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  • Опубликовано: 5 окт 2024

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  • @coltenpine2382
    @coltenpine2382 2 года назад +2567

    My late fiancé introduced me to your music. It’s been about 4 years since she died, and every time I hear one of your songs, it reminds me of her. Your music is truly a masterpiece just like she was. Thank you.

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  2 года назад +570

      my condolences, I hope the memories the music brings back are all positive 🙏

    • @coltenpine2382
      @coltenpine2382 2 года назад +254

      @@bonjr2854 thank you! And yes, it brings nothing but good memories.

    • @thetonymasters
      @thetonymasters Год назад +186

      FUCK; this is sad.
      I am so sorry bro.

    • @Sunnyking77
      @Sunnyking77 Год назад +56

      Im sorry what you been through. May everything heal soon. Till then may you blessed enough strength to go on

    • @itisi6455
      @itisi6455 Год назад +65

      ✨One who speaks of a loved one as a Masterpiece, is one itself...

  • @mateam7517
    @mateam7517 3 года назад +4602

    Dear Bonjr, i think you should know that people around the whole world, even in places you have never heard about (Reunion Island here), listen to your songs to find the comfort they can't find anywhere else. There's something so true and pure, warm and cold, aching and soothing in them...
    When i feel like i'm failing at life, when everything else doesn't make sense anymore, i always come back to them. And it's never enough, i never stop needing those songs. They inspire me to take the next step, to reconnect after accepting to lose myself for a moment.
    So, truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you ♡.

    • @conrad5968
      @conrad5968 3 года назад +180

      This (Ireland here)

    • @Ta.Mires.2
      @Ta.Mires.2 3 года назад +209

      It's about this. 🌐
      (Brazil here)

    • @mustafapc19
      @mustafapc19 3 года назад +179

      This (India here) :)

    • @enesai_
      @enesai_ 3 года назад +161

      the words i feel but couldn’t explain

    • @mateam7517
      @mateam7517 3 года назад +89

      @@enesai_ loving that it's a shared feeling! music's magic ^^

  • @Etnies787
    @Etnies787 3 года назад +3133

    This makes me feel so alone, but in the most comfortable way possible.

    • @princess-cd5zg
      @princess-cd5zg 3 года назад +19

      Exactly

    • @omp365
      @omp365 2 года назад +58

      every comment section like this reminds me that there are people out there that yearn for a more peaceful world.

    • @MikeOrkid
      @MikeOrkid 2 года назад +6

      Definition of my life.

    • @YoutubeYoutube-te2ny
      @YoutubeYoutube-te2ny 2 года назад +6

      Makes me hate my life more than I already do

    • @omp365
      @omp365 2 года назад +17

      @@RUclipsRUclips-te2ny hating your life is a dead end. accept what is wrong about it and start moving forward. even if you don't move fast, progress equals more contentment.
      i used to go on about hating my life and it never changed until i made peace with it and worked on improving things.

  • @mikedouglas9863
    @mikedouglas9863 Месяц назад +7

    An older friend of mine went silent about a week and a half ago, today I had to go check on him. It was a long drive, but I was worried about my friend. I found out from one of his neighbors that he died in his sleep.
    Steve’s passing taught me a valuable lesson though, presence is more important than anything, including blood.
    RIP Steve 1960-2024
    I love you brother.

  • @pyrolofi768
    @pyrolofi768 10 месяцев назад +427

    The worst part of being young is the fact we all want to grow up when in reality we were truly happy with everything as is back then

    • @Live.Every.Moment
      @Live.Every.Moment 7 месяцев назад +4

      True😐

    • @BosstyGaming_YT
      @BosstyGaming_YT 7 месяцев назад +4

      Amen to that I feel the same way

    • @adrianrock1287
      @adrianrock1287 7 месяцев назад +4

      My childhood friend, yes I agree! Him and I used to play video games back in the early 2000s. Also playing outside was a regular thing to us...

    • @GoatyMan3678
      @GoatyMan3678 6 месяцев назад +2

      Growing up is realizing that you should cherish what you have and those memories you made. I may start to journal them, I have started to forget… I’m scared that if I lose someone close to me, I might forget… am I depressed?

    • @SLIVER-MACE
      @SLIVER-MACE 5 месяцев назад +1

      Love you all

  • @bonjr2854
    @bonjr2854  3 года назад +1360

    it's been 520 days since release and the feedback continues to amaze me ^^ ty for listening!
    how's everyone doing? and where are you listening from? i've been reading most of the comments so please keep sharing your stories!

    • @ira._.8822
      @ira._.8822 3 года назад +32

      Ukraine is here)

    • @DBayakFlRemake
      @DBayakFlRemake 3 года назад +35

      Please keep making this kind of music. Love from India...

    • @jackyochoaa
      @jackyochoaa 3 года назад +18

      TEXAS , USA here man I love your music puts me in a great state of mind. Always on repeat. Your doing amazing work man.

    • @aleksandre9711
      @aleksandre9711 3 года назад +31

      Georgia, the country.

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  3 года назад +20

      @@aleksandre9711 wow!

