She never text me back, she left my shit on read I'm moving to the next, or hitting up my ex instead She know I'm fed up; I've had it up to here with it She's never really feeling me, we barely keep appearances up To be clear she never had too much in common with me We never got along she always had a problem with me She never liked my songs, cuz was I gone too long recording She started moving on; I dropped her, cuz she's not supportive I never had the time to focus on what's not important She did me wrong, but I'm only growing stronger for it. I use to long for more, but only saw me falling short I wouldn't call it progress, cuz the process had me lost for words I often wonder if it cost me more than it was worth But in that moment, know my thoughts are more than she deserves I can't concern myself with if or not she learned. Cuz karmas coming regardless, and we all gone get our turn Somedays are brighter, but I'll likely crash and burn Cuz I'm blinded by the light, but it's the irony that hurts I'm tryna touch the sky, but my feet won't leave the earth And when its time for me to fly I'll be 6 feet beneath the dirt Still repeating everything that only seems to make it worse Cuz it's easier for me to make believe that it'll work If I keep feeding my disease, you'll see the seed giving birth To an evil unbelievable; releasing the curse And the beast I keep so deep within proceeds with the purge I can feel the heat increasing; I'm not beating the urge The feelings bittersweet like defeat for dessert I'm fucking giving in again; being clean didn't work But relief for me is fleeting, followed close by regret Feeling hopeless starting over. I'm so broken within Never spoke up in the moment; I'm just holding it in Never open til it's over, and I'm holding a pen I got homies that support me like the closest of friends They just love me like a brother, they my closest of kin I hear em knocking on the door but I don't let em in Cuz they stop me in the process with the hopes that I quit And I been off it since a toddler, getting lost in the songs Found my medicine in music; went and copped me a ball. But my cravings get so crazy when I stop to withdrawal I'm always nodded out tomorrow falling off in a song I never had a dad show me how to be a man Or to process my emotions, so I chose to throw hands I never had a father, so the block is where I's brought up Didnt think I'd see tomorrow; can't believe I got out But I don't hate the man for running away Or the impact that the abandonment still has to this day I hate that you replaced us, and you act like you've changed Then turned your back on your new family exactly the same way It's been wild to see the cycle keep repeating And the words of your discouragement defiled truth and reason Can't believe you had the nerve to speak to me bout cheating While you were creepin on your girl that taught me everything I needed to know About you. That's a foul move Disgusted by the fact I used to wanna make you proud too My life was better every second since you left it Now my only real regret is that I fucked around and found you, But I ain't stressing it, or letting it fester and grow I know better, so I'm letting it go I'm so restless; don't go to sleep ever I'm broken, depressed. No hopes to be better Too cold let go, my soul just represses The moments I opened my home to these devils The only thing left that I know is deflecting So folks don't get close; they know to keep stepping I'm over these questions Sought closure recording these sessions Fought more than the hold of depression Another lost soul on the road to regretting I'm not cold, I've just grown from each lesson And learned that letting go closed the door for rejection Got older, and grown thru reflecting And found myself at home on the road that reaps blessings
You may need to take a trip- regain that breath Locate some wind to place up under your wings to give you lift To give space- get a place to put your fingers to maintain that grip I want to be living my dreams- unable to differentiate the time spent of when I've slept I'm trying to release some of this negative pressure that's been built in my head I've gotta get going, keep moving ahead Mentally prepare myself for what I may face against Maybe I just want a little sunshine and some time with my friends ...we're all just drifting in the wind Maybe I just want to know that everything will be fine.. I don't see the light- give me a sign that it'll be alright in the end..
