Same, I always listen to this song whenever it just feels like i've hit rockbottom, I was sad when it got taken down, thankfully someone reuploaded it though :)
guys i'm telling you from the bottom of my heart: if we got on this song something is going through us and it's totally normal, it's life unfortunately. the thing that keeps me going on is that everything has an end, nice things as well as bad ones. always be yourself and stay strong and im 100% sure that one day you (and me as well) will find a good point to say: well it's been hard but now i'm good. I wish you the very best from italy
this gets me in the feels. It reminds me of how my school is known for being a really diverse one. But it also reminds me that all my friends in that school have either abusive parents or depression, so they come to me or someone else to vent about it and cry out their feelings. it reminds me of how I’m more then happy to help people through their feelings and I give them advice, but when I start feeling depressed and hopeless, I can’t take my own advice, the same advice that I give to my friends..
Sometimes you just gotta listen to music and cry the pain away, I mean being a man it’s almost shameful to cry but you have to let it out or it will tear you apart over time. I hope the rest of your like goes amazing and you get to achieve you goals. Much love
Being an Eva fan, watching this video mixed with the song School Rooftop hit me in a way I can't describe. It's a mix of relief, sadness, and emptiness.
the scream always gives me chills. whenever i hear it a certain morbid scenario comes to mind which id rather not think of. i still love this song nonetheless
This makes me feel nostalgic like when you look at your gallery back in 2018. Or something i would play this when im still in my pjs and lazying away in my room as i sip tea. And look out at the raining sky.
How I see this song based on the song's name (School Rooftop) It all happens in a school, obviously From 0:00 to 0:22 - I see a girl, head down, while she climbs up some stairs in a low light ambient. From 0:22 to 1:08 - The same girl in now on the school rooftop. It's nightime, she can see the city lights. Meanwhile, the girl is thinking about everything that is consuming her and that is filling her with emptyness and sorrow. From 1:08 to 1:30 - She takes a breath to have courage to jump from the rooftop The scream - She jumps. From the end of the screen to 1:54 - Time starts to pass slow, and it gives her all the time necessary to think about everything she lived and everything she could lived. The little beat stop - She "wake up" and start regreting the fact that she jumped. Unfortunately, she just understands now that killing herself wasn't a solution... From the end of the little beat stop to 2:18 - She is desperete knowing that she's going to fade forever, and there is nothing she can do to stop it. 2:18 to the end of the song - She hits the ground. The screen slowly fades to black.
Ironically, I've been listening to this song for 3 years, at that time I was in a very different situation than today, (I was in a pre-depressive phase) before, I listened to this song and felt lonely and sad. She accompanied me during this journey, and as time went by I changed my thoughts about her. I have immense affection for this song and I feel very comfortable and happy listening to it. totally different from the bad phase of my life, which thank God I overcame. I see it as a sign of overcoming myself.
Just finished Eva, again. Every time I return, Im reminded of why I love it in the first place. It gives me hope for myself. Thanks for reuploading. This is the video that not only got me to watch Eva, but it got me into lo-fi too.
I used to watch this video two years back and I never understood it but I could feel the emotions but now that I've finally watched evangelion and finished it, I understand these moments and understand the raw emotions from this (outside of the song itself). While watching the movie, most of the scenes just reminds me from this video and this song. Literally gives me chills
You ever get the feeling that someone you really truly love is going through hell right now be it a close friend or brother who is unemployed or suicidal or can't control his life for whatever reason or a close sister or girl friend who is in a predatory relationship or selling her body unwillingly to either pay bills or not escalate it into something more dangerous or under the effect of drugs and unsustainable lifestyle doing whatever she has to do to maintain it.. I know it is crazy to think about this but most of us I like to believe for the most part are fine, truly happy and truly healthy but then there are most definitely some of us that are definitely not fine and going through unspeakable hell and may not even see it out or make it to the end in time.. For those people I always pray.
