Payton & River | I don't know [The Politician]

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  • Опубликовано: 4 окт 2019
  • TV Show: The Politician (Season 1)
    Gaycouple: Payton Hobart & River Barkley
    Song: IDK - Dylan Burgos
    IDK by Dylan Burgos spoti.fi/30pNz4w
    Free Download / Stream: bit.ly/_idk
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  • @AngelusHale
    @AngelusHale 4 года назад +6630

    I understand why River killed himself. I understand why the writers wrote it. But it's still horrible that they gave us River and Payton and took him away so fast. I loved them. I really did. And I still do.

    • @loeysphoenixexilir1388
      @loeysphoenixexilir1388 4 года назад +256

      Why did i even read this comment before watching this

    • @AngelusHale
      @AngelusHale 4 года назад +195

      @@loeysphoenixexilir1388 Never go to the comment section of shows you haven't seen. But this happens in episode 1 so...

    • @Camille-ov8wl
      @Camille-ov8wl 4 года назад +49

      Dare - wait for it - Devil and they made home shoot him self in front of Payton which is cruel.

    • @TakoyakiAdventures
      @TakoyakiAdventures 4 года назад +9

      I felt this. So sad!!

    • @rauls2504
      @rauls2504 4 года назад +6

      Dare - wait for it - Devil fucking same. I just watched this video and it made me SO sad.

  • @cieraparrish3210
    @cieraparrish3210 4 года назад +4244

    When Ben said " oh my god I loved him so much" I cried so hard. I've never even seen the show.

    • @ShinyBulbauser
      @ShinyBulbauser 4 года назад +49

      Ciera Parrish Same here! I was at the office then started crying. Jeez. The pain of a late realization.

    • @nourbekheet3065
      @nourbekheet3065 4 года назад +38

      bruh i started it today and just finished it and i’m crying so hard WATCH IT

    • @elynights1317
      @elynights1317 4 года назад +17

      I’ve watched the show and I crying so hard at this moment rewatching this make me cry again 😭

    • @lamisamhaz7755
      @lamisamhaz7755 4 года назад +18

      So I'm not 100%sure, been a while, but I think Payton was fake crying in that scene

    • @letstalk5845
      @letstalk5845 4 года назад +1

      Don’t you mean when Payton said he loved him so much
      Sorry if this came as rude

  • @neomulonelykeundae
    @neomulonelykeundae 4 года назад +3578

    that "you were my only relief" got my eyes sweating a lot

  • @defnotthepinkdrink7959
    @defnotthepinkdrink7959 4 года назад +3802

    What is it with Ben and playing characters that are emotionally unstable

    • @elidanielgarciamartinez3313
      @elidanielgarciamartinez3313 4 года назад +153

      Then give his debut album a try. It's like a rollercoaster of mental instability and heartbreak to the extreme

    • @StarGazerandSpaceShips
      @StarGazerandSpaceShips 4 года назад +71

      He’s so damn good at it

    • @defnotthepinkdrink7959
      @defnotthepinkdrink7959 4 года назад +36

      @@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 oh I've listened to them, they are amazing but such an unstable rollercoaster and when I listen to the album I have know I deal where to put my emotions or what to even do with them

    • @elainesanmiguel9635
      @elainesanmiguel9635 4 года назад +20

      @@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 Bad Habit will always be my favorite from Sing to me instead

    • @PrincessCelestia19
      @PrincessCelestia19 4 года назад +7

      He's good at it.

  • @Camille-ov8wl
    @Camille-ov8wl 4 года назад +2843

    You would think when the school heard him say he tried to kill himself they would make him get some kinda help.

    • @greenlilac32
      @greenlilac32 4 года назад +143

      To not do so is a crime, and all staff who don't report it and knew of it would lose their license and be held responsible. At least in the US. It's a serious crime.

    • @Camille-ov8wl
      @Camille-ov8wl 4 года назад +15

      @@greenlilac32 ok i thought so.

    • @greenlilac32
      @greenlilac32 4 года назад +37

      Yeah. It's called mandated reporter if you wanna look it up.

