Life After Suicide : A Message for Humanity (Near-Death Experience)
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- Опубликовано: 29 дек 2022
- Chris Batts shares the story of his Near-Death Experience, occurring after jumping from a moving vehicle during a suicide attempt. On the Other Side he communicated with Source, met with Angels, and was given a message for humanity. Chris shares how the experience changed his thoughts about death and why his life now has purpose.
"If you change your thought, you can change your life" - Chris Batts
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“There is no worse poverty in this world than the feeling of being unwanted, unloved, and uncared for” -mother Teresa
Jesus Christ is the Living God he is Real and he healed me he wants us all to live Forever and with him in Heaven but we cannot let our sin separate us from his Perfect love🙏❤💯
Amen
Yes and I suffer that every day of my life .no answered prayers for love and kindness
The true story of mother Theresa is disturbing
Mother Teresa was not who you think she was.
Dude your parents may not have wanted you, but they gave humanity a very special gift, that's you BRO! much love and respect to you.
I agree.
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This is the truth! You said it the best way!!❤
Well said. Couldn't have said it any better ❤
Thanks for not telling him that his parents may not have wanted him, but they gave you life. That's just a lazy thing to say to someone with shitty parents.
Who ever is reading this GOD LOVES YOU ❤
God loves you too ❤️🙏💯
No.
God hates me.
@@phantoms2053 Just because the earth hates you doesn't mean God does too.
Try not to care for earth too much and turn to God instead.
Then why do he constantly let me go through so much pain?
@@donnabryant9112
When the Earth was created. There was no evil or pain or suffering. The humans however, were created without guidance, free to do what they wish. God sent Jesus and the prophets to try setting humans on a better path. The world became a better place when compared to what it used to be, but people cannot be changed without their consent. All evil comes from humans, sometimes possibly influenced by the devil.
We all came from God and we are all venturing through the earth hoping to return to God once we're done. Everyone goes through hardships, some are lesser and some are greater. You must stay strong and know that better times will come. Pray to God for his help and guidance and have faith that your prayers will be answered.
I hope you find peace and your problems will cease soon :|
Have faith
I lost my wife and little daughter in a terrible car accident...since that day depression and anxiety are destroying me 24h a day...my life was great before their death and i had everything a man need to be happy..but after losing my 2 loves of my life i lost the desire to live and one night i decided to take my life and i bought a gun ..it was 3 AM and i was in a the dark ..the gun in my head and suddenly my 7 years son went behind me and said : Dad can i sleep in your bad i feel affraid and can't sleep alone....good lord ..i turned around and when i saw my little kid i start crying and i hugs my kid so tight and took him to my bed and put him to sleep...im so glad i didn't kill my self and left my little boy alone in this dark life...now all i have is him and im doing everything to see him growing healthy and happy. .he's all i got...my message to every soul in pain : please hold on ..you're not ugly..you're not bad..youre not Strange...you're just a wonderful angel feeling stronger pain and youre not alone ...hold on in anything that make you feel better : God ..allah or Buda...doesn't matter..the names change but the god is one and true for all the humanity and he will help us❤
Thank you for your testimony, I’m glad you are here to give it over & over. Your lil boy did the best thing possible if he had to find you that would be a tragic outcome for two more souls, your soul is here for a reason. That reason came to you at your most vulnerable time, Time to act now Lord is among us. Listen to every voice of reason nearby, peace, love, abundance to you
Bless you, glad you stayed for him❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing that you are a very strong person.
Beautiful story of hope. Death is not the end..we only leave this body so will see them again. Thank you for sharing your story 🙏💞
Amen 🙏🏾
His father didn't want him, his mother didn't want him, his grandmother got sick, his aunt hated him.
I feel bad for this man doomed to misfortune as soon as he was concieved. Only God was on his side.
God was all he needed.
Let us be the eyes, hands, and voice of God amongst one another.
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Parents not wanting their kids is so, so common these days. I just don’t get it. I’m GRATEFUL that I have my older granddaughter, who is now my adopted daughter officially. She gave me purpose to keep living after my husband, my soul mate of marriage 33 years, died suddenly 1 year ago. It was devastating, and I know there were low points where dying of a broken heart was a possibility for me. But now I have the honor of raising her, healing her pain, loving her no matter what, and with God’s Grace giving her a good chance for a successful life. That’s it. That’s my life purpose now. And it has saved me, physically and spiritually. 🙏
There are other lives than just this one god gives you
Psalms 27 10 when my mother and father forsake me the Lord will lift me up.
The pain of depression when it gets to a certain point is like unimaginable torture.
I'm with you 💯 If my 15 yr old granddaughter wasn't my best friend that lost her daddy to an overdose on Xmas day 2020... and her mom, my daughter, lost her dad to suicide 15 yrs ago, I wouldn't be here. I've thought about it but could never do that to them. I do know 1 thing, I'm not afraid to die cuz my Dad died 4 yrs ago n I kno he's waiting for me 🥰
Are you good?
indeed it is. I suffer depression almost daily. once in a while something happens and i can laugh.
Look up Within Heaven's Gates by Rebecca Springer. Page 64 😇
@@wereallabitcrazee4312Look up Within Heaven's Gates by Rebecca Springer. Page 64 😇
I would of been proud to have you as a son. You're a good soul and I'm sure you're a blessing to those kids .
Amen ❤️🙏
Sweet. He needs to know that
Fluffy you'rlasy right
Says alot about u... Yo an angel❤❤❤
I bel you would be happy to have anyone as your kid 😊 That’s Christ like
It never ceases to amaze me how evil people can be but they call themselves Christians God was with you every step of the way and you turned out the be a wonderful loving human being thank you for your story
It does seem that way, but there are Cold Christian’s and hot. I’ve met many Christian’s that laugh at my faith, it’s very sad.
Word!!!! Lord Jesus
No all Christians are evil just like not all people are evil. The Devil uses all types of people including Christians. Christians are just as susceptible to the Devil as anyone else, but are treated as if they should somehow be better or stronger than everyone else.
Evil people WILL answer to God one day. I'm far from perfect but I don't do evil to anyone. Yet literal gangs of devil worshippers and brainwashed idiots do unbelievable evil to people everywhere constantly.
There is something angelic about himself, too. He has a kind face and a good energy. May he live a long, happy life.💫
He's very spiritual. I don't mean for this to sound weird but as he was telling us about his childhood, I truly loved him.
@@pegs1659 That is not weird at all. It just shows what a beautiful soul you are.
So true, I feel the same.
He needs to learn to stop cursing. People don’t realize how each and every word that flows from your mouth is counted and purposefully documented.
@@thenarrowpath2731 What he "needs to learn" should not be subject to your or anyone's assessment. I'm sure God prefers someone who curses once in a while, but has an enlightened mind, over someone with pure language, but a dark mind. If each and every word is documented, make sure yours are wiser than the spitting judgement that comes from dogmatism and arrogance.
My oldest son stood in front of a train and took his life almost a year ago. Ive been having a terrible day today thinking about him. I know this showed up for me today. Thank you for coming back and telling your story
I will pray for you and your son. God bless.
@@mfjh505 Thank you
Praying for you and your son.❤🙏🏼
I am so sorry just know that your son is at peace with our good lord and watches over you..only the physical shell sheds and our soul remains forever
So sorry for your loss❤️❤️ sending you love and prayers
Thank you for these videos. I am a clinical psychologist, and I just experienced my first client lost to suicide. He was a marine with PTSD, and we worked together for over 7 years. We lost touch as he got better (seemingly), though I still tried to reach out. I found out Friday that he has been gone now for over two years, and I had no idea. All that remains is a VA Memorial page online. It was so sad for me. So I came here, on this video, to try to get a bit of peace in my heart about what he went through. I wanted him to know he wasn't alone, and I find some solace in thinking that he isn't. So again, thank you for these videos. You are inspiring me to do more with my own little RUclips channel from here on out, and you helped me find a little peace of mind today, over lunch, as I missed my former client.
