Am I cursed or am I blessed All I know I cheated death I done lost all of my friends If I'm alive why are they dead We all did the same bullshit Saved myself wish I saved them Demons chase me they won't end I'm still sick up in the head Panic filling me with dread So alone can't trust no person Nightmares when I rest my head Sorry I left you all on read I'm just going through some shit Don't want to make you worry so don't ask me how I fuckin been I catch myself acting real depressed It's a sickness I admit I should be grateful I'm still here Left all the drugs ain't even had a beer Please just hold me close and near Whisper right into my ear Tell me there is nothing I should fear Everyone doubting me they just leer I can't blame them did that shit for years I have faith right in myself I done made it out of hell Sometimes I feel like I'm a shell Life is slow just like a snail I done lived life way too fast I don't want to go back to that Wasted all my money on that smack I got the monkey off my back I seem to isolate myself I'm really working on myself I finally don't have to get well I think about the past but I can't cry I can't believe I was that guy Gave everything away just to get high My therapist agrees I'm traumatized Tryna live life right this time The only way I can express myself is through all of these rhymes I wasted so much of my time All the years have flown right by If you knew my full story you would probably get up leave me say goodbye Now it is my time to shine But I'm trapped inside my mind I feel like the world is bout to end Everyone so shallow and broken I don't know if it's right for me to have kids I don't want them to go through this I was lost in the abyss Every day had a death wish You can say that I'm a bitch But don't be shocked if I respond with my fists I adopted bad habits Baby please just run away I resurrected from the grave I know you wish I was not this way Look into my eyes they are grey Just hit a year clean they all said hooray I swear there must be more to life Wish I could bring you back to life Maybe I'll see you in the next life I gave up my life of crime Hope the feds don't give me time I don't need to tell a lie If you feel like you want to die Just know I've been there so did I I promise things will get better one day soon Made it on my own nobody gave me a spoon
I was there thinking Lots could’ve happened But stuff kept coming So I just kept napping Not even one aye open I was ready to snap and just blast them Snap! Snap! Uh let me keep going? I’m gonna crack them Like a 200 pump one tap them! I Slapped them U just mad cause I’m keeping it a buck While I’m hanging in the back end Getting ready to take the glob The glob we roam All in my left hand My right for my girl in the back end My deck hand My bitch that’s holding a lethal weapon She’s my baby She reppin Hitting the gym She lifting I lift I get her done in seconds Yuh yuh! I’m tapping in With you I ain’t Stupid I knew the truth All along Let teach ya something Life Gets hard myself n I Got plenty of battling Scars Done put myself though harm I got fed up Fought my way up to earn Respect that’s charm I mean no harm Only if u giving me Or my bloods the wrong look Than I’m moving my arm Give me some elbow space I’mma be ready to tie my shoelace Need that energy I taste Fuck that snake shit I need that in my face I need that up in my space Yuh
Кто ты такой, чтобы тягаться со мной Если я лягу, этот мир ляжет со мной Я в ней главный герой, ты просто нпс я выполняю твой сайд квест через 5 минут положил на тебя крест, со мной мои кенты, для таких как ты мест нет
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I used this on this song if u feel like listening lmk what you think i really just made it for fun so dont sue my ass 🙏 ruclips.net/video/421NrxLYK1A/видео.htmlsi=nLlEGmbaBqltLPAD
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You are a pro at the art of hot and cold with your music..You have a great on and off switch
More chill like this bro 🤝🔥🔥🔥
THANK YOU FOR DOING WHAT YOU DO CURTIS! your beats are awsome
Curtes😅
FIREEEEE
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Am I cursed or am I blessed
All I know I cheated death
I done lost all of my friends
If I'm alive why are they dead
We all did the same bullshit
Saved myself wish I saved them
Demons chase me they won't end
I'm still sick up in the head
Panic filling me with dread
