I Had Everything & Still Fell Into a Pornography Addiction... 😔(Testimony)

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  • Опубликовано: 22 окт 2024

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  • @BrittneyM7777
    @BrittneyM7777 Год назад +2052

    My stepfather was introduced to porn at 9 years old. His sexual perversions increased over the years. On the outside, he appeared a good Christian man. We went to church every week. He had a secret life behind closed doors. It became more demented over time because that's what porn does. He needed more and more like drugs. He left my mom after 27 years of marriage. He wanted someone to fulfill his sick fantasies and was not able to control it anymore. He is now a miserable man living without God... heading straight for a brick wall. All from giving in to porn over all these years.
    God can heal you...IF you want His help. The Devil is very very tricky.... but our God is truth and love. God is our healer and restorer. Just LET HIM IN

    • @meelahmanifestslove
      @meelahmanifestslove Год назад +87

      Very sorry to hear that and I pray your fathers heart be humbled and softened to allow God to truly work on his heart to transform his life and deliver him from any stronghold blocking God from doing his work.

    • @nelsontorres33733
      @nelsontorres33733 Год назад +11

      That Word is IN him anyway. Wait.

    • @ifeawosika966
      @ifeawosika966 Год назад +26

      God won't do anything until your stepfather returns back to him by his own volition. And I pray he does.

    • @Brujo2016
      @Brujo2016 Год назад +53

      I can relate to your fathers’ story. Porn nearly destroyed my life. I lost a woman that I was in love with due to my porn addiction. It’s never too late to get right with God.

    • @alibabasaluja6764
      @alibabasaluja6764 Год назад

      Umm how did it ruin his life by beating his meat at night?

  • @jaina4801
    @jaina4801 Год назад +1186

    I was abused as a child by multiple people (physically, sexually, and emotionally). It made me feel like nothing, as if I had nothing to live for. I had so much darkness within me and I no longer had the will to live, but was too scared to do anything about it. I grew up muslim, but God had been sending His servants to plant seeds in my heart. Seeds that would later set me free. I gave my life to Jesus at 20. The journey is difficult, but I definitely do not feel the same, so this is 100% worth the tribulation. He saw me, heard my cries, and took mercy on me. Mercy that I do not deserve. I love Him.

    • @IEatSpicyStuff
      @IEatSpicyStuff Год назад +20

      Welcome home my sister in Christ. Jesus will never fail you, you made a great decision about your eternal destiny.

    • @VictoriousMe_shaun
      @VictoriousMe_shaun Год назад +8

      God Bless you!❤

    • @BlAcKeYs00
      @BlAcKeYs00 Год назад +6

      Thank you so much for sharing your story. I'm receiving unimaginably great amnount of help from Tim Fletcher and Mark Dejesus on youtube
      to help me understand my childhood and become healed in Father's love. I highly recommend you to them! 🙆‍♀️

    • @jaina4801
      @jaina4801 Год назад +5

      @@BlAcKeYs00 thank you. May God lead you to become stable in all of your ways. May you be strengthened to fight the good fight in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen

    • @GoldenGraham25
      @GoldenGraham25 Год назад

      Wow thank Christ for salvation! I have a question- do you have any advice looking to minister Christ to those of the Muslim faith?

  • @Elijah-Bravo
    @Elijah-Bravo Год назад +855

    Man, this hits me, I have struggled with porn addiction and lust for around 7 years since I was 11.
    I've tried for so long to try and break this addiction because I know its wrong. And I know it interferes with my walk with God. I have prayed so many times for God to break this off of me.
    I feel drawn like I needed to write this. I believe in the power of prayer, so if God leads you, please pray that God would break this off of me in Jesus name!
    And I pray that my testimony of freedom will help loose others from this same addiction and find God in Jesus name! Amen.

    • @natashab706
      @natashab706 Год назад +80

      First of all, I want to say I respect your bravery in sharing your struggles with us, I'm sure it isn't easy. The Holy Spirit prompted me to pray for you, so here goes.
      Heavenly Father, You see Elijah's struggle with porn addiction and lust, and You know his desire to be free of them. I come in agreement that he will be set free in the name of Jesus! You have set an expiry date on this addiction, Lord, because You desire Elijah to walk in purity.
      I tear down the strongholds of porn addiction and lust in the name of Jesus! I bind the spirit of addiction, and I loose the spirit of self-control. I bind the spirit of lust and release the spirit of purity. I bind the spiritual strongman who is standing in the way of his breakthrough.
      I pray for breakthrough, Lord, so that Elijah may testify of Your goodness and mercy and lead others to Jesus and freedom from these addictions. I pray that You would supernaturally block him from watching porn or simply remove the desire however You want to work, Lord. In Jesus' Name Amen

    • @BlAcKeYs00
      @BlAcKeYs00 Год назад

      I used to be so addicted to pron, too, and masturbation, and I would hit myself until I got bruises, as punishment...
      But now I'm receiving unimaginably great amnount of help from Tim Fletcher and Mark Dejesus on youtube
      to help me understand the root of my addiction. I'm on the road to healing. I highly recommend you to them! 🙆‍♀️

    • @TrueColorReviews
      @TrueColorReviews Год назад +20

      Praying & including you in my Fasting friend. 💜✝️

    • @josephbrandenburg4373
      @josephbrandenburg4373 Год назад

      Hello friend - please take a look at "Theology of the Body Institute" on youtube - you will find some very good help.

    • @zaneworthington1968
      @zaneworthington1968 Год назад +21

      I also struggle with addiction to porn so I will definitely be praying for you and freedom in both of our lives. I know that it's hard and how tried you are of going back to porn enough if you have unreal experiences with God, but God is greater then our addiction and He will set both of us free. So stay strong and keep praying because God is working in your life! Love you brother!!

  • @lulupierre2051
    @lulupierre2051 Год назад +139

    Struggled for 18 years. Fasted 3 days no food, dedicated fast to breaking addiction. GOD DELIVERED ME. Don’t have urges. One thing I can say is in the midst of the addiction don’t keep it to yourself as that creates more of a hold. When you fall confess your sin to another in Christ straight away. Keep it open not hidden. Hod can and does deliver x

    • @Proverbspsalms
      @Proverbspsalms Год назад +3

      Well praise God for delivering you. However, you can’t just go around telling the world. This man’s story was different as he was obviously led by God. But you have to use wisdom just because this man was led to tell his story. Does it mean everyone who’s been delivered that other should know the details. I was delivered from back in 2000. In March or April to be exact. I absolutely never told people that I knew this. For what so they can use it against me. No ma’am. The Bible says confess your sins, one to another, that ye may be healed. It didn’t say going to detail if you’ve already been delivered.

