I grew up with depression, physical beatings, and child sexual abuse. After all that, I was still called a gifted child. And I definitely relate to "If only I knew what he could do, I would've never gone in" -- you know what? I actually need to share this song dude because that lyric hits HOME.
Thank you so much. Sending endless love and hugs back to anyone who need them. I love this community so much. - A moth who desperately needs one right now
I love how this era draws more attention to her struggles, mackenzie , if you ever see this, we love you, thank you for your music . You are truly beautiful🦋
I got so teary eyed when the scene of younger you was ripping papers and destroying the bed, was literally doing the same thing from ages 13 - 17 . Absolutely love this song and the imagery of the music video 🖤 can’t wait to hear the new material and the videos you worked on
It feels so close, it feels so real... I cried from the start, was sobbing at the middle and broke with the ending 😭 I wanna give little Moth a big hug 🥲🖤 it was difficult, wasn't it... Thank you so much Mothica, u did it again 🌹🖤
The switch between Death and actual Mothica gave me chills. When you have self-destructive tendencies, you become your own death 😭. But idk was it supposed to mean as i thought
She found comfort I her future self rather than death? Or vice versa, she used to look upon her past with the eyes of a reaper, but now it's with her current experiences
Could also be to that younger version of herself, she could only look ahead and see death, while her now can look back and see the version of herself who was in pain back then.
The self destructive tendencies can get better, I promise, and this is coming from someone who was living in pure hell when I was younger, everything got better as I continued to fight. Just don't give up even when things are pure darkness. You are strong no matter how much suffering you've gone through, if you weren't strong you wouldn't be here writing this. Neither would Mothica make such beautiful art if she didn't have the strength of a fighter inside her!
This song and your music in general, is truly captivating. Listening to this song, I can't help but feel the depth of emotion and raw honesty. The lyrics are infused with your personal experiences. The church scene, i knew exactly what story you were telling. I've read your story about that traumatic event that took place. I'm so sorry you had gone through that. This song serves as a beacon of empathy and understanding for those who may have gone through similar struggles. It may have been challenging and traumatic to channel back to that experience. Thank you McKenzie for sharing your story through your music. It's a testament to your strength and resilience. 💕
Can’t help but tear up watching this. I relate to so much of it. This is absolutely stunning - lyrics, vocals, visuals, production, editing, coloring, everything 🙌🏻
Goosebumps all over me! Mothica is getting better and better with time! An absolute tear jerker wrapped with nostalgia and remnants of fond bitter and sweet memories bound together! Pure honesty! Pure soul! Pure person! That is Mothica.
Loved this song and connected even more with it through the video. What a catharsis this album must’ve been in its creation and completion. Can’t wait to see the rest. ❤
Relate with this so much we all struggle with some type of darkness and feel doomed. I was diagnosed with aspd a while ago and through its not something that I think about often its still really effects me
there's something about young mothica seeing her future live show poster on the wall with all of the bands she loved so much and then leaning on death/her older self that's gonna stick with me. it was the moment i started to cry for sure, love this song love the concept of a visual album can't wait for you to share all of it with us 🦇🖤🌙
Powerful. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know it wasn't easy. So excited for more. You're an incredible storyteller and a very important artist right now. Been with you for a while and I am so excited to see where you go. Keep it up!
every tiny bit about this work is art. paramore reference gave me chills young mothica gave me chills. music, lyrics, references, incredible voice and present mothica - brilliant 💙💫
This hits so close to home for those of us who barely ever-or never, got to grow up untraumatized. Watching this made me cry. The lyrics, the instrumentals, the video...a masterpiece! Love you Mothica!!
Omg this is so beautiful. To know McKenzies story and her music and to see her strength and beauty is a wonderful gift and inspiration. Thank you McKenzie! You have all of our love and support for all time! ❤
I love her songs. Its crazy you could see in her eyes that she was reliving everything but also made kinda her peace with it.. And i cried oh.. Thanks Mothica. ❤
I grew up with depression, physical beatings, and child sexual abuse. After all that, I was still called a gifted child. And I definitely relate to "If only I knew what he could do, I would've never gone in" -- you know what? I actually need to share this song dude because that lyric hits HOME.
Sending hugs to all moths who needs one, and fist bumps if hugs aren't your thing.
Aw ty sending you a huge one back gentle or a heckin squeeze whichever you need 😘🥰🫶🏻
🖤🖤
Thank you! -a moth who needs one
Sending ethereal love right back 🥰
Thank you so much. Sending endless love and hugs back to anyone who need them. I love this community so much. - A moth who desperately needs one right now
YOUR VOCALS, THE LYRICS , THE MUSIC , AAAAAAAAA IT'S SOOOO GOOD
Gotta say that the casting for Young Mothica was ON POINT! it's scary the resemblance to the footage.
