I was never as far gone as he has been but I could have been. It's tough coming all the way back but he can. I can remember when I was at his stage, just wondering what it would be like not to have crack be on my mind at all, for days, weeks, months. It takes a while but it's so nice to enjoy life and the simple things.
Me too!! I see so many of my own feelings and opinions of self reflected in his personality. I cant wait to see where this journey of recovery takes him.
@@matthewfoster9499 The same reason a lot of us have! We actually are rooting for these people...it’s not sick, it’s human interest, the same reason Mark does what he does with these interviews. Human behavior.
@@Melissa-xo7wt well it’s great we’re all rooting for them obviously , perhaps some medical healthcare professional will see this and get Patrick the help he truly needs
@@matthewfoster9499 He says he is currently in rehab...let’s hope it truly works this time and he wants it bad enough. In this world of madness-it’s nice to have complete strangers cheering him on-maybe our comments (good or bad) will be helpful to him. 😊
I got 101 days today..I’m a grateful and recovering heroin/fentanyl, crack addict..I pray your still hanging strong man..don’t give up, you deserve a great life man
I was struggling with my own addiction the first time I seen patrick on here. We share alot of the same story, today I have 21 days clean/ sober. Recovery is possible! Glad to see everyone on here supporting patrick🙏💯🙏
I could see Patrick working in a recovery home helping others. He has so much knowledge on addiction and he’s so self aware, he’s such a phenomenal human being.
@@CardShark_Chris Wow you guys are so cool and so much better than that loser on the screen. Careful don't fall from that moral high ground and hurt yourself.
Possibly, but I think he might do better far away from that life as possible. When i went back to school to become an addiction counselor, the experts all said "working in recovery makes it way harder to stay clean" of course in my mind, I thought I beat a 10 year addiction I can beat anything. I'm the minority of that statistic, that won't happen to me. Then about 2 months into being a counselor, I ended up using xanax a few times before my group sessions just to get through the disrespect clients would give. I had to get out within 4 months. That's common. I don't want that for this guy
@@matthewfoster9499 that's a pretty negative way to spin it. It absolutely doesn't mean 'nothing'. You can't be in long-term recovery without first being clean for a few weeks...so contrary to your ignorant statement, he's taken a massive step in the right direction ☺️
@@brennaeidenier6537 looking at the situation in a realistic point of view is painful sometimes. This man has had a LONGSTANDING addiction, HE NEEDS MENTAL HELP
My husband hears me listen to these every day. This guy and Evelyn are the only ones he asks about. He screamed when I told him Patrick was clean. 💚 we are rooting for you, Patrick!
Nice. My husband asks me about Evelyn and Amber. We just lost his little brother to a relapse od. Unlike these ppl he was handed everything. Dad was a cop n heroin still killed him. 10 years of addiction.
Yesssssss! Happy for this man and I hope he keeps on keepin on the good fight of living right for himself!! I fear for Evelyns well-being tremendously - she's inspired some personal writing of mine for my degree hahah
@@johnnmelissagiddens3260 Sorry about your brother…Addiction spans all human strata, and is one of the few afflictions that humanize all of us regardless of wealth, ethnicity, upbringing, religion, social status, etc. Godspeed…
i got clean on 3-16-21 from heroin and benzo's. i used to watch your videos high off heroin in my room. trips me out the timing of our journey (and probably many others)
I prayed for you and your sobriety. I prayed that God will provide strength, comfort and hope. You can do this. Jesus loves you and our Father in heaven cares for you deeply as His own.
how’s the benzo withdrawal? 2 months later i’m still dealing w crippling anxiety. literally crippling my hands and legs lock up and go numb from the panic attacks
@@gaspackgriff9725 there's medication for anxiety Just go to therapist they will prescribe u N tell them not to give any opiates as you're an addict You need loads of rest it'll go away quite soon actually
Patrick's story inspired me to get sober. It's been incredibly difficult but I'm happy to say I'm two weeks sober as of today. We love you Patrick, you are an inspiration to us all ❤️❤️
Wow! I hope you are still going strong. If not, give yourself another chance. I took a thousand tries to get to the best two years of healing, right now.
I hope this isn’t some BS. Hope he’s doing well. The road to recovery is a long and tough journey but the end results are worth all the blood sweat and tears. I’m rooting for you Pat.
Just finished watching all 4 of his shares. Good stuff. He'll eventually be one of those old timers at NA that everyone looks up to one day. Good on you, man - wish ya the best.
@@geebus757 on every video, the top comments are all weird fake comments about knowing them with some uplifting tidbit in order to get Likes... It’s fucking bizarre and it’s annoying. They are never commenting on anything about the video or person.
I’m amazed he still has his job. Kudos to his employer. That’s amazing they are wiling to work with him through this difficult time. We are all rooting for you Patrick.
He’s smart as shit. He’s probably a huge asset to the company. He got a degree from Harvard as a full blown crack trick. I can’t imagine how productive he is when he’s sober
He said in an earlier video that he works for the city of Los Angeles. They must be pretty forgiving for him to balance in and out of his work life the way he has
@@meetmyanimalfriends9363 A man I was with in my using days was aware of a law... I want to say it’s national but I’m not sure, because I knew men in two different Midwest states who have this down. If you let your employer know there’s an addiction problem before they fire you, they have to let you go to treatment and hire you back. I mean there are always places were the law is ignored but if you have any health issue, including addiction, and you’re smart, you learn your rights. Those protections are there because addiction is a disease and, for your investment in an employer, you deserve to be treated as a patient and not a bad employee, if it affects your work. Of course, if you miss work without first asking for help, you can expect your walking papers when you get back. And some bosses will go along with the law grudgingly, and then try to find some other small thing to fire you for. So I expect you’re right about Patrick being an asset.
It makes me cry that your Mom is there for you at a later age like this. What a spectacular human being she must be. She should teach parents how to love your children endlessly.
Patrick's interviews have been some of the most moving i feel like. His honesty is intense. You can tell when this guy gets clean he is destined to do great things. Stay strong Patrick.
I've been following this dude's story since the first video, and even though I've never met or spoken to him, I feel like we've been friends for years. It's so amazing to see him doing better. If you're reading this somehow Patrick, we're all proud as FUCK of you. You're killing it and we love you man.
I commend you Mark. I really think by giving Patrick the opportunity to speak and hear himself it has changed his life. People like yourself really do offer people the opportunity to open up and reevaluate their situation. Obviously some are willing to help themselves and some aren’t. Keep up the good work both yourself and Patrick
Such an honest, kind dude with a demon on his back. I can see why his friends haven’t given up on him and he’s definitely one of my favourite people interviewed on this channel.
I am overwhelmed with joy. Keep it up. I kicked alcohol out of my life 32 years ago and now I want to see you do it. Now my doctor wants me to start drinking a glass of wine for my health. I just told him,”naw. I’m good “.