    • @maitran-kj4qu
      @maitran-kj4qu Год назад +1

      fasting or eating less is very good. I don't need much food to eat everyday. I read book and it says we don't hae to eat 3 times a day, just one day is enough. I read book about Fasting and eating Raw Veagan of
      Arnold Ehret and pratising it. It's so good. I don't have some disease I had anymore. Recommend for who struggling with health

    • @ChillestForm
      @ChillestForm 6 месяцев назад +1

      So after 18 years of addiction, only 3 days of fast was all it took to get away from it?

    • @2B-HEARD
      @2B-HEARD 2 месяца назад

      Wow

  • @AdrianZendejas_
    @AdrianZendejas_ Год назад +339

    I am struggling with leaving pornography out of my life for good. Please pray for me so that God may guide me and strengthen me to let it go once and for all 🙏🏻

    • @rabmr
      @rabmr Год назад +12

      Good luck my guy. Facing the same thing too :)

    • @jaystreet4004
      @jaystreet4004 Год назад +6

      What you feed grows. How much time do you spend in God's word?

    • @AdrianZendejas_
      @AdrianZendejas_ Год назад +9

      @@jaystreet4004 As of late probably 30-60 mins per day. I realize now though that pondering and studying the word is more important than mindlessly reading it as if it is a chore, so I’m definitely focusing on that aspect as well now

    • @friendofgod4198
      @friendofgod4198 Год назад +7

      Im struggling with the same thing. Im praying that The Lord can Deliver me. Spirit is willing my flesh is weak.

    • @Elijah-Bravo
      @Elijah-Bravo Год назад +11

      Lord I pray in Jesus name that You would break all strongholds of lust in Adrian’s life, and free him from all demonic bondage so that he may serve you boldly and without hinderance or guilt. In Jesus name let it be done according to your will Father.

  • @ellees3521
    @ellees3521 Год назад +899

    WOW... the dad's response... you are not an animal... you are our son and we LOVE you... made me tear up. 🥺😭 what wisdom and maturity 🙏

    • @kmayhue20
      @kmayhue20 Год назад +4

      I did the same thing

    • @janessasedano
      @janessasedano Год назад +5

      So so beautiful 😭

    • @natamba880
      @natamba880 Год назад +1

      Man you can't believe how are so emotionally 😭😭😭

    • @biancatailor
      @biancatailor Год назад +2

    • @Priester714
      @Priester714 Год назад

      Make sure you guys get your lives right with God before its too late and you guys go to Hell. You gotta stop watching porn, cursing, smoking, having sex before marriage, practicing homosexuality, smoking weed, vaping, getting drunk, dressing immodest, showing off your body, lying, and stealing these are some sins that will send vou guys to Hell turn to Jesus Christ and let Him save you before its too late. Get baptized, start reading the Bible, and praying. Start a relationship with Jesus Christ because He's coming back soon and make sure vou know for sure vou would spend eternity with Him and that your not going to Hell by living in sin, we need to start living Holy.

  • @PTTTK-Hailey
    @PTTTK-Hailey Год назад +807

    Every addiction or stronghold can be broken by the love, mercy, and grace of Our Lord. Do not give up. Every day beg for forgiveness, He is with you and me in our happiness and in our struggles. Love you Brother.

    • @MNIU_
      @MNIU_ Год назад +8

      How did you leave a comment a day ago if this was a posted an hour ago? 🤔 RUclips is off

    • @kelvinheard903
      @kelvinheard903 Год назад +15

      We ask for forgiveness. There’s no need to beg. We must also repent.

    • @Tre_762
      @Tre_762 Год назад +1

      💯✊🏾❤️‍🔥

    • @Tre_762
      @Tre_762 Год назад

      @truly blessed 😂😂😂exactly

    • @pezzle8542
      @pezzle8542 Год назад

      7

  • @libertyor556
    @libertyor556 Год назад +88

    My father gave me the “sex talk” and then put porn on so I could “see an example” at around 6 years old which led to a lifelong severe porn addiction. Just like drugs, you need more and more. This led to same-sex curiosities, which led to same-sex porn, which led to same sex interactions. I found Jesus in 2021 and haven’t watched since, haven’t had same sex desires since, I’ve had major temptation, and my weakness has led me to slight relapses trying to work around porn. But the strength you get through Christ is amazing. He is amazing. Thank you for sharing this vulnerable story brother.

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +8

      My story is similar to yours let us continue seeking God through prayer and fasting and reading the word

    • @libertyor556
      @libertyor556 Год назад +2

      @@baldwin5510 amen brother!

    • @chrisgiddens4083
      @chrisgiddens4083 10 месяцев назад +2

      Mine is also similar too but I forgive him just gotta reach out to God and have a repenting heart

  • @HealedByJesus20
    @HealedByJesus20 Год назад +359

    I was raped at 3 and my pornography addiction began at 6. I am now 23 and although I was raised in church I never knew the Lord for myself. This hatred I had inside led me straight into witchcraft and my mother and my cousins became my intercessors! I broke one day listening to gospel and let the Lord in! Since then spiritual warfare has been TOUGH but living without the Lord was COLD, LONELY, DARK! I am so grateful to be in the light again! I recently got married, I still struggle with the urge of porn but the Lord has used me and let me know HE IS MY REFUGE!! Please allow Him to guide you!! Repent! Be honest with Him! He knows already but He needs to know you know WE NEED HIM EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY! Please Lord I rebuke and bind the spirit of Delilah (lust addiction) in Jesus name! Get in your WORD!!! Pray!!! The war is already won in Jesus name but the battle for our soul is always there! The devil wants us to be tortured for eternity just as he will be. Tell him NO! Resist the devil and he will flee from you!

    • @loveofpassion7908
      @loveofpassion7908 Год назад +22

      My goodness.. so sorry to hear this. How horrible. Sending prayers to you

    • @vonnie6390
      @vonnie6390 Год назад +9

      Sorry to hear that happened to you 😢God bless you 🙏🏾❤️and Lord Jesus Christ Loves you 🙏🏾❤️🙌🏾Isaiah 41:10 “Fear not for I am with you. Be not dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with my righteous hand.” Jesus has given you the authority to walk in victory don't give up 🙏🏾❤️

    • @vonnie6390
      @vonnie6390 Год назад +2

      Thank you for your encouragement and With Jesus in your boat, the storms may still rock you, but you won’t sink. The Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you. 🙏🏾🙌🏾❤️🥰

    • @rottenbear1507
      @rottenbear1507 Год назад +2

      Hallelujah!