I got confused with which one was real
@@laguria4536 I thought the hair just changed her that much because she's not that much older. I was way past the middle of the video when I realized.
@@LunaWitcherArt me too!
I was like is that them? Or someone else?
The young mothica is casted so well
I love how this era draws more attention to her struggles, mackenzie , if you ever see this, we love you, thank you for your music . You are truly beautiful🦋
Finally, 2000's nostalgia! We're so back!
Masterful depiction of a young troubled mind 👑👑🔥
All of the 2000's stuff is making me so nostalgic.
se me estrujó mi corazón al ver esos posters, yo tenía mi cuarto así
Same lol
Mother moth in her new form 🖤
I got so teary eyed when the scene of younger you was ripping papers and destroying the bed, was literally doing the same thing from ages 13 - 17 . Absolutely love this song and the imagery of the music video 🖤 can’t wait to hear the new material and the videos you worked on
It feels so close, it feels so real... I cried from the start, was sobbing at the middle and broke with the ending 😭 I wanna give little Moth a big hug 🥲🖤 it was difficult, wasn't it...
Thank you so much Mothica, u did it again 🌹🖤
I still cannot believe I found you on TikTok when you posted vices during the pandemic and every song since then (and before) has been straight fire.
If anyone can save us, it’s Mothica
This made me cry so much. I'm so proud of you , thank you for being here and making beautiful art like this that helps us heal. 💗
Loved the trailer. New fav mothica era unlocked.
young mothica: the series 🤘 🤘🤘
I felt this on a very personal level. What a beautiful song and video.
Just listened to it on Spotify. Can not wait for the video
Same
The switch between Death and actual Mothica gave me chills. When you have self-destructive tendencies, you become your own death 😭. But idk was it supposed to mean as i thought
I interpreted it as right when she was about to fall onto death, she leaned on herself instead. ❤
She found comfort I her future self rather than death? Or vice versa, she used to look upon her past with the eyes of a reaper, but now it's with her current experiences
Could also be to that younger version of herself, she could only look ahead and see death, while her now can look back and see the version of herself who was in pain back then.
The self destructive tendencies can get better, I promise, and this is coming from someone who was living in pure hell when I was younger, everything got better as I continued to fight. Just don't give up even when things are pure darkness. You are strong no matter how much suffering you've gone through, if you weren't strong you wouldn't be here writing this. Neither would Mothica make such beautiful art if she didn't have the strength of a fighter inside her!
@@dracodragon671 Yes I agree, and that's very relatable.
I love the rise compiling the best moments since you started as an artist it makes me nostalgic
If you're reading this, know that I love you, I see you, and I am so glad you are here.
Shout to the Hatebreed poster 0:55 🔥🔥🔥
This song and your music in general, is truly captivating. Listening to this song, I can't help but feel the depth of emotion and raw honesty. The lyrics are infused with your personal experiences. The church scene, i knew exactly what story you were telling. I've read your story about that traumatic event that took place. I'm so sorry you had gone through that. This song serves as a beacon of empathy and understanding for those who may have gone through similar struggles. It may have been challenging and traumatic to channel back to that experience. Thank you McKenzie for sharing your story through your music. It's a testament to your strength and resilience. 💕
Can’t help but tear up watching this. I relate to so much of it. This is absolutely stunning - lyrics, vocals, visuals, production, editing, coloring, everything 🙌🏻
SO amazed by you!! The ART that this is!!! Love you 💚
Mothica does it again 🖤
OMG NEW ALBUM HERE WE GO MOTHSSSS !!! BEEN WAITIN' FOR THIS ONE (here before album release!)
I’m literally obsessed with this song 😭
This comment is before this songs official release, i have heard the snippet and i am prepared to cry at this song 🥲 but I'm excited about it! 😄🤘🏻
The song officially release
Damn, you have a good taste in music🎉😮😅😊❤
amazing video! loved how courtney was in it! you did an amazing job.
Goosebumps all over me! Mothica is getting better and better with time! An absolute tear jerker wrapped with nostalgia and remnants of fond bitter and sweet memories bound together! Pure honesty! Pure soul! Pure person! That is Mothica.
I love this
Loved this song and connected even more with it through the video. What a catharsis this album must’ve been in its creation and completion. Can’t wait to see the rest. ❤
I've stared to listen your music since forever fifteen so this hits so hard 😭
We love your music mothica keep going you're doing great little moth 🖤
Making me cry again but the FU by the real teen Mothica was so tween McKenzie and made us laugh!
Relate with this so much we all struggle with some type of darkness and feel doomed. I was diagnosed with aspd a while ago and through its not something that I think about often its still really effects me
The edit seamlessly switching death to current McKenzie when young Kenzie leaned on death.