this audio makes me so scared and uncomfortable but i love it, because at the same time it makes me feel safe??? idk, i always pour my heart out here in the youtube comments, but yeah... i love you all and never forget that 💖 okay? promise me you wont :) okay... bye for now! i hope you see you all soon :’)
You guys remember those times where everything was just perfect except some days? This vid. shows the perfect days of my childhood in my opinion. Like you came after school on a Friday and knew there was a really hyped up premiere on Nickelodeon this weekend after you watched it and enjoyed it you came to the conclusion that you should just go out on a near playground with your friend and play until the sun went down. And during those activities, this song was playing. Even when there was a really dark time the song describes it so well at 1:09. And on 1:31 you want just forget all the bad things that happened on 1:09 and you try to cover them up with ur daily activists, but eventually, you get older, the time passes by, and things are even worse than before now on 2:19, you are at this point lost, no one can help you anymore out of this situation except yourself but you just don't know how, so you are just trapped there isn't a solution every possible helping method failed. That's it hope and other things are just an escape from problems while these are building up higher and higher day by day. If you don't understand what I meant by that here is an example: So imagine you are alone in a Well that is located in the middle of nowhere, and every day there comes a person that shoots you lets say in your arm and that is going to repeat every single day. On one day you just don't feel anything anymore your arm is completely stunned at this point. You don't care you aren't gonna try to change something you just accept it and do nothing against it because you don't have the power for it, it wasn't given to you early on in your life, you are lost, dead end for you I guess, well good luck, bye. I know it really doesn't make much sense when you read this comment but I don't know how to describe it else.
I always described this song as "My depression if it was a song". Just go through the motions, feeling numb. Then at times it feels like the walls are caving in around you and you don't think you can take it anymore. Internally screaming in anguish, just to continue on as if that doesn't matter. Everyday is the same and you just feel tired all the time, just existing is exhausting. I don't feel like this now but that's because of the work I put into changing my mindset, and it's still exhausting. Every once in a while it creeps up on me and this song comforts me in that darkness until I can pull myself out again.
This era of animation to me was the realest and grittiest it was just so good.. Not that now is not good but it had that old tape vhs feel to it but still clean and clear.. Thanks to the animators and writers who made neon genesis evangelion a reality.. asuka was my first
If you’re scrolling past this or see this I typed this out months ago when my mom past away 3 months ago. I didn’t really have anyone else in my family that I could talk to. So in conclusion to this abstruse situation my mom was like a best friend to me and now I have no one.
Thank you for this video, you have no idea how much this song and this specific background video has helped me. I haven't listened to this in a long time, but I hope Onigirl is doing well. God bless you man.
I just finished the series and the movie. I'm glad I watched FMAB before seeing this story cause it's beautiful and melancholy way more heavy than FMAB but it's so magical in it's own way and that song fits it so good thank you for the video
I’ve wanted to write a book for a long time. I have an idea of what it would be about and what would happen, but for some reason I have trouble thinking about what would happen between the beginning and the end. Stuff like this really helps me think.
요즘 힘든 일이 많았어요. 오늘은 잠도 안 오고 누워서 생각만 계속 하는데 이 노래가 갑자기 생각나더라구요. 중학생 때 이노래를 처음 들었었는데… 추억에 잠겼습니다 그때는 참 행복했었는데.. 빛나고 있었고 빛나는 미래를 꿈꿨었는데… 그러고는 깨달았습니다 어릴 때 이 노래를 처음 들었을 때에도 나는 고민이 가득 했었다는 걸요. 언젠가 돌이켜 보면 오늘 하루도 추억으로 남을까요?
Hey friend, it's always miserable you just have to look for the silver linings when you can. That's what I've been telling myself and I never thought I'd live past 20 but I'm turning 21 in a month. Life is a game if you stop trying you lose.
