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  • Опубликовано: 16 ноя 2024

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  • @fruitjuiceskittles
    @fruitjuiceskittles 4 дня назад +209

    my fav part about me is being a strawberry 🍓 🤷🏻‍♀️🙈

  • @astraltravllr
    @astraltravllr 4 дня назад +145

    mother is SPOILING us,at this point.

  • @RedHairedRiot
    @RedHairedRiot 4 дня назад +76

    You in a tube top >>>>>>

  • @astha4829
    @astha4829 4 дня назад +63

    never dated, but still watching this cause of her .

    • @XOReverie
      @XOReverie 2 дня назад +2

      me but w/ him. only talked a little but I find myself still obsessing over it no matter how much I try to move on

  • @Konchok_Dawa
    @Konchok_Dawa 3 дня назад +15

    The asmr of you tapping the decks with your nails is so soothing

  • @asentientgoose
    @asentientgoose 4 дня назад +22

    Pile 2 🥲🥺 My ex is a beautiful cancer… I will forever have love for him but he could never be satiated or comforted enough. I wish him nothing but goodness & kindness. Miss him, but it wasn’t going to work.

  • @belemchas4348
    @belemchas4348 4 дня назад +24

    Pile 3. You described all soooo well oh god😭 I cried and had a lot of feelings. But honestly I'm choosing myself, i think it's the best. I'm glad that nothing ended in a toxic way but i think it's the best just being my #1 priority. Let's see what happens next

    • @Airborne2xx2
      @Airborne2xx2 4 дня назад +4

      Same I broke things off because I had a lot more internal work than I realized and I’m at the let’s see what happens next stage too 😭🙏 good luck 🥰

    • @natalierachellouisesantana
      @natalierachellouisesantana 4 дня назад +3

      Sounds healthy 🙏

    • @LoverScratch
      @LoverScratch 3 дня назад +3

      pile 3 baddies we are in this together :’) ive been crying a lot lately. also thinking about acceptance. its weird bc acceptance can feel so hard and yet also like the easiest, most natural thing in the world. a little like breathing - simply the only option if you are going to live. anyway. love treating the comment section like a public notes app. yall stay safe out there 😁

    • @Airborne2xx2
      @Airborne2xx2 3 дня назад +1

      @@LoverScratch girl I feel you. Acceptance is where I’m at too, I like the quote “serenity comes when you trade expectations for acceptance” but goddamn can it be hard to do! We gotta be patient with our hearts ❤️

  • @ingrid5944
    @ingrid5944 3 дня назад +26

    Girl, I trust your readings blindsided, I SWEAR! I chose pile 1 and that's it, EXACTLY what I went through and EXACTLY how he used to behave!!!! Yes, he's a fucking narcissist. I feel sad for him cause I actually loved him, and I'm sure he loved me as well (in a twisted way, absolutely), but that relationship was killing me. Sometimes I still miss the good times, but it was killing me that no matter what I told him, no matter how clear I was, no matter all the things I did to help him, he couldn't receive it. I was able to make him go to therapy but It was too strong for him. I know he suffured a lot in his past and I was fighting to "save" him, but I learned that I don't have that power. I can't save nobody. Only one can save oneself. I feel sad for him actually, cause I know he's trapped and that he was a kid that went through a lot of trauma and that is just not able to break free from themselves. I guss the only thing I can do is pray for him. I felt so so so so powerless. Why is life like that??? I think someday I'll understand. I really love him. I can't be close to him cause I'll kill myself, but I hope he understands I loved him. I guess, in his mind, loving him was to so every wish of him, and to be honest, I think that happened in reverse as well. He couldn't give me what I wanted and I couldn't give him what he wanted. If he only understood. I guess he does , but he created a huge facade to protect himself and he doesn't put it down no matter what. He protected himself so much that he isolates himself. Narcissism is a hell of a thing. I hate it. I could see his anger towards me, many many times. I tried to give him love and he didn't know how to receive it. He thought that love was just receiving, not giving. He didn't learn how to give, cause he didn't receive it. I feel sad but I feel at peace and I learned a lot about life with that relationship. I learned that I'm not a superheroine. I learned how to let go - still struggling with this one tho. It's very hard for me. The hardest thing I had to do in my whole life. I bet there will be harder things than this for me, so this is only preparing me haha Life is like that, I can't avoid it. I learned to protect myself no matter what (why is it easier for me to protect others and not myself, is the question I do). I'm learning self love. I have such a big love for other people's lives that I forget myself, and this is wrong. God and the universe is teaching me something and he was part of it. And he was a scorpio as well. I guess he was put in my life to teach me about death. We are so powerless. I wonder what's the purpose of life and why we have to go through things that are so hard. But something tells me "the future will tell. Be patient". I'm learning to be patient as well. Hardest thing for me, to be patient. I'll let God and the universe take care of me. I need to trust, and that's it. Who am I to want to understand the complexity of life and the universe? I'm a psychology student now, cause I always wanted to help people get out of their own prisons. I'm building that. It's not easy, but I'll do my best. Me meeting him had a purpose, I know that. Growing up hurts, I know that as well. I'm to srick to the thought that I'm growing, and growing hurts.
    Thank you if you read all of that. I just needed to vent out. I'm crying in the bathroom of my job and now I need to work ha