  • @CarrotTheParrot
    @CarrotTheParrot 3 года назад +1445

    Its somehow weird, how this song and "its okay, youre okay" have a very unique way of being understood
    They are not your typical songs, but they have a very powerful message, depending on how you feel or your life is going
    I have listened "its okay, youre okay" for literally more than 10 hours for sure.
    These are simple masterpieces and I really want to thank you mr.bonjr

    • @Dd-mt5ol
      @Dd-mt5ol 3 года назад +7

      takes me out of the world 🌎 into my own reality but now i gotta follow my the worlds reality because i gor debt to pay now before i just drove around my bmw going 150 drifting smoking pot heavily now facing reality because of that debt

    • @InfiniteLife..
      @InfiniteLife.. 3 года назад +2

      I feel the same as this comment. Thank you mr bonjr 🙏✨The first time I listened to it’s okay you’re okay I awaked to the amount of emotions I had suppressed through out my life. I listen to o it regularly now. The power of music 🙌

    • @Pandavelka
      @Pandavelka 3 года назад +1

      you can listen to it when you're sad, happy, nostalgic, angry....it's just so complex and it can soothe you as well as make you very sad and contemplative

    • @livysardothien5745
      @livysardothien5745 3 года назад +2

      I made the likes 444 and the comments 4.
      ✨4444✨

    • @_risinsunn
      @_risinsunn 3 года назад +2

      I feel the same way ✨♡

  • @IIIIIlIIl
    @IIIIIlIIl 7 месяцев назад +353

    1 month 11 days sober from alcohol here. Living with my alcoholic family is tough but I will prevail. Much love to everyone. ❤

    • @korbendallas9317
      @korbendallas9317 7 месяцев назад +12

      Keep pushing. It's not easy, I know. Find new hobbies and keep yourself busy, exercise helps a lot. Replace your time drinking with things and projects you're passionate about
      But, if you're around other people drinking all the time, you probably need to leave that environment.
      It is up to You!! The mind is the most powerful thing, YOU Can do ANYTHING you put your mind to.
      You are not "powerless to alcohol" .. You're the one making the choices. Make good one's.
      I believe in you

    • @muffinatordlux
      @muffinatordlux 7 месяцев назад +12

      10 months off the weed... was a chronic smoker.. had to move away from my family as well.. mom, sis and brother all smoked. Didn't care what I was going through. Even said I was arrogant and an asshole after quitting... keep it up man.. life gets harder before it gets better

    • @DanishBroly
      @DanishBroly 7 месяцев назад +5

      God will bless you

    • @michaelmora8946
      @michaelmora8946 7 месяцев назад +1

      Damn my comment is probably to long too read huh, one day I'll get the same love back

    • @Just2HepCats
      @Just2HepCats 7 месяцев назад +3

      Just for today... I'm amazed! this is excellent.

  • @anujj6104
    @anujj6104 Год назад +466

    It's like this song unlocked so many memories that I had completely forgotten about. It made me see memories that I didn't know I had...
    I can listen to this for hours and hours, contemplating life, living nostalgia and fantasizing about the perfect childhood I wished I had...

    • @Seth-Van-Essence
      @Seth-Van-Essence Год назад

      too much feelings be expressed bud.

    • @chredx
      @chredx Год назад +6

      i can only confirm! This song feels obviously sad, but at the sime time there is always a soft voice saying "its ok, you can forgive, you can let go now, just breathe" ❤
      Almost same feeling: First 50 Seconds of "Hans Zimmer - Goodbye my Son"

    • @iamcopperhead
      @iamcopperhead 8 месяцев назад +1

      Forreal dude. It hurts so bad every day. Especially after becoming clean and sober, turning 44. Among other things.

  • @MC-874
    @MC-874 3 года назад +1201

    Now i can shut down myself in deep-root that lies in the bottom of the void.

    • @McNugge.
      @McNugge. 3 года назад +18

      Why tf did I read that as
      _"... Down myself in deep-throat... "_

    • @unavela
      @unavela 3 года назад +15

      Don't, is cold as fuck down here

    • @unavela
      @unavela 3 года назад +4

      @@m.us..c203 it's lonely on the top if you let it get to your head

    • @vid7074
      @vid7074 3 года назад +4

      The void is internal

    • @jesseg94
      @jesseg94 3 года назад +4

      Bunch of edge lord's here getting off on themselves lol

  • @RogerJaramillooo
    @RogerJaramillooo 3 года назад +803

    Please never stop upload music, there’s no artist like you.

    • @TheJoSef1n
      @TheJoSef1n 3 года назад +10

      You should check these then
      Eeuphonious, Fluidified, Vesky, skeler., dreamscape, ØFDREAM

    • @Sujithnair009
      @Sujithnair009 3 года назад +3

      Correct damn correct..pls don't die...we need you

    • @NeoTokyo420
      @NeoTokyo420 2 года назад

      It's only you who think so, but you may not have heard of Alicks, some kind of treasure too...

    • @moonji_woon8223
      @moonji_woon8223 2 года назад +1

      @@TheJoSef1n May I ask what type of genre is this music?

    • @TheJoSef1n
      @TheJoSef1n 2 года назад

      @@moonji_woon8223 Of course! I am not sure myself, but I would say its a mix of ambien and chillstep :)

  • @FreeDom-xj9xc
    @FreeDom-xj9xc 3 года назад +362

    The way i interpret the title is to be a reference to derealization, a wanting for death knowing that the world around you isn't real, and the reassurance of staying if it is the opposite OR a relationship that no longer feels authentic, falling apart; that only if it were real as it was, you would stay.

    • @enesai_
      @enesai_ 3 года назад +13

      this

    • @jamesjonson4501
      @jamesjonson4501 3 года назад +34

      For many years I've had moments when randomly everything around me feels, like an illusion, my peripheral vison increased and everything felt small like it was shrinking and it felt like I'm slipping into a dream but without sleeping and I've never figured it out until I randomly read your comment and out of curiosity googled derealization and realized that was what I've been experiencing over the years thinking it was only me

    • @jamesjonson4501
      @jamesjonson4501 3 года назад +3

      @@michaelgrovesdandyline3099 I've never experienced that extent but the feeling I can understand and it's scary especially if it happen regularly. Maybe therapy might help but if not I really do hope you find a way to cope and deal with it as it comes.

