On spot again! It still feels weird to even "think" that I might "get it" here and now. At the end of the day, I am just a small girl in a big world. And still the thoughts are welcome but I dont claim any content as me. It brings rest, contentment. Oh really, asks the mind. Are you sure. And then it all backs up and sees it all and the questions are dropped. Just an echo of it in the air. Then I spoke to someone... it did not feel nice. I got flushes of pain in my body. Some kind of a fog. Familiar. Thats how "I react". I sat with that feeling of discomphort. I saw how much I wanted to play a youtube to fix it. But I did not do that. Just sat there looking at it. The storm passed. Thats it. No questionmark. I know it will come up again. But it will also go away.
hello lovely G. I feel your warmth and authenticity radiating in my heart. ♥️
Thank you so much Bridie! That touches my heart.
On spot again! It still feels weird to even "think" that I might "get it" here and now. At the end of the day, I am just a small girl in a big world. And still the thoughts are welcome but I dont claim any content as me. It brings rest, contentment. Oh really, asks the mind. Are you sure. And then it all backs up and sees it all and the questions are dropped. Just an echo of it in the air. Then I spoke to someone... it did not feel nice. I got flushes of pain in my body. Some kind of a fog. Familiar. Thats how "I react". I sat with that feeling of discomphort. I saw how much I wanted to play a youtube to fix it. But I did not do that. Just sat there looking at it. The storm passed. Thats it. No questionmark. I know it will come up again. But it will also go away.
@@Eilianna Thank you Eilianna