NF - Trauma *Reaction* | Got in my feels with this one!

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Комментарии • 142

  • @FishermanMike253
    @FishermanMike253 4 года назад +37

    I personally think he's talking to his soul

    • @SaraPasquel
      @SaraPasquel 4 года назад +6

      I agree. I think this is the younger NF to older NF response to the song Nate.

    • @Kath_klclouds
      @Kath_klclouds 4 года назад +2

      @@SaraPasquel I can see that, as well

    • @7enty7en83
      @7enty7en83 4 года назад +1

      Yep

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +5

      Didn't think of that but I can see that for sure

    • @Behemothgoldfish
      @Behemothgoldfish 4 года назад

      Same I think he references it early in the song.

  • @I_Stay_4_SKZ
    @I_Stay_4_SKZ 4 года назад +32

    A very deep & heavy, but beautifully designed song that only NF could possibly mold into the ending of his best work(at the moment) & poured his heart out for the whole ehf

  • @mariemaruškaa
    @mariemaruškaa 4 года назад +4

    man i just love NF. i know he was nevrous about this song but it´s one of my favourite songs to cry to

  • @dashal6709
    @dashal6709 4 года назад +19

    I'm with you on that he's talking to himself. "I wish you would love me back" could tie to his song I hate myself. Or it's some part of NF (the one trying to be free) talking to the current NF?

  • @pinethree7283
    @pinethree7283 2 года назад +1

    Probably talking about someone he opened up to, cared about (which my guess is that rare) and said person only used him for their benefit. Took what he gave and used it against him. Once you tell someone else a secret it’s not a secret. Especially if that persons perception of you shifts and they aim to humiliate or hurt. Usually a desired person that doesn’t share your same feelings.
    Used you as a shore to crash all their problems upon, makes them feel better and leaves you, alone.
    There’s so many ways to interpret lyrics it’s never certain. Only he knows really.

  • @taekook_natsu5696
    @taekook_natsu5696 4 года назад +20

    It’s just a theory of mine but the image that this song gives me is NF staring at his reflection but what he sees is himself or a younger version with scars and bruises like the pure image of his trauma with just the bad things, but I can also see it in reverse that his trauma asks him to „why can’t you just love me back?“
    Ps: Love your reaction

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      Oh woah, that crazy but i can picture it

  • @josephleatherwood8927
    @josephleatherwood8927 4 года назад +9

    My dude! You are my favorite NF reactor bro you get him.There before you get US

  • @vinm.3795
    @vinm.3795 4 года назад +3

    God. When the violin comes in I feel like my inner self starts to release the emotion and I can help but close my eyes and imagine me right in front of my future and past self. I think that since the melody of the violin starts to kind of fall and rise it makes me think that it's kind of like NF looking at his future self and once the melody starts to get lower it's all this pain and hurt that just wants to be gone. forever. it's like he's just this puddle of water, on a cloudy day, with no sun, just waiting to evaporate and be collected and have this closure to life.
    (Really enjoyed this reaction looked up the song cause I'm making a cover of it right now and you popped up and I was like ¨oh cool let me see if this could kinda give me closure on the whole idea of this song¨ and thnk you! this had made me just have z deeper understanding and love for this song and Nf :)

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      I felt this and it reminded me of how the violin made me feel when I first heard it!
      I need to see this cover, let me know if you end up posting it!

    • @vinm.3795
      @vinm.3795 4 года назад

      @@LifeOfPanos ok I will let you know! :)

  • @shayden2kzz
    @shayden2kzz 4 года назад +13

    That's what's so anazing in some of Nate's tracks he purposely doesn't clarify. There's many theories , some say God some say his self love some say his inner child or innocence. But it's left to me different things deoending on what the listener is going through. Fun fact tho Mate said this track was the one he was most worried bout puttung out cuz it's all singing and wasn't sure if his fans would be ok with it. But in the end Nate trusts us to support his experimenting however he wants. This is his art. Btw he posted some wisdom from his writing today on Twitter. He hasn't deleted it yet so check it out!

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      I feel that, I love that about him, everyone relates in their own way and its great!

    • @FullMetalcoreJojo
      @FullMetalcoreJojo 4 года назад

      I’m almost always looking for your comment in NF reactions and you hardly ever miss base with fully explaining concepts and meanings to the YTers. Keep it up!

