I made quite the trip myself just to find this splendid music piece from an Instagram ad all the way to various other pieces of music So yeah, the violin you hear is from a ps2 game called rule of roses. PRETTY SURE, maybe I got the name wrong but yeah I'm getting good Karama hope that helps
@@yoturaliaz6205 do you know which track from Rule Of Rose it is? I've heard some similar sounding songs on the soundtrack but I haven't found this specific one
@@charlottevangotterdammerung Genshin? I just googled anime dude and this came up, sick picture IMO. u knowing whatever that game is makes u 15, I guess
@@4franchesca__ Someone commented saying it was from an OST from a game called "rule of rose" but I checked out all the tracks but couldn't really identify it clearly, but im not too sure, but lmk if you check it out yourself.
this reminds me of when i was a child i know bad things happened but all i have are offputting, out-of-place happy memories its like looking at a child's drawing of their family but there's blood on the paper the majority of the memories i have are of the nightmares i would get every. single. night. i was six years old praying to a god i no longer beleive in, begging for a good dream. it never came. then i begged for dreamless sleep. i was never so lucky. then i begged only for the night to be over but at the end of every day i would lie awake for hours scared out of my mind only to have a nightmare when i finally fell asleep. i remember watching my little sister sleep peacefully next to me. i remember staring in paranoia at the window, the shadows, the closet door. hours and hours of quietly crying to myself, the only one awake in the house, so so scared. and for what? was it the bad things that happened during the day? was it my mental illness? was this punishment for not giving my soul to God? punishment for being such a rotten kid? i remember watching the sun rise. i remember being told i look older, i look sad, i look sick. i remember that i got punished for keeping my sister awake with me. i know my sister complained that i cried all night. it's like the sickening sweetness of rotting meat. i had a good childhood, i tell myself. i look at photos where i am smiling, look into the eyes of that young boy and i can see it. i can still see the fear and the sadness. the dread for sundown. but I'm smiling with my teeth. i can feel a connotative warmth from happy stories of my childhood, but when i look back i can still feel that gut-wrenching mind-rotting decomposing terror. why? my childhood was destroyed by my own subconscious. why?
I search on Google and it said The cause of antihoney's death was not suicide, as was once rumored during her hiatus, but rather the deterioration of his health. She had been trying to complete a new album by herself until the end of her life 8 Mar 2023 but idk if it correct
This song is so beautiful, but it scares me. It feels like hopeless despair, as if you are on the verge of death
Like the world is gonna end and everything is slow
to me it feels like spiraling down to insanity
@@elliewoods07Same
Yea except the creator of this song died.
Pior que eu sinto uma vontade imensa de escutá-la,mas quando eu escuto essa música,fico me sentindo solitária.
1:40 makes me cry my eyes out...
real
yeah.. I love you mom.😿 having heart surgery
@@rozyyfxxu are okay?
This song really comforts me in a weird way. It gives off "Finding comfort in the discomfort" vibes
Underrated song.
fr. i found out about this song cause of piropito and i now love this song.
@youraveragelabelhead Me too! That Doll video introduced me to nana and antihoney! I love both of them so much
Always has been
now it’s getting recognition
real
rip antihoney, heartfelt condolences
had no idea, wow. May she rest in peace🖤
What happened to her?
@@meimeilyn777 her friend told it on twitter, i believe that she didnt want her fans to know how she passed
@yoyleliite but her friend said how she passed away?
@@lazzs_liz im pretty sure they meant that they announced she died not how
I Love this part 1:53
too
Fr
Same
this song is oddly nostalgic
fr💔
The violin samples holy shit i need to know where there from if not made by antihoney
I made quite the trip myself just to find this splendid music piece from an Instagram ad all the way to various other pieces of music
So yeah, the violin you hear is from a ps2 game called rule of roses. PRETTY SURE, maybe I got the name wrong but yeah I'm getting good Karama hope that helps
@@yoturaliaz6205 do you know which track from Rule Of Rose it is? I've heard some similar sounding songs on the soundtrack but I haven't found this specific one
@@LuminousWisp have you found it yet??