    • @Restinginhispeace23
      @Restinginhispeace23 Год назад +2

      Thought it'd be good to suggest Isaiah Saldivar and Daniel Adams 🙏

  • @MNIU_
    @MNIU_ Год назад +688

    I knew all four of my grandparents ?!!! As a black person that’s wild , what a blessing especially to know them in a positive light

    • @purplegal05
      @purplegal05 Год назад +47

      I am black, why is it wild? I knew/know all four of mine as well. Genuinely curious because I’ve never heard of this being something surprising before.

    • @kpmich8252
      @kpmich8252 Год назад +5

      It struck me as well, what a blessing.
      I only knew my grandmas , the last one died last year August (2022).
      Wish I had known my grandpa's as well, I've always been told how they were great men

    • @lovejones1897
      @lovejones1897 Год назад +12

      I knew all four of mine and they were in the church. Pastors on both sides and strong healthy marriages due to god. I’m married and want that love of god in it

    • @wildfirenine11
      @wildfirenine11 Год назад +5

      @@kpmich8252 same never seen my grandpa's both died before I was thought of smh ppl don't get how special it is to have all four or even great grand p's

    • @Yahsprincess
      @Yahsprincess Год назад +8

      It makes me sad that it has to be wild because of a skin color. Let’s normalize knowing our grandparents. 🙏 please stop saying things like this, it’s such a disgrace and spreads a terrible light continuously

  • @rraquel2573
    @rraquel2573 Год назад +569

    I was molested at the age of 5 by a family member and that opened the doors to evil. I would have dreams of my dolls teaching me to masturbate. I had no idea what was going on.. Few years later that family member left pornography on the computer and of course I came across it. That started years and years of pornography addiction. I felt so disgusting doing these things behind closed doors meanwhile I'm a church going christian. It wasn't until I was baptized I felt true freedom from all the guilt,shame and anger built up. Now that I became a mother, I really want to leave this behind. I pray for this generational curse to be broken since this happened to my mother as well. It's still really hard but it's been months and the desires are becoming less and less. God is so merciful. Thank you Jesus

    • @rraquel2573
      @rraquel2573 Год назад +2

      @@ugouchendu581 Thank you will definitely look into this. It has been a long time since I last fasted.

    • @Maria__57
      @Maria__57 Год назад +8

      @@rraquel2573 what i understand about all kind of sins including this porn stuff..Is that the enemy wants us to live slaves of these addictions..so that they bc our gods ...but our true GOD..turns everything around..thru HIS IMMENSE LOVE...until we can REALLY choose HIM..our REAL & TRUE GOD.. BLESS YOU all..

    • @heatherj.3393
      @heatherj.3393 Год назад +1

      Have you looked up deliverance and being set free? John Ramirez and Isaiah Saldivar are amazing and have prayers you can pray that will set you free! ❤

    • @BlAcKeYs00
      @BlAcKeYs00 Год назад +1

      Thank you so much for sharing your story. I'm receiving unimaginably great amnount of help from Tim Fletcher and Mark Dejesus on youtube
      to help me understand my childhood and become healed in Father's love. I highly recommend you to them! 🙆‍♀️

    • @MNIU_
      @MNIU_ Год назад

      @@ugouchendu581 yes I was going to say this

  • @prophecyfitnessboxing3006
    @prophecyfitnessboxing3006 Год назад +32

    Definitely a Serious Topic. Porn addiction is no joke.. The Enemy Comes to Steal, Kill and Destroy and Porn is Definitely a Tool of the Destroyer.. It Destroys Your Joy, Your Self Respect.. Your Relationships.. Peace and Grace Be Multiplied To You Brother.

  • @zoinksscoob97
    @zoinksscoob97 Год назад +80

    I've lost a dream job and very recently a relationship due to pornography. The negative mental effects it had on me caused me to push away the closest relationships. It created so much anxiety, negativity, and a very poor self image. I lost myself. I felt hopeless.
    If you're struggling please get help. Don't forget who you are. You are not alone in this. I know it feels like you can beat this on your own, and maybe it feels like you're alone. I promise you are not alone and the easiest way to beat this is with help. Please seek help if you need. "One more time" turns into months and months of "one more time".
    You are loved. Get help, do not be afraid of seeking others for support. It is so much easier than losing your identity in the lies porn causes you to tell yourself.

    • @praisehim9721
      @praisehim9721 Год назад

      be free in Jesus mighty name and keep sharing the truth with others look up Robert Clancy on ytube he has prayers on every topic of deliverance

    • @thunderkatz4219
      @thunderkatz4219 Год назад

      Yeah I’m trying to find someone to talk to

    • @AntonioSaved
      @AntonioSaved Год назад +2

      @@thunderkatz4219 God is someone you can talk to. He cares and if you really want it gone, He will remove it in Jesus Name!

  • @UpFromHere25
    @UpFromHere25 Год назад +177

    I honor and applaud his mom and dad. There response to him when he told them he created a virus in his phone through pornography was beautiful. I love the way they handled him. Love covers a multitude of sins. I’m so glad he’s now living for our Savior Jesus. God bless him.

    • @SoaringEagle657
      @SoaringEagle657 Год назад +13

      Another good aspect is that it keeps him open to confide in them anything. Screaming and scolding him will shut him down and he could end up stocking a whole lot of things to himself which could eventually hurt him more and lead him more to a lost path. Thus, I do applaud them for their calmness and wisdom.

    • @johndowker4679
      @johndowker4679 Год назад

      Thanks Be to God our Saviour!

  • @geoleo2597
    @geoleo2597 Год назад +126

    To all who struggle, who are sober for a few days, weeks, months only to return to the sexual sins...
    Praise the Lord for every day you are sober. Forgive yourself for the times you are not. Recovery does not happen overnight. Recovery and healing happens in steps. And each step God is with you always ❤️
    Be good to yourself
    Love yourself

    • @811MainPage
      @811MainPage Год назад +2

      Amen 🙏

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +3

      Engage in prayer and fasting for deliverence

  • @K.A.Ralph334
    @K.A.Ralph334 Год назад +129

    Amazing testimony brother, I dealt with the same pornography addiction, but Jesus delivered me from it. Blessings man 🙏🏾🙌🏾❤‍🔥

  • @10akee
    @10akee Год назад +48

    The internet is a dark and evil place. I'm sorry that happened to you, but you aren't alone. People from all walks of life deal with porn addiction. We interact with them every single day without knowing it. Thanks for sharing your story. I admire your bravery.

