100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps: YOU made it!, you don't have to like this comment or anything just know you have a whole life ahead of you..
As a 15 year old this month, I have never felt so miserable and depressed in my life, i really miss being a young kid playing LEGO games with no worries whatsoever, if you are feeling similar, just know you are not alone, stay safe everyone.
toxic parents are real & impactful. being a child to toxic parents is mentally & physically hurtful where at times i wish i had to ability & support to move out. but it's not the same for everyone as not all own the capability in creating a place for ownself. being with toxic parents is never an easy & simple issue. those who feel it like me, would know the pain in it.
@@user-dhan_6578 my mom is a toxic parent and she plays favorites all of the time bc I am the youngest all of my older siblings think that I am the favorite and my mom get mad at my sister for no random reason and it’s annoying
@@annabellesvlogs3602this is so true, my mom get angry at my younger brother for absolutely no reason I feel guilty for this since am know as the favourite 😢
It gets to this point where you don’t have any tears left, and your heart is becoming to be a rock. So many people hurt me and broke my heart multiple times, but now I don’t have a heart anymore, I have a small rock that serviced, and idk how much time it will survive. Ty for the likes btw❤️
To whoever is reading this, I am so proud of you. Proud of you for getting out of bed this morning, being alive, pushing through hard times, and way much more. Always remember that if there is people or things to write goodbye notes to then those are your reasons to keep going. Your still alive because you have a purpose and your life isn't over yet. You are a beautiful creation by God and are a stunning masterpiece. Billions of souls yet you were chose to be alive. You got this. I don't know you but I don't care. You are worthy of love and support and you deserve to feel like a human. You have purpose. You are perfect just the way God created you to be. Be strong and fight through this. I know it seems like there is no way out and you will never be happy but you will I promise. Keep pushing. Thank you for being alive. I appreciate it so so so very much. There is always someone out there who will loves you. Maybe you just haven't found then yet. Out of all the billions of people on this planet there has got to be at least one who cares. I'm one of them. If you keep going. I promise it will be worth it. Your so loved. Rather your a male, Female, or identify as a they or them. You are a perfect human being love. I love you.
hey, thanks for coming across my comment. i just want to tell you that it’s okay to feel whatever you’re feeling right now, you don’t have to be strong for so long. Sometimes we just need to let out all the thoughts and stress we’ve had these days. it’s completely fine to cry, it’s no problem.
Daily reminder: Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it. You neck is not a coat, so don't hang it. Your body is not a book, so don't judge it. Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it. You life is not a movie, so don't end it. Remember to always love yourself because your as beautiful as a star Can you spread the words? Original -@BiggestMooYT
To whoever is listening to this mix. It's 04:36am in South Africa and I am having a beer I left in the fridge yesterday. I am so heartbroken. A woman I truly loved with every inch of me has left me. She maybe needed a kind of love that I could not provide. I do not know the reason but I feel like a part of me has died, It all feels surreal, I feel powerless, floating in a slow stream of pain that is determent to flow upward inorder for me to feel the pain longer.. I do not want to feel this pain any longer. However this Playlist is making the journey less traumatic.
i just explained young love and the guy i loved just said that it wasn’t the right time and i get it he’s focusing on the right things and im happy for him but my heart still hurts and aches because i have never experienced love like that before i am truly happy for him though
I hear you, and I hope you know you’re not alone. I too face a similar situation, and I wish you only the best. Much love, fellow heart broken comrade.
@@Robin14967 stop bc a week later he got with a friend i’ve known for since 2nd grade and then her friend dropped her bc she also used to date that guy and then the guy broke up with her and i have a bf now and he’s sooo much better and not that girl he left me for is down and im LIVING IT UPP FRR
To anyone here because of a friend, cry , cry it out , scream it out, do anything to feel better, take a break of life take some time to recover . Remember Your not alone theres always someone there for you , i am here for you . Im writing this with tears in my eyes , she was my childhood best friend...life is hard its really hard and good friends are rare...take care , i hope you get better...
My girl broke up with me yesterday. The reason was that I loved her more than she loved me. That broke my heart. I can't sleep and I'm screaming in pain. Now I'm laying here listening to this playlist and trying to release my pain. I wish you good luck guys.
The way I get mad at my self for crying because it makes me feel weak, and vulnerable. For that I made a vow to not let no one see me cry no matter the pain I’m in.
Il n'y a pas de honte à pleurer, au contraire même. Ce n'est pas de la faiblesse mais la preuve d'une sensibilité qui fait cruellement défaut de nos jours.
people who cry are the strongest people who have been holding it in for too long. if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!! ruclips.net/video/oA25xdrcHZs/видео.html
To anyone reading my comment, I'm so proud of you for everything you've done to stay here. You are stronger than you think. Don't focus on negativity but on positivity. Find small things that makes you happy, such as picking flowers, painting, watching cat videos, walking to the parc, baking, etc. Don't let the people and events ruin you. I know life can be hard sometimes, but sun comes after storm. Always remember that you are never alone. I love you all
i don’t really know what to say.. but i guess i could say that all i’ve been doing to crying and hating myself for everything. i’m not able to call any place home. because i don’t have a home, im simply just living somewhere, somewhere im unwanted. i don’t talk about this to anyone for their sake, but thank you to the person who made this playlist, because even though i just came here for the songs i saw a lot of relatable comments from many people, so thank you.
You feel like u don't belong anywhere but at the same time because u have been hurt so many times u don't want to get hurt again so you turn of ur emotions but you don't want to push everyone away right
Anyone who is watching, always remember that there are people going through things similar to what you are. It hurts and when it hurts, it hurts bad. We all love you. Sometimes the pain is so bad you don't have rhe power to cry so this has helped so much. There are loads of people here for you
to whoever sees this- i’m so proud of you. you have done amazing things, even if you don’t think they are amazing they are. You are here, and that’s amazing, you woke up today, that’s amazing. you will always be amazing and i love you, even if i never meet you or know you, i love you ❤❤❤❤
sometimes i just want to walk away from my life. I want to deactivate all my accounts. turn off my location. write a letter to all my family and friends, thanking them for everything, telling them ill be okay, and telling them not to look for me. i want to put my airpods in, and blast my music. i want to start walking in a direction and not turn back. i have enough money and gift cards to live off of for a few months. i know enough street knowledge to keep myself safe. I want to make a new family and new friends, and forget everything from my past life.
I'm on the journey of finding every song's origin 0:00 Je ta laisserai des mots -by Patrick Watson 2:18 spirit lead me -by Hillsong UNITED 6:28 let her go -by Passenger 8:29 hold on -by Chord Overstreet 12:28 dancing with your ghost -by Sasha Alex Sloan 16:27 let me down slowly -by Alec Benjamin 20:14 someone you loved -by Lewis Capaldi 23:51
don't know why im crying feeling good and feeling lost at the same time is so complicated reading comments of people living worst things than me but you're all so strong keep going pls not for others but for you
She said she loved me, she said she was the happiest she’s been, she said I’m the most amazing person she’s ever met. And then she broke my heart. I will never forget her words, “people still love you, just not me anymore”
I’m sorry to hear that, dude. If it’s any consolation, I had a similar situation. She tried being delicate about it at first, but then it took a turn. After awhile, she just kept insulting me, telling me how much better her new boyfriend is than me. Hurts even more when you are living with them. 2 years of my life, and she treated it like nothing at all. Like she never knew me. She made a lot of promises she didn’t keep, and sometimes you have to admit it was never meant to be. It was most definitely both of our faults, but she became needlessly cruel to me sometimes. She just expected me to move on a month after our break up while I’m living with her. In her defense, it was probably annoying, seeing me sad every day, but still. She promised that no matter what, we would still be friends. A month later and she decided to cut off all contact with me. Thankfully I moved out, so I don’t have to deal with that shit anymore, but it was tough. TLDR; I understand how you feel and you are justifiably heart broken. I hope you get through this ok, and I hope you find someone deserving of your love.
@@GORT-l5w you’re amazing and I hope you get through this. Since the comment I made, we ended up getting back together 3 weeks later, but broke up literally 5 days ago, and I’m not really that upset this time, she wasn’t really responding to anything and just didn’t talk to me, turns out she had been pretending to like me for 3 weeks because apparently I was “too nice if a person to be heartbroken” well, I realized this time, that I’m at a great point in my life and I’m not gonna let her ruin it, keeping my head up so my crown doesn’t fall.
@@PhillyEditzAudios I’m sorry to hear that. I’m glad that you’re working on yourself, and not just focusing on the past. You deserve someone who will love you no matter what. It’s a little hard for me to get past it at this point, but I sure am trying. I hope you have a good and fruitful life, man.
The quote " crying is not weak, it's being strong for to long" this is too true. Going threw shit at home then having my mom leave me AND having a heartbreak is rly hard. Me personally have gave up on the world for the time being but I hope I can get back on my feet after I can just sit in my sadness. The caus of my sadness forces a smile and act through the day, not eating is also painfull but I do it cause no matter what I'm not enough.
