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  • Опубликовано: 11 янв 2025

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  • @caitlyntoomey907
    @caitlyntoomey907 8 лет назад +44

    I just had my sisters watch this ( they don't watch supernatural, never have ) and two of them thought that they were an actual couple and this actually happened. And I was like no it never happened. They were then like but these are scenes from the show, they actually kissed and they were together in heaven. Then the other one freaking cried. She has never seen anything about Destiel and cried her eyes out

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад +8

      omg i'm really sorry i made your sister cry but it also makes me super happy that they actually believed this was real aww

    • @LukeSkywalkerInMe
      @LukeSkywalkerInMe 3 года назад +6

      The power of Misha Collins.

  • @Olwwolf
    @Olwwolf 8 лет назад +44

    how about you don't do.things like this? that sound like an idea??? this was absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking!

  • @Pumpkinjellyfish_
    @Pumpkinjellyfish_ 5 лет назад +11

    "When I picture myself happy it's with you"
    Stop playing with my emotions like this man--

  • @roxslide
    @roxslide 8 лет назад +3

    ruuuuuuuuude. how dare you mess with my feelings like that

  • @cosmichearts
    @cosmichearts 8 лет назад +64

    FUCK!!! IM LITERALLY CRYING. THIS IS MIND BLOWING. IM SPEECHLESS. IT BROKE MY HEART. IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND ALL THE SCENES FITTED SO WELL AND THE VOICEOVERS..... DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED, THEY WERE SO HEART BREAKING. YOU DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB. IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS. YOUR VIDS ARE SO PERFECT. IM SO.... ILY

    • @notnigra5859
      @notnigra5859 8 лет назад

      lifeofawinchester OMG ikr? She's so amazing. And you make amazing videos too! I love your vids!

    • @МАШАТрушникова-м2т
      @МАШАТрушникова-м2т Год назад

      1сщщллллщщщщхзззззддщщщщщщщщ ддддддддхщүщүзүзузу жөнөкөй изз шжзхж шщщщщщщщщз все о чем не э зршзхзззшшшшшшшзх хххлхшллззд з

    • @МАШАТрушникова-м2т
      @МАШАТрушникова-м2т Год назад

      1сщщщщщщщщ дзхззззззххзддд но хх щллллллллллллгооллз или простозз хв ззхузыжыжыжыжыжзызызвззызыззыызы0зыззызы здравствуйтхе за изддд щ

  • @krisjones9117
    @krisjones9117 7 лет назад +101

    Why???? I was normal before this show

    • @missnonperfect8699
      @missnonperfect8699 7 лет назад +3

      Kris Jones I was crying. but read your comment and I laugh! I was normal too. doesn't matter normality or have a heart is overrated anyways.

    • @Aria-ds9vl
      @Aria-ds9vl 4 года назад

      SAMMEEE

  • @viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky
    @viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky 7 лет назад +43

    I was thinking just before clicking on this that my eyes were really dry and that I needed to put drops in them but now... yeah thank you very much, I seem to have the opposite problem now ^^' Your use of voiceovers is incredibly clever, well done !

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  7 лет назад

      haha well i'm glad that your dry eyes problem has been solved^^ and thank you so much

  • @liberaled_
    @liberaled_ 4 года назад +6

    The whole "He deserves better than me" reminded me of T&S and this ruined me even more.
    What a beautiful and heartbreaking video. I hate you and I love you!😭

  • @yeeyee8126
    @yeeyee8126 7 лет назад +16

    i should do my homework but i'm just sitting in my bed and frickin' crying because of this. you can't do this to my weak fangirl heart. i just can't handle all these feels.