  • @J.C....
    @J.C.... Год назад +56

    I don't think they know how much these testimonies help us all. Please don't stop! Love this channel.

  • @zdaniel7106
    @zdaniel7106 Год назад +215

    My testimony is wild to say the least.....I was introduced early on to pornography when I was 11. After that I was molested by someone who I thought I could trust, he was supposed to be like a dad to me. Because of his perversion and many times I was targeted by young boys, I grew up with a attraction to girls. My views of sex were completely distorted and perverted by the things I experienced in my life. I was able to emotionally connect to men but sexually I was disgusted by them. Even after getting saved, I had finally got delivered from homosexuality at the age of 18. Even now, as I continue my walk with God I have been in the process of being completely healed from my past and forgiving those who violated me. I had to learn through Christ what healthy sex is and that in marriage it is beautiful and a gift. And sometimes I have to remind myself that even while married, that my relations with my husband are not perverted.

    • @GoldenGraham25
      @GoldenGraham25 Год назад +8

      Oh wow! Yes, read the promises of God about marriage and the marriage bed. Maybe songs of Solomon - any scripture you can find. The Word is active and powerful. Find scriptures that speak healing to the child in you. Total surrender those thoughts to Jesus as soon as they come. Ask him to take those thoughts and replace them with peace and joy that he’s promised. Work the word and see it work for you. It’s essentially spiritual warfare.
      Blessings ❤

    • @MNIU_
      @MNIU_ Год назад +11

      Congrats on being married ! If you and your husband haven’t fasted you should try a fast together and read deliverance form demonic curse and covenants but James a Solomon during the fast it really helped

    • @angelacrawl9617
      @angelacrawl9617 Год назад +1

      Praise God! Thank you for sharing your testimony.

    • @lashylanelson5793
      @lashylanelson5793 Год назад +2

      Father bless her mind with wholeness and wholesomeness in you. Change her mind and thoughts, give her your mind. The mind of Christ. Give her your strength and remove the former things. Leaving all darkness behind. We break any bonds to the darkness and ask that you reveal to her your truth Jesus. You are the Lord our God, you go before us. Your all around us. Help her to know you intimately and experience true deliverance of ur name. Our Father yours is the kingdom and the glory and the power amen.

    • @merringeorge2812
      @merringeorge2812 Год назад +2

      I have the same testimony as u

  • @Pre23sident
    @Pre23sident Год назад +151

    I relate very heavily to his story, because I have everything as well but I’ve been stuck in pornography and the sin that comes with that ever since I was 9 years old. I was introduced to pornography the same way, and I used to watch it everyday. Last year though I gave it up for at least 3 months, but I fell back into pornography. Now I can only go one or two weeks without it, and if it’s at all possible please pray for me whoever may be reading this. I need help, and I know my strength lies in God. God bless all of you who may be dealing with the same problem, and I’m trying my best to break free.

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +9

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

    • @dg9603
      @dg9603 Год назад +6

      You need to fast. The Lord can deliver you from that addiction. Have faith and dont give up.

    • @noelferreyra7920
      @noelferreyra7920 Год назад +1

      Fast and prayer
      god loves you he will hear your prayer.

    • @ssweat1963
      @ssweat1963 Год назад +3

      Heavenly Father, creator of heaven and Earth... I come before you in the name of your son, Jesus Christ. I pray for this man to be delivered from this horrible trap the devil sets for so many men! I thank you for the Deliverance you brought to my husband. I thank you for the healing that you are working in my life- healing for the terrible hurt that discovery of his infidelity caused. I know the pain that surrounds this affliction.. God- please deliver him. In Jesus name- AMEN!

    • @ssweat1963
      @ssweat1963 Год назад +3

      Now- remove triggers from your life ( computer screens, magazines, movies...ya gotta stay away from the junk our culture POURS into lust!!). Read RooshV. Pray. Keep your eyes above the neck. Your freedom from this trap will be worth it ❤️

  • @dstonedest
    @dstonedest Год назад +71

    I had a dream maybe two weeks ago that a young black man with glasses was in a church preaching against pornography and telling the church to repent, and men were weeping. The women were worshiping and crying too, but the men were in chairs with blankets covering their bodies and faces in shame sobbing uncontrollably, and I told my mom, "Mama, even the men are weeping." The relief and the joy I felt when seeing the men weeping was unexplainable. I thought, "Finally, our men of God are rising up and repenting and are going to take a stand against the sexual immorality in the church!"
    I'm really wondering if the young preacher I saw was this man.

  • @MissssTai
    @MissssTai Год назад +45

    The devil is truly a liar! Nobody is safe from his attacks. I’m so happy God drew you to him and restored your identity in him❤ more grace and peace brother

  • @republiccooper
    @republiccooper Год назад +76

    This testimony is incredible. One really crazy element of it is the relationship he has with his parents. This has so many lessons:
    1. How to parent
    2. How to be a friend (especially for men)
    3. Why we should resist peer pressure
    4. The power of shame and greater power of openness.

  • @keyonnawilliams4182
    @keyonnawilliams4182 Год назад +30

    I feel God literally led me to this video. I have been struggling with pornography for quite some time, and I’ve completely rejected it now and given it to God. It has been almost a month without watching it and my dreams have picked back up. I’ve had two major dreams that have happened in the real world currently and my sister in law explained to me what being an intercesor and a prophet was. I’ve been a dreamer my entire life and have dealt with spiritual watergate consistently through out my life and notice I stood once I stop praying and having time with God. I had the strong urge to day to pleasure my flesh and then this video pops up. God can literally send signs through anything.

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +2

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

    • @keyonnawilliams4182
      @keyonnawilliams4182 Год назад +1

      @@baldwin5510 you know my best friend just told me the same thing, think this is confirmation

    • @maitran-kj4qu
      @maitran-kj4qu Год назад

      You can run to Mother Maria, She is loved by God and God give her power to win the evil. Evil hates mother Maria very much. That's why some of Protestant don't admire her. I can tell you that if you run to Mother Maria and ask her for help, you will be helped very quickly. She love us and will save us because she is like our Mother. You can ask Jesus too if you want.

    • @justin10292000
      @justin10292000 11 месяцев назад +3

      ​@maitran-kj4qu I love a lot of aspects of Catholicism, but Mary worship is not Biblical. She was a sinner just like every son or daughter of Adam. Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, is ALL we need.

    • @maitran-kj4qu
      @maitran-kj4qu 11 месяцев назад

      @@justin10292000 no. She is not. Do you ever read book about the saints. You should read The mystical city of God.

