😭😭😭😭 rip cheese

  • @ykook7000
    @ykook7000 5 лет назад +236

    NOT just a fish...its CHEESE...
    God bless you little Cheese...💜💜

    • @benbrooks566
      @benbrooks566 5 лет назад +1

      Felicity Cook can god bless god??

  • @oliviabrown9032
    @oliviabrown9032 5 лет назад +730

    Did anyone see the title and think
    Don't let it be Cheese
    Don't let it be Cheese
    Don't let it be Cheese
    Don't let it be Cheese
    Don't let it be Cheese
    I love you taylor and please don't let this get you down for too long ❤ Rip Cheese, true legend we love you 🐌🐟

    • @cal6301
      @cal6301 5 лет назад +2

      I will fight you in the comments YES🥺

    • @stego7saurus912
      @stego7saurus912 5 лет назад

      YES! 100%YES😞😔😟😕🙁☹️😣😖😫😩😤😠😡😶😐😑😯😦😧😮😲😱😨😰😢😥😭😪🤧

    • @ashleestandfest9186
      @ashleestandfest9186 5 лет назад

      Ah yes.
      I’m so sorry for your loss Taylor, cheese will forever be in our hearts as the mighty king he was. 🧀 👑

    • @ashleyadams1515
      @ashleyadams1515 5 лет назад

      I did

    • @pluto.x8439
      @pluto.x8439 5 лет назад

      I hoped it was some other fish.....im so sad....

  • @micaelabravo2585
    @micaelabravo2585 5 лет назад +90

    RIP Cheese. I remember coming home after school some days, going on my computer, and seeing that there was a new video up about Cheese. Cheese made me and so many other people happy, I know that he couldn't live forever but I know he's still swimming on in our hearts. And I'm not going to judge you for crying because honestly, I am too. Cheese wasn't even my fish. I never met him in real life but he was such a funny and just amazing fish. Don't blame yourself for his death, you did everything you could. May you rest in peace you beautiful cheese king......

  • @encendercolores1684
    @encendercolores1684 5 лет назад +171

    You're not annoying okay?! You deserve to be comforted and not cast away! Cheese has been very dear to you and you really did all you could. When I first restarted fish keeping, and doing so properly, I would use a plastic cup with holes in it as a sick bay in my tank. I didn't know plastic would release toxins, so my favorite guppy, Molly, and a black phantom tetra I also named, had ick, so I obviously treated them, they died so suddenly after a few days. When Molly passed, I came home from school and was devastated! Now I learned the hard way, and I still miss all of my deceased fish dearly. They died because of my ignorance, but you, you are far from where I was. There was nothing you could have done. This tragedy was out of your hands. He lived the average time span, and I know we all wish they could live forever, but he lived knowing he was loved and cared for. He wouldn't want you to be sad.

  • @destinydm7706
    @destinydm7706 5 лет назад +211

    As soon as I saw the title I knew who she was talking about and I immediately got really sad.

    • @angelotaku7574
      @angelotaku7574 5 лет назад +1

      Same

    • @alanna9565
      @alanna9565 5 лет назад +2

      I saw and got a really bad feeling it was Cheese so i watched it and started crying

    • @jinniestarcandy5261
      @jinniestarcandy5261 5 лет назад +1

      sameee :'(

    • @pixi1823
      @pixi1823 5 лет назад

      Ikr same... RIP CHEESE he will still forever be a king.

    • @tesssan7835
      @tesssan7835 5 лет назад

      Ninaray DM same

  • @cryingcatperson8312
    @cryingcatperson8312 5 лет назад +30

    I WAS JUST SAYING " it better not be cheese!" *looks at video* me: [SOBBING]

  • @shaz5601
    @shaz5601 5 лет назад +83

    Cheese would've appreciated this video, he is still here with us

  • @randomchickrobin
    @randomchickrobin 5 лет назад +172

    RIP Zazu and Cheese. And Droggo, Dany, and Asteroid!

    • @lillithede4277
      @lillithede4277 5 лет назад +1

      Random Chick 29 and egg ;(

    • @madisoncourtney503
      @madisoncourtney503 5 лет назад +1

      When did droggo and Dany die?