    • @thingonathinginathing
      @thingonathinginathing 3 года назад +6

      Just when I thought I was finally starting to not wanting to kill myself lmao

    • @mello4989
      @mello4989 3 года назад +1

      @@thingonathinginathing please talk to someone it's not worth it I promise you

  • @justinyang6521
    @justinyang6521 Год назад +264

    When the pain has become a part of you, so when you're pain free, you feel empty.

    • @donsandrano1429
      @donsandrano1429 8 месяцев назад +7

      I understand

    • @Hxhjli
      @Hxhjli 7 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@donsandrano1429i also unfortunately understand

    • @SALVAG3D
      @SALVAG3D 7 месяцев назад +2

      I had to adapt. It was too much for me. If I hadn't, I would have ended myself. But now I'm here listening to this and remembering everything that was lost. But, at least I survived. I guess.

    • @MrJGarcia13106
      @MrJGarcia13106 7 месяцев назад +1

      I completely understand what it feels to be like that !

    • @MaxW0lf
      @MaxW0lf 7 месяцев назад +2

      With millions of people dying everyday, why am I still here...?
      Life has no purpose...
      No goals...
      No ambition...
      No need for eating nor drinking...
      Just existing.
      I am just a flesh walking around. I don't feel a thing. Empty...

  • @LostWorld-Comus
    @LostWorld-Comus Месяц назад +5

    To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.

  • @oscarknight7823
    @oscarknight7823 3 года назад +227

    I’d like to tell my story, because thanks to you I’ve been able to keep moving forward.
    I’m a digital artist and I’ve been struggling with severe depression and suicidal tendencies for the past three years, I’m 20 at the moment. My life took a sour turn when I was 17 and if I’m being honest, I haven’t recover from that.
    I learned to deal with all of it by myself, and became a very introspective guy, but there are times when I just feel like I can’t keep going, it feels like I’m drowning under deep and dark water and don’t really know If I’m swimming for the surface or the bottom, but when I play your songs while I’m painting, it feels as if life turns from black&white to a beautiful deep blue, cold and gentle; it’s as if I found the meaning to everything and nothing at the same time. Your songs make me feel like I’m not broken anymore, it’s soothing and comforting.
    You are an amazing producer and a terrific musician; you brought peace to a tormented soul, and you have helped me to connect with myself once more in order to keep on doing what I love, thank you🖤

    • @levistrobel351
      @levistrobel351 3 года назад +20

      Keep fighting. Don't let the world win, prove to them how strong you are. God bless, and have a great day.

    • @maylove0333
      @maylove0333 2 года назад +3

      Healing Heart's Healing Mind's.
      We will get through this through the healing sounds of music....
      Together we will make it

    • @B.CREAT1
      @B.CREAT1 2 года назад +2

      It wel get better, just expose and keep on creating and producing. And be kind!

    • @Anoniempje333xoxoxoxo
      @Anoniempje333xoxoxoxo 2 года назад +3

      Thank you so much for sharing your story, I truly hope things will get better again.

    • @jnm_army2394
      @jnm_army2394 2 года назад +3

      You have to think you winning your battle if the batle is on your mind , you have to think you winning with anger , keep fight

  • @Tayehl
    @Tayehl 3 года назад +434

    This is the song you hear when you think your life is going well but it's not.

    • @liamp6491
      @liamp6491 Год назад +4

      I feel love for you knowing that you can have that same emotion. It's hard

    • @stevenstubby8632
      @stevenstubby8632 Год назад +4

      Believe me, you are right where you were meant to be. Everything happens for a reason. Everything is as God wills it to be. Once you truly.. truly understand this, nothing else will matter anymore. You will be one with everything. You will become the perfect infinite divine light that shines through every living thing. The light that is the foundation of the Universe. Everything is as God wills it.

    • @PrinceAmir206
      @PrinceAmir206 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@stevenstubby8632yessssssss!!!! Thank you!!!!!!

    • @sagnikpanja2000
      @sagnikpanja2000 6 месяцев назад

      😢

    • @tiny1801
      @tiny1801 6 месяцев назад

      ❤😢

  • @BK-20147
    @BK-20147 3 года назад +78

    I love the colors of the pictures from Bonjr songs (its ok, echo complex) all dark blue

    • @LoonieMoony
      @LoonieMoony 3 года назад +6

      I listen to them in twilight when the sky out my window is the same colour

  • @VoicesCollide
    @VoicesCollide Год назад +72

    Just realised why I feel so alone.
    Not because I physically am alone but because I have alot of people around me that act like I don't exist.

    • @LamentOfTheFallen
      @LamentOfTheFallen 7 месяцев назад

      Its okay, Me too.. I was once so happy but now the people made me the way I turned myself into, Im changing.. and I will make sure that change is worth it in every way.

    • @skyler862
      @skyler862 6 месяцев назад +1

      Kind of similar

    • @justbeingamom6834
      @justbeingamom6834 3 месяца назад

      Ye it's hard feeling alone

    • @wissallazara8344
      @wissallazara8344 Месяц назад

      your sweet song such a healing for a soul.....my story is to long to say and eveyone has a story to tell ....bref i really appeciate this masterpiece u have made and i listen to it everytime while i'm writing my stories to my book.....Thank you 🤍🤍

  • @danaluha5019
    @danaluha5019 8 месяцев назад +25

    I listened to this a lot while my son was away in the military and i was recovering from heartbreak, surgery, and isolation. Something about it was comforthing and it helped me to keep pushing forward.

  • @azalea6658
    @azalea6658 3 года назад +108

    this song gives me the vibe of being caressed/comforted after a tragic event like you just lost someone you needed and cared deeply for and you dont have much hope left but the people you have left are there for you to try to calm you down and reassure you its going to be okay

  • @DNDMarcus2293
    @DNDMarcus2293 7 месяцев назад +118

    This song makes me feel like I've let down not only myself but everyone around me and its too late to fix anything

    • @josephdavis4956
      @josephdavis4956 7 месяцев назад +12

      You're right, it's not too late to become who you know you can be. Keep going, you've got this.