  • @michaelwinkelman4842
    @michaelwinkelman4842 4 года назад +2

    Bro I think NF is the best rapper of all time & he just keeps getting better, all around skills are top notch, I see no one better than him.... ever!

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      I feel that, he's definitely one of the GOATs

    • @michaelwinkelman4842
      @michaelwinkelman4842 4 года назад +1

      What is a GOAT? I’ve never heard that before...

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Michael Winkelman oh it means Greatest Of All Time = GOAT

  • @dallascowboysgirl9797
    @dallascowboysgirl9797 4 года назад +3

    You get him 🔥🔥🔥therefore you get us who relates to him. I don't know you, but love you for LISTENING to him. Not just listening but literally HEARING him. Welcome to the NF fam

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      He's mind-blowingly amazing! Glad to be here, late but I made it!

    • @VengefulVixen
      @VengefulVixen 4 года назад

      @@LifeOfPanos doesn't matter how long it took you to get here.. you're here and that's all that matters! Giving this man the recognition he deserves! Great job, bro! Keep it up 🤙🏼

  • @mikosdanes
    @mikosdanes 4 года назад +11

    I think he's talking to his emotions.. in let me go he talks about wanting freedom... and he's talking to his emotions in that one...ask for help you call it weakness.... he wants help.. he wants freedom... they, his emotions, won't let him

    • @dashal6709
      @dashal6709 4 года назад +1

      That actually makes more sense than my theories. His emotions are constantly betraying him and belittling him. And of course he would like them to love him... Ohh, that must be it.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +2

      I feel that, future of emotions?😅

  • @kristen1758
    @kristen1758 3 года назад +1

    Name a rapper that can make the hypest of tracks then drop this and have it still have the same impact as all those hype tracks. He is truly a genius in so many ways. By the way you are killing the reaction game 🤘it's nice to see a reactor that thinks and feels all the way. Also my favorite is when it's so fire you just rest your head on the desk for a second gets me every time 🤣 Keep it up and don't ever change cause you keep it REAL. 💙

  • @djgilmore3608
    @djgilmore3608 3 года назад +1

    Going off of "Let You Down", "Grab my hand I'm drowning", brings back the imagery of him apologizing to his younger self. I agree. I think he is speaking to his soul/older self that he envisions rescuing him from his current mental state in the version of the only hope he has.

  • @ritacarroll2057
    @ritacarroll2057 3 года назад +3

    I like your breakdown. Art is subjective so it can mean many things.

  • @Kane317
    @Kane317 4 года назад +9

    He actually tweeted today that he's writing music.

  • @cjhnstn
    @cjhnstn 3 года назад +1

    That feeling you feel. Hes talking to the relationship he never had. Reflecting on the future that never happened but he feels it's nonetheless. its a discussion with himself through the perception of his lost loved ones, it's bloody beautiful. There is some good to fight for in this world Mr Frodo

  • @jabo273
    @jabo273 4 года назад +4

    I have always thought he's been talking to his emotions/insecurites but I really love your future NF theory too. The grab my hand I'm drowning connection to Let You Down is great and it makes sense that NF knows he can only help himself but he is just not quite there yet. I think he also may have meant that he knows that he is loved by others and his future self but he and his emotions in his current state doesn't let himself feel love

    • @jabo273
      @jabo273 4 года назад

      Also there is a Let Me Go connection with I just feel rejected, I don't like rejection
      You promise protection, I don't feel protected and It wants love, but I reject it
      Trade my joy for my protection

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      I feel this for sure! Relates to a lot that he's said in the past

  • @michaelwinkelman4842
    @michaelwinkelman4842 4 года назад +2

    And the dude can rap fast, when he does his bars just hit me in the domepiece and I gotta rewind

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      he just double times out of nowhere😂

  • @davidturner2449
    @davidturner2449 4 года назад +2

    Remember in Paralyzed he says "I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it" also, the waves and him just watching. So I feel he is also linking Paralyzed in this one.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      Oh woah i forgot that bar but yea i feel that!

  • @Dave-bo1yk
    @Dave-bo1yk 4 года назад +10

    You are my favourite NF reactor. You should have direct line to NF 😉 to get an alert when he drops the new album.
    We are waiting for this!
    This is amazing song. i really love this one!
    Thank you. It was an amazing journey!!!
    But it is not the end he has more beautiful songs you didnt cover and new album on the way.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      Appreciate you bro, definitely need that direct line!!