When I was like 11 back in 2016 I used to listen and watch the video not knowing anything about Neon Genesis , I recently watched all of it and I’m really into it. Wow
This song is so edgy, like not in a bad way, but like eery (I dont know if im spelling it right) but it reminds me of stuff like sitting somewhere late at night, or like the end of the world, or something on the lines of that.
sometimes i just want to say how i’m feeling but i never can...idk why i just can’t. i get to worried abt what others will say and i get worried if i’ll be a burden to anyone yk.
“maybe he just prefers his own company more than I prefer mine…” maybe he just needs help in a different way.” -tell me if you recognize this quote. (think nostalgia, Cartoon Network.)
Cada día siempre es lo mismo levantarme,ir a la escuela,comer,esto me esta volviendo loco siento que mi vida es igual que un reloj osea siempre acer lo mismo
So I never watch anime, like at all, but I started evangelion so my friend and I could watch the movies together and every time I hear shinji scream in the series I think about all the times I played this song over and over and over not realizing how terrific evangelion really is
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ep.1: can't wait to watch this anime about robots
ep.24: what is our purpose?
Very accurate
Best therapy session I've had after a bad breakup.
Name anime please
@@guedescanal6592 it's evangelion
@@guedescanal6592 evangellion
thank you for reuploading. this song and clip pulled me through some dark times and it holds a special place in my heart.
I’m glad other people share this sentiment too
Same, I always listen to this song whenever it just feels like i've hit rockbottom, I was sad when it got taken down, thankfully someone reuploaded it though :)
Fr bro. This, and "ON TOP" by the girl next door just hit different.
same as you guys
I salute you king
This makes me nostalgic, comforted, anxious, happy, and sad all at once
Edit: i think thats called melancholy
Melancolia es recordar algo con dulzura, la amargura es todo lo contrario un recuerdo que nos empobrece en el presente
this is the realest comment i will ever read in my entire life. thank u debo from a year ago.
same
same as me i feel like i listened to this a while back
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I love the clip, and the song fits this anime pretty well, a hint of nostalgia, a little bit of emptiness, a little bit of everything
This is the vibe u usually get when watching Evangelion if u understand it
frrr
The scream effect is actually from Evangelion. The clip syncs up perfect
Neon genesis is so beautiful
Cnwor facts man its too good
both mentally and physically
Pantsu KING is this song from evangelion?
@@rosas5246 no its the anime
this was one of the movies called End of evangelion
for everyone living tough times: dont give up, you will get over it.
Dedo YungZilla for some reason I don’t feel like that’s true. Not this time
just wonder how many times i have to tell myself that......
guys i'm telling you from the bottom of my heart: if we got on this song something is going through us and it's totally normal, it's life unfortunately. the thing that keeps me going on is that everything has an end, nice things as well as bad ones. always be yourself and stay strong and im 100% sure that one day you (and me as well) will find a good point to say: well it's been hard but now i'm good.
I wish you the very best from italy
Thank you...
Hope so
this gets me in the feels. It reminds me of how my school is known for being a really diverse one. But it also reminds me that all my friends in that school have either abusive parents or depression, so they come to me or someone else to vent about it and cry out their feelings. it reminds me of how I’m more then happy to help people through their feelings and I give them advice, but when I start feeling depressed and hopeless, I can’t take my own advice, the same advice that I give to my friends..
Sometimes you just gotta listen to music and cry the pain away, I mean being a man it’s almost shameful to cry but you have to let it out or it will tear you apart over time. I hope the rest of your like goes amazing and you get to achieve you goals. Much love
Ok boomer
@@cosamic3740 Found the troll
@@fullegoism clown*
very calming music for an EXTREMELY uncalm movie
Fr
Being an Eva fan, watching this video mixed with the song School Rooftop hit me in a way I can't describe. It's a mix of relief, sadness, and emptiness.
the scream always gives me chills. whenever i hear it a certain morbid scenario comes to mind which id rather not think of. i still love this song nonetheless
I've almost crashed because of it
We will get through this. We will get through this. We will get through this.
This makes me feel nostalgic like when you look at your gallery back in 2018. Or something i would play this when im still in my pjs and lazying away in my room as i sip tea. And look out at the raining sky.