Such an incredibly emotional song, never felt so much pain from one song. You are incredible ❤️🌹
honest lyrics, sad song. big hug to you, who we end up being is largely dependent on what we're born into. it's all experience ❤
Incredibly beautiful voice.
I love the electric vibes from the trailer! I’ve been eagerly waiting for a new song for a very long time and I’m excited! You never miss
this is so beautiful :( 🖤
Very beautiful video for a sad, but beautiful song.
The chorus resonates with me so I'm excited to hear it. Also cant wait to see the creative direction and cinematography of the video!
I will be forever thankful to find your music because I feel that you're also speaking our stories. I love you Moth 💜✨
new release,, here goes mothing
there's something about young mothica seeing her future live show poster on the wall with all of the bands she loved so much and then leaning on death/her older self that's gonna stick with me. it was the moment i started to cry for sure, love this song love the concept of a visual album can't wait for you to share all of it with us 🦇🖤🌙
Absolutely here for the 90s/00s vibes! Mother Moth never disappoints!
I like this , I also like the song that’s called “Dupe - Presidencial” 😳😳
Powerful. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know it wasn't easy. So excited for more. You're an incredible storyteller and a very important artist right now. Been with you for a while and I am so excited to see where you go. Keep it up!
damn im crying, this is beatiful
every tiny bit about this work is art. paramore reference gave me chills young mothica gave me chills. music, lyrics, references, incredible voice and present mothica - brilliant 💙💫
This is an absolutely incredible video.Everything was on point. Great job, and by the way, i'm extremely excited for the new album that's coming up.🦋💙
Well done, you can really see your growth as an artist, looking forward to what comes next!
Absolutely love this 😍😍😘❤️
Incredible work Mothica! So proud of you =)
This song & video touches me on so many levels.. just like forever fifteen. It's brilliant
Can't wait!
Beautiful song that touches your soul!
[gripping the desk with inhuman force] i am so normal and i am not going to cry over a music video.
Let it out lovely!!
I sure cried
Excellent everything.. Thank you
The most beautiful person & voice
been waiting since the og teaser… can’t wait🤘
This song is absolutely beautiful
GREAT music. Thank you!
I'm sobbing rn
The chorus hits home for me, it's so relatable that it hurts ❤️🩹🖤 such a masterpiece
Absolutely stunning... Love this ❤️
This song makes me want to sob but the music is amazing! I love your work Mothica and can’t wait for more releases!! 😁🔥
Moving and poetic ✨️
So creative and relatable❤
I’m sobbing while watching this. Beautifully done 🖤
Beautiful
I don't know if I've ever related to a song this hard. Hats off to you!
Black veil brides mentioneddddd. God this video is such a nostalgia trip fr it's beyond perfect
damn i wasnt expecting that to hit so close to home
Chills. It’s beautiful!
i needed this right now, i love you so much mothica and the world is so much better with you in it
Thank you for this!
Good God. This got me.
I need it to keep going. It ends too soon.
I'm so thankful I came across you... It's been so dark lately and man i feel you... I feel you so much especially with this song!
🖤❤️🔥🖤 every song
I feel every song
I’ve been through so much
Love this so much!!! Can't wait for the rest of the album
These lyrics hit different
HI IM ACTUALLY ABOUT TO CRY /POS I've never been this early omg hI AAAAAAAAAAAA
Wow i had that same green imac!!! Lol amazing music!!!
Боже, это лучший трек что я слышала за последние годы! Я в слезы просто....
Boa noite Linda canção nova mothica você é o máximo tem talento demais adorei Beijos Mothica! :) ❤️🔥🔥💋👻😍🎉💯
As always, another Mothica song that hits close to home. Tears.
such as beautiful song
This hits so close to home for those of us who barely ever-or never, got to grow up untraumatized. Watching this made me cry. The lyrics, the instrumentals, the video...a masterpiece! Love you Mothica!!
So beautiful
Omg this is so beautiful. To know McKenzies story and her music and to see her strength and beauty is a wonderful gift and inspiration. Thank you McKenzie! You have all of our love and support for all time! ❤
Amazing Video,
I love the Song,
please keep making such awesome music :)
I wish you the best from Vienna, Austria
This is amazing
I'm not crying you are crying... Mothica is one of the most kind of close Artist I ever saw sadly I never saw her live
Loved seeing you in Philly opening for coheed and cambria!❤
I love her songs. Its crazy you could see in her eyes that she was reliving everything but also made kinda her peace with it.. And i cried oh.. Thanks Mothica. ❤
I just discovered Mothica, and now I'm falling down the rabbit hole. I'm surprised I haven't heard anything before. There are so many good songs.