  • @zerocool3170
    @zerocool3170 4 года назад +3

    One of my favorite ИF tracks I really dig when he sings.
    "Let you down" is where his older self is watching him drown.
    "Paralyzed" he raps hands in my pocket waves keep crashing I just watch them feeling under water but I'm on top of it I'm in a box but I'm the one that locked me in running out of oxygen. Something along those lines sorry it not word for word long day and I'm drawing blanks.
    Great reaction brother. 💯🔥🙏

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Appreciate you bro, i feel that break down!🙏

  • @lordfrenchfries9530
    @lordfrenchfries9530 3 года назад +2

    I know I’m late to the replies but I feel like he could be talking to happiness in this song. Or a part of it. “Why haven’t you found me yet” he could be saying he knows what happiness looks like but happiness hasn’t found him. He always feels depressed. “I hold you so proudly” we look at happiness and we all want it because it makes life enjoyable. “I wish you’d just love me back” he could be saying he wishes he was happy.

  • @Sympanet
    @Sympanet 4 года назад +2

    I think he’s talking to the same version of himself that he was referring to in I Miss The Days. It’s like he made a promise to himself that he was going on this search to find his way back to being happy through music and therapy, and something inside of him feels betrayed that these promises were made and his soul was laid bare to be laughed at and criticized, all for nothing because it didn’t work.

  • @natalieayala1372
    @natalieayala1372 3 года назад +1

    This song. Oh my soul, this song, smh. I have to say this song hit me some kind of way because it basically took me back to a mental state in childhood during my own abandonment experience. My mom came back later but it was never the same and I was never allowed to express the feeling in this song. The “lied and promised me my freedom” felt like it could be because even after you grow up, the trauma follows you and keeps you in a cage of your own making. You build it to keep yourself safe because you can’t trust even the people you should trust the most in life.
    My two cents... that’s how I identify with NF anyway...

  • @suzieclarke6744
    @suzieclarke6744 4 года назад +2

    Wow,goosebumps,he is such a legend,had the privelage to see him a few years ago in Manchester,best concert I have ever been to,there were only 200 of us and him,an intimate affair,he was INCREDIBLE,great reaction as always,much respect and love from UK

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +2

      Wooow no way! Lowkey really jealous, I'm tryna see him as soon as possible tbh!

  • @Kath_klclouds
    @Kath_klclouds 4 года назад +3

    BRO. CONGRATULATIONS ON 1.05K SUBS!!!!

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +2

      Almost 1.3k now!! LETS GET IT!!!!

  • @Alex-pn2of
    @Alex-pn2of 3 года назад +2

    That instrumental gives chills Everytime ❤️

  • @75jamesd
    @75jamesd 4 года назад +2

    2 words for you and 2 words only. Thank You.

  • @Kath_klclouds
    @Kath_klclouds 4 года назад +3

    This song is just so beautiful, in regards to vocal, words, & especially instrumental.
    I love your theory that he's talking to his future self.
    My own personal theory for this is that he's talking to his music.
    Music was supposed to save him, bring him freedom (of expression), help him through all his traumas, and he holds it proudly...but still, it doesn't match exactly, y'know?
    I love that you appreciate the instrumental as much as I do

    • @cinderellsworth
      @cinderellsworth 4 года назад +1

      The instrumentation of this song, along with Nate's vocals, is among the most beautiful things I've heard.....Ever..... Trauma is my own personal favorite song of Nate's. There are so many different ways I can hear the words, and it all depends on what emotions I'm feeling at that moment in time. Sometimes I just put that one song on Repeat and let the music and lyrics wash over me over and over again. Stunningly beautiful, imho....

    • @Kath_klclouds
      @Kath_klclouds 4 года назад +1

      @@cinderellsworth I completely get it; this song has rose to my top favorites, as well

    • @cinderellsworth
      @cinderellsworth 4 года назад +1

      @@Kath_klclouds Glad to have company! Nate is an extremely gifted young man. He has a L-o-n-g road ahead of him, but I know he'll make it through to the other side.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +2

      Oh woah I actually really like that theory and definitely makes sense! And the vocals and instrumental on this track are crazyy

  • @acelcruz222
    @acelcruz222 4 года назад +2

    Congrats 👏 on your NF journey, it was great to hear your take, looking forward to future new NF music, you'll be the first I'll watch react for sure!!

