Hi Mum, Ronni here (Tou’s fallen asleep on my bum but he says hello too!) I remember when you first announced your diagnosis, and it felt like someone had taken my heart and slammed it into a brick wall. As you and the Haven know, I sadly do not have a great relationship with my natural mother, and you have been more of a loving, kind, gentle, warm, supportive mum than she ever could be. You don’t see a black flamboyant gay man when you look at me - you just see silly, naughty Ronni and his partner Tou, which is all I’ve ever wanted. So, hearing that the woman I view as a mummy was now dealing with a serious physical battle broke me. Admittedly I spent at least a day or so sobbing in my bed, worrying and just being an absolute sooty britches. Seeing this video, and how upbeat and vibrant you remain about the situation despite the seriousness of it, has lifted my heart out of my stomach and allowed me to relax. You are such a strong, vibrant woman, Hedda. Your perseverance shines brightly through each video you post. You have overcome so much in your life, and in the end this will be yet another scar that has a story behind it that you’ll look back on and smile, knowing that you beat it. The entire Haven, myself and Tou included, are all rallying and rooting for you. You have our love and support, as well as the love from your friends outside the Haven, your lovely children, Your husband (lucky woman, you got to marry Father Christmas!), and everyone who is blessed enough to know you. And by the way, the new hair is STUNNING! I’m sure every now and then you may want to toss Wiggy on, and that is alright too. But this look is absolutely grand on you, Mumma. Love, Ronni & Tou ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
hello, friend 💕 I woke up and saw that you'd streamed, and was sorry that I missed you. I hope that you have someone you can talk to in the middle of the night when you need to. Your hair looks great, and you should only post when you want to and feel up to it. Still praying for you 🙏🙏🙏
Good morning, Love! Was so happy to see your video in my notifications. I think your new hair looks amazing. Thank you for letting us know an update. If you feel you would like to vlog your times ahead - absolutely go for it. Only do what you feel is right within you. You won’t hear any of us complaining. We’re all here for you if you need us, all you need to do is reach out. Sending all the love and healing vibes in the world 💛
Hello,darling. I'm sorry I'm late watching, my son was changing the internet yesterday, and it took the whole day,of course. I'm so sorry about sickness. I'm glad they gave you something to counter it. It is Important to have a fighter spirit, if that makes sense. And I know u have that. I think it would be really important if u could discuss what ur going through. I think itd be wonderful for you as well as others. I love the hair,it really looks nice, and suits you. I'm here if you need me or want to talk,ever. I love you my friend ❤😘💕
Hedda! Oh my gosh, I love your new hair! The color, the cut - it looks absolutely adorable on you! I got so excited when I saw the thumbnail for this video and your new profile picture. Just absolutely gorgeous.
Hedda, I am so sorry that the meds make you ill & even more so that the meds to counteract those make it where you can't have the things you enjoy. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Only do what you feel like on RUclips, Sweetie. Your new hair is cute. I recently cut mine super short, & I love it. Love & gentle hugs.
Hedda, I just want you to know that all your friends are sending you waves of love and healing. You look beautiful in this video, and show an unimaginable courage. I've seen other vloggers document and share their journeys of illness and healing. Some of their stories are very powerful. So sorry that you have to give up so much, especially coffee, tea and wine! Uggh! You might even acquire a taste for things like the lemon barley water with time, especially as it may begin to feel good going into your body, and you may find other things that are good for you that begin to taste and feel comforting, perhaps certain herb teas. Your doctor would know. God bless you always, and may your treatments knock the cancer into submission! 💪💖💚🌼🌼
Hedda I am here for you and love you, I'm sorry the meds are putting you through the wringer. If you need anything I am here I promise, you've been in my thoughts constantly. I love your hair, I know it's a tough situation but I think it looks good on you, it makes me want to go earring shopping and get you some big statement earrings to rock alongside your hair. I'm sorry I missed the stream, I was asleep I would've loved to been there. A bra here, a CHEAP one is like 30 bucks which would be 21 pounds, a good one would probably be the amount you said, bra prices are ridiculous. I feel you on the makeup, I am just trying to blend makeup now and they make it look so easy. In regards of asking about the cancer journey, I want to hear from you if you are feeling ok, dont fret about appearances , anything you feel like sharing I am here. And you look great, no knocking peoples compliments, you ARE lovely. I just want you to know, I know things seem dark but you are lovely through and through, we all want you to be here and love you!
