My Mom Just Died. Here's What It's Like To Lose A Parent..

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  • Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024

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  • @StevenSchapiro
    @StevenSchapiro 2 года назад +391

    You’re incredibly strong, brother. Much love man, always here for you 🙏🏼

    • @nourishcherish9593
      @nourishcherish9593 2 года назад +12

      holy shit. steven schapiro. Do a collab with this steven. Let him grow.

    • @stayathomecatdad
      @stayathomecatdad 2 года назад +1

      The legend

    • @rubens185
      @rubens185 2 года назад +2

      I ALWAYS wanted a video of you 2, Steven. Come on, you help so many other channels. My man deserves it.

    • @nourishcherish9593
      @nourishcherish9593 2 года назад

      Steven. Please come to this podcast

    • @bladerunner6043
      @bladerunner6043 2 года назад

      you two collab please

  • @Oxidize
    @Oxidize 2 года назад +54

    Great podcast Jack, sorry for your loss.
    In regards to the intern stuff. If you ever want help in London, reach out to me.

  • @HumorBagel
    @HumorBagel 2 года назад +68

    So sorry to hear of your tragic loss but really inspired by your strength, bud. Sending you love during this difficult time.

  • @laralittlewood4115
    @laralittlewood4115 2 года назад +8

    I’m 6 minutes into the video and the fact you done this a few days after just shows how strong you are. I’m 19 and lost my mum at 15 back in 2017 and I know how hard it is. As a stranger I just want to say that I’m proud of you and thankful for speaking about it. This video is going to help a lot of people including myself❤️

  • @vogaeprod
    @vogaeprod 2 года назад +73

    My mum died 3 years ago from breastcancer when I was 19. She died few minutes before I got to the hospital so I never had the proper final talk with her. She was in lot of pain for a long time but I never realised that until the end actually came. That was the first time I really broke down infront of my family and other people and I kept wishing my mum would get up and hug me because I hadnt hugged her in a long time. I was just 16 years old when she told me she has cancer and I dont think I understood how serious it could be . She was free beautiful soul who always supported me in anything I would do

    • @Aaron-fb1pq
      @Aaron-fb1pq 2 года назад +4

      Wow that’s sad as shit

    • @nastyniggatyreeq6136
      @nastyniggatyreeq6136 2 года назад +1

      Cancer man, sorry to hear. People still dont take it seriously. There are ways to mitigate your risk. I am cancer survivor myself

    • @ahviwe
      @ahviwe 2 года назад

      😭😭😭😭

  • @bigshlongarab
    @bigshlongarab 5 месяцев назад +8

    My mom just died this morning in her sleep but I tried to save her and couldn't I had to see her pass away and its hard right now and thank you for this video Im going to try my best for not only her but for my dad because my mom was everything did everything and now its gonna be hard to accept it.

  • @korylambert5353
    @korylambert5353 Год назад +2

    My mother passed 5 years ago and my 20 year old brother passed 12 years ago and it absolutely sucks with time can help but the sadness and sorrow never leaves 💔it's nice to hear you Jack speak about your mother she sounds like a wonderful woman god bless man and may your mother be at peace 💔😟❤️🙂

  • @Jessmakani
    @Jessmakani 2 года назад +45

    I’m so sorry for your loss Jack. My mother passed away this time last year unexpectedly as well. Her funeral was actually today one year ago exactly. She was only 53. It’s been a rough year to say the least. Take care of yourself jack. Grief is a long journey especially when someone who you loved so much has passed so unexpectedly

    • @poke-episodes5711
      @poke-episodes5711 2 года назад

      I'm here brother my mom died the recent day

    • @poke-episodes5711
      @poke-episodes5711 2 года назад

      She is sooo young she is 32 33 she is the best mom and I just have lost the meaning of life I was Soo happy before this we used to always joke around and have fun the only goal of my life was to be with my mother as my mother look at me with happiness and she just died out of the blue bro I'm like umm I feel like dying and I'm 10 years I have no sibling older than me she had no problems it was Soo unexpected I have 2 siblings and one is 3 years and what Am I gonna tell her I'm saad

    • @Roxie76
      @Roxie76 2 года назад

      @@poke-episodes5711 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @theJoefamilychannel
    @theJoefamilychannel 2 года назад +1

    It sucks bro, lost my mom 5 years ago and there are still tough days. It does get easier but it is still hard. I hope you're doing good. Take care .