Dear whoever is reading this... You'll probably never see or hear from me again because I'm just one of the 7 billion people on this earth. But I wanna say I am so proud of you, and everything will eventually be okay if you just hold on a little longer... Trust me you are an awesome human being and I wish you the absolute best for the rest of your life. ❤
When I was really young, my sister was friends with this girl. Her name was Cameron. Camerons cousin became my friend. We weren’t close really but I consider him as a friend. Our families are really close because of my sisters friendship with the girl. In 2016, me and my family moved. We were like maybe 40 minutes away where we used to live. My sisters friend kept visiting. But one time when she visited, she mentioned her cousin. They talked about her cousin and then she brought up how he had a crush on me. I never knew that he liked me that much. Then one day during the summer, my mom decided to do a pool party and she decided to invite my sister’s family but he begged to come. I don’t know if it was either to swim or to see me since we hadn’t seen each other in years. When we saw each other for the first time in years, it was awkward. I didn’t make it a problem because I liked that he liked me. He met my two best friends that were both guys. I had so much fun swimming with him and playing shark in the pool and lifeguard. Later that day, my best friends left to go home, so I just hung with him, my sister, and Cameron. We went inside to hang out. Because my sister and Cameron were both girls so they liked to talk about guys and stuff so they left me and him alone, in the living room together. It was awkward at first but then my dogs started playing with us. He started playing catch with my dog. Thinking back to it, it was the most adorable and memorable thing I’ve seen. I discovered his love for Pepsi when we went out to my garage to get some drinks. He found this deformed Pepsi bottle, it was hilarious. He decided to have that Pepsi and not a regular looking one. Looking back to that day, I realized I didn’t want that day to end. I haven’t seen him since that day. It’s been years again. My family still goes to Cameron’s house or just to hang out. He’s mentioned in conversations by the adults and every single time I hear his name, I feel so sad. I’m just heartbroken that now I have a crush on him when he goes to a different school and probably has a girlfriend or a new crush. I miss seeing him. And I think I like him in the way he liked me back then.
When it's that bad to where you can't cry anymore so you just stare at the wall regretting life.. but when you do cry you try to keep it silent even though you really want someone to hold onto
I left him. He was there, he was loving, he wanted to help me, He wanted to support me, he was sweet, he was kind, he loved me… but I couldn’t give him the love and affection he wanted. When I needed him he was there but when he needed me I wasn’t. I was selfish… I went back to him because I didn’t want to see him with someone new. I gave him false hope. I gave him a fairytale dream (his words) that we could have a future together. I left. He was confused. He didn’t know why. He thought there was someone else. There was no one else although I wanted there to be someone who was similar or maybe even better but no one could be like him… bc we’re human and every human being is different. I am selfish. I got back with him because I wanted the idea of having someone… I didn’t care about his feelings. I lost feelings for him a while ago but I don’t understand why it hurts so much knowing I let him go. Even after everything I did he still loves me and believes I can be a better version of myself even if he’s not a part of my story anymore which hurts the most because when you let someone go that chapter of them is over… it’s cut…. And sometimes you’re stuck with that ‘what if…?’ I know I have no right to know about his life and who he associates himself with because I was the one who left but I hope if by any miracle he sees this that I only wanted what’s best for him and that I was the problem. I hope he gets to find the person he wants to be with and that they have no hesitation when being with him because he is such a kind and beautiful soul. I loved him not in the way he wanted me too but I had to let him go so he could move on and start a new chapter in his life knowing I won’t ever be part of it again…
To every single person here, you are loved and there is a plan and a purpose for your life. Just hold on and I pray that the Lord will show you what it is you need to see to move pass this difficult time in your life.
Listening to this at night makes me remember my girlfriend. They were the ten happiest years of my life. I had so many plans, I wanted to live next to her until my last heartbeat. Four years after she left me I still love her and dream about her daily. I don't think I will ever love anyone again the way I loved her.
sometime I just feel I'm at my lowest and wanted to cry for myself or anyone but I just can't because no tears will escape out from my eyes. I think it's the most painful feeling than just crying out.
My heart hurts. It started hurting when I was 10 years old. At 10 years old I was alone with a strong grief and madness that I didn't know what to do, my mother was depressed because she had attempted suicide and my father was depressed because he didn't know what to do. Now I am an adult living in another country with my own thoughts, without running away from them. I expect to live all my emotions in the right way and heal myself to keep moving forward. I didn't want to be strong like this but I had to be strong and keep going for my family. I became a parent for my parents and my brother. My heart is so broken. I am smart but also useless because I still hold my past in my hands. I am paralyzed and so tired...
Hey stranger, u have done a great job hanging there it's ok to feel at lost sometimes , it's ok to cry ,it ok if there is no one who understands you it's ok just keep ok moving forward don't lost hope yet ............. You gotta live for yourself ❤️
@@ClaricePhillips-ky4vh sometimes we always think that someone would have done better but what if you are that someone so just keep on moving forward cuz that's the only thing you can do ...... And remember your way of thinking is the only thing which can bring destroy you or give you a new hope so it depends on you .
All these years I thought suppressing everything showed strength to myself. I recently realized that acting as if life is perfect in front of others doesn’t make me strong. Taking the brutal agonizing steps to begin a healing process when you are lifeless inside, that brings true strength. And when you can’t even remember what you’re trying to heal- Being able to compartmentalize is both a blessing and curse. It’s okay not to be
🔥 Daily reminder day 1! ❤ Hi someone who's reading! Now... I wanna tell you that.... Your life is not a movie, so dont end it❤ Your struggling with live right now, but please stay brave! ✨❤ Thanks for reading Incredible and brave person! Think positively, smile bright! Lively, no more bullying! Mwahh! (Give me a kiss bye!!!)
Even though this song brings tears to my eyes, there's a strange comfort in knowing that someone else has felt the same way I do. Music has a way of making us feel less alone in our sadness. 🎶😢
I need this. My best friend passed away in a crash almost 3 months ago and it hurts. She was only 12 and I miss her sm. School is so hard and I can’t even function anymore. I miss her sm and ik u guys don’t understand but to the person reading this, YOU ARE AMAZING BEAUTIFUL AND ENOUGH REMEMBER THAT! My friends mom made a shirt for my friend who passed and that’s what is says on the back. Take care everyone it’s ok to be lost but remember Jesus is always with you. Maybe it doesn’t seem like it but trust me, he is here for u. ❤❤❤ Anna Jarosz❤
Ah I am feeling sorry for you! I thought that I was the only who lost her friend, but I didn't lose her in accident she just left me to another school! Without her i don't know who to tell my secrets and my everything I am lost..😑💔💯
To everyone going through a hard time it will be okay someday. I promise ever drop of tear will be worth it at the end. So pls hold on to a little more you deserve to know what it feels like to not give up. Though you must be at some point of life where everything feels shattered, and nothing seems to work but there is still hope, there's still a tiny little hope in your heart pls keep that hope always alive. It's okay to cry sometimes, its okay to take breaks but do not give up ever I REPEAT DO NOT GIVE UP EVER. YOU'RE LOVED YOU'RE PRECIOUS YOU'RE HAPPINESS YOU'RE YOUR OWN WORLD YOU'RE YOU I'M SO PROUD OF YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH A stranger~
People say I'm loved but then go behind my back and talk bad about me ridicule me for being me sometimes we just don't know who to trust who to love who to believe
@@Wonder573-qh6tk I'm sorry you have to feel this way. But pls always believe in yourself, those people lost a precious gem. And it's their loss, they will realise it one day. So pls don't go behind them , know your worth dear , you're so precious to me. Maybe idk you but I love you so much. ~ stranger
I use to not think about the sentence “are you ok?” Until I found out what it meant 😔 every time someone says it I just feel like I’ve failed. I just wanna be a kid again and not have any worries. Going into high school this year I could not be more depressed
I’m getting bullied every day and I don’t know how much longer I can take it. These people used to be my friends, people I could trust and they just stabbed me 1 million times in the back. Every night I cry myself to sleep every morning, I just cry until I can’t feel anything anymore. I have SH quite a few times but I’ve tried to stop because it does leave a permanent mark. I don’t know how to ask for help because I’m in a really low point in my life right now.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay? ❤
Don’t let broken people break you. I hope you find new friends soon, and I hope you stand up for yourself. You matter, don’t let them make you feel like you don’t
One day I hope that my life will become better. The tears I shed may be worth it in the end. All the pain I have been through will eventually make me stronger... I'll finally be able to heal. But until then, I'll just cover my pain with music.
I've gotten to a point now where I physically can't cry even when I'm alone no matter how much I'm hurting because I feel so obligated to make everyone I know think that I'm alright and its as if I'm not allowed to exit that mindset because I will have to accept the deeply painful fact that I'm barely even existing in a world that can't understand me
I’m so heart broken. I keep trying to piece myself back together over and over again but I just can’t keep it together anymore. The pain comes in waves and this time I feel like I’m drowning. I want so badly to just let go and let the pain take me completely, but I’m such a coward. I’m in love with someone who keeps hurting me. I can’t let them go. I don’t want to let them go. But the pain is so much. I just want it to be over. I want everything to end. I want to stop existing and just disappear into the depths of nothingness.