  • @griffinina
    @griffinina 3 дня назад +14

    #3. The break-up really did send me to the bottom. It was emotionally exhausting. I cried every day for a whole year. Like I was doing something totally practical such as typing & suddenly tears came down. It was crazy. It was a decade ago. I moved on. He's totally moved on. But whats bothering me is out of the blue he pops up in my mind for days & then I can totally forgot about him again.

  • @itzasheduh9322
    @itzasheduh9322 3 дня назад +4

    Girl, PILE 1 HONESTLY HIT ME ❤ thank you so damn much girl!! That was Accurateeeeee!! Honestly freaked out. When you brought up the "how dare you say our relationship is toxic"- my jaw dropped..
    Ong, Thank you miss mam! 🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓

  • @moulimasid6689
    @moulimasid6689 3 дня назад +4

    PILE 2 GURL. SO FRICKIN ACCURATE. LOTS OF LOVE HAILEYY 🌷😭🫶

  • @vale-gm4qw
    @vale-gm4qw 3 дня назад +2

    i was literally about to buy a reading yesterday to address this specifically, and this came up on my feed today!! it was so crazy spot on (pile 2) and just makes me understand much more. I still feel a little conflicted with how everything ended with my ex, but also super relieved by the reading and hearing that it was meant to happen for greater things to arrive!! thank you hailey xx

  • @丂丂丨匚乇尺
    @丂丂丨匚乇尺 4 дня назад +8

    Pile 1. Yes finally it’s over. I can’t believe this was stuck in that cycle for over 3 years

  • @jadeprak290
    @jadeprak290 День назад +1

    Omg I had to pause the video and take it all in while writing this comment. Too accurate

  • @caro5620
    @caro5620 3 дня назад +2

    DAYUM. pile 2. this might be the most accurate reading yet !!

  • @fruitjuiceskittles
    @fruitjuiceskittles 4 дня назад +23

    this came at the right time cause my ex is stalking my instagram and tiktok🙈🙈🙈

    • @dejanaechristian8165
      @dejanaechristian8165 4 дня назад +1

      SO WE ALL ON THE SAME TIMELINE?!??😭😭 cause why did mine find my new number and call me from some sort of burner phone with my only way of knowing is hearing his roommate in the back of a 3 min voicemail 😭😭

    • @dejanaechristian8165
      @dejanaechristian8165 4 дня назад

      And now I work with his ex that he was gonna cheat on me with if I didn’t leave him😭😭

    • @Fw_noi
      @Fw_noi 3 дня назад +1

      LITERALLY

    • @estoqol
      @estoqol 3 дня назад +1

      AHHH SAME LIKEE

  • @nusratara5905
    @nusratara5905 4 дня назад +7

    OH MY GOD HAILEY HOW ARE YOU SO ACCURATEEEE. Pile no 1 , really felt like a personal reading. I have ended my 5yrs long relationship, your reading is so accurate and thank you.