  • @RTendy
    @RTendy 2 года назад +14

    Sorry for your loss, Jack. Take care of yourself brother!

  • @andrev.4551
    @andrev.4551 2 года назад +6

    Hi Jack, I got about a third through this podcast and just broke down crying as I’ve never thought about having to go through this situation. I’m 20 in my third year at western and both my parents are around their 60s and healthy. I can’t wait to call them both tomorrow and tell them I love them. Thank you for sharing your experience. I can’t imagine the amount of strength that takes.

  • @floatyseagull9472
    @floatyseagull9472 2 года назад +5

    I feel your pain man. Lost my uncle a week ago to brain hemmorage. He was on life support and they had to make the decision to pull the plug. He was 80 yrs old, and I didn’t know him that well but it still had me down. Your mom looking down on you would want you to keep going and not stop. God bless

  • @aadiljayman
    @aadiljayman 2 года назад +1

    Hey Jack, thank you for sharing this. I lost my mom to pancreatic cancer in September 2021 and I still don't know how to feel about it. The only thing I am grateful for is being by her side when she passed. I love and miss her everyday.

  • @BobMcRoberts1991
    @BobMcRoberts1991 2 года назад +4

    Jack I just recently started watching your videos and became a fan pretty quickly. I lost my mother as well from cancer back in June of this year. I know all of the feelings you are going through bud. Stay strong and keep going. I feel like that is what she would want you to do.

  • @Daron125
    @Daron125 2 года назад +2

    You are an incredibly strong human. No matter what, know that you are loved and you have a support system.

  • @icwhy4366
    @icwhy4366 Год назад +1

    The same thing happend to me 2 weeks ago, with the only difference that she was in a rapid decline before she passed. It is the hardest thing I have ever had to witness in my life. The moment keeps replaying in my head like some kind of horror movie, it's the first thing that pops up in my mind when I wake up and the last when I go to sleep. The thing that kills me is how she must have felt those last months knowing she was going to die. I found tissues from crying in all her pockets. In one coat a ticket from a hospital exame in the other a tissue from crying, a hoodie she bought the last months that said "positive" on the front. Oh man it's killing me...

    • @soultraveler2103
      @soultraveler2103 Год назад

      I also going through this mom left us January 2 it’s so sad

    • @icwhy4366
      @icwhy4366 Год назад +1

      @@soultraveler2103 hope you can find some rest soon, it get's better but the pain never leaves.

  • @noahsoet9761
    @noahsoet9761 2 года назад +2

    Man that hits home... I lost my dad almost 4 years ago when I was 15. That def changed me quite a bit to say the least. I know you’re probably slowly starting to hate the phrase “my condoleances”, I know I did when I heard it for the fiftieth time. One thing though: don’t expect or try to get over it or let her go or something. That stupid shit they always say in films; Try to survive, learn to live with the fact that she will always be present in your thoughts one way or another. Accepting that, accepting that grief never really ends and seeing the beauty in that, will help you. It gets bearable though. Stay strong brother..

  • @toxicbandit
    @toxicbandit 2 года назад +5

    I’m so sorry for your loss jack. I know the feeling all so well, kinda weird the situation is so similar. My dad just passed away just over a year ago around the same age, Also in his sleep in Caledonia.. he had diabetes aswell. Happened outta the blue too so I feel ya on this tragedy. Stay strong jack

  • @darienmerchant112
    @darienmerchant112 2 года назад +2

    Hey man so sorry for your loss! I know everyone’s telling you to stay strong but I know how difficult it can be, I lost my mother when I was 18 and I had just started med school, so I wanna tell you it’s okay if you can’t stay strong! I hope it gets better soon!

  • @MrPimpmygun
    @MrPimpmygun 2 года назад +76

    I can't imagine how this feels, feel better Jack.

  • @nicolasa1735
    @nicolasa1735 2 года назад +1

    My condolences Jack, I'm pretty sure what you said during this video will last in my mind for my whole life, thank you 🙏

  • @robross7991
    @robross7991 2 года назад +1

    I went thru this 2 years ago. You will be a stronger person on the other side of the pain. Sending positive energy your way brother and my sympathies for your family’s loss.