  • @casismymrdarcy
    @casismymrdarcy 8 лет назад +4

    HOW DARE YOU THANK YOU FOR RIPPING MY HEART OUT AND THROW IT ON THE GROUND HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

  • @nataliamichellelenasuarez7934
    @nataliamichellelenasuarez7934 8 лет назад +2

    THE VOCIES IT JUST LIKE THEM IM SCREAMING ANF CRYING I CANT

  • @art4949
    @art4949 8 лет назад +3

    Dude this is literally the saddest most painful Destiel video edit I have ever seen
    Such a great cover From Romeo and Juliet (somehow a cover)
    Such great details this is soooooo well edited I salute you sir!!!

  • @opal_7445
    @opal_7445 8 лет назад +11

    IF I CRY ITS YOUR FAULT

  • @hyvnmni
    @hyvnmni 8 лет назад +6

    it really doesn't happen often that i cannot hold back tears. i didn't wanna cry, but even as i am typing this my face burns with the need to cry. this was so beautiful, thank you so much (i guess).

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      ahh sorry for making you cry but i'm also very glad you liked it :3

  • @justachickentender385
    @justachickentender385 5 лет назад +1

    When your watching this in the same room as your mom and your trying to not let her see, but also not make it look like you are trying to hide something because she will get suspicious

  • @CathySaraiMolina
    @CathySaraiMolina 7 лет назад +2

    THIS IS MIND BLOWING I'M CRYING THIS JUST BROKE MY HEART IN TINY PIECES THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL OHMYGOD

  • @kawaiifulcrafts1
    @kawaiifulcrafts1 8 лет назад +2

    IM FRIGGIN CRYING OMFG HELP ME CHUCK NOOOOOO THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLLLLL

  • @annekessler290
    @annekessler290 5 лет назад +1

    I love this couple from Heaven to Earth to be together found themselves happy

  • @sherlock2308
    @sherlock2308 8 лет назад +2

    well, damn you. I'm crying...shouldn't have watched this in a public place...

  • @Supernatastic
    @Supernatastic 8 лет назад +1

    I SHOULD REALLY START READING THE DESCRIPTIONS OF YOUR VIDEOS BEFORE I WATCH THEM OMG

  • @toomuchniki
    @toomuchniki 8 лет назад +2

    why would you do this to me oh my god i'm freaking sobbing here

  • @puppycrimes
    @puppycrimes 6 лет назад +1

    Omg I just scrolled down to the comments and I didn’t even finish on until I started crying IT HURRTS I PAUSED BEFORE I HEARD ANYTHING AND I AM CRYING HOW DOES THIS WORK MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ARE A MASTER AT THIS SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT sorry lol but really I didn’t even start the video, read the title, started crying

  • @JayLKing
    @JayLKing 8 лет назад +2

    Okay, that was completely uncalled for!

  • @its.mchplnby
    @its.mchplnby 5 лет назад +3

    great. i just watched an au where it was castiel who died. trying to balance out my feelings, huh?
    WELL, NOT HAPPENING

  • @JophielStellaluna
    @JophielStellaluna 7 лет назад

    SO PAINFUL. WHY??????
    WHY AM I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF????
    TOO MUCH PAIN BUT SO BEAUTIFUL AS WELL :'''''''''(

  • @judithdelat
    @judithdelat 5 лет назад +1

    Ok I felt like crying. This is so sad and beautiful

  • @Nessainthebuilding
    @Nessainthebuilding 8 лет назад +2

    When I saw the AU in the title I read the description first before I watched the vid, and then I laughed a bit at "aaaand i hate myself ughh." then I watched it and tears. Oh my Chuck! That was just beyond beautiful and heartbreaking! I just can't! WTF!

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      aww thank you. and sorry for making you cry

    • @Nessainthebuilding
      @Nessainthebuilding 8 лет назад

      ***** Oh no problem. :) Every once in awhile we all need a good cry.

  • @Nessainthebuilding
    @Nessainthebuilding 8 лет назад +4

    Why?! Why do I keep torturing myself? I just keep coming back to this vid like a freaking moth to a flame.