Thankyou so much. I was sad when I saw it got deleted
How I see this song based on the song's name (School Rooftop)
It all happens in a school, obviously
From 0:00 to 0:22 - I see a girl, head down, while she climbs up some stairs in a low light ambient.
From 0:22 to 1:08 - The same girl in now on the school rooftop. It's nightime, she can see the city lights. Meanwhile, the girl is thinking about everything that is consuming her and that is filling her with emptyness and sorrow.
From 1:08 to 1:30 - She takes a breath to have courage to jump from the rooftop
The scream - She jumps.
From the end of the screen to 1:54 - Time starts to pass slow, and it gives her all the time necessary to think about everything she lived and everything she could lived.
The little beat stop - She "wake up" and start regreting the fact that she jumped. Unfortunately, she just understands now that killing herself wasn't a solution...
From the end of the little beat stop to 2:18 - She is desperete knowing that she's going to fade forever, and there is nothing she can do to stop it.
2:18 to the end of the song - She hits the ground. The screen slowly fades to black.
ManoRusso don’t see this at all
It's Evangelion my dear.
But if you imagine that, it’s a pretty good idealization.
that is really depressing ngl
its neon genesis what is this made up story talking about??
That’s deep
Ironically, I've been listening to this song for 3 years, at that time I was in a very different situation than today, (I was in a pre-depressive phase) before, I listened to this song and felt lonely and sad. She accompanied me during this journey, and as time went by I changed my thoughts about her. I have immense affection for this song and I feel very comfortable and happy listening to it. totally different from the bad phase of my life, which thank God I overcame. I see it as a sign of overcoming myself.
Been listening to this for 4 years now…love it
Just finished Eva, again. Every time I return, Im reminded of why I love it in the first place. It gives me hope for myself.
Thanks for reuploading. This is the video that not only got me to watch Eva, but it got me into lo-fi too.
I used to watch this video two years back and I never understood it but I could feel the emotions but now that I've finally watched evangelion and finished it, I understand these moments and understand the raw emotions from this (outside of the song itself). While watching the movie, most of the scenes just reminds me from this video and this song. Literally gives me chills
I feel you. That's why evangelion beats any of my favourite anime. It feels the most real, the most nostalgic and the most sad
That scream is perfectly fit to this song. Both timing and feeling.
You ever get the feeling that someone you really truly love is going through hell right now be it a close friend or brother who is unemployed or suicidal or can't control his life for whatever reason or a close sister or girl friend who is in a predatory relationship or selling her body unwillingly to either pay bills or not escalate it into something more dangerous or under the effect of drugs and unsustainable lifestyle doing whatever she has to do to maintain it.. I know it is crazy to think about this but most of us I like to believe for the most part are fine, truly happy and truly healthy but then there are most definitely some of us that are definitely not fine and going through unspeakable hell and may not even see it out or make it to the end in time.. For those people I always pray.
Did you get that just by watching the video
man, this is so especifique, everything's all right?
Grito de Shinji:
1:31
pd: Esa es mi parte favorita
El vaginon
Nunca supe como se escribía
this audio makes me so scared and uncomfortable but i love it, because at the same time it makes me feel safe??? idk, i always pour my heart out here in the youtube comments, but yeah... i love you all and never forget that 💖 okay? promise me you wont :) okay... bye for now! i hope you see you all soon :’)
You guys remember those times where everything was just perfect except some days? This vid. shows the perfect days of my childhood in my opinion. Like you came after school on a Friday and knew there was a really hyped up premiere on Nickelodeon this weekend after you watched it and enjoyed it you came to the conclusion that you should just go out on a near playground with your friend and play until the sun went down. And during those activities, this song was playing. Even when there was a really dark time the song describes it so well at 1:09. And on 1:31 you want just forget all the bad things that happened on 1:09 and you try to cover them up with ur daily activists, but eventually, you get older, the time passes by, and things are even worse than before now on 2:19, you are at this point lost, no one can help you anymore out of this situation except yourself but you just don't know how, so you are just trapped there isn't a solution every possible helping method failed. That's it hope and other things are just an escape from problems while these are building up higher and higher day by day. If you don't understand what I meant by that here is an example: So imagine you are alone in a Well that is located in the middle of nowhere, and every day there comes a person that shoots you lets say in your arm and that is going to repeat every single day. On one day you just don't feel anything anymore your arm is completely stunned at this point. You don't care you aren't gonna try to change something you just accept it and do nothing against it because you don't have the power for it, it wasn't given to you early on in your life, you are lost, dead end for you I guess, well good luck, bye.