You help a lot of people, thank you ❤
GOD has truly Blessed you, Beloved! In doing so, you are blessing & giving so much love to GOD'S children & others. Stay Blessed Always, in ALL WAYS❤
It really is heartwarming that a psychologist goes out of his way to really care in this day and age! I haven't had the same experience! Thank you for not getting desensitised to people truly hurting !❤
@@ashmac1397 thank you for your kind words, I appreciate it 💗
The military requires good people to murder and sin in other countries, but it’s still sin. And the karma manifests as PTSD because they can’t believe the awful things they did to innocent men and women, many of which were just trying to protect their family from foreign invaders on their land - yes, the U.S. military. I feel for soldiers so much… but they have to know what they’re signing up for and that the benefits (money, home loans, education etc) all come at a high cost that follows into the afterlife as well. Everyone please stay discerning. ✨✨✨
My dad mentally tortured me and tried to when I was grown until I stood up to him. I've never felt good enough for God. But your words and story make me feel better thank you
I'm glad you stood up for yourself , there's a message for you in my channel description , sorry i can't post a link ;)
You are loved, you are precious to our Father God 🙏🏽💕
Read the Bible , you will see that Lord God Jesus Christ loves you so much and you will have peace , praying for you
My husband took his life 3 months ago. This video gives me so much peace and reassurance that he is also in Gods arms in a big hug and feels all of this incredible love. Thank you.
So sorry to hear that Andi. Blessings to you and to him as well
Blessings to you ❤️
I’m sorry, may God bless you
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I watched my husband drink himself to death and one day he had a massive heart attack and was gone. I pray you find some peace through your grief and know it's ok to not be ok. I felt very alone in my grief. It will be 6yrs the 19th of March and I love him even more today. I was angry for a few years but it takes awhile. Much love to you ❤️🙏❤️
Many write books about their NDE.....this man is different. He works with kids who have disabilities, giving his love as God has loved him. So wonderful.
It's amazed me that he have that particular work. I studied that. But i got depression bc what my teachers ( uni) told me. Also the tearchers that also qualify me. So , when i get into sad crisis, i thought: "Theres so many special teachers ( with disabilities too so they can empatized more and understood to the kids) out there that do what i should be doing. it really cares about do what i studied? now that i really do not have any joy and motivation to bring to the kids... I just thinking: i barely should my work. The minimun. And if there's again critized and pressure , I do not know if i will act on it and not since 5 years , i will imaginated it. I didn't have a near experience. But i felt that imense love. I was feeling sleep one night and i just felt it. I was please i want to feel always like this. I have abandoned wound too. But it goes away. This makes me feel the opposite. Because i was alive. i have to die to feel this permantly? but something inside me tells me if you do something to yourself, you will be stay alive. and stay whatever you stay. Without walk. Without talk. in coma, in a bed rest of your life, etc. So , im in between. I have to work this year. fear of rejectment. work interviews and lied or ashemed about i was doing nothing these 5 years.
@@juncodelrio15God loves you! Your life is not about your job, or anything else right now. Just focus on getting through every 24 hours. That’s all you need to do right now. Stay alive
Concentrate on God.His spirit is in all of us.He has a plan for all our lives.Ask HIM what you should be doing.Pray.Listen.Slowly do good for others.Give others your
time,spread your God given Love so they too can spread God's Love to others.There are many Lonely Souls,all ages who need your Smile to uplift them.JUST A SMILE!!! So ask God.HE will answer & you will be all the BETTER FOR FOR IT!!!!
GOD BLESS YOU MORE...AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN
I want to cry now 😢
Thank you so much for sharing. It touched my heart
It’s insane pain when it gets bad bad, like nothing else but death stops it.
I was there. It was horrible. I lived. And I thank God everyday. My life changed and God healed my soul.
God can heal it.❤️
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@@carter6755but will he is the question
JESUS STOPS IT!! HE SAVED ME FROM THE PITS OF HELL!
I'm dealing with anxiety, depression, ptsd and stress, and I'm only 14, i feel lost don't know what to do, my parents never hurt me it's me, i care to much about other people but not me and thought about suicide, I won't hurt my self just scared, I believe in God but right now I'm lost, watching this video hits so hurt I cried for long time, Lord please forgive me for my sin.
[To everyone who saw my comment I just want to say I'm doing much better, Thank you for this comments, It means the world to me] :)
Sweety, join a youth Church group, a youth choir choir, Nice good hearted kids like You to befriend. Life is Beautiful!! Hang on to life, to love, to God!!
@@peaceandlove544thank you so much for this nice message ❤
I hope and pray God will fill you with His love and show you your infinite worth. You are precious. You are loved. I hope you will do your best to take care of others (which will help you feel purpose and joy) and will do your best to surround yourself with people who will be good to you. You deserve that.
You have a great purpose in God’s kingdom. It will be revealed when the time is right. Don’t give up! ❤
I am hugging you sweet child… you are so important
Thank you so much for this profound message. I lost my daughter 3 weeks ago for suicide. Im going through this unimaginable grief 😢. I'm no longer the same, only God knows how I'm feeling right now..and i don't how to be fine again. Please pray for me..at least this message has brought some comfort in my heart..❤❤
Praying for you, and sending light and love to you...and a big hug!🧸💙💙💙
I am so sorry to hear that !! this feeling of numbness surrender and pain .... its never gonna be the same way again. Pray to god talk to your daughter as much as you can. I believe in God and i was born in a muslim family. I dont pray i smoke do a lot of stupid things so you can say i am not really a muslim and i know about what you are talking when religous people say suiciders will never be given a place in heaven. I dont buy it and i can feel it in my heart that god loves us all. He might have not wanted it for her but he will welcome her and i believe you will be reunited one day. It is impossible to move on from that but you have to learn living with the sadness. I myself contemplated suicide several times but in the end the only thing that kept me alive was my kids. If i knew i would not leave devastation behind i wouldnt be here anymore. and everyone else reading this hug your loved as much as possible be there for them and be the best loving parent/friend/father whatever you can be ..... love is sooo precious and unfortunatly we sometimes realize what is really important to us after its not there anymore.
My goodness, what unfathomable pain you must feel! Your daughter is with you in spirit. May you feel her presence. Look for signs, it can take some time for the signs to show up. Sending you healing, comfort. ❤❤
Sincerest condolences to you 😢
Love and light to you. I'm sorry for your loss
The HUG. I can't believe I am about to share this. I have only told 1 person my story, my mom. She passed recently, breast cancer. She came to me in a dream - but that's another story. I had a newborn, was dealing w migraines that were light, sound, movement especially, sensitive. I'm standing in middle of a dark room (my bedroom), depressed, crying, praying, all of a sudden God was there. I also didn't see him, but his presence is unmistakable. It's a warmth, a LOVE that you've NEVER experienced. He put his arms around me, I laid my head on his shoulder and cried. It seemed like an eternity. My migraines went away that day, never returned. My baby boy will be 21 next month, we are very close. God is wonderful. The story here touched me SO. I also love you, son, though you're not mine. I'm sorry for all the pain life dealt you. Wherever you are in life now, I hope & pray you are happy, loved. May you continue to know peace♡
Thank you for sharing that.
My mom passed from cancer and I didn’t hug her when I was visiting her the night before she passed because she was swollen and had tubes all over her and I have OCD, so I thought I would wait for the next day and she would be better, but there was no next day. So I feel terrible that I missed my last chance to hug my Mom.
She was the type who would understand that though.
Maybe some day I can give her that hug.
Janj6500 Whst an amazing wonderful experience That’s our Heavenly Father we serve today His love for us is unfathomable Thanking for sharing Hugs many hugs I send to you from N.Ireland xox
@@terrysmith3216 In Heaven you can hug her everyday sweetheart Don’t beat yourself up It’s pointless ! I know you feel bad about it but maybe hugging her would have hurt her with all the tubes in extra just realise that some day you’ll see her in Heaven ! She will be young again she’s in no more pain and she is watching over you God bless xox
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Thank you.
