We feel it is important to state that Chris, and all other Near-Death Experiencers, feel strongly that suicide is never an answer to ending one's pain. While Chris had a beautiful experience on the Other Side, he came back to share his message so that we can gain strength, courage and patience in living out our natural human lifetimes. If you are feeling suicidal, please call a suicide hot line, take yourself to a hospital, or reach out to a friend or family member. Chris' message to us is that by remaining isolated with our pain, we risk losing perspective. It's a gift Chris is touching so many lives with his story. We hope it gives you and anyone who might be experiencing pain or loneliness, some level of hope 🙏
I'm just a regular, random person on the Internet, but I'm here for anyone who needs a loving, non-judgmental ear. I care about you even if I don't know you (yet). A stranger is just a friend waiting to happen. I'll be your friend. ❤ You aren't alone. If you're at the end of your rope, reach out to me. Much love and loving support energy is sent to you.
Thanks for not telling him that his parents may not have wanted him, but they gave you life. That's just a lazy thing to say to someone with shitty parents.
Jesus Christ is the Living God he is Real and he healed me he wants us all to live Forever and with him in Heaven but we cannot let our sin separate us from his Perfect love🙏❤💯
My husband took his life 3 months ago. This video gives me so much peace and reassurance that he is also in Gods arms in a big hug and feels all of this incredible love. Thank you.
I watched my husband drink himself to death and one day he had a massive heart attack and was gone. I pray you find some peace through your grief and know it's ok to not be ok. I felt very alone in my grief. It will be 6yrs the 19th of March and I love him even more today. I was angry for a few years but it takes awhile. Much love to you ❤️🙏❤️
Discarded in a trash can, beaten by the only family he knew, and threatened with "hell", he endured emotional starvation, neglect, poverty, and hatred. This man deserves all the love and compassion in the world. I am grateful that he is a survivor and that he did not die. I understand what it feels like to be unwanted and to long to escape from that unbearable pain. I am so grateful that Chris is alive, and shared his story and his message with us. We love you bro!
His father didn't want him, his mother didn't want him, his grandmother got sick, his aunt hated him. I feel bad for this man doomed to misfortune as soon as he was concieved. Only God was on his side.
Parents not wanting their kids is so, so common these days. I just don’t get it. I’m GRATEFUL that I have my older granddaughter, who is now my adopted daughter officially. She gave me purpose to keep living after my husband, my soul mate of marriage 33 years, died suddenly 1 year ago. It was devastating, and I know there were low points where dying of a broken heart was a possibility for me. But now I have the honor of raising her, healing her pain, loving her no matter what, and with God’s Grace giving her a good chance for a successful life. That’s it. That’s my life purpose now. And it has saved me, physically and spiritually. 🙏
My oldest son stood in front of a train and took his life almost a year ago. Ive been having a terrible day today thinking about him. I know this showed up for me today. Thank you for coming back and telling your story
Many write books about their NDE.....this man is different. He works with kids who have disabilities, giving his love as God has loved him. So wonderful.
It's amazed me that he have that particular work. I studied that. But i got depression bc what my teachers ( uni) told me. Also the tearchers that also qualify me. So , when i get into sad crisis, i thought: "Theres so many special teachers ( with disabilities too so they can empatized more and understood to the kids) out there that do what i should be doing. it really cares about do what i studied? now that i really do not have any joy and motivation to bring to the kids... I just thinking: i barely should my work. The minimun. And if there's again critized and pressure , I do not know if i will act on it and not since 5 years , i will imaginated it. I didn't have a near experience. But i felt that imense love. I was feeling sleep one night and i just felt it. I was please i want to feel always like this. I have abandoned wound too. But it goes away. This makes me feel the opposite. Because i was alive. i have to die to feel this permantly? but something inside me tells me if you do something to yourself, you will be stay alive. and stay whatever you stay. Without walk. Without talk. in coma, in a bed rest of your life, etc. So , im in between. I have to work this year. fear of rejectment. work interviews and lied or ashemed about i was doing nothing these 5 years.
@@juncodelrio15God loves you! Your life is not about your job, or anything else right now. Just focus on getting through every 24 hours. That’s all you need to do right now. Stay alive
Concentrate on God.His spirit is in all of us.He has a plan for all our lives.Ask HIM what you should be doing.Pray.Listen.Slowly do good for others.Give others your time,spread your God given Love so they too can spread God's Love to others.There are many Lonely Souls,all ages who need your Smile to uplift them.JUST A SMILE!!! So ask God.HE will answer & you will be all the BETTER FOR FOR IT!!!! GOD BLESS YOU MORE...AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN
@jennimoore3242 Thank you for sharing. Please find a way to make a video so many will know your story. It gives those of us who have lost Loved ones to depression hope and understanding - the greatest of gifts.
@@thenarrowpath2731 What he "needs to learn" should not be subject to your or anyone's assessment. I'm sure God prefers someone who curses once in a while, but has an enlightened mind, over someone with pure language, but a dark mind. If each and every word is documented, make sure yours are wiser than the spitting judgement that comes from dogmatism and arrogance.
I lost my wife and little daughter in a terrible car accident...since that day depression and anxiety are destroying me 24h a day...my life was great before their death and i had everything a man need to be happy..but after losing my 2 loves of my life i lost the desire to live and one night i decided to take my life and i bought a gun ..it was 3 AM and i was in a the dark ..the gun in my head and suddenly my 7 years son went behind me and said : Dad can i sleep in your bad i feel affraid and can't sleep alone....good lord ..i turned around and when i saw my little kid i start crying and i hugs my kid so tight and took him to my bed and put him to sleep...im so glad i didn't kill my self and left my little boy alone in this dark life...now all i have is him and im doing everything to see him growing healthy and happy. .he's all i got...my message to every soul in pain : please hold on ..you're not ugly..you're not bad..youre not Strange...you're just a wonderful angel feeling stronger pain and youre not alone ...hold on in anything that make you feel better : God ..allah or Buda...doesn't matter..the names change but the god is one and true for all the humanity and he will help us❤
Thank you for your testimony, I’m glad you are here to give it over & over. Your lil boy did the best thing possible if he had to find you that would be a tragic outcome for two more souls, your soul is here for a reason. That reason came to you at your most vulnerable time, Time to act now Lord is among us. Listen to every voice of reason nearby, peace, love, abundance to you
The most powerful line was "let me reintroduce myself"! That gave me chills! It's like God was saying "I've been misrepresented to you, let's start over".
Source, creator, simulator, we will try and say anything but God because of how bad the perception of the word God is, made by the people that literally wanted religion gone from this world. It’s funny when people try to brand religion as a bad thing, when we are not bound to A god, we seek for something to strive and religiously believe to regardless to a point where we commit horrendous atrocities regardless if it was even related to religion in the first place. It’s in our nature, for human to seek justification and motivation, and having a singular picture of a being is much easier to comprehend and understand rather than breaking it down, it’s the very same reason why we are so quick to blame at a single person for every single problem there is when the actual reason is much bigger than just a singular person’s motivation.
Thank you so much for this profound message. I lost my daughter 3 weeks ago for suicide. Im going through this unimaginable grief 😢. I'm no longer the same, only God knows how I'm feeling right now..and i don't how to be fine again. Please pray for me..at least this message has brought some comfort in my heart..❤❤
I am so sorry to hear that !! this feeling of numbness surrender and pain .... its never gonna be the same way again. Pray to god talk to your daughter as much as you can. I believe in God and i was born in a muslim family. I dont pray i smoke do a lot of stupid things so you can say i am not really a muslim and i know about what you are talking when religous people say suiciders will never be given a place in heaven. I dont buy it and i can feel it in my heart that god loves us all. He might have not wanted it for her but he will welcome her and i believe you will be reunited one day. It is impossible to move on from that but you have to learn living with the sadness. I myself contemplated suicide several times but in the end the only thing that kept me alive was my kids. If i knew i would not leave devastation behind i wouldnt be here anymore. and everyone else reading this hug your loved as much as possible be there for them and be the best loving parent/friend/father whatever you can be ..... love is sooo precious and unfortunatly we sometimes realize what is really important to us after its not there anymore.
My goodness, what unfathomable pain you must feel! Your daughter is with you in spirit. May you feel her presence. Look for signs, it can take some time for the signs to show up. Sending you healing, comfort. ❤❤
I've battled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. Lost my job and lost my brother to suicide and then God spoke to me, loud and clear. I now have no depression or anxiety, I have been sober for more than 2 years. I surrender to God, He is fighting all my battles for me now. I have nothing to fear or worry about.
Very Happy that you were healed !! Thats wonderful ❤ You appreciate your blessing of healing too & that's beautiful to see- Ty for sharing your experience ❤
Your's is an awesome testimony, too. Many people need to hear how God changes lives. Hitting rock bottom wasn't the end of your story. It was where God met you and introduced you to a new life. ❤ 🙌 ✝️
@@constantlylearnandgrow3487Hi, I was in the process of losing my job of 13 years because I refused the forced jab. I didn't know what to do and was sitting in the living room one evening, just talking to God in my head, when I just started crying. My husband said my eyes just went big and I just cried and cried. What I can remember is hearing God say "I will reveal all" and that I shouldn't take the jab because it's not from Him. I was sad for a whole month after losing my job, as I've only always worked my whole life. I've been looking for work for the last year and 8 months. I am not afraid, I am not scared, I have no worries, no anxiety, no depression. I was on sleeping pills and mood enhancers, I don't need any of those pills anymore. I know God is there and He will never forsake us. Did that answer your question? ❤️
Please change ur name. I'll be praying for u! Yes, it hurts the pain is so so bad. But suicide is only temporary, talk to a pastor. Listen hon, take classes on ur GED. I'm sorry that ur family isn't close to u. It's hard to explain life......... God loves u and so do I! I'm glad u saw God and that He hugged u!! Ur story was uplifting. Isnt it something? That how u felt b4 is nothing compared to what u feel about urself and life today! Ur awesome!! I'm sending u much love and positive vibes ur way!! ❤❤❤🙏❤❤❤
@MM-k1if. My son died in 2008. It still hurts, but it gets easier with time. I thought I’d let you know that every time I asked my son to come to me in a dream or show me a sign he did. Please ask your son for signs and acknowledge them. Your son is only a thought away. Big hugs and wishing you peace and connection with him always and forever.
I'm with you 💯 If my 15 yr old granddaughter wasn't my best friend that lost her daddy to an overdose on Xmas day 2020... and her mom, my daughter, lost her dad to suicide 15 yrs ago, I wouldn't be here. I've thought about it but could never do that to them. I do know 1 thing, I'm not afraid to die cuz my Dad died 4 yrs ago n I kno he's waiting for me 🥰
It never ceases to amaze me how evil people can be but they call themselves Christians God was with you every step of the way and you turned out the be a wonderful loving human being thank you for your story
No all Christians are evil just like not all people are evil. The Devil uses all types of people including Christians. Christians are just as susceptible to the Devil as anyone else, but are treated as if they should somehow be better or stronger than everyone else.
Evil people WILL answer to God one day. I'm far from perfect but I don't do evil to anyone. Yet literal gangs of devil worshippers and brainwashed idiots do unbelievable evil to people everywhere constantly.
18:18 I'm so sorry for your loss. I also lost my son in 2017 in I was so angry at everyone yes even God. I kept praying that the Lord would show me that he was okay. He answered my prayer a week or two after. My brother which is in heaven in passing 2015 came to me in my. He said they were okay and it's beautiful up there and I seen this field of colored flowers like you could never imagine. So I woke up thanking God for that dream. Then in 2020 the lord gave me two dreams at separate nights, and they were dream of the rapture of Jesus coming back for us. There were thousands of people going up in the air to meet Jesus and I was one of them. I praise the Lord that Jesus is waking his people up and he will be back soon. I love you and so does Jesus. Blessings to you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
I just lost my son 2/29/24. He was 32 years old. Fentanyl. I’m still going through my process, however, I have confidence in knowing that he is resting well in God’s loving care!❤
Beautiful comment! I would be Proud to call him my Son and give him the Love and compassion and attention he needed so much! And still needs that Unconditional Love.
You might want to rethink having him as a son after you have read John 3:13. This guy is claiming that he went to Heaven and has come back to earth. Tell me...Does he look like the Son of man? He just said that he is Jesus Christ come back to earth. Because John 3:13 says only Jesus Christ can do this as you have read for yourself. I didn't say this. God says this. A liar does tell you he's lying by... (1) He looks to the left as he Lies. On video it look as though they are looking to the right. (2) They look up every now and then. (3) They swallow as if it's difficult. As the tell their lie. (4) They lick their lips every now and then. Now you can see this for yourself so you can't be mislead ever again.
@@yojimbo8695 I prefer not to be cynical which has served me well so far.I am a nurse and psychologist and have a pretty good read of people. I suggest you really listen to his story-I mean REALLY listen and I will pray for you.
To the guy who narrated this. Dude I want you to know that you have one of the top near-death experiences I've ever heard. And I want you to know.. That you have helped me. That I'm one of the people that the angel told you you were going to help. Thank you for your words.
My brother has had a rough life but he's very knowledgeable about God and so humble and funny. One of my favorite people..I learned alot about living simply and keeping a good sense of humor and respect of God through him. This Chris guy was given a second chance and thank God.... he was able to reach alot of people that way♡
Jesus Christ is the Living God he is Real and he healed me he wants us all to live Forever and with him in Heaven but we cannot let our sin separate us from his Perfect love🙏❤💯
I’m so sorry. I just lost my nephew to suicide 3 weeks ago today. I believe he is with Jesus but the aching in my heart is real. It’ll get easier as time goes on. God bless you. And may they both Rest In Peace.
