I didn’t need him too why would he leave me and then wanna be part of my life like if I was some f*#king train station..... I’ll be better without him... 😒😕 At least I’ll be a better parent then he’ll ever be
I’m sorry mom I’m sorry I was the reason That you overdosed I’m sorry that you didn’t want me I’m sorry that dad left But I need you I needed you Here with me You couldn’t see my pain You couldn’t see my tears You couldn’t hear a single scream of my pain You couldn’t see that I was dying But now your gone .. What do I do .... without you
love i’m so sorry for your loss and i’m sorry for everything you are feeling . but it’s not your fault you didn’t do anything wrong and i may not know you or your life story but what i do know is you have done nothing wrong don’t blame yourself for the pain or what has happened . you aren’t the reason for your mothers choice you aren’t the reason for your father’s choice nor is there anything wrong with you . i understand how your feeling my mother almost died from cancer and they day she got the call was the day we got in a fight and i blamed myself for everything. and at the time even now my father isn’t in my life and i blamed. myself for everything.. i’ve tried to overdose i’ve suffered from depression since then . and one thing i will tell you is it’s not your fault and remember that what they were feeling was something they had inside a battle they had with themselves. it’s hard to imagine life without the ones you love but i’m telling you things get better life gets better . and if you haven’t heard it yet i want to tell you your vailed and your loved even if you feel your family isn’t there your so loved and you have a purpose. but blaming yourself for something out of your control doesn’t solve anything or stop anything it passes it to someone else . and i know i may not know you but i’m here and if you need to read this comment again then feel free but remember your enough your vailed your loved . keep your head up everything will be okay .
My mom left me. Because she wanted to give my little sister a better life. She just packed up and left with my sister and step dad. She lied to me. Now I’m crying and screaming to this song.
This... You can't even imagine my rage brother... I don't know what you're feeling right now, but I wish the best for you. I would never stood such a betrayal cold. I would revenge with everything I can, would put my life on it, fuck them all. They would regret, till the last drop of my blood, I would obliterate a betrayer in every way I could, every way possible, would let her feel the strongest regret and envy. In every way I could... I believe in you, get stronger, brother, such things either kill you or make as strong as a god :)
this was for my grandma who didnt quit smoking. she died from cancer. nothing can really explain how much im hurting because i was really close with her.
I've been an active reader of sad song comment sections, but here goes my first actual comment. I struggle with major depressive disorder and severe anxiety/panic attacks, and have for years. I remember being back in elementry school, sitting in 6th grade, wondering what i ever did to deserve these feelings, thoughts of what life could have been like if my mom wasnt abusive towards my brother. I've never felt at home in my own house, i sit in my room every day for hours on end, just sinking deeper and deeper into this pit. And i know that things can get better, i really do. its happened before. i just dont think i can hold on long enough to get to the next good part. I Just miss the feeling of emotions. i feel so empty, just a shell of the person i once was. i dont even feel sad anymore, my emotions feel drowned out by tv static. I hate that i have to try to put on a fake "im ok" face every day,when i know im not. its so exhausting. im so tired. im ready to leave. but ill stick around as long as i can. i promise. if you feel the same, or similar, or whatever youre going through, Im so sorry. No one should have to go through what you are right now. if i could take your pain and absorb it into myself just to make everyone else feel ok, i would. I know what its like to not have the family you wished you could have had. im sorry.
I feel you, its hard to find the right words but i think when you start doing something your affraid of you start to change yourself and everything comes back together An example for my life: I started doing music but im affraid of sharing it, going on stage and didnt like myself doing it. If you have this thoughts everyday in your mind its like an endless circle. When you start to jump out of your comfort zone things change in life. But for me im still at that point before i jump out. Im scared of not being accepted or loved. All I have is music nothing else no more. I just wanna prove to everyone that I can do it and I wanna be happier. I think you should try working on something your affraid of and then you start to change your life have a nice day!
if you see this comment.. wipe your tears love it’s not your fault . your loved and more then enough and if you feel your alone your not and you never were . and if you need to come back to this comment. everything will be okay keep your head up your so strong i’m proud of you for trying your best .