    • @a19894
      @a19894 7 месяцев назад +4

      Wow , this is exactly how im feeling right now

    • @yankquinn9992
      @yankquinn9992 6 месяцев назад +5

      It's never too late

    • @emperorofcuntstittiesprink155
      @emperorofcuntstittiesprink155 6 месяцев назад

      Let those moments flow through you, leaving you cleansed as you wipe the tears away. It's ok to be a disappointment. Be you. Your pain is seen fellow human.

    • @Playstation19999
      @Playstation19999 6 месяцев назад

      I jabe to right a greatful list .. so easy to be down

  • @jellynightninjathe1508
    @jellynightninjathe1508 2 года назад +33

    This song…finally made me realize she isn’t coming back. But the memories I have of her will continue to shine like diamonds. And for that I’ll wait

    • @danielson9027
      @danielson9027 7 месяцев назад +2

      This comment helped me out so much. Thank you. I’ve been in denial since my baby girl has passed and your comment made me feel more at peace.

    • @Fiddy661
      @Fiddy661 6 месяцев назад +1

      She was never yours it was just your turn

  • @Jaguar-lr7jq
    @Jaguar-lr7jq 7 месяцев назад +19

    This music give me the saddest vibe, it makes me feel like i wanna isolate my self and don’t wanna be found

  • @rmonroe135
    @rmonroe135 2 года назад +71

    Just when I thought “it’s okay, you’re okay” couldn’t be topped! Plz keep making music like this 😭🙏🏽

    • @Bilal-d7z6j
      @Bilal-d7z6j 8 месяцев назад +1

      🙁🙁

    • @SALVAG3D
      @SALVAG3D 7 месяцев назад +2

      Low key ya. I'm ok for a good while. Then I come across music like this, and it knocks me on my butt. I'll get up. I'll be fine. Always are. But ya. I understand that..

  • @somedude8604
    @somedude8604 3 года назад +252

    Haven't heard the song yet but I'm sure it's going to be amazing.

  • @jadeanderson1878
    @jadeanderson1878 3 года назад +77

    I can just shut the world off to all your music. I love it soo much.

  • @hive5123
    @hive5123 3 года назад +269

    You know, bonjr songs was really the start of me liking calm music in general
    It started a few years ago with the famous "It's okay, you're ok" song like most people, and ever since, I managed to find some peace
    Feeling so rushed by life, getting good grades, getting a licence, getting a job, all of that as fast as I possibly could without really taking much time for myself and others around me
    It feels nice to stop and enjoy life, it really is. I would say that it is even essential, because it really makes you realize where you are headed, if it is something you want or not.
    So thank you bonjr, after all those years, I believe I really ought to thank you and this awesome community that was built, as they are the ones that I can relate to a lot when it comes to those feelings I can't quite put words on.
    Thank you.

    • @josiasavila2003
      @josiasavila2003 3 года назад +3

      Hey men, I feel you till getting the job fast, heck even the good grades as I always strolled thru schools, mostly here on México a year in Kansas, but I still feel dragged as I miss a year at preschool and another changing career, thought I was doing good till these recent days as my now ex (you know) but yea these last days have been rough, keeping me up asking what could have been wrong at all.. getting snoozed by Bjorn it’s ok your ok seems like a paradox but hey at least I’m liking my career and most importantly myself. Si amas a alguien no lo dejes ir.

    • @CruzWithMe
      @CruzWithMe 3 года назад +1

      Well said

    • @ezgisuberber653
      @ezgisuberber653 Год назад

      calm as in end of the world feeling

  • @1Monty509
    @1Monty509 5 месяцев назад +4

    I still remember everything, from the very first day we met, to the last. For a few years, I got to experience what true happiness felt like. I got to see what my true potential was. Sadly, depression has taken a grip on me once again, and I feel like I have been falling ever since.
    I don't see a way out this time , and I am scared.

  • @leosicht-meitner5384
    @leosicht-meitner5384 Год назад +24

    Dude this has a certain heaviness to it but also brings positive things, it turns you upside down inside out, brings nostalgia with sorrow but also beauty , mixes sad with joy , memories of exs and people gone from my life into only pleasant memories , it is soothing. It is like life with bad and good but makes it more soothing… Great job and awesome talent , you made a new fan and follower

  • @epalegmail
    @epalegmail Год назад +152

    I was married for four years with this amazing woman. I loved her more than I've loved anyone. She had depression and started taking meds, which at the same time weakened the relationship. She left me saying that she wanted to be alone and in no relationship. I asked very often for a second chance but she just stormed out of my life extremely fast giving me no time to even comprehend what was happening. After just two months she found someone else and they moved in together. These have been dark times in my life and dark thoughts just keep coming. These kind of music makes me feel the hole she left in my life, which I'm not sure anyone will or should fill again. Thanks for posting.

    • @shk9269
      @shk9269 Год назад +22

      I feel your pain. Know that you are not alone. This sounds cliche, but time really does heal your wounds. Give it another 4 years and you'll have learned new things about yourself and others. Life may feel less pretty for a while, but you will be a better man in the future. A man that has learnt things others may never learn. By going through a dark stage in life. It will take time, it will be hard. But you are harder my friend. Keep going, there is light at the end. I wish you all the strength you need, and don't be afraid to cry. Tears will bring relief.

    • @epalegmail
      @epalegmail Год назад +18

      @@shk9269 I keep coming back every time I feel lost to read your comment. Thanks for the response, my friend. It really helps.