    • @AlexSmith-kg8ux
      @AlexSmith-kg8ux 5 лет назад

      ? 😭😭😭

    • @AlexSmith-kg8ux
      @AlexSmith-kg8ux 5 лет назад +2

      Wait when did Zazu die???😭😭😭

    • @goomy6974
      @goomy6974 5 лет назад

      Random Chick 29 she obviously doesn’t deserve to own pets if she can’t even care for them...

  • @lpdb1995
    @lpdb1995 5 лет назад +242

    I had to explain to my girlfriend why i was crying over a youtube video. Took my 40 minutes to coherently break it down. Now she is depressed too. Long live our god. Forever in soul if no longer in body R.I.P 👑 🧀

    • @kraakraa5199
      @kraakraa5199 5 лет назад +3

      Fun fact depression is a mental illness not a momentarily feeling

    • @joceypooh5911
      @joceypooh5911 5 лет назад

      :(

  • @xoxoBILLxoxo
    @xoxoBILLxoxo 3 года назад +2

    I know this video is years old, but I’m glad you made this. My favorite white clown fish goose passed away yesterday and I ugly cried! He was so special and to most he was “just a fish” but he was my baby and I’m so upset. I literally just came to RUclips to search “my fish died” because I needed to relate to others. 😭

  • @HeyyBrey
    @HeyyBrey 5 лет назад +236

    I cried when my fish died. I understand what you mean by having a connection with an animal who you would otherwise think couldn’t. He helped me get though when my husband left for work for half a year and adjusting to being a young mom. When I was stressed and sad, he was there to say hi and just watch me. We just seemed to click and loosing him was very sad.
    I’m sorry for your loss, you’re right, loosing pets is always so hard no matter how big or small. Huge hugs, lady. ❤️

    • @prestoncooper8227
      @prestoncooper8227 5 лет назад

      HeyyBrey it’s a fish

    • @cyborgsamantha3678
      @cyborgsamantha3678 5 лет назад +4

      preston cooper A fish that she loved deeply! Losing anything can be hard, even a small little fish.

    • @HeyyBrey
      @HeyyBrey 5 лет назад

      Banana Nation naw, man. I’m not about that. This so called “research” are people who don’t know Taylor personally and haven’t seen her animals in real life.
      Being an animal lover and working with animals, I can tell her animals are healthy and that Taylor does try her best to take care of them. Is she perfect? No. but after working with and knowing so many animals and their owners, I can tell you there is no perfect way to take care of an animal.

    • @lilprincess615
      @lilprincess615 5 лет назад

      same! My betta died on Tuesday and I found out in the morning while I was getting ready for school, and I literally started bawling.

  • @rhaenys8706
    @rhaenys8706 5 лет назад +256

    Cheese,
    You were the best fish ever. The best anything ever.
    You made me, Taylor, and so many people laugh and smile.
    You were the bright yellow star in the vast blue ocean of your tank.
    You were a friend and a joy and a family member we will never replace, and for that you were crowned God, and given a crown.
    Your end came too soon, but gods aren’t meant to walk this Earth, but meant to rule from the stars and the infinite space of existence, and so we say goodbye.
    We bless your journey to the stars and the sea, to the ground and the sky, to the dark and the light, to the sun and the moon.
    You shall never be forgotten; remembered by those closets to you and remembered by all of your friends from across the world.
    Today marks the day a star went out. And today marks the day a god kissed our foreheads, departed Earth, on a journey to the other world.
    And so, the story of Cheese the Fish has ended, and the new one, Cheese the God, has started.
    We say goodbye and wish for a safe journey, but we all know that Cheese was never really safe.

    • @waltin7051
      @waltin7051 5 лет назад +6

      Ragnhildur S. Bergsdóttir cheese would have wanted this

    • @lemon_ghoul_
      @lemon_ghoul_ 5 лет назад +3

      this pushed me over the edge im crying

    • @mra4928
      @mra4928 5 лет назад +7

      Uhm. I’m sorta too lazy to read this essay, but I know you said some respected words.

    • @clairegagnon8699
      @clairegagnon8699 5 лет назад +2

      Ragnhildur S. Bergsdóttir Props to you for having the time to write this

    • @huhaidkkdkd1396
      @huhaidkkdkd1396 5 лет назад +2

      This was amazing and true

  • @autumnsimpson9127
    @autumnsimpson9127 5 лет назад +225

    " Why do the best things die?"
    " When you are in a garden, which flowers do you pick?"
    " The most beautiful ones."
    "Exactly."