    • @uhneiceuh1979
      @uhneiceuh1979 4 года назад +32

      Later In the show in an afterlife sequence he says that he tried everything possible and none of it worked for him

    • @Dawn452637
      @Dawn452637 4 года назад +34

      Yeah, as someone who has told teachers, registrars, hospital workers, psychologists, tele-helplines, family, friends that I want to kill myself, they don't usually do much. And honestly? There isn't much they can do. There is little that can help someone who truly wants to die, very little.

  • @AlexanderFaux
    @AlexanderFaux 4 года назад +3620

    I'm sad and I don't even know what this show is

    • @Waleed_el_cantara
      @Waleed_el_cantara 4 года назад +51

      The politician

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 4 года назад +59

      Its name is The Politician and my recommendation is WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.

    • @AlexanderFaux
      @AlexanderFaux 4 года назад +3

      @@cagatayberkay5681 what's it about?

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 4 года назад +33

      robotic chaos It’s about political competition at beginning but the place isn’t at White House or something like that. It’s at a High school and that makes interesting this series to me.

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 4 года назад +4

      robotic chaos Also, the director is Ryan Murphy.

  • @joseanesa1370
    @joseanesa1370 4 года назад +2255

    he looks so much like henry cavill

    • @redzoom7857
      @redzoom7857 4 года назад +38

      Joseane Souza Sá Yeah, look like they could be brothers.

    • @delrey874
      @delrey874 4 года назад +81

      He is hotter than Henry Cavill.

    • @dewkc6421
      @dewkc6421 4 года назад +29

      Nd his voice so seducing..

    • @priyankadevlekar8951
      @priyankadevlekar8951 4 года назад +9

      Yesssss.. He does

    • @irmacommentsalot7380
      @irmacommentsalot7380 4 года назад +14

      he looks a lot like harry styles too

  • @jasbane6302
    @jasbane6302 4 года назад +1858

    it FREAKING sucks that they decided to kill river so early in the show. RIVER AND PAYTON DESERVED BETTER.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 года назад +3

      jas bane I knowww

    • @annatabner8459
      @annatabner8459 4 года назад +35

      It’s not what anyone wanted but i think it was necessary for Payton to explore his own emotional depth which he had been lacking before. I ship Payton and River so hard but this show isn’t about the relationships - it’s about personal growth and trauma. Besides, we still get to explore their relationship through Payton’s grieving.

    • @bibo3518
      @bibo3518 3 года назад +1

      Yes !!!

  • @rhynhardtvanoordt5878
    @rhynhardtvanoordt5878 4 года назад +578

    When Payton sings "River" I honestly cried

  • @macyqw
    @macyqw 4 года назад +645

    I’ve never even heard of this, and I’m still crying.

  • @brendancocos7440
    @brendancocos7440 4 года назад +334

    River looks like a mix of Penn Badgley and Henry Cavill omg

  • @thenamesadam3852
    @thenamesadam3852 4 года назад +649

    This show made me gayer and more depressed.

  • @Patrick-bp8bx
    @Patrick-bp8bx 4 года назад +409

    “No one is here man” :/

  • @eda1102
    @eda1102 4 года назад +330

    these two were the best thing about this whole show. it sucks so much we got so little of them together :(

  • @emiliabarbeito3838
    @emiliabarbeito3838 4 года назад +314

    I know it´s a fictional character but it hurts me so much that River killed himself. Because it´s true that so many people feel alone, me included, and we are hopeless. When you can´t imagine a future without that feeling of emptiness is hard to keep going

    • @gtfothx7794
      @gtfothx7794 4 года назад +6

      emilia barbeito just know that your not alone and if you need help please reach out this goes for anyone who is struggling or doubting them selves. We all feel alone at points but I try to embrace that feeling and get comfortable with it but it can be very hard. I like to control what’s going on around me so I try to see the future how I want it with positivity. But always remember that warriors are built in the battles of struggles and because of that you will get stronger. If anyone needs anything I am here to listen ! And thank you Emilia for expressing what most of us are afraid to admit.