Strange doctor. There are hundreds of alternative ife choices that could bring you a similar potential health benefit as 1 glass of wine with dinner. It's not some unique healing elixir. Rather, mortality research suggests that 1 or 2 glasses of wine with dinner might have a minor life extending benefit. But the UK has recently adjusted their alcohol recommendations drastically downward based on more recent research, so I suggest reading the methodologies of these studies yourself and taking nutritional advice of any kind with several pinches of salt, especially when people advise you to put non-essential nutrients like alcohol into your body.
When people tell you education is a waste of time... remember this. He can recover and most likely keep his high paying job because he has the foundation. Praying he stays clean.
I love this and this is awesome but he still has his job because he’s white. Yes he’s intelligent and I hope he doesn’t relapse but there a lot into him being a white man and surviving. His education is saving his life.
I clicked so quickly! I like Patrick, he’s a simple, and likable man. He’s incredibly unassuming. Edit: When I say simple, I don’t mean unintelligent, I mean casual and quotidian. Also, I never anticipated getting replies, no one ever replies to me 😆
I am certainly rooting for Patrick but I think Mark deserves an award of some sort. I am sure this kind of interaction is why he quit whatever it was he was doing and started hanging out on skid row. Mark is absolutely reserving his spot in heaven and making the world better while he is here. Absolutely amazing work Mark!
The only way to "reserve" a spot in heaven is to place your faith in Jesus Christ and his death burial and resurrection for your salvation. 1 Corinthians 15:1-4
Hope this man really gets the peace he deserves. I’m 4 days sober from alcohol and just over a month clean from cocaine and hope anyone that’s going through some sort of issue finds the strength to pull through a nasty habit
I hope you keep goingand hope the heat for you. One day at the time. And God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change courage to Chace the things I can and wisdom to know the difference
If ever there’s anyone on this channel that I wanna see beat their addiction and succeed, it’s Patrick. What an honest and lovable guy. His vulnerability is so attractive and raw. Such a decent person in an indecent rut. Go Patrick. Go, GO, GO! 👊🏼👊🏼🙏🏼
His smile at the end, when Mark said he’s incredible and that he is so glad he met him just says it all! It really shows what Mark is doing for these people. He’s acknowledging them as incredible humans…which is exactly what they are!
@@deapthought1156 yea, and I can undergo that, but where does my loved one draw the line? My worst fear is that she will be unhappy and over it all but for whatever reason, kids maybe, she sticks it out. I just hope that I haven't already done to much damage to get it back, and that's only if I give myself a chance and actually stop.
I have been wondering how Patrick is and praying for him and his safety/recovery 🙏🏻 this is GREAT news!! Yay.. well done Patrick, we are all rooting for you
Watching Patrick’s videos have definitely inspired me to get sober. I’m currently at my rock bottom have run out of money and ways to get more money. I’m a fentanyl addict with no way left to be able to afford to buy drugs anymore I’ve currently been in w/d for almost 3 weeks I’ve got high a couple times within the past 3 weeks. Thanks for your honesty Patrick you have definitely inspired me to go to rehab and get sober I have no other options at this point
brother its so much harder with the opiates don't care what anyone says , yeah cracks no joke but you dont get that sickness. im still trying to level out on 60ml daily juice and im constantly a little bit sick , but im clean
He looks better, he loos like he put on some weight and his face looks more relaxed and eyes are more focused. I am a 11 days sober recovering alcoholic and I feel better allready. Hope we both make it 🙏
@@Patrick-pu7tt i was doing cold turkey drinking alot of water and not keeping any alcohol around me. Also your friends that like to drink they are a very big temptation. Try and do it one day at a time I am 22 days sober now. We can do it 💪
@@videoviewer8818 Time to research the ways you can help and what will be required of you. Anything you do will be important because Every step in recovery counts.💖
Patrick I use to be a working girl when I was addicted. Honestly you sound like the best client any girl could have. You're not weird, your not gross, embrace who you are. It's you. And someone will love that one day. But ya gotta love yourself first. You're an amazing, honest, and strong guy with dignity ( even though you don't see it). I know you can do this.
For real when he was talking about his kink, i was thinking that shit is vanilla compared to what the other sex workers have described. Edit: congrats on getting sober and out of that lifestyle!
@@youtubeuser206 lol does your dimwitted comment make you feel better about yourself? If you're just a little kid I apologize and recommend you think before you comment.
It was beautiful to hear him say "I have so many people that love me" and then speak about the benefits of recovery. Hopefully he can continue to reap those benefits. It gets so much better.
Mark, this video just made my day. Seeing even just a small amount of progress is HUGE for Patrick. Just seeing how honest he is being with himself leaves me very hopeful that he is on the right path.
I think Patrick’s superpower is his rigorous honesty. He seems like a genuinely kind person who has endless capabilities for good. I think he would make a great husband & father if he’s able to overcome this terrible disease.
PATRICK! clicked so quickly. I'm now 3 years completely sober, this guy has what it takes to be sober. These videos are a huge help I hope they're just as helpful to him as they are to us We're all in this together patrick, you got this.
Congratulations on your sobriety that's amazing! I almost had 2 years until my relapse back in dec. I've slipped and stumbled since then but I recently got on the vivitrol maintenance and I'm clean. Feels great to feel like myself again!
I am so happy to see patrick doing alot better, i am almost 5 years clean myself, but unfortunately since ive been clean i lost both my parents to overdoses, same with my uncle and my bestfriend.. Couldnt be more greatful to be clean and to have made it, to have gotten treatment for Hep C that i contracted from sharing needles...ive come a LONG Way since then, i dont even feel remotely like the same person, and best of all.. i just had my first baby as well 😊 there was a time in my life where i was doing everything Patrick was, PLUS shooting heroin and opiates, and i felt like i was going to be stuck there FOREVER ! And when i finally was forced to get clean i thought i was going to be miserable for the rest of my life, thought id always be waiting and wanting another fix, i am SO happy to report THAT IS NOT THE CASE! Congrats on your 3 years my dear
I know how hard it is to stay clean, I battled cocaine & heroin addiction for years and I’m happy to say I have 10 years clean. Thinking of you Patrick!
@@jessicazepeda9516 You'll get there!!! Hang in there!!! It's so difficult but each day gets a little bit easier the further you get from the drugs. Good for you.
What we will learn is how to think that honestly is more than accountability. People are so impressed with his honesty and it's saddens we, just because you are honest don't make shit ok, he use his honesty as a crutch and everyone is impressed. NOT I...
Laura Ciocia, well.... transparency can be just as bad, most addicts are very honest when they are telling you their story, so he’s smart and has masterminded his addiction, and he will never hit rock bottom, which is a very bad thing, he’s a nice guy everyone likes him... he’s my brother in law made over. and his sister, well him 20 years ago, omg they have the same mannerism. Until he had no one else to listen to him and it didn’t matter how honest he was because it doesn’t fix hurting and using the people you love and love you...he could no longer get it off his chest. He had no more people to stroke his honest ego...he went to jail for 2 years, he didn’t want visitors, but when he was out the always had a story to tell about something bad he did...the real accountability starts when no one is listening and cheering them on for being honest. Giving that slap on the back. They have to deal with their demons and can’t get pacified for telling people. This is what he told me... he said there was not a honest story to tell to make him feel better. He was in jail...he is clean, 17 years, a counsel at his group... head of security at a bank. Don’t have friends here anymore, I’m not trying to down him. I say This stuff because 2 people that I love dearly that I never turned my back on as addicts has a totally Of 30 years clean... both got High over 20 years. I want to see him make it... No harm at all meant...