@@yoturaliaz6205 do you know which song?
Tchaikovsky: Violin Concerto in D Major, Op. 35, TH 59 - I. Allegro moderato skip to 5 mins into the song
What a beautiful song. I miss her a lot.
other humans are practically worthless to our being, another one will come.
it depends on what you mean. can you elaborate?@@mischi6evous
hes basically saying you mourning her is useless and that someone else will replace her. sick individual
@@ishros
@@mischi6evous
>Genshin pfp
happy 15th birthday little dude
@@charlottevangotterdammerung Genshin? I just googled anime dude and this came up, sick picture IMO. u knowing whatever that game is makes u 15, I guess
This is exactly what my soul sounds like.
i love your soul
rest in peace antihoney
Хочу разлагаться в гробу под эту песню, она слишком красивая
This song scares me
It's beautiful. Antihoney had talent, and was taken too soon.
I cry every time listening to any Antihoney song.
no matter where you are,
everyone is always connected
this is so beautiful. I cant quite explain it. Rest in peace, antihoney. ❤
How many broken souls fell off onto this comment?
many.
My body still shakes (literally) listening to the song but i love the music so damn much
Sounds like somthing I would listen while attempting
Rest in peace antihoney, so sad i discovered your music now instead of back then.
A música pode soa tão... triste, mas eu fico com tanto sono e chego a dormir com ela
1:25 this is literally how I feel
I am slowly losing my mind :)
This mf is planning something evil@@merokitten
@@damianlkism Ahh yeah
I'm sorry i wasn't able to appreciate your beautiful work while you were with us💔😕
This audio feels so calming and eerie at the same time, It feels like the audio that I would hear during despair and the sound of your faith, death.
1:14 no puedo explicar lo mucho que amo el piano de esta partee
this is scary but sad-
it's scary and sad at the same time
This song, helps me calm down(*^^*)
essa toca a alma..
i love this song.
1:26 is my favorite part of this song no doubt
Also, Rest In Peace AntiHoney your music will forever last in everyone's heart. Fly High.
Bu şarkı çok güzel.
oyle
really need to know where that violin sample (1:53) is from
I’ve been trying to find it out because i know it has to be from somewhere, did you ever find out??
@@4franchesca__ Someone commented saying it was from an OST from a game called "rule of rose" but I checked out all the tracks but couldn't really identify it clearly, but im not too sure, but lmk if you check it out yourself.
I wanna know too
Rule of roses soundtrack
Tchaikovsky: Violin Concerto in D Major, Op. 35, TH 59 - I. Allegro moderato skip to 5 mins into the song
request for ya: "today" by ghost and pals :D (slowed/reverb)
this literally makes me feel sad, scared, and calm at the same time and it's crazy
Sounds creepy but I like it alot
can you do "Don't touch me" by Creep-P slowed and reverb next if possible? if not can you do "those who carried on" by ghost and pals?
I love this song so much
Essa música e tão perfeita
I am impressed
I need this song injected to me
I can’t get enough of this song
Dear litle child day is young
1:26 favorite part
This song sounds peaceful, but depressing. Like you’re reflecting back on all of your past memories before you greet and accept death.
Прекрасная 🩶♥🩶
calming
Slk emocionei tio
1:51 oh.. Is so beautiful...
Reminding me of all those tramutizing anime's I've watched just urging me to watch them again. Like Perfect Blue, Shoujo Tsubaki and DevilMan Crybaby.
this sounds like schizophrenia (in a good way)
@@irenep7650 what songs do you feel match up with your schizophrenia? im intrigued
@@irenep7650 ndad fan spotted!!!!!