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Cant wait for his new tracks!

  • @codingbarber6674
    @codingbarber6674 4 года назад +2

    I think the first part is him taking to his soul. And the second part is his soul talking back to him

  • @cinderellsworth
    @cinderellsworth 4 года назад +2

    My favorite NF song. It's always relevant to me, no matter what problems/situations/emotions, etc., I'm going through at that moment. This is also one of the most beautiful pieces of music I have heard in a very long time.
    There are a lot of references from previous songs in Trauma. For the most part, I think you've hit all the major points in this song. I'm like you, Panos.....I can't wait for his next single/album to drop! And I think his next album will be called Lost, too. He points to that so clearly in Paid My Dues, which is the LAST song he dropped. Nate may be waiting 'til it's all "Quiet" on the socials before he drops it, though. Just like he said he'd do in Leave Me Alone.....that'd be just like him!!💖💛✝

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      This song is heavy but I love it too! It's so perfectly made its crazy!
      Honestly, I feel like I'm going crazy waiting for his new music!! I've been checking multiple times a day!!
      Cant waittt!!!

  • @michaelwinkelman4842
    @michaelwinkelman4842 4 года назад +2

    I mean c’mon... some of his bars are straight up mind boggling

  • @avizaiavalosgonzalez5446
    @avizaiavalosgonzalez5446 3 года назад +2

    Esa canción me pegó mucho! 👍🏼

  • @joshsteckel2967
    @joshsteckel2967 4 года назад +1

    I think hes talking to music. Music has always been his outlet, but at the same time it reminds him of all his pain and trauma. Just my thought

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Someone else mentioned this too, I feel that

  • @sherylh2570
    @sherylh2570 4 года назад +2

    Love your theory on this song. It’s always confused me, but your thoughts on it make sense!

  • @josephleatherwood8927
    @josephleatherwood8927 4 года назад +3

    I'm with you I'm thinking it's going to be lost and then the following album will be found unless he finds himself soon then his next album will be found

    • @dashal6709
      @dashal6709 4 года назад +1

      How about Lost & found then? ;) I would love to be along the lines of found though. I don't wish him to be still lost.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Oh I feel that, Lost & Found would be crazy!

  • @FullMetalcoreJojo
    @FullMetalcoreJojo 4 года назад +2

    Omfg... I think I’ve just worked something out.. on a line you dropped actually!
    Remember how “Nate” was older NF talking to his younger self? What if this is the opposite??
    In Nate he says “I wish that I could look at you with empathy..” maybe this was his younger self who is literally surrounded by trauma crying out to older Nate do it for them, to be there for him, himself.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      Oh woahh i like that! Switching from the old to young perspective

  • @RV-ds5uf
    @RV-ds5uf Год назад

    He’s talking to God in this song!

  • @srishtikhaneja3953
    @srishtikhaneja3953 4 года назад +4

    Found out your channel yesterday and I'm almost done with ur entire nf journey lol

    • @cinderellsworth
      @cinderellsworth 4 года назад +1

      Lol That's exactly what I did LAST Sunday! So glad I've found Panos! He can deconstruct and explain stuff I've never even noticed before in Nate's music. I can't wait for NF's new music to drop!!

    • @srishtikhaneja3953
      @srishtikhaneja3953 4 года назад +2

      @@cinderellsworth exactly like I'm listening to him for so long but I'm literally taking notes of what he's saying... He can break down his music so well like damn

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      you guys honestly just made my day! Thats love, really happy you guys are enjoying them!!!🙏❤

    • @cinderellsworth
      @cinderellsworth 4 года назад +1

      @@LifeOfPanos We love and appreciate you, Panos. Thank you for doing such an excellent job for those like me who can be a little "slow" to pick up rap bars! Much Respect, Good Sir!💖💛

    • @srishtikhaneja3953
      @srishtikhaneja3953 4 года назад +1

      @@LifeOfPanos you are amazing man 🖤

  • @davidturner2449
    @davidturner2449 4 года назад +2

    Yes it also links to let youdown

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      I've listened to this soo many times since I reacted to it, heavy but great track!

  • @SPARTANSx11
    @SPARTANSx11 4 года назад +2

    You should start back with his moments album. It wasn’t his best stuff. I like his lyrics in that album.. but you can really see the glow up through his music. I loved it then, and I think his music is amazing now.. but somehow it just keeps getting better and better!
    I think you should react to every song! I would stick around to listen! 😊

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      I might give it a listen not sure if I'll react but we'll see! Appreciate the shout though!