  • @codyvickery4229
    @codyvickery4229 2 года назад +1

    I appreciate your honesty, sorry for ur loss, I have 80 old parents, I feel more prepared to deal with potentially getting the call because ur video , big thank you

    • @Babyblue689
      @Babyblue689 8 месяцев назад

      My parents had me late, and passed away at 88 and 90. I had a very good support network around me, terrific friends, and parents friends too, who look out for me. Dealt with it ok, cos they were very old. My friend died at 64, I don’t know how her kids cope with it

  • @EssenceofBeauty82
    @EssenceofBeauty82 2 года назад +1

    Long post alert 📢 ⚠️ 📢
    Hi Jack, first off I want to give my condolences to you and your family during this terrible time of loss. I am currently in the same season of life, I lost my beautiful mom on January 28th 2022 due to complications from covid. My mother was 73 years old. I can truly say no matter how old a parent gets or how sickly they are, I don't think we can ever fully process what our lives will be like without them. Some very important things you discussed in your podcast that really resonated with me was how you mentioned seeing your loved one after they have passed and how much closure that can bring to a grief stricken mind. I agree 100%. My dad passed away back in 2012 and I was at his bedside as he took his final breaths. Unfortunately due to restrictions in the hospital, I was only able to go and say my goodbyes to my mother and once my family and I finished our last visit, we had to leave the hospital and wait for the doctors to call me to announce her passing. The next time I saw my mother was at the funeral home the day of her viewing so that I could style her hair. But it leaves me stricken with sadness knowing that my mom, despite the fact I was able to say goodbye, died alone...surrounded by strangers and the cold hospital walls 💔. Another thing is that strength in the moment to be the backbone for your family. I planned my mother's arrangements. I was the go to person for everything, despite having an older brother. He just couldn't do what I could do, his mental capacity was "I just can't take it, I dont wanna do it so I'll let my baby sister do everything"...I couldn't even process her death because I had to hop straight into my business bag. But thankfully I had support from my husband, my aunts and uncles and my cousins. So I thank God for the hands that reached out. But this is a tremendously hard time for so many ppl and I just want to again say thank you for being transparent abt your mother's passing and giving your perspective to others so that they can be somewhat prepared to deal with their grief. May God bless you and your family and may your mother's love and legacy bring healing to your heart with each passing day. To everyone grieving, know that you are not alone. You are cared about and your pain matters. You all will be in my prayers. Much love from Detroit ❤🫂🙏🏼!
    Desirea

  • @Delaney056
    @Delaney056 3 месяца назад

    Thank you for this. I lost my mom yesterday and am looking for anything to help me straighten out up from down.

  • @skrt99
    @skrt99 2 года назад +1

    Respect that you handle it so well and rip to your mom im so sorry for your loss 😢

  • @GooseDMC
    @GooseDMC 2 года назад +1

    Most insightful episode of the podcast so far. Everyone should strive to be better in day-to-day life. We never know who we may be hurting, the impact we have on a stranger, or what regret we may have for not saying something before it's too late. Live life to the fullest and strive to be the best we can be. Much love and condolences to Jack, his family, and anyone going through some serious shit in their life right now. Keep the podcasts coming, fellas, they've been nothing short of excellent!

  • @bradzz
    @bradzz 2 года назад +1

    Terrible news, I'm sure you made her very proud my friend. Love and strength to you and your family ❤️

  • @bryanab2969
    @bryanab2969 2 года назад

    i lost my dad in february of 2019. i was just 13 years old and i think that’s what the hardest part of my grief was. knowing i lost my dad at such a young age and he won’t be here with me for the rest of my life, meaning all my accomplishments won’t be seen by the person i loved the most. for me, i feel privileged to not experience the coming home and seeing the paramedics take out the body, instead my mom came into my room telling me that he passed away, since he was at a different country at the time so i couldn’t see him anyways. i didn’t call him that night either because i was busy, but i’ll forever regret that. grief is so complicated and the worst pain someone can feel. thank you for this video, i’ve never related to something so much.