00:55 - 01:21 I need a place i can vent I need a place I can let it all out Let go of this gun on my head I need a place I can breathe (in) Maybe then I'll be free Maybe then they'll finally let meeee just be me (yah) But today, today I gotta focus on making ends meet My brother got lemons, just give em a little squeeze Family needs cash, plant some trees Dawgs need a reason, give em more feed ((morphine)) Weapons need a home, all the more reason Cops on the phone, just hope there's no treason 01:24 - 01:49 (Chorus of sorts) Just about everybody's got a problem Except for me Just about everybody's gonna leave Wait till you see Just about everybody's gonna thrive Right when you bleed Just about everybody's gotta a knife Wait till you scream Everybody's gon cry Everybody's gon cheat Everybody's gon lie One thing they don't know Is everybody's gon die (Everybody's gon die) x 2
0:55 - 1:50 I sit alone I sit in my room I think about my impending doom Wondering what I can do My thoughts always seem so blue Until I’m thinking bout you Fantasy of a life together Family and a wife my pleasure But I just sit and write Thinking about my life Choices I made I cannot go back I made a decision to rap So I cannot slack off Wait till I’m great they give hats off I’m quiet till I take the mask off Then I open up this is my dream I hope hope’s enough I wanna Fly away like a lost balloon The pain so real feel like I’m in hospital room But I guess that’s just the cost of truth Knowledge too and lately I been growing up But I still ain’t really showing love I guess I do not know enough Like what is life why we here All I do is shed these tears Wish I could rewind all these years Take it back when I was free No issues or insecurities Life really is so bittersweet now all I do is watch my heart bleed All I do is watch my heart bleed All I do is watch my heart bleed
(Chorous) Yea id rather be, Anybodyyyyyyy- Else. (Anybody but myself) (I guess its just like that sometimes…) Yea id rather see, What it’d like to be, Anybody else. (Anybody but myself) (I guess that i mean…) Id rather be, Really anybodyyy, Else. (Really anybody else) (Verse) Well shit look different from a different place, Im an impressionist and this is the picture i paint, It aint a sotry of life, Wont tell you what’s wrong or what’s right, But the more that i write is the more that i taint, The canvase was white but now that it aint, Im scared that the picture will only last faint, A message that meant well- my only complaint, I cannot keep wroting cause i aint a saint, I want you to smile, i dont like when you cry, I wish i coild help, but im only a guy, A man who alive but aint never felt thrive, A life lived in limbo is still not alive, im feelin buried i guess that means that i died. But im just myself.
Im wide awake every night I cant get you out of my mind Im not scared of the dark But i keep on the light To remind me to keep up the fight The shadows outside talked me into a lunar drive We drove for miles While I listened to their stories of being exiled They told me of a world Thats hard to reach Where pain doesnt exist And nature can preach Where you feel one with the world And not the world against one We drove until the morning sun Unraveling secrets this life doesnt want undone My mother always called me the troubled son It wasnt til recently i realized How close to the truth she was Always searching for more than a buzz Im chasing that dragon until i can grab him It might be a sin But if i gave up now it would be tragic Running out of gas on this lunar drive I need to feed my high Before i fall flat on my face
Let me put this into sequence/ You gave me all the reasons/ I should stick around, justa sweep you of your feet, and- I could never slow down, foot stuck on the pedal/ I'm just glad I know now, to keep track of my mental/
On and off again Blitz my zen Just know you're no 10 All this love and hate Brighter future just don't call it fate Hard to find her Will I reach her? Not no kinda She's a keeper That's my chica Fire to my ether She might burn my soul Til I lose control There's no letting go She say morning condensation never late You'll know when it's due/dew Pussy wetter then the Crystal Lake Dive in like a foo Time and time again You bring me back Is why I fuck with you Time and time again I kill a track There's nothing else to do Time and time again You've been my peace You've always been my glue