Yes, and now whenever I have a friend whose Mom or Dad is close to passing away, I tell them the only advice I can give is that when you hug them, hug them like it’s going to be the last one, just in case it is.
Thanks again.
Sorry for your loss my condolences💔💔🙏🏾🙏🏾✝️✝️
I so wish my own son had survived his suicide. It's heartbreaking and confusing for those left behind. He's come back, apologised and proved very convincingly there is life after death which is comforting.... but not the same as his presence. May God bless and protect him. And thank you God for saving this soul and giving the youtuber this beautiful experience born of pain. Well done..... Live a happy life. God bless. xxx The last 3 funerals I've gone to I've actually seen the deceased person standing next to their own coffin. Amazing.
I'm so glad you have this ability!! I've gotten lots of messages from my loved ones in Heaven and messages for people here that I know. But, I only SAW one spirit...my fiance soon after he passed. He smiled and said, "I have to go, and you have to stay.". Then a burst of Love energy shot at my heart region from his heart region and a Love energy burst shot from me back to him! I saw his body to his waist. The rest was trailing. I could see why cartoonists draw spirit bodies like that. ♥️
Amazing experience and it's so comfoting, gives you something to hang on to while you process the grief. God bless. xxx
Not possible 😂 those are demons disguised
@@ShanelDispatchRider Not possible for you maybe but I disagree.... he gave me the answer to a question no one else knew about, without asking him. There are those who work with the dark side but this lady is not one of them. Just my experience.
My heart is breaking for this fine man . Thinking of him being thrown in a dumpster ad a newborn and no care or love in his family. I'm so proud of him now. And so grateful to God for showing him that he's valuable , matters and he's surrounded by God and the angels. I wish him the best life and a great relationship with God.
Well spoken God bless
The most powerful line was "let me reintroduce myself"! That gave me chills! It's like God was saying "I've been misrepresented to you, let's start over".
That line brought tears to my eyes.
Me too. That was pretty amazing.
I thought it was Jay Z at first
and that ain't Morgan Freeman speaking to him.
@@zama1629me too immediately 😢
I needed this message. Battling depression is hard.
Yes it is.😭
Please change ur name. I'll be praying for u! Yes, it hurts the pain is so so bad. But suicide is only temporary, talk to a pastor. Listen hon, take classes on ur GED. I'm sorry that ur family isn't close to u.
It's hard to explain life......... God loves u and so do I! I'm glad u saw God and that He hugged u!! Ur story was uplifting. Isnt it something? That how u felt b4 is nothing compared to what u feel about urself and life today! Ur awesome!!
I'm sending u much love and positive vibes ur way!! ❤❤❤🙏❤❤❤
Hold on sis. It will get better.....❤😇
Yes it is,.... that's y u gotta pray and not give up there are many bad days but remember it's not a bad life❤🙏
Im so sorry hon , I promise you it will get better :)
I tried to take my own life more than once many years ago. My last attempt left me in a coma and on life support and I remember everything that happened in that time and I remember being so so angry when “coming back” and I have never felt anger like that. Doctors said I shouldn’t have survived and for over 20 years now, I have walked around with this huge sense of guilt and shame and embarrassment over it all and doing my best to ignore what I was “told” - it took a few years to realise how truly lucky I am and I’ve never been able to understand why I am so sensitive and emotional and why people are drawn towards me and open up without even prompting. I am known as the guy who always tells people he loves them and does everything for everyone - I am told my heart is too big for my body but inside I know it’s just a fraction of that love I felt when I wasn’t in my body. Recently, I’ve been feeling that “I don’t want to be here anymore” but I don’t want to die - I’ve been confused because I can’t believe I have the life I have today. It’s not perfect, I’m not rich, I don’t own my own home or have lots of stuff but I didn’t believe I could be this happy so to feel like I “don’t want to be here” confuses me and brings back all this guilt and shame and embarrassment feelings. Your story has just explained everything to me and I am sitting here in tears whilst typing this. Thank you thank you thank you my brother - I’ve always called myself a “suicide survivor” and now I know how true it is. You’ve given me hope and encouragement to find a way to share my story that’s been brewing at the back of my mind. Again, I can’t say thank you enough.
you are here for a reason, for God’s purpose & He works all things out for good. I understand to an extent the feelings you’re describing because I have felt the same way mutiple times in my life. Seek Him & His will and the rest will be added to you. There is true fufillment & salvation in Chirst alone….the Bible says ask & you shall receive. His steadfast love endures forever & He is with you and wants to hear from you. Jesus loves you more than you can ever know ❤
There's a message for you in my channel description sorry i can't post a link , just by your name choice i'm slightly reluctant but reading your kind words i had to give you the chance ;)
Those suicidal, negative thoughts are from the enemy of your soul! That's why you feel bad afterwards! Don't listen to them!! Just tell the enemy to go away in Jesus' name! I'm a multiple-attempt suicide survivor as well. I get attacks occasionally but I keep plugging on because I know any attempt will not be successful! I just tell the enemy to go away and keep focused on my purpose here on earth. Don't give up and don't give in! Love and (((Hugs))) to you! 💞
Pray to God hon. Pray hard
I used to be depressed and wondered why I was even here on this planet, but GOD turned my situation around. I am no longer depressed and I have chosen to live for the Lord Jesus.
I've battled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. Lost my job and lost my brother to suicide and then God spoke to me, loud and clear. I now have no depression or anxiety, I have been sober for more than 2 years. I surrender to God, He is fighting all my battles for me now. I have nothing to fear or worry about.
Very Happy that you were healed !! Thats wonderful ❤ You appreciate your blessing of healing too & that's beautiful to see- Ty for sharing your experience ❤
Your's is an awesome testimony, too. Many people need to hear how God changes lives. Hitting rock bottom wasn't the end of your story. It was where God met you and introduced you to a new life. ❤ 🙌 ✝️
what did god tell you? and did depression and anxiety fade instantly?
@@constantlylearnandgrow3487Hi, I was in the process of losing my job of 13 years because I refused the forced jab. I didn't know what to do and was sitting in the living room one evening, just talking to God in my head, when I just started crying. My husband said my eyes just went big and I just cried and cried. What I can remember is hearing God say "I will reveal all" and that I shouldn't take the jab because it's not from Him. I was sad for a whole month after losing my job, as I've only always worked my whole life. I've been looking for work for the last year and 8 months. I am not afraid, I am not scared, I have no worries, no anxiety, no depression. I was on sleeping pills and mood enhancers, I don't need any of those pills anymore. I know God is there and He will never forsake us. Did that answer your question? ❤️
Amen! Praise Jesus!
I am a mother and I cannot imagine not loving my children unconditionally.Children are gifts.I would be so proud to have you as my son.
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Yea as a mother I want you ❤ I can't understand don't want to understand how u couldn't want your own child
Beautiful comment! I would be Proud to call him my Son and give him the Love and compassion and attention he needed so much! And still needs that Unconditional Love.
You might want to rethink having him as a son after you have read John 3:13.
This guy is claiming that he went to Heaven and has come back to earth.
Tell me...Does he look like the Son of man?
He just said that he is Jesus Christ come back to earth. Because John 3:13 says only Jesus Christ can do this as you have read for yourself. I didn't say this. God says this.
A liar does tell you he's lying by...
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He looks to the left as he Lies. On video it look as though they are looking to the right.
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They look up every now and then.
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They swallow as if it's difficult. As the tell their lie.
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They lick their lips every now and then.
Now you can see this for yourself so you can't be mislead ever again.
@@yojimbo8695 I prefer not to be cynical which has served me well so far.I am a nurse and psychologist and have a pretty good read of people. I suggest you really listen to his story-I mean REALLY listen and I will pray for you.