  • @faithmoore7520
    @faithmoore7520 2 года назад

    I am so sorry! I lost my mother as well

  • @ndnbruthu
    @ndnbruthu 2 года назад +2

    Condolences and sorry for your loss, Jack. I hope the love and wishes from your family, friends, and fans helps in some way. ❤️

  • @thexman69
    @thexman69 2 года назад +2

    Prayers up to your mom!🙏🏻

  • @dommahaffie1012
    @dommahaffie1012 2 года назад +2

    My condolences go out to you and your family, you’re incredibly strong for doing this podcast. Keep your chin up!

  • @mr.coffee5828
    @mr.coffee5828 2 года назад

    This video alone is the reason I liked and subscribed here, such moving and touching episode.. we gotta stick together and be better people. God bless

  • @ren.8137
    @ren.8137 2 года назад +2

    Sorry for your loss man 🙏🏻

  • @bluebellbeatnik4945
    @bluebellbeatnik4945 11 месяцев назад

    i wish i lost my mum in her sleep. she was in incredible pain for months because of her illness. she was 80. somehow my dad outlived her.

  • @icoder-ca7418
    @icoder-ca7418 2 года назад

    Very sorry for your loss brother. Hurts to see you hurting. Sending lots of prayers yours and your family’s way🙏🏼

  • @PoloRevel23
    @PoloRevel23 2 года назад +1

    We are all thinking about your mother right now and praying for you...

  • @ryanhanna4430
    @ryanhanna4430 2 года назад +1

    Sorry for your loss.

  • @notaido9381
    @notaido9381 2 года назад

    I am so sorry for you loss, I lost my dad on my sisters birthday in 2018

  • @ChrisSiglMusic
    @ChrisSiglMusic 2 года назад +1

    RIP Mama Denmo ❤️🙏🏻 Be strong man ❤️

  • @camerondrummond9918
    @camerondrummond9918 2 года назад

    man i’m so sorry bro, ur such a strong guy

  • @bash___
    @bash___ 2 года назад

    I'm so sorry for you man, can't comprehend what I would do without a parent man. Best regards Jack.

  • @citrine6469
    @citrine6469 7 месяцев назад

    this made me soooo emotional

  • @drtharay
    @drtharay 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss bro. Thoughts are with you and your family.

  • @Gyle.3559
    @Gyle.3559 2 года назад

    My heart goes out to you Jack.
    You have an incredible strength.

  • @FalconLover5xX
    @FalconLover5xX 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss, Deepest condolences to you and you’re family.

  • @snail6500
    @snail6500 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss man losing a loved one is very hard

  • @johnb6546
    @johnb6546 Год назад

    My mom passed away a year ago from Breast cancer. She was my everything, best friend and I loved her more then life itself. She passed after 3 months once the cancer pretty much spread everywhere. Before the diagnosis she was pretty much healthy and happy. I can’t put into words the pain I feel on a daily basis. I feel lost without her and life feels completely different. I have my good days and I have my bad days dealing with the grief. I knows it’s a long journey i’m on but just trying my best to be strong for my family. God has also given me strength that I never knew I had. I pray for everyone that has lost a parent and that God gives you strength to persevere through it…🙏🏽

    • @terryparrish8477
      @terryparrish8477 Год назад

      Sounds like you had a great Mom, John. (Me, too.) Mine left this world on 2/7/22 after suffering a sudden ruptured artery.
      We're about the same distance along this terribly dark road that both of us had always probably always considered unthinkable. And, it's been just as horrible and terrible as I've read from others on various grief sites, since experiencing my loss. Some days (especially during those early months) seemed absolutely unbearable.
      Since losing her, I have felt grief down to a level and at an intensity that I never imagined that I could ever be capable of feeling. No one could've ever prepared me for this, because words would have fallen way short in anyone ever trying to describe and convey what this deep grief feels like. As well-meaning as people are (and there are some good, caring souls in this world who want to help, and God bless them...) But, for someone who's never been down this road, then they just don't know (until they find themselves on it.)
      What can we say at this point, John? "With deep love comes deep grief." I think the better they were to us and the more they loved us (and the more that we loved them) then the harder all this is. I guess (no, I know) that we can be grateful and thankful that we had great moms. But, I've got to tell you. Only having the memories left now is tough. It's tough.
      It's a huge void in our lives that will never be replaced. And, I feel it. Boy, do I feel that emptiness of where she used to be in my life. Hopefully both our moms are in a much better place, tonight. Or, at the very least (if they're just lying there waiting on The Lord, at least neither one of them has any worries of this world, anymore.)