When God said go back and tell them I love them. I started bawling. I know he does but I dont feel it. This life is so hard but I'm holding on for my family. Thank you for your story.
Every time you breathe, every time you eat, every time you smile that’s God showing you his mercy and love. We all fall short and aren’t good by nature but through his love and forgiveness you can be redeemed. Pray when you feel lonely, I’m guilty of not doing this enough also but I’ve gone into full convos with God alone and fell asleep peacefully mid convo. He’s there he just wants you to actually call on him in faith. He’ll answer when you least expect it 🙏🏿
Free spirit Hold on! This life is very difficult, if Chris can endure what he’s been through then so can we! Be strong. Even though this experience of life feels like an eternity, it’s really just a blink of an eye. You have a purpose, God made you for a reason 🙏🏻
My daughter committed suicide in June of 2016 she was 18. This video gave me hope that she is with God. I've prayed for months n months n finally God gave me a message thru my son! My baby girl is ok n she is with God.
I know this was 1 month ago I know u miss her but don’t worry you’ll see her in heaven don’t let the devil say that u won’t see her again u will god has plans for u in life don’t worry and stay safe❤
I lost my daughter in August of 2016. She was 17. The only thing that keeps me from going insane is the hope that I will see her again. I miss her so much. Prayers for you, I know your pain ❤🙏
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)✝️
As a middle schooler struggling as well, though I don’t know who you are but i know for a fact that you CAN DO IT please let go through this together. There are so many opportunities out there for you to discover :D
@@annab5961 God spoke to him, not you. And if you say otherwise, you might be treading on the one unforgivable sin- blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You don’t want to go down that route.
@@piperhurtado4945 : I think you are confused . I’m definitely NOT blaspheming the Holy Spirit ! You need to stop trying to scare Christians with that line ! We are to test the spirits against the word of God and the fruits of the Spirit that a person may or may not be displaying . I didn’t doubted what happened to him . I’m talking about his own judgment in the situation and his lack of conviction of the Holy Spirit in his life
@@annab5961 so if you don’t doubt what happened to this young man indeed happened and, moreover, you realize he has no reason to get on RUclips and lie, then you are doubting his sincerity and, therefore, you are potentially committing blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You just don’t know. I don’t know. Till I have reason to believe otherwise, I believe him. You aren’t God; therefore, I take what you say with a grain of salt.
@@piperhurtado4945 What load of Rubbish !! You don’t even know what you’re talking about . 🤦♀️I’m sorry but you sound very ignorant about theology of spiritual things Sara Nara to you!
I was in a really bad place today and looked up "Christian suicide" and found this video. That moment at 13:02 when he said "you have so much to do for so many people" really hit home... I'm so glad I found this video and heard Chris's story. It "did something for me" and helped me when I was in that dark place and I just wanted to say thanks.
I found it interesting how he spoke about the special ed kids - not like he was doing a great service but more like he was privileged to work with them. Truly humble good man - God is blessing us who listen to this video.
Thank you for these videos. I am a clinical psychologist, and I just experienced my first client lost to suicide. He was a marine with PTSD, and we worked together for over 7 years. We lost touch as he got better (seemingly), though I still tried to reach out. I found out Friday that he has been gone now for over two years, and I had no idea. All that remains is a VA Memorial page online. It was so sad for me. So I came here, on this video, to try to get a bit of peace in my heart about what he went through. I wanted him to know he wasn't alone, and I find some solace in thinking that he isn't. So again, thank you for these videos. You are inspiring me to do more with my own little RUclips channel from here on out, and you helped me find a little peace of mind today, over lunch, as I missed my former client.
It really is heartwarming that a psychologist goes out of his way to really care in this day and age! I haven't had the same experience! Thank you for not getting desensitised to people truly hurting !❤
The military requires good people to murder and sin in other countries, but it’s still sin. And the karma manifests as PTSD because they can’t believe the awful things they did to innocent men and women, many of which were just trying to protect their family from foreign invaders on their land - yes, the U.S. military. I feel for soldiers so much… but they have to know what they’re signing up for and that the benefits (money, home loans, education etc) all come at a high cost that follows into the afterlife as well. Everyone please stay discerning. ✨✨✨
@upturnedblousecollar5811 people who have had NDE see the afterlife or the bridge between at least, and millions of us come back with great faith in God. Nobody is selling anything.
the mother in this story is TRULY a piece of work. If I read this character in a book I would say it is bad writing, because no one is that villainous. Oof
Ummm it's not just this mother it seems to be MOST of the times it's the "mother" that tears the child apart and doesn't want them for the child they are. Women LITERALLY have turned children into a check via child support. Women see their own children as dollar signs. Children raised by single mothers are SIGNIFICANTLY more prone to suicide, depression, raping others, going to jail etc.... I used to think that "women" were the loving ones until I grew up and realized they would NEVER do what a man does for their family and are endlessly unsatisfied and always want more without seemingly EVER realizing what they have.
Imagine Jesus Christ himself on judgment day saying. "I never knew you." Please read John 3:13. This guy said he went to heaven and obviously has come back. QUESTION: Does he look like the Son of man? QUESTION: He just told the world thAt he is Jesus Christ returned. You read what God has written in John 3:13. So you know I did say this. God said this. The owner of this channel posts videos of liar's to manipulate other's who don't know their scriptures into believing lies. Yet you have now read that only the Son of man can enter into and come from heaven. Both of the people are liar's. A liar also does this. (1) They look to the left as they lie. On video it look as if they are looking to the right (2) They blink rapidly every now and then as they lie. (3) They will lick their lips as they tell their lie. Rewatch this. And then wAtch a few others of people who went into Heaven. They all do the same thing. It will make you smile because they can no longer lie to you.
My uncle took his life 2 weeks ago. He was 24 and I am 21. We grew up together. He told me that he was sad inside but I didn’t take him serious because we all get sad sometimes.. I miss him so much. 💔💔 I pray he is at peace
Please learn from this I hope anyone who hears from another that they are sad, want to leave this earth, or anything along these lines takes it serious; show concern, acknowledge, and follow up.
Psalm 27. My parents do love and care for me but they had their own problems, especially my dad, who was an angry, bitter man- that resulted in a very scared unhappy childhood for me. This verse has always stuck in my mind. As I get older and hear stories like this, I'm grateful that my childhood was what it was. May God love and protect all the defenceless children and the children who are not loved as they should be.
In 2023 I died and came back. My experience was a feeling of overwhelming peace, no pain, but it was also a void of darkness but it wasnt scary. When they brought me back from my overdose, all of the pain came back emotionally and physically. I know I may sound selfish knowing that I have a daughter, and family in general who care about me but there was a sense that I felt, that made me not want to come back due to how peaceful I was. I’m grateful to be back because I didn’t want my loved ones to hurt over me passing away too early. I was 29. I’m 30 now. This life we are living is hard, dying is easy. I’m not scared of death anymore. I embrace it when the day comes…
I believe all our souls ache to return to God, we miss the love, peace and balance we once knew. Trying to live in this world these days is extremely difficult in many ways. I completely understand why you would not want to come back but I am glad you did. You are needed here for many reasons. Unfortunately pain is one of our best teachers, we learn so much from it. It's hard to not get lost in our sorrows and frustrations. Stay strong my friend! I struggle with you, you are not alone in how you feel but we must stay and finish our lessons. ❤ hugs and love from me to you 😊
I came here today because i saved a man from jumping off a bridge. He wasn't happy with me for that. He wanted to die. I hope one day he finds value in his life. This was an experience with a total stranger who i will never see again. Its hard to process my thoughts right now. Love to all.
You never know what someone is going through he could be in so much pain that he couldn't handle it anymore and was looking for a way out there are way worse things than death
This touched my heart. Knowing how suicidal I am & will do anything to leave this earth. It opened my eyes & touched my soul… i’m building a relationship with God now.
The only unforgivable sin is denial of the holy spirit. I feel like God is merciful when we are in pain and he must have been in so much pain to take his own life, that i dont think God would judge him for that, but let him rest in peace and security 😊
You need to make peace with God. What this guy says in a lie. It is not Biblical and he has no place in God. This video should be the last place that would make you have any peace. Don't put your faith in man but rather in God. If you want to know more then ask.
@Tcray430 I feel you. I also am a mother of a autistic son 4 year and it’s pretty rough. Sometimes i think ‘I can’t do this”. But I’am keep doing what I need to do. Is giving him ❤. But it’s heavy..
@@NAT-turners-RevengeO am REPENTING going back I was Rebaptize then got on a Destruction path SINNING no. I want God love and my LIFE SOUL. not FORNICATe. I hate TJ's and BODY DEFILE ...This anger me. HOLY GHOST NO give me God love back and Bible class. I should've Have done this. I mess up. Please pray
This man returned for a reason, he had a message to deliver to the people and be an inspiration to those who are at a low point in their life,he is a beautiful soul,
Read John 3:13. This guy went to Heaven and came back. QUESTION: Does he really look like the Son of man? QUESTION: Does he look like Jesus Christ? You read it for yourself. God wrote this. Only the Son of man can come and go from heaven. This guy just told the world that he is the Son of man. The only reason he has for being here is to mislead those who don't know the scriptures. Both the owner of this channel and this liar are of John 8:44. And very soon they are going to have a face to face with Hebrews 10:31. A liar does this as they lie. (1) They look to the left a lot. It will look as if they are looking to the right on video. (2) They blink rapidly every now and then. (3) They lick their lips every now and then as the tell their lie. Everyone that claims they went to Heaven, saw God, talked with God or Jesus all do these three things. It might put a smile on your face knowing that they can no longer lie to you. Have fun with it.
I love this video so much. I thank God for beautiful Chris Batts. Chris, if you are reading this, know that you (and your divine message) are beloved by us all.
The last part when he says “if you change your thought you can change your life. Change what you feel about yourself and then see what happens after that” gives me the hope I’ve been needing lately. I WILL do everything I can to change my thinking. I trust this is a message Source wanted me to hear. Thank you ❤
You have the power , change the channel of your mind by changing unwanted thoughts. Philippians 4:8 tells us to think on good report. When you find yourself thinking the wrong thoughts, immediate find good thoughts to meditate on. God bless
@Moonbeam how are you doing? I just want to follow up with you on your change. I pray that you make a difference for you so I can be encouraged also by your story.❤️🙏🏼
Me too. I feel like I’m finally getting concrete believable answers as to what happens to us after we die. I’m not religious but I do believe these people.
I am too my husband passed away 2.5 months ago and since I been watching NDE and this brings me sore of relief knowing he is in this beautiful place and he will be waiting for me
@@michaelknapp8961 I drowned at age of 22. I couldn't save myself and blacked out. I am 72. God had given me many years on " borrowed time ". I did not get a near death experience like others. I have accepted God as my Savior now not then. Everyone don't get to see God till you go Home.
After losing my dream job, my ex and her children and then my dog, I was at my lowest point of my life, I struggled everyday, I reminded myself I had to live, my parents, relatives and friends love me, I love everyone around me. I had to put one foot in front of the other to get me out of that funk. I talked to my friends and my therapist and I prayed. Doors opened and I was able to move on to another chapter of my life. One step at a time. That’s how I did it.
This man's life is one of the hardest I have ever heard about. Abandoned in a dumpster at 6 months old, growing up with abuse and neglect and finally being told by his mother that she doesn't love him.. The NDE was truly a gift from God. What an amazing blessing it was for him at a time or turmoil. I truly hope Chris is doing well now. I send him so much love and blessings as I do to anyone else reading this right now. May God watch over us all in these dark times ❣❣❣
I used to be depressed and wondered why I was even here on this planet, but GOD turned my situation around. I am no longer depressed and I have chosen to live for the Lord Jesus.
@@ellesamuse Cry out to him and ask him to help you ... and he will hear; you have to have faith that he hears everybody and will answer. He wants you to turn to him instead of elsewhere. God bless you. Grab the Holy Bible and read (the chapters in John or Matthew are a good place to start reading). HTH.
I work at a non profit, supporting and leading/directing a day program for special needs. And after 6 years I can confirm that it is indeed the closest to Source you could ever get. They are pure magic. This RUclips channel has changed my life. I was led to it this morning and am so glad. I love you and am glad you’re here. We are out here to love. To forgive, to learn, to grow. I feel such peace after watching these experiences. ❤
Chris if you ever read this know I LOVE YOU!!! Truly, I’ve never felt such a feeling of love for a complete stranger!!! Your testimony is amazing. You have such a beautiful presence, it’s amazing! I’m so sorry you’ve been treated so horribly by those who were gifted with the responsibility of caring for you. God gave you the soul of a warrior, please know you’ve touched me deeply. I pray that you now have good people and peace in your life. I’ll see you one day in heaven my brother 🙏🏻
That’s the story of many suicide victims. They never knew life and never will. I’m convinced now that some people in this world are predestined to fail and be robbed of the chance to actually live and feel the essence of what life actually is. Suicide leans more towards being a predestined fate rather than a complete loss of hope and faith, there’s more than enough evidence to prove this.