@@geraldinebowers6833 i hear you and thank you. I don't know what it's like to deal with an addict family member personally so I appreciate you sharing your perspective. And I don't doubt that things aren't always what they seem. He may be just like your family members, but he may not be. And I just think in this context it's more helpful to show encouragement and love - especially knowing they often read these posts. We can't ever really know who will get clean and who won't, but we can be hopeful and choose to see the possibility within them.
Lets fucking goooo patrickkk!!!!! I’m a recovering crack/heroin addict been sober for about 2 n a half years now even though I don’t know you I’m extremely proud of you and you’re an inspiration stay positive and keep going🙏🙏
How COOL is it tho that his Rehab showed his story!!!! THIS is what I am hoping will be the done thing one day. Like having a playlist. Say you have 10 people detoxing. Find the 10 most germane videos for them to show them they are Not ALONE!!! This body of work should be a teaching tool and a way of bringing comfort to scared or ashamed people.
Having overcome addiction myself, I totally agree with what Patrick said in the end. The growth, wisdom, and compassion that comes from overcoming the disease does make you powerful compared to if you had never gone through it.
Patrick has such an approachable and welcoming manner about him. He would be a real gem working in the recovery community. I hope he continues to go forward. Rooting for you Patrick 👍🏼
I hope some day Patrick realizes how many people he’s touched and how many people want nothing but the best for him. The best part is, the majority of them are total strangers, myself included and I know I can speak for all of us here when I say I hope this guy stays clean. What a genuinely great dude who just took a detour down a bad path. Cheers, Patrick.
What a guy. He is so loveable that it's no wonder he has so many enablers. Sending love to Patrick's Mom and friends. Thank you for helping him. I hope the best for you Patrick.
I am so invested in this man's life. Hes my fav person you have interviewed. Theres a certain spark in him that I have not seen in some others. He will succeed.
Mark gave Patrick hope, gave him a unique tool. The ability to speak, to himself and to us, as well as to his family. This is crazy. We need a soft white underbelly in saint Louis.
Patrick, you're a good man. Watching you has been immensely helpful, eye opening, and enlightening. You're just a bit older than myself. Different life. Different DOC. But so much the same. Keep on, Patrick
I spent my late teens and 20’s addicted alcohol and coke. I sometimes dwell on the regrets, but I have to remind myself of the lessons I’ve learned. Now that I’m in my 40’s I feel like it made me a more compassionate human, less selfish and less naive to the ugly side of the world. I wish you all the best Patrick! We are rooting for you brother!
This man has a true gift of story telling, so engaging, fascinating, and genuine, I wish him well and pray he finds freedom from the shackles of addiction, peace and happiness
I've been clean a year this month. This guy's honesty about his journey has been in my mind frequently. I hope he stays the course. He's a solid guy at heart.
I identify heavily with Patrick's story. This is the third video I watched and I've gotten a lot out of it. Like you, I've had the career all while doing the dumb shit. I now have 1.5 years clean and sober through AA and spirituality. I just keep doing the next right thing, keep staying vulnerable, stay in the weird, keep growing. Stability is on the horizon.
This goes to show that addiction truly has no boundaries. I watched my older brother spend 7 years in the darkest hole imaginable but with good friends, family, and hope, he’s 8 years sober now.
Yay!!!!! So thankful. Patrick, you are truly a special guy. You have a great heart. One day at a time...my motto: be uncomfortable. And start getting comfortable with it. You got this!
I’ve honestly grown such an attachment to Patrick and I don’t even know him. When I watched this video I felt such a sense of proudness for him. I’m so happy you’re clean and I pray you stay happy and healthy.
I am glad to see Patrick back...super glad he has gone to rehab...I was very worried for him after the last video. You got this Patrick...there are many people (strangers) pulling for you!
Hey dude, I’m from South Africa (so very far away) but just wanted to say you can do it! You are always loved. You have many family and friends that love you dearly. Love never ends, and it never gets less, only more. (Think about having a kid, and you love that kid with all your heart, then you have another kid, you dont love the first one less, you love the first just as much as before. Love can only get more, never less) I never had any drug addiction but if I could give my 2 cents; think about the delayed gratification by not getting high. You will realise that you’ve always loved yourself, and that you are loved. You would not hurt anyone and you would contribute greatly to society. The dopamine hit from being able to be clean and help others in the process will be a better high! Cheers dude! Thanks for sharing your story.
I can't even begin to express how happy I am to see this update on Patrick. It's weird how often I think of people who I see on this channel and wonder how they're doing.
If you read this Patrick, I think it would be a cool idea for you to start a channel. I have no idea what you'd talk about. I just think it would be a good outlet for people to go to. It's fact that so many of us are interested in your life and the way you live it. It might be a way to give back in some way to help other people in similar situations. Just food for thought. I wish you luck on your sober journey, keep at it! P.S. Thank you Mark. You inspire me to not read books by their covers.
Likes and views stimulate the same parts of the brain that stimulants do. Maybe when he has built up clean time but I wouldn't suggest anyone I love trying to build a channel early in sobriety. Even if it starts out as just a fun hobby it's a slippery slope. You can watch CG Kid and loads of others talk about how getting too into it while newly sober eventually led them back to using.
I'm actually a gambling addict, and the honesty has in fact helped me aswell. Last time i relapsed i couldn't take it, i went home to my mom and my grandparents and told it right away, what i did. And i've been clean now for a couple of months. You're great man, thank you for sharing everything, and god bless you that you live a clean happy life now!
Patrick is one of the most likeable people I've ever witnessed. The honesty and self reflection that he shows is on another level. Regardless of his addiction and choices, we could all learn a lot from him. I sincerely hope that the trip to rehab will get his life back on track and he can realise his full potential. What a great human, wishing you all the best from Australia.
I can just tell through the screen all the way from Australia, that this guy’s heart is so genuine & has a heart of gold. The honesty & opening up is not only going to help his recovery but so many others. I truly hope he stays on this journey not just for everyone else in his life but for himself. We believe in you Patrick. ❤️
This has touched me like nothing else has in a very long time, thank you 🙏 In ways I’ve struggle with addiction for over 30 yrs and Patrick has given me so much hope actual HOPE! Thank you! May God give you peace and may you prosper in life Patrick!
Mark your channel is sending out ripples, you are doing healing work by giving these brave and beautiful souls a platform to express themselves truthfully and authentically. Thank you for your sacrifice, your passion, and your work.