  • @miaisara9687
    @miaisara9687 8 лет назад +1

    DAS IST SO DRAMATISCH MY HEART

  • @notnigra5859
    @notnigra5859 8 лет назад +5

    OMG WHYYYYYY
    WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS??
    I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY???
    I HATE YOU BUT LIKE I LOVE YOU CAUSE YOU'RE SO AMAZING. I CRIED SO MUCH.

  • @SupernaturalScream456
    @SupernaturalScream456 7 лет назад +2

    PFFFF.....I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING

  • @michellep.7261
    @michellep.7261 8 лет назад +78

    I should learn, but instead I'm sitting in my room and cry because of
    this... You're an artist and you do everything I wish I could do

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад +1

      omg your comment makes me so happy, thank you thank you thank you! this really means a lot!

    • @michellep.7261
      @michellep.7261 8 лет назад

      Oh that's an amazing idea :O
      I'm new in this "business" and I don't know much about editing c: So I wanted to ask you if you want to be something like my "master" and I'm your student.. if that's okay for you? Because your edits are so amazing

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      Im_a_fangirl_of_the_Lord haha this is really sweet of you, and of course you can always ask me if you have any editing questions, maybe i can help :)

    • @michellep.7261
      @michellep.7261 8 лет назад

      *****
      That' so awesome

    • @michellep.7261
      @michellep.7261 8 лет назад

      *****
      Hey, can we write eMails?

  • @paulinajimenez8453
    @paulinajimenez8453 8 лет назад +5

    IM CRYING MY EYES OUT INSTEAD OF SLEEPING FOR SCHOOL IM

  • @mirellan.almeida
    @mirellan.almeida 7 лет назад +3

    OMG, it's almost 2 A.M and I'm crying in my bed while watching this.😭😭😭😭
    What am I doing with my life? I have to work tomorrow morning...

  • @isi6345
    @isi6345 8 лет назад +4

    Omg this is so incredibly well done! I am crying

  • @mistycrowley9258
    @mistycrowley9258 6 лет назад +1

    Wow, that was amazingly powerful and beautifully created! It's going to take me a few.... months.... to recoup my feels now though.

  • @kathykuhn5777
    @kathykuhn5777 4 года назад

    Holy crap, that was actually amazing. completely devastating but AMAZING none the less.

  • @teristocker7580
    @teristocker7580 7 лет назад +1

    Why did you DO that ? Do you want me to die ?!
    It was beautiful. Heartbroken, but beautiful !

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  7 лет назад

      ahh i'm sorry for the heartbreak...
      (and i'm really glad you liked it :D thanks for your comment)

  • @adrianjohnson4474
    @adrianjohnson4474 8 лет назад +1

    MY HEART WAS FARTING HAPPINESS AT THE FIRST PART now my heart is being stabbed multiple times while set on fire. this was breathtakingly beautiful everything fited so while together the flashbacks the voice over. and you know whats the best freaking part. that some of it is canon like the i miss him part and i almost kill him and dean losing it and breaking things over it. IM GONNA FUJING CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      aww thank you so much. i'm glad you liked it. and sorry for making you cry :3

  • @aestheticallie
    @aestheticallie 8 лет назад +3

    im at school hiding in a corner crying

  • @Fangirlforlife
    @Fangirlforlife 8 лет назад +3

    Absolutely incredible, this video definitely brought on the feels!!

  • @jamifulton6016
    @jamifulton6016 8 лет назад

    all I can say is thank you. truly a work of art.

  • @MsNYCgurl1
    @MsNYCgurl1 8 лет назад

    WHY?!!! It's 12 in the morning here and I actually wanted to sleep! But then "Oh hey look she's got a new vid! Awesome!"
    And then you took my heart and crushed it!
    WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!
    It's an amazing video, really. I love you and i hate you for this. *sigh*

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      haha yeah i can understand you. i feel sorry and happy at the same time while reading your comment... and i really appreciate that you've chosen watching my video before sleeping :') thank you!!