God is with you, He will never abadon nor forsake you when you turn to Him! There is a reason for our affiliction and suffering even when we can’t see it. He is working all things out for good and His purpose. In our weaknesses, He proves His strength. There is hope, joy, peace & love in Christ. God Bless you ❤
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your son. I can’t imagine the pain you have experienced. I wanted to make a suggestion…there is a hospice nurse called “hospice nurse Julie”. She has the most beautiful stories of what her patients see as they are getting close to passing. They are often able to see friends and family that have passed. Your son is not alone. He is surrounded by love and he wants the best for you. You will see him again. 🙏❤🙏❤
Sir, I am so sorry for the “adults”that failed you during your entire childhood. You so did not deserve not to be cherished. You seem to be so intelligent and insightful so I have no doubt that God has amazing plans for you. Thank you for sharing your story and I wish nothing but a long life of happiness for you. 🙏❤️
@Mster you see..this is the problem. You call them subhumans but I'd like to humbly give you another opinion. You see we are the manifestations of our knowledge which we get through family and community socialisation. This man's knowledge of himself and God led him down the road of suicide, his aunt's knowledge of God and herself is what led her to treat him that way. She didn't know God as He is, LOVE son she despised His creation, her own blood. He didn't know God as LOVE so he despised His creation, his own self. We are on this earth to know God's love. Let's not look at the creation's weakness but the creator's grace. It takes grace to see with God's eyes. Let's keep believing for that grace.
What a great and inspiring and strong man. After this terrible, horrible childhood with a monster of a mother.. he sits there, telling the world about the hell he went through, and still smiling adorably. His heart is a very bright light. I'm so thankful he is still here with us and able to enrich the lives of his loved ones! ❤
His mother made some horrific decisions, but she too probably had a childhood full of abuse and trauma, and needs love, compassion and understanding. Hopefully she'll get to know Jesus and discover her identity, her value and her purpose in life.
@@TearDownThisWall, His mother carried the most selfish and worldly ambitions, 'wanting to be a model', over riding all natural inclinations to being a loving and nurturing mother. Fancy throwing a baby in a rubbish bin. It's a wonder she wasn't jailed.
I lost my best friend to suicide in 2016. I've struggled to not follow his lead ever since. This video specifically makes me feel like I can let go of that pain and move on. Thank you.
Be encouraged. THE ALMIGHTY is real and full of love. Pray always HE will hear and answer you. Im sorry for what happened to your best friend l don't believe he would want you to do that Neither does THE ALMIGHTY want you to. So be encouraged and just "LET GO" Let FATHER take care of all your troubles. You are a star shine. One love 💕
What an incredible young man. His biological mother missed out on a relationship with an amazing man. God bless you every day for the rest of your life.
Blessings my sister, I died while delivering my oldest son. I had a supernatural encounter with Jesus, He said it's not your time go tell them I love them ❤
I wonder why he gets the great NDE experience while most others just die and leave a wake of grief behind them. The bad outweighs the good. Its sad we live in a world where people get pushed to the brink of wanting to leave it. I don't want to be here either, but, suicide is not an option. It means nothing to me to hear that God loves me. I can't feel it. Hearing someone say it does nothing to change my life.
@@LadyBGoode-gr8wm Ask God in all humility to reveal Himself to you - but you have to be sincere. He will answer. He had promised that He will be found of them who search for Him with all their hearts. When my mother, who told me that garbage had more value than me wasn't actively trying to kill me, she was actively encouraging me to commit suicide. Even bought 2 bottles of sleeping pills for me and told me they would go down easier if I took milk with them. One day, when I grew up and had children, then divorced, and my husband (despite my moniker, I'm a woman), remarried and threatened to take my children from me saying that I had nothing and was nothing, and it being Christmas Eve as he took the children for his visitation rights, I climbed in my car and fully intended to drive it off a cliff near my home. I was so done with life, so done with my mother and husband hating me, and so done with God hating me - or so I thought. But as I began to drive that car up to the cliff, the car died before I did. I got a ride home from some friendly people and realized that I was fulfilling my mother's demands that I kill myself Then i realized that it was evil all my life, which told me that I was worthless. I saw God in a new light. Perhaps He did love me after all. I decided then, just to spite the devil, to live ON PURPOSE. Several years later, I had an NDE when I lost a lot of blood during surgery and the doctor did not give me any extra blood. I stood at the threshold of heaven - I didn't see God but I felt and saw His light and the overwhelming sense that God loves, even me. His love poured down on me like water and totally saturated me. It was astonishing! This God, whom I was certain not only did not love me but hated me with a purple passion, actually DID love me!! I had been merely projecting my mother's and ex-husband's hatred of me onto God. And that perception was all a lie. A deception by evil. And then I understood clearly that God loves not only me but EVERYONE with the same intensity - but evil people can obfuscate the shine of that love. It was when it was just He and me, without distractions or bad feelings foisted on me by cruel people, that I was finally still enough to feel His overwhelming love for me. It has changed my life forever. I will pray the same for you - that the Lord Jesus, who is God and my Solid Rock, will reach you in that place only He knows how to reach you. Do you have a Bible? Read the Gospel of John. Read it with a prayer and open heart to the One who loves you more than you will ever know, whether you feel it right now or not. You will feel it someday as you search diligently for Him. I assure. you. Because YOU ARE IMPORTANT! I am praying for you. Sending love. "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16
@@LadyBGoode-gr8wm 31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? 32 He that spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? 33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth. 34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written, For Thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us. 38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 8:31-38
The bad never outweighs the good, the light always shines through even on the darkest day. I wish you peace and hope you find the will to open your heart to God because he will make you’re life easier and worth living. Bless you
I've spent countless hours watching NDEs and religious testimonies. Even though I can't say I've had the experiences you had, I can say it's an impactful testimony. I feel a weight of feeling like I need to change. I pray the Lord speaks to me and comes into my heart.
Have a look into the pre mortal beliefs of the church of Jesus christ of latter day saints- I'm also been watching alot of NDE and have been recently baptized into the church. Their pre mortal doctrine scaringly goes hand in hand with alot of these nde's.
My mom used to tell me she never wanted me. There's nothing worse to tell a child. To this day I have trust issues, abandonment issues, and very low self esteem
I'm sorry to hear. Hope you are doing much better. God hears you and so does Jesus. Spark a conversation with them. I'm saying this at a real low point.
My 'mum' told me aswell. Set me up for a life of people pleasing and having low self worth and ended up in an abusive relationship. I got out of it with my son but I never wanted to be here anymore. I felt lost in the world. Tried to take an overdose but managed to live through it. I'm glad I'm still here because my son needs me but when that day comes I know I'm going to see my loved ones again and I can't wait for that part ❤
@@removingveils5824Why are you commenting under people’s posts with such negativity? The lord says to love and support one another, you are not doing that. It does not matter how righteous or pious you think you are because it’s not enough and you do not deserve to be saved. None of us do. We cannot be saved through works alone. Only Christ’s love and mercy make that possible for us . Understand this, humble yourself and pray to the lord for forgiveness.
@@Jamaal-nc6fdPeople live with false hopes. It is better to know the truth so that we can change our lives to be saved, rather than follow falsehood and be forever damned.
@@WOGDAISHA You may be in Christ. However, please tell me, if you and I are walking through the African bush, me leading, and I come across a black mamba in the path and not warn you, then you get bitten, what would you say to me as you are dying? Don't be foolishly duped by false doctrine, and don't hide sin behind the false judge-me-not jargon. I didn't judge. I merely stated a fact. A condition. God's word is there for all to read the warnings, conditions, promises, admonishings, etc. It also says that we are to expose sin for the sake of others.
Thank You for Chris Thank You for his Love Thank You for his Abundance Thank You for his Peace Thank You for his Joy Thank You for his Health Thank You for his Strength Thank You for his Wisdom Thank You for his Oneness Thank You for his Beautiful Life Amen
Next time he dies he's going to Hell, for the crime, the sin, of trying to take his own life. The Devil just gave him an illusion of Heaven, so as to give him hope. That way, once he pulls him down to hell, that hope, that memory of God's eternal glory, which he has missed, will drag him down into ever deeper agony and despair. There can be no despair without hope. So hope, so that the Devil may have a greater panoply of misery with which to punish you, should you stray from God's path even fractionally. God does not forgive sinners.
@@shaolinabbott9161 God loves sinners (who confess/ change) and the innocents/ abused.. God does not forgive hypocrites and abusers (who do not confess/ change).
Im not suicidal however, I am very sad and upset with how things are going in this lifetime so far. I feel like im already losing my purpose and planning to settle. I mean I’m only 25 but experienced a lot of hurt and been let down and if i have soo many more years im afraid of whats to come. I’ll remain faithful. This message was inspiring. Thank you.
This really is what God is. I’m sobbing because so many people don’t understand that kind of love exists. I’ve attempted suicide before and I’ve came close to dying several times in my life. God loves us regardless of our circumstances.
I strongly doubt God exists. It just didn't happen because you didn't do it properly. I don't even believe in love. I find the theory dumb. Why did he let you attempt it in the first place if he loved you.
@@muzvarehelen It’s kinda sad you don’t believe in love and I hope that does change for you. God allows for free will so we make good decisions and dumb ones that can teach us lessons. You don’t need to believe in God to feel loved. You don’t need to believe in God to know you choose your own path. Just find something or someone to believe in that keeps you going.
@@muzvarehelenLove exists, Truth exists...a force exists it's kinda hard to comprehend tho we're all experiencing it RIGHT NOW, call it Life-God-Universe-Source blah-blah-blah but there's no beginning or end, it just is, always has been always will be that's just the Unconditional Truth and Love about it Trust you'll experience this, it's inevitable Recommend 'non-duality' for perspective, you're literally an expression of the One and Only, words are not enough but fuck it "GOD IS REAL!" ♥️✨
Hearing this man's early story of how poorly he was treated makes me cry. I would do anything for my son, who is profoundly autistic, has no real verbal communication ability, and needs 24 hour seven day a week care. This young man is so eloquent, kind, and deserving of love like us all. It does break my heart his mother was such a person. Grateful for his NDE. Saved his life.
Watch the movie speller's, it's about nonverbal autistics who get access to communication. I know a speller who graduated from college and got accepted to law school using a letter boards to communicate, and Elizabeth Bonker valedictorian of her college. He's in there, he's intelligent. We are learning that it's a motor sensory disorder, not a behavioral cognitive disorder.
From my research, only extremely advanced souls choose to incarnate as humans with significant challenges....and that advanced divine being chose YOU to be his mother for the growth and understanding gained by living this life as child and mother. Congratulations on this divine gift.
I lost my dearest son in August, 2022. He was 31 years old. He was missing for couple of days and found dead in the park. He committed a suicide. It was a great shock to our family and to all who knew him. It broke my heart. After his death, my life completely changed and lost its meaning for me. Something was bothering him and he didn't want to talk about it or get a professional help. And then he did it. How could I, as a mother, not feel that he was going to do such a terrible thing to himself?! Despair, pain of loss and guilt torment me constantly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, talk to him, and ask him for forgiveness. All religions say that God does not forgive suicides and they will go to hell forever. And it hurts my heart even more. Every day and night I pray to God and ask Him to forgive him and grant his soul a peace in the Kingdom of Heaven. Oh, God, I miss my boy so much and I want to hug him, i want to kiss his strong and beautiful hands. I want to tell him how dear he is to me, and that I love him endlessly. Rest in peace my dear Artem. You will always remain in my heart.
Bless you. Bless you. Bless you. Your sharing and honesty helps me. Thank you. He is in Gods arms. May you rest in Gods arms. I am not religious but know there is a love greater and God is inside all of us Just waiting for us to ask Psalm 91 soothes my soul daily Bless you
I feel your pain🙏🏼 Comfort yourself in the knowledge that there is no such place as hell. It is a state of mind & religious propaganda. It is the ones who create such misery who have minds full of hell & create hell on Earth for others. Do not blame yourself for what happened to your son, it will hold you back in your spiritual journey & growth ❤
lately ive been struggling with my mental health and with that comes all the suicidal thoughts. I think ive hit the point where i dont want to bring it up or talk about it with others so i find myself feeling very alone and unwanted but this video really hit home. All i want is to leave this place and go somewhere better but i cant do that to my sister or the people i truly love, having lost a friend to suicide. I remember begging God to take me but for some reason i am here still... and all i can hear is what God told Chris " you have so much to do for so many people." Thank you for sharing your story
I have listened to *A LOT* of NDE'S. This one really touched me! I hope this gentleman is doing so much better and feels so much happier than he did before he mistakenly almost took his life! He *TRULY INSPIRED ME* to try to get back into working with Special Education children like I did many many years ago!!! I hope that he sees this comment and knows what he did for me. I would like to thank him... So, if you see this sir... *THANK YOU & GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!* ✨💖✝️🙌🌹🌈☁️✨👼🙏😇🙏👼✨☁️🌈🌹🙌✝️💖✨
@@CosmicCourtOfLaw cosmos isn't God sonny. Only Jesus Christ is God and he recieves us unto himself if we believe in him and what he did on the cross; we are saved by his sacrifice and it was his plan before the foundations of the world was. Jesus Christ who is God had no beginning and has no end.
@@SixtenAlin I command fear to listen: I transmute your fear right now back into love. Fear is love that forgot it is. I transmute all fear-based beliefs back to love. Fear has no power here. And so it is. LOVE HAS SPOKEN. It is done.
@@CosmicCourtOfLaw I have no fear but assurance that I am saved, and I am ready to be glorified in him - awaiting incorruption and immortality and eternity with God. In fact because of this, I have nothing really to be afraid off, because the truth has set me free. I am fearful for your sake and for other people who do not know the truth. As for your matter it is even worse, because you reject the truth openly and make it as unholy. Also you have no power of your own to exercise. The demons and Satan are the strongmen compared to people. They hold certain authorithy over the earth, more than any human could. Though they compared to God is absolute weakness. You can't command anything or manifest anything that doesn't go in concordance with God's word and his kingdom. And his kingdom is an everlasting kingdom in which there will be no end to the expanses and every creature will bow and confess that Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of God the Father. He's inescapable.