😢I dont know if you you will see this, this blessed me, I lost my brother to suicide, and I have had the honor of meeting the Lord after a seizure in 2020., He truly is beyond any words, and the level of love is unmeasurable how much we are loved, we have trials and tribulations, and you sir, I consider an angel as well. Thank you for having the courage to stand up and speak on suicide and urging to keep your eye out for people suffering pray for them, fast and pray for them. Make yourself available to listen and help them get help. It is when they go quiet, that is a major warning sign. Pray, hug them, fast and pray for them. I know God steps In we need to intercede for our loved ones when they have shut down. Help them get help the Lord leads the way. Amen!🙏
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Hello sister in Christ. Your picture looked familiar and I see we both follow Danielle Christian Ministry. He truly loves us. God bless you ❤
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My daughter who just turned 20 this past February, tried to commit suicide on Dec. 30, 2023. She has absolutely everything to live for. She is in her 1st year of college at Spelman here in Atlanta. She graduated from Community college with her associates and graduated high school last summer. She’s a beautiful bright happy go lucky person. Which is why I don’t understand why she tried to leave me. I love her so much.❤ She is better now. Taking it day by day. When I ask her why she said Momma I don’t know. I continue to speak life into her each and every day. And let her know of Gods tremendous love. And that she has purpose. Please pray for us, as I will you. God bless ❤
Suicide is not about YOU, YOU are the not the victim. Stop thinking about yourself and understand that people who had suicidal ideation or attempted suicide are going through THEIR torment.
Yeah, see that's why I can't tell people I'm depressed or super sad. Because they will be like "well, what in the world do YOU have to be depressed about? You have everything!" Which indeed I do, it's not about that. I'm not judging you, mama. Do a little research on toxic positivity. I'm sending you strength, courage, and big hugs, from Tulsa.💪⚔️🫂✝️. Edit: I have intrusive thoughts, it's scary and it makes me depressed. So you really can't know, just hang in there and listen more than you talk.
yeah well maybe don't be stupid and look for symptoms of depression (Just because someone actually has everything in life doesn't mean they are fully satisfied mentally. Remember, studies is a whole mental grind.)
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I was in a really bad place today and looked up "Christian suicide" and found this video. That moment at 13:02 when he said "you have so much to do for so many people" really hit home... I'm so glad I found this video and heard Chris's story. It "did something for me" and helped me when I was in that dark place and I just wanted to say thanks.
Praise God! Glad you didn’t end your life. Please rebuke the thought in Jesus’s name the moment it hits you again. Trust me, the enemy doesn’t give up easily. He’ll circle back and knock on your door again. I struggled from this for over 10 years and totally closed the door on it for good literally a few months ago. Now, I know how to fight it. So the enemy gave up already. I know how to attack him with the sword of the Spirit and also by putting on the full armor of God, which basically means the word of God. Read your Bible every day and kneeel down to ask the Holy Spirit to help you in everything including renewing your mind/thoughts, helping you fellowship with God (Bible study and prayer) DAILY etc. the key is in your relationship with God to conquer this. Meaning, simply taking time to read the Bible and pray DAILY. You’ll gradually increase the time and intensity of your fellowship with Him but start with a baby stop. It’s ok if you spend only 10min daily to begin with. that’s where the enemy gets weaker. Because, he won’t get any open door/weak spot etc when he comes with his arrows of discouragement/hopelessness etc. Your spirit will be enveloped with the word of God & the blood of Jesus each day that would make the enemy a looser. I’ll pray for you. Please lmk if you want to connect if by any chance this thought comes back to you/need help.
You’re not alone, just try little by little, day by day..all these little tries will add up to a feeling of worth..and then abundance 🙏🏽
Praying for you! ❤
Amen and Praise Jesus!
God love you all!!!
Feel like just giving this guy a hug.. nothing is more humbling than seeing someone who's had the worst life ever remain so humble and good hearted
My brother has had a rough life but he's very knowledgeable about God and so humble and funny. One of my favorite people..I learned alot about living simply and keeping a good sense of humor and respect of God through him. This Chris guy was given a second chance and thank God.... he was able to reach alot of people that way♡
right
Jesus Christ is the Living God he is Real and he healed me he wants us all to live Forever and with him in Heaven but we cannot let our sin separate us from his Perfect love🙏❤💯
So true!!! They are an inspiration to all
That’s why God saved him.
God judges accordingly and is Just.
This guy is a symbol of strength and hope. To go through so much and become what he has is beyond what words could capture.
Poor young man, I am glad he found the love he was looking for, that his parents never gave him. 😢🙏
There's a message for you in my channel description smart free thinkers wanted ;)
You saved my life. I tried twice to leave and got back from coma. I got stuck again but i ll never try taking my life again. You are a gift for me
As a middle schooler struggling as well, though I don’t know who you are but i know for a fact that you CAN DO IT please let go through this together. There are so many opportunities out there for you to discover :D
God has prepared a beautiful life ahead for you
Jesus is God's gift to us all. ❤ Amen
I am so sorry your pain was so overwhelming. I am happy that you plugged into Our Loving Father God. Welcome to Love.
I lost my son to a overdose of drugs, I became so depressed living out of bed. Ty for this testimony
18:18 I'm so sorry for your loss.
I also lost my son in 2017 in I was so angry at everyone yes even God.
I kept praying that the Lord would show me that he was okay. He answered my prayer a week or two after. My brother which is in heaven in passing 2015 came to me in my. He said they were okay and it's beautiful up there and I seen this field of colored flowers like you could never imagine. So I woke up thanking God for that dream. Then in 2020 the lord gave me two dreams at separate nights, and they were dream of the rapture of Jesus coming back for us. There were thousands of people going up in the air to meet Jesus and I was one of them. I praise the Lord that Jesus is waking his people up and he will be back soon. I love you and so does Jesus. Blessings to you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
I just lost my son 2/29/24. He was 32 years old. Fentanyl. I’m still going through my process, however, I have confidence in knowing that he is resting well in God’s loving care!❤
Warrior there's a message for you in my channel description , warriors wanted !
Condolences to you
I lost my son 4/08/2019... .. The after effects are devastating on the family...
Man praise God for you, the way God showed himself to you by pointing to others and saying "I love them" and telling you that you are enough really hit my heart. God is so good.
I just prayed for you and the anointing of God is so on your life. I could barely pray. I’ve been a Christian 38 years and I’ve never felt this kind of love. He wants to use you in ministry. You are a light a rock to those that are healing. God bless you.
To the guy who narrated this. Dude I want you to know that you have one of the top near-death experiences I've ever heard. And I want you to know.. That you have helped me. That I'm one of the people that the angel told you you were going to help. Thank you for your words.
Omg yes I agree. I remember watching Chris story for the first time I think it was the first NDE account I watched on RUclips.
Tears!
Me too ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
He helped me too.
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From someone who struggled with suicide since I was a small child. Let me say…. God loves you all.
❤❤❤ me too. God bless you. I'm glad you're still here. ❤❤❤
Thank you 😊 Yes He does!!!
And I don’t know you, but I love you too!!! 🙏🏾 And Glad you’re here to continue to spread such a beautiful message….
When will you religious people stop using this subject to sell your god. It's shameless.
Jesus loves us so much ❤
@upturnedblousecollar5811 people who have had NDE see the afterlife or the bridge between at least, and millions of us come back with great faith in God. Nobody is selling anything.
Mom was so mean when she called him. Some people have such a hard time being civil and human!
Awwwww I'm so sorry that your family hurt you, what a remarkable soul you are. It is their profound loss. Sending you love.
My daughter committed suicide in June of 2016 she was 18. This video gave me hope that she is with God. I've prayed for months n months n finally God gave me a message thru my son! My baby girl is ok n she is with God.
Yes she is!