  • @sandwichess3539
    @sandwichess3539 8 лет назад

    arghhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy it hurts so much but GODDAMNIT I LOVE ITTTTT

  • @sebbys_mama
    @sebbys_mama 8 лет назад +7

    OMG NO NO NO! 😭😭😭 THIS HURT ME SO BAD

  • @IOweyoUSoMuch77
    @IOweyoUSoMuch77 8 лет назад

    oooh nooo !! Omg that's so sad and heartbreaking and so perfect at the same time ! :') It feels real, like reading a fanfiction, this is so well done ! what an amazing work :)

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад +1

      ahh it always makes me so happy when i see that you commented on my video because you stick with me for so long now and i truly want to thank you for this :') it means a lot to me and i appreciate your comments so much! thank you, love ♥♥

    • @IOweyoUSoMuch77
      @IOweyoUSoMuch77 8 лет назад +1

      ***** Annww you're so welcome, dear ! :') It may be a little weird but the fact that you notice my presence through the time makes something to my heart, it makes so happy.. :') It really means a lot, so thank you to you too ! And thanks to your work my 'love' for destiel is still alive ! ;) Always a pleasure to watch your videos !

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад +1

      IOweyoUSoMuch77 omg that's such a wonderful thing to hear. it makes me really happy that my videos help to keep your destiel love alive :') again, thank you so much

    • @IOweyoUSoMuch77
      @IOweyoUSoMuch77 8 лет назад

      ***** You're welcome

  • @leafyvenus878
    @leafyvenus878 5 лет назад +1

    You know, my emotions were stable before this show
    But am I gonna ever stop watching it? No

  • @Danyellatr22
    @Danyellatr22 8 лет назад

    ahhhhhhhh so many feels! this was SAD and then SADDER and the beautiful hahaha I just feel bad for Sam, but ... I swear your destiel aus are the best thing ever! even when they break my heart XD

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      omg you're so sweet. thank you sooo much! and sorry for breaking your heart... ♥♥

  • @shan2992
    @shan2992 8 лет назад +1

    this is so perfect omg you're the queen of edits ily

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      omg that's really sweet of you, thank youuu :')

  • @eytschi
    @eytschi 7 лет назад +4

    Who gave you the right to break my heart? 😭

  • @ksiezniczkawszechswiata134
    @ksiezniczkawszechswiata134 8 лет назад +2

    It was like Romeo and Juliet story. Omg I'm still crying😭. This is so amazing 💕💕💕💕

  • @alyazya5052
    @alyazya5052 8 лет назад

    WHO GAVE U THE RIGHT. IM SOBBING .

  • @mm-pg8vz
    @mm-pg8vz 8 лет назад +1

    I just lie in my bed and cry because of this! Thank you very much xD

  • @matthias3211
    @matthias3211 8 лет назад +1

    shit this was so beautiful and now I'm crying and now I hate you and I love you at the same time

  • @thomasredman3777
    @thomasredman3777 8 лет назад

    Great video and music...but it hits you down deep. And, of course, we know these two men have something wonderful going on other than just simple man2man attraction and it's all going to work out in the end. In reality, the producers and writers of SPN are not going to let the fans down. So, everybody, just hang in there, enjoy these two loving each other, however they have (or the writers) to work it out. They have kept us all on the edge of out seats going on 12 seasons...it will work out in the end and we all can breath a sigh of relief.

  • @mstrikeout
    @mstrikeout 8 лет назад +19

    WHY WOULD YOU MAKE SUCH VIDEO!? DID YOU TRY TO KILL ME ?! WTF

  • @camille550
    @camille550 8 лет назад +1

    ARE YOU KIDDING ME! WHAT IS THIS! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME? DON'T LIE I KNOW YOU ARE... Why did you do this? Made something so beautiful and heartbreaking? Oh my Chuck... *starts sobbing again* WHY...