Absolutely love you man. You don't understand how much this helps me to hear you share your life like this. Thank you for being brave and honest and humble. Inspiring.
This guy has way too much potential to waste away. Seriously, someone like that can give so much. We'd love to have you be a part of this life dude. You seem like a great guy.
Have watched all of his journey and it’s so beautiful to see him clean and sober and learning to change the narrative in his head to a more kind compassionate forgiving one …. Fellowship has changed my life - God bless you Patrick you are a wonderful soul and have NOTHING to be ashamed of whatsoever
I love brandon..i listen to his story at least twice a month. Also he says he didnt lose everything because of drugs..he gave it away. Im going on 6yrs clean
Patrick just told me that his doctor found no cancer and he’s leaving for rehab next week.
LET'S GO. My heart roots for Patrick. Lucid and prepared to face his demons head on. We do recover.
Yasss!!!👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 so glad to hear this!
so happy for Patrick!
I was never as far gone as he has been but I could have been. It's tough coming all the way back but he can. I can remember when I was at his stage, just wondering what it would be like not to have crack be on my mind at all, for days, weeks, months. It takes a while but it's so nice to enjoy life and the simple things.
Wait did he relapse?
I've never been so invested in a strangers recovery.
Right?
same lol
Right 🖐🏽
Crazy isnt it? Hope he makes it, but I cant help but think hes got a long way to go
I think it's because we know he's smart and we're pretty sure we've picked a winner, in terms of him kicking the habits.
Glad I watched these these. It’s been nearly a decade of trying to get clean. 1 hour left in for day 1.
Keep going. Nothing stopping you. Allow the power of God to be more powerful than you. God bless you.
Keep going you can do it
How are you going
How are you doing now?
@@dancinggold17 he been relapsed. Look at his comment “1 hour for day 1” are u kidding me. He definitely didn’t last counting like that
I sincerely hope that this articulate, intelligent, self-deprecating and completely likeable total stranger stays clean.
Me too!! I see so many of my own feelings and opinions of self reflected in his personality. I cant wait to see where this journey of recovery takes him.
He won’t.
I really hope he stays clean. He seems to have a good group of supporters
@@zertmcdirt7843 🙄🙄 .... calm down, you rude ass
I hope he’s clean during this interview because honestly he still seems jacked up.
I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO COME BACK!!!!!!!
WHY?!? FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT? You’re sick
@@matthewfoster9499 The same reason a lot of us have! We actually are rooting for these people...it’s not sick, it’s human interest, the same reason Mark does what he does with these interviews. Human behavior.
@@Melissa-xo7wt well it’s great we’re all rooting for them obviously , perhaps some medical healthcare professional will see this and get Patrick the help he truly needs
@@matthewfoster9499 He says he is currently in rehab...let’s hope it truly works this time and he wants it bad enough. In this world of madness-it’s nice to have complete strangers cheering him on-maybe our comments (good or bad) will be helpful to him. 😊
Same!
I got 101 days today..I’m a grateful and recovering heroin/fentanyl, crack addict..I pray your still hanging strong man..don’t give up, you deserve a great life man
I hope you're doing well on your recovery! Stay strong friend
Go away dan
@@tonybanannas6612 why don’t you go away you piece of shit.
Hope you are doing well 💕
and so do you!
I was struggling with my own addiction the first time I seen patrick on here. We share alot of the same story, today I have 21 days clean/ sober. Recovery is possible! Glad to see everyone on here supporting patrick🙏💯🙏
You can be damn proud of yourself, Joey!
Sending you lots of happy vibes! 🍀
May all your wishes come true... ☆
😘❤
Way to go !
Congratulations, remember everyone here is supporting you too. It’s one day at a time.
@@5thdimension625 that really means alot thank you for your kind words and support!
Thank you so much! Much love !!❤❤❤
I could see Patrick working in a recovery home helping others. He has so much knowledge on addiction and he’s so self aware, he’s such a phenomenal human being.
@@Jetsetfastfood No doubt. This guy is not someone who has anything that I want. He's a good example of; Better you than me.
@@CardShark_Chris Wow you guys are so cool and so much better than that loser on the screen. Careful don't fall from that moral high ground and hurt yourself.
Patrick would be an amazing sober living counselor
Possibly, but I think he might do better far away from that life as possible. When i went back to school to become an addiction counselor, the experts all said "working in recovery makes it way harder to stay clean" of course in my mind, I thought I beat a 10 year addiction I can beat anything. I'm the minority of that statistic, that won't happen to me. Then about 2 months into being a counselor, I ended up using xanax a few times before my group sessions just to get through the disrespect clients would give. I had to get out within 4 months. That's common. I don't want that for this guy
@@ericlofstrand I can see that, with his experience once he has some time he would make a great sponsor IMO
Patrick is unquestionably the most loved on this channel. The number of people sincerely pulling for him is incredible and heartwarming.
Totally, hope we can get an update soon
Damnit man, I'm really glad to see this guy get clean.
He isn’t clean. Just because you are “clean” for a few weeks after a LONG STANDING RELATIONSHIP with crack doesn’t mean anything
@@matthewfoster9499 that's a pretty negative way to spin it. It absolutely doesn't mean 'nothing'. You can't be in long-term recovery without first being clean for a few weeks...so contrary to your ignorant statement, he's taken a massive step in the right direction ☺️
Me too I thought the way he was headed he would be dead or in jail but he’s improving so good too see.
@@brennaeidenier6537 looking at the situation in a realistic point of view is painful sometimes. This man has had a LONGSTANDING addiction, HE NEEDS MENTAL HELP
You can’t be in long term recovery after a long-standing drug addiction without professional mental help. How deluded are you?????
My husband hears me listen to these every day. This guy and Evelyn are the only ones he asks about. He screamed when I told him Patrick was clean. 💚 we are rooting for you, Patrick!
Nice. My husband asks me about Evelyn and Amber. We just lost his little brother to a relapse od. Unlike these ppl he was handed everything. Dad was a cop n heroin still killed him. 10 years of addiction.
@@johnnmelissagiddens3260 any life lost to addiction is brutal and I'm sorry - it cuts the heart.
Yesssssss! Happy for this man and I hope he keeps on keepin on the good fight of living right for himself!! I fear for Evelyns well-being tremendously - she's inspired some personal writing of mine for my degree hahah
cool. my bf sees me watching these and i tell him its a podcast. ☺️
@@johnnmelissagiddens3260 Sorry about your brother…Addiction spans all human strata, and is one of the few afflictions that humanize all of us regardless of wealth, ethnicity, upbringing, religion, social status, etc. Godspeed…
i got clean on 3-16-21 from heroin and benzo's. i used to watch your videos high off heroin in my room. trips me out the timing of our journey (and probably many others)
I prayed for you and your sobriety. I prayed that God will provide strength, comfort and hope. You can do this. Jesus loves you and our Father in heaven cares for you deeply as His own.