@@CosmicCourtOfLaw You are also a witch by your description, which makes you more prone to be decieved by the those who hold the worldy powers together; principalities, powers, rulers of darkness and spiritual wickedness in high places (in the universe). These are the aliens/fallen angels working all sorts of deceptions and lying wonders. And they will come to intercede on behalf of the antichrist and his reign; with worldy powers and the false prophet and Satan himself who will be his final incarnation. Understand that love is this; "Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins." - 1 John 4:10 "And he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” And likewise the cup after they had eaten, saying, “This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood." - Luke 22:19-20 "And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely." - Revelation 22:17 "And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely." - Revelation 21:6
My boyfriend of 9 years took his life August 21, 2022. I watch videos like these whenever I need comfort. Thank you for this story it was very beautifully told. Very impactful.
This dude in the video is a liar, NO man or women after committing suicide is going to heaven. PERIOD. The Holy Bible says that, The Quran, and basically every religion has this standpoint.
@timothymichael9438 every soul goes to heaven, their is no God judging you and no hell either, u only judge yourself and then enjoy love with all other souls... and the religions are just books written by few to control others...
@@RUclipsStriker so you'd rather belileve what some random men wrote down 2000 years ago instead of someone who has actually experienced an NDE after a suicide? Talk about narrow minded.
@@kani9284 well, this “random man” you say walked, talked and ate with Jesus. And yes I believe the word of God over someone who had a “NDE” if he even had a near death experience to begin with 🤣
He is helping people right now with this retelling and it's beautiful. As someone who also suffered from childhood abuse when he described that hug from God I cried like a baby. A hug means so much when you didn't get many as a child. Praying for this man and all others in the world who need it 🙏
If you were my son, I would have been so proud of you. You have such a loving and kind heart. You are a blessing to those around you. May your life be filled with love and appreciation because you so deserve it.
I’m absolutely compelled to comment on this. Chris, your testimony has moved my spirit. I’ve listened to a multitude of NDE stories and none have ever touched me like your story has. I listened to it knowing - beyond a doubt - this is the truth. Thank you!
I believe that when you are so close to your loved ones that they will come back to say Goodbye to you for the last time in your dream. This is what happened to me and really helped me through that grieving process knowing that my loved ones were very much okay and at peace in the spirit world.
We lost my brother and it haunts me that I had a feeling to call that night but I was in bed and said I'll call tomorrow. We miss him endlessly please stay everyone, you are loved and you have divine purpose here on earth.
I've had the same urges, unexplained push to call someone. Sometimes, I don't even have their number. Don't beat yourself up. I pray that God releases you from that feeling, but if you do feel a push to call someone again, CALL!!! And if you don't have their number, PRAY FOR THAT PERSON!
@@kevinspano7315 honestly its just living. Having this experience- read Many Lives Many Masters, Journey of the Souls & Signs by Laura Lynn Jackson. Best books I've read on the subject - we get so tied up in a big life purpose but we're legit just here to have fun & learn tough lessons that advance our soul.
I needed this message. I've been batting depression my whole life. Survived one attempt. I'm glad you're here thank you for delivering this. I want to keep going. Love you bro
I'm battling too brother or sister. Even when I was a toddler, I remember being depressed and not wanting to be here. It's a struggle off and on but I know we are here for a reason. You matter. You are so loved. I know it's so hard and I'm so sorry you are suffering friend.
Tbh, the best way, imo, to cure depression is to just change your lifestyle Idk Maybe I don’t understand what you’ve been through But just change, like going to the gym, changing friends, take a break from those who’ve hurt you, even family & most importantly learn about & read the Bible. Hope this helps somehow🙏🏾❤
I am 74, in good health but ready to meet my Creator any day. NDE sharing makes me determined to give back to God and to Society each blessed day I am on earth. Amen.
This NDE Im listening on my way to work ( 45 min drive ) this NDE made me literally bawl my eyes out . I want to hug this man so strongly . His story - very touching , because there are many ppl who have struggled and had a difficult childhood . Childhood trauma is real . Depression is real . The source is real . NDEs make my soul flutter .
This is a beautiful story, I love it! My son died of an accidental overdose in April 2022 ,I pray that Jesus and God met him with open arms, he died alone so this terrifies me! Thank you for your testimony!
My Son keeps talking about not wanting to live anymore and wants to go to heaven. He also self medicates his symptoms from PTSD and ADHD. I abandoned him in his teen years with my addiction and also his father (addict)who screamed his whole childhood 😭I'm in recovery trying to be supportive and I do understand I also have same issues. I pray he stays in this world with me and joins me. Much love and I pray you find peace and comfort ❤️🙏❤️
What a huge problem it is that people can’t love eachother in this world including their own baby or a little kid. I hope you receive the double amount of love for the rest of your life
I lost my daughter. I felt guilt on things I could have done differently. I was crying in bed and then felt a great warmth kind of hug all over me. I knew it was a hug from heaven! I trust that everything will be just fine! Great video!
Couldn't imagine my daughter going up there me being with out her.... but sure you'll find the courage to be strong my boii 👌 she's watching you rn so keep ur ass in check 😂 🤌
We feel it is important to state that Chris, and all other Near-Death Experiencers, feel strongly that suicide is never an answer to ending one's pain. While Chris had a beautiful experience on the Other Side, he came back to share his message so that we can gain strength, courage and patience in living out our natural human lifetimes. If you are feeling suicidal, please call a suicide hot line, take yourself to a hospital, or reach out to a friend or family member. Chris' message to us is that by remaining isolated with our pain, we risk losing perspective. It's a gift Chris is touching so many lives with his story. We hope it gives you and anyone who might be experiencing pain or loneliness, some level of hope 🙏
I’m on the brink myself soul is tired
@@SD-qx4lrsame man I can’t go much longer
@@SD-qx4lrtry reading the Holy Quran. You can read it online.
@@Clips4GOtry reading the Holy Quran. You can read it online.
I'm just a regular, random person on the Internet, but I'm here for anyone who needs a loving, non-judgmental ear. I care about you even if I don't know you (yet). A stranger is just a friend waiting to happen. I'll be your friend. ❤ You aren't alone. If you're at the end of your rope, reach out to me. Much love and loving support energy is sent to you.
Dude your parents may not have wanted you, but they gave humanity a very special gift, that's you BRO! much love and respect to you.
I agree.
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This is the truth! You said it the best way!!❤
Well said. Couldn't have said it any better ❤
Thanks for not telling him that his parents may not have wanted him, but they gave you life. That's just a lazy thing to say to someone with shitty parents.
“There is no worse poverty in this world than the feeling of being unwanted, unloved, and uncared for” -mother Teresa
Jesus Christ is the Living God he is Real and he healed me he wants us all to live Forever and with him in Heaven but we cannot let our sin separate us from his Perfect love🙏❤💯
Amen
Yes and I suffer that every day of my life .no answered prayers for love and kindness
The true story of mother Theresa is disturbing
Mother Teresa was not who you think she was.
My husband took his life 3 months ago. This video gives me so much peace and reassurance that he is also in Gods arms in a big hug and feels all of this incredible love. Thank you.
So sorry to hear that Andi. Blessings to you and to him as well
Blessings to you ❤️
I’m sorry, may God bless you
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I watched my husband drink himself to death and one day he had a massive heart attack and was gone. I pray you find some peace through your grief and know it's ok to not be ok. I felt very alone in my grief. It will be 6yrs the 19th of March and I love him even more today. I was angry for a few years but it takes awhile. Much love to you ❤️🙏❤️
Discarded in a trash can, beaten by the only family he knew, and threatened with "hell", he endured emotional starvation, neglect, poverty, and hatred. This man deserves all the love and compassion in the world. I am grateful that he is a survivor and that he did not die. I understand what it feels like to be unwanted and to long to escape from that unbearable pain. I am so grateful that Chris is alive, and shared his story and his message with us. We love you bro!
Me also feel unwanted but God 😞🙏😇loves us
He’s an incel
His father didn't want him, his mother didn't want him, his grandmother got sick, his aunt hated him.
I feel bad for this man doomed to misfortune as soon as he was concieved. Only God was on his side.
God was all he needed.
Let us be the eyes, hands, and voice of God amongst one another.
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Parents not wanting their kids is so, so common these days. I just don’t get it. I’m GRATEFUL that I have my older granddaughter, who is now my adopted daughter officially. She gave me purpose to keep living after my husband, my soul mate of marriage 33 years, died suddenly 1 year ago. It was devastating, and I know there were low points where dying of a broken heart was a possibility for me. But now I have the honor of raising her, healing her pain, loving her no matter what, and with God’s Grace giving her a good chance for a successful life. That’s it. That’s my life purpose now. And it has saved me, physically and spiritually. 🙏
Psalms 27 10 when my mother and father forsake me the Lord will lift me up.
I knew u before the foundations of the earth I held your hand
My oldest son stood in front of a train and took his life almost a year ago. Ive been having a terrible day today thinking about him. I know this showed up for me today. Thank you for coming back and telling your story
I will pray for you and your son. God bless.
@@mfjh505 Thank you
Praying for you and your son.❤🙏🏼
I am so sorry just know that your son is at peace with our good lord and watches over you..only the physical shell sheds and our soul remains forever
So sorry for your loss❤️❤️ sending you love and prayers
Many write books about their NDE.....this man is different. He works with kids who have disabilities, giving his love as God has loved him. So wonderful.
It's amazed me that he have that particular work. I studied that. But i got depression bc what my teachers ( uni) told me. Also the tearchers that also qualify me. So , when i get into sad crisis, i thought: "Theres so many special teachers ( with disabilities too so they can empatized more and understood to the kids) out there that do what i should be doing. it really cares about do what i studied? now that i really do not have any joy and motivation to bring to the kids... I just thinking: i barely should my work. The minimun. And if there's again critized and pressure , I do not know if i will act on it and not since 5 years , i will imaginated it. I didn't have a near experience. But i felt that imense love. I was feeling sleep one night and i just felt it. I was please i want to feel always like this. I have abandoned wound too. But it goes away. This makes me feel the opposite. Because i was alive. i have to die to feel this permantly? but something inside me tells me if you do something to yourself, you will be stay alive. and stay whatever you stay. Without walk. Without talk. in coma, in a bed rest of your life, etc. So , im in between. I have to work this year. fear of rejectment. work interviews and lied or ashemed about i was doing nothing these 5 years.
@@juncodelrio15God loves you! Your life is not about your job, or anything else right now. Just focus on getting through every 24 hours. That’s all you need to do right now. Stay alive
Concentrate on God.His spirit is in all of us.He has a plan for all our lives.Ask HIM what you should be doing.Pray.Listen.Slowly do good for others.Give others your
time,spread your God given Love so they too can spread God's Love to others.There are many Lonely Souls,all ages who need your Smile to uplift them.JUST A SMILE!!! So ask God.HE will answer & you will be all the BETTER FOR FOR IT!!!!
GOD BLESS YOU MORE...AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN
I want to cry now 😢
Thank you so much for sharing. It touched my heart
I died from suicide August of 2023… had a NDE
THERE IS NOTHING THE SAME ABOUT MY LIFE! it’s all beautiful now. Don’t give up!
@jennimoore3242 Thank you for sharing. Please find a way to make a video so many will know your story. It gives those of us who have lost Loved ones to depression hope and understanding - the greatest of gifts.
what did you learn from the NDE? why is everything changed?
There is something angelic about himself, too. He has a kind face and a good energy. May he live a long, happy life.💫
He's very spiritual. I don't mean for this to sound weird but as he was telling us about his childhood, I truly loved him.
@@pegs1659 That is not weird at all. It just shows what a beautiful soul you are.
So true, I feel the same.
He needs to learn to stop cursing. People don’t realize how each and every word that flows from your mouth is counted and purposefully documented.
@@thenarrowpath2731 What he "needs to learn" should not be subject to your or anyone's assessment. I'm sure God prefers someone who curses once in a while, but has an enlightened mind, over someone with pure language, but a dark mind. If each and every word is documented, make sure yours are wiser than the spitting judgement that comes from dogmatism and arrogance.
I lost my wife and little daughter in a terrible car accident...since that day depression and anxiety are destroying me 24h a day...my life was great before their death and i had everything a man need to be happy..but after losing my 2 loves of my life i lost the desire to live and one night i decided to take my life and i bought a gun ..it was 3 AM and i was in a the dark ..the gun in my head and suddenly my 7 years son went behind me and said : Dad can i sleep in your bad i feel affraid and can't sleep alone....good lord ..i turned around and when i saw my little kid i start crying and i hugs my kid so tight and took him to my bed and put him to sleep...im so glad i didn't kill my self and left my little boy alone in this dark life...now all i have is him and im doing everything to see him growing healthy and happy. .he's all i got...my message to every soul in pain : please hold on ..you're not ugly..you're not bad..youre not Strange...you're just a wonderful angel feeling stronger pain and youre not alone ...hold on in anything that make you feel better : God ..allah or Buda...doesn't matter..the names change but the god is one and true for all the humanity and he will help us❤
Thank you for your testimony, I’m glad you are here to give it over & over. Your lil boy did the best thing possible if he had to find you that would be a tragic outcome for two more souls, your soul is here for a reason. That reason came to you at your most vulnerable time, Time to act now Lord is among us. Listen to every voice of reason nearby, peace, love, abundance to you
Bless you, glad you stayed for him❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing that you are a very strong person.
Beautiful story of hope. Death is not the end..we only leave this body so will see them again. Thank you for sharing your story 🙏💞
Amen 🙏🏾
The most powerful line was "let me reintroduce myself"! That gave me chills! It's like God was saying "I've been misrepresented to you, let's start over".
That line brought tears to my eyes.
Me too. That was pretty amazing.
I thought it was Jay Z at first
and that ain't Morgan Freeman speaking to him.