(This is just a rant, you can ignore it if you'd like) I can't feel anything... I felt numb, the one person in my life disappeared overnight and I never knew until the day after. You know I thought something bad happened? I was 14 hours away and it was only one call. I knew something bad happened. That's something I picked up from you, I can read people like a book. Including him, he's easy to read and I knew something bad happened. Do you know how much runs through your head when the father that was always positive even in the worst times was sat down in the middle of the kitchen and says, "Take a seat, please..." Mom? How could you leave me? The child you raised on your own for 13 years? I couldn't even cry at your funeral, I wanted to cry and scream, say everything I wished I could tell you... The nights when you stayed up late with me because I was having a panic attack over school. When you risked getting in trouble at work to talk to me. How could you leave your baby? The child you promised your love to? So quickly. Now people watch me like a hawk, I say one thing and everyone is immediately over to me. I had to spend my birthday alone, 22 days after you passed away, and now I'm moving away. Everything is so stressful now, I want you back, Come back... please mommy... I'm not strong enough to brave the world alone...
I wish they knew they didn't just leave us but they left us with broken hearts and a mind set that we could never let anyone in because we'll always be afraid they'll leave like they did. :/
17 years without my dad not once did he got me a b-day card or presents for christmas bc all he cerad was drinking and when he did stop drinking he died
I'm going to be honest this is not about my mom but someone that loved me so much that has passed a year ago was my dad she didn't leave me or nothing we just got into so many fights I regret everything
I yell angry at my parents because I'm tired of life I have had the urge to overdose I'm tired of life because it's getting boring I thought about suicide a lot I notice who I would hurt if I left and I seen my mom's POV I have been through a lot of betrayal I have noticed a lot of people only need me when they really do I have noticed people have used me for a lot of things I never noticed Now I'm just lost in life..
You come back after 11 years of not being here? Nothing will be the same. I'll fake it, so you don't feel bad. One day I'll leave you and let you feel the same pain.
I left my mom to live with my dad because she was abusive and didn’t take care of me well. She haven’t contacted me for almost 2 years. I don’t miss you mom, i love you though
when I was young the only way I could go outside was if my great grandma was smoking. I would always ask "when are you gonna smoke." and now I know what smoking does and I live with the guilt of knowing I lead her to death
I'm sorry I wasn't worth your time I'm sorry you didn't want me I'm sorry I couldn't do anything right I'm sorry I was a stupid kid I'm sorry I couldn't help you I'm sorry you didn't listen to me I'm sorry you never cared I'm sorry for ruining your life I'm sorry for your struggling I'm sorry for messing up I'm sorry for trying I'm sorry for being difficult I'm sorry for not being the child you wanted I'm sorry for not being the friend you wanted I'm sorry for not being the sister you wanted I'm sorry for being useless I'm sorry for being born I'm sorry for not being there quicker I'm sorry I couldn't save you I'm sorry for being a disappointment I'm sorry for not doing my work I'm sorry for falling asleep during class I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy I'm sorry for being your toy I'm sorry for being so awkward I'm sorry for wasting space I'm sorry for eating your food I'm sorry for wasting your money I'm sorry for being loud I'm sorry for not listening I'm sorry for not giving you enough love I'm sorry for leaving I'm sorry for everything
I don't miss you at all, but it feels horrible without the person who gave birth to me here. You're not dead, but you're not here. You don't deserve that place in my heart, dad does. Dad loves me more... more than you ever could and you ever would. You didn't care, I was just your punching bag. I never took a drink of the water you would give us, I always gave it to my siblings. All the small portions of food you would give us, I would give to them to. I didn't care about myself at all, and I still don't. Making me the mom, even though I was just 6 or 7 years old. And on top of that, you would just throw me around like I never did anything. You don't care if I succeed, and I bet you wouldn't care if I died either. Maybe, just maybe, I could forgive you. I don't want to forgive you, but people tell me to. You're not my mom, you're a monster.
i didn’t need you for 13 years i don’t need you now. as much as i miss you, i’m better off without you dad.