  • @vicm428
    @vicm428 4 дня назад +3

    OMG. Pile 2. He indeed is a ♋️. So accurate... Gosh. Thank you for this reading, Strawberry Boss🍓

  • @Fairy_buttercup10
    @Fairy_buttercup10 4 дня назад +7

    Pile 3 thank you now i am crying again 😞i mean 1 month pass but these days i am missing him more than ever it's stupid 😭 every single person saying its a good byee but you said in nicest way possible 🗿😔💔 it's hard but thank you i should move on 😕 but I don't know how much more i can stay strong because of these feelings you are my favourite tarot card reader thank you so much 🤧💓💓

  • @jmagowan12
    @jmagowan12 День назад +1

    Pile:-3
    We split up like 2 years ago and I still think about her. I was healed from the last love I had and that mean't me heart was tore!

  • @rileymarie717
    @rileymarie717 3 дня назад +2

    Pile 1 was so spot on 🤯 thank you for the kind words and supportive energy 💖

  • @KemoriEdmonsonWoods
    @KemoriEdmonsonWoods 3 дня назад +1

    I needed this so bad 😭 I love being your strawberry 🥹

  • @Lydspaceee
    @Lydspaceee 10 часов назад

    Well THAT was on point. Sheeeeeeesh!!! Pile 1. My ex was such a liar and i just couldn’t take it anymore so i left him “out of nowhere” in april. I feel so FREE and like a weight’s been lifted but he’s been virtually stalking me and sending me angry messages from various numbers and sockpuppet accounts ever since.

  • @thissideoftheinternet5149
    @thissideoftheinternet5149 3 дня назад +2

    Zayum....... That was too good. Picked pile 1 and you helped me confirm that person is a narcissist with a terrible TERRIBLE ego.. Ive gotten your videos recommended a couple times and saved them later cux u caught my attention. FINALLY CLICKED ON THIS VIDEO AND FOR IT TO BEING THE FIRST ONE.. YOU ARE WORKING WONDERS!!!!!!!!!!

  • @suchan101
    @suchan101 4 дня назад +4

    Pile no 1 this reading was so disgustingly accurate that I felt like laughing, that person did everything that you said in this reading I moved on and it took me so long to heal but I definitely dodged a bullet . Thank you for another wonderful reading lots of love and kisses love you 🍓🍓🍓🍓

  • @ClayCannibal
    @ClayCannibal 3 дня назад +1

    I was expecting to hear about my last situationship from the cards, but it actually told me why my 15 year long childhood friendship ended. 💖🍓

  • @Notfaith4412
    @Notfaith4412 3 дня назад +2

    Pile 2 resonated so much. Very much a karmic relationship

  • @otallaycollins8139
    @otallaycollins8139 3 дня назад +1

    I love this video! We never dated but I was so in love with him. I think to the point where I was losing myself. When I finally a told him in a letter, he rejected me but in a sweet but firm way. I chose pile 3 and he did show me what love was even it ended in heartbreak 💔

  • @yugX3
    @yugX3 3 дня назад +1

    you should record a esmr audio with the nails taping on the card decks its so relaxing ^^" +spot on as usual thank you

  • @mashalaay
    @mashalaay 14 часов назад

    Thank you! It was definitely resonating. So on point!

  • @Angel-Sarai
    @Angel-Sarai 3 дня назад +1

    Awww pile 3 reasonated with my heart and soul so hard !!

  • @lavanyaaaaaaaaa
    @lavanyaaaaaaaaa 4 дня назад +3

    OMG I REQUESTED THIS😭😭 I didn’t know if you would actually do it ily

  • @katherinehill3621
    @katherinehill3621 День назад

    Omg! Pile 2 resonated so much

  • @Shriidar
    @Shriidar 3 дня назад +1

    omggg ngl pile one- spot onnn!!!! HOW DID YOU DO ITTT?!!! i am shook- thank you so so much thooo

  • @samanthaadams2576
    @samanthaadams2576 3 дня назад +1

    Pile 1 -ya girl had to get a restraining order 😂

  • @janelewis4969
    @janelewis4969 3 дня назад +1

    I chose pile 3 and cried my eyes out, it exactly described the energies Ive been feeling and experiencing

  • @lelecheesy
    @lelecheesy 3 дня назад +1

    Love the slick back ❤

  • @nadyah8183
    @nadyah8183 2 дня назад +1

    Thank you beautiful soul ❤

  • @indialuna4232
    @indialuna4232 2 дня назад

    Omg i love your septum, thank u for the reading

  • @laurenmichelledeufel
    @laurenmichelledeufel 4 дня назад +1

    I watched the 3rd one just trying to reconnect with myself (I’m ljke, schizophrenic or two spirit or something) and having a hard night feeling separated from myself. I immediately started crying and warmed back up to myself. That was very healing. Thank you