@@zama1629me too immediately 😢
For whatever reason I find the word “Source” the most comforting word for God
Same.. Everything come from the source ❤ love you all
same
The One
Source, creator, simulator, we will try and say anything but God because of how bad the perception of the word God is, made by the people that literally wanted religion gone from this world. It’s funny when people try to brand religion as a bad thing, when we are not bound to A god, we seek for something to strive and religiously believe to regardless to a point where we commit horrendous atrocities regardless if it was even related to religion in the first place. It’s in our nature, for human to seek justification and motivation, and having a singular picture of a being is much easier to comprehend and understand rather than breaking it down, it’s the very same reason why we are so quick to blame at a single person for every single problem there is when the actual reason is much bigger than just a singular person’s motivation.
@@mediumsurmoon6283I’m starting to come to this realization I think. What if the God of the Bible is not the God that truly exists
Thank you so much for this profound message. I lost my daughter 3 weeks ago for suicide. Im going through this unimaginable grief 😢. I'm no longer the same, only God knows how I'm feeling right now..and i don't how to be fine again. Please pray for me..at least this message has brought some comfort in my heart..❤❤
Praying for you, and sending light and love to you...and a big hug!🧸💙💙💙
I am so sorry to hear that !! this feeling of numbness surrender and pain .... its never gonna be the same way again. Pray to god talk to your daughter as much as you can. I believe in God and i was born in a muslim family. I dont pray i smoke do a lot of stupid things so you can say i am not really a muslim and i know about what you are talking when religous people say suiciders will never be given a place in heaven. I dont buy it and i can feel it in my heart that god loves us all. He might have not wanted it for her but he will welcome her and i believe you will be reunited one day. It is impossible to move on from that but you have to learn living with the sadness. I myself contemplated suicide several times but in the end the only thing that kept me alive was my kids. If i knew i would not leave devastation behind i wouldnt be here anymore. and everyone else reading this hug your loved as much as possible be there for them and be the best loving parent/friend/father whatever you can be ..... love is sooo precious and unfortunatly we sometimes realize what is really important to us after its not there anymore.
My goodness, what unfathomable pain you must feel! Your daughter is with you in spirit. May you feel her presence. Look for signs, it can take some time for the signs to show up. Sending you healing, comfort. ❤❤
Sincerest condolences to you 😢
Love and light to you. I'm sorry for your loss
I've battled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. Lost my job and lost my brother to suicide and then God spoke to me, loud and clear. I now have no depression or anxiety, I have been sober for more than 2 years. I surrender to God, He is fighting all my battles for me now. I have nothing to fear or worry about.
Very Happy that you were healed !! Thats wonderful ❤ You appreciate your blessing of healing too & that's beautiful to see- Ty for sharing your experience ❤
Your's is an awesome testimony, too. Many people need to hear how God changes lives. Hitting rock bottom wasn't the end of your story. It was where God met you and introduced you to a new life. ❤ 🙌 ✝️
what did god tell you? and did depression and anxiety fade instantly?
@@constantlylearnandgrow3487Hi, I was in the process of losing my job of 13 years because I refused the forced jab. I didn't know what to do and was sitting in the living room one evening, just talking to God in my head, when I just started crying. My husband said my eyes just went big and I just cried and cried. What I can remember is hearing God say "I will reveal all" and that I shouldn't take the jab because it's not from Him. I was sad for a whole month after losing my job, as I've only always worked my whole life. I've been looking for work for the last year and 8 months. I am not afraid, I am not scared, I have no worries, no anxiety, no depression. I was on sleeping pills and mood enhancers, I don't need any of those pills anymore. I know God is there and He will never forsake us. Did that answer your question? ❤️
Amen! Praise Jesus!
I needed this message. Battling depression is hard.
Yes it is.😭
Please change ur name. I'll be praying for u! Yes, it hurts the pain is so so bad. But suicide is only temporary, talk to a pastor. Listen hon, take classes on ur GED. I'm sorry that ur family isn't close to u.
It's hard to explain life......... God loves u and so do I! I'm glad u saw God and that He hugged u!! Ur story was uplifting. Isnt it something? That how u felt b4 is nothing compared to what u feel about urself and life today! Ur awesome!!
I'm sending u much love and positive vibes ur way!! ❤❤❤🙏❤❤❤
Hold on sis. It will get better.....❤😇
Yes it is,.... that's y u gotta pray and not give up there are many bad days but remember it's not a bad life❤🙏
Im so sorry hon , I promise you it will get better :)
My son took his life several years ago and I want, more than anything, to believe he is with God, surrounded by total peace and love.
Read the Bible the answer is there and it comes directly from God and I'm truly Sorry about your Son 😢
Godbless 😢
@MM-k1if. My son died in 2008. It still hurts, but it gets easier with time. I thought I’d let you know that every time I asked my son to come to me in a dream or show me a sign he did. Please ask your son for signs and acknowledge them. Your son is only a thought away. Big hugs and wishing you peace and connection with him always and forever.
@ Thanks for your comforting thoughts and wonderful advice. Best to you.
The pain of depression when it gets to a certain point is like unimaginable torture.
I'm with you 💯 If my 15 yr old granddaughter wasn't my best friend that lost her daddy to an overdose on Xmas day 2020... and her mom, my daughter, lost her dad to suicide 15 yrs ago, I wouldn't be here. I've thought about it but could never do that to them. I do know 1 thing, I'm not afraid to die cuz my Dad died 4 yrs ago n I kno he's waiting for me 🥰
Are you good?
indeed it is. I suffer depression almost daily. once in a while something happens and i can laugh.
This is so true
35 years of it. For some of us it does not get better. I'm sure it will take me, one day one way or another.
It never ceases to amaze me how evil people can be but they call themselves Christians God was with you every step of the way and you turned out the be a wonderful loving human being thank you for your story
It does seem that way, but there are Cold Christian’s and hot. I’ve met many Christian’s that laugh at my faith, it’s very sad.
Word!!!! Lord Jesus
No all Christians are evil just like not all people are evil. The Devil uses all types of people including Christians. Christians are just as susceptible to the Devil as anyone else, but are treated as if they should somehow be better or stronger than everyone else.
Evil people WILL answer to God one day. I'm far from perfect but I don't do evil to anyone. Yet literal gangs of devil worshippers and brainwashed idiots do unbelievable evil to people everywhere constantly.
They are not Christinas they are just going to church.
I lost my son to a overdose of drugs, I became so depressed living out of bed. Ty for this testimony
18:18 I'm so sorry for your loss.
I also lost my son in 2017 in I was so angry at everyone yes even God.
I kept praying that the Lord would show me that he was okay. He answered my prayer a week or two after. My brother which is in heaven in passing 2015 came to me in my. He said they were okay and it's beautiful up there and I seen this field of colored flowers like you could never imagine. So I woke up thanking God for that dream. Then in 2020 the lord gave me two dreams at separate nights, and they were dream of the rapture of Jesus coming back for us. There were thousands of people going up in the air to meet Jesus and I was one of them. I praise the Lord that Jesus is waking his people up and he will be back soon. I love you and so does Jesus. Blessings to you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
I just lost my son 2/29/24. He was 32 years old. Fentanyl. I’m still going through my process, however, I have confidence in knowing that he is resting well in God’s loving care!❤
Warrior there's a message for you in my channel description , warriors wanted !
Condolences to you
I lost my son 4/08/2019... .. The after effects are devastating on the family...
This guy is real and authentic. So glad you are here to share your story.
I am a mother and I cannot imagine not loving my children unconditionally.Children are gifts.I would be so proud to have you as my son.
😢
Yea as a mother I want you ❤ I can't understand don't want to understand how u couldn't want your own child
Beautiful comment! I would be Proud to call him my Son and give him the Love and compassion and attention he needed so much! And still needs that Unconditional Love.
You might want to rethink having him as a son after you have read John 3:13.
This guy is claiming that he went to Heaven and has come back to earth.
Tell me...Does he look like the Son of man?
He just said that he is Jesus Christ come back to earth. Because John 3:13 says only Jesus Christ can do this as you have read for yourself. I didn't say this. God says this.
A liar does tell you he's lying by...
(1)
He looks to the left as he Lies. On video it look as though they are looking to the right.
(2)
They look up every now and then.
(3)
They swallow as if it's difficult. As the tell their lie.
(4)
They lick their lips every now and then.
Now you can see this for yourself so you can't be mislead ever again.
@@yojimbo8695 I prefer not to be cynical which has served me well so far.I am a nurse and psychologist and have a pretty good read of people. I suggest you really listen to his story-I mean REALLY listen and I will pray for you.
To the guy who narrated this. Dude I want you to know that you have one of the top near-death experiences I've ever heard. And I want you to know.. That you have helped me. That I'm one of the people that the angel told you you were going to help. Thank you for your words.
Omg yes I agree. I remember watching Chris story for the first time I think it was the first NDE account I watched on RUclips.
Tears!
Me too ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
He helped me too.
❤
Feel like just giving this guy a hug.. nothing is more humbling than seeing someone who's had the worst life ever remain so humble and good hearted
My brother has had a rough life but he's very knowledgeable about God and so humble and funny. One of my favorite people..I learned alot about living simply and keeping a good sense of humor and respect of God through him. This Chris guy was given a second chance and thank God.... he was able to reach alot of people that way♡
right
Jesus Christ is the Living God he is Real and he healed me he wants us all to live Forever and with him in Heaven but we cannot let our sin separate us from his Perfect love🙏❤💯
So true!!! They are an inspiration to all
That’s why God saved him.
God judges accordingly and is Just.
Thank you! My
Brother just died taking his own life last week. This makes me know that God loves him and he is with his angels.
Good luck to you ❤❤❤
I’m so sorry. I just lost my nephew to suicide 3 weeks ago today. I believe he is with Jesus but the aching in my heart is real. It’ll get easier as time goes on. God bless you. And may they both Rest In Peace.
Sorry for your loss
Hugs 🤗 ❤
Im so sorry for your loss!!!!!!😢 May God bless you and help you!!!!!!!!!❤
When God said go back and tell them I love them. I started bawling. I know he does but I dont feel it. This life is so hard but I'm holding on for my family. Thank you for your story.
Join the club! Let’s all quit work and
Every time you breathe, every time you eat, every time you smile that’s God showing you his mercy and love. We all fall short and aren’t good by nature but through his love and forgiveness you can be redeemed. Pray when you feel lonely, I’m guilty of not doing this enough also but I’ve gone into full convos with God alone and fell asleep peacefully mid convo. He’s there he just wants you to actually call on him in faith. He’ll answer when you least expect it 🙏🏿
Free spirit
Hold on! This life is very difficult, if Chris can endure what he’s been through then so can we! Be strong. Even though this experience of life feels like an eternity, it’s really just a blink of an eye. You have a purpose, God made you for a reason 🙏🏻
@@MentionDav3 Why would we need redeemed when God created this mess in the first place? God created sin, knew humanity would sin and let it happen.
Pleeeeease read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. It saved my life. It's not new age, nor religious, it's perfect. God bless you 🙏 ❤.
My daughter committed suicide in June of 2016 she was 18. This video gave me hope that she is with God. I've prayed for months n months n finally God gave me a message thru my son! My baby girl is ok n she is with God.
Yes she is!
She is 1000 times over in heaven and healing, her soul, all her family and loved ones are he there to heal her from her earthly body and life
I know this was 1 month ago I know u miss her but don’t worry you’ll see her in heaven don’t let the devil say that u won’t see her again u will god has plans for u in life don’t worry and stay safe❤
I lost my daughter in August of 2016. She was 17. The only thing that keeps me from going insane is the hope that I will see her again. I miss her so much. Prayers for you, I know your pain ❤🙏
Hey. You’re gonna see her one day. I love you (I’m saying this as another human to another one)
I would of been proud to have you as a son. You're a good soul and I'm sure you're a blessing to those kids .
Amen ❤️🙏
Sweet. He needs to know that
Fluffy you'rlasy right
Says alot about u... Yo an angel❤❤❤
I bel you would be happy to have anyone as your kid 😊 That’s Christ like
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)✝️
❤
You saved my life. I tried twice to leave and got back from coma. I got stuck again but i ll never try taking my life again. You are a gift for me
As a middle schooler struggling as well, though I don’t know who you are but i know for a fact that you CAN DO IT please let go through this together. There are so many opportunities out there for you to discover :D
God has prepared a beautiful life ahead for you
Jesus is God's gift to us all. ❤ Amen
I am so sorry your pain was so overwhelming. I am happy that you plugged into Our Loving Father God. Welcome to Love.
Gentle, pure hearted young man despite all he has been through.
He not pure hearted ! He’s swearing and cursing 🤬 He’s got to come to Jesus and repent and be born again
@@annab5961 God spoke to him, not you. And if you say otherwise, you might be treading on the one unforgivable sin- blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You don’t want to go down that route.
@@piperhurtado4945 : I think you are confused . I’m definitely NOT blaspheming the Holy Spirit ! You need to stop trying to scare Christians with that line ! We are to test the spirits against the word of God and the fruits of the Spirit that a person may or may not be displaying . I didn’t doubted what happened to him . I’m talking about his own judgment in the situation and his lack of conviction of the Holy Spirit in his life
@@annab5961 so if you don’t doubt what happened to this young man indeed happened and, moreover, you realize he has no reason to get on RUclips and lie, then you are doubting his sincerity and, therefore, you are potentially committing blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You just don’t know. I don’t know. Till I have reason to believe otherwise, I believe him. You aren’t God; therefore, I take what you say with a grain of salt.