She is 1000 times over in heaven and healing, her soul, all her family and loved ones are he there to heal her from her earthly body and life
I know this was 1 month ago I know u miss her but don’t worry you’ll see her in heaven don’t let the devil say that u won’t see her again u will god has plans for u in life don’t worry and stay safe❤
I lost my daughter in August of 2016. She was 17. The only thing that keeps me from going insane is the hope that I will see her again. I miss her so much. Prayers for you, I know your pain ❤🙏
Hey. You’re gonna see her one day. I love you (I’m saying this as another human to another one)
When God said go back and tell them I love them. I started bawling. I know he does but I dont feel it. This life is so hard but I'm holding on for my family. Thank you for your story.
Join the club! Let’s all quit work and
Every time you breathe, every time you eat, every time you smile that’s God showing you his mercy and love. We all fall short and aren’t good by nature but through his love and forgiveness you can be redeemed. Pray when you feel lonely, I’m guilty of not doing this enough also but I’ve gone into full convos with God alone and fell asleep peacefully mid convo. He’s there he just wants you to actually call on him in faith. He’ll answer when you least expect it 🙏🏿
Free spirit
Hold on! This life is very difficult, if Chris can endure what he’s been through then so can we! Be strong. Even though this experience of life feels like an eternity, it’s really just a blink of an eye. You have a purpose, God made you for a reason 🙏🏻
@@MentionDav3 Why would we need redeemed when God created this mess in the first place? God created sin, knew humanity would sin and let it happen.
Pleeeeease read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. It saved my life. It's not new age, nor religious, it's perfect. God bless you 🙏 ❤.
My 50 yr old son took his life 7 weeks ago. Thank you so much for this video. I know hes not broken now. Hes whole and no more pain and sadness. ❤
I’m so glad you’re here and touching the world with your beautiful light!
"Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close."🫂
When he mentioned about God holding you it reminded me of this scripture ❤️
Isaiah 49❤
God gave me such a parent
Psalm 27. My parents do love and care for me but they had their own problems, especially my dad, who was an angry, bitter man- that resulted in a very scared unhappy childhood for me. This verse has always stuck in my mind. As I get older and hear stories like this, I'm grateful that my childhood was what it was. May God love and protect all the defenceless children and the children who are not loved as they should be.
Yes ❤
Gentle, pure hearted young man despite all he has been through.
He not pure hearted ! He’s swearing and cursing 🤬 He’s got to come to Jesus and repent and be born again
@@annab5961 God spoke to him, not you. And if you say otherwise, you might be treading on the one unforgivable sin- blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You don’t want to go down that route.
@@piperhurtado4945 : I think you are confused . I’m definitely NOT blaspheming the Holy Spirit ! You need to stop trying to scare Christians with that line ! We are to test the spirits against the word of God and the fruits of the Spirit that a person may or may not be displaying . I didn’t doubted what happened to him . I’m talking about his own judgment in the situation and his lack of conviction of the Holy Spirit in his life
@@annab5961 so if you don’t doubt what happened to this young man indeed happened and, moreover, you realize he has no reason to get on RUclips and lie, then you are doubting his sincerity and, therefore, you are potentially committing blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. You just don’t know. I don’t know. Till I have reason to believe otherwise, I believe him. You aren’t God; therefore, I take what you say with a grain of salt.
@@piperhurtado4945 What load of Rubbish !! You don’t even know what you’re talking
about . 🤦♀️I’m sorry but you sound very ignorant about theology of spiritual things
Sara Nara to you!
I saw this at the bottom of failing myself out of medical school, a masters and a job. Definitely feel like living again.
You may not ever see this but I wish they had also told you that sometimes we choose the people we choose just to have a vehicle to get to Earth for the purpose we are meant to serve sometimes we do not want to experience parents we just need to get here and we choose our own family not everybody's family needs to be blood. God bless you and keep shining
My uncle took his life 2 weeks ago. He was 24 and I am 21. We grew up together. He told me that he was sad inside but I didn’t take him serious because we all get sad sometimes.. I miss him so much. 💔💔 I pray he is at peace
Sorry to read of your loss. May he be at peace.
Truly an deeply sorry for your loss. :(
@@michaelyolch79 thank you 💘
@@maliamarsh02😢❤
I understand. My girlfriend and confidant of man decades hung her self ten days ago. I cannot speak
Your parents do not decide what your worth is as a human being. I’m so sorry that the adults around you failed you so miserably. Stay strong.
I have a dear friend who committed suicide last year and having a brutal time accepting his demise. He promised me suicide was never an option. He was only 51 and a genuinely good person. Very hard to accept.
His life was over before it got started but thank god he made it
That’s the story of many suicide victims. They never knew life and never will. I’m convinced now that some people in this world are predestined to fail and be robbed of the chance to actually live and feel the essence of what life actually is. Suicide leans more towards being a predestined fate rather than a complete loss of hope and faith, there’s more than enough evidence to prove this.
This man's life is one of the hardest I have ever heard about. Abandoned in a dumpster at 6 months old, growing up with abuse and neglect and finally being told by his mother that she doesn't love him.. The NDE was truly a gift from God. What an amazing blessing it was for him at a time or turmoil. I truly hope Chris is doing well now. I send him so much love and blessings as I do to anyone else reading this right now. May God watch over us all in these dark times ❣❣❣
Amen
Thank you & Amen🙏🏼♥️
I send you so much love back for the love you just put out there ❤ more of God more of humanity more prayers
@@wingstofly1664 Bless you.. Sending love right back to you too ❤
Sir, I am so sorry for the “adults”that failed you during your entire childhood. You so did not deserve not to be cherished. You seem to be so intelligent and insightful so I have no doubt that God has amazing plans for you. Thank you for sharing your story and I wish nothing but a long life of happiness for you. 🙏❤️
God choose you to teach Love to others when they feel unloved. Be blessed and Praise God!
You chose this life in a higher dimension. Earth school.
God did a marvelous work in you. Please find a church and learn about salvation.
Very much so I'm so sorry for these mistakes people made to hurt you .
@Mster you see..this is the problem. You call them subhumans but I'd like to humbly give you another opinion. You see we are the manifestations of our knowledge which we get through family and community socialisation. This man's knowledge of himself and God led him down the road of suicide, his aunt's knowledge of God and herself is what led her to treat him that way. She didn't know God as He is, LOVE son she despised His creation, her own blood. He didn't know God as LOVE so he despised His creation, his own self.
We are on this earth to know God's love. Let's not look at the creation's weakness but the creator's grace. It takes grace to see with God's eyes. Let's keep believing for that grace.
This young man is a great soul, Incredible overcomer.
wow. what an amazing testimony. i'm speechless. God's love for us is more than what we can imagine
Chris if you ever read this know I LOVE YOU!!! Truly, I’ve never felt such a feeling of love for a complete stranger!!! Your testimony is amazing. You have such a beautiful presence, it’s amazing! I’m so sorry you’ve been treated so horribly by those who were gifted with the responsibility of caring for you. God gave you the soul of a warrior, please know you’ve touched me deeply. I pray that you now have good people and peace in your life. I’ll see you one day in heaven my brother 🙏🏻
You said everything I was feeling as I listened to him! And I fell in love with God all over again - he is so good and merciful and loving and kind.
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AMEN🙏 🕊💙
I agree how beautiful
Amen❤️🙏🏼🕊
This happened to me. I over dosed. But I was with him. I’ve never felt so safe. I have tears in my eyes… so amazing
Hope you’re right…
Stay strong ❤
same, overdosed twice, clean off fentanyl 2 yrs this november 🖤 stay strong we do recover ♡
@@marmcclainGod bless you I’m proud of you.
@@harvenger0deathyou will not be conscious enough cause you will be in shock and shut outs your ability to proces thoughts.
May God Bless you my son. You are more than enough , perfect in every way. One day at a time and always ask God, to protect you and lead you in the right direction. You’ve come along way. You’re on your way. Keep going.✝️
This touched my heart and my soul.. I'm so fortunate to share this world with someone as beautiful, special, and important as you. Thank you for sharing your precious experience with all of us.