Over here vibing out without a care in the world Cause I got my drink, I got some free time, I’m fresh to death and so is my girl That’s the recipe for a sick 16, it’ll make you hurl But let’s get back to the chill, this flow state’s real My vibe is zen but my pen will kill Monster version of myself, “Us” Jordan Peele They can’t buy the style so they bite and steal Every verse so dope it’s a highlight reel Every beat that I eat is a 5 star meal But fame ain’t the pill, I want my talent to heal If life got you feeling ill, these bars unlock ya cell You ain’t gotta be in prison, I’ll free how you feel Trapped in yourself, you need that bail This my letter to you but don’t check your mail Just check yourself and set your sail And you’ll find your way to the mood I hail This is me at peace… chill beast
0:27 Put the feuds in the past Line a Suzan with the grass I can cruise in the jag If you think we moving to fast You like Yves Saint Laurent I like when you put it on I won’t hurt ya like the rest Ima put chains round ya heart And a baby in yo stomach Only if that’s what you wanting I don’t mean to be forward But Can I turn you to my woman? Let’s take off past the sky And Park beside yo favorite planet Can’t let em see inside this spaceship That’s why I got it tinted
Clarity Clarity Clarity Music is my energy moving me like puppetry no strings attached but still feel them tugging at my feet. Clawing from the underneath to rip down and drown me *inhale* searching for ways to breath. Like relaxing with the family. To live your dreams must understand the nightmares in between. Might scare but shine your little light and could end up where you want tonight. Living comfortably no stress can eat and making family priority. You smart but if you ignoring me stuck in American dream because you making them money while you struggle and seem to be free but only getting discounts. How much does that amount when you broke and got no house. Searching for a way out like an enclosed maze they be amazed when you make a way. Like dig but could be digging your grave or fly but end up soaring away. Balance beam true beauty to sooth me. Poetry smoothie everybody wanna eat but love through quality not quantity. Can't reproduce genuine memories
… Muchas gracias a la gente que siempre estuvo pendiente Muchas veces es dificil convivir con esta mente Estar vivo no es igual a vivir honestamente El pasado y el futuro asesinaron mi presente Me an dolido tantas cosas que no se como contarte Tanto tiempo en el filo que no paro de cortarme Tengo tanto obsesión que no consigo olvidarte Ahora entiendo la razón por la que quieren medicarme Amame, si quieres algo llamame
lets go for a lunar drive i been wasting time getting high all night i want to see a mac show get sent back home with a beamin light because this life is like a dream so i take a lunar drive dive into the hope doing the basics daily lately ive been tryna cope imagined a good life filled with no fights chillin on the bay side my minds eye is confused ima little beat up & bruised so can we take a lunar drive ? leave this place behind spend new nights in love and bliss and find a wonderful shine because i left everything behind
These friends ain’t even my friends yeah I know yeah I know, all this money in the end we still get buried going broke going broke, I’m just tryna communicate with yah but the signal going cold going cold, I’m out in this lonely road, seems like the more n more I go,
Hay una sola nociba dosis de mentira en tu palabra nena Siento la presión de tus besos en el cuello como aumenta la candela Sube el volumen a la TV puede que este sonido deje aturdidos de las notas de la música de tus gemidos Hago ritmos escribo canciones para que el estéreo la detone y tome y tome Desde la primera vez que te vi y supe que eras para mi y me querían verguear entre 7 Pero tu lo vales mi love for forever
Agradecido con la vida Con lo que me ha dado, Lecciones, el varo Si tengo disparo Tengo bien claro Quien este en este lado Con los buenos y los malos Los buenos y los malos
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How bout i freestyle it
Man been rapping. FAh 9 months . Ten now.
Be kind to ya man's SHOUTOUT JUSSDEE.AWD
She never text me back, she left my shit
on read
I'm moving to the next, or hitting up my ex instead
She know I'm fed up; I've had it up to here with it
She's never really feeling me, we barely keep appearances up
To be clear she never had too much in common with me
We never got along she always had a problem with me
She never liked my songs, cuz was I gone too long recording
She started moving on; I dropped her, cuz she's not supportive
I never had the time to focus on what's not important
She did me wrong, but I'm only growing stronger for it.
I use to long for more, but only saw me falling short
I wouldn't call it progress, cuz the process had me lost for words
I often wonder if it cost me more than it was worth
But in that moment, know my thoughts are more than she deserves
I can't concern myself with if or not she learned.