People always say crying is weak, but I think differently. I think crying is strong. Most people who don’t cry just bottle up their emotions so they don’t look weak, everyone cries at some point so what is the point of making it a big deal. I once had a friend who hated showing emotions until one day she couldn’t handle it. She broke down in class because she bottled up her emotions. I’ve done it too and it sucks. I cried for 4 hours straight. Cause I had so much to cry about, but I never just cried in the moment so I just broke down really late at night and couldn’t stop. If you’re seeing this, it’s ok to have emotions, don’t bottled them up. Let them out.❤
Sometimes I just want to pack my things and leave everything behind. Where will i go? God knows where. Just somewhere far far away where i can start a new life. Where no one will know me... me, my past. I know everything will eventually be okay... I'm not sure when... where...how... but I'm sure? Not really, but i have some hope left in me. I wake up everyday, not knowing what to do, or how to do. But i wake up, and think...Today ill make a difference. even if its just getting out of bed, brushing my teeth, feeding my cat. I made a difference! i didn't stay in bed all day. :)
Imagine always faking a smile so nobody asks if you ok...imagine doing it for so long that you're so good at it. No one even second guesses your emotions. Imagine feeling as though you're going to break the moment someone asks.."Are you ok?" but you knew I'd just hurt them, or you'd be put back in a hospital for expressing your thoughts.. well.. I dont have to imagine I live it every day. Ever since I was 6 years old, ..im currently 17 years old and have been chastised for dressing up in a cosplay and bullied for being special needs and for my disorders and disabilities. Told to k*ll myself every day and that nobody would care if I died..but you wanna know what the worst part is? It's the fact that I forgive everyone who hurts me..and pray for them for they know not what they do..cause God would want me too..even tho..it hurts like hell.. I know God would want me to be strong and hold on..but sometimes it gets so hard..I hope that..someday..I can feel what it's like to smile and..it's real..formed by true happy emotions..and not forced due to the deep hurt you don't want to express. Thank you for reading. God loves you❤ remember your worth it. And if you think nobody would miss you... I would.❤
I feel like I was born into this world to make everyone smile, to bring love to people who feel as weak as possible, to all of you who suffer problems and have troubled days, everything will get better I could say a cliché phrase saying that it will pass but that's not it It's going to hurt a lot but in the end I promise it will get better, I love all of you who promise day after day to improve and from the bottom of my heart to you who are reading I love you so much so take care of yourselves.
I never thought I’ll be back here, I thought I be happy in my relationship but I just notice how hurt I felt the last relationships when I didn’t get texted back yesterday or today, I try to fall in love again but I actually love this person.
Thank you for this I really needed this today, basically I looked into my chat with my best friend and she said that we shouldn’t be friends anymore (we’re online best friends) I will remember our happy memories and our role-plays we had together, in the future ill still remember her deep down I will those memories are never going away, I remember when we met each other we always wanted to play together a lot all the times and the whole day, the fun we had and the memories is unforgettable for me, ill love her and deep down in my heart is still a little spot for her so I can remember her. Love -Minji❤
I had 2 online friends 1 wed roplay together in Brookhaven for like a year until we just stoped playing and the other we roleplayed in bloxburg for a while everyday till these ppl came they reported him for no reason he got banned he came back after a few weeks and acted like we were never friends so I unfriended him 😢
@@nelixy mine is almost the same as yours, basically I stopped talking with her and a few months later we talked back and she was a bit different as if we didn’t know each other for a kind of long time..
"You see me laughing but inside I'm crying "😢 "You see me as perfect but I see myself as the opposite"😫 "You always see me happy when I'm with you but when I'm alone I cry"😮💨😿 "I laugh a lot but cry at the same time"🥲 "My body is alive but I am not"😿 "I'm alive but inside I'm dead"😢 I had to write this, I hope all of you who feel this get well!😢 I'm sorry if I made anyone sad !😫😭🤧👀
Writing this with not a single tear in my eyes because I have no more I feel so lost again I want to cry but I can't I want to feel myself o tove myself and to appreciate myself like before but now I just see no hope
I regret everything I did to you, my adi. I don’t know how to ease the pain but rather I’m starting to lose my mind and I’m starting to hurt myself physically. This is so hard. I am missing you, missing you today, tomorrow, and for the rest of my life. 💔
It breaks my heart reading all these. As im tearing up i think of my life and how destoyed it is, ikik its not the right midset but sometimes i just think to myself who would care if i disappeared from the world.
My mental health started declining at the age of 13, sometime that very same year was the last time I cried, when I was 14 I developed an eating disorder and a self harm problem, in December of 2023 I decided to pull my shit together, I moved schools and lost my best friend of 6 years because I was different, that month was one of the hardest ive ever had. every now and then I fall apart, I look at my too large thighs, my too small breasts and think to myself how could anyone ever love me? I look at my acne scars and I think how could anyone be this ugly? I look at my dry eyes and think how could anyone be this messed up? I look at where my scars used to be and think was it all in my head or was I actually going through it? did I do it all for attention? I found people who made me feel happy but lost myself. I miss the girl who was so genuinely herself she didn't want no need to fit it. I miss the girl who could laugh or smile without hiding her teeth. I miss the girl who didn't squeeze her stomach every time she sat down. I miss the girl who didn't need makeup to feel confident. I miss the girl who was honest with herself and others. I miss who I was and mourn who I could have been. today is the 30th of august I don't know how long ive been clean but i do know that every time I pass by a sharp object I look at my wrists. I know that I'm weak, how can I sit here and complain while some kids my age are starving in poverty, some are getting sexually abused their parents or friends, some are getting bombed, those people are actually going through something. I'm not in poverty, I always have food on the table and electricity going through, I go to school, I'm not being abused, so how dare I complain. I'm terrified of the future. aren't our teenage years supposed to be best years of our lives? I don't think I can go on if it gets worse. maybe I'm begging for attention by posting this, or maybe this is just a cry for help. maybe I want my family to take my mental health seriously, and not joke about it. my parents say that ive always been skinny when I ask for a therapist, and my sisters ask me how I haven't scarred if I was actually self harming seriously. I know they think I'm an attention seeker, and I suppose I am. how the hell do I fix me, how the hell can I change, I'm so tired of my ugly face, my fat body, my fucked up head. I want it to be over but I'm too weak to end me myself. how weak and pathetic do you have to be to not be able to kill yourself despite attempting to attempt over a hundred times? after writing dozens of suicide notes? I can cut my wrists when just wanting to hurt myself but I can't when I want to save myself? I suppose this is me being self sabotaging as usual. can you imagine how much a failure someone like me must be? I feel bad for my parents, what a disappointment I am. I'm sorry to whoever found this triggering. I hope nobody reads this. I'm sorry to bother you with everything but I don't want to bother my friends with this either. I would write this down but how can I when my family can read this at any time? my sister used to self harm too I don't want to remind her of her lowest when she's in recovery.
its wild how easily my life gets flipped upside down, in just 4 days I hit rock bottom. I can't stop myself from not eating and dragging a razor along my wrists. "my parents aren't abusive" my mother walked in on me chilling in my room and literally jumped on me and started beating me, she ripped out my AirPods so violently my ears bled for hours, she broke my nail and my arms are littered with scratches from her, then she proceeded to call me a failure and a spoiled brat. she slapped me so hard and Im someone with circulatory issues and an iron deficiency but I hit my head on the headboard when she slapped me and i literally see a black border in my vision that's creeping in. you can say that im asking for attention because no way you got screwed over that quick well god works in mysterious ways. she keeps hugging me despite knowing that I hate physical contact when im not the one to offer it. I think I might actually kms. good night RUclips.
i've been through many things like abuse from my parents my whole childhood but the people who keep encouraging me are the only reason im still here. i would've killed myself along time ago without you. you guys are the ones that i can let my feelings out to you guys are the ones i can tell whats really going on in my head. Thank You.
Please don't die, please don't tell me you did it, I know that life is hard but it will be okay I now know that even though I have lost a lot of people, their are new people that help me out through that. Please don't die I don't know what say so you don't die so please don't die and be strong
If im being honest it is so hard to deal with other peoples emotions when i can barely deal with my own. for the past few days i've been trying to help my friend who is trying to kill himself for attention... and when i have the thought of my best friend who is trying to kill them self makes it so hard to deal with my emotions i almost broke down in front of him but i couldn't because it would be considered rude if i made it all about me but for the past 4 years i have been dealing with very difficult things and when i try to talk to people they instantly make it about them and i just listen to their problems without any complaints and i guess u could call me the therapist friend but im just so used to not telling anyone about my problems but i hope everyone who reads this at least smiles and i hope u all have a good morning,afternoon,or night.
the only reason im calling it attention is bc he literally grabbed his pocket knife out in the middle of class and started showing everyone that he is cutting himself and when i looked at him he started laughing and started mocking about being suicidal but i get it if u think im in the wrong. but have a good day
he also started making fun of people who looked depressed and i really think that is unnecessary when he was just putting a knife to his wrist also he keeps sending videos of how he is o sad but the thing is for most people who are depressed they wont go around telling everyone about how sad they are then continue to talk shit about people for being depressed.
My best friend is trying to kill himeself because he thinks he is not worth it so I am with u but I don't thinks that ur friend relishes that this is not Minecraft we can't hit the revive button he'll be dead and u can't fix that plus u won't get that much attrition
I keep dreaming about a good life…where I don’t feel envy about her…where there is no favoritism between us… where I am the one with the good life…where I am the one that everyone loves…where my friends don’t leave me because of her… where my family supports me in my dreams…where I don’t get screamed… where I can actually laugh without being told “shut up” …. Where they can actually have time for me and not say “I’m busy” “I don’t have the time” … Where…I have good grades in school… Where I have no illness… Where…no one’s hates me… Where no one thinks I am the weirdo… Where no one laughs at me… Where no one judges me for my body Where no one judges me for who I am… Where I can achieve my goals… Where I don’t make mistakes so i don’t get yelled at… Where… I don’t want to die…and I actually want to live…
Things happen to me stuff that are not my fault and my mum never has my side or comforts me and then she blames things on me and calls me names and my dad isnt around anymore... So i have no one except for my friends witch im thankfull for ❤
Guys I’m tired. I have friends, lots of friends. People I serve with and who I’d die for. I’m one of the few people I know that can brighten up a situation. But I’ve never felt so lonely in my life. Idk what’s going on with me. I’ve had a few girlfriends I’ve treated like absolute queens. Probably more than they have deserved. But in the end I’m the one who pays. I know I’m not suicidal, I can’t put my parents and sister through that, especially my mother. But damnit I hurt every single day. I figured at 24 going through the motions of life would be so easy. But everyday I just get beaten down inside over and over again. Day after day I hope it just gets better. But I’ll see everyone tomorrow😊. Tomorrow may be different. Tomorrow may be the break I need, the one we all need. Either way everyone here deserves a tomorrow.
thanks I needed to cry...... even if it's not 2 in the morning. I'm going through a dark bad period in my life and I see no way out, crying is really the only solution
I'm currently going through a rough patch with my boyfriend. I don't want to break it up but I'm tired, tired of expecting, tired of not being the priority, tired of being treated like I would stay regardless of what he does. Our first and last date was at December, my first rose, I didn't even get anything on valentine's day, not even on my birthday, no gifts not even letters. I know we're only freshmen but I feel really drained, I'm no longer happy when I look at him, my energy drops when he comes near me and my friends, because I need to act that were good, people are watching us, he's quite popular at school, he's been there for years his brother is a teacher. I just feel like I'm the bad guy whenever we fight, so I'm forced to pretend, he's a "good guy" so people automatically think I did something whenever he acts sad or dejected... He says he really lovr me, he's willing to change, he is willing to try, and that he can't let me disappear in his life... but at this point it's just words, I'm tired of broken promises.