I lost my dearest son in August, 2022. He was 31 years old. He was missing for couple of days and found dead in the park. He committed a suicide. It was a great shock to our family and to all who knew him. It broke my heart. After his death, my life completely changed and lost its meaning for me. Something was bothering him and he didn't want to talk about it or get a professional help. And then he did it. How could I, as a mother, not feel that he was going to do such a terrible thing to himself?! Despair, pain of loss and guilt torment me constantly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, talk to him, and ask him for forgiveness. All religions say that God does not forgive suicides and they will go to hell forever. And it hurts my heart even more. Every day and night I pray to God and ask Him to forgive him and grant his soul a peace in the Kingdom of Heaven. Oh, God, I miss my boy so much and I want to hug him, i want to kiss his strong and beautiful hands. I want to tell him how dear he is to me, and that I love him endlessly. Rest in peace my dear Artem. You will always remain in my heart.
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Sorry for your loss
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Bless you. Bless you. Bless you.
Your sharing and honesty helps me.
Thank you.
He is in Gods arms.
May you rest in Gods arms. I am not religious but know there is a love greater and God is inside all of us
Just waiting for us to ask
Psalm 91 soothes my soul daily
Bless you
I feel your pain🙏🏼 Comfort yourself in the knowledge that there is no such place as hell. It is a state of mind & religious propaganda. It is the ones who create such misery who have minds full of hell & create hell on Earth for others. Do not blame yourself for what happened to your son, it will hold you back in your spiritual journey & growth ❤
My brother committed suicide December 2nd 2019 and this video helped me make peace with that. I can move on now. Thank you. ❤
Stay strong Stacy.
The only unforgivable sin is denial of the holy spirit. I feel like God is merciful when we are in pain and he must have been in so much pain to take his own life, that i dont think God would judge him for that, but let him rest in peace and security 😊
So sorry for your loss. 🕊️🩷
Wooooow!!... thank God!!... your free!! 😊
You need to make peace with God. What this guy says in a lie. It is not Biblical and he has no place in God. This video should be the last place that would make you have any peace.
Don't put your faith in man but rather in God. If you want to know more then ask.
The same thing happened to me, brother. I died. I was resuscitated, and I felt everything you experienced, I was scared of my mom because of the beatings I received from her when i returned i came back swinging as if my soul didn't want to return. I returned with a different perspective based on my experience on our existence, and i learned that people who suffer so much as children we are children of God and those bad things happen for a reason that many do not understand its like in order to become happy you have to know sadness
You have no idea or will probably never know how your life story is helping me right now I needed to hear this
I am obsessed with NDE videos. This one literally brought me to tears. Thank you all so much. Special thank to Chris for sharing. ❤
I cried too. Beautiful young man, beautiful story. Thank God we live in a time where we are finally getting the truth about God.
Me too. I feel like I’m finally getting concrete believable answers as to what happens to us after we die. I’m not religious but I do believe these people.
I am too my husband passed away 2.5 months ago and since I been watching NDE and this brings me sore of relief knowing he is in this beautiful place and he will be waiting for me
I’m obsessed too! Makes me have a new perspective of spirituality and I’m hungry for it! ❤
@@michaelknapp8961 I drowned at age of 22. I couldn't save myself and blacked out. I am 72. God had given me many years on " borrowed time ". I did not get a near death experience like others. I have accepted God as my Savior now not then. Everyone don't get to see God till you go Home.
The last part when he says “if you change your thought you can change your life. Change what you feel about yourself and then see what happens after that” gives me the hope I’ve been needing lately. I WILL do everything I can to change my thinking. I trust this is a message Source wanted me to hear.
Thank you ❤
You have the power , change the channel of your mind by changing unwanted thoughts. Philippians 4:8 tells us to think on good report. When you find yourself thinking the wrong thoughts, immediate find good thoughts to meditate on. God bless
@@shaolinabbott9161 you haven’t been paying attention and you are wrong but go ahead and live in fear and hate 👏🏻👏🏻
You can do it 👏🏻👏🏻 harder at the beginning but gets easier
@@shaolinabbott9161 thank you for the info. Guess I'll be joining Satan tonight. ✌🏾
@Moonbeam how are you doing? I just want to follow up with you on your change. I pray that you make a difference for you so I can be encouraged also by your story.❤️🙏🏼
I think this guy is the most down to earth human being. God loves you no matter what. You are so special for looking after the children. God bless you. I cried watching this video. I think you came back to teach everyone how special we all are!❤
Thank you for the hope. I lost two family members the past two years. My father in November 21 and my brother in law in Nov. 23. With my father I feel peace, because he was always ready to go and there were two signs. One before he went to bed, one shortly after he passed. But with my brother in law ... when somebody gets suddenly ripped out of life in his 30s.... it feels so unfair. I can only hope and pray that our loved ones are save in heaven. And I can only hope to see them one day again. That hope makes me to seek god after 15 years after giving up on faith.
I lost my son to suicide 18 months ago. This is such a beautiful comforting video. Bless you ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤
Sorry fur your loss, prayers n condolences 🙏🏻
So very sorry
I cried a little
I am so sorry for your loss
You’re mother telling you “ I don’t want you” after not talking to him for years is so heartbreaking 💔 I am proud of the man he’s today. Enjoy life!
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When my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take care of me. Psalm 27:10
Imagine Jesus Christ himself on judgment day saying. "I never knew you."
Please read John 3:13.
This guy said he went to heaven and obviously has come back.
QUESTION:
Does he look like the Son of man?
QUESTION:
He just told the world thAt he is Jesus Christ returned.
You read what God has written in John 3:13. So you know I did say this. God said this. The owner of this channel posts videos of liar's to manipulate other's who don't know their scriptures into believing lies. Yet you have now read that only the Son of man can enter into and come from heaven. Both of the people are liar's.
A liar also does this.
(1)
They look to the left as they lie. On video it look as if they are looking to the right
(2)
They blink rapidly every now and then as they lie.
(3)
They will lick their lips as they tell their lie.
Rewatch this. And then wAtch a few others of people who went into Heaven. They all do the same thing. It will make you smile because they can no longer lie to you.
My mother did that to my brother pretty much. :/
That broke my heart. I would love him were he my son. I love him now as a stranger💖💖💖
Such a beautiful soul it breaks my heart that his mother rejected him like that more than one time. He deserves the world. Thank you for sharing your story and also helping others. I hope you have lots of love in your life now.
I suffer from depression. I always felt I didn't belong. I was a wild kid who stayed outside in the woods all the time watching nature and talking to neighbors. I hung out mostly with animals. When I had to go to school I was horrified. I never fit in all my years of school. I was bullied as a alaskan native girl in a mostly white school of military family kids. I was made to think I was less and dumb. My high school councelor told me I had no future in college. I never had true friends, only aquaintances I was forced to talk to cause I had no one else to talk to. I never had a boyfriend and do not have children. I do wonder what is my purpose in such a hating world. I really hope I don't have have a NDE to learn my purpose. I just want to be happy. I just want people to be nice. The world is not nice. We have so much further until we learn a different way of living. I don't think I will find a nice place until I leave this Earth. I do have depression, so what comes with that is thoughts of suicide. I have those often and can't help it. I do take medications but I can't talk to a therapist. I just can't do things. My fear of death and what's next keeps me alive mostly. I have 2 friends that are online and live in another country, they keep me sane. They are everything to me. I wonder what it is like to be held and loved by a true honest loving man. it feels like I am not meant to be with anyone. its strange.
Wow. What a story. I pray you find happiness
Please do not compare yourself to others especially those who were mean to you. You are unique, be proud of who you are and where you came from, live your life for yourself not others, enjoy nature and find inner peace and then you will find the happiness you deserve.
Accept that love is all around you it’s just hidden by the clouds at the moment 💖
Please i want to be your friend too. We could talk about a few things and lighten up our worlds.🫂❤❤ We're in this together! ❤️❤️❤️
This man returned for a reason, he had a message to deliver to the people and be an inspiration to those who are at a low point in their life,he is a beautiful soul,
Amen
@@HopeHope-so9fm if he would've been truly dead, he would not have returned
Read John 3:13.