I know it really doesn't make much sense when you read this comment but I don't know how to describe it else.
That scream scared the crap out of me at 3am.
NGE is literally so depressing sometimes, especially that ending, confusing as fuvk and depresssing
Thank you so much for reuploding this after the original got taken down. This was one of my favorites.
Los sentimientos de shinji son muy reales y para mi él es uno de los personajes más humanos del anime
I found about this song about 4 years ago. It makes me think that life only makes me go ouch that hurt and keep going forward
I always described this song as "My depression if it was a song". Just go through the motions, feeling numb. Then at times it feels like the walls are caving in around you and you don't think you can take it anymore. Internally screaming in anguish, just to continue on as if that doesn't matter. Everyday is the same and you just feel tired all the time, just existing is exhausting.
I don't feel like this now but that's because of the work I put into changing my mindset, and it's still exhausting. Every once in a while it creeps up on me and this song comforts me in that darkness until I can pull myself out again.
This is such a beautiful anime and story
This song has been coming to my mind a lot these days...
Thank you man. Was itching to watch this masterpiece.
I miss highschool and my friends, i want to go back, but its over we all graduated.
The vibe feels so relaxing
Best AMV of Evangelion in the world!
I finished this anime recently, and felt upset afterwards. This song really helped me calm down, and the scenes felt pleasing to watch. Thank you.
thank you for reuploading. this video makes me very nostalgic
This era of animation to me was the realest and grittiest it was just so good.. Not that now is not good but it had that old tape vhs feel to it but still clean and clear.. Thanks to the animators and writers who made neon genesis evangelion a reality.. asuka was my first
I’m so lonely.
Same
fuck you
Don't tell me you're one of those fake depressed teens.
If you’re scrolling past this or see this I typed this out months ago when my mom past away 3 months ago. I didn’t really have anyone else in my family that I could talk to. So in conclusion to this abstruse situation my mom was like a best friend to me and now I have no one.
@@Jasswrldd My bad, I had a different image when I see this comment.
The visuals bro...
Fun fact: This song is 4 years old
you're right, time passes very fast, I remember listening to it in 2018
Wake up
I STILL listen to this. Gets me through everything.
Such an Elegant music.
Thank you for this video, you have no idea how much this song and this specific background video has helped me. I haven't listened to this in a long time, but I hope Onigirl is doing well. God bless you man.
You're a good man and a war hero
I just finished the series and the movie. I'm glad I watched FMAB before seeing this story cause it's beautiful and melancholy way more heavy than FMAB but it's so magical in it's own way
and that song fits it so good thank you for the video
You're doing a great justice bringing this back to the people!
Gracias!! fue una lastima ver que ya no estaba :'^(
Thanks for bringing this back on youtube
This took me to the 90S thank you
this is my favorite amv of all time i always come back to it
I owe this video, and “girl I haven’t met” *a lot* for getting me through uncertain times.
For the people who wants to enjoy this music peacefully
1:31 It has a scream that kinda jumpscare you. Your welcome ;)
I need a hug
this edit is masterfully done and makes me understand why i have problems
I’ve wanted to write a book for a long time. I have an idea of what it would be about and what would happen, but for some reason I have trouble thinking about what would happen between the beginning and the end.
Stuff like this really helps me think.