So alone can't trust no person
Nightmares when I rest my head
Sorry I left you all on read
I'm just going through some shit
Don't want to make you worry so don't ask me how I fuckin been
I catch myself acting real depressed
It's a sickness I admit
I should be grateful I'm still here
Left all the drugs ain't even had a beer
Please just hold me close and near
Whisper right into my ear
Tell me there is nothing I should fear
Everyone doubting me they just leer
I can't blame them did that shit for years
I have faith right in myself
I done made it out of hell
Sometimes I feel like I'm a shell
Life is slow just like a snail
I done lived life way too fast
I don't want to go back to that
Wasted all my money on that smack
I got the monkey off my back
I seem to isolate myself
I'm really working on myself
I finally don't have to get well
I think about the past but I can't cry
I can't believe I was that guy
Gave everything away just to get high
My therapist agrees I'm traumatized
Tryna live life right this time
The only way I can express myself is through all of these rhymes
I wasted so much of my time
All the years have flown right by
If you knew my full story you would probably get up leave me say goodbye
Now it is my time to shine
But I'm trapped inside my mind
I feel like the world is bout to end
Everyone so shallow and broken
I don't know if it's right for me to have kids
I don't want them to go through this
I was lost in the abyss
Every day had a death wish
You can say that I'm a bitch
But don't be shocked if I respond with my fists
I adopted bad habits
Baby please just run away
I resurrected from the grave
I know you wish I was not this way
Look into my eyes they are grey
Just hit a year clean they all said hooray
I swear there must be more to life
Wish I could bring you back to life
Maybe I'll see you in the next life
I gave up my life of crime
Hope the feds don't give me time
I don't need to tell a lie
If you feel like you want to die
Just know I've been there so did I
I promise things will get better one day soon
Made it on my own nobody gave me a spoon
Finna make a song to this
awesome video
🍒
Man that 808 sounds really cool. you collabed with jxlyn before?
No
I was there thinking
Lots could’ve happened
But stuff kept coming
So I just kept napping
Not even one aye open
I was ready to snap and just blast them
Snap! Snap!
Uh let me keep going?
I’m gonna crack them
Like a 200 pump one tap them!
I Slapped them
U just mad cause I’m keeping it a buck
While I’m hanging in the back end
Getting ready to take the glob
The glob we roam
All in my left hand
My right for my girl in the back end
My deck hand
My bitch that’s holding a lethal weapon
She’s my baby
She reppin
Hitting the gym
She lifting
I lift
I get her done in seconds
Yuh yuh!
I’m tapping in
With you
I ain’t
Stupid
I knew the truth
All along
Let teach ya something
Life
Gets hard
myself n
I
Got plenty of battling
Scars
Done put myself though harm
I got fed up
Fought my way up to earn
Respect that’s charm
I mean no harm
Only if u giving me
Or my bloods the wrong look
Than I’m moving my arm
Give me some elbow space
I’mma be ready to tie my shoelace
Need that energy I taste
Fuck that snake shit
I need that in my face
I need that up in my space
Yuh
🔥🔥🔥🔥
Writing now💯
Beat goes hard, just wrote a song to it let me know if you guys like it!
“She told she be switching sides
Personality borderline
Slide the razor off my wrist I can see in between the lines
Blood seeps I drink like wine”
Кто ты такой, чтобы тягаться со мной
Если я лягу, этот мир ляжет со мной
Я в ней главный герой, ты просто нпс я выполняю твой сайд квест
через 5 минут положил на тебя крест,
со мной мои кенты, для таких как ты мест нет
Just copped a lease til I can afford exclusive, I made an absolute fucking BANGER on this
let me know when you make a track💥
"Dookie In my pants got me walking kinda funny, dookie make her dance cuz it drip like some honey"- CJ west
can i use it bro.
Gotta have the bag ready
if you want to post your track on RUclips or soundcloud, then you can. But if you want to put them on something like Spotify or Apple Music, then you need to buy a lease.
Don't wanna go
Nobody in my phone
I got just some side how
I beg leave me alone
I used this on this song if u feel like listening lmk what you think i really just made it for fun so dont sue my ass 🙏
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