  • @jasonsykes4199
    @jasonsykes4199 5 лет назад +49

    Fish have been known to connect with humans. There is a japanese guy who literally has a friend in the ocean that is a fish. It literally comes to him when he goes diving and only him. Their is a woman, who friended a great white shark. That swims to her when she goes into the ocean. You can look up both. Fish are social creatures.

  • @eliseanimals-games3768
    @eliseanimals-games3768 5 лет назад +9

    he was not just a fish......he was family.......to me and to you and more people. Hang in there Taylor.....Everything will get better

  • @tesstess2966
    @tesstess2966 5 лет назад +248

    Cheese was loved by millions
    He will be missed😔

  • @theremainingpiece7946
    @theremainingpiece7946 5 лет назад +72

    My red eyed tetra died today after outliving all his brother and sisters. I can really feel you cause I would put my hand i the tank and he would come up and trusted me. I loved him but he is gone and I know I did the best I can. He lived 7 years. Hope cheese is chilled with mine in a little fish heaven :)

  • @ravietoon_1716
    @ravietoon_1716 5 лет назад +112

    Dude you were the one who contacted Jenna Marbles and she made a 40-50 minute video explaining what happened (with the fish) and how sad she felt about it, and also when Ad died, so when you asked if someone was as attached to an animal as you I say her.

  • @catpaws1913
    @catpaws1913 5 лет назад +1

    My Betta fish just died, I miss him so much. I keep thinking he'll come back to life and come wriggling up excitedly. I would talk like a lunatic to him while he looks at me with that cute face, with his little fins and everything. I've been crying for an entire day and might probably continue for 10 years, he was a little bastard but a cute little thing, when I cut the plants in the tank, It would swim up to me like "what you doing?" And follow the scissors around. I'm so heartbroken, I've never cried so much for any other fishes, I love them but not on this level.

  • @sir4movies
    @sir4movies 5 лет назад +88

    (Please read) You are not alone Taylor, I just remembered something...
    Because of cheese and your channel as a whole, I fell in love with fish again. I researched so much about their care and beginner species and how to set up an aquarium to bring home my first fish (Betta).
    He lived in a 45l tank, alone because pretty early on I noticed something was wrong and he was sick. I was so dissapointed in me that he had fish rott, even though I did weekly water changes, weekly water tests (all the levels were perfect) and just everything I was supposed to do(I really did a bunch of research about freshwater tanks and betta fish beforehand)...and everything seemed to be fine.
    I changed filters and tried reducing every possible stress factor and even tried treating him with medicine 3 times (with breaks inbetween each treatment)....not one of them improved or worsened the situation in any way.
    I just saw him lose more and more parts of his fins and it was hard to look at.
    After all of that I decided to contact the only fish vet I could find in my city and arranged an appointment. That day I came back from school and put him into a plastic bag and brought him to the vet....she could not tell what exactly caused his fin rott so she took a smear test and still nothing... For the more efficient tests he had to be bigger (note that after about half a year of struggling with this he was thin). So she gave me an antibiotic and sent me back home.
    At home I acclimated him and put him back into his tank, he was kinda lethargic...must have been stressful....I came back to my tank a few minutes later to find him colorless in the bottom corner....I sat there in shock. Tried to "wake him up". But he was dead. I called my mom and to my surprise started ugly crying.
    I cried because I started this fish keeping journey with the goal to give him the best possible life. As you always say I did not want him to survive I wanted him to thrive.
    I cried because I wish I could have enjoyed him more. Sad to say but after the first month or 2 it wasn't fun keeping him. Looking at him made me sad and question my choice of starting a tank, because all I could see was the fin rott. Something most betta videos say is caused by poor fish keeping, but I really did everything as suggested in videos, forums and websites. He wasnt living in a cup. He wasnt living in dirty water.
    Still, I cried because it felt like it was my fault, but I dont know what exactly I did wrong or if it really was to blame on me . I just dont know.
    I kept him in a jar and eventually buried him in my garden...
    (I still am so grateful for cheese and you to introduce me to this hobby. And in way cheese brought back the memories of my fish (Zuko). I really try not to think about him because it only makes me sad, but it's important to remember, so thanks Cheese, you will be remembered too♡)

    • @jonathandefoy6376
      @jonathandefoy6376 5 лет назад +1

      Bettas dont do well in filtered tanks. Sorry about your fish.