Cuz karmas coming regardless, and we all gone get our turn
Somedays are brighter, but I'll likely crash and burn
Cuz I'm blinded by the light, but it's the irony that hurts
I'm tryna touch the sky, but my feet won't leave the earth
And when its time for me to fly I'll be 6 feet beneath the dirt
Still repeating everything that only seems to make it worse
Cuz it's easier for me to make believe that it'll work
If I keep feeding my disease, you'll see the seed giving birth
To an evil unbelievable; releasing the curse
And the beast I keep so deep within proceeds with the purge
I can feel the heat increasing; I'm not beating the urge
The feelings bittersweet like defeat for dessert
I'm fucking giving in again; being clean didn't work
But relief for me is fleeting, followed close by regret
Feeling hopeless starting over. I'm so broken within
Never spoke up in the moment; I'm just holding it in
Never open til it's over, and I'm holding a pen
I got homies that support me like the closest of friends
They just love me like a brother, they my closest of kin
I hear em knocking on the door but I don't let em in
Cuz they stop me in the process with the hopes that I quit
And I been off it since a toddler, getting lost in the songs
Found my medicine in music; went and copped me a ball.
But my cravings get so crazy when I stop to withdrawal
I'm always nodded out tomorrow falling off in a song
I never had a dad show me how to be a man
Or to process my emotions, so I chose to throw hands
I never had a father, so the block is where I's brought up
Didnt think I'd see tomorrow; can't believe I got out
But I don't hate the man for running away
Or the impact that the abandonment still has to this day
I hate that you replaced us, and you act like you've changed
Then turned your back on your new family exactly the same way
It's been wild to see the cycle keep repeating
And the words of your discouragement defiled truth and reason
Can't believe you had the nerve to speak to me bout cheating
While you were creepin on your girl that taught me everything I needed to know
About you. That's a foul move
Disgusted by the fact I used to wanna make you proud too
My life was better every second since you left it
Now my only real regret is that I fucked around and found you,
But I ain't stressing it, or letting it fester and grow
I know better, so I'm letting it go
I'm so restless; don't go to sleep ever
I'm broken, depressed. No hopes to be
better
Too cold let go, my soul just represses
The moments I opened my home to these devils
The only thing left that I know is deflecting
So folks don't get close; they know to keep stepping
I'm over these questions
Sought closure recording these sessions
Fought more than the hold of depression
Another lost soul on the road to regretting
I'm not cold, I've just grown from each lesson
And learned that letting go closed the door for rejection
Got older, and grown thru reflecting
And found myself at home on the road that reaps blessings
You may need to take a trip- regain that breath
Locate some wind to place up under your wings to give you lift
To give space- get a place to put your fingers to maintain that grip
I want to be living my dreams- unable to differentiate the time spent of when I've slept
I'm trying to release some of this negative pressure that's been built in my head
I've gotta get going, keep moving ahead
Mentally prepare myself for what I may face against
Maybe I just want a little sunshine and some time with my friends
...we're all just drifting in the wind
Maybe I just want to know that everything will be fine.. I don't see the light- give me a sign that it'll be alright in the end..