I hope you are doing ok right now, I hadn't seen any of your videos in a while i thought maybe you had just decided to quit. I'm sending you lots of love and healing prayers I will be watching for your videos please keep us updated as you are able to do take care of yourself don't worry about being all dolled up you are beautiful with or without make up.🙏💕🌹🙋♀️
Sending you all my positive energy. Please keep taking your medications. It's so important. If there's an address, I'd love to send you a feel better package.
You look cute with short hair. For the chest area, you could wear a slip (lacy undershirt) underneath the shirts you wear just to cover up there. My mom had to do that after her arm surgery because putting on a bra was just a pain. That's an option. Hope everything goes well and if you're up to it, maybe a true crime story. Much love and hugs from the US of A! 💜💜💜
I don’t know what’s going on with the GPS at the minute. In hospital we are seeing patients in clinics and letting visitors in. Why they haven’t returned to a semblance of the previous service I don’t know. You are looking amazingly well, even though you might feel dreadful. Good luck with the rest of your treatment. You are a trooper, the treatments are brutal, I’ve held many a hand and hair of patients on chemo. Why they didn’t prescribe you an antiemetic I’ll never know. The meds always cause nausea and vomiting. There are other anti emetics ( anti sickness) available. Keep your chin up hedda, if anyone can do it you can. It’s a long haul but I’m praying everything goes well. Xxx💋. I’m very interested in you documenting your journey through this but I only when you feel up to it.
Gosh, it's awful to hear that this is going on, Hedda...I hope it'll all turn out fine, truly, I do. Best of luck and health to ya, love. Sorry to hear about the stream not working out, too. I only saw the notification a bit too late, too...my apologies for not catching it in time. The new haircut suits you, by the way!
Omg, I can't believe the side effects you had from Letrozole, you poor thing. Are you starting chemo, please ask about the Letrozole, hopefully they can switch maybe to Tamoxifen. I didn't have hair loss on it, so hopefully you won't lovely either, you WILL beat it xxx
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Love the hair! Sorry you've been having such a rough time. I do hope things get better soon. It's always good to see you here.
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We love you Hedda ❤️
Hi Mum, Ronni here (Tou’s fallen asleep on my bum but he says hello too!)
I remember when you first announced your diagnosis, and it felt like someone had taken my heart and slammed it into a brick wall. As you and the Haven know, I sadly do not have a great relationship with my natural mother, and you have been more of a loving, kind, gentle, warm, supportive mum than she ever could be. You don’t see a black flamboyant gay man when you look at me - you just see silly, naughty Ronni and his partner Tou, which is all I’ve ever wanted. So, hearing that the woman I view as a mummy was now dealing with a serious physical battle broke me. Admittedly I spent at least a day or so sobbing in my bed, worrying and just being an absolute sooty britches. Seeing this video, and how upbeat and vibrant you remain about the situation despite the seriousness of it, has lifted my heart out of my stomach and allowed me to relax. You are such a strong, vibrant woman, Hedda. Your perseverance shines brightly through each video you post. You have overcome so much in your life, and in the end this will be yet another scar that has a story behind it that you’ll look back on and smile, knowing that you beat it. The entire Haven, myself and Tou included, are all rallying and rooting for you. You have our love and support, as well as the love from your friends outside the Haven, your lovely children, Your husband (lucky woman, you got to marry Father Christmas!), and everyone who is blessed enough to know you. And by the way, the new hair is STUNNING! I’m sure every now and then you may want to toss Wiggy on, and that is alright too. But this look is absolutely grand on you, Mumma.
Love,
Ronni & Tou ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Love the hair Hedda…hope things improve for you soon x🇦🇺x
Hello dear I just wanted to say you always make me smile thankyou :-) if i can help I'm always available
hello, friend 💕
I woke up and saw that you'd streamed, and was sorry that I missed you. I hope that you have someone you can talk to in the middle of the night when you need to. Your hair looks great, and you should only post when you want to and feel up to it. Still praying for you 🙏🙏🙏
May God Bless you Hedda. Sending prayers. I'm here for you if you need to talk.