  • @jamielaatz6658
    @jamielaatz6658 3 дня назад +3

    Thank you for adding a non tapping pile selection , I’m sensitive to noises and something about the extra tapping noises was hard for me to listen to
    🤍🤍🤍

  • @rubirf
    @rubirf 3 дня назад +1

    OMG GIRL THIS RESONATED SO MUCH! THANK YOU ❤️

  • @zinniasaikia
    @zinniasaikia 4 дня назад +1

    How the heck so accurate 😮😮 ❤❤amazing reading..never seen someone with such accuracy 😅❤pile 1

  • @miya_pwr
    @miya_pwr 4 дня назад +2

    scary accurate 🫣🫣 thanks hailey

  • @divinecosmos29
    @divinecosmos29 4 дня назад +3

    Pile 3, the accuracy??? Damn i dated my crush (my friend's brother) and man treated me so freaking well but man we had to breakup due to ldr, an 8 year age gap, job, parents and so on. And i just feel that he's my twinflame, he triggered certain issues of mine and so did I. Now im clamly working on myself and waiting for our reunion

    • @sanez25
      @sanez25 3 дня назад

      Pile 3 too . Same,I have so much love still even though its been 2 years since we broke up,I know reunion will happen whenever we are ready

  • @cherrypie_1217
    @cherrypie_1217 4 дня назад +2

    Pile 2 here ❤ Thank you so much for your readings. I hope that the channeling of emotions as you interpret the cards doesn’t get you down too much. ❤️‍🩹 I just wanted to say that you are so loved and appreciated, and I am so happy to be called a strawberry by you! 🍓💝 Sending joyful and healing vibes your way 💗✨💖

  • @zervnny1671
    @zervnny1671 4 дня назад +1

    GIRL THE TIMING??? AND O M G YOU LITERALLY DESCRIBED MY SITUATION WITH HIM, THIS IS CRAZYYY
    thank you strawberry!!!🙂‍↕️🍓

  • @anaabc0303
    @anaabc0303 4 дня назад +3

    hailey can feel the doom we are holding and is here to save us 😭✋🍓everyone say thank u haileyyy

  • @Karlisangels
    @Karlisangels 3 дня назад

    Thank yooou. 💖✨ You read the details of the reason I left my last relationship so accurately!

  • @shrek-tr4ud
    @shrek-tr4ud 4 дня назад +1

    OMG WHY IS PILE 1 SO ACCURATE😭😭 This reading was scarily accurate that it seems like you were there when me and my person broke up. I'm so glad to have some sense of clarity. Thank you so much girlie🥹💗💗

  • @fruitjuiceskittles
    @fruitjuiceskittles 4 дня назад +6

    i chose pile 3. bye im bawling i miss him😭

    • @Sophiaishere777
      @Sophiaishere777 4 дня назад +5

      All your comments are freaking taking me OUT rn😅😂

    • @lts3017
      @lts3017 4 дня назад +3

      @@Sophiaishere777litteraly she’s saying my process 😂

    • @fruitjuiceskittles
      @fruitjuiceskittles 4 дня назад +2

      @@Sophiaishere777 BAHAHA bro the average pick a card reading experience in real time for me i fear

    • @uwaaeouiui
      @uwaaeouiui 4 дня назад

      girl same 😭😭😭😭 ack

  • @krystalcha2791
    @krystalcha2791 4 дня назад +2

    you are meant to be my guide

  • @cocarando
    @cocarando 2 дня назад

    U are so accurate and beautiful, thank u so much 🌙🫀🌜💘

  • @Gheyoka_33
    @Gheyoka_33 4 дня назад +3

    #3 That SH*T HITT ❤️‍🩹😂my goodness

  • @mevl4822
    @mevl4822 3 дня назад

    I don't really like astrology, but you are wonderful, and I love watching your videos. It also helps that you are breathtaking.