00:55 - 01:21
I need a place i can vent
I need a place I can let it all out
Let go of this gun on my head
I need a place I can breathe (in)
Maybe then I'll be free
Maybe then they'll finally let meeee just be me (yah)
But today, today
I gotta focus on making ends meet
My brother got lemons, just give em a little squeeze
Family needs cash, plant some trees
Dawgs need a reason, give em more feed ((morphine))
Weapons need a home, all the more reason
Cops on the phone, just hope there's no treason
01:24 - 01:49 (Chorus of sorts)
Just about everybody's got a problem
Except for me
Just about everybody's gonna leave
Wait till you see
Just about everybody's gonna thrive
Right when you bleed
Just about everybody's gotta a knife
Wait till you scream
Everybody's gon cry
Everybody's gon cheat
Everybody's gon lie
One thing they don't know
Is everybody's gon die
(Everybody's gon die) x 2
0:55 - 1:50
I sit alone I sit in my room
I think about my impending doom
Wondering what I can do
My thoughts always seem so blue
Until I’m thinking bout you
Fantasy of a life together
Family and a wife my pleasure
But I just sit and write Thinking about my life
Choices I made I cannot go back
I made a decision to rap
So I cannot slack off
Wait till I’m great they give hats off
I’m quiet till I take the mask off Then I open up this is my dream I hope hope’s enough
I wanna Fly away like a lost balloon
The pain so real feel like I’m in hospital room
But I guess that’s just the cost of truth
Knowledge too and lately I been growing up
But I still ain’t really showing love
I guess I do not know enough
Like what is life why we here
All I do is shed these tears
Wish I could rewind all these years
Take it back when I was free
No issues or insecurities
Life really is so bittersweet
now all I do is watch my heart bleed
All I do is watch my heart bleed
All I do is watch my heart bleed
(Chorous)
Yea id rather be,
Anybodyyyyyyy-
Else. (Anybody but myself)
(I guess its just like that sometimes…)
Yea id rather see,
What it’d like to be,
Anybody else. (Anybody but myself)
(I guess that i mean…)
Id rather be,
Really anybodyyy,
Else. (Really anybody else)
(Verse)
Well shit look different from a different place,
Im an impressionist and this is the picture i paint,
It aint a sotry of life,
Wont tell you what’s wrong or what’s right,
But the more that i write is the more that i taint,
The canvase was white but now that it aint,
Im scared that the picture will only last faint,
A message that meant well- my only complaint,
I cannot keep wroting cause i aint a saint,
I want you to smile, i dont like when you cry,
I wish i coild help, but im only a guy,
A man who alive but aint never felt thrive,
A life lived in limbo is still not alive,
im feelin buried i guess that means that i died.
But im just myself.
Im wide awake every night
I cant get you out of my mind
Im not scared of the dark
But i keep on the light
To remind me to keep up the fight
The shadows outside talked me into a lunar drive
We drove for miles
While I listened to their stories of being exiled
They told me of a world
Thats hard to reach
Where pain doesnt exist
And nature can preach
Where you feel one with the world
And not the world against one
We drove until the morning sun
Unraveling secrets this life doesnt want undone
My mother always called me the troubled son
It wasnt til recently i realized
How close to the truth she was
Always searching for more than a buzz
Im chasing that dragon until i can grab him
It might be a sin
But if i gave up now it would be tragic
Running out of gas on this lunar drive
I need to feed my high
Before i fall flat on my face
running though i felt this
got to get ahold i lost grip
sitting alone more nights like that
on the way but for now this fits
Your stuff is so good bro.
I appreciate that!
This one hits my soul 💯
Vibes are immaculate. 👌
Let me put this into sequence/
You gave me all the reasons/
I should stick around, justa sweep you of your feet, and-
I could never slow down, foot stuck on the pedal/
I'm just glad I know now, to keep track of my mental/
Definitely sounds like fire
yessiir 🔥🔥🫶
On and off again
Blitz my zen
Just know you're no 10
All this love and hate
Brighter future just don't call it fate
Hard to find her
Will I reach her?