    • @asmafirdaus8602
      @asmafirdaus8602 5 лет назад +1

      My fish (banana) had something on him so I just sat there looking what was wrong and then I saw something red-ish on him so I thing he got hurt by other fishes or something but he is fine now ( My family is keeping fishes from when I was 1 so one of my fish had that rott as well

    • @sir4movies
      @sir4movies 5 лет назад

      @@jonathandefoy6376 thanks ♡

    • @sir4movies
      @sir4movies 5 лет назад

      @@asmafirdaus8602 Poor fish! Tho my betta was in a tank on his own so that was not the cause of his rott :/

    • @sir4movies
      @sir4movies 5 лет назад

      @@asmafirdaus8602 but great to hear he is doing better now! :D

  • @unclejessie5784
    @unclejessie5784 5 лет назад +147

    Gods don’t have a lifespan don’t worry he’ll take over the world one day

  • @sydsan9969
    @sydsan9969 5 лет назад +108

    Don't apologise it is NOT your fault...Cheese would not want you to be sad and Cheese would not want u to wonder... Cheese would want you to be happy

  • @MissKingEnder
    @MissKingEnder 4 года назад +1

    You made my cry and I don't usually cry over this kind of stuff. Dang

  • @ingridlvas9568
    @ingridlvas9568 5 лет назад +67

    I think you should get an autopsy to get full closure

  • @rachelrice9266
    @rachelrice9266 5 лет назад +1

    Seeing this for the first time, lord I feel you. Dog, Cat, Fish.... that still is part of being a pet owner. Cheese clearly had his own little character and was adorable! :( hugging you through the screen.

  • @enias8504
    @enias8504 5 лет назад +244

    I found your channel because of cheese and I’ll be forever thankful for him and the happiness he brought to you and all of us

  • @donaldmao6817
    @donaldmao6817 5 лет назад

    Idk why you call it ugly crying.. I think it’s beautiful you express your emotion for how much you love all your pets

  • @nicolascanselo5838
    @nicolascanselo5838 5 лет назад +78

    No...NO... *NOOOOOOO*
    RIP Cheese. I will name my new cowfish (he is yellow also) Cheese Sandwich (cause his original name was sandwich due to him being in the "food tank")🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀
    *EDIT:* Cheese Sandwich has a lady partner (tomato 'sue') and they are doing well in their food tank.

  • @jeannetteponce7941
    @jeannetteponce7941 5 лет назад +157

    I don't think it's weird crying over a fish, I cry over my fish, whenever I see something is wrong with them I always try to find out, I care about animals too much

  • @DjGuapStar
    @DjGuapStar 5 лет назад +223

    THE LORD CHEESE WHY DID YOU LEAVE US WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
    🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😭😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓

    • @deadchannel7155
      @deadchannel7155 5 лет назад

      Cheese aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee why do bad things happen to good fishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

    • @cerealmilk3405
      @cerealmilk3405 5 лет назад

      He died for our sins 😭

  • @allyvaccaro8129
    @allyvaccaro8129 5 лет назад +1

    im blessed with empathy and i feel so sorry for u im literally crying bc ive been in your place before

  • @laurynnunez6400
    @laurynnunez6400 5 лет назад +439

    “im going to be ugly crying so much” no tears... lol

    • @Naejakire3
      @Naejakire3 5 лет назад +34

      Not a SINGLE tear! She was wiping away nothing!