:)
You just like me. My dad left me whn my mom was pregnant with me.
@@holdup658 I actually dont know..
I didn’t need him too why would he leave me and then wanna be part of my life like if I was some f*#king train station..... I’ll be better without him... 😒😕
At least I’ll be a better parent then he’ll ever be
the little smile at the end 😭 so edgy
I’m sorry mom
I’m sorry I was the reason
That you overdosed
I’m sorry that you didn’t want me
I’m sorry that dad left
But I need you
I needed you
Here with me
You couldn’t see my pain
You couldn’t see my tears
You couldn’t hear a single scream of my pain
You couldn’t see that I was dying
But now your gone ..
What do I do ....
without you
love i’m so sorry for your loss and i’m sorry for everything you are feeling . but it’s not your fault you didn’t do anything wrong and i may not know you or your life story but what i do know is you have done nothing wrong don’t blame yourself for the pain or what has happened . you aren’t the reason for your mothers choice you aren’t the reason for your father’s choice nor is there anything wrong with you . i understand how your feeling my mother almost died from cancer and they day she got the call was the day we got in a fight and i blamed myself for everything. and at the time even now my father isn’t in my life and i blamed. myself for everything.. i’ve tried to overdose i’ve suffered from depression since then . and one thing i will tell you is it’s not your fault and remember that what they were feeling was something they had inside a battle they had with themselves. it’s hard to imagine life without the ones you love but i’m telling you things get better life gets better . and if you haven’t heard it yet i want to tell you your vailed and your loved even if you feel your family isn’t there your so loved and you have a purpose. but blaming yourself for something out of your control doesn’t solve anything or stop anything it passes it to someone else . and i know i may not know you but i’m here and if you need to read this comment again then feel free but remember your enough your vailed your loved . keep your head up everything will be okay .
Not to ruin the sad moment or anything but that spits fire
@@alyssagreenwood5645 you are so cute 🥺❤️
please dont ever delete any of your songs or channel, this is therapy for me
I wont and thank you very much
My mom left me. Because she wanted to give my little sister a better life. She just packed up and left with my sister and step dad. She lied to me. Now I’m crying and screaming to this song.
thats sad to hear.. hope you are still be able to live a positive live somehow, I wish you the best
So much love for you !!! Only the best ❤️ you are perfect ❤️🙌🏼 you‘re mom don‘t deserve you ! Stay the way you are 🤝
This... You can't even imagine my rage brother...
I don't know what you're feeling right now, but I wish the best for you. I would never stood such a betrayal cold. I would revenge with everything I can, would put my life on it, fuck them all. They would regret, till the last drop of my blood, I would obliterate a betrayer in every way I could, every way possible, would let her feel the strongest regret and envy. In every way I could...
I believe in you, get stronger, brother, such things either kill you or make as strong as a god :)
Hope your doing ok. Sending love💙
this was for my grandma who didnt quit smoking. she died from cancer. nothing can really explain how much im hurting because i was really close with her.
This song has so much meaning in it it almost makes me cry every time 😢
I feel you
i legit said i was not ready for this when i clicked on it, and i was not
I've been an active reader of sad song comment sections, but here goes my first actual comment.
I struggle with major depressive disorder and severe anxiety/panic attacks, and have for years. I remember being back in elementry school, sitting in 6th grade, wondering what i ever did to deserve these feelings, thoughts of what life could have been like if my mom wasnt abusive towards my brother. I've never felt at home in my own house, i sit in my room every day for hours on end, just sinking deeper and deeper into this pit.