Was yesterday 4 months ?if so good shit man keep it going
Keep your head up you can do it
how’s the benzo withdrawal? 2 months later i’m still dealing w crippling anxiety. literally crippling my hands and legs lock up and go numb from the panic attacks
@@gaspackgriff9725 there's medication for anxiety
Just go to therapist they will prescribe u
N tell them not to give any opiates as you're an addict
You need loads of rest it'll go away quite soon actually
Patrick's story inspired me to get sober. It's been incredibly difficult but I'm happy to say I'm two weeks sober as of today. We love you Patrick, you are an inspiration to us all ❤️❤️
Congratulations! Keep going.
Good luck. You can do this. You are here for a reason
Congrats so amazing keep it up!!
Wow! I hope you are still going strong. If not, give yourself another chance. I took a thousand tries to get to the best two years of healing, right now.
congrats I hope that you are still going with that. its been a month probably the hardest month
You could tell 10 seconds in he was clean, he was sitting still. Glad for him!
I could tell by the first second. His arms aren't rigid and stuck to his legs
Honestly I saw the thumbnail and I was like holy shit he got clean!
Still a few nervous tics, but not geekin tics. I can tell the difference cause I’ve been there.
Yeah a and that dreadful swallowing was gone
@@vintbonner6504 yes!
Pat is in MA. Had dinner with him last night. Things are looking up!
Next time you see him, tell him we believe on him! He’s got this.
I'm so proud of, and happy for him! He's got this!!
I hope this isn’t some BS. Hope he’s doing well. The road to recovery is a long and tough journey but the end results are worth all the blood sweat and tears. I’m rooting for you Pat.
@@zacharyjohnson9269 Pat is doing great in MA. He's healing and things are going extremely well.
@@jeffmayhew whats MA? Glad to hear he's doing well, he certainly deserves it!
Never comment on these videos but couldn’t be happier to see Patrick and hear he’s doing well!
Thumbs up from the hundreds and hundreds of us who rarely comment.
He will be a survivor
Most definitely
haha...you've never done crack
I’m so happy to hear that great news,,! Good luck to Patrick, his experiences ,,honesty and great energy can take him anywhere he wants.
@@TypicalUnderscore have hope nigga
Unlikely. The way he's going he'll have a heart attack within the next 10 years.
Just finished watching all 4 of his shares. Good stuff. He'll eventually be one of those old timers at NA that everyone looks up to one day. Good on you, man - wish ya the best.
He used to be my roommate at a sober living some years ago.. great guy 🙏🏼 good luck Patrick!
Is it just me or everyone in the comments knows this guy?🤔
Zack on Crack with Pat! Ha ha a
@@geebus757 on every video, the top comments are all weird fake comments about knowing them with some uplifting tidbit in order to get Likes... It’s fucking bizarre and it’s annoying.
They are never commenting on anything about the video or person.
Was he also Limped back then? 🤔
@@elcid8889 as disconnected as the internet may make you feel…these people are humans..no mames
I’m amazed he still has his job. Kudos to his employer. That’s amazing they are wiling to work with him through this difficult time. We are all rooting for you Patrick.
He’s smart as shit. He’s probably a huge asset to the company. He got a degree from Harvard as a full blown crack trick. I can’t imagine how productive he is when he’s sober
wp but i hope he gets off of it
He said in an earlier video that he works for the city of Los Angeles. They must be pretty forgiving for him to balance in and out of his work life the way he has
CA has its policies that protect people going into rehab
@@meetmyanimalfriends9363 A man I was with in my using days was aware of a law... I want to say it’s national but I’m not sure, because I knew men in two different Midwest states who have this down. If you let your employer know there’s an addiction problem before they fire you, they have to let you go to treatment and hire you back. I mean there are always places were the law is ignored but if you have any health issue, including addiction, and you’re smart, you learn your rights. Those protections are there because addiction is a disease and, for your investment in an employer, you deserve to be treated as a patient and not a bad employee, if it affects your work. Of course, if you miss work without first asking for help, you can expect your walking papers when you get back. And some bosses will go along with the law grudgingly, and then try to find some other small thing to fire you for. So I expect you’re right about Patrick being an asset.
It makes me cry that your Mom is there for you at a later age like this. What a spectacular human being she must be. She should teach parents how to love your children endlessly.
No other person on this channel has been as easy to understand and listen to than Patrick
Yeah, I didn't fast forward on this video at all lol
Hugu
Cigarette man comes through easy enough
He’s very intellectual. but you understand him on your own level of your perception!
Patrick's interviews have been some of the most moving i feel like. His honesty is intense. You can tell when this guy gets clean he is destined to do great things. Stay strong Patrick.
I agree but go watch eric, also, if you haven’t.
My feelings exactly wishing Patrick all the best good luck bruv from an ex crack addict
he has endless opportunity
@@tylerwill5250 i have not seen eric i dont believe, but thank you for sharing that because im looking the video up right now!
I've been following this dude's story since the first video, and even though I've never met or spoken to him, I feel like we've been friends for years. It's so amazing to see him doing better. If you're reading this somehow Patrick, we're all proud as FUCK of you. You're killing it and we love you man.
Hoping Patrick stays clean and a positive mind set, I am 142 days sober and learning to love myself again.
Good for you! 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾
Lovely to hear someone out there is learning to love himself again. That can only get better. Slowly or fast.
You are worth loving. Especially to be loved by yourself! Congratulations! You can do this!
If you want it bad enough you got this
146? Let's gooooo
I pray that he overcomes this and stays clean.
He is a wonderful person. If he can just forgive himself for the mistakes he may have made I think recovery will be possible for him.
THAT PART!
@@Mr.Plant1994 Amen.
This guy is a gem. Good luck with everything Patrick. Really hoping and praying for you.
I commend you Mark. I really think by giving Patrick the opportunity to speak and hear himself it has changed his life. People like yourself really do offer people the opportunity to open up and reevaluate their situation. Obviously some are willing to help themselves and some aren’t. Keep up the good work both yourself and Patrick
Indeed, the path he has helped Patrick on makes all the struggle worth it in my opinion
100.
Must be a great feeling to have someone who has struggled as much as Patrick tell you how empowering your work is.
I think honestly frees you!
Such an honest, kind dude with a demon on his back. I can see why his friends haven’t given up on him and he’s definitely one of my favourite people interviewed on this channel.
I second this comment
I am overwhelmed with joy. Keep it up. I kicked alcohol out of my life 32 years ago and now I want to see you do it. Now my doctor wants me to start drinking a glass of wine for my health. I just told him,”naw. I’m good “.
That is a bad doctor. Fire them.
Strange doctor. There are hundreds of alternative ife choices that could bring you a similar potential health benefit as 1 glass of wine with dinner. It's not some unique healing elixir. Rather, mortality research suggests that 1 or 2 glasses of wine with dinner might have a minor life extending benefit. But the UK has recently adjusted their alcohol recommendations drastically downward based on more recent research, so I suggest reading the methodologies of these studies yourself and taking nutritional advice of any kind with several pinches of salt, especially when people advise you to put non-essential nutrients like alcohol into your body.