  • @gabrielgyeni8487
    @gabrielgyeni8487 Год назад +35

    He’s said my story. Feelings of guilt were all around me. I felt lost broken.
    But Jesus is the way.
    He’s saved me and brought me to himself 🙏🙏

  • @VaniaVictoria_
    @VaniaVictoria_ Год назад +26

    I also heard the same quote in my spirit:
    “Remember who you are and who’s you are.”
    Powerful. God bless this brother. The grace of God is all over this testimony.

  • @jgemini3202
    @jgemini3202 Год назад +59

    This is really powerful, God bless him and all of us that fight from sexual sin🙏🏼

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +3

      Engage in prayer and fasting to fight sexual sin and the flesh

    • @babyboi1509
      @babyboi1509 Год назад

      Amen 🙏

  • @worshiplibrary7157
    @worshiplibrary7157 Год назад +46

    To anyone is reading this post GOD is telling you today, "Don't forget: I am always with you!Through good days and bad days!On mountain tops and in valleys!In joy and tears !In blessings and in trails!Whatever you are going through, I am right there beside you!Every day!Every night!Every step of the way!I love you and I won't leave you!Trust Me to take care of you and be faithful to you in every season that you walk through!"

  • @earth2jae
    @earth2jae Год назад +55

    This testimony is awesome. For it to hit so close to home, it’s just amazing to me. God is so real. And I can remember sharing classes with you, I remember seeing your face here and there on campus. I always knew it was something more to it. Thank you for being transparent, open and real. This is how other people are able to get delivered as well. Thank you for letting God use you.

  • @rachellebattle
    @rachellebattle Год назад +88

    “What you say you want & Desire can not Coexist!” 😫 I felt that! As a Single woman & a Believer I have made up in my Mind to try things Gods way! Every attempt prior to now has been unsuccessful, but I’m determined to become who God has called me to be! I’m determined to be a Great Mans Wife & To show my daughters what a Life pleasing to God looks like 🙏🏾 Thank you for sharing

    • @GoldenGraham25
      @GoldenGraham25 Год назад +4

      Same here! I walked away from God for 10 years and my whole life went to shambles. I ended up homeless. 3 years later, I’ve moved out of a drug and prostitution ridden community into an affluent part of town. Most of all, I have Jesus! He’s been the joy of my desire.

    • @themagnificentorange672
      @themagnificentorange672 Год назад

      @@GoldenGraham25 God bless bro

    • @ambiamz
      @ambiamz Год назад

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @chankiline
    @chankiline Год назад +31

    This is what the devil wanted to destroy in Jesse’s life, his life after conversion is so powerful! Thank you so much for this beautiful testimony… I’m so grateful for this young man’s life 🙏🏿

  • @Listentomusicist
    @Listentomusicist Год назад +27

    This was a needed testimony to help others know there’s freedom from addiction in Christ! Thank you for being obedient!!

  • @kimsa9669
    @kimsa9669 Год назад +22

    The response of his parents really got me tearing up… such beautiful parents! Praise the Lord for parents and pastors like them🙌🏽 This is sadly not the standard but it should be🙏🏽

  • @ysierra1724
    @ysierra1724 Год назад +66

    I can relate to him when he says he wants to stick to just one woman and get married I have been struggling with this for years not just porn but the temptation to be with many woman I am getting ready to go start bible classes soon and I hope this goes away by then so that I can live a normal life.

    • @agnesr.4664
      @agnesr.4664 Год назад +9

      You might consider deliverance. God bless you.

    • @GoldenGraham25
      @GoldenGraham25 Год назад +8

      Yes, and once you receive deliverance, you must fight to keep it. This is we’re discipline (discipleship) comes in. Stay accountable to someone in the body of Christ who has pure intentions. Pray for discernment and wisdom as you press through.

    • @austinleap5924
      @austinleap5924 Год назад

      @@GoldenGraham25 is deliverance where they cast demons out of you? I feel like I need whatever that is

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +4

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

  • @oluwatosin9039
    @oluwatosin9039 Год назад +18

    Woww my testimony is the same. Addicted to porn for 9 years off and on . I felt lonely and depressed and anxious even though I had everything. I was so secretive with everything. Pretend in church, pretending at home, pretending with God.
    Ur story is really inspiring me to surrender to God and be consistent in my work with Him. I pray God keep wonders in Ur life. Amen

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +1

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

  • @IEatSpicyStuff
    @IEatSpicyStuff Год назад +34

    What a powerful testimony of God's love and patience. Hallelujah!!

  • @yknowwhatcrys4791
    @yknowwhatcrys4791 Год назад +23

    This is such a raw and necessary testimony/conversation. Porn is ruining lives and stealing joy. These videos are soo incredibly powerful and freeing. Thank you for sharing🙏🏾

  • @_leokaye1182
    @_leokaye1182 Год назад +83

    I was molested as a child probably around 7, but I never knew what was happening, I remember seeing pornography for the first time in 4th grade. And ever since I’ve always been hyper sexual and always had lust. And I’ve been struggling with this addiction; I’ve wanted to break this even at the age I’m at right now which is 21. And I know it’s wrong because I always wanted to walk with Yeshua, but whenever I watch those videos I would feel ashamed to talk to Yahweh or even call his name. I want Yeshua to break this off me, and cleanse me and renew me a new heart and spirit. I know it’s not the way if I really want to follow him. I even pray that whoever God sends for me to marry let it not be built on sex but built on his love. Please pray for me as I pray for myself 🙏🏾🤍 shalom family

    • @india_milan6305
      @india_milan6305 Год назад +5

      ♥️🙏🏼 Bless you baby in Jesus name🙏🏼♥️

    • @alfredarchbold9768
      @alfredarchbold9768 Год назад +6

      Brother , as I also battle with this I will share with you a few things , few verses , some knowledge of God word : first the Bible says to transformed by the renewal of our mind by his word , Romans 12:2, so you must spend time in his word , meditating on his truth believing , and applying every bith , Lean on The Holy Spirit , he is your helper , There is grace not only to lift you up after you trip , but to strengthen you not to fall! , when Moses saw the burning bush God sayed take of your sandals for the ground you stand is holy ground ,meaning the more you come to him the more you in his holy presence , hence be Holy for I am Holy , or to abide in Jesus to produce good fruit ! , now fasting is a spiritual discipline to subdue your flesh and pray to God and surrendering to His Spirit , his will , there is more to be said, remember , no temptation has taken us that is not common unto men , God will provide a way out he is faithful , call on him and pray daily for grace to overcome not when you already falling , first the devil entice you , so do away with all temptation , music movie friends , style of dressing , forms of speech , etc , proverbs 24:16 New International Version
      for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes. , , keep persevering, don’t give up , confess all sin even passed , I was molested twice , I had to confess and forgive , as you confess it looses strength again you , seek brothers in Christ to pray for you and don’t give up the Good fight , you shall see the Lord finish his work in you ,

    • @_leokaye1182
      @_leokaye1182 Год назад +4

      @@alfredarchbold9768 I really needed this, I thank you brother. May Yahweh continue to guide and bless you family.