BTW your look great with your new hair style
Hi Hedda! So sorry you are having to go through all of this. The haven is here for you!!! ❤️
Michael !!!!!! Darling, I haven't forgotten your reading xxxxxx
Good morning, Love! Was so happy to see your video in my notifications. I think your new hair looks amazing. Thank you for letting us know an update. If you feel you would like to vlog your times ahead - absolutely go for it. Only do what you feel is right within you. You won’t hear any of us complaining. We’re all here for you if you need us, all you need to do is reach out. Sending all the love and healing vibes in the world 💛
Sending you oceans of love Hedda xxxx
Hello,darling. I'm sorry I'm late watching, my son was changing the internet yesterday, and it took the whole day,of course. I'm so sorry about sickness. I'm glad they gave you something to counter it. It is Important to have a fighter spirit, if that makes sense. And I know u have that. I think it would be really important if u could discuss what ur going through. I think itd be wonderful for you as well as others. I love the hair,it really looks nice, and suits you. I'm here if you need me or want to talk,ever. I love you my friend ❤😘💕
I love u Hedda Gold 💫
Love you and think of you often 💜 please try to stay strong. You have such a great attitude….. much love ❤️
Hedda! Oh my gosh, I love your new hair! The color, the cut - it looks absolutely adorable on you! I got so excited when I saw the thumbnail for this video and your new profile picture. Just absolutely gorgeous.
Hedda, I am so sorry that the meds make you ill & even more so that the meds to counteract those make it where you can't have the things you enjoy. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Only do what you feel like on RUclips, Sweetie. Your new hair is cute. I recently cut mine super short, & I love it. Love & gentle hugs.
Hedda, I just want you to know that all your friends are sending you waves of love and healing. You look beautiful in this video, and show an unimaginable courage. I've seen other vloggers document and share their journeys of illness and healing. Some of their stories are very powerful. So sorry that you have to give up so much, especially coffee, tea and wine! Uggh! You might even acquire a taste for things like the lemon barley water with time, especially as it may begin to feel good going into your body, and you may find other things that are good for you that begin to taste and feel comforting, perhaps certain herb teas. Your doctor would know. God bless you always, and may your treatments knock the cancer into submission! 💪💖💚🌼🌼
Hedda I am here for you and love you, I'm sorry the meds are putting you through the wringer. If you need anything I am here I promise, you've been in my thoughts constantly. I love your hair, I know it's a tough situation but I think it looks good on you, it makes me want to go earring shopping and get you some big statement earrings to rock alongside your hair. I'm sorry I missed the stream, I was asleep I would've loved to been there. A bra here, a CHEAP one is like 30 bucks which would be 21 pounds, a good one would probably be the amount you said, bra prices are ridiculous. I feel you on the makeup, I am just trying to blend makeup now and they make it look so easy.
In regards of asking about the cancer journey, I want to hear from you if you are feeling ok, dont fret about appearances , anything you feel like sharing I am here. And you look great, no knocking peoples compliments, you ARE lovely. I just want you to know, I know things seem dark but you are lovely through and through, we all want you to be here and love you!
I hope you are doing ok right now, I hadn't seen any of your videos in a while i thought maybe you had just decided to quit.
I'm sending you lots of love and healing prayers I will be watching for your videos please keep us updated as you are able to do take care of yourself don't worry about being all dolled up you are beautiful with or without make up.🙏💕🌹🙋♀️
Sending you all my positive energy. Please keep taking your medications. It's so important. If there's an address, I'd love to send you a feel better package.
You look cute with short hair. For the chest area, you could wear a slip (lacy undershirt) underneath the shirts you wear just to cover up there. My mom had to do that after her arm surgery because putting on a bra was just a pain. That's an option. Hope everything goes well and if you're up to it, maybe a true crime story. Much love and hugs from the US of A! 💜💜💜
I don’t know what’s going on with the GPS at the minute. In hospital we are seeing patients in clinics and letting visitors in. Why they haven’t returned to a semblance of the previous service I don’t know. You are looking amazingly well, even though you might feel dreadful. Good luck with the rest of your treatment. You are a trooper, the treatments are brutal, I’ve held many a hand and hair of patients on chemo. Why they didn’t prescribe you an antiemetic I’ll never know. The meds always cause nausea and vomiting. There are other anti emetics ( anti sickness) available. Keep your chin up hedda, if anyone can do it you can. It’s a long haul but I’m praying everything goes well. Xxx💋. I’m very interested in you documenting your journey through this but I only when you feel up to it.
Gosh, it's awful to hear that this is going on, Hedda...I hope it'll all turn out fine, truly, I do. Best of luck and health to ya, love.
Sorry to hear about the stream not working out, too. I only saw the notification a bit too late, too...my apologies for not catching it in time.
The new haircut suits you, by the way!
Omg, I can't believe the side effects you had from Letrozole, you poor thing. Are you starting chemo, please ask about the Letrozole, hopefully they can switch maybe to Tamoxifen. I didn't have hair loss on it, so hopefully you won't lovely either, you WILL beat it xxx