I “ drink wine for my health” with dinner. It’s not a healthy habit, because that’s exactly what it is, habitual alcohol.
Wow it’s so nice to hear him say “I have so many people that love me”
Most people don't appreciate the people in their lives the way they ought to.
I thought the exact same thing!! I knew people loved him...... He didnt realize he was so loved because he was so deep into addiction.... 🙏🏼
I think he always knew that
He still has the fucking job! LEGENDARY!
So impressive really
When people tell you education is a waste of time... remember this. He can recover and most likely keep his high paying job because he has the foundation.
Praying he stays clean.
😂
He has the job because of the union he's in.
I love this and this is awesome but he still has his job because he’s white. Yes he’s intelligent and I hope he doesn’t relapse but there a lot into him being a white man and surviving. His education is saving his life.
Its so difficult watching people in the blazing heat of addiction. And to see them on the path to recovery is beautiful.
I clicked so quickly! I like Patrick, he’s a simple, and likable man. He’s incredibly unassuming.
Edit: When I say simple, I don’t mean unintelligent, I mean casual and quotidian. Also, I never anticipated getting replies, no one ever replies to me 😆
Hes a great guy and hes looking and sounding a while lot better. So happy for this guy right now!
Same here!
@David David dont count him out. I've seen people come back from worse and succeed. Like myself..godless you, have a beautiful day!
No. He is not simple. He is very intelligent and honest to the best of where he is at today.
I clicked so quickly as well
I am certainly rooting for Patrick but I think Mark deserves an award of some sort. I am sure this kind of interaction is why he quit whatever it was he was doing and started hanging out on skid row. Mark is absolutely reserving his spot in heaven and making the world better while he is here. Absolutely amazing work Mark!
My mom is convinced he is Jesus
@@cococoyle6760 jesus!!!!!!!
Whatever he was doing was doing shots for Apple etc
Truly great idea to switch career to this
The only way to "reserve" a spot in heaven is to place your faith in Jesus Christ and his death burial and resurrection for your salvation.
1 Corinthians 15:1-4
The crack head who matter of factly narrates his crumbling life with brutal honesty, while high on crack. Better than game of thrones.
Hope this man really gets the peace he deserves. I’m 4 days sober from alcohol and just over a month clean from cocaine and hope anyone that’s going through some sort of issue finds the strength to pull through a nasty habit
Congratulations on being sober. I hope you're still doing good today
I hope you keep goingand hope the heat for you. One day at the time. And God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change courage to Chace the things I can and wisdom to know the difference
Hope your still sober dude
@irisho.g8390 sending you all the love and strength 🤍
If ever there’s anyone on this channel that I wanna see beat their addiction and succeed, it’s Patrick. What an honest and lovable guy. His vulnerability is so attractive and raw.
Such a decent person in an indecent rut. Go Patrick. Go, GO, GO! 👊🏼👊🏼🙏🏼
His smile at the end, when Mark said he’s incredible and that he is so glad he met him just says it all! It really shows what Mark is doing for these people. He’s acknowledging them as incredible humans…which is exactly what they are!
Maybe he doesn’t see “them” or “they” as that. They are all us.. and blah blah ya know just humans, experiencing addiction.
"I have so many ppl that love me it almost seems unfair..."
Man, I've been trying to sum up myself for 36 years, and he just said it...
If after 36 years there are still many people who love you than you undoubtedly deserve it. Maybe you’re depressed.
Your blessed. Don’t take it for granted.
@@r.c.l2569 thanks for this
You deserve to be loved.
@@deapthought1156 yea, and I can undergo that, but where does my loved one draw the line? My worst fear is that she will be unhappy and over it all but for whatever reason, kids maybe, she sticks it out. I just hope that I haven't already done to much damage to get it back, and that's only if I give myself a chance and actually stop.
I have been wondering how Patrick is and praying for him and his safety/recovery 🙏🏻 this is GREAT news!! Yay.. well done Patrick, we are all rooting for you
Sadly, I heard he left rehab and is back on the streets. I hope it isn’t so.
@@zertmcdirt7843 omg no, where did you hear this?
He’s a troll, ignore him
Patrick, come here and bask in the positivity & support when things get rough. We're invested in your recovery!🤗
🤍😊💯 Indeed we are all rooting for him.
Watching Patrick’s videos have definitely inspired me to get sober. I’m currently at my rock bottom have run out of money and ways to get more money. I’m a fentanyl addict with no way left to be able to afford to buy drugs anymore I’ve currently been in w/d for almost 3 weeks I’ve got high a couple times within the past 3 weeks. Thanks for your honesty Patrick you have definitely inspired me to go to rehab and get sober I have no other options at this point
brother its so much harder with the opiates don't care what anyone says , yeah cracks no joke but you dont get that sickness. im still trying to level out on 60ml daily juice and im constantly a little bit sick , but im clean
U still alive homie? It's a struggle out here. Your not the only one going thru it. 🙏
He looks better, he loos like he put on some weight and his face looks more relaxed and eyes are more focused. I am a 11 days sober recovering alcoholic and I feel better allready. Hope we both make it 🙏
You’re going to make it! No doubt. Stay strong, friend. ✊🏼
Stay strong my friend!
im looking to sober up from alcohol, but im afraid of the detox. do you have any extra advice on how to safely go through that process?
@@Patrick-pu7tt i was doing cold turkey drinking alot of water and not keeping any alcohol around me. Also your friends that like to drink they are a very big temptation. Try and do it one day at a time I am 22 days sober now. We can do it 💪
@@bexleybeyond7524 22 days sober now thanks for asking. The only thing my mouth allways dry. It's like a thirst that water can't quench.
Go Patrick, I think his calling once he's helped himself is to work with other addicts, good luck Patrick well done boy!!!
That's pretty much the only way to stay clean.
He did work for Teen Challenge and liked it.
I wanna work and help drug addicts too
@@videoviewer8818 Time to research the ways you can help and what will be required of you. Anything you do will be important because Every step in recovery counts.💖
@@videoviewer8818 are you a drug addict?
Patrick I use to be a working girl when I was addicted. Honestly you sound like the best client any girl could have. You're not weird, your not gross, embrace who you are. It's you. And someone will love that one day. But ya gotta love yourself first. You're an amazing, honest, and strong guy with dignity ( even though you don't see it). I know you can do this.
For real when he was talking about his kink, i was thinking that shit is vanilla compared to what the other sex workers have described.
Edit: congrats on getting sober and out of that lifestyle!
@@davelehti4000 thank you so much! Yes he would be a breeze!
@@diannh2894 did you get out of it without hiv
@@youtubeuser206 lol does your dimwitted comment make you feel better about yourself? If you're just a little kid I apologize and recommend you think before you comment.
@@JFKALLDAY umm people generally ask questions out of curiosity not some desire to feel better about themselves
It was beautiful to hear him say "I have so many people that love me" and then speak about the benefits of recovery. Hopefully he can continue to reap those benefits. It gets so much better.
