I appreciate that you clarified that "precocious pregnancy" were a misspeak, otherwise I'd had been puzzled with the apparent oxymoron (i.e. not moral but from a biological point of view) and could see myself searching the Internet in vain for an explanation of the meaning to avoid looking illiterate by asking for a clarification. :)
I dunno, but I must somehow have missed the nightjar couple in the palm tree in this video thumb. Nice shoot! (And also a bit hilarious to wear a T-shit saying 'dried out river' while standing in front of the ocean). lol
@@ecouter3897 that is an interesting thought Em, Maybe it's something Stephan drilled in to Jennifer.. and I think it is something FOISTED on Madeline, unfairly and quite grotesquely. She was NOT the same and jenn is really cutting a child down to her struggling level. Jennifer lied so often which is why I do struggle to believe denial plays the largest role in her affect and behaviour... when she says madeline is forgetful like stephan and her, well, it's false. Police say the phone data records do NOT show that forgetting her phone happened regularly. It happened rarely, usually the phone location was where maddybwas, at her school. Jennifer constantly degrades Madeline. I did wonder about some level of codependency being a cause for the defending of stephan the blatant lies etc .. being the natural state of her in codependence to make excuses, delude oneself etc.
@ecouter3897 I wish we could do a Live together! I'd like to just sit and talk it all thru for a whole! (I have never loaded up streamlab or other). Are you surviving the devastating weather?? Please just stay somewhere safe and cozy and don't take any risks. Is your mom alright?
I am trying to get my (daft) head around enmeshment... if jenn were child stephan Parent then... wpuld stephan dissolve into jenn tho even tho he wpuld be the groomer manipulator...it's extra crazy because Jennifer does use the we when certainly thpse times were justbher and maddy. Her most cagey times are around meds. So much to discuss about that but one thing is that Jennifer seems at PAINS, even in the apr 18 "diminished immunity" interview, to take away any involvement Sterns might have had with Madeline taking her meditation the night of feb 26, even when we KNOW..she has had concerns before, abput her Marijuana meds, and overdosing, she had called the poison holiness before. After all insistence that she didn't like maddy to take pills alone, she is quite adamant STILL on April 18nthat she said to maddynto take THE PILLS on her own. There is something to this 100% I need to find the patience to map it all out. I have these "knowings" about things, like everything is happening in one moment in mind...well maybe it is .but I'm not like you and able to calmly and surely describe it and talk it thru. It gets stuck It's just a bit lump of feeling
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good to see you back - your voice has been missed
@@josvandersteen3564 thanks
I appreciate that you clarified that "precocious pregnancy" were a misspeak, otherwise I'd had been puzzled with the apparent oxymoron (i.e. not moral but from a biological point of view) and could see myself searching the Internet in vain for an explanation of the meaning to avoid looking illiterate by asking for a clarification. :)
Oh boy, you know I make so many misspeaks! They're weird but they are a product of my struggling brain
It is always letting me down
able of my
I dunno, but I must somehow have missed the nightjar couple in the palm tree in this video thumb. Nice shoot!
(And also a bit hilarious to wear a T-shit saying 'dried out river' while standing in front of the ocean). lol
@jomen112 all the collages I had made bonuses for videos are on my other phone which broke.
@@HumanimalChannel oh no, so that was the reason for the change... :(
Are you able to recover things, e.g. are your stuff backed up on the cloud?
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@@markklein6356 howdy :)
“We’re all the same.” Mental illness enmeshment?
@@ecouter3897 that is an interesting thought Em,
Maybe it's something Stephan drilled in to Jennifer.. and I think it is something FOISTED on Madeline, unfairly and quite grotesquely. She was NOT the same and jenn is really cutting a child down to her struggling level.
Jennifer lied so often which is why I do struggle to believe denial plays the largest role in her affect and behaviour... when she says madeline is forgetful like stephan and her, well, it's false. Police say the phone data records do NOT show that forgetting her phone happened regularly. It happened rarely, usually the phone location was where maddybwas, at her school.
Jennifer constantly degrades Madeline.
I did wonder about some level of codependency being a cause for the defending of stephan the blatant lies etc .. being the natural state of her in codependence to make excuses, delude oneself etc.
@ecouter3897 I wish we could do a Live together! I'd like to just sit and talk it all thru for a whole! (I have never loaded up streamlab or other).
Are you surviving the devastating weather?? Please just stay somewhere safe and cozy and don't take any risks. Is your mom alright?
I am trying to get my (daft) head around enmeshment... if jenn were child stephan Parent then... wpuld stephan dissolve into jenn tho even tho he wpuld be the groomer manipulator...it's extra crazy because Jennifer does use the we when certainly thpse times were justbher and maddy.
Her most cagey times are around meds.
So much to discuss about that but one thing is that Jennifer seems at PAINS, even in the apr 18 "diminished immunity" interview, to take away any involvement Sterns might have had with Madeline taking her meditation the night of feb 26, even when we KNOW..she has had concerns before, abput her Marijuana meds, and overdosing, she had called the poison holiness before.
After all insistence that she didn't like maddy to take pills alone, she is quite adamant STILL on April 18nthat she said to maddynto take THE PILLS on her own.
There is something to this 100% I need to find the patience to map it all out. I have these "knowings" about things, like everything is happening in one moment in mind...well maybe it is
.but I'm not like you and able to calmly and surely describe it and talk it thru. It gets stuck
It's just a bit lump of feeling