    • @kisstwobirds
      @kisstwobirds 5 лет назад +24

      Wiping away them ghost tears

    • @FrauStormm
      @FrauStormm 5 лет назад +40

      Must’ve taken notes from Laura Lee

    • @mrschwrtz
      @mrschwrtz 5 лет назад +7

      _I'm totally crying! Don't you see my tears?_

    • @elenachew7345
      @elenachew7345 5 лет назад

      I saw that lol

  • @MegaTsand
    @MegaTsand 5 лет назад +124

    I’m crying with you. When I saw the title I froze

    • @jillian5048
      @jillian5048 5 лет назад

      Same 😭😭😭😭

    • @rickgarland8543
      @rickgarland8543 5 лет назад

      Same here he was such an awesome fish I think everyone on this channel connected with him in some way

    • @emmaslife8248
      @emmaslife8248 5 лет назад

      I knew I knew when I saw it it was cheese
      He communicated with meee

  • @thecatlover5113
    @thecatlover5113 5 лет назад +81

    I'm so sorry. Cheese was a good cheese. It's NOT your fault that he died. When he died, cheese probably thought of you, and how nice you were to him. He loved you, and he is definitely in fish heaven, cause all cheeses go to heaven. Cheese was my favorite fish too, and I'm sad that he died. You did all you could for him, and you could tell he was happy. RIP cheese. He was a friend to all of us, even the new people of your channel.

    • @kgils0526
      @kgils0526 5 лет назад +1

      I was holding my own hand as she sed he died😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @jennah3612
    @jennah3612 5 лет назад +49

    Damn... I'm so sorry, Taylor. You were a good mom to him. You gave him the best life you could. He was happy with you, I know he was. You aren't alone-- honestly, I think a lot of us have cried over him already. RIP Cheese. He was a great little guy and I think he really did adore you.

  • @vivi-wu8qu
    @vivi-wu8qu 5 лет назад +304

    you are the sweetest and kindest person here like oh god

  • @chrisrobinson6996
    @chrisrobinson6996 5 лет назад +1

    I am a teacher and got a goldfish at a carnival at school. I went out and bought a 20 gal tank plus the chems and goodies. Then water tested tank a few days later and bought more fish. I ran across your page to better educate myself about my fish. You drew my interest right away and I love your channel. Cheese was so awesome the little bit I saw him when you showed feeding your pets. My dogs will probably not survive this year, and I have lost animals before. You are not alone. I hope you are doing better months after. I will continue to watch your channel to check on you and your pets/children.

  • @audreygrace5301
    @audreygrace5301 5 лет назад +320

    I saw a comment that said
    Cheese: I was a good fish!
    Death: No
    Death: I heard you were a great one!

    • @waltin7051
      @waltin7051 5 лет назад +3

      Audrey Grace best one*

    • @alluringchimeras
      @alluringchimeras 5 лет назад

      yolk seriously? This is a sad video and not the time for fucking spelling shit

    • @edwardvanwyk7116
      @edwardvanwyk7116 5 лет назад +1

      That is a very uplifting thing.

    • @user-wo2go3bx1h
      @user-wo2go3bx1h 5 лет назад

      Alluring Chimeras she said he’s no a great fish he’s the best one, not correcting their spelling

    • @ChroniclesofMuah
      @ChroniclesofMuah 5 лет назад

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

  • @annajohannson359
    @annajohannson359 5 лет назад +94

    OMG NO!!
    When I read the title, I was hoping it wouldn’t be cheese!!!!
    This is horrible......
    Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go watch a video with cheese in it

    • @pidgeholt2844
      @pidgeholt2844 5 лет назад

      Anna Johannson this is exactly what happened to me

  • @lindseyparadiso499
    @lindseyparadiso499 5 лет назад +261

    I’m so sorry Taylor. You did everything you could. You loved him. We loved him. And I 100% get that, wondering if you could’ve done more and if something was done differently if things would’ve ended better. It’s constant. I get it. It freaking sucks, the loss and everything that comes with it when you are their caregiver. We know we’re going to outlive them, but it always hurts, especially if they’re young and you don’t know completely what happened. But it is okay. That’s something out of your control as much as you may question it. I’m sorry for his loss. We may have known him, but you were his. You cared for him, and you most certainly loved him the most. And I may not be able to find a video on here of anyone else crying over a fish (aside from children flushing their bettas and goldfish), but I cry without fail every time I lose one of my fish. You’re for sure not crazy, you just have so much love and care in your being for these creatures, something that isn’t easily come across with most. I love you, Taylor. ❤️

    • @taylorndean
      @taylorndean  5 лет назад +9

      Lindsey Paradiso thank you so much for taking the time to write such a kind comment love. The support helps me so much and means so much to me that people are being so kind and helpful with my grief. Thank you