Mark, this video just made my day. Seeing even just a small amount of progress is HUGE for Patrick. Just seeing how honest he is being with himself leaves me very hopeful that he is on the right path.
I think Patrick’s superpower is his rigorous honesty. He seems like a genuinely kind person who has endless capabilities for good. I think he would make a great husband & father if he’s able to overcome this terrible disease.
PATRICK! clicked so quickly. I'm now 3 years completely sober, this guy has what it takes to be sober. These videos are a huge help I hope they're just as helpful to him as they are to us
We're all in this together patrick, you got this.
Congratulations on your sobriety that's amazing! I almost had 2 years until my relapse back in dec. I've slipped and stumbled since then but I recently got on the vivitrol maintenance and I'm clean. Feels great to feel like myself again!
Congratulations to you both! Happy 4 you!
@@joey3296 day to day man that's all it's about. Take time to enjoy the small victory's and little things in life. You got this.
@@IamSunkist. same to you brother💪
I am so happy to see patrick doing alot better, i am almost 5 years clean myself, but unfortunately since ive been clean i lost both my parents to overdoses, same with my uncle and my bestfriend.. Couldnt be more greatful to be clean and to have made it, to have gotten treatment for Hep C that i contracted from sharing needles...ive come a LONG Way since then, i dont even feel remotely like the same person, and best of all.. i just had my first baby as well 😊 there was a time in my life where i was doing everything Patrick was, PLUS shooting heroin and opiates, and i felt like i was going to be stuck there FOREVER ! And when i finally was forced to get clean i thought i was going to be miserable for the rest of my life, thought id always be waiting and wanting another fix, i am SO happy to report THAT IS NOT THE CASE! Congrats on your 3 years my dear
I know how hard it is to stay clean, I battled cocaine & heroin addiction for years and I’m happy to say I have 10 years clean. Thinking of you Patrick!
Fantistic!
My DOC was meth. I have 9 years clean. Best of luck to you honey!
@@JillianClaireRox Thank God I cant wait to say 9 years, too
@@jessicazepeda9516 You'll get there!!! Hang in there!!! It's so difficult but each day gets a little bit easier the further you get from the drugs. Good for you.
Mark, how is Patrick doing? We need an update!
this man could teach a master class in vulnerability. what a lesson for us all.
What we will learn is how to think that honestly is more than accountability. People are so impressed with his honesty and it's saddens we, just because you are honest don't make shit ok, he use his honesty as a crutch and everyone is impressed. NOT I...
@@geraldinebowers6833 where do you see him justifying his behavior? He showed accountability thru the whole interview. But stay sad I guess 🤷🏻♀️.
Laura Ciocia, well.... transparency can be just as bad, most addicts are very honest when they are telling you their story, so he’s smart and has masterminded his addiction, and he will never hit rock bottom, which is a very bad thing, he’s a nice guy everyone likes him... he’s my brother in law made over. and his sister, well him 20 years ago, omg they have the same mannerism. Until he had no one else to listen to him and it didn’t matter how honest he was because it doesn’t fix hurting and using the people you love and love you...he could no longer get it off his chest. He had no more people to stroke his honest ego...he went to jail for 2 years, he didn’t want visitors, but when he was out the always had a story to tell about something bad he did...the real accountability starts when no one is listening and cheering them on for being honest. Giving that slap on the back. They have to deal with their demons and can’t get pacified for telling people. This is what he told me... he said there was not a honest story to tell to make him feel better. He was in jail...he is clean, 17 years, a counsel at his group... head of security at a bank. Don’t have friends here anymore, I’m not trying to down him. I say This stuff because 2 people that I love dearly that I never turned my back on as addicts has a totally Of 30 years clean... both got High over 20 years. I want to see him make it... No harm at all meant...
@@geraldinebowers6833 His honesty on camera is the driving force behind his recovery. It’s not a crutch.
@@geraldinebowers6833 i hear you and thank you. I don't know what it's like to deal with an addict family member personally so I appreciate you sharing your perspective. And I don't doubt that things aren't always what they seem. He may be just like your family members, but he may not be. And I just think in this context it's more helpful to show encouragement and love - especially knowing they often read these posts. We can't ever really know who will get clean and who won't, but we can be hopeful and choose to see the possibility within them.
Yay Patrick!!!!! I’m nine months clean IT DOES GET BETTER ❤️ even if you fall it’s just important to pick yourself up again! What a lovely update!
CONGRATS BRY 🥰
Good for you sis!!! I’m 20 mths clean from Oxys myself
Every one of these episodes is oddly therapeutic to my own soul! Great job Mark!👏🏾
This is what Soft White Underbelly's videos are all about. Props to both Mark & Patrick.
Lets fucking goooo patrickkk!!!!! I’m a recovering crack/heroin addict been sober for about 2 n a half years now even though I don’t know you I’m extremely proud of you and you’re an inspiration stay positive and keep going🙏🙏
patrick im 23 and im going thru the same journey with addiction your interviews help me staying and looking foward to staying sober
Your channel is a crazy powerful tool for getting clean and I'm super proud of Patrick for realizing that. Hats off to both of you
How COOL is it tho that his Rehab showed his story!!!! THIS is what I am hoping will be the done thing one day. Like having a playlist. Say you have 10 people detoxing. Find the 10 most germane videos for them to show them they are Not ALONE!!! This body of work should be a teaching tool and a way of bringing comfort to scared or ashamed people.
So glad to see you clean and clear headed. Proud of you man
Having overcome addiction myself, I totally agree with what Patrick said in the end. The growth, wisdom, and compassion that comes from overcoming the disease does make you powerful compared to if you had never gone through it.
Patrick has such an approachable and welcoming manner about him. He would be a real gem working in the recovery community. I hope he continues to go forward. Rooting for you Patrick 👍🏼
I hope some day Patrick realizes how many people he’s touched and how many people want nothing but the best for him. The best part is, the majority of them are total strangers, myself included and I know I can speak for all of us here when I say I hope this guy stays clean. What a genuinely great dude who just took a detour down a bad path. Cheers, Patrick.
So incredibly loveable. This guy has a purpose. He’s so articulate and his story told by clean him can save lives. So much love to you Patrick.
I like this guy! Good to see him again.
What a guy. He is so loveable that it's no wonder he has so many enablers. Sending love to Patrick's Mom and friends. Thank you for helping him. I hope the best for you Patrick.
I am so invested in this man's life. Hes my fav person you have interviewed. Theres a certain spark in him that I have not seen in some others. He will succeed.
Mark gave Patrick hope, gave him a unique tool. The ability to speak, to himself and to us, as well as to his family. This is crazy. We need a soft white underbelly in saint Louis.
❤️💯❗️
Do it!
Get it going. I’m sure people will absolutely watch. Just make sure to always be 100% honest. Good luck.
@@Blindtechnician maybe I will. I have to save up money though, I don’t have a place to film or equipment
@@videoviewer8818 well, if you do good luck and stay safe. No pressure though. Take care friend.