Not no kinda
She's a keeper
That's my chica
Fire to my ether
She might burn my soul
Til I lose control
There's no letting go
She say morning condensation never late
You'll know when it's due/dew
Pussy wetter then the Crystal Lake
Dive in like a foo
Time and time again
You bring me back
Is why I fuck with you
Time and time again
I kill a track
There's nothing else to do
Time and time again
You've been my peace
You've always been my glue
Over here vibing out without a care in the world
Cause I got my drink, I got some free time, I’m fresh to death and so is my girl
That’s the recipe for a sick 16, it’ll make you hurl
But let’s get back to the chill, this flow state’s real
My vibe is zen but my pen will kill
Monster version of myself, “Us” Jordan Peele
They can’t buy the style so they bite and steal
Every verse so dope it’s a highlight reel
Every beat that I eat is a 5 star meal
But fame ain’t the pill, I want my talent to heal
If life got you feeling ill, these bars unlock ya cell
You ain’t gotta be in prison, I’ll free how you feel
Trapped in yourself, you need that bail
This my letter to you but don’t check your mail
Just check yourself and set your sail
And you’ll find your way to the mood I hail
This is me at peace… chill beast
0:27
Put the feuds in the past
Line a Suzan with the grass
I can cruise in the jag
If you think we moving to fast
You like Yves Saint Laurent
I like when you put it on
I won’t hurt ya like the rest
Ima put chains round ya heart
And a baby in yo stomach
Only if that’s what you wanting
I don’t mean to be forward
But
Can I turn you to my woman?
Let’s take off past the sky
And Park beside yo favorite planet
Can’t let em see inside this spaceship
That’s why I got it tinted
Why do i concern
myself when I know
things dont concern me
love is a fire walk
inside the inferno
let it burn me
the scars dont
concern me...
Clarity Clarity Clarity
Music is my energy moving me like puppetry
no strings attached but still feel them tugging at my feet.
Clawing from the underneath to rip down and drown me *inhale*
searching for ways to breath.
Like relaxing with the family.
To live your dreams must understand the nightmares in between.
Might scare but shine your little light and could end up where you want tonight.
Living comfortably no stress
can eat and making family priority.
You smart but if you ignoring me stuck in American dream because you making them money while you struggle and seem to be free but only getting discounts. How much does that amount when you broke and got no house.
Searching for a way out like an enclosed maze they be amazed when you make a way.
Like dig but could be digging your grave or fly but end up soaring away. Balance beam true beauty to sooth me. Poetry smoothie everybody wanna eat but love through quality not quantity. Can't reproduce genuine memories
…
Muchas gracias a la gente que siempre estuvo pendiente
Muchas veces es dificil convivir con esta mente
Estar vivo no es igual a vivir honestamente
El pasado y el futuro asesinaron mi presente
Me an dolido tantas cosas que no se como contarte
Tanto tiempo en el filo que no paro de cortarme
Tengo tanto obsesión que no consigo olvidarte
Ahora entiendo la razón por la que
quieren medicarme
Amame, si quieres algo llamame
lets go for a lunar drive
i been wasting time
getting high all night
i want to see a mac show
get sent back home
with a beamin light
because this life
is like a dream
so i take a lunar drive
dive into the hope
doing the basics daily
lately ive been tryna cope
imagined a good life
filled with no fights
chillin on the bay side
my minds eye is confused
ima little beat up & bruised
so can we take a lunar drive ?
leave this place behind
spend new nights
in love and bliss
and find a wonderful shine
because i
left everything behind
Going to spread mt ppj on this samich
🔥🔥🔥🔥
Baby we keep going
Going in circles
Conversations can be hurtful
Especially when I love you
Whoops I don’t know why mine sent 3 times! 😂😂😂
These friends ain’t even my friends yeah I know yeah I know, all this money in the end we still get buried going broke going broke, I’m just tryna communicate with yah but the signal going cold going cold, I’m out in this lonely road, seems like the more n more I go,
❤❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉
Can i send a pic of my note book lmao
Promo sm👀
Hay una sola nociba dosis de mentira en tu palabra nena
Siento la presión de tus besos en el cuello como aumenta la candela
Sube el volumen a la TV puede que este sonido deje aturdidos de las notas de la música de tus gemidos
Hago ritmos escribo canciones para que el estéreo la detone y tome y tome
Desde la primera vez que te vi y supe que eras para mi y me querían verguear entre 7
Pero tu lo vales mi love for forever
Agradecido con la vida
Con lo que me ha dado,
Lecciones, el varo
Si tengo disparo
Tengo bien claro
Quien este en este lado
Con los buenos y los malos
Los buenos y los malos
@lookslikelowtyde