  • @LondonBridge99
    @LondonBridge99 3 дня назад +1

    Crazy this came out the morning of his birthday. We broke up last spring. I’m over it at this point, but when it happened I was super heartbroken. I was pile 2 ❤ thank you so much for your reading

  • @lolossubs
    @lolossubs 3 дня назад

    beautiful and healing, thank you so much

  • @AbsbsjdbZhahebsjs
    @AbsbsjdbZhahebsjs 3 дня назад +1

    I rarely leave comments, and I will this time.
    1. Parent issue: Yes, her mom was working all the time, and my dad was never there for me.
    2. She texted me today, talking about something that she achieved. We were in no contact, idk what I want now, but she still tells me things like this.
    This reading is insane.....

  • @YadilaChang
    @YadilaChang 3 дня назад +1

    Pile 3 and I'm literally screaming 🤧

  • @zay.something
    @zay.something 3 дня назад

    Pile 2 is just what went through the last two weeks and my ex is also a cancer 🩵 love your readings!!

  • @PatrovPark966
    @PatrovPark966 4 дня назад +5

    It’s the way you clocked it 💀just got done talking to my ex-situationship who I think still likes me cuz he remembered my birthday today….

  • @AnnaSvetushkina
    @AnnaSvetushkina 3 дня назад

    I love this kind of readings so much! Never been in relationships though 😏

  • @natalierachellouisesantana
    @natalierachellouisesantana 4 дня назад +1

    You are so wise. Pile 3 & then 2 ⚡⚡⚡💞

  • @maggiem8455
    @maggiem8455 3 дня назад

    UMMM HOW are you always SOOO accurate????

  • @meltemktn18
    @meltemktn18 4 дня назад +6

    Pile 2. Damn.

  • @sl33pybunny
    @sl33pybunny 4 дня назад

    Thank you, pile 1, crazy times right now! Thank you for the read, wishing you well! And all the berries 🍓

  • @hellomotto9909
    @hellomotto9909 3 дня назад

    Girl you should definitely try asmr that nail tapping was magical especially because they’re oracle cards

  • @LuWaitere
    @LuWaitere 4 дня назад

    3rd pile is so spot on for me!! Thank you

  • @maatomlinson2813
    @maatomlinson2813 3 дня назад +1

    WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK??????? PILE 3 WAS ACTUALLY SOOOOOO ACCURATE IT FITS EXACTLY LIKE WHAT HAPPENED

  • @مریمحیدرپور-و9ظ
    @مریمحیدرپور-و9ظ 4 дня назад +1

    ❤😊Pile 3❤love love love your energy

  • @solros.
    @solros. 3 дня назад

    HAILEY YOURE FEEDING US LIKE CRAZYYY

  • @realijboler
    @realijboler 3 дня назад

    hai hailey if ur open to suggestions maybe u can do a reading abt our next glow up / aura / whats beautiful about u :) love u

  • @bluekittycat3767
    @bluekittycat3767 4 дня назад +2

    holyyyy shit, kind of choked up right now after listening to your pile 3 reading 😭🫠 when you started singing that song, I got such a feeling of grief and warmth simultaneously- thank you so so so much for this reading (and for the three posts in three days?!like we are so blessed fr ✨💕🫶🍓)

  • @galotra
    @galotra 3 дня назад +1

    pile 2 was on lock

  • @zephyreunoia
    @zephyreunoia 4 дня назад

    you r spoiling us girlll.. pile 2 is just 🫡

  • @Fairy_buttercup10
    @Fairy_buttercup10 4 дня назад +2

    😌at least you tell the truth that he loved me instead of other saying he has lust lust lust like stfu 😔 how he treated me before crashing down was pure love ❤ and yes it was because of other people and family and long distance 😔 and i do wish him someone who understands and supports him 🤧💓 today is a good day i am getting motivation to move on with my life

  • @ruinedshadows
    @ruinedshadows 2 дня назад

    thank you for the reading!!! :)

  • @uwaaeouiui
    @uwaaeouiui 4 дня назад +4

    hugs for all the pile 3 people wth 😭😭🫂💕

  • @Mochi_core276
    @Mochi_core276 4 дня назад +2

    Strawberry 🍓🍓 checking in ❤

  • @Nishiojhinitarot
    @Nishiojhinitarot 4 дня назад +3

    The break up was 6 years ago my dude move on (me tapping on his pile the second I see this reading) 🤦‍♀️ pile 3

  • @mollymore2559
    @mollymore2559 3 дня назад

    Girl!! This is so accurate it’s scary

  • @idk_nanmolla_14
    @idk_nanmolla_14 3 дня назад

    Pile 1 - it’s crazy how accurate that is because for example I left and he gave me empty promises!