    • @shk9269
      @shk9269 Год назад +14

      @@epalegmail I personally believe heartbreak is the worst pain a human can feel. It is easier to lose a loved one through a car accident, compared to losing them through a breakup that involves rejection and betrayal. I'm glad the comment I made can bring some relief! You're the best :)

    • @MrJGarcia13106
      @MrJGarcia13106 7 месяцев назад +1

      I feel you ! Stay strong

    • @seanmatters8196
      @seanmatters8196 7 месяцев назад +1

      I know we can all say we’re not alone, and people have felt the same pain you’ve felt, but reality is in the moment no one else matters but the ones involved or the one involved, the pain is solidified in time and makes it feel like time isn’t moving, that your utterly alone in this world and only feeling this alone, that is the real feeling, only we can overcome what we feel. We are here for brief moments in people’s lives creating love and bonds with one another, energies moving together. Even tho that energy was given to the world, the energy never left, the world gives back in a new form sometimes, we must keep fighting and not let up, we’re here for a reason

  • @aloneintokyo
    @aloneintokyo 3 года назад +260

    So good

    • @LemonRust1
      @LemonRust1 3 года назад +8

      haha when i saw this song i thought of you aloneintokyo

    • @KaiUndMoritz
      @KaiUndMoritz 3 года назад +3

      100% obvious that you like bonjr

    • @freakytitmaster814
      @freakytitmaster814 3 года назад +3

      i love your videos man. i also love your taste in music haha. keep up the good work brotha!

    • @christiancastillo1860
      @christiancastillo1860 3 года назад +2

      lol funny im playing rust listening to this song lmao

    • @TTGPetWussy
      @TTGPetWussy 5 месяцев назад

      ALONEINTOKYO WHEN YOU MAKING MORE MUSIC

  • @blank-re8qv
    @blank-re8qv 3 года назад +56

    i've only listened to "it's okay, you're okay" so far, but i really like what you're doing!

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  3 года назад +19

      you should check everything else out then, especially on Spotify ;) might find more stuff that you enjoy

  • @odry.mp4
    @odry.mp4 3 года назад +40

    "İt's ok, you're ok" parçasından sonra favorilerime girdi 🖤✋🏻

    • @Mc-ty8hy
      @Mc-ty8hy 3 года назад +3

      Onun yeri apayrı.

    •  3 года назад +3

      TÜRK YORUUUUM

    • @odry.mp4
      @odry.mp4 3 года назад

      @ 😎🖤😳👓🤏

    • @yusufayhan6797
      @yusufayhan6797 3 года назад

      O bambaşka bi şey ya apayrı bi yeri var

    • @makupicu4766
      @makupicu4766 3 года назад +1

      Türk buldum rahat ölebilirim

  • @orimori8016
    @orimori8016 2 месяца назад +2

    This music helps me realize how much saying your alone and being alone can really change your point of view in life and it can make you put up walls for opportunities that can change everything. Thank you for letting me hear the magnificent price of work

  • @Froststormer
    @Froststormer Год назад +20

    I listen to this while biking home after a closing shift at 12:30 am. The feeling I get while doing that and no cars are anywhere, immaculate.

  • @byronmann4525
    @byronmann4525 Год назад +106

    I'm only 21 but all this song does is make me think of years past and how everyone has changed. And it's beyond sad.

    • @SoGoXP
      @SoGoXP Год назад +1

      21 aswell and that's true asf

    • @sibusisodlamini5273
      @sibusisodlamini5273 11 месяцев назад +1

      Turning 20 next year, still yet to see the changes.... hope it won't be anything too bad.

    • @shawnnfr
      @shawnnfr 7 месяцев назад +1

      me at 17. missing the hell out of my childhood.

  • @ysf3655
    @ysf3655 3 года назад +18

    U know... This type of songs, make us almost share the type of feelings that can out explain to each other,

  • @realjqa
    @realjqa 3 года назад +41

    Idk where we go when we die, But lord please take me here . 🦋🙏🏽

  • @awsomegamer102
    @awsomegamer102 Год назад +21

    This song reminds me of my ex. We were together for about 9 months and definitely had our ups and downs, but it felt good. This song brings back memories of our time together in the best way possible.

  • @lilghostgirlz
    @lilghostgirlz 23 дня назад +2

    I truly love the deep space this connects me to. This is melancholy art and it's beautifully made. It fills in that empty space while you realize how empty that space was to begin with. It's that moment when you fall, that moment you feel unheard, but now you don't have to acknowledge and over analyze it, because these songs by bonjr already hug those analyzations.

  • @ЯнаПляченко
    @ЯнаПляченко 3 года назад +45

    Cloudy foggy day.
    you walk alone, celebrating another pointless outing and enjoying the air soaked in longing.
    Dark night.
    You lie wrapped in a blanket and feel a kind of emptiness inside you,
    you look at the ceiling and a tear of unspoken words and hidden emotions flows down your cheek lonely.
    Enjoy.

  • @ShalomMulenga
    @ShalomMulenga 3 года назад +44

    Need to take a long walk to this, really got me thinking.