    • @alfredarchbold9768
      @alfredarchbold9768 Год назад +2

      @@_leokaye1182 likewise brother , anything you need come back to him this and I will answer back 👊🏾

    • @kenyonjhill
      @kenyonjhill 11 месяцев назад

      God bless you brother

  • @GoldenGraham25
    @GoldenGraham25 Год назад +12

    I was introduced to this young man through this testimony yesterday and have been listening to his podcast on Spotify all day. Very amazing platform the Lord has opened for him.

  • @jodynanci
    @jodynanci Год назад +39

    I love watching these testimonies. Jesse, I wish you the best on your journey with Christ

  • @clarkhendrix3973
    @clarkhendrix3973 7 месяцев назад +4

    I recently lost my wife to divorce in large part because of pornography being present in my life and the person I was without giving it to God. The Holy Spirit still moved to grow both of us and reveal Himself to us, and it wasn't enough for me to turn away from this sin for good. God is working in my life to rid me of this, but I don't know if I will ever have her another day in my life. Please pray for me

  • @KIM69064
    @KIM69064 Год назад +9

    Really love seeing more and more videos like these that talk about these problems. To beat an addiction, it's all about love and patience ! Never hate or beat yourself up or else it'll get worst.

  • @pillowzzzbox3466
    @pillowzzzbox3466 Год назад +45

    This is very powerful. My step father when I was 7 had porno tapes laying around and also kama sutra books. Trust my parents tried to hide it from me but should have told me why but didn’t. I accidentally put the wrong tape in the vhs and there was porn. Sometimes I would sneak and watch it and had no business doing that. Later on as an adult I got curious when I was living with my ex bf who looked at a lot of porn even when I was with him. He had an addiction to it far off than I known now. But never admitted it. I remember when I was watching porn when my ex bf was not home and the. At night I would have nightmares . Like an attack but I stopped watching it. And those nightmares went away thank God when I rededicated my life to Christ since I was in a backsliding position then. I decided to still wait for marriage to have sex.

  • @thedietitiancorner
    @thedietitiancorner Год назад +20

    'You cannot SHOCK God ' wow that is so powerful 🔥🔥🙏🙏

  • @peterp.palanas2884
    @peterp.palanas2884 Год назад +9

    Saw the short version and had to listen to the whole testimony. Such a powerful testimony. Thank you for sharing. Wherever we are in our walk of faith, let us not forget that Jesus Christ is the Way, the Truth and the Life. Once we open our eyes to what it truly means to follow Jesus or what it takes, our lives will truly be changed.

  • @dsetgetatme
    @dsetgetatme Год назад +9

    Very articulate young man! He made a great point... Gotta be willing to change your lifestyle and break bad habits in order to achieve those more NOBLE GOALS in life... That was the biggest takeaway I got from the first 20 min of his testimony video!!

  • @Highspiritsx7
    @Highspiritsx7 Год назад +46

    I was touched by a family member and was introduced to pornography at the age of 5 it opened up so many doors in my life that led to my destruction in my teen years I just couldn’t say no to being manipulated/touched because I thought it was “normal” as I grew older and finally realized that it was actually wrong I got the courage to speak up to my mom telling her what happened to me it was then that the depression, and the pain I felt became overwhelming that I couldn’t forgive myself for something that was never under my control, and it made me feel so worthless that no one cared about me beside getting what they wanted but God has allowed me to take one day at a time to forgive and heal and I know he is still working on me ❤

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +2

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

  • @lolastj
    @lolastj Год назад +37

    Powerful Testimony!!! Thank you God for deliverance 🙏🏽

  • @franking.ovalle
    @franking.ovalle Год назад +9

    Your parents did an incredible job and you are truly blessed to have had parents that you could be open about your addiction with. Thank you for your message. I am 32 years old and you reached me directly. Blessings. 🙏🏽

  • @LC_2012
    @LC_2012 Год назад +25

    Awesome testimony brother! Thank you for sharing.

  • @Mlobb7
    @Mlobb7 Год назад +6

    I relate a lot to this testimony. I grew up with 2 loving parents in the suburbs, financially stable. I fell into porn addiction at a similar age and it led me to feel even more lonely, depressed, and hopeless than I ever felt before. Been doing it almost everyday until recently I got saved my our savior Jesus Christ. It’s only been a little over a week but I know I’m my heart I won’t go back to the way I was.

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +1

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

    • @Mlobb7
      @Mlobb7 Год назад

      @@baldwin5510 how long did you fast and pray? I’ve fasted for 16 hours before and prayed throughout the day, yet that wasn’t enough

  • @Alexander-ht7tx
    @Alexander-ht7tx Год назад +10

    God has also blessed me from this horrible addiction. I can say now I have more self control of myself than a person who has never been addicted to such habit. I hope that God stays with me forever and never abandons me during times of worry as well as other out there needing help.

  • @darlacoreen
    @darlacoreen Год назад +9

    This is so beautiful and encouraging! Thank you for being vulnerable in front of the whole world. I believe that this is going to reap more benefit than we can imagine. It's going to break people out of shame and into light.

  • @prudencemalinga9913
    @prudencemalinga9913 Год назад +113

    I have been 100% delivered from porn,and from sexual impure thoughts.

  • @ItsHer_Kemi
    @ItsHer_Kemi Год назад +16

    “Wasn’t really engulfed in wickedness to the degree that the enemy wanted”. Thanking God for the transparency. This is a word that young and old need to hear. May your testimony break the bond of those who are still in this struggle. May God be praised for ever and ever.

  • @BanterwithMohau
    @BanterwithMohau Год назад +9

    Im proud of this young man's testimony. I'm proud of this channel for having the wisdom to do it. I'm grateful God led me here.

  • @rachidtchaniley3605
    @rachidtchaniley3605 Год назад +28

    I was introduced to pornography at 7 years old, im 30 now and I’m still struggling. But I know with the help of Jesus, I will break this addiction

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +3

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

    • @chris4321das
      @chris4321das Год назад +1

      Fast and pray.