@@piperhurtado4945 What load of Rubbish !! You don’t even know what you’re talking
about . 🤦♀️I’m sorry but you sound very ignorant about theology of spiritual things
Sara Nara to you!
I was in a really bad place today and looked up "Christian suicide" and found this video. That moment at 13:02 when he said "you have so much to do for so many people" really hit home... I'm so glad I found this video and heard Chris's story. It "did something for me" and helped me when I was in that dark place and I just wanted to say thanks.
You’re not alone, just try little by little, day by day..all these little tries will add up to a feeling of worth..and then abundance 🙏🏽
Praying for you! ❤
Amen and Praise Jesus!
God love you all!!!
I don't know you, but I'm honestly crying happy tears for you. Love, and blessing from Michigan.
I found it interesting how he spoke about the special ed kids - not like he was doing a great service but more like he was privileged to work with them. Truly humble good man - God is blessing us who listen to this video.
Thank you for these videos. I am a clinical psychologist, and I just experienced my first client lost to suicide. He was a marine with PTSD, and we worked together for over 7 years. We lost touch as he got better (seemingly), though I still tried to reach out. I found out Friday that he has been gone now for over two years, and I had no idea. All that remains is a VA Memorial page online. It was so sad for me. So I came here, on this video, to try to get a bit of peace in my heart about what he went through. I wanted him to know he wasn't alone, and I find some solace in thinking that he isn't. So again, thank you for these videos. You are inspiring me to do more with my own little RUclips channel from here on out, and you helped me find a little peace of mind today, over lunch, as I missed my former client.
You help a lot of people, thank you ❤
GOD has truly Blessed you, Beloved! In doing so, you are blessing & giving so much love to GOD'S children & others. Stay Blessed Always, in ALL WAYS❤
It really is heartwarming that a psychologist goes out of his way to really care in this day and age! I haven't had the same experience! Thank you for not getting desensitised to people truly hurting !❤
@@ashmac1397 thank you for your kind words, I appreciate it 💗
The military requires good people to murder and sin in other countries, but it’s still sin. And the karma manifests as PTSD because they can’t believe the awful things they did to innocent men and women, many of which were just trying to protect their family from foreign invaders on their land - yes, the U.S. military. I feel for soldiers so much… but they have to know what they’re signing up for and that the benefits (money, home loans, education etc) all come at a high cost that follows into the afterlife as well. Everyone please stay discerning. ✨✨✨
From someone who struggled with suicide since I was a small child. Let me say…. God loves you all.
❤❤❤ me too. God bless you. I'm glad you're still here. ❤❤❤
Thank you 😊 Yes He does!!!
And I don’t know you, but I love you too!!! 🙏🏾 And Glad you’re here to continue to spread such a beautiful message….
When will you religious people stop using this subject to sell your god. It's shameless.
Jesus loves us so much ❤
@upturnedblousecollar5811 people who have had NDE see the afterlife or the bridge between at least, and millions of us come back with great faith in God. Nobody is selling anything.
This happened to me. I over dosed. But I was with him. I’ve never felt so safe. I have tears in my eyes… so amazing
Hope you’re right…
Stay strong ❤
same, overdosed twice, clean off fentanyl 2 yrs this november 🖤 stay strong we do recover ♡
@@marmcclainGod bless you I’m proud of you.
@@harvenger0deathyou will not be conscious enough cause you will be in shock and shut outs your ability to proces thoughts.
I just cried for being so unwanted by his mom😭😭😭😭😭😭
the mother in this story is TRULY a piece of work. If I read this character in a book I would say it is bad writing, because no one is that villainous. Oof
Ummm it's not just this mother it seems to be MOST of the times it's the "mother" that tears the child apart and doesn't want them for the child they are. Women LITERALLY have turned children into a check via child support. Women see their own children as dollar signs. Children raised by single mothers are SIGNIFICANTLY more prone to suicide, depression, raping others, going to jail etc....
I used to think that "women" were the loving ones until I grew up and realized they would NEVER do what a man does for their family and are endlessly unsatisfied and always want more without seemingly EVER realizing what they have.
@@letsgetdoing that my friend is called getting "redpilled"
You’re mother telling you “ I don’t want you” after not talking to him for years is so heartbreaking 💔 I am proud of the man he’s today. Enjoy life!
😢😢😢😢
When my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take care of me. Psalm 27:10
Imagine Jesus Christ himself on judgment day saying. "I never knew you."
Please read John 3:13.
This guy said he went to heaven and obviously has come back.
QUESTION:
Does he look like the Son of man?
QUESTION:
He just told the world thAt he is Jesus Christ returned.
You read what God has written in John 3:13. So you know I did say this. God said this. The owner of this channel posts videos of liar's to manipulate other's who don't know their scriptures into believing lies. Yet you have now read that only the Son of man can enter into and come from heaven. Both of the people are liar's.
A liar also does this.
(1)
They look to the left as they lie. On video it look as if they are looking to the right
(2)
They blink rapidly every now and then as they lie.
(3)
They will lick their lips as they tell their lie.
Rewatch this. And then wAtch a few others of people who went into Heaven. They all do the same thing. It will make you smile because they can no longer lie to you.
My mother did that to my brother pretty much. :/
That broke my heart. I would love him were he my son. I love him now as a stranger💖💖💖
My uncle took his life 2 weeks ago. He was 24 and I am 21. We grew up together. He told me that he was sad inside but I didn’t take him serious because we all get sad sometimes.. I miss him so much. 💔💔 I pray he is at peace
Sorry to read of your loss. May he be at peace.
Truly an deeply sorry for your loss. :(
@@michaelyolch79 thank you 💘
I understand. My girlfriend and confidant of man decades hung her self ten days ago. I cannot speak
Please learn from this I hope anyone who hears from another that they are sad, want to leave this earth, or anything along these lines takes it serious; show concern, acknowledge, and follow up.
"Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close."🫂
When he mentioned about God holding you it reminded me of this scripture ❤️
Isaiah 49❤
God gave me such a parent
Psalm 27. My parents do love and care for me but they had their own problems, especially my dad, who was an angry, bitter man- that resulted in a very scared unhappy childhood for me. This verse has always stuck in my mind. As I get older and hear stories like this, I'm grateful that my childhood was what it was. May God love and protect all the defenceless children and the children who are not loved as they should be.
Yes ❤
In 2023 I died and came back. My experience was a feeling of overwhelming peace, no pain, but it was also a void of darkness but it wasnt scary. When they brought me back from my overdose, all of the pain came back emotionally and physically. I know I may sound selfish knowing that I have a daughter, and family in general who care about me but there was a sense that I felt, that made me not want to come back due to how peaceful I was. I’m grateful to be back because I didn’t want my loved ones to hurt over me passing away too early. I was 29. I’m 30 now. This life we are living is hard, dying is easy. I’m not scared of death anymore. I embrace it when the day comes…
But remember Jesus said, "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No one comes to the Father but through Me": Jesus is knocking.
I believe all our souls ache to return to God, we miss the love, peace and balance we once knew. Trying to live in this world these days is extremely difficult in many ways. I completely understand why you would not want to come back but I am glad you did. You are needed here for many reasons. Unfortunately pain is one of our best teachers, we learn so much from it. It's hard to not get lost in our sorrows and frustrations. Stay strong my friend! I struggle with you, you are not alone in how you feel but we must stay and finish our lessons. ❤ hugs and love from me to you 😊
PRAY AND ASK JESUS FOR FORGIVENESS OF UR ADULTERY AND SINS, ALSO FORGIVE OTHERS INORDER TO BE FORGIVED AND ASK JESUS TO HEAL U ❤❤❤
Endure to the end ❤
Not realistic.
Your parents do not decide what your worth is as a human being. I’m so sorry that the adults around you failed you so miserably. Stay strong.
I came here today because i saved a man from jumping off a bridge. He wasn't happy with me for that. He wanted to die. I hope one day he finds value in his life.
This was an experience with a total stranger who i will never see again.
Its hard to process my thoughts right now.
Love to all.
You where very brave.
Later on he will realize and see you as an angel. You saved someones life, that is no small thing. Love and blessings to you.
❤
You never know what someone is going through he could be in so much pain that he couldn't handle it anymore and was looking for a way out there are way worse things than death
I love you ❤️ I pray that God bless that individual and yourself for your efforts to help him 🥲
This touched my heart. Knowing how suicidal I am & will do anything to leave this earth. It opened my eyes & touched my soul… i’m building a relationship with God now.
That’s amazing. God and Jesus want you to live, they want you to live through them and be the best person you can possibly be.. you are special
You are stronger than you realize and important. You have purpose. Use your gift and experience on earth for good. God loves you and so do I.
I love you.❤ You have great purpose on this earth. May you find joy in all you do and experience!
Same
Praise GOD for your life, keep GOD always in your life no matter what
This man is truly beautiful. He is eternally rich in ways this world usually overlooks. Imagine his mom hearing his powerful message.
My brother committed suicide December 2nd 2019 and this video helped me make peace with that. I can move on now. Thank you. ❤
Stay strong Stacy.
The only unforgivable sin is denial of the holy spirit. I feel like God is merciful when we are in pain and he must have been in so much pain to take his own life, that i dont think God would judge him for that, but let him rest in peace and security 😊
So sorry for your loss. 🕊️🩷
Wooooow!!... thank God!!... your free!! 😊
You need to make peace with God. What this guy says in a lie. It is not Biblical and he has no place in God. This video should be the last place that would make you have any peace.
Don't put your faith in man but rather in God. If you want to know more then ask.
As the mom of a special needs kid that I believe is an actual angel, I love how he feels about these individuals.
Father of autistic kid. Life is rough. Hope your stronger than me
@@Tcray430 You're stronger than your STRONGEST day. Trust me. It gets better. Sending you love. ❤💛~Tiff
@Tcray430 I feel you. I also am a mother of a autistic son 4 year and it’s pretty rough. Sometimes i think ‘I can’t do this”. But I’am keep doing what I need to do. Is giving him ❤. But it’s heavy..
That's a curse
@@NAT-turners-RevengeO am REPENTING going back I was Rebaptize then got on a Destruction path SINNING no. I want God love and my LIFE SOUL. not FORNICATe. I hate TJ's and BODY DEFILE ...This anger me. HOLY GHOST NO give me God love back and Bible class. I should've Have done this. I mess up. Please pray
This man returned for a reason, he had a message to deliver to the people and be an inspiration to those who are at a low point in their life,he is a beautiful soul,
Amen
@@HopeHope-so9fm if he would've been truly dead, he would not have returned
Read John 3:13.
This guy went to Heaven and came back.
QUESTION:
Does he really look like the Son of man?
QUESTION:
Does he look like Jesus Christ?
You read it for yourself. God wrote this. Only the Son of man can come and go from heaven. This guy just told the world that he is the Son of man.
The only reason he has for being here is to mislead those who don't know the scriptures. Both the owner of this channel and this liar are of John 8:44. And very soon they are going to have a face to face with Hebrews 10:31.
A liar does this as they lie.
(1)
They look to the left a lot.
It will look as if they are looking to the right on video.
(2)
They blink rapidly every now and then.
(3)
They lick their lips every now and then as the tell their lie.
Everyone that claims they went to Heaven, saw God, talked with God or Jesus all do these three things. It might put a smile on your face knowing that they can no longer lie to you.
Have fun with it.
Maybe I need to see this right now
I love this video so much. I thank God for beautiful Chris Batts. Chris, if you are reading this, know that you (and your divine message) are beloved by us all.
The last part when he says “if you change your thought you can change your life. Change what you feel about yourself and then see what happens after that” gives me the hope I’ve been needing lately. I WILL do everything I can to change my thinking. I trust this is a message Source wanted me to hear.
Thank you ❤
You have the power , change the channel of your mind by changing unwanted thoughts. Philippians 4:8 tells us to think on good report. When you find yourself thinking the wrong thoughts, immediate find good thoughts to meditate on. God bless
@@shaolinabbott9161 you haven’t been paying attention and you are wrong but go ahead and live in fear and hate 👏🏻👏🏻
You can do it 👏🏻👏🏻 harder at the beginning but gets easier
@@shaolinabbott9161 thank you for the info. Guess I'll be joining Satan tonight. ✌🏾
@Moonbeam how are you doing? I just want to follow up with you on your change. I pray that you make a difference for you so I can be encouraged also by your story.❤️🙏🏼
I am obsessed with NDE videos. This one literally brought me to tears. Thank you all so much. Special thank to Chris for sharing. ❤
I cried too. Beautiful young man, beautiful story. Thank God we live in a time where we are finally getting the truth about God.
Me too. I feel like I’m finally getting concrete believable answers as to what happens to us after we die. I’m not religious but I do believe these people.
I am too my husband passed away 2.5 months ago and since I been watching NDE and this brings me sore of relief knowing he is in this beautiful place and he will be waiting for me
I’m obsessed too! Makes me have a new perspective of spirituality and I’m hungry for it! ❤
@@michaelknapp8961 I drowned at age of 22. I couldn't save myself and blacked out. I am 72. God had given me many years on " borrowed time ". I did not get a near death experience like others. I have accepted God as my Savior now not then. Everyone don't get to see God till you go Home.
After losing my dream job, my ex and her children and then my dog, I was at my lowest point of my life, I struggled everyday, I reminded myself I had to live, my parents, relatives and friends love me, I love everyone around me.
I had to put one foot in front of the other to get me out of that funk.
I talked to my friends and my therapist and I prayed.
Doors opened and I was able to move on to another chapter of my life.
One step at a time. That’s how I did it.
Easy enough if you have people who care. Damn near impossible if nobody does.