  • @李芯-z7h
    @李芯-z7h 3 года назад +21

    I can’t even believe that people can make a song like this. Thank you for saving me these years. Love from Taiwan

  • @breenirwin2356
    @breenirwin2356 5 месяцев назад +6

    The feeling you've hit a brick wall in life people around you are happy but amongst them you still feel alone you are a ghost in society

    • @m0le6377
      @m0le6377 4 месяца назад +1

      So fucking real

  • @evanobrien9850
    @evanobrien9850 7 месяцев назад +4

    Thanks for making this beautiful music, this helps me release so much emotion that otherwise have adverse affects on my family. Something that sooths the pain that you can never forget

  • @Roddy_Zeh
    @Roddy_Zeh 2 года назад +24

    This music represents a change...a shift.
    From loneliness, feeling sad for being alone...to solitude...finding peace in being alone.
    Went through some tough moments last week and after parting ways with someone important, I'm slowly undergoing that change.
    Peace of mind, freedom...calmness. It's still a work in progress, still processing...sometimes feeling like back to square one, back to loneliness...but then re-balancing myself again...back to stability.
    Now...it's up to you, time. Do your magic...and make the wounds heal, even if they leave scars. Bury the painful and depressing memories, deep in my mind, so I can slowly forget about them...
    I do not wish any harm to that someone, on the contrary. All the best life can offer. I just do not wish to suffer anymore either.
    Thank you for this piece of musical art, bonjr. 🙏‍

    • @izabella1154
      @izabella1154 9 месяцев назад +1

      Hey, How you feel now?

    • @Roddy_Zeh
      @Roddy_Zeh 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@izabella1154 Hello, friend.
      It's been a while since I wrote that comment.
      Things are better now. No more loneliness, although still being alone. Such a big difference when you learn to enjoy your own company, a very liberating feeling...no longer having to rely on someone else's company to feel better. 🍷🗿
      Thank you for your concern. 🗿👍🏻

  • @rykersalty7265
    @rykersalty7265 Год назад +8

    ive been listening to this song on and off since release and I am now a freshman in college and all it reminds me of is my final highschool years and how much fun they were and how little care in the world I had and how insignificant small things were and how much easier living a life with parents was and having childhood friends surrounding me, and it all vanished away from me one day and now I have to start new again just because I got older. Its hard.

    • @wavy.m3
      @wavy.m3 Год назад

      it’s gonna get way worse my guy 😂

  • @tosen.w
    @tosen.w Год назад +3

    All my life I have been kinda lonely. Word of advice don’t push people away in fear of them leaving. don’t become like I was loneliness is an ugly monster it breeds jealousy, envy, it lowers self worth if you wallow in it. When you are feeling lonely take time to explore yourself. To show yourself the extent of your talents, passions, needs, and wants. Do this not because you want to distract yourself but you want to know yourself better so you don’t hate the man in the mirror. Accept ur flaws and if you are truly unhappy then try to fix them. Heads up kings.

  • @vd6356
    @vd6356 7 месяцев назад +3

    This music can bring tears automatically

  • @TK29867
    @TK29867 Год назад +4

    I recently just got out of a relationship.. This song reminded me of the good times, and the bad.. I feel comfortable sharing this story.. But everything that went downhill for me. My grandma died. My depression is hitting me hard as a truck can run you over.. And well, the relationship that I used to have.. I feel so relaxed yet sad in a good way. Remembering everything hurts.. but it always puts a smile while going through the pain

  • @vivian3796
    @vivian3796 3 года назад +15

    thank you for this. life has been so tiring and stressful lately, I'm stuck in a phase where i couldn't care less about anything or have any motivation to do anything. your songs offer that one moment of peace and serenity in my busy life

  • @michaeldalton5571
    @michaeldalton5571 3 месяца назад +3

    My daughter and I love this song. I don't know what that says about us but we come together over this track 😊

  • @XYouVandal
    @XYouVandal Год назад +5

    This song is the inner sadness we all work so hard to bury deep within ourselves, where no one else can see. It reminds us that it's still here and we're going to have to face it alone eventually. It beckons us to follow...and we will.

  • @cassiecolon8946
    @cassiecolon8946 7 месяцев назад +2

    This song always makes me wanna ball my eyes out. If I wasn’t thinking about anything sad or felt sad before, I do now. But in a healing type of way. Like I have to face things I don’t wanna feel. If that makes any sense.

  • @bumboklaatry5828
    @bumboklaatry5828 8 месяцев назад +3

    this song made me remember things that i didn't want to remember...

  • @AlyssiaMaiko
    @AlyssiaMaiko 7 месяцев назад +6

    I wish I could go back in time and hug myself as a child. A very long hug…

  • @vancaryu3838
    @vancaryu3838 Год назад +5

    This is my first time listening to your music, it feels like a bell ringing in the ocean with a lot of emotions. Like an echo crying for help, but there will be someone or something will calm down the emotions and this is relaxing. It feels like there’s a lot more deeper in the song and want to say thank you for this experience and I see a lot of people have stories. I want to say is, it’s okay to be alone. Just know that you’re not alone, and just remember that the memories will stick on your side and never forget the happiest moments.

  • @tatia.5370
    @tatia.5370 3 года назад +8

    I was on a suicide hotline almost about a year ago and we had started to talk about music and the person I was talking to recommend your music to me. I’ve never been more grateful for music. So thank you:)

  • @Jayman-gt8lv
    @Jayman-gt8lv 2 месяца назад +2

    This song reminds me of my entire life flashing before my eyes and then it’s telling me live your best life!

  • @doegirl5246
    @doegirl5246 7 месяцев назад +2

    My boys best friend like a brother,some girl blew him off one night,left his on his motorcycle mins later was killed,he was going about 100. I don't think he was in the right state of mind when he left his house. I have asked my boys before if he was having problems and he did cuz of his father dieing. I saw signs for I to have been down that road of depression and thinking that is no way out but suicide. I'm just sorry that I didn't help him more,me and my husband both treated him like a son,we loved him so much and so did his 2 brothers. Everytime I hear this song I think about him and break down crying,. He was my oldest age,20yrs old.😢
    R.I.P Josh 2002-2023
    We will see you again in heaven❤

  • @black09mln09
    @black09mln09 3 года назад +4

    If I ever find someone who feels the same comfort from your songs that I do, I might have found the one. You really know how to make our deepest feelings flourish, accept them and be ready to move forward. Thank you for your art.