    • @GiftedGospelSingers
      @GiftedGospelSingers Год назад +1

      Praying for you
      I was introduced at age 5, and I was not completely delivered until I was 32 years old. It took prayer, fasting, support/accountability of my spouse, and a real revelation of Jesus Christ Love.
      Never really understood that to love God is to obey Him.

    • @anderasamson
      @anderasamson Год назад +1

      Engage in Prayer and Fasting 💯

  • @ralfheredia2199
    @ralfheredia2199 10 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for this testimony. So much.
    A lot of things slapped me in the face this morning from listening to this testimony. I’m ready to break free and surrender to Him.

  • @Brujo2016
    @Brujo2016 Год назад +24

    Great testimony. Porn nearly destroyed my life. I wish it was illegal.

    • @MightyWarriorCoalition
      @MightyWarriorCoalition Год назад +6

      There’s actually a woman who’s been shutting the companies down. She is the one who forced visa and Mastercard to stop accepting payments for it. Her name is Laila mickelwait.

  • @honeybeemonique
    @honeybeemonique Год назад +5

    This spoke to me on a personal level. I am him and he is me just in a different way. When he said i knew it was wrong but I just didn’t have a desire to peruse God. May he be blessed for sharing this story.

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

  • @maxconover4882
    @maxconover4882 Год назад +3

    this whole story was so amazing, i was hooked on every word. this man is truly a prophet worth listening to

  • @Maria__57
    @Maria__57 Год назад +7

    This young man Is the proof of how FATHER GOD does not control us.. but gives us what evil we choose to do..until we can understand that NOTHING SATISFIES us but the..LOVE OF CHRIST... AMEN ALLELUIA 👏👏👏❤️

  • @revealed6845
    @revealed6845 Год назад +13

    BROO!!! IF ALL PARENTS WERE LIKE YOUR PARENTS ,THIS WORLD WOULD BE BETTER THAN IT IS TODAY

  • @chrisanthemum7
    @chrisanthemum7 Год назад +12

    It's important to hear testimonies like this. Every one needs a savior!

  • @lamonicashultz4375
    @lamonicashultz4375 Год назад +10

    This testimony really touched me. Glory be to God for this man and his testimony! 🙏

  • @isaacwilliams8590
    @isaacwilliams8590 Год назад +7

    Dont worry lil bro i have been there done that. I have been in that place many times... i should have been dead many times over. By the grace of God he delivered me I was dealing with anime/hentai porn but he helped. YES it is very difficult to quit but its better if Jesus takes over. Hw helps if we can let go and get out of our own way. So whatever you do keep fighting the good fight and never ever give up!!!! No matter what God loves you and i love you.
    To God be the glory forever and ever Amen😇🙏🏾❤💜💖😁💪🏾

  • @brittanyfyi
    @brittanyfyi Год назад +13

    This message blessed me because God is so merciful to me constantly 😢😢❤ Jesus!!!

  • @lunathi_Mfihlo
    @lunathi_Mfihlo Год назад +8

    This testimony is so powerful 👏. Personally, I have been struggling with lust and pornography since I was 12. Been going on for 9 years now but I've been trying to stop it now for a year now. I'm going to turn to Jesus and trust him from this moment onwards 🙏 Need prayers.

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад +2

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

    • @lunathi_Mfihlo
      @lunathi_Mfihlo Год назад

      @@baldwin5510 Thanks for the advice 🙏 👍

  • @konimcgee6232
    @konimcgee6232 Год назад +3

    this is so direct to me, I felt like he was narrating my life and the different things I had felt or gone through, but I repent of all this!

  • @Serenity898.
    @Serenity898. Год назад +30

    That’s great he felt like he could talk to his parents so openly. That’s a great relationship

  • @gaellementor5660
    @gaellementor5660 Год назад +3

    For the first time I’m revealing this, but I have the same struggle!! I feel so worthless in the eyes of God when I do this. I feel tremendous shame. To the point where if I would catch myself asking God in my heart or mind or out loud to help me with something I would immediately stop and say why would I ask God for anything after what I did? Im a hypocrite! I feel so horrible that I’ve been looking for a true gospel preaching church that does deliverances. Please pray for me guys! Let’s pray for each other! It doesn’t matter how far we are from each other. I know that God says where ever two or three are gathered in his name there he will be in the midst of them! If we come together and pray for one another, he will be there! He will listen and he will act! God bless you all. As usual this testimony was definitely a blessing!

  • @patricebrown777
    @patricebrown777 Год назад +6

    Such a powerful testimony. The Love of Yah God, even in our lowest state, never ceases to amaze me. There is no Love like His! This testimony, truly helped me to understand better someone I know whose story has been similar. I can look at things through a more compassionate lens. Thank you , brother. Its healing and delivering for all.Thank You, Yeshua Jesus.

  • @OneWayDesigns
    @OneWayDesigns Год назад +3

    Praise God for your testimony! I've been there and done that. The enemy tries to normalize sin, the acts of sin, the thoughts of sin. But we can overcome sin and temptation through the blood of Jesus!! Knowing church lingo and church ways are definitely not the same as knowing the Savior Himself. I pray your testimony reaches and helps bring deliverance to those bound by this spirit. Many blessings to you in Jesus Name!!!

  • @comeasyouaretojesusministr5405
    @comeasyouaretojesusministr5405 Год назад +4

    Please share this with as many persons especially young people. They are struggling without anyone IN THE CHURCH that's WILLING to deal with the reality of life. Thank you young man for sharing your testimony. May JESUS be seen as He truly is. Exemplary parents indeed!

  • @jasminezenobah1913
    @jasminezenobah1913 Год назад +5

    I love the part about your parents saying you are not an animal. You are our son. ...I have always been ashamed to let my parents down amd come clean on my sins to them cuz of what I thought thier reactions would be like. I'm sure they would have grace with me.

  • @andikanmoffat3816
    @andikanmoffat3816 Год назад +1

    Thanks alot for this.... I'm facing exactly what you're facing 😢
    Please pray for me.. may I never go back to that bad behaviour

  • @myJesusfilledshishilife95
    @myJesusfilledshishilife95 Год назад +8

    🤣🤣🤣 that thing he said "when Jesus is in the room my dignity flies out the window" snort crying singing my heart out ,dancing (everyone knows i don't dance)but i can't help it my spirit is restless and my feet rise to dance i pull out all these moves when i feel Jesus around,and talking about him non stop .am a proud certified Jesus freak😗🤭 Guys am in loooove!!!!

  • @Clarissa-lm5rj
    @Clarissa-lm5rj Год назад +8

    Proud of you for sharing your testimony, that’s not easy! 🎉

  • @rickeyharris247
    @rickeyharris247 Год назад +3

    Thank you King Jesus for speaking to me and so many others through this testimonial video. I heard you Lord, I heard you loud and clear.