    • @ilikechickennuggets4983
      @ilikechickennuggets4983 2 года назад

      @@gtfothx7794 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @_TDS_
    @_TDS_ 4 года назад +656

    Hmmmm can we please have this River guy play a young adult Tom Riddle in Fantastic Beasts ? Thank You

  • @pdsketch603
    @pdsketch603 4 года назад +187

    Ben platt!! Is so!! Talent!!

    • @lynmburu9697
      @lynmburu9697 4 года назад +6

      Is he really gay in real life

    • @angasamon7956
      @angasamon7956 4 года назад +8

      Lyn Mburu yes he is and I love him. Big Fan :)

  • @biancaf3481
    @biancaf3481 4 года назад +1015

    "I really did love you" river said to payton, right before he killed himself
    *that broke me*

  • @evildeadening9826
    @evildeadening9826 4 года назад +45

    “I loved him so much. Oh my god i loved him so much, and now he’s gone.” 🥺🥺i cried

  • @cocopan87
    @cocopan87 4 года назад +182

    The color of Ben's lips is better than my life.

    • @Ugendu
      @Ugendu 3 года назад

      Lmaooooooo but it’s edit 😭

  • @uhneiceuh1979
    @uhneiceuh1979 4 года назад +154

    This show sent me to a place I had never been emotionally. Like I watched this all in one sitting and was so emotionally drained that I couldn’t really feel anything and when I did feel things I felt them way to much that it was scary. This only lasted about 2-3 days but it’s soooo exhausting

    • @tannerwesleypope
      @tannerwesleypope 4 года назад +7

      I feel the exact same way!!!

    • @SEmme-ov6yy
      @SEmme-ov6yy 4 года назад +1

      That’s how I felt when I watched clannad lol. You might be an hsp

    • @Random-sk6hm
      @Random-sk6hm 7 месяцев назад

      I've never watched the show and this video just emotionally destroyed me. I'm gonna watch this but not sure I'm emotionally ready

  • @haie3986
    @haie3986 4 года назад +188

    I don't even know the existence of this drama yet here i am lying on my bed crying my heart out

    • @jaydeny528
      @jaydeny528 4 года назад +5

      Same😭😭😭😭

    • @nikipooh62
      @nikipooh62 4 года назад +8

      Dude this video caused me to start binge watching it 😂
      It's called The Politician btw
      It's REALLY good

    • @haie3986
      @haie3986 4 года назад +2

      @@nikipooh62 don't try to persuade me watching it bcos i might! 🤣🤣🤣

    • @Milfuelle100
      @Milfuelle100 4 года назад +3

      Literally in my bed crying right now 😭

    • @haie3986
      @haie3986 4 года назад +1

      @@Milfuelle100 be strong! 😭😭😭

  • @marysiaobecna6108
    @marysiaobecna6108 4 года назад +166

    Damn, I need to be loved the same way River was loved by Payton

    • @philawsophy3197
      @philawsophy3197 4 года назад +9

      really? because i want to be loved the same way River loved Payton. ❤️

  • @eliahugarte8684
    @eliahugarte8684 4 года назад +102

    I've never seen this show but that still doesn't mean I can't cry my eyes out

  • @actually.mothman4798
    @actually.mothman4798 4 года назад +83

    I had no idea what I was getting into when I started watching this... I’ve never cried more over a tv show

  • @evanbastiian
    @evanbastiian 4 года назад +451

    superman is gay..... ain't no complaints 😭😭😍

  • @forevergogo
    @forevergogo 4 года назад +50

    I'll never forget my first love. The crazy fun few years we had together figuring it out on our own fresh out of high school... and I'll never forget the weeks he slipped into a really dark depression, or the gunshot, his body sinking to the ground, the terrified look in his eyes... that whole night was the longest night of my life. Except for just about every other night since for the last decade or so.
    Pain never lets up, its always there, its just learning to distract yourself and divert your attention and energy to other causes.
    Finished college.
    Got a decent paying job.
    Bought a house.
    Tried dating but could never really open up and love again, try as I might.
    This kind of show takes me back, makes it all fresh, and the ache is felt again.
    Miss you, Will. You were my world.