  • @miyah4492
    @miyah4492 2 года назад +7

    So i have a best friend ive been on and off in love with for 7+ Years. we tried to date, we tried to break it off, but we always kept on coming back to each other. He would find comfort in your tracks, and i would always sit back and let my feelings get carried away by your music too. Im here typing this while i cry after my lover my rock and my best friend commited suicide. It gives me bellyache to think about him, and yet its all im doing. I stopped going to school, i started taking drugs, and i started to cut myself again even though i promised him id stop hurting myself. But i just cant stand him not being there anymore. Its been about a year and Im still laying in bed not eating for days missing him. And i come back to this. To your Music. Because its all i have left from him. To enjoy the only thing he ever seemed to enjoy. So thank you for that (:

  • @hoodiegirl7221
    @hoodiegirl7221 3 года назад +17

    Every time bonjr comes out with something, I wait until I'm alone at night an listen where nobody bothers me. And each time I cry like a baby

  • @justbeingamom6834
    @justbeingamom6834 3 месяца назад +2

    I just can't have enough of this music...being alone n keeping everything to myself it's quite challenging. N than this music helps me sleep in peace❤️

  • @HONEYxBADG3R.
    @HONEYxBADG3R. 8 месяцев назад +11

    Wow. Absolutely caught me off guard hearing this song. I've had a rough life growing up and lately been dealing with a lot. I've been an expert at bottling things up, it's hard really to say but man hearing this caused a flood. So many emotions and nostalgic memories past can't help but make me so sad when I hear this. Thanks @bonjr for this masterpiece.

  • @puppyhowler
    @puppyhowler Год назад +4

    this makes me feel like i'm floating in the soft winter air, watching the delicate snow flutter past me, each flake glittering in the cool winter sun. it's comforting.

  • @quietstormaps
    @quietstormaps 8 месяцев назад +3

    I don't know why this music stirs up sadness and nostalgia all at the same time bringing me to tears.

  • @_incognita.155
    @_incognita.155 3 года назад +5

    This and "it's ok, you're ok" are my relief for all the stress in my days, i listen in loop and i just feel like i'm floating and nothing can annoy me.
    I hope u never stop doing this kinda of stuff cause you're amazing at it!!! Love from Brazil

  • @petarskrivanj7726
    @petarskrivanj7726 Год назад +2

    Just what i need to heal this broken heart of mine .... this makes me feel ...sad and happy 😆 but end up remebering the good old times

  • @buba5928
    @buba5928 7 месяцев назад +2

    Four years ago during one of the worst phases of my life, my mental health was really bad. I suffered from anxiety, panic attacks, de-realization aswell as had trouble with eating, at that time 'it's okay, you're okay'' was what helped me in my recovery. Now, four years later and during another major phase of my life, this song describes how i'm feeling inside. I'm still carrying on, but life's not the same with new hardships coming my way.
    I hope that my life is going to get better in the future, and if i'll look back at today four years later i'm going to remember this song.

  • @johnysharki5694
    @johnysharki5694 7 месяцев назад +4

    It's been really hard sleeping lately. The darkness of my room and and the silence is haunting. The only way I can try to get a small peace of mind is by hugging a pillow and imagine it's the embrace of someone dear to me. It hurts more when I remember that that someone has passed away, a long time ago and there will be no chance of feeling their warmth except in my mind.

    • @kakr4739
      @kakr4739 2 месяца назад +1

      Hey, I don't know the pain you feel. I don't know the loss you feel or the loneliness you feel. I don't. But I know that it hurts. I don't know your pain, but I know pain. I know loneliness, I know loss, but I don't know just how bad it is for you. If you're willing to listen, I have some good news for you. There's someone that knows exactly how you feel. This person loves you so much more than you could ever imagine. This person would die to make sure you can live. This person can't wait for you to see Him. This person can't wait for you to run to Him and embrace Him. His name is Jesus. He knows that you really want a hug. He knows that even though it feels like the world is falling apart, He is greater than the world. Even if the world crumbles, He will never leave you. Trust me. I was depressed. I was going to take my own life. I was planning it. Every time that I wanted to though, I remember this voice that never left, He told me to keep going. I did, and it's been almost a year since I've been the happiest I've ever been. Jesus showed up in my life. I don't live a perfect life though. I will still lose people, I won't always have my friends, but Jesus has always been there, and will always be there. God has known me since before I was born. The same is for you.
      Jeremiah 1:5
      “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
      before you were born I set you apart;
      I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”
      Jesus is there with His arms wide open ready to give you the warmest hug ever. Please, go to Him.

  • @michaelhood9024
    @michaelhood9024 8 месяцев назад +4

    Spent 40 minutes trying to find this,it was the background music of a youtube video and man it just spoke to the soul, love it

  • @TW23796
    @TW23796 Год назад +5

    Feels so comforting...like a lullaby

  • @JonYT_75
    @JonYT_75 3 месяца назад +2

    Dear Bonjr, Its been months since my aunt passed away. This song reminded me of her, she died cause of cancer, I dont know what would i do for you. Thank you. This might be the best music so far. May my aunt rest in peace. 3-4 Months Pass By. Still Crying about her. My mum is still sad. We all loved her.

    • @minatorres5261
      @minatorres5261 3 месяца назад +1

      I’m so sorry. May she rest in peace

  • @CherArsen
    @CherArsen Год назад +4

    This song is comforting and it gives me eerie feelings.

  • @alyssaermes626
    @alyssaermes626 3 года назад +4

    This is my reminder that it's going to be alright. This song brings me such comfort, it feels like a tight hug, or a warm blanket when it's cold outside. I could listen to this for hours. Thank you for this, I needed it so bad.