Hello, I don't know your situation, so I can't comment without knowing who you are. I just want to tell you to pay attention to the actions. People sometimes say one thing and then do another. Maybe you don't want to think about it because it's painful, but sometimes your heart is right when it tells you that it doesn't quite feel right where it is. Wish you all the best 🩷
@@Aidem__10 I didn't notice your reply, we broke up 3 weeks ago. Thank you for your kind words. This is a great advice I will keep it in mind for the future, not just for romantic relationships but for general interactions as well. Thank you 🤍
Every night i sit in my room in the middle of the night and cry quietly so that my parents and my little brother don't hear me cry and my parents always ask me why i always look so sad and i just sit there and be quite and tell my parents a thing and i can not take the pain anymore and i always say i want to end everything in my life but i don't want to my parents sad so i try to stay alive but it just hurts and to this day i haven't told my parents i have been crying every night and at school and stuff i just put a fake smile on my face and my friends say you look so happy but I'm not and my best friend don't know about me crying every night
This week I had the biggest breakdown in my life, I just can’t comprehend how so many things happened in just a few hours, maybe everything was building up to that day. I feel a lot of pain in my chest but I’m unable to cry to relief myself
I fell in love with my classmate, and two years later we started dating. It was all I ever wanted, but I was scared I should loose her so I became today me. The happy me faded away. We broke up 3 months later. I know its not that long but I completely gave her my heart. Now its 2 months after break up. I know what and why I did mistakes. I wanna get back with her, but she doesnt talk with me and its so difficult beacuse I see her everyday in school. I dont know what should I do. I love her so much. She is angel. And the way she laughs everyday. I know no one will read this but it would be great. Wish you all happy life. Help me if you know what to do please
Write a Letter or Text her about how much you were scared to Lose her and how much you love her. Im sure she will understand that you acted like that because of your anxiety. Good luck
I fell in love with my best friends ex a couple months ago we dated 2 months after I caught feelings we have so much memories but we only dated for a month and a half, turned out he ended up planning our break up with all his friends I gave my whole heart to him I fell for him so hard I'm still in love with him a bit I js dated another guy but I broke up with him a day after we got together no one is ever gonna make me as happy has my best friends ex also mine did
i listen to this now and i slowly accept ive lost hope....i tried to hold it together but i cant anymore...ive fallen and i dont know if there is a way back.
If you are reading this please stop listen to the songs that make you feel worst right now, listen to your favorite song that make you feel like dancing, or watch your favorite cartoon then you will feel better❤
@@artan707 I use to felt this way But then i stopped and then i realised that in some way I myself was immersed in such thinking and such sadness When you feel sad do something that will make you feel better, don't beat yourself up on your own, live is too short
When im alone ny tears roll down on my face im heartbroken no one to tell how i feel inside buh im trying to hide my feelings but i can't control myself all over sudden i do find myself in public crying 😢😢 but now im stronger for those strangers who told me that i need to be stronger than i used to
It’s my birthday today.. My mom is in the hospital, my dad is on the break of panic attack, and I dont know what I need to live for. Not my worst day I’ve had.. I’ve had worse.. Keep telling yourself that..
Hi, if no one told you (today or yesterday, depending on your time zone) happy birthday! Sorry that things are so rough now, I wish I could say it gets better but honestly, I'm still trying to find that out myself. -Random stranger
My bunny just die this afternoon I don’t feel joy anymore she’s missing me I wish that she’s could stay a litlle bit longer with me I love here and I miss her so much..
I’m here at 03:23 hi guys. Just love yourself and life because the life is a torment when you don’t like it. I’m bored, I’m going to die but, you, don’t do this.
i’m not ready to grow up. i’ve already experienced death in 2 family members and soon will be 3 and the more that the distant ones die the most the next one to go hurts. grandma died in 2021 from a stroke, and great grandpa died in 2022 form old age and now great grandma has a head timer and is getting worse by the week. today she thought i was my mom. school is getting stressful, and my parents aren’t helping by putting all this pressure on me. my brother is really helping me though this and he has he own life and stressful schooling to deal with. my friends are helping a ton with advice and i’m trying to just be busy to avoid the stress of school. i’m the middle child, and it’s not fun being forgotten when my parents say goodnight- there have been nights, only a few, when my dad comes to say goodnight and skips my door, and i just sit in my bed hoping he will remember, but he just walks down the stairs. it’s hard and they keep talking to me about grades but when i try to ask them to like read my papers,i get “ can i do it tomorrow” and when tomorrow comes they never do it. this past week i had a play that ended at 10:15 and i got home at 11:15 and they made me go to school, and i woke up at 6 to get ready. i just had my best friend and his family over tonight and it was fun getting just talk about school and watch a collage football game.
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Imagine being hurt mentally so much that you cry every time you're alone but Infront of people you have a smile on your face
sometimes it gets really bad and i cant hold in my tears infront of people
That’s literally me, I lost my gf, lost 2 friends, mentally abused every day. life just sucks, but I always act happy. I wish it were easier.
@@PhillyEditzAudios real
This is me 😢😢😭😭
Me
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps: YOU made it!, you don't have to like this comment or anything just know you have a whole life ahead of you..
This made me tear up a bit this needs to get pinned for real thanks for writing this i feel better thank you
@@Agraboda25 No problem glad i could help!:)
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I needed this, thank you.
The fact i cried while reading this... I really needed to hear this so thank you. I ran out of reasons but now i have more. Thank you so much
To the person reading this I am so grateful to be sharing this world with you and your so unique & amazing❤️
Reawy?🥺
@@toracreatesreally 🫶🏽
I am dangerous i have hurt a lot of ppl done a lot of bad things try to chnge bit can't
@@stephenyt-ll6gk no one is dangerouse dosnt matter what thay did or do thay are still perfect so dont say that oki
@@delindevandenberg i love you bro or sis 💙
As a 15 year old this month, I have never felt so miserable and depressed in my life, i really miss being a young kid playing LEGO games with no worries whatsoever, if you are feeling similar, just know you are not alone, stay safe everyone.
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Need this comment
I can’t even cry anymore bc there’s so much pain there’s no point crying it’s just cutting, stabbing, silent, alone n death wishes
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Same
It hurts so bad bad and if so real
But crying feels good. Please read The Thief of Always. Best fantasy book ever. Quote Ms. Griffin.
I just exist rn. Nothing more to do
toxic parents are real & impactful. being a child to toxic parents is mentally & physically hurtful where at times i wish i had to ability & support to move out. but it's not the same for everyone as not all own the capability in creating a place for ownself. being with toxic parents is never an easy & simple issue. those who feel it like me, would know the pain in it.
@@user-dhan_6578 my mom is a toxic parent and she plays favorites all of the time bc I am the youngest all of my older siblings think that I am the favorite and my mom get mad at my sister for no random reason and it’s annoying
@@annabellesvlogs3602this is so true, my mom get angry at my younger brother for absolutely no reason I feel guilty for this since am know as the favourite 😢
It gets to this point where you don’t have any tears left, and your heart is becoming to be a rock.
So many people hurt me and broke my heart multiple times, but now I don’t have a heart anymore, I have a small rock that serviced, and idk how much time it will survive.
Ty for the likes btw❤️
Same.
Same
Same
Same
dam are you ok?
Reading all of these comments break my heart.
Fr. ❤
Ikr 😭
Same
Well, I only listen to things like that unfortunately so that I cry because my eyelashes get longer - so that you read a positive comment:)
i could not relate send me to my eyeballs
To whoever is reading this, I am so proud of you. Proud of you for getting out of bed this morning, being alive, pushing through hard times, and way much more. Always remember that if there is people or things to write goodbye notes to then those are your reasons to keep going. Your still alive because you have a purpose and your life isn't over yet. You are a beautiful creation by God and are a stunning masterpiece. Billions of souls yet you were chose to be alive. You got this. I don't know you but I don't care. You are worthy of love and support and you deserve to feel like a human. You have purpose. You are perfect just the way God created you to be. Be strong and fight through this. I know it seems like there is no way out and you will never be happy but you will I promise. Keep pushing. Thank you for being alive. I appreciate it so so so very much. There is always someone out there who will loves you. Maybe you just haven't found then yet. Out of all the billions of people on this planet there has got to be at least one who cares. I'm one of them. If you keep going. I promise it will be worth it. Your so loved. Rather your a male, Female, or identify as a they or them. You are a perfect human being love. I love you.