  • @zDoMinaTe
    @zDoMinaTe 2 года назад +1

    This was hard to watch, but thanks for making it Jack

  • @jacklasalle9575
    @jacklasalle9575 2 года назад

    My condolences, wishing you the best, your a role model to me I learn a lot from you and your helping a lot of people by talking about this

  • @shaybeast1335
    @shaybeast1335 2 года назад

    I don't ever want this to happen but I know it will!! Sorry for your loss!!

  • @BaumannMusic
    @BaumannMusic 2 года назад

    I wish you a lot of strength, love and light!

  • @multitablez
    @multitablez 2 года назад

    Hey Jack, i lost my mum two years ago. She was also 61. It's too young. haven't watched your video yet. Thing is, it's better that the mother dies first, as it should be. We were lucky to have our mothers in our lives, to care and look after us, all those years. Those experiences and memories will never die. Some people are never that lucky. I feel good when i think of all the good things about my mum. My dad also died few years ago. I was probally closer to my dad, but i miss my mum 1000x more, and i cry more about my mum when i feel like going home to see her. There is nothing stronger than a mum and son's bond, i swear. I hope you can be glad that your mum didnt see you die. As it would of been much worse for her to see that.

  • @rustyraider1257
    @rustyraider1257 2 года назад +1

    One of the most wholesome videos. Love u Jack. Keep doing you. Spread that love 🙏❤️

  • @troywallette9923
    @troywallette9923 2 года назад

    I’m sorry bro. Best of luck to you

  • @azdinefx6545
    @azdinefx6545 2 года назад

    Stay strong we know you have the power to go through this may she rest in peace

  • @cricketbat09
    @cricketbat09 2 года назад

    It's a hard knock when your parents pass away. But time heals, believe me. Condolences to you.

  • @bluebellbeatnik4945
    @bluebellbeatnik4945 11 месяцев назад

    mine too. it's absolute hell.

  • @thatsyourboieasy4577
    @thatsyourboieasy4577 2 года назад

    Jesus bro, youve become a part of my life, and have also a kinda dad role in my life. I want the best for you

  • @AK4.7.47Cossack
    @AK4.7.47Cossack 2 года назад

    Praying for you and your family brother 🙏 your mother would be proud of the man she raised .

  • @talhashahid8853
    @talhashahid8853 2 года назад

    feel better bro, my thoughts are with you and your loved ones

  • @neznuga4859
    @neznuga4859 2 года назад

    Thank you for sharing this with us Jack

  • @MrKo1233
    @MrKo1233 2 года назад

    Damn Jack, you have our support, stay strong

  • @otsfitness2
    @otsfitness2 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss jack, stay strong man 🙏

  • @sarahd6913
    @sarahd6913 2 года назад

    So sad. So sorry for your loss ❤️

  • @justinst.bernard4606
    @justinst.bernard4606 2 года назад

    Much Love and Respect be well bro

  • @musicnation7946
    @musicnation7946 2 года назад

    I just wish I had a proper closure with my father. I contemplate often to myself what if I could've done something to help or maybe done better as a son, but I know It's useless. Then again it doesn't mean I won't do so. Its like a haunting curse of pain that you have to carry now. He was 48 and I was 18 at the time.

  • @kulik03
    @kulik03 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss man!

  • @peanutbutter1841
    @peanutbutter1841 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss

  • @oscarkrell
    @oscarkrell 2 года назад

    Always here for you bro.

  • @MrBooYa-yd5er
    @MrBooYa-yd5er 2 года назад

    Definitely loving you Jack.

  • @sukhpreetsingh3599
    @sukhpreetsingh3599 2 года назад

    Stay Strong brother 🙏🏻

  • @nollid_fps
    @nollid_fps 2 года назад

    just got to this love you brotha keep your head high

  • @and-iz3mk
    @and-iz3mk 2 года назад

    My deepest condolences 🙏 🙏🙏💔💔💔

  • @JoeChrisMorris
    @JoeChrisMorris Год назад

    My mom passed last month. It was on the cards. Still gutted

  • @calalosan4166
    @calalosan4166 2 года назад +1

    It’s scary because you don’t know when this is coming 🥲

  • @lorrainesullivan5328
    @lorrainesullivan5328 2 месяца назад

    My mum passed suddenly and dad also 6 weeks later😢

  • @JUA-95
    @JUA-95 2 года назад

    ❤❤I'm sorry for your loss🌹🌹

  • @yopie0
    @yopie0 2 года назад

    my heart goes out to u jack.