I dont
No religion,no pretense just authentic. I pray blessings
This man's life is one of the hardest I have ever heard about. Abandoned in a dumpster at 6 months old, growing up with abuse and neglect and finally being told by his mother that she doesn't love him.. The NDE was truly a gift from God. What an amazing blessing it was for him at a time or turmoil. I truly hope Chris is doing well now. I send him so much love and blessings as I do to anyone else reading this right now. May God watch over us all in these dark times ❣❣❣
Amen
Thank you & Amen🙏🏼♥️
I send you so much love back for the love you just put out there ❤ more of God more of humanity more prayers
@@wingstofly1664 Bless you.. Sending love right back to you too ❤
“I love her, I love him, I love him.” That touched me so deep.😢
I used to be depressed and wondered why I was even here on this planet, but GOD turned my situation around. I am no longer depressed and I have chosen to live for the Lord Jesus.
Lol
Amen. Same happen to me. Jesus saved me from depression
How did that happen? I was making plans to end it all.
@@natgenesis5038 Sounds like a cry for help, even though you wrote Lol. Turn to Jesus and find the love that He has for you.
@@ellesamuse Cry out to him and ask him to help you ... and he will hear; you have to have faith that he hears everybody and will answer. He wants you to turn to him instead of elsewhere. God bless you. Grab the Holy Bible and read (the chapters in John or Matthew are a good place to start reading). HTH.
I work at a non profit, supporting and leading/directing a day program for special needs. And after 6 years I can confirm that it is indeed the closest to Source you could ever get. They are pure magic. This RUclips channel has changed my life. I was led to it this morning and am so glad. I love you and am glad you’re here. We are out here to love. To forgive, to learn, to grow. I feel such peace after watching these experiences. ❤
Chris if you ever read this know I LOVE YOU!!! Truly, I’ve never felt such a feeling of love for a complete stranger!!! Your testimony is amazing. You have such a beautiful presence, it’s amazing! I’m so sorry you’ve been treated so horribly by those who were gifted with the responsibility of caring for you. God gave you the soul of a warrior, please know you’ve touched me deeply. I pray that you now have good people and peace in your life. I’ll see you one day in heaven my brother 🙏🏻
You said everything I was feeling as I listened to him! And I fell in love with God all over again - he is so good and merciful and loving and kind.
❤
AMEN🙏 🕊💙
I agree how beautiful
Amen❤️🙏🏼🕊
His life was over before it got started but thank god he made it
That’s the story of many suicide victims. They never knew life and never will. I’m convinced now that some people in this world are predestined to fail and be robbed of the chance to actually live and feel the essence of what life actually is. Suicide leans more towards being a predestined fate rather than a complete loss of hope and faith, there’s more than enough evidence to prove this.
@@Dee-iy9uq So true. So true.
God bless you. I've been deeply depressed since my only child, my son, died from COVID in Dec, 2021. This message is giving me hope. Thank you.
God is with you, He will never abadon nor forsake you when you turn to Him! There is a reason for our affiliction and suffering even when we can’t see it. He is working all things out for good and His purpose. In our weaknesses, He proves His strength. There is hope, joy, peace & love in Christ. God Bless you ❤
Sorry for your loss
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your son. I can’t imagine the pain you have experienced. I wanted to make a suggestion…there is a hospice nurse called “hospice nurse Julie”. She has the most beautiful stories of what her patients see as they are getting close to passing. They are often able to see friends and family that have passed.
Your son is not alone. He is surrounded by love and he wants the best for you. You will see him again. 🙏❤🙏❤
Who is "god" apart from an imaginary friend ?
@@m4r4 Who is "god" apart from an imaginary friend ?
I loved your story. My son committed S last week. He was mentally ill. I hope he's found peace.
My heart goes out to you 💔
So sorry
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Sir, I am so sorry for the “adults”that failed you during your entire childhood. You so did not deserve not to be cherished. You seem to be so intelligent and insightful so I have no doubt that God has amazing plans for you. Thank you for sharing your story and I wish nothing but a long life of happiness for you. 🙏❤️
God choose you to teach Love to others when they feel unloved. Be blessed and Praise God!
You chose this life in a higher dimension. Earth school.
God did a marvelous work in you. Please find a church and learn about salvation.
Very much so I'm so sorry for these mistakes people made to hurt you .
@Mster you see..this is the problem. You call them subhumans but I'd like to humbly give you another opinion. You see we are the manifestations of our knowledge which we get through family and community socialisation. This man's knowledge of himself and God led him down the road of suicide, his aunt's knowledge of God and herself is what led her to treat him that way. She didn't know God as He is, LOVE son she despised His creation, her own blood. He didn't know God as LOVE so he despised His creation, his own self.
We are on this earth to know God's love. Let's not look at the creation's weakness but the creator's grace. It takes grace to see with God's eyes. Let's keep believing for that grace.
I lost my son to suicide 18 months ago. This is such a beautiful comforting video. Bless you ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤
Sorry fur your loss, prayers n condolences 🙏🏻
So very sorry
I cried a little
I am so sorry for your loss
i feel so bad my heart is shattered thank God for working in this guy i hope he’s well and thriving
What a great and inspiring and strong man. After this terrible, horrible childhood with a monster of a mother.. he sits there, telling the world about the hell he went through, and still smiling adorably. His heart is a very bright light. I'm so thankful he is still here with us and able to enrich the lives of his loved ones! ❤
Yeah, he's got a God Given Good Nature.
God loves his mother too❤️
His mother made some horrific decisions, but she too probably had a childhood full of abuse and trauma, and needs love, compassion and understanding. Hopefully she'll get to know Jesus and discover her identity, her value and her purpose in life.
@@TearDownThisWall, His mother carried the most selfish and worldly ambitions, 'wanting to be a model', over riding all natural inclinations to being a loving and nurturing mother. Fancy throwing a baby in a rubbish bin. It's a wonder she wasn't jailed.
@@freyamckenzie5583 He that is without sin, let him cast the first stone. John 8:7
I lost my best friend to suicide in 2016. I've struggled to not follow his lead ever since. This video specifically makes me feel like I can let go of that pain and move on. Thank you.
You are loved!
"Be still and know that I am God"
Right there with you rn.
Be encouraged. THE ALMIGHTY is real and full of love. Pray always HE will hear and answer you. Im sorry for what happened to your best friend l don't believe he would want you to do that Neither does THE ALMIGHTY want you to. So be encouraged and just "LET GO" Let FATHER take care of all your troubles. You are a star shine. One love 💕
Im so glad criss batty survived. Hopefully he gets the c### he wants / needs and lives happy.🌈
❤❤❤
What an incredible young man. His biological mother missed out on a relationship with an amazing man. God bless you every day for the rest of your life.
I battle with suicidal ideation daily, and today you have saved my life thank you ❤
Please stay. Sending you love ❤
He describes heaven just how my mom did because she "died" as a child but came back.
Blessings my sister, I died while delivering my oldest son. I had a supernatural encounter with Jesus, He said it's not your time go tell them I love them ❤
Pm@@alexiswatson3724
There's something special about Chris, he has a glow, calmness. Just listening to his voice brings me peace. Thank God you're here🙏
Yeah
I wonder why he gets the great NDE experience while most others just die and leave a wake of grief behind them. The bad outweighs the good. Its sad we live in a world where people get pushed to the brink of wanting to leave it. I don't want to be here either, but, suicide is not an option. It means nothing to me to hear that God loves me. I can't feel it. Hearing someone say it does nothing to change my life.
@@LadyBGoode-gr8wm Ask God in all humility to reveal Himself to you - but you have to be sincere. He will answer. He had promised that He will be found of them who search for Him with all their hearts. When my mother, who told me that garbage had more value than me wasn't actively trying to kill me, she was actively encouraging me to commit suicide. Even bought 2 bottles of sleeping pills for me and told me they would go down easier if I took milk with them. One day, when I grew up and had children, then divorced, and my husband (despite my moniker, I'm a woman), remarried and threatened to take my children from me saying that I had nothing and was nothing, and it being Christmas Eve as he took the children for his visitation rights, I climbed in my car and fully intended to drive it off a cliff near my home. I was so done with life, so done with my mother and husband hating me, and so done with God hating me - or so I thought. But as I began to drive that car up to the cliff, the car died before I did. I got a ride home from some friendly people and realized that I was fulfilling my mother's demands that I kill myself Then i realized that it was evil all my life, which told me that I was worthless. I saw God in a new light. Perhaps He did love me after all. I decided then, just to spite the devil, to live ON PURPOSE. Several years later, I had an NDE when I lost a lot of blood during surgery and the doctor did not give me any extra blood. I stood at the threshold of heaven - I didn't see God but I felt and saw His light and the overwhelming sense that God loves, even me. His love poured down on me like water and totally saturated me. It was astonishing! This God, whom I was certain not only did not love me but hated me with a purple passion, actually DID love me!! I had been merely projecting my mother's and ex-husband's hatred of me onto God. And that perception was all a lie. A deception by evil. And then I understood clearly that God loves not only me but EVERYONE with the same intensity - but evil people can obfuscate the shine of that love. It was when it was just He and me, without distractions or bad feelings foisted on me by cruel people, that I was finally still enough to feel His overwhelming love for me. It has changed my life forever. I will pray the same for you - that the Lord Jesus, who is God and my Solid Rock, will reach you in that place only He knows how to reach you. Do you have a Bible? Read the Gospel of John. Read it with a prayer and open heart to the One who loves you more than you will ever know, whether you feel it right now or not. You will feel it someday as you search diligently for Him. I assure. you. Because YOU ARE IMPORTANT! I am praying for you. Sending love.
"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
John 3:16
@@LadyBGoode-gr8wm
31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For Thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
- Romans 8:31-38
The bad never outweighs the good, the light always shines through even on the darkest day. I wish you peace and hope you find the will to open your heart to God because he will make you’re life easier and worth living. Bless you
This story really touched me. He started working with Special Ed kids, giving back... loving others. This is a blessed life here, REALLY blessed.
🐣🐣🐣 a new person
Well sir,I wish to have you as my Uncle now😂❤
I've spent countless hours watching NDEs and religious testimonies. Even though I can't say I've had the experiences you had, I can say it's an impactful testimony. I feel a weight of feeling like I need to change. I pray the Lord speaks to me and comes into my heart.
Have a look into the pre mortal beliefs of the church of Jesus christ of latter day saints- I'm also been watching alot of NDE and have been recently baptized into the church. Their pre mortal doctrine scaringly goes hand in hand with alot of these nde's.
Seek that feeling. Really meditate on it and talk to Jesus. Whatever is put on your heart talk to him about it. You have to be 100% genuine. Godbless
My mom used to tell me she never wanted me. There's nothing worse to tell a child. To this day I have trust issues, abandonment issues, and very low self esteem
You are loved! ❤
I'm sorry to hear. Hope you are doing much better. God hears you and so does Jesus. Spark a conversation with them. I'm saying this at a real low point.
My 'mum' told me aswell. Set me up for a life of people pleasing and having low self worth and ended up in an abusive relationship. I got out of it with my son but I never wanted to be here anymore. I felt lost in the world. Tried to take an overdose but managed to live through it. I'm glad I'm still here because my son needs me but when that day comes I know I'm going to see my loved ones again and I can't wait for that part ❤
Same here 😢💔
But God did that’s why you exist
My grandparents were just killed in a wreck.
Thank you for sharing this.
I know they’re together in Heaven.
It is better to leave the destination of passed loved one up to God. Jesus said to let the dead be but for the living to follow after Him.
@@removingveils5824 Do everyone a favor and just stop sharing your opinion, it's a dumb one.
@@removingveils5824Why are you commenting under people’s posts with such negativity? The lord says to love and support one another, you are not doing that. It does not matter how righteous or pious you think you are because it’s not enough and you do not deserve to be saved. None of us do. We cannot be saved through works alone. Only Christ’s love and mercy make that possible for us . Understand this, humble yourself and pray to the lord for forgiveness.
@@removingveils5824take your negative obedience bs elsewhere you nonce
@@Jamaal-nc6fdPeople live with false hopes. It is better to know the truth so that we can change our lives to be saved, rather than follow falsehood and be forever damned.
This poor guy. I want to hug him so hard and let him know he is loved. His story touched my heart 😢❤
I miss my best friend so much. I know he is watching over me. Thank you for sharing this story - peace and blessings to everyone here.
I know when I’m depressed, and I watch something about the lord❤️I feel heavy weight lifted off my shoulders.
If you are depressed then you should examine why. It usually leads to the root of disobedience to Christ.
I'm so sorry for your loss we lost my dad to suicide too ...sincerely sorry
@@removingveils5824 I’m sorry but please I understand your in Christ I am too but please don’t judge others Christ tells us not to just spread Love
@@WOGDAISHA You may be in Christ. However, please tell me, if you and I are walking through the African bush, me leading, and I come across a black mamba in the path and not warn you, then you get bitten, what would you say to me as you are dying?
Don't be foolishly duped by false doctrine, and don't hide sin behind the false judge-me-not jargon.
I didn't judge. I merely stated a fact. A condition.
God's word is there for all to read the warnings, conditions, promises, admonishings, etc. It also says that we are to expose sin for the sake of others.
Thank You for Chris
Thank You for his Love
Thank You for his Abundance
Thank You for his Peace
Thank You for his Joy
Thank You for his Health
Thank You for his Strength
Thank You for his Wisdom
Thank You for his Oneness
Thank You for his Beautiful Life
Amen
Oh my, you are a very sweet person..xo
Next time he dies he's going to Hell, for the crime, the sin, of trying to take his own life. The Devil just gave him an illusion of Heaven, so as to give him hope. That way, once he pulls him down to hell, that hope, that memory of God's eternal glory, which he has missed, will drag him down into ever deeper agony and despair.