This guy went to Heaven and came back.
QUESTION:
Does he really look like the Son of man?
QUESTION:
Does he look like Jesus Christ?
You read it for yourself. God wrote this. Only the Son of man can come and go from heaven. This guy just told the world that he is the Son of man.
The only reason he has for being here is to mislead those who don't know the scriptures. Both the owner of this channel and this liar are of John 8:44. And very soon they are going to have a face to face with Hebrews 10:31.
A liar does this as they lie.
(1)
They look to the left a lot.
It will look as if they are looking to the right on video.
(2)
They blink rapidly every now and then.
(3)
They lick their lips every now and then as the tell their lie.
Everyone that claims they went to Heaven, saw God, talked with God or Jesus all do these three things. It might put a smile on your face knowing that they can no longer lie to you.
Have fun with it.
Maybe I need to see this right now
This is my personal testimony.
I used to believe that I was super strong, super smart, capable of taking care of myself, and even though I have always been a believer, my faith in God wasn't as strong as it was in myself.
Two years ago I had a serious personal problem with my family, without going into details; at that point, my family was my God, they were the reason I lived for, in other words, my "EVERYTHING", but due to the issue with them one day they ALL, everybody abandoned me, over the night... I was left without anything and anyone to talk to. Months passed by, during which I couldn't sleep, and lost my appetite and also my will to live. I pretended for a while that I was fine ‘cus I full of pride so I couldn’t admit that this time I wasn’t gonna be able to fix myself…until I couldn't take it any longer.
One night when the pain was unbearable, and desperation took over me, finally, I realized that I couldn’t keep living that way, so I started planning how to kill myself, I gave some thought to the idea because I wanted to be effective and final, I needed to stop the pain but before I did it I got in my knee, very angry with God, at 3 something am, I screamed to God "IF YOU CARE ABOUT ME, DO SOMETHING BECAUSE I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER!!!, I AM A GOOD PERSON AND YOU KNOW IT!!!
I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANY LONGER!!! I DON'T WANT THIS LIFE ANYMORE!!, IF YOU DON'T DO SOMETHING I AM!!!
IF YOU SAVE ME I PROMISE I WILL DEDICATE THE REST OF MY LIFE TO YOU!!!”
After this, all I remember comes to me like a flashback, I swear, I don't know how I got back to my bed( my last memory was been on my knee by my bed). Later on( I am not sure how long it passed), on this flashback I opened my eyes for a second and my room was full of extraordinary light, so strong I couldn't keep my eyes open, I was in a fetal position on my bed, my room was full of Jesus’s presence(I didn't need to see his face because the love and peace that overcame my body, the feeling that fulfilled my inner being was screaming the existence of Jesus in my bedroom). I woke up at 10:35am as A TOTAL NEW PERSON, I felt like I have lost a heavyweight I was carrying on, I was radiant, hungry, happy, and full of hopes and plans for my life... Jesus saved me! He cleansed my spirit from evil desires OVER THE NIGHT! just the way my family forsakes me. I have been wanting to give my testimony for almost 2 years, I guess the Lord decided that today was the day, he is REAL people, he is, and all we have to do is to redeem ourselves to him and ask for help, he is waiting for us to do so, this is mentioned in the Bible on Matthew 11:28 “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”
We don't have to suffer alone, Jesus died for us, so we can live an abundant and long life.
My feeling towards my family hasn’t changed at all, if anything I love them more than ever, nor I hold any negative feelings against them, I still will give my life for any of them, the only difference now is that I will ask Jesus first if he is ok with this.
To the Lord be the glory!
God bless you all.
Praise The Lord Jesus. Thanks for the testimony
I’m happy for U! Your plea to God for help was given. There are many spiritual paths for a reason, mine is Eckankar. I’ve been a Christian in many other lives, but now my path is different even tho I grew up Catholic and was a nun in a recent life. Now I learn about past lives, how to see the future and time travel, I have a spiritual guide, I see my loved ones in my dreams, have visions and great protection , love and healing. Soul is eternal & My spiritual guide is the Mahanta, the Living Eck Master.
God bless you
May the Lord bless you so very much.
Amen
Your mom was horrible but I know she had her own demons she was dealing with no excuse she was pure selfish. But I am glad you came out of this to tell your story it will help someone who has this experience that means a lot keep growing and learning that’s what we are here for.
Thank you for this 🙏🏾
After losing my dream job, my ex and her children and then my dog, I was at my lowest point of my life, I struggled everyday, I reminded myself I had to live, my parents, relatives and friends love me, I love everyone around me.
I had to put one foot in front of the other to get me out of that funk.
I talked to my friends and my therapist and I prayed.
Doors opened and I was able to move on to another chapter of my life.
One step at a time. That’s how I did it.
This touched my heart. Knowing how suicidal I am & will do anything to leave this earth. It opened my eyes & touched my soul… i’m building a relationship with God now.
That’s amazing. God and Jesus want you to live, they want you to live through them and be the best person you can possibly be.. you are special
You are stronger than you realize and important. You have purpose. Use your gift and experience on earth for good. God loves you and so do I.
I love you.❤ You have great purpose on this earth. May you find joy in all you do and experience!
Same
Praise GOD for your life, keep GOD always in your life no matter what
4 minutes in and I knew this was a remarkable young man. God Bless and keep you sweetheart ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I'm so sorry you had to go through all that while growing up. It is well. You are a survivor.
I have listened to *A LOT* of NDE'S. This one really touched me! I hope this gentleman is doing so much better and feels so much happier than he did before he mistakenly almost took his life! He *TRULY INSPIRED ME* to try to get back into working with Special Education children like I did many many years ago!!! I hope that he sees this comment and knows what he did for me. I would like to thank him... So, if you see this sir... *THANK YOU & GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!*
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I have listened to a lot of NDE stories too. I agree with you, this young man's story felt so real.
God bless you. I've been deeply depressed since my only child, my son, died from COVID in Dec, 2021. This message is giving me hope. Thank you.
God is with you, He will never abadon nor forsake you when you turn to Him! There is a reason for our affiliction and suffering even when we can’t see it. He is working all things out for good and His purpose. In our weaknesses, He proves His strength. There is hope, joy, peace & love in Christ. God Bless you ❤
Sorry for your loss
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your son. I can’t imagine the pain you have experienced. I wanted to make a suggestion…there is a hospice nurse called “hospice nurse Julie”. She has the most beautiful stories of what her patients see as they are getting close to passing. They are often able to see friends and family that have passed.
Your son is not alone. He is surrounded by love and he wants the best for you. You will see him again. 🙏❤🙏❤
Who is "god" apart from an imaginary friend ?
@@m4r4 Who is "god" apart from an imaginary friend ?
Thank you for your testimony.
Only 5 mins in and I just wanna say that dude you are special to more people than you think! You seem like such a good person!!!
I lost my best friend to suicide in 2016. I've struggled to not follow his lead ever since. This video specifically makes me feel like I can let go of that pain and move on. Thank you.
You are loved!
"Be still and know that I am God"
Right there with you rn.
Be encouraged. THE ALMIGHTY is real and full of love. Pray always HE will hear and answer you. Im sorry for what happened to your best friend l don't believe he would want you to do that Neither does THE ALMIGHTY want you to. So be encouraged and just "LET GO" Let FATHER take care of all your troubles. You are a star shine. One love 💕
Im so glad criss batty survived. Hopefully he gets the c### he wants / needs and lives happy.🌈
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There's something special about Chris, he has a glow, calmness. Just listening to his voice brings me peace. Thank God you're here🙏
Yeah
I wonder why he gets the great NDE experience while most others just die and leave a wake of grief behind them. The bad outweighs the good. Its sad we live in a world where people get pushed to the brink of wanting to leave it. I don't want to be here either, but, suicide is not an option. It means nothing to me to hear that God loves me. I can't feel it. Hearing someone say it does nothing to change my life.