  • @anisjustyoutbe
    @anisjustyoutbe 4 года назад +235

    THANK YOU ALGORITHM FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY RECOMMENDED FEED I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU YONKI AND I LOVE,,, YOU? WHOEVER READING THIS- AND I LOVE RIVER AND, AND, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

    • @djouherait8517
      @djouherait8517 4 года назад

      Army get this recommandation.
      The algorithme is....

  • @pdronys
    @pdronys Год назад +9

    the new superman !

  • @lamisamhaz7755
    @lamisamhaz7755 4 года назад +43

    I feel like the expectations we got from Payton and River's relationship, and the disappointment that follows, are similar to the ones we got with Evan Hansen and Connor

    • @idiomatic444
      @idiomatic444 3 года назад +3

      But Connor is dead most of the musical, however I think if he had lived that him and Evan would have ended up friends and maybe even more. Connor is cannocially bi too so that's cool

  • @sophiaavila8591
    @sophiaavila8591 4 года назад +61

    I-
    This is just sad.
    Their relationship. They would have lived happily together.

  • @marknoonan7420
    @marknoonan7420 4 года назад +28

    Oh man. That could have been a love story for the books.

  • @agdragonstanvip8894
    @agdragonstanvip8894 4 года назад +13

    River speech still hit my heart. It's so relatable. When I watched this show without knowing nothing about the Show. Out of boredom I randomly watched it I never expected the show n character River will be Hit me so hard.

  • @Tony-tc8lc
    @Tony-tc8lc 4 года назад +448

    So im not the only one who doesn't like him and alice at the end of the series and either wants River to somehow be alive or at least (what I think he truly is) come to his true self and realize hes gay?

    • @marionagam739
      @marionagam739 4 года назад +105

      yes, I think that in the second season they should introduce a male character just for Payton to realize he's bi (or gay or whatever). Honestly, I just don't want him with alice

    • @Jesusmendoza_
      @Jesusmendoza_ 4 года назад +19

      They say in the show that rivers sexuality is fluid and I’m guessing so is Peytons.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 года назад +3

      Tony Pepperoni honestly

    • @tinyatiny3649
      @tinyatiny3649 4 года назад +8

      It's only me but I Actually wouldn't want him to have another guy in his life, I want him to realize his dreams and then move on with River in the afterlife.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 года назад +1

      Baeks Mullet Jongins Dreads Are Life what why? So you want him to be happy but not really happy?

  • @ozurucreates
    @ozurucreates 3 года назад +8

    I've never cried and loved a show so much.

    • @ozurucreates
      @ozurucreates 3 года назад

      I'm revisting this edit alot. 😭❤ I love this show.

  • @oxopaulinexox
    @oxopaulinexox 4 года назад +68

    watching this hurt so much omg

  • @cindyjenkins1553
    @cindyjenkins1553 4 года назад +17

    river hits way too close to home with me and i just feel so connected with him bc of our similarities and i can't stop myself from crying everytime i see him on the show or even think about him

  • @reinamami1037
    @reinamami1037 4 года назад +9

    The Politician on Netflix. I've binge watched this show over and over again and there was not a time that i didn't cry.

  • @mobywayne8219
    @mobywayne8219 3 года назад +6

    When River said "because I see you" I almost cried.

  • @mccnbinnie9840
    @mccnbinnie9840 3 года назад +6

    I've never watched this show but this video left me crying an ocean for these two.

  • @CremeReacts
    @CremeReacts 4 года назад +20

    I'm never seeing this,i can't stand this heartbreak again.No tears left to cry.

  • @julia-ls3yb
    @julia-ls3yb 4 года назад +16

    I'm here again after season 2 that I btw binge-watched on friday and I'm crying so hard because I miss these two, thay were IN LOVE and nothing will change my mind thanks

  • @erika9580
    @erika9580 4 года назад +25

    Wow! This was perfect. Every single second. And boy did it hurt all over again. 💔

  • @thomaslucia3059
    @thomaslucia3059 4 года назад +7

    This is an extraordinary display of powerful, delicate and true to life acting. Ben Platt's capacity to portray this character is a brutally honest portrait that awes, moves, grabs and commands you to ache and weep along with him...until you are obsessed with the goal of soothing his sorrow and lifting him into a place of love and acceptance. I am awestruck by his lavish and most splendid talent.

