The song uploads will be daily, indefinitely, to pull us (me) through the so-called "Magic of Christmas" which is already trying to close in and suffocate me.
Also... one of my worst memories is finding out Santa wasn't real and not because he wasn't real who cares but because my mother lied to my face for nothing whatsoever. I had been fighting at school because "my momma doesn't lie." AND SHE WAS LYING. I punched kids in the face for calling her a liar over Santa and she was lying through her teeth right to my face. I've actually talked about how just absolutely trust-shattering and life-altering it was when she was FINALLY like "psyche haha just joshin ya he isn't real." I was way too old to not just tell me. I guess they thought... I'd just believe the kid or get too old to think someone can fly around in 1 night. But dang I'm not a magician. You said it was magic so why would I question the logic goober?!... But there was no way she would lie about that. I was absolutely 100% positive. Christmas is such bad juju. They should've never told me any of that in the first place I wouldn't have missed having it!!
The song uploads will be daily, indefinitely, to pull us (me) through the so-called "Magic of Christmas" which is already trying to close in and suffocate me.
@ChristinaFromRUclips
Wow. Really?
I really like the songs though.
Was Christmas very lovely to you and very important?
@bobirving6052 no Christmas depresses me. I don't like that electric buzzing feeling in the air.
Its unsettling because I don't know what it is.
Also... one of my worst memories is finding out Santa wasn't real and not because he wasn't real who cares but because my mother lied to my face for nothing whatsoever.
I had been fighting at school because "my momma doesn't lie."
AND SHE WAS LYING. I punched kids in the face for calling her a liar over Santa and she was lying through her teeth right to my face.
I've actually talked about how just absolutely trust-shattering and life-altering it was when she was FINALLY like "psyche haha just joshin ya he isn't real."
I was way too old to not just tell me. I guess they thought... I'd just believe the kid or get too old to think someone can fly around in 1 night. But dang I'm not a magician. You said it was magic so why would I question the logic goober?!... But there was no way she would lie about that. I was absolutely 100% positive.
Christmas is such bad juju.
They should've never told me any of that in the first place I wouldn't have missed having it!!