@@LadyBGoode-gr8wm Ask God in all humility to reveal Himself to you - but you have to be sincere. He will answer. He had promised that He will be found of them who search for Him with all their hearts. When my mother, who told me that garbage had more value than me wasn't actively trying to kill me, she was actively encouraging me to commit suicide. Even bought 2 bottles of sleeping pills for me and told me they would go down easier if I took milk with them. One day, when I grew up and had children, then divorced, and my husband (despite my moniker, I'm a woman), remarried and threatened to take my children from me saying that I had nothing and was nothing, and it being Christmas Eve as he took the children for his visitation rights, I climbed in my car and fully intended to drive it off a cliff near my home. I was so done with life, so done with my mother and husband hating me, and so done with God hating me - or so I thought. But as I began to drive that car up to the cliff, the car died before I did. I got a ride home from some friendly people and realized that I was fulfilling my mother's demands that I kill myself Then i realized that it was evil all my life, which told me that I was worthless. I saw God in a new light. Perhaps He did love me after all. I decided then, just to spite the devil, to live ON PURPOSE. Several years later, I had an NDE when I lost a lot of blood during surgery and the doctor did not give me any extra blood. I stood at the threshold of heaven - I didn't see God but I felt and saw His light and the overwhelming sense that God loves, even me. His love poured down on me like water and totally saturated me. It was astonishing! This God, whom I was certain not only did not love me but hated me with a purple passion, actually DID love me!! I had been merely projecting my mother's and ex-husband's hatred of me onto God. And that perception was all a lie. A deception by evil. And then I understood clearly that God loves not only me but EVERYONE with the same intensity - but evil people can obfuscate the shine of that love. It was when it was just He and me, without distractions or bad feelings foisted on me by cruel people, that I was finally still enough to feel His overwhelming love for me. It has changed my life forever. I will pray the same for you - that the Lord Jesus, who is God and my Solid Rock, will reach you in that place only He knows how to reach you. Do you have a Bible? Read the Gospel of John. Read it with a prayer and open heart to the One who loves you more than you will ever know, whether you feel it right now or not. You will feel it someday as you search diligently for Him. I assure. you. Because YOU ARE IMPORTANT! I am praying for you. Sending love.
"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
John 3:16
@@LadyBGoode-gr8wm
31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
36 As it is written, For Thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
- Romans 8:31-38
The bad never outweighs the good, the light always shines through even on the darkest day. I wish you peace and hope you find the will to open your heart to God because he will make you’re life easier and worth living. Bless you
Thank you for being faithful and sharing
Thank you for sharing your story!
Psalms 27 : 10 - 14, when my mother and father forsake the Lord is there to lift me up because God loves me.
Young man keep studying the word of God learning the truth more and more each. Understanding that God is Holy and he called us to be loving and holy as he is. Thank you for your testimony. When we left guard up and not the world and ourselves. Then we can recognize the value of life no matter what we go through and decide to help along the way. We are all in this together, we need to turn to God through Jesus Christ our savior and each other❤❤❤❤
Amen ❤
Thank you for your testimony!!! ❤
What a great and inspiring and strong man. After this terrible, horrible childhood with a monster of a mother.. he sits there, telling the world about the hell he went through, and still smiling adorably. His heart is a very bright light. I'm so thankful he is still here with us and able to enrich the lives of his loved ones! ❤
Yeah, he's got a God Given Good Nature.
God loves his mother too❤️
His mother made some horrific decisions, but she too probably had a childhood full of abuse and trauma, and needs love, compassion and understanding. Hopefully she'll get to know Jesus and discover her identity, her value and her purpose in life.
@@SavedbyGraceAlone1962, His mother carried the most selfish and worldly ambitions, 'wanting to be a model', over riding all natural inclinations to being a loving and nurturing mother. Fancy throwing a baby in a rubbish bin. It's a wonder she wasn't jailed.
@@freyamckenzie5583 He that is without sin, let him cast the first stone. John 8:7
As the mom of a special needs kid that I believe is an actual angel, I love how he feels about these individuals.
Father of autistic kid. Life is rough. Hope your stronger than me
@@Tcray430 You're stronger than your STRONGEST day. Trust me. It gets better. Sending you love. ❤💛~Tiff
@Tcray430 I feel you. I also am a mother of a autistic son 4 year and it’s pretty rough. Sometimes i think ‘I can’t do this”. But I’am keep doing what I need to do. Is giving him ❤. But it’s heavy..
That's a curse
@@diabolivirtusen-tavares-ea4645O am REPENTING going back I was Rebaptize then got on a Destruction path SINNING no. I want God love and my LIFE SOUL. not FORNICATe. I hate TJ's and BODY DEFILE ...This anger me. HOLY GHOST NO give me God love back and Bible class. I should've Have done this. I mess up. Please pray
Thank you so much for sharing ❤
Still amazing to hear your experience. Thank you.
I came here today because i saved a man from jumping off a bridge. He wasn't happy with me for that. He wanted to die. I hope one day he finds value in his life.
This was an experience with a total stranger who i will never see again.
Its hard to process my thoughts right now.
Love to all.
You where very brave.
Later on he will realize and see you as an angel. You saved someones life, that is no small thing. Love and blessings to you.
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You never know what someone is going through he could be in so much pain that he couldn't handle it anymore and was looking for a way out there are way worse things than death
I love you ❤️ I pray that God bless that individual and yourself for your efforts to help him 🥲
Thank You for Chris
Thank You for his Love
Thank You for his Abundance
Thank You for his Peace
Thank You for his Joy
Thank You for his Health
Thank You for his Strength
Thank You for his Wisdom
Thank You for his Oneness
Thank You for his Beautiful Life
Amen
Oh my, you are a very sweet person..xo
Next time he dies he's going to Hell, for the crime, the sin, of trying to take his own life. The Devil just gave him an illusion of Heaven, so as to give him hope. That way, once he pulls him down to hell, that hope, that memory of God's eternal glory, which he has missed, will drag him down into ever deeper agony and despair.
There can be no despair without hope. So hope, so that the Devil may have a greater panoply of misery with which to punish you, should you stray from God's path even fractionally.
God does not forgive sinners.
@@shaolinabbott9161 God loves sinners (who confess/ change) and the innocents/ abused.. God does not forgive hypocrites and abusers (who do not confess/ change).
This story hit my heart, I am thankful you shared it.
Thanks for sharing. You have a very powerful message.
This poor guy. I want to hug him so hard and let him know he is loved. His story touched my heart 😢❤
This really is what God is. I’m sobbing because so many people don’t understand that kind of love exists. I’ve attempted suicide before and I’ve came close to dying several times in my life. God loves us regardless of our circumstances.
Yes this is truth...God is Love...and God love the perfectly imperfect everyone...
I strongly doubt God exists. It just didn't happen because you didn't do it properly. I don't even believe in love. I find the theory dumb. Why did he let you attempt it in the first place if he loved you.
@@muzvarehelen It’s kinda sad you don’t believe in love and I hope that does change for you. God allows for free will so we make good decisions and dumb ones that can teach us lessons. You don’t need to believe in God to feel loved. You don’t need to believe in God to know you choose your own path. Just find something or someone to believe in that keeps you going.
@@muzvarehelenLove exists, Truth exists...a force exists it's kinda hard to comprehend tho we're all experiencing it RIGHT NOW, call it Life-God-Universe-Source blah-blah-blah but there's no beginning or end, it just is, always has been always will be that's just the Unconditional Truth and Love about it
Trust you'll experience this, it's inevitable
Recommend 'non-duality' for perspective, you're literally an expression of the One and Only, words are not enough but fuck it "GOD IS REAL!" ♥️✨
@@muzvarehelencan't blame your pov, it does get dark but just keep asking questions and the Truth will reveal itself
Thank you