  • @gracebrock726
    @gracebrock726 4 года назад +7

    “Music gives us permission to feel.”
    Oh my god this man’s a genius

  • @sagejennings4342
    @sagejennings4342 4 года назад +15

    I can honestly see River as Payton as an old married couple and I am so sad that they'll never have a chance at that.

  • @yurimagazuri
    @yurimagazuri 4 года назад +12

    Now we know that River definitely loved Payton with season 2

  • @elliesava3448
    @elliesava3448 4 года назад +70

    River looks a little like the dude from man of steel

  • @thalesflip
    @thalesflip 4 года назад +12

    I need this story to be completed. It is so sad to think that River died so early.

  • @stormborn3770
    @stormborn3770 4 года назад +14

    River makes me thought of one perfect person I've never had

  • @biancaf3481
    @biancaf3481 4 года назад +1

    this edit makes me so emotional, thank you for making it. its absolutely beautiful

  • @kaydii9542
    @kaydii9542 4 года назад +7

    River was so pure like while i was watching this i kept expecting him to do something dumb so it would hurt less, but he didn’t and it still hurts

  • @dayu940
    @dayu940 4 года назад +3

    This is hurt so much 😢
    I like the way you edited it, the colour, bgm, dialog.../sigh/ love it
    Thank you

  • @etibeti2431
    @etibeti2431 4 года назад +45

    Ahhh I'm crying T.T
    Thank you so much for this

  • @sweetbrown89
    @sweetbrown89 Год назад +2

    It’s been 3 years and I still come back…this hurts so much

  • @mckennalauren
    @mckennalauren 4 года назад +8

    i watched this all in one night and i never loved them so much.

  • @calvinnwoohoo
    @calvinnwoohoo 4 года назад +17

    I am surprised at how i am bawling my eyes out (might be the weed) yet dont know anything but felt like i went thru 2 seasons of feelings. Best know that im about to watch this show and come back to this vid to crii :(

  • @iamrobbyboy
    @iamrobbyboy 3 года назад +2

    That last scene of 'I love you' got me. 😭❤️

  • @rok3895
    @rok3895 4 года назад +8

    Its insane that one hour long episode of a show that I knew nothing about can do what episode 1 did to me.

  • @alfredomojica8188
    @alfredomojica8188 4 года назад +39

    This is so good! Love it!!!

  • @rebeccatichenor5888
    @rebeccatichenor5888 4 года назад +2

    I've never seen the show but I clicked on this because I saw Ben Platt and now I'm crying

  • @sparkers70
    @sparkers70 4 года назад +3

    I love Ben. River was such a beautiful, tormented soul.. I was crushed when he died. 😳

  • @faith9196
    @faith9196 4 года назад +2

    I cried watching the show the first time and now I’m crying again watching their scenes.

  • @WOLFGANG634
    @WOLFGANG634 4 года назад +4

    You got me all choked up over a show I ain’t ever watched and probably never will 😂😂😂😭

  • @calldapopohoe8838
    @calldapopohoe8838 4 года назад +6

    For once I have to thank RUclips for putting this on my recommendation because this was beautiful 😭💔

  • @johncarloabanto6094
    @johncarloabanto6094 3 года назад +8

    River: you’re gonna change the world Payton
    Payton: How do you know?
    River: Because I see you.
    😭

  • @somarippert1525
    @somarippert1525 Год назад +2

    I still miss them

  • @hiddenassassin3577
    @hiddenassassin3577 4 года назад +1

    I’m crying now thanks a lot

  • @ma.reginamikaellap.lebrias1305
    @ma.reginamikaellap.lebrias1305 4 года назад +1

    i don't know how many times does youtube recommends this video to me, i don't even know this show but i gave it a shot today. this made me cry for real, i don't even remember the last time i cried and now im very sad

  • @roa3432
    @roa3432 2 года назад +5

    I never watched this show before so I came in expecting this to be a cute little ship video or something. Now I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. 😭

  • @suvam4uable
    @suvam4uable 4 года назад +2

    Omg....
    This video made my cry..
    Soo deep....calms u down.....