  • @Monalisa-rq7fe
    @Monalisa-rq7fe 4 дня назад

    GIRLL do you read my mind or somethin..?? This CAME at the RIGHT TIME !!!

  • @sophiaglz8343
    @sophiaglz8343 3 дня назад

    Pile number 1, this is exactly what I needed thank you 🍓🤍🫶🏼

  • @yeobihs4044
    @yeobihs4044 3 дня назад +1

    thank youuuu

  • @Lemoncupcake699
    @Lemoncupcake699 4 дня назад

    I love your vibee! Thanks for posting fairyy🍓🍓🧚‍♂🧚‍♂

  • @addicted2myxbox
    @addicted2myxbox 4 дня назад

    Needed this! Thank you! I’m a grateful Scorpio ♏️

  • @tithi8782
    @tithi8782 4 дня назад

    Gurrrrllllll I love your vibeeee. And you're talented AF.

  • @user-qh8hg8sz2z
    @user-qh8hg8sz2z 4 дня назад

    Pile 3 with shadow aspects of pile 1 resonates 🥹

  • @hafukt
    @hafukt 3 дня назад

    pile 3 : it was in fact external causes and in our case it was distance, we DID BE A BIT CODEPENDANT ON EACH OTHER. it was a 2 year situationship where we always ended by coming back into each other arms because it was literally the safest place on earth. I definitely ended things up this summer and firmly decided to not go back anymore but it really was so sad and frustrating for both of us. OMG AND I DID DREAM ABOUT HIM TWO TIMES THIS MONTH (in one of these two dreams he has asked for my hands but with like very few financial ressources so there was this vibe of "not ready yet"), and I've been feeling his energy so strongly these past weeks. anyways thank you so much for your reading you really are gifted

  • @kianatehrani
    @kianatehrani 4 дня назад

    Yes!!! Thank you so much! I needed this reading so badly 🥲🥲🥲

    • @kianatehrani
      @kianatehrani 3 дня назад

      I picked my pile… Hailey, no one has given me what I needed to hear in a free tarot reading the way you have today. I cannot thank you enough for this. I was so in love with him. I picked pile 2, for context, and I’m in immense pain. I wanted so badly for him to understand what he was walking away from and you confirmed everything. You really helped me. That’s all I can tell you. Thank you so much. 💕

  • @peeplup
    @peeplup 2 дня назад

    I picked Pile 1 why is it so accurate?? 😭 HAILEY WHERE ARE THE CAMERAS

  • @pbkathleen
    @pbkathleen 4 дня назад +1

    oh man starting off sad with cancer energy while i’m thinking about my sad little cancer boy 😭 am i gonna cry over this reading lol

  • @thiamalice
    @thiamalice 3 дня назад

    so spot on thanks

  • @thirtein1200
    @thirtein1200 3 дня назад

    Damn right on Pile 1! My ex cheated on me twice. First time I forgave him he promised to be better, but it was all lies and it happened the second time. I left right away when I knew. The relationship was already rocky before I found out but I have a gut feeling that he’s cheated again so that’s why I tried to have an honest conversation with him. I have heard from people that he’s the one who broke up with me cause I’m “too immature,” that I don’t know how to value him and the relationship. Well, I guess thats his confidence protecting his ego as per the card reading! Not a single miss on the card reading. Goosebumps!

  • @EternalSmile55
    @EternalSmile55 3 дня назад

    Pile 1, thank you 💚

  • @Fairy_buttercup10
    @Fairy_buttercup10 4 дня назад +2

    I don't even know what are you going to say but i will take it as sign 😢to stop thinking about him thank you i love you so much ❤

  • @АлександраРадаева-ю1ч

    WAKE UP EVERYONE!!! Hailey posted!!!!

  • @zenlife321
    @zenlife321 3 дня назад

    Pile one …spot on.

  • @SLBhandle
    @SLBhandle 3 дня назад

    Pile 2. Not an ex, but the latest fail. Since not an ex, I have to scale back a lot, but yeah, this would have gone the way you describe. Accurate that I'm special.