And i know that things can get better, i really do. its happened before. i just dont think i can hold on long enough to get to the next good part.
I Just miss the feeling of emotions. i feel so empty, just a shell of the person i once was. i dont even feel sad anymore, my emotions feel drowned out by tv static.
I hate that i have to try to put on a fake "im ok" face every day,when i know im not. its so exhausting. im so tired. im ready to leave. but ill stick around as long as i can. i promise.
if you feel the same, or similar, or whatever youre going through, Im so sorry. No one should have to go through what you are right now. if i could take your pain and absorb it into myself just to make everyone else feel ok, i would. I know what its like to not have the family you wished you could have had. im sorry.
I feel you, its hard to find the right words but i think when you start doing something your affraid of you start to change yourself and everything comes back together
An example for my life:
I started doing music but im affraid of sharing it, going on stage and didnt like myself doing it. If you have this thoughts everyday in your mind its like an endless circle. When you start to jump out of your comfort zone things change in life. But for me im still at that point before i jump out. Im scared of not being accepted or loved. All I have is music nothing else no more. I just wanna prove to everyone that I can do it and I wanna be happier.
I think you should try working on something your affraid of and then you start to change your life
have a nice day!
Made me sad as soon i heard this song. Underated deserves more love.
Close your eyes and just feel it, unexplainable feeling
Mom I miss you, you said you wouldn’t leave me but now your in heaven with Jesus your in a good place now mom I miss you sm I wish u came back…
She is still with you, you just cant see her🖤
if you see this comment.. wipe your tears love it’s not your fault . your loved and more then enough and if you feel your alone your not and you never were . and if you need to come back to this comment. everything will be okay keep your head up your so strong i’m proud of you for trying your best .
everything will be okay.. just believe in yourself.. you got this
It's a different pain when you relate to this song
(This is just a rant, you can ignore it if you'd like)
I can't feel anything... I felt numb, the one person in my life disappeared overnight and I never knew until the day after.
You know I thought something bad happened? I was 14 hours away and it was only one call. I knew something bad happened. That's something I picked up from you, I can read people like a book. Including him, he's easy to read and I knew something bad happened. Do you know how much runs through your head when the father that was always positive even in the worst times was sat down in the middle of the kitchen and says,
"Take a seat, please..."
Mom? How could you leave me?
The child you raised on your own for 13 years? I couldn't even cry at your funeral, I wanted to cry and scream, say everything I wished I could tell you...
The nights when you stayed up late with me because I was having a panic attack over school. When you risked getting in trouble at work to talk to me.
How could you leave your baby? The child you promised your love to? So quickly.
Now people watch me like a hawk, I say one thing and everyone is immediately over to me.
I had to spend my birthday alone, 22 days after you passed away, and now I'm moving away. Everything is so stressful now, I want you back,
Come back... please mommy... I'm not strong enough to brave the world alone...
you got this I believe in you! god will help you
i cried reading this im so fucking sorry man.
*It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral.*
this goes deep under the skin
Felt that
soo underratedd
I wish they knew they didn't just leave us but they left us with broken hearts and a mind set that we could never let anyone in because we'll always be afraid they'll leave like they did. :/
people will always leave.. hope one day someone will stay
17 years without my dad not once did he got me a b-day card or presents for christmas bc all he cerad was drinking and when he did stop drinking he died
This hits deep
same here but my dad. i cry to this song everytime i hear it.
thats sad.. I wish you the best in life! hope you can still manage to go through everything
I'm going to be honest this is not about my mom but someone that loved me so much that has passed a year ago was my dad she didn't leave me or nothing we just got into so many fights I regret everything
this is amazing, honestly, keep up the good work.
Thanks brotha!
I yell angry at my parents because I'm tired of life
I have had the urge to overdose
I'm tired of life because it's getting boring
I thought about suicide a lot
I notice who I would hurt if I left and I seen my mom's POV
I have been through a lot of betrayal
I have noticed a lot of people only need me when they really do
I have noticed people have used me for a lot of things I never noticed
Now I'm just lost in life..