My dad js died and no one asked jow i am.i js smile and be like its fine .today i tried hanging myself but a pass by helped me
Thanks man love u too
@@Musa-r1c I am so so so sorry. Stay strong. You're here for a reason I promise
hey, thanks for coming across my comment. i just want to tell you that it’s okay to feel whatever you’re feeling right now, you don’t have to be strong for so long. Sometimes we just need to let out all the thoughts and stress we’ve had these days. it’s completely fine to cry, it’s no problem.
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Daily reminder:
Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
You neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it.
You life is not a movie, so don't end it.
Remember to always love yourself because your as beautiful as a star
Can you spread the words?
Original -@BiggestMooYT
Absolutely
To whoever is listening to this mix. It's 04:36am in South Africa and I am having a beer I left in the fridge yesterday. I am so heartbroken. A woman I truly loved with every inch of me has left me. She maybe needed a kind of love that I could not provide. I do not know the reason but I feel like a part of me has died, It all feels surreal, I feel powerless, floating in a slow stream of pain that is determent to flow upward inorder for me to feel the pain longer.. I do not want to feel this pain any longer. However this Playlist is making the journey less traumatic.
i just explained young love and the guy i loved just said that it wasn’t the right time and i get it he’s focusing on the right things and im happy for him but my heart still hurts and aches because i have never experienced love like that before i am truly happy for him though
I hear you, and I hope you know you’re not alone.
I too face a similar situation, and I wish you only the best.
Much love, fellow heart broken comrade.
You will be okay.
@@Robin14967 stop bc a week later he got with a friend i’ve known for since 2nd grade and then her friend dropped her bc she also used to date that guy and then the guy broke up with her and i have a bf now and he’s sooo much better and not that girl he left me for is down and im LIVING IT UPP FRR
@@Lavender222 like I said it will be okay, the universe has a funny way of mending things right. Happy you are living it!!!!!
To anyone here because of a friend, cry , cry it out , scream it out, do anything to feel better, take a break of life take some time to recover . Remember Your not alone theres always someone there for you , i am here for you . Im writing this with tears in my eyes , she was my childhood best friend...life is hard its really hard and good friends are rare...take care , i hope you get better...
You to
How are you know?
I’m here for a friend too
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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My girl broke up with me yesterday. The reason was that I loved her more than she loved me. That broke my heart. I can't sleep and I'm screaming in pain. Now I'm laying here listening to this playlist and trying to release my pain. I wish you good luck guys.
She doesn't know she lost the best thing that ever happened to her 🥺.. Sending love ❤️🇿🇦💯
@@NoloMorgan thank u so much love back to u my Brother ❤️🇩🇪
It's a pleasure❤️i am a girl
@@NoloMorgan sorry but now a girl who understands me
@@matthis101I really understand u too. It’s so difficult to find someone who shares the same pain in this world full of pain. Wish u good luck from 🇩🇪
The way I get mad at my self for crying because it makes me feel weak, and vulnerable. For that I made a vow to not let no one see me cry no matter the pain I’m in.
Il n'y a pas de honte à pleurer, au contraire même. Ce n'est pas de la faiblesse mais la preuve d'une sensibilité qui fait cruellement défaut de nos jours.
people who cry are the strongest people who have been holding it in for too long. if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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imagine crying
People cry, not because they're weak, it's because they've been strong for too long.
yeah…..
Factss
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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Fav Johnny Depp quote ❤️👌
To anyone reading my comment, I'm so proud of you for everything you've done to stay here. You are stronger than you think. Don't focus on negativity but on positivity. Find small things that makes you happy, such as picking flowers, painting, watching cat videos, walking to the parc, baking, etc. Don't let the people and events ruin you. I know life can be hard sometimes, but sun comes after storm. Always remember that you are never alone. I love you all
i don’t really know what to say.. but i guess i could say that all i’ve been doing to crying and hating myself for everything. i’m not able to call any place home. because i don’t have a home, im simply just living somewhere, somewhere im unwanted. i don’t talk about this to anyone for their sake, but thank you to the person who made this playlist, because even though i just came here for the songs i saw a lot of relatable comments from many people, so thank you.
You feel like u don't belong anywhere but at the same time because u have been hurt so many times u don't want to get hurt again so you turn of ur emotions but you don't want to push everyone away right
hey random stranger, if you're here just know, your feelings are valid, and sometimes it's okay to be lost , take care sweeties mwah
thank you❤
oh my ... thank you ..❤🩹
I just lost my 3 year old cat it was so unexpected it hurts so much I can’t explain it
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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i could not relate i have no feelings sticks and bones will never break my bone
Dear person on the other side of this screen I hope you love yourself and dont ruin yourself or your body just bc a boy if he doesn't like you for YOU
Wow you don’t wanna know how much those words meant for me thank you so much sweetheart i hope you have a amazing day
This brang Me in tears 💧 caus I changed so much for him and still nothing
Buts What's wrong with me 💔😢😭
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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And I’m here for a girl who broke up with me because she was talking with my friend all the time and doesn’t talk to me
Anyone who is watching, always remember that there are people going through things similar to what you are. It hurts and when it hurts, it hurts bad. We all love you. Sometimes the pain is so bad you don't have rhe power to cry so this has helped so much. There are loads of people here for you
to whoever sees this- i’m so proud of you. you have done amazing things, even if you don’t think they are amazing they are. You are here, and that’s amazing, you woke up today, that’s amazing. you will always be amazing and i love you, even if i never meet you or know you, i love you
❤❤❤❤
sometimes i just want to walk away from my life. I want to deactivate all my accounts. turn off my location. write a letter to all my family and friends, thanking them for everything, telling them ill be okay, and telling them not to look for me. i want to put my airpods in, and blast my music. i want to start walking in a direction and not turn back. i have enough money and gift cards to live off of for a few months. i know enough street knowledge to keep myself safe. I want to make a new family and new friends, and forget everything from my past life.
same but I stop myself and I have to stop trying to self harm sometimes I just want to run away and escape reality...
@@thedoglover-zk2ip i do that to
How old are you?
@@moodroad just 15
@@SierraSmith-iy2if awwwh I'm so sorry amor
I'm on the journey of finding every song's origin
0:00 Je ta laisserai des mots -by Patrick Watson
2:18 spirit lead me -by Hillsong UNITED
6:28 let her go -by Passenger
8:29 hold on -by Chord Overstreet
12:28 dancing with your ghost -by Sasha Alex Sloan
16:27 let me down slowly -by Alec Benjamin
20:14 someone you loved -by Lewis Capaldi
23:51
don't know why im crying
feeling good and feeling lost at the same time is so complicated
reading comments of people living worst things than me but you're all so strong
keep going pls not for others but for you
She said she loved me, she said she was the happiest she’s been, she said I’m the most amazing person she’s ever met. And then she broke my heart.
I will never forget her words, “people still love you, just not me anymore”
Am so sorry she said that 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
I’m sorry to hear that, dude. If it’s any consolation, I had a similar situation. She tried being delicate about it at first, but then it took a turn. After awhile, she just kept insulting me, telling me how much better her new boyfriend is than me. Hurts even more when you are living with them. 2 years of my life, and she treated it like nothing at all. Like she never knew me. She made a lot of promises she didn’t keep, and sometimes you have to admit it was never meant to be. It was most definitely both of our faults, but she became needlessly cruel to me sometimes. She just expected me to move on a month after our break up while I’m living with her. In her defense, it was probably annoying, seeing me sad every day, but still. She promised that no matter what, we would still be friends. A month later and she decided to cut off all contact with me. Thankfully I moved out, so I don’t have to deal with that shit anymore, but it was tough.
TLDR; I understand how you feel and you are justifiably heart broken. I hope you get through this ok, and I hope you find someone deserving of your love.
@@GORT-l5w you’re amazing and I hope you get through this. Since the comment I made, we ended up getting back together 3 weeks later, but broke up literally 5 days ago, and I’m not really that upset this time, she wasn’t really responding to anything and just didn’t talk to me, turns out she had been pretending to like me for 3 weeks because apparently I was “too nice if a person to be heartbroken” well, I realized this time, that I’m at a great point in my life and I’m not gonna let her ruin it, keeping my head up so my crown doesn’t fall.
@@PhillyEditzAudios I’m sorry to hear that. I’m glad that you’re working on yourself, and not just focusing on the past. You deserve someone who will love you no matter what. It’s a little hard for me to get past it at this point, but I sure am trying. I hope you have a good and fruitful life, man.
The quote " crying is not weak, it's being strong for to long" this is too true. Going threw shit at home then having my mom leave me AND having a heartbreak is rly hard. Me personally have gave up on the world for the time being but I hope I can get back on my feet after I can just sit in my sadness. The caus of my sadness forces a smile and act through the day, not eating is also painfull but I do it cause no matter what I'm not enough.
Dear whoever is reading this...
You'll probably never see or hear from me again because I'm just one of the 7 billion people on this earth. But I wanna say I am so proud of you, and everything will eventually be okay if you just hold on a little longer... Trust me you are an awesome human being and I wish you the absolute best for the rest of your life. ❤
When I was really young, my sister was friends with this girl. Her name was Cameron. Camerons cousin became my friend. We weren’t close really but I consider him as a friend. Our families are really close because of my sisters friendship with the girl. In 2016, me and my family moved. We were like maybe 40 minutes away where we used to live. My sisters friend kept visiting. But one time when she visited, she mentioned her cousin. They talked about her cousin and then she brought up how he had a crush on me. I never knew that he liked me that much. Then one day during the summer, my mom decided to do a pool party and she decided to invite my sister’s family but he begged to come. I don’t know if it was either to swim or to see me since we hadn’t seen each other in years. When we saw each other for the first time in years, it was awkward. I didn’t make it a problem because I liked that he liked me. He met my two best friends that were both guys. I had so much fun swimming with him and playing shark in the pool and lifeguard. Later that day, my best friends left to go home, so I just hung with him, my sister, and Cameron. We went inside to hang out. Because my sister and Cameron were both girls so they liked to talk about guys and stuff so they left me and him alone, in the living room together. It was awkward at first but then my dogs started playing with us. He started playing catch with my dog. Thinking back to it, it was the most adorable and memorable thing I’ve seen. I discovered his love for Pepsi when we went out to my garage to get some drinks. He found this deformed Pepsi bottle, it was hilarious. He decided to have that Pepsi and not a regular looking one. Looking back to that day, I realized I didn’t want that day to end. I haven’t seen him since that day. It’s been years again. My family still goes to Cameron’s house or just to hang out. He’s mentioned in conversations by the adults and every single time I hear his name, I feel so sad. I’m just heartbroken that now I have a crush on him when he goes to a different school and probably has a girlfriend or a new crush. I miss seeing him. And I think I like him in the way he liked me back then.