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад +1

      *whispers* ... i'm so sorry ... ♥

    • @camille550
      @camille550 8 лет назад +1

      Thank you though! You did such an amazing work, it's one of the best video I've ever seen! Well done, really, it's incredible!

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад +1

      Power_of_books_ aww thank you so much! that means a lot :)

  • @emiliatrae176
    @emiliatrae176 8 лет назад +2

    Why does this remind me so much of The Inexhaustible Silence of Houses T.T

  • @LydiaTrevisan
    @LydiaTrevisan 8 лет назад +1

    HOW DARE YOU..??? IM CRYING.... I LOVE IT....

  • @nlfproductions_
    @nlfproductions_ 8 лет назад +1

    wow... I'm crying so hard rn

  • @MsLPSFOREVER
    @MsLPSFOREVER 8 лет назад +1

    Well, I'm weeping now...thanks

  • @moa5385
    @moa5385 7 лет назад +4

    okay so i usually comment stuff like "i'm crying" under edits even when i'm not actually crying bUT NOW I'M NOT JOKING MY EYES ARE JUST NJESJSJBKK CRYING WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT

  • @rrachelll1419
    @rrachelll1419 8 лет назад

    crying, you are so good

  • @swietlanaguth6542
    @swietlanaguth6542 7 лет назад +1

    what is this i can't breath

  • @littlewolf2703
    @littlewolf2703 4 года назад

    HOW DARE YOU?? This is beautiful ❤😭😭

  • @caitlyntoomey907
    @caitlyntoomey907 8 лет назад

    My heart😭😭 this was the saddest thing I have ever watched omg I'm balling my eyes out rn😭😭

  • @Taelorgirl78
    @Taelorgirl78 7 лет назад +1

    UM BEAUTIFUL. Rips your heart out but in the best way. You are very talented! Love your videos sm :)

  • @Anjeeha
    @Anjeeha 7 лет назад +1

    Why must you hurt me this way. I can not. I just. W H Y

  • @wywardmoose
    @wywardmoose 8 лет назад

    Oh my Chuck no, stop, it's too much, I'm trying to sob without waking everyone up around 2 am. STOP.NO WAITDONTITS BEAUTIFULBUT ATOP

  • @cosmostic10914
    @cosmostic10914 5 лет назад

    There are no tears left :)

  • @ceciliacarnahan3048
    @ceciliacarnahan3048 8 лет назад

    and I'm bawling like a baby

  • @HahalolbAmy
    @HahalolbAmy 8 лет назад +1

    i'm literally bawling my eyes out. omfg this is so good but yikes just stab me in my heart it would be less painful. fucking hell man.

  • @susieqtraynor5857
    @susieqtraynor5857 8 лет назад

    This is an amazing vid so well put together. I cried

  • @floweroflove1994
    @floweroflove1994 5 лет назад

    At least they share a Heaven now. Soulmates. Omg. This was really sad.

  • @inexpressible
    @inexpressible 8 лет назад

    WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME PLEASE PLEASE WRITE A FIC NOW I NEED IT SOOO BAD! DAMNIT. ITS SO PERFECT! The dialogues!! *when does Dean says the kine "picture myself with you"* MANN IM CRYING MY EYES OUT. THANK YOU, FOR RUINING ME IN A AESTHETIC WAY :')

    • @inexpressible
      @inexpressible 8 лет назад

      Your All I need, Dean. When does he say this?

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      aww thank you so much!! that really means a lot

    • @inexpressible
      @inexpressible 8 лет назад

      HOLY MOTHER OF GREENLAND! You did an EXCELLENT job! *_* The amount of work you put in gosh!! :') :') Thank You!!!

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  8 лет назад

      Neha Dhyani ahh thanks again

  • @awolfnamedaliac
    @awolfnamedaliac 4 года назад

    Im on the phone and it’s 2 in the morning and I literally started crying and whimpering and my friend is demanding to know what’s happening over the phone but I just 😭 nononononononononono

  • @jordanelizabeth274
    @jordanelizabeth274 8 лет назад +4

    i was crying and the i was smiling when they were together again.... the feels are sure to kill me...