Elegante vibes
This song.....strangely is so....comfortable
thank you so much for the reupload
Thank you bro, i missed this song
Goddamnit, tiktok found this gem....
Thank you , didnt think id see this again
This song reminds me of the child i met at a party when i was a child too and was to become my best friend but we never saw each other again
요즘 힘든 일이 많았어요. 오늘은 잠도 안 오고 누워서 생각만 계속 하는데 이 노래가 갑자기 생각나더라구요. 중학생 때 이노래를 처음 들었었는데… 추억에 잠겼습니다 그때는 참 행복했었는데.. 빛나고 있었고 빛나는 미래를 꿈꿨었는데… 그러고는 깨달았습니다 어릴 때 이 노래를 처음 들었을 때에도 나는 고민이 가득 했었다는 걸요. 언젠가 돌이켜 보면 오늘 하루도 추억으로 남을까요?
“나의 인생은 헛된 기쁨을 바란 실수와 후회를 통한 자기혐오의 반복이었으나 그래도 전진했던 것 같았다”
I swear this sounds like you just enter heaven
The intermittent good times And lifetime of thinking about what you had. We love what we did not how we are doing.
Evangelion is a masterpiece
This music is so relaxing .Thx for do it the vid
One of the best movies ever made
Life is such a miserable ride
Hey friend, it's always miserable you just have to look for the silver linings when you can. That's what I've been telling myself and I never thought I'd live past 20 but I'm turning 21 in a month. Life is a game if you stop trying you lose.
When I was like 11 back in 2016 I used to listen and watch the video not knowing anything about Neon Genesis , I recently watched all of it and I’m really into it. Wow
Que elegante :)
entendi
finalmente achei essa musica rsrs
@@iguranteilosofico8040 também estava em busca a um tempo
Eu entendi a referência rs
alguém sabe o nome da outra musica que ele usa?
Sounds like if death had its own title screen with this playing in the back
Thank you , this a really awesome video ! It’s a shame , that it got taken down , those ... those ... sons of witches!!!
Kimochi Warui
\\ Powerful Mars //
Nicely said , now Off I go to melt and become living orange juice.
Where the beginning is the end and vice versa.
This song is so edgy, like not in a bad way, but like eery (I dont know if im spelling it right) but it reminds me of stuff like sitting somewhere late at night, or like the end of the world, or something on the lines of that.
pain
Reminds me of being 14 and watching Evangelion for the first time
sometimes i just want to say how i’m feeling but i never can...idk why i just can’t. i get to worried abt what others will say and i get worried if i’ll be a burden to anyone yk.
So good.
“Aesthetic”
“This place is designed to mess you up, mess with your head. It’s just trying to test your heroic attributes”
Vou sentir saudades de 2019 😢
thanks for this so much!
I love this song sm
best amv ever
Love This forever
Shinjis scream gives me flash backs
Sin duda Evangelion es un anime único
This song really got me thinking some deep ass thoughts.
Increíble, pensé que el vídeo estaba perdido totalmente.❤️
This could for real be an actual trailer for End of Evangelion
“maybe he just prefers his own company more than I prefer mine…”
maybe he just needs help in a different way.”
-tell me if you recognize this quote. (think nostalgia, Cartoon Network.)
What is it from?
i can feel it.
Watched this thanks to this AMV and song such a good anime up there with my top 4 Death Note l, Evangelion, Full Metal Brotherhood, Parasyte,
The COVID pandemic theme song
Cada día siempre es lo mismo levantarme,ir a la escuela,comer,esto me esta volviendo loco siento que mi vida es igual que un reloj osea siempre acer lo mismo
So I never watch anime, like at all, but I started evangelion so my friend and I could watch the movies together and every time I hear shinji scream in the series I think about all the times I played this song over and over and over not realizing how terrific evangelion really is
Thanks a lot for de reupload
Esse som é Elegante.
Me jamming out to super chill music on autoplay for hours:
This song: AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHHAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!