  • @91Putts
    @91Putts 3 года назад +7

    I have found deep peace in this song. Thank you. And thank you to all the people in this thread

  • @tshepi92
    @tshepi92 3 года назад +5

    Making a song like this takes mad skills. It's all about what you are feeling in your soul at that very moment. Speaks volumes to me

  • @veguasar
    @veguasar 5 месяцев назад +1

    When my depression hits, and nothing helps to cheer me up. I always have been looking around for some music instead. The melancholic vibes of this song calm me down. Making me feel not all alone ever since I broke up with my last GF who I was with last time already 3 years ago... haven't had the courage to go out again to find someone, but it's ok as I prefer the lonely times these days more than crowded areas... just waiting, maybe I will be able to find someone one day again... when I'm ready to go out there again.
    P.S. that relationship was one of my best ones yet which is why I bear it so hardly, and made me also realize that there is never anything for granted. All it takes is one small mistake from either side

    • @TJmuchie
      @TJmuchie 5 месяцев назад +1

      You’ll be alright mate

  • @oliviavazcones3653
    @oliviavazcones3653 8 месяцев назад +2

    This song.. just hits different

  • @xelus9793
    @xelus9793 3 года назад +8

    i discovered one of your songs on spotify a few weeks ago. never thought about checking if you had others. i’m so glad youtube finally put something good on my feed. i saw that profile picture and immediately knew who it was. love your music, you’re nothing short of amazing.

    • @bonjr2854
      @bonjr2854  3 года назад +5

      kind words ty ^^ and welcome ;)

  • @hitthat6120
    @hitthat6120 3 года назад +6

    So glad I followed and listen to your music
    I kinda like how you’re not too big since people ruin music or use it on tiktok but at the same time you deserve to be huge
    Absolutely amazing
    These type of songs I can play in the back while drawing,drowning in my bed,crying,playing video games
    Thinking and just existing

  • @thedankfloof3682
    @thedankfloof3682 3 года назад +5

    No matter how many songs I listen to by you, each one has their own feeling unreplicatable by any other artist. Thank you. This is another gem in the sea.

  • @ethanschatz4938
    @ethanschatz4938 3 года назад +4

    Listening to this calms me like no other thing or feeling can. I don’t know why but as I’m listening it feels like I’m being comforted by someone as they tell me about how everything’s gonna be ok and it’s ok to not be ok. I don’t know if this makes sense, but this music comforts me.

  • @camic4070
    @camic4070 3 года назад +13

    hi bonjr idk if you’ll see this but it’s okay, you’re okay. is one of the main songs i listen to that has helped me get out of my head and this one as well. i really hope you have an amazing life cause you deserve it and you saved mine in some way ❤️

  • @felpslimonada3029
    @felpslimonada3029 3 года назад +4

    this song brings an inexplicable feeling as if i was being swallowed by a strange feeling... few times in my life have i been able to feel it, thanks for that bonjr, It turned me off some of my daily stress.
    This song reminded me "it's okay, youre okay" thanks for these 2 amazing songs

  • @goinbossnova
    @goinbossnova Год назад +4

    I've listened to "it's okay, your okay" probably hundreds of times. This makes me feel okay with being alone. Not sad, not ambiguous, just a kind of a safe feeling

  • @trexnoises4071
    @trexnoises4071 2 года назад +2

    This is one of those songs that you come across late at night when you're alone with your thoughts, and it just swallows you up and takes care of you for the rest of the night. You don't think about it, or listen to it during the day or when things are good and then you forget about it. Then when you've been on a low for a while just spiraling down you see it in your Playlist and it just catches you and levels you out

  • @Yooner
    @Yooner 3 года назад +6

    I don't cry that often because Im good at hiding my emotions even when Im alone but somehow you make me cry when I listen to this song. Just so emotionally calming but also so beautiful.

  • @vivian3796
    @vivian3796 3 года назад +4

    this song sends such a calming yet melancholic feeling down my spine, the emotions i feel are unexplainable. beautiful song

  • @joaodickel5015
    @joaodickel5015 3 года назад +10

    Much love from Brazil!

  • @lethabomodise2765
    @lethabomodise2765 3 месяца назад +3

    "I'm tired alfred"-Batman 😢

  • @theyenvy.gradcie
    @theyenvy.gradcie 5 месяцев назад +2

    I miss feeling happy and free.. nowadays I just feel so empty and that theirs a dark spot spreading around my heart and the more it grows the more I become more sad and gloomy . I miss being with friends and hanging out instead of bed rotting and being homeschooled ever since these horrible events have happened to me I don’t feel like myself anymore .

  • @mylifelieshere6091
    @mylifelieshere6091 3 года назад +4

    This song makes me wanna blast this loud while riding through the city and see all sorts of lights and also makes me feel nostalgic and if y’all see this I LOVE YALL KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!!!!!!!

  • @qllrm
    @qllrm Год назад +5

    Bonjr's works should be in movies, I would love to watch a scene work with this song 🥰

  • @mauricecalvillo8486
    @mauricecalvillo8486 3 года назад +7

    A track so simple to the tasteless ear, but deep, complex and emotionally rich to the sensitive ear, seeking for relief within art.

  • @alexandrareyes9699
    @alexandrareyes9699 Месяц назад +1

    I used to hear this song while my baby was at the Nicu. Reminded me how strong he was, how strong I was, it gave me hope !! Thank you so much for making this amazing music ❤

  • @ADisneyFanatic
    @ADisneyFanatic 8 месяцев назад +2

    This song is truly the best 💔

  • @orbitismycat1311
    @orbitismycat1311 3 года назад +8

    It makes me feel calm, but in such a sorrowful way... it's similar to the feeling you get after crying at the top of your lungs, a scape that used to be filled but has became a void.

  • @omnithewolf3628
    @omnithewolf3628 3 года назад +24

    I’m about to zone out the universe with this