  • @xavierd435
    @xavierd435 3 года назад +2

    I can’t stop crying, this is such a powerful show.

  • @rai3712
    @rai3712 4 года назад +10

    this was good i cried 😭

  • @hourly6733
    @hourly6733 2 года назад +2

    omg river really loved him :'(

  • @connor4391
    @connor4391 4 года назад +6

    I wish we had more river and Payton content

  • @louischristie2135
    @louischristie2135 4 года назад +1

    This gives me shivers in a good way 😭💜❤️

  • @destinypadgett2794
    @destinypadgett2794 4 года назад +2

    I've never seen this I just stumbled upon this video but omg I wasn't expecting that. This was a sad but good video.

  • @greyispyro351
    @greyispyro351 3 года назад +1

    "omg I loved him and now he's gone" my heart omg I'm crying 💔

  • @clara-rq9my
    @clara-rq9my 4 года назад +3

    ok but the fact that river asks if he can kiss payton is just beautiful

  • @margaritanazarova8082
    @margaritanazarova8082 4 года назад +21

    That’s fantastic

  • @loganj.m8071
    @loganj.m8071 4 года назад +2

    Incredible story and perfect

  • @jayrose8947
    @jayrose8947 4 года назад +6

    “don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cryyyyy”

  • @syahnazmi29
    @syahnazmi29 4 года назад

    Why is Fanvid is always the best video

  • @matronyt1302
    @matronyt1302 4 года назад +4

    I literally started to cry so hard watching this

  • @augustcait6269
    @augustcait6269 3 года назад +6

    He didn’t want to die alone so he killed himself in front of the one person he loved

  • @yeshomo3059
    @yeshomo3059 4 года назад +9

    Omg this is beautiful 💕😭

  • @soupman5836
    @soupman5836 4 года назад +3

    I'm an too emotional right now. thanks for that

  • @Al-zt6kz
    @Al-zt6kz 4 года назад +5

    I just clicked on something random, I haven't even seen this and now I'm crying I dont need this

  • @hasudud
    @hasudud 4 года назад +1

    Wow thanks for making me feel lonely and sad 😪 again

  • @jadenayotte443
    @jadenayotte443 4 года назад +3

    I watch this whenever I need to cry

  • @crazymeparty3
    @crazymeparty3 4 года назад +2

    ive never seen this show but i cried watching this

  • @christv432
    @christv432 4 года назад +4

    O my gaaaaad im dying with that kiss

  • @KriseanGaming
    @KriseanGaming 4 года назад +1

    I've watched this for 3 times but I only watched the first episode one time.

  • @thedarkbaby
    @thedarkbaby 3 года назад

    interesting shots beautiful camera work cool tones and shades and coloring nice 👍🏼 awesome story and guidance wow

  • @muciSAD
    @muciSAD 4 месяца назад

    I haven't even watched this show and yet this made me tear up.

  • @selfinflictedhom0cide679
    @selfinflictedhom0cide679 3 года назад

    Oh the colours ,scenography,I really like it

  • @makennapatton3680
    @makennapatton3680 4 года назад +2

    I’ve never watched the politician and this still made me cry😭😭

  • @angeljacobo4292
    @angeljacobo4292 4 года назад +1

    DIOS QUE HERMOSO VIDEO 💕AME CUANDO LO BESO CON LOS OJOS LLENOS DE LÁGRIMAS! ✨ LO SIENTO NO PUDE EVITAR LLORAR!

  • @AD-cm5iv
    @AD-cm5iv 4 года назад +1

    How dare u put this on my feed😭😭😭😭😭

  • @miah8686
    @miah8686 4 года назад +1

    i literally can’t do this i cried literally every episode