In my opinion it sounds like borderline personality disorder
1:36
My gf sent me this
ur gf has amazing music taste 🤘🤘
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY PLSS 😔😔
It is but not slowed down
@@cristianlemus3947 that's the point 😭
Minha mente soa igual a essa música
just remind me of the first video of nana825763
he and antihoney were friends back then :)
oh wow now i know it
r.i.p Antihoney
Soy tu 10k like
this 0:55 part give me goosebumps
this song feels like ur mourning someone
can sm1 upload this on spotify😫
this song is my soul.
i found it on tiktok sadly. I wish i foun this somewhere else
It sounds like Moby - Porcelain, but sad
Down here a dying dove crawls..
Sleep on dear little child, day is young…
It's so beautiful but sounds like someone is about to die.
This song reminds me of my dead brothers
"you're afraid of losing everybody, but who's afraid of losing you?" I have a weapon
this reminds me of when i was a child
i know bad things happened but all i have are offputting, out-of-place happy memories its like looking at a child's drawing of their family but there's blood on the paper
the majority of the memories i have are of the nightmares i would get every. single. night. i was six years old praying to a god i no longer beleive in, begging for a good dream. it never came. then i begged for dreamless sleep. i was never so lucky. then i begged only for the night to be over but at the end of every day i would lie awake for hours scared out of my mind only to have a nightmare when i finally fell asleep. i remember watching my little sister sleep peacefully next to me. i remember staring in paranoia at the window, the shadows, the closet door. hours and hours of quietly crying to myself, the only one awake in the house, so so scared. and for what? was it the bad things that happened during the day? was it my mental illness? was this punishment for not giving my soul to God? punishment for being such a rotten kid? i remember watching the sun rise. i remember being told i look older, i look sad, i look sick. i remember that i got punished for keeping my sister awake with me. i know my sister complained that i cried all night.
it's like the sickening sweetness of rotting meat. i had a good childhood, i tell myself. i look at photos where i am smiling, look into the eyes of that young boy and i can see it. i can still see the fear and the sadness. the dread for sundown. but I'm smiling with my teeth. i can feel a connotative warmth from happy stories of my childhood, but when i look back i can still feel that gut-wrenching mind-rotting decomposing terror.
why? my childhood was destroyed by my own subconscious.
why?
1:40
is there any like this on spotify?
Came here from that one Larry edit from Tiktok
Virsion ultraman fghting blood evil killer 3 👹👹
Song Done Dove Doll Level
LMAOO WHATTT
@@C4RN3Sthe image in the video is that juuzou suzuya or is that just some other anime character lol
@@SEXYDIVA2006-im6id it is Juuzou Suzuya !!
what happened to antihoney? her music was beautiful i hope shes resting peacefully
I feel lonely I am not lonely I am with my sister and brother ❤️
How strange it is to be anything at all
She didn’t want to die, she just wanted out of that house
If you look in my eyes even when im happy, my eyes dont look happy or any emotion i do lmao
Can someone explain me how antihoney died?.. I dont know anything about her 🙁but the songs she made were amazing..
I search on Google and it said The cause of antihoney's death was not suicide, as was once rumored during her hiatus, but rather the deterioration of his health. She had been trying to complete a new album by herself until the end of her life 8 Mar 2023 but idk if it correct
real
Im going psycho.
Me gusta mas que la original
"sleep, on dear little child, day is young" ouch.
What happened to her
she went to heaven.
She passed away :(
Sad
Al escuchar esta canción me da demasiada paz me relaja antihoney descansa en paz nos dejaste unas obras de arte
Я был бы рад если кто-то напишет субтитры под комментарием
Я не могу перевести :(
this sounds like a miscarriage
Меня не любят
Меня тоже
Меня тоже
Im cooked
I AM SORRY REALLY SORRY FOR THAT
rest in peace antihoney.
me as a song
What happened to antihoney?
It's still there but it's not the one people are looking for
1:53
1:50
1:40 fav part
1:55
1:51
1:45