  • @samfromNJ
    @samfromNJ 2 года назад

    RIP🙏🏿

  • @jayscrogs810
    @jayscrogs810 2 года назад

    Man I lost my mom at 53 and it was the hardest thing I have ever had happen to me and it was so unexpected

  • @kennyivy4187
    @kennyivy4187 Год назад

    I’ve lost my mom and sister then farther
    Just me know
    Iv lost a lot of friends to overdose,bad health and just typical random stuff. as I grew up poor .
    I can tell you every death has effected me
    But non have been the same affect. Every on is special and specific to the person and situation. And over time even that’s evolved as I have grown and matured ..,

  • @sroydetroy6404
    @sroydetroy6404 Год назад

    Hey brother- I would like to offer a different perspective to how to view the situation.
    In my humble opinion it is actually best that someone leaves this world in this manner and the reason for that would be that there is much less suffering when you are sharp, healthy and you function well- and than all of a sudden God just takes you instead of being old and crippled and weak and dying slowly with misery.

  • @a57989
    @a57989 2 года назад

    4:32
    Hey, he is talking to you. Listen tight to what he says...

  • @jackp6308
    @jackp6308 2 года назад

    My just recently also died and was also 61 and my names jack small world

  • @connorbyway8088
    @connorbyway8088 2 года назад

    Rip jacks mom ♥️

  • @nexsynthzer_beatbox253
    @nexsynthzer_beatbox253 2 года назад

    TAke care.. Love from India

  • @kill4keely
    @kill4keely 2 года назад

    hey just stumbled across this video. similar situation happened to me i’m 22 in October my mom died suddenly in her sleep next to my stepdad, Just like your mom she was healthy and it was unexpected (she had a massive heart attack). Thank you for this video, we are strong and we will get through this

  • @tippy195
    @tippy195 2 года назад

    Women live on average 3-4years longer than men, not 8 years, anyway my condolences Jack ❤️

  • @Chetxn
    @Chetxn 2 года назад

    🙏🏽

  • @vuk8623
    @vuk8623 2 года назад

    🙏🏼

  • @Paulphua007
    @Paulphua007 2 года назад

    Rip

  • @storhovdingen
    @storhovdingen 2 года назад +1

    Who the actual fawk disliked this video

  • @Gonnie6969
    @Gonnie6969 2 года назад +4

  • @nestorgomez8259
    @nestorgomez8259 2 года назад +144

    This man just went through a really hard time and still is going through it, but still manage it to help his audience. Mad respect, Jack. I wish you the best.

  • @OilFan702
    @OilFan702 2 года назад

    Sorry for your loss

  • @drakedrones
    @drakedrones 2 года назад +16

    Losing a parent or a child you love: it’s an unimaginable pain. Now, when you loose them suddenly it’s indescribable. It’s the darkest and most gut-churning pain.

  • @EIiteFingerboarding
    @EIiteFingerboarding 2 года назад +21

    Heres an anecdote from my perspective. My perspective on life shifted dramatically when I realized that I knew as much about life as my parents did. When we lose the context of our parents guidance in our lives our perspective changes. We all experience 'transferrence', a psychological mechanism to deal with adsurdity, and when our parents die we have to find a new way to ground ourself in reality. For me, I quit my job as a laboratory scientist, moved to BC and worked at a fishing resort, began doing all the things that scared me including mountain climbing, surfing, road tripping by myself etc. I now no longer fear anything or view my parents death as a burden. They had their time and I have mine and in the end we are all alone, existentially. Life is absurd. I decided to share this with you because I have watched your videos and noticed the quiet sadness that can be inferred through your comments about wanting to do more etc. I relate. I support you being strong, strength is the only option for those who don't operate under sympathy from themselves or others.

  • @frankyohance4625
    @frankyohance4625 2 года назад +13

    Lost my father last week and feel absolutely terrible. Thank you for sharing this.

    • @MarshPlays
      @MarshPlays 2 года назад

    • @jet5995
      @jet5995 2 года назад

      Stay strong bud you got this!✌🏻🤝🏻