my university lonely life

my university life was like ; going to school to get a lunch , meal card. then supermarket to buy drinks and dinner. I always think about studying on the way, but after coming back to my room , I forget.
I thought , I would earn money by investment but I did not , gradually decrease. Actually , I had not tried seriously both, academics and earning. Older generations see me as if I am a higher level creature because I go to the university. but the reality is I am equal to the animal around there, basically eat, sleep , watch , not using brain lol.