    • @lindseyparadiso499
      @lindseyparadiso499 5 лет назад +2

      Taylor Nicole Dean Of course, angel. I love you so much. I just wish I could hug you again, especially now. But any comfort or support I’m able to provide during this time, I will. It’s the least I can do. ❤️

  • @valeschuuil7193
    @valeschuuil7193 4 года назад +1

    I hate watching you sad it makes me sad you are amazing and beautiful and he was special and you didn’t deserve to have this happen and he didn’t either ilysm

  • @carrotdankerdoodle9701
    @carrotdankerdoodle9701 5 лет назад +61

    We lost so many legends in a week. Cheese will be waiting for you in the ocean of heaven with all the seaweed he could ever want.

  • @Zoe-pu1vr
    @Zoe-pu1vr 5 лет назад +195

    Jenna marbles cried over fish.

    • @o.oskully3257
      @o.oskully3257 5 лет назад +14

      Mc Styles and ad the hamster

    • @MakeLoveN0tWarcraft
      @MakeLoveN0tWarcraft 5 лет назад

      She didn't cry about the fish

    • @barbarakelly3820
      @barbarakelly3820 5 лет назад +6

      Yes she did @@MakeLoveN0tWarcraft she doesn't full on sob but she does get teary and choked up in her fish apologies video. Those two would probably get along, Taylor + Jenna.

    • @AlexaBellaMuerte
      @AlexaBellaMuerte 5 лет назад

      I was gonna say

    • @jazminreyes2725
      @jazminreyes2725 5 лет назад

      A friend not just a fish ♡

  • @TheTurtleGirl
    @TheTurtleGirl 5 лет назад +248

    Not even 60 seconds in and already crying right along with you. Pets have the power to change our lives, and he will always be remembered 💔 Requiescat in pace little dude 💛💙💛

    • @SarahPearson2-0-0-7
      @SarahPearson2-0-0-7 5 лет назад +1

      The Turtle Girl me to... 💔💔💔 we all lost our chessey King😭💔....

    • @Littlekitten_
      @Littlekitten_ 5 лет назад

      The Turtle Girl only difference she neglected them therefor they are dying .. She doesn’t care like we do

    • @allieg5573
      @allieg5573 5 лет назад

      She wasnt even crying tho 😂

  • @allisonraymond4692
    @allisonraymond4692 5 лет назад +178

    Girl, Jenna Marble's apology video about her fish. Which I know you know about, and that's how I found you because she mentioned you. You're not alone in feeling so deeply about life, even life that's not usually celebrated or respected. Cheese is a king. He'll live on forever on the internet and in all of our hearts.

    • @christina_cavazos
      @christina_cavazos 5 лет назад +5

      Allison Raymond I immediately thought of Jenna’s video too! A 47 min long apology over fish. A lot of people probably thought she was crazy too but it’s honestly a blessing to be able to feel so deeply connected to another being, whether it be that of a dog or cat or fish. You did the absolute best that you could to give Cheese the happiest life and there’s no doubt you succeeded in doing that. I wish you all the love and time you need to grieve over your baby 💛

  • @mushroom_jay1485
    @mushroom_jay1485 5 лет назад +1

    This is what my life was in 2018 my cat was my best and only friend for a long time since I'm an introvert, he died when i was away and then I cried for 18 months straight I feel you and this is why I follow you, share you to my friends and family because I feel what you are going through.
    I understand you.

  • @emmachristine5508
    @emmachristine5508 5 лет назад +71

    It doesn’t matter that he was a fish. Damn it doesn’t even matter that he was an animal. He could have been a person or an object, or anything else. It didn’t matter what he was as long as he meant something to you. Anyone would be upset by losing someone or something that means so much to them. It’s ok to mourn the loss.🙁💙

  • @lesliegonzalez957
    @lesliegonzalez957 5 лет назад +3

    I have been watching you for a while and just now realized that Cheese isn't alive anymore I literally cried I loved him so so much and so many people did too.Cheese is looking down at you no longer in water and no longer visible but he sees you and he's probably still swimming around in a tank looking at you thinking about how great of an owner he had.Cheese was always safe and he always will be.We love you Cheese