When it's that bad to where you can't cry anymore so you just stare at the wall regretting life.. but when you do cry you try to keep it silent even though you really want someone to hold onto
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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I left him. He was there, he was loving, he wanted to help me, He wanted to support me, he was sweet, he was kind, he loved me… but I couldn’t give him the love and affection he wanted. When I needed him he was there but when he needed me I wasn’t. I was selfish… I went back to him because I didn’t want to see him with someone new. I gave him false hope. I gave him a fairytale dream (his words) that we could have a future together. I left. He was confused. He didn’t know why. He thought there was someone else. There was no one else although I wanted there to be someone who was similar or maybe even better but no one could be like him… bc we’re human and every human being is different. I am selfish. I got back with him because I wanted the idea of having someone… I didn’t care about his feelings. I lost feelings for him a while ago but I don’t understand why it hurts so much knowing I let him go. Even after everything I did he still loves me and believes I can be a better version of myself even if he’s not a part of my story anymore which hurts the most because when you let someone go that chapter of them is over… it’s cut…. And sometimes you’re stuck with that ‘what if…?’ I know I have no right to know about his life and who he associates himself with because I was the one who left but I hope if by any miracle he sees this that I only wanted what’s best for him and that I was the problem. I hope he gets to find the person he wants to be with and that they have no hesitation when being with him because he is such a kind and beautiful soul. I loved him not in the way he wanted me too but I had to let him go so he could move on and start a new chapter in his life knowing I won’t ever be part of it again…
To every single person here, you are loved and there is a plan and a purpose for your life. Just hold on and I pray that the Lord will show you what it is you need to see to move pass this difficult time in your life.
Thank u beautiful ❤
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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Listening to this at night makes me remember my girlfriend. They were the ten happiest years of my life. I had so many plans, I wanted to live next to her until my last heartbeat.
Four years after she left me I still love her and dream about her daily. I don't think I will ever love anyone again the way I loved her.
Man she wasn't appreciative of what u gave here she is not right find a true love good luck out there
you deserve the world and i know you can find happiness
Hiii if you’re in the mood for more sad music, I just dropped a new playlist. ENJOYYY!!
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sometime I just feel I'm at my lowest and wanted to cry for myself or anyone but I just can't because no tears will escape out from my eyes. I think it's the most painful feeling than just crying out.
My heart hurts. It started hurting when I was 10 years old. At 10 years old I was alone with a strong grief and madness that I didn't know what to do, my mother was depressed because she had attempted suicide and my father was depressed because he didn't know what to do. Now I am an adult living in another country with my own thoughts, without running away from them. I expect to live all my emotions in the right way and heal myself to keep moving forward. I didn't want to be strong like this but I had to be strong and keep going for my family. I became a parent for my parents and my brother. My heart is so broken. I am smart but also useless because I still hold my past in my hands. I am paralyzed and so tired...
Be strong
You can, believe in you
@@oloucopelomundo165 thank you 🙏🏼🤍✨
Hey stranger, u have done a great job hanging there it's ok to feel at lost sometimes , it's ok to cry ,it ok if there is no one who understands you it's ok just keep ok moving forward don't lost hope yet .............
You gotta live for yourself ❤️
im glad you exist. You made my day. I wanted to end my life.
What if you can't live for your self knowing that someone would do better in your place
@@ClaricePhillips-ky4vh sometimes we always think that someone would have done better but what if you are that someone so just keep on moving forward cuz that's the only thing you can do ...... And remember your way of thinking is the only thing which can bring destroy you or give you a new hope so it depends on you .
Omygod these comments got me into pieces 😢 thank you it help me in some way ❤
All these years I thought suppressing everything showed strength to myself.
I recently realized that acting as if life is perfect in front of others doesn’t make me strong.
Taking the brutal agonizing steps to begin a healing process when you are lifeless inside, that brings true strength.
And when you can’t even remember what you’re trying to heal-
Being able to compartmentalize is both a blessing and curse.
It’s okay not to be
🔥 Daily reminder day 1! ❤
Hi someone who's reading!
Now... I wanna tell you that....
Your life is not a movie, so dont end it❤
Your struggling with live right now, but please stay brave! ✨❤
Thanks for reading Incredible and brave person!
Think positively, smile bright! Lively, no more bullying! Mwahh!
(Give me a kiss bye!!!)
im crying. thank your parents for your existence
thank you bye😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋
Even though this song brings tears to my eyes, there's a strange comfort in knowing that someone else has felt the same way I do. Music has a way of making us feel less alone in our sadness. 🎶😢
your not alone in this
So true
Yeah we are not going through the same thing but we feel the same thing
I Miss my grandma and this is the best playlist..
I need this. My best friend passed away in a crash almost 3 months ago and it hurts. She was only 12 and I miss her sm. School is so hard and I can’t even function anymore. I miss her sm and ik u guys don’t understand but to the person reading this, YOU ARE AMAZING BEAUTIFUL AND ENOUGH REMEMBER THAT! My friends mom made a shirt for my friend who passed and that’s what is says on the back. Take care everyone it’s ok to be lost but remember Jesus is always with you. Maybe it doesn’t seem like it but trust me, he is here for u. ❤❤❤
Anna Jarosz❤
Np you got this! 🤍
Ah I am feeling sorry for you! I thought that I was the only who lost her friend, but I didn't lose her in accident she just left me to another school! Without her i don't know who to tell my secrets and my everything I am lost..😑💔💯
I don't know what to say we will pray for u and we will miss ur best friend
To everyone going through a hard time it will be okay someday. I promise ever drop of tear will be worth it at the end. So pls hold on to a little more you deserve to know what it feels like to not give up.
Though you must be at some point of life where everything feels shattered, and nothing seems to work but there is still hope, there's still a tiny little hope in your heart pls keep that hope always alive. It's okay to cry sometimes, its okay to take breaks but do not give up ever I REPEAT DO NOT GIVE UP EVER.
YOU'RE LOVED
YOU'RE PRECIOUS
YOU'RE HAPPINESS
YOU'RE YOUR OWN WORLD
YOU'RE YOU
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
A stranger~
People say I'm loved but then go behind my back and talk bad about me ridicule me for being me sometimes we just don't know who to trust who to love who to believe
Same and some time I just don't know what to do
@@Wonder573-qh6tk I'm sorry you have to feel this way. But pls always believe in yourself, those people lost a precious gem. And it's their loss, they will realise it one day. So pls don't go behind them , know your worth dear , you're so precious to me. Maybe idk you but I love you so much.
~ stranger
My inlaws came back home 2.5 days earlier than they said they would... needed this.
I use to not think about the sentence “are you ok?” Until I found out what it meant 😔 every time someone says it I just feel like I’ve failed. I just wanna be a kid again and not have any worries. Going into high school this year I could not be more depressed
I’m getting bullied every day and I don’t know how much longer I can take it. These people used to be my friends, people I could trust and they just stabbed me 1 million times in the back. Every night I cry myself to sleep every morning, I just cry until I can’t feel anything anymore. I have SH quite a few times but I’ve tried to stop because it does leave a permanent mark. I don’t know how to ask for help because I’m in a really low point in my life right now.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay? ❤
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thanks man
Don’t let broken people break you. I hope you find new friends soon, and I hope you stand up for yourself. You matter, don’t let them make you feel like you don’t
Hey I saw your comment, it’s 2 months since you have wrote this. I hope it’s better now, if it’s not. You can always talk to me ❤
@@emilyfl3952 hey man, that really means a lot. Things haven’t really gotten any better they are still the same sadly.
One day I hope that my life will become better. The tears I shed may be worth it in the end. All the pain I have been through will eventually make me stronger... I'll finally be able to heal. But until then, I'll just cover my pain with music.
It is worth it keep going
I've gotten to a point now where I physically can't cry even when I'm alone no matter how much I'm hurting because I feel so obligated to make everyone I know think that I'm alright and its as if I'm not allowed to exit that mindset because I will have to accept the deeply painful fact that I'm barely even existing in a world that can't understand me
I’m so heart broken. I keep trying to piece myself back together over and over again but I just can’t keep it together anymore. The pain comes in waves and this time I feel like I’m drowning. I want so badly to just let go and let the pain take me completely, but I’m such a coward. I’m in love with someone who keeps hurting me. I can’t let them go. I don’t want to let them go. But the pain is so much. I just want it to be over. I want everything to end. I want to stop existing and just disappear into the depths of nothingness.