  • @Wyntah888
    @Wyntah888 Год назад +9

    “Remember who you are and WHO’S you are”❤

  • @JDk22
    @JDk22 Год назад +3

    Truly a blessing bro. If I may share, I’m a 36 yrs old male single Christian who struggles from a day to day basis with sexual purity. I wouldn’t say I’m addicted to porno but I find myself indulging from time to time following by a session of masturbation just to get a release. And the guilt that follows sometimes is unbearable. Truth be told it’s hard being a Christian as is, more so a single male with no sexual contact. It’s like your life is constantly bombarded. But like u say god truly loves us and reminds us of who we are and our true purpose of this life. Blessings bro.

  • @Cassandra-250
    @Cassandra-250 Год назад +4

    Great story I struggled with the same exact thing! Thanks for being open to share.

    • @dwall777
      @dwall777 Год назад +2

      Same here

    • @baldwin5510
      @baldwin5510 Год назад

      I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.

  • @rebeccaoprea9917
    @rebeccaoprea9917 Год назад +50

    The forbidden fruit tastes sweet now but leaves a bitter taste after .

  • @Hope4Life26
    @Hope4Life26 Год назад +7

    One sentence he said caught my attention...and was when he mentioned how much he knew he needed the blood of Jesus. To me, this is what makes the difference between the Christian and non-christian. It is not that we so-called Christians are BETTER but that we recognize our need for His blood, mercy, love, and grace to save us! It is a love so powerful that we are drawn to it and want to become good. It is us yearning to follow our example...Jesus Christ. I'll be the first person to tell you how imperfect I am, and tell you to lean on Jesus Christ..., not me.

    • @Hope4Life26
      @Hope4Life26 Год назад

      @Bread And Circuses Yes it is humiliating...and it's painful. I'll be the first to tell you it isn't easy to believe in God, and even confessing to Him when no one else is in the room is still embarrassing. I hate being vulnerable, but being vulnerable helps you grow and deal with the issues of the heart. Now, I'm not advocating you confess your sins before a crowd of people you don't know, but...learning to be honest with yourself and facing your demons will help you get through whatever hell you're going through. You have to first admit the problems before you deal with them.

  • @JJ-xl8ix
    @JJ-xl8ix Год назад +6

    This is an amazing testimony. I really thank God for your life and how He kept and delivered you Bro. I can relate to your story in so many ways and I know only Jesus could do this! I love how you articulated this it was powerful. He has gifted you to reach so many who are in deep bondage to these sexual addictions 🙌🙏👏

  • @brandon3926
    @brandon3926 Год назад +1

    I can relate to EVERYTHING you just said. Im currently healing, its not easy. Im giving my life to Jesus Christ 🙏🏽

  • @ASKQUESTIONS-ei8bv
    @ASKQUESTIONS-ei8bv Год назад +5

    Thank you, Jesus for keeping me under your wings ; thank you for covering me with your glory. I love you, Jesus. Thank you for protecting my entire family. Take our hearts in return & help us to serve you in truth ! Amen !

  • @AmyLizJesusSaves127
    @AmyLizJesusSaves127 Год назад +20

    Amen! I was also addicted to porn, Jesus totally delivered me through repentance! Amazing Grace! Deeply relate, God bless you dear brother in Christ

  • @FearlessLeis
    @FearlessLeis Год назад +5

    🙌 his realness gives others freedom to be real and to get free from shame. No fluff, we all need more of that. Amazing how his story shows consequences but also mercy triumphing over it.

  • @mrs.p4349
    @mrs.p4349 Год назад +15

    The power of praying parents.❤✝️

  • @chankiline
    @chankiline Год назад +9

    THE DREAM PART 😭😭😭😭😭 my goodness, this is so real, the moment I said « yes » to God, I started dreaming every single day.

  • @ldr792
    @ldr792 Год назад +2

    I kept seeing this pop up on my RUclips and avoiding it simply bc your testimony reminds me of my ex. And even tho that’s my ex, i still feel bad for how the devil is tormenting him. Like y’all stories are pretty much identical, straight down to the fact that y’all even look alike It’s really heartbreaking to witness up close 💔 the devil is cunning for sure. Praise God for the freedom & healing you experienced. I hope He heals him too, if anyone is reading this please pray for him & that he will believe in Jesus

  • @AARONO-nt4xn
    @AARONO-nt4xn Год назад +6

    Don’t know how this video came across my feed but I truly believe there are many who can relate to this testimony. To the Man of God who was speaking never stop sharing this testimony, and to this channel please never stop these interviews.
    Revelation 12:11, NASB: And they overcame him because of the blood of the Lamb and because of the word of their testimony, and they did not love their life even when faced with death.
    This is how we win, when we share how God gets the glory and victory out of lives.

  • @spiritualcosmeticss
    @spiritualcosmeticss 10 месяцев назад

    I am so uplifted watching people’s testimonies. I was not a preacher’s kid but I was raised in church and wanted for nothing and I was battling lust when I was younger so I can relate to this brother’s testimony so much. God is so awesome! He has brought me from such a long way. Amen!

  • @nellybelly3751
    @nellybelly3751 Год назад +8

    This video made me want to seek out the Lord again I definitely need him in my life right now

  • @aaw4424
    @aaw4424 5 месяцев назад +2

    About 3 mins in I started recieving visions of dropping my son off at school. I said okay, what was that about 5 mins in i said maybe i should send tgis to my son backed out and said maybe i will just show it to him cause sending him this without context is strange. 7 min mark he said his mom would drop him off at school and say " remember who you are and whos you are" i paused, paused it, chills all over my body. This is what i tell my son EVERYDAY when i drop him off!

  • @djuana8355
    @djuana8355 Год назад +5

    Awesome! Praise the Lord! May you continue to grow in Him! Shalom!

  • @sophalawson6337
    @sophalawson6337 Год назад +1

    This testimony is beyond beautiful. His love and for God is beyond amazing. So happy for you 💓. Keep doing a great job.

  • @LUVMYPITTIE
    @LUVMYPITTIE Год назад +6

    AWESOME TESTIMONY! THANKS FOR SHARING IT WITH US!!!!! 🥰

  • @charliejrjuan3574
    @charliejrjuan3574 Год назад +2

    Your so brave to tell everything, you are bold to say it because the old has gone, the new has come. Just be careful and guard your eye always, that's how the enemy enters in you and he will do it the same thing all over again to catch you in temptation again.