  • @hjs2017
    @hjs2017 8 лет назад

    im crying too hard how dare you

  • @rubyv5755
    @rubyv5755 5 лет назад

    DANG UT IM A TOUGH COOKIE AND DIDNT CRY! BUT I WANT TO BECAUSE I FEEL BADDD😖😩😩

  • @TVDismynewobsession
    @TVDismynewobsession 7 лет назад +1

    I JUST CAME HERE TO WATCH VIDEOS AND NOW MY HEART IS SHATTERED HOW FUCKING DARE YOU

  • @waywardnick
    @waywardnick 8 лет назад

    cRYIng ;-; Aaah beautiful video, love the editing❤

  • @thegatekeeper8612
    @thegatekeeper8612 6 лет назад

    I love it but it makes me cry uncontrollably

  • @WaywardScots
    @WaywardScots 7 лет назад +1

    OMC this is so well done but so sad

  • @ourunsungheroes8554
    @ourunsungheroes8554 7 лет назад +2

    Who's cutting onions in here?

  • @malachaiparker7570
    @malachaiparker7570 7 лет назад +1

    i'm crying AAAAAA

  • @destielisnot9614
    @destielisnot9614 8 лет назад +1

    Wait a sec while I set myself on fire

  • @AliAwesome
    @AliAwesome 8 лет назад

    A billion single man tears.

  • @denisevanausdal3160
    @denisevanausdal3160 4 года назад

    Holy shit this made me cry. Very well done!

  • @michelleroberson6834
    @michelleroberson6834 8 лет назад

    such a beautiful video!

  • @ashleyduran7396
    @ashleyduran7396 8 лет назад

    My poor heart wasn't ready 😭😭😭

  • @taylorburns9362
    @taylorburns9362 5 лет назад

    I am crying like a baby

  • @emiliatrae176
    @emiliatrae176 8 лет назад

    I'm not kidding I'm crying so hard rn

  • @melis4996
    @melis4996 8 лет назад

    You made it. You made the saddest destiel video ever.

  • @kellykapa9342
    @kellykapa9342 7 лет назад +1

    OMG:"(

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  7 лет назад +1

      haha thank you. the quote is from 09x06 but i have to disappoint you. in the actual scene cas says 'it's all i have dean" and i replaced the 'it's' with 'you're'... but let's just pretend cas said YOU'RE all i have, dean! :)

    • @kellykapa9342
      @kellykapa9342 7 лет назад +1

      Omg :") Okay np. Thanks for telling me

    • @kellykapa9342
      @kellykapa9342 7 лет назад

      And something more in 1:57 dean means cas? i'm confused.. I'm in season 12 but i can't remember that.. And i know 2:56 isn't real but it's so cute... Your edit is just.. i have no words..

    • @sUmmerRain810
      @sUmmerRain810  7 лет назад

      aww thank you so much

    • @kellykapa9342
      @kellykapa9342 7 лет назад

      Oh okay i was just confused about which of them are real and which of them are fake. Thank you btw

  • @gabbyburton1999
    @gabbyburton1999 8 лет назад

    I'm at school trembling trying not to flip out.

  • @agathemichaux5611
    @agathemichaux5611 8 лет назад +1

    YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO DO THAT

  • @destielandjoshlerforlife8804
    @destielandjoshlerforlife8804 8 лет назад +1

    I'm crying so hard please help meh

  • @reeseelizabeth2889
    @reeseelizabeth2889 4 года назад +1

    SPOILERS:
    omg I was so expecting this to have the season 15 love confession from cas because of the title card, that confession scene is about happiness and how cas is happiest when he confesses to dean. that shit rips me apart.

  • @mands.
    @mands. 4 года назад

    Why? now i'm crying.

  • @eorozco2720
    @eorozco2720 7 лет назад +1

    That was really sad