People always say crying is weak, but I think differently. I think crying is strong. Most people who don’t cry just bottle up their emotions so they don’t look weak, everyone cries at some point so what is the point of making it a big deal. I once had a friend who hated showing emotions until one day she couldn’t handle it. She broke down in class because she bottled up her emotions. I’ve done it too and it sucks. I cried for 4 hours straight. Cause I had so much to cry about, but I never just cried in the moment so I just broke down really late at night and couldn’t stop. If you’re seeing this, it’s ok to have emotions, don’t bottled them up. Let them out.❤
Yea I remember crying for a week and then I did not have any tears left
Sometimes I just want to pack my things and leave everything behind. Where will i go? God knows where. Just somewhere far far away where i can start a new life. Where no one will know me... me, my past. I know everything will eventually be okay... I'm not sure when... where...how... but I'm sure? Not really, but i have some hope left in me. I wake up everyday, not knowing what to do, or how to do. But i wake up, and think...Today ill make a difference. even if its just getting out of bed, brushing my teeth, feeding my cat. I made a difference! i didn't stay in bed all day. :)
Just know that some on out there is incredibly proud of you and knows that you will be some that even you will be proud of.😍😍😍😍😘😘😘😘
Anger got me, broke my tab, and am currently having depression that I'm having a hard time sleeping in the middle of the night. 😥😥
I’m tired of this much loneliness.
I’m tired of how people disrespects me.
I’m tired of all the bullshit I have to take.
I’m tired of my life.
Imagine always faking a smile so nobody asks if you ok...imagine doing it for so long that you're so good at it. No one even second guesses your emotions. Imagine feeling as though you're going to break the moment someone asks.."Are you ok?" but you knew I'd just hurt them, or you'd be put back in a hospital for expressing your thoughts..
well.. I dont have to imagine I live it every day. Ever since I was 6 years old, ..im currently 17 years old and have been chastised for dressing up in a cosplay and bullied for being special needs and for my disorders and disabilities.
Told to k*ll myself every day and that nobody would care if I died..but you wanna know what the worst part is? It's the fact that I forgive everyone who hurts me..and pray for them for they know not what they do..cause God would want me too..even tho..it hurts like hell..
I know God would want me to be strong and hold on..but sometimes it gets so hard..I hope that..someday..I can feel what it's like to smile and..it's real..formed by true happy emotions..and not forced due to the deep hurt you don't want to express.
Thank you for reading. God loves you❤ remember your worth it. And if you think nobody would miss you... I would.❤
I feel like I was born into this world to make everyone smile, to bring love to people who feel as weak as possible, to all of you who suffer problems and have troubled days, everything will get better I could say a cliché phrase saying that it will pass but that's not it It's going to hurt a lot but in the end I promise it will get better, I love all of you who promise day after day to improve and from the bottom of my heart to you who are reading I love you so much so take care of yourselves.
yk this is a geat playlist bc i was crying in less than 2 min
I never thought I’ll be back here, I thought I be happy in my relationship but I just notice how hurt I felt the last relationships when I didn’t get texted back yesterday or today, I try to fall in love again but I actually love this person.
Thank you for this I really needed this today, basically I looked into my chat with my best friend and she said that we shouldn’t be friends anymore (we’re online best friends) I will remember our happy memories and our role-plays we had together, in the future ill still remember her deep down I will those memories are never going away, I remember when we met each other we always wanted to play together a lot all the times and the whole day, the fun we had and the memories is unforgettable for me, ill love her and deep down in my heart is still a little spot for her so I can remember her. Love -Minji❤
I had 2 online friends 1 wed roplay together in Brookhaven for like a year until we just stoped playing and the other we roleplayed in bloxburg for a while everyday till these ppl came they reported him for no reason he got banned he came back after a few weeks and acted like we were never friends so I unfriended him 😢
@@nelixy mine is almost the same as yours, basically I stopped talking with her and a few months later we talked back and she was a bit different as if we didn’t know each other for a kind of long time..
"You see me laughing but inside I'm crying "😢
"You see me as perfect but I see myself as the opposite"😫
"You always see me happy when I'm with you but when I'm alone I cry"😮💨😿
"I laugh a lot but cry at the same time"🥲
"My body is alive but I am not"😿
"I'm alive but inside I'm dead"😢
I had to write this, I hope all of you who feel this get well!😢
I'm sorry if I made anyone sad !😫😭🤧👀
Writing this with not a single tear in my eyes because I have no more I feel so lost again I want to cry but I can't I want to feel myself o tove myself and to appreciate myself like before but now I just see no hope
I regret everything I did to you, my adi. I don’t know how to ease the pain but rather I’m starting to lose my mind and I’m starting to hurt myself physically. This is so hard. I am missing you, missing you today, tomorrow, and for the rest of my life. 💔
It breaks my heart reading all these. As im tearing up i think of my life and how destoyed it is, ikik its not the right midset but sometimes i just think to myself who would care if i disappeared from the world.
My mental health started declining at the age of 13, sometime that very same year was the last time I cried, when I was 14 I developed an eating disorder and a self harm problem, in December of 2023 I decided to pull my shit together, I moved schools and lost my best friend of 6 years because I was different, that month was one of the hardest ive ever had. every now and then I fall apart, I look at my too large thighs, my too small breasts and think to myself how could anyone ever love me? I look at my acne scars and I think how could anyone be this ugly? I look at my dry eyes and think how could anyone be this messed up? I look at where my scars used to be and think was it all in my head or was I actually going through it? did I do it all for attention? I found people who made me feel happy but lost myself. I miss the girl who was so genuinely herself she didn't want no need to fit it. I miss the girl who could laugh or smile without hiding her teeth. I miss the girl who didn't squeeze her stomach every time she sat down. I miss the girl who didn't need makeup to feel confident. I miss the girl who was honest with herself and others. I miss who I was and mourn who I could have been. today is the 30th of august I don't know how long ive been clean but i do know that every time I pass by a sharp object I look at my wrists. I know that I'm weak, how can I sit here and complain while some kids my age are starving in poverty, some are getting sexually abused their parents or friends, some are getting bombed, those people are actually going through something. I'm not in poverty, I always have food on the table and electricity going through, I go to school, I'm not being abused, so how dare I complain. I'm terrified of the future. aren't our teenage years supposed to be best years of our lives? I don't think I can go on if it gets worse. maybe I'm begging for attention by posting this, or maybe this is just a cry for help. maybe I want my family to take my mental health seriously, and not joke about it. my parents say that ive always been skinny when I ask for a therapist, and my sisters ask me how I haven't scarred if I was actually self harming seriously. I know they think I'm an attention seeker, and I suppose I am. how the hell do I fix me, how the hell can I change, I'm so tired of my ugly face, my fat body, my fucked up head. I want it to be over but I'm too weak to end me myself. how weak and pathetic do you have to be to not be able to kill yourself despite attempting to attempt over a hundred times? after writing dozens of suicide notes? I can cut my wrists when just wanting to hurt myself but I can't when I want to save myself? I suppose this is me being self sabotaging as usual. can you imagine how much a failure someone like me must be? I feel bad for my parents, what a disappointment I am.
I'm sorry to whoever found this triggering. I hope nobody reads this. I'm sorry to bother you with everything but I don't want to bother my friends with this either. I would write this down but how can I when my family can read this at any time? my sister used to self harm too I don't want to remind her of her lowest when she's in recovery.
its wild how easily my life gets flipped upside down, in just 4 days I hit rock bottom. I can't stop myself from not eating and dragging a razor along my wrists. "my parents aren't abusive" my mother walked in on me chilling in my room and literally jumped on me and started beating me, she ripped out my AirPods so violently my ears bled for hours, she broke my nail and my arms are littered with scratches from her, then she proceeded to call me a failure and a spoiled brat. she slapped me so hard and Im someone with circulatory issues and an iron deficiency but I hit my head on the headboard when she slapped me and i literally see a black border in my vision that's creeping in. you can say that im asking for attention because no way you got screwed over that quick well god works in mysterious ways. she keeps hugging me despite knowing that I hate physical contact when im not the one to offer it. I think I might actually kms. good night RUclips.
This helps me so much im suffuring from self hate and geting bulid in school and this help My depression😢😭😭
People who bully u are assholes u rule queen slay💅🏻💅🏻💯🥇😘🫵🏻💪
@@Wonder573-qh6tk ❤️
Don't forget to breath while your crying.
i don’t wanna be here anymore
Don't say it ! You're a great and beautiful person. Keep it up!
i've been through many things like abuse from my parents my whole childhood but the people who keep encouraging me are the only reason im still here. i would've killed myself along time ago without you. you guys are the ones that i can let my feelings out to you guys are the ones i can tell whats really going on in my head. Thank You.
Sorry about your parents they she never do that don't worry god is going to find you
Sometimes I wanna die. Just leave. I have nothing left. No family. No friends I'm 18 and alone. Ny wings are ready
Please don't die, please don't tell me you did it, I know that life is hard but it will be okay I now know that even though I have lost a lot of people, their are new people that help me out through that. Please don't die I don't know what say so you don't die so please don't die and be strong
I just want this pain to go away. I just don't want to feel anything anymore.
If im being honest it is so hard to deal with other peoples emotions when i can barely deal with my own. for the past few days i've been trying to help my friend who is trying to kill himself for attention... and when i have the thought of my best friend who is trying to kill them self makes it so hard to deal with my emotions i almost broke down in front of him but i couldn't because it would be considered rude if i made it all about me but for the past 4 years i have been dealing with very difficult things and when i try to talk to people they instantly make it about them and i just listen to their problems without any complaints and i guess u could call me the therapist friend but im just so used to not telling anyone about my problems but i hope everyone who reads this at least smiles and i hope u all have a good morning,afternoon,or night.