There can be no despair without hope. So hope, so that the Devil may have a greater panoply of misery with which to punish you, should you stray from God's path even fractionally.
God does not forgive sinners.
@@shaolinabbott9161 God loves sinners (who confess/ change) and the innocents/ abused.. God does not forgive hypocrites and abusers (who do not confess/ change).
@@shaolinabbott9161I alone have been anointed by the Ninth to spread his holy word!
@@shaolinabbott9161In mortal life, Talos was a Nord possessed of unmatched tactical skill, limitless wisdom and the power to see into men's hearts.
Im not suicidal however, I am very sad and upset with how things are going in this lifetime so far. I feel like im already losing my purpose and planning to settle. I mean I’m only 25 but experienced a lot of hurt and been let down and if i have soo many more years im afraid of whats to come. I’ll remain faithful. This message was inspiring. Thank you.
Talk to God, He will reciprocate ✨
Literally the comment I was looking for
Tell us your troubles
Stay strong and open up your heart. Talk to someone. There is alot of great things for you to come. Don't give up. Take care.
Well, I am sucidal... Trying to figure out the best way to end it all
This really is what God is. I’m sobbing because so many people don’t understand that kind of love exists. I’ve attempted suicide before and I’ve came close to dying several times in my life. God loves us regardless of our circumstances.
Yes this is truth...God is Love...and God love the perfectly imperfect everyone...
I strongly doubt God exists. It just didn't happen because you didn't do it properly. I don't even believe in love. I find the theory dumb. Why did he let you attempt it in the first place if he loved you.
@@muzvarehelen It’s kinda sad you don’t believe in love and I hope that does change for you. God allows for free will so we make good decisions and dumb ones that can teach us lessons. You don’t need to believe in God to feel loved. You don’t need to believe in God to know you choose your own path. Just find something or someone to believe in that keeps you going.
@@muzvarehelenLove exists, Truth exists...a force exists it's kinda hard to comprehend tho we're all experiencing it RIGHT NOW, call it Life-God-Universe-Source blah-blah-blah but there's no beginning or end, it just is, always has been always will be that's just the Unconditional Truth and Love about it
Trust you'll experience this, it's inevitable
Recommend 'non-duality' for perspective, you're literally an expression of the One and Only, words are not enough but fuck it "GOD IS REAL!" ♥️✨
@@muzvarehelencan't blame your pov, it does get dark but just keep asking questions and the Truth will reveal itself
Thank you
Hearing this man's early story of how poorly he was treated makes me cry. I would do anything for my son, who is profoundly autistic, has no real verbal communication ability, and needs 24 hour seven day a week care. This young man is so eloquent, kind, and deserving of love like us all. It does break my heart his mother was such a person. Grateful for his NDE. Saved his life.
I’m also an autistism mom of two and understand this fully. 😢
Watch the movie speller's, it's about nonverbal autistics who get access to communication. I know a speller who graduated from college and got accepted to law school using a letter boards to communicate, and Elizabeth Bonker valedictorian of her college. He's in there, he's intelligent. We are learning that it's a motor sensory disorder, not a behavioral cognitive disorder.
@@bettynagawa3699 The child doesn't need to be healed....just loved unconditionally.
From my research, only extremely advanced souls choose to incarnate as humans with significant challenges....and that advanced divine being chose YOU to be his mother for the growth and understanding gained by living this life as child and mother. Congratulations on this divine gift.
I felt like crying too
I lost my dearest son in August, 2022. He was 31 years old. He was missing for couple of days and found dead in the park. He committed a suicide. It was a great shock to our family and to all who knew him. It broke my heart. After his death, my life completely changed and lost its meaning for me. Something was bothering him and he didn't want to talk about it or get a professional help. And then he did it. How could I, as a mother, not feel that he was going to do such a terrible thing to himself?! Despair, pain of loss and guilt torment me constantly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, talk to him, and ask him for forgiveness. All religions say that God does not forgive suicides and they will go to hell forever. And it hurts my heart even more. Every day and night I pray to God and ask Him to forgive him and grant his soul a peace in the Kingdom of Heaven. Oh, God, I miss my boy so much and I want to hug him, i want to kiss his strong and beautiful hands. I want to tell him how dear he is to me, and that I love him endlessly. Rest in peace my dear Artem. You will always remain in my heart.
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Sorry for your loss
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Bless you. Bless you. Bless you.
Your sharing and honesty helps me.
Thank you.
He is in Gods arms.
May you rest in Gods arms. I am not religious but know there is a love greater and God is inside all of us
Just waiting for us to ask
Psalm 91 soothes my soul daily
Bless you
I feel your pain🙏🏼 Comfort yourself in the knowledge that there is no such place as hell. It is a state of mind & religious propaganda. It is the ones who create such misery who have minds full of hell & create hell on Earth for others. Do not blame yourself for what happened to your son, it will hold you back in your spiritual journey & growth ❤
lately ive been struggling with my mental health and with that comes all the suicidal thoughts. I think ive hit the point where i dont want to bring it up or talk about it with others so i find myself feeling very alone and unwanted but this video really hit home. All i want is to leave this place and go somewhere better but i cant do that to my sister or the people i truly love, having lost a friend to suicide. I remember begging God to take me but for some reason i am here still... and all i can hear is what God told Chris " you have so much to do for so many people." Thank you for sharing your story
I have listened to *A LOT* of NDE'S. This one really touched me! I hope this gentleman is doing so much better and feels so much happier than he did before he mistakenly almost took his life! He *TRULY INSPIRED ME* to try to get back into working with Special Education children like I did many many years ago!!! I hope that he sees this comment and knows what he did for me. I would like to thank him... So, if you see this sir... *THANK YOU & GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!*
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I have listened to a lot of NDE stories too. I agree with you, this young man's story felt so real.
He is close to broken-hearted, He is the father to orphans and a husband to widows ! ❤
God/Source is also a Mother.
@@CosmicCourtOfLaw cosmos isn't God sonny. Only Jesus Christ is God and he recieves us unto himself if we believe in him and what he did on the cross; we are saved by his sacrifice and it was his plan before the foundations of the world was. Jesus Christ who is God had no beginning and has no end.
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I command fear to listen: I transmute your fear right now back into love. Fear is love that forgot it is. I transmute all fear-based beliefs back to love. Fear has no power here. And so it is. LOVE HAS SPOKEN. It is done.
@@CosmicCourtOfLaw I have no fear but assurance that I am saved, and I am ready to be glorified in him - awaiting incorruption and immortality and eternity with God. In fact because of this, I have nothing really to be afraid off, because the truth has set me free. I am fearful for your sake and for other people who do not know the truth. As for your matter it is even worse, because you reject the truth openly and make it as unholy. Also you have no power of your own to exercise. The demons and Satan are the strongmen compared to people. They hold certain authorithy over the earth, more than any human could. Though they compared to God is absolute weakness. You can't command anything or manifest anything that doesn't go in concordance with God's word and his kingdom. And his kingdom is an everlasting kingdom in which there will be no end to the expanses and every creature will bow and confess that Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of God the Father. He's inescapable.
@@CosmicCourtOfLaw You are also a witch by your description, which makes you more prone to be decieved by the those who hold the worldy powers together; principalities, powers, rulers of darkness and spiritual wickedness in high places (in the universe). These are the aliens/fallen angels working all sorts of deceptions and lying wonders. And they will come to intercede on behalf of the antichrist and his reign; with worldy powers and the false prophet and Satan himself who will be his final incarnation.
Understand that love is this;
"Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins." - 1 John 4:10
"And he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” And likewise the cup after they had eaten, saying, “This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood." - Luke 22:19-20
"And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely." - Revelation 22:17
"And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely." - Revelation 21:6
My boyfriend of 9 years took his life August 21, 2022. I watch videos like these whenever I need comfort. Thank you for this story it was very beautifully told. Very impactful.
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This dude in the video is a liar, NO man or women after committing suicide is going to heaven. PERIOD. The Holy Bible says that, The Quran, and basically every religion has this standpoint.
@timothymichael9438 every soul goes to heaven, their is no God judging you and no hell either, u only judge yourself and then enjoy love with all other souls... and the religions are just books written by few to control others...
@@RUclipsStriker so you'd rather belileve what some random men wrote down 2000 years ago instead of someone who has actually experienced an NDE after a suicide? Talk about narrow minded.
@@kani9284 well, this “random man” you say walked, talked and ate with Jesus. And yes I believe the word of God over someone who had a “NDE” if he even had a near death experience to begin with 🤣
He is helping people right now with this retelling and it's beautiful. As someone who also suffered from childhood abuse when he described that hug from God I cried like a baby. A hug means so much when you didn't get many as a child. Praying for this man and all others in the world who need it 🙏
If you were my son, I would have been so proud of you. You have such a loving and kind heart. You are a blessing to those around you. May your life be filled with love and appreciation because you so deserve it.
I’m absolutely compelled to comment on this. Chris, your testimony has moved my spirit. I’ve listened to a multitude of NDE stories and none have ever touched me like your story has. I listened to it knowing - beyond a doubt - this is the truth. Thank you!
Hi Chris ,same here thank you for sharing your feelings and journey!!
Absolutely I felt the same so deeply true.
It’s insane pain when it gets bad bad, like nothing else but death stops it.
I was there. It was horrible. I lived. And I thank God everyday. My life changed and God healed my soul.
God can heal it.❤️
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JESUS STOPS IT!! HE SAVED ME FROM THE PITS OF HELL!
@clayton4917 HE promises to.. just seek him! Call out to HIM and ask HIM to reveal HIMSELF to you!
I believe that when you are so close to your loved ones that they will come back to say Goodbye to you for the last time in your dream. This is what happened to me and really helped me through that grieving process knowing that my loved ones were very much okay and at peace in the spirit world.
We lost my brother and it haunts me that I had a feeling to call that night but I was in bed and said I'll call tomorrow. We miss him endlessly please stay everyone, you are loved and you have divine purpose here on earth.
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I've had the same urges, unexplained push to call someone. Sometimes, I don't even have their number. Don't beat yourself up. I pray that God releases you from that feeling, but if you do feel a push to call someone again, CALL!!! And if you don't have their number, PRAY FOR THAT PERSON!
I need to find my purpose.
@@kevinspano7315 honestly its just living. Having this experience- read Many Lives Many Masters, Journey of the Souls & Signs by Laura Lynn Jackson. Best books I've read on the subject - we get so tied up in a big life purpose but we're legit just here to have fun & learn tough lessons that advance our soul.
I needed this message. I've been batting depression my whole life. Survived one attempt. I'm glad you're here thank you for delivering this. I want to keep going. Love you bro
I love you man, hope you’re having a good day
I'm battling too brother or sister. Even when I was a toddler, I remember being depressed and not wanting to be here. It's a struggle off and on but I know we are here for a reason. You matter. You are so loved. I know it's so hard and I'm so sorry you are suffering friend.
Homeopathic remedies are good for depression Google the remedies
Tbh, the best way, imo, to cure depression is to just change your lifestyle
Idk
Maybe I don’t understand what you’ve been through
But just change, like going to the gym, changing friends, take a break from those who’ve hurt you, even family & most importantly learn about & read the Bible.
Hope this helps somehow🙏🏾❤
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I am 74, in good health but ready to meet my Creator any day. NDE sharing makes me determined to give back to God and to Society each blessed day I am on earth. Amen.
Your creator was your mother...sorry to say that it was not an imaginary friend...!
@@bixou22002any idea how truly insane you have to be to believe that this all (life, the universe, etc) ‘just happened’ 🤔
THAT is crazy talk👌🏼
You have no proof that God doesn’t exist, don’t be disrespectful.
God bless you. Being 74 in good health is amazing ❤❤
God bless you, The Lord is waiting for you to come home when the tome is ready with warm open arms x
I have watched hundreds of NDEs on RUclips and this one is in my top 3💗
This NDE Im listening on my way to work ( 45 min drive ) this NDE made me literally bawl my eyes out . I want to hug this man so strongly . His story - very touching , because there are many ppl who have struggled and had a difficult childhood . Childhood trauma is real . Depression is real . The source is real . NDEs make my soul flutter .
I wish your mum knew what a great "kid" she brought into this world. God bless you abundantly! May you NEVER lack anything.
This is a beautiful story, I love it! My son died of an accidental overdose in April 2022 ,I pray that Jesus and God met him with open arms, he died alone so this terrifies me! Thank you for your testimony!
Sweet beautiful Soul...He didn't die alone... and we are all eternal...
Remember... your "Two Souls' Entwined for an Eternity"...
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My Son keeps talking about not wanting to live anymore and wants to go to heaven. He also self medicates his symptoms from PTSD and ADHD. I abandoned him in his teen years with my addiction and also his father (addict)who screamed his whole childhood 😭I'm in recovery trying to be supportive and I do understand I also have same issues. I pray he stays in this world with me and joins me. Much love and I pray you find peace and comfort ❤️🙏❤️
God bless you, and I do feel compelled to tell you he wasn’t alone. 🕊
@@Teriyaki-vj8nyPLEASE keep going and make it happen. YOU CAN and will!
@@jules8910 Thank you for your kindness 💗🕯️💗
What a huge problem it is that people can’t love eachother in this world including their own baby or a little kid. I hope you receive the double amount of love for the rest of your life
I lost my daughter. I felt guilt on things I could have done differently. I was crying in bed and then felt a great warmth kind of hug all over me. I knew it was a hug from heaven! I trust that everything will be just fine! Great video!
Couldn't imagine my daughter going up there me being with out her.... but sure you'll find the courage to be strong my boii 👌 she's watching you rn so keep ur ass in check 😂 🤌
that was your daughter that huge you.