This is great! My husband was addicted to crack and he's been clean for 14 years! You can do this!
Congrats to your husband stay strong ruclips.net/video/m2g0LVX4-lI/видео.html
Patrick, you're a good man.
Watching you has been immensely helpful, eye opening, and enlightening.
You're just a bit older than myself.
Different life. Different DOC.
But so much the same.
Keep on,
Patrick
I spent my late teens and 20’s addicted alcohol and coke. I sometimes dwell on the regrets, but I have to remind myself of the lessons I’ve learned. Now that I’m in my 40’s I feel like it made me a more compassionate human, less selfish and less naive to the ugly side of the world. I wish you all the best Patrick! We are rooting for you brother!
You and me both. Came out the other side by the skin of my teeth and look back and I'm thankful for the experience of it all........
This man has a true gift of story telling, so engaging, fascinating, and genuine, I wish him well and pray he finds freedom from the shackles of addiction, peace and happiness
I can’t express how you have made me feel not alone Patrick thank you
I've been clean a year this month. This guy's honesty about his journey has been in my mind frequently. I hope he stays the course. He's a solid guy at heart.
I feel like hes the kind of guy that can clean up and help others in his same situation.
I identify heavily with Patrick's story. This is the third video I watched and I've gotten a lot out of it. Like you, I've had the career all while doing the dumb shit. I now have 1.5 years clean and sober through AA and spirituality. I just keep doing the next right thing, keep staying vulnerable, stay in the weird, keep growing. Stability is on the horizon.
This goes to show that addiction truly has no boundaries. I watched my older brother spend 7 years in the darkest hole imaginable but with good friends, family, and hope, he’s 8 years sober now.
If every addic could have that willpower.
Yay!!!!! So thankful. Patrick, you are truly a special guy. You have a great heart. One day at a time...my motto: be uncomfortable. And start getting comfortable with it. You got this!
Yes! I’m beyond proud of you and happy for you, Patrick. You CAN do this. You can; I promise.
I’ve honestly grown such an attachment to Patrick and I don’t even know him. When I watched this video I felt such a sense of proudness for him. I’m so happy you’re clean and I pray you stay happy and healthy.
I am glad to see Patrick back...super glad he has gone to rehab...I was very worried for him after the last video. You got this Patrick...there are many people (strangers) pulling for you!
Hey dude, I’m from South Africa (so very far away) but just wanted to say you can do it! You are always loved. You have many family and friends that love you dearly. Love never ends, and it never gets less, only more. (Think about having a kid, and you love that kid with all your heart, then you have another kid, you dont love the first one less, you love the first just as much as before. Love can only get more, never less)
I never had any drug addiction but if I could give my 2 cents; think about the delayed gratification by not getting high. You will realise that you’ve always loved yourself, and that you are loved. You would not hurt anyone and you would contribute greatly to society. The dopamine hit from being able to be clean and help others in the process will be a better high!
Cheers dude! Thanks for sharing your story.
Well said. God bless you!
I feel like Patrick has such a naturally funny personality in his story telling, I could imagine him turning his honesty for life into comedy
comedy scene not great for addicts lol
I can't even begin to express how happy I am to see this update on Patrick. It's weird how often I think of people who I see on this channel and wonder how they're doing.
If you read this Patrick, I think it would be a cool idea for you to start a channel. I have no idea what you'd talk about. I just think it would be a good outlet for people to go to. It's fact that so many of us are interested in your life and the way you live it. It might be a way to give back in some way to help other people in similar situations. Just food for thought. I wish you luck on your sober journey, keep at it!
P.S. Thank you Mark. You inspire me to not read books by their covers.
This comment needs more likes. He needs to start a channel. That would help so many people
Likes and views stimulate the same parts of the brain that stimulants do. Maybe when he has built up clean time but I wouldn't suggest anyone I love trying to build a channel early in sobriety. Even if it starts out as just a fun hobby it's a slippery slope. You can watch CG Kid and loads of others talk about how getting too into it while newly sober eventually led them back to using.
He has so much to talk about. The interviewer hardly spoke😂
I'm actually a gambling addict, and the honesty has in fact helped me aswell.
Last time i relapsed i couldn't take it, i went home to my mom and my grandparents and told it right away, what i did.
And i've been clean now for a couple of months.
You're great man, thank you for sharing everything, and god bless you that you live a clean happy life now!
Patrick, I'm sending you an abundance of love and light. May you continue to shine on your road to recovery
Patrick is one of the most likeable people I've ever witnessed. The honesty and self reflection that he shows is on another level. Regardless of his addiction and choices, we could all learn a lot from him. I sincerely hope that the trip to rehab will get his life back on track and he can realise his full potential. What a great human, wishing you all the best from Australia.
Watching his videos back to back is INSANE. so incredible.
I can just tell through the screen all the way from Australia, that this guy’s heart is so genuine & has a heart of gold. The honesty & opening up is not only going to help his recovery but so many others. I truly hope he stays on this journey not just for everyone else in his life but for himself. We believe in you Patrick. ❤️
Patrick is such an intelligent and personable man. I hope he stays on this path
This has touched me like nothing else has in a very long time, thank you 🙏 In ways I’ve struggle with addiction for over 30 yrs and Patrick has given me so much hope actual HOPE! Thank you! May God give you peace and may you prosper in life Patrick!
Awesome! He looks great! I haven’t even watched yet and I can tell this is going to be a great update!
Mark your channel is sending out ripples, you are doing healing work by giving these brave and beautiful souls a platform to express themselves truthfully and authentically. Thank you for your sacrifice, your passion, and your work.
Absolutely love you man. You don't understand how much this helps me to hear you share your life like this. Thank you for being brave and honest and humble. Inspiring.
i’ve been praying so hard for patrick, i’m so happy that he’s doing better!!
This guy has way too much potential to waste away. Seriously, someone like that can give so much. We'd love to have you be a part of this life dude. You seem like a great guy.
Have watched all of his journey and it’s so beautiful to see him clean and sober and learning to change the narrative in his head to a more kind compassionate forgiving one …. Fellowship has changed my life - God bless you Patrick you are a wonderful soul and have NOTHING to be ashamed of whatsoever
dude is back, this has got to be motivating to live free and clean being that it is watched by thousands of new friends. You got this Pat!
43:34 as pro skater Brandon Novak's said, "Sobriety gave me everything that drugs promised me"
I love that ❤️
Epic bruh
I love brandon..i listen to his story at least twice a month. Also he says he didnt lose everything because of drugs..he gave it away. Im going on 6yrs clean
Dude Novak isnt a freaking pro skater....
@@elonmust7470 guess I could have said "Ex-pro skater" 😑 Ur mad?
This is the greatest character arc I've ever had the pleasure to witness. Keep on this journey Patrick, you are my hero!
This mans story and many others on this channel have truly helped me stay sober. Thank you for this content, thank you Patrick for your honesty.