Why would you call it attention
the only reason im calling it attention is bc he literally grabbed his pocket knife out in the middle of class and started showing everyone that he is cutting himself and when i looked at him he started laughing and started mocking about being suicidal but i get it if u think im in the wrong. but have a good day
he also started making fun of people who looked depressed and i really think that is unnecessary when he was just putting a knife to his wrist also he keeps sending videos of how he is o sad but the thing is for most people who are depressed they wont go around telling everyone about how sad they are then continue to talk shit about people for being depressed.
My best friend is trying to kill himeself because he thinks he is not worth it so I am with u but I don't thinks that ur friend relishes that this is not Minecraft we can't hit the revive button he'll be dead and u can't fix that plus u won't get that much attrition
@@Wonder573-qh6tk i completely agree with you he doesn't realize there is no revive button.
These songs help me to calm down, thanks for the music x songs. Have a great day.
I keep dreaming about a good life…where I don’t feel envy about her…where there is no favoritism between us… where I am the one with the good life…where I am the one that everyone loves…where my friends don’t leave me because of her… where my family supports me in my dreams…where I don’t get screamed… where I can actually laugh without being told “shut up” …. Where they can actually have time for me and not say “I’m busy” “I don’t have the time” …
Where…I have good grades in school…
Where I have no illness…
Where…no one’s hates me…
Where no one thinks I am the weirdo…
Where no one laughs at me…
Where no one judges me for my body
Where no one judges me for who I am…
Where I can achieve my goals…
Where I don’t make mistakes so i don’t get yelled at…
Where… I don’t want to die…and I actually want to live…
Things happen to me stuff that are not my fault and my mum never has my side or comforts me and then she blames things on me and calls me names and my dad isnt around anymore... So i have no one except for my friends witch im thankfull for ❤
I'm the same but it's my whole family im always getting blamed for anything i do. My siblings get treated better than me . I can't with it anymore
Guys I’m tired. I have friends, lots of friends. People I serve with and who I’d die for. I’m one of the few people I know that can brighten up a situation. But I’ve never felt so lonely in my life. Idk what’s going on with me. I’ve had a few girlfriends I’ve treated like absolute queens. Probably more than they have deserved. But in the end I’m the one who pays. I know I’m not suicidal, I can’t put my parents and sister through that, especially my mother. But damnit I hurt every single day. I figured at 24 going through the motions of life would be so easy. But everyday I just get beaten down inside over and over again. Day after day I hope it just gets better. But I’ll see everyone tomorrow😊. Tomorrow may be different. Tomorrow may be the break I need, the one we all need. Either way everyone here deserves a tomorrow.
Struggling with a breakup rn 💔 feel like I lost my soul mate, she meant everything to me 😞
she ain't worth ur time if she ain't seen the best in you mate
thanks I needed to cry...... even if it's not 2 in the morning. I'm going through a dark bad period in my life and I see no way out, crying is really the only solution
I'm currently going through a rough patch with my boyfriend. I don't want to break it up but I'm tired, tired of expecting, tired of not being the priority, tired of being treated like I would stay regardless of what he does. Our first and last date was at December, my first rose, I didn't even get anything on valentine's day, not even on my birthday, no gifts not even letters. I know we're only freshmen but I feel really drained, I'm no longer happy when I look at him, my energy drops when he comes near me and my friends, because I need to act that were good, people are watching us, he's quite popular at school, he's been there for years his brother is a teacher. I just feel like I'm the bad guy whenever we fight, so I'm forced to pretend, he's a "good guy" so people automatically think I did something whenever he acts sad or dejected...
He says he really lovr me, he's willing to change, he is willing to try, and that he can't let me disappear in his life... but at this point it's just words, I'm tired of broken promises.
Hello, I don't know your situation, so I can't comment without knowing who you are. I just want to tell you to pay attention to the actions. People sometimes say one thing and then do another. Maybe you don't want to think about it because it's painful, but sometimes your heart is right when it tells you that it doesn't quite feel right where it is.
Wish you all the best 🩷
@@Aidem__10 I didn't notice your reply, we broke up 3 weeks ago. Thank you for your kind words. This is a great advice I will keep it in mind for the future, not just for romantic relationships but for general interactions as well. Thank you 🤍
it’s getting too hard to go on anymore, I don’t think I can.
Every night i sit in my room in the middle of the night and cry quietly so that my parents and my little brother don't hear me cry and my parents always ask me why i always look so sad and i just sit there and be quite and tell my parents a thing and i can not take the pain anymore and i always say i want to end everything in my life but i don't want to my parents sad so i try to stay alive but it just hurts and to this day i haven't told my parents i have been crying every night and at school and stuff i just put a fake smile on my face and my friends say you look so happy but I'm not and my best friend don't know about me crying every night
This week I had the biggest breakdown in my life, I just can’t comprehend how so many things happened in just a few hours, maybe everything was building up to that day. I feel a lot of pain in my chest but I’m unable to cry to relief myself
I fell in love with my classmate, and two years later we started dating. It was all I ever wanted, but I was scared I should loose her so I became today me. The happy me faded away. We broke up 3 months later. I know its not that long but I completely gave her my heart. Now its 2 months after break up. I know what and why I did mistakes. I wanna get back with her, but she doesnt talk with me and its so difficult beacuse I see her everyday in school. I dont know what should I do. I love her so much. She is angel. And the way she laughs everyday. I know no one will read this but it would be great. Wish you all happy life. Help me if you know what to do please
Talk to her!
Write a Letter or Text her about how much you were scared to Lose her and how much you love her. Im sure she will understand that you acted like that because of your anxiety. Good luck
@@egal_242 She´s talking to my classmate like she talked to me. So I don´t think she will give me a chance. But thanks
Same..
I fell in love with my best friends ex a couple months ago we dated 2 months after I caught feelings we have so much memories but we only dated for a month and a half, turned out he ended up planning our break up with all his friends I gave my whole heart to him I fell for him so hard I'm still in love with him a bit I js dated another guy but I broke up with him a day after we got together no one is ever gonna make me as happy has my best friends ex also mine did
i listen to this now and i slowly accept ive lost hope....i tried to hold it together but i cant anymore...ive fallen and i dont know if there is a way back.
A few hours ago I figured out that I loved him so much ... I realized that I loved him when I hear he has fallen to someone else 💔
Worst pain to feel is this.
😖
If you are reading this please stop listen to the songs that make you feel worst right now, listen to your favorite song that make you feel like dancing, or watch your favorite cartoon then you will feel better❤
Sometimes you dont want to feel better, sometimes life is just too much and all you want is to cry in a corner
@@artan707
I use to felt this way
But then i stopped and then i realised that in some way I myself was immersed in such thinking and such sadness
When you feel sad do something that will make you feel better, don't beat yourself up on your own, live is too short
my grandad died and I miss him I started to give up and leave the world 😭😭😭😢😢I can’t handle the pain anymore
When im alone ny tears roll down on my face im heartbroken no one to tell how i feel inside buh im trying to hide my feelings but i can't control myself all over sudden i do find myself in public crying 😢😢 but now im stronger for those strangers who told me that i need to be stronger than i used to
Keep going
It’s my birthday today.. My mom is in the hospital, my dad is on the break of panic attack, and I dont know what I need to live for. Not my worst day I’ve had.. I’ve had worse..
Keep telling yourself that..
Hi, if no one told you (today or yesterday, depending on your time zone) happy birthday!
Sorry that things are so rough now, I wish I could say it gets better but honestly, I'm still trying to find that out myself.
-Random stranger
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@@bibi_luvwtf
Don’t be sad that it’s over,be happy that it actually happened
It’s to hard
All I ever wanted to be loved,to be settled,to be seen,is that too much to ask for?
I'm so sick of being sick , physically and mentally is draining me everyday... i don't know if i want to live like this anymore....
Fr just feel so drained
Smile and brave through it, you are stronger than you know it.
God is with you through everything your going through, your going to be 😊😊😊😊😊😃😃😄😄😁okay
My bunny just die this afternoon I don’t feel joy anymore she’s missing me I wish that she’s could stay a litlle bit longer with me I love here and I miss her so much..
The best playlist
I miss the old times….
I’m here at 03:23 hi guys.
Just love yourself and life because the life is a torment when you don’t like it.
I’m bored, I’m going to die but, you, don’t do this.
You can do it :) Find the that you're missing
We love u but I know we can't stop u so goodbye we love u😭😭😭😭👋👋😘😖😖😖🥺🥺🥺🫡🫶
I hope you are still with us, and that life is kinder to you now. ♥️
i’m not ready to grow up. i’ve already experienced death in 2 family members and soon will be 3 and the more that the distant ones die the most the next one to go hurts. grandma died in 2021 from a stroke, and great grandpa died in 2022 form old age and now great grandma has a head timer and is getting worse by the week. today she thought i was my mom. school is getting stressful, and my parents aren’t helping by putting all this pressure on me. my brother is really helping me though this and he has he own life and stressful schooling to deal with. my friends are helping a ton with advice and i’m trying to just be busy to avoid the stress of school. i’m the middle child, and it’s not fun being forgotten when my parents say goodnight- there have been nights, only a few, when my dad comes to say goodnight and skips my door, and i just sit in my bed hoping he will remember, but he just walks down the stairs. it’s hard and they keep talking to me about grades but when i try to ask them to like read my papers,i get “ can i do it tomorrow” and when tomorrow comes they never do it. this past week i had a play that ended at 10:15 and i got home at 11:15 and they made me go to school, and i woke up at 6 to get ready. i just had my best friend and his family
over tonight and it was fun getting just talk about school and watch a collage football game.
i'm not ready to grow up yet
Me either
Me either
Feels like I’m never gonna get anywhere in life. Every day is a struggle and yet another anxiety attack over the littlest things.
Sometimes I just want to leave my life, I feel like I’m fighting for life 😭💔