  • @priscillagiuliante
    @priscillagiuliante 5 лет назад +64

    You are not alone. I got through the whole video sobbing. But I truly hope you are comforted with the memory that Cheese was fully loved by thousands of people around the world as well as him being lucky enough to find his way into your life. You are not alone! Miley Cyrus went through a depression period in her life because she lost her blowfish named Pablo and even wrote a song about him and added it to her album Miley Cyrus & her Dead Petz, the song is called Pablo the blowfish. I was incredibly moved when I first heard it and felt her pain in my heart but appreciated her immense love she had for her small animal. You are not alone Taylor. We all love you and will keep Cheese in a special place in our hearts. He moved everyone love❤️

  • @danaysmallo8026
    @danaysmallo8026 5 лет назад +76

    Who else is crying?

  • @caitlyn3476
    @caitlyn3476 5 лет назад +120

    Don't feel like it's not okay to not be upset about loosing a fish. I lost a parakeet of mine that I only had for 5 days and I couldn't stop crying. She was my baby. She bonded with me fast and sat in my lap all the time. Not to mention she was really funny too. Even in only 5 days you can have connections, you can bond. Even in that she was in my heart and I will always miss her

    • @TheHPExperiment
      @TheHPExperiment 5 лет назад +3

      I completely agree with you. My boyfriend and I rescued a baby snake that was born prematurely and we were warned that she probably wouldn't make it. And she didn't. We only had her for five days and for that whole time, she was the only thing on our minds. She never even had her first meal or her first shed. We held back on giving her a name for the first few days, because we knew there was a good chance that she wouldnt make it and we didn't want to get attached to her. But by the fourth day, we knew we were already attached to her and I didn't want her to die nameless. So we named her Ada. She was a tiny Kenyan sand boa. So I thought that name was appropriate. A small name for a small girl. But the impact she left on our hearts was definitely not small. We woke up the fifth morning somehow knowing she had passed overnight. And we both cried soooooooo hard. My boyfriend hardly ever cries, but while we were burying her in the backyard, he just broke down. And all I could do was just sit next to him and comfort him and sob too. I think snakes are a lot smarter/more complex than people think. I definitely form a bond with all of my snakes, and sometimes I think that they at least recognize that bond on some level. Regardless of whether it's actually reciprocated or not.

    • @caitlyn3476
      @caitlyn3476 5 лет назад +3

      @@TheHPExperiment so sorry for your loss. It's amazing to me how quickly you can bond with an animal

  • @sugar-and-stardust
    @sugar-and-stardust 3 года назад +1

    Just watching this after I lost two of my fishes today. It made me feel a little better, thanks a lot, and I know it's been like two years or something but RIP cheese!

  • @FentomOfTheOpera
    @FentomOfTheOpera 5 лет назад +153

    If I ever get a cow fish, I’ll name it Cheese II in his honor. I loved him so much. He was one of my favorite animals ever. He was so much more than “just a fish” both to us, and obviously to you. The world will never be the same without our fallen lord and savior. We love you, Cheese. We’ll never forget you 💛🧀

  • @zacharywoods8633
    @zacharywoods8633 5 лет назад +186

    First Mango died. Then Cheese is dead. I’m sad😭😭

    • @kianablaze24
      @kianablaze24 5 лет назад +4

      Zachary Woods That’s what I was thinking, all my icons are passing :( Poor Tyler & Taylor

    • @caitlinmills8085
      @caitlinmills8085 5 лет назад

      same😭😭😭

    • @izys7138
      @izys7138 5 лет назад

      I was gonna say 😭

    • @davidvasquez8488
      @davidvasquez8488 5 лет назад +1

      And zazu

    • @Dejynx
      @Dejynx 5 лет назад +2

      MANGO DIED?! Nooooo :(
      So sorry for your loss, Taylor! I was just randomly thinking about Cheese yesterday when I was doing school work. I'd never seen a cow fish before him. He was a cutie. I'm gonna miss the funny edits you make of Cheese talking. Love you! He will be missed. I hope that you have many of those Cheese plushies that you were selling a while back. Snuggle 'em.

  • @brendonwertz7257
    @brendonwertz7257 5 лет назад +3

    I understand how you feel. I love all animals and it doesn’t matter what they are if you have a pet that you’re REALLY bonded with it’s going to hurt like hell when they pass away you’re not crazy.