    • @SPARTANSx11
      @SPARTANSx11 4 года назад

      LifeOfPanos either way, you’ve introduced me to new artists through your reactions.. and I’ll still be sticking by to watch! Thanks for keeping it real! 😊

  • @Warriorgamings
    @Warriorgamings 4 года назад +1

    Nf the besttt

  • @mikosdanes
    @mikosdanes 4 года назад +5

    Oh snap you might be onto something with your future nf theory... dang you're good

  • @victorpaul2177
    @victorpaul2177 4 года назад +2

    Ur reaction made the song hit too deep nf always stands apart from other♥️
    Pls do Tom's gravestone

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Its suchh a good track! I just reacted to it check out the video!

    • @victorpaul2177
      @victorpaul2177 4 года назад

      @@LifeOfPanos definitely bro...

  • @kathymcguire8287
    @kathymcguire8287 4 года назад +1

    Plz NF, drop your new music very soon, like yesterday!!!

  • @elizabethrose2523
    @elizabethrose2523 4 года назад +1

    Now that you've finished The Search you need to do his song with Futuristic called "Epiphany" before going on to any of the other older albums.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      I just reacted to it actually! Dropping the video later tonight!

    • @elizabethrose2523
      @elizabethrose2523 4 года назад +1

      @@LifeOfPanos awesome!

  • @curtismaximus7819
    @curtismaximus7819 4 года назад +2

    Love your break down of the bars!! I’m in! Subscribe* When you go back please please listen to “know” 🔥🔥🔥

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Appreciate you bro! Welcome to the LOP Fam! I definitely will eventually!

  • @75jamesd
    @75jamesd 8 месяцев назад

    Late to the party but this is young Nate speaking to Nate in response to “Nate.” His layers have got layers and his layers have got layers. Hoping to show a new perspective while on your search.

  • @traviswallace
    @traviswallace 4 года назад +1

    Made it to the end, congrats! haha.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Ngl did not want it to end!!

  • @7enty7en83
    @7enty7en83 4 года назад +1

    Yay new vid

  • @darekfromninoteamtwojstary1397
    @darekfromninoteamtwojstary1397 2 года назад

    Just to his girl i guess
    Every couple have their problems and they went thru some at that time

  • @melindawoodward7992
    @melindawoodward7992 4 года назад +1

    I had the thought that we heard old Nate talk to 6 year old Nate. Is this 6 year old talking to older Nate?

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Oh woah possibly, yea! SO many theories with this track I love it!

  • @diegocabrera5934
    @diegocabrera5934 4 года назад +1

    Dude react to PHORA- sinner. I’d love to see what you think of him.❤️🔥

  • @reggyonfiya
    @reggyonfiya 4 года назад +1

    Do “what I do “ by nick nittoli it’s the avatar music video

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Imma do a bunch of his tracks all at once at some point

  • @BeanLord03
    @BeanLord03 4 года назад

    I think that he's talking about his Mom but I could be wrong.

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Someone else mentioned this too, soo many theories about this track!

  • @georgejetson1379
    @georgejetson1379 4 года назад +2

    NF is a Christian so he is more than likely linking
    his current person who is the future Nate present
    compared to his start of the 'NF journey'....
    wondering where his 'perception ' of God is at
    when he needs Him...? ;)

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад +1

      Man I've said it before and I'll say it again, I love how you structure these comments! And I feel that!

  • @7enty7en83
    @7enty7en83 4 года назад +1

    U make gaming vids?

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Na not really but I do stream on twitch! Check me out!

  • @kerrielopez8073
    @kerrielopez8073 4 года назад +1

    React to “back then” by nick nittoli next

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      Nick Nittoli is gonna need a couple days dedicated to him! So many requests!

  • @vijendrasingh9634
    @vijendrasingh9634 4 года назад +1

    Take the song nate , reverse it, there you have Trauma.

  • @وليدالحربي-خ9ح
    @وليدالحربي-خ9ح 4 года назад +2

    React to know

  • @shadabmomin5158
    @shadabmomin5158 4 года назад +1

    Your voice is so low and the song is too loud can u fix it

    • @LifeOfPanos
      @LifeOfPanos  4 года назад

      My bad i had 2 - 3 low videos but all fixed now!