Get your headphones,
Full volume,
Close your eyes,
Sleep,
It was a good dream wasn't it?
Its to bad it was only a dream...
Literally love his music ❤️
Nf songs are just
I don’t know how to explain it …
It is like healing ❤️🩹
its like pain, anger and healing its different
Hey I'm your 100th subscriber ^-^ Nice video by the way 😊💜
thats great : ) and thank you!
You come back after 11 years of not being here?
Nothing will be the same.
I'll fake it, so you don't feel bad.
One day I'll leave you and let you feel the same pain.
I wish you was here but everytime i picture you, all i feel is pain i hate the way i remember you.
I left my mom to live with my dad because she was abusive and didn’t take care of me well. She haven’t contacted me for almost 2 years. I don’t miss you mom, i love you though
i miss u mum. you shouldnt have left me after giving birth to me. its so sad that i dont even know how you look like.
:(
Very hard ..
Unreal man.....so Amazing
thank you brotha!
I brividiiiiii
Perfect...
i can relate :P
I can feel 100%
@@fatetsuki well hope ur doing ok now
Damn
Welcome to the bottom of hell they say pain is a prison let me out of my cell 😢😢😢
if you find my body.. hanging on the pole.. remember.. the dissapoinment is gone :)
"I wish you were here"
I had many questions
but i found out there are no answers
yeah, me too.
I like this song but it's way too real for life
nowadays i feel like there arent many real people alive anymore
when I was young the only way I could go outside was if my great grandma was smoking. I would always ask "when are you gonna smoke." and now I know what smoking does and I live with the guilt of knowing I lead her to death
its not your fault its destiny.
Keep being a good human and your grandma will be proud of you
Vent in my comment section❤ Everything is going to be okay, keep holding on, you will get your happy ending you deserve, please.. hold on.
I'm sorry I wasn't worth your time
I'm sorry you didn't want me
I'm sorry I couldn't do anything right
I'm sorry I was a stupid kid
I'm sorry I couldn't help you
I'm sorry you didn't listen to me
I'm sorry you never cared
I'm sorry for ruining your life
I'm sorry for your struggling
I'm sorry for messing up
I'm sorry for trying
I'm sorry for being difficult
I'm sorry for not being the child you wanted
I'm sorry for not being the friend you wanted
I'm sorry for not being the sister you wanted
I'm sorry for being useless
I'm sorry for being born
I'm sorry for not being there quicker
I'm sorry I couldn't save you
I'm sorry for being a disappointment
I'm sorry for not doing my work
I'm sorry for falling asleep during class
I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy
I'm sorry for being your toy
I'm sorry for being so awkward
I'm sorry for wasting space
I'm sorry for eating your food
I'm sorry for wasting your money
I'm sorry for being loud
I'm sorry for not listening
I'm sorry for not giving you enough love
I'm sorry for leaving
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry I wasnt there when you needed me.. :/
esto que es pa hacerla aun mas sad o...?
*Them pills got you, right?*
I miss myself...
the old me
I don't miss you at all, but it feels horrible without the person who gave birth to me here.
You're not dead, but you're not here.
You don't deserve that place in my heart, dad does.
Dad loves me more... more than you ever could and you ever would.
You didn't care, I was just your punching bag.
I never took a drink of the water you would give us, I always gave it to my siblings.
All the small portions of food you would give us, I would give to them to.
I didn't care about myself at all, and I still don't.
Making me the mom, even though I was just 6 or 7 years old.
And on top of that, you would just throw me around like I never did anything.
You don't care if I succeed, and I bet you wouldn't care if I died either.
Maybe, just maybe, I could forgive you.
I don't want to forgive you, but people tell me to.
You're not my mom, you're a